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[Fizz]
Previously on
"Love & Hip Hop Hollywood"...

This is where we are.
It's like we're already married.

Things are getting
pretty serious.

I would like you to be
the feature girl in my video.

What?!

So what's going on
with you and Princess.

We love each other to death,
and that's what I'm scared of.

I just need another chance.

The only person that means
something to me is you.

The only thing I could do
was go tell my family

before she told my family.

Like, how did it end?They wanna meet you.

I'm doing my music, but,
like, in the beginning stages.

You know what I'm saying?Right.

And it's like I'm relying
on the simple fact

that you're gonna help me.

Sharpen up and wait
for your moment.

What if my moment is now
and it's passing us by?!

I can't help but to think what
life would be like as a family.

Do those thoughts ever,
like, cross your mind?

I don't know if
I really see us,

like, in that
space again.

I saw Moniece out there.

I just gotta tell you something
crazy she just told me.

What?She confessed her love for me.

Don't start, Princess.[Bleep], I'll find
the Dumpster you live in.

Do not start.And I will beat your ass, bitch.

♪♪

♪ We live that ♪♪ Life ♪

♪ We live that ♪Hey!

♪ We live that ♪♪ Life ♪

♪ We live that ♪♪ Life ♪

♪ We live that ♪

♪ Life ♪Hey!

♪ We live that ♪♪ Life ♪

Hey!♪ We live that ♪

♪ Life ♪Hey!

♪ We live that ♪♪ Life ♪

♪ We life that ♪Hey!

♪ We live that life ♪♪

♪♪

Just go have a seat.Sure.

I'll admit, after confessing
my feelings to Dreux,

I really don't even know
what I was thinking.

There's a reason we didn't work
out in the first place.

I realized
that I'm with Rich

and I really need to focus on
what's in front of me.

Oh, wait, here, let me
get that for you, King Richie.

Oh, here you go,
muffin.

Thank you.Oh, you're so welcome.

[Moniece]
Rich has done everything
that I've asked,

including sit down
with my baby daddy,

which I know he really
didn't wanna do.

So I need to stop
being hung up on the past

with a man that
I was in love with

and focus on the future with
the man that I am in love with.

I heard that you met
with my baby daddy.I did.

How did it go?It was a man-to-man
conversation,

it was a good conversation.

I like Dreux,
and I like how he came at me.

A lot different than what
I thought it was gonna be.

So I'm-- I'm comfortable.

I'm glad that it was positive.Mm-hmm.

And I just wanna say thank you
for doing that for me.

This is the summer of Mo-Mo.

We should just be able
to check all your stuff
off your bucket list.

Well...Meet with mom.
Me with baby daddy.

Blasé, blasé.

Well, the blasé, blasé
is ring shopping, sizing.

Okay.

[Rich]
So is Moniece really asking me
for a wedding ring?

I mean, I know Mo-Mo's a little
wedding crazy and everything.

I even like
to joke around with it.

But truth be told...

your man Dollaz is ready
to settle down.

Let's go shopping.Okay.

I want a man ring that's
as big as your girl ring.

I wanted to get you a titanium
band with black diamonds.

Do it.We have to get sized.

Do it.

Take charge.You do it.

I don't have to take charge.Take charge.

You're the man.

You are proposing to me.

Mmm...So you-- yeah.

I mean, I love Mo,
and I actually want to take
things to the next level.

But all these
demands and stuff?

I can already see what kind of
bridezilla she gon' be.

You're stuck with me forever.Whatever.

You not going nowhere.
Ever.

♪♪

[Miles]
I'm lucky enough to have
some true friends

who've had my back
no matter what.

I mean, I've known
these guys for 20 years.

We grew up together,
we went to school together,

and now we makin' it happen
in this hip-hop game.

Go ahead and grab
that pool stick.

So what's popping, y'all?Nothin', man.

That's the question
we wanna ask you, brother,
what's really popping?

[Miles] My sexual identity
is not something that I usually
talk about with my boys.

And even though I never brought
it up, the streets is talking

and I know
they heard something.

So now that it's out there,

I want them to hear it
from me, they boy.

Seriously, though,
what's really going on, bro?

Man, I just been going through
some [bleep], bro.

Like for real, like...

I don't want you [bleep]
find out like that, but, uh...

We your bros, man, you could've
called us, come and told us.

We shoulda been the first people
you came and talked to.[Bleep], I'ma talk to y'all.

I had to talk to Amber,
I had to talk to my family.

How the [bleep] I'ma talk
to y'all first?

How long you been knowing?

About two years.That's crazy.

I mean, I've always thought
you was a little metro,

you know what I'm saying?Y'all know me, I haven't
changed at all, right?

I still stand in front
of you the same man...

A little bit,
a little bit.

A little bit, I changed
a little bit on y'all?

What y'all gonna do
about the rapping?

I'm just keeping it 100,
so if y'all can respect me
and still love me for that...

I respect it, bro,
I respect it.

I respect it,
I just ain't going on
no double dates with your ass.

[laughing]

[Miles]
It'll be a work-in-progress
with my boys,

but mostly,
I feel relieved.

These aren't just my friends.

They're rappers,
producers,

and the kind of people
that I'm scared to come out to.

I don't know what to think,
but so far, it feels good.

It is what it is.
Once you get over the shock,
it's like... a'ight.

Some real stuff, bro,
at the end of the day,
I am proud of you.

I'm happy for you.Thank you, man.

We rock with you
in any situation.

Whatever you choose,
that's what we gonna do.

It is what it is.

I know that had to
take a lot, bro.

It's good.Thanks, bro.

Don't worry about it.Thanks, man.

So let's get another game
going, man, [bleep] this.

I'm tired of talking
about this [bleep].

♪ Tell the world
we'll be all right ♪

♪ 'Cause I'll fight
through hell and back ♪

♪ To make you mine ♪

[Ray J]
You know what, I messed up
badly with Princess.

I can admit that.

And every day
I'm not with her

makes me realize how much
I love and I miss her.

And I'd do anything in the world
to make her my girl again.

♪ I'm not giving up ♪

♪ Whoa ♪

♪ I'm never giving up ♪

♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪♪

[laughing]
What is this?

[Ray J]
You know, I've been
thinking a lot

about the next step
in our relationship.

And I decided,
I'm gonna go all in

to get Princess back.

Listen, only if you
say yes, though,

I got this house
for you and me.

No, you didn't.I swear, I just got it.

[Princess]
Ray is a lot of things,

but predictable
is not one of them.

I know he wants me back, and
this is a crazy, big gesture,

but after all of
the fighting

and me going to jail
and his A-P-T party,

there's just a lot of
things that he's done

to make me wonder if he's
ever really gonna change.

Last time
I talked to you,

we talked about taking it slow,
starting off as friends.

Yeah, I wanna take it slow,
I wanna start off as friends.

But we already three years in.You bought a house?

I wanted to take it
to the next level

and really show you like,
look, I'm not playing around.

I'm not [bleep] around
and I don't wanna lose you.

Only if you wanna do it,
though.

Like, I love you, but...

if I say yes to this,

this means no more games,

no more partying,
no more strippers,

like, none at all.

No, done.No mistakes, no nothing.

I did a lot of things,

but I'm done with that crazy
[bleep] I do, you know?

I just wanna come home
and be with you.

[Princess]
I love Ray.

And I'm willing to give him
one more chance.

But I don't wanna keep making
the same mistakes.

If we're gonna
really do this,

I need to know
he's a 110% committed.

You know a big part
of the issue

we had at the other place
was I didn't feel secure.

I had to leave,
you know what I mean?

I need you to do one thing
for me to make me feel

just 100% comfortable.Whatever you wanna do.

I need this house
to be in my name.

[Ray J]
Listen, I bought
this house for Princess.

But will I sign over
all of the documents to her

and expect for her to be
as loyal as I am right now?

You know, Princess
has proven to me that
as long as I do right by her,

she's gonna always have my back
and love me and only me.

So it's time for me
to bet on myself

and be that man I know I'm
supposed to be for her forever.

Done, I'm already
working on that.

You know what I mean?

But I didn't wanna wait till
then, I wanted to do it now.

I felt like if I didn't
step up to the plate,

then I was gonna lose you.

And there would've been
no turning back.

I would have
regretted that.

Only if you want to,
though.

Of course I want to.

What do you mean?

Yeah?Yeah.

Ohh.

[Nikki]
Fizz, he's like, you know,

"Moniece was being
really emotional today

and admitted to me that she
was still in love with me."

It wasn't about
moving forward with me.

It wasn't about
none of that!

Tell that [bleep] to give you
the mother[bleep] ring!

♪♪

[Rich]
My boy Hassan is throwing
a party for Fashion Week.

I'm still looking for
the face of my 79 Gold.

This is a great opportunity
for me to get some work done

while I'm out here
chillin' in L.A.

[scattered applause]

[Nikki]
You know your girl
loves Fashion Week.

But seeing Rich Dollaz here
had me a little bit distracted.

Ever since Fizz told me
that Moniece still had
feelings for him,

it made me feel
some type of way,

especially because I've been
dating Fizz for a minute now.

I mean, it's straight-up shady
telling one man you love him

while you're in love
with another man.

And I think that Rich
needs to know.

Hey, Rich.What up, baby?

How are you, honey?Good, how are you?

I'm good, thank you.
Nice to see you.Always.

How did you enjoy
the fashion show?

It was cool,
it was cool.

Can I have, um, a glass
of champagne, please?

So what's good?
What's going on?

Ain't [bleep], slow motion,
enjoying L.A. life.

I'm out here partying and
kicking it and working with 79,

but, obviously,
I'm out here with Mo-Mo, so...

Oh... so, okay, well,
let me tell you...

Yo, I feel like there's
something funny going on

right now because
you were like, "Oh."No.

Well, look, so you know
I've been dating Fizz
for a little while.

He had asked me to do
his video shoot.Right.

So I kind of was like, you know,
I don't really wanna do this

just 'cause I have my hands
in so much other stuff.

So it was like the day
of his video shoot,

I came to support him
and I ran into Moniece.

She was in the video?She was the face of the video.

Really?Yeah.

[Rich]
Moniece is in Fizz's video?
What the [bleep] is that?

I'm glad that Mo-Mo getting
along with her baby daddy,

but being in this video is just,
mmm, a little bit weird for me.

I wasn't mad a lot about it
at all because I was like,
you know,

it's great to see you guys
co-parenting and getting along.Right.

So I stepped inside,
I saw Fizz and he was like,

you know, "Nikki, um, there's
something I wanna tell you."

And I was like,
"Okay, what?"

He's like, you know, "Moniece is
being really emotional today

and admitted that she was
still in love with me."

So I was like... "Oh."

You know, I didn't
really know-- What?

You want me to repeat it
to you one more time?

Your girl is in love
with her baby daddy.

[Rich]
First Moniece asked me
to move to L.A.

Then it was gettin'
the right apartment.

Then it was meeting
Mom Dukes.

Then it was baby daddy.

Now we ring shopping.

And after all that,
she's going back behind my back

and telling her baby daddy
she still love him?

I can take a lot of B.S.,

but that right there
is taking me over the level.

Yo, my thing is like,
yo, just keep it 100.Right.

If you have feelings,
then just move like that.

Yo, this girl got me
looking for rings.

So are you in love?Absolutely.

So you feel played.Abso-[bleep]-lutely.

I'm out here and then...

you're telling your baby daddy
that you love him.

And that y'all wanna
try to figure it out.

You can't come back from this.

You can't come back
from telling me this.No, I understand.

I understand,
it is hurtful, for sure.You know what?

Richie, I'll help you
figure it out.

Nikki...Nice to see you.

Oh, no, we just
figured it out.

All right, let me
know how it goes.

[Omarion]
♪ See you when you double tap
the photo she ain't into logos ♪

♪ Nope, living single
like Maxine ♪

♪ I'ma have her singing
like Coco ♪

♪ I get so weak
in the knees ♪

♪ Can't cuff me,
--, please ♪

♪ You know who to call
when your man Duval ♪

♪ Too small, no Lacey ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm up... ♪

[Apryl]
Being on the road with Omari

and having Megaa there has been
such an amazing experience.

Sometimes
I just need to pause

and just look at
where we're at.

It wasn't too long ago
that I came out to L.A.

as a struggling musician
trying to make it.

And Omari has had his own
personal struggles as well,

but look at him now.

♪ I'm that-- I'm that-- ♪

♪ I'm that--
I'm that -- ♪

♪ I'm with my-- with my ♪

♪ Bring more... ♪

[Apryl]
I couldn't be more proud

or more supportive of my man

because he is the hardest
working person that I know.

But I still can't help but feel
like I'm watching my man

and him living his dreams

as I feel like I'm letting
mine just pass me by.

His career has taken off
and it's so big right now

that I'm not as important

as I feel like I should be
in this process.

And I feel like I have to
keep reminding him

so that we can start
working on stuff for me.

♪♪

♪♪

[Miles]
Starting the process of coming
out to my friends and family,

I already feel like
a 100-pound weight

has been lifted
off my chest.

Now not everybody
has been as accepting,

but coming out
was the beginning

and we just going from there.

Hey.Hello, sweetie.

Oh, you're so sweet.

I made you a plate, Mom.Thank you, sweetheart.

[Miles]
I think the hardest part
about all of this is

before I was able to sit down
and tell my own mom,

she had already heard about it
from somebody else.

And that was really hard
for both of us,

but we moving forward.

And today, I'm introducing
my family to Milan.

I told you guys
Milan is coming.

And, you know, I just
wanna let you guys know

I love you so much
and this means so much to me,

you guys being here
and just loving me

and just having my back through
this whole roller coaster ride.

Telling you
was my biggest fear.

And I apologize...

you know, for the way
that you found out.

It's quite okay.

Me getting into it with
my sisters and my nephews

and my nieces and them
getting on social media.

I'm sorry.

I never wanted
to disappoint you.

It's all right, baby.

It's been a lot.

This family's
been through a lot.

I don't have a problem
with nobody at all.I know, baby.

I don't have a problem
with anybody.I know.

They have the problem
with me, so...

And I know it's gonna
take a little time.

People that know you,
they already know what
type of person you are.

They do.So they love you regardless,
they're not gonna care.

Because you are
a genuine person.

Exactly,
anybody that knows you

and know your heart, baby...

We just want
what's best for you.Really.

That's all.Okay?

It's just hard, like,
I just never wanted to
disappoint you guys.

Stop it, okay?We far from disappointed.

Don't you ever think that.

You're like the king
of our castle, you know?

You arethe king
of my castle.

You'll always be.Always will be.

They'll come around, we gonna--
everybody is gonna come around.

[whispering]
I'll get something to eat.

Everybody's gonna
come around.

You're my baby.

Always gonna be my baby.

I love you no matter what.

You can put on a duck suit
and walk around quacking
if you want to.

[laughing]
Stop it, please.Okay?

Quack, quack, quack.
I would not care, okay?

[Miles]
I'm at a place with my family
that I thought I'd never be.

And honestly,
I owe a lot of the motivation
to get there to Milan.

My family just doesn't welcome
new people with open arms.

I'm just hoping and praying
that they extend the same
respect for Milan

that they say that
they got for me.

I love you to death.

And are-- have you,
do you--

What do you really know
about this Milan, Miles?

[doorbell ringing]

[Miles sighing]Bring him on.

What's up?What's going on?

You need to understand that.

If you gonna be in this family
then you need to understand

where the [bleep]
we come from.

'Cause that's how we roll,
we roll with each other.

You stuck your nose
in my business.

I'll don't give [bleep] about
your [bleep] boyfriend.

Yeah, do it.

♪♪

What's up?What's going on?

[Milan]
When Miles told me that
his family wanted to meet me,

at first I was extremely happy
that he was ready

to take the next step
in our relationship,

but now,
I'm nervous as hell.

I don't know what
they're gonna think

or what they're gonna
say to me.

Mom, Charmagne,
this is Milan.

How you doing?Hey, how you doing?

This is my sister, Charmagne.Milan, nice to meet you.

This is my mom, Charlene.How you doing?

[Charlene]
Hi, Milan, nice to meet you.[Miles sighing]

So, uh... they wanted to meet
you, you wanted to meet them.

We finally get to this step.

So how y'all doing?

I'm Milan.

Um, I'm Miles' boyfriend,
and, um...

I've been wanting to
meet you guys

because I thought
it was time for, you know,

us to come out to his family
like I've done with mine.

So your family
knows about... this.

Yes.Have you met them?

Not yet.No.

Not yet.Not yet, why?

'Cause my family
lives in Chicago.

And?I mean...

So what are your, uh,

aspirations in life...

besides stripping?

I understand what
you guys are coming from,
you know what I mean?

It's certain pictures
that I've took that are
a little salacious,

so I know if you've seen
those, you know, but...

Oh, yeah, I know what
your whole body look like.

[Milan]
Have I done some modeling?
Hell, yeah.

The photos out there of me is no
different than the female models

you see in "Maxim"
and all these other places.

So what's with
the double standards?

It's different stuff
that is salacious

that, you know,
I've done and...

Milan, sometimes you have to
have some morals and values

about what you will do...

Mm-hmm....to make it in this business.

Giving up your morals
and your values

shouldn't be one of 'em.

But I don't want you
to think

because someone who's
comfortable with their body,

you know, and has tooken
certain type of pictures,

doesn't have
any moral capacity.

But I can understand
where, you know,

people who have different
values can say, you know,

I wouldn't do those things,
and I understand that.

Okay, you know...I can hear that, I can...

[Milan]
You know, it's really hard
for me to sit here

and let Miles' family
jump down my throat,

but I guess
I can understand.

'Cause my family didn't take it
easy when I came out either.

When I told my dad,
he kind of already knew.

But when I told my mom,

it was a whole nother
ballgame.

So I know it's gonna take
some time getting used to,

but I hope they can
accept me and us

because I genuinely
love Miles.

It's hard for me to sit here
and have this conversation
with y'all

because my own mother,

basically, has disowned me
because of this situation.

Maybe it's 'cause the things
you continue to do

that you don't see
a problem with.

My mom doesn't know anything
about any of that.

She knows about me
letting her know

that I was in love with a man,
and that's her issue.

Well, I have a problem
with that.

If you are for my brother,
then I'm 100% for that.

That's my main concern.

If you are for him,
then I'm for you.

[Charlene] Right.Okay?

That's how we get down because
our best interests is him.

Not who or whoever else you hang
with or not like that, it's him.

And if he cool with you,
we cool with you.

You need to understand that.

If you gonna be
in this family,

then you need to understand
where the [bleep] we come from.

'Cause that's how we roll,
we roll with each other.

And with all of...So you need to understand that.

And with that said...And get used to seeing us.

Right.Okay?

I don't mind seeing y'all.And know how we get down.

'Cause this is how we get down.I wanna see y'all.

So just know,
I'm looking out for him,

but now I'm looking out
for you, too, okay?

Just know that.

[Milan]
This introduction was tough
by anyone's standards,

and I didn't expect it
to be a walk in the park.

But to hear Miles' family
accepts me and us,

that's a huge deal for me.

I'll be looking for my flowers
on Mother's Day and...

Can we all stand up
and have hugs?

[Charlene] I love you.Can we have hugs, yes?

Because I love this boy
here to death.

Okay.Forever, come on, let's...

[Miles]
Everybody hug each other?...let's do a group hug.

[Miles]
Group hug, yeah.

And you better not [bleep] up
because I will come at your ass.

Without a doubt,
you know what I mean?

Real talk.

You ain't seen
the bad side of me yet.

Oh, my God.

I love you, too.

I've seen enough.All right.

[Moniece]
♪ If I ain't got
you by my side ♪

♪ Baby, I would rather die ♪

♪ I'd give it all away ♪

♪ All the riches,
they don't mean a thing ♪

♪ I was giving up ♪

♪ But I'm so in love ♪

♪ And the thought of
losing you ♪

♪ Just tears me up ♪♪

[Rich]
Yo, this bomb that Nikki
dropped on me

got me feeling
all kinds of [bleep] up.

The girl I'm supposed to be
ring shopping with

is in love
with somebody else.

That's a huge betrayal.

I really do love this girl,

but this [bleep]
is embarrassing,

it's nuts,
and it hurts.

I don't know what I'ma do,

but I know I'm not
gonna do nothing.

So what did you think?

Aren't I so talented
and amazing and gorgeous?

Aren't I, like,
so all of the above

that I'm, like,
marriage material?

I came out here...

did all this stuff...

You did, and I acknowledge it....that I was supposed to do.

And...

I was different
than who I am, right?

What do you mean?So...

I'm Richie.Okay.

But for what's important,
you wanna do things differently.

You have to change.Right.

So I thought that I did that.You did.

And I came out here...I'm not saying that you didn't.

...and all this has been
is an exercise

in why I should stay
the [bleep] of who I am.

When I come out here

and bend over backwards

and do all this [bleep]
that I was supposed to do

for a relationship...Yes.

I didn't say you didn't....and I gotta go to a club

where Nikki tells me

that you went to
your baby [bleep] father

and told that [bleep]
you love him

and you trying to figure out
what's going on

and what's the next steps.What?

When did you feel like that
was important for me to know?

When was that gonna be
important for me to know?

Figure out the next steps
with what?With him.

No, I didn't say that.

Come on, man.
Come on, man.

That's not what
I said at all.Come on, man.

I would definitely--Everything has to be
on your time and when--

how you wanna do it.

Things are always
Mo-Mo-Mo, Mo-Mo-Mo.

Everything is Mo-Mo-Mo.That's not true.

Yeah, it is, but now here
I am with this in hand

coming here to tell you
that I [bleep] love you

and I want you
to be mine forever

and I got some [bleep] news
about a [bleep] who-- who--

who you say
treats you like [bleep]!

But you needed to go
investigate that.

You needed to go and-- and--
you needed closure for that.

So it wasn't about me.

It wasn't about
moving forward with me.You know what?

It wasn't about
none of that, man.

It wasn't about
none of that!

Tell that [bleep] to give you
the mother[bleep] ring!

[Moniece]
I'm in shock.

The man I'm in love with,

the man that I've been
planning a future with,

finally gets to the point
of proposing

and it's all gone
in an instant.

Just like that, just because of
some stupid, impulsive decision

to go talk to my baby daddy,

knowing that that [bleep]
was probably gonna backfire.

I'm devastated
that my future

with the man
I'm in love with is gone.

And I don't think I'll ever
be able to forgive Nikki
for messing that all up.

I think Nikki
has a death wish.

I would never hate
on your relationship

or throw salt
on your man.You did, you did.

Because I ran into him--
Get your hand out of my face.

Y'all both,
y'all both need to...[overlapping shouting]

[Brandi]
Get your [bleep] hands off
of Nikki, bitch.

♪♪

♪ I work too hard
for all my -- ♪

♪ To be given away ♪

♪ -- how you feel ♪

♪ Just put my --
in the grave ♪

♪ When I go ♪

♪ When I go,
when I go ♪

♪ I want it all with me ♪♪

Meeting Miles' family
was a bit much for me.

But I'm glad at least now,
it seems like they accept me.

Through all of us, the one thing
that kept me inspired

has always been my music.

I've been grinding on it
all this time

and I got a whole bunch of
hot, new tracks.

And today, I'm putting some
finishing touches on my vocals

and my manager T.C.
is coming to check 'em out.

Cut it.

That [bleep] bomb, bro.

All right, um, give me
like five seconds.

All right, hey, babe.What's going on with you?

Good to see you,
good to see you.Good to see you.

So what you think?I like it, I like it.

It's dope, right?Yeah, it's dope.

Yeah, that emotion's in there.I believe your ass, too.

You're taking all
your [bleep] if you ever go.

So what's going on
with you?

I ended up going to meet
with Miles' family.Right.

And, um,
it was different.

You know, they brought up
my pictures and just stuff.

I'm like, I'm a model,
so is it-- is it okay that--

I mean, I've took nude pictures
or maybe show my ass
or some [bleep],

and a woman can do it,
but I can't?

Like double standards,
you know what I mean?

Like...I mean, your ass probably
look better than theirs...

Yeah, so that's probably
what it was.[laughing]

Um, you know, so that was
like just crazy for me,

but, you know, at the end
of the day, it was cool

'cause we ended up kind of
coming to some type of
understanding.

Okay.And, um...

I ain't even tripping 'cause
the moral of the story for me

is like, you know, if I can
help Miles come out,

I feel like I can
help a lot of people

move to their true self

and be their authentic self,
you know?

Whether it's with the music
or whether it's with just me

personally because
I know when I came out,

I was like 14 or 13.

And the first person I told was
my little brother who was nine.Okay.

And he kept asking me,
"Why you don't play with me.

Why you don't like doing
the same things I do?"

You know,
all those questions.

And I'm just like,
"Bro, like, I'm different."

And he's like, "What do you
mean you're different?"

And I'm like, "I'm gay."

And he's like, "Okay, well,
you're still my brother,

I still love you, and I still
want you to play with me."Right.

And it's like...Real simple with him.

You don't just...Real, yeah.

Black or white,
you know what I mean?Yeah.

And from that point on,

I was like, wow,
you know, like,

this is what true love is,
you know what I mean?Yeah.

And, um, four years later,
my little brother passed away.

So ever since that day,

I basically
just vowed to be me.

You know, my life
had its ups and downs.

And the one thing I can say,
I've always lived my truth.

And you know, that may be hard
for people to accept,

but the truth
is always better.

No matter what, you can
still do the right thing,

you can still be successful,

and you can still
live in your truth.

And I think being you,
your authentic self,

is more than enough.

That's my message
to the world.

I think that's
a phenomenal message.

Because a lot of people,
you know, are really scared

about their actual
real talents

because they feel like something
is truly wrong with them

because they're gay.Because of society.

Because of society.Yeah.

So I think, you know,
exactly what you're saying

and where your direction
is right now

is just in
the right place.

And it's dope that, like,
I can get back in here.Exactly.

I can put all my mind
and my soul back into my music,

'cause that's
the most important thing.Good.

I'm here for it, I'm ready.I know, I can feel--

It's time to take off.Your energy is different.

I like it.

Cha-ching.Cha-ching.

[both laughing]

Let's get this money.All right.

I love you.I love you, too.

♪♪

Oh, yeah, that's what
I'm doing tonight.

There it goes, there goes
the Honda Center.

[laughing]
Hey, I'll see you later!

Omari!Later on!

You get on my nerves,
seriously.Yeah.

I can't even tell you how many
miles we've clocked on this bus.

It's a new city every day,
it's a new venue every night,

and at the end of the day,
it just all becomes a blur.

How you feeling, baby?
You enjoy it?

Are you enjoying the tour?
I mean, what?

Talk to me.It's been fun.

I just wanna start feeling like
I'm doing something for myself.

You don't know what that's like
because you're doing it.

But I just feel like--
Like I said to you before,

when is my time gonna come,
as far as just me working?

And I feel like it's not gonna
happen unless I make it happen.

I can't believe that Apryl is
like on my head talking about,

"Well, baby, you know, are we
gonna do work on my project?"

I'm like, baby, look,
it's all about timing.

Because I'ma make sure that she
gets everything that she wants.

She just gotta know
I got her back.

And we gonna
make this happen.

How far do you think this'll go,
like, realistically?

Within the next
five years.

You think it's gonna
take that long?

You're out of your mind.

I gotta bounce back.You bounced.

No, I gots to
lift up the butt.

I gots to squeeze
in the stomach.

I gots to get these...

I gotta get these things
right, okay?

The most important place that
you could be right now is here.

You know,
your contributions

to helping me do
what I'm doing right now.

And aside from that,

I completely understand
how you feel.

It's like, I just
wanna get back to me

and like what I enjoy
and what I like.

But it's like...

Hold on, stop right there,
hold on.

Let's stop the bus
real quick.

Man, you always
cut me off!

Yeah, I know, sorry.

Yeah, we gonna stop
right here.

This where we gonna stop at,
all right?

Let's get off the bus,
come on.Why?

Where are we at?[laughing]

What you mean
"where we at," baby?

What does it say
right there?

What does that say?

"Love and Laughter
Music Studio"?

Studio, we at
the studio, okay?No, we not.

Even with me busy schedule,
okay, I am a man of my word.

I shouldn't have
doubted you, honey.

Well, I'm saying, baby,
can we get to work?

I'm so happy.Can we get to work?

Mwah, mwah.

Let's go work now,
come on.

You welcome.[squealing] I'm so excited!

Y'all both-- y'all both
need to chill out.[overlapping shouting]

Listen.Bitch, get the [bleep]
out of here.

Shut up, bitch!
I'm right here, bitch!

What's wrong with you,
Moniece, huh?

Calm down, man.

♪ All I need is you
and that Good Lotion ♪

♪ I'm in heaven over here,
it ain't no secret ♪

♪ Girl, I love it
when you lookin' decent ♪

♪ Good Lotion ♪

♪ Good little girl,
you stay it cause a commotion ♪

♪ Especially when you naked
in that Good Lotion ♪

[Fizz]
Tonight is the night
that I've been waiting for

for a very long time.

So a lot of hard work
and stress has gone into taking

my lotion from
an idea in my head

to a video cross promotion

and now finally a launch.

I mean,
I'm a happy man.

[cheering and applause]

Yeah, yeah.
What up, what up?

I wanna thank everybody
for coming out.

Thanks to my partner
right here, Max Lux,

for producing
this here record.

[cheering and applause]

We were able to come up
with a dope product

called Good Lotion.

Also wanna give
a special shout-out

to my baby mama in the back
for being in the video.

I really appreciate your love
and support this time around.

Thank you again.
Everybody, get home safe.

Have a great night,
one love.

[Moniece]
I'm proud of Dreux
and sincerely wish him the best

with his lotion launch.

But that's not why
I came here tonight.

I knew that Nikki
was gonna be here.

And after she ruined my
engagement with Rich,

I wanted to see what the botch
Barbie had to say for herself.

Hello.Hi, girlfriend.

How are you?
Good to see you.

Hi, honey, how are you?Good.

Question.What's up?

So let's just skip
the pleasantries

and get right to it.Okay, go ahead.

So, um, when I saw you
at the video shoot...Right.

...were you present for
my conversation with Dreux?No.

No, right?No.

So did you hear
from my mouth

anything that was said.Absolutely not.

No?No, but--

So when you ran into my man...Right.

...and you stuck your nose
in my business...

I would never stick my nose
in your business....and it caused me

to get a ring
thrown in my face.Listen--

I'm not done.Okay.

That kind of [bleep] gets
people [bleep] up on the daily.

You understand? So don't--Well, you should talk
to your baby daddy...

No, no, no, no......'cause he's the one
that told me that.

What's this?
Moniece, Moniece.

When I ran into Rich,
it was a casual conversation.

I would never hate
on your relationship

or throw salt
on your man or you.

At the end of the day--Nobody said that.

Nobody said that
that was the intention.

"You're sticking your nose
in the business"...

Why are y'all coming and ruining
this [bleep] right now?

But when he tells me, "Nikki,
I heard that my baby mama

told me she still
in love with me."

That's a conversation between
y'all two, speak with him.

But he didn't go back to Rich
and tell Rich anything, you did.

Because I ran into him.You did.

Get your hand out of
my face, honey.You did.

Get your hand out of my face.So the next time...

Y'all both-- y'all both
need to chill out.

[overlapping shouting]

Get your [bleep] hands
off of Nikki, bitch.

[shouting continues]

[Nikki]
I wish you would, bitch!

[Brandi] Hold up, Nikki,
hold the [bleep] up.[Nikki] I wish you would, bitch!

Hold the [bleep] up.I wish you would.

[Brandi]
I don't know what's going on,

but what I do know
is I'm not gonna let nobody

put their hands
on my people,

not Miss Nikki Baby,
not anyone that I love.

I might be little but don't
ever get it [bleep] up.

I will whup a bitch's ass.

[shouting continues]

You know why people
don't like you?

Shut up, bitch,
I'm right here, bitch!

Come on! Come here.Y'all come on this side.

Y'all standing over there
clapping your hands.I will, come on, I will.

Shut up, bitch.Yo.

[Bleep] you bitch, come here.
Come here, honey.

Oh, you think
that hurt me, baby?

[Bleep]. Yo.

Oh, I will.
Don't ever come [bleep].

I don't give a [bleep] about
your [bleep] boyfriend, bitch.Right, right?

Yeah, do it.Come here, bitch.

Right? Right?

[Fizz]
What the [bleep] you doing, man?
Get your ass back here.

What's wrong with you, man?Right. Right.

Yeah, come over here, honey.What's wrong with you, Moniece?

Huh? Calm down, man.

Seeing Moniece get ratchet like
this at my event has got me hot.

I really thought
we turned over a new leaf

and she was beginning to be
more of an adult.

But watching her
go after Nikki like that,

it's just kind of
disappointing.

You know, I expected
more out of her.

You coming up here
and ruining my [bleep],

it's so disrespectful
right now.

Well, then that's it.Over some bull[bleep]
that you dealing with.

That has nothing
to do with me.

I have no idea what was said,
I was not there.

Your new relationship
has nothing to do with me.

I wish you the best with that.Right.

I can't control that.

But I am my own person...

What you can't control
is your frickin' attitude
coming in here...

Right....acting like a mad woman,
that's what you can't control.

No, and I decided to act
like a mad woman.

At my [bleep],
remember that.So?

Remember that,
at my [bleep].

You haven't spoken to me
in days.

I don't give a [bleep] to you.I know you don't.

Call to talk to your son,
that's all you need to do.

I do that seven days a week,
baby, so don't even go there.

Don't act like we don't do that
already 'cause we definitely do.

Bye, baby.

♪ Sometimes
you're misunderstood ♪

♪ And your intentions
are good ♪

♪ Feel like screaming
but no one hears you ♪

♪ They'll be beautiful days,
but all you see is the rain ♪

♪ Always something you just
can't get through ♪

This year has been
a crazy one.

And maybe in hindsight,

some of the choices
that I made

could've been
handled differently.

But after my surgery

and my kick-ass turn-up
on the runway,

I'm starting to feel more
confident in my own skin.

♪ You can take on the world ♪

♪ Don't be afraid ♪

[Teairra]
With my friendship
and relationship issues,

I know that I have
a lot more work to do.

But one thing I will say,

I think the future is looking
bright for Miss Teairra Mari.

♪ I know that
you were going to ♪

♪ Take on the world ♪

♪ If you believe it,
you can achieve it ♪

[Fizz]
I don't think
my relationship with Moniece

is ever gonna be easy.

But I gotta give her credit
where credit is due.

She has stepped up with Kam
in a major way.

And as long as
she keeps up with that,

then I can deal
with the rest.

As for me, though,
business is great.

I'm slangin' lotion,

my new single "Good Lotion"
has dropped,

and everything's smooth,
man, I can't even complain.

But the biggest thing for me
is my little dude right here.

And as long as
me and him are good,

don't nothin' else matter.

♪ Sometimes your best
ain't enough ♪

♪ And all you wanted
was love ♪

♪ Life can leave you
so brokenhearted ♪

[Moniece]
Heartbroken is
the only way to describe

how I feel about losing
the life I wanted with Rich.

But I'm not gonna
allow heartbreak

to keep me from doing what I
need to do in this very moment.

Lovers may come and go,
but no one can take my talent

and no one can take my music.

That is here to stay.

That I know is forever.

♪ You can take on the world,
don't be afraid ♪

♪ There's no better
perfect time or place ♪

♪ If I tell you when,
don't ever give in ♪

[Brandi]
Just like every couple,

Max and I have had some rough
spots in our relationship.

But through all of
the tough times,

drama, and chaos,

Max has always
been there for me.

And I know he always will be,
no matter what.

And here I am with Queenz

shooting the video
for our new song.

Making my dreams,
oh, my God, come true.

♪ Uh, oh, oh-oh ♪

♪ If you believe it,
you can achieve it ♪

[Max]
Look, I know I give Brandi
a hard time about her music,

but it's only 'cause I know
how great she could be.

And as for me,

I'ma keep working,
touring,

and taking care of my family
like a real man should.

♪ You're getting started ♪

♪ Don't you ever let nobody
tell you you can't ♪

♪ You possess a beauty that
they know they can't have ♪

♪ Gotta keep on keepin' on ♪

[Miles]
This has been the toughest
year of my life.

I've revealed more of
myself to the world

than I ever thought
possible.

I can't say that I handled
everything perfectly.

There's no manual to this.

I did everything
the best way that I could.

And I know I hurt people by
telling them who I really am,

but I know I'm stronger
for doing it.

And I just hope
that someone out there

can look at my pain
and experience

and learn from it.

♪ Oh-oh, uh-uh ♪

♪ Uh, oh, oh-oh ♪

♪ Uh-uh, oh, oh-oh ♪

[Milan]
It's been a lot of ups and downs
for me and Miles this year.

And I can't believe
where we're at right now.

But as hard as
this journey was,

it made me understand a lot
about our relationship.

You know,
we're not quite there yet,

but I'm just happy Miles
is out and living his truth.

You know, I would love for it
to be wedding bells and kids,

the whole nine yards,

but I'm just happy
for where we at right now.

And we're just gonna take it
one day at a time.

And that's all
I can ask for.

♪ You possess a beauty that
they know they can't have ♪

♪ You gotta keep on
keepin' on ♪

♪ When it all goes wrong ♪

[Amber]
It's been a hard year.

I suffered the biggest
heartbreak in my life

and I'm still standing.

And I'm putting all that pain
and drama into my music.

And because the most important
thing in my life

is to set a great example
for Zoe,

I'm showing her,
when life knocks you down,

you pick your ass right up off
the floor and hit back.

Because this life is
the only life that you got.

And we gotta kill it.

♪ Oh-oh, uh-uh ♪

♪ Uh, oh-oh ♪

[Princess]
Now after New Orleans,
after the apartment,

and after all
the Teairra Mari drama,

the last thing I wanna do

is jump into anything
with Ray right now.

But despite all our problems,
I really love Ray.

And I know that
he loves me, too.

And right now, I see
that he's really trying.

So why would I sit there
and let this man go?

♪ Take on the world ♪

♪ If you can believe it,
you can achieve it ♪

♪ Take on the world ♪

[Ray J]
I can't lie, my life
has been good this year.

Business is thriving,
my music is on point,

and I got a whole lot of
projects popping.

But one thing I learned

is that none of this
means nothing

without Princess Love
by my side.

What me and Princess
had was special.

And every day,
brick by brick,

I'm rebuilding a love
and gaining her trust back.

And believe this, I'm never
gonna let an outside influence

come between us again.

I wanna give her
something special,

so when she looks in my eyes,
she sees her future,

our future together.

♪♪