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I was born on the night of October 1940

when I believe
the Nazis were still booming us

led by Madolf Hitlum.

Soon, we had won.
Anyway, they didn't get me.

We want The Beatles!
We want The Beatles!

We want The Beatles! We want The Beatles!

Liverpool was a pretty
bleak place, bleak and lonely.

The black buildings you know
and, uh, certain, uh….

Very melancholy in a way.

It was kind of biblical bleak.

You know what I'm saying?

I mean, those storms and the life shafts
cutting through and the…

and the sea hitting up
against that seawall.

Liverpool rock-and-roll fans
were very lucky

because they had the services
of the Cunard Yanks.

That was the name given to the men
who worked on the boats

that went back and forth
between Liverpool and New York.

And those seamen would bring over records
from New York.

And this is how people
in the Liverpool area

got to hear the Chuck Berry records and
other blues records and R&B records.

When I was a kid,
I was a fan of Elvis Presley

and Little Richard and Chuck Berry.

Until then, all rock-and-roll

was basically about being black
and poor, rural South,

- or whatever city slum.
- Mm-hm.

And the whites had been
truckers like Elvis.

So rock and roll,
this bit about when did it start?

It means when did the hunkies notice it

that it was something strong,
powerful, and beautiful.

Julia, who was John Lennon's mother,
was a big rock and roll fan

and played him illicit songs
like, what, "I Put a Spell on You"

by "Screamin' Jay" Hawkins.

So when he started his group,

it would be a curious
combination of skiffle,

which was the rage at the time
when Lonnie Donegan

and rhythm and blues material
from the States.

Well, I mean, it was The Beatles
really who woke us all to, uh,

to, uh, black music in the '60s.

I don't think we would have heard it
without The Beatles.

You know, they record a lot
of Smokey Robinson songs,

and so brought him into, uh,
view so we owe a lot to that.

John was really into black music,
like a true musician.

I don't think he looked at it
like the real colours

just he just looked at it for what it was,
you know what I'm saying?

It was at that famous
Woolton village fete in 1957

that Ivan Vaughan introduced
Paul McCartney to John Lennon,

he was a mutual friend,

And Paul impressed John

because he knew the words
to "Twenty Flight Rock" by Eddie Cochran.

People tend to think they met,
and then, they were famous,

but of course, there were five years
of hard work before "Let Me Do."

And a few people came and went,
but George Harrison came in

because he was a friend of Paul's
from school,

and he auditioned for John
by playing the song "Raunchy."

And of course, Ringo was the last one in

because, famously,
there was Pete Best before that.

And of course, in Hamburg,
there'd been Stu Sutcliffe

John's great dear friend who died.

So there were several other people
who could have been Beatles,

or who were briefly Beatles.

But when "Love Me Do" came out,

those were the four people
who were The Beatles.

When I went to our college,
it was fantastic, absolutely wonderful.

I integrated beautifully
after the first two years,

took about two years.

John was a rebel and an individual
and very enigmatic.

I just couldn't resist him.

I knew they were easy men in the world.

In fact, I was going out
with a very easy, boring man at the time.

You know, sort of almost planned marriage,

and building societies
and saving up for marriage.

Behind John just-just lifted me away
from all this,

and the excitement of college,
of meeting individuals,

new people growing up.

And John just… was topped it all for me.

He was just the most outrageous character
I've ever come across.

And I loved him for it.

Who had to make the first move?

Did the woman have to catch
or did he propose?

Well, I say what is it a woman chases
a man until he catches her last,

but I suppose in a way,
it was a similar sort of situation.

When John first met me,
I had gone through all the gamut

of changing hairstyles, and growing it,
and changing it to red

and goodness knows how many other colours.

When I met John, he influenced me

because he did love…
he loved French film stars.

He loved, um, the accent,
and the, uh, the mystery

of Brigitte Bardot and, uh, you know,
knock-you-down-to-earth Liverpool girl.

So the closest I could get to it
was to grow my hair longer.

So I slowly gradually went
from red to blond.

And that's how I evolved as the nearest
I could get to Brigitte Bardot for John.

And tight skirts and black stockings
and all that business.

I was thrown out of college,

that's why I was always
getting expelled on.

And although I've been me all the time,
you know, tell me now,

I've been learning all down the line,
so I mean, I'm not saying

I've been compromised.

You're compromising by not smashing
everything you don't like

when you feel like smashing it.

The compromises within yourself, you know.

One question I don't think
you've been asked,

you're probably have, I don't know,
why are you called The Beatles?

Why not?

You got any other name, eh?

It was the name John thought of.

Did John think of it?

- Mm-hm.
- Oh, John did.

Who thought of it? Ringo,
Did you think of it?

- John thought of it.
- John thought of it.

John thought of it.

For the Please Please Me album,

they included some of the rhythm
and blues favourites of theirs.

And some of them, they'd been doing
in their live set

because as everyone knows,
they were playing for hours a night.

The one that is most known of these is
"Twist and Shout"

because they recorded it
in the last ten minutes of the session.

When John's voice was shot,
from singing all day,

but he gave it all he could,
and the result is this

on the edge vocal

which actually is one of the rare cases
when Isley Brothers' record was improved.

The effect
in The Isley Brothers,

- uh, "Twist and Shout."
- Yeah.

I mean, which we stuck in everything.
"From Me To You" and all that.

The fans bought half the tickets by post.

And then, 5,000 queued.

Some of them, for two nights
in hope of obtaining the ring.

The manager makes sure
that every member of his staff is ready

for the biggest night of the year.

Able to cope with a terrific
audience response,

- "Here, There, Everywhere" by The Beatles.

The boys show the press
their latest presents.

They're a natural, these fabulous four,
bubbling over with fun.

Getting as much kick out of entertaining
as the fans get from them.

When they come to your town,

well, you won't need
any further invitation, you'll be there.

What was it like when it all took off?

I think the word somewhere is used

you used the word "joy"
about the best moments of it.

That's a very strong word "joy,"
was it that much fun?

Oh, yes, he said looking back on films
of the old days, the very early days,

it was such, such a tremendous experience,
the joy of that experience,

and nobody, very few people have gone
through that experience before.

And appreciated it. And being
in the centre of it was frightening.

It was just overwhelming.

We didn't have time to think about
whether it was going to stop or carry on.

It was just like… it was just
something that went on and on and on,

and got better and better
and bigger and bigger.

And being in the centre of it,
you just got swept along by.

Were they easy to produce?
What were they like?

Were they disciplined in studio
or did they muck about a lot?

I don't know to begin with. Uh,
I mean, they had to toe the line

to begin with, you know, and, uh…

No, they didn't really muck about, I mean,
they were always very dedicated.

Of course, we had fun, you know,
it isn't to say we didn't relax a bit.

Now, flange happened
to be one of those silly words

that I always used.

When… when John Lennon heard
double-tracking

that we'd done, automatic double-tracking,
or other artificial drop of tracking,

that we managed to devise
at Abbey Road Studios,

he asked me what it was.

And I said, "Well, it's a bit complicated,
John, you wouldn't understand,

but it's all done by means
of a double bifurcated smashing flange.

And this is sort of gobbledygook,
you know, he looked at me for a moment,

then he laughed.

And after that, when we used to do this,
he used to call it flanging,

And it's still a term used today
in recording.

If you flange something,
you know what you're doing with it.

And flange just was one of those words.

Um, who's really in charge then?

I mean, when you got a band
as big as The Beatles,

who really calls the shots
in the recording?

Is it you or is it The Beatles?

No, I mean, what actually happened
was, we were…

It changed. I mean, to begin with,
I would say, "This is what we're gonna do

and we're gonna be this long,
and this is how it begins, and so on."

But over the first year or so, it changed
because they'd gotten such great success,

and they were very quick to learn.
I mean, in no time at all.

They'd learned all about studios,
and all about song writing,

and then, admit they were going
all over the world.

So after that, it then became
the leader was the person

who wrote the song at the time.

They were very few songs
they wrote really together.

Always in the early days.

There's always competition between them,
and that was the great thing about them.

I mean, it was friendly competition.

They were trying always to get,
I went up on the other guy.

Those wonderful days,
the rollercoaster of Beatlemania,

if you had to say one thing,
what was the best?

I suppose, oh, I think the first trip
to America,

when I was allowed to go with them.

But I was always in the background,
and I was always protected.

But to experience that, the sound
when we arrived in America

at the airport.
We all thought they was screaming jets.

You know,
the noise as we got off the plane

to the tremendous screaming and shouting.

We thought it was another jet alongside us
when we got out.

This credible noise
of thousands and thousands of fans.

I just… it's just so hard to describe.

The Beatles are the best!

How are we gonna get in then?

Hi, everybody.

I'd love to go.

Hi, girls.

What was the worst thing
about the Beatle's lives,

at that time?

The lack of space, uh,
feeling of imprisonment.

The fact that you couldn't go out
on your own.

You couldn't go for a walk hand in hand
down by the river, you know,

without constantly being…

We were constantly besieged by fans…

…by the press, by the fans.

Oh, hello, yes? Who do you want?
Quick, speak up.

Good news?

Just constantly.

As a pop star, of course, in those days,

John Lennon was not meant to be married,
was he?

Oh, no, it was disastrous.

I mean, as far as the fans were concerned,
definitely not meant to be married.

Did your wife enjoy the view?

Uh, she loved it, who? Who? Who?

Don't tell them that he's married.

Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah, I'm sorry.

How long was it a secret?

Oh, about 12 months, maybe 18 months.

During the time that I was pregnant,
you know, that it was all very quiet.

Did you feel resentment about it?

Not really, not really, no.

Again, um, perhaps, I should.
In retrospect I should.

I should have been
a totally different sort of character

during the whole time, but no.

At the time, I was… I was concerned
about the baby to come.

I was happy that we were married.

And I was quite happy to keep
a low profile for the sake of the boys.

That was what Brian thought
would be the best.

Then I was quite happy
to go along with it.

Did you ever feel
that you were a rival to Brian

or that Brian was a rival to you?

I didn't feel a rival to Brian,
maybe, um, on Brian's side,

he felt that I was the rival to him
because he did have a great love for John.

John and I were very close
and very tight-knit.

He had been going out together
for three years before we were married.

And we had quite
a very strong understanding.

You look
forward to the day when come and go

as a normal entertainer would with a
certain amount of fans, there and so on.

Nothing like the 7,000 over there today.

Uh, were there 7,000 there?

Well, they'll be getting to 7,000.

- I don't know exactly.
- I wouldn't know.

We want The Beatles!

We want The Beatles! We want The Beatles!
We want The Beatles!

It's bigger New York,
but they were outside the hotel,

so a lot of them got in, and you…

you'll find them in strange… bathrooms,
and things hotted up.

The New York Hotel
was a bit higher though,

you know, it was sort of…
It was great big skyscraper.

We want The Beatles!
We want The Beatles!

School was out literally
at Penn Station.

Fifteen hundred screaming youngsters

were on hand waiting for their heroes,
The Beatles.

A veteran police officer
called the mob festive,

but potentially dangerous.
But that did not deter either the fans

or according to police,
publicity meant for The Beatles

who allegedly provided buses
to bring the fans to the Plaza.

Police cordons were broken down
at one point by near-hysterical teenagers.

One girl was trampled and taken
to Roosevelt Hospital,

where she was said
not to have been seriously hurt.

Another girl fainted
in the mob scene.

Her friends revived her.

She refused medical attention,
and returned to the fray.

Finally, police using
loudspeakers told the teenagers

The Beatles would go straight
from Penn Station to Carnegie Hall.

After we get them out.

We want to get up to the street
whenever we can.

- You, fellas, warn them.
- Yeah.

Fellas, wait a moment.

Okay. Oh.

Hardly as plush as the elevators
at the Plaza.

Oh, that's very, very favourably.
Hey, look at that. Snap that up.

I think them, um,

half of the crowd, at least, can hear
what we're playing.

I mean, I can't hear what the boys
are playing, but I know what I'm playing.

I think if they stopped and listened
to us, we'd be finished.

No, it's only a joke.
You know, it's only a joke.

John Lennon gave a perfectly
ordinary respectable interview

to the Evening Standard
in which he told the journalist,

Maureen Cleave,
that The Beatles' phenomenon in America

had gotten to such a size
that were more popular than Jesus now.

This was not intended as a comment
on religion, as a comment on Jesus.

It was intended as a comment
on the social phenomenon

known as Beatlemania.

And, in particular, um,
the young people of America.

His point was… that more young people
were spending time

listening to and thinking
about The Beatles

than they were about Jesus Christ.

Tell me, why this violent
reaction to what John Lennon said.

Well, I wouldn't call exactly
what I have done a violent reaction.

However, uh…

The Beatles, for a long time
have been able to,

because of their tremendous popularity
throughout the world,

especially, with the younger set,
have been able to, uh, say

whatever they wanted to without any regard
for judgment or maturity

or the wisdom of it.

And no one yet has challenged them
to any tremendous degree,

where it might count,
where they might feel it.

Wasn't this a challenge like this there?

Wasn't it a serious article asking
John Lennon how he felt about things?

Wasn't he just being honest?

I suppose, you never can tell about him.

His answers are so flippant,
and his attitude is so bizarre.

Many instances, you never know
whether he's honest or not.

And honesty is a relative matter
to the seriousness of the moment

or the mood of the person.

It would be the same
as if an American group, such as myself,

or an American singing group,
sounded off on the Queen.

And really took her to task and said
who needs her,

and she's on her way out and the system
of having a king and a queen is,

uh, ridiculous and it's shrinking,
and gonna fade.

Birmingham people
supported Tommy Charles' ban

on Beatles' records, and in the Bible
Belt, some 40 other radio stations

followed his lead.

Worried that far-right extremist groups
might try to become involved,

Charles cancelled his plans
for Beatle bonfire.

But many teenagers sent in
their records and souvenirs

to Waky Radio, nevertheless.

They said, uh, get rid of The Beatles,
ban the records, uh, let's burn them,

or do something with them, and, uh,
we acted, uh, of course,

on our own convictions,
but we were backed up by the people,

especially, the younger people
of this area.

Are you ever gonna play
Beatles' records again?

Brian Epstein wanted to know
when we were gonna take the ban off

because of the… it seemed
that everybody was waiting

for us to make the move, and that,
they want to know what it would take,

and I said, well, I don't have a price.

It's not something that I'm waiting in
for The Beatles to do. I just don't know.

I wanted… I want them to make me change
my mind about them.

I want to I want to see, uh…

I don't know. I want to see him
grow up a little bit, I guess.

If he's upset
and he really means it,

you know, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I said it
really for the message made.

But I never meant it as a lousy

or anti-religious thing or anything,
you know.

I can't say any more about on that.

There's nothing else to say really,
you know.

No more words.

Linda you run this record store,

how many Beatles' records were you selling
before this row started?

Oh, quite a few.

And since?

They've dropped off considerably
because, uh…

I mean, there, maybe, one a day,
maybe, one a week.

The store hasn't thought
of banning Beatles' records?

No, no. Of course not.
We promote anything that sells.

Well, I think, I think The Beatles
are real talented group,

but I think that they need
to watch what they say

because they're in such a position
that a lot of teenagers

that really think of them
as something really big,

and when they say things like that,

some teenagers are gonna just believe
anything they said.

What are you burning
your Beatles' record?

Yes, sir, I burned them.

- You burned them yourself?
- I already burned them.

How did you do it, I mean, where, how?

Well, our Sunday School, uh,
at MYF, we had a program

about The Beatles,
and, uh, we have supper in MYF,

and it was in our backyard.

So after we'd finish cooking the hotdogs,
I just put my records on there.

What John Lennon said really didn't have
any effect on me

because, well, I think for myself,

and there's certainly no comparison
between Jesus Christ and John Lennon

because I don't think that Christ came
to be popular.

As a matter of fact,
he was one of the most unpopular people

to have ever been alive.

I think most people are Christians
and believe in God,

and I'm just, I'm just not used to this
sort of thing.

You think it's pretty shocking?

I sure do.

I don't think
they were comparing themselves to Jesus.

I think they were deploring the fact
that, um, teenagers, you know,

like rock and roll
better than Christianity.

The disc jockey Tommy Charles,
who started this row off,

has said that he won't play your records
until you've grown up a little.

How do you feel about that?

Well, I don't mind
if he never plays them again.

'Cause you'll see
this is a thing, you know.

Everyone seems to think when they hear
or say things like this

that we're so childish, you know, I
mean, you can't say things like that,

unless you're still a little child.

And if he was grown up,
he wouldn't have done the thing,

because he only did it
for them to stop anyway.

Do you think that Americans are out
to get you, that this is all developing

into something of a witch hunt?

It doesn't matter about people
not liking our record,

or not liking the way we look,

or what we say, you know.
They're entitled to not like us.

And we're entitled not to have anything
to do with them if we don't want to.

Or not to regard them. Uh,
we've all got our rights, you know.

In the two shows of the Coliseum,

The Beatles hoped for an audience
of 26,000.

But as the fans began to arrive,

it was clear that the first house
was not sold out.

Only days before,
religious groups in the city

had decided to hold a revivalist rally
on the same date

to demonstrate that here Christianity
was no spent force.

Outside the Coliseum,
this small band of small demonstrators

was the only sign of protest visible.

At The Beatles' press conference,
the questioning was friendly.

The young people here
were fan club officials,

and school magazine reporters.

The only man to raise the religious issue
was shouted down.

All the same, The Beatles had been worried
about their Memphis date.

Here, if anywhere on the tour,

the group would need protection
from religious zealots.

I thank God Jesus Christ is popular
with me because he saved me 31 years ago.

We meant more to kids than Jesus did
or religion at that time.

I wasn't knocking it or putting it down.
I was just saying it.

I'm not saying that we're better
or greater or comparing us

with Jesus Christ as a person
or God as a thing or whatever it is.

You know, I would just said
what I said and it was wrong,

or was taken wrong,
and now, it's all this.

John is deeply concerned and regrets
that people with certain religious beliefs

should have been offended
in any way whatsoever.

Brian Epstein, wanted The Beatles,
to appeal to as many people as they could,

which meant that they were
to be universally… applicable.

They weren't going to divide their
audience by taking stands on every issue…

in that incredibly explosive decade.

One of you, I believe, it was,
uh, George, am I right? Uh…

said that you couldn't comment on Vietnam
in this country but you could in England,

could you elaborate on that a little bit.

I didn't say that.

- Maybe one of us said that but…
- It was me.

Well, you, I mean, you know about that,
anyway, you know, I mean,

we could say a thing about
like John's religious thing in England

and it wouldn't be taken up,
and misinterpreted quite as much

as it tends to get here a bit, you know.
I mean, you know, it does.

- But it was…
- Just say it again and again.

- They would come up with it.
- The, uh, the thing is that,

I think you know you can say things
like that in England,

and people will listen a bit more
than they do in America

because in America,
somebody will take it up

and use it completely against you.

And, uh, not having many scruples
about doing that.

And I dunno, I'm probably putting my foot
in it saying that, but…

You'll be explaining the next.

Yeah, I know.

Oh, well, it's just wonderful here.

Paul commented that they, uh,

were told
they shouldn't talk about the Vietnam War.

Because it was such
a divisive event in America.

But even so,
the little messages couldn't help,

but get through
as in "Revolution", John's song.

But in general, Brian succeeded, indeed.

You could probably say that "Revolution"
was a sign that Brian was dead

because it came out the year
after Brian died.

The whole business
of losing Brian was a very crucial time.

I think that-that really upset everybody,
and threw everybody

in different directions.

And then, of course, when Yoko came along

that was another great break
in the whole situation.

But I couldn't alter the course of fate.

I couldn't have altered the course
of John's fate.

It was a hard battle to fight
because, at that time,

John was taking a lot of drugs,
so I wasn't talking to a rational person

during that period.

Then along comes Yoko…

and offers him, a whole new subject area

because her subject area
is not popular music.

And he's fascinated by the idea
of performance art, and conceptual art,

and… uh, she takes him to places

where he never would have else-
otherwise gone.

In art, usually artists give something
that's an object, made object, and say,

this is art, you know.

But instead of that,
art exists in people's thought,

and so, uh, we don't believe in just, uh,
making something and completing it,

and giving it to people,
but we like, uh, people to participate,

and, uh, sort of, all the pieces
are unfinished.

- And they have to be finished by people.
- Now, now, we've… what we got here,

you were pointing this is,
you were explaining that, Yoko.

Yes.

Tell us about this, it's what?
A broken cup.

That's just an example.

But this is, uh, supposed to be
a sculpture and it's a broken cup,

and, uh, an unfinished sculpture
that would be just made by people,

just gradually, uh, rebuilding it
into a cup.

Uh, what…
Is the sculpture then the broken cup,

or the way people rebuild it with glue?

Well, the thing is
there's no such thing

as sculpture or art,
and it's just a bit of…

it's just word, you know.
Art is in everything, it's art.

And we're all art. Art is just a tag
like a journalist tag, you know.

But artists believe it, and that sculptor
is anything you care to name it.

This is sculpture us sitting here?

This is a happening. We are here.

- I don't think this is art.
- This is art. Yeah, I mean,

so, I mean, if you gave that to a child,
he wouldn't have any preconceived idea,

so you wouldn't have to say
this is sculpture or this is a broken cup.

He'd say there's that, there's glue
what you do? You stick it together.

And it's like your question,
I think you can say

that this is just a process of art
or process of things,

and everything's just a process.

I always have this dream of meeting
an artist woman, you know.

Then I would fall in love with all that,
even from art school, you know.

And then, we met and we talk and that,
and then, I know…

You just realised that she knew
everything I knew and more probably,

and, uh, that it was coming out
of a woman's head, you know.

It just sort of bowled me over, you know.

I was feeling very good being
in London,

and doing all my work kind of thing.

I was surprised

that there was an incredible, kind of,
poetic society in England,

and was totally impressed,
and also felt part of it.

Almost, there was a kind of empathy,
but, uh…

I think John is still the first one I met
that was kind of sexy.

I mean, wow, he was very sexy.

She came over for a date as it were,

and I had a kind of little studio

which was really just a lot
of tape recorder.

And we made two versions,
and I was showing her

all my different tape recordings.

And all that, and I thought this is great,
and I was gonna put

on the tapes, and she was gone,

and we did, we made a tape all night,
and in the morning,

we made love as the sun came up.

John was the one
who had the reputation

as being the thinking Beatle.

So, no surprise there then when he goes
to his art gallery,

and climbs up and looks at this word
on the ceiling which is yes.

She was having a show at this gallery.

I knew the fellow that ran it,

so it wasn't too embarrassing
being a Beatle, anyway,

going into a shop,
never mind going to the gallery

because the other
or leap on anything else.

This is another morgue, you know,

like a taxi, and you'll buy anything.

So, and I have a bit of a hangover
about art to having been to art school,

and just like this sort of art attitude
of the so-called artist.

So anyhow, I finally got to this show,

and, uh, she had all these things on
like all these like hammer nail things

and on that clock there, you listen to it,
stethoscope, all the things.

And at first I reacted like, uh,
like a mug, you know.

Like the ones that they're saying
they don't get a badge, you know.

I was thinking, ah, don't fool
me with all this junk, you know.

So then, there was this ladder and a thing
on the ceiling. So I climbed the ladder,

and on the ceiling it said, "yes."

- You see…
- You see, so I thought,

oh, I agreed then, it's okay you know.

I mean, it's like those jokes while you're
looking at here you're dribbling down

your trousers nothing.

I mean, it's all sort of connected.
I mean, people get a buzz out of that

in the toilet,
but if you put it on in a room,

it upsets them a bit
because they've got preconceived ideas

about where those messages should be.

It said, "Yes."

And if it had said no, I would have
carried on with my preconceived ideas

about art and artists, you know,
that they're all sort of yeah, yeah, sure.

But it said yes and that was enough,
you know. And then she came up,

and said, uh, she didn't know who I was,
and was saying,

do you like to hammer a nail in it?
It's five shillings.

So I said…

- He really won't say.
- I didn't have any money on,

so I said I'll have
my own imaginary nailing.

I'll give you an imaginary five shillings,
and she agreed with that.

She accepted that on the same basis
as we accept her work, you know.

I'd accepted her work, and that was,
that was how we met actually.

I did not find attractive in his art,
per se.

I think the initial attraction
was that he was a very attractive man.

He was extremely attractive.

But the point is, uh, it's her film,

I'll explain what I think about it.

The point is that it's a portrait.

You know, and I thought if Renoir
or any of those people had made a portrait

of just somebody's face that never moves,
and just hangs on the wall, you accept it.

Because it's, uh, people are used
to that, but this is a portrait on film.

Also, well, let me say that, baby.

So there's three minutes of film
that was taken,

I'm spaced out to last an hour,
very slow motion.

So in an hour, in three minutes,

a lot happens to somebody's face,
anybody's face.

A lot of amazing things happens,
a lot of movement

that you never realise goes on,
and in this,

you've got three minutes
under a microscope

to examine anybody's face. Your own.

You can't be bothered sitting there
for an hour looking at your own face.

And amazing things happen,
the whole head changes shape,

your nose moves,
every part of you is moving all the time

which is known, but you're not aware
of this in everyday life.

But in her film, you can see it.

And when we showed it to her daughter, she
just said, "Oh, look his nose is moving.

John has a funny nose
and it's moving.

All of that.

And she went to somebody else,

well, um, a film about face for an hour?
Oh, yeah, sure.

For 30 years, I've been struggling
with my hostility to Yoko Ono.

I have tried to get over it.

I thought the murder of John Lennon
would help, it hasn't.

I have so many resentments, um,
against Yoko Ono.

The number one being
that she stripped away from John Lennon

his brilliant sense of British humour,
the surrealistic kind of writing and, um,

and, uh, pranksterism,

that came out of Lewis Carroll
via Oscar Wilde.

Yoko thought it was silly.
She never understood it.

She imposed a kind of moralism,
a political correctness on John

that was… that really, um,
I think, crushed his originality.

And over time, he may have been
a happier person with Yoko,

but he was a lesser artist.

I don't know
if Yoko took the fun out of the job,

because I wasn't there.

And what happened between John and Yoko
happened between only John and Yoko.

I've noted that John could still tell
a good joke in an interview.

With Yoko, he may have been very serious
and earnest most of the time,

but he could he could still tell
a good joke.

He's hammering it in now,
third stroke.

Beautiful stroke. Beautiful.
Now, how do you feel?

I know this is a terrible condemnation
of me,

but I just felt
like a man hammering in a nail.

Winner!

I've gone live hammering it in on TV.

- That's more accurate. Well thought.
- Yes.

Let me, uh, can I be…
Just put my hat out for a collection.

Poor artist.

I'm having a bit of a tax problem.

I think he was ready for something new.

He was dying to sort of find
that opportunity

to spring out
of that scene that he was stuck in,

and just kind of do something.

And he was waiting for somebody to come
and rescue him.

I mean, he actually said that.

So when I came into the picture…

It was like no nonsense, let's just do it.

I could have fought. I could have battled
before the divorce from John,

but I knew that that wouldn't do any good

because people have their
own lives to lead, their own fate.

Well, I'm great fatalist,
and John had his life to travel on,

and I had my life to travel on.

We met for a short time,
that was ten years,

but during that ten years,
they were wonderful years.

Now, if I had tried, I had been aggressive
about the whole business,

it wouldn't have altered a thing,
it would have caused bad feeling.

And I'm quite happy as I am now, you know.
I have really no regrets about it.

Says you got
a hundred thousand divorce settlement.

Hmm.

Most people go,
whoa, that's not much.

I had to buy a house
out of that as well.

It doesn't seem a lot.
Did it seem a lot to you at the time?

Yes, I kept visualizing
a football stadium

with a hundred thousand people in,
and imagine each one as a pound note,

that's a hell of a lot of money.

Because I wasn't aware of, uh, the amount
of money that was…

I mean, a hundred thousand pounds
was a lot of money to me.

And in a way, what John's comment about,

what it's like winning the pools sin
was quite true.

Because only a few years ago,
say five or six years ago,

it was you would win
the pools at 75,000 pound.

And it, for a lot of people,
it would set them up for life,

but under the circumstances,
it was a bit rough really.

It's clear how you must have felt
about Yoko then.

Can I ask you how you feel
about Yoko Ono today?

Very difficult question again. Um…

She's not my cup of tea as a person,
and I can only say that.

I can only leave it at that.

I don't want to get into any deep
discussions about Yoko but…

Have you met?

Yes, we met years ago. Mm-hm.

But not since they left
for America, haven't seen Yoko.

It is said that the breakup
which was obviously so difficult for you

was also terribly difficult for Julian.

All that attention at the centre
of the world

as it were at the age of seven, and then,
suddenly, for him too, the divorce.

It was a traumatic change for Julian.

I had terrible problems with Julian
for about three years following that.

Following the divorce
and the breakup,

he went through tremendously
difficult emotional problems.

How do you feel
about those days, now,

looking at these old pictures?

I don't know, you know, I can't really
remember that much about it.

I remember that sort of wheelchair thing.

Uh, nicking that out
and roaming, bombing down the hills

on that, like a go-kart,
and that's about it.

How did you feel about your dad
during those days?

Alright. It's dad, you know.

- And there's mom.
- As you grew older,

- I know it's difficult to you as well.
- Well, I mean,

it was dad at first,
and it became Beatle you know.

And dad again, it's one of those
strange situations.

Cousin roller. That's great.

That was one of the wheels
of John Lennon's Rolls.

It's a gas. If you're over 80, that means
it's fast. 6,000 pounds worth

of 1965 phantom, inside,
almost as marvellous as out.

Well, perhaps not quite.

Now, that the supercar has been dolled up
in the grand manner,

not even a Beatle could wish for more.

From front bumper to back,
it's been beautifully adorned

after the manner of Roman-y art.

The decoration cost 1,000 pounds.
Now, this John Lennon's car,

nobody can imagine what it may fetch
if auctioned in years to come.

- Oh, that was, that was interesting.
- At the time.

Like, you went off
to Scotland then.

Oh, gosh, that was an interesting…

That's what I went to Ascot
for the weekend.

And, uh, dad didn't tell me
we were going off to Scotland, wasn't it?

- Mm-hm.
- And we had a quick car crash over there.

I remember you telling me something
very strange about that accident.

That I was the only one
that wasn't hurt in the crash.

Everybody had a facial scar, you know.
Dad has one along the bottom.

Yoko had had one at the top, and, Kyoko,
Yoko's daughter had a gash across here.

And I didn't have a cut on me at all.

And they were all knocked out, and I mean,
what did I say to you? What was it?

I remember it very clearly, you said
that the reason, mum,

that nothing happened to me was
that granddad lifted me off the back seat,

just as the car was about to crash,
and you'd never met your granddad.

- Yeah, that's a bit…
- You're that boy.

As time went on and you went off
to America…

Hmm?

How did your relationship
with your dad develop then?

Um, well, I don't know.

It's sort of, um,
built up like, uh,

like, uh, and it was more
like a wise uncle, you know,

sort of relationship,
how it started off for them.

Sitting there, listening to what he was
saying, you know, not saying anything.

And then it… then we started getting
to proper father-and-son talk.

What are your feelings about Yoko?

Um, well, I respect her a lot for, uh…

in ways, I suppose because she's been
with Dad for such a long time and, uh…

you know, she's okay once in a while
when we meet,

whenever we get a chance to meet,
we have a nice chat.

Uh, that's about it really.

What John found in her
was a kind of stripping down,

stripping away of the extraneous.

The first album that he did,

where he, um, just eliminated everything
from the music,

and it's nothing but himself singing
with his piano with a slight reverberation

um, that first…
the songs were enunciation.

"There's nothing but Yoko and me,
that's reality", and so on.

That is a wonderful work of art.

I think that all major artists need to go
through periods,

where they strip everything away
and get back to essentials.

Of course Yoko influenced
John, it's there on the records.

He did a song about her
while in The Beatles,

"The Ballad of John and Yoko."

He made records with her
while he was still in The Beatles.

Uh, he made two albums with her…
after The Beatles.

Some Time in New York City
and Double Fantasy.

He made songs about her,

including the wonderful
"Oh, Yoko" on the Imagine album.

"Woman" on the Double Fantasy album.

There's no doubt about it,
she became a part of him,

and she was more important to him
than the Beatles.

We try and explain ourselves in what we do
like and I do it mainly through music,

and she does it through her art, like that
and it's hard to put words to it.

We did like those kind of things.
We're trying to communicate.

And communication itself is art
and art is communication.

We shot the cover ourselves
privately and put out two versions.

And it was a kind of statement, as well,
an awakening for me too, you know.

This is me naked with the woman I love.

We're going to stay in bed for seven days.

Instead of having a private honeymoon.

It's a private protest.

For the violence that's going
in the world, you see.

Be sure that instead of making war
let's stay in bed for straight seven days.

And grow your hair, the beast,
let it grow 'til the peace comes.

You're against revolutionary
violence, too, like your song.

Uh, I'm against violence, you know?

Uh, period. Whether it's violence
begets violence, as far as I'm concerned,

has been proved by what's going on
in the States

and protest marches
in Grosvenor Square in London.

The only result of that
was a lot of smashed heads

and front-page headlines about violence.

And it wasn't a press' fault
nor the cops' fault,

nor the minority left-wing students fault
or whatever they're called, you know.

It was just because the whole form
they take,

doesn't work, you know? It doesn't work.

Because that's what happens
when you do that,

and we're saying this is one other way
of doing it.

While you're in bed and
you're giving your press conferences

in pillowcases and all that,

- are you laughing at us?
- No, no.

No more than you're laughing at us,
you know.

I mean, we have a laugh,
we think it's funny,

that the front page news
should be the fact

that two people went to bed
on their honeymoon.

We see the funny side of it.

And then in Vienna, which is
pretty square place,

there's all these beautiful photographs of

microphones being held to her bag,
you know.

- To wait for the bag to speak.
- It's rather nice, yeah.

We're serious about the peace bit,
you know.

And what, as we said to you in Amsterdam,

the laughs, if we make people laugh,
that's enough.

- Can you come out?
- No.

Why not?

Because this is a bag event.
Total communication.

Don't you think it's a
little bit out of fashion, what you do?

Do you think it's a fashion
to stay in a bag?

- What is it?
- It's total communication.

The start of the breakup of The Beatles,

would be the start

of the attitude of John Lennon
towards his own life.

And having devoted

all his intellectual attention
to The Beatles,

to take back some of that energy,

and to spread it first
to writing his books,

then being in the movie with Dick Lester,
How I Won the War.

And…

that precedes Yoko's influence.

You can see that John was an artistic soul

who had a lot of different things
to try out.

I don't know how what I actually do
with the thoughts but they come out

on film, or on paper, or on tape.

I've just got lots of tape which I suppose
if I put onto paper, it would be a book.

It's just a matter of do I want to make
those tapes into paper,

or make the tapes into records?

Does it feel the same to you

when you're writing something on paper
and when you're writing a song?

Uh, it does now.

In the old days, I used to think
that song writing was this, you know,

an I love you and you love me,

and my writing was something else,
you know,

even if I didn't think of it
quite like that.

But now just realised through Dylan
and other people, Bob Dylan not Thomas,

it is the same thing you know,
that's why I didn't realise being so naive

and that, you know,
you don't write pop songs

and then you do that,
and then you do that.

Everything you do is the same thing,
so do it the same way.

John was the most original of The Beatles.

He was the most, uh…
He was an unusual person.

But he wasn't really the leader
because he didn't…

he was too individual to be a leader.

He was the strongest, most dominant
person in the early days,

because he was absolutely so iconoclastic
and outrageous,

and did amazing things and he was tough
and he was cynical.

With "Tomorrow Never Knows",

as with so many musical
miracles of The Beatles…

it was an anticipation of the future.

It's hard to believe it was
the first track recorded in Revolver,

because it sounds like the last
and it's placed last.

So that you have this wonderful
musical programme,

which then ends with what sounds like
a trailer for next year.

It's as if they were saying
at the end of 1966,

it's as if they were saying at the end
of 1966, coming next year, psychedelia.

Because "Tomorrow Never Knows" is probably
the most trippy song of all-time.

The message is very simple to understand.
Six words.

Turn on. Tune in. Drop out.

Turn on, tune in, drop out.

For this crowd of hip, young Americans,
these six words are shorthand

for an electrifying experience
most of them know well.

An experience called "the trip."

The trip is a drug-induced
mental explosion

that has changed their whole way
of looking at the world,

but for many other Americans,
the six words stand for something else.

Controversy, crime and terror.

Turning on, tuning in and dropping out
is what happens to you

when you take a dose
of the strange new drug called LSD.

We'd had enough acid, it had
done all it could do for us, you know.

There was no going any further,
it only does so much.

- What does it do?
- Well, what it did…

What it does mainly, is that it's more
of finding out about yourself, you know,

and your ego and I've kind of seen
such more psychological, you know.

- Whereas not psychological? It seems like…
- It will be in the end,

but I mean, well, if you have acid,
it is just

oh, oh, you know all about yourself.

Am I did it what, you know it's all that.

But this is just sort of a bit gentler.

John had taken LSD

uh, before recording "Sergeant Pepper",

but "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds"
curiously enough was not about LSD.

It was genuinely about
Julian's friend, Lucy.

And the picture in school
that's Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds.

The search for the meaning
of it all, of course,

took them to India, got them involved
with the Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.

The happiest time of my life

was in India in some kind of pit,
you know.

And I had some great experience over there

because I was meditating eight hours
a day and things like that,

and it is really some trip,
like acid with no worry.

Just sitting there,
muttering some word in a room,

and it's the biggest trip that I've had
in my life, you know.

A million and a half Americans
are believed to be regular users of LSD,

many others still uninitiated,
admire its heroes and talk its language.

They go on pretend trips like this
with trick spectacle

from shops that cater to the hip trade.

LSD stands for dextralysergic acid
diethylamide,

a chemical derived
from a fungus that grows on rye.

It is not addictive like heroin
or cocaine,

but it's far more powerful in its effects.

Taken in a pill or sugar cube,
it acts in an hour and lasts up to 24.

During this time,
the user soars into another world,

where the consciousness
is vastly expanded or seems to be.

This is the famous psychedelic experience.

Early paranoia and violence
are not part of the trip,

that's what happens on acid boats.

Then from there, you start…

I don't know, maturing or thinking
about the trip.

That the first effects
of the drug wear off,

and you start coasting along a bit
and you have time to look at the trees,

and that developed into the actual acid
scene, the psychedelic bit, you know.

And everybody was grooving on with flowers
and that, and then of course,

like any drug, it wears off
and you're back to so-called reality.

Yesterday, John Lennon and his girlfriend,

the Japanese actress Yoko Ono
were arrested,

charged with the use of marijuana
and today they were arraigned

here at Magistrates Court in London.

He's the one who's known
as the most way out of The Beatles.

Right now, John Lennon is looking
very hard for his car

because if he doesn't get to his car,
he's likely to be…

John! She's horrible!
Cynthia's better than her.

That girl next to me this moment ago
said Cynthia's better than her.

In The Beatles,
he's the sum of the whole.

They were a genius group
but individually, you know,

all contributed something to it.

And that's really what John gave to them.

He was really, in many ways,
the first punk.

I mean, it's strange to think back
to the '60s,

even wearing long hair was looked upon
as disgusting and awful.

He's often said to
have been very aggressive. Is this true?

Uh, I would say honest, really.
He wasn't really aggressive,

because aggressive indicates you're trying
to get something out of people,

or trying to force things upon people
which he never was.

I mean, he's awful to fans who's shouting
and screaming at them,

and would refuse to sign autographs
if he didn't feel like it.

Whereas Paul was always
the charming one, the PR one.

You know, Paul made things happen.

And Paul really was the leader in the end,
because Paul organised them,

made him do various films.

John was like very tough.

I mean, he had that ability to be gentle
and soft and was lovely,

but he was, you know, he was acid, too.

I mean, that he gave that hard edge
to The Beatles.

It does seem that on occasions,
John was aggressive, selfish,

little cruel,

and yet, you never have a hard word
to say about him.

You always defend him, why?

Because I defend the truth.

You know, and I knew the man,
I knew the truth of the man,

and the heart of the man
during my time with him.

Why should I say something
that I don't believe in?

He was wonderful with me for many years.

I mean…

I mean, it's impossible for somebody
to be wonderful all the time.

Paul once said to me,

"You have to understand,

John's mother was killed
coming to visit him."

That's a terrible thing for anyone
to live with.

She was fatally struck by a car
in the street.

How would any of us feel if we knew
that her mother had died visiting us?

So I completely understand
how John could have been…

an upset individual,

as well as being an incredibly imaginative
individual.

And I think to understand his behaviour
in the latter days of The Beatles,

you do have to see him as a human being
and not just one of the Fab Four.

Paul and John were a great partnership,

and I think John and I
were a great partnership,

but there are occasions in life
when partnerships have to break up

to go on to form new partnerships,

and it did happen at that particular time
and it was, again,

not coincidence necessarily,
it just happened.

Brian's death, the complete, um, crash
of Apple, really,

because it was chaotic,
a lot of freeloaders, a lot of money lost.

You know, a very difficult time,
all totally lost.

They're all lost in their own way.

And of course,
there's always a catalyst in life,

and I think Yoko was the catalyst
in that particular time,

that created the break up in the end.

Whereas The White Album, 1968,

had everybody contributing
a lot of different material,

John definitely takes a back seat in 1969.

Paul holds it together on the Abbey Road
and Let It Be albums.

But there's a point beyond
which you can't stretch the rubber band.

It just has to go… whoop!

And it was over.

Oh! Hold it!

Does this mean a business

or emotional split within The Beatles?

Actually, I think a bit of both,
but I think it's more of a break.

He answers himself that he doesn't know
whether it's temporary or permanent,

that's the truth.
I think none of us know that.

But could be his financial interest
in the band,

in the organisations will stay?

Yes, contractually they have to

and I think emotionally,
they all wanted to.

They've never argued about money.

What are the personal differences
that he refers to?

I don't know, it's probably to do
with growing up and to do with…

there was a time
when there were just four of them.

But now they're married
and there are children and…

How about that it's true?
Because Allen Klein's name is mentioned

and Allen Klein is definitely disowned
in this question and answer by Paul?

Because he doesn't like Allen.

What do you feel about
the fact that Paul, apparently,

is definitely dissociating himself
from you?

It appears that he's antipathetic to you.

Well, it's never pleasant
when someone appears not to like you.

I think his reasons are, uh…

are sad.

They're his own personal problems,

but unfortunately,

he is obligated into Apple,
for a considerable number of years.

When did you personally decide

that Klein probably wasn't the man
you thought he was?

Well, uh, you're concluding that I thought
he was something, you know.

My position has always been the devil
and the deep blue sea, and…

at the time,
I do whatever I feel is right.

And although I haven't been particularly
happy personally,

for quite a long time with the situation,

I didn't want to make any quick moves.

And I wanted to see if maybe, you know,
something could work out.

Do you regret signing that
contract with Klein, now looking back?

Uh…

Which contract?

- It can be quite anything, can it?
- The basic American contract.

That might be the one with least regret.

That's very enigmatic. What does it mean?

Well, Mr Klein's contracts
are amazing.

- That's strange, though.
- No, no. They're cold, the opposite.

I don't want to go into the contract
business because it's all…

you know, let the lawyers deal
with the contracts.

It's going into a Rolling Stone
article now.

No, it isn't, 'cause we're not answering,
that's not the point.

No, I can't tell you about contracts.

I try not to regret anything, I'm not
playing games with you, you know.

And whatever happened, happened, you know.
I'm happy now,

and that's about all that is important
to me.

That I'm enjoying myself.

The main thing that Yoko and I are doing

is to change the apathy
that all the youth have.

Our job now is to tell them
that there is still hope,

and we still have things to do,

and we must get out there
and change their heads,

and tell them,
"It's okay, we can't change it."

It isn't over
just because flower power didn't work.

It's only the beginning,
we're just in the inception of revolution,

which is beginning of change.

I know it's hard, you know.

Christ you know it ain't easy
you know how hard it can be, ma.

But it is hard. So what, everything's hard
it's gonna be hard tomorrow

and it's gonna be hard the next day.

So what? It's better to have it hard
than not have it at all.

If it works, it's right
if it doesn't work it's wrong.

Well, nobody's ever
given me a chance before, have they?

Nobody's ever given peace
a complete chance.

Gandhi tried it, Martin Luther King
tried it, but they were shot.

- But nobody's giving...
- You can't get

peace in a king-sized divan
on we're talking...

No, you don't expect that
mainly to the revolutionaries

who think they can get it overnight
by breaking

by breaking down the buildings, you know.

They can't get it,
we thought about this for months.

This is the best possible, most
functional, and effective way

of promoting and protesting
against violence

that our minds combined to think of.

Some people sort of discovered
a new reality

and some people are still
sort of confident about the future

that we too are, you know.

Everybody's talking about all that

the way it's going and the decadence
and the rest of it

but nobody's really, not many people
are noticing all the good

that came out the last ten years

- which is the moratorium…
- Mm-hm.

…and the vast gathering of people
in Woodstock

which is the biggest mass of people
ever gathered together

for anything other than war.

Nobody had that big an army
that didn't kill somebody

or have some kind of,
you know, violent scene

like the Romans or whatever.

And even a Beatle concert
was more violent than that, you know,

and that was just 50,000.

And so, the good things
that came out were,

were all this fast peaceful movement,
you know.

If you can't have a beautiful time there,

then don't have it
and stay at home in bed.

The only way to get them to understand you
is to extend your hand

and really try to open their minds up,
and try to give your love, you know.

That's the only way
that they will come around.

They know how to beat people up.

They know how to gas them

and they have-they have the arms
and the equipment,

and the mistake was made
that the kids ended up

playing their game of violence, you know.

And they know how to be violent.

They've been running it on violence
for 2,000 years

or million or whatever it is.

And nobody can tell me that violence is
the way after all that time, you know.

There must be another way
but a lot of people fell for it

and it's understandable in a way

because when the bully's
actually right there,

it's pretty hard to say,
"Turn the other cheek, baby."

When we were in touch with the Berkeley
kids during that, whatever was going on,

we were peacefully doing our peace
demonstration in Montreal bed

and then, we suddenly were connected
by phone directly to them, you know.

And they were saying, "Help us, you know,"

or "what are we gonna do,
it's gonna go wrong," you know.

And this is the people
who are organizing it

but they were saying
"it's out of our control" and that

and "what can we say," you know,
and of course, I haven't got any solution.

There's no path
worth losing your life for.

You know, I don't believe in anything
else.

And I don't believe there's any path
or anything worth getting shot for.

And you can do better
by moving on to another city

or going to Canada or go anywhere.

And then they've got nothing to attack
and nobody to point a finger at.

A festival is more like it, man.

You know, sing Hare Krishna or something,

but don't move about
if it aggravates the pig.

And don't worry if it works or not.

Everything works if you believe in it.

Don't get hassled by the cops
and don't play their games.

My position on violence is
I don't believe in it.

I think we all have violent tendencies
I think it can be channelled.

I think violence begets violence

as proved by the various marches
and things

that that always end up with cops
and people getting beaten up

or cops beating up people
or whatever it is.

And I think marching and placards is okay
for the '30s when people wanted bread

and then it sort of had some impact
on people.

But nowadays people are blasé about warn
blasé about placards of marching

and I think there's many ways
of protesting

and this bed-in is one of them,
it mightn't suit you.

But you think of your own ideas.

That's all we're trying to do
is make you aware

that there are other forms of protest.

And if you get, uh...

If you do a nonviolent protest like some
guy said happened in Berkeley

and then you get beaten up,

all that means it's like sitting
on the seashore

and you went in the deep end.

You went where the current was

so you've had the warning
that this place is dangerous to swim in.

So you retire, think about it
and make your next move.

Don't make the same move again
because then they're gonna beat you again.

The Woodstock, Isle of Wight
all the mass meetings of the youth

is completely positive for me.

And the fact
that now we're all getting to know,

we're always showing our flags, you know.

And you show your flag,
you're not alone, you know.

It's like we no need to be the-a few
Christian martyrs

because there's lots of us.

And don't be afraid because, uh…

They do look after you whoever's up there,
you know, if you get on with it.

And I'm completely positive
and when I'm negative, I've got Yoko,

who is just as strong as me
and it helps, you know.

And just… It is only the beginning.

This '60s bit was just a sniff

that the '60s was just waking up
in the morning, you know,

and we haven't even got to dinnertime yet.

And I can't wait, you know,
I just can't wait.

I'm so glad to be around,

and it just gonna be great
and there's gonna be more and more of us

and whatever you thinking there,

Mrs Grundy of South Birmingham on toast,
you know, you don't stand a chance.

A, you're not gonna be there
when we runnin' it,

and B, you gonna like it when you get
less frightened of it, you know.

And it's gonna be wonderful
and I believe it,

and of course, we all get depressed
and down about it

but when I'm down or when John and
Yoko's down

Desmond will be up
or somebody else will be up there.

Always somebody carrying the flag
and beating the drum, you know.

So they, whoever they are,
don't stand a chance

because they can't beat love
because all those old bits from religion

and about love
being all powerful is true, you know.

And that's the bit they can't do.
They can't handle it.

Anybody can put on paper

what our government
and the American government etcetera

and the Russian-Chinese,
what they are actually trying to do

you know, on how would what
they think they're doing.

I'd be very pleased to know
what they think they're doing it.

I think they're all insane, you know.

But I'm liable to be put away as insane
for expressing that, you know,

That's what's insane about it.

John's solo music started off
as experimental

and then they released some unusual stuff…

on Apple…

or Zapple which was for the really
experimental stuff.

And of course, they did
"Unfinished music: Life with the Lions"

number two I think, it was called.

Anyway, it included, um…

the sound of Yoko's miscarried baby,
the heartbeat Yoko's miscarried baby.

This was obviously not the stuff
of a pop hit

and, um…

her screaming on this record
was greeted with derision.

Part of the problem was that Yoko
besides not being a pop music artist

was a woman

just before feminism.

So it was easier to write her off.

She was oriental,

so it's easy to be racist

and she was older than John

so she was on the wrong side of 30.

And so, it was it was easy
to not take her seriously.

You had a woman who was there
in the limelight with John,

and obviously,
having a profound influence on him,

but she was so different
from the world of The Beatles

that the general public just didn't even
want to go there and check her out.

They just wanted to say non-Beatle.

That's why she has the reputation as the
woman who broke up The Beatles.

Why are you being deported?

Well, the sort of official reason
is something about

uh, we overstayed, both of us.

So that's reason enough to throw us out.

The other official reason is that
that I was busted in England for pot

and the real reason
is because I'm a peacenik.

John, far from being

the divinity in the eyes of the American
government, was persona non grata.

Richard Nixon was president,

J Edgar Hoover was the head of the FBI.

Uh, these were people
who with hindsight we know

took liberties…

with the law.

I feel like I'm back in school again,
you know,

I've been in trouble all my life,
one way or the other,

and I'm back to see the head, you know.

And this time they don't cane me,
that's all. They don't beat me anymore.

You say you've been in
trouble all your life, why is that?

I'm just one of those faces,
you know, people never like my face.

Teachers used to get furious about it.

Is it because you're anti-establishment?

I guess it must show on the face, yeah.

Whereas a normal person

would have found it easier
to get his green card but John…

found it difficult.

Nixon was afraid that he would lead riots

or demonstrations by young people
against the government.

Do you think that you will be deported?

I have no idea
maybe it's just a process. I don't...

We're gonna go in, we're late, you know.

We'll see you when we come out
if you want.

We have a number of matters
we have to take care of.

Immigration is asking me to do really is
to take a decision

on whether choosing
my husba-husband or my child.

And it's a terrible situation to be in.

Well, you know, stop
speaking out against the war because...

No, nothing will stop me
and whether I'm here or wherever I may be…

It took years for John
to get his complete permission.

Neil Sedaka wrote a song
about his problems called "The Immigrant."

And there was tremendous support for him
from the people until he finally won.

I wanna take this opportunity
to thank all the kids and the fans

who wrote to all their Senators
and their petitions

and all the rest of it that were working
behind the scenes for five years

with no pay or no nothing, actually,
just a smile.

Do you bear any grudge
against the Strom Thurmonds

and the John Mitchells for putting you
through this all these years?

No, I believe time wounds all heels.

John had this romantic notion
of New York City.

He loved it.

He said he could go anywhere
without being hassled,

he'd found personal happiness.

He earned that enjoyment.

So in a way, we should be glad

that he took out the five years
to be a house husband

because those were the five years…

that were the equivalent
of anyone else's retirement.

He got his chance to be a private citizen.

But no person who has made a great
contribution to the human race deserves

to be deprived of his full lifespan.

The former Beatle John Lennon

has been shot and killed in New York.

News of his death reached soon after
half-past four this morning.

A man of peace struck down by
an apparently senseless act of violence.

John Lennon was brought
to the emergency room

at the Roosevelt site, St. Luke's
Roosevelt Hospital this evening,

shortly before 11:00 p.m.

He was dead on arrival.

Numerous resuscitative efforts
were made

after his arrival in the hospital,

including transfusions,
surgical procedures, other procedures,

but in spite of the effort
of many physicians

and after many procedures, we were unable
to restore the life of Mr Lennon.

Sometime shortly before 11 o'clock,

John Lennon and his wife arrived
back at the Dakota in a limousine.

They parked the limousine on the curb
right outside the Dakota.

There is a driveway
into which they might have gone

but on this occasion did not.

They got out of the car,
out of the limousine,

and walked into the archway area
of the Dakota

to the right as you walk in the archway
area is kind of a vestibule

which has a doorway, a glass doorway.

This individual, Mr Chapman,
came up behind him

and called to him Mr Lennon,

as he arrived at that doorway
and then in a combat stance, he fired.

He emptied the Charter Arms .38 calibre
gun that he had with him

and, um, shot John Lennon.

Five gunshot wounds are not a
rare event on the streets of New York

and yet just such an attack
in the early hours of this morning

has left millions of people in the world
feeling personally touched by tragedy.

Comparisons made today
with the assassination of John Kennedy

are not entirely fatuous,
in just such a way as that day in 1963.

So millions will remember exactly
what they were doing

where they were, who they were with,

that moment when they heard
that John Lennon was dead.

I saw John Lennon got out
of the limousine.

They walked into the gate and, and then I…

I heard four or five shots, yes, yeah.

I heard the woman screaming.
It was Yoko. She was screaming, "Help me!"

He's not dead. You're just saying that.

The doctor just announced it.

Yes, but I don't care they're just saying
that to get people to leave.

He's not dead, John Lennon can't be dead.

I was very shocked, you know.
Terrible news.

What were you recording today?

No, just listening to some stuff.
You know, I just didn't want to record.

- Why?
- Oh, I didn't feel like it.

I heard about it early in the morning.

I had a phone call from New York
about 6 o'clock.

I was woken up by it. Saying,
"What do you think about John's death?"

I mean, it's not a nice way to wake up.

And of course, it's pretty shattering
and I rang Paul straight away,

and said, "Look, I guess you
don't want to come in, do you?"

He said, "I can't stay here.
Would you mind if we go into the studio?"

So we met in the studio
and we didn't any work we just talked

and it was the best way
of dealing with it.

A creep killed John Lennon.

An attention-seeking creep

who had previously considered
killing Johnny Carson,

the host of The Tonight Show.

I'm not naming this person

even though we all know this person's name

because these insects

do not deserve to be mentioned
in the same breath as their victims.

We have to understand,

what a giant was taken from us
by such a midget.

Total devastation.

I've never experienced anything like it
in my life before.

Uh, It's very, very hard.

It was a terrible experience for myself,
for Julian,

for everyone who was close to John,
for all his fans.

It was an experience I'll never get over

because I relive it constantly
even though I wasn't there at the time.

Because person that I loved
for so many years

you know went through
such a horrendous death.

I sensed that you never
really stopped loving John, did you?

No.

I know it's a difficult subject…

and I wasn't with you at the time.

I wish I had been there to tell you.

Can you tell me how…
What were your feelings

the time you heard your father's death?

I… You can't explain it, You can't…
I mean, it's just…

Uh, you know, it's too much
but we know how I felt I had to say.

I mean, stay strong, you know.

'Cause I mean, you'd known him more
than I had… longer.

And to keep you from going through it,
you know.

You don't feel any bitterness
or hate about it, do you?

Uh, well, I…

- The guy who did it?
- Yeah. The whole act of…

Well, obviously, there was a bit of anger
crushed up inside, you know,

but there's nothing I could do about it.

It was… I mean, obviously such a shock

because assassination is something
which, you know, up until that time hadn't

really got down to the that level.

I mean, it was always presidents
and leaders, and all that.

And I wouldn't think, you know,
somebody who's a pop star

was important enough to kill.

You know, it's a terrible thing.

I don't think anybody
is important enough to kill

It's so senseless.
It's an appalling, abhorrent crime.

And also, annoying
from an artistic point of view

because the album
that he was promoting Double Fantasy

was proof that he still had it in him.

Just like starting over
was a very good pop record "Woman"

was wonderful record,
"Beautiful boy", very moving

"Watching the wheels", very perceptive,

study of what it was like
to step back from fame.

So he had more good music in him

but he had more life left in him
that he deserved to enjoy

because he had earned it.

You've told me about this story
when you were in America…

Mmm.

…two years before dad died
about the feather.

Can you tell me more about that?

No, really, yeah, now he just said
that if he was to pop off one day

that, um, that

that, um, if there was a way
of getting through to me,

he'd float a white feather across the room

not down or anything just straight across.

So I've been looking now and then
for something.

But I think if you look too much,
you're not gonna find it, you know.

Let it happen, if it does, it does.

Did you believe in life after death?

Yeah, I think there's something going on
out there.

After he had been killed,

and there had been so many tributes,

the one that brought me
to the verge of tears

was in the pharmacist around the corner
from the Dakota

which had a picture of him in the window

that said, "We will never forget the
example of our dear John Lennon."

And this was like…
an honour from the village.

This was the neighbourhood people saying,

"Thank you for being yourself."

He's still alive

very much alive in people's memories.

And his words and music
are still growing in people,

and bringing wisdom to the world.

And I'm just…

If anything, I'm getting the benefit of it

in a sense that, um, I might be
overshadowed

some people might think
that I'm overshadowed

but I'm in the shade
of this beautiful tree

and the tree is protecting me.

We've got the gift of love, you know,
love is like, uh…

a precious plant, you know.

You can't just accept it
and leave it in the cupboard

or just think it's gonna get on with
itself or like a pet, you know.

That's Desmond.

You've got to keep watering it, you know.

You've got to really look after it and…

love, you have to water
and be careful of it

and keep the flies off

and see, that it's alright and nurture it,
you know.

And to get a relationship
between two people is the start

and then if we two can make it
maybe we can make it with you, you know.

Mm-hm.

And from maybe us four, you and yours
can make it with the next four.