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Do you listen to your instinct, that inner voice that comes out of nowhere

whispers stuff to you?

The one that persuades you to take that job or tells you to walk away from a bad

relationship?

Or warns you of bad luck with a tiny voice that says, hey, you shouldn't

today.

So ask yourself, should I drive or Uber?

What do you do when you're not so sure which voice to listen to?

I believe human instinct exists to protect us, and you should always listen

it. It tells us what we need.

You know, like sea turtles.

Once they're born, they will instinctively head towards the ocean,

that's where they can survive.

And I draw to find my ocean.

Oh, Mr.

Busy Accountant Man.

I thought surely you were going to stand me up again.

Look, I'm so sorry for the scheduling fiasco.

My babysitter is so unreliable.

Well, that's okay.

Now you can take a break from those dirty diapers.

And messy baby foods.

Oh, did I not tell you?

What we're doing today, you're just going to be getting just as messy.

I'm kidding.

Come on in.

So the purpose of the project is not centered around what it means to be a

single father, but I did specifically choose only single fathers for the

project. Is that because single dads are single?

Well, no. The point of the project is that...

Middle -class, well -mannered, single fathers like yourself often lose

themselves in climbing the corporate ladder and taking care of the kids, and

they often forget that there is an animalistic side of being a human.

I think I have to disagree with that. I think I have a wild, animalistic side to

myself.

Well, you don't show it. Your LinkedIn profile is just you, all stuffed up in a

suit and tie.

Your social medias are just a collection of best single dad photos.

You're just a role model father who helps people cut taxes.

You're playing a character, and it doesn't feel human.

Well, I mean, if my LinkedIn profile was what, me in a tank top and sweatpants,

I think I'd get fired.

Well, that's exactly why I want to do this project.

I want to help.

Men like you who have lost themselves in the constraints of society and give you

a shame -free platform to find your animal side.

Find a way to be a beast.

Isn't this supposed to be just a portrait session?

You know, I sit down, you draw, that's it. And now you want me to be a beast?

What, like a leopard?

Take your shirt off.

Why?

Never mind.

I already know the answer to that. I should have just known you'd give some

of artsy answer anyway, so... Well, you know me.

And since you asked, clothes are just a manufactured product that covers up

who people are really on the inside.

And I want to see the real man.

Get rid of that...

Office outfit.

All right.

Fine.

Wow.

When was the last time you were shirtless around another human?

I don't know. Maybe two years ago. My ex -wife.

Two years?

Yeah. And since then you've just been...

Hiding? No, I've not been hiding. I've been busy with work, you know, and the

kids. Well, we're all busy with something, aren't we?

Let's just get started.

Okay. You stand over there.

Okay.

Here? Alright.

Okay.

Uh -huh. Just, um, give me, uh, I'm a B.

No, too gentlemanly.

Okay.

Okay,

this is not a jeans commercial.

All right, well, why don't you just tell me what to do, okay?

Why don't you place your arm above your head and cross your arm?

Like this?

No. Okay.

Cross them and bring this down, angle your chin and your body

just like that.

And then smile like you've got something to share.

Good. Like this?

Great. Yeah? Okay.

It's kind of uncomfortable but okay, I'll do it.

I choose single dads as my subjects for a few reasons.

Also because there's something erotic about them that excites me.

They were married, which means some other women think that they're marriage

material. And they're fathers, which means they're capable of caring for

human being.

Perhaps single dads are my ocean.

And I'm just a sea turtle wanting to go home.

Give me more, you beast.

my babysitter for a few hours oh right okay no problem we can um pick up

where we left off next time cool

I'm on dating apps now.

What?

You know, dating apps.

Good for you.

Yeah, you convinced me that I should really get back out there, you know.

How's that coming along?

I'm sure a lot of women want your tax advice.

Well, I've been on a few dates.

Did any of these dates end with you taking your shirt off?

No, no.

No, none of them were very interested in me.

I don't know how to really do this dating thing. I'm very out of practice.

Well, I could practice with you.

You?

I mean, I inspired you to go on the dating app.

I feel responsible.

I can't exactly send you out into the wild without giving you a few survival

tips.

I didn't know you were so empathetic.

Stay for dinner.

We'll practice.

Life paints, I create, I live.

It's just my everyday life as an artist.

Very romantic.

So are you a Pisces?

Virgo.

But I don't really believe in astrology.

So what about you?

What's life like as an accountant?

Well, I wake up, drink my coffee, I go to work, I look at Excel

spreadsheets all day, then I come home to change my diaper.

You can't say that on a date.

You need to make it more interesting.

Okay. Try again.

Fine.

I wake up. I get my coffee.

I go to work.

I come home and not spend time with my kid.

Still so boring.

I know.

Why don't you try saying it like this?

Okay. I wake up. I work out. I listen to a podcast on my way to work.

I have lunch with my coworkers, and then I come home and I watch cartoons with

my kids.

Wow. So smooth.

Thank you.

So how come you're still single?

Being locked down by a man isn't exactly my cup of tea.

I'm more of a free spirit.

See, I'm completely the opposite.

Like, when I like a girl, I...

I want to lock her down.

That's probably why I got married in my 20s.

Very territorial of you.

What, do you want to conquer and occupy?

No. Just saying that I'm not afraid of commitment.

Well, that's good.

But the opposite of commitment is freedom and the chance to explore.

Don't you want that?

So what's stopping you?

Oh, let's see. I'm a middle -class, boring, single dad.

Well, maybe it's time for you to play.

You know, explore the field, hunt like a leopard.

You know, there's a lot of hidden treasures that married men are not

explore. But you are single.

You should explore them.

So I should release my inner beast?

Right.

And you should let that inner beast do whatever the fuck he's telling you to

Well, this inner beast is telling me it's time to play.

Aren't we already playing?

Oh, Jesus Christ.

I can feel your beast now.

Oh, yeah.

I'm stuck.

Yeah, there we go.

It's only taking me two years.

This is how dates should end.

special stuff.

You seem like you're a very good cook.

I have no idea.

Oh my God.

Oh

my

God.

Oh my

God.

Right there on that cliff.

Yes.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh,

fuck, yes.

Oh my god.

Oh my God.

Oh yes.

Oh my God.

Oh my God. Yes.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Yes. Yes.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh.

Mwah!

Your pussy's so fucking big.

That's your mother.

Yeah, oh

There we go.

Right there, right there.

Oh, Jesus Christ.

Put that cup back in there.

Oh my God. There you go. Oh my God.

Fuck me.

Shit.

Yes.

Oh, no!

Yes. Oh, my God. Yes.

Oh, my God. Yes.

Yes.

Oh, yes.

Yes.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my

God.

That was incredible.

Fuck me like an animal

There we go.

Fucking right there. There we go. You feel that?

Yes. There it is. There it is. There it is. There it is.

Yes. Oh, my God.

You're using that cock. I like you using that cock.

I'm using that cock. I'm using that cock. Yeah, baby.

Oh, my God.

Oh,

my God.

Yeah. Yeah.

Holy shit, baby.

Holy shit.

Oh, my God.

Yeah. There we go. There we go.

Oh, my God.

Oh, God.

Oh my God.

There we go. Deep.

There we go. Fuck me. Fuck me.

Oh my god.

Oh

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I fucking wanted.

Now that is what it feels like to live.

Wow.

Thank you so much.

You're welcome.

I feel sad whenever I finish a portrait.

Because there's no reason to see the person I was drawing again.

It's like they're just gone from my life.

And I'm left looking for my next subject, next ocean, next home.