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Female Narrator:
Previously on 'Forgive Me':
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The letter's
almost 30 years old.
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That's to my mother.
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I think I should sue.
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Sue... the church?
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Mr. O'Leary is
alleging sexual abuse
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in his history
in the diocese.
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Do you know
anything about that?
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I don't know
how to answer.
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Mr. O'Leary
is penitent.
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Have you spoken to
him outside the booth?
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A couple of times.
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Did you give
him the letters?
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Should I settle?
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I don't know.
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I mean, I don't
think that you should worry
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about what the
church is gonna do,
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they have people thinking
about that, believe me.
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I'm a member
of the church.
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How can I not think about
what's good for the church?
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It's-
It's one in the same.
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You made me feel
safe, and I never feel safe.
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I want you to know...
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that I feel
comfort when I look at you.
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You need to go back,
on the other side.
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Why?
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Because this is
really inappropriate--
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Aw!
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Mm! Mm.
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Mmm!
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You can't help me!
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You're too
chicken shit to ask!
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Go home. Go home.
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I don't want
to go home!
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There's nothing
for me there!
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I want to hear
you tell the truth!
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Tit for tat, 'kay?
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That's the deal.
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No deal. Go.
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Fuckin' coward!
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♪ 'Ave Maria' by
Christopher Frances Mitchell
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The decision I made
and the orders I followed
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those thirty odd years ago
seemed like the right thing
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for your family
at the time.
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Ha!
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I can see now
that they weren't,
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I-I agree.
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But I'm talking
about intentions.
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Is that an apology?
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Father Geniuses
isn't here too apologize.
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The decisions you
made caused me to live
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a completely
faithless life.
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And I am poorer for that.
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The idea here
is that Mr. O'Leary
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makes his
victims statement
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in front of a
representative of the diocese.
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So I'm not a
victim, is that it?
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It's all right.
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I'm here to listen.
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I never trusted anyone, again.
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Nobody in authority.
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No man.
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My mistrust of men in authority
held me back in school, in work,
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in my career,
financially, emotionally,
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it has always
held me back.
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To this day--
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Wasn't the choirmaster
responsible for all of that?
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Am I standing in
for the perpetrator?
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You're a
representative of the church.
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What are you?
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I went to you because
you had the authority.
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I can imagine how
it would seem that way.
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Now it doesn't anymore.
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Well, I'm not the police.
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You're not much
of anything, are ya?
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Did you not
write this report?
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Are those all
the church records?
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They found the
notice of discovery.
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The parish was obligated
to turn over any records
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regarding the incident.
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Well, I didn't
file any report!
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It's a letter.
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Ah.
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Well, I was a priest,
I made a recommendation.
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I gave information, but
the decision on how to proceed
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was never mine to make.
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So who's was it then?
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Yours!
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Wha-uh--
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Well, you must
remember better than I,
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when you came to the church,
when your mother brought you,
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and you sat in
front of me for...
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ten, fifteen minutes and
you didn't admit anything.
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You never asked me.
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Directly.
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You treated me like-
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you never asked
in so many words,
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you wanted me
to find the words.
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But we don't put words
into an accuser's mouth,
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even I know that!
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Into a child's mouth?
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I didn't want to
influence your story.
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But you had no story.
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You, you filed the report.
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It was a letter.
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Based upon the
suspicions of the mother.
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To Father Belliveau-Brown
and Pre--
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I want to talk to
Father Geniuses.
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Well that's
why we're here.
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Alone.
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I think it's best if
we maintain this form.
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I don't want to sit
in front of all of you.
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I just want
him to hear it.
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That's not what
the parish agreed to.
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You don't want
to hear anything
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I wouldn't say in
front of my mother.
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We're not strangers.
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All right with you?
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Of course.
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You too.
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I've already heard it all.
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No.
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Not all of it.
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Just the sins.
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Ask me now.
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How've things
been at home?
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This nightmare.
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It never goes away.
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Mm.
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I mean, it
might soon. More so.
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Kills me to
see him like this.
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The babies, the
sound of them crying
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is like an arrow
going through your heart.
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That's just
evolution, just DNA.
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The baby cries you
have to do something,
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you feed it,
you clean it.
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Not big on
evolution around here.
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Well you're not
big on evidence either,
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I'm just saying
when they're babies,
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you think when they grow up
it's all going to be different.
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You won't feel like
their pain is like your pain.
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But you do.
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Now I have to
see them suffering.
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And there's nothing
I can do about that.
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It's the worst
thing ever for a mother
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to see her own
child in despair.
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He's getting
help now, all right?
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Don't give up
hope for him.
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I didn't say
I've given up hope.
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Good.
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He should just
walk away from all this.
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That's what
I'm trying to do.
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I thought I could
leave it all behind,
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but Johnny, Johnny never
wanted to leave the church.
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Secrets.
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Secrets festering and
festering away for years.
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Ruined my family.
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No, the church itself
didn't harm your son.
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Oh, bless your naivety.
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It was one bad man.
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And that's the kind of
thinking that'll make sure
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it never stops.
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What are you?
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Fifty years left in you.
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Fifty years.
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With no sex.
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Is that the plan?
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That is one of
the vows that I took.
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Well, all the priests take a
vow until they lose their mind
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and go out
and hurt somebody.
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I can handle my vow.
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Yeah but, to what, what end?
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I mean, c'mon, why not love?
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Love and then a wife
and sex and then a family.
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I don't know, we're
standing in for Christ on Earth?
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Wouldn't it be wonderful if
they discovered Mary Magdalene
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did not have just a platonic
relationship with Jesus?
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That they were
more than buddies.
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I'm pretty sure they would
have figured that out already.
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Yeah, but if they had,
they wouldn't tell you.
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Gonna keep
you in despair.
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Gonna keep on
messing with your head.
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How's your mother?
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She left.
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Well, you're a great
listener for a priest,
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I didn't ask where she
is, I asked how she is.
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I don't know.
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I mean, she certainly
didn't seem very together
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when she was here.
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How could she be
together with a dead son?
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She barely knew him.
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That doesn't matter.
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I think it does, I think she
gave up certain maternal rights.
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No, you don't give
up the right to grieve.
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And I'm not
defending your mother.
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Don't even like her.
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She's a dreadful woman.
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Mhmm.
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Nasty woman.
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I mean, all that
drug stuff and awful men,
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just screwing
around in the hallway.
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That's what
got us evicted.
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So, how do
ya really feel about her?
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I can think-- I'm sorry, just
thanks for not making me say it
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in front of defending her
like everyone else around here
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seems to want too.
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Well, I can still empathises
with a grieving mother.
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Even if she is
a stupid old cow.
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Okay!
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Ah, see!
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I knew I could
get you to defend her.
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I'm no better.
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I'm not.
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I'm not any
better than my mom.
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Well if that's true,
you must change that.
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That's what
I'm trying to do.
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And I want all
this behind me.
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I really want
this just gone away.
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I want the
taste of it gone.
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Dear God, I never
thought in a million years
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that you and I would
have ended up back here.
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Ready to go mom?
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Yes, yeah.
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Just help me there.
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Thanks.
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Well you can do
what you can do.
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Well, I'll do my best.
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Give my best
to... Belliveau Brown
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Thanks.
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You gonna stay on
that side this time?
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Yeah.
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Sorry.
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It's fine.
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It's not.
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I was wrong.
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I'm sorry.
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I forgive you.
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I was loaded
and screwed up--
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Okay, it's fine, it's fine.
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Alright?
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Just, let it go.
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If you really want
to you can say like,
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ten Hail Marys
when you get home.
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Consider the
amount of resolve.
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I fucked up.
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It's fine, it's
understandable,
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considering how you
were feeling that day.
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Not, not that.
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What happened?
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I slept with
someone I shouldn't have.
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Ex-girlfriend.
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She's married.
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When?
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After the funeral.
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After I left here.
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I didn't go
back to my mothers.
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I went down to the
bar, and I kept drinking.
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Y'know, I was on my
phone and I messaged her.
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I was just so
fucking alone.
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Look, I'm sorry if I
made you feel that way,
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just, just, like--
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No, I understand.
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I was out of line.
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Way, out of line.
265
00:16:21,808 --> 00:16:23,806
Did you know
that she was married?
266
00:16:23,806 --> 00:16:24,805
Yeah.
267
00:16:24,805 --> 00:16:26,150
When you messaged her?
268
00:16:26,150 --> 00:16:27,149
Yeah.
269
00:16:27,149 --> 00:16:28,079
I've known for a while.
270
00:16:28,079 --> 00:16:31,317
She's been messaging
me on Facebook for ages,
271
00:16:31,317 --> 00:16:37,965
even though I
never respond.
272
00:16:37,965 --> 00:16:40,997
She's the only person
who's ever made me feel a rush
273
00:16:40,997 --> 00:16:42,099
when I looked
in her eyes.
274
00:16:42,099 --> 00:16:43,821
Mmm.
275
00:16:43,821 --> 00:16:46,337
Most beautiful
thing I've ever seen.
276
00:16:46,337 --> 00:16:47,336
Boy or girl.
277
00:16:47,336 --> 00:16:48,505
Alright.
278
00:16:48,505 --> 00:16:51,366
So did you feel any better
after you slept with her?
279
00:16:51,366 --> 00:16:52,365
For a minute, sure.
280
00:16:52,365 --> 00:16:58,771
Afterwards...
mmm... nothing.
281
00:16:58,771 --> 00:17:01,356
I knew she felt it too.
282
00:17:01,356 --> 00:17:04,938
It's not like the
movies where it turns out
283
00:17:04,938 --> 00:17:06,901
you've been waiting
to find each other again.
284
00:17:06,901 --> 00:17:10,518
It's just
this ugly feeling.
285
00:17:10,518 --> 00:17:11,896
Y'know, shame
and stupidity.
286
00:17:15,892 --> 00:17:21,129
She wasn't going
to leave her husband,
287
00:17:21,129 --> 00:17:28,569
I wasn't going to
move back from California.
288
00:17:28,569 --> 00:17:30,532
Just served as a reminder
that you can never go back
289
00:17:30,532 --> 00:17:31,669
to the past.
290
00:17:31,669 --> 00:17:33,874
Maybe that's been the
lesson of this whole trip.
291
00:17:33,874 --> 00:17:36,561
Y'know?
292
00:17:36,561 --> 00:17:38,559
Leave the past
where it belongs.
293
00:17:38,559 --> 00:17:41,936
Somewhere along the line,
I gave up on the notion
294
00:17:41,936 --> 00:17:43,934
that anybody
could love me.
295
00:17:45,347 --> 00:17:48,275
Because I
don't love myself.
296
00:17:48,275 --> 00:17:51,306
I push people away,
when they're close to me.
297
00:17:58,367 --> 00:18:00,882
I confess that I
did this to myself.
298
00:18:03,053 --> 00:18:06,050
I made the choice to
become this rotten person.
299
00:18:06,050 --> 00:18:12,147
But God forgives you.
300
00:18:12,147 --> 00:18:13,043
He loves ya.
301
00:18:13,043 --> 00:18:15,316
And he'd want
you to love yourself.
302
00:18:21,242 --> 00:18:26,305
I'm afraid that I'll go
home and nothing will change.
303
00:18:26,305 --> 00:18:27,236
Well, that's up to you.
304
00:18:27,236 --> 00:18:31,402
Okay, it sounds
stupid, but it's true.
305
00:18:31,402 --> 00:18:34,160
There's a reason you've
come in here this week,
306
00:18:34,160 --> 00:18:39,017
there's a reason that you've
come to the conclusions you have
307
00:18:39,017 --> 00:18:40,497
this week.
308
00:18:40,497 --> 00:18:47,043
Sometimes it takes tragedy
to give you... perspective,
309
00:18:47,043 --> 00:18:49,453
so you can become the man
that you're supposed to be.
310
00:18:49,453 --> 00:18:50,521
Like trust me, I know.
311
00:18:50,521 --> 00:18:51,693
How?
312
00:18:51,693 --> 00:18:55,345
I've had a few roadblocks
myself in the past year.
313
00:18:55,345 --> 00:18:57,514
Y'know?
314
00:18:57,514 --> 00:19:00,236
I questioned what I was
doing and my place in the world
315
00:19:00,236 --> 00:19:03,233
but all you got in the
end are your instincts.
316
00:19:05,575 --> 00:19:06,989
God gives you
the tools man,
317
00:19:06,989 --> 00:19:09,262
you're the one
that's got to use them.
318
00:19:09,262 --> 00:19:10,330
What, you just keep going?
319
00:19:11,192 --> 00:19:14,601
What else are
you gonna do, right?
320
00:19:14,601 --> 00:19:17,254
Like everyday you wake up
is another opportunity to,
321
00:19:17,254 --> 00:19:20,871
y'know, make the best of it.
322
00:19:20,871 --> 00:19:22,869
Sounds like a
motivational poster.
323
00:19:24,041 --> 00:19:25,866
That does sound like a
motivation post, you're right.
324
00:19:26,865 --> 00:19:27,864
Ah.
325
00:19:27,864 --> 00:19:30,069
It is what it is.
326
00:19:30,069 --> 00:19:31,068
Will I be forgiven?
327
00:19:31,068 --> 00:19:32,963
For all of it?
328
00:19:32,963 --> 00:19:37,440
From the man upstairs?
329
00:19:37,440 --> 00:19:38,404
Yeah.
330
00:19:38,404 --> 00:19:40,437
Say an 'Our Father'
to cover our bases--
331
00:19:41,470 --> 00:19:45,535
and together, "Our
Father, who art in Heaven,
332
00:19:45,535 --> 00:19:47,810
hallowed by thy name.
333
00:19:48,843 --> 00:19:56,801
By Kingdom come, it will be done
on Earth as it is in Heaven.
334
00:19:56,801 --> 00:20:00,451
Give us this day,
our daily bread,
335
00:20:00,451 --> 00:20:02,311
and forgive those, Forgive us--
336
00:20:04,516 --> 00:20:07,032
It's alright.
337
00:20:07,032 --> 00:20:10,856
Forgive us, Our
trespasses, Our trespasses,
338
00:20:10,856 --> 00:20:13,163
As we forgive those
339
00:20:13,163 --> 00:20:16,023
Who trespass against us.
340
00:20:16,023 --> 00:20:22,809
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil."
341
00:20:22,809 --> 00:20:28,148
Amen.
342
00:20:28,148 --> 00:20:31,386
Can I stay in here a
little while with you?
343
00:20:31,386 --> 00:20:32,385
No weirdness.
344
00:20:34,901 --> 00:20:35,900
Just scared to be alone.
345
00:20:39,068 --> 00:20:40,791
Yep.
346
00:20:40,791 --> 00:20:46,785
As long as you want.
347
00:20:48,990 --> 00:20:50,988
Well, the O'Leary
mediation is over.
348
00:20:50,988 --> 00:20:54,984
And the Bishop is
expecting a resignation.
349
00:20:54,984 --> 00:20:55,983
Today.
350
00:20:55,983 --> 00:20:57,154
Well, I'm not resigning.
351
00:20:57,154 --> 00:21:02,527
After what I heard today and
everything that's come to light,
352
00:21:02,527 --> 00:21:05,352
if anyone should
resign, it's the Bishop.
353
00:21:05,352 --> 00:21:07,868
He can shut
the parish down.
354
00:21:07,868 --> 00:21:10,175
He can keep it open
and transfer us all.
355
00:21:12,241 --> 00:21:14,206
Or retire, you and me.
356
00:21:14,206 --> 00:21:16,204
Well, I'd rather
be fired than quit.
357
00:21:16,204 --> 00:21:18,133
And bring us
all down with you?
358
00:21:18,133 --> 00:21:19,166
Oh, and about you?
359
00:21:19,166 --> 00:21:22,198
This whole lawsuit
happened under your watch.
360
00:21:22,198 --> 00:21:25,091
You want to be the
last lead of this parish?
361
00:21:25,091 --> 00:21:27,226
Then who'd be prelate then, you?
362
00:21:27,226 --> 00:21:28,398
I'll go.
363
00:21:28,398 --> 00:21:29,708
I did this.
364
00:21:29,708 --> 00:21:33,187
That sleeping dog was lying for
thirty years 'til I woke it up.
365
00:21:33,187 --> 00:21:34,841
You didn't do
anything wrong.
366
00:21:34,841 --> 00:21:37,872
I handed over those letters.
367
00:21:37,872 --> 00:21:41,902
I gave property away to someone
to use in a lawsuit against us,
368
00:21:41,902 --> 00:21:45,106
I gave him his case.
369
00:21:45,106 --> 00:21:47,104
And I don't know
that if it happened again
370
00:21:47,104 --> 00:21:49,273
I'd do it any differently, so
maybe I'm not cut out for this.
371
00:21:49,273 --> 00:21:52,408
What future would this
parish have without you?
372
00:21:52,408 --> 00:21:54,889
Look, maybe
that makes sense.
373
00:21:54,889 --> 00:21:57,472
You're gonna throw
the kid under the bus.
374
00:21:57,472 --> 00:21:59,401
He's sick.
375
00:21:59,401 --> 00:22:01,468
He's got a whole
other world of problems.
376
00:22:05,464 --> 00:22:07,462
Maybe it's the
right decision for him.
377
00:22:07,462 --> 00:22:10,805
Well I'd rather resign
than to see him punished.
378
00:22:10,805 --> 00:22:12,526
We're all being punished.
379
00:22:12,526 --> 00:22:13,491
I'm going.
380
00:22:13,491 --> 00:22:18,830
I got a teaching
post back in New York.
381
00:22:18,830 --> 00:22:19,933
Since when?
382
00:22:19,933 --> 00:22:22,413
Since the lawsuit was filed.
383
00:22:22,413 --> 00:22:24,445
You think this is over?
384
00:22:25,513 --> 00:22:27,339
Settled out of court.
385
00:22:27,339 --> 00:22:28,924
People are gonna find out.
386
00:22:28,924 --> 00:22:32,334
Whispers are
gonna become screams.
387
00:22:34,022 --> 00:22:35,986
I've been there before.
388
00:22:37,432 --> 00:22:41,015
And I'm not gonna
stick around for that.
389
00:22:41,015 --> 00:22:44,287
But you're the only one
who bears no culpability
390
00:22:44,287 --> 00:22:45,907
for this whatsoever.
391
00:22:45,907 --> 00:22:46,906
Exactly.
392
00:22:46,906 --> 00:22:48,904
So why should I deal
with the consequences?
393
00:22:50,833 --> 00:22:55,483
I don't want to be
associated with any of ya.
394
00:22:55,483 --> 00:22:56,965
I think it's
time to leave now.
395
00:23:17,048 --> 00:23:23,008
Next time on 'Forgive Me':
396
00:24:17,574 --> 00:24:21,570
We have a school, as
you know, a very small one.
397
00:24:21,570 --> 00:24:27,495
We could take in a young
girl, without the whole convent
398
00:24:27,495 --> 00:24:32,938
being curious about her
history, where she comes from.
399
00:24:32,938 --> 00:24:35,211
Thank you.
400
00:24:35,211 --> 00:24:37,209
I didn't know that
could be an option.
401
00:24:37,209 --> 00:24:41,136
Well it wasn't before,
but I've moved up. In rank.
402
00:24:41,136 --> 00:24:44,995
I could squash any
curiosity about her background.
403
00:24:44,995 --> 00:24:46,958
I think I'd prefer to
have my daughter be raised
404
00:24:46,958 --> 00:24:47,854
with her family.
405
00:24:47,854 --> 00:24:51,850
Well it wouldn't
be any further away.
406
00:24:51,850 --> 00:24:52,814
But I don't go there.
407
00:24:52,814 --> 00:24:57,775
We could give you
reasons to go there.
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