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Warden, Paul Crump has been up to the
brink of doom and back down again six,
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eight times, something like this? It's
been 11 times, I think, for Paul on
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dates, and about 40 continuances in
relation to his case over a period of
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years. And this in itself is metal
torture.
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These men live from day to day, and of
course with this pressure, I'm inclined
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to think that they die daily with it.
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For nine years, Paul Crump has tried to
tell his story.
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Either nobody listened, or nobody cared,
or nobody believed.
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The crime for which he stands convicted
took
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place on a Friday morning, the 20th of
March, 1953,
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at the Chicago Stockyards.
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Hey, better move that car, unless you
want to get sparks all over it.
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And personnel.
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Fred Rush, plant guard.
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In that bag, the payroll.
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More than $17 ,000.
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Ted Zukoski, captain of a plant guard.
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A family man.
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Four kids.
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Every Friday morning, the same routine.
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Paymaster and guard join Martin Carlson
of the credit union.
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In that box, more than $3 ,000.
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And every Friday, up the back stairs of
the cafeteria where the employees'
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checks are cashed.
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Like clockwork.
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A ritual familiar to hundreds of
employees.
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right that morning when a call came in
from police headquarters to the city
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desk.
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The most daring daylight robbery in
recent years was climaxed by a vicious
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assault and murder.
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Something had to be done fast.
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The police knew it.
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The cry for justice would soon be heard.
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Something just had to be done.
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I'm John Justin Smith of the Daily News.
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Somebody told me Paul Crump would make a
good story.
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Nine years ago, he was brought into Cook
County Jail, convicted along with four
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others of the murder of Ted Zukowski.
The other four drew prison terms.
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Crump alone was sentenced to the chair.
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This is the man who will throw the
switch.
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Jack Johnson, warden of the Cast Iron
Jail.
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And yet, even the cons will tell you
that there's no more decent a guy.
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No one of deeper understanding than the
old man.
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The old man's got a problem.
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He doesn't believe in taking human life.
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Yet his sworn duty has already called
upon him to execute two men.
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And I first came into the jail here, was
first assigned to the jail.
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Paul had an altogether different
philosophy than he has today.
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And as you know, we're not interested,
of course, in the court action or in the
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sentence itself.
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At this level here, the institution,
we're interested in the rehabilitation
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the man.
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And I would say Paul Crump is an example
of a rehabilitation program.
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Oh, wait, wait. You say a rehabilitation
program. You mean you think he is
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rehabilitated? Well, I would say yes.
His entire philosophy has changed.
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He has an altogether different view on
life. He has a greater feeling for his
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fellow man.
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Today he can sit down and discuss many
of the problems that arose in the past
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and problems that face him today.
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And he speaks and talks of them in the
sense of attempting to work them out.
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Look, a man walked in your jail here
eight years ago, and today he's a
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man. Can you take a...
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And tell me why, what happened to Paul
Crump as an individual that changed him?
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Well, by taking the man out of the
atmosphere of a caged animal, by
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certain freedoms within the institution,
by having him become involved in
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programs within the institution.
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Well, in Paul's case here, we gave him a
job, one.
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We put him to work in what we term a
convalescent tier.
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We allowed him a position of
responsibility.
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Doing what?
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Well, in this case here, in this
convalescent here, he has charge of
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fellows down there that are sent in from
the hospital itself.
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These fellows are, in some cases,
amputees, men that have had
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ulcers and are on the way to recovery.
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He has done a fine job down there.
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Well, you could term it in some sense
orderly, but in the institution we term
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it, peer clerk, and he has complete
charge of the peer and the
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each one of these men.
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And his responsibility, for instance, is
one of the things that's gotten at Paul
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Trump. Yes, understanding
responsibility, and I think this is the
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his life he's ever really accepted
responsibility of knowing the needs of
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fellow man.
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When I first came in, he was very
belligerent, angry at the world.
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He didn't actually believe in anything.
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He thought that the physical power of a
man was the determining factor in rule.
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But over the period of the last four or
five years now, he's completely changed.
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He doesn't have a belligerent attitude
at all. He has accepted an entire new
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philosophy. He has an understanding of
the problems that face other men around
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him for the first time.
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He has accepted these problems and
attempted in his own way to...
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shall we say, bring about an answer for
these people.
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He has become very sympathetic with
people within the area in which he's in
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charge. What happened to him?
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Well, Senator is an animalistic
creature. What happened to him?
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He has become involved in actions within
the institution at which he recognizes
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the feelings of his fellow man.
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And I have a feeling that because of
these things, his attitude today has
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definitely changed.
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I can't get it out of my mind, Jack
Johnston, that you're wasting your time
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Paul Crump.
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You let the man dress, you rehabilitate
him, you've improved him from his animal
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state, and yet he's going to die.
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Isn't this right?
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Let me say that you've emphasized
punishment for 250 years in this
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it hasn't worked. You still have a
steady increase in crime on the outside.
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Capital punishment accomplishes nothing.
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society is reluctant to kill this man.
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There were no eyewitnesses to the crime.
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The principal testimony against Crump
came from two people.
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One, the Libby guard, Fred Rush,
identified Paul by his voice only four
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give me your gun.
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And these were hastily shouted through a
mask.
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The decisive testimony came from Hudson
Tillman, who already had confessed to
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the crime.
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Only four men were observed at the
scene.
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It was Tillman who implicated the fifth,
Crump.
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In 1954, the Supreme Court of Illinois
reversed the decision of a lower court,
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and Crump was given another trial.
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Again, he was found guilty and again
condemned.
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have anything to do with killing that
guard at Libby's? Most certainly did
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Nothing more?
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Positively nothing.
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Where were you? What did you do to say
somebody killed somebody else out at
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Libby's? I was with a woman. I was in a
woman's bed.
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Where? The exact time that this thing
was happening.
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Where and who?
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The lady's name is Faye.
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Faye Hinton.
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Thank you.
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I'd say we got to say at 5 .30 or 6 o
'clock, maybe, you know.
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And this would have been on Friday,
March 20th, 1953,
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right? Early morning was Friday, 1953.
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What time did you go to sleep?
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I would say we went to sleep about 7
.30, maybe even later than that. Like I
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said, it might have been 8 o 'clock.
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In the morning, March 20th.
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Three hours before the robbery out at
Libby's, right?
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And you slept until when? About one o
'clock in the afternoon, two hours after
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the robbery.
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And did she ever testify on your behalf?
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She testified, but... What did she say?
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She testified to just what I said to
you.
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That at the time that that man was
killed, you were with her. Is that what
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said? That's right, but... Where is she
now, do you know? No, I don't. Have you
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ever heard from her? I heard from her a
few times until the...
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Public ridicule. She was held up. She
was ridiculed so much by coming out and
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testifying that I was with her and under
the circumstances under which I was
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with her.
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And I was married at the time, and she
was married but separated. Both of us
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were separated.
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And you know what type of an impression
a testimony like this makes upon people.
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All right, after you left Faze, where'd
you go?
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hours after I left Faye, I picked up my
wife.
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There is history.
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We went on a little shopping trip.
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That afternoon, Paul and his wife went
to a barber shop.
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Oh, and this is pertinent.
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One of the robbers that was identified
at the scene of the crime wore a goatee.
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The affidavit of the barber who worked
on Paul that afternoon positively states
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that his face was completely devoid of a
goatee.
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Later that afternoon, Paul put his wife
on a bus and made plans to see her that
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night.
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The plans never materialized.
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At nine o 'clock, he was picked up at
Hudson Tillman's house and charged with
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murder.
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I'd like to know why on the evening of
Friday, March 20th, you went out to
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Tillman's house.
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Out in Morgan Park, was it?
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Yeah. What were you doing out there?
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I went out there after learning from a
fellow I knew.
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He's a co -defendant in the case, Eugene
Taylor.
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Yeah.
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I found out in my conversation with Gene
that...
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A robbery had been committed out of
Libby's.
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How did he find out, do you know?
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Yes.
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He informed me that he was one of the
participants in the robbery.
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And what did you go up to Tillman's
house for?
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Well, from what Gene said, Tillman had
ran away with more than
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his share of the loot.
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You were going out to get it back, is
that it? I wasn't going to get it back.
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was going out there to rob Tillman.
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To rob Tillman. Yeah, I was going to rob
Tillman.
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All right, Paul, back to March 20th.
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You left your wife on 43rd Street, and
you were waiting for a bus out to Morgan
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Park. What happened then?
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I see Eugene Taylor, and he says, yeah,
you just got one seat.
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I asked him what he gave me a lift, and
he says, yeah. So I got in the car.
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Why did he say that to you, you're just
the guy I want to see? Well, after I got
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in the car, he told me.
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He says, asked me, did I know where
Hudson Tillman lived?
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I told him, yes.
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Where did Hudson Tillman live? Hudson
Tillman lived on 111th, I don't know the
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exact address.
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In Morgan Park? Yes.
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He says, well, I've got to see this guy.
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I says, why?
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Man, he's got some do -over.
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Did he tell you where he got that money
or where they got the money? No, not at
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that time.
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When we hit State Street at about 47,
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this flash came on. He had the radio on,
and this came over the radio
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about a four -armed bandit sticking up
Libby McNeil and Libby Plant, you know.
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And killing a guard.
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And killing a guard, yes.
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And they named the amount of money that
was taken, and that was
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my score.
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That was my keeper.
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Eugene Taylor told you at that moment
that he took part in that holdup. That's
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right. And that's the first you heard of
the Libby robbery, right?
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That's right.
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I started questioning him with regards
to it. He said it was a split up out
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there and they couldn't stay together.
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And that Hudson had taken more than his
half of the loot
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and had cut out with it. It was supposed
to have been about six.
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seven thousand dollars involved that
Hudson ran away with.
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So I told him, I said, look, if it's
this much dough involved, man, I want
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of it. If I take you out there, show you
where Hudson live at, we run into
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Hudson, you know, if I can squeeze this
money out of him, baby, I want some. How
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would you squeeze the money out of him?
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To be frank, any way that I'm allowed.
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The street right in front of the house,
the pool room.
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Went around to the side of the house and
knocked on the door.
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The
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police
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commandeered the Tillman house when they
discovered that a car he had borrowed
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and abandoned was the one used in the
Libby robbery.
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Tillman himself wasn't home.
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Paul and Jean were the first to arrive,
and before any questions were asked,
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they were taken into custody and held
for three days.
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Lieutenant told me when I was at 11th
Street the first time he picked me up
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he was going to find the nigger that
committed the damn job out there.
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He was going to
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bring
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me back down to 11th Street and I
wouldn't come down there.
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from off of a rack except as a cork. All
right, they bothered you for a couple
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of days and then they turned you loose.
A couple of days, it seemed like an
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eternity. You have no idea of how it
would feel to be strung up by your hands
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and punched and beat around.
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Why did they turn you loose?
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They turned me loose because they didn't
have anything to connect me with that
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crime. They felt that he checked my
alibis and things evidently because he
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that I had an airtight alibi.
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He said that when he first turned me
loose. He turned me loose. They wouldn't
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even book me for this. All right, so
what did you do then? What happened to
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I went home. I was in a daze. I was in
pain. I went home. I knocked on the door
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of the house, and my wife had come down.
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And she was there. She opened the door,
and that's all I remember until about
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three or a couple hours later. I fell
out. I was in a fever.
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You sweated me until I was in a fever.
You walked in the house and you fainted.
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Is that the idea?
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This was your mother's house?
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My mother's. The 431 was 110th Street.
Morgan Park. Morgan Park.
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And how long did you stay there?
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I stayed there until they came back and
re -arrested me again.
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About three days later, I was in this
fever.
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March 26th.
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1953, Hudson Tillman confessed to the
Libby robbery.
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He named Paul Crump as Trigger Man.
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His mother's house.
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His mother, Mrs. Lonnie Crump, was the
first to awaken.
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The backyard was full of police.
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They'd come right in with their guns
drawn.
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And it frightened me so.
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I was so frightened.
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And I read a pounding at my door, my
back door. And I went to the door.
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And I looked out and there was lots of
policemen out in the back.
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They reached in, asking where was Hope.
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Asking where was the money.
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My son, John, was in the bedroom.
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And so they asked, was he, who he was,
was he Paul? I told them, no, Paul was
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downstairs, sick in bed.
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Some went in the fridge room.
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Some went in the down on their knees,
crawling around.
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Said they was looking for money.
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Asked them, where was the money?
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So they wrecked downstairs to where he
was in his place.
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They broke the glass out the door to get
here.
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So some went into the bedroom where my
son was laying.
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We couldn't even stand on his feet.
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So my daughter started to...
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started
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to protect and help him.
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And they told her to keep her hands off
of him because...
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They didn't. They'd take her down.
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So they went and got a belt that
belonged to my son -in -law.
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And taken him and tied his hands.
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And they pushed him and shoved him along
as they went.
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And just as far as I could see them,
they would still push him and tell him
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run.
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Because they wanted to see him again.
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Just as far as I could.
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They arrested me. They kidnapped
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me. That's what they did. It wasn't an
arrest.
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It was something that would come out of
one of Hitler's dialogues,
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where he treated me. Did they knock you
around some more? Yes, they knocked me
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around. And that's when you came out
with what they called your conspiration.
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that it?
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No, that was a couple of days later.
It's what it means for a couple of days.
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After they picked me up the second time.
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And you... I got a good question for
you. Why in the world do you suppose
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guy Tillman implicated you in this
murder case? Why did he say you of all
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was the person who had shot the guard?
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This is a $64 question. This is nothing
hard to figure out. People just want
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to know. All you have to do is go over
and... and check the records in the
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criminal court they've got five the man
was out on five armed robberies to get
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life on that's right he's gonna get life
on each one of those charges but the
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fact there's always been bad blood
between so many times my brother was uh
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with his wife rather my brother was born
with his wife and
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his sister too and i had a relationship
with
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Some of the ladies in the family, and
all of this, plus the fact that Truman
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just a punk in my sight.
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I mean, it was something to just sit
around and step out of the way. It was a
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dope dream.
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It was a dope dream, yes.
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The testimony of a narcotic, sir.
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Enough to arrest a man, but not enough
to indict him.
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There remained a grim formality of
getting a confession.
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As it happened, the process involved a
series of bitterly contested maneuvers
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the state's attorney's office.
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The promise made to Paul's first
attorney, Bill Gerber. The first
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state's attorney, Richard Austin, John,
asked me to see him with regard to Paul
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Crust.
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I conferred with Mr.
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Austin at that time, and I asked him
permission to talk to Paul, Mr. Grady.
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I told Paul that anything he stated...
to the state's attorney was agreeable
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with me because I wanted him to tell
them the truth.
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However, I did not want him to say
anything outside of my presence because
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his attorney.
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He assured me that nothing would be
done.
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At that point, I then asked Mr. Austin
that if any statements were to be made
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any statements were to be taken by my
client, that he was to notify me. And we
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had an understanding to that effect.
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The next I heard, a day or two later,
that confessions had been obtained from
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Paul Crump and others.
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And I also heard and later ascertained
that the confessions were witnessed by
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six or eight reputable people from the
county of Cook, some who lived 40 or 45
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miles away from the criminal court cell.
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And these people tried to keep the
attorney who represented a man in a
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case. knowing that he represented them,
away from them when they took the
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statement of that nature.
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Did Trump get a fair trial the first
time out? Well, John, it wasn't a fair
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trial. I never believed it to be a fair
trial. That's why we took it up to the
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Supreme Court.
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And apparently the Supreme Court felt as
I did.
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They reversed the case and said he
didn't get a fair trial.
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At the time I undertook the defense of
Paul Trump and talked to him, I thought
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he was innocent.
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During the defense of this case, I
thought he was innocent.
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When we went up to the Supreme Court, I
thought he was innocent.
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And frankly, I still think he's
innocent.
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I think this is a sin to the police that
you didn't do it. I said to the police
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that I did do it because at the time,
with the pressure and brutality, the
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wimpy interrogation, I was feverish. I
had a temperature of 103 .6.
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Anybody put you around? I've been strung
up for three days. How did they strung
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you up? Where?
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Where? It's 1121 South State Street.
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And they strung you up by what, Paul?
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By my arm.
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By my arm? Over the door? It was
something out of one in 35, something
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them. That's why people don't believe
these kinds of things happen.
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Police.
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Police in Chicago.
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Two days you were at Stockyard Station.
That's right. While they talked to you.
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That's right. Did you have any sleep at
Stockyard Station? No, I didn't. Did you
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have anything to eat?
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No.
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One of the fellows that was in the cell
next to me says, What happened, man?
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I said, I don't know. They come in and
they handcuff me behind my back.
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He said, well, baby, you're going to get
it.
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I said, what do you mean, get it? He
said, that's it. You're going to get it.
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He said, all right, walk.
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And I take it easy.
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Walk. Then I turn around, watch it
there.
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And then I spin it, turn me around in a
circle.
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Then I heard the door open.
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And hands grabbed me on the shoulder and
by my arms, in my arms, so I wouldn't
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be able to move from side to side.
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Crump?
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Yes. He said, turn around.
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I said, what? Turn around, goddammit.
And then we were stripped naked.
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And you stood up there on the bench, and
what happened? We stood on the bench,
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and that's when we were interrogated.
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They started shooting questions at us.
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Where's the money? Over and over again.
What makes you niggas think that you
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could get away with pulling a daylight
robbery of one of the biggest companies
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in Chicago?
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We're going to burn you, all of you.
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You were the guy that had on the blue
suit. You were the guy that had on the
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checkered coat.
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They beat me, they punched on me. They
were telling me about just detail, the
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detailed activity of the... People that
participated in the robbery, they said
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it to me over and over again until it
became the thing that I knew, I knew by
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heart. Their theory, if this was their
theory, I knew it by heart.
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I even knew the part that they wanted me
to play.
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I confessed, and you would confess, and
anybody else that was in the position
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that I was in would confess.
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And as a result of that, you spent nine
years right on...
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In this jail, because I'm waiting to be
executed.
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Right here, and no one believing a
fragment of what I said.
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No one caring, really, because no one
knew the first one to come out here to
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interview me.
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Mr. Dodd, speaking of Mr. Dodd.
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State's attorneys, none of them went out
of their way. I learned later on that
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this was supposed to be one of their
duties, to help a defendant prove
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innocent, but no one is doing it.
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attempted to raise their hand to see
whether or not the things that I claimed
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were true.
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The only thing they wanted was a
conviction. They got the conviction, and
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it. They got the conviction, Paul, and
now you're sitting in the Cook County
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Jail waiting execution.
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How many times have you been up to
within a day or two? Oh, I've lost
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I don't even like to think about it.
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Twice I was arrested, twice brutalized,
Paul says.
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We deny this emphatically. The police
said it at the last trial.
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Here's the condemned man version.
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I hung down.
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And I didn't think I was going to ever
get down.
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And he said, now what did you do with
the money?
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I said, I don't know anything about the
money.
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He said, who was the guy that had the
bag and the shotgun?
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I said, I don't know who had the bag.
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shotgun. And I started praying.
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I started saying prayer.
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And I started praying out loud.
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What prayer do you know? I started
saying the Hail Mary.
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I started saying Our Father.
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And I was saying it. First, I was saying
it to myself.
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Why would you say the Hail Mary? You
weren't a Catholic at the time?
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Yes, I was.
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I'm a Catholic. I've been a Catholic
ever since 1946.
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And I said it because I wanted some
help.
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Did you get help, Paul?
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No, I didn't get any help. When I
started praying, they came in and they
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started.
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Paul? Grab on, Paul.
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Paul,
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what did they do?
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Well... One of them... Somehow, I don't
know who it was.
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One come up to me...
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And he hit me in the stomach and he told
me to stop praying. He says, you black
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son of a bitch. So what do you know?
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She should be in the jungle.
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He said,
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what would the white mother of God want
to do with a black son of a bitch like
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you?
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in the hands of the naval young civil
liberties lawyer Don Moore.
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Our civilization's act in killing Crump
does more harm
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to our tradition of decency
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and civility than Crump's act, if he did
it, in
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killing that guard. Now that's a fact,
and the reason it's a fact is because
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This killing is done in cold blood.
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That killing wasn't.
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I don't think that our government should
kill anybody in cold blood ever, under
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any circumstances. There's no excuse for
it.
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All right. How do you feel about Paul
Crump's charges of police brutality and
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the police denial of those charges?
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I would say that the overwhelming
probabilities in this case are...
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I may be wrong, and this is my opinion,
but this is what I think. The
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overwhelming probability, based on the
record of the Chicago police made over
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the last 30 years, are that Paul was
beaten to within an inch of his life.
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if I had a bet on it, that's what I'd
bet, because that's what I think,
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this is what the Chicago police have
been doing to get confessions.
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The memory of man runneth not to the
contrary.
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This thing has got a history going back
40 years.
466
00:44:49,060 --> 00:44:50,920
The history is disgraceful.
467
00:44:51,370 --> 00:44:56,430
The tradition is bad. It's worse than
bad. It's unconscionable.
468
00:44:56,770 --> 00:45:03,270
And this has been going on. I'm not
talking just about Paul's case now.
469
00:45:03,810 --> 00:45:07,830
I'm talking about the beaten and
battered people that I've seen with my
470
00:45:07,830 --> 00:45:10,430
eyes, fresh from police stations.
471
00:45:10,730 --> 00:45:14,770
All the people that allegedly fell down
the stairs.
472
00:45:15,370 --> 00:45:20,070
All the people that allegedly
accidentally ran into the cell door.
473
00:45:23,580 --> 00:45:29,980
all the beaten and bruised and battered
people that have been beaten up in these
474
00:45:29,980 --> 00:45:33,880
Chicago police stations for the last 30
years. And I'm not saying all police
475
00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:34,960
officers do it.
476
00:45:35,220 --> 00:45:39,560
I'm not saying that any police officers
do it all the time. And I'm not saying
477
00:45:39,560 --> 00:45:43,240
that I'm sure they did it to clump,
because I don't know. What I do know is
478
00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:47,960
a man goes into one of those police
stations and is held incommunicado, he's
479
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:48,960
fair game.
480
00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:26,100
Monday morning, March 26, 1962, a
familiar silence came over
481
00:46:26,100 --> 00:46:27,600
the maximum security block.
482
00:46:28,340 --> 00:46:30,400
It was once called Death Row.
483
00:46:31,380 --> 00:46:34,500
The warden received a phone call from
the United Press.
484
00:46:35,380 --> 00:46:38,280
The news from Washington had just come
over the wire.
485
00:46:39,540 --> 00:46:43,780
Paul's final appeal had been denied by
the United States Supreme Court.
486
00:46:53,420 --> 00:46:57,520
I have received unofficial word that the
Supreme Court has turned down your last
487
00:46:57,520 --> 00:46:58,520
petition.
488
00:46:58,840 --> 00:47:02,060
Have you given any thought to this, or
has counsel talked to you?
489
00:47:08,340 --> 00:47:12,700
Yes, he talked to me all about it.
490
00:47:14,340 --> 00:47:21,040
And he let me know that I had exhausted,
I have exhausted all my legal
491
00:47:21,040 --> 00:47:22,800
rights. as far as appeal.
492
00:47:24,160 --> 00:47:28,260
Do you intend to allow him to ask for
commutation?
493
00:47:29,180 --> 00:47:36,180
Well, it's my intention to go along with
him in whatever he thinks best
494
00:47:36,180 --> 00:47:37,180
to do for me next.
495
00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:43,440
I'm glad that I was able to accomplish
something of worth through all of this
496
00:47:43,440 --> 00:47:44,440
long ordeal.
497
00:47:44,980 --> 00:47:50,420
And I hope, naturally, that it...
498
00:47:50,750 --> 00:47:57,710
doesn't want to be terminated in the
manner that you and
499
00:47:57,710 --> 00:47:59,910
I know it could happen.
500
00:48:00,790 --> 00:48:07,710
If this is the will of God that this
should be done, then
501
00:48:07,710 --> 00:48:09,610
I'll have to accept it.
502
00:48:11,670 --> 00:48:17,130
I'm more concerned about, especially
with you and your view, and the
503
00:48:17,130 --> 00:48:18,450
relationship that...
504
00:48:19,040 --> 00:48:24,080
Given what I've had over the years, I
find that I'm a little more concerned
505
00:48:24,080 --> 00:48:26,340
about the effect that it will have on
you.
506
00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:32,080
Now, Paul, you know it's a job that has
to be done in case this does come about.
507
00:48:32,220 --> 00:48:39,020
You know my viewpoint relating to
capital punishment. I firmly believe
508
00:48:39,020 --> 00:48:43,600
that it isn't a deterrent in any sense,
and certainly it can't be called
509
00:48:43,600 --> 00:48:44,600
punishment.
510
00:48:44,820 --> 00:48:46,840
I think it's you yourself who are...
511
00:48:48,080 --> 00:48:52,020
I've proven that rehabilitation is
possible regardless of what the crime
512
00:48:52,020 --> 00:48:54,940
that a man is charged with or found
guilty of.
513
00:49:09,109 --> 00:49:14,450
I did some papers. I did some things.
That's why I can't feel too embittered
514
00:49:14,450 --> 00:49:19,510
about my situation because I did some
things. Man, if I got caught for them,
515
00:49:19,510 --> 00:49:22,430
be in kind of trouble. You never killed
anybody. No, I've never killed anyone,
516
00:49:22,650 --> 00:49:23,650
you know, never.
517
00:49:24,170 --> 00:49:28,150
But just more or less prove what goes
around, come around, you know.
518
00:49:28,530 --> 00:49:32,430
Well, they didn't get me for those
things, but they got me for this shit. I
519
00:49:32,430 --> 00:49:35,430
can't, it's just, I tried to work up
a...
520
00:49:35,630 --> 00:49:40,450
a tremendous indignation of anger and
bitterness but i can't do it because uh
521
00:49:40,450 --> 00:49:44,930
ever since i was 16 years old i've been
out there hustling
522
00:49:44,930 --> 00:49:59,930
long
523
00:49:59,930 --> 00:50:01,810
years of making himself over
524
00:50:03,150 --> 00:50:05,970
One thought remains uppermost in Paul's
mind.
525
00:50:06,610 --> 00:50:08,010
The thought of death.
526
00:50:09,110 --> 00:50:14,750
The virtually certain knowledge that all
his efforts toward redemption will end
527
00:50:14,750 --> 00:50:16,710
in the elected chair.
528
00:50:20,330 --> 00:50:22,510
There is no getting away from it.
529
00:50:23,770 --> 00:50:27,210
You can escape two moments in grief.
530
00:50:28,190 --> 00:50:35,080
I have managed to do so. my writing to a
degree, but it's always
531
00:50:35,080 --> 00:50:41,880
there. It's like the bomb that surrounds
you. It's like the cold
532
00:50:41,880 --> 00:50:48,720
steel that you see your arms fall up
against accidentally when you're
533
00:50:48,720 --> 00:50:54,360
trying to relax, when you think cold,
cold death.
534
00:50:55,660 --> 00:50:58,340
Then you think about the fellow.
535
00:50:59,690 --> 00:51:04,330
upstairs that ain't here with you you
think about their troubles because their
536
00:51:04,330 --> 00:51:11,090
troubles are your troubles and when one
of them get turned down you turn down
537
00:51:11,090 --> 00:51:17,930
because it makes you know that people
that are ruling
538
00:51:17,930 --> 00:51:24,010
upon whether they live or they die are
actually
539
00:51:24,010 --> 00:51:30,880
well to them they just knew Because he
is a statistic and you
540
00:51:30,880 --> 00:51:31,880
are a statistic.
541
00:51:32,080 --> 00:51:39,020
And you think, well, I am as less
valuable to them as
542
00:51:39,020 --> 00:51:43,140
one, as he is. And so he is me.
543
00:51:43,820 --> 00:51:46,560
And the person died. The man was
executed.
544
00:51:47,140 --> 00:51:50,960
You think you died too.
545
00:51:51,680 --> 00:51:53,400
Because you know the process.
546
00:51:53,940 --> 00:51:56,540
You've been in a death cell. I've been
down there.
547
00:51:58,190 --> 00:52:01,290
I know the deathly hush of it.
548
00:52:01,610 --> 00:52:08,590
I know the horror of seeing people that
you've come to know and
549
00:52:08,590 --> 00:52:15,530
like and who you have did things for and
who have small things.
550
00:52:15,950 --> 00:52:17,870
Just giving a cigarette.
551
00:52:18,710 --> 00:52:20,290
They're giving you a cigarette.
552
00:52:20,730 --> 00:52:26,150
You see them, the parents, who go
through this ritual, taking your life.
553
00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:34,560
It's often like a part of a macabre
dream, a nightmare, but you know it's
554
00:52:34,560 --> 00:52:37,280
nightmare because you can feel it within
your heart.
555
00:52:37,760 --> 00:52:40,240
You can hear it pounding in your head.
556
00:52:40,620 --> 00:52:47,520
You can hear it. It's going to break
out. You can feel it in your heart, in
557
00:52:47,520 --> 00:52:51,360
throat. You think over all of this,
well, it is torture.
558
00:52:51,960 --> 00:52:54,360
It's mental torture. It's physical
torture.
559
00:52:56,170 --> 00:52:59,390
Will it actually prove anything to
anyone?
560
00:53:00,370 --> 00:53:02,370
What will be gained out of it?
561
00:53:02,670 --> 00:53:07,730
And then after 1201, and you know that
the man is dead,
562
00:53:08,050 --> 00:53:13,970
you find that there is no feeling other
than a
563
00:53:13,970 --> 00:53:19,970
numbness within you and the knowledge
that
564
00:53:19,970 --> 00:53:25,390
someone that you knew was gone, that has
a vacuum in life.
565
00:53:25,770 --> 00:53:31,550
that there's what you can call this
fellow's name that you often do
566
00:53:31,550 --> 00:53:36,830
accidentally, if you have been
intimately associated with, and you've
567
00:53:36,830 --> 00:53:38,250
asked, never asked.
568
00:53:40,050 --> 00:53:46,830
I just started thinking in terms of
their past, the effects of them
569
00:53:46,830 --> 00:53:50,410
waiting out these long, anxious hours.
570
00:53:55,080 --> 00:53:57,120
And we wonder about prayer.
571
00:53:57,440 --> 00:54:03,500
And we wonder about God. If he hasn't
completely destroyed everything
572
00:54:03,500 --> 00:54:09,220
that we have been taught that God
believed, that God's hand was.
573
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:12,100
And this will make you a little cynical.
574
00:54:12,380 --> 00:54:18,640
And this will make your fight to sustain
a belief in mankind
575
00:54:18,640 --> 00:54:22,520
a little harder, a belief in God a
little more harder.
576
00:54:25,100 --> 00:54:31,940
The thing that affects me most is that
after a week or
577
00:54:31,940 --> 00:54:38,680
so has passed, nothing has changed.
After the headlines have died down,
578
00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:39,680
has changed.
579
00:54:39,720 --> 00:54:41,700
Another fellow will come in for murder.
580
00:54:42,200 --> 00:54:44,780
Another fellow will be sentenced to
death for murder.
581
00:54:45,100 --> 00:54:49,000
And they just go on and on and on in
this vicious bobber.
582
00:54:57,840 --> 00:55:01,980
It confuses you so until you don't know
whether you're in a nightmare or whether
583
00:55:01,980 --> 00:55:03,620
or not you're really living.
584
00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:12,460
I found that I have to reach out at
night. I work hard and exhaust myself
585
00:55:12,460 --> 00:55:13,620
so I can sleep.
586
00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:20,000
Then before sleeping, I have to reach
out and grab the bars and hold them.
587
00:55:21,540 --> 00:55:26,140
I guess this is just my way of holding
on.
588
00:55:26,720 --> 00:55:32,240
to reality and holding on to my sanity
the
589
00:55:32,240 --> 00:55:38,980
possibility that i won't just slip
590
00:55:38,980 --> 00:55:43,720
away and be no more i don't but that's
the way i have to go to sleep
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