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[announcer] Previously on "Love & Hip-Hop: Hollywood"...

Have you been in contact with Ray?

Yeah, I sent him a text message.

You're a [bleep] up person.I'm a [bleep] up person?

You're a [bleep] up person, you're unloyal to everybody.

[fighting sounds]

Bitch! Bitch!

I'll [bleep] you up! Don't [bleep] with me!

This is why the bitch doesn't know you [bleep] married!

Why don't you wear your ring when you're going to the--

Let me tell you something.

Since you care about this ring so much?

Mm-hmm. You can have it.

You should be thanking me, you're welcome.

I will never thank a ho for anything.

Bitch, I'll [bleep]--

Bitch! Say something.

Something's going on, Amber.

I'm gonna tell you to open your eyes, baby.

I know you love him.

We've been talking about counseling.

And honestly, Angel,

I do think that's the first step.

I've had feelings towards the same sex.

The main reason that you wanted to come here today,

you want Amber to come and you want to be able

to tell her all of this.

Yes.

And so can you imagine what kind of a pill

that's going to be for her to swallow?

[doorbell chimes]

All right, are you ready?

♪♪

♪ We live that life, we live that, hey ♪

♪ We live that life ♪

♪ We live that life, ♪ We live that ♪

♪ Life, hey ♪

♪ We live that life, we live that life ♪

♪ We live that life ♪ We live that, hey ♪

♪ We live that life ♪♪

Today is going to be hard day for you.

And it's gonna be a hard day for her,

and you're being really brave,

and I think it's-- it's important that you do it.

I think it's-- it's time.

All right, are you ready?

[sighs]

Um...

As ready as I guess I'm gonna get.

[doorbell chimes]Okay, there she is.

I'm gonna go get her. You take a deep breath, okay?

Okay.

Okay.

[Miles] I've been dreading this moment for years,

but I know telling Amber the truth about my sexuality

is the right thing to do.

And I'm nervous as [bleep],

because I don't know how she gonna react.

I just hope that she doesn't hate me for this,

'cause I genuinely love her.

Hi.Hi. I'm Stacy.

I'm Amber, nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you, come on in.

Have a seat on the couch over here,

this side, next to Miles.

Hey. Hey. Sup?

What's up, you look cute.

I like your boots.Thanks.

I'm glad you came.

All right, Miles, so will you share with Amber

what's been going on?

Sure.

Um, well...

I love you, um, a lot.

A whole lot.

And, um...

I was just been dealing with, like, something that I...

didn't know how to deal with.

Um, I was embarrassed of, um...

I was humiliated of.

And before I told you what I was dealing with,

I had to, um--

I just had to figure things out.

Um...

I've had feelings...

of attraction towards the same sex.

Hmm.

I've been having issues with my sexual identity

and my feelings towards the same sex.

And I've been in a relationship.

[sobbing] I've been--

I have to go to the bathroom.

Miles?I have to go to the bathroom.

Miles?

Everybody was right, too. Everybody was right.

Everybody was right!

Everybody was right, everybody was right!

Everybody was right, everybody!

Everybody who ever said that about you was right!

Everybody!

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

Uh-uh, if this was a game, then you guys can have it.

[sobbing]

No, let me call my mom!

I wanna call my mom!

I wanna call my mom! I wanna call my mom!

[Stacy] Miles, if you have any chance of having a relationship with her,

you have got to come out.

Okay.

You've got to come out and talk to her.

No! No!

Why? Oh, my God.

Why?

Look at-- She's in pain.

So you need to go be there.

I don't want to go in there, I'm embarrassed.

No. I don't wanna see--

No.

Okay, I don't want to see them.

Oh, please! Oh, my God!

[sobbing]

Why?!

You can't run from her.But I can't--

Listen to me. Listen, okay?

This is because she loves you so much.

You understand that?

You can't abandon her now. You cannot.

You cannot abandon her right now.

I don't wanna go in there.

No, Amber! Stupid!

Okay, let me-- Please, please.

I just, I'm ready to go, too.

Okay, but you need to hang, just hang.

I get it.

Growing up in high school, people always called him gay,

but because I loved him so much and I trusted him

and I believed in him,

I knew that people are just haters.

The only person that I tell everything to,

I know the most and knows everything about me

is a-- is a completely different person today.

[Amber] Oh, my God, this hurts so bad.

Amber. Amber, do you see?

This is why it was so hard for me to tell you.

Leave me alone!

Amber.Leave me alone, then.

Amber.

I don't want to talk to you.I love you.

I don't want to talk to you.

I don't care! I don't care!

Get away from me!

All right. I love you.

I'm glad. Go. Please, go.

Please, I'm serious.

I'm telling [bleep] everybody.

I'm telling everybody.

I'm telling everybody that you did this.

I'm telling my mom, I'm telling everybody.

Leave me alone! Bye! Bye!

Keep looking--

[Miles] I've always dreaded this moment,

and seeing her hurt like this,

almost makes me wish I didn't tell her.

I just hope that she can forgive me for this

and understand that this was all for the best.

[Amber] I'm ready to go.

Can I come and sit down, talk to you a minute?

Um...

For what it's worth,

I think he's been wanting to tell you a while, he's just--

But my thing is, have you been doing this for a long time?

Like-- No.

And what he feels for you is real

and he loves you for real.

But I'm mad 'cause-- and he didn't tell me nothing,

like, you don't-- you don't even tell me.

Because he hid it 'til he figured out

how he was gonna tell you.

He has been torn and torn and torn and torn.

And he finally had to explain it to you.

And then to me, it's like, don't string me along

this whole time.

Why involve me?

I've been through a lot of things,

but nothing like this.

I'm thinking about all this stuff,

just everything, like,

how I'm gonna tell my daughter, how am I gonna explain to her?

What is everybody gonna say to me?

Is everyone gonna laugh at me?

And then, me accepting that my future's over.

Mm-mmm. This is so wrong.

This is just wrong.

Like, you know, I love you, you love me, we're tight.

You don't do this. You don't--

you don't wait all this time to tell me I'm just--

Like, I'm in shock.

I just don't know what to think.

Why won't you tell him that?

He needs to hear that. You are right.

I don't want to see him.

Okay, you can't do it right now?

Maybe another day. Yeah.

Maybe another day?

Yeah, I don't want to see him.Okay.

I want-- I do want to tell you this.

I don't care. But you do.

And here's the truth.

Let's be honest, Amber.

If he figured this out five years ago,

you wouldn't have been happy.

Five years from now-- there was no way--

this news wasn't gonna be good whenever it happened.

I don't-- I just don't understand.

But, yeah, um...

This-- it's no good way to tell that.

No.

And so I think he thought that he was doing it

the best of the worst.

Just so you know, he wants to answer

whatever you want answered at any point.

He wants to do anything he can

to make it right for you, as right as he can.

He feels terrible.

I'm telling you, he is, you know, in there crying about it.

You know, I don't hate him.

I don't hate him.

I can't hate him for something that

is inside of him, the way he feels.

I don't hate him, I love him.

Can I tell him that?

But I just don't want to deal with him.

Can I tell him that?

Yes, you can. Please, tell him that.

But I just don't--

Right now, I'm violent right now.

No, I think you're smart to know that about yourself.

Yeah.

So you keep yourself safe, don't do anything crazy.

Oh, no, don't worry.

But I do want to make some phone calls,

'cause there is a certain person

that I do want to ask something about.

Who?

His friend Milan, who is gay, too.

Um, lately, he's been kicking it with him,

and I was thinking it was just weird to me

how they always, you know--

they're around each other all the time.

And you don't want to ask him.

No, I wouldn't, 'cause it's just like--

you know, it's-- it's crazy.

Why don't you-- Why don't you ask him?

I don't-- I can't-- I can't ask him today.

I mean, I would just try and cool off tonight.

Okay, well, I'm gonna go with my mom and my sister,

you know, and I'm gonna be with them,

'cause I really need my family right now.

I get it.

You really need to be around people who support you,

you really need that, 'cause I know this was a blow.

All right, so I'm gonna pass along your messages.

Thank you.

And that I'll let him know that when you're ready to talk,

when that comes, you'll let him know.

Okay. All right.

Thank you.So we'll be in touch.

Okay, all right.Okay, take care.

Can we go? Yes.

Okay, so I just sat out in the car

and talked with her for, like, the last 20 minutes.

She's calmed down a little bit.

All right. Um, and she--

This is what she told me to tell you.

She loves you.

She doesn't hate you, she loves you.

Okay.

She's so hurt and mad right now, she cannot talk to you.

Okay.

Though she did say

that she wants to have a conversation eventually.

But she wants her space.

So there's some hope.

Um, where are you at with what I'm telling you?

I thought I would feel better and I feel worse.

Like...

What-- how do you feel worse?

I just feel like I just broke somebody's heart into pieces,

like I just ruined a woman.

Um, you probably didn't ruin her,

but you did break her heart.

You did.

♪♪

My butt is sweating already.

I'm [bleep] hot, I ain't gonna lie.

I'm gonna have a heat stroke, and I'm gonna age.

Everything that's been going on between Dre and I

has got me [bleep] up,

so I'm looking for any excuse to spend time with my friends

and take my mind off of it.

So I've agreed to do a little workout with the girls

to get all of this tight.

What's been going on, bitch?

I haven't seen you.

I met up with that girl again, at the bar.

What girl?

The Nas girl from the park, remember?

Oh, the other side ho?

Yeah, we both met with her.

Okay.He brought that to me,

that we should both meet up with her.

So what happened when y'all went together?

So we sit down,

then she starts talking about some text messages.

So I asked her for her phone, but my thing is like--

Oh, no, girl.

He sat there so calm and just let me look in her phone.

I looked at it and he calls her.

And she was at the studio with him the night before.

That's [bleep] up.

So... That's [bleep] up.

So we got into a fight again.

She pulled my hair,

and all I could get to was her hair

and that's how that ended.

Bitches be itching for an ass-whooping, man.

Are y'all still together? What's going on now?

I don't know what we are.

He wants to meet and he wants to go have dinner.

Do you want to be, after all this [bleep]?

Really?

What I really want to say is I want him to change

and that's not gonna happen.

My heart goes out to Nia.

She really deserves better from her man.

Now this little side chick Nas on the other hand

needs to be checked.

When Teairra and I sat down with Nas

looking for models for our fashion show,

I never thought anything like that was going on.

So now she's invited me to this store opening that she's hosting

and it seems like the perfect opportunity

to put this girl in her place.

Girl, well, you know, she invited me

to her little event.

Who? Nas.

You're going?

I'm gonna go and tell that little girl about herself.

I'm gonna tell her, like,

you know, go find another relationship to [bleep] up

or go find another man, 'cause nobody wants you.

And he's all over the Internet with Nia,

hooking up with her, out with her publicly.

It's like, girl, you just... a nothing.

♪♪

First, I walk in on my husband surrounded

by all these trifling, vulture-ass thirsty Beckys.

Second, he comes home and throws my wedding ring at me.

Third, he has the audacity

to drive off on my ass, his wife.

Needless to say, things have been real tense around here.

What's up, cutie?Hey, my beautiful Tameka.

I feel so disrespected

and it is very hard for me to forgive my husband.

So I called up my girl Tiny

and I asked her to make time ASAP.

Thank God I wasn't calling you to bail me out of jail.

What?

The other day, I'm looking at the baby,

he playing with something shiny on the floor.

I looked, I said, "Oh, that's Daddy's ring."

And I said, "I'm going to where he's at."

What happened?

I just bust open the [bleep] door

and this [bleep] is sitting down, right in there,

four girls, and a ugly-ass Becky

with her hand on his arm.

Bitch, that's a no-no.

I would have been, "Girl, what?"

He does not come home that night.

Nope.

I try to talk to him about everything,

next thing you know, we go from talking about it

and I think he kinda listening

to him flipping t he whole [bleep] on me.

What do you feel about--In his defense, though,

in Max's defense.

Here you go.

You will blow [bleep] up

and you will do some extra [bleep] that's not necessary.

You can nag sometimes

and you can't just point the finger all the time.

You have to be able to take some of the blame.

You're a pretty different young lady.

[laughing]

Maybe Tiny is right, I was a little bit over the top.

And Max should not have thrown his wedding ring.

But if we're gonna move forward from this,

I need to be a woman and make things right.

Our vows was, through better or worse.

And we done been through worse

and I'm willing to work on better

and not focus on the worse.

Yeah, I'm all for it.

If you put it into words the right way,

it could touch him.

You always get me right, and I'm about to boss down

and realize that it's me too

and see how that will go.

You're the boss, though, baby.

Don't let that go nowhere.

[laughing]

I ain't been the same since me and Princess broke up.

And ever since I got back from Miami

and she moved her [bleep] out the house,

that's really got me twisted.

Of course, that's when I get a call from the last person

I needed to hear from.

I'm good, thank you.

So I asked Teairra to meet me at our usual spot,

where nobody can get the wrong idea

and there's no drinks for her to be throwing at me.

I'm not shedding any tears now that Princess and Ray are R-I-P.

But, what I will say is that that bitch

shouldn't have came at me the other day.

So obviously, Ray told her his version,

and I'm pissed.

So now it's my turn to give Willie Ray Norwood

a piece of my [bleep] mind.

What's up with you?

I mean, I just feel like, you know...

I've known you for years.

I've never thrown you under the bus,

never tired to humiliate you, and it just feels like

at every turn, you just, like,

try to make me look crazy or bad.

No, I don't.And it's just like, damn,

like, where is the love?

Where is the loyalty?

Like, [bleep] the romantic [bleep],

like, just speaking on some friend [bleep].

I gave you some information for you to marinade on

and you turned it into

a complete clutter [bleep] of mess.

You tried to be Princess' friend for a foul reason.

You wasn't trying to be her friend

because you got love for her.

You was trying to be her friend

just 'cause you was trying to infiltrate

and you was trying to make a point.

I wasn't trying to be anything. It just happened.

So you really wanted to be her friend?

It just happened that we were friendly.

Did you really want to be her friend?

And we actually could coexist

in the same room and the same situation.

It just happened.

[Ray J] Teairra must think I'm stupid or something.

I knew the whole time she was texting me about Princess

that she had a motive.

She was trying to hop back into bed with me

and the whole world knows it.

Like, you told me, like, what you was trying to do.

"Oh, I could take your [bleep],

but I'm gonna tell you what's going on."

I never said that.

Then you took the [bleep] to Drake house.

So-- so you mad about what?I'm just saying.

'Cause I'm just letting you know, it's cool,

I see what it is, I see you for who you are.

Like, you whack, yo.

It's like you just keep trying to, like, take little digs.

No, you just can't deny who you are.This is what I'm talking about.

This is what I'm--You janky as [bleep].

You janky as [bleep].You shady as [bleep].

You're shady as [bleep].

You trying to infiltrate me and Princess' relationship

'cause you can't be with me.

Are you kidding me?And you can't be with nobody.

Your girl was the one who was doing what she was doing.

[Teairra] Who the hell does he think he is?

I'm not checking for you like that

and neither is anybody else.

He thinks the world revolves around his [bleep],

but I'm sorry to say, it does not.

Why you lying to yourself?

Why you lying to yourself? You think you all of that.

I don't think I'm all that,

I'm just telling you how you feel about me.

I'm not saying what the world feel about me,

just stop calling me.Bye-bye.

Ain't nobody called your black ass.

How did I get here then?Shut the [bleep] up.

Don't ever call me again, Teairra.

Don't ever speak my name again, don't ever do none of that.

Just do you.

I hope you have a great bitch-ass life.

I just wanted to talk to you guys about who I've been dating.

I apologize that you didn't know about the Nas situation

before we walked in there, my bad.

I can't do nothing with a sorry.

I said I'm sorry about what I did.

You can't accept that, then get the [bleep] out my face.

♪♪

Brandi been on my head at the studio and at the crib

and it's too much for me,

so I'm focusing on work and doing what I do best.

Making dope tracks.

♪ And I can't tell if I'm falling for you ♪

♪ Or you falling for me ♪

♪ Just know that I'm honest so tell your old [bleep] ♪

♪ Out of his league ♪

♪ I never fall for it anyway, I just be falling asleep ♪

♪ Soon as you tell me I love you ♪

♪ That's when I fall out of reach ♪♪

Me and my boy Thizz know each other from the streets.

We been cool since way back.

And he told me he's working on an album,

so I figured why not go, get in the studio,

see what he got going.

We good. That's it right there, bro.

That [bleep] hot.

We gotta go up this summer, man.

We got to, man.

You know, we gotta shoot a little video to that [bleep].

You know, it's about Nikki, man.

I need-- I need Nikki in that.

Who, Miss Nikki Baby? Yeah.

I need the lotion all squeezing on her booty

and rubbing it, you know, like, bladdow.

You crazy, that's crazy.

She just was up in my session.

She brought B. up there,

they was dressed in all black like ninjas.

Came in the station, pow, pow, pow,

bust it right down, it's like the FBI.

Freeze, get down!

Oh. I [bleep] the spot.

That little Brandi coming with the heat, man.

Man, she be coming with too much heat, dude.

I didn't even go home that night

and when I went home, she was just like tripping, like...

Going ham, and I just had to drive off,

like, you know what I'm saying,

'cause I didn't want to say nothing that was like,

you know what I'm saying, that I couldn't take back.

Things have not been good at home

since I threw my wedding ring in the neighbor's bushes.

I know to let B. cool off when she's on a crazy episode,

'cause there's no way to get through to her

when she's like that.

It's like, if you doing whatever you want to do,

bust into studios, and just acting crazy,

it's like, I'm not gonna wear my ring,

'cause it's a control issue.

You not wearing a ring?

I might be a playboy these days,

but when I'm in a real relationship,

I'm a one-woman man.

And if I ever got married,

wearing a ring would be a symbol of that partnership.

How you get away with that, bro?

I mean, I don't wear a ring, 'cause I'm like--

How does that happen, though?

I'm still married without the ring.

She know we married, I know we married, it's--

You married, you made that commitment,

you know what I mean? So it's like--

I was married to the game first,

like, you know, I was in love with hip-hop

before I was ever in love with any woman.

So I don't know what to do if I gotta chase my dreams,

but at the same time, it's like,

I don't want to leave my family behind.

The thing about it is

when I'm marathoning nights in the studio,

all I can think about is getting home to my family.

They're what keeps me going and Brandi gotta know,

even though the thots and Beckys is around,

I'm never gonna close the deal,

and I'm gonna always put my son first.

Half of me want to be the good guy

and, you know, play to her emotions,

and the other half just want to be like,

no, just roll out on tour

and just not even answer my phone.

I'm just trying to figure out, like,

it's like do I give up my hopes and dreams

and just be on lockdown, wear a ring?

You can't do that.

You gotta provide for the little one.

You know what I mean? You can't do that.

That's why I say, it gotta be some line of respect to where

she knows you're doing what you gotta do for the family

and she doing what she gotta do for the family.

She gotta play her role, too.

Maybe that's something you gotta bring up to her,

like, you need to be focused on you.

♪♪

To hear the man that I'm in love with is gay,

I was upset with my future,

because the future that I have been painting

when I close my eyes is no longer a painting.

Hi, baby.

Hi.

Oh, look at you.

[Amber] My Glamma has known Miles

since he was 15 years old.

When I told her we were finished,

she came right over to be with me.

I hate it for it to come to this day,

but I've always had an inclination that one day,

this romance was gonna fall.

Well, like I was telling you guys,

I was asking him to, you know-- for us to get

some kind of counseling or some therapy

so we could work on our relationship.

So I showed up and then he told me

that, um, ever since, I guess, we were younger,

he's had certain feelings.

Basically, he had this feeling that he--

You know, liked men, and that...

Yes. I knew it.

Yeah. I knew it, I knew it.

Okay, go ahead, go ahead.

And then he just breaks down

and tells me that not only he's been having these feelings,

like, this is who he is.

You know, this is the way-- this is how he sees his--

like, his self.Oh, my God, Amber.

I know, and it's weird, Grandma, and I'll be okay,

but it's just like, I don't know how to feel.

Basically, I feel like I wasted my whole life.

You haven't, you haven't.But I feel like it.

Do you know how long?

Yes, I do know how long.

Listen, Amber.

Grandma's been through many a thing, girl,

many a storm,

and I've seen many people just like him.

You said it, you--

But I didn't want to hurt you, so--

Just, I seen it.

I just think about, like, I just messed up,

like, why did I--

No, you didn't, you're only human.

You're a woman and you're only human.

And these things happen.Yeah, I just feel stupid.

I feel so stupid.No, don't feel stupid.

He just played me.

What, for being human? For being human?

Well, I don't know.

I mean, you know, maybe I was blocking out

anything anybody was saying because people were--

they've said it, you know how they've said it,

growing up in high school

and how we had to fight, like, so many people

and you know, how many friends I've lost

by dealing with this situation.

Yeah, you didn't have any.Right.

I mean, you know, he's totally brought me down to the point

where all I have is my sisters.

He want to keep you like this and-- in his hand,

so he can control Amber

and every move that Amber makes,

but Amber's out of it.

You have not go to worry about that no more.

You hear me, baby?

I'm so sad for you.

You always in these mother [bleep] clubs,

but your ho-ass friends,

these [bleep] is [bleep] every [bleep] house to house,

so how I'm supposed to feel about that, Nia?

You know, as a woman,

you should just value yourself more.

Well, how about you go twerk per usual

on somebody's else [bleep] and stop worrying about mine.

Okay, get out my face for real,

'cause you about to have a real big problem.

Get the [bleep] out of my face.

♪♪

[Nia] After talking to my girls,

I realized I had some serious thinking to do

about my relationship with Dre.

He thinks all of our problems can be smoothed over

with a lame-ass sorry and a fancy dinner,

but that [bleep] not gonna fly anymore.

He has to be held accountable for his behavior.

This is our life together and it's not a joke.

I've just been thinking about what we just went through,

you know what I'm saying?

I'm just like, man, I just wanted to take you out,

talk about everything.

You know, I know you been kind of disappointed,

you know what I'm saying?

I think that's the perfect word.

I know you not happy about the situation.

I know that's why you been having attitude and all that,

but, like, we gotta get past that,

you know what I'm saying?

How are we gonna move past it if nothing changes?

We can change whatever you want to change.

I don't think I have to change very much.

I think you do.

I don't feel like you're as honest as you should be.

Just like the situation that we walked into together,

I feel like I should have been well aware of everything

that was really going on, and I wasn't.

I understand what you saying.

What I did was wrong.

The text messages on her phone, I apologize.

But anytime you ask me something about anything,

I told you the truth about everything

leading up until this point.

Just because I didn't tell you something one time,

all that just become bull [bleep].

I always talk to you about stuff.

No, what's bull [bleep] is that I keep believing you

after every time

and you say it's not gonna happen again and it does.

[Soulja Boy] I apologized.

What more does Nia want from me?

I understand that she pissed about the whole Nas situation,

but the real reason she was so mad is

because they was friends.

I get it. My bad.

All I can do is say sorry.

And we gonna have to move the [bleep] on.

Note to self, no more friends.

I apologize that you didn't know about the Nas situation

before we walked in there, my bad.

What else you want me to say, bro?

I don't want you to say anything else.

I want you to change.

Okay, then.

What, you want me to change right here this second

sitting in front of the mother [bleep] table?

You're not gonna change.Man, how the [bleep] are you

gonna tell me what I'm gonna do?

What type of attitude is that to have?

If you not trying to be positive about the situation,

you tripping.

Do you know how long we've been trying to fix this [bleep]?

I'm not talking about ten minutes ago.

Whatever.

This [bleep] has been going on nine [bleep] years.

Are you kidding me?Man, stop, stop, stop it, bro.

You had a mother [bleep] baby, bro.

So what? We weren't together.

You not perfect, my [bleep].

You always in these mother [bleep] clubs,

with your thot-ass friends,

your thirsty-ass, whore-ass friends.

I know what your friends do.

These [bleep] is [bleep] every [bleep] house to house.

So how I'm supposed to feel about that, Nia?

I don't know.

Dre is sitting here trying to flip the script on me,

and really, I want to punch him in his [bleep] face.

I'm the one that has an issue here,

and I should be able to be angry and hurt

without him wilin' out.

You got a [bleep] up ass attitude.

We ain't never gonna get nowhere with your attitude, bro.

'Cause I'm sitting here--

We're never gonna get anywhere if you don't own up to anything.

Well, whatever, I just owned up to it!

I said I'm sorry, what else the [bleep] you want me to say?

Sorry's not fixing anything ever.

I can't do [bleep] with a [bleep] sorry.

I can't do nothing with a sorry.

What you mean you can't do nothing with a sorry?

I said I'm sorry.

I didn't even have to say that.

I'm worth $25 million.

I could have been like, [bleep] you then.

Yeah, I [bleep] the [bleep], [bleep] you.

I'm gonna go be with the [bleep],

but I didn't say that.

I said I'm sorry about what I did.

You can't accept that,

then get the [bleep] out my face, bro.

I will get out of your face.

All right, bye, then, [bleep] you then, [bleep].

Get out my face, honey.

Get out my face, baby. No.

Okay.

Now we really about to have a problem,

and bitch, you're a bum.

♪♪

[Brandi] All right, I can admit.

I can be just a little high-strung

when it comes to my husband,

but if he would just leave that wedding ring on his finger,

we would not be having these problems.

At the end of the day, we both share some blame.

Hi, babe.

What is you doing?

Tiny definitely helped me realize

I should be the first to step up to the plate

and make things right.

Fill your glass all the way up.

There's poison in here?

I honestly have been just thinking a lot,

and I realized no matter what is going on with us,

you are a very hardworking man.

Sometimes I have a weird way of showing my appreciation.

Wait, is this my wife?

I always make everything about you

and what you're doing wrong,

and I never take time to talk about what I'm doing wrong,

and maybe what I do to cause you to have--

Don't look so scared, babe.

But is that was on Oprah today?

I realized that I nag you sometimes so much.

And you should know that I'm not doing nothing,

so you don't really need to suit up

and roll out anyway, right?

Right.

I've been giving it some thought with the ring situation,

and it's like, you know, I grew up in the streets and--

Okay, I really can't focus with you.

Well, it's so hard for me to focus

because you're so handsome.

Well, I've been thinking, too, now that you talking, hold on.

Wait a minute.

You sit your ass down for a second.

[Max] I mean, I love Brandi to death.

What keeps me with her is I know she got my back,

besides how crazy she is

and all the "I Love Lucy" stuff she trying to do.

And it really is a fine line,

but now that I think about it, Fizz is probably right.

I shouldn't have threw my ring away.

We don't really know too many married people, you know?

I didn't grow up with marriages in the family,

and I never seen my dad wear a ring like that.

And then I thought, you know, maybe if we got some new rings.

Then maybe, you know what I'm saying?

What?It might be a little better.

[laughing]

Yeah, so...

I'm gonna need you to sit down on the counter for a second.

I'm giving myself some [bleep] that I won't want to take off.

Babe, oh, my God, are you serious?

Oh, my God, yay!

And I got you a new one, too.

Look at the ring. Less mouth, more ring.

So you know...

Are you serious?Make it to the top.

I love you.

I'm never gonna ever nag or complain again,

'cause I know what I have at home.

After Nas invited me to the store opening she was hosting,

I decided to stop by and clarify a few things for her.

Hey. How are you?

Hey, thanks for coming.

You're welcome. What's going on?

T.T. and I were gonna collaborate with Nas

for our fashion show,

but after I found out what type of ho she was,

I was not gonna go that route.

How are you? You look good.

Thank you, I've been good.

Just, you know, busy and stuff.

What's going on with the fashion show?

When do you want to meet up for, you know--

to get all the girls?

We're not gonna go that direction.

Okay. We already found women.

Okay, that's fine.

So we're gonna go a different direction.

You know, and it's not no shade or nothing to you,

but you know, I'm Nia's friend at the end of the day.

Mm-hmm.

And when I met up with you, I was like, "Oh, she's cool."

But then, like, when the conversation started going,

you're like, "I was asking you questions,

"like, okay, so are you guys [bleep],

are y'all in a relationship?"

You know, you remember. Yeah.

And I just--

I don't know, like, I mean,

I don't really, like, respect it.

How do you not respect it?

You Melly Mel and Maseka were in a situation

and you're, like, trying to point the finger

and saying why you don't wanna do--

Because I was the girlfriend. I wasn't in the other shoes.

And I was the girlfriend as well.

You were in the other shoes.No, I wasn't.

[Nas] What the [bleep] is wrong with Nikki?

All that surgery must have gave her amnesia,

'cause she used to be in the same situation

that I am right now.

so I have no idea who she thinks she is,

waltzing in here trying to give me a lecture.

This is the way I feel, okay?

He's publicly on social media with his woman, right?

And you know that.

But he's still hitting my phone,

so what you fail to realize

is that you don't even know some parts of the story.

So what's the story, then?

So you need to, like-- before you start speaking

about stuff that you don't know,

you should know your facts first.

I know my facts.

If he's openly in a relationship with her,

claiming her,

then even if you [bleep] him yesterday,

even if you [bleep] him this morning,

it don't mean [bleep],

because he's still holding hands with his lady

and he's still with her.

It is what it is, you have your opinion.

Your opinion--

I'm just telling you, I feel like,

you know, as a woman,

you should just value yourself more.

Well, how about you go twerk, per usual,

on somebody else [bleep] and stop worrying about mine.

Security, can you get her out this store?

Okay, honey, you're getting a little too close to me.

Okay, don't touch me.

No, get-- Put your hand away from me.

No, no, get out.

You're not welcome anymore.

You're not gonna tell me what to do.

You can leave.

You fail to realize, you not about to talk to me like that.

You can leave.

You got a problem with me, you can go.

Get out my face, for real,

'cause you about to have a real big problem with me

if you keep getting in my face.

No. Get out my face, honey.

Get out my face, baby. No.

Okay, now we really about to have a problem.

You want to touch me one more time?

Bitch!

Aww, so cute.

Did you just throw up?

Yes, because your face made me throw up, bitch.

All that [bleep] plastic surgery?

Oh, okay.All right, come on, bitch.

I still look so beautiful.

Do you? Thank you.

What the [bleep] was that?

I don't know if this bitch can't hold her liquor

or she might just be intimidated

by the presence of Miss Nikki Baby.

But either way, honey, that was not cute.

Oh, you gonna throw my water at me?

You lucky.

Oh, I'm lucky? Girl, bye.

[vomits]

That was really cute.

That's [bleeping], keep throwing up.

I would be sick too,

with all that nasty [bleep] you got in your stomach.

I still look beautiful, and, bitch, you're a bum.

Recently, I've been dating a guy.

You're gay?

We don't want to see our little brother going down a path.

We want nieces and nephews.

We want to see you with a wife.

Telling you guys,

this is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.

♪♪

♪ People don't change, it's just temporary ♪

♪ I've always been the same, a burden you couldn't carry ♪

♪ Nothing to look forward to ♪

Coming out to Amber was the hardest thing

that I've ever done,

and I knew that was just the beginning.

After I told Amber the truth,

she threatened to tell my family,

and that's been my greatest fear

ever since I started having these feelings as a kid.

♪ I'm in too deep ♪

♪ Why is it so hard to leave ♪

♪ I want to start over ♪

♪ Take things back to how they used to be ♪♪

Hiya.

Hey, how you doing?Hey, how are you?

Good.

So if my family is gonna hear this from anybody,

it's gonna be me.

And I know it's not gonna be easy for 'em.

Growing up,

my family always made [bleep] up remarks

about same-sex relationships, so I already know how they feel.

But I owe it to myself to finish this journey

and telling my sisters is the next step.

Hey, how's it going? What's up?

Hey.

You know, I just wanted to talk to you guys about...

[sighs]

who I've been dating

and what's been going on in my life.

The only person I've brought home, really, is Amber.

Um, me and her, we haven't been together for a while.

Um...

Basically, um, for the past--

recently, I've been dating a guy.

And I really didn't know how to...

tell you guys.

A guy who?

His name is Milan.

Okay, so-- so what?

So what, are you gay?

Why do I have to be a heterosexual,

homosexual, bisexual?Say how you feel.

Just say how you feel.Are you in love with this man?

Answer the questions, Miles?

Why can't I just be a man who fell in love with a man?

Okay, but you sleep with men?

I have, yes.

We have morals.

So what you just saying [bleep] God,

is that what you saying?

Not at all.

What are you saying?

I don't think you guys can understand the pressure

and the weight that I have held on my chest.

I'm really the only man in our family.

I don't have a dad, you guys don't have a dad.

My biggest fear was disappointing you guys,

disappointing Mom,

disappointing my sisters, disappointing--

So you don't think that this is doing that?

And I know it's probably easier said than done,

but we are your family.

We don't want to see our little brother,

you're our only brother that we have,

and we don't want to see our little brother

going down a path.

We want nieces and nephews, we want to see you with a wife.

We want to see you--

I didn't know I could come to you guys,

I don't want to disappoint Mom.

You should make better decisions, Miles.

It's killing me telling you guys.

How you think they gonna look at you,

you know what I'm saying?

Telling you guys is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.

Dealing with this.

I don't know why I have these feelings,

I don't know, I don't know.

For me to have these feelings has been hard

and I haven't told anybody, I held them in.

It's gonna be okay, okay? It's gonna be okay.

I've wanted to kill myself behind this, like--

Well, don't talk about death, okay, please?

At the end of the day, we gonna support you, okay?

You my brother.We're blood.

I will ride or die for you, regardless.

Yup.

Why do I feel like this?It's gonna be okay, look.

I don't-- I don't get it.

It's gonna be okay, okay? It's gonna be okay.

Thank you.

I love you guys.

We will always be here for you regardless.

You will always be our baby brother.

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I look like a [bleep] monster.

This is how we make our money, you know what I'm saying?

Get your ass into the courtroom,

get full custody and let her pay you and go hire a nanny.

If you gonna be a parent to Moniece, Marla,

I feel like you should support her through her demise, period.

You don't care! Stop, stop it.

You have never cared!

Not until yesterday did I get a glimpse

that you do not have a support system.

You're attacking me

and I'm the one that's been helping all this time.

I am 100% ready.

If you don't show your professionalism,

I'm not gonna pay attention to it.

I hear so many things about this guy with other women and--

People say stuff.

You know that more than anybody.

I just really feel like you deserve better.

You stated that you had some things to tell me.

[Miles] I've been with Milan.

♪ You need to stop, stop, stop, stop, stop♪