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Hey.

Hey, wake up.

Oh, shit.

What do you want?

Can I talk to you?

Yeah, about... Come on, I'll tell you about personal space.

What? What do you want?

Do you promise not to judge me?

What? About what?

Can't you see I'm busy?

Come on.

Some of us have jobs, okay? And we have to take naps. Yeah, okay.

What? What is it?

Am I a nerd?

Yes. Okay, get out of my room.

Yes.

Wait, wait, wait, wait.

Okay.

I'll be honest with you.

I... I'm tired of... I'm tired of being alone and,

like... I want a boyfriend.

Go get a boyfriend, then.

But, like... Honestly, don't even get a boyfriend.

Just keep doing the school thing.

Stay in school and keep being a smart person.

And, like, don't even worry about that. Who cares?

But, like, I... What one? It's time I'm, you know, like, I'm a senior.

Like, I haven't even kissed a guy. Like, this is embarrassing.

And, like... Brutal.

Yeah, it needs to happen.

No, I'm not.

I just... It's probably too late for you, to be honest.

Too late?

It's too late.

I mean, it never started.

It's over, but it never started, so... Okay. So, get out of my room. Go away.

Look, look.

I'm just talking with you.

Relax. There's some time.

Leave me alone.

I'm not going to... You're my little step -sister. I'm not going to, like,

about... boyfriend and stuff with you. You gotta go figure that stuff out on

your own. Not a huge deal and like you're the only person I can talk to. I

talk to mom and dad.

Like, that would be really weird.

Why not? Go talk to mom. She'll probably give you dating advice or something.

She doesn't even want me to touch a guy, let alone be next to one. That's good

dating advice.

Stay away from men.

Have her find a guy from church to marry you or something.

No, I haven't even kissed a guy. Like, I have no idea what I'm doing. And, like,

I just, like, you're the only person that I know that's actually, like,

been with people before.

Like, everybody that I hang out with, like, they've never had sex before.

They've never, like.

I'm sure someone had sex before.

Well.

Nobody told me and nobody talked about it.

It's not hard to, like, just talk to guys you like or whatever.

Well, I mean, I have been.

Like, I, you know, I texted, like, Joseph from my AP bio class

and, like... What did you say?

i asked him if he wanted to like go out on a hike and you know search the area

for like fossils and stuff for fossils yeah

like is that not fun i mean i always find it nice just going

on a walk around and enjoying nature i mean what did you what did you touch

them what did you

I just... I just said, hey Joseph,

um... I know this sounds weird, but...

I want to go out

with you.

Um... Maybe we could go...

Hiking or like I could show you my rock collection

Did you send them pictures of your rock collection?

Yeah That's weird and how?

Something that I like I mean like Can I not?

No I mean yeah but it's just like you don't want to like lead with like hey

not really into rocks and send them how many pictures did you send them ten ten

pictures of rocks i mean yeah i have a really cool collection you're not

controlled listen that's just one guy you didn't text me like you don't know

other guys there's another guy called thomas and i like i sent him

please don't tell mom

I sent him a nude and I asked him if he wanted to have intercourse.

And he never replied.

But like, I thought that's what you're supposed to do because it's hot.

Intercourse?

Yeah, sex.

Just, oh my god.

The person thinks you're a crazy person.

Just, you're supposed to just be like, hey.

And...

Like, you want to get coffee or something?

That's so... Coffee? That's so boring. Or, like, you say, hi, what are you

doing? And you wait for them to, like, respond.

And if they like you, they'll just be like, not, what are you doing?

But, like, why would... Don't you want to be, like, direct about what you want?

Like, why would you waste time on that?

You've got to be... You want to be, like, a little nonchalant.

Nonchalant? Yeah, you're being chalant.

You're being very chalant.

And people, you're freaking people out.

But it's fine, like, if you actually want to have sex with a boyfriend or

whatever, it couldn't be hard.

I mean... You're, like, not, I mean, like, you're pretty, like, attractive.

Except, like, you're weird as hell.

I mean, is there something wrong with, like, my chest? Like, are my boobs too

small? I mean, you...

You have a type, obviously, you know, even around women.

And I,

you know, cracking daddy's huge tits doesn't mean, like, there's got to be

that like smaller boobs. I like smaller boobs, too, sometimes. Like, you look

fine. Don't worry about that.

You're, like,

you know, pretty attractive.

I mean, you're my little sister, so I can't, like, whatever.

Like, I'm not going to say anything weird.

Be honest, like, do you think they would... No, what are you doing, you

weirdo? Don't throw your booze.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

But, like, do they look right? Like, do... I don't know.

Okay, just shut up a little bit. Let me look at them.

Don't tell anybody about this, obviously, right?

Yeah. Okay.

Like... I don't know, do my... Do you think they'd even like them being this

small? Like... They're fine.

They, like, got, like, a nice face. They're, like, a little small, but...

there's nothing wrong with them. Yeah, but I always see guys, like, in class,

like, ogling the girls with, like, huge breasts.

And, like, I thought that was, like, a thing and maybe, like, they wouldn't

at me because I'm just too small.

No, that's like I I don't even think I really like I don't like um, I

don't have enough like curvature on my body like my ass like I I don't think my

butt is really that big It's probably fine. Is it like?

Please like Okay, no, you're not showing me your butt. What are you doing?

and tell me if it's, like, if it's nice looking.

Like... Like... Whoa.

What are you... Like, really?

Wow.

Yeah, look... You know, shut up a little bit.

No, I mean, honestly... No,

it's fine.

I mean, we're all on the small side, but it's actually a good shape.

Okay, well... Okay, that's enough.

Like, you haven't even seen me fully naked. Like, how do you even know that I

look... No, we're putting it... Put this back. Put this on.

No, don't take that off. Hey.

Hey.

Okay, look.

Glasses on.

Glasses off. Wait.

You, it's, yeah, I mean, you look good either way, you know? You could maybe

get some contact or something if you want to.

A lot of guys like glasses too, so it's, but okay, that's enough, okay? Just

go say hi to a guy you think is cute and ask if they want to get coffee or

something. That's it. And don't say anything about theology or your rock

collection or collecting stamps or whatever weird other shit you do.

But, like, I still have, like, no experience.

Okay, yeah, but I'm starting to get a boner, and I don't know what I feel

that. So just get out of my room, okay? Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Really?

I shouldn't have said that.

Wait, let me, come on, face me.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

Oh, my gosh.

Don't, hey.

Hey, what are you doing?

Oh, wow.

You're actually pretty big, I mean, according to, like, diagrams

and stuff I've seen.

Okay, don't, stop touching it, please.

What's, like, so weird feeling? I've never, like...

I've felt something like that before, like...

What

are you doing?

I'm just like, I've never touched one before, like... Are you

trying to put your finger in my pee hole?

Don't, hey, don't do that with a guy, okay?

Oh, what am I even supposed to do?

Not now.

Just, like, fuck on it and stuff.

Fuck on it?

Yeah. Okay.

No, not right now.

Hmm? No, hey, no.

I'm your big brother. You can't do that. You crazy?

Why does it matter? Like, I, like, I need to know what it's like to be with a

guy. Like, I can't just have my first time and just be absolutely clueless.

Yeah, well, okay, but you don't want your first time to be with your big

brother, right? That's also very, probably worse than having an offer. It

doesn't count.

It doesn't count.

Like, it's, I'm just practicing.

Like, it's not my first full time.

Okay,

you can...

Stick your finger on the guy's pee hole, okay? So that's number one.

So you can take it and, you know, you can like, yeah, like stroke it a little

bit.

Not really like that, like kind of, you know, you can just kind of like grab it

and, you know, kind of like, a little bit like that.

Okay.

Like, like that?

Yeah.

And you can like, you know, rub the guy's ball.

Okay, you're squeezing them really hard. Don't do that.

Like gentle. Yeah, just kind of like rub it. Yeah.

Okay.

That's better.

Okay. Okay, now you can like put it in your mouth, okay?

Put it in my mouth? Yeah. Okay.

Well, like more than that. More? Yeah.

Yeah, so kind of.

go up and down.

It's good to kind of look at the guy.

And then, like, kind of, like, lick my balls.

Here? Yeah.

Yeah.

A lot of guys, like, kind of, like, their balls kind of licked.

Not all guys, but, like, you know.

Yeah.

Okay.

And then you can, like, lick.

Am I doing okay?

Yeah, you're doing pretty good.

You can lick my balls.

When you're blind, you kind of like lick up and down too.

Yeah, you can stroke it with your hand a little bit.

Yeah. And then thing your mouth again while you're stroking it.

I lost one.

Yeah,

and then, like, some guys, like, their, like, buttholes licked.

Their?

Yeah.

I mean, okay.

No, you don't have to lick mine, but, I mean, were you kidding?

Phil, why would you tell me that if I can't, like, you know, like...

No, I like it. It's cool.

This is kind of a lot more advanced technique.

Great.

And a lot right with that.

Yeah.

And you can like pray about.

I think I'm getting the hang of it.

Yeah.

Yeah, see, that's...

That's, like, pretty good.

Yeah? Yeah.

That's totally respectable.

More job skills now.

Yeah, you're actually not going to come.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. No.

Like, we have to do other stuff. Like, you can't just do that. Like, I...

That's enough.

That's way more than enough.

Oh, come on.

I think we did that just like a... Like, my little sister blowing me is like

enough. I... I want the full experience. Like, I want to know...

what I need to do, what it feels like, what to expect.

Like... Okay, I'll be fine.

Do you have any condoms?

No.

Like... I don't... I don't just... Why don't you? Like, you're the one who

sleeps around.

I'm fine.

I'm clean. I just... They don't feel good. I mean... I do sometimes.

Well, obviously, I haven't had sex, so... Okay, I'll just... Well, I just,

don't want to, like, get you pregnant or something. That would be, like, really

bad.

Okay, it's fine. Just here.

Like, lay it down.

Okay.

You feel like you just, like, toys and stuff, right?

Yeah,

like, but it's not the same.

It's different.

You know, just kind of enjoy yourself, you know?

You can, like, moan and stuff, however you want.

That feels okay still, right?

Yeah. Okay.

You know, you can just tell, like, if you want it, like, faster or slower.

It feels good either way.

I think I'll do fine

Take a little bit.

Writing? Yeah.

Yeah, it feels good.

No, it's fine. The girl will have to come as many times as she wants.

I think I like it.

You want to try the Augustine?

like you but then you can kind of you can kind of move your butt yeah like

and bounce into it