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Previously
on Forgive Me.
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Why do you think they
told you in confession?
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So you would know and not tell.
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They sucked you in.
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You're a part of 'em.
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You're part of the coverup.
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I listened to you Pete.
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I believed that what
my son was doing,
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selling drugs, was a
threat to my community
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and an abomination against God
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that he was spreading
crime and sick--
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Nobody can blame you
Gladi for obeying the law.
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Nobody's going to blame you
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for doing what you
thought was right.
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But they do blame me.
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My son blames me, my
daughter, my sister.
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They all saw me choosing
the law over my own child.
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Now I'm not someone who has
blind faith in the Lord.
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Not at all.
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I know better.
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But I have faith in his church
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and I followed it and now
I've been made a fool.
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What did you
think would happen
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when you let this
cat out of the bag?
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When you gave him a
forty year old letter
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saying the priest knew
about his abuse, huh?
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This is what happens.
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♪ Ave Maria
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♪ Ave Maria
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Oh I didn't mean to scare you.
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You overslept.
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What time is it?
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8:45.
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Why have you been wearing
bandages on your hands?
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What?
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Your hands. They look fine.
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Why the bandages?
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I guess they're better.
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You feel all right?
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You seem tired.
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Can I take your tray away?
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Oh yeah. Go ahead.
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Can I ask you something
your excellency?
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Go ahead.
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Is it your plan to
sell the church off
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for the land that is sitting on?
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I'm in the midst
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of negotiating a settlement
between the parish
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and whoever is offering.
- I know.
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So until that's settled,
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no one knows what
happens to your church.
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How low would the
settlement have to be
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for the church to survive?
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Why?
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I mean, you put me in
charge of the parish, sir.
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I just want to know
what I'm up against.
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Who do you think
you're up against?
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The accuser,
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or the parish, me?
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Frankly,
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whichever one of you is
trying to tear down my church.
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That remains to be seen.
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Thanks Gladi.
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Father.
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Nice to see you again.
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Me too, I guess.
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In the name of the
father, son, Holy spirit.
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Forgive me, father
for I have sinned.
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It's been two weeks
since my last confession.
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I'm ready.
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I tried it.
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You tried what?
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Pot.
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You tried pot.
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I smoked some pot.
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I see.
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Went to the liquor
store, plunked out my $20
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and said, "Give me some pot."
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Okay.
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Well, I guess technically
that's a sin, but I mean $20.
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That doesn't sound
so bad, right?
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With, uh, with liquor,
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they say it's all about
moderation, right?
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Oh I know it.
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Jesus turned water into wine,
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but didn't turn grass
or no grass.
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Can hear you.
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Are you high right now?
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No I'm not high
right now. Good Lord.
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I'm sorry. I just,
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you just, you seem
a little different
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than you did the last time.
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Well, I'm not angry today.
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Oh, that's good.
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That's great.
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Okay. So how much pot
does $20 buy these days?
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Did you keep it
within moderation?
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Well, I didn't
smoke it all myself.
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I shared it.
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You shared it with who?
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The Women's Auxiliary
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The Women's Auxilli...
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the women's auxiliary here?
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Yes the women's
auxiliary here.
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You smoked marijuana
with the women's auxiliary.
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Well, we thought there
was going to be a funeral,
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you know for, for the priest.
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Yeah. For Father John. Yeah.
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Yeah. So we made
all the sandwiches
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and Candy made
her perfect rolls,
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and Ruth made her lemon squares.
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I made my carrot cake and
Maryland made her a short bread.
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Okay.
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And then there
was no fear at all.
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Right. We, uh, we had to
make some other arrangements.
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So we got high and
then we ate it all.
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So you and The
Women's Auxiliary,
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you all got together.
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Mm-hmm.
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You made some sandwiches
and some desserts
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for father John's funeral.
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Enough for 200 people.
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You made enough
food for 200 people,
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and then you ate it?
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We got the munchies, you know,
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cause we were high.
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Right.
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Yeah, I've heard
that's how it works.
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It's a cause and effect, right?
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Yeah. And you know what?
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Those girls couldn't cook.
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All right.
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Gladi, it's perfectly
understandable
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that you would want
to experiment with pot
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given your tumultuous
history with it.
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Turning your son in
when it was illegal,
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having that cost you your
relationship with him.
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Now that it is legal,
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I understand why you
would want to try it out.
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See what you sacrificed
so much over.
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Yeah.
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But you corrupted the
entire Women's Auxiliary.
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No, not all of them.
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Beverly McCamus said
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she could get stronger
stuff cheaper.
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So I don't think I
ruined her innocence
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on the whole subject.
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Beverly McCamus.
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Grandma McCamus,
Carolyn's mother.
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Well, she's probably giving
poor Carolyn marijuana.
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Wow. This is a lot to digest.
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All that food was
going to go to waste.
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You know what?
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Good.
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I'm glad y'all had a party
for yourselves for once
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though it does sound
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like some gluttony
might have transpired.
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Oh, for sure.
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I had to smack a brownie
out of Mooney Dunphy's hand.
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It was like her twelfth.
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Okay.
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Do you have anything
else you want to confess?
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I liked it.
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It was just silly.
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It was relaxing.
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I mean, the girls were
all pretty stressed out
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when it turned out there
wasn't going to be a funeral.
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And then...
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It was fun.
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I had fun.
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I have been doing the very thing
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I lost my son over.
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Well, I will do anything
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to go back and not turn him in.
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Anything to have him back.
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I'm sorry, Gladi.
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All that pain
over a bit of fun.
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Um, anyway,
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there you have it.
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I bought pot,
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I smoked it,
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and then I pigged out.
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Did you ever end up
speaking to your sister?
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My sister?
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Yeah about being jealous
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of her relationship
with her kids.
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Yeah. She wasn't
very forgiving.
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She said I got
what I deserved.
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Not true.
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Oh, yes it is.
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I wouldn't even trust me.
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That's why I'm alone.
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Gladi, you're a good person.
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Hmm, you know what?
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You know what's weird?
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I felt close to my son.
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When I was high, you know,
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that's what was in my mind.
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I mean, I don't think it has
anything to do with pot now.
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He's in all kinds
of other bad stuff,
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but,
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I felt like I was
going over to his side.
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Giving up my ground.
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I'm not sure that that's
exactly what he needs
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from his mother.
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Oh, he doesn't need
anything from me now.
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That's all there that.
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Time may prove otherwise.
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You're ready?
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Oh my God,
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I am heartily sorry for
having offended you.
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I detest all my sins,
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Because of your
chest punishment.
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But most of all, because
they have offended you.
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Oh God, who art all good,
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deserving of all my love,
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I firmly resolve,
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with the help of your
grace to sin no more
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and to avoid the
new occasion of sin.
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May the Lord grant
your pardon and peace
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and I absolve you of your sins.
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In the name of the father
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and of the son and
of the Holy spirit.
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Amen.
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For the gluttony,
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say a Hail Mary.
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For the smoking pot,
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I think you've done
penance enough already.
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Amen.
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How'd you get there?
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We can pass.
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From?
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What do you think?
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I miss you.
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It's weird how you never
missed me when I was alive.
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I just didn't want to see you
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when you're drunk.
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Hello?
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I'm not afraid of you.
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I'm not going to chase you
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if you want me come
down and get me.
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Me?
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Maria?
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Yeah. What's the
matter with you?
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Hey, how are you?
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I was rude to you
father and I'm sorry.
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No, please stop being
the sensitive one.
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I accept your apology.
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I apologize to you.
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Did it count?
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The confession?
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Uh, yeah. I said the
prayer of absolution for you.
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Did you say the 10 Hail Mary's?
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I said 50.
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That'll do it.
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Did you want to?
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Oh no. I haven't
had time to sin.
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Do you wanna sit?
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Yeah.
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My mother would roll
over in her grave
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if she knew how I
spoke to a priest.
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We get treated with
reverence by default.
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It's nice to get held
accountable from time to time.
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I wasn't offended honestly.
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And I will join
The Women's Auxiliary
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if you want me to.
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No, no, no, no. I was,
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it was a suggestion
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and I mean, you know,
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now's probably not
even the best time
271
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to be joining The
Women's Auxiliary
272
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so I'm sure we could find
something more suited
273
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to your interest that
doesn't involve cleaning.
274
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Although, you know, to be fair,
275
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most of the volunteer
stuff involves cleaning.
276
00:15:21,895 --> 00:15:23,619
Well, you don't
have to find anything
277
00:15:23,619 --> 00:15:25,757
to keep me busy Father.
278
00:15:25,757 --> 00:15:30,447
I mean, the church isn't
exactly the cure for loneliness.
279
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Can help though.
280
00:15:32,584 --> 00:15:35,068
Every time I come
in here, you're alone.
281
00:15:36,413 --> 00:15:37,447
Never really alone.
282
00:15:40,619 --> 00:15:43,275
That priest who
killed himself,
283
00:15:43,275 --> 00:15:46,275
that was here at this church?
284
00:15:46,275 --> 00:15:48,378
It didn't happen here,
but he worked here, yeah.
285
00:15:50,206 --> 00:15:52,068
He must've been lonely.
286
00:15:52,068 --> 00:15:53,584
I guess in a way.
287
00:15:53,584 --> 00:15:56,895
But he had a lot of other
things weighing on his mind.
288
00:15:56,895 --> 00:15:58,550
It wasn't just loneliness.
289
00:16:00,378 --> 00:16:02,137
You're not
considering suicide--
290
00:16:02,137 --> 00:16:03,653
God, no.
291
00:16:03,653 --> 00:16:06,826
I wouldn't kill myself and
burn in hell for all eternity.
292
00:16:06,826 --> 00:16:07,757
That's a relief.
293
00:16:09,619 --> 00:16:11,102
My cousin did that.
294
00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:15,171
I prayed a million
prayers for him
295
00:16:15,171 --> 00:16:16,860
and I don't think
it did any good.
296
00:16:17,791 --> 00:16:18,619
It does though, right?
297
00:16:18,619 --> 00:16:19,482
I mean, it's,
298
00:16:20,688 --> 00:16:23,171
it's good to keep the
people that we love
299
00:16:23,171 --> 00:16:24,929
in our prayers really.
300
00:16:24,929 --> 00:16:26,653
I did not love Carl.
301
00:16:26,653 --> 00:16:28,688
He was a son of a mother.
302
00:16:28,688 --> 00:16:30,137
Can't say
that in front of you.
303
00:16:30,137 --> 00:16:31,275
Uh, I get the drift.
304
00:16:32,791 --> 00:16:34,309
I just don't think that
anyone should burn in hell
305
00:16:34,309 --> 00:16:37,137
for all eternity because
they gave up hope.
306
00:16:38,653 --> 00:16:39,482
Neither do I.
307
00:16:46,791 --> 00:16:50,309
So either way, I think things
are going to have to change.
308
00:16:50,309 --> 00:16:51,550
Either stick around here
309
00:16:51,550 --> 00:16:53,344
or come out of the closet
310
00:16:53,344 --> 00:16:54,860
or we got to leave the area.
311
00:16:54,860 --> 00:16:57,275
You want me to come
out of the closet?
312
00:16:57,275 --> 00:16:58,791
Yeah as my daughter.
313
00:16:59,964 --> 00:17:01,895
It's not weird
enough around here.
314
00:17:02,722 --> 00:17:04,481
Yeah that weird.
315
00:17:05,515 --> 00:17:06,860
What about you?
316
00:17:06,860 --> 00:17:08,102
What, you think I'm weird?
317
00:17:08,102 --> 00:17:10,653
Are you gonna come
out of the closet?
318
00:17:10,653 --> 00:17:14,171
As your father, yeah.
319
00:17:15,171 --> 00:17:15,999
That's all?
320
00:17:17,584 --> 00:17:19,515
Got to work with me on this.
321
00:17:22,378 --> 00:17:24,344
So you'd rather
stick around here
322
00:17:24,344 --> 00:17:26,275
and deal with what people
are going to say about us.
323
00:17:26,275 --> 00:17:30,206
Cause I got to warn you
and I got to be very nice.
324
00:17:30,206 --> 00:17:32,240
I'd rather have a
father than a secret.
325
00:17:34,033 --> 00:17:35,619
Yeah.
326
00:17:35,619 --> 00:17:37,584
It's very deserved
that you always have.
327
00:17:39,033 --> 00:17:41,584
If you said we could
keep things the same,
328
00:17:41,584 --> 00:17:42,584
maybe I would.
329
00:17:43,550 --> 00:17:45,688
But out of leaving and staying,
330
00:17:45,688 --> 00:17:46,999
I would stay.
331
00:17:54,550 --> 00:17:56,860
You know why way Dr.
Linden wanted you to see me?
332
00:17:56,860 --> 00:17:59,860
Yeah. This is my
psychiatric evaluation.
333
00:18:02,102 --> 00:18:04,584
He says it's because
you're reluctant
334
00:18:04,584 --> 00:18:06,309
to have treatment
for a brain tumor.
335
00:18:08,171 --> 00:18:08,999
I was treated.
336
00:18:10,653 --> 00:18:11,481
It was painful.
337
00:18:13,619 --> 00:18:15,102
Couldn't eat, lost all my hair.
338
00:18:16,446 --> 00:18:17,826
It's for religious reasons.
339
00:18:19,275 --> 00:18:22,412
I'm a Catholic I'm not
a Christian scientist,
340
00:18:24,446 --> 00:18:27,446
but yeah. I mean, I think
God's will does factor
341
00:18:27,446 --> 00:18:29,206
into my decision making process.
342
00:18:31,929 --> 00:18:33,791
God wants you to
have a brain tumor.
343
00:18:34,757 --> 00:18:36,102
He put it there, I assume.
344
00:18:37,344 --> 00:18:38,929
He also sent your doctors.
345
00:18:38,929 --> 00:18:40,757
Dr. Linden, the other doctors.
346
00:18:43,344 --> 00:18:44,999
Agnes, yeah.
347
00:18:44,999 --> 00:18:45,826
No you're right.
348
00:18:45,826 --> 00:18:47,446
He did. That's true.
349
00:18:47,446 --> 00:18:50,999
So surrounding you with
doctors and treatments,
350
00:18:52,102 --> 00:18:53,068
it's also God's will.
351
00:18:57,757 --> 00:18:59,964
Since I've known
about the tumor,
352
00:18:59,964 --> 00:19:01,964
I mean even a little bit
before I was aware of it,
353
00:19:01,964 --> 00:19:04,826
I've experienced visitations.
354
00:19:05,999 --> 00:19:07,137
From who?
355
00:19:08,206 --> 00:19:09,344
Saints and martyrs.
356
00:19:11,309 --> 00:19:13,515
My brother Christopher,
some angels.
357
00:19:13,515 --> 00:19:15,446
Your brother's deceased?
358
00:19:15,446 --> 00:19:16,275
Yeah.
359
00:19:17,826 --> 00:19:20,688
So you think this tumor
is causing hallucinations.
360
00:19:20,688 --> 00:19:21,619
Visitations.
361
00:19:22,999 --> 00:19:23,826
Visions.
362
00:19:26,068 --> 00:19:30,446
When I have the treatment,
they turn violent.
363
00:19:31,515 --> 00:19:32,446
What do they do?
364
00:19:33,377 --> 00:19:34,171
The violence.
365
00:19:37,377 --> 00:19:38,653
Shoot me full of arrows,
366
00:19:40,999 --> 00:19:42,309
dry on me.
367
00:19:42,309 --> 00:19:45,895
Just get inside my
head and haunt me.
368
00:19:47,481 --> 00:19:51,481
Frankly, I'm starting
to get used to them.
369
00:19:51,481 --> 00:19:54,653
It's just that when I have
the radiation, it gets worse.
370
00:19:56,308 --> 00:19:58,171
So saints and
martyrs don't want you
371
00:19:58,171 --> 00:19:59,895
to have medical treatment.
372
00:19:59,895 --> 00:20:04,206
Well, they seem so angry.
373
00:20:04,206 --> 00:20:06,688
So you reject the hypothesis
374
00:20:06,688 --> 00:20:09,240
that the tumor pressing
down your brain
375
00:20:09,240 --> 00:20:10,308
causes hallucinations.
376
00:20:11,240 --> 00:20:13,171
I don't rule that out.
377
00:20:13,171 --> 00:20:17,515
That seems more likely than
divine visitations, right?
378
00:20:17,515 --> 00:20:20,343
Except that my
entire life is based
379
00:20:20,343 --> 00:20:22,999
on the belief that the divine
can communicate with us.
380
00:20:24,171 --> 00:20:25,791
The divine usually
communicated with saints
381
00:20:25,791 --> 00:20:26,826
when they were alive.
382
00:20:28,343 --> 00:20:29,688
Do you think you're a saint?
383
00:20:33,206 --> 00:20:34,653
Not even a little bit
384
00:20:35,860 --> 00:20:39,068
So you're refusing
medical treatment
385
00:20:39,068 --> 00:20:41,653
because you don't want to
upset saints who visit you?
386
00:20:43,860 --> 00:20:46,274
Look, if the tumor
is gonna kill me,
387
00:20:47,929 --> 00:20:50,826
to me that means that
it's opening up a door
388
00:20:50,826 --> 00:20:52,033
to the afterlife, right?
389
00:20:52,033 --> 00:20:53,481
Like that's, that's
what I believe.
390
00:20:55,688 --> 00:20:58,171
This thing is just
such a slow grower
391
00:20:58,171 --> 00:20:59,688
that it's almost like,
392
00:20:59,688 --> 00:21:01,895
it's just kind of cracking
the door open a little bit.
393
00:21:01,895 --> 00:21:04,550
And the doctors want
to close that door
394
00:21:05,515 --> 00:21:06,757
for as long as possible.
395
00:21:06,757 --> 00:21:08,999
Right. And that's
what I don't understand.
396
00:21:11,860 --> 00:21:12,688
Why?
397
00:21:14,757 --> 00:21:17,412
Like why would I ever
want to close the door
398
00:21:17,412 --> 00:21:18,239
to God's kingdom?
399
00:21:55,412 --> 00:21:57,860
Next
time on, Forgive Me.
400
00:21:57,860 --> 00:22:00,412
Why does your
doctor come here?
401
00:22:00,412 --> 00:22:01,446
I missed an appointment.
402
00:22:01,446 --> 00:22:02,274
Oh come on.
403
00:22:04,205 --> 00:22:05,999
You want me to
see a psychiatrist.
404
00:22:07,033 --> 00:22:07,860
Did you?
405
00:22:08,826 --> 00:22:10,826
Yeah informal valuation.
406
00:22:10,826 --> 00:22:11,653
And?
407
00:22:14,033 --> 00:22:15,860
They want me to get treatment.
408
00:22:15,860 --> 00:22:18,688
Medication might
help you sleep.
409
00:22:19,929 --> 00:22:21,137
I'm not worried
about me sleeping
410
00:22:21,137 --> 00:22:23,137
when I know I have
a brain tumor.
411
00:22:23,137 --> 00:22:24,102
It's back?
412
00:22:27,619 --> 00:22:30,308
I lost
413
00:22:30,308 --> 00:22:33,308
Told him I aborted his child.
414
00:22:33,308 --> 00:22:36,826
I mean, I didn't break
it to him gently.
415
00:22:36,826 --> 00:22:40,343
I [fumbles] that information
like a sword through his heart.
416
00:22:45,481 --> 00:22:49,033
I suppose there's not really
a great way to hear that.
417
00:22:53,653 --> 00:22:56,860
You know how a
priest is celibate,
418
00:22:56,860 --> 00:22:58,102
I'm not talking about sex.
419
00:23:38,860 --> 00:23:40,377
Forgive me father
for I've sinned.
420
00:23:40,377 --> 00:23:44,688
It's been about a week
since my last confession.
421
00:23:44,688 --> 00:23:46,895
You can't confess to yourself.
422
00:23:46,895 --> 00:23:48,584
It's stupid, of course you can.
423
00:23:51,929 --> 00:23:54,584
I don't think it will be
official by you doing that.
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