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[announcer]
Previously on
"Love & Hip-Hop: Hollywood"...
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Have you been
in contact with Ray?
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Yeah, I sent him
a text message.
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You're a [bleep] up person.I'm a [bleep] up person?
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You're a [bleep] up person,
you're unloyal to everybody.
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[fighting sounds]
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Bitch!
Bitch!
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I'll [bleep] you up!
Don't [bleep] with me!
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This is why the bitch doesn't
know you [bleep] married!
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Why don't you wear your ring
when you're going to the--
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Let me tell you something.
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Since you care about
this ring so much?
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Mm-hmm.
You can have it.
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You should be thanking me,
you're welcome.
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I will never thank
a ho for anything.
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Bitch, I'll [bleep]--
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Bitch!
Say something.
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Something's going on, Amber.
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I'm gonna tell you
to open your eyes, baby.
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I know you love him.
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We've been talking
about counseling.
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And honestly, Angel,
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I do think that's
the first step.
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I've had feelings
towards the same sex.
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The main reason that you
wanted to come here today,
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you want Amber to come
and you want to be able
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to tell her all of this.
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Yes.
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And so can you imagine
what kind of a pill
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that's going to be
for her to swallow?
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[doorbell chimes]
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All right,
are you ready?
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♪♪
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♪ We live that life,
we live that, hey ♪
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♪ We live that life ♪
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♪ We live that life,
♪ We live that ♪
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♪ Life, hey ♪
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♪ We live that life,
we live that life ♪
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♪ We live that life
♪ We live that, hey ♪
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♪ We live that life ♪♪
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Today is going to be
hard day for you.
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And it's gonna be
a hard day for her,
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and you're being really brave,
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and I think it's--
it's important that you do it.
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I think it's--
it's time.
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All right, are you ready?
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[sighs]
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Um...
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As ready as I guess
I'm gonna get.
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[doorbell chimes]Okay, there she is.
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I'm gonna go get her.
You take a deep breath, okay?
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Okay.
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Okay.
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[Miles]
I've been dreading
this moment for years,
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but I know telling Amber
the truth about my sexuality
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is the right thing to do.
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And I'm nervous as [bleep],
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because I don't know
how she gonna react.
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I just hope that she doesn't
hate me for this,
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'cause I genuinely love her.
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Hi.Hi. I'm Stacy.
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I'm Amber,
nice to meet you.
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Nice to meet you,
come on in.
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Have a seat on
the couch over here,
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this side, next to Miles.
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Hey.
Hey. Sup?
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What's up,
you look cute.
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I like your boots.Thanks.
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I'm glad you came.
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All right, Miles,
so will you share with Amber
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what's been going on?
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Sure.
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Um, well...
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I love you,
um, a lot.
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A whole lot.
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And, um...
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I was just been dealing with,
like, something that I...
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didn't know how to deal with.
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Um, I was embarrassed of, um...
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I was humiliated of.
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And before I told you what
I was dealing with,
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I had to, um--
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I just had to
figure things out.
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Um...
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I've had feelings...
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of attraction
towards the same sex.
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Hmm.
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I've been having issues
with my sexual identity
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and my feelings
towards the same sex.
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And I've been in
a relationship.
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[sobbing]
I've been--
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I have to go to the bathroom.
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Miles?I have to go to the bathroom.
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Miles?
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Everybody was right, too.
Everybody was right.
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Everybody was right!
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Everybody was right,
everybody was right!
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Everybody was right, everybody!
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Everybody who ever said that
about you was right!
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Everybody!
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No, no, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no.
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Uh-uh, if this was a game,
then you guys can have it.
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[sobbing]
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No, let me call my mom!
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I wanna call my mom!
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I wanna call my mom!
I wanna call my mom!
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[Stacy]
Miles, if you have any chance of
having a relationship with her,
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you have got to come out.
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Okay.
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You've got to come out
and talk to her.
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No! No!
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Why?
Oh, my God.
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Why?
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Look at--
She's in pain.
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So you need to
go be there.
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I don't want to go in there,
I'm embarrassed.
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No. I don't wanna see--
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No.
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Okay, I don't want
to see them.
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Oh, please!
Oh, my God!
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[sobbing]
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Why?!
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You can't run from her.But I can't--
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Listen to me.
Listen, okay?
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This is because
she loves you so much.
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You understand that?
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You can't abandon her now.
You cannot.
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You cannot
abandon her right now.
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I don't wanna go in there.
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No, Amber!
Stupid!
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Okay, let me--
Please, please.
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I just,
I'm ready to go, too.
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Okay, but you need
to hang, just hang.
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I get it.
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Growing up in high school,
people always called him gay,
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but because I loved him so much
and I trusted him
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and I believed in him,
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I knew that people are
just haters.
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The only person
that I tell everything to,
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I know the most
and knows everything about me
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is a-- is a completely different
person today.
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[Amber]
Oh, my God,
this hurts so bad.
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Amber.
Amber, do you see?
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This is why it was so hard
for me to tell you.
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Leave me alone!
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Amber.Leave me alone, then.
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Amber.
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I don't want to talk to you.I love you.
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I don't want to talk to you.
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I don't care!
I don't care!
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Get away from me!
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All right.
I love you.
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I'm glad. Go.
Please, go.
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Please, I'm serious.
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I'm telling [bleep]
everybody.
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I'm telling everybody.
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I'm telling everybody
that you did this.
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I'm telling my mom,
I'm telling everybody.
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Leave me alone!
Bye! Bye!
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Keep looking--
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[Miles]
I've always dreaded this moment,
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and seeing her hurt like this,
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almost makes me wish
I didn't tell her.
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I just hope that
she can forgive me for this
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and understand that this was
all for the best.
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[Amber]
I'm ready to go.
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Can I come and sit down,
talk to you a minute?
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Um...
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For what it's worth,
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I think he's been wanting
to tell you a while, he's just--
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But my thing is, have you been
doing this for a long time?
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Like--
No.
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And what he feels
for you is real
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and he loves you for real.
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But I'm mad 'cause--
and he didn't tell me nothing,
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like, you don't--
you don't even tell me.
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Because he hid it
'til he figured out
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how he was gonna tell you.
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He has been torn
and torn and torn and torn.
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And he finally had
to explain it to you.
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And then to me, it's like,
don't string me along
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this whole time.
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Why involve me?
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I've been through
a lot of things,
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but nothing like this.
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I'm thinking about
all this stuff,
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just everything, like,
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how I'm gonna tell my daughter,
how am I gonna explain to her?
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What is everybody
gonna say to me?
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Is everyone gonna laugh at me?
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And then, me accepting
that my future's over.
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Mm-mmm.
This is so wrong.
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This is just wrong.
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Like, you know, I love you,
you love me, we're tight.
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You don't do this.
You don't--
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you don't wait all this time
to tell me I'm just--
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Like, I'm in shock.
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I just don't know
what to think.
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Why won't you tell him that?
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He needs to hear that.
You are right.
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I don't want to see him.
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Okay, you can't
do it right now?
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Maybe another day.
Yeah.
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Maybe another day?
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Yeah, I don't want to see him.Okay.
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I want--
I do want to tell you this.
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I don't care.
But you do.
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And here's the truth.
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Let's be honest, Amber.
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If he figured this out
five years ago,
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you wouldn't have been happy.
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Five years from now--
there was no way--
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this news wasn't gonna be good
whenever it happened.
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I don't--
I just don't understand.
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But, yeah, um...
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This-- it's no good way
to tell that.
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No.
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And so I think he thought
that he was doing it
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the best of the worst.
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Just so you know,
he wants to answer
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whatever you want
answered at any point.
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He wants to do anything he can
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to make it right for you,
as right as he can.
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He feels terrible.
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I'm telling you, he is,
you know, in there
crying about it.
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You know,
I don't hate him.
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I don't hate him.
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I can't hate him
for something that
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is inside of him,
the way he feels.
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I don't hate him,
I love him.
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Can I tell him that?
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But I just don't want
to deal with him.
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Can I tell him that?
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Yes, you can.
Please, tell him that.
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But I just don't--
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Right now,
I'm violent right now.
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No, I think you're smart
to know that about yourself.
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Yeah.
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So you keep yourself safe,
don't do anything crazy.
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Oh, no, don't worry.
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But I do want to make
some phone calls,
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'cause there is a certain person
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that I do want to
ask something about.
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Who?
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His friend Milan,
who is gay, too.
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Um, lately, he's been
kicking it with him,
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and I was thinking it
was just weird to me
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how they always, you know--
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they're around each other
all the time.
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And you don't
want to ask him.
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No, I wouldn't,
'cause it's just like--
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you know, it's-- it's crazy.
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Why don't you--
Why don't you ask him?
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I don't-- I can't--
I can't ask him today.
255
00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,206
I mean, I would just try
and cool off tonight.
256
00:10:20,275 --> 00:10:22,482
Okay, well, I'm gonna go
with my mom and my sister,
257
00:10:22,551 --> 00:10:24,965
you know,
and I'm gonna be with them,
258
00:10:25,034 --> 00:10:26,517
'cause I really need
my family right now.
259
00:10:26,586 --> 00:10:27,896
I get it.
260
00:10:27,965 --> 00:10:30,793
You really need to be around
people who support you,
261
00:10:30,862 --> 00:10:32,931
you really need that,
'cause I know this was a blow.
262
00:10:34,896 --> 00:10:36,517
All right, so I'm gonna
pass along your messages.
263
00:10:36,586 --> 00:10:38,000
Thank you.
264
00:10:38,068 --> 00:10:39,620
And that I'll let him know
that when you're ready to talk,
265
00:10:39,689 --> 00:10:41,793
when that comes,
you'll let him know.
266
00:10:41,862 --> 00:10:42,862
Okay.
All right.
267
00:10:42,931 --> 00:10:44,103
Thank you.So we'll be in touch.
268
00:10:44,172 --> 00:10:47,172
Okay, all right.Okay, take care.
269
00:10:50,241 --> 00:10:52,482
Can we go?
Yes.
270
00:11:05,689 --> 00:11:07,172
Okay, so I just
sat out in the car
271
00:11:07,241 --> 00:11:09,137
and talked with her for,
like, the last 20 minutes.
272
00:11:09,206 --> 00:11:11,000
She's calmed down a little bit.
273
00:11:11,068 --> 00:11:13,206
All right.
Um, and she--
274
00:11:13,275 --> 00:11:14,344
This is what she told me
to tell you.
275
00:11:14,413 --> 00:11:15,620
She loves you.
276
00:11:15,689 --> 00:11:17,551
She doesn't hate you,
she loves you.
277
00:11:17,620 --> 00:11:19,000
Okay.
278
00:11:19,068 --> 00:11:21,551
She's so hurt and mad right now,
she cannot talk to you.
279
00:11:21,620 --> 00:11:22,586
Okay.
280
00:11:22,655 --> 00:11:23,931
Though she did say
281
00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:27,724
that she wants to have
a conversation eventually.
282
00:11:27,793 --> 00:11:29,448
But she wants her space.
283
00:11:29,517 --> 00:11:34,758
So there's some hope.
284
00:11:34,827 --> 00:11:38,034
Um, where are you at with
what I'm telling you?
285
00:11:38,103 --> 00:11:39,827
I thought I would feel better
and I feel worse.
286
00:11:39,896 --> 00:11:40,862
Like...
287
00:11:40,931 --> 00:11:43,379
What-- how do you feel worse?
288
00:11:43,448 --> 00:11:46,344
I just feel like I just broke
somebody's heart into pieces,
289
00:11:46,413 --> 00:11:49,827
like I just ruined a woman.
290
00:11:49,896 --> 00:11:53,965
Um, you probably
didn't ruin her,
291
00:11:54,034 --> 00:11:55,551
but you did break her heart.
292
00:11:55,620 --> 00:11:57,620
You did.
293
00:12:17,724 --> 00:12:19,793
♪♪
294
00:12:22,137 --> 00:12:23,689
My butt is sweating already.
295
00:12:23,758 --> 00:12:25,206
I'm [bleep] hot,
I ain't gonna lie.
296
00:12:25,275 --> 00:12:27,482
I'm gonna have a heat stroke,
and I'm gonna age.
297
00:12:27,551 --> 00:12:29,758
Everything that's been
going on between Dre and I
298
00:12:29,827 --> 00:12:31,379
has got me [bleep] up,
299
00:12:31,448 --> 00:12:33,448
so I'm looking for any excuse
to spend time with my friends
300
00:12:33,517 --> 00:12:34,931
and take my mind off of it.
301
00:12:35,000 --> 00:12:37,206
So I've agreed to do a
little workout with the girls
302
00:12:37,275 --> 00:12:39,172
to get all of this tight.
303
00:12:39,241 --> 00:12:40,172
What's been
going on, bitch?
304
00:12:40,241 --> 00:12:41,344
I haven't seen you.
305
00:12:41,413 --> 00:12:43,206
I met up with that girl again,
at the bar.
306
00:12:43,275 --> 00:12:44,310
What girl?
307
00:12:44,379 --> 00:12:45,517
The Nas girl
from the park, remember?
308
00:12:45,586 --> 00:12:46,517
Oh, the other side ho?
309
00:12:46,586 --> 00:12:48,482
Yeah, we both met with her.
310
00:12:48,551 --> 00:12:49,827
Okay.He brought that to me,
311
00:12:49,896 --> 00:12:51,724
that we should both
meet up with her.
312
00:12:51,793 --> 00:12:53,137
So what happened when
y'all went together?
313
00:12:53,206 --> 00:12:54,448
So we sit down,
314
00:12:54,517 --> 00:12:56,586
then she starts talking about
some text messages.
315
00:12:56,655 --> 00:12:58,172
So I asked her for her phone,
but my thing is like--
316
00:12:58,241 --> 00:12:59,586
Oh, no, girl.
317
00:12:59,655 --> 00:13:02,172
He sat there so calm and just
let me look in her phone.
318
00:13:02,241 --> 00:13:04,862
I looked at it
and he calls her.
319
00:13:04,931 --> 00:13:07,137
And she was at the studio
with him the night before.
320
00:13:07,206 --> 00:13:08,344
That's [bleep] up.
321
00:13:08,413 --> 00:13:09,689
So...
That's [bleep] up.
322
00:13:09,758 --> 00:13:11,068
So we got into a fight again.
323
00:13:11,137 --> 00:13:12,103
She pulled my hair,
324
00:13:12,172 --> 00:13:13,655
and all I could get to
was her hair
325
00:13:13,724 --> 00:13:15,034
and that's how that ended.
326
00:13:15,103 --> 00:13:17,137
Bitches be itching for
an ass-whooping, man.
327
00:13:17,206 --> 00:13:18,482
Are y'all still together?
What's going on now?
328
00:13:18,551 --> 00:13:19,758
I don't know what we are.
329
00:13:19,827 --> 00:13:22,137
He wants to meet
and he wants to go have dinner.
330
00:13:22,206 --> 00:13:23,793
Do you want to be,
after all this [bleep]?
331
00:13:23,862 --> 00:13:25,482
Really?
332
00:13:25,551 --> 00:13:27,275
What I really want to say
is I want him to change
333
00:13:27,344 --> 00:13:28,586
and that's not gonna happen.
334
00:13:28,655 --> 00:13:30,172
My heart goes out to Nia.
335
00:13:30,241 --> 00:13:31,931
She really deserves
better from her man.
336
00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:33,931
Now this little side chick Nas
on the other hand
337
00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:35,137
needs to be checked.
338
00:13:35,206 --> 00:13:36,724
When Teairra and I
sat down with Nas
339
00:13:36,793 --> 00:13:38,482
looking for models
for our fashion show,
340
00:13:38,551 --> 00:13:41,103
I never thought
anything like that was going on.
341
00:13:41,172 --> 00:13:43,896
So now she's invited me to this
store opening that she's hosting
342
00:13:43,965 --> 00:13:46,172
and it seems like
the perfect opportunity
343
00:13:46,241 --> 00:13:48,172
to put this girl in her place.
344
00:13:48,241 --> 00:13:49,758
Girl, well, you know,
she invited me
345
00:13:49,827 --> 00:13:50,758
to her little event.
346
00:13:50,827 --> 00:13:52,310
Who?
Nas.
347
00:13:52,379 --> 00:13:53,793
You're going?
348
00:13:53,862 --> 00:13:55,551
I'm gonna go and tell that
little girl about herself.
349
00:13:55,620 --> 00:13:57,034
I'm gonna tell her, like,
350
00:13:57,103 --> 00:13:59,137
you know, go find another
relationship to [bleep] up
351
00:13:59,206 --> 00:14:01,931
or go find another man,
'cause nobody wants you.
352
00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:03,689
And he's all over
the Internet with Nia,
353
00:14:03,758 --> 00:14:05,586
hooking up with her,
out with her publicly.
354
00:14:05,655 --> 00:14:08,103
It's like, girl,
you just... a nothing.
355
00:14:09,517 --> 00:14:11,620
♪♪
356
00:14:14,137 --> 00:14:17,413
First, I walk in
on my husband surrounded
357
00:14:17,482 --> 00:14:21,551
by all these trifling,
vulture-ass thirsty Beckys.
358
00:14:21,620 --> 00:14:27,275
Second, he comes home and throws
my wedding ring at me.
359
00:14:27,344 --> 00:14:30,068
Third, he has the audacity
360
00:14:30,137 --> 00:14:33,689
to drive off on my ass,
his wife.
361
00:14:33,758 --> 00:14:38,241
Needless to say, things have
been real tense around here.
362
00:14:39,655 --> 00:14:43,344
What's up, cutie?Hey, my beautiful Tameka.
363
00:14:43,413 --> 00:14:45,724
I feel so disrespected
364
00:14:45,793 --> 00:14:48,586
and it is very hard for me
to forgive my husband.
365
00:14:48,655 --> 00:14:50,379
So I called up my girl Tiny
366
00:14:50,448 --> 00:14:53,379
and I asked her
to make time ASAP.
367
00:14:53,448 --> 00:14:55,689
Thank God I wasn't calling you
to bail me out of jail.
368
00:14:55,758 --> 00:14:57,724
What?
369
00:14:57,793 --> 00:14:59,103
The other day,
I'm looking at the baby,
370
00:14:59,172 --> 00:15:01,655
he playing with
something shiny on the floor.
371
00:15:01,724 --> 00:15:05,034
I looked, I said,
"Oh, that's Daddy's ring."
372
00:15:05,103 --> 00:15:07,551
And I said,
"I'm going to where he's at."
373
00:15:07,620 --> 00:15:08,586
What happened?
374
00:15:08,655 --> 00:15:10,310
I just bust open
the [bleep] door
375
00:15:10,379 --> 00:15:15,862
and this [bleep]
is sitting down, right in there,
376
00:15:15,931 --> 00:15:19,620
four girls,
and a ugly-ass Becky
377
00:15:19,689 --> 00:15:23,034
with her hand on his arm.
378
00:15:23,103 --> 00:15:24,448
Bitch, that's a no-no.
379
00:15:24,517 --> 00:15:26,448
I would have been,
"Girl, what?"
380
00:15:26,517 --> 00:15:28,689
He does not
come home that night.
381
00:15:28,758 --> 00:15:29,827
Nope.
382
00:15:29,896 --> 00:15:31,068
I try to talk to him
about everything,
383
00:15:31,137 --> 00:15:33,172
next thing you know,
we go from talking about it
384
00:15:33,241 --> 00:15:34,724
and I think he kinda listening
385
00:15:34,793 --> 00:15:36,965
to him flipping t
he whole [bleep] on me.
386
00:15:37,034 --> 00:15:38,413
What do you feel about--In his defense, though,
387
00:15:38,482 --> 00:15:39,655
in Max's defense.
388
00:15:39,724 --> 00:15:40,655
Here you go.
389
00:15:40,724 --> 00:15:42,689
You will blow [bleep] up
390
00:15:42,758 --> 00:15:45,689
and you will do some extra
[bleep] that's not necessary.
391
00:15:45,758 --> 00:15:48,172
You can nag sometimes
392
00:15:48,241 --> 00:15:51,379
and you can't just
point the finger all the time.
393
00:15:51,448 --> 00:15:53,689
You have to be able to
take some of the blame.
394
00:15:53,758 --> 00:15:56,724
You're a pretty
different young lady.
395
00:15:56,793 --> 00:15:58,172
[laughing]
396
00:15:58,241 --> 00:16:01,482
Maybe Tiny is right,
I was a little bit over the top.
397
00:16:01,551 --> 00:16:04,482
And Max should not
have thrown his wedding ring.
398
00:16:04,551 --> 00:16:06,344
But if we're gonna
move forward from this,
399
00:16:06,413 --> 00:16:09,000
I need to be a woman
and make things right.
400
00:16:09,068 --> 00:16:11,000
Our vows was,
through better or worse.
401
00:16:11,068 --> 00:16:12,448
And we done been through worse
402
00:16:12,517 --> 00:16:16,620
and I'm willing
to work on better
403
00:16:16,689 --> 00:16:18,517
and not focus on the worse.
404
00:16:18,586 --> 00:16:19,793
Yeah, I'm all for it.
405
00:16:19,862 --> 00:16:22,586
If you put it into words
the right way,
406
00:16:22,655 --> 00:16:24,344
it could touch him.
407
00:16:24,413 --> 00:16:27,724
You always get me right,
and I'm about to boss down
408
00:16:27,793 --> 00:16:29,517
and realize that it's me too
409
00:16:29,586 --> 00:16:30,517
and see how that will go.
410
00:16:30,586 --> 00:16:31,517
You're the boss,
though, baby.
411
00:16:31,586 --> 00:16:33,137
Don't let that go nowhere.
412
00:16:33,206 --> 00:16:34,551
[laughing]
413
00:16:47,068 --> 00:16:49,620
I ain't been the same since
me and Princess broke up.
414
00:16:49,689 --> 00:16:51,448
And ever since I got back
from Miami
415
00:16:51,517 --> 00:16:53,137
and she moved
her [bleep] out the house,
416
00:16:53,206 --> 00:16:54,758
that's really got me twisted.
417
00:16:54,827 --> 00:16:57,137
Of course, that's when I get
a call from the last person
418
00:16:57,206 --> 00:16:58,413
I needed to hear from.
419
00:17:00,068 --> 00:17:01,896
I'm good,
thank you.
420
00:17:01,965 --> 00:17:04,517
So I asked Teairra to meet me
at our usual spot,
421
00:17:04,586 --> 00:17:06,586
where nobody can
get the wrong idea
422
00:17:06,655 --> 00:17:08,931
and there's no drinks for her
to be throwing at me.
423
00:17:11,137 --> 00:17:14,896
I'm not shedding any tears now
that Princess and Ray are R-I-P.
424
00:17:14,965 --> 00:17:17,000
But, what I will say
is that that bitch
425
00:17:17,068 --> 00:17:18,517
shouldn't have came
at me the other day.
426
00:17:18,586 --> 00:17:21,965
So obviously,
Ray told her his version,
427
00:17:22,034 --> 00:17:23,344
and I'm pissed.
428
00:17:23,413 --> 00:17:26,655
So now it's my turn to give
Willie Ray Norwood
429
00:17:26,724 --> 00:17:29,344
a piece of my [bleep] mind.
430
00:17:29,413 --> 00:17:30,517
What's up with you?
431
00:17:30,586 --> 00:17:33,172
I mean, I just feel like,
you know...
432
00:17:34,896 --> 00:17:37,206
I've known you for years.
433
00:17:37,275 --> 00:17:39,241
I've never thrown you
under the bus,
434
00:17:39,310 --> 00:17:42,586
never tired to humiliate you,
and it just feels like
435
00:17:42,655 --> 00:17:44,448
at every turn, you just, like,
436
00:17:44,517 --> 00:17:46,655
try to make me
look crazy or bad.
437
00:17:46,724 --> 00:17:48,068
No, I don't.And it's just like, damn,
438
00:17:48,137 --> 00:17:49,103
like, where is the love?
439
00:17:49,172 --> 00:17:50,172
Where is the loyalty?
440
00:17:50,241 --> 00:17:51,896
Like, [bleep]
the romantic [bleep],
441
00:17:51,965 --> 00:17:54,379
like, just speaking on
some friend [bleep].
442
00:17:54,448 --> 00:17:57,517
I gave you some information
for you to marinade on
443
00:17:57,586 --> 00:17:58,586
and you turned it into
444
00:17:58,655 --> 00:18:01,275
a complete clutter
[bleep] of mess.
445
00:18:01,344 --> 00:18:05,517
You tried to be Princess'
friend for a foul reason.
446
00:18:05,586 --> 00:18:07,172
You wasn't trying
to be her friend
447
00:18:07,241 --> 00:18:08,689
because you got love for her.
448
00:18:08,758 --> 00:18:09,862
You was trying
to be her friend
449
00:18:09,931 --> 00:18:11,000
just 'cause you was
trying to infiltrate
450
00:18:11,068 --> 00:18:12,310
and you was trying
to make a point.
451
00:18:12,379 --> 00:18:13,862
I wasn't trying to be anything.
It just happened.
452
00:18:13,931 --> 00:18:14,931
So you really wanted
to be her friend?
453
00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:16,586
It just happened
that we were friendly.
454
00:18:16,655 --> 00:18:17,586
Did you really want
to be her friend?
455
00:18:17,655 --> 00:18:19,655
And we actually could coexist
456
00:18:19,724 --> 00:18:22,103
in the same room
and the same situation.
457
00:18:22,172 --> 00:18:23,551
It just happened.
458
00:18:23,620 --> 00:18:25,551
[Ray J]
Teairra must think
I'm stupid or something.
459
00:18:25,620 --> 00:18:28,379
I knew the whole time she was
texting me about Princess
460
00:18:28,448 --> 00:18:30,000
that she had a motive.
461
00:18:30,068 --> 00:18:31,931
She was trying to hop back
into bed with me
462
00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:33,931
and the whole world knows it.
463
00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:36,310
Like, you told me, like,
what you was trying to do.
464
00:18:36,379 --> 00:18:37,758
"Oh, I could take your [bleep],
465
00:18:37,827 --> 00:18:38,724
but I'm gonna tell you
what's going on."
466
00:18:38,793 --> 00:18:40,103
I never said that.
467
00:18:40,172 --> 00:18:42,000
Then you took the [bleep]
to Drake house.
468
00:18:42,068 --> 00:18:44,241
So-- so you mad about what?I'm just saying.
469
00:18:44,310 --> 00:18:46,689
'Cause I'm just
letting you know, it's cool,
470
00:18:46,758 --> 00:18:49,103
I see what it is,
I see you for who you are.
471
00:18:49,172 --> 00:18:50,551
Like, you whack, yo.
472
00:18:50,620 --> 00:18:53,862
It's like you just keep trying
to, like, take little digs.
473
00:18:53,931 --> 00:18:56,034
No, you just can't
deny who you are.This is what I'm talking about.
474
00:18:56,103 --> 00:18:57,793
This is what I'm--You janky as [bleep].
475
00:18:57,862 --> 00:18:59,034
You janky as [bleep].You shady as [bleep].
476
00:18:59,103 --> 00:19:00,551
You're shady as [bleep].
477
00:19:00,620 --> 00:19:01,862
You trying to infiltrate me
and Princess' relationship
478
00:19:01,931 --> 00:19:03,241
'cause you can't be with me.
479
00:19:03,310 --> 00:19:04,655
Are you kidding me?And you can't be with nobody.
480
00:19:04,724 --> 00:19:07,137
Your girl was the one who was
doing what she was doing.
481
00:19:07,206 --> 00:19:08,758
[Teairra]
Who the hell
does he think he is?
482
00:19:08,827 --> 00:19:10,206
I'm not checking
for you like that
483
00:19:10,275 --> 00:19:11,862
and neither is anybody else.
484
00:19:11,931 --> 00:19:14,344
He thinks the world
revolves around his [bleep],
485
00:19:14,413 --> 00:19:16,827
but I'm sorry to say,
it does not.
486
00:19:16,896 --> 00:19:18,724
Why you lying to yourself?
487
00:19:18,793 --> 00:19:21,172
Why you lying to yourself?
You think you all of that.
488
00:19:21,241 --> 00:19:22,551
I don't think I'm all that,
489
00:19:22,620 --> 00:19:24,103
I'm just telling you
how you feel about me.
490
00:19:24,172 --> 00:19:26,172
I'm not saying what
the world feel about me,
491
00:19:26,241 --> 00:19:27,413
just stop calling me.Bye-bye.
492
00:19:27,482 --> 00:19:29,137
Ain't nobody
called your black ass.
493
00:19:29,206 --> 00:19:30,758
How did I get here then?Shut the [bleep] up.
494
00:19:30,827 --> 00:19:32,379
Don't ever call me again,
Teairra.
495
00:19:32,448 --> 00:19:35,068
Don't ever speak my name again,
don't ever do none of that.
496
00:19:35,137 --> 00:19:36,344
Just do you.
497
00:19:36,413 --> 00:19:39,689
I hope you have
a great bitch-ass life.
498
00:19:39,758 --> 00:19:44,103
I just wanted to talk to you
guys about who I've been dating.
499
00:19:44,172 --> 00:19:46,517
I apologize that you didn't
know about the Nas situation
500
00:19:46,586 --> 00:19:48,413
before we walked in there,
my bad.
501
00:19:48,482 --> 00:19:50,862
I can't do nothing
with a sorry.
502
00:19:50,931 --> 00:19:52,241
I said I'm sorry
about what I did.
503
00:19:52,310 --> 00:19:55,724
You can't accept that, then
get the [bleep] out my face.
504
00:20:02,172 --> 00:20:04,103
♪♪
505
00:20:09,793 --> 00:20:12,655
Brandi been on my head
at the studio and at the crib
506
00:20:12,724 --> 00:20:14,068
and it's too much for me,
507
00:20:14,137 --> 00:20:16,965
so I'm focusing on work
and doing what I do best.
508
00:20:17,034 --> 00:20:18,724
Making dope tracks.
509
00:20:18,793 --> 00:20:19,793
♪ And I can't tell
if I'm falling for you ♪
510
00:20:19,862 --> 00:20:21,586
♪ Or you falling for me ♪
511
00:20:21,655 --> 00:20:23,586
♪ Just know that I'm honest
so tell your old [bleep] ♪
512
00:20:23,655 --> 00:20:25,241
♪ Out of his league ♪
513
00:20:25,310 --> 00:20:27,724
♪ I never fall for it anyway,
I just be falling asleep ♪
514
00:20:27,793 --> 00:20:29,344
♪ Soon as you tell me
I love you ♪
515
00:20:29,413 --> 00:20:31,137
♪ That's when
I fall out of reach ♪♪
516
00:20:31,206 --> 00:20:34,068
Me and my boy Thizz know
each other from the streets.
517
00:20:34,137 --> 00:20:35,620
We been cool since way back.
518
00:20:35,689 --> 00:20:37,068
And he told me
he's working on an album,
519
00:20:37,137 --> 00:20:39,793
so I figured why not go,
get in the studio,
520
00:20:39,862 --> 00:20:41,241
see what he got going.
521
00:20:41,310 --> 00:20:43,137
We good.
That's it right there, bro.
522
00:20:43,206 --> 00:20:44,275
That [bleep] hot.
523
00:20:44,344 --> 00:20:46,000
We gotta go up
this summer, man.
524
00:20:46,068 --> 00:20:47,551
We got to, man.
525
00:20:47,620 --> 00:20:49,275
You know, we gotta shoot
a little video to that [bleep].
526
00:20:49,344 --> 00:20:51,517
You know,
it's about Nikki, man.
527
00:20:51,586 --> 00:20:53,103
I need--
I need Nikki in that.
528
00:20:53,172 --> 00:20:54,586
Who, Miss Nikki Baby?
Yeah.
529
00:20:54,655 --> 00:20:57,241
I need the lotion
all squeezing on her booty
530
00:20:57,310 --> 00:20:59,931
and rubbing it,
you know, like, bladdow.
531
00:21:00,000 --> 00:21:01,862
You crazy,
that's crazy.
532
00:21:01,931 --> 00:21:03,137
She just was up in my session.
533
00:21:03,206 --> 00:21:04,448
She brought B. up there,
534
00:21:04,517 --> 00:21:06,724
they was dressed in
all black like ninjas.
535
00:21:06,793 --> 00:21:09,241
Came in the station,
pow, pow, pow,
536
00:21:09,310 --> 00:21:11,896
bust it right down,
it's like the FBI.
537
00:21:11,965 --> 00:21:13,241
Freeze, get down!
538
00:21:13,310 --> 00:21:15,000
Oh.
I [bleep] the spot.
539
00:21:15,068 --> 00:21:16,931
That little Brandi
coming with the heat, man.
540
00:21:17,000 --> 00:21:19,172
Man, she be coming with
too much heat, dude.
541
00:21:19,241 --> 00:21:20,758
I didn't even
go home that night
542
00:21:20,827 --> 00:21:23,620
and when I went home, she was
just like tripping, like...
543
00:21:23,689 --> 00:21:25,586
Going ham,
and I just had to drive off,
544
00:21:25,655 --> 00:21:27,034
like, you know what I'm saying,
545
00:21:27,103 --> 00:21:29,241
'cause I didn't want
to say nothing that was like,
546
00:21:29,310 --> 00:21:31,103
you know what I'm saying,
that I couldn't take back.
547
00:21:31,172 --> 00:21:33,137
Things have not been
good at home
548
00:21:33,206 --> 00:21:35,310
since I threw my wedding ring
in the neighbor's bushes.
549
00:21:35,379 --> 00:21:38,586
I know to let B. cool off
when she's on a crazy episode,
550
00:21:38,655 --> 00:21:40,034
'cause there's no way
to get through to her
551
00:21:40,103 --> 00:21:41,689
when she's like that.
552
00:21:41,758 --> 00:21:43,034
It's like, if you doing
whatever you want to do,
553
00:21:43,103 --> 00:21:46,137
bust into studios,
and just acting crazy,
554
00:21:46,206 --> 00:21:47,310
it's like,
I'm not gonna wear my ring,
555
00:21:47,379 --> 00:21:49,241
'cause it's a control issue.
556
00:21:49,310 --> 00:21:51,310
You not wearing a ring?
557
00:21:51,379 --> 00:21:52,448
I might be a playboy
these days,
558
00:21:52,517 --> 00:21:54,137
but when I'm in
a real relationship,
559
00:21:54,206 --> 00:21:55,620
I'm a one-woman man.
560
00:21:55,689 --> 00:21:57,241
And if I ever
got married,
561
00:21:57,310 --> 00:21:59,758
wearing a ring would be
a symbol of that partnership.
562
00:21:59,827 --> 00:22:01,275
How you get away
with that, bro?
563
00:22:01,344 --> 00:22:03,344
I mean, I don't wear a ring,
'cause I'm like--
564
00:22:03,413 --> 00:22:04,551
How does that happen,
though?
565
00:22:04,620 --> 00:22:05,931
I'm still married
without the ring.
566
00:22:06,000 --> 00:22:07,724
She know we married,
I know we married, it's--
567
00:22:07,793 --> 00:22:08,827
You married,
you made that commitment,
568
00:22:08,896 --> 00:22:10,275
you know what I mean?
So it's like--
569
00:22:10,344 --> 00:22:11,586
I was married
to the game first,
570
00:22:11,655 --> 00:22:13,344
like, you know,
I was in love with hip-hop
571
00:22:13,413 --> 00:22:15,620
before I was ever in love
with any woman.
572
00:22:15,689 --> 00:22:18,724
So I don't know what to do
if I gotta chase my dreams,
573
00:22:18,793 --> 00:22:20,034
but at the same time,
it's like,
574
00:22:20,103 --> 00:22:22,275
I don't want to
leave my family behind.
575
00:22:22,344 --> 00:22:23,586
The thing about it is
576
00:22:23,655 --> 00:22:25,482
when I'm marathoning nights
in the studio,
577
00:22:25,551 --> 00:22:27,655
all I can think about
is getting home to my family.
578
00:22:27,724 --> 00:22:30,379
They're what keeps me going
and Brandi gotta know,
579
00:22:30,448 --> 00:22:32,758
even though the thots
and Beckys is around,
580
00:22:32,827 --> 00:22:34,137
I'm never gonna close the deal,
581
00:22:34,206 --> 00:22:36,620
and I'm gonna always
put my son first.
582
00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:38,896
Half of me want
to be the good guy
583
00:22:38,965 --> 00:22:40,655
and, you know,
play to her emotions,
584
00:22:40,724 --> 00:22:41,931
and the other half
just want to be like,
585
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:43,931
no, just roll out on tour
586
00:22:44,000 --> 00:22:45,827
and just not even
answer my phone.
587
00:22:45,896 --> 00:22:47,103
I'm just trying
to figure out, like,
588
00:22:47,172 --> 00:22:49,344
it's like do I give up
my hopes and dreams
589
00:22:49,413 --> 00:22:50,965
and just be on lockdown,
wear a ring?
590
00:22:51,034 --> 00:22:52,068
You can't do that.
591
00:22:52,137 --> 00:22:53,206
You gotta provide
for the little one.
592
00:22:53,275 --> 00:22:54,862
You know what I mean?
You can't do that.
593
00:22:54,931 --> 00:22:57,931
That's why I say, it gotta be
some line of respect to where
594
00:22:58,000 --> 00:23:00,793
she knows you're doing what
you gotta do for the family
595
00:23:00,862 --> 00:23:02,551
and she doing what
she gotta do for the family.
596
00:23:02,620 --> 00:23:03,827
She gotta play her role, too.
597
00:23:03,896 --> 00:23:05,482
Maybe that's something
you gotta bring up to her,
598
00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:07,551
like, you need
to be focused on you.
599
00:23:09,172 --> 00:23:11,965
♪♪
600
00:23:15,172 --> 00:23:19,000
To hear the man that
I'm in love with is gay,
601
00:23:19,068 --> 00:23:21,413
I was upset with my future,
602
00:23:21,482 --> 00:23:23,689
because the future that
I have been painting
603
00:23:23,758 --> 00:23:27,137
when I close my eyes
is no longer a painting.
604
00:23:28,379 --> 00:23:29,551
Hi, baby.
605
00:23:29,620 --> 00:23:30,724
Hi.
606
00:23:30,793 --> 00:23:32,724
Oh, look at you.
607
00:23:32,793 --> 00:23:34,379
[Amber]
My Glamma has known Miles
608
00:23:34,448 --> 00:23:37,206
since he was 15 years old.
609
00:23:37,275 --> 00:23:38,379
When I told her
we were finished,
610
00:23:38,448 --> 00:23:40,655
she came right over
to be with me.
611
00:23:40,724 --> 00:23:42,206
I hate it for it
to come to this day,
612
00:23:42,275 --> 00:23:46,896
but I've always had
an inclination that one day,
613
00:23:46,965 --> 00:23:49,206
this romance was gonna fall.
614
00:23:49,275 --> 00:23:50,482
Well, like I was
telling you guys,
615
00:23:50,551 --> 00:23:54,137
I was asking him to,
you know-- for us to get
616
00:23:54,206 --> 00:23:56,241
some kind of counseling
or some therapy
617
00:23:56,310 --> 00:23:57,931
so we could work on
our relationship.
618
00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:01,172
So I showed up
and then he told me
619
00:24:01,241 --> 00:24:05,344
that, um, ever since,
I guess, we were younger,
620
00:24:05,413 --> 00:24:07,379
he's had certain feelings.
621
00:24:07,448 --> 00:24:10,586
Basically, he had
this feeling that he--
622
00:24:10,655 --> 00:24:13,862
You know,
liked men, and that...
623
00:24:13,931 --> 00:24:16,034
Yes.
I knew it.
624
00:24:16,103 --> 00:24:18,413
Yeah.
I knew it, I knew it.
625
00:24:18,482 --> 00:24:19,551
Okay, go ahead, go ahead.
626
00:24:19,620 --> 00:24:21,034
And then he just breaks down
627
00:24:21,103 --> 00:24:26,000
and tells me that not only
he's been having these feelings,
628
00:24:26,068 --> 00:24:28,241
like, this is who he is.
629
00:24:28,310 --> 00:24:31,000
You know, this is the way--
this is how he sees his--
630
00:24:31,068 --> 00:24:32,931
like, his self.Oh, my God, Amber.
631
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:36,034
I know, and it's weird,
Grandma, and I'll be okay,
632
00:24:36,103 --> 00:24:38,137
but it's just like,
I don't know how to feel.
633
00:24:38,206 --> 00:24:41,448
Basically, I feel like
I wasted my whole life.
634
00:24:41,517 --> 00:24:43,586
You haven't, you haven't.But I feel like it.
635
00:24:43,655 --> 00:24:44,862
Do you know how long?
636
00:24:44,931 --> 00:24:45,896
Yes, I do know how long.
637
00:24:45,965 --> 00:24:47,068
Listen, Amber.
638
00:24:47,137 --> 00:24:48,965
Grandma's been through
many a thing, girl,
639
00:24:49,034 --> 00:24:50,103
many a storm,
640
00:24:50,172 --> 00:24:52,379
and I've seen many people
just like him.
641
00:24:52,448 --> 00:24:53,551
You said it, you--
642
00:24:53,620 --> 00:24:55,793
But I didn't want
to hurt you, so--
643
00:24:55,862 --> 00:24:57,137
Just, I seen it.
644
00:24:57,206 --> 00:24:59,172
I just think about, like,
I just messed up,
645
00:24:59,241 --> 00:25:00,310
like, why did I--
646
00:25:00,379 --> 00:25:02,413
No, you didn't,
you're only human.
647
00:25:02,482 --> 00:25:04,517
You're a woman
and you're only human.
648
00:25:04,586 --> 00:25:06,448
And these things happen.Yeah, I just feel stupid.
649
00:25:06,517 --> 00:25:07,448
I feel so stupid.No, don't feel stupid.
650
00:25:07,517 --> 00:25:08,965
He just played me.
651
00:25:09,034 --> 00:25:10,862
What, for being human?
For being human?
652
00:25:10,931 --> 00:25:12,034
Well, I don't know.
653
00:25:12,103 --> 00:25:13,482
I mean, you know,
maybe I was blocking out
654
00:25:13,551 --> 00:25:16,103
anything anybody was saying
because people were--
655
00:25:16,172 --> 00:25:17,482
they've said it,
you know how they've said it,
656
00:25:17,551 --> 00:25:19,310
growing up in high school
657
00:25:19,379 --> 00:25:21,758
and how we had to fight,
like, so many people
658
00:25:21,827 --> 00:25:23,931
and you know,
how many friends I've lost
659
00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:25,000
by dealing with this situation.
660
00:25:25,068 --> 00:25:26,793
Yeah, you didn't have any.Right.
661
00:25:26,862 --> 00:25:29,551
I mean, you know, he's totally
brought me down to the point
662
00:25:29,620 --> 00:25:31,275
where all I have is my sisters.
663
00:25:31,344 --> 00:25:34,517
He want to keep you
like this and-- in his hand,
664
00:25:34,586 --> 00:25:36,172
so he can control Amber
665
00:25:36,241 --> 00:25:37,310
and every move
that Amber makes,
666
00:25:37,379 --> 00:25:38,517
but Amber's out of it.
667
00:25:38,586 --> 00:25:40,206
You have not go to worry
about that no more.
668
00:25:40,275 --> 00:25:43,000
You hear me, baby?
669
00:25:43,068 --> 00:25:46,448
I'm so sad for you.
670
00:25:46,517 --> 00:25:48,068
You always in these
mother [bleep] clubs,
671
00:25:48,137 --> 00:25:49,586
but your ho-ass friends,
672
00:25:49,655 --> 00:25:51,862
these [bleep] is [bleep]
every [bleep] house to house,
673
00:25:51,931 --> 00:25:53,827
so how I'm supposed
to feel about that, Nia?
674
00:25:53,896 --> 00:25:55,137
You know, as a woman,
675
00:25:55,206 --> 00:25:56,517
you should just
value yourself more.
676
00:25:56,586 --> 00:25:58,655
Well, how about you go
twerk per usual
677
00:25:58,724 --> 00:26:00,724
on somebody's else [bleep]
and stop worrying about mine.
678
00:26:00,793 --> 00:26:01,931
Okay, get out my face for real,
679
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:02,827
'cause you about to have
a real big problem.
680
00:26:02,896 --> 00:26:04,000
Get the [bleep] out of my face.
681
00:26:10,482 --> 00:26:12,655
♪♪
682
00:26:15,586 --> 00:26:17,206
[Nia]
After talking to my girls,
683
00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:19,482
I realized I had some serious
thinking to do
684
00:26:19,551 --> 00:26:21,172
about my relationship with Dre.
685
00:26:21,241 --> 00:26:23,379
He thinks all of our problems
can be smoothed over
686
00:26:23,448 --> 00:26:26,034
with a lame-ass sorry
and a fancy dinner,
687
00:26:26,103 --> 00:26:27,586
but that [bleep]
not gonna fly anymore.
688
00:26:27,655 --> 00:26:30,137
He has to be held accountable
for his behavior.
689
00:26:30,206 --> 00:26:33,275
This is our life together
and it's not a joke.
690
00:26:33,344 --> 00:26:35,000
I've just been thinking about
what we just went through,
691
00:26:35,068 --> 00:26:36,448
you know what I'm saying?
692
00:26:36,517 --> 00:26:39,379
I'm just like, man,
I just wanted to take you out,
693
00:26:39,448 --> 00:26:40,793
talk about everything.
694
00:26:40,862 --> 00:26:43,586
You know, I know you been
kind of disappointed,
695
00:26:43,655 --> 00:26:44,896
you know what I'm saying?
696
00:26:44,965 --> 00:26:46,344
I think that's
the perfect word.
697
00:26:46,413 --> 00:26:48,034
I know you not happy
about the situation.
698
00:26:48,103 --> 00:26:50,827
I know that's why you been
having attitude and all that,
699
00:26:50,896 --> 00:26:52,241
but, like, we gotta
get past that,
700
00:26:52,310 --> 00:26:53,551
you know what I'm saying?
701
00:26:53,620 --> 00:26:55,793
How are we gonna move past it
if nothing changes?
702
00:26:55,862 --> 00:26:58,103
We can change whatever
you want to change.
703
00:26:58,172 --> 00:27:00,137
I don't think I have to
change very much.
704
00:27:00,206 --> 00:27:01,620
I think you do.
705
00:27:01,689 --> 00:27:04,137
I don't feel like you're
as honest as you should be.
706
00:27:04,206 --> 00:27:08,620
Just like the situation
that we walked into together,
707
00:27:08,689 --> 00:27:11,655
I feel like I should have been
well aware of everything
708
00:27:11,724 --> 00:27:13,896
that was really going on,
and I wasn't.
709
00:27:13,965 --> 00:27:14,931
I understand
what you saying.
710
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:16,275
What I did was wrong.
711
00:27:16,344 --> 00:27:18,379
The text messages on her phone,
I apologize.
712
00:27:18,448 --> 00:27:20,137
But anytime you ask me
something about anything,
713
00:27:20,206 --> 00:27:21,586
I told you the truth
about everything
714
00:27:21,655 --> 00:27:22,896
leading up until this point.
715
00:27:22,965 --> 00:27:24,241
Just because I didn't
tell you something one time,
716
00:27:24,310 --> 00:27:25,758
all that just
become bull [bleep].
717
00:27:25,827 --> 00:27:27,103
I always talk to you
about stuff.
718
00:27:27,172 --> 00:27:28,517
No, what's bull [bleep]
is that I keep believing you
719
00:27:28,586 --> 00:27:29,896
after every time
720
00:27:29,965 --> 00:27:32,344
and you say it's not
gonna happen again and it does.
721
00:27:32,413 --> 00:27:33,793
[Soulja Boy]
I apologized.
722
00:27:33,862 --> 00:27:35,379
What more does Nia want from me?
723
00:27:35,448 --> 00:27:37,965
I understand that she pissed
about the whole Nas situation,
724
00:27:38,034 --> 00:27:40,068
but the real reason
she was so mad is
725
00:27:40,137 --> 00:27:41,275
because they was friends.
726
00:27:41,344 --> 00:27:43,172
I get it.
My bad.
727
00:27:43,241 --> 00:27:45,068
All I can do is say sorry.
728
00:27:45,137 --> 00:27:46,793
And we gonna have to move the
[bleep] on.
729
00:27:46,862 --> 00:27:49,172
Note to self,
no more friends.
730
00:27:49,241 --> 00:27:51,448
I apologize that you didn't
know about the Nas situation
731
00:27:51,517 --> 00:27:53,275
before we walked in there,
my bad.
732
00:27:53,344 --> 00:27:54,862
What else you want me
to say, bro?
733
00:27:54,931 --> 00:27:56,000
I don't want you
to say anything else.
734
00:27:56,068 --> 00:27:57,034
I want you to change.
735
00:27:57,103 --> 00:27:58,482
Okay, then.
736
00:27:58,551 --> 00:28:00,068
What, you want me to change
right here this second
737
00:28:00,137 --> 00:28:01,827
sitting in front of
the mother [bleep] table?
738
00:28:01,896 --> 00:28:03,517
You're not gonna change.Man, how the [bleep] are you
739
00:28:03,586 --> 00:28:04,758
gonna tell me
what I'm gonna do?
740
00:28:04,827 --> 00:28:06,275
What type of attitude
is that to have?
741
00:28:06,344 --> 00:28:07,793
If you not trying to be
positive about the situation,
742
00:28:07,862 --> 00:28:09,275
you tripping.
743
00:28:09,344 --> 00:28:12,896
Do you know how long we've been
trying to fix this [bleep]?
744
00:28:12,965 --> 00:28:15,827
I'm not talking about
ten minutes ago.
745
00:28:15,896 --> 00:28:17,241
Whatever.
746
00:28:17,310 --> 00:28:19,620
This [bleep] has been going on
nine [bleep] years.
747
00:28:19,689 --> 00:28:21,758
Are you kidding me?Man, stop, stop, stop it, bro.
748
00:28:21,827 --> 00:28:23,241
You had
a mother [bleep] baby, bro.
749
00:28:23,310 --> 00:28:25,137
So what?
We weren't together.
750
00:28:25,206 --> 00:28:26,793
You not perfect, my [bleep].
751
00:28:26,862 --> 00:28:28,586
You always in these
mother [bleep] clubs,
752
00:28:28,655 --> 00:28:30,103
with your thot-ass friends,
753
00:28:30,172 --> 00:28:31,620
your thirsty-ass,
whore-ass friends.
754
00:28:31,689 --> 00:28:33,241
I know what your friends do.
755
00:28:33,310 --> 00:28:36,413
These [bleep] is [bleep]
every [bleep] house to house.
756
00:28:36,482 --> 00:28:37,931
So how I'm supposed
to feel about that, Nia?
757
00:28:38,000 --> 00:28:40,206
I don't know.
758
00:28:40,275 --> 00:28:42,275
Dre is sitting here trying
to flip the script on me,
759
00:28:42,344 --> 00:28:44,827
and really, I want to punch him
in his [bleep] face.
760
00:28:44,896 --> 00:28:46,310
I'm the one
that has an issue here,
761
00:28:46,379 --> 00:28:48,310
and I should be able
to be angry and hurt
762
00:28:48,379 --> 00:28:49,586
without him wilin' out.
763
00:28:49,655 --> 00:28:51,103
You got a [bleep] up
ass attitude.
764
00:28:51,172 --> 00:28:53,068
We ain't never gonna get nowhere
with your attitude, bro.
765
00:28:53,137 --> 00:28:54,586
'Cause I'm sitting here--
766
00:28:54,655 --> 00:28:56,241
We're never gonna get anywhere
if you don't own up to anything.
767
00:28:56,310 --> 00:28:57,862
Well, whatever,
I just owned up to it!
768
00:28:57,931 --> 00:29:00,137
I said I'm sorry, what else
the [bleep] you want me to say?
769
00:29:00,206 --> 00:29:01,862
Sorry's not
fixing anything ever.
770
00:29:01,931 --> 00:29:03,793
I can't do [bleep]
with a [bleep] sorry.
771
00:29:03,862 --> 00:29:06,310
I can't do nothing
with a sorry.
772
00:29:06,379 --> 00:29:07,344
What you mean you can't
do nothing with a sorry?
773
00:29:07,413 --> 00:29:08,482
I said I'm sorry.
774
00:29:08,551 --> 00:29:09,620
I didn't even
have to say that.
775
00:29:09,689 --> 00:29:10,965
I'm worth $25 million.
776
00:29:11,034 --> 00:29:12,344
I could have been like,
[bleep] you then.
777
00:29:12,413 --> 00:29:15,034
Yeah, I [bleep] the [bleep],
[bleep] you.
778
00:29:15,103 --> 00:29:16,034
I'm gonna go be
with the [bleep],
779
00:29:16,103 --> 00:29:17,206
but I didn't say that.
780
00:29:17,275 --> 00:29:18,413
I said I'm sorry
about what I did.
781
00:29:18,482 --> 00:29:19,517
You can't accept that,
782
00:29:19,586 --> 00:29:21,068
then get the [bleep]
out my face, bro.
783
00:29:21,137 --> 00:29:22,517
I will get out of your face.
784
00:29:22,586 --> 00:29:25,034
All right, bye, then,
[bleep] you then, [bleep].
785
00:29:27,689 --> 00:29:28,655
Get out my face, honey.
786
00:29:28,724 --> 00:29:29,827
Get out my face, baby.
No.
787
00:29:29,896 --> 00:29:31,068
Okay.
788
00:29:31,137 --> 00:29:32,034
Now we really about
to have a problem,
789
00:29:32,103 --> 00:29:33,793
and bitch, you're a bum.
790
00:29:39,827 --> 00:29:42,275
♪♪
791
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,586
[Brandi]
All right, I can admit.
792
00:29:46,655 --> 00:29:49,724
I can be just
a little high-strung
793
00:29:49,793 --> 00:29:51,275
when it comes to my husband,
794
00:29:51,344 --> 00:29:54,344
but if he would just leave
that wedding ring on his finger,
795
00:29:54,413 --> 00:29:56,655
we would not be having
these problems.
796
00:29:56,724 --> 00:29:59,758
At the end of the day,
we both share some blame.
797
00:30:01,931 --> 00:30:03,724
Hi, babe.
798
00:30:03,793 --> 00:30:06,413
What is you doing?
799
00:30:06,482 --> 00:30:08,724
Tiny definitely
helped me realize
800
00:30:08,793 --> 00:30:11,344
I should be the first
to step up to the plate
801
00:30:11,413 --> 00:30:14,724
and make things right.
802
00:30:14,793 --> 00:30:17,655
Fill your glass
all the way up.
803
00:30:17,724 --> 00:30:19,275
There's poison in here?
804
00:30:19,344 --> 00:30:21,689
I honestly have been
just thinking a lot,
805
00:30:21,758 --> 00:30:26,620
and I realized no matter
what is going on with us,
806
00:30:26,689 --> 00:30:30,724
you are a very hardworking man.
807
00:30:30,793 --> 00:30:33,724
Sometimes I have a weird way
of showing my appreciation.
808
00:30:33,793 --> 00:30:35,689
Wait, is this my wife?
809
00:30:35,758 --> 00:30:39,103
I always make
everything about you
810
00:30:39,172 --> 00:30:40,965
and what you're doing wrong,
811
00:30:41,034 --> 00:30:45,068
and I never take time to talk
about what I'm doing wrong,
812
00:30:45,137 --> 00:30:47,931
and maybe what I do
to cause you to have--
813
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:49,862
Don't look so scared, babe.
814
00:30:49,931 --> 00:30:52,448
But is that was on
Oprah today?
815
00:30:52,517 --> 00:30:55,586
I realized that I nag you
sometimes so much.
816
00:30:55,655 --> 00:30:57,206
And you should know
that I'm not doing nothing,
817
00:30:57,275 --> 00:30:59,413
so you don't really
need to suit up
818
00:30:59,482 --> 00:31:01,310
and roll out anyway, right?
819
00:31:01,379 --> 00:31:02,862
Right.
820
00:31:02,931 --> 00:31:05,206
I've been giving it some thought
with the ring situation,
821
00:31:05,275 --> 00:31:08,310
and it's like, you know,
I grew up in the streets and--
822
00:31:08,379 --> 00:31:10,551
Okay, I really
can't focus with you.
823
00:31:10,620 --> 00:31:13,000
Well, it's so hard
for me to focus
824
00:31:13,068 --> 00:31:15,586
because you're so handsome.
825
00:31:15,655 --> 00:31:19,655
Well, I've been thinking, too,
now that you talking, hold on.
826
00:31:19,724 --> 00:31:20,793
Wait a minute.
827
00:31:20,862 --> 00:31:23,310
You sit your ass down
for a second.
828
00:31:23,379 --> 00:31:25,965
[Max]
I mean, I love Brandi to death.
829
00:31:26,034 --> 00:31:28,448
What keeps me with her
is I know she got my back,
830
00:31:28,517 --> 00:31:30,379
besides how crazy she is
831
00:31:30,448 --> 00:31:33,931
and all the "I Love Lucy"
stuff she trying to do.
832
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:35,344
And it really is a fine line,
833
00:31:35,413 --> 00:31:37,241
but now that I think about it,
Fizz is probably right.
834
00:31:37,310 --> 00:31:38,896
I shouldn't have
threw my ring away.
835
00:31:38,965 --> 00:31:41,482
We don't really know too many
married people, you know?
836
00:31:41,551 --> 00:31:44,206
I didn't grow up with
marriages in the family,
837
00:31:44,275 --> 00:31:46,965
and I never seen my dad
wear a ring like that.
838
00:31:47,034 --> 00:31:50,931
And then I thought, you know,
maybe if we got some new rings.
839
00:31:51,000 --> 00:31:52,965
Then maybe,
you know what I'm saying?
840
00:31:53,034 --> 00:31:55,448
What?It might be a little better.
841
00:31:55,517 --> 00:31:56,827
[laughing]
842
00:31:56,896 --> 00:32:00,034
Yeah, so...
843
00:32:03,655 --> 00:32:06,379
I'm gonna need you to sit down
on the counter for a second.
844
00:32:06,448 --> 00:32:09,241
I'm giving myself some [bleep]
that I won't want to take off.
845
00:32:09,310 --> 00:32:11,862
Babe, oh, my God,
are you serious?
846
00:32:11,931 --> 00:32:14,068
Oh, my God, yay!
847
00:32:14,137 --> 00:32:15,862
And I got you a new one, too.
848
00:32:17,103 --> 00:32:20,172
Look at the ring.
Less mouth, more ring.
849
00:32:20,241 --> 00:32:21,379
So you know...
850
00:32:21,448 --> 00:32:23,379
Are you serious?Make it to the top.
851
00:32:23,448 --> 00:32:24,965
I love you.
852
00:32:26,379 --> 00:32:29,034
I'm never gonna ever
nag or complain again,
853
00:32:29,103 --> 00:32:31,482
'cause I know
what I have at home.
854
00:32:35,551 --> 00:32:39,172
After Nas invited me to the
store opening she was hosting,
855
00:32:39,241 --> 00:32:41,896
I decided to stop by and clarify
a few things for her.
856
00:32:47,551 --> 00:32:49,206
Hey.
How are you?
857
00:32:49,275 --> 00:32:50,689
Hey, thanks for coming.
858
00:32:50,758 --> 00:32:52,620
You're welcome.
What's going on?
859
00:32:52,689 --> 00:32:54,413
T.T. and I were
gonna collaborate with Nas
860
00:32:54,482 --> 00:32:55,724
for our fashion show,
861
00:32:55,793 --> 00:32:57,344
but after I found out
what type of ho she was,
862
00:32:57,413 --> 00:32:59,137
I was not gonna go that route.
863
00:32:59,206 --> 00:33:00,172
How are you?
You look good.
864
00:33:00,241 --> 00:33:01,379
Thank you, I've been good.
865
00:33:01,448 --> 00:33:02,482
Just, you know,
busy and stuff.
866
00:33:02,551 --> 00:33:04,137
What's going on
with the fashion show?
867
00:33:04,206 --> 00:33:05,724
When do you want
to meet up for, you know--
868
00:33:05,793 --> 00:33:07,103
to get all the girls?
869
00:33:07,172 --> 00:33:08,137
We're not gonna
go that direction.
870
00:33:08,206 --> 00:33:09,206
Okay.
We already found women.
871
00:33:09,275 --> 00:33:10,482
Okay, that's fine.
872
00:33:10,551 --> 00:33:11,931
So we're gonna go
a different direction.
873
00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:13,931
You know, and it's not
no shade or nothing to you,
874
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:15,448
but you know, I'm Nia's friend
at the end of the day.
875
00:33:15,517 --> 00:33:17,068
Mm-hmm.
876
00:33:17,137 --> 00:33:18,517
And when I met up with you,
I was like, "Oh, she's cool."
877
00:33:18,586 --> 00:33:20,137
But then, like, when the
conversation started going,
878
00:33:20,206 --> 00:33:21,827
you're like,
"I was asking you questions,
879
00:33:21,896 --> 00:33:23,137
"like, okay,
so are you guys [bleep],
880
00:33:23,206 --> 00:33:24,310
are y'all in a relationship?"
881
00:33:24,379 --> 00:33:25,517
You know, you remember.
Yeah.
882
00:33:25,586 --> 00:33:27,172
And I just--
883
00:33:27,241 --> 00:33:28,896
I don't know,
like, I mean,
884
00:33:28,965 --> 00:33:30,896
I don't really,
like, respect it.
885
00:33:30,965 --> 00:33:32,379
How do you not respect it?
886
00:33:32,448 --> 00:33:35,379
You Melly Mel and Maseka
were in a situation
887
00:33:35,448 --> 00:33:37,344
and you're, like,
trying to point the finger
888
00:33:37,413 --> 00:33:38,931
and saying why
you don't wanna do--
889
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:40,172
Because I was the girlfriend.
I wasn't in the other shoes.
890
00:33:40,241 --> 00:33:41,344
And I was the girlfriend
as well.
891
00:33:41,413 --> 00:33:42,827
You were in the other shoes.No, I wasn't.
892
00:33:42,896 --> 00:33:44,310
[Nas]
What the [bleep]
is wrong with Nikki?
893
00:33:44,379 --> 00:33:46,310
All that surgery
must have gave her amnesia,
894
00:33:46,379 --> 00:33:47,896
'cause she used to be in
the same situation
895
00:33:47,965 --> 00:33:49,172
that I am right now.
896
00:33:49,241 --> 00:33:51,137
so I have no idea
who she thinks she is,
897
00:33:51,206 --> 00:33:53,172
waltzing in here
trying to give me a lecture.
898
00:33:53,241 --> 00:33:54,655
This is the way
I feel, okay?
899
00:33:54,724 --> 00:33:57,689
He's publicly on social media
with his woman, right?
900
00:33:57,758 --> 00:33:58,724
And you know that.
901
00:33:58,793 --> 00:33:59,965
But he's still
hitting my phone,
902
00:34:00,034 --> 00:34:01,379
so what you fail to realize
903
00:34:01,448 --> 00:34:03,310
is that you don't even know
some parts of the story.
904
00:34:03,379 --> 00:34:04,586
So what's the story, then?
905
00:34:04,655 --> 00:34:06,448
So you need to, like--
before you start speaking
906
00:34:06,517 --> 00:34:07,724
about stuff
that you don't know,
907
00:34:07,793 --> 00:34:08,758
you should know
your facts first.
908
00:34:08,827 --> 00:34:10,068
I know my facts.
909
00:34:10,137 --> 00:34:11,827
If he's openly
in a relationship with her,
910
00:34:11,896 --> 00:34:13,068
claiming her,
911
00:34:13,137 --> 00:34:14,655
then even if you
[bleep] him yesterday,
912
00:34:14,724 --> 00:34:15,827
even if you [bleep]
him this morning,
913
00:34:15,896 --> 00:34:17,206
it don't mean [bleep],
914
00:34:17,275 --> 00:34:19,068
because he's still
holding hands with his lady
915
00:34:19,137 --> 00:34:20,379
and he's still with her.
916
00:34:20,448 --> 00:34:22,448
It is what it is,
you have your opinion.
917
00:34:22,517 --> 00:34:23,655
Your opinion--
918
00:34:23,724 --> 00:34:25,344
I'm just telling you,
I feel like,
919
00:34:25,413 --> 00:34:26,448
you know, as a woman,
920
00:34:26,517 --> 00:34:28,103
you should just
value yourself more.
921
00:34:30,620 --> 00:34:32,448
Well, how about you go twerk,
per usual,
922
00:34:32,517 --> 00:34:34,689
on somebody else [bleep]
and stop worrying about mine.
923
00:34:34,758 --> 00:34:36,206
Security, can you get her
out this store?
924
00:34:36,275 --> 00:34:37,206
Okay, honey, you're getting
a little too close to me.
925
00:34:37,275 --> 00:34:38,310
Okay, don't touch me.
926
00:34:38,379 --> 00:34:39,413
No, get--
Put your hand away from me.
927
00:34:39,482 --> 00:34:40,482
No, no, get out.
928
00:34:40,551 --> 00:34:41,551
You're not welcome anymore.
929
00:34:41,620 --> 00:34:42,448
You're not gonna
tell me what to do.
930
00:34:42,517 --> 00:34:43,931
You can leave.
931
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:44,620
You fail to realize, you not
about to talk to me like that.
932
00:34:44,689 --> 00:34:45,896
You can leave.
933
00:34:45,965 --> 00:34:47,000
You got a problem with me,
you can go.
934
00:34:47,068 --> 00:34:48,310
Get out my face, for real,
935
00:34:48,379 --> 00:34:49,241
'cause you about to have
a real big problem with me
936
00:34:49,310 --> 00:34:50,241
if you keep getting in my face.
937
00:34:50,310 --> 00:34:51,517
No.
Get out my face, honey.
938
00:34:51,586 --> 00:34:52,862
Get out my face, baby.
No.
939
00:34:52,931 --> 00:34:55,034
Okay, now we really about
to have a problem.
940
00:34:55,103 --> 00:34:57,482
You want to touch me
one more time?
941
00:34:57,551 --> 00:35:00,000
Bitch!
942
00:35:00,068 --> 00:35:03,517
Aww, so cute.
943
00:35:03,586 --> 00:35:04,931
Did you just throw up?
944
00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:07,655
Yes, because your face
made me throw up, bitch.
945
00:35:07,724 --> 00:35:09,275
All that [bleep]
plastic surgery?
946
00:35:09,344 --> 00:35:10,758
Oh, okay.All right, come on, bitch.
947
00:35:10,827 --> 00:35:12,310
I still look so beautiful.
948
00:35:12,379 --> 00:35:13,379
Do you?
Thank you.
949
00:35:13,448 --> 00:35:14,793
What the [bleep] was that?
950
00:35:14,862 --> 00:35:16,379
I don't know if this bitch
can't hold her liquor
951
00:35:16,448 --> 00:35:17,517
or she might just be intimidated
952
00:35:17,586 --> 00:35:19,000
by the presence
of Miss Nikki Baby.
953
00:35:19,068 --> 00:35:21,551
But either way, honey,
that was not cute.
954
00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:23,620
Oh, you gonna throw
my water at me?
955
00:35:23,689 --> 00:35:24,862
You lucky.
956
00:35:24,931 --> 00:35:26,379
Oh, I'm lucky?
Girl, bye.
957
00:35:26,448 --> 00:35:27,413
[vomits]
958
00:35:27,482 --> 00:35:28,758
That was really cute.
959
00:35:28,827 --> 00:35:31,517
That's [bleeping],
keep throwing up.
960
00:35:31,586 --> 00:35:33,241
I would be sick too,
961
00:35:33,310 --> 00:35:34,655
with all that nasty [bleep]
you got in your stomach.
962
00:35:34,724 --> 00:35:36,896
I still look beautiful,
and, bitch, you're a bum.
963
00:35:36,965 --> 00:35:40,275
Recently, I've been
dating a guy.
964
00:35:40,344 --> 00:35:41,862
You're gay?
965
00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:44,068
We don't want to see our little
brother going down a path.
966
00:35:44,137 --> 00:35:46,758
We want nieces and nephews.
967
00:35:46,827 --> 00:35:48,206
We want to see you with a wife.
968
00:35:48,275 --> 00:35:49,551
Telling you guys,
969
00:35:49,620 --> 00:35:50,862
this is the hardest thing
I've ever done in my life.
970
00:35:58,758 --> 00:36:00,172
♪♪
971
00:36:00,241 --> 00:36:05,413
♪ People don't change,
it's just temporary ♪
972
00:36:05,482 --> 00:36:10,517
♪ I've always been the same,
a burden you couldn't carry ♪
973
00:36:10,586 --> 00:36:12,379
♪ Nothing to look forward to ♪
974
00:36:12,448 --> 00:36:14,758
Coming out to Amber
was the hardest thing
975
00:36:14,827 --> 00:36:15,931
that I've ever done,
976
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:18,206
and I knew that was just
the beginning.
977
00:36:18,275 --> 00:36:19,896
After I told Amber the truth,
978
00:36:19,965 --> 00:36:21,724
she threatened
to tell my family,
979
00:36:21,793 --> 00:36:23,206
and that's been my greatest fear
980
00:36:23,275 --> 00:36:25,965
ever since I started having
these feelings as a kid.
981
00:36:26,034 --> 00:36:28,551
♪ I'm in too deep ♪
982
00:36:28,620 --> 00:36:31,655
♪ Why is it so hard
to leave ♪
983
00:36:31,724 --> 00:36:34,000
♪ I want to start over ♪
984
00:36:34,068 --> 00:36:37,068
♪ Take things back
to how they used to be ♪♪
985
00:36:41,551 --> 00:36:42,931
Hiya.
986
00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,517
Hey, how you doing?Hey, how are you?
987
00:36:44,586 --> 00:36:45,827
Good.
988
00:36:45,896 --> 00:36:48,000
So if my family
is gonna hear this from anybody,
989
00:36:48,068 --> 00:36:49,310
it's gonna be me.
990
00:36:49,379 --> 00:36:51,827
And I know it's not
gonna be easy for 'em.
991
00:36:51,896 --> 00:36:52,965
Growing up,
992
00:36:53,034 --> 00:36:54,689
my family always
made [bleep] up remarks
993
00:36:54,758 --> 00:36:57,896
about same-sex relationships,
so I already know how they feel.
994
00:36:57,965 --> 00:37:00,862
But I owe it to myself
to finish this journey
995
00:37:00,931 --> 00:37:04,551
and telling my sisters
is the next step.
996
00:37:04,620 --> 00:37:06,689
Hey, how's it going?
What's up?
997
00:37:06,758 --> 00:37:08,068
Hey.
998
00:37:08,137 --> 00:37:10,482
You know, I just wanted
to talk to you guys about...
999
00:37:10,551 --> 00:37:14,103
[sighs]
1000
00:37:14,172 --> 00:37:15,413
who I've been dating
1001
00:37:15,482 --> 00:37:17,517
and what's been going on
in my life.
1002
00:37:17,586 --> 00:37:20,827
The only person I've
brought home, really, is Amber.
1003
00:37:20,896 --> 00:37:24,448
Um, me and her, we haven't
been together for a while.
1004
00:37:24,517 --> 00:37:25,793
Um...
1005
00:37:28,758 --> 00:37:32,034
Basically, um, for the past--
1006
00:37:32,103 --> 00:37:35,413
recently, I've been
dating a guy.
1007
00:37:37,068 --> 00:37:40,379
And I really didn't
know how to...
1008
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:44,068
tell you guys.
1009
00:37:44,137 --> 00:37:45,931
A guy who?
1010
00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:47,344
His name is Milan.
1011
00:37:47,413 --> 00:37:48,689
Okay, so-- so what?
1012
00:37:48,758 --> 00:37:50,758
So what,
are you gay?
1013
00:37:50,827 --> 00:37:54,448
Why do I have to be
a heterosexual,
1014
00:37:54,517 --> 00:37:55,931
homosexual, bisexual?Say how you feel.
1015
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,379
Just say how you feel.Are you in love with this man?
1016
00:37:57,448 --> 00:37:58,758
Answer the questions, Miles?
1017
00:37:58,827 --> 00:38:00,172
Why can't I just be a man
who fell in love with a man?
1018
00:38:00,241 --> 00:38:02,655
Okay,
but you sleep with men?
1019
00:38:02,724 --> 00:38:06,000
I have, yes.
1020
00:38:09,275 --> 00:38:11,241
We have morals.
1021
00:38:11,310 --> 00:38:13,517
So what you just saying
[bleep] God,
1022
00:38:13,586 --> 00:38:14,862
is that what you saying?
1023
00:38:14,931 --> 00:38:16,275
Not at all.
1024
00:38:16,344 --> 00:38:18,413
What are you saying?
1025
00:38:18,482 --> 00:38:20,344
I don't think you guys
can understand the pressure
1026
00:38:20,413 --> 00:38:23,862
and the weight that
I have held on my chest.
1027
00:38:23,931 --> 00:38:26,275
I'm really the only man
in our family.
1028
00:38:26,344 --> 00:38:28,586
I don't have a dad,
you guys don't have a dad.
1029
00:38:28,655 --> 00:38:31,448
My biggest fear was
disappointing you guys,
1030
00:38:31,517 --> 00:38:32,724
disappointing Mom,
1031
00:38:32,793 --> 00:38:35,137
disappointing my sisters,
disappointing--
1032
00:38:35,206 --> 00:38:38,000
So you don't think
that this is doing that?
1033
00:38:38,068 --> 00:38:41,620
And I know it's probably
easier said than done,
1034
00:38:41,689 --> 00:38:45,172
but we are your family.
1035
00:38:45,241 --> 00:38:46,517
We don't want to see
our little brother,
1036
00:38:46,586 --> 00:38:48,068
you're our only brother
that we have,
1037
00:38:48,137 --> 00:38:49,275
and we don't want to see
our little brother
1038
00:38:49,344 --> 00:38:50,896
going down a path.
1039
00:38:50,965 --> 00:38:54,862
We want nieces and nephews,
we want to see you with a wife.
1040
00:38:54,931 --> 00:38:56,000
We want to see you--
1041
00:38:56,068 --> 00:38:56,965
I didn't know I could
come to you guys,
1042
00:38:57,034 --> 00:38:58,758
I don't want
to disappoint Mom.
1043
00:38:58,827 --> 00:39:01,034
You should make
better decisions, Miles.
1044
00:39:01,103 --> 00:39:03,103
It's killing me
telling you guys.
1045
00:39:03,172 --> 00:39:04,551
How you think
they gonna look at you,
1046
00:39:04,620 --> 00:39:06,103
you know what I'm saying?
1047
00:39:06,172 --> 00:39:08,206
Telling you guys is the hardest
thing I've ever done in my life.
1048
00:39:08,275 --> 00:39:09,379
Dealing with this.
1049
00:39:09,448 --> 00:39:10,620
I don't know why
I have these feelings,
1050
00:39:10,689 --> 00:39:13,068
I don't know,
I don't know.
1051
00:39:13,137 --> 00:39:15,310
For me to have
these feelings has been hard
1052
00:39:15,379 --> 00:39:20,827
and I haven't told anybody,
I held them in.
1053
00:39:20,896 --> 00:39:23,310
It's gonna be okay, okay?
It's gonna be okay.
1054
00:39:23,379 --> 00:39:25,103
I've wanted to kill myself
behind this, like--
1055
00:39:25,172 --> 00:39:27,241
Well, don't talk about death,
okay, please?
1056
00:39:27,310 --> 00:39:30,793
At the end of the day,
we gonna support you, okay?
1057
00:39:30,862 --> 00:39:32,793
You my brother.We're blood.
1058
00:39:32,862 --> 00:39:35,000
I will ride or die for you,
regardless.
1059
00:39:35,068 --> 00:39:36,724
Yup.
1060
00:39:36,793 --> 00:39:38,344
Why do I feel like this?It's gonna be okay, look.
1061
00:39:38,413 --> 00:39:39,862
I don't--
I don't get it.
1062
00:39:39,931 --> 00:39:44,206
It's gonna be okay, okay?
It's gonna be okay.
1063
00:39:48,482 --> 00:39:49,689
Thank you.
1064
00:39:49,758 --> 00:39:51,034
I love you guys.
1065
00:39:51,103 --> 00:39:54,310
We will always be here
for you regardless.
1066
00:39:55,896 --> 00:39:57,586
You will always
be our baby brother.
1067
00:40:03,758 --> 00:40:06,965
The road to acceptance
can be a tough one to travel.
1068
00:40:07,034 --> 00:40:11,206
If you or someone you know
is struggling with who they are
1069
00:40:11,275 --> 00:40:13,827
or needs support to come out
to friends and family,
1070
00:40:13,896 --> 00:40:15,793
you're not alone.
1071
00:40:15,862 --> 00:40:21,206
Please go to OutInHipHop.VH1.com
for resources and support.
1072
00:40:23,793 --> 00:40:26,137
[announcer]
Next time on
"Love & Hip-Hop: Hollywood"...
1073
00:40:26,206 --> 00:40:27,931
I look like a [bleep] monster.
1074
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:30,517
This is how we make our money,
you know what I'm saying?
1075
00:40:30,586 --> 00:40:32,206
Get your ass into the courtroom,
1076
00:40:32,275 --> 00:40:35,724
get full custody and let her
pay you and go hire a nanny.
1077
00:40:35,793 --> 00:40:38,310
If you gonna be a parent
to Moniece, Marla,
1078
00:40:38,379 --> 00:40:41,344
I feel like you should support
her through her demise, period.
1079
00:40:41,413 --> 00:40:43,517
You don't care!
Stop, stop it.
1080
00:40:43,586 --> 00:40:44,931
You have never cared!
1081
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:46,793
Not until yesterday
did I get a glimpse
1082
00:40:46,862 --> 00:40:48,965
that you do not have
a support system.
1083
00:40:49,034 --> 00:40:50,275
You're attacking me
1084
00:40:50,344 --> 00:40:52,206
and I'm the one that's been
helping all this time.
1085
00:40:52,275 --> 00:40:55,172
I am 100% ready.
1086
00:40:55,241 --> 00:40:57,620
If you don't show
your professionalism,
1087
00:40:57,689 --> 00:40:59,137
I'm not gonna
pay attention to it.
1088
00:40:59,206 --> 00:41:03,517
I hear so many things about
this guy with other women and--
1089
00:41:03,586 --> 00:41:04,689
People say stuff.
1090
00:41:04,758 --> 00:41:06,103
You know that
more than anybody.
1091
00:41:06,172 --> 00:41:08,448
I just really feel like
you deserve better.
1092
00:41:09,896 --> 00:41:12,931
You stated that you had
some things to tell me.
1093
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:14,103
[Miles]
I've been with Milan.
1094
00:41:15,586 --> 00:41:18,620
♪ You need to stop,
stop, stop, stop, stop♪
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