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A few years ago, I broke up with my husband.

After the divorce...

In order to raise a son

There was no opportunity to fall in love with another man

It is now

Already

With the man who will be your partner

You won't meet

As the sadness and loneliness grow,

my desire for satisfaction grows.

And I become more and more like Onani every day...

Welcome back.

You were earlier than usual, weren't you?

Yeah...

I couldn' reach the stock

I couldn't reach him, and he said the next day would be tomorrow morning.

So it's a little early for tomorrow?

Is that so...

Then we'll make dinner now

Okay

My son has already become an adult

Makoto was born when i was 16

When I was 10 years old,

my husband was a serious and cool guy.

He didn't work at all

and played Mahjong every day

On the night he lost to me

he went home drunk

And on days when Makoto is still young

To protect that girl

I was determined to protect my husband.

So, when he said goodbye...

...I bowed down to him and said goodbye

Makoto

What?

When were shopping today

We met Ueda-kun by chance

How have you been doing

Good

He told me that his work at the university is busy

But it looks like fun

You know

Mom thinks

But you can go to university now.

I don't need it

You don'y have money

Your mother's translation is going well

So,I want you do whatever that pleases your heart

Don''t work for nothing

Hey

Makoto didn't say a word about his dream, taking care of me.

He gave up on college and went to work at the factory as soon as he graduated from high school

Every month'salary is all entrusted with him

She is really kind and serious

That's why I want her to live more freely, and that is what my heart thinks.

When you look at her sometimes it makes me feel uneasy

Until now she has lived while pushing herself

She never saw playing around or love

Or studying and being absorbed in something

I've never seen such a person.

He works at the factory and pays me salary,

is that really good?

If only he had more freedom...

The meaning of this sentence changes depending on how you write it

For example

For example, if this product will bring you a better future

This product promises to give you an even better future

If this product brings good luck

This products will bring more good luck

Which nuance do I like from the PR department?

I understand.

Then, this time we will give you a lot of good luck with the products that are on sale

Understood

The rest is fine

Thank you for your busy schedule

Excuse me

Yes

How have you been?

We missed seeing your face

Thank you.

Here you are

What's this?

No beer for me ?

There is no, because nobody drinks

Boring

Besides

I don't have money to give it

What !

You came here again just for the money

You came to see me, didn't you?

It's tough for us too.

Don' say such a rude thing like that!

Work seriously

I mean...

...I didn''t want this break up

Because you asked for it

Do you know how hurt my feelings are now

You know what I mean, don't you?

You know how to make me want it.

It's a good thing that we're of the same age...

We've been through so much together in our lives

How can someone like Helix say such things

Thank you

By the way

Haven'y done this lately

Haven'?

Do ya wanna do it with my help

I'm not going to marry you.

Why?

Do you have a boyfriend ?

Yes, quite often

Then tell me

No way

It's not so lonely as relying on men

What are you talking about

You're all wet

Go home

What are saying

Don't be silly

You're right.

Hey, Morinaga-kun...

Is it your mom's lunch again?

Yes

It really is every day!

The time and the season are perfect

Don'tell me you only do what they say at home

I wonder

Then can you give this to her for us

What?

I bought it by mistake.

You're the type who doesn't refuse, right ?

Thank you very much

Then...

Can you give me one of those omelettes as a thank-you gift

Eh...?

Ah.. sure

Thanks

It'sweet

Hey, you're still angry.

Let's exchange LINE later?

You don't have any plans anyway right

Actually I've always been interested in you

Nice to meet you

That was perfect

What do we say

Which one do you like?

I don't know.

Have you seen her boobs yet, Aizu-san ?

Not that much but...

Maybe it's easy to make me drunk

You're not confident enough

And then a few days later

That's what happened.

Makoto, your lunch box!

Um...

A girl wants to come over for the weekend

Can I bring her?

Who is that girl...?

She works at our company

Just her!?

Well....

Are you seeing someone?

I don'think so.

Of course you are!

Let me buy a nice cake for you

It seems that my anxiety was just an imagination

It was a new year. He walked his own world in his own way

Children grow up without their parents' knowledge

And that weekend...

What an amazing house!

I feel calm

The house is small, but you can take your time

Just being invited to my home makes me happy

I don't like it.

Makoto-san doesn' t show her private life much, you know?

She's been shy for a long time now...

Somehow she understands me well!

Even at work she never talks to me in person either

So the other day

...I asked

Have you ever had girlfriends before

And what did they say

Oh come on

I don'think so.

He said he had dated a few girls before...

What?

Makoto, really?!

Well…

So you've been here with some girls before then...?

No no

It was Yoko-san who came to my house for the first time

Hey Makoto

I told you to stop it.

Sorry, but...

...I was just thinking about it

By the way

Your mom makes your lunch every day right?

Yes

She does

Doesn't she let you go out for a meal or something like that

Sometimes she asks me if we should eat at her restaurant

She said my lunch is better than hers.

You like your mom's lunch so much?

It doesn't matter to her...

I'm jealous of you, Makoto-san!

Can we use the bathroom for a while now ?

The door over there is on the left side

Excuse me

Don't be silly.

I'm sorry, but you looked happy to see me

You know what?

My girlfriend's birthday is coming up

and she wants a present

A present

Yes

She'll give me around 500 thousand yen for my necklace

What!

That much!?

Yeah

But...

You have my salary, don't you?

Yeah. I got it

I'll withdraw from the bank

She couldn' t say that her ex-husband took her money

How was your sex life after a long time

It's normal

Dont lie

You're so happy, aren't you?

I let you ride on it.

It was in your pocket all along!

Because of me...

...it's riding right away

What are you saying?!

We barely got Makoto to do it for us

By the way

Where is he now

He went out with his girlfriend

Girlfriend

Did you come to see her?

I came over today.

You wanted to see your girlfriend, huh...

But there's no way she'd meet someone like YOU!

Mako and the girl are here already?!

Have they done it yet...?

Not yet....

Don't get it wrong.

You're a real virgin!

Hey,

after having sex with women as virgins...

...do men change?

Of course they do

Once you sleep with them

But the man's face changes.

It feels like he has become a real man, doesn't it?

So how was Makoto then ?

What do you mean by that

His face...

Was he like an emperor

No no

I wonder why they didn' t let him marry her

What if you lend her a hole?

Don't be ridiculous. I can hardly believe it!

You'd have to tell her where the hole is, or she'll make fun of us

Why me?!

That's not important

For men holes are just holes

I can't help it when you're in a bad mood.

You were like an old lady to me, you know?

What are you talking about!

That's the first time l've heard that from someone else

Is it true?!

Well...I didn' tell anyone

So what kind of man are YOU!?

Die!!

Come on now

Let us do this again

No way!!!

You pervert!

Makoto then bought her a present.

Really?

Wait, really?!

I'm sure you have it with you right now

Of course

So what is it

My mom said that this was the first time she came to our house

Then we're definitely going out

Yeah

Well, yes. I'm sure he's a virgin

Wow! He told me that he dated several women

Well...He did tell ME too

But it wasn't just that

Instead of going out to eat

Mom said she liked the bento more

Oh my

And mom exposed him

No way

That was an actual masochist

Anyway

It was all thanks

To your yakiniku

What do you mean by that?

I don't know.

It's hotel time, so no need to be formal with me!

Okay then...

Do you want a boyfriend or something like that?!

Who is your boyfriend??

Morinaga-kun of course!!

Stop it!!!

You're such an ugly man!!!!

Ugly my ass!!!!!

So he isn' t your boyfriend!?

He isn''it but Masako can never date him

Then should we go together???

Sure

To the hotel

From then on Makoto

I'm taking a day off from work.

My apologies, sir...

You don't seem to be feeling well this morning either

Yes

Sorry for the inconvenience

Yes

Please take care of me

Okay

Excuse us

A few days have passed

but she didn'tell me the reason.

But my mother knows that someone hurt her

I don' know if she was dumped or betrayed

Either way, seeing how deep in her heart

it just made no sense

And she came to me, as if she felt responsible for it all...

But Makoto stayed at home and didn't say anything about it

Are you not going back to work?

Yes

So what happened then

The company said that

If I can't leave the company, Kayako will quit.

She told me to tell you that she would do so...

Is that so?

Why did you come here then ?

The reason was something related with my work

So we explained it at the office

I understand.

Then, please wait until the end...

Understood

Well then

Yoko-san

She's gone

We've heard everything

You're a terrible girl

We thought of beating you

I thought so, too.

Forget about it now...

...because your time will be wasted if you're angry all the time

You don't have to go to that company

They know how much you feel

Mother won' forgive them

It's OK

Who is he?

I'll be back in a minute.

Become manly, hold the woman and become manly

Mom...

Come to my bedroom after 30 minutes

Mom will pretend she's asleep

Do as you like

Okay?

Mother

I'm not going to make fun of you, unlike that woman.

This is all the only thing on my mind...

To make him a man for his poor son'sake

No matter what they say about me being unethical

But if it was for my son then anything would be possible

If God denies such love

I just need to wash it off.

You are a mother, so you should know how women feel like

You can do whatever you want.

You don't have to force yourself...

Good job!

Mom, does it feel good?

Oh, no.

No...

What's going on?

There!

You did a good job

I know your body now

Mom will do it for you

Makoto

It'll be fine

You can do it.

Forget about such a woman

A better woman is waiting for you

From now on, you will grow up

I love you.

When you go out,

Tell your mother.

You can go now, okay?

It feels good!

Let me out of here...

I'm going to let you out

Let her out

Ouch!

I stepped into the territory that should not be stepped in.

The act contrary to morality of a mother and son hugging each other

Still, want to save my son

Only me

That's what i thought

Regret coming later saying it was the worst parent

At the same time, he was a young man with strong will.

Strangely enough Makoto said that he wanted to go back there by himself

Even though she hurt him so much

He didn't want run away but face her directly

I want to talk with her and find out the truth by my own mouth.

Including being fired,

...I want to sort everything out myself

That's what she said quietly

Here is your lunch

Thank you

You didn't get fired

Good for you

You know, I have something to tell you.

What is it?

Is it fun to look down on others and live your life like that ?

It's good for hiding your own worthlessness but...

Don't care about me anymore

Better not say anything more hurtful

That makes sense

Yes.

Here you are, keep it safe with this

You want me to keep it safe?

There is no medical fee in the first place

I don't need this anymore so

let's give this back

Never mind

Let us talk

We do not need

What

I've got other things to do, so don't worry about me.

Go home if you're going to be late for work

What? You have a boyfriend now

No comment

I'm back

Hey Makoto

How's it going with the girl

If she starts working soon...

We'll get in trouble

What's with him?

He even started talking to me about something so important.

You've become a man now, you know...

As an adult yourself

you're still just like any other child

What the hell are you on about!

See ya later, Alec

Ever since that day

That's why my son wanted to have me.

I thought it was a bad thing that we had an unethical relationship,

but when he came into my life...

...it got worse and worse

It made him sick of the pleasure

When did you think of that?

Open your mouth and show me

It's the first time

Damn it, I feel sick

My head hurts

It was my first time

Put your legs on

Mom is a little...

It hurts so much...

When are you going to stop?

Do you feel good now ?

I'm feeling great

Mom, keep doing that.

How does it feel?

Are you okay now ?

Let me see your hand

We asked each other for a year

And he said he wanted to try college

Makoto studied hard and passed

We decided to live in a rural dormitory.

Tomorrow is the last day, so eat up!

Thank you for the food

Makoto will leave tomorrow for university

Tonight is their last dinner together

Mom

Mom, thank you for everything.

Call me anytime if you need anything

I'm going to make a girlfriend when we get into college

Really?

Please introduce her

This time she'someone who can be respected

I want to make a girl who can live with me forever, like my mother.

You will be able to do it soon

Can you?

Let's eat

That night

It felt like being abandoned as woman

And feeling lonely

Mother

I'm lonely.

Don't leave me alone, mommy

It'so lonely

Mommy is so lonely that she can barely bear it

I can't live without Makoto's medicine.

Even if you get better, you have to be a mother again...

I'm so lonely.

Don't forget me!

Ah, Genki...

Can i eat this?

I'm going to lick this mother's boob.

Put the baby's finger in here

I want to go to the bathroom.

Mom, please let me take a bath with you now!

After taking a bath...

I can't wait any longer.

It feels so good!

Put your hand in the bag and push it in...

It'so good.

I'll never forget this feeling,

so do more!

A little bit more...

More at the beginning

I'm going to beat up Makoto.

Don't you forget?

Hit me more! More and more!!

Oh, it feels so good...

Mother is a mess now

Mother can go to hell

Oh, it feels good.

I'm going to make a cut on your mother's head and...

It hurts so much!

It hurts me too much

I'm so sick of this.

Don't let her in, even if you can do something about it

Only your mother should be allowed to come out

Mother

Mother...

Makoto left and it's been three months.

Hello?

What happened to you, Makoto ?

I got my first part-time job offer

so i thought of buying something for you

but do you have anything in mind

You don't need worry about that

By the way

is there any problem

Everything goes well

Yes. I'm glad to hear that

And...

You've got a girlfriend

Really?

She must be wonderful

Yeah, she's very kind

and fun person

Is that so

That makes me happy

Congratulations

Thank you.

I'll call you again, then

Take care of yourself

Of course my son is happy to be independent

But he can't live with Makoto anymore

No one will hold me

That loneliness has become a desire and it's attacking his body

Makoto...

I may not be interested in you anymore.

At the same time as wishing for my son's happiness,

when he falls out of love again

he might come back to me

and that was what made us hope so faintly

Makoto

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