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Daphne was a larger -than -life
character.
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She was goth. She was rock and roll.
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She was unhinged.
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She was the scream queen.
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In 1999, Shannon Spruill arrived in WCW
as Daphne Unger.
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and immediately left her mark on the
wrestling world.
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She made it cool for people who didn't
feel like they fit in to find someone
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else who didn't quite fit in.
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She was the pioneer for alternative
women in wrestling.
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Whatever was going to get the story
over, the character over, she was all
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it. Oh, man!
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Beloved by her fans, beloved by her
peers, one of the most positive people
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ever met in my entire life.
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but sometimes the happiest people around
you are the ones that are hurting the
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most. Off camera, Shannon was fighting a
battle no one else could see.
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She knew how to play that character well
because it also showed her suffering.
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Most of her adult life, she fought
bipolar disorder.
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That is a fight.
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She was either killing it or she had no
ability to do anything.
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You never know which Shannon you are
going to get.
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Enduring endless obstacles in the
business she loved.
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That head injury was bigger than maybe
even she knew.
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They weren't taking care of her medical
bills.
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She was in such pain all the time.
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There was a light that went out on her.
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I've looked in those eyes since she was
born.
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There was just something that wasn't the
same.
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I did not know how bad it had gotten.
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Shannon was...
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The best person. I want people to
remember her for the person that she
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for the person that she ended up on that
day.
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I always wanted to be an actress.
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My agent called me up and asked me if I
wanted to audition for a little four
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-week reoccurring character for WCW.
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Talking David Flair.
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Hi, I'm Daphne Unger, and I'm from
Peoria, Illinois, and I love all the
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superstars after WPW.
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That was it. That started the whole
thing right there.
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David Flair, he was wrestling Diamond
Dallas Page.
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He was getting his butt kicked, and
Daphne comes running out.
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Who in the world is coming out of here?
Whoa!
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People just have to kind of act crazy,
and that's really all the information I
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got. It was just going to be a one -two
time gig, and she really blew it out of
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the park. And next thing you know, she's
on TV all the time.
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My name is Darren Spruill. Shannon is my
sister.
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You may know her as Daphne.
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They liked how I performed the
character, so it was really kind of up
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At that time, all of the women that you
saw in mainstream wrestling had that
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Barbie doll built.
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She was something new, something totally
different that stood out.
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The cool, crazy, goth girl.
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And the fans ate it up. They loved it.
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My name is Chris Ford, and wrestling
fans know me as Crowbar.
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They came up with this idea that we were
going to have a tag team.
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We got along great. We just
automatically clicked.
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I think crazy characters are fun.
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I was crazy.
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David was crazy.
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Daphne was crazy.
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She just screamed bloody murder at the
top of her lungs.
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It's ear piercing.
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Oh, my gosh. The scream, the scream. She
had the scream forever.
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Sometimes she'd just come into the room
and... My mom screamed, what are you
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doing, Darren? I didn't touch her. I
didn't lay a hand on her, you know.
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And she wouldn't let me get in trouble
real bad for it because we were each
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other's best friends. You know, we
didn't know anybody else.
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We're military brats. And with the
military, you're moving around a lot.
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don't know anyone but your mom and dad
and your sister. So you just become
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very close, almost where you can read
each other's thoughts sometimes.
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We always did things together.
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We did a lot of theater.
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She played soccer. She broke all of her
fingers playing goalkeeper, diving into
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people's feet. So Sam wasn't scared of
anything.
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She was quite an athlete.
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She could sing.
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She could dance. She could act.
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And she was a straight -A student.
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And she was beautiful.
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She had it all.
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My name is Quentin Sproul, and I'm proud
to say I'm Shannon's father.
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She was in three major movies before she
was 10.
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That was the first clue. When I saw her
on the big screen, I was like, yeah, she
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may try to go on and do other things.
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Once she was bitten by the wrestling
bug, that was it. She was in it. If he
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it in her head that she's doing this,
she's doing it.
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I wasn't real pleased about the matter,
but we went with it.
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Daphne was up for anything, and I think
that's what made it work so well. She
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had a gymnastics background, which is
how we got into teaching her spots.
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He showed her safe ways to do moves that
look athletic, look violent,
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look cool, but are very safe if done
right, which is how the Franken
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was born.
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She didn't want to look like the
technical wrestler.
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She wanted to make it look like she was
the crazy girl who just happened to be
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wrestling.
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I'm Lexi Fife, and I've been in
professional wrestling for 30 years.
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And Shannon, a .k .a. Daphne, was my
best friend.
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Shannon had that magnetism that made you
want to watch her.
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And she got noticed, and so they started
letting her do more and more.
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There is your new cruiserweight champion
of the world.
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This is the best thing ever, because
this is the mix of the two things that I
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love the most in my life. It's
athleticism, and it's acting.
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Get your ex -pooter girl butt out here
right now!
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It just kind of rolled for her. You
know, she was the Ferris Bueller of the
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women. You know, it just always worked
out for her.
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She belonged in the spotlight.
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She was drawn to be in the spotlight.
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And she was just enjoying the ride.
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But we all knew at some level that that
ride could come to an end
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at any time.
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As Shannon's star rises, WCW crashes.
And in 2001, the competition
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swoops in and shuts it down.
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WCW folded, and I went through this
period of extreme depression.
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And of course, you think, well, it's
because you don't have your job anymore.
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She knew she wanted to stay in
professional wrestling.
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She was talking to WWE and trying to
potentially get a contract back with
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So here's me, working my ass off, going
to WWE, trying out, give me a job.
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She had a developmental deal.
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But never made it to the TV.
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My developmental with the WWE was nine
months.
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And then I got let go.
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And I was just, like, wrestling.
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When she did lose her contract, she and
her husband at the time were going
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through a divorce.
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She was going to have to move.
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It was a whole bunch of crap at once.
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She was trying some antidepressants, but
they weren't working.
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It threw her into a spiral.
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I went over three months where I didn't
sleep more than an hour a night.
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And then I developed a stutter, and I
was talking really, really fast.
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I finally reached out to my daddy. He's
my rock. I was like, Daddy, something's
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wrong.
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I don't know what's happening.
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Sometimes you would just think it would
be a lot easier if I didn't have to put
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up with all of this.
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That's not Shannon.
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That was your first indication.
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There would be moments where everything
was great, and then there was other
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moments where she just had the
confidence of a mouse.
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So Shannon was diagnosed as bipolar.
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90 % of the time that I was signed by
the WWE and I was in training, I was
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bipolar, and I was on no beds.
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Bipolar disorder is an instability of
mood.
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You'll be really, really depressed, and
then all of a sudden there'll be a
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switch in your brain, and you're manic.
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Your brain tricks you because your
chemicals are so messed up, which I'm
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very familiar with. She had bipolar
disorder, and I do too.
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My name is Amanda Rodriguez, and I was a
best friend of Daphne.
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Mania, it can be really scary and really
confusing.
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You're like in the back seat.
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And your body is the car, and someone
else is driving it, and you don't
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recognize yourself.
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I just remember driving, just going, oh,
my God, I'm crazy. Oh, my God, I'm
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crazy. That's terrifying.
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There are drugs that you can take.
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The problem is they have horrible,
horrible side effects.
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Throwing up and headaches and all kinds
of stuff like that.
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There are times when she wouldn't take
it consistently.
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So she wasn't seeing the benefits of the
medicines that she had.
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She didn't want to be on medicine.
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She wanted another way for it to be
handled.
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If you don't take care of it with
professional support or medication, it
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turn into depressive mania, where I
believe the risk of suicide comes in.
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One time, she was in a very manic mood,
and my dad called me on the phone and
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was like, she's got to get to the
hospital, she's got to do something.
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So I said, Jan, you've got to go to the
doctor because I can't take care of you.
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There's nothing I can do to help you.
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There was times on the way that she was
threatening to get out of the car and
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just run.
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But we got her there safely and checked
her in, and she was there for a couple
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weeks.
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That's not something you want to do with
your sister.
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I hate that people in my life. You're
just powerless.
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watching a person struggle with this
thing, and you're just like, what do you
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do? You need to make sure that your
children know that they're loved, no
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what. We prayed through and talked
through so many things.
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She decided that she wanted to be in the
ring and couldn't talk her out of it.
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Following her diagnosis of bipolar
disorder, in 2003, Shannon sets out on
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indie circuit to rebuild her career and
herself.
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If she still thought she could do
something, she still wanted to do it.
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Shannon. That was it.
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We thought she was doing better. We
thought she had some success and she was
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better control with the medicines and
day -to -day life kind of stuff.
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It was an opportunity for her. She
wasn't at home twiddling her thumbs. She
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getting to do stuff.
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Independent wrestling is a totally
different lifestyle than TV wrestling.
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You're going from town to town to town,
and that's when I met her.
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And she was just like, this is what I'm
supposed to be doing.
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All she thought about was wrestling.
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It doesn't matter if there was five
people in the audience or 50 ,000.
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She went out there and gave the same
exact performance.
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That just completely encompasses who she
was as a person and as a professional
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wrestler.
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My name is Chantel, but you may know me
as Taylor Wilde, and Daphne is one of my
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professional wrestling sisters.
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I met Daphne at Chimmer in 2005.
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Shimmer was the first time in any real
American promotion that women were
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highlighted, and it actually kind of
changed the trajectory of where women's
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wrestling was headed.
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She really wanted all the girls to band
together because she knew it was going
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to be big.
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Shimmer was a great place for all of us,
and Daphne had a really, really good
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time there.
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We were a family there, and she felt it
was a safe place.
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As wrestling has grown, there's more
opportunities for women, and
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the women that are involved, they build
each other up. And I really think Daphne
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had a huge part in that.
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By the time that we got together, she
was full force, gung -ho. She loved
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professional wrestling more than
anything else in the world.
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My name is Caleb Conley. I've been a
professional wrestler for 20 years now,
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for four of those years, I dated Shannon
Sproul, known to the wrestling world as
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Daphne.
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I was 20 years old.
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I was two years into the wrestling
business, and she came, and she had a
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matches, and we started talking, and
then just blossomed right from there.
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We worked on tons of shows together. We
tagged a couple times. We wrestled each
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other.
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She opened up a lot of doors for me. She
introduced me to a lot of people that I
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would have probably never met on my own
otherwise.
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Even if she wasn't in professional
wrestling, Shannon was so cool. She was
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amazing.
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But the bipolar thing was front and
center our entire relationship.
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I could wake up in the morning and I
could just feel the energy change.
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Sometimes she just couldn't get out of
bed.
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And then at other points she would be
doing the elliptical for two hours a
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And then all of a sudden she's like, I
have to get off this medicine because
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it's making me gain weight.
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She lost the weight, but now she's also
completely depressed and hates life.
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She was very quick to lose her temper in
those times. But when her moods started
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to swing, I felt like she needed someone
there that she could trust.
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But it's hard to stay positive.
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I was a dumb kid who thought he knew
what he was doing.
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I didn't. I realized that we are just
two people that had a moment in time
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together, and I loved her and she loved
me, and we always had a pretty positive
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friendship after the fact.
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I think Shannon's bipolar disorder was
very disruptive for her personal life.
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But it didn't affect her work.
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She could still get out there and ring
and do what she needed to do.
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Shannon's grit, charisma, and screen
presence earned her another shot back on
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television, this time with TNA.
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WWE wasn't taking the women seriously at
this point, and TNA decided they would,
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and they had bangers. It wasn't bra and
panties matches. It was real
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professional wrestling.
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Hannah didn't get brought in as a
wrestler at first, and she didn't even
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brought in as Daphne at first.
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They indoctrinated Daphne back into TNA
Wrestling as a parody of Sarah Palin,
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and they called her the governor.
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Our next -door neighbors are foreign
countries. They're in the state that I
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the executive of. Sarah Palin was the
governor of Alaska and the running mate
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for John McCain in the 2008 presidential
election.
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The first time Sarah Palin was on
national TV, she was like, I could do
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People didn't actually know who it was
at first. I remember all the Wrestling
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Gotham website.
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They were like... But who is it? And it
just took off.
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What? Is that the governor?
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It is! It's Governor Palin! People were
completely committed to the storyline.
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When was she going to transform, and who
was she going to transform into next?
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The story was she was actually in a
mental institution, and they brought in
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Stevie to bring her back to being the
Scream Queen Daphne.
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Daphne's bipolar was definitely...
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A superpower for her. She knew how to
play that character well because that
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character was her.
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Everything was so calculated from her
hair to her makeup to her persona.
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And I could just tell she was going to
make it count this time.
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When she got to come back to TNA and she
was doing really well, it was like a
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big F you to everyone who didn't believe
in her.
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When I joined TNA...
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I started working with Daphne on screen
because I really liked what she was
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doing.
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And I wanted her on my team.
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Everything about her, she tried to make
different, unique, and she was
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successful. My name is Mick Foley. I am
known as the hardcore legend. I knew
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Daphne as a colleague and also as a
friend.
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Daphne was always up.
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for anything.
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She just really wanted to put on a good
show. And she wanted to be whatever
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professional wrestling wanted her to be.
It's her fault.
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I did not have any idea that the match
that I was in would be the beginning of
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the end.
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With the Monsters Ball, man!
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Monsters Ball, basically, anything goes.
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Barbed wire bats and thumbtacks and
things of that nature are encouraged.
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Daphne was part of my crew. We did want
her to play a role in the big match with
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Abyss. Shannon called me that day, and
she was like, they want to throw me
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through this table with thumbtacks and
barbed wire. And she goes, I don't
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know if I feel comfortable.
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I do remember the move being discussed.
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And Daphne wanted to do it and felt like
she could do it. It's just there's very
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little room for error.
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Looking back, we wish we had made a
different call.
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Table broke and she landed on her head.
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It wasn't any of the wrestlers on the
match's fault.
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It was as safe as you can make it, but
it was the actual fall and then the
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concrete floor.
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I remember watching on the monitor, and
I just ran straight to medical, and I
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was waiting for her to be brought
backstage.
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They dragged her to another room, closed
the door, and they pushed us all away.
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It was maybe 20, 30 minutes after the
match when we realized how serious it
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Daphne had broken her arm.
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I just remember the whispering about
concussions and that
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she hit her head really hard and that
she wasn't okay.
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I believe she had no memory of where she
was and what had just happened.
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It was sad to see that someone who had
so much potential and was realizing that
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potential had been sidelined for this
injury.
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And for it to be an injury that turned
out to be so consequential, to this day,
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I feel terrible about it.
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Just months after suffering a broken arm
and serious head trauma, Shannon
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returns to the TNA ring, desperate not
to lose her spot on the roster.
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The doctor told her she shouldn't ever
get back in the ring again at that
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And she was like, well, this is my life.
I have to.
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Knowing Daphne, she wouldn't want anyone
to know how injured she was.
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When it comes to wrestling, there's not
a lot of room to be injured.
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There's always someone younger,
hungrier, more talented, better looking,
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to take your spot.
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I think there's a difference between
cleared and cleared.
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Why'd she do it?
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The same reason we would all do that.
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And that's because you want to further
your career. You want to continue to
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become more valuable in the wrestling
business.
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It's a shame, but we all do it.
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Months after her debilitating injuries,
Shannon takes on newcomer Rosie
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Laudelove. Rosie was a larger woman.
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She has a very, very strong offense. She
had Daphne in between her legs and then
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basically just hits down on her, right
on her chest. Bam.
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She literally landed on her and it hurt
her sternum.
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And I guess the wrestler in me, I was
like, hell no.
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If I would have laid still, I wouldn't
have got the second concussion. I just
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would have had a badly bruised sternum.
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I got a bad stinger, another grade two
concussion.
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The wrestlers at TNA were mostly very
supportive and checking in on her.
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The company as a whole at that time,
there was a whole lawsuit about it.
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They weren't taking care of her medical
bills, and they weren't doing follow -up
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care for her.
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I chose to file a worker's comp claim to
try to prove in a court of
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law that wrestlers are not independent
contractors, we're employees.
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And I just feel like at least what they
can do is if you get injured in their
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ring, they should pay for it.
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She settled for money.
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I know that part of her settlement at
least was they gave her like a thousand
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her action figures, which seems like
such a crock of crap to me.
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This girl had a near -death experience
basically for your company, and the best
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you can do is, hey, why don't you go
make your own money hawking your
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merchandise at an independent show?
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So wild.
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They've got concussion protocols now
that they did not have back then. So a
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of those changes were brought about by
wrestlers like Daphne. She really kind
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broke a barrier there for us.
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But following two major injuries,
Shannon's recovery is slower than
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and the toll on her body is starting to
show.
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It wasn't an option to take the time
off, but she was kind of forced into it.
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We say that we have a bump card.
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That's what we call it. There's only so
many bumps you can take in your life
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before your body says, yeah, no more of
this.
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I've got a long way to go. I see a light
at the end of this tunnel.
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And I see hope.
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And it's really awesome.
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For a while, there's going to be some
things I'm going to have to push
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I do remember her going into, like, a
deep depression. I think whatever it did
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to her brain, it was not good, and she
went severely negative for a while after
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that.
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Some of you may have noticed a little
bit of change in my attitude.
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But a lot of people don't realize with
concussions, if you have bipolar
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disorder, it's going to amplify it or
trigger it, and she was struggling with
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that. There was a shift.
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In her personality.
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Trauma changes people.
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It changes your brain chemistry.
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That's just an uphill battle.
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I just don't think people really realize
how bad I've been hurt.
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And as time has gone on, I don't think
I'm going to be able to
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wrestle anymore.
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By 2011, injuries forced Shannon to make
a decision about the future of her
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career. All these injuries took a toll
on her.
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Like, I think she had headaches for
months.
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That was the beginning of the end for
her, as far as, like, in -ring
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We kind of put a foot down towards the
end, especially after the concussions,
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that she just did not need to go into
the ring, and she agreed.
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When you're a wrestler and you can't
wrestle because of your paycheck,
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So she was always trying to figure out
what the next hustle was going to be for
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her. Luckily,
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she had a really great fan base.
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She would be online trying to sell her
8x10s and her t -shirts.
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She was doing appearances. She would pop
up here and there and do autograph
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signings at conventions.
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And she was producing for Shine down in
Florida.
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Finding new purpose.
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Shannon teams up with other female
wrestlers to fight the stigma of bipolar
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disorder. I think people don't really
realize that for 10 years now I've had a
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chemical imbalance.
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I take medication twice a day, and it's
something that every day, like, it's a
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real thing, as opposed to, you know, me
acting crazy as a gimmick.
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Banded together as sisters, me, Daphne,
Kimberly, and Amber Gertner, and got her
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bipolar disorder awareness tattoos.
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It's a colon, a parenthesis, and another
colon. So it's like happy and sad for
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depression and mania.
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And it gives me a reason to talk about
bipolar disorder.
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And that had been the theme of our
sisterhood.
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She was always there to be the rock for
everybody else. I think a lot of people
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find it hard to comprehend, you know,
that she was suffering too.
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She would have times when she was
getting ready to go to the grocery
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she'd get out in the car and can't
remember where she's going.
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She would do some refereeing, and even
that was giving her issues. Like, she'd
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go down to make a count, and she was
getting dizzy, felt a lot of vertigo.
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Those concussions were just killing her.
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She's like, when I die, I want my brain
to go to science so I can research
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what's going on with me and hopefully
help people.
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She had already filled out all the
paperwork with the Boston CTE hospital
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have her brain donated. She decided she
needed to make a big change because I
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think being around the business, not
being able to wrestle, was causing her
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depression.
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And so she opted to leave.
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For Daphne, losing wrestling was like
losing the love of her life.
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I miss being in the ring.
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That's where my heart is, at least, is
in this business.
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Definitely.
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Shannon, just like many professional
wrestlers, when that run is over, don't
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know how to become regular people.
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How do we exist outside of that
spotlight?
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All of us have some kind of struggle
like that.
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She was big into self -medication for a
long time.
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It's a Band -Aid that you can put on a
situation for a little bit, you know.
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She has a couple drinks, she's feeling
good, everything's fine, and then it all
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kind of tumbles downhill after that.
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She got in a car accident, and then she
got in another car accident, and she had
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to go to rehab.
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because it was court -ordered.
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The night before she was going to go
into rehab, she
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contemplated committing suicide.
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I made her promise to always call me,
and so that's why she called me that
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night. And I took her to rehab the next
day.
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00:29:18,990 --> 00:29:22,870
Every day I felt like I was having to
talk her off a ledge for a while there.
431
00:29:23,690 --> 00:29:28,330
Bipolar disorder, like, makes the bad
stuff seem...
432
00:29:29,320 --> 00:29:30,320
So bad.
433
00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:32,840
I can't wrestle. I haven't wrestled
since 2010.
434
00:29:33,240 --> 00:29:35,860
She really struggled with her self
-image.
435
00:29:36,280 --> 00:29:40,420
With medication, she was gaining weight,
so she was getting really depressed
436
00:29:40,420 --> 00:29:44,520
about that. That's a really big problem,
I think, in entertainment for all
437
00:29:44,520 --> 00:29:49,020
women. Beauty and thinness is a
currency. The fans that she was...
438
00:29:49,770 --> 00:29:53,790
So enthralled with and loved, a lot of
them started writing some negative stuff
439
00:29:53,790 --> 00:29:54,790
about her.
440
00:29:54,830 --> 00:29:59,050
Someone said, I look like Ozzy Osbourne
and Roseanne had a kid.
441
00:30:00,430 --> 00:30:06,070
The Internet can be cruel, and it was
really causing her mental anguish.
442
00:30:06,350 --> 00:30:09,330
She was having a lot of physical issues.
443
00:30:09,670 --> 00:30:14,230
She got diagnosed with a thyroid issue,
and she was having all these menopausal
444
00:30:14,230 --> 00:30:16,370
symptoms, which makes your bipolar meds
not work.
445
00:30:17,740 --> 00:30:18,960
I felt guilt for too long.
446
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:24,020
She was going through a lot of things
that would kind of beat anyone down.
447
00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:27,620
But then COVID hit. Then she was even
more isolated.
448
00:30:29,100 --> 00:30:34,380
She would say things like, like, I'm so
alone. I don't have anybody. And I'm
449
00:30:34,380 --> 00:30:36,840
like, oh, my gosh, girl, you have so
many people.
450
00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:44,080
We always had plans about what we're
going to do to get her out of the
451
00:30:44,080 --> 00:30:45,120
that she is in.
452
00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:50,360
She had a new apartment, she had a new
job, and she was going back to school.
453
00:30:51,080 --> 00:30:57,420
I talked to her that morning, and
everything seemed to be fine.
454
00:30:58,480 --> 00:31:01,060
And that's when the Instagram moment
happened.
455
00:31:08,480 --> 00:31:14,740
On the evening of September 1st, 2021,
Shannon goes live on Instagram.
456
00:31:16,330 --> 00:31:19,190
I wasn't even really familiar with
Instagram Live.
457
00:31:21,510 --> 00:31:25,530
But I just saw that bubble pop up, and
it was that.
458
00:31:25,750 --> 00:31:26,750
And I thought, oh.
459
00:31:27,770 --> 00:31:34,750
And just basically talking her suicide
note.
460
00:31:36,370 --> 00:31:39,790
She stole her former roommate's gun.
461
00:31:40,600 --> 00:31:44,160
She was saying, you guys got to take
care of your brain, take care of your
462
00:31:44,160 --> 00:31:47,780
brain. And she would say, take my brain
to Boston, take my brain to Boston.
463
00:31:48,020 --> 00:31:52,100
And I knew that it was a lot more
serious than I had initially thought.
464
00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:58,680
I've been a firefighter for 10 years,
and I deal with people that are in
465
00:31:58,680 --> 00:32:00,060
every time I go to work.
466
00:32:01,020 --> 00:32:05,120
And she was just, she was in crisis.
467
00:32:05,880 --> 00:32:06,900
She needed help.
468
00:32:07,540 --> 00:32:09,540
I thought maybe about Penn.
469
00:32:10,190 --> 00:32:16,630
20 seconds of it and got up and got
dressed and was getting, calling my dad
470
00:32:16,630 --> 00:32:18,130
saying, all right, hey, we need to go to
Atlanta.
471
00:32:20,310 --> 00:32:25,390
All of a sudden I started getting a ton
of text messages.
472
00:32:26,790 --> 00:32:30,790
When I logged on and she saw my name,
she said, I'm sorry.
473
00:32:31,090 --> 00:32:32,790
She goes, I'm going to break my promise.
474
00:32:36,370 --> 00:32:38,630
I immediately went.
475
00:32:39,310 --> 00:32:41,030
Called the police up there.
476
00:32:41,710 --> 00:32:46,550
I'm commenting, saying, Daph, I love
you. And then I'm seeing all the
477
00:32:46,550 --> 00:32:49,770
I know. They're all logging in. They're
all saying the same thing. You know,
478
00:32:49,790 --> 00:32:50,790
call me.
479
00:32:50,990 --> 00:32:57,970
I went to my cell phone and started
calling her over and over
480
00:32:57,970 --> 00:32:59,010
and over again.
481
00:32:59,330 --> 00:33:04,070
I just kept getting the voicemail was
full. The voicemail was full. I tried
482
00:33:04,070 --> 00:33:05,070
calling her.
483
00:33:05,590 --> 00:33:07,310
And I...
484
00:33:10,830 --> 00:33:12,090
Calling her and texting her.
485
00:33:13,110 --> 00:33:16,170
And I just knew that if I could get a
hold of her, if I could get her to text
486
00:33:16,170 --> 00:33:18,490
back, if I could get her on the phone,
then I could make sure everything was
487
00:33:18,490 --> 00:33:19,630
okay. She would listen to me.
488
00:33:20,630 --> 00:33:25,950
But she wouldn't answer her phone.
489
00:33:26,950 --> 00:33:28,170
And then it went black.
490
00:33:30,970 --> 00:33:36,350
And I was just left staring at my phone,
not knowing what I had actually
491
00:33:36,350 --> 00:33:37,350
witnessed.
492
00:33:37,800 --> 00:33:42,540
knowing what I had witnessed, but my
brain was not allowing me to process.
493
00:33:46,260 --> 00:33:50,440
When me and my dad got there, my mom was
already there knocking on the door, and
494
00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:51,520
of course there was no answer.
495
00:33:52,020 --> 00:33:55,420
We had to call the fire department in to
calm and knock down the door.
496
00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:58,880
I was on the phone with her mom when
they finally broke in.
497
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:04,680
It was her first night ever.
498
00:34:06,459 --> 00:34:08,080
I was just waiting on the news.
499
00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:13,060
And then when it arrived, it wasn't
good.
500
00:34:15,159 --> 00:34:20,980
Fire department came down and said they
were sorry, but she had passed, and my
501
00:34:20,980 --> 00:34:25,560
dad was on my left and my mom was on the
right, and they both kind of knees
502
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:32,320
buckled, and I grabbed them, and one of
the officers helped me grab them, and it
503
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:35,480
didn't really dawn on me that at this
time she had done it.
504
00:34:36,969 --> 00:34:42,750
I talked to her that morning, and I felt
like if I had a chance to talk to her
505
00:34:42,750 --> 00:34:45,469
again, we could have talked it out.
506
00:34:46,449 --> 00:34:49,969
I didn't get a chance to talk her out of
it.
507
00:34:50,790 --> 00:34:53,909
I like to believe that she knew how much
it hurt me.
508
00:34:55,610 --> 00:34:56,870
She wouldn't have done it.
509
00:34:58,250 --> 00:35:04,550
Even though your brain might be telling
you that suicide is the only way,
510
00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:07,820
And that you don't think you're worth
it.
511
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:15,940
The hole that you leave is too much.
It's too much to
512
00:35:15,940 --> 00:35:16,940
fill.
513
00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:21,160
I was mad at her because of my daughter.
514
00:35:23,180 --> 00:35:24,860
My daughter knew her as Aunt Shan.
515
00:35:25,620 --> 00:35:29,120
How dare she do this to my daughter? How
dare she take Aunt Shan away?
516
00:35:30,000 --> 00:35:31,540
How dare she take my friend away?
517
00:35:33,930 --> 00:35:35,490
I'm driving down the road.
518
00:35:35,990 --> 00:35:39,030
I'm supposed to be chipper. I'm supposed
to go to shows. I'm supposed to shake
519
00:35:39,030 --> 00:35:39,908
everybody's hand.
520
00:35:39,910 --> 00:35:46,570
And meanwhile, this person that meant
the world to me for years is gone.
521
00:35:48,630 --> 00:35:54,910
Shannon, you were an incredible friend.
I just wish you felt comfortable enough
522
00:35:54,910 --> 00:36:01,430
to reach out and talk about the things
that were bothering you. And I just wish
523
00:36:01,430 --> 00:36:02,430
you were still here now.
524
00:36:03,370 --> 00:36:09,990
It could be really difficult for Daphne
to know how loved she was and
525
00:36:09,990 --> 00:36:12,850
so unfortunate that she felt all alone.
526
00:36:13,230 --> 00:36:16,810
That's why I encourage people to reach
out and reach out to their friends.
527
00:36:17,490 --> 00:36:18,670
That's what we're here for.
528
00:36:20,570 --> 00:36:26,430
She was in a very dark place, and it was
very real to her.
529
00:36:26,990 --> 00:36:31,270
And that's what mental illness and CTE
can look like.
530
00:36:31,530 --> 00:36:32,530
It's like a veil.
531
00:36:32,990 --> 00:36:37,710
She believed she had CTE and she wasn't
going to let it be in vain.
532
00:36:47,230 --> 00:36:50,130
God, that is her second grade?
533
00:36:50,390 --> 00:36:52,190
Yeah, second grade or something like
that.
534
00:36:52,450 --> 00:36:56,890
She lived in O 'Fallon, Illinois, and
that was, I believe, her second grade
535
00:36:56,890 --> 00:36:57,890
picture.
536
00:36:58,650 --> 00:37:01,710
She made an agreement with the
University of Boston.
537
00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:08,780
that she was going to donate her brain
for research and made me promise
538
00:37:08,780 --> 00:37:11,920
that I would make sure that that
happened.
539
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:17,260
Shannon was going to be the first female
brain in their study.
540
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:22,940
They say that there was CTE, but they
don't know how much and to what extent
541
00:37:22,940 --> 00:37:23,940
that it was.
542
00:37:25,500 --> 00:37:31,560
The biggest thing for Daphne in her
death was that she wanted to bring
543
00:37:32,170 --> 00:37:38,490
into CTE and to what concussions long
-term do and when you're willing to do
544
00:37:38,490 --> 00:37:45,410
anything for wrestling, what can happen
to you? We really need
545
00:37:45,410 --> 00:37:48,310
to listen to her message about taking
care of your brain.
546
00:37:48,550 --> 00:37:54,470
As a wrestler with bipolar disorder, my
brain health comes first.
547
00:37:54,690 --> 00:37:56,630
I saw what it did to Daphne.
548
00:37:57,310 --> 00:38:00,610
The best counselor in the world can't
help anybody if they don't want to get
549
00:38:00,610 --> 00:38:05,670
better. Shanna did, and she worked at
it, and we fought the good fight.
550
00:38:06,170 --> 00:38:11,130
She was never shy about talking about
her bipolar disorder, so I think she'd
551
00:38:11,130 --> 00:38:13,030
happy that we were being honest about
it.
552
00:38:14,690 --> 00:38:18,610
While Shanna was still alive, she had
started to do some charity work with a
553
00:38:18,610 --> 00:38:21,090
group called NAMI, which deals with
mental illness.
554
00:38:21,520 --> 00:38:26,520
It's a great cause, and it's a cause
that Shannon was already invested in.
555
00:38:26,740 --> 00:38:31,780
So I feel like giving in her honor and
her name just keeps it going.
556
00:38:32,100 --> 00:38:34,620
She did a lot for basically everyone.
557
00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:37,480
It's time to repay.
558
00:38:39,380 --> 00:38:46,160
The outpour of support and love made us
realize even more how
559
00:38:46,160 --> 00:38:49,380
special of a person she is and was.
560
00:38:50,320 --> 00:38:53,960
I really don't think you'll ever find
anybody in the wrestling business that
561
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:59,580
could say a bad word about Daphne,
especially if you met her personally.
562
00:38:59,900 --> 00:39:06,160
There was not a more giving performer to
563
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:10,820
her fans than Shannon Daphne.
564
00:39:11,160 --> 00:39:17,060
You look at Daphne as a great character.
It was fun. It was different.
565
00:39:17,530 --> 00:39:23,030
But I think the match that epitomizes
her as a human being is the match she
566
00:39:23,030 --> 00:39:24,030
with Vicki Lyons.
567
00:39:25,430 --> 00:39:30,450
I was somewhere on the road, and it was
2 a .m., 3 a .m., I couldn't sleep, and
568
00:39:30,450 --> 00:39:35,850
I'm watching Forensic Files, and it's a
story about a little girl who was run
569
00:39:35,850 --> 00:39:41,170
over in a parking lot, and the terrible
ordeal that this child went through.
570
00:39:41,610 --> 00:39:45,930
I don't like how people make me feel.
571
00:39:46,400 --> 00:39:51,400
It really touched my heart, and so I
type in Vicki Lyons, and the first thing
572
00:39:51,400 --> 00:39:56,980
that comes up is Vicki Lyons -Daphne
YouTube wrestling match, and I think,
573
00:39:57,120 --> 00:39:58,220
there's no way.
574
00:40:00,520 --> 00:40:05,580
Vicki Lyons had always wanted to be a
professional wrestler, and Daphne was
575
00:40:05,580 --> 00:40:08,600
like, you know what? I'm going to teach
you, and we're going to have a match.
576
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:14,880
She obviously had limited physical
capabilities, but any time anyone would
577
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:18,220
her, no, you can't do this, she would
look you dead in the eyes and be like,
578
00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:19,320
yes, I can.
579
00:40:24,040 --> 00:40:28,440
What unfolds is like one of the most
beautiful things I've ever seen in our
580
00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:30,000
sport, and I've been around a long time.
581
00:40:30,640 --> 00:40:35,680
Shannon knew how to make Vicky look like
a star, and she damn sure did it.
582
00:40:36,680 --> 00:40:38,560
That's suplex, Daphne.
583
00:40:39,290 --> 00:40:44,750
Gets rocked on that one. Daphne
surprised Vicky by putting her over for
584
00:40:44,750 --> 00:40:48,510
victory in her one match that she
trained five years for.
585
00:40:49,150 --> 00:40:55,810
In that match, I see everything that's
586
00:40:55,810 --> 00:40:57,850
good and right about professional
wrestling.
587
00:40:59,090 --> 00:41:05,790
I think it was just as good for Shannon
as it was for Vicky.
588
00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:12,600
It just showed you who she was as a
person and what kind of a special heart
589
00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:13,600
had.
590
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:19,700
I knew that Shannon was liked and loved,
but I did not realize how many people
591
00:41:19,700 --> 00:41:21,860
she had touched. It helped a lot.
592
00:41:22,300 --> 00:41:23,460
It helped a lot.
593
00:41:25,580 --> 00:41:32,580
Daphne's legacy is that she taught
female professional wrestlers how
594
00:41:32,580 --> 00:41:34,820
to be sisters, to love each other more.
595
00:41:35,290 --> 00:41:38,990
build each other up more, and to look
after each other, both inside and
596
00:41:38,990 --> 00:41:39,990
the ring.
597
00:41:40,910 --> 00:41:44,690
David and I were the wrestlers of that
crew.
598
00:41:45,330 --> 00:41:49,410
Without question, Daphne is the one that
people remember the most.
599
00:41:50,290 --> 00:41:52,610
She oozed positivity.
600
00:41:53,390 --> 00:41:54,850
She was the greatest.
601
00:41:56,390 --> 00:41:59,070
Thank you for just leading by example.
602
00:41:59,650 --> 00:42:03,470
Thank you for being completely an
original.
603
00:42:04,110 --> 00:42:09,990
I'm not a religious person at all, but
man, she always, always lets me know
604
00:42:09,990 --> 00:42:11,810
she's paying attention to me.
605
00:42:13,270 --> 00:42:15,570
I miss her every day.
606
00:42:15,910 --> 00:42:22,750
I love her more and more every day. I
have made it my duty to continue
607
00:42:22,750 --> 00:42:29,270
her advocacy for women in wrestling,
women in entertainment, and
608
00:42:29,270 --> 00:42:31,490
for bipolar disorder patients.
609
00:42:32,140 --> 00:42:33,880
I will always talk about you, Daphne.
610
00:42:34,720 --> 00:42:36,780
Daphne is watching. She's always
watching.
611
00:42:37,060 --> 00:42:43,120
She's influencing women's wrestling
today and forever because that was the
612
00:42:43,120 --> 00:42:48,960
lasting effect she had. She's so missed,
and I just want to say thank you,
613
00:42:48,960 --> 00:42:54,140
Daphne, and we love you, and we miss
you, and I hope you're proud of us.
614
00:42:57,020 --> 00:42:59,640
Shannon loved her fans. She loved her
family.
615
00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:00,840
She loved her friends.
616
00:43:01,400 --> 00:43:04,080
She would always be there for you if you
needed her to.
617
00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:08,360
That's what I would want people to
remember.
618
00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:11,580
I love that girl, I tell you.
619
00:43:12,680 --> 00:43:15,680
We miss her and we love her.
620
00:43:18,860 --> 00:43:23,200
I always thought we were going to be old
and sitting in rocking chairs laughing
621
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:25,900
at jokes that we didn't have to say
anything because we would just look at
622
00:43:25,900 --> 00:43:27,000
other and start laughing.
623
00:43:30,160 --> 00:43:32,500
I hope I did a good job for you.
624
00:43:35,380 --> 00:43:42,240
I hope I did what you wanted. I hope I
did a good job for you. And I miss you.
625
00:43:44,520 --> 00:43:45,520
I miss you.
626
00:43:46,720 --> 00:43:47,720
A lot.
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