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I'm sorry for your loss,

- May God meet you in heaven. - Thank you.

- I'm sorry for your loss, - Thank you very much.

May he rest in peace.

Thank you very much, Ahmet. Thank you very much, ma'am

I'm sorry for your loss,

Thank you.

May God have mercy on him.

Thank you.

I wish you patience.

I am sorry for your loss.

- I am sorry for your loss. - Thank you.

I am sorry for your loss.

May he rest in peace.

Thanks.

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

I am sorry for your loss.

Thank you.

May God meet you in heaven.

- Thank you Mom. - May he rest in peace.

Thanks Mom.

I'll walk her out.

Okay darling.

Let's go too.

See you, son.

See you mom, I'll come over.

I'll get the car.

What happened?

We wondered how long this would last.

So what do we do now?

Oh Defne…

If we had known, we would have buried him in the afternoon.

And you said you'd catch up.

I just caught up.

What?

I just got back from work and I could barely get out. I took the bus.

Work?

Defne, I offered to pick you up on the way here.

Okay, cut it out.

Your brother-in-law is here. Plus, it's too hot.

C'mon follow us.

Come on, you are with me.

Shall I open the trunk?

No need, I'll put it here.

Girls!

Follow us!

What is she saying?

I don't know what she says...

You know the way, don't you?

For the souls of the past of the deceased,

for the sake of Allah,

al-fatehah.

God gives you patience,

how are you?

Thank you, thank you.

How can we be...

I can't stand anymore.

Come mom, come sit down.

How nice to see you all together,

Your sister abroad is also here.

- Yeah. - Let's pass the water there.

Thanks.

Deniz, how are you?

I haven't seen you in a long time, what a beautiful girl you are.

Thank you.

I wish the deceased could see you all together like this.

He left early, poor man.

Honey, let me not take it and put it on a plate for my mother.

Why don't you eat?

No, mom, I'm not hungry.

Anna, will you eat?

Thank you.

I gotta leave. I'm sorry for your loss,

see you again, on good days.

- Thank you. - Brother, should I give you a lift?

Thanks, we'll go by ourselves. You take care of the people here.

You're the man of the family now.

Call me if you need anything. May he rest in peace.

Thank you.

It's like I'm here for a while, or something.

What's it gotta do with it?

Look, this is not a place where I can invite you.

I'm not sure what I'm doing here anyway.

Thank you, but I'll be staying for a while.

At least I'll try.

Deniz, Deniz!

Why don't you take these inside, dear?

I guess they'll stay a little longer.

What does that mean? Of course they'll stay.

Did I tell them not to stay, Yasemin?

They shall stay, of course.

After all this time, you will catch up.

Mustafa, people in the garden are dying from thirst, honey,

take these to the garden.

Come on, Mustafa.

Don't go empty-handed, at least take these.

Are they here for eating? What are you trying to do?

Guys, I'm gonna head home, there will be people there.

I'm leaving either.

Alright, see you, then.

I'm giving them a lift and coming back.

Shall I come too?

No need.

See you.

I'm in the car.

Okay.

If you want to stay, you can spend some time.

No, I'll get some air and come home.

Zeynep will be with me, don't worry about me,

You spend time with your sisters. I'll see you tomorrow. Huh?

Okay?

Okay.

Are you alright?

I'm fine.

Are your sisters gone?

No.

But they'll leave.

What did you do?

Couldn't sleep, huh?

Yeah, I couldn't sleep.

What are you doing?

Nothing, just wanted to tidy the house until Mustafa comes.

I've made some tea, you want some?

Sure.

It'll help us relax. won't it? We're so tired today.

We're tired, really.

No way!

Let's take medicine tomorrow. One of those.

Let's take it tomorrow, I can't stand anymore.

Don't scratch them, there'll be a scar.

These bastards are only biting me...

Oh, ladies. What on earth is this at this time of the night?

What's up, Mustafa?

Nothing. All the same.

Shall pour some tea,

Sure.

I'm pouring for you too?

Sure.

Did Deniz come?

No, didn't she go with Anna?

No,

Anna said they should spend some time with the girls.

I think she'll...

Well thought.

- You pour the tea, I'll be back. - Okay, dear.

Hello everyone.

Nil, I'm poring tea for you as well?

No, I'll just have some water.

Do you have a spare key to the room?

Yes, there is.

What happened? Did you lose it?

I forgot it inside.

It's okay.

Here's some tea for you. It'll help you relax.

Thanks.

Hi.

- Hi. - What's up?

Fine, What about you?

- All good. - Here, dear.

Thank you, dear.

I couldn't see Kemal either at the memorial.

He came to the funeral, but his mother was sick so he could not come today.

Huh...

OK, I'll call him, then.

Oh...

I'll give you some tea.

I'll get it don't worry.

Okay, dear. You know, the glasses are inside.

Let's finish the tea and go to bed,

there'll be visitors tomorrow.

Right…

Oh… How long is this conversation gonna last?

A week has passed today.

I mean the funeral and the 7th day memorial has passed.

And then there's 40th.

I guess we won't stay for that long...

We'll leave and come back if we have to.

We have to.

Are you in a hurry?

I'm not, but you are, obviously.

From the beach?

Deniz, take those glasses away, honey.

Ugh, I'm tired.

We've been standing for so long, dear? It's normal.

Good night.

I'll take you breakfast in the morning. Goodnight.

Goodnight.

Goodnight.

Nil!

I'm here!

Shall we change the rooms?

Why is that?

Because I was...

staying there when I came in summer. You came and got the room before me...

I don't have a mosquito net in my window, that's why.

That's not my bag

I'll curl up with you.

I'll be a trouble!

Well, come on.

I don't have a light.

That's not my bag now!

Well, good night with these flies, then.

Hasn't Nil come yet?

No, I called her and she said she won't eat.

Why don't you eat something?

Mustafa ate and left. Go eat something, don't wait for anyone.

No, I'm good with coffee.

Wow.

You woke up earlier than I expected.

I'm enjoying the silence.

Don't get used to it, I think some people will come today.

Well, it's none of my business.

I'm going out today.

- Where to? - I don't know…

I mean, I'll walk around a little bit.

Deniz, do you have any toothpaste?

- Yeah, in the bathroom. - Wait, I'll get it.

Nil!

Oh come on.

I'm here!

What are you doing?

Okay, I'll see you at dinner then.

I'm surprised you're here.

Surprised by what, exactly?

Not by you coming to the funeral.,

But about finding time.

I mean,

we've been here for some time.

Are you in Istanbul from now on?

It seems so, but nothing is yet clear. We'll see...

Come to my place some time.

If you happen to come downtown from the plazas.

Sure, I will.

You can come to my place some time.

If you are looking for more humane conditions or something...

Defne!

Akın?

Hi.

Hi.

- Hello, I'm Akın. - Hello, It's Nilüfer.

Your sister?

Yup.

Well,

I just heard,

I'm sorry for your loss.

- Thank you. - Thank you.

And you?

Are you going to stay here longer?

I think so. Yeah, I mean, a little.

How are you?

I'm fine…

but why don't we have a seat and let me offer you something?

Guys are waiting for us.

I don't think they'll wait for me.

You can go if you want, I'll see you at the hostel.

See you.

- Okay. - Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

Mustafa brought fish.

Oh hold on, hold on!

Don't put it there now. It must be dirty.

Look at me.

Don't get upset because Defne and Nil left without you.

It's what they do all the time,

whenever they want,

they just throw themselves into the streets.

Exactly, It's good to hear that.

Because I was so convinced that I could spend time with any of you.

Hold that.

What does that mean?

Never mind…

This place looks so nice.

Do you like it?

Yup.

Let me show you the beach side, then.

Sure.

Of course, we changed a lot of things here.

You…

You might not know, you didn't come this summer, did you?

Exactly.

This way.

Watch out!

Mustafa!

Do you know where my father got these pictures from?

No, why?

I think this is Italy.

Oh, come on…

Did he go there?

I don't think so.

I'm sure he would tell about it.

Maybe they are left from Sedef.

Could you close that door?

Are you okay?

What's going on, why is everyone asking same question?

How am I supposed to be?

Not only here,

but everywhere is different this time.

Right, a lot has changed.

My father left,

Nil came and so on...

It's different, you know...

Bring it, honey.

Hi.

Hi. Where is Defne?

She wasn't with me. I called her, she'll be here soon.

What's up?

Fair to the middling. what about you?

I'm fine, thanks.

Honey, you arrange the glasses, I'll look at Anna.

I was just coming to you.

Hello. Welcome.

Hello.

Did you have fun today?

Yes, it was good.

Same here.

We'll get in touch tomorrow, if you want.

If you don't have a plan, we'll go for a ride together.

Maybe. We'll get in touch in the morning.

- Oh, you guys are together. - Akın!

Why don't you come and have dinner with us?

No, thanks, you guys enjoy your dinner, bon appetit.

No problem dear, we'll put a plate for you too.

No, really, don't bother.

Okay then, good evening.

He must be embarrassed.

Then…

See you then.

See you.

I am full, you guys enjoy your meal.

Defne, won't you sit with us for a while?

Alright...

Thank you.

Thank you.

It's been a while since we've seen you.

How've you been doing?

Nilüfer?

- Same. - Good.

Well, how's business?

It's fine.

Fine, of course.

The Italy thing is done. I guess?

What are you gonna do with it now?

Do you have anything permanent on your mind?

Don't worry about me.

Do you have a permanent plan?

I don't need a plan. Our life is as clear as light...

Whatever, trevor.

Yours was a construction business, wasn't it?

Architecture.

Is it fun?

Sure it is fun.

Defne, some fish?

No thanks, I don't like fish.

Defne, what are you doing nowadays?

Like what?

Work or something.

So if you're asking about the pictures,

I'm preparing for an exhibition. Selling online or something...

How are the painting sales going?

As far as I remember you've had plans to open an office or something?

These are difficult stuff, Mustafa.

You have to know the business, don't you?

If you're thinking of a studio somewhere, we can check around for?

Thank you very much...

It's hard, but I'm in no hurry. So, no problem I mean.

We would like to see some of your pictures, if that's okay with you?

Sure.

It's good to see you together like this.

Mehmet is also watching from above and enjoying it.

I don't know how much time you have, but as much as you want, our door is open.

Deniz, you stay here too.

Mom...

I'm going to the car.

Decide what you're gonna do together, okay?

Okay.

Their door is open for us.

It's a figure of speech, dear.

Whatever… So what do we do now? She has the house and we have the hostel?

She opened her house for us, c'mon, isn't that nice.

Actually, the hostel is more valuable.

Serious restoration is required.

Obviously, it doesn't bring that much.

I think the house would be cleaner.

What happened to you? All of a sudden you started to care about these stuff?

Is there a problem with your business?

What does it have to do with that?

There's something here that concerns all of us, and we're trying to figure it out.

You have missed everything that concerns us all for years.

Anyway, give that to me I'll take it away.

Don't interrupt your conversation, I'm going to bed.

Deniz, wait a minute, you listen to it as well.

There is also a piece of land,

we will go and have look at it together tomorrow.

Then we sit down and talk about what to do.

We'll see.

Good night.

So,

are we putting serious issues aside now?

And she said that there is no such thing, she was running from here to there.

She got stuck over there and slipped from...

Here was swollen like a baloon.

Oh. my God.

A lot of memories we had in this garden...

Yeah we do.

It was nice, I think.

I mean growing up here

I mean…

Oh Nil…

What a naughty thing you were.

Both of you.

What a fight you'd have.

I was...

a very good girl at heart,

but I was always following you.

Of course you were...

Dad used to drink here all the time.

Mother always followed him.

Your children would grow up here too, isn't it nice?

What's up with you? You're not thinking about selling it I guess?

I don't know…

Good night, ladies.

Where are you going Mustafa? Come join us.

No, thanks. I've been fishing all day, I feel tired.

- I'm going to bed. - Good night.

Good night.

He's a good man, huh.

Uff! My arms have been broken since morning.

I'm gonna make sarma for you in the evening.

Do it, then.

Why did you say that tonight?

What did I say?

I don't know,

selling the hostel and so on...

Doesn't Mustafa want it?

Forget about Mustafa now.

Tell me,

Why did Akın leave you? What's happening.

Nothing, dear, there is nothing to tell. We just came across.

He has three restaurants

and will open one in Istanbul.

Do I care?

Well, I'll see you in the future.

You say I don't care and you're next to him whenever you come. How is it possible?

I go next to him when I want to be with him,

but I may want to be with others somewhere else at another time.

I should be able to do that, too.

I wish everyone would respect their own wishes and those of others...

Sorry but where do you live?

Here.

I'm trying to live in the exact same place as you.

So do you want to be with others now? I didn't get it.

Ughh, I don't want anyone.

Oh god.

You took Nil as an example, so you waged a war on love.

I didn't wage any war against anything.

There is no winner in that war.

Look at those words...

Hold these and I'll stop by the butcher.

Oh, bring it on.

What's all this anyways... uhhh.

What's up, girl?

Fine, you?

Fine.

- Where is Nil? - She left.

I'll find her now. Okay, see you.

See you. I'm so relieved...

Deniz! Bring those bags, honey.

Excuse me?

- Thank you. - I am Doğukan.

Defne.

Defne? Isn't this place beautiful?

What happened?

Here has changed.

There were no stones here.

The excavations continue. It is constantly being arranged.

Okay.

You know the place.

I'm from here.

I was thinking where the Daphne of Apollo.

- Are you okay? - I'm fine, thank you.

The chain went off, you want some help?

No thanks.

Barış, cmon bro, move on...

Your leg is bleeding, watch out.

Mustafa.

Welcome.

What happened?

Yasemin sent me food, but I fell on the road.

The bag got dirty.

Cut that food stuff now. How are you, are you okay?

I'm fine, I'm fine. The bike is gone anyway.

It doesn't matter. Leave it, I got that.

Okay, thank you. I'll get going then.

Okay ride carefully, though.

Good luck, Kemal.

Good day, Deniz.

Hi, dear.

What are you doing here?

I came to check if you are still running here when you are bored.

Well done.

Have you ever seen Kaan?

No, I haven't.

Have you ever thought about him?

What would have happened if you hadn't gone?

Would you two still be together?

I don't know about that.

Dad probably wouldn't have lived this long.

Don't be ridiculous.

Never mind, I can't think of you living.

Defne, don't you have anything to do?

Why don't you take care of Akın or something?

Oh, I'm going. What am I doing here anyway.

By the way, everything has changed,

but this place has remained ridiculously the same.

You have done the shopping.

Yeah. What have you been doing?

Nothing. I came back from fishing.

I just wanted to change clothes.

I'm also going to my mother's from here.

I'll take some fish to her as well.

I'll be seeing her since she was feeling unwell,

Are we always going to be here, Mustafa?

Are we going to keep doing the same things here all the time?

What does that mean?

Father died.

The hostel isn't his anymore.

It's not ours either.

This place doesn't feel like home, nor does it feel like work.

When everyone else is gone, will we still be here, Mustafa?

We'll be wherever you want us to be.

I'm leaving now, okay?

- Okay. See you. - See you.

I missed you.

Right? me too.

It's weird being here.

What?

Nothing.

You've changed.

What do you mean?

I don't know.

It's like a sense of peace and calm has come over you.

Are you telling me that I am old?

You're just a little step away from becoming a sweet little granny.

It looks good on you.

Where are you going?

What's up?

Are you okay?

Are you in a good place?

It's my job.

Keep it.

We'll keep in touch.

- Keep in touch. - Yeah indeed, give me a call.

What's up?

What happened?

Who was that man?

He's an archaeologist. I just met him, too.

Okay.

What do we do then? Shall we go to the restaurant?

Oh Deniz!

I'm so sorry. I'll-I 'll give you a call, okay?

How long will you stay, Defne?

Hello, I'm fine. What are you doing?

I'm in Side.

It's not a vacation.

My Dad passed away. Funeral arrangements.

Yes, he was alive,

he passed away.

Well, I guess it hasn't come up yet.

Well, can I call you back? See you.

Deniz...

Girl, are you dumb, how did you do that?

Let me take a look at this.

Look at it, then.

This is getting really worse.

When we get back, let's have Yasemin pick it up.

It's done.

Hold it there.

Where is Mustafa? I couldn't see him around here.

He went next to Kemal.

They are into something. He insisted on building greenhouse.

It's nice, isn't it. Well, that's good.

Let him focus on his work, and don't bother with anyone else from now on.

Buy a nice cozy house and have some peace finally.

I hope so.

He will go to his mother in the evening.

She is unwell or something.

She came to the funeral and saw his son working.

If I don't serve her a couple of teas in the evening, it'll be a problem.

Oh, you're giving her too much attention, that's why.

Don't serve her, especially in this kind of situation.

What did you do, did you talk to the girls?

Nope...

Although even if I did talk, I don't know what good it would do.

The number of houses per person from the land is not enough.

It's trouble if we leave, and it's trouble if we take...

You're taking a risk at some point.

You need to start setting your own way somehow.

Hi, may it be easy.

Hi, what's up?

Fine, what about you?

I'm good nothing wrong.

I take it you're still here?

It's not clear, we'll see.

Nil,

leave me to my parents in the evening, Mustafa

will stop by there, if you're not busy...

Sure, I will. Where's the Defne?

We don't know, really.

We were supposed to go to the land... You two just disappeared.

They say good talk of the evil and in he walks.

Defne, are you okay?

These are the things that my mother did, right?

- Need help? - I'll do it.

Nothing happened to your foot, right?

Nothing.

- Where is Deniz? - She went home.

Nil, be careful with your hands, don't let any small pieces hurt you.

What did you do today?

Nothing. All the same.

Have you solved the greenhouse stuff at least?

Are you a little tense today?

No, what does that have to do with it?

Are you offended at my mother? I don't know why you're bothered.

What am I be bothered?

What am I being bothered? I'm not bothered at all.

Interesting. I'm just asking what did you do with the greenhouse stuff.

I wonder about it. Is something going on or will it happen in our lives?

What does that mean?

It doesn't mean anything.

I'm curious about your plans Mustafa.

You say the hostel can be sold. What should I do?

I only have a chickenfeed. If necessary, I will

go into debt and start a business. That's my plan!

You will have to go into debt, yes.

I hope it's something you can handle.

Look, whatever money comes from the land and from here,

it will be house money, Mustafa.

From now on, I want to live in my house, not in a one-eyed room.

Didn't you say it's comfortable here?

What was I supposed say?

What was I supposed say?

It didn't work out even without my father's support.

Now, that's gone too.

I'm scared, Mustafa.

Your father is dead but you are here.

You don't have support either.

Deniz. Don't sit on the stone. I made coffee.

How are you?

I'm fine. And you?

I'm better. What did you talk to your sisters about?

What did you talk to your sisters about?

Nonsense.

Everything is unnecessary and ridiculous...

I feel like a stranger around them.

You're not.

You're siblings.

Even if it's silly, I wish I had my siblings with me now.

I'm so glad you got this.

I don't feel like we're reunited.

Defne, come on, waiting for you!

I don't know if I can handle this much,

Don't worry, dear. Everything is gonna be okay.

Thanks.

Don't worry about it.

- Hi. - Hi.

- I'm gonna leave. - Okay.

- See you later. - See you.

You are very close, I guess?

What happened? I think you're jealous.

No, I was jealous the last time I saw her in high school.

What are you doing here?

I am waiting for Mustafa.

What are you thinking?

The hostel.

You say it has a lot of work.

Mustafa talks about a greenhouse or

something. I don't suppose he'd be interested.

What do you mean, greenhouse?

Also, am I asking about Mustafa? I'm asking about you.

Don't ask about me, Nil.

Don't ask.

Let Mustafa come and let's go.

Alright, let's go with my car. Doesn't Mustafa know the land?

Sure.

Defne move!

Where is Mustafa?

Not here. Gone fishing.

If you are very upset, let's take pick him up.

Huh here she is.

Welcome.

So what do we do, ladies?

Deniz, come on.

Nope, not coming. You guys go and check it out.

Here we are at this famous land.

You're insisting on seeing it these days.

Ughh, just a small piece of land and the hostel altogether.

I just wanted us to see it by our own eyes and decide on it.

So what's the situation?

A maximum of 115 square meters of single-storey housing can be built.

Slope is also a problem. Luckily, it's close to the freeway.

So you were insisting on the house.

So?

So here is the land you can build a house on.

No, dear. This is an empty land.

Even if you build a house on top of it, it won't be mama's house.

The greenhouses have increased, haven't they?

Should we check it out? Is it possible here?

The slope is too much and you have to be close to the water.

So, now Mustafa is seriously retiring and being a farmer, huh.

It's not clear yet.

Besides, Nilüfer says it's not suitable.

And if you knew all those things, where have you been for ten years?

You've been here for ten years, what have you done so far?

What exactly are you getting into now?

Banana.

Okay, you are in the banana business.

The appraisal of the land, the modifications at the

hostel etc... Why should we bother with these stuff?

Let's sell and disperse quietly.

Mrs Know-it-All.

What are you talking about?

I'm talking about a little bit of reason Defne,

I'm saying let's sit down and decide together.

What do you say?

We have seen the benefit of your reason for many years.

For example, how much is this place worth?

I don't know, you have to deal with it, obviously it doesn't bring much.

So you want to sell it too?

I'm not saying sell it. I say we decide together.

Interesting...

I wonder when we ever thought and decided together...

Do you have a suggestion?

Do "you" have a suggestion?

Nothing comes out of the hostel, this place is worthless...

Well, then make a suggestion instead of criticizing, Nilüfer.

Am I saying this to criticize? I'm saying we need to work on it.

So you finally decided to work, huh?

If you suppress your tendency to run away and mock

a little, maybe we can agree on something, Defne.

Are you saying that?

What are you talking about?

Who did I learn to run away from?

Classic Defne.

Take some responsibility. I guess life's easier

when you mock and make fun of life like that?

I don't know…

But I guess it's better than being swagger and alone like this.

Defne.

You talk as if you have taken on all your responsibilities.

Yes, I ran away,

but I always had a door to come back to

because I didn't burn down the ones behind me.

If you found that door closed when you came back,

would you be able to talk so easily?

What does that mean?

You understood so well... Good kid!

I left carrying my Dad's grudge and hatered...

Looking back, I saw that nothing else fell on me.

You swarm around the love of that selfish man.

It worked for all of you.

We are overwhelmed by his love...

- Are you kidding me? - Defne.

What love are you talking? Is there any love left!?

It's like only your Mom died, only your Dad was tough!

Look at me!

When Dad locked me in the room calling me a whore, if I hadn't gotten

the fuck out of that house, you'd be out of the house in your dreams!

Enough. Enough is enough!

Don't you talk like you only left Dad...

Defne.

Thank you for clearing the way!

I did not left you!

You did!

You're gone, and months later, you're like, "I'm alive, I'm fine."

Once a year, you're like, "Happy birthday."

Sometimes you look so much like Dad who you swore all the time.

Okay, okay, enough. That's too much now.

That's enough!

What the hell do you want Nil? Do you know about everything?

Okay, take the land, sell it, do whatever you want.

Defne, you want to go? Get the hell out, then!

Okay Mom.

Look at me! Don't get on my nerves!

What??

Aren't you playing mom's role?

My father is dead, you brought us here, let's

think about it, let's decide together and so on...

Not that you need it, though.

Let the people who have a life here think, right?

What kind of life you're talking about.

Enough, enough! What are we talking about?

What are we discussing here? I'm done with this.

Let's do whatever we're doing.

You are unbelievable.

Look, I don't know you, and you don't know me.

My father's death is a return ticket for you, is it a departure ticket for you?

I thought the one who seperated you was Dad?

Dad is dead, what are you arguing about?

You know,

I haven't heard a shittier conversation than this.

Exactly, Deniz,

Exactly.

Shall I tell you something shittier, Deniz?

Getting to know us.

Defne, where are you going?

The freeway is close, isn't it? I'll get on something.

I wish Mom had lived and saw this moment.

If your mother had lived, this moment probably would not have happened.

Can you drop me home?

Let me take some beach air.

Do you know how much I drool over youc?

Me?

You're brave.

You are free.

You've never been attached to anyone or anywhere in your life.

You tried whatever you wanted.

Anyway,

you go around, I'll see you tonight.

Good night.

Good night.

You quit smoking too, but I see you're still hanging out here.

Actually, I drool over you.

You have a home.

It takes a lot of courage to stay.

Really.

Earlier today, you said that you are free, you are not bound to anyone.

I did, actually.

I came here for you.

Do you know I was very angry with you when you left?

You said I'd leave but...

We thought you left with Kaan.

You didn't even say goodbye, Nilüfer.

People said she fell in love and left...

A week later, I saw Kaan.

I said, where did this girl go?

Where did you go, Nilüfer, what did you do all alone?

I'm sorry,

It's too late for these questions. Nevermind.

I did not leave for husband.

I got into the university.

I told him to come as well, but he didn't come...

I was going to go anyway, I couldn't stay...

I just got married, I came here,

Defne was alone in that house...

You know, sometimes it was my Dad when you

called, and he wouldn't let us pick up the phone.

The girls don't know it all.

And then you stopped calling.

Because there was no mother, no father, no Kaan...

You didn't exist either.

I said okay, I said it's over.

I'm saying she left without telling me…

Defne says he left without taking me.

We kept crying.

Forgive me, Nilüfer.

Forgive Kaan, Dad...

You can't forgive someone who has no regrets.

He regretted it.

Seriously.

Of course, he never confessed, but I know.

The older he got, the colder he got, the tougher

he got, but he couldn't hide his feelings.

He never told me, but I understood.

He regretted it.

I never saw it.

It doesn't matter anymore.

You said that today…

You know what you said just stinged me?

You said If I come back, will the door be open and so on.

We thought you slammed that door, Nilüfer, but

that door was always open to you, you know,

it's still open.

If I had a cigarette, it would be good.

Shall I go and get it?

Defne has some.

Mom! I'm out.

Good morning.

Good morning.

Hi.

Hi.

What's up?

Are you okay?

Let's say fair to the middling. What did you do yesterday?

Nothing, I walked a little.

The freeway's close to shit, by the way. I was exhausted.

Idiot.

Defne.

I'm gonna ask you something.

When you left, you disappeared for a while.

And then you called, and you said, "I'm fine."

We talked for a few minutes, but you never said, "How are you?"

You were together and I was-

Does that mean we're good when we are together?

Then why did you go?

Here, we're together now. Are we okay?

I couldn't ask because I was afraid of the answer.

We asked where you were and

you didn't tell us where you were then, were you afraid that we would come?

Would you come?

I would.

Come on, pass the plates.

Need help?

Thanks.

- Hi. - Hi.

So do you still want to know us?

I think I know a little now.

Depends on what you mean by "knowing."

I mean, you're the kind of person who doesn't even call me on my birthday.

We grew up on that shore together, we didn't swim together once.

My father missed you.

Especially you.

He probably waited for me to come back and beg and apologize or something.

It's my father's move.

Have you ever thought about going back and apologizing?

I thought about it,

but I had nothing to apologize for.

Do you know him?

No, no.

- Go and meet him then. - Nope, not coming. Why?

What? Look, he's got a book. You like it. Just get to the point from there.

Deniz...

I'm sorry about your birthdays.

I know we're not good examples in many ways.

But if there's one piece of advice I can give you, it's not to

run away from your feelings and live this life to the fullest.

Okay.

- Alright? - Okay.

Okay… Go meet him now. Come on...

I'll see you at the hostel, okay?

See you.

Akın?

Hi.

I was waiting for you.

Do you wanna talk, a little?

I'm very tired. Can we talk later?

Was that the boy from the other day?

I'm gone.

Why are you like this, Defne?

Akın. I am tired.

I'm leaving tomorrow anyway.

Okay.

Maybe I'll see you in Istanbul.

Maybe...

- Defne, don't run away from me. - I'm not running away.

You are not running away?

Well, what is this then?

Nothing. I just wanted to.

For example, I'm leaving tomorrow. Because that's who I am.

- No you are not. - Yes I am.

Akın, don't do this...

You do it all the time. I am what I say I am. You'll know me better than I do.

I don't have such a claim.

Okay, so I'm not the same person, and neither are you. I can see that clearly.

It's just that I've been waiting for this moment for a long time, but...

Ooo…

Something a bit hazy I'm so sorry.

In this case, there are two possibilities.

You will know me and you will be disappointed.

Or you won't even get to know me... And you will

begin to suffer from the back of your dreams.

What if it's the real Defne in my dreams?

- Why not? - No one is like in dreams.

In the end, there is disappointment in every way. Why would you try?

Because I like to dream.

Hi.

Hi.

You know what I did yesterday?

I went to Dad's grave.

I stood for a while,

I didn't cry, I didn't laugh,

I just stood there.

Then?

There is no after.

I feel much better.

Let's do that, shall we?

Let's just stay a little bit.

I think so...

But from now on, let's stay together more, okay?

- Will you stay here? - I don't know.

And you?

I don't know…

Anyway… But no matter where we are, we can still be there for each other. Right?

I think so.

At least we'll try.

We'll try.

- Did we ever swim together? - Of course, dear.

- With Deniz? - I don't know…

So what?

We have never swam with Deniz.

Come on, dear.

We must have swam with her.

I couldn't remember actually.

No, we didn't swim, she said today. Anyway, she's coming.

Come here.

- Hi. - Hi.

Hi.

What did you do?

Nothing...

What have you been doing?

She must have gone to the ruins, right?

No. I went there yesterday,

I even saw Kaan, he had a child.

Come on.

Are you okay?

Okay.

Akın came today.

He wants to try or something.

What did you say?

What the hell is wrong with you?

I think I'm pregnant.

No way! How?

Come on.

Does Mustafa know?

No, I haven't told you yet.

Congratulations.

I can't believe it.

Thank you. Seriously.

Deniz.

Oh, she fell asleep.

Oh Deniz!

Wakey wakey wakey.

Enough of sleeping, wake up. Wake up.

I was falling. Get up, girl,

we're going. Come on, come on.