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emily owens, m.D...
You're back!

It was a two week suspension.
You were gone a year.

Dr. Owens, this
is my husband evan.

You're married?

We're not gonna talk about

The thing that happened,

Right before I left?

I'm married;
it was a mistake.

So, you were down
in the lab, huh?

You like hot molly?

Tyra:
I so like hot molly.

You gonna hang out with kelly?

We actually broke up.
Why?

Just wanted different things.

A.J.:
Talk to me about dr. Owens.

What about her?
You clearly like her.

She has no idea.

Will: I need you to
not let cassandra know

That I crashed at
your place last night.

Remember the other night
when we were out at the bar?

Cassandra thought
I was jealous, so...

Can we keep that
between the two of us?

Emily:
He likes me.

When I interviewed to be a part
of the junior scientist league

Of america, I was asked why
I would make a good scientist.

I cited my love of biochemistry
and my patience.

Because that's the thing
about science:

You have to be patient.

Things take time to unfold.

Chemical reactions
need time to occur.

Of course, waiting
the two months to see

If I was accepted
was absolute torture.

(car horn honks)

But when the letter came,
the wait was worth it.

I'd been accepted.

My patience paid off.

I never understood spending
so much money on a fund-raiser.

How much are they trying to
raise for bandari's project?

That's got to be like $10,000
in flowers, am I right?

Cassandra:
Oh.

$10,000 doesn't get
you those flowers.

(giggles)

Let's go, babe.

I need to
hang my dress.

Okay, what's going on?

You just had
a cassandra/will encounter.

You don't smile after
a cassandra/will encounter.

(laughs)

It's 'cause I have
the magic eye now.

It... The... Books.

I used to read them
as a kid, you know?

You'd stare at that picture
for a long time,

And at first it would
just seem so random,

This crazy pattern, and then
all of a sudden you'd see

A teapot or something,
and then

Once you saw that, every
time you looked at it,

It was just so obviously a
teapot, it-it... (laughs)

It's-it's a teapot.

There has to be
a more direct way

Of telling me
why you're happy.

It's just suddenly clear

That will has feelings for me.

I know it.
And cassandra knows it.

She is so obviously
threatened by me.

I don't know how
I didn't see it before.

So you're gonna make a move.

No, definitely not.

When cassandra's threatened,
she lashes out.

She's gonna lose it on will.

Then his eyes will be opened.

Wow.

I've never seen you
so confident.

Now I know that he
has feelings for me,

I just have
to be patient.

Patient plays
to my strengths.

I'll see you
later, joyce.

Thanks, dr. Balian.

Thank you.

(clears throat):
All right.

So, listen.
Yeah?

I've actually been thinking
about your emily problem.

What problem?
And I did a little digging,

And there's
no hospital policy

Against a resident dating
one of his interns.

What? Who did you ask?

Don't worry, I didn't say
who it was about.

Well, you're my mother.
They'll...

The point is

It's totally allowed,

You won't get in any trouble...

I know that.
Then ask her.

Mom, okay, just
please, back off.

But you like her.

It's not happening.

Well, it won't
if you don't ask her.

Mom, stop!
Just back off.

(pager beeps)
(groans)

Oh...

Is pam picking you up?

Okay, I'll call you when
I'm done with my shift.

Emily:
Teapot. Teapot, teapot, teapot.

Dr. Kopelson,
present.

28-year-old male suffered

Retinal detachment after ski
injury, subsequently repaired

By ophthalmology
without complications.

And, dude, tell them about
the numbness in the legs.

He's got numbness
in his legs.

Which has nothing
to do with my eye.

Let's hear about
the numbness.

It comes and goes.
I train a lot, so...

Look, it's been coming and
going for a while, okay?

We train together.
I've seen it.

Plus, he's way more tired
than he used to be.

Oh, you beat me in one 10k;
suddenly I'm tired?

You're tired. But that's
not why I beat you.

I mean, I beat you
'cause I'm faster.

Aw, yeah.

Peripheral neuropathy,
etiologies

Include lumbar
radiculopathy,

Diabetes,

And mononeuropathy.
Good.

Kopelson and owens,
you two start there.

I'll draw blood.

So, how did this
accident happen?

Oh, no, it was no accident.

He deliberately jumped off
a 15-foot cliff.

Wow, that's...

Nothing, it's nothing.

Here we go.
Well, dude, I'm
just saying.

I jumped off a 20-footer,
I'm not in a hospital.

(laughter)

Cassandra:
What's with the good mood?

I got a new teapot.

Whatever floats
your boat.

I just thought you'd
be freaking out more.

At first I thought it was odd
that they wanted to include us,

But I guess this is
a teaching hospital...

Cassandra, I have no idea
what you're talking about.

Did I forget
to e-mail you?

Oh, it's no biggie.

All of us just have to say a
little something about bandari.

On camera.

I'm just saying,
I haven't seen the inside

Of an o.R. Since I got back.

You've only been
back a week.

You know, whatever.
I'm just gonna ask bandari.

Bad idea.

Seriously?

Just be patient.

Micah?

Hey.

Can I ask you a question?

Sorry, um...
It's all right.

How important is the video
tribute component

It is a good opportunity
to flatter bandari.

You know, since she's
gonna be choosing

Her new research assistant
any day now.

Right.

Okay, I'll do it.

Just keep it simple.

(pager beeps)

Mm, it's the e.R.

Okay, so... Simple.

Simple.

Simple.

What?

Simple.
(chuckles)

Back off, dude.

You're worse
than my mother.

When did you first start
experiencing chest pain?

Woman:
Right after this kid
on the other team

Kicked the soccer ball straight
at his chest on purpose.

And after he started, like,
uh, gasping for breath.

No, it wasn't on purpose.
Mom's just...

Don't you say crazy.

B-biased is

What I was gonna say;
I'm sure dr. Owens can see

The crazy herself.

Oh...
(laughs)

(groans)

There, see?

Well, I'm sure it's just
a bruised rib, right?

Mom's overreacting.

Well, we won't know
till we get the x-ray.

And might be a little while;
we're really busy.

No problem.
He has english homework.

And did mr. Curtis give out
a problem set?

No, not today.

Honesty policy.

All right, fine.
Yeah, I have it.

I am amazed that works.

I got lucky. He's a good kid.

Ah, that's because
I have a good mom.

Oh, speaking of,

Do you have any
nice men for her?

Say, like 45?
Ethan.

I'm serious; you
need a boyfriend

So you can spend less
time focusing on me.

(pager beeps)
go.

Go, go. I'm sure

You have
other patients.

Now that my project
is off the ground,

I am going to be selecting
a research assistant.

You three scored the
highest on the inservice,

So you're the finalists.

Dr. Kopelson, why do
you deserve to be chosen?

Well, obviously...

(water rushes loudly)
I...

Obviously, there's the fact
that I scored the highest

On the inservice test, and
I'm not sure if you know this,

But in med school I was chosen
to co-author a paper

On cox2
inhibitor testing,

So I have a little
medical trial exper...

And I can promise you
that I will work harder

Than anyone, and I say that
with great confidence.

Dr. Collins.

Well, look,

We're all really smart here...

Relatively smart here?

And, uh, we'll all work
really hard for you,

But what
sets me apart,

What makes me right
for this project

Is my engineering background.

Not only could I assist
with the clinical side,

But I could also help with
any mechanical improvements

You'll be making with your
left ventricle assist device.

Dr. Owens.

I don't want to talk about my
accomplishments in med school,

The fact that
I was valedictorian

And a research assistant
to dr. Andrew sclarven,

So I have experience
in this very job, but...

I will draw your attention to
the work that I've done here,

Which proves that I'm smart,
detail-oriented

And an excellent diagnostician.

Which is what you want.

Well, didn't expect you to go on
about yourselves for so long.

We'll continue this later.

Cassandra: Look, we
all have to go for it,

So may the best doctor win.

Okay, ethan,

Hold your breath.

(x-ray machine humming)

Good. And again.

Good job.

Such a sweet kid.

Mom's doing
something right.

See anything?

Yeah, looks like a
non-communicating pneumothorax.

Oh, wow.

What?

Didn't expect to see that.

Ms. Gorgia, has your son
ever been shot?

Shot?
What?

What are you
talking about?
Of course not.

The x-ray reveals
what appears to be a bullet

Lodged in ethan's lung.

Are you sure it's a bullet?

Well, we see them
enough here, so...

Look, if you were ever shot...

Of course he wasn't.

Well, parents don't always know
what their kids are up to.

I would know
if he was shot.

He's always with me.

Can I look at your chest?

Okay.

Nothing.

Nothing?

How did it get in there?

Maybe he picked
the bullet up as a toddler

On the playground
and breathed it in.

No, a toddler's bronchi
are really small.

It should have gotten caught
in the left mainstem,

Caused all sorts
of problems.

It's also
in the wrong place

To have been aspirated.

Unless it migrated.

It had to have migrated;
there's no other explanation.

Unless the child was lying,
and he was shot.

No, there's no scarring to
indicate an entrance wound.

Well, however it got there,
we have to decide

Whether to remove it.

Get a pulmonology consult.

I'll call for one.

Do your tribute.

Okay.

Gonna keep it simple.

Cassandra: I remember when
I first read about dr. Bandari

In med school.

There was this article.

I actually cut it out
and saved it.

It's about the top ten

Young cardiothoracic
surgeons to watch.

I had all these expectations
of what she would be like--

Completely
unreasonable expectations.

But... She's even better.

Wow.

That was really,

Really good.

Okay, who's next?

How'd the tribute go?

Oh, still working out
the kinks.

More pressure now that you're
in the final three, huh?

I'm so relieved
not to be in it.

Actually, wait.

(clears throat)

Just... Don't be nervous.

You really deserve
this position.

You're an amazing doctor.

Tyra, thank you.

That's so sweet.

Okay, what was that about?

She got all clingy.

You know the saying, right?

What does a lesbian
bring on a second date?

A u-haul.

(elevator bell dings)

(sighs)

I want back in the o.R.

And the reason
that I'm not, I just,

I want to
make sure...
What?

That you're not keeping
me out because,

You know, that's kind of how
things started between us.

It's been a year.

That's what I'm saying.

It's been a year.

And just like you said,
it was a mistake, right?

A year since
you were in surgery.

(elevator bell dings)

Hi. So...

Uh, we have a couple of labs
still pending, but so far,

No red flags.

I'm telling you, it's nothing.

Gotcha.

Um, okay, so I was going
over your chart,

And there are just a couple
of cryptic answers here.

For instance, under, um,

"family history
of heart disease,"

You wrote "maybe."

(chuckles):
Wow.

Didn't know anyone
ever read those things.

Uh, my granddad actually
died really young.

I think it could've
been a heart thing.

Do you want to call
your parents?

We're running
a lot of tests;

It could be
a piece of the puzzle.

Yeah, not really in touch
with my family.

Ever since I came out.

Oh.

I'm sorry.

Hey.

Their loss, right?

Yes.

So, have you and sean
been together a while?

Oh. No, we're just friends.

Oh...
Uh...

He's straight.

Known each other for ten years.

We met at college,

Realized we were both
adrenaline junkies.

Adrenaline junkies, huh?

That's important, too?

Yeah, you never know.

Also, I don't like fish.

That I will underline twice.

Sean:
Okay.

The food has arrived.

So, uh, did the blood tests
come back?

But we still need to
do a quick neuro exam,

So I'd like to get
you up on your feet.

Gladly.

Yeah, really,
he gets all anxious.

(laughs)

(grunts)

Ow, ow.
Whoa, dude, yo.
Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Uh, just sore.

No, I don't like that leg pain.

I want to do an mri
and make sure

There's nothing going on
with your spinal cord.

Hey. Hey, hey.

You're gonna be fine.

All right?

Natalia:
Give it to me.

Ethan:
No.
Give... It.

Back up, back up.

Oh.
Hi, dr. Owens.

My son posted
on his facebook page

That he has a bullet
in his lung.

It's kind of cool, right?

I mean, I'm like
a medical mystery.

Actually, the going theory

Is that you breathed it in
as a kid.

And when the soccer ball hit
your chest, it dislodged it,

Causing the tear in your lung
and a small pneumothorax.

What's that?

A pneumothorax forms
when air leaks

Into the area between
the chest wall and the lung,

Causing the lung to collapse.

But it sounds much
worse than it is.

Ethan's is very small.

So, now what?
You take it out?

No, as long as
it doesn't migrate,

It's actually safer
to keep it where it is.

Updating my status,
inspector gadget.

Give me the phone.

No.
No, give
me the..

Ethan.

Hey, natalia,
can I talk to you for a minute?

Sorry, but, um...

Were you ever shot?

While you were pregnant?

It doesn't make sense.

The womb is a...

Is an incredibly
protected space.

All the amniotic fluid,
tissue--

Could have
slowed the bullet,

And then resealed.

And then lung tissue is
regenerative; it's spongy.

It healed around
the bullet.

I thought it-it grazed me.

I mean, um, it-it stung,

But... There was no blood,

And after...

He was still kicking.

I thought, how could
I be shot if...

If he's kicking?

His father was in a gang.

And I was... Lost.

It was a different life.

Please.

Ethan can't know.

He'd hate me for lying, and...

I'd lose him.

(laughter)

True story.

True story, honestly.
(laughing):
Oh, my god.

Oh, hey.

Uh, you're up.

Uh...

Actually, I'm gonna come back.

Will:
No, come on. Hey.

Let's get it over with.

Oh, I hate these things.

You're gonna be fine.
Come on.

Okay.

You ready?

Okay.
(chuckles)

It is an honor to be taught
by dr. Bandari.

How's that?

Uh... Short?

A little stiff.

Um, tell you what.

Why don't you just...

Just imagine, uh,

That you're talking to...

Dr. Bandari?

I don't want to look scared.
Me, I was gonna say.

Just pretend like
you're talking to me.

Oh.

(pagers beeping)

You have all told me

Why you deserve to be
my research assistant.

Now I'd like you to tell me
why the other two don't.

Medicine is not personal.

You have to be able
to step back and observe.

Be critical,

Of yourselves and
of each other.

Dr. Collins,
what are dr. Kopelson's flaws?

Um...

Uh, she...

She's too ambitious.

Which could
be a problem.

Because you want a team player,
not someone who's...

...Looking out
for themselves.

Tell me about dr. Owens.

Um...

She gets too personally
involved with her patients.

And she lacks
confidence at times,

Which could be a liability.

Dr. Owens?

I think the ambition
thing is big.

Like dr. Collins said,
you want a team player,

And dr. Kopelson is...
Too focused on getting ahead.

Dr. Collins is

Really passionate about
saving lives, which is great.

But, uh, in his rush
to be a hero,

He can be rash.

He's impatient.

He doesn't always
trust the process.

Which is

Not what you want.

Dr. Kopelson,

Tell me about dr. Owens.

Overly involved and overly
intimate with her patients.

She gets personally involved,
which can cloud her objectivity.

Additionally, she's awkward

In social situations,

Which can reflect
poorly upon you.

And dr. Collins scored third.

And he scored third
because I drilled

Just like dr. Owens
did during med school.

I think you want
someone a little more

Self-reliant on your team.

I'd agree.
Dr. Collins, you're out.

You did score third. It was
a long shot to begin with.

I'll decide
by the end of the day.

Dear, what the
hell was that?

(whispering): You said
I was blindly ambitious.

Which is a
fair critique.

That should be construed
as a positive,

Like I work too hard.

That's ridiculous.
No, it's not ridiculous.

We agreed we were gonna
fight for the position.

With emily, you basically said
that she cares too much.

Oh, my god, are
you serious?

Whatever, will.

Emily:
Teapot. Teapot.

You believe that, huh?

She gets me kicked
out, she's upset.

Whatever.

Do not let him see you smile.

What are you doing?

Stretching my neck.

Hmm.

You're lying.
I'm not. Let it go.

Hi, dr. Owens.

Hey. I heard you were
having chest pain.

No. I'm fine.
Ethan.

Why won't you tell me?

There's nothing
to tell.

It's gotten worse
in the last little while.

Am I dying or something?

No.

Honey, no.

No, there has to be something.

It-it's really not...

I mean,

Why else would you lie?

(wheezing softly)

Mom, please.

I was shot,

When I was pregnant
with you.

I thought it grazed me,
you were fine.

This isn't a good time.

(beeping rapidly)

Wait, wait, w-who shot you?

Please, sit back.

I was 16,

And I was running
with a bad crowd.

That's why I
always tell you

It's important to pick
the right friends.

Bad like what? Like...?

No. You were in a gang?

Your father was, and I was
hanging out with him.

What? No, no, no, you told me
that he was in the army.

I just wanted to protect you.

I got my life together,
I started over

So you wouldn't
be around that.

I think his lung is collapsing.

Oh, my god.

Is he even dead?
Ethan.

Please, just tell me the truth.

No, no, no, ethan,
he's in jail.

I think
the bullet's migrated.

I'm gonna go to plan "b"
and remove it surgically.

Looks like we're plucking
a bullet tonight.

Vats and possible
pleurodesis.

I-I can't do this with an
intern. Where's dr. Barnes?

In a splenectomy.

He just went in.

Uh, mitchell,
levine, greyson.

(sighs)

Not much of a choice.

A.J.:
Time: 16:07.

Left lateral thoracotomy
and video-assisted thoracoscopy

For foreign body removal
and evacuation of hemothorax

And empyema.
Strike empyema.

We won't know that
until we get in.

How long and where
do you make the incision?

1.5 centimeter incision
of the seventh

Intercostal space.

Anterior access?
4.5 centimeter

Of the fifth
intercostal space.

Cautery gun.
Cautery gun.

Incising.

Visual on the bullet.

I'm dissecting the concretion.

We're in the mediastinum now.

Hook.
Hook.

I don't like
that we're so close.

We damage the nerve,

He doesn't talk.

Maybe if we dissect
posteriorly.

We're so scarred down there.

We'll move the camera to
the anterior position and...

Get a straighter clamp through
the on-camera port incision.

Yes, I like that.

You're almost there.

And... I got it.

(chuckles)

Very nice work,
dr. Bandari.

Very nice.

Okay, let's close him up.

He's experiencing
heart palpitations.

Heart rate is 108.

Where's dr. Owens?

She's with a patient.

Let me take a listen.

(breathing deeply)

I need an ultrasound.

Has anyone ever told you
you have a heart murmur?

No.

What's going on?

I'd like to run
a few more tests.

(sighs)
I just don't understand
how a pregnant woman

Gets shot and doesn't go
to the hospital.

She was 16, scared.

She thought the
baby was okay.

I mean, she changed
around her life.

Emily: Stop, do not show that
you're emotionally attached.

She thought it
just grazed her.

Dr. Bandari, our patient--

The daredevil
with the detached retina--

He has marfan's.

Difficult disease to diagnose--
how'd you get it?

He was having palpitations,
I did an ultrasound.

Then I started reading
through his chart,

Which read like a slam book,
by the way.

He hates fish?

(laughing):
We were kidding around.

I wrote other stuff.

Yes, you did,
which was at least useful.

History of anxiety and
joint dislocations.

All of a sudden
it just clicked for me,

And I realized he had marfan's.

Good save.

If left undiagnosed,

He could have dropped dead.

Talk to him about the lifestyle
changes he needs to make.

Why don't you talk
to jared?

You guys are so close,

And I don't want
to hijack the whole case.

The connective
tissue in your body.

Basically holds
your body together.

That's why your
retina detached

And why you've had so
many dislocations and...

There.

Also why you've been
experiencing leg pain.

There you go.

I just-- I don't understand.

I've been
in the hospital before.

Why didn't anyone catch it?

The signs are so subtle.

Marfan's is notoriously
hard to diagnose.

We usually only find out
postmortem.

It can kill you?

But you're okay, 'cause we know,

And-and now we'll just
check you every six months.

Okay, yeah, okay.

It does mean, however, that, um,

You can't do
any more strenuous exercise...

Ever.

I know that
that's a--

It's a big lifestyle change.

Yeah.

But, I mean,
I-I don't want to die

So... I'll take up
a new hobby.

You'll find other
stuff to do with sean.

It's that obvious?

(chuckles)

Yeah, let's just
say, I can relate

To having feelings
for a friend.

I know he's straight.

I know he'll never love me
the way I want him to,

But we have the other stuff,
the intimacy.

That's something,
right?
Yeah.

And nothing has to change.

I mean, you've
been friends

Since college.

That's a long time.

Okay, I need to vent,

But I also need you to
not say anything after.

I know I didn't try, but
still I'm kind of bummed

That I wasn't even considered
for bandari's project.

Okay, fine,
say something.

Maybe you didn't try
because you're afraid

To put yourself out there
and commit to things.

Something like
"feel better."

Oh.

Feel better.

"things," plural?

What other things?

Like, uh...

One minute you like molly
and then one minute you don't.

Is dr. Barnes
in here?

No. Why?

Joyce!

You should go down
to the fund-raiser.
Micah.

No, it's important to
be seen by bandari.

I don't know
if you know this about me,

But I get overly involved
with my patients.

So I am staying here
until she's out.

Oh, thank you.

Good idea.

Oh.

Bandari just
got here.

(sighs)
look at all these flowers--
what a waste of money.

It's the game, baby.
Yeah, I know, but
I hate the game.

Hello, irene. How's carl?

He's back on the golf
course, thanks to you.

Benjamin, oh, so glad
you could make it.

Do you know my
husband evan hammond?

Hi, how you doing?

We fought
this afternoon.

I got angry with her
over something so stupid.

Families fight.

Sick families are allowed
to fight, too.

Y-you tell patients that
all the time.

Her anc last week was 234.

Her immune system
is basically shot.

Her counts have recovered,
she's not bacteremic,

And she's on solids.

They should be cutting by now.

Balian:
19:14-- midline incision.

Patient also has
an existing midline incision

From prior laparotomy
for excision

Of pancreatic mass.

I am excited
by this research project

For one reason
and one reason alone.

I believe it will save lives.

For over a decade, the left
ventricular assist device

Has meant the difference
between life and death

For patients whose hearts were
too weak to beat on their own.

But it is not without its flaws.

My device...

...Which I am calling the
v-cuff, has clear advantages.

(sighs)

She's open now.

She's open.

Let's run it back
to the transition point.

They need to work fast.

Longer she's under, the greater
risk her heart could fail.

Gina: Cardiac arrest is
a leading cause

Of death in the United States.

One person dies
every two minutes,

Which is just a statistic,

Unless it's a family member--

Your husband, your mother.

When it's personal,
everything changes.

So, tonight, I ask you

To remember
that it's always personal.

What we do is always personal,
because we're saving lives.

So take out your checkbooks,

Because we are going to need
a lot of money to do it.

(chuckles)

(applause)

Thanks. Thanks.

You... Were brilliant.

Irene: Now, I too, want to get
to those checkbooks, but first,

A little surprise.

(clears throat)
breathe.

I hate surprises.

(applause)

All right. So here we go.

Need a drink?

Very quickly, very badly.

She saved harold's life.

I could have lost him.

She was counting
the insurance money.

(laughter)
ooh, I wasn't
counting it.

Well, just...
(harold laughs)

Julia: Okay, at first
I was really scared of her.

You look beautiful.

My husband is here.

Mm. Oh, you weren't thinking
about him in surgery.

And everyone is in awe of her.

And sort of scared, too.

(laughter)

But in a good way,

Because she's this amazing
heart surgeon,

And she saved my life.

(sighs)

Your mother did great.

Oh, thank you, robert.

My pleasure.

She'll be in the icu shortly.

Enjoy your night.

(sighs)

Okay, go.
Go to the party.

Make an appearance.
Bandari should see you there.

Okay. I'll be back.

Okay.

(door closes)

Sean
hey.

Dr. Owens.

Mm?
You know,

Clearly,
you're headed out, so...

Something tells me
you're not on shift.

This?

No. We're just, um...

Well, we're trying out
new uniforms.

I hear you're feeling
a little down.

It's just a lot to process.

And I keep thinking
about something you said.

That, uh, nothing
would change.

I'd stop exercising,
but with us,

Things would never change.

Well, I mean, we'll
still hang out,

If that's what you're
nervous about, man.

But it's the reason.

(sighs)

(sighs)

The reason I'm nervous is...

I know. It's 'cause...

You have... Other kinds
of feelings for me.

Yeah, man, I know.

You know what?
I'm okay with that.

All right?

It doesn't affect me.

It doesn't have
to affect our friendship.

So she's right.

Nothing will change.

But that's the problem.

I'm in love with you.

(laughs)
uh...

And you're not in love with me.

And that's not gonna change.

And I want
to be someone's choice.

Cassandra:
It's about the top ten

Young cardiothoracic surgeons
to watch,

And dr. Bandari's
the only woman.

She's my inspiration.

To learn from her is just...

It's funny. I, um...

I had all these expectations
of what she would be like--

Completely
unreasonable expectations.

But she's even better.

So from all the people
you've helped...

And for all the people
you've mentored,

Thank you, dr. Bandari.

(laughter)

(applause)

Oh. That was...

Shh.

That was so cute,
what you just did.

Oh, good.
You're here.

So, I've made my decision.

I'm sorry.

I've chosen dr. Owens

To be my research
assistant.
Really?

Why? I'm sorry,
but this is just...

Dr. Owens gets patients talking.

And when they're talking,
they reveal things

They didn't think to mention.

That's how you figured out
the marfan's, right?

Well, sort of, but using
that information.

I'm the one
who pieced together...

I'm good at piecing together.

I need the information.

Congratulations.
Thank you.

I look forward
to working with you.

Congratulations.

Thank you.

(sighs)
whatever.

She basically just said

She needs someone
to baby-sit patients.

I dodged a bullet.

Mm-hmm.
Wow!

Ungracious much?

Uh, look,
she's really upset.

She... She really
wanted the job.

Tyra:
Let's toast.

Here.

I'm... Real quick, I'm gonna
go make sure she's okay.

Really?

She was really rude.
Yeah.

Yeah, but, well,
you know cassandra.

She, uh... You know, she's hurt.

When she gets hurt,
she lashes out.

So, I'm just gonna go
talk to her real quick.

I'll be right back. In a second.
I'll be right back.
Okay.

Okay.
(whispers):
Congratulations.

I'm done.

Hmm?

With will.
I'm done.

I don't understand.

What happened
to patience?

Screw patience.

Screw waiting.

I want to be chosen.

Done done?

Done done.

Why am I waiting around

For someone to realize
that I'm great?

I want to be with someone
who knows that I'm great.

Don't say
anything snarky.

I wasn't going to.

Oh. Thank you.

And, um...

I'm sorry if I was
harsh earlier.

Nah. I mean, you're right.

I guess,
going after things means

You might not
actually get them.

So, that sucks.

But I think
the upside is worth it.

And that's coming from someone
who has a lot of experience

Going after many, many things
that she didn't get.

(laughs)

Molly.

Hey.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I
blew you off.

I do this. I
push things away

When I feel myself
wanting them,

'cause that way
I can't get hurt.

And it's lame,
and I'm sick of it.

And I like you.

I really like you.

So... Can we go out again?

No.

I'm not interested in being
your practice relationship.

(thunder rumbling softly)

Natalia?

What are you
doing out here?

Dr. Owens.

Hi.

He doesn't want to see me.

Hey.

Uh...

Don't mind the dress.
Oh...

Your voice will come
back. Don't worry.

This might not be my place,

But I see a lot of mothers and
sons come into this hospital,

And what you guys have...

She made some mistakes,
but she was young,

And, you know,
what she did afterwards--

Leaving town and starting over--

She did that 'cause
she loves you.

She chose you.

And that might be a lot
for a 15-year-old to understand,

But... That's a huge thing.

To be chosen.

Does that mean you'll see her?

(quietly):
Yeah.

Okay.

(laughs)

To your mother.

Oh. Yeah.

Mm.

(giggles)
oh.

To you being gina's
new research assistant.

Wow.

Oh.

One more.
Mm.

To me... Being done.

Done with...?

Will.

I am done with will.

I don't know
what happened.

Like a switch just flipped.

And I'm free.

What changed?

I was just... Sick of waiting.

I want to be
someone's first choice.

Emily: Patience doesn't mean
waiting around forever.

It means waiting around
until a resolution is reached.

Until a conclusion
can be drawn.

Well, now
that you're done done,

I have a question.

I just got rejected.

Badly.

Here.

Drink.

Thank you.

Emily:
What happened?

She said she doesn't want
to be my practice relationship.

What?!

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