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Cut! No, no.
That's... No.
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You're already dead.
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- Yeah, but I thought...
- Dead people don't do that.
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...it would be better to show
the last struggle for life.
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We're running out of time here.
We really gotta get this.
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I'm ready. I'm ready.
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Action.
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Oh, fuck!
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- Something bit me!
- The CGI disk...
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Hi, this is Ellie Parker. You...
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Hello, this is Ellie.
Leave a message...
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and I'll get back to you
as soon as I can.
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Have a great day.
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This is Ellie Parker.
This is Ellie Parker.
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Leave a message for Ellie.
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Hello, this is Ellie Parker.
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Leave a message for Ellie, please.
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Have a great day.
Good luck.
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Hello, this is Ellie Parker.
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Okay.
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This is Ellie. I'd like you to leave
your name and your number...
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and a short message. I'll call you
back as soon as I get in. Thank you.
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Hello, hi.
Hi, this is Ellie.
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Hi, this is Ellie Parker.
I'll call you right back.
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This is Parker.
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Hello, this is Ellie Parker.
Leave a message...
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and your number.
Oh, my God.
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Okay, go ahead.
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Ellie.
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- Hi!
- Hi. Come up.
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- Hello.
- Hi. Nice to see you.
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- Nice to see you.
- Are you ready?
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Yeah. I mean, yes.
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Just give me one second.
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- Okay. Ready?
- Okay.
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- Everyone, this is Ellie Parker.
- Hi.
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This is Rick Saul, the producer.
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Eslie Town, the writer.
And Smash, our director.
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- I loved the script.
- Thank you. Very nice to meet you.
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Very nice to meet you.
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- So, get it started. Should we try?
- Sure.
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We are only now doing the monologue,
not the first and second scenes.
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Oh, okay.
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So, you just lost your mom
and you're cursing God.
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Do you have any questions?
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No, I'm okay.
Do you have any answers?
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Just really take this time
to put yourself in this place.
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The air is humid.
There's black bugs in the tree.
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The... What?
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- Ocusts?
- Ocusts, chopping the...
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You may be in front of the
old plantation house. It's...
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I used to think about you
when he hurt me.
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You weren't there.
You never were.
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Things were so different then.
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The bayou was open...
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so free.
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Sitting on that front porch I looked
into your eyes and stared for hours.
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Et me just stop you for a sec.
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You must remember I'm
taping this on digital video.
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So it's very important
that you think very raw.
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It's...
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Just start again and think that
your acting must be very raw...
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very...
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Got it.
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You weren't there.
You never were.
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Things were so different then.
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The bayou was open...
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so free.
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Sitting on that front porch,
I stared into your eyes for hours.
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That terrible night...
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when the storm ripped and
screamed through everything.
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The abuse, the denial,
the redemption!
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We shared it all.
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You were my rock...
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my salvation.
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You... were me.
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And now you're dead, you bitch!
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I don't know
if it's possible to go on.
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I do not will to stand!
Oh, God, damn you to hell!
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Why? Why? Why?
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Wow! That was wonderful.
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Very good, excellent.
Very good.
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Are you sure? I can try another way.
I mean, this is such a...
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How tall are you?
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I'm 5'7. This tall.
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How tall is Mel?
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About this height.
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He wears his lifts in his shoes,
so no one will know.
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All right, Ellie. That was great.
Thanks for coming.
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Okay, thank you. It was nice
to meet you all.
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- Thank you.
- I loved the script. It's great.
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My keys.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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- Was that okay?
- It was great. It was really great.
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I kind of wanted to do
those other scenes.
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No, that was everything.
It was totally fine.
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- They're really nice.
- Oh, yeah, they're great.
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- The director. What was his name?
- Smash.
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Cool. He seems interesting.
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Well, you'll be hearing from us.
You know, we'll be in touch.
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- Thanks for coming.
- Thanks. Great to see you again.
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- All right.
- All right, see you later.
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"Sitting on that front porch,
I stared in your eyes... "
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et me in, fuckers!
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Won't you mistrust
Love's gone behind
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In between
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Oh, fuck!
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I sucked your cock! I sucked
Vinnie's cock! I sucked them all!
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I fucked your cock, I sucked it.
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I was there.
I was there.
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It went okay? So what about
yesterday, did you get feedback?
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Fucking tell them that I didn't
fucking respond to them either!
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That fucking dick wad!
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Hold on, can you?
Dennis, hold on.
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Hello. Hi, honey. Where are you?
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Baby, I'm just in the car,
driving, on the freeway.
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I'm late to my second appointment.
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"The Cruel City". Fuck it,
I don't know what it's called.
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It's a piece of shit anyway.
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But it's a good part.
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Dennis, hi.
Dennis, sorry, I completely forgot.
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Maybe you could call and say
I'm gonna be 5 minutes late.
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Isten, you know when they said
they didn't respond to me...
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was that my look, was that...
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what, performance?
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All right, I'll call you after,
okay? All right, bye.
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I just gotta be some junkie
fucking whore, like New York.
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I sucked his cock, Vinnie's cock!
I sucked them all!
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Does that accent sound all right?
I'm not good at the Brooklyn thing...
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but I did this Southern belle thing
and I fucking nailed it. I was...
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Don't make me tell you what I've
just been through, okay? 'Cause I...
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Vinnie had blood
all over his fucking shirt!
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Don't make me tell you... Don't make
me tell you what I've been through.
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Fuck!
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Don't make me tell you
what I've just been through.
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Vinnie had blood
all over his fucking shirt!
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No... Don't make me tell you
what I've just been through, okay?
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'Cause Vinnie had blood
all over his fucking shirt!
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Baby, I...
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You said this before. We've gone
through this. We've gone through it.
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What am I supposed to do?
Do you want me to pull over...
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and just park and listen to you,
what you have to say...
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while I'm on my way to a fucking
audition trying to earn some money?
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I know. What do you expect me to do?
How can I not get emotional when...
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Don't hang up on me! Don't!
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Motherfucker!
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Vinnie, I sucked your cock.
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He had blood all over
his fucking shirt!
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You try going from Avenue A to
Belford Stiverson in 10 minutes.
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You try. You try it.
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I sucked his cock.
I sucked his cock.
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He had blood
all over his fucking shirt!
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I sucked his cock. I sucked it good.
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Fuck!
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- Hi.
- Hi, how are you doing? Sign in.
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- Great.
- Can I get you some water or coffee?
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If I have any coffee,
my head will explode.
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Water's fine. Thanks.
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Have a seat over here.
I'll get this mess.
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- Joann will be right with you.
- Thanks a lot.
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- Hi.
- Hi!
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You look lovely.
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- Thanks.
- Good to see you.
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I won't kiss you cause I've got a
cold, I don't want you to catch it.
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The director is in Vancouver, we're
going to put you on tape. That okay?
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All right. Okay.
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So you can just take a sit here.
And we'll tape you.
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- Okay. So I'm reading with you?
- Yes.
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- You get a chance to read the script?
- Yes, I did.
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Can we...? Sorry, that light is
really bright. Can we...? Thanks.
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- How's that?
- That's great.
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Et's see what happens here.
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I'm just getting my hair a little...
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Do you have any questions?
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No, I just... Does she love him
or she sort of...
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I would say it's very much
a love-hate relationship.
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Yeah, that's what I was thinking.
I just wasn't like... sure.
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I did this like weird hair
and make-up...
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It looks great.
No, I really like it.
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A junkie whore.
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I should be talking in my American
accent, my New Yorker accent.
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- Not right now. Once we go on tape.
- Okay.
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- So, ready?
- Yeah. Is it okay if I stand?
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Absolutely, I mean...
Trixie can move around and...
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You do what you want.
Don't worry about it
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You should stand up with her.
Trixie?
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- I'm almost ready. Here we go.
- Ens cap.
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Oh, right, here we go.
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Ellie Parker.
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Okay. I'm ready.
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- Goddamn it, you were late!
- There wasn't time!
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You try getting from Avenue A to
Belford Stiverson in 10 minutes!
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You make time.
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Don't make me tell you what
I've just been through, okay?
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'Cause Vinnie came home with
blood all over his fucking shirt!
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Don't care if there's blood coming out
of your twat. You fucking be there.
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I was there!
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I sucked his cock, Vinnie's cock,
I sucked your fucking flacid cock!
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You were doped up beyond belief,
do you remember?
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You know the arrangement, you were
late. We're having dinner at uigi's.
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I ain't hungry.
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You wouldn't be, you junkie whore.
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- That was lovely.
- Are you sure?
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We could try it another way,
I mean...
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Not for me. Unless you want to.
It was perfect.
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In my point of view,
you just nailed it.
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Really? Okay. Excellent.
All right, good.
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- So, it was nice to see you.
- Well, it was great to see you.
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It'd be great to meet the director,
if you think... I love the script.
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- You wrote it, right?
- Yeah.
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Yeah, it's good.
Okay, all right.
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That's it for another day.
Okay, have fun.
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- You too.
- Bye.
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- We'll get back to you the weekend.
- Okay. I'd love to meet the director.
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I know. He's really sorry
he couldn't be here.
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All right, see you later. Bye.
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Sir, I think it's obviously
quite deliberate.
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It was the intention of the artist.
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The show is called
"Peripheral Perspectives".
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It's supposed to be out of focus.
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How could've it gone out of focus
once you got it home?
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Would you mind just holding for me
for a minute, please? Dumb fuck!
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Oh, darling. Bad day?
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Ook at you.
Come here.
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You're going to be fired if you keep
calling people "stupid fucks".
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I hope I get fired so I can just
dedicate myself to my acting.
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What's going on?
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I don't know who I am.
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Nobody knows what they are.
Maybe what you do is who you are.
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But I don't know what I'm doing!
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Maybe I don't know who I am or...
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what I'm doing.
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I don't know how anyone
can have a sense of self in this...
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fractured modern time
of mediate...
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tiranized, fascist, body-obsessed...
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global domination,
political turmoil, human...
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- Okay, Sam.
... this time of human depravity...
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Sam, okay, okay, okay, stop.
239
00:19:19,672 --> 00:19:21,606
Are you okay?
240
00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:23,638
Yeah.
241
00:19:24,978 --> 00:19:28,607
- What the fuck is that?
- Don't even try to understand it.
242
00:19:28,848 --> 00:19:31,042
It's pretty sophisticated piece.
243
00:19:32,117 --> 00:19:35,951
- Go fuck yourself.
- What if I could.
244
00:19:37,022 --> 00:19:39,752
Oh, God, I got another audition.
245
00:19:40,526 --> 00:19:41,926
What for?
246
00:19:41,927 --> 00:19:45,191
I don't know, some WB show.
247
00:19:45,663 --> 00:19:48,496
"Undercover Gimnasts".
248
00:19:49,000 --> 00:19:50,592
Ove you.
249
00:19:52,671 --> 00:19:54,662
Well, why aren't I
going out on that?
250
00:20:12,959 --> 00:20:14,654
Thank you!
251
00:20:19,066 --> 00:20:22,900
We want you
If your lover's cold
252
00:20:43,889 --> 00:20:47,417
Hey, baby, I didn't know
that you were home.
253
00:20:48,128 --> 00:20:51,291
I wasn't. Did you notice that?
254
00:20:55,100 --> 00:20:57,398
I like your hair. I like that.
255
00:20:57,770 --> 00:21:02,709
I like the radiating things, and
the antennas, and the butterflies.
256
00:21:03,110 --> 00:21:05,271
That's really nice, I like that.
257
00:21:05,679 --> 00:21:08,647
Pink and blue. It's like male/female.
Are you alright?
258
00:21:09,550 --> 00:21:10,750
What?
259
00:21:10,751 --> 00:21:14,415
What did I say? I liked it.
I didn't say I didn't like it.
260
00:21:31,639 --> 00:21:33,573
What?
261
00:21:36,109 --> 00:21:37,736
What's the matter?
262
00:21:37,977 --> 00:21:39,501
Are you mad at me or something?
You wanna talk about it?
263
00:21:43,784 --> 00:21:46,344
I think you broke
my nose here. Hello?
264
00:21:46,854 --> 00:21:49,845
- Come on, man?
- No! You come on, Justin!
265
00:21:50,089 --> 00:21:53,820
- "You come on".
- You're a fucking wanker!
266
00:21:54,794 --> 00:21:56,696
I'm a fucking wanker.
267
00:21:58,333 --> 00:22:00,665
I'm kidding. What are you
so pissed off about?
268
00:22:02,203 --> 00:22:05,172
Come on, don't you wanna play?
269
00:23:19,715 --> 00:23:21,215
Fuck!
270
00:23:21,584 --> 00:23:23,176
Come on!
271
00:23:24,553 --> 00:23:28,455
Man, I came up with this
great song. I just finished it.
272
00:23:28,990 --> 00:23:30,821
It's really cool.
273
00:23:31,126 --> 00:23:34,858
It's like this... Got this
ynyrd Skynyrd vibe...
274
00:23:35,097 --> 00:23:38,429
but I threw a little of Darby Crash,
from the Germs in...
275
00:23:38,667 --> 00:23:40,692
and a little bit of like...
276
00:23:40,936 --> 00:23:44,633
There's some Zeppelin, and there's
a little bit of Iggy Pop vibe going.
277
00:23:44,873 --> 00:23:46,866
It kind of goes like this...
278
00:23:49,580 --> 00:23:51,377
Simple pause.
279
00:23:53,182 --> 00:23:56,049
Isn't that fucking cool?
I love that.
280
00:23:58,822 --> 00:24:01,723
I think it can really work,
you know.
281
00:24:01,959 --> 00:24:05,360
Maybe you can help me come up with
another thing, another riff, like:
282
00:24:05,628 --> 00:24:08,461
"I love you" or "hate you",
whatever...
283
00:24:08,698 --> 00:24:11,326
'cause, you know,
love is about hate too, right?
284
00:24:11,567 --> 00:24:13,728
- It's good, it's good.
- I think so too.
285
00:24:13,970 --> 00:24:16,803
I think I don't want to be
in this relationship anymore.
286
00:24:18,708 --> 00:24:21,609
No, I'm sure I don't wanna be.
287
00:24:24,780 --> 00:24:28,376
But I don't wanna be alone.
288
00:24:34,423 --> 00:24:37,517
I feel suffocated.
289
00:24:38,628 --> 00:24:41,793
What is suffocating you?
290
00:24:44,168 --> 00:24:46,102
This city.
291
00:24:46,337 --> 00:24:50,500
It's that I feel like...
292
00:24:50,741 --> 00:24:56,237
I'm waiting for my life
to start, you know?
293
00:24:59,183 --> 00:25:05,052
Ike what's going on now
is all just like a big rehearsal...
294
00:25:05,288 --> 00:25:07,017
for something bigger.
295
00:25:07,257 --> 00:25:10,055
It's all temporary. It's just...
296
00:25:12,062 --> 00:25:16,555
Maybe I'm scared to start my life.
297
00:25:21,237 --> 00:25:24,435
Are you the part of Ellie that's
scared to let her start her life?
298
00:25:25,242 --> 00:25:30,339
I wore dirty clothes...
299
00:25:30,814 --> 00:25:33,078
and then I smelled...
300
00:25:34,184 --> 00:25:36,848
and because they said...
301
00:25:39,491 --> 00:25:42,687
I looked like a kangaroo.
302
00:25:44,095 --> 00:25:46,723
Thank you for talking to me today.
303
00:25:46,964 --> 00:25:49,763
We'll talk to you again soon, okay?
304
00:25:51,870 --> 00:25:55,067
- Bye-bye.
- Bye.
305
00:26:03,748 --> 00:26:08,242
And I was always on the outside,
always trying to fit in, always...
306
00:26:08,486 --> 00:26:11,545
trying to be accepted, to be
liked and pleasing people.
307
00:26:11,788 --> 00:26:14,279
That's what happens
as an actor in the rooms.
308
00:26:14,524 --> 00:26:17,255
You go into these rooms and...
309
00:26:19,297 --> 00:26:22,824
you audition and you have
to show yourself and...
310
00:26:23,067 --> 00:26:26,695
these people don't like you
and it's like you can't...
311
00:26:29,941 --> 00:26:33,538
you can't be yourself because
you're always being judged.
312
00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:39,642
I wish I could be brave enough
to do that in the audition room.
313
00:26:43,555 --> 00:26:45,456
Fuck!
314
00:26:55,200 --> 00:26:59,000
Ellie, you have some mascara...
315
00:26:59,605 --> 00:27:01,732
- Here?
Both eyes.
316
00:27:02,508 --> 00:27:06,466
That would've been strange walking
into my next audition...
317
00:27:07,178 --> 00:27:08,678
like that.
318
00:27:08,780 --> 00:27:12,649
Oh, God, I hadn't let go
like that in a long time.
319
00:27:12,885 --> 00:27:16,616
- It's good for you.
- It is. It feels good.
320
00:27:17,689 --> 00:27:19,815
So...
321
00:27:21,626 --> 00:27:25,462
...thank you. It was really good.
- You're welcome.
322
00:27:25,799 --> 00:27:28,495
- I like your sweater.
- Oh, thank you.
323
00:27:28,935 --> 00:27:31,733
- It's nice. Where did you get it?
- At imited.
324
00:27:32,137 --> 00:27:36,302
All right. Oh, good, good.
How much was it?
325
00:27:37,076 --> 00:27:40,911
Oh, gosh... 29 dollars.
326
00:27:41,282 --> 00:27:44,445
That's great. I might just...
Was it just recently?
327
00:27:44,685 --> 00:27:48,211
'Cause I've been looking
for a nice cheap sweater that...
328
00:27:48,454 --> 00:27:51,617
You know, a plain black sweater.
329
00:27:52,192 --> 00:27:54,490
So, Wednesday?
330
00:28:16,381 --> 00:28:18,713
- Thank you.
- Anything else?
331
00:30:06,193 --> 00:30:08,525
- That's great.
- Oh, no.
332
00:30:09,229 --> 00:30:11,791
Oh, my God, I'm gonna cum.
333
00:30:14,103 --> 00:30:15,627
Oh, my God!
334
00:30:15,871 --> 00:30:18,168
Oh, God, yeah, like that.
335
00:30:26,115 --> 00:30:29,243
Gosh, like that.
336
00:30:38,793 --> 00:30:40,818
Oh, God. Ellie!
337
00:30:41,930 --> 00:30:44,524
Hey, you motherfucker!
338
00:30:44,932 --> 00:30:47,026
Hey, baby.
339
00:30:48,036 --> 00:30:49,867
I tried to call your new cell phone.
340
00:30:55,244 --> 00:30:57,075
Were there any calls for me?
341
00:30:57,313 --> 00:30:59,940
No, no, not one.
342
00:31:02,617 --> 00:31:04,778
Ellie...
343
00:31:07,024 --> 00:31:08,524
Yikes!
344
00:31:09,659 --> 00:31:12,252
You fucking asshole!
345
00:31:12,995 --> 00:31:16,055
- Oh, my God!
- Ellie, wait!
346
00:31:17,233 --> 00:31:18,733
Fuck!
347
00:31:20,670 --> 00:31:22,365
Wait!
348
00:31:31,047 --> 00:31:33,675
Fuck! Fucking...
349
00:31:35,084 --> 00:31:38,417
No, no, no!
350
00:31:43,091 --> 00:31:45,059
Oh, God.
351
00:31:46,562 --> 00:31:50,363
Asshole. Fucking asshole.
352
00:32:04,315 --> 00:32:06,909
I just fucking hit somebody.
353
00:32:09,653 --> 00:32:11,416
- I just...
- You're fucking crazy?
354
00:32:11,655 --> 00:32:13,680
- Ook at my fucking car!
- I'll call you back.
355
00:32:13,924 --> 00:32:17,190
Oh, my God, look at my car!
What do you...? You're fucking crazy?
356
00:32:17,428 --> 00:32:19,453
- I just hit somebody.
- Can you get off that phone?
357
00:32:19,697 --> 00:32:23,427
Fucking hell, I'm really sorry.
I didn't see you, I was on my phone.
358
00:32:23,667 --> 00:32:26,158
You shouldn't fucking drive
while you're talking on the cell.
359
00:32:26,403 --> 00:32:31,033
If you wanna talk, go home.
Don't drive and talk on the phone.
360
00:32:31,274 --> 00:32:32,774
I'm sorry.
361
00:32:33,076 --> 00:32:36,044
- Do you have pen and paper?
- You have blue stuff on your face.
362
00:32:39,682 --> 00:32:41,981
- Are you sure you're okay?
- Yeah, I'm fine.
363
00:32:42,219 --> 00:32:46,246
Et me just back up.
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving.
364
00:32:47,791 --> 00:32:50,122
- Are you sure you're okay?
- I've got your number plate.
365
00:32:50,593 --> 00:32:54,223
- Do not drive away.
- I promise I won't drive away.
366
00:32:57,703 --> 00:33:00,866
- Wow, my car is fine, so...
- Well, that makes sense.
367
00:33:01,440 --> 00:33:05,136
You wanna try to maybe snap this
back on? Try to drive home.
368
00:33:05,376 --> 00:33:08,368
It won't touch here. I'll get...
369
00:33:22,059 --> 00:33:25,358
- Wow, what are these things?
- It's very expensive that dress.
370
00:33:25,596 --> 00:33:28,759
These are my pills, they are
homeopathic, they're for...
371
00:33:29,467 --> 00:33:30,966
healing...
372
00:33:31,434 --> 00:33:34,335
- You're an actress?
- Yes.
373
00:33:34,571 --> 00:33:37,132
- I like your picture.
- Thanks.
374
00:33:37,775 --> 00:33:40,642
I'm incredibly sorry.
I'm really sorry.
375
00:33:47,584 --> 00:33:51,420
Don't worry. Don't worry
about this. It's fine, it's cool.
376
00:33:51,657 --> 00:33:53,157
I'll give you my phone number...
377
00:33:53,225 --> 00:33:56,217
Okay, I can't give you my phone
number, but if you give me yours...
378
00:33:56,461 --> 00:33:58,861
- I'll give you mine and...
- I got your license plate...
379
00:33:59,097 --> 00:34:02,396
and I'd like your
driver's license number.
380
00:34:02,834 --> 00:34:05,065
- Okay, cool.
- Okay.
381
00:34:05,305 --> 00:34:07,535
- So...
- I'm really sorry.
382
00:34:07,840 --> 00:34:10,570
- I'll give you my phone number.
- Okay, great.
383
00:34:11,009 --> 00:34:13,842
Make sure when you call
say it's about the car accident.
384
00:34:14,246 --> 00:34:16,544
Okay. Are you under
house arrest or something?
385
00:34:17,249 --> 00:34:19,410
No, I'm just...
386
00:34:19,651 --> 00:34:23,178
I'm breaking up with
my boyfriend. It's just...
387
00:34:23,455 --> 00:34:25,820
- What did you say you do?
- You didn't ask me.
388
00:34:26,057 --> 00:34:29,356
- Sorry. You asked me.
- I'm a cinematographer.
389
00:34:29,594 --> 00:34:31,722
Oh, really? In films?
390
00:34:32,497 --> 00:34:36,024
No, I want to. I'm shooting
commercials right now.
391
00:34:36,268 --> 00:34:38,599
- Oh, nice.
- But I'd like to shoot films.
392
00:34:38,836 --> 00:34:42,237
Sometimes cinematographers
turn into filmmakers, don't they?
393
00:34:42,473 --> 00:34:44,600
Yeah. There are a lot of people...
394
00:34:44,942 --> 00:34:48,243
who were cinematographers
and now they're filmmakers.
395
00:34:48,481 --> 00:34:51,780
If you wanna do any kind
of experimental ideas...
396
00:34:52,018 --> 00:34:56,181
or whatever, shoot it, just
make a short film, I'd love to.
397
00:34:56,421 --> 00:34:58,116
- Really? That's great.
- I'm gonna give you my head shot.
398
00:34:58,357 --> 00:34:59,858
Oh, great.
399
00:35:00,426 --> 00:35:02,759
- You look better.
- Well, then don't take this.
400
00:35:04,331 --> 00:35:08,960
Here's the bit with my agent's
number, keep that. Is it an eye?
401
00:35:09,202 --> 00:35:11,432
Can I have an eye? Oh, I like
this part, that's really nice.
402
00:35:11,671 --> 00:35:14,401
- You could do that...
- That's good. But I still...
403
00:36:43,597 --> 00:36:46,657
You know, you're welcome
to stay for as long as you need to.
404
00:36:46,900 --> 00:36:48,731
Thanks.
405
00:36:49,971 --> 00:36:53,930
At least you won't have to listen
to those stupid songs anymore.
406
00:36:56,009 --> 00:36:58,409
Or have to watch him play guitar.
407
00:36:58,812 --> 00:37:01,406
- That's awful.
- It's like watch him masturbate.
408
00:37:10,424 --> 00:37:13,655
That's so beautiful.
409
00:37:18,433 --> 00:37:23,529
God, I just wish I could disappear
into some great role, you know?
410
00:37:23,771 --> 00:37:26,706
Not just a cop, or a lawyer,
or a girlfriend.
411
00:37:26,940 --> 00:37:30,673
I wanna play a real person,
you know?
412
00:37:31,247 --> 00:37:35,616
God, it's so dry out there.
We really need some rain.
413
00:37:35,851 --> 00:37:40,878
You know what would be great?
To play a schizophrenic woman.
414
00:37:41,389 --> 00:37:46,726
A blind lesbian anthropologist.
415
00:37:47,630 --> 00:37:52,123
Yeah, yeah. It's the 1700's, and
she's got dengue fever, and she's...
416
00:37:52,367 --> 00:37:58,135
studying baboons.
Wouldn't that be good?
417
00:37:58,706 --> 00:38:02,335
- Lf I should I hire a lawyer?
- Maybe...
418
00:38:03,244 --> 00:38:07,009
- What's that fucking noise?
- Don't know. Someone should shoot.
419
00:38:07,815 --> 00:38:10,113
I feel like Humpty Dumpty.
420
00:38:11,018 --> 00:38:13,784
Maybe I should hire a publicist.
421
00:38:17,960 --> 00:38:21,759
Maybe I should set myself on fire.
422
00:38:23,164 --> 00:38:24,565
Who?
423
00:38:24,566 --> 00:38:26,729
- Where are you?
- I'm sorry.
424
00:38:27,137 --> 00:38:31,301
You know, I think I'm a little
hypoglycemic. Ook at me, shaking.
425
00:38:31,541 --> 00:38:34,771
I need some food, quickly.
I haven't eaten for like 2 hours.
426
00:38:35,044 --> 00:38:37,376
Come on, let's go.
427
00:39:26,130 --> 00:39:28,029
Isten.
428
00:39:29,199 --> 00:39:31,793
- Isten.
- I think it's Justin.
429
00:39:32,335 --> 00:39:33,962
Fuck, Ellie!
430
00:39:37,475 --> 00:39:39,602
- Hi. Et me in.
- No!
431
00:39:39,844 --> 00:39:41,343
- Go away!
- You said you loved me.
432
00:39:41,578 --> 00:39:43,307
- What?
- You said you loved me.
433
00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:46,246
Fuck you! I don't hate
myself enough to love you!
434
00:39:46,616 --> 00:39:48,550
I hate you.
I'm fucking trying to sleep.
435
00:39:48,785 --> 00:39:50,685
Fuck you!
436
00:39:51,555 --> 00:39:55,923
Cock breath, I don't know what kind
of soap opera you think you're in...
437
00:39:56,158 --> 00:39:58,991
Fuck off, you fucking cow.
How's that?
438
00:39:59,461 --> 00:40:01,794
Fuck me? Fuck me?
Fuck you!
439
00:40:02,098 --> 00:40:04,794
Justin. Sam! Honey...
440
00:40:07,137 --> 00:40:08,933
Go, she's coming!
She's coming!
441
00:40:09,471 --> 00:40:11,063
Fuck.
442
00:40:14,743 --> 00:40:18,078
How dare you come here
after what you've done to her...
443
00:40:18,316 --> 00:40:21,582
and how dare you call me a cow?
Fuck off!
444
00:40:21,820 --> 00:40:23,186
- Fuck off!
- Don't hurt him!
445
00:40:23,187 --> 00:40:25,985
- Get in!
- Are you all right, Justin?
446
00:40:27,358 --> 00:40:31,159
- He has a violent history.
- All right.
447
00:40:43,975 --> 00:40:46,466
I want my green shirt back.
448
00:40:55,185 --> 00:40:57,347
That's good.
449
00:40:59,624 --> 00:41:03,355
He was retarding you, Ellie,
and this...
450
00:41:04,194 --> 00:41:08,756
He was this fucking... It'll be good
for you to stay alone for a while.
451
00:41:08,999 --> 00:41:12,266
No, no, no. I'm gonna go
insane if I'm alone.
452
00:41:12,504 --> 00:41:15,837
I just wanna be in a relationship
where I can be myself, you know?
453
00:41:16,074 --> 00:41:19,804
I don't have to be what I think
the man wants me to be.
454
00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:26,351
We live in a place where everyone
is pretending to be someone else.
455
00:41:27,320 --> 00:41:31,756
What happens when you start becoming
the person you're pretending to be?
456
00:41:32,557 --> 00:41:37,790
Well, I think you become
the person that wears mini skirts.
457
00:41:38,563 --> 00:41:41,054
That's... I like that.
458
00:41:41,299 --> 00:41:44,995
You know, the thing is it's gonna
be good for your work, Ellie.
459
00:41:45,236 --> 00:41:47,534
This shit informs it, you know that.
460
00:41:47,772 --> 00:41:50,741
Once you get passed it, think about
what it will bring to the roles.
461
00:41:50,975 --> 00:41:54,434
And probably you'll get
better roles from it.
462
00:41:54,680 --> 00:41:57,672
- Don't you think?
- Yeah, you could be right.
463
00:41:57,916 --> 00:42:00,042
Right.
464
00:42:01,218 --> 00:42:03,345
I've got a couple of good rolls.
465
00:42:04,121 --> 00:42:06,353
I wouldn't complain
about those rolls.
466
00:42:06,592 --> 00:42:08,890
What about that roll?
That's one great roll.
467
00:42:09,128 --> 00:42:13,188
Isn't it?
That's a roll I'll never get.
468
00:42:16,334 --> 00:42:20,362
No, you'll just get stuck
with old big parts.
469
00:42:21,340 --> 00:42:26,140
This is what it must feel like to
have a cock. I wish I had a cock.
470
00:42:26,378 --> 00:42:28,209
Why? That's so unfair!
471
00:42:28,447 --> 00:42:31,417
That's so 70's of you.
472
00:42:32,552 --> 00:42:38,650
Remember when the future
was a promise?
473
00:42:40,258 --> 00:42:43,056
Now it's like a threat.
474
00:42:48,134 --> 00:42:50,568
You think I look old?
475
00:42:51,838 --> 00:42:54,533
Don't be ridiculous.
476
00:42:56,942 --> 00:42:59,103
I don't wanna die.
477
00:42:59,344 --> 00:43:01,507
What are you saying?
478
00:43:03,383 --> 00:43:04,851
What are you saying?
479
00:43:04,852 --> 00:43:08,048
What if, what if I... I...
480
00:43:08,955 --> 00:43:12,447
dropped dead? What if
I had cancer? What if I...
481
00:43:12,692 --> 00:43:14,524
had an aneurism? What if?
482
00:43:14,762 --> 00:43:18,994
I would be so sad if you died.
I would go to your funeral.
483
00:43:19,233 --> 00:43:20,757
- You do?
- I'd get a new dress.
484
00:43:21,001 --> 00:43:23,969
I'd pound your coffin
and try to scream:
485
00:43:24,203 --> 00:43:27,138
"Get up! Get up!
Give me one last hug!"
486
00:43:27,373 --> 00:43:30,206
- You're making like it's a scene.
- No, I'm just serious.
487
00:43:30,443 --> 00:43:32,673
I don't want a scene. I'm serious.
488
00:43:32,912 --> 00:43:36,245
No, I love you, darling.
I love you.
489
00:43:36,816 --> 00:43:40,047
I love you.
You're my best friend.
490
00:43:41,788 --> 00:43:47,955
Now just picture you're in a big
bathtub filled with Jell-O right now.
491
00:43:49,128 --> 00:43:51,528
Orange Jell-O.
492
00:43:51,998 --> 00:43:56,994
Et every part of yourself
just sink into the floor.
493
00:43:57,739 --> 00:44:00,572
Et go of your Hollywood crap...
494
00:44:02,377 --> 00:44:07,245
trying to be Gwyneth Paltrow
or Brad Pitt...
495
00:44:08,549 --> 00:44:13,578
your agents,
your casting directors.
496
00:44:14,055 --> 00:44:16,488
Just let them all go up
into a big ball of fire.
497
00:44:18,325 --> 00:44:23,262
Okay, now I want you to ask your
creative source to give you an event.
498
00:44:23,964 --> 00:44:26,865
An event when
you were 10 years-old.
499
00:44:27,935 --> 00:44:31,961
You can go right into that event,
as if you were in a time machine.
500
00:44:32,205 --> 00:44:34,105
Really be there.
501
00:44:34,674 --> 00:44:38,271
Good, Ellie.
Et go of the tension on your face.
502
00:44:38,980 --> 00:44:43,041
This is not a therapy session.
This is acting.
503
00:44:55,497 --> 00:44:58,329
Good, you're 9 years-old, vomiting.
504
00:44:59,701 --> 00:45:02,363
There's no one there to help you.
505
00:45:03,504 --> 00:45:06,338
Et it all relax.
506
00:45:06,575 --> 00:45:08,543
Ook at me.
507
00:45:08,844 --> 00:45:10,903
Esbian.
508
00:45:11,379 --> 00:45:15,907
- Go!
- Esbian! Esbian! Esbian!
509
00:45:16,150 --> 00:45:18,880
- Good.
- It's not appropriate!
510
00:45:19,287 --> 00:45:21,778
- It's not appropriate!
- Good.
511
00:45:22,223 --> 00:45:26,556
And just say like a little scream
into your pillow. A little scream.
512
00:45:27,527 --> 00:45:33,296
My little brother was standing there
with one of my Barbies in his hand.
513
00:45:34,736 --> 00:45:37,933
And her hair was on fire.
Stop it, Toby!
514
00:45:38,273 --> 00:45:41,731
And he was burning my curtains.
515
00:45:43,111 --> 00:45:44,635
Beautiful.
516
00:45:48,285 --> 00:45:49,551
That was beautiful.
517
00:45:49,552 --> 00:45:52,714
Then we sit down at the dining
room table, like she tells us to.
518
00:45:52,955 --> 00:45:56,254
And she brings
these huge plates. Plates...
519
00:45:56,492 --> 00:46:00,327
pilled high: Steak, chips...
520
00:46:00,563 --> 00:46:03,999
carrots, peas, like this
enormous amount of food.
521
00:46:04,234 --> 00:46:08,431
And we're like: "Mom, what are you
doing? What are you doing? No!"
522
00:46:08,671 --> 00:46:12,198
And she's like force-feeding us,
putting it in our mouth.
523
00:46:12,875 --> 00:46:14,375
Good, take it and
put it in your mouth.,
524
00:46:14,610 --> 00:46:16,805
"You eat it, girls!
You eat! You must eat!"
525
00:46:17,046 --> 00:46:21,004
Take a big handful.
The other handful. Another handful.
526
00:46:21,249 --> 00:46:25,583
Good. Big peas.
Spit out the peas. Good.
527
00:46:25,820 --> 00:46:28,449
- And when I...
- Take the peas back, off the plate...
528
00:46:28,691 --> 00:46:30,818
stuff them in and spit them out.
529
00:46:31,293 --> 00:46:34,227
Ellie, don't hold back.
Spit them out.
530
00:46:35,363 --> 00:46:39,356
Mush the food. Keep mushing.
Turn that fucking cell phone off.
531
00:46:40,535 --> 00:46:42,835
Is it? Mush it!
532
00:46:43,640 --> 00:46:48,509
And we would say: "Mom, mom,
no, we already had dinner!"
533
00:46:49,579 --> 00:46:54,175
We had dinner tonight.
Don't you remember?"
534
00:46:56,954 --> 00:46:58,581
Nice.
535
00:46:58,823 --> 00:47:01,313
Now, get up.
Don't get indulgent.
536
00:47:01,558 --> 00:47:03,423
Gesture.
537
00:47:04,861 --> 00:47:06,658
Good, again.
538
00:47:07,931 --> 00:47:12,391
Ellie, quiet.
Do the opposite. Opposite.
539
00:47:12,635 --> 00:47:14,796
Good, good.
540
00:47:15,037 --> 00:47:17,562
And now the opposite of that.
Go! Angry!
541
00:47:20,642 --> 00:47:22,338
Give me a hug.
542
00:47:22,579 --> 00:47:24,046
Very good.
543
00:47:24,047 --> 00:47:26,572
Yeah, Ellie!
544
00:47:26,883 --> 00:47:30,318
Okay, lastly, we're all gonna
work at animals for about 5 minutes.
545
00:47:39,363 --> 00:47:43,492
A kangaroo. Et's see you hop,
shake your butt.
546
00:47:45,135 --> 00:47:47,433
I'll be right back.
547
00:47:51,676 --> 00:47:54,645
You think Meryl Streep
had to do this shit?
548
00:48:18,035 --> 00:48:20,833
You look very preoccupied.
549
00:48:22,073 --> 00:48:24,199
I'm fine.
550
00:48:24,541 --> 00:48:27,533
You're still there.
What's the matter?
551
00:48:27,777 --> 00:48:29,540
Are you bummed
he didn't offer you a line?
552
00:48:30,113 --> 00:48:34,745
Everyone had these big
personal events. Mine was lame.
553
00:48:36,621 --> 00:48:38,850
I'm an idiot.
554
00:48:39,256 --> 00:48:41,952
That's ridiculous, Ellie.
You were very, very good today.
555
00:48:42,193 --> 00:48:46,893
Easy for you to say.
Yours was huge.
556
00:48:47,132 --> 00:48:50,260
You burned your house down
with your brother.
557
00:48:50,502 --> 00:48:52,765
You never even told me that.
558
00:48:54,806 --> 00:48:57,172
No wonder you're such
a good actress.
559
00:48:57,409 --> 00:49:01,812
You have all this shit in your life
that you can just draw off from.
560
00:49:03,115 --> 00:49:04,673
It's deep.
561
00:49:04,916 --> 00:49:07,611
And I'm just like
this shallow bird bath.
562
00:49:09,687 --> 00:49:12,452
- I made it up.
- What?
563
00:49:13,525 --> 00:49:15,857
I made it up, my personal event.
564
00:49:16,361 --> 00:49:19,352
You made up your personal event?
565
00:49:19,864 --> 00:49:24,563
Come on, Ellie! You know I like to
practice my American accent in class.
566
00:49:25,202 --> 00:49:28,196
Sometimes I make things up
so I can practice my acting!
567
00:49:28,541 --> 00:49:31,601
What's the point? It defeats the
purpose. The whole point is to...
568
00:49:31,844 --> 00:49:35,802
use something that really happened in
your life and put it in your acting.
569
00:49:36,047 --> 00:49:41,748
Oh, bullshit. I think the
whole method thing is a wank.
570
00:49:42,021 --> 00:49:45,320
I think sense memory
is so self-indulgent.
571
00:49:45,558 --> 00:49:50,358
No, see, it's not. You draw
from your life experience...
572
00:49:50,595 --> 00:49:52,529
and you personalize it and put it
into your work. It makes it real...
573
00:49:52,764 --> 00:49:55,824
and it makes it honest.
574
00:49:56,067 --> 00:49:58,161
And that's how
you make a scene work.
575
00:49:58,404 --> 00:50:01,668
Bullshit, Ellie! Sorry!
576
00:50:01,907 --> 00:50:07,710
How many times are you gonna cry
about your drunk mother? It's boring!
577
00:50:07,947 --> 00:50:12,850
It's far more real, truthful and
honest if you use your imagination.
578
00:50:13,085 --> 00:50:15,382
And it's limitless.
579
00:50:18,990 --> 00:50:23,361
Okay. Et's try something.
580
00:50:24,431 --> 00:50:27,831
Et's put your theory to test.
581
00:50:28,234 --> 00:50:31,260
Et's see who can cry first.
582
00:50:32,038 --> 00:50:34,472
- On the count of three.
- All right.
583
00:50:34,775 --> 00:50:37,744
One, two...
584
00:50:39,112 --> 00:50:40,977
three.
585
00:50:56,494 --> 00:50:59,054
I'm starting to get one.
586
00:51:02,001 --> 00:51:04,027
It's not real. It's crocodile.
587
00:51:04,271 --> 00:51:07,138
Yeah, it is. It's real, right now.
It's gonna spill out in a second.
588
00:51:07,374 --> 00:51:10,467
- You're not crying.
- Yeah, one on the left eye.
589
00:51:17,585 --> 00:51:22,715
You see, that's dignifying 'cause I
don't have to use any loud whaling...
590
00:51:23,223 --> 00:51:25,748
and it looks like I'm holding back.
591
00:51:26,860 --> 00:51:31,264
- My nose is going too.
- I'm drawing from my own pain.
592
00:51:31,499 --> 00:51:35,902
You don't understand, see? Ook
at this. You think that's faking it?
593
00:51:36,371 --> 00:51:38,235
I think that gets
a little embarrassing.
594
00:51:38,472 --> 00:51:43,774
It's dignifying about holding back
and letting one just spill out...
595
00:51:44,011 --> 00:51:46,411
gently. It's something real, Ellie!
596
00:51:46,647 --> 00:51:48,842
You don't understand.
597
00:51:50,083 --> 00:51:52,448
That shop! You see that shop?
598
00:51:52,685 --> 00:51:54,482
- I wanna go there.
- What?
599
00:51:54,720 --> 00:51:57,588
I wanted to go there for so long.
I'm so glad that that's there.
600
00:51:57,824 --> 00:51:59,883
- Oh, hang on. What...
- Hang on, I can't park here.
601
00:52:00,127 --> 00:52:01,754
I didn't bring my wallet.
602
00:52:17,146 --> 00:52:19,545
Oh, I need a set of tea trays.
603
00:52:30,459 --> 00:52:33,518
- I'll be right out!
- It's okay, we're fine.
604
00:52:33,861 --> 00:52:35,852
Just looking around.
605
00:52:36,764 --> 00:52:38,823
I hear Australians.
606
00:52:40,301 --> 00:52:42,531
You guys are everywhere.
607
00:52:42,870 --> 00:52:45,065
If he says "good day",
I'll kill him.
608
00:52:46,306 --> 00:52:47,806
Good day.
609
00:52:48,608 --> 00:52:50,371
- May I help you?
- Oh, my God, hi!
610
00:52:50,610 --> 00:52:55,674
- I didn't realize you worked here.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
611
00:52:55,917 --> 00:52:57,782
Hi, how are you?
612
00:52:58,653 --> 00:53:02,019
- I'm good, how are you?
- I'm good.
613
00:53:04,624 --> 00:53:07,356
My car is gonna be fixed
by the end of the day.
614
00:53:07,696 --> 00:53:11,189
And I have a dentist
appointment on Thursday.
615
00:53:14,236 --> 00:53:18,002
Sam, this is Chris. Chris, right.
He crashed into me last week.
616
00:53:18,574 --> 00:53:21,510
No, no, I'm Tom,
I'm Chris's twin brother.
617
00:53:21,745 --> 00:53:26,307
And he look really crashed into.
I heard about you.
618
00:53:26,615 --> 00:53:28,344
Wait.
619
00:53:30,219 --> 00:53:31,486
Funny.
620
00:53:31,487 --> 00:53:34,945
No, I really am Tom,
his twin brother.
621
00:53:35,190 --> 00:53:38,717
Happens all the time. People think
we're the same person, but we're not.
622
00:53:39,161 --> 00:53:40,660
We have different hair.
623
00:53:40,762 --> 00:53:45,096
And he drives a Honda Civic, and
I don't drive because I'm epileptic.
624
00:53:45,933 --> 00:53:47,434
So...
625
00:53:47,936 --> 00:53:50,200
- Oh, my God.
- What?
626
00:53:51,774 --> 00:53:55,436
Wow, you guys look a lot alike.
627
00:53:56,010 --> 00:54:00,310
- Yeah. So, how is your car?
- It's good, it's getting fixed.
628
00:54:00,681 --> 00:54:04,517
You paid... No, your brother paid
for it, and it will be fixed.
629
00:54:04,888 --> 00:54:07,652
I know he felt real bad about
what happened and...
630
00:54:08,123 --> 00:54:11,024
He's a terrible driver, just awful.
He's always banging into stuff.
631
00:54:11,260 --> 00:54:15,198
I'm a better driver than he is
and I don't drive, I'm epileptic.
632
00:54:15,433 --> 00:54:17,799
But it's good to meet you.
I'll tell him I saw you.
633
00:54:18,035 --> 00:54:20,162
- Yes, yes, say hi.
- Sure. It's weird.
634
00:54:20,404 --> 00:54:22,462
- I know, it's weird.
- Yeah, he really...
635
00:54:25,308 --> 00:54:27,674
- I have to go, I got that thing.
- What thing?
636
00:54:29,712 --> 00:54:34,376
Sorry, we should go.
She's got a thing, so...
637
00:54:35,284 --> 00:54:39,084
- Well, good luck on your thing.
- Thanks.
638
00:54:41,323 --> 00:54:43,155
- Bye.
- Bye.
639
00:54:53,869 --> 00:54:55,427
Oh, my God!
640
00:54:55,671 --> 00:54:57,334
Shit! Shit!
641
00:54:57,575 --> 00:55:01,375
Hi, I'm sorry, I just...
I am Chris, I lied.
642
00:55:01,712 --> 00:55:05,545
I'm sorry. I was embarrassed because
I told you I was a cinematographer.
643
00:55:05,782 --> 00:55:09,240
I'm really embarrassed. You busted
me where I work and I feel really...
644
00:55:09,486 --> 00:55:12,684
I'm really ashamed of myself,
I'm really sorry. I just...
645
00:55:12,923 --> 00:55:14,550
I didn't want you to get away.
646
00:55:14,792 --> 00:55:16,884
- Are you an epileptic?
- No, I lied about that too.
647
00:55:17,127 --> 00:55:19,061
- Oh, no!
- Wait, wait!
648
00:55:19,296 --> 00:55:21,821
- Wait!
- I just...
649
00:55:22,066 --> 00:55:26,002
I go to AFI and I'm going to be
a cinematographer. And I'm just...
650
00:55:27,204 --> 00:55:30,002
I'm really sorry.
I really like you and...
651
00:55:30,241 --> 00:55:34,643
Okay, don't worry.
You're crazy, but it's okay.
652
00:55:34,878 --> 00:55:37,005
I feel really bad.
Can I make it up to you?
653
00:55:37,248 --> 00:55:40,775
Isten, my band's playing tonight.
Well, my friends' band, Dogstart.
654
00:55:41,018 --> 00:55:43,919
They're really good. And I'd
love it if you went with me.
655
00:55:44,554 --> 00:55:48,251
- Okay.
- You too. You both can come.
656
00:55:48,491 --> 00:55:54,454
So, I have your number. I'll call you
when I get out. It could be great.
657
00:55:54,699 --> 00:55:58,099
She's a very popular girl, you know
that. You're luck she's available.
658
00:55:58,335 --> 00:56:00,826
- Thank you, Sam.
- Really, very.
659
00:56:01,071 --> 00:56:02,571
Bye!
660
00:56:05,377 --> 00:56:08,710
Just your type. Sociopath.
661
00:56:29,199 --> 00:56:31,258
Oh, my God, this is really fake.
662
00:56:43,247 --> 00:56:47,242
3 Vicodin just doesn't do it
for me anymore. At least not orally.
663
00:56:47,486 --> 00:56:49,113
Really? Have you tried Norco?
664
00:56:49,355 --> 00:56:52,949
- Were you just talking about Vicodin?
- Pretty good. Yeah.
665
00:56:53,191 --> 00:56:55,250
I love Vicodin.
I'm like Marilyn Monroe.
666
00:56:56,061 --> 00:56:58,825
- Really?
- Oh, my God, wait! Acting class!
667
00:56:59,064 --> 00:57:01,533
- Right.
- What are you doing here?
668
00:57:01,934 --> 00:57:05,802
- Of course I'm here.
- Yeah, right. I love your glitter.
669
00:57:07,172 --> 00:57:11,404
- It's what drag queens wear?
- Can I have another vodka?
670
00:57:14,579 --> 00:57:17,776
Hey, you guys were great tonight.
That was really cool. How you doing?
671
00:57:18,016 --> 00:57:19,574
- This is my friend Ellie.
- Hi, hi.
672
00:57:19,818 --> 00:57:23,412
- And this is Sam.
- That was so great. Really good.
673
00:57:23,654 --> 00:57:25,155
- One second.
- Are you in the band?
674
00:57:25,390 --> 00:57:29,259
- He's in the band too.
- You're in. Nice to meet you.
675
00:57:29,495 --> 00:57:34,363
You know what's really funny? So many
people who want to say hello to you.
676
00:57:34,599 --> 00:57:38,194
- Yeah? From where?
- Sydney, from the Matrix.
677
00:57:38,436 --> 00:57:40,998
- So many, so many people.
- We're Australian.
678
00:57:41,241 --> 00:57:43,573
- Come with me, please.
- Yeah, sure.
679
00:57:43,844 --> 00:57:45,937
What's up?
680
00:57:46,613 --> 00:57:49,206
- Who?
- I'm so glad you took him out.
681
00:57:49,448 --> 00:57:54,283
- Anyway, the concept was fantastic.
- So good. How did you get in acting?
682
00:57:54,520 --> 00:57:56,250
What? What?
683
00:57:57,090 --> 00:57:58,785
What are you doing?
684
00:57:59,726 --> 00:58:03,388
You're really, really drunk
and you're embarrassing yourself.
685
00:58:03,629 --> 00:58:06,291
- What are you talking about?
- You don't... What are you smoking?
686
00:58:06,532 --> 00:58:09,057
Isten, did you take something.
687
00:58:12,104 --> 00:58:15,402
- Don't laugh at me. Did you?
- Yes.
688
00:58:15,640 --> 00:58:17,140
- What did you take?
- Vicodin.
689
00:58:17,342 --> 00:58:22,610
I knew you did. You took it out
of my medicine cabinet, didn't you?
690
00:58:22,848 --> 00:58:25,840
Ellie, did you take
a Vicodin out of my...
691
00:58:26,085 --> 00:58:28,645
- You know, I had four there...
- Just loosen up.
692
00:58:28,888 --> 00:58:32,289
...that I had been saving.
That's just entitlement.
693
00:58:32,525 --> 00:58:34,025
Oh, my God!
694
00:58:35,294 --> 00:58:37,696
I think Keanu likes me.
695
00:58:39,901 --> 00:58:42,461
- You're just transparent.
- I'm sorry.
696
00:58:42,704 --> 00:58:44,398
Obvious.
697
00:58:49,877 --> 00:58:53,210
Ellie? Ellie Parker?
698
00:58:54,148 --> 00:58:56,616
Ellie, hey... Give me one minute.
699
00:58:56,850 --> 00:58:58,350
- Fuck you!
- No, wait. Wait, come on.
700
00:58:58,418 --> 00:59:01,751
Et me talk to you
about this, please. No, please.
701
00:59:02,055 --> 00:59:05,115
- Rot in hell!
- Ellie, give me a minute!
702
00:59:05,358 --> 00:59:08,691
You have a callback. I've been
trying to get in touch with you.
703
00:59:08,929 --> 00:59:12,125
- Don't fuck with me.
- I'm not. It's for "Delta Breeze".
704
00:59:12,364 --> 00:59:16,198
They really wanna see you on this.
You have a really good shot.
705
00:59:16,435 --> 00:59:18,097
- Wait.
- It's on Friday.
706
00:59:19,806 --> 00:59:21,273
- Hello?
- Ellie.
707
00:59:21,274 --> 00:59:24,640
- Sam!
- Excuse me. Ellie, Friday!
708
00:59:24,877 --> 00:59:28,313
- Oh, my God, where are you?
- I have a ride home.
709
00:59:29,915 --> 00:59:31,417
Which one?
710
00:59:31,853 --> 00:59:33,981
Yeah, all right, bye.
711
00:59:34,723 --> 00:59:38,055
- Sam, wait. Slut!
- Hi, sorry. I was looking for you.
712
00:59:38,292 --> 00:59:43,992
They kicked me out. I know the guys
and they kicked me out of the place.
713
00:59:44,232 --> 00:59:46,861
This gorilla just grabbed me
and like threw me out.
714
00:59:47,102 --> 00:59:49,900
- I told him I've known them for...
- I lost you, I'm sorry.
715
00:59:50,372 --> 00:59:52,601
You okay? Can I give you
a ride home or something?
716
00:59:52,840 --> 00:59:58,608
- No. I just wanna sit here.
- Okay.
717
01:00:02,049 --> 01:00:04,313
- You wanna keep drinking?
- Yeah!
718
01:00:05,652 --> 01:00:09,486
- Wait, can you drive?
- Well, I'm too drunk to walk.
719
01:00:34,115 --> 01:00:37,347
Oh, for a muse of fire...
720
01:00:37,586 --> 01:00:41,284
that would ascend
the brightest sky of invention.
721
01:00:41,524 --> 01:00:43,651
A kingdom for a stage.
722
01:00:43,893 --> 01:00:46,555
A princess to act...
723
01:00:46,795 --> 01:00:51,459
and monarchs to behold
this welling scene.
724
01:03:29,795 --> 01:03:31,729
Slut!
725
01:04:32,658 --> 01:04:35,218
Well, look what the cat dragged in.
726
01:04:36,094 --> 01:04:37,594
What are you auditioning for?
727
01:04:37,696 --> 01:04:41,825
"Straight Shooters",
new cop show on Fox!
728
01:04:42,900 --> 01:04:45,027
I didn't get to go on that.
729
01:04:45,269 --> 01:04:48,671
Yeah, well, I don't think
you're right for it.
730
01:04:49,908 --> 01:04:51,569
What part is it?
731
01:04:52,044 --> 01:04:56,845
Jamie, ex-playmate, now cop.
732
01:04:57,082 --> 01:05:01,282
Jamie joined the APD because her
daddy was killed in the line of duty!
733
01:05:02,222 --> 01:05:08,626
Jamie's extreme beauty betrays
her will power and feline ambition!
734
01:05:08,961 --> 01:05:12,658
Men on the force soon realize she is
a force to be reckoned with...
735
01:05:12,899 --> 01:05:17,394
after she out shoots them all
in a downtown bank robbery.
736
01:05:19,807 --> 01:05:21,307
Right?
737
01:05:21,642 --> 01:05:23,199
Where's your gun?
738
01:05:24,377 --> 01:05:26,743
Fuck, I don't have a gun!
739
01:05:27,814 --> 01:05:29,873
Shit, I need a gun.
740
01:05:30,550 --> 01:05:31,750
Good luck.
741
01:05:31,751 --> 01:05:34,447
I wanna hear all about last night.
Help yourself to a donut.
742
01:05:34,687 --> 01:05:36,711
I was getting in character.
743
01:05:37,889 --> 01:05:41,916
Ellie, I need you to take out
the garbage, like, even once.
744
01:05:58,546 --> 01:06:02,915
Girl, no. It's serious,
I'm not lying. He is gay.
745
01:06:03,917 --> 01:06:07,614
I know. I know it's so crazy.
Hang on.
746
01:06:08,255 --> 01:06:10,850
- Can you just tell Dennis I'm here?
- Yeah, what's your name?
747
01:06:11,226 --> 01:06:13,990
- Ellie Parker.
- Hold on. Virtual Management.
748
01:06:14,229 --> 01:06:15,729
Forget it.
749
01:06:15,730 --> 01:06:17,321
Wait!
750
01:06:18,365 --> 01:06:21,425
Excuse me. Excuse me!
751
01:06:21,969 --> 01:06:25,336
Miss? Excuse me, miss,
you cannot just walk back here!
752
01:06:25,572 --> 01:06:29,975
My name is not "miss". Ellie Parker,
and you should know that by now.
753
01:06:30,210 --> 01:06:31,709
Say it.
754
01:06:31,711 --> 01:06:33,406
Say my name.
755
01:06:33,713 --> 01:06:35,578
- Say it.
- Ellie Parker.
756
01:06:41,588 --> 01:06:44,079
- Hi.
- Why don't we calm down?
757
01:06:44,324 --> 01:06:48,259
Come into my office.
Sit, sit.
758
01:06:52,700 --> 01:06:54,067
What is going on with you, I mean...
759
01:06:54,068 --> 01:06:58,697
Bursting in here
like a big drama queen.
760
01:06:59,473 --> 01:07:02,375
If you were only that good
in your auditions.
761
01:07:05,881 --> 01:07:07,974
I quit.
762
01:07:09,652 --> 01:07:11,313
I quit.
763
01:07:15,223 --> 01:07:17,555
I can't do this anymore, Dennis.
764
01:07:19,527 --> 01:07:22,621
No, I honestly cannot remember...
765
01:07:22,864 --> 01:07:26,264
the reasons I wanted to become
an actress in the first place.
766
01:07:27,234 --> 01:07:31,603
I used to dream
about being an artist...
767
01:07:32,072 --> 01:07:37,534
and enlightening the human
condition, and now this is...
768
01:07:37,779 --> 01:07:41,179
It's all a... It's a big...
You know?
769
01:07:46,086 --> 01:07:50,320
Ellie, everyone on the team here...
770
01:07:50,559 --> 01:07:53,857
is trying their best
to keep you working.
771
01:07:55,263 --> 01:07:57,561
I don't think
there's any disagreement...
772
01:07:57,799 --> 01:08:02,499
of what an extraordinary
actress you are.
773
01:08:06,376 --> 01:08:08,969
People wanna hire confidence.
774
01:08:10,679 --> 01:08:14,581
You know,
when you walk in that room...
775
01:08:14,817 --> 01:08:20,187
they don't wanna know
about vulnerability or desperation.
776
01:08:20,422 --> 01:08:23,686
You know, it just makes them
uncomfortable, that's all.
777
01:08:24,392 --> 01:08:25,892
Did someone say something?
778
01:08:25,927 --> 01:08:32,197
No, I just think it's good karma
for us to talk honestly.
779
01:08:35,403 --> 01:08:40,807
I think your spirit's been broken
a little bit, and they sense that.
780
01:08:43,313 --> 01:08:46,680
It only reminds them
of their own weaknesses.
781
01:08:50,452 --> 01:08:53,148
Yeah, well, I don't give
a shit anymore.
782
01:08:54,523 --> 01:08:56,321
I don't.
783
01:09:00,363 --> 01:09:03,957
What about that "Cruel City"?
Did I get a callback on that?
784
01:09:05,034 --> 01:09:07,935
Oh, they wanted a name.
785
01:09:08,137 --> 01:09:09,638
Who?
786
01:09:10,640 --> 01:09:14,098
- Eslie Bibb.
- Who the fuck is eslie Bibb?
787
01:09:15,478 --> 01:09:16,911
Who is that?
788
01:09:16,912 --> 01:09:19,244
- You're being hostile.
- I'm bitter too!
789
01:09:19,481 --> 01:09:22,245
You said I'm a good actress.
What is so wrong with me?
790
01:09:22,484 --> 01:09:25,454
- What makes me unhirable?
- You're brilliant!
791
01:09:27,257 --> 01:09:30,089
You know what?
I want all my head shots...
792
01:09:30,292 --> 01:09:33,420
my compilation tapes,
anything else you might have of mine.
793
01:09:33,662 --> 01:09:38,124
Pack it up. I'm done, Dennis.
I'm through!
794
01:09:38,803 --> 01:09:44,172
Ellie, I really think you ought
to think about this, I mean...
795
01:09:44,407 --> 01:09:48,673
one doesn't make such a big decision
because they had a bad day.
796
01:09:48,912 --> 01:09:51,814
I thought about it a lot, actually.
797
01:09:52,416 --> 01:09:56,011
And it is the hardest decision
I ever had to make.
798
01:09:57,921 --> 01:10:00,685
Apart from have
or not have an abortion.
799
01:10:04,761 --> 01:10:08,128
Rainbow, I want you to get a box...
800
01:10:08,898 --> 01:10:15,497
and collect all of Ellie Parker's
head shots and all of her videotapes.
801
01:10:15,739 --> 01:10:21,906
Put them in the box, bring
in the box, hold my calls. Bye.
802
01:10:22,413 --> 01:10:26,678
That's it? You're not even going
to try to talk me out of it?
803
01:10:27,417 --> 01:10:30,545
Come on, Dennis,
you can try, you know? I...
804
01:10:31,054 --> 01:10:37,484
I cannot interfere in
other people's destiny. I can't.
805
01:10:54,045 --> 01:10:55,876
Are you okay?
806
01:10:57,681 --> 01:10:59,911
Vanessa left me.
807
01:11:00,151 --> 01:11:02,483
Oh, my God, Dennis!
808
01:11:05,423 --> 01:11:07,253
Sorry.
809
01:11:07,791 --> 01:11:09,291
What happened?
810
01:11:09,292 --> 01:11:13,662
Well, she caught me
fucking around on her.
811
01:11:15,599 --> 01:11:17,761
Oh, my God!
812
01:11:18,003 --> 01:11:21,369
I don't mean to laugh, I...
813
01:11:26,243 --> 01:11:28,338
I hope you're okay.
814
01:11:36,755 --> 01:11:40,692
Thank you. For trying.
815
01:11:46,299 --> 01:11:48,391
You look good.
816
01:11:52,971 --> 01:11:55,531
- Really?
- Yeah.
817
01:11:57,442 --> 01:11:59,501
Suspiciously good.
818
01:12:03,247 --> 01:12:06,080
Have you had some work done?
819
01:12:08,186 --> 01:12:09,881
- You have, haven't you?
- A tiny, tiny bit.
820
01:12:10,122 --> 01:12:15,559
Oh, my God! Oh, my God, Dennis!
Et me see!
821
01:12:16,694 --> 01:12:19,686
I'm only telling you this 'cause
you're not my client anymore!
822
01:12:28,175 --> 01:12:29,903
Good work.
823
01:12:40,521 --> 01:12:46,254
Good luck in whatever
you decide to do, Ellie Parker.
824
01:13:02,909 --> 01:13:04,706
Bye, Ellie.
825
01:14:38,239 --> 01:14:42,801
Yes, this is your baby, Sebastian.
826
01:14:43,378 --> 01:14:47,814
You know how I know it's yours?
Because it's a cancer!
827
01:14:48,515 --> 01:14:53,954
It's a like a tumor growing inside
of me! I want it out of me!
828
01:14:57,091 --> 01:15:00,548
No, you look at me!
You look at me now!
829
01:15:02,863 --> 01:15:07,029
Do you understand?
Please, get away!
830
01:15:14,008 --> 01:15:18,104
"The Tides of Passion"
will return after these messages.
831
01:16:00,254 --> 01:16:06,161
I know this is out of the blue, but
I just have been thinking about you.
832
01:16:07,030 --> 01:16:09,554
I just feel it's too long
since we've spoken.
833
01:16:09,798 --> 01:16:13,757
There's some changes going on and...
Anyway, I'm just trying to connect.
834
01:16:14,002 --> 01:16:15,503
Pick up!
835
01:16:15,705 --> 01:16:17,935
I've been really busy and...
836
01:16:18,174 --> 01:16:21,666
not been able to catch up with
any friends and now it's the time.
837
01:16:21,911 --> 01:16:25,277
I owe you so many phone calls
and I know...
838
01:16:27,282 --> 01:16:31,412
you're wondering why I'm calling,
but I really wanna speak to you.
839
01:16:31,653 --> 01:16:36,385
I want to tell you everything
that's going on and...
840
01:16:36,624 --> 01:16:38,889
see how you're doing...
841
01:16:39,128 --> 01:16:40,891
see if you're all right.
842
01:16:41,130 --> 01:16:45,534
I know some great things have
been happening to you, and I just...
843
01:16:47,570 --> 01:16:50,868
I broke up with Justin and...
844
01:16:53,142 --> 01:16:58,411
Anyway, please, can you call me?
I really would like to speak to you.
845
01:16:58,649 --> 01:17:05,053
I'm really, really sorry
I haven't called. I don't know.
846
01:17:05,288 --> 01:17:08,382
Can you call me, please, Sally?
847
01:17:08,625 --> 01:17:11,720
Hi, Sally, it's me again.
I'm so sorry.
848
01:17:11,962 --> 01:17:17,228
You must think I'm a total freak.
I don't know what came over me!
849
01:17:17,467 --> 01:17:21,028
But I'm really fine.
It would be good to see you.
850
01:17:21,271 --> 01:17:25,207
I hope all is going well. I just
wanna, you know, meet the baby...
851
01:17:25,442 --> 01:17:30,004
and see how things are going.
852
01:17:30,246 --> 01:17:32,736
Wow, he must be
getting big now, uke.
853
01:17:33,615 --> 01:17:37,244
Uke or was it uce? Uce...
854
01:17:37,486 --> 01:17:43,620
I don't know if it was an old message
or something, but anyway...
855
01:17:43,861 --> 01:17:45,885
I'm returning your call.
856
01:18:05,282 --> 01:18:06,783
Fuck!
857
01:18:54,933 --> 01:18:58,198
Hi, it's Ellie. How are you?
858
01:18:58,436 --> 01:19:00,769
Ook, I was wondering
what are you doing.
859
01:19:01,007 --> 01:19:06,001
Do you... Do you have any time
lately, 'cause I'm free and...
860
01:19:06,245 --> 01:19:08,872
and if you wanted to come over.
861
01:19:10,315 --> 01:19:14,513
I... I... Yeah, sure, now?
Now now?
862
01:19:14,986 --> 01:19:16,486
Hold on.
863
01:19:18,523 --> 01:19:20,023
- Hi, how are you?
- Good, how are you?
864
01:19:20,258 --> 01:19:22,418
- Good to see you.
- Good to see you too.
865
01:19:22,660 --> 01:19:25,254
Double kiss. Hey, I'm sorry
about the other night.
866
01:19:25,496 --> 01:19:27,521
No, no, it's fine.
It's totally fine.
867
01:19:27,765 --> 01:19:29,266
- Come in. Hey, cool bag.
- Thanks.
868
01:19:29,301 --> 01:19:33,328
Yeah, it's from Guatemala. I got
it when I visited Central America.
869
01:19:33,572 --> 01:19:36,802
Really? That's interesting.
I'd love to go there.
870
01:19:37,041 --> 01:19:41,000
It's great, really incredible.
You'd love to go there.
871
01:19:41,245 --> 01:19:43,078
- Okay, come in.
- Okay.
872
01:19:43,316 --> 01:19:46,308
It's hard to explain,
but I kind of feel...
873
01:19:46,552 --> 01:19:52,548
I sort of feel like this huge
sense of relief, you know?
874
01:19:52,792 --> 01:19:55,260
I feel...
875
01:19:56,330 --> 01:19:57,830
liberated.
876
01:19:58,365 --> 01:20:02,357
But then, on the other hand,
I also feel...
877
01:20:04,604 --> 01:20:06,868
sad, you know?
878
01:20:08,040 --> 01:20:10,270
Kind of like someone died.
879
01:20:13,212 --> 01:20:18,581
I don't know what to do with myself.
I don't know how to be alone and...
880
01:20:18,817 --> 01:20:20,444
- I don't know how to be alone either.
- Really?
881
01:20:20,685 --> 01:20:24,645
Yeah, I mean... Do you have
a thing like voices in your head?
882
01:20:24,890 --> 01:20:27,859
- You mean like...?
- Not like "kill, kill, kill", like...
883
01:20:28,094 --> 01:20:31,062
Yeah, right.
884
01:20:31,296 --> 01:20:34,697
But yeah, that's why I do what
I do, that's why I love to act.
885
01:20:34,933 --> 01:20:39,872
It's a creative outlet, it's putting
it somewhere, you know?
886
01:20:41,508 --> 01:20:44,567
You wanna hear
something really weird?
887
01:20:44,810 --> 01:20:47,540
My therapist has a crush on me.
888
01:20:49,081 --> 01:20:53,918
That's kind of what's supposed to
happen a little bit, it's called...
889
01:20:54,155 --> 01:20:55,655
Transference, I know.
890
01:20:57,158 --> 01:21:01,719
But this is not that.
This is seriously awkward.
891
01:21:01,962 --> 01:21:03,623
I don't know, it's...
892
01:21:04,364 --> 01:21:09,358
I feel like she's undressing me
right there, on the couch.
893
01:21:09,603 --> 01:21:13,129
Every time I'm about to leave I walk
away thinking I'm gonna feel good...
894
01:21:13,372 --> 01:21:17,001
then she says something negative,
as if to say "Come back, love me.
895
01:21:17,243 --> 01:21:18,744
- Need me, need me, need me. "
- That's what's supposed to happen.
896
01:21:18,879 --> 01:21:21,848
You kind of...
897
01:21:22,082 --> 01:21:24,050
It's a kind of controlled
mini nervous breakdown.
898
01:21:24,284 --> 01:21:28,481
I know. Do you wanna know something?
I'll let you in on something.
899
01:21:28,721 --> 01:21:33,057
Therapist, the rapist.
900
01:21:35,563 --> 01:21:37,224
- What do you mean?
- It means the same thing.
901
01:21:37,465 --> 01:21:42,197
Spell out "therapist", break it up
to 2 words: "the rapist".
902
01:21:43,270 --> 01:21:46,399
That's what it means,
that's what she's doing...
903
01:22:02,957 --> 01:22:04,982
That was weird.
904
01:22:07,394 --> 01:22:11,023
Well, I'm definitely gay.
905
01:22:12,232 --> 01:22:13,894
What?
906
01:22:15,536 --> 01:22:18,437
I wasn't totally sure until now.
907
01:22:18,673 --> 01:22:24,133
I've done stuff with guys and women
but I didn't really know.
908
01:22:24,377 --> 01:22:26,939
Thanks a lot for crystallizing it.
I appreciate it.
909
01:22:27,182 --> 01:22:29,343
Are you fucking kidding me?
910
01:22:30,052 --> 01:22:31,849
Wait, I don't...
911
01:22:32,087 --> 01:22:34,884
Sorry. I don't have anything.
We used a condom, it's...
912
01:22:35,123 --> 01:22:39,287
That's not the point.
Oh, my God. Idiot!
913
01:22:39,527 --> 01:22:41,086
Oh, my God!
914
01:22:41,330 --> 01:22:44,128
- I can't believe you!
- I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
915
01:22:44,366 --> 01:22:46,163
You have to go, okay?
I can't take this.
916
01:22:46,401 --> 01:22:48,800
I didn't mean to do anything fucked
up like that. I'm really sorry.
917
01:22:49,036 --> 01:22:53,132
I don't believe this. This is not
happening. How did you...?
918
01:22:53,674 --> 01:22:57,405
- I was thinking about Johnny Depp.
- Oh, my God.
919
01:22:57,645 --> 01:23:00,638
I'm embarrassed.
I didn't know that... I didn't know.
920
01:23:00,883 --> 01:23:03,874
I can't believe it. I'm an
experiment all of a sudden, right?
921
01:23:04,385 --> 01:23:08,220
Are you 15 years-old? You should've
figured this out a long time ago!
922
01:23:08,657 --> 01:23:10,318
Who are you?
923
01:23:11,727 --> 01:23:14,560
You gotta go, okay? Just get your
fucking clothes and get out of here.
924
01:23:14,797 --> 01:23:18,288
Take your shoes
and don't forget your little purse!
925
01:23:18,833 --> 01:23:20,698
- It's not a purse, it's a bag.
- It's a purse!
926
01:23:20,935 --> 01:23:22,802
I've seen the same one in Urban
Outfitters in the women's section.
927
01:23:23,039 --> 01:23:26,702
That's the closest you'll ever going
to get to Guatemala. Go! Oh, God!
928
01:23:26,943 --> 01:23:29,342
- I'm going, I'm sorry.
- I feel violated!
929
01:23:48,163 --> 01:23:50,927
You have two new messages.
930
01:23:53,202 --> 01:23:54,794
First new message.
931
01:23:55,037 --> 01:23:58,528
Hey, Ellie, it's me, Justin. Hi.
932
01:23:59,473 --> 01:24:03,433
I haven't been able to take a dump
since you've been gone.
933
01:24:04,079 --> 01:24:07,675
Roses are red
Violets are too
934
01:24:07,917 --> 01:24:12,114
I miss you so much
My balls are blue
935
01:24:12,354 --> 01:24:17,157
Message erased.
Sent today at 12:37.
936
01:24:17,394 --> 01:24:20,158
Ellie, this is Dennis.
Don't hang up.
937
01:24:20,397 --> 01:24:23,161
You got a callback
for "Delta Breeze".
938
01:24:23,400 --> 01:24:27,028
I'd love to drag you out of your
retirement. It'd be great to do.
939
01:24:27,270 --> 01:24:30,638
So give me a ring
and we'll set that up, okay?
940
01:24:30,875 --> 01:24:33,139
Take care. Bye-bye.
941
01:24:33,777 --> 01:24:35,642
Message saved.
942
01:24:58,534 --> 01:25:02,265
Sitting on that front porch,
I stared at your eyes for hours.
943
01:25:30,235 --> 01:25:35,171
That terrible night,
the storm ripped and...
944
01:25:40,878 --> 01:25:42,937
Yeah, momma.
945
01:26:01,798 --> 01:26:03,425
Fuck.
946
01:26:19,017 --> 01:26:20,713
Nice dress.
947
01:26:24,223 --> 01:26:28,659
Ellie, hi. I'm so glad that
you're here. You look great.
948
01:26:28,893 --> 01:26:32,659
- You don't think it's too much?
- No, it's perfect. Et me tell you:
949
01:26:32,897 --> 01:26:38,858
It's intense in there. It's been a
sort of a nightmarish movie so far.
950
01:26:39,104 --> 01:26:41,571
I just wanted you to know before
you go in so you can be prepared.
951
01:26:41,805 --> 01:26:43,796
- But you look beautiful.
- Thank you.
952
01:26:44,041 --> 01:26:45,541
Really, really.
953
01:26:45,576 --> 01:26:47,134
Everyone, this is Ellie Parker.
954
01:26:49,147 --> 01:26:50,705
Smash, you remember Ellie?
955
01:26:50,949 --> 01:26:54,441
So nice to see you again.
These are the new producers.
956
01:26:55,285 --> 01:26:56,912
What happened
to the other producers?
957
01:26:57,154 --> 01:27:00,351
We are paying for this movie now.
958
01:27:01,558 --> 01:27:04,620
We fired those
plastic Hollywood idiots.
959
01:27:05,798 --> 01:27:09,494
Fucking idiots. Plastic.
960
01:27:09,734 --> 01:27:12,828
- We are making a real movie.
- Oh, cool.
961
01:27:13,071 --> 01:27:14,936
Art.
962
01:27:15,641 --> 01:27:17,769
Not shit art.
963
01:27:22,249 --> 01:27:25,445
There's too much light in here.
964
01:27:35,561 --> 01:27:37,755
Do you have the new scene?
965
01:27:37,996 --> 01:27:39,657
New scene?
966
01:27:40,732 --> 01:27:42,232
Fucking cunt.
967
01:27:43,335 --> 01:27:45,428
Is that a wedding dress?
968
01:27:45,671 --> 01:27:47,935
Are you getting married?
969
01:27:49,742 --> 01:27:53,233
Marriage is for beasts!
970
01:27:59,853 --> 01:28:01,946
- Ook, what new scene? I didn't...
- Very simple, a few lines.
971
01:28:02,189 --> 01:28:07,888
They encapsulate
the entire meaning of love.
972
01:28:08,127 --> 01:28:10,459
Sorry to spring this on you, Ellie.
If you wanna take a minute...
973
01:28:10,964 --> 01:28:15,367
We just wanna see your mouth move.
974
01:28:16,403 --> 01:28:19,166
Eugene's gonna be reading
this with you. Eugene.
975
01:28:22,909 --> 01:28:24,809
Have a seat, right?
976
01:28:28,181 --> 01:28:31,207
Where's the lines? Who has a light?
977
01:28:40,660 --> 01:28:42,491
Far be it from me to air my...
978
01:28:42,729 --> 01:28:44,629
Stop, stop.
979
01:28:52,340 --> 01:28:54,638
- There.
- Very nice. Very nice.
980
01:28:54,876 --> 01:28:56,503
Much better.
981
01:29:08,156 --> 01:29:11,182
Far be it from me to air
my opinion, Mr. O'Malley...
982
01:29:11,425 --> 01:29:16,123
but I believe in a single God...
983
01:29:16,363 --> 01:29:18,888
and a single nation.
984
01:29:19,132 --> 01:29:22,829
Not two Americas.
985
01:29:23,803 --> 01:29:26,931
This is worth fighting for!
986
01:29:33,848 --> 01:29:40,150
You're a lady of mighty fine opinions
and a beautiful woman too.
987
01:29:41,988 --> 01:29:44,286
Why, Mr. O'Malley...
988
01:29:44,524 --> 01:29:50,590
it's getting kind of late to be
out without a chaperone.
989
01:29:55,036 --> 01:29:58,836
I can see the butterflies!
990
01:29:59,073 --> 01:30:01,008
So pretty.
991
01:30:02,778 --> 01:30:04,473
We should head back.
992
01:30:08,015 --> 01:30:13,681
Although I love the swamp at dusk.
993
01:30:18,926 --> 01:30:22,088
I miss my husband.
994
01:30:22,329 --> 01:30:24,627
Well, then allow me to comfort you.
995
01:30:27,968 --> 01:30:32,839
Oh, Mr. O'Malley.
996
01:30:34,710 --> 01:30:38,440
- That was great. Totally great.
- Great.
997
01:30:47,123 --> 01:30:48,987
That was perfect, Ellie.
998
01:30:49,992 --> 01:30:52,256
Do you know the meaning of love?
999
01:30:54,229 --> 01:30:55,730
Ove is shit.
1000
01:30:58,601 --> 01:31:02,435
Do you guys want her
to do this again? One more time?
1001
01:31:02,671 --> 01:31:06,573
Do you guys want her to do this
again? Should we do another...
1002
01:31:08,910 --> 01:31:12,471
Come on, Ellie. That was great.
1003
01:31:12,714 --> 01:31:15,114
Have fun in Los Angeles.
1004
01:31:18,119 --> 01:31:19,780
I am so sorry.
1005
01:31:20,021 --> 01:31:24,925
That was really, really good. They're
really weird and kind of intense.
1006
01:31:25,160 --> 01:31:27,219
- Whatever.
- Can I talk to you for a second?
1007
01:31:27,462 --> 01:31:31,261
- I need to have some words with you.
- I wanna apologize. I'll be right in.
1008
01:31:31,499 --> 01:31:33,092
- Goodbye, Nellie.
- Ellie.
1009
01:31:34,236 --> 01:31:35,436
Goodbye.
1010
01:31:35,437 --> 01:31:40,741
I wanna take you to dinner and talk
about Justin. I am so sorry, Ellie.
1011
01:31:40,978 --> 01:31:42,878
I'm sorry.
1012
01:32:04,500 --> 01:32:06,297
Fuck!
79983
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