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[Ray J]
Previously on
"Love & Hip Hop Hollywood"...
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Everything that'’s
in front of you right now,
I'’m going to pay it.
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Even-- even-- Okay.This one is past-due payment.
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You came out here
to support me and I got you.
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And I want you
to understand that
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I'm not gonna fail you,
I'm not gonna fail my kids,
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I'’m not gonna fail me.
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You went to Amber's house
and you lied
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and told me you was
at your aunt'’s house.
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There'’s nothing else for us
to talk about.
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Touch my [bleep].
All right, for sure.Get the [bleep] out!
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You'’re mad because you've never
escalated to a media [bleep]--Hazel! Hazel!
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Or a high-end blog that people.The problem--
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Eat that, bitch.
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[Teairra]
Princess texts me
to go to Vegas.
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What I am gonna do is
send the text message to Ray
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and [bleep] with his head.
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You and Milan, you guys
are running around here
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with all these
[bleep] hoes.
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I used to be
your little arm piece.Okay, we've fallen off.
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Now who are you showing off?
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I'’m just saying,
you know we'’ve fallen off.
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Is she outside?
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In order for you
to realize what you have,
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you have to be
without me.
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So you don'’t want to
be with me no more?
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This [bleep] is foul, man.
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You a bitch-ass [bleep].
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♪♪
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♪ We live that life,
we live that-- hey! ♪
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♪ We live that life ♪
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♪ We live that life,
we live that... ♪
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♪ Life ♪
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♪ Hey ♪♪ We live that life ♪
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♪ Hey ♪♪ We live that life ♪
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♪ Hey ♪♪ We live that life ♪
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♪ We live that,
we live that life ♪♪
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♪♪
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♪ Pack my bags ♪
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♪ The blacken will gray ♪
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♪ Feeling strong,
nothing wrong ♪
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♪ On my way ♪
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[Princess]
Thinking about all the chances
I've given Ray continuously,
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it's starting to
make me feel like
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he's just taking me
for granted.
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But once someone
keeps taking you for granted
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and takes advantage
of the chances
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that you keep giving them,
it'’s time to move on.
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♪ I got fire... ♪
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♪ Watch me bust... ♪
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I'm packing my things
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and I'’m leaving this home
that I shared with Ray.
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For years, I've been
standing behind this man,
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putting him first.
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And now
I'm actually excited
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about what the future
holds for me.
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♪ To another life ♪
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♪ To another life... ♪
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♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh ♪♪
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[Hazel-E]
Aside from bitch-ass Jason Lee
throwing a drink in my face,
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I'’d say life is
treating me pretty well.
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I got a hot new place
in the Hills
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and my music career
is definitely on fire.
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Here you go.Oh, thank you.
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This view is everything.Thank you.
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I'’m so, like, happy, like...I know you are.
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I invited T.T. over
to the new crib,
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you know, I wanted to
stunt a little bit.
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And I also wanted to put her
up-to-date to all the new moves
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I'’m finna make out here
in these streets.
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And I'’m excited '’cause
I'’m about to go to Dubai,
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and I'’m finna hit that way.
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What? Bitch...Yes, honey.
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I'’m finna go--
I got a bookin' in Dubai.
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Oh, I always wanted to go
to Du-[bleep]-bai.
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Yes, I got a booking
out in Dubai,
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so I'm finna go out there
for the weekend
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and go make this coins
or whatever.Yeah. Yeah.
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But let me tell you something.What?
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Miss Nikki Baby, she wanted me
to have, like, a little meeting,
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so I link up with her
and she with--
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Remember old boy,
Jason Lee?
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Remember the big boy
we was on the canyon with?
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I know who you talking
about, yeah, yeah.
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Oh, okay,
the little fake blogger?
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He just went straight for like,
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"You wasn'’t a publicist,
you was never nothing, you--"
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Shut the [bleep] up."You was homeless."
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And I'm just
sitting there, like,
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why are you doing
a history, credit check,
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but you got your facts
wrong, playboy?
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Like, you don'’t know me.So where did you go from there?
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It just heated,
and out of nowhere,
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he done threw Ciroc
and pineapple all in my eyes.
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Bitch, I'’m sitting there like--[laughing]
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Like, what?
Like, I broke my nail, honey.
I was trying to grab, like--
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Have you ever had alcohol
thrown in your eyes?No.
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No. It burns.
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Like, I couldn'’t
even open my eye.
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And then by the time
I could see, he was gone.
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He was like...[laughing continues]
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I've come across Jason Lee
before, and I will say,
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he has been known to be a little
low-key messy in the past,
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but throwing a drink
in a woman'’s face?
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That'’s just an all-time low.
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You just don'’t do that, honey.
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That is
absolutely nuts.
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You know that girl karma...
she a bitch.
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Speaking of karma, her name
is mother[bleep] Teairra Mari.
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Oh, no. Oh, no. Oh...[laughing]
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Your girl Princess hit me up,
inviting me to Vegas.
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Oh.Mm-hmm, for a little party.
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Yes.And I sent the screenshot
of the message to Ray J.
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'Cause I just felt
like he should know.Ooh.
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Like, '’cause y'’all
humiliated me last year.
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Now-- ha-ha-ha--
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Who has the last laugh?
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[Hazel-E]
T.T. really is messy.
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On top of that,
she is a fire sign
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and will torch this
whole [bleep] to flames,
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and thank God
it's not me.
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[laughs]
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So I sent it.
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I know he got it,
I know his ass saw it
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because then Princess
hits me back,
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like, Ray wants me to hang out
with him and da-da-da,
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so I'’m not gonna go.
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I'’m like, oh, okay, so he saw
it, '’cause he shut it down.
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Oh, the games
that we play.
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[chuckling]
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♪♪
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Ooh!
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Oh.
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[Nikki]
I haven'’t seen Brandi since she
busted in on Max in the studio.
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I gotta see how things shook
out between Brandi and her man.
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Oh, yes, flex.
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And now that I got
all this mess between
Jason Lee throwing drinks
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and Kamiah getting messy
with me and Fizz,
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I got a lot to tell my girl
and maybe she can help me
out this time.
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The last time I saw you
is when you made me act
like a Robocop with Max.
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Yes, you were
a beautiful little decoy.Thank you, honey.
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Girl, we've been trying
to get it together.
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You know, it's...
up and down, but--
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I'’m sure y'’all will
work it out, you always do.
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The truth is, things are not
great with me and Max.
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We'’ve been fighting
like cats and dogs.
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So I'’m focusing on
my friends right now.
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What is going on with you
and your love life?
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Well, you know,
I'’ve been dating Fizz.
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What?Yes, girl.
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Everything been cool
between us, except,
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you know, we had
this little run-in
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with some girl
he used to [bleep] with.
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She starts talking about
my plastic surgery to Fizz.
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Bitch, sit down, go get
your ass some plastic surgery.
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Honey, she did,
she got some fake titties
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and they came out lopsided.And she still look a hot mess.
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Exactly. And it's, like, girl,
she starts talking about me
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to her friend named Jason.
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He's some messy
little blogger, you know.
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So I had this meeting
with him, you know,
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I decided to bring
Hazel with me.Right.
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I didn't even know that
he had an issue with her.
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And, girl, when I tell you this
man had a drink full, he just--
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right in her face, and I was--That's so childish, though.
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Oh, my God, girl.That's so childish.
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First off, you are a man,
that's totally unfair,
it's uncalled for.
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Stop acting like a bitch.
Period.Period.
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[Brandi]
Nikki is like
a little sister to me.
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No Boy Wonder,
messy-ass blogger,
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or a trifling-ass
clingy female Becky
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will ever come
for my people.
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End of story.
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Anyway, I'm having this
little beauty bar tomorrow.
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I'’m hosting-- and nails, lashes,
you know, my type of thing.
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Okay.And I want you to come.
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Okay.And, you know, I actually
invited Jason's ass
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'’cause I wanted
to speak to him.
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Oh...I mean, you know what?
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I'’m gonna show him, this is
the type of business I do.
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Even though the petty B.S...Yes.
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...I'’m still a boss and I--
Go ahead and come.Of course.
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We ain'’t time for
the B.S., okay?
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At all.
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♪ I be on my West Coast -- ♪
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♪ Palm trees, good weed,
little homie got it poppin' ♪
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♪ Yeah, I be on
my West Coast -- ♪
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♪ 100 grand, Melrose,
spending cash when we shopping ♪
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♪ Yeah, and I be on
my West Coast -- ♪
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♪ Drop-top on Crenshaw ♪
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♪ Hit the hood
like what'’s poppin'’ ♪
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♪ Yeah, I be on
my West Coast -- ♪
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♪ Keep a pistol in the stash
for you -- who be watching ♪
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♪ Cruising in the mirror
while these bad -- staring ♪
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♪ Got kush in the air
and -- not even coherent ♪
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Today, I'’m shooting my video for
my first single, "West Coast."
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And while it should be
the happiest day of my life,
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my mind is [bleep] up.
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♪ And it's apparent that
a -- probably puffin' ♪
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♪ And -- is tryin'
to feel it ♪
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♪ What up?
And I'’m the hottest [bleep] ♪
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[man]
All right, cut! Cut, cut.
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[Miles]
I'm out here trying to
get my career poppin',
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but I'’m still tor'’ up
about the way [bleep]
went down with Milan.
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Him following me over to Amber'’s
that night just wasn'’t cool.
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I can see how
he assumed the worst,
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but that'’s not what it is.
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And he won't take
none of my calls
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so we can clear this [bleep] up
and make it right.
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And it hurts like hell.
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♪♪
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♪ I get the feeling ♪
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♪ You don't even care
how I feel, seems like ♪
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♪ You keep feeling sweet ♪
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♪ That I feel so confused ♪
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♪ And I don't know
what to choose ♪
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♪ But I know I don't
want to lose me, yeah ♪
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♪ Can't let you
make my choices ♪
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♪ I need to have
my own voice ♪
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♪ I just wanna be truly me ♪♪
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♪♪
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[Miles]
I can understand
why Milan is hurt,
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but I haven'’t done right
by Amber neither.
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I can't even focus on
fixing things with Milan
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until I set [bleep]
straight with Amber first.
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I know Amber has hopes that
we gonna get back together
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and revisit our past,
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but as hard
as it's gonna be,
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I just gotta tell her the truth
about me and Milan.
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Amber and I have talked about
going to couples therapy
in the past,
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so if I'm gonna do this,
I need to do this the right way,
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so I reached out
to a therapist.
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[line ringing]
234
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[Amber]
Hello?
235
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Yo, what'’s up?
236
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What'’s up?
237
00:09:42,000 --> 00:09:44,482
Hey, yo,
I found a therapist.
238
00:09:44,482 --> 00:09:46,931
You think you could-- Oh, really?
239
00:09:46,931 --> 00:09:49,137
Yeah, you think you could
meet me at counseling?
240
00:09:49,137 --> 00:09:51,379
Yeah.
241
00:09:51,379 --> 00:09:53,344
So we could talk about
some things.
242
00:09:53,344 --> 00:09:55,448
We'’re finally
gonna go to therapy?
243
00:09:55,448 --> 00:09:57,379
I would love that.
244
00:09:57,379 --> 00:09:59,758
Okay.
I'm gonna text you the address.
245
00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:04,034
All right,
let me know everything.
246
00:10:04,034 --> 00:10:05,965
All right, I'’ll text it
to you right now.
247
00:10:05,965 --> 00:10:08,448
All right.All right.
248
00:10:08,448 --> 00:10:12,103
Bye.Bye.
249
00:10:12,103 --> 00:10:13,965
Something'’s going on,
Amber.
250
00:10:13,965 --> 00:10:15,448
I'’m gonna tell you
to open your eyes.
251
00:10:15,448 --> 00:10:17,172
We'’ve been talking
about counseling.
252
00:10:17,172 --> 00:10:19,655
And honestly, Angel, I do
think that'’s the first step.
253
00:10:19,655 --> 00:10:22,413
I'’ve had feelings
towards the same sex.
254
00:10:22,413 --> 00:10:25,689
You wanted to come here today,
you want Amber to come,
255
00:10:25,689 --> 00:10:28,827
and you want to be able
to tell her all of this.Yes.
256
00:10:28,827 --> 00:10:31,137
And so can you imagine
what kind of a pill
257
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that'’s going to be
for her to swallow?
258
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♪♪
259
00:10:45,517 --> 00:10:48,137
[Amber]
Clearly what I said
to Miles at the restaurant
260
00:10:48,137 --> 00:10:50,379
had a huge effect,
because next thing you know,
261
00:10:50,379 --> 00:10:53,689
my phone was ringing and we had
an appointment for a therapist.
262
00:10:53,689 --> 00:10:55,310
How'’s Zoey?She's good.
263
00:10:55,310 --> 00:10:56,793
You know, she'’s good.Yeah?
264
00:10:56,793 --> 00:10:58,827
But... it's Miles.
265
00:10:58,827 --> 00:11:00,931
[Amber]
My sister Angel
is so close to me
266
00:11:00,931 --> 00:11:03,965
that she grew up with Miles
as much as I have.
267
00:11:03,965 --> 00:11:05,620
She's been hearing
both sides of our fights
268
00:11:05,620 --> 00:11:07,068
for as long as
we'’ve been together.
269
00:11:07,068 --> 00:11:10,000
So hopefully, she can help me
get my head straight
270
00:11:10,000 --> 00:11:12,827
before I sit down with this
therapist and have this talk.
271
00:11:12,827 --> 00:11:14,448
What are y'’all gonna do?
272
00:11:14,448 --> 00:11:18,482
Either y'’all gonna work it out,
fix it, or grow up and move on.
273
00:11:18,482 --> 00:11:19,862
I love him,
you already know.
274
00:11:19,862 --> 00:11:21,482
Like, this is not
no little walk in the park.
275
00:11:21,482 --> 00:11:23,827
This is not a little
six month little binge
276
00:11:23,827 --> 00:11:25,068
or a little prom date.
277
00:11:25,068 --> 00:11:26,793
He's not the father
of my child,
278
00:11:26,793 --> 00:11:28,310
but it damn near
feels like it.
279
00:11:28,310 --> 00:11:30,310
Like, every--
since Zoey's been born,
280
00:11:30,310 --> 00:11:33,551
even with her dad being dead,
this man has been there for me.
281
00:11:33,551 --> 00:11:35,206
Right.The whole family knows that.
282
00:11:35,206 --> 00:11:36,965
And we love him for it, yeah.Of course.
283
00:11:36,965 --> 00:11:40,103
So I know he loves me,
that's not the issue.
284
00:11:40,103 --> 00:11:42,034
Well, what'’s the issue, girl?Okay, with this whole--
285
00:11:42,034 --> 00:11:44,689
with this whole entire thing,
providing is not always
the key to things.
286
00:11:44,689 --> 00:11:47,068
No, it'’s not, but guess what?What about my heart
and what about me?
287
00:11:47,068 --> 00:11:48,931
Listen,
we have our opinions,
288
00:11:48,931 --> 00:11:50,448
but it's all about
what you wanna do.
289
00:11:50,448 --> 00:11:52,655
Like, you already know,
like, I love him.
290
00:11:52,655 --> 00:11:54,137
Like, everything about him.
291
00:11:54,137 --> 00:11:56,172
We basically
made each other, you know?
292
00:11:56,172 --> 00:11:58,172
Like, he made me
to his own Barbie doll,
293
00:11:58,172 --> 00:11:59,724
I made him
to my own Ken doll,
294
00:11:59,724 --> 00:12:01,586
and we just love it,
you know?
295
00:12:01,586 --> 00:12:03,310
You know him, right?Yes.
296
00:12:03,310 --> 00:12:05,344
You know his patterns, right?Yes.
297
00:12:05,344 --> 00:12:07,551
Don'’t be stupid.
You're not dumb.Right.
298
00:12:07,551 --> 00:12:09,137
Something'’s going on, Amber.
299
00:12:09,137 --> 00:12:10,862
And as your sister,
300
00:12:10,862 --> 00:12:13,206
I'’m gonna tell you
to open your eyes, baby.
301
00:12:13,206 --> 00:12:14,896
I know you love him.But guess what...
302
00:12:14,896 --> 00:12:16,862
we'’ve been talking
about counseling.
303
00:12:16,862 --> 00:12:19,862
We've been talking about going
to handle our problems.
304
00:12:19,862 --> 00:12:22,068
And honestly, Angel, I do
think that'’s the first step.
305
00:12:22,068 --> 00:12:23,620
[Amber]
Angel is right.
306
00:12:23,620 --> 00:12:26,655
This in-between [bleep]
ain't gonna work for me no more.
307
00:12:26,655 --> 00:12:29,448
I know what I want.
I want this--
308
00:12:29,448 --> 00:12:30,517
And you want him, right?I want to be with this man.
309
00:12:30,517 --> 00:12:31,862
Yeah, I--But listen, girl,
310
00:12:31,862 --> 00:12:33,379
that's why you guys
go to counseling.
311
00:12:33,379 --> 00:12:35,034
You'’ll be fine.I think so, too.
312
00:12:35,034 --> 00:12:36,482
But, you know, who knows?
313
00:12:36,482 --> 00:12:38,000
But if you guys
are not fine,
314
00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:40,103
you need to put
your big girl panties on
315
00:12:40,103 --> 00:12:42,413
and you need to roll.
316
00:12:42,413 --> 00:12:44,620
♪♪
317
00:12:47,241 --> 00:12:49,827
[Willie]
Me and Shanda had a huge blowup
the other day about money.
318
00:12:49,827 --> 00:12:51,413
And unfortunately,
the situation I'm in
319
00:12:51,413 --> 00:12:54,034
with my current record label is
even worse than I even let on.
320
00:12:54,034 --> 00:12:57,655
And just the thought of my wife
going back to jump on a pole
321
00:12:57,655 --> 00:13:00,793
or do anything similar
makes my blood boil.
322
00:13:00,793 --> 00:13:02,586
What'’s poppin'’, Willie?What's going on, Screw?
323
00:13:02,586 --> 00:13:04,275
[Willie]
Today, I'’m meeting with
my ex-manager Screwface.
324
00:13:04,275 --> 00:13:06,827
He'’s known me since my time
back with Day26.
325
00:13:06,827 --> 00:13:08,310
Me and Screwface
worked together for years,
326
00:13:08,310 --> 00:13:10,000
but we parted ways
a while back.
327
00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:11,655
New spot right here, man.
328
00:13:11,655 --> 00:13:13,793
[Willie]
He recently got a job running
the distribution arm
329
00:13:13,793 --> 00:13:16,517
of a major record label and
is making some serious moves.
330
00:13:16,517 --> 00:13:18,551
And now that I'm in L.A.,
I'm hoping that he can help me
331
00:13:18,551 --> 00:13:20,655
figure out a solution
to this mess I'’m in.
332
00:13:20,655 --> 00:13:22,827
What'’s up, man?Man, moved out here, man.
333
00:13:22,827 --> 00:13:25,172
Here to lead a shot.So you just moved?
334
00:13:25,172 --> 00:13:28,344
My wife, my kids,
we left it.
335
00:13:28,344 --> 00:13:30,586
Man, just being out here, man,
it'’s been-- it's been good.
336
00:13:30,586 --> 00:13:33,620
I mean, as far as the weather
and getting the music done...Yeah.
337
00:13:33,620 --> 00:13:34,689
...and everything like,
that, man.
338
00:13:34,689 --> 00:13:36,689
But on the flip side
of it, man,
339
00:13:36,689 --> 00:13:39,068
I ain'’t come out here stacked
with a lot of money like that,
you know what I mean?
340
00:13:39,068 --> 00:13:41,000
So, like,
the money that I got,
341
00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,827
I've been having to save
to the side for bills
342
00:13:42,827 --> 00:13:45,448
and things like that and the
important needs that we have.
343
00:13:45,448 --> 00:13:47,034
I know Shanda
gotta be stressed.
344
00:13:47,034 --> 00:13:48,310
Oh, man.
345
00:13:48,310 --> 00:13:49,586
She-- she killing me
with it.
346
00:13:49,586 --> 00:13:51,034
Does she know where
you at financially?
347
00:13:51,034 --> 00:13:52,689
She don'’t know exactly
where I'’m at right now, man,
348
00:13:52,689 --> 00:13:54,758
but, you know, I mean, I really
can'’t even wear that on my face.
349
00:13:54,758 --> 00:13:57,413
It's like, you know,
I just gotta deal with it
and figure it out.
350
00:13:57,413 --> 00:13:58,827
That's why it's
so important to me.
351
00:13:58,827 --> 00:14:01,896
I gotta get away from this
situation with the new label.
352
00:14:01,896 --> 00:14:03,000
With Harry?With Harry.
353
00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:04,448
[Willie]
Screw and I go way back,
354
00:14:04,448 --> 00:14:06,379
so he knows a little bit
about my current record deal.
355
00:14:06,379 --> 00:14:08,758
I got locked into a contract
with this independent company.
356
00:14:08,758 --> 00:14:12,241
And my man Harry,
he dropped some serious bread
into my new album.
357
00:14:12,241 --> 00:14:14,241
The problem is,
the money's dried up,
358
00:14:14,241 --> 00:14:16,793
my album'’s been put on ice
and I'’m starting to panic.
359
00:14:16,793 --> 00:14:19,206
You gotta get those records
heard by the world.
360
00:14:19,206 --> 00:14:21,068
Man, bro, I mean...
361
00:14:21,068 --> 00:14:22,586
If we could just--
362
00:14:22,586 --> 00:14:24,137
I just want to find out what'’s
the options of me coming--
363
00:14:24,137 --> 00:14:25,689
even over this way.
364
00:14:25,689 --> 00:14:28,241
There'’s nothing I won'’t do
for you, at all, ever.
365
00:14:28,241 --> 00:14:31,241
But this right here, in order
for me to do anything for you,
366
00:14:31,241 --> 00:14:33,517
you gotta get yourself
up out of that situation.
367
00:14:33,517 --> 00:14:37,000
[Willie]
Man, getting out my record deal
is really easier said than done.
368
00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:39,241
What I'’m supposed to do?
Sit down with Harry and say,
369
00:14:39,241 --> 00:14:43,034
"Hey, man, thanks for
dropping a quarter mil,
but gotta bounce."
370
00:14:43,034 --> 00:14:44,931
How do I get out of
that situation?It's on you.
371
00:14:44,931 --> 00:14:47,827
You need to go sit down and
have that meeting with Harry.
372
00:14:47,827 --> 00:14:49,758
And say, "Yo,
I need to get out."
373
00:14:49,758 --> 00:14:51,896
Because in order for me
to do what I do,
374
00:14:51,896 --> 00:14:53,379
you have to be out
of that situation.
375
00:14:53,379 --> 00:14:56,034
I can'’t do any-- I can't even
bring you over here.
376
00:14:56,034 --> 00:14:58,862
Right, right.And that's-- that's
as real as it gets.
377
00:15:00,034 --> 00:15:02,620
[Bleep], I got
some work to do here.
378
00:15:02,620 --> 00:15:04,448
It'’s on you.
379
00:15:04,448 --> 00:15:06,689
♪♪
380
00:15:08,862 --> 00:15:11,379
[Nikki]
It'’s just another day
of being fabulous.
381
00:15:11,379 --> 00:15:13,379
You know how it is,
they asked Miss Nikki Baby
382
00:15:13,379 --> 00:15:15,413
to be the face
of this beauty bar party.
383
00:15:15,413 --> 00:15:17,068
And since I'm always
looking for ways
384
00:15:17,068 --> 00:15:18,724
to get my face
in print out there,
385
00:15:18,724 --> 00:15:20,448
you know I'm gonna work it.
386
00:15:20,448 --> 00:15:22,931
This is really nice, I mean...Everything I do is nice.
387
00:15:22,931 --> 00:15:25,241
Looks like you have
some company, honey.
388
00:15:27,172 --> 00:15:29,965
[Jason Lee]
Nikki invited me to her event to
cover it for Hollywood Unlocked,
389
00:15:29,965 --> 00:15:32,793
but really, I need to talk to
her about that Hazel drink thing
390
00:15:32,793 --> 00:15:34,379
because that's not
how I roll.
391
00:15:34,379 --> 00:15:36,655
And I convinced my girl Kamiah
to come along with me
392
00:15:36,655 --> 00:15:38,758
because she's young
in this Hollywood game
393
00:15:38,758 --> 00:15:40,862
and she shouldn'’t be making
enemies right out the gate.
394
00:15:40,862 --> 00:15:42,551
So I wanted her and Nikki
to have a chance
395
00:15:42,551 --> 00:15:45,724
to put this whole
Lil' Fizz thing to bed,
once and for small.
396
00:15:45,724 --> 00:15:48,206
Oh, there'’s Nikki.
I'm gonna go over there...
397
00:15:48,206 --> 00:15:50,586
It really took some convincing
from my friend Jason
398
00:15:50,586 --> 00:15:52,137
to get me to go with him
to this event.
399
00:15:52,137 --> 00:15:54,551
After feeling like I was
completely blindsided
400
00:15:54,551 --> 00:15:55,931
and disrespected by Nikki,
401
00:15:55,931 --> 00:15:57,517
I didn'’t know how things
were gonna turn out.
402
00:15:57,517 --> 00:16:00,482
But, you know,
Hollywood being this big,
403
00:16:00,482 --> 00:16:03,413
it's inevitable that
Nikki and I are gonna run
into each other at some point,
404
00:16:03,413 --> 00:16:05,620
so I figured,
why not be the bigger person
405
00:16:05,620 --> 00:16:08,344
and put what we went through
in the past?
406
00:16:08,344 --> 00:16:10,103
[Nikki] What'’s up, Jason?Hey, what's up?
407
00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:11,551
What'’s up, bae?How are you? Jason.
408
00:16:11,551 --> 00:16:13,620
Hello.Oh, okay.
409
00:16:13,620 --> 00:16:15,275
I'’ve heard about you.
410
00:16:15,275 --> 00:16:16,931
Have you?Hello.
411
00:16:16,931 --> 00:16:18,241
Oh, okay.Hi, Nikki.
412
00:16:18,241 --> 00:16:19,620
I haven't seen you
in a while
413
00:16:19,620 --> 00:16:20,724
so I just wanted to
come over and talk to you.
414
00:16:20,724 --> 00:16:21,896
How are you?I'm good, how are you?
415
00:16:21,896 --> 00:16:23,379
I'’m good,
I'’m good.
416
00:16:23,379 --> 00:16:25,620
So, yeah, we haven'’t had
a chance to catch up since--
417
00:16:25,620 --> 00:16:27,000
Since Hazel.Yeah.
418
00:16:27,000 --> 00:16:29,965
[Brandi]
When I saw SpongeBob
on steroids
419
00:16:29,965 --> 00:16:31,862
waltz his little ass
in the room,
420
00:16:31,862 --> 00:16:36,000
I knew he was the type of clown
to throw a drink on a female.
421
00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:38,482
And I have zero tolerance
422
00:16:38,482 --> 00:16:40,448
for that kind of bull[bleep].
423
00:16:40,448 --> 00:16:43,931
I think that was really, really,
really a sucker-ass move.But you weren't there.
424
00:16:43,931 --> 00:16:45,896
It doesn'’t matter, you don'’t
throw a drink at a woman.You weren't--
425
00:16:45,896 --> 00:16:48,000
Listen, I'’m not gonna talk
to your Chihuahua.
426
00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:50,655
Chihuahua-- hold on,
wait, whoa, whoa, whoa...
427
00:16:50,655 --> 00:16:53,413
I know this little
fluffy marshmallow boy
428
00:16:53,413 --> 00:16:55,827
did not just call me
a Chihuahua.
429
00:16:55,827 --> 00:16:58,034
I'’m gonna show you better
than I can tell you.
430
00:16:58,034 --> 00:17:00,344
I'm gonna wipe that
little stupid smirk
431
00:17:00,344 --> 00:17:02,344
off your little
silly-looking face.
432
00:17:02,344 --> 00:17:04,344
Let'’s have a conversation
and tone it down, honey.
433
00:17:04,344 --> 00:17:07,275
You are at her event.This is the same [bleep]
you did last time.
434
00:17:07,275 --> 00:17:08,551
Did what?
Did-- Last time, when?
435
00:17:08,551 --> 00:17:10,551
Last time with the Hazel--What you mean?
436
00:17:10,551 --> 00:17:12,137
That ambush that happened.Ambush who?
437
00:17:12,137 --> 00:17:15,172
At the same time, if you take
a business meeting with me,
438
00:17:15,172 --> 00:17:17,068
then you shouldn'’t bring
somebody there to ambush me.
439
00:17:17,068 --> 00:17:19,689
What? I didn't say-- You-- you
started this [bleep] with Haze.
440
00:17:19,689 --> 00:17:21,655
I'’m trying to have a--
You wanna--
441
00:17:21,655 --> 00:17:24,344
You like water thrown on you?That's okay, I'm not
worried about that.
442
00:17:24,344 --> 00:17:25,758
You like water thrown on you?That was unnecessary.
443
00:17:25,758 --> 00:17:27,724
You walk up to me
and say my Chihuahua.
444
00:17:27,724 --> 00:17:31,034
Listen, you can scream in here,
I'’m gonna kill you online.
445
00:17:31,034 --> 00:17:33,275
Let'’s be mature about it.
Let'’s be adults.
446
00:17:33,275 --> 00:17:34,827
So I really thought that
me and Jason were coming here
447
00:17:34,827 --> 00:17:37,000
to make peace and be grown-ups
about the situation,
448
00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:40,896
but instead, Nikki and this
girl who I don't even know
449
00:17:40,896 --> 00:17:43,310
just started going off and
throwing drinks out of nowhere.
450
00:17:43,310 --> 00:17:46,482
I didn'’t even get a chance
to talk to her face-to-face
about our situation.
451
00:17:46,482 --> 00:17:48,137
[overlapping shouting]Can I have a conversation
with you?
452
00:17:48,137 --> 00:17:50,172
You walked into my event,
that'’s what it is.
453
00:17:50,172 --> 00:17:51,758
I walked into your event
and said hi to you, Nikki,
454
00:17:51,758 --> 00:17:53,103
'’cause I'’m not
a bitter bitch, okay?
455
00:17:53,103 --> 00:17:54,689
Girl, you walked in--I walked in and I said hi.
456
00:17:54,689 --> 00:17:56,206
You threw something
at me the last time
when I made you a gift.
457
00:17:56,206 --> 00:17:57,517
That [bleep]
was childish.
458
00:17:57,517 --> 00:17:58,862
Honey, when I was your age,
459
00:17:58,862 --> 00:18:00,724
I wasn't living the way
you were, baby girl.
460
00:18:00,724 --> 00:18:02,482
Okay, if you want to [bleep]
and [bleep] your way to the top,
461
00:18:02,482 --> 00:18:03,965
do what you gotta do.
462
00:18:03,965 --> 00:18:06,862
Wait, wait, Fizz told me
she was an appetizer
463
00:18:06,862 --> 00:18:09,275
and every girl he's [bleep]
with is an appetizer.
464
00:18:09,275 --> 00:18:11,482
He wasn'’t talking about
Miss Nikki Baby, baby.That's what he said.
465
00:18:11,482 --> 00:18:13,862
Can I say something?No, you can't say something.
466
00:18:13,862 --> 00:18:15,655
You gonna get your hand
out my face.You-- Be quiet.
467
00:18:15,655 --> 00:18:17,137
You gonna get your hand out
my face, we gonna start there.Please do.
468
00:18:17,137 --> 00:18:19,241
[Bleep].[Jason] This was just ugly.
469
00:18:19,241 --> 00:18:22,034
And clearly, Nikki is the same
as the company she keeps,
470
00:18:22,034 --> 00:18:23,931
but it'’s all good
'’cause this is what I live for.
471
00:18:23,931 --> 00:18:25,758
I'm sure all my readers
are gonna love to hear
472
00:18:25,758 --> 00:18:27,586
about what went down.
473
00:18:27,586 --> 00:18:29,103
Let me walk you out
because you a bitch.You don't have to walk me out.
474
00:18:29,103 --> 00:18:30,965
You my bitch.
She my bitch.
475
00:18:30,965 --> 00:18:33,827
And you'’re tired.Bye!
476
00:18:33,827 --> 00:18:35,482
Guess what?You're a joke!
477
00:18:35,482 --> 00:18:37,103
Everything about you
is fake.
478
00:18:37,103 --> 00:18:39,137
From body,
everything.
479
00:18:39,137 --> 00:18:40,655
If your [bleep] could
tell stories, bitch,
480
00:18:40,655 --> 00:18:42,551
we would really
be having a conversation.
481
00:18:42,551 --> 00:18:44,000
What you gonna talk about?
Tell me, Jason.
482
00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:45,275
And we'’re not talking.Jason!
483
00:18:45,275 --> 00:18:46,862
Can'’t even have
a conversation.
484
00:18:46,862 --> 00:18:48,206
Jason, I'’m gonna give you some
stuff to say, all right, babe?
485
00:18:48,206 --> 00:18:49,965
I'’m gonna tell you what to say
on your blog, honey.
486
00:18:49,965 --> 00:18:51,206
Let me say this
while he'’s walking.Oh, trust me, I got it.
487
00:18:51,206 --> 00:18:54,758
Write your stories, honey.What was that?
488
00:18:54,758 --> 00:18:56,620
So I'’m going to
a day party.
489
00:18:56,620 --> 00:18:58,034
I invited Teairra.
490
00:18:58,034 --> 00:19:00,068
I want to pull her to the side
and let her know
491
00:19:00,068 --> 00:19:01,620
that I know exactly
what'’s going on.
492
00:19:01,620 --> 00:19:03,620
And that'’s gonna be hell.
493
00:19:03,620 --> 00:19:05,448
Bitch, your word
don't mean [bleep] to me
494
00:19:05,448 --> 00:19:07,103
because you proved to me...And that's fine, that's fine.
495
00:19:07,103 --> 00:19:08,620
...that, bitch,
you ain'’t a genuine bitch.
496
00:19:08,620 --> 00:19:10,379
Yeah, and I'’m glad
you think that'’s funny, bitch.
497
00:19:10,379 --> 00:19:11,689
I think it'’s funny that--
498
00:19:18,103 --> 00:19:20,413
♪♪
499
00:19:27,896 --> 00:19:30,000
[Princess]
It's crazy to know
500
00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:32,931
that I'’m actually done with
Ray and all his bull[bleep].
501
00:19:32,931 --> 00:19:34,896
You look cute.Thank you.
502
00:19:34,896 --> 00:19:37,034
[Princess]
Now, the one thing
I can't get out of my head
503
00:19:37,034 --> 00:19:39,344
is how [bleep] it is
what Teairra did.
504
00:19:39,344 --> 00:19:42,344
This two-faced ho
lied to me in my face,
505
00:19:42,344 --> 00:19:45,482
pretended to be my friend,
while all the while
506
00:19:45,482 --> 00:19:47,172
was setting me up
this whole time.
507
00:19:47,172 --> 00:19:50,000
And you know I gotta tell
my girls all about this.
508
00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:52,758
So how was Miami?
509
00:19:52,758 --> 00:19:54,482
Well...That face.
510
00:19:54,482 --> 00:19:58,517
I get to the set of
Ray'’s video shoot.
511
00:19:58,517 --> 00:20:01,413
And he end up bringing it
up to me that,
512
00:20:01,413 --> 00:20:03,655
you know, I invited
Teairra to Vegas.
513
00:20:03,655 --> 00:20:05,241
So he found out
about Vegas?
514
00:20:05,241 --> 00:20:08,310
She did exactly what
I thought she was gonna do.
515
00:20:08,310 --> 00:20:11,103
So he got the text.So it got back to him.
516
00:20:11,103 --> 00:20:13,620
He's coming at me with it,
you know, I don't trust you
517
00:20:13,620 --> 00:20:15,034
because you been
hanging out with Teairra,
518
00:20:15,034 --> 00:20:16,724
you invited her to Vegas.
519
00:20:16,724 --> 00:20:19,862
In his head, he was already
done, so I was done with him.
520
00:20:19,862 --> 00:20:21,551
That was just the icing
on the cake.
521
00:20:21,551 --> 00:20:24,068
I went to Miami
in a relationship
and I came back single.
522
00:20:24,068 --> 00:20:25,068
What?[Shanda] Shut up.
523
00:20:25,068 --> 00:20:26,275
Are you serious?
524
00:20:26,275 --> 00:20:28,137
You know, me and Ray are done.Oh.
525
00:20:28,137 --> 00:20:31,551
And any man who lets their woman
go to jail, you don'’t love them.Yeah.
526
00:20:31,551 --> 00:20:33,482
[Nia]
I understand what Princess
is going through.
527
00:20:33,482 --> 00:20:35,620
I'm going through something
similar with Dre right now.
528
00:20:35,620 --> 00:20:37,034
And I'm in a place where
529
00:20:37,034 --> 00:20:38,551
we're gonna have
to get [bleep] right
530
00:20:38,551 --> 00:20:40,413
or I'm gonna have to keep it
moving, just like my girl.
531
00:20:40,413 --> 00:20:43,344
When I came back, I moved
my [bleep] out that house,
532
00:20:43,344 --> 00:20:45,551
I got me my own place,
533
00:20:45,551 --> 00:20:47,965
and this is
where I'm at now.
534
00:20:47,965 --> 00:20:50,344
And my problem right now
is with Teairra.
535
00:20:50,344 --> 00:20:52,689
So I gotta admit,
I didn't want to believe
536
00:20:52,689 --> 00:20:55,448
that Teairra would be going back
and telling Ray information
537
00:20:55,448 --> 00:20:56,655
that Princess told her.
538
00:20:56,655 --> 00:20:58,275
I'm a little afraid
for these two
539
00:20:58,275 --> 00:21:00,724
to be having another problem
with one another
540
00:21:00,724 --> 00:21:02,758
because it can
get really ugly.
541
00:21:02,758 --> 00:21:04,758
What you-- what you gonna do?
What you think you gonna do?
542
00:21:04,758 --> 00:21:07,172
So I'’m going to a day party.
543
00:21:07,172 --> 00:21:09,586
I invited Teairra, you know,
a couple days ago,
544
00:21:09,586 --> 00:21:11,689
and she doesn'’t know
how I feel or--
545
00:21:11,689 --> 00:21:14,241
she doesn't know that
I wanna say anything to her,
546
00:21:14,241 --> 00:21:16,482
but I want to just,
you know,
547
00:21:16,482 --> 00:21:18,655
pull her to the side
and just let her know
548
00:21:18,655 --> 00:21:20,689
that I know exactly
what's going on.Right.
549
00:21:20,689 --> 00:21:22,758
And I want you guys
to come with me.
550
00:21:22,758 --> 00:21:24,965
[laughing]
551
00:21:24,965 --> 00:21:27,413
That'’s cool, but I just don'’t
want to be in no [bleep].
552
00:21:27,413 --> 00:21:29,551
Like, what are you gonna say?
How do you want this to go?
553
00:21:29,551 --> 00:21:31,000
I mean,
I don't know.
554
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:32,689
If it goes left,
it's because of her.
555
00:21:32,689 --> 00:21:34,379
Please, keep calm at first.
556
00:21:34,379 --> 00:21:35,862
I know
it'’s very hard for you.
557
00:21:35,862 --> 00:21:37,137
If I even see her flinch,
558
00:21:37,137 --> 00:21:39,586
if I even see her blink
the wrong way...
559
00:21:39,586 --> 00:21:43,413
[Shanda] Oh, God.And that's gonna be hell.
560
00:21:43,413 --> 00:21:45,965
♪ Can you save me
from myself? ♪
561
00:21:45,965 --> 00:21:48,586
♪ Save me from my soul ♪
562
00:21:48,586 --> 00:21:51,620
♪ Can you save me
from this misery? ♪
563
00:21:51,620 --> 00:21:53,620
♪ Save me from this world ♪
564
00:21:53,620 --> 00:21:56,379
♪ Can you save me
from myself? ♪
565
00:21:56,379 --> 00:21:59,586
♪ Save me from my soul... ♪
566
00:21:59,586 --> 00:22:02,068
[Miles]
I finally made the decision
to keep it 100
567
00:22:02,068 --> 00:22:03,620
and tell Amber the truth.
568
00:22:03,620 --> 00:22:06,034
Now, the hard part is
going through with it.
569
00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:09,103
Because I know,
once I open up that door,
570
00:22:09,103 --> 00:22:11,379
it can never be closed.
571
00:22:11,379 --> 00:22:15,103
♪ I played it
and I payed it ♪
572
00:22:15,103 --> 00:22:18,827
♪ I'm not proud,
but I'm not through ♪
573
00:22:22,206 --> 00:22:24,827
♪ I lost something beautiful ♪
574
00:22:24,827 --> 00:22:27,275
♪ Blind and it was gone ♪
575
00:22:27,275 --> 00:22:29,931
♪ Show me just what heaven is ♪
576
00:22:29,931 --> 00:22:33,137
♪ God knows I was wrong ♪
577
00:22:33,137 --> 00:22:35,655
Telling Amber basically means
telling the whole world.
578
00:22:35,655 --> 00:22:38,103
Because once she knows,
that means telling my family,
579
00:22:38,103 --> 00:22:41,000
telling my friends,
telling everybody.
580
00:22:41,000 --> 00:22:44,103
I'’ve been afraid of
this moment my whole life.
581
00:22:44,103 --> 00:22:46,034
Will the people in my life
still love me
582
00:22:46,034 --> 00:22:48,310
when they know the secret
I'’ve been keeping from them?
583
00:22:48,310 --> 00:22:51,034
I really don't know and
it scares the hell out of me.
584
00:22:51,034 --> 00:22:53,620
But I can'’t live my life
afraid anymore.
585
00:22:53,620 --> 00:22:55,344
♪ Save me from myself ♪
586
00:22:55,344 --> 00:22:57,655
♪ Save me from my soul ♪
587
00:22:57,655 --> 00:23:00,379
♪ Can you save me
from this misery? ♪
588
00:23:00,379 --> 00:23:02,862
♪ Save me from this world ♪
589
00:23:02,862 --> 00:23:04,793
♪ Save me ♪♪
590
00:23:10,655 --> 00:23:12,172
You gotta chill,
you see what I'’m saying?
591
00:23:12,172 --> 00:23:13,586
That'’s what I didn'’t
want to tell you, look.
592
00:23:13,586 --> 00:23:15,206
Why do you feel like--I'm gonna get out the situation.
593
00:23:15,206 --> 00:23:18,793
I just can'’t see myself
living off of an "if."
594
00:23:18,793 --> 00:23:20,689
Well, if you want to go
get a regular job...
595
00:23:20,689 --> 00:23:23,172
We need more than
regular money.
596
00:23:23,172 --> 00:23:25,793
You'’re a [bleep]-up person.I'm a [bleep]-up person?
597
00:23:25,793 --> 00:23:27,793
You'’re a [bleep]-up person.
You're unloyal to everybody.
598
00:23:27,793 --> 00:23:30,172
Bitch!Bitch, I will [bleep] you up!
599
00:23:30,172 --> 00:23:31,413
Don'’t [bleep] with me!
600
00:23:37,310 --> 00:23:39,172
♪♪
601
00:23:42,310 --> 00:23:44,517
[Shanda]
No matter how many times
we argue about the bills,
602
00:23:44,517 --> 00:23:45,896
they keep on coming.
603
00:23:45,896 --> 00:23:47,448
But life has to go on.
604
00:23:47,448 --> 00:23:49,965
We got kids that gotta eat
and get dropped off at school.
605
00:23:49,965 --> 00:23:51,551
And if we don't figure out
something soon,
606
00:23:51,551 --> 00:23:54,586
things are gonna get worse
before they get better.
607
00:23:54,586 --> 00:23:56,724
Bye, Daddy.All right, boy.
608
00:23:56,724 --> 00:23:58,517
Love you.All right, kiss, Lela.
609
00:23:58,517 --> 00:24:00,172
Fine, kiss.
610
00:24:00,172 --> 00:24:01,931
[Shanda]
But now that we have
a moment to talk,
611
00:24:01,931 --> 00:24:03,413
I want to make things
right with Willie.
612
00:24:03,413 --> 00:24:04,827
Because whatever
trouble we're in,
613
00:24:04,827 --> 00:24:07,034
we in this [bleep]
together.
614
00:24:07,034 --> 00:24:08,482
Let me apologize
for the other night.
615
00:24:08,482 --> 00:24:11,724
You talking about the bills?'Cause my emotions-- Yeah.
616
00:24:11,724 --> 00:24:14,517
My, you know, frustration, my
anger wasn't really toward you,
617
00:24:14,517 --> 00:24:17,068
it was just towards
the situation.Right.
618
00:24:17,068 --> 00:24:19,482
These bills are
getting high and [bleep].
619
00:24:19,482 --> 00:24:21,310
I see bills,
and, yeah, they high.
620
00:24:21,310 --> 00:24:23,758
I get it, but I mean, like, they
gonna get paid, so it'’s like...
621
00:24:23,758 --> 00:24:25,793
We ain'’t got no income...
622
00:24:25,793 --> 00:24:27,413
Nah, it ain'’t......right now.
623
00:24:27,413 --> 00:24:29,965
You just gotta chill sometime,
I told you I got it. I mean...
624
00:24:29,965 --> 00:24:32,517
Do you feel like we should
just go back to Chicago?
625
00:24:32,517 --> 00:24:34,344
Who?Me and the kids and you just--
626
00:24:34,344 --> 00:24:37,172
You gotta stop panicking.It's not a panic,
it's real life.
627
00:24:37,172 --> 00:24:38,724
It is, I get
what you saying.
628
00:24:38,724 --> 00:24:40,758
But you mean, like, it's
a reason, like, even right now,
629
00:24:40,758 --> 00:24:42,862
I got a situation going on with
Screwface that I didn't want to
630
00:24:42,862 --> 00:24:44,517
tell you about, because,
I mean, I don'’t know--
631
00:24:44,517 --> 00:24:46,275
I don't know
what I'm gonna do,
632
00:24:46,275 --> 00:24:47,551
so I don't even want to
even tell you things
633
00:24:47,551 --> 00:24:49,482
because I don'’t want you
to get excited or...
634
00:24:49,482 --> 00:24:51,724
I just want to feel like I'm
a part, that I know everything.
635
00:24:51,724 --> 00:24:54,655
Because with me, not knowing
anything, it kinda like you--
636
00:24:54,655 --> 00:24:57,103
It'’s-- it's frustrating.
637
00:24:57,103 --> 00:25:00,206
He said that I could have
a potential situation
with a major,
638
00:25:00,206 --> 00:25:02,000
which would be big
for me right now.
639
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:03,551
That'’s amazing right now.
640
00:25:03,551 --> 00:25:04,896
You know, that felt good.
641
00:25:04,896 --> 00:25:06,172
Don'’t--I just want to--
642
00:25:06,172 --> 00:25:07,827
Don'’t jump for
goddamn joy just yet.
643
00:25:07,827 --> 00:25:09,586
I'm saying, I gotta
get out the situation
644
00:25:09,586 --> 00:25:12,103
with Harry first,
though.
645
00:25:12,103 --> 00:25:14,206
Now, that'’s the bull[bleep]
right there.
646
00:25:14,206 --> 00:25:15,965
That'’s the bull[bleep]
right there.
647
00:25:15,965 --> 00:25:18,137
[Shanda]
On one hand, Willie
is telling me he has a shot
648
00:25:18,137 --> 00:25:20,344
at this major label deal.
649
00:25:20,344 --> 00:25:21,827
But in order to get it,
650
00:25:21,827 --> 00:25:23,965
he has to get out of
a contract that I know
651
00:25:23,965 --> 00:25:25,482
invested a lot of
money in him,
652
00:25:25,482 --> 00:25:27,413
and I know they'’re not
just gonna let him out of it.
653
00:25:27,413 --> 00:25:29,275
So that major label
sounds great,
654
00:25:29,275 --> 00:25:31,724
but really, it'’s just wishful
thinking at the moment.
655
00:25:31,724 --> 00:25:33,689
You gotta pay this man back.You gotta chill.
You see what I'm saying?
656
00:25:33,689 --> 00:25:35,620
That'’s why I didn'’t
want to tell you, look.Why do you feel like--
657
00:25:35,620 --> 00:25:37,034
I'm gonna get out
the situation.
658
00:25:37,034 --> 00:25:38,758
I already know how I'’m gonna
get out the situation.
659
00:25:38,758 --> 00:25:39,965
I'm gonna go holler at--
I'm gonna set up a meeting
with Harry
660
00:25:39,965 --> 00:25:41,655
and I'm gonna get out
the situation.
661
00:25:41,655 --> 00:25:44,448
I just can'’t see myself
living off of an "if."It's not about that.
662
00:25:44,448 --> 00:25:45,793
But that'’s not even all.
Okay, Shanda.
663
00:25:45,793 --> 00:25:47,896
Well, if you want to
go get a regular job...
664
00:25:47,896 --> 00:25:49,551
I ain'’t a regular mother[bleep].
I ain't getting a regular job.
665
00:25:49,551 --> 00:25:51,068
All right, then, so stop
talking regular talk, then.
666
00:25:51,068 --> 00:25:53,310
I'’m saying because we need
more than regular money.
667
00:25:53,310 --> 00:25:55,551
I understand, but it'’s--
we working towards.What the [bleep]?
668
00:25:55,551 --> 00:25:59,034
See, this is why I don't tell
Shanda about all of the moves
that I make in this industry.
669
00:25:59,034 --> 00:26:01,931
Nothing is definite
until the check clears
and it's in the bank.
670
00:26:01,931 --> 00:26:04,482
If Shanda wants to help,
I'm not opposed to her working.
671
00:26:04,482 --> 00:26:06,620
But if she talking about
grabbing them dancing shoes?
672
00:26:06,620 --> 00:26:08,034
I ain'’t having that.
673
00:26:08,034 --> 00:26:09,517
And you made a huge sacrifice
for our family.
674
00:26:09,517 --> 00:26:12,551
Man, that's big,
for me and the fam.
675
00:26:12,551 --> 00:26:14,137
And it took a lot
out of you to do it.
676
00:26:14,137 --> 00:26:15,586
Hell, it took a lot
out of me to let you do it,
677
00:26:15,586 --> 00:26:17,344
but at the end of the day...But, you know...
678
00:26:17,344 --> 00:26:19,241
...I can'’t let you
go back to doing that.
679
00:26:19,241 --> 00:26:20,793
I just can'’t.I'm okay with it.
I'm down to do that.
680
00:26:20,793 --> 00:26:22,551
I get what
you'’re okay with.
681
00:26:22,551 --> 00:26:24,551
From now on, I'll just
keep you in the loop, man.
682
00:26:24,551 --> 00:26:26,310
Just let you know the stuff
that'’s happening.Please keep me in the loop.
683
00:26:26,310 --> 00:26:28,827
'’Cause that'’s what'’s gonna make
me feel secure about everything.
684
00:26:28,827 --> 00:26:30,655
And then I'’m also setting up
this meeting with Harry.
685
00:26:30,655 --> 00:26:31,862
I believe it.
686
00:26:31,862 --> 00:26:34,793
I believe you'’re gonna
make it happen.
687
00:26:34,793 --> 00:26:36,586
♪♪
688
00:26:42,310 --> 00:26:44,862
[Princess]
After Ray and I
broke up in Miami,
689
00:26:44,862 --> 00:26:47,620
I've been doing me
and it's been feeling wonderful.
690
00:26:47,620 --> 00:26:49,965
But I still have some
outstanding business
691
00:26:49,965 --> 00:26:51,655
to deal with
this bitch Teairra.
692
00:26:51,655 --> 00:26:53,275
Oh. Como estas?
693
00:26:53,275 --> 00:26:55,068
Is that good morning
or what is that?
694
00:26:55,068 --> 00:26:56,172
No, it'’s "how are you"?
695
00:26:56,172 --> 00:26:57,965
Oh, okay. Hey. Como estas?
696
00:26:57,965 --> 00:26:59,379
Hey.
697
00:26:59,379 --> 00:27:01,965
I had my suspicions that
she was stabbing me in the back
698
00:27:01,965 --> 00:27:03,793
and feeding
this bull[bleep] to Ray.
699
00:27:03,793 --> 00:27:06,034
And she has no idea
who she's been [bleep] with,
700
00:27:06,034 --> 00:27:08,137
but she's about
to find out today.
701
00:27:08,137 --> 00:27:11,068
What'’s been going on?I want to know
what's been going on, [bleep].
702
00:27:11,068 --> 00:27:14,137
I can'’t lie, bitches,
I'm slightly perplexed.
703
00:27:14,137 --> 00:27:15,344
Why?
704
00:27:15,344 --> 00:27:18,103
By this pairing here,
Princess and Teairra.
705
00:27:18,103 --> 00:27:19,586
'’Cause you haven'’t--
you weren't at the pamper party.
706
00:27:19,586 --> 00:27:21,448
So you guys are friends?
707
00:27:21,448 --> 00:27:23,758
I'm not saying we're friends,
but we're not enemies, either,
708
00:27:23,758 --> 00:27:26,137
so I just feel like,
you know, we can coexist.Oh, we're not friends?
709
00:27:26,137 --> 00:27:28,689
I mean, I look at friendship
on a different level.
710
00:27:28,689 --> 00:27:31,068
Have you been
in contact with Ray?
711
00:27:31,068 --> 00:27:34,000
Yeah, I sent him
a text message.
712
00:27:34,000 --> 00:27:36,000
Mm-hmm.
Saying what?
713
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:37,344
That you invited me to Vegas.
714
00:27:37,344 --> 00:27:40,689
You did?Mm-hmm.
715
00:27:40,689 --> 00:27:43,517
Typical.You came at me last year.
716
00:27:43,517 --> 00:27:45,310
So at the end of the day,
717
00:27:45,310 --> 00:27:46,896
you can't expect
for a person
718
00:27:46,896 --> 00:27:49,448
that you came at so,
like, viciously
719
00:27:49,448 --> 00:27:52,655
to be your, like,
real friend, off bat.
720
00:27:52,655 --> 00:27:55,758
[Princess]
I reached out to her
at Apryl's pamper party
721
00:27:55,758 --> 00:27:57,931
with no sideways intentions.
722
00:27:57,931 --> 00:28:00,034
I was 100% genuine.
723
00:28:00,034 --> 00:28:02,482
But Teairra thought that
she could take that gesture
724
00:28:02,482 --> 00:28:04,965
and use it to make trouble
between me and Ray,
725
00:28:04,965 --> 00:28:08,172
but that [bleep] ain't cool
and she's gonna hear about it.
726
00:28:08,172 --> 00:28:09,896
The moment we had
at the nail shop--
727
00:28:09,896 --> 00:28:11,724
We had some moments.I felt like--
728
00:28:11,724 --> 00:28:14,068
I felt like you
were being real.
729
00:28:14,068 --> 00:28:15,551
And I was.I felt like you
were being genuine.
730
00:28:15,551 --> 00:28:17,068
But you know what?
At the end of the day--
731
00:28:17,068 --> 00:28:18,758
Princess, let me
tell you one thing,
732
00:28:18,758 --> 00:28:21,551
and I want you to take this with
you for the rest of your life.
733
00:28:21,551 --> 00:28:23,724
Sometimes, you have to
brighten up in your head
734
00:28:23,724 --> 00:28:25,068
because at the end of the day,
735
00:28:25,068 --> 00:28:27,103
last year,
you were my enemy.
736
00:28:27,103 --> 00:28:30,965
So when you came to me and
talked to me at her pamper party
737
00:28:30,965 --> 00:28:34,172
and you broke down
and you started crying,
what was I supposed to do?
738
00:28:34,172 --> 00:28:37,137
I would never kick a person
when they'’re down like you did.
739
00:28:37,137 --> 00:28:40,275
You were talking about, she
a stripper, she took my man...
740
00:28:40,275 --> 00:28:41,793
No! No!
741
00:28:41,793 --> 00:28:44,586
First of all, let Ray claim you,
then you can [bleep] with me.
742
00:28:44,586 --> 00:28:46,862
Oh, really? It's fine.Because, you know what?
743
00:28:46,862 --> 00:28:48,827
You'’re a [bleep]-up person.I'm a [bleep]-up person?
744
00:28:48,827 --> 00:28:49,862
You'’re a [bleep]-up person.
745
00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:51,241
You're unloyal
to everybody
746
00:28:51,241 --> 00:28:53,275
because you [bleep]
everybody's [bleep].
747
00:28:53,275 --> 00:28:55,103
Oh, and what do you do?You had sex--
748
00:28:56,655 --> 00:28:59,034
Bitch, I will [bleep] you up!
Don't [bleep] with me!
749
00:28:59,034 --> 00:29:01,448
I'’ll--You're [bleep] nasty.
750
00:29:01,448 --> 00:29:03,137
Don'’t [bleep] with me.
You got me [bleep] up.
751
00:29:03,137 --> 00:29:05,551
You want him to move me out
the house so you can move in.
752
00:29:05,551 --> 00:29:07,206
I never said that.Yeah, you did.
753
00:29:07,206 --> 00:29:09,413
Wait, hold up. No, 'cause
that's some bull[bleep].
754
00:29:09,413 --> 00:29:11,068
Yeah, you did,
yeah you did.'Cause who told her--
755
00:29:11,068 --> 00:29:13,551
Ray did.Ray is a [bleep] liar!
756
00:29:22,517 --> 00:29:25,068
Bitch, I will [bleep] you up!
Don't [bleep] with me!
757
00:29:25,068 --> 00:29:27,689
[Bleep], I'll block
every shot you got!
758
00:29:27,689 --> 00:29:29,827
You'’re [bleep] gross.
You're [bleep] nasty.
759
00:29:29,827 --> 00:29:31,275
Bitch, don'’t [bleep] with me.
You got me [bleep] up.
760
00:29:31,275 --> 00:29:33,448
You [bleep] ratchet-ass ho.
761
00:29:33,448 --> 00:29:36,241
Teairra has been in
my business for way too long.
762
00:29:36,241 --> 00:29:39,172
She had no reason to
sit there and poke her nose
763
00:29:39,172 --> 00:29:42,034
in my relationship with Ray
and try to [bleep] it up.
764
00:29:42,034 --> 00:29:44,758
Why did you do all this?Why did I do all of what?
765
00:29:44,758 --> 00:29:46,206
What'’s the point of doing all
this? Like, you think for--
766
00:29:46,206 --> 00:29:47,758
If you going behind my back--So what is your point?
767
00:29:47,758 --> 00:29:49,517
And going to tell him some
[bleep] that he's gonna
768
00:29:49,517 --> 00:29:50,827
want to be with you?It wasn't about being your back.
769
00:29:50,827 --> 00:29:51,862
I told you to your face.'Cause you know what?
770
00:29:51,862 --> 00:29:53,275
He'’s not gonna want you.
771
00:29:53,275 --> 00:29:54,758
That'’s fine, bitch.
772
00:29:54,758 --> 00:29:56,620
He does not want
your fat ass.
773
00:29:56,620 --> 00:29:59,206
Bitch!Yeah. Fat ass!
774
00:29:59,206 --> 00:30:01,103
He don'’t want you.
You're sloppy.
775
00:30:01,103 --> 00:30:02,827
You [bleep]
all his friends.
776
00:30:02,827 --> 00:30:04,931
Oh, I [bleep] all his friends?You a slut, you a slut.
777
00:30:04,931 --> 00:30:07,482
Y'’all so emotional.
Y'all so--
778
00:30:07,482 --> 00:30:10,068
Hold on, hold on, hold on,
hold on, hold up.
779
00:30:10,068 --> 00:30:11,758
Yes, I spit at Princess,
780
00:30:11,758 --> 00:30:13,931
only because she tried
to come at me.
781
00:30:13,931 --> 00:30:16,655
This girl is just pissed
that she got played.
782
00:30:16,655 --> 00:30:18,448
But to be honest,
783
00:30:18,448 --> 00:30:20,655
this never should have got back
to her in the first place.
784
00:30:20,655 --> 00:30:22,448
But that'’s just Ray J.
785
00:30:22,448 --> 00:30:25,034
Teairra, chill out.
Chill the [bleep] out.
786
00:30:25,034 --> 00:30:28,413
[Apryl]
I'm always the peacemaker
and I try to be as neutral
787
00:30:28,413 --> 00:30:31,103
as I possibly can be,
but I'’m tired.
788
00:30:31,103 --> 00:30:33,689
I'm tired of offering advice
and being sane
789
00:30:33,689 --> 00:30:36,379
when I'’m around crazy
mother[bleep] all the time.
790
00:30:36,379 --> 00:30:38,034
Why did you tell Ray
791
00:30:38,034 --> 00:30:41,482
that you want him to move me out
the house so you could move in?
792
00:30:41,482 --> 00:30:43,551
I never said that in my life.Yeah, you did.
793
00:30:43,551 --> 00:30:45,379
Wait, hold up.You asked him to move me
out the house, yeah, you did.
794
00:30:45,379 --> 00:30:46,620
Nah, 'cause that's some
bull[bleep] because who told her
795
00:30:46,620 --> 00:30:48,275
that I would ever say [bleep]--Ray did.
796
00:30:48,275 --> 00:30:50,482
Ray is a [bleep] liar![Bleep] you!
797
00:30:50,482 --> 00:30:52,931
That cheat on you and do
all this [bleep] to you!
798
00:30:52,931 --> 00:30:56,310
Are you kidding me?The same [bleep] that you
throwing me under the bus for?
799
00:30:56,310 --> 00:30:57,517
Seriously?
800
00:30:57,517 --> 00:31:00,000
I never told him
anything like that.
801
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:01,827
Yeah, you did.
Yeah, you did.
802
00:31:01,827 --> 00:31:03,482
I swear to God
on my grandmother's grave,
803
00:31:03,482 --> 00:31:05,172
and I would never do that.Yeah, you did, bitch.
Yes, you did.
804
00:31:05,172 --> 00:31:06,724
So you need to listen to
what the [bleep] I'm saying.No.
805
00:31:06,724 --> 00:31:08,827
Or then we don'’t even need
to have a conversation.
806
00:31:08,827 --> 00:31:10,931
We don't need to have
a conversation because, bitch,
807
00:31:10,931 --> 00:31:13,655
your word don't mean [bleep] to
me because you proved to me...That's fine, that's fine.
808
00:31:13,655 --> 00:31:15,206
...that, bitch,
you ain't a genuine bitch.
809
00:31:15,206 --> 00:31:16,724
And I'm glad you think
that's funny, bitch.
810
00:31:16,724 --> 00:31:19,034
'’Cause I think
it'’s funny that--
811
00:31:19,034 --> 00:31:21,655
Bitch, I'll beat
your ass, ho.
812
00:31:21,655 --> 00:31:23,517
You ain't gonna beat [bleep],
bitch, 'cause you a hippo.
813
00:31:23,517 --> 00:31:25,551
Bitch, you can't move.I'm faster than you.
814
00:31:25,551 --> 00:31:28,517
You an elephant. I'm gonna
get you now or later, bitch.
815
00:31:28,517 --> 00:31:30,793
And you, too. Both of you.Her too, that's funny.
816
00:31:30,793 --> 00:31:31,793
I wish you would.Yeah.
817
00:31:31,793 --> 00:31:34,034
Both of you.
Both of you.
818
00:31:36,724 --> 00:31:39,103
♪ My own reflection ♪
819
00:31:39,103 --> 00:31:43,931
♪ Looks different
than before ♪
820
00:31:43,931 --> 00:31:46,275
♪ And when I scream loud ♪
821
00:31:46,275 --> 00:31:50,068
♪ My echo comes back
different than I know ♪
822
00:31:51,379 --> 00:31:53,344
♪ Said I'm sitting here ♪
823
00:31:53,344 --> 00:31:55,344
♪ Trying to figure out ♪
824
00:31:55,344 --> 00:31:59,379
♪ Exactly who I am ♪
825
00:31:59,379 --> 00:32:03,241
♪ But this time
I think I went too far ♪
826
00:32:03,241 --> 00:32:07,689
♪ I never knew I messed up
with your heart ♪
827
00:32:09,275 --> 00:32:13,000
♪ No ♪♪
828
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:14,000
Hold on real quick.
829
00:32:15,517 --> 00:32:17,000
What'’s up, Harry?
830
00:32:17,000 --> 00:32:18,620
[Willie]
I get that Shanda's
nervous about money.
831
00:32:18,620 --> 00:32:21,172
And I'm feeling the pressure
because I'm stuck in a situation
832
00:32:21,172 --> 00:32:23,448
with this indie label and they
got me here in the slow lane.
833
00:32:23,448 --> 00:32:25,275
What'’s going on, man?How you doing, man?
834
00:32:25,275 --> 00:32:27,379
I'm glad to see you.Sounds good.
835
00:32:27,379 --> 00:32:28,896
[Willie]
But Screwface is telling me
he might have
836
00:32:28,896 --> 00:32:30,413
a big deal
on the table for me
837
00:32:30,413 --> 00:32:31,655
if I can get out of
this contract.
838
00:32:31,655 --> 00:32:33,275
I gotta sit down
with the label owner Harry
839
00:32:33,275 --> 00:32:35,034
and try to hash
this thing out.
840
00:32:35,034 --> 00:32:37,655
Everything good?Uh...
841
00:32:37,655 --> 00:32:39,000
it's going, you know.
842
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,103
I guess now,
I'’m just really at,
843
00:32:41,103 --> 00:32:43,379
you know, backed against the
wall because I need the album.
844
00:32:43,379 --> 00:32:46,034
I really need to know that
it's going and it's not just me,
845
00:32:46,034 --> 00:32:48,344
I got my family out here
with me as well.
846
00:32:48,344 --> 00:32:50,517
So it's like that pressure
is just-- it's killing me.
847
00:32:50,517 --> 00:32:53,000
'Cause I know what I'm supposed
to be doing and so, like...
848
00:32:53,000 --> 00:32:54,551
Well, you know
we love the project.
849
00:32:54,551 --> 00:32:56,620
Yeah, most definitely.
I mean, it'’s a great project.
850
00:32:56,620 --> 00:32:58,034
Everything sounds great.Thank you.
851
00:32:58,034 --> 00:33:00,586
I think the best thing to do
is to come up with a plan,
852
00:33:00,586 --> 00:33:03,862
a detailed plan,
a few different targets,
853
00:33:03,862 --> 00:33:05,793
give ourselves
a time frame.
854
00:33:05,793 --> 00:33:07,931
My thing is like,
I don't want to leave here
855
00:33:07,931 --> 00:33:09,862
and still have everything
in the clouds.
856
00:33:09,862 --> 00:33:11,655
Like, okay, cool, we'’re gonna
come up with a date.
857
00:33:11,655 --> 00:33:13,379
I mean, how soon are we--
858
00:33:13,379 --> 00:33:17,379
how soon can we get back in
touch and even find out, though?
859
00:33:17,379 --> 00:33:20,793
Well, I think I'’m gonna
have to talk with my partner.
860
00:33:20,793 --> 00:33:23,689
[Willie] With Shanda sitting
at home counting down the days
until the money run out,
861
00:33:23,689 --> 00:33:26,206
I don'’t have time to be
just sitting around waiting
for a plan to come together.
862
00:33:26,206 --> 00:33:28,000
If our partnership
ain't working out,
863
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:29,620
then I gotta
find one that is.
864
00:33:29,620 --> 00:33:31,275
And that'’s just business.
865
00:33:31,275 --> 00:33:32,586
On the flip side,
866
00:33:32,586 --> 00:33:35,344
I've been given interest
from other labels as well.
867
00:33:35,344 --> 00:33:37,827
Where they're interested
in picking up the project
868
00:33:37,827 --> 00:33:39,862
and things like that,
so it's like, you know,
869
00:33:39,862 --> 00:33:42,275
with that being-- I mean, I
guess the biggest thing for me
870
00:33:42,275 --> 00:33:45,241
now is that we me
being signed to the label,
871
00:33:45,241 --> 00:33:48,241
it's kind of keeping them from
wanting to jump in on a project.
872
00:33:48,241 --> 00:33:49,827
I understand.
873
00:33:49,827 --> 00:33:52,206
This is your career,
it'’s your life,
874
00:33:52,206 --> 00:33:55,448
but you can't
let the pressure
875
00:33:55,448 --> 00:33:57,862
of a family situation
876
00:33:57,862 --> 00:34:00,034
push you into
making a bad decision.
877
00:34:00,034 --> 00:34:01,206
But, I feel like
the time is now.
878
00:34:01,206 --> 00:34:03,137
Those opportunities
might leave the table.
879
00:34:03,137 --> 00:34:04,413
And then, I mean,
I'’m just sitting here--
880
00:34:04,413 --> 00:34:06,206
How serious is
this opportunity?
881
00:34:06,206 --> 00:34:08,068
How certain?It seems to be very serious.
882
00:34:08,068 --> 00:34:09,827
Why can'’t we just
do the deal with them?
883
00:34:09,827 --> 00:34:11,241
Because they'’re
not doing a deal.
884
00:34:11,241 --> 00:34:12,689
They want it to be
artist to label.
885
00:34:12,689 --> 00:34:14,000
They don't want to
deal with anybody else.
886
00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:16,689
They was very specific
on that.
887
00:34:16,689 --> 00:34:19,241
So it'’s like,
you know...
888
00:34:19,241 --> 00:34:21,862
is it possible
to give me a release?
889
00:34:21,862 --> 00:34:25,034
Well, I didn'’t really
expect that, Willie.
890
00:34:25,034 --> 00:34:27,172
That's a pretty
tough thing
891
00:34:27,172 --> 00:34:29,448
for you to hit us with
right now.
892
00:34:29,448 --> 00:34:32,103
My clock is ticking.
I need it.
893
00:34:32,103 --> 00:34:35,793
You know, that's--
that's something we're gonna
have to really think about.
894
00:34:35,793 --> 00:34:37,793
That'’s gonna be a hard
position to get to for us.
895
00:34:40,551 --> 00:34:42,758
[woman]
All right, are you ready?Um...
896
00:34:45,068 --> 00:34:47,620
As ready as, I guess,
I'’m gonna get.
897
00:34:47,620 --> 00:34:49,068
Okay, and I'’ll help you.Okay.
898
00:34:49,068 --> 00:34:51,206
Okay.[doorbell rings]
899
00:34:58,551 --> 00:35:00,655
♪♪
900
00:35:03,965 --> 00:35:06,448
[Miles]
The time has come
for me to face my truth.
901
00:35:06,448 --> 00:35:08,068
I've been keeping
a secret from a woman
902
00:35:08,068 --> 00:35:10,655
who has done nothing for me
but love me my entire life.
903
00:35:10,655 --> 00:35:12,344
I can'’t keep hurting her
like this.
904
00:35:12,344 --> 00:35:14,689
Go ahead and have a seat
on the couch.Okay.
905
00:35:14,689 --> 00:35:16,275
[Miles]
I can'’t do this alone.
906
00:35:16,275 --> 00:35:18,206
It'’s too big of a secret
I'’ve been keeping.
907
00:35:18,206 --> 00:35:19,931
So I reached out
to a therapist
908
00:35:19,931 --> 00:35:22,034
to help me tell Amber
the truth about everything.
909
00:35:22,034 --> 00:35:24,379
She deserves to know about
my relationship with Milan.
910
00:35:24,379 --> 00:35:28,068
I want you to first start giving
me a little bit of backstory.Okay.
911
00:35:28,068 --> 00:35:30,586
Give me a little bit
of history of
912
00:35:30,586 --> 00:35:34,310
what has led you up to
being right here today.
913
00:35:34,310 --> 00:35:36,517
Well, um...
914
00:35:36,517 --> 00:35:39,724
I was in a relationship with
my high school sweetheart.
915
00:35:39,724 --> 00:35:41,862
Mm-hmm.And, um...
916
00:35:41,862 --> 00:35:43,758
I've had feelings, um...
917
00:35:45,620 --> 00:35:48,448
towards the same sex,
um, since I was younger.
918
00:35:48,448 --> 00:35:50,310
I've always just hid 'em
and subdued 'em.
919
00:35:50,310 --> 00:35:52,896
And I actually
acted on them.
920
00:35:52,896 --> 00:35:55,482
I met a guy and, um,
921
00:35:55,482 --> 00:35:57,724
yeah, just where
I'’m at today, um,
922
00:35:57,724 --> 00:36:00,137
me and him are
actually together.
923
00:36:00,137 --> 00:36:02,310
Um, we'’re boyfriends.
924
00:36:02,310 --> 00:36:03,724
Okay, so you've
been kind of
925
00:36:03,724 --> 00:36:05,758
walking around
living a double life.Yes.
926
00:36:05,758 --> 00:36:08,310
And it hasn'’t just been her
you'’ve been hiding it from,
right?
927
00:36:08,310 --> 00:36:10,137
No.
I've hid it from--
928
00:36:10,137 --> 00:36:12,206
Well, my family
doesn'’t know neither.
929
00:36:12,206 --> 00:36:15,931
None of my friends know.
It's just-- just me and Milan.
930
00:36:15,931 --> 00:36:18,655
That'’s who I'’m with right now.
His name is Milan.
931
00:36:18,655 --> 00:36:20,310
And I know that
the main reason
932
00:36:20,310 --> 00:36:22,241
that you wanted
to come here today
933
00:36:22,241 --> 00:36:25,413
is because you want
Amber to come
934
00:36:25,413 --> 00:36:28,103
and you want to be able
to tell her all of this
935
00:36:28,103 --> 00:36:30,344
in a safe place
where you have some support
936
00:36:30,344 --> 00:36:33,068
and help and so does she.Yes.
937
00:36:33,068 --> 00:36:35,586
Okay, so tell me a little bit
about what you--
938
00:36:35,586 --> 00:36:37,931
what you want to say to her
or what you--
939
00:36:37,931 --> 00:36:40,034
what you have on your mind
to say to her.
940
00:36:40,034 --> 00:36:43,241
Um, well, she wants
to move forward
941
00:36:43,241 --> 00:36:45,413
with our relationship.
942
00:36:45,413 --> 00:36:48,551
Um, even though we were,
you know, having problems
943
00:36:48,551 --> 00:36:51,827
and on break,
she'’s ready to move forward.
944
00:36:51,827 --> 00:36:53,965
And...
945
00:36:53,965 --> 00:36:58,000
she realizes that I have
been pushing her away.Mm-hmm.
946
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:02,793
So I want to finally
let her know why.
947
00:37:02,793 --> 00:37:07,206
You understand, I mean, look,
you're dealing with a lot of...
948
00:37:07,206 --> 00:37:09,931
things to have to
worry about, right?
949
00:37:09,931 --> 00:37:12,931
What she's now
dealing with is,
950
00:37:12,931 --> 00:37:14,724
you're her high school
sweetheart,
951
00:37:14,724 --> 00:37:16,931
you're obviously
the love of her life,
952
00:37:16,931 --> 00:37:18,551
she wants to marry you,
right?
953
00:37:18,551 --> 00:37:20,068
And you're gonna tell her,
954
00:37:20,068 --> 00:37:22,448
"I'’m not gonna be with you
in that way.
955
00:37:22,448 --> 00:37:25,172
"I have not been
honest with you
956
00:37:25,172 --> 00:37:27,000
even though you've been
my best friend."
957
00:37:27,000 --> 00:37:30,137
And so can you imagine
what kind of a pill
958
00:37:30,137 --> 00:37:32,586
that'’s going to be
for her to swallow?
959
00:37:37,620 --> 00:37:39,827
Mm-hmm.
960
00:37:39,827 --> 00:37:42,689
It's gonna be
your best shot
961
00:37:42,689 --> 00:37:45,310
at saving
something with her
962
00:37:45,310 --> 00:37:48,206
if you own up
to your mistakes.
963
00:37:48,206 --> 00:37:50,448
So do you want to,
like, practice with me?
964
00:37:50,448 --> 00:37:53,551
What would you say your list
of mistakes were with her?
965
00:37:55,137 --> 00:37:58,689
Um... everything.
966
00:38:01,344 --> 00:38:03,827
Hit me with them.
967
00:38:03,827 --> 00:38:08,517
Lying to her...
968
00:38:08,517 --> 00:38:10,517
Um...
969
00:38:12,137 --> 00:38:14,689
I guess not treating her
like my best friend.
970
00:38:22,241 --> 00:38:25,068
It'’s okay, it'’s good
you'’re doing this now.
971
00:38:25,068 --> 00:38:28,068
It'’s hard to hurt somebody
you love that much.
972
00:38:32,793 --> 00:38:35,000
What'’s making you
the most sad right now?
973
00:38:36,896 --> 00:38:38,758
Just because, like,
974
00:38:38,758 --> 00:38:42,275
it'’s really, really hard
for me to...
975
00:38:42,275 --> 00:38:44,344
And I don't want to, like,
976
00:38:44,344 --> 00:38:47,620
hurt her or anything
like that, so...
977
00:38:50,379 --> 00:38:53,172
It's hard for me as well,
like, dealing with everything.
978
00:38:53,172 --> 00:38:56,206
It'’s just been--
it's been a lot.
979
00:38:56,206 --> 00:38:58,620
Yeah, it'’s a big burden,
isn'’t it?Mm-hmm.
980
00:39:01,931 --> 00:39:04,517
[Miles]
So many emotions is
running through my body.
981
00:39:04,517 --> 00:39:05,931
I don'’t even know
how to feel.
982
00:39:05,931 --> 00:39:07,724
A part of me wants to
get up and run out.
983
00:39:07,724 --> 00:39:09,620
But I know by hurting her
984
00:39:09,620 --> 00:39:12,793
and getting everything off my
chest and telling her my truth,
985
00:39:12,793 --> 00:39:15,000
I'’m freeing her as well.
986
00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:17,689
Today is going to be
hard day for you.
987
00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:20,241
And it'’s gonna be
a hard day for her.
988
00:39:20,241 --> 00:39:21,655
Mm-hmm.
989
00:39:21,655 --> 00:39:23,586
But it'’s time.
990
00:39:23,586 --> 00:39:26,034
It's-- it's what's fair
to Milan,
991
00:39:26,034 --> 00:39:28,620
to Amber, and to you.Mm-hmm.
992
00:39:31,379 --> 00:39:33,241
All right, are you ready?
993
00:39:33,241 --> 00:39:35,000
[sighs]
994
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:36,931
Um...
995
00:39:38,482 --> 00:39:40,689
as ready as, I guess,
I'’m gonna get.
996
00:39:40,689 --> 00:39:42,344
Okay, and I'’ll help you.Okay.
997
00:39:42,344 --> 00:39:44,344
Okay.
998
00:39:44,344 --> 00:39:46,379
[doorbell rings]
999
00:39:48,310 --> 00:39:51,482
The road to acceptance
can be a tough one to travel.
1000
00:39:51,482 --> 00:39:53,862
If you or someone you know
1001
00:39:53,862 --> 00:39:55,689
is struggling with
who they are
1002
00:39:55,689 --> 00:39:58,517
or needs support to come out
to friends and family,
1003
00:39:58,517 --> 00:40:00,275
you'’re not alone.
1004
00:40:00,275 --> 00:40:04,379
Please go to
OutInHipHop.VH1.com
1005
00:40:04,379 --> 00:40:06,000
for resources and support.
1006
00:40:10,344 --> 00:40:11,655
[Rich]
Next time on
"Love & Hip Hop Hollywood"...
1007
00:40:11,655 --> 00:40:13,586
You janky as [bleep].You janky as [bleep].
1008
00:40:13,586 --> 00:40:15,172
You [bleep] as [bleep].You're shady as [bleep].
1009
00:40:15,172 --> 00:40:18,137
Why you lying to yourself?Why are you lying to yourself?
1010
00:40:18,137 --> 00:40:20,965
I feel like I should have been
well aware of everything
1011
00:40:20,965 --> 00:40:23,448
that was really going on
and I wasn'’t.
1012
00:40:23,448 --> 00:40:25,413
I said I'’m sorry. What else
the [bleep] you want me to say?
1013
00:40:25,413 --> 00:40:27,172
Sorry'’s not fixing
anything, ever.
1014
00:40:27,172 --> 00:40:28,793
I can'’t do [bleep]
with a [bleep] sorry.
1015
00:40:30,034 --> 00:40:31,724
She invited me
to her little event.
1016
00:40:31,724 --> 00:40:33,551
And I'm gonna go and tell
that little girl,
1017
00:40:33,551 --> 00:40:35,965
"Go find another relationship
to [bleep] up."
1018
00:40:35,965 --> 00:40:38,482
Get out my face, honey.
Get out my face, baby.
1019
00:40:38,482 --> 00:40:39,724
No.Okay.
1020
00:40:39,724 --> 00:40:41,275
Now we really 'bout
to have a problem.
1021
00:40:43,551 --> 00:40:47,655
I'’ve had feelings of attraction
towards the same sex.
1022
00:40:47,655 --> 00:40:50,103
And I'’ve been
in a relationship.
1023
00:40:50,103 --> 00:40:52,206
I wanna call my mom!
1024
00:40:52,206 --> 00:40:55,413
I wanna call my mom!
[sobbing]
1025
00:40:55,413 --> 00:40:57,482
[woman]
We have morals.
1026
00:40:57,482 --> 00:40:59,517
So what, you just
saying [bleep] God?
1027
00:40:59,517 --> 00:41:01,137
Is that what you'’re saying?
1028
00:41:01,137 --> 00:41:03,620
Telling you guys is the hardest
thing I'’ve ever done in my life.
1029
00:41:03,620 --> 00:41:05,275
I don'’t know why
I have these feelings.
1030
00:41:05,275 --> 00:41:07,310
I don'’t know,
I don'’t know.
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