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♪♪

Previously on The Fosters...

Mariana:
I am going to build

a robot that can navigate
its way through a complex maze

with the use of sensors.

-I love it.
-Emma: I've decided
to rework my project.

I'm gonna build
a robot that can
make its way

through this maze.

Stef:
You locked me in a room
with some man

who preceded to tell me
that being gay was a sin.

Well, I was being a parent,

I was pushing you
in the right direction.

Hey, Dad! Dad?

Is Stef here?

You're not talking
to my wife.

You have feelings
for her?

No, I have feelings
about her.

Alter some of your cells,

then reinsert them into
your body to attack the cancer.

-Good.

It seems like it.

Brandon: I have
something for you.

Judge: It's clear
Mr. and Mrs. Sinfuego

are honorable people.
I order that they be released

from detention, after which
they are to report to
Immigration and Customs

for immediate deportation.

Callie:
No, I didn't get in.

Maybe art isn't
your true calling.

I was impressed with how much
you knew about that case law.

I want to change
my major to law.

I know this might seem
crazy and last minute,

but I realize that the reason
I was struggling so much
with my art

is 'cause it doesn't
come naturally to me,

but fighting for justice...

I know it's what
I'm meant to do.

Look, it's not crazy.
It's not crazy at all,

but it is late.
It's a little too late.

I mean, we have every spot
on the program filled up.

Can't you make
an exception?

If I make an exception for you,

what am I gonna do with
the 20 people already
on the waitlist?

Look, is there some reason
you can't wait a year to apply?

Listen, if you're still serious
about law in a year,

you come to me
and I'll see what I can do.

My T-cells are working.
I'm in remission!

-Yes!

Lena:
That is so amazing.

So she's cured?

Well, the odds of it
coming back are pretty low.
So, yeah.

That's wonderful news, B.

Yeah, so we're heading to L.A.
for my interview tomorrow.

Mm, what interview?

There's this school
in Hollywood,

the Musicians' Institute.

It's like one of the top ten
best movie scoring programs
in the country.

So, uh, I'm meeting
the head of the program
tomorrow.

That's great.

Yeah, and it's all because
you asked me to write the music
for Ximena's video.

Jesus! Come on, let's go.
Dinner's ready!

Hey, where's Jude?

Uh, he's having dinner
at Taylor's tonight.

Anyway, um, so after L.A.
we're gonna go to Marin

and stay with Grace's Mom
and then our gig is
in San Fransisco.

Hey, did you see the maze
that I was drawing for Emma?

Mariana ripped Emma's idea off.

Uh, not true.

Last I heard, she was building
a shaving cream shooting robot.

Why would you need
a robot that shoots
shaving cream?

No, it was a prototype
for shooting fire retardant
into wildfires.

She was having trouble
getting the manipulator to work

so that's why we came up
with the maze idea.

Why does it matter
if it's the same idea?

Thank you.

Because Craig said that
two students applying
from the same school

with the same concept
could just cancel
each other out.

Unless one person's robot
is far superior to the other's.

Mama.

Mariana, did you steal
Emma's idea?

-No!
-Lena: Okay, then it is
what it is.

Uh, by the way, Callie,
you are in charge this weekend.

You need to find
something else.

Tell her to find
something else.

Where are you going?

Well, Mama and I are going to
the "Harmony Soul Adventures"
retreat that your grandmother

so thoughtfully
signed us up for.

You know what?
Let's just cancel it.

Honey, we won't cancel.

-We should go.
-You're only going for
my benefit, so what's the point?

-That is the point.
-You're going to be miserable
the entire time.

-I'm not, I promise.
-It's fine.

Okay, I think you guys
should go.

Oh, yeah So you guys
can throw a party?

Bust out the front window again?

No, because you two
need to work on
your relationship.

I think it's a good idea, Mom.

Especially, you know,
all the stuff you've been
dealing with.

But you have to keep
an open mind.

Brandon:
Yeah, try not to shut down.

Callie, Jesus, you guys
care to chime on this
over here?

-I'm good.

Jesus, anything?

Nothing

-Hm, guess it's settled then.

We will go.

I will try to keep
an open mind and not shut down.

Okay.

♪ It's not where
you come from ♪

♪ It's where you belong ♪

♪ Nothin' I would trade ♪

♪ I wouldn't have it
any other way ♪

♪ You're surrounded ♪

♪ By love and you're wanted ♪

♪ So never feel alone ♪

♪ You are home with me ♪

♪ Right where you belong ♪

They said they were police

and showed us a picture
of some man.

They asked if they
could search our house.

We didn't know
they were Immigration agents.

And once they were inside,
they asked them for

their immigration status.
And then arrested them.

That's not right.
How can they do that?

ICE has been getting away
with a lot these days.

So did you talk to your lawyer
about an appeal?

They don't meet
the hardship requirements.

Yeah, and appeals cost money.

I wish-- There's gotta be
something that we can do.

You've meant the world
to Ximena and to us,

all of you.

We will never forget
all that you've done for us.

Callie:
So I found this case from 2008

where these ICE agents were
pretending to be local
police officers

and they talked their way
into this woman's house

using the same tactics
that ICE used with
the Sinfuegos.

Now even though the woman
did invite them in,

the judge said because
ICE misled them so thoroughly,

it rendered her consent
meaningless.

And because they violated her
constitutional right against

warrant-less
searches and seizures,

he threw out the order
of removal against her.

That gives the Sinfuegos
a precedence for
an appeal, right?

Uh... well, I think
it's something.

But they'd need a lawyer
willing to argue it.

They said they can't
afford any more legal bills.

Okay, I have an idea.

But it would involve
my study group...

which means Amanda.

That's cool, I like Amanda.

She likes you too.

So is-- I mean,
are things serious?

Uh...

-We're taking it slow.

Hey, I got done early. So--

Oh, Callie's here.

Oh.

-Hi.
-Hey.

I was just leaving.

Oh.

Let me talk to everyone
and I'll call you tomorrow.

Yeah, okay. Thanks.

-Yeah.
-Bye.

♪ ♪

Hey.

Hey.

So, uh, you--
you will drive safely, yes?

Uh, I was gonna drive
recklessly, actually.

Funny.

Uh... so listen, the, um--

In regards to all the stuff
that's been going on with me,

you know, we really
haven't talked again

about, uh, you picking me up
at the grocery store.

Well, have you had
any more anxiety attacks?

I had a little something...

on Mother's Day.
But, um, I'm okay.

I got this, B.
It's not your job
to take care of me.

I-- I don't feel like
it's my job to take care
of you, Mom.

Maybe not anymore,
but you know, you did, I think,

when you were little.

I was going through
a hard time.

You were this little
five year old guy playing piano,

trying to help his hysterical
mother calm down.

I don't remember
you being hysterical.

Well, I may be exaggerating
a little but sit.
Sit, please sit.

You do remember, B, you...

you remember those messages
that you get as a child

about your worth.
You know, those stick with you.

Yeah, but I'm okay,
Mom, you know?

You didn't ruin me.

I think I just,
I want you to know

your worth in a relationship

is not as a caretaker.

You don't have to rescue someone
to be worthy of their love.

I think now that Grace is well,

I just-- I think it's
a great time for you to
refocus on your dreams.

Yeah, and-- and that's
what I'm doing.

So you don't
have to worry.

Okay.

I won't.

Good talk.

I love you,
my beautiful boy.

I love you too, Mom.

How'd it go?

Uh... great. I think I have
a pretty good shot
at getting in.

Brandon, you got into Juilliard.

I think you have
an excellent chance at getting
into the Musician's Institute.

-Yeah, it's not New York.

No, but it's-- it's Hollywood.

You'll be going to school
on the Walk of Fame.

And look, you'll be standing
on Adam Levine every day.

How cool is that?

Pretty cool.

And there's Janis Joplin
and Journey and...

Gloria Swanson.

Who's uh--
Who's Gloria Swanson?

I don't know,
but she must be somebody.

Uh, we need selfies.
Lay down next to Adam.

What? It's kind of
dirty, don't you think?

Brandon.

All right, uh...

One, two, cheese!

♪ Timing is everything ♪

♪ So what are you
waiting for? ♪

♪ I keep
telling myself ♪

♪ Over and over again ♪

♪ This feeling is
never ending ♪

♪ Takes a hold of me
and it won't let go ♪

Stef:
Whoa! This is much fancier
than I thought.

Oh, they even valet.

-Yeah.

-Yes, uh, Adams Foster.

They keys are in the car.

Did I hear you say
Adams Foster?

Yes.

Oh, we're Bill and Beth Green,

your couples' counselors
for the weekend.

Oh, so nice to meet you.

These are for you
and your husband.

Oh, actually it's my wife, Stef.

Hi, how are ya?

We are so sorry.

Oh, no, it's fine.

The registration form
said Stev and Lena.

I gotcha. No, my mother
signed us up for this

and she probably hit the "v" key
instead of the "f."

They're right next
to each other.

We can get
another "Hers" envelope.

Oh, no, no, it's no problem.

-I'll be the-- the man.

That's fine.

Okay. Your assignments
for the weekend are in there.

Little surprises
for each other.

Oh! Wow, we love surprises.

Don't we, honey? As long as
mine doesn't involve a penis.

'Cause that would really
be a surprise.

Bill: No, no it doesn't.

Ah-- Well, then here are
some of the activities

which I hope that you
will participate in.

And then this afternoon,
we'll meet for group.

-Sounds good!
-Thank you so much.

-Bill: Enjoy.
-Thank you! We will.

Kinda can't read this.
What does that say?

Goat Yoga?

Interesting.
Couples Canoing?

Ooh, I'm good
at canoing.

Honey, we don't have to
do any of this stuff.

No this is what
we are here for!

I think we should try
the Goat Yoga first.

Wow, that's scary.
What do the goats do to you
when you're doing yoga?

♪ Look at this ♪

♪ Life I'm starting with you ♪

♪ The brightest of lights ♪

♪ Shining on
our beautiful view ♪

♪ Deep in your... ♪

Both: ♪ Eyes, I find a love
that's wonderful and true ♪

♪ All the things I'm gonna do ♪

♪ I'm gonna do with... ♪

Both: ♪ You ♪

♪ I'm gonna do with you ♪

Grace:
Thank you.

Oh, you guys are so cute.

What are your names?

-Julian.
-Harlow.

Well, thank you so much.

Both: You're welcome.

What?

Oh, nothing.
You're just really
good with kids.

You ever think you might
want some of your own some day?

I probably can't
because of all the chemo.

I always wanted
to adopt.

Just-- I guess it's all about
the right time with
the right person.

The purpose of Goat Yoga

isn't to execute the perfect
downward dog,

it's to open your hearts
to these fuzzy, big-eyed
love magnets.

-As you assume
the tabletop position,

feel the calming effect
of goat-healing energy.

-Jeannie: Hi.

We're Jeannie and Brad.

-Hi. Stef and Lena.
-Hi.

Hi. You guys
here for the couples retreat?

-Yeah.

See, I always figured two women
together wouldn't have any
trouble communicating.

You guys must talk and share
each other's feelings
all the time.

Maybe that is the problem.

-Oh! Oh, oh. Okay.

Poppy:
Wait, so it's doing
that by itself?

Mariana:
Yeah, the sensors are bouncing
sound waves off the walls

so that's how it knows
where to go.

Hm, I can't believe
you know how to do this.

Well, you build the robot
it's kind of just coding.
It's really not that hard.

Emma:
Shit!

Jesus: Here, Emma,
maybe you could just
adjust the sensors?

Maybe I should have used
an ultrasonic instead
of infrared?

Okay, why don't
you just change it?

Yeah, but then our robots are
going to be exactly the same.

There must be a problem
with the code.

Excuse me.

Hey, you could
help her, you know?

I need this internship
if I want a chance to get
into M.I.T.

If I help her,
I'm just hurting my chances.
So... sorry.

Watch out for my robot.

If you'll represent
the Sinfuegos,

we'll all write up
the argument and briefs
as a class project.

Look guys,

I think the case Callie found
shows good legal precedence,

but it's gonna be
the Sinfuegos' word against
those ICE agents.

And they are not going to
admit they entered that home
under false pretenses.

What if we could get
an ICE agent to testify
on the Sinfuegos' behalf?

Who witnessed the arrest?

No, but he has knowledge
of these kinds of tactics,

as well as other
inappropriate behavior
by ICE.

He's sort of like
a whistle-blower.

Maybe he could
write an amicus brief?

-It's like a person that's not
directly involved with a case,

but can educate
or raise awareness

about the issue
with their expertise.

That's well put, Amanda.
Look, I've gotta run but...

if you can find that ICE agent
and get him to cooperate,

I'll file the appeal.

And I was serious
about next year.

I decided I want to apply
for the five year law program.

You should, you're great
at this.

You get one chance
to say "I told you so."

Oh, no. I wouldn't do that.

Even though I did
tell you so.

So what about
this ICE agent?

Do you really think
he'll testify?

I don't know.

I might need your help.

Okay, this is an exercise
in partnering.

The objective is
to row your boat
across the pond,

working together as one

without one party dominating.

We can win this.

Bill:
Okay, on the whistle.

-Wow!
-Oh, okay.

Push!

Whoa, whoa! We--

-Both: Oh!

-Okay.
-Okay, thanks for the push.

-Yeah.
-Stef: Okay, we're going
the wrong way.

We're going
the wrong way.

-Row!
-No, no.

-First, this way.
-Okay, ready and pull!

-Row!
-No, you have to pull!
Don't push!

-I'm pulling.
-Stop! Oh, my god.

Can you just let me
do this one first
and then we can--

But we're supposed to pull
at the same time.

One, two, three!

-Hey!

Okay, it is in the water now.
It's in the water now.

Okay, if you-- Okay.

You're not supposed
to dominate this.

Who is dominating right now?

Can we...?

We're good!
We're good, we're good.

I got my--
I got it, I can put it
right back.

Ouch! That's my arm.
That's my arm.

Stef:
Brad and Jeannie
are all the way to Canada.

Lena: Well, Brad and Jeannie
can go to Canada.

Well, it's a little difficult

to row a boat with one hand
tied behind my back.

-You were dominating.

What about that couple?
What about Brad and Jeannie?

Turning it into a competition.

What do you expect?
This is a retreat

for straight couples.
We have nothing in common
with these people.

Exactly why I didn't want
to come here in the first place.

See? I knew you couldn't
keep an open mind.

Me?

Why don't we just
skip the rest of it
and go to the spa

-or do whatever,
you know? Shh, shh.
-Okay, h--

Hello, there.

Stef:
Well, hello!

Beth:
How's it going?

Just fantastic.

Ready for group?

More than anything.
We wouldn't miss it,
would we, honey?

Wonderful. Right this way.

Hey, what

-We don't have
anything in common

with these people anyway.

Well, I think the point is that
maybe you should keep
the open mind.

They're good kids

and we love them so much.

But they take so much out of us.

One has a learning disability
and that's been stressful.

And, you know,
teenagers...

Uh, my wife had, I guess
what you call an emotional
affair with a coworker.

And I guess that's made it
harder for me to trust her.

I had a lot of unresolved
issues with my father.

And I think it sometimes
gets in the way of my ability

to be truly vulnerable
and intimate with my husband.

Bill:
Have you considered
confronting your father?

I can't, he's dead.

Is he?

He's still a voice in your head,
a complication in
your relationship.

You know, he doesn't have to
be here for you to tell him
how you feel.

Beth:
Would anyone else
like to share?

Uh, we have two kids
leaving for college...
next year.

And I guess what scares me is
what happens when
they all leave?

And it's just
the two of us, again.

You know, I mean we've been
co-parenting together
so long,

it's been the glue
that's kept us together.

We can renew our vows
all we want, but if
we can't connect,

if we can't be vulnerable
with each other...

I mean,
without the kids...

will there by anything
left between us?

Grace:
You know,
I'm really proud of you.

Brandon:
For what?

Applying to college
and just...

taking care of yourself.

You sound like my mom.

I do?

Yeah, she--

She thinks I'm like
a caretaker, you know?

But I-I-I can still be
in a relationship

and do what I need to do
for me, you know?

So everyone can just
stop worrying.

God, it's so beautiful.

Yeah.

I'm more of
a sunrise guy.

Really

I like beginnings.

I don't know.
Sunsets are kind of
like the end.

Well, some things
last forever.

Like a selfie.

Come on.

-All right.

♪ In the sunlight ♪

-♪ Your eyes are
flashing brown ♪

You cold?

Uh, just a little chilly.

I'll get you a sweater.

Okay, thanks.

♪ You feel like an ocean
and I would surely
love to drown ♪

♪ My eyes,
rarely stay focused ♪

♪ In one place for very long ♪

♪ But I catch my gaze
lingering for more than
just one song ♪

♪ This I promise early,
I will never do you wrong ♪

-♪ 'Cause I can never
wander too far ♪
-Thank you.

So, uh...
why do you--
why'd you bring this?

Uh, it's a good luck charm.

For our gig.

♪ I'm extremely fond of you ♪

I know the agents
who arrested the Sinfuegos,

I'm not surprised to hear
they used deception
to enter the house.

There's a lot of that going on.

I need you to tell
the immigration judge that.

And the other misconduct
you've told me about.

No way.

You can write it in something
called an amicus brief.

We'll file it "under seal",
the judge won't have to
share it with anyone.

It'll get out.

That type of thing always does.

Look, I'm sorry
but I can't help.

We're going to
compel you to testify.

And how do you plan
on doing that?

Who's this?

Callie: It's my friend
you helped after he was
arrested at the raid.

What's this?

A subpoena.

Sorry. You've been served.

Our very first
motel room together.

It's not the Golden Door Spa,
but... it has a bed.

That's all that matters, right?

Mm-hmm.

♪ ♪

Stef: Well, the food was
a lot better than I thought
it'd be, didn't you think?

What's that?

It's my assignment.

Supposed to write an x-rated
letter to "my husband"

about all of
our past sex-capades,

but I went a little
more romantic.

Come on, are we
really gonna do this whole
his and hers thing?

Forget it.

Well

Lena, I have said
yes to everything today.
I have.

Everything except me.

-Oh, come on.
You went through
the motions,

but we never connected.

You never said
a word in group.

What am I supposed to say
after you basically questioned

whether or not
we'd stay together
after the kids leave home?

Well, let's talk about that.
Let's talk about that

and everything else that's been
going on instead of just...

paddling around in a circle
and never getting anywhere.

I mean, talk about
the perfect metaphor
for our relationship.

If you are so afraid of us
not staying together,
then tell me!

Not a whole group of strangers,
for God's sake.

I'm telling you.
I have been telling you.

All you tell me is that
you're not happy.

And it's not because of Tess,
but it's because of how you feel
about Tess.

I mean... talk about
an emotional affair.

Is that what's going on?
Is that what's happening?

No, Lena, that would be
your M.O.

So-- So you still
resent me for that?

You don't trust me?

I don't trust anyone.

I'm gonna go get some air.

I love you.

I love you.

♪ Am I a fool? ♪

I don't know why I didn't
just get back with Aaron
when I had the chance.

I mean,
it's not too late, right?

He said he's taking it slow
with that girl, Amanda.

Yeah, overnight bag slow.

The other night it was obvious
she was staying over.

I just don't want to be
that girl who stabs another girl
in the back.

This world pits women
against each other
too much as it is.

Yeah, but...

No girl wants to be
a guy's second choice.

And... I mean, it's not
like you're trying to get him
into bed.

You're just telling him
how you feel and I think
he needs to know that.

Look, Callie,

you don't have to keep
creating these tragic
love stories.

Just say yes.

Hey, little guy.

What are you doing out here
all by yourself?

There you go.

Back with your buds.

That's it, safe and sound.

Frank: I used to love the goats
on my grandfather's farm.

I didn't know he had goats.

And chickens.

And a llama. God knows why.
Anyway, they were great summers.

I wish I'd met your grandfather.

He was an asshole.

I liked the farm
and the animals, but him?
Not so much.

What are you doing here, Dad?

You said something
to Brandon about

the messages you receive
in childhood stay with you?

Well, I'm the messenger. Right?

I mean, I ruined you.

Whatever.

You can't keep walking away
from people unless you want
to end up alone.

At some time you gotta plant
your feet, have it out.

So...

what was it that you wanted
that I didn't give to you?

Let me hear it.

What?

What every kid wants,
Dad. Your approval.

That's why I became a cop.
That's why I married Mike.

That's why I tried
to be straight.

Hm.

How'd that work out
for you?

Not great, your...

rejection of me and my sexuality
made me feel ashamed of myself

and I still feel
ashamed of myself.

I'm not here anymore.

You're not gone.

What do you want me to say?

That you're sorry. That...

That you love me,
that you're proud of me,

of who I am, of who I love

and my beautiful children.

That there's nothing
wrong with me.

I can't say all that.

I know, I know.

But you can say it...

to yourself.

Say it.

I love me.
I love me.

I love...

who I am, I'm proud of me...

and who I love,
my beautiful Lena.

And my beautiful kids,

and this...

this life we have made.

And there's nothing
wrong with me.

When you can
truly believe that...

maybe then--
that all the...

the shitty things
that I said or did,

they wouldn't matter so much.

And that maybe...

you'd remember all the things
I did right.

Like love you.

Which I did.

And always will.

When Tess moved in next door,

um, it...

brought up this shame
that I carry around in me...

that keeps me from being
completely vulnerable
with you.

That sometimes...

when we make love...

makes me feel...
like what we're doing
is not right.

Like... Like I am not right.

I love you and I am
so proud of our family.

And yet, you know,
I carry around this fear...

that it could be taken
away from us.

Our right to love each other
because we're not...

normal.

But, you know,
I just power on through

and act like I'm stronger
than I know I am...

because I'm afraid to hurt you
or scare you.

I'm afraid you'll reject me
because I'm not enough.

After all these years...

I see you.

I know you. You don't
think I know you?

I know your struggles
and your fears

and I love you for them,
not in spite of them.

I want you to share
your dark places with me. I--

So I can help you heal,
so we can help each other heal.

So...

my love can show you
that you're enough.

'Cause for me,
you're everything.

You're my everything.

I couldn't tell him.

Oh, that reminds me,

-I almost forgot. Uh...

My assignment
as "the husband..."

-Mm-hmm.

...was to propose
to my wife again.

So, Lena Adams Foster,

will you marry me
for the third time?

Honey, I will marry you
every time you ask.

I tried telling you
on the way up.

Why didn't you tell me
at the doctor's office?

Because I was afraid
you wouldn't want
to go to L.A.

and have your interview

if you knew that
the T-cells didn't work.

You know, your mom's right,
Brandon.

You have trouble taking care
of yourself when you think
someone you love needs help.

You put them first,

and you sabotage yourself.

That's not true.

You did it with Cortney
and-- and Juilliard.

I'm not gonna let you
do that with me.

But this is different, Grace.

I'm not going back
to San Diego with you.

-You--
-I need to be home now.

And I need you to go.

What-- What about
after our gig?

I can't do the gig.

Busking on Hollywood Boulevard
was pretty cool, huh?

What-- You-- I mean, you can...

do another round
of gene therapy.

Right?

I'm done.

I don't want
any more treatment.

You can visit me on weekends
but you're gonna go home...

and you're gonna finish
your senior year.

And you're gonna graduate.

And then you're gonna go
to the Musician's Institute.

I don't want
to leave you.

You have to.

There's one
thing that I need you
to promise me to do.

Be my proxy
when the time comes.

I need you to let me go.

♪ In my arms you fell ♪

♪ After fighting
tooth and nail ♪

You've been served.

Nice one.

Aw, come on.
You loved saying it.

I really did.

♪ You followed that trail ♪

What, do I got
mustard on my face?

♪ Do not let that dark voice
call you out ♪

I love you.

♪ Even if it gets hard ♪

I'm ready to be with you,
all in, if you still want to.

♪ Even if it gets hard ♪

Okay, so--

No, uh, it's--
No, uh...

It's not that I don't--
I'm just, um...

I'm just not exactly
where I was with Amanda,
when we almost hooked up before.

I get it, um...

I don't want
to hurt anyone.

I'm not saying no.

I just...

I can't say yes
right this minute.

Can I have some time
to think about it?

Of course.

Emma:
Thanks for helping me
with this.

Mariana:
Girls need to help
each other.

You ready for nothing?

Shoot.

Now we both
have sophisticated robots!

♪ Even if it gets hard ♪

♪ Don't lose that light ♪

♪ Even if it gets hard ♪

♪ Don't lose that light ♪

♪ Even if it gets hard ♪

♪ Don't lose that light ♪

♪ Don't lose that light ♪

Hi. Thought you could
use some... some company
on the way home.

Yeah.

♪ Even if it gets hard,
don't lose that light ♪

♪ Even if it gets hard,
don't lose that light ♪

-Baby, it's okay.