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It's been a long time since I went on a trip with Hiroaki.

Yeah.

I'm glad you went on a trip.

It's Hiroaki's 20th birthday.

Then you should buy me something.

It's fine.

I'm free anyway.

It's not free.

You're only working part -time, right?

I have a lot of things to do.

What do you do?

Games.

I can't turn my back on my father.

I promised my father that I would raise Hiroaki well.

It's okay.

That's... Well, he's a rebel.

I raised Hiroaki as a woman.

Before Hiroaki was born, my husband died of cancer.

My husband's cancer and Hiroaki's pregnancy were found at almost the same

I was happy that I had a child,

as if I had forgotten about my illness.

My husband...

You know, I see me I was esteem this matter nada

You

know,

I don't know.

Mm -hmm.

You see a man You know, I can't stop it

There's a place on the beach up ahead. Can you come with me?

Oh.

The sea hasn't changed since 20 years ago.

20 years ago?

With your father?

I had a honeymoon.

You had a honeymoon?

Isn't that easy?

I was pregnant, so I couldn't sleep much.

I see.

Besides, my father had a disease.

Hey, why are you sitting like that?

Isn't it better not to be embarrassed?

You're a parent, aren't you?

I'm not.

There.

It's nostalgic.

After all, hot springs are old -fashioned.

If you're over 20, you'll be an old man in no time.

Yes, yes.

It's a nice room, isn't it? Yeah.

It's a better room than the one we had on our honeymoon.

Is that so?

Look, there's a bath tub.

Oh.

I don't need a bath tub.

You'll be shy again. You won't peep in, so it's okay.

Yeah.

Let's put some more.

Yeah. Sit down.

Yeah.

Before I started dating you, I didn't have any feelings for you at all.

See?

You kept shaking your head and confessing to me over and over again.

I wonder if I made you feel better.

It's hot.

You were smiling, too.

Just like me.

What's wrong?

I don't want to talk about my father anymore.

I want you to know about your father.

I don't know him.

You can't think of a person you've never met as your father.

That's true, but... There's nothing left if you die.

Don't be a father until you die.

Hiroaki!

If you die, nothing will remain.

If your father wasn't here, you wouldn't have been born.

I'm not asking you to give birth to me.

Stop it!

I... I like my mother more, so I didn't want to listen to my father.

What? Every time I listened to my father,

I got jealous.

I didn't want to be a mother's son.

I wanted to be born into a loving mother.

What are you talking about?

A mother and child are loving, aren't they? That's not what I meant.

But we're a mother and child.

I know.

I know, but I can't give up.

My father, too.

I don't need my family or my future life.

I want to be with my mother.

I won't lie to myself.

You don't even need to say that.

What?

I know that Hiroaki is not someone else.

I know that he is Hiroaki.

But you know, Hiroaki is the proof that your father exists.

I don't even know what I'm saying.

Hiroaki might be the reincarnation of that person.

From the moment I thought that, I lost my mind.

I can't hear you.

I can't hear you.

Let me see.

You're better than your dad.

I have something for you.

Wait a minute.

It's

from

your father.

He wants you to give it to him when you grow up.

I didn't mean to do it at this time.

It says, Mom.

What?

Mom, you were mistaken.

You promised your father.

You promised not to raise Hiroaki well.

It was about loving Hiroaki, wasn't it?

It's written on me, too.

I wonder if that's good enough.

Ai suru no imi ga chigau koto wa juu ni bun ni wakatte ita.

Soredemo watashi tachi wa anata ni yurusareta ki ga shita.

You've grown up.

Thank you.

Bye.

Thank you.

What kind of person was your father?

He was very clumsy.

He wasn't popular at all.

But he did everything he could.

I see.

Do you want to see him?

Would you like to meet him?

Mom will never let you go.

That's how my son is.

What do you mean?

My first enemy when I was born was my father.

I see.

Mom...

We're not gonna move.

You can hear him.

I don't want to die.

You said you don't want to live anymore.

Your father said the same thing.

I don't want to die.

I love my mother.

Let's go home.

Yes.

I died.

Even if I am reborn,

I will love you again.

As you loved me.