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Previously
on Forgive me.
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Your thoughts are a disorder.
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No, my thoughts would be a
disorder if I acted on them.
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Thinking those thoughts,
having them is a sin.
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Smith, you can't just
walk into a confessional
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and tell me that
you're a pedophile
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and then, oh bada boom,
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God's just going to
forgive you, okay?
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That's not the
way that it works.
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It does work that way.
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Have any of you ever been
asked to break the seal
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of the confessional?
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Somebody asked you to do that?
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I know the rules
and I know that
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I'm asking you to break them.
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You must be aware
that I can't do that.
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Did he commit a crime?
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Your son thinks of
committing a crime.
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He thinks of
committing a crime?
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He thinks about it long
enough and hard enough
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that he came here
to confess to it.
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Forgive me, Father,
for I have sinned.
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It has been hm, however many
weeks since my last confession.
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Well, since I was
here the last time.
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Should I go on, or?
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Why not?
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Well, usually there's a
greeting, go on, my son.
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Go on, my son.
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I was thinking.
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I seduced a man.
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Why?
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Curiosity.
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I was young.
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I was 14, I think, but
I never confessed it.
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And him?
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He was a teacher, sort of.
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How old was he?
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I don't know.
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40 I guess.
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Old enough to know better.
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And I knew better.
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All I thought about was sex,
and I thought he loved me.
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And I thought those two
things went together.
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You thought he loved you?
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Well, I don't
think so anymore.
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But I don't know, maybe he did.
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But, I mean, he should
have known better, right?
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His was the [sighs].
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I mean, I'm not
supposed to tell you
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that it's not your fault.
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But I mean, you committed a sin.
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You're confessing to it here.
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You are responsible
for your sin, but.
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Hey, you know what?
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It wasn't your fault.
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What, you were a kid.
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It was more his fault.
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I mean, it was all his fault.
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It's a bit of a
paradox, isn't it, Father?
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When I came here
confessing lustful thoughts
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about a girl it's all my fault.
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And when I was a boy
it's partly my fault.
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No.
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No, it was all his fault.
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It was.
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I got there.
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Who was he to you?
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He was a man I knew.
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So like a sort of teacher,
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somebody who had
authority over you, or?
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Yeah, he did have authority.
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Not a lot.
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He wasn't imposing or anything.
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I was taller than
him, even then.
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Where is he now?
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He's dead, probably.
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It was kind of a one on one
tutor thing at his house.
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When he hurt you?
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When I seduced him.
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When he molested you.
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Sure.
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You need, you need
to believe that.
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Oh, okay, technically yes.
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But I was 14 years old.
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All I thought about was sex.
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I mean, other thoughts
would creep in there,
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and trying drugs, and seeing
the big city, and X-Men.
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But mostly 24 hours a day
all I thought about was sex,
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and it didn't seem like
anybody else would,
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would've wanted to
have sex with me.
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So, when I saw my
chance I took it.
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The bravest thing
I ever did maybe.
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So you
had the thoughts
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that a teenager has, right?
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Yeah.
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Like a yearning to grow
up, a desire for experience.
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But, this teacher took
advantage of that.
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He did.
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He took advantage of that.
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He took advantage of
you in a calculated way.
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Mm.
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I think he was just weak.
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Just, now that I'm his age.
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Was he somebody
in the community.
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I mean, was he
someone you trusted?
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Was he somebody
other people trusted?
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Yeah.
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Was he a part of this church?
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Why do you ask that?
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Was he?
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Why do you ask that?
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Why does that matter?
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To me it matters.
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It wasn't a priest.
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I'm not going to sue.
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Well, maybe you
should sue somebody.
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I thought about
it over the years.
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I always decided I
was fooling myself,
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trying to put the
blame all on him,
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trying to connect
the dots in my life
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to make all the mistakes
trace back to him.
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I could never convince
myself of any of that.
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Plus, who does it help?
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Suing a charity that's
supposed to be helping people,
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you take away the help.
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You take away the money to help.
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So that's just selfish.
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But you need help, right?
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You need help now.
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Like, that's a very
good-hearted way to think.
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But your mental wellbeing
should not be sacrificed,
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not to mention the
people you might hurt.
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It holds me back,
that's for sure.
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I don't trust anybody.
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I thought he loved me
and I was wrong, so.
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Because a teacher
broke your trust.
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He wasn't a teacher.
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He wasn't a priest.
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He just worked here
at the diocese.
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I didn't have a father around.
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My father was a
drunk somewhere, and
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the man my mother was with was a
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mean, mean, son of a bitch.
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So, I just wanted a man
who I could be close to,
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who would like me.
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I get that now.
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So I started hanging around
him, and he did, he liked me.
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He hired me to do odd jobs.
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And he would watch me
raking up his lawn,
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working up a sweat.
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When it was hot he would,
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he told me I could come
in to have a shower after.
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And we, you know,
started watching TV.
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And he made me dinner,
a glass of wine.
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It was really wonderful.
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Getting a 14 year old drunk
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and then molesting
him isn't wonderful.
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Yeah, I know that, but at
the time it was wonderful.
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It was like someone took my hand
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and then walked me
through being a grown up.
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We started watching R-rated
videos and X-rated videos,
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and then porn after
I seduced him.
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Listen, listen,
stop saying that.
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You didn't seduce anyone.
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I did.
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I sidled up to him, put
my hand on his thigh,
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watched his face, breathed his
breath, inhaled his exhale.
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Put my hand on his crotch--
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It doesn't matter.
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It would have taken
some strength of character
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to say no in that
situation, don't you think?
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No, I really don't
think that it would
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have taken strength of will.
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Maybe a tiny little amount, but.
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Listen to me,
you're holding onto
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a thought for your entire life.
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It's a fallacy that makes
sense to a boy, right?
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A grown man, he doesn't just
invite kids over to his house
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to, you know, work up a
sweat and then take a shower
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while he makes them
a romantic dinner
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and plies them with alcohol.
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You were set up.
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You were.
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I mean, you took the bait.
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That's it.
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Maybe you were naive, but
you did not seduce that man.
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He seduced you, methodically.
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He manipulated you because
he wanted to get you
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to a point where you would do,
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he wanted to manipulate
you to get you to a point
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where you would do the things
that you ended up doing.
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Because he was older, and
because he was calculated,
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and because you were young,
and you were innocent, right?
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You gotta see that now
as a middle aged man.
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You don't invite
14 year olds over,
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get them drunk, and
show them adult videos.
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The porn was after
we were having--
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It doesn't matter,
it doesn't matter.
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Even R-rated videos, come on.
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I know you're right.
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He hurt you.
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He messed with your head.
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You're still paying for it.
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How long did it go on?
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A year and a bit, I don't
know, a year and a half.
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How'd it stop?
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I'm not really sure.
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One day he was gone, just moved.
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Somebody found out, I know that.
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Because he would
have said goodbye.
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They made me talk to the
priest here, my mother did.
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She knew somehow I think.
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First here to confess.
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But I didn't confess
it, I wouldn't.
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No, I wouldn't make
myself do what I couldn't.
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So, they made me go this office.
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Somebody's office, and it was
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the same priest
that I confessed to.
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And he didn't really
ask me any questions.
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He just told me what he knew.
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And he said that
I had done a sin.
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And that my friend
was moved away,
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so that's what's
happened to him.
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I guess they sent him away.
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You don't
know what the church did?
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I stopped coming to church.
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I mean, the school I
was at had a church, so.
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My mother stopped going.
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Well, you know what?
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That priest, he should have
done a lot more to help you.
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He should not have made you
think that it was your fault.
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He was kind of a prick.
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I think he was trying
to scare me straight.
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Well, you know what?
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That was then, and this is now.
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So I want you to let
me help you, okay?
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Let me find you somebody that
you can talk to, a specialist.
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I'm talking to you.
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You can talk to me
anytime, about faith.
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But I'm not qualified
to help you.
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I mean, I can't,
I can't help you
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with this abuse, with your head.
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You are.
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You already are.
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You made me think about some,
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you make me think
about this differently.
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About the man that I, who,
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the man that took
advantage of me.
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That priest, that
priest that made me
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do the chores to punish me.
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He punishes you, he protects
the person that hurt you.
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Think about that.
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It would distort your
perspective, right?
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I don't hate the guy.
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The guy who did that to me.
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I did, 'cause I thought
he didn't fight.
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He never got in touch with me.
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You don't have
to hate anybody.
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You just got to love
yourself, right?
260
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You got to love yourself
enough to get your head right
261
00:15:29,826 --> 00:15:31,413
so that you don't
think it's okay
262
00:15:31,413 --> 00:15:35,137
to go and do to some
girl what he did to you.
263
00:15:37,688 --> 00:15:41,447
Everything seemed a
little fake after that.
264
00:15:45,551 --> 00:15:47,791
I don't believe in anybody.
265
00:15:49,619 --> 00:15:53,791
Adults, they just seemed not
the same to me after that.
266
00:15:57,033 --> 00:16:00,309
I didn't see them as
authority figures,
267
00:16:00,309 --> 00:16:02,447
priests or teachers, cops.
268
00:16:06,722 --> 00:16:10,791
I saw them as equals, just
like me, full of shit.
269
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Fake, just pretending to live
270
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by the rules, enforce the rules.
271
00:16:25,344 --> 00:16:26,378
And all the time they're leading
272
00:16:26,378 --> 00:16:28,619
a double life with secrets.
273
00:16:35,791 --> 00:16:36,619
Yeah.
274
00:16:39,309 --> 00:16:41,137
That's basically true.
275
00:16:42,929 --> 00:16:44,482
Everyone has flaws.
276
00:16:45,895 --> 00:16:49,929
But the way that you learned
that, it was too harsh.
277
00:16:51,860 --> 00:16:55,860
And that's not pretense
necessarily, right?
278
00:16:55,860 --> 00:16:57,068
I think that a lot of people
279
00:16:57,068 --> 00:16:59,102
they do try to live
by what's right.
280
00:16:59,102 --> 00:17:00,653
They just, they make mistakes.
281
00:17:00,653 --> 00:17:02,860
And what's the difference?
282
00:17:02,860 --> 00:17:05,688
The difference
is in the trying.
283
00:17:08,860 --> 00:17:11,653
Have you stayed away
from your old place,
284
00:17:11,653 --> 00:17:13,550
you avoided temptation?
285
00:17:17,378 --> 00:17:18,619
Yeah, mostly.
286
00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:24,757
I went back to get some
clothes and some mail.
287
00:17:24,757 --> 00:17:26,688
Did you see the girl?
288
00:17:34,619 --> 00:17:36,446
You know, you could have
gone while she was at school.
289
00:17:36,446 --> 00:17:37,275
I work.
290
00:17:38,515 --> 00:17:39,895
I work when she's at school.
291
00:17:39,895 --> 00:17:41,999
You can't go back there.
292
00:17:41,999 --> 00:17:43,275
You can't.
293
00:17:43,275 --> 00:17:46,999
You just get your mail
forwarded, all right?
294
00:17:46,999 --> 00:17:49,171
And on the chance that
you do have to go back,
295
00:17:49,171 --> 00:17:50,653
you don't go alone.
296
00:17:50,653 --> 00:17:53,309
You bring somebody with
you, bring a friend.
297
00:17:53,309 --> 00:17:54,137
You?
298
00:17:57,344 --> 00:17:58,413
Yeah, okay.
299
00:18:04,826 --> 00:18:05,619
Thank you.
300
00:18:05,619 --> 00:18:07,102
Yeah.
301
00:18:07,102 --> 00:18:09,860
And I can find you
somebody to help you,
302
00:18:09,860 --> 00:18:13,446
a doctor, a therapist
that you can talk to.
303
00:18:16,619 --> 00:18:17,446
I'm talking to you.
304
00:18:17,446 --> 00:18:18,275
Isn't that enough?
305
00:18:18,275 --> 00:18:19,102
I'm talking to you.
306
00:18:19,102 --> 00:18:20,515
It's not.
307
00:18:20,515 --> 00:18:24,826
No, you have, you've
pointed out some things today
308
00:18:24,826 --> 00:18:29,826
that are helping me see
things, different things--
309
00:18:29,826 --> 00:18:31,344
I understand that.
310
00:18:31,344 --> 00:18:33,584
But this is bigger right now
than just you and I, right?
311
00:18:33,584 --> 00:18:37,757
I mean, really, I just, I
have to insist on this one.
312
00:18:40,688 --> 00:18:42,791
I don't think I can go.
313
00:18:43,791 --> 00:18:44,619
You can.
314
00:18:46,033 --> 00:18:49,757
If you can talk to me then
you can talk to a therapist.
315
00:18:50,584 --> 00:18:52,102
Please just try it.
316
00:18:52,102 --> 00:18:53,964
Try it once, one time.
317
00:19:00,929 --> 00:19:01,757
Thank you.
318
00:19:04,515 --> 00:19:08,137
Why don't you come back
in a week or so, okay?
319
00:19:08,137 --> 00:19:09,584
And I will have somebody
that you can talk to
320
00:19:09,584 --> 00:19:13,240
and will have a way
that you can pay for it.
321
00:19:16,068 --> 00:19:19,929
In the meantime, you stay
away from your old place.
322
00:19:19,929 --> 00:19:21,412
Don't see the little girl.
323
00:19:21,412 --> 00:19:22,481
Jess, Jess.
324
00:19:24,860 --> 00:19:26,240
Don't see Jess.
325
00:19:28,860 --> 00:19:32,206
Okay Smith, I'm going
to tell you right now,
326
00:19:32,206 --> 00:19:34,757
if you do something
to hurt that kid,
327
00:19:34,757 --> 00:19:36,999
seal or no seal on this
confessional booth,
328
00:19:36,999 --> 00:19:40,929
I will bring a world of
pain down on you so bad
329
00:19:40,929 --> 00:19:44,343
you will wish that
you were just in hell.
330
00:19:51,722 --> 00:19:53,481
It's good you care.
331
00:19:56,343 --> 00:19:57,343
I do care.
332
00:19:58,653 --> 00:19:59,619
And I don't just
care about Jess.
333
00:19:59,619 --> 00:20:00,964
I care about you.
334
00:20:00,964 --> 00:20:04,722
Hey, this is about
what's good for you.
335
00:20:04,722 --> 00:20:06,722
It's about what's right.
336
00:20:11,999 --> 00:20:12,826
Okay.
337
00:20:14,446 --> 00:20:16,068
I promise.
338
00:20:16,068 --> 00:20:16,929
Good.
339
00:20:21,515 --> 00:20:23,240
What is my penance?
340
00:20:31,653 --> 00:20:32,481
Nothing.
341
00:20:41,308 --> 00:20:43,584
I'm not forgiven.
342
00:20:43,584 --> 00:20:47,446
You told me, I mean,
when you came in today,
343
00:20:47,446 --> 00:20:50,688
the only thing you said
to me was that someone
344
00:20:50,688 --> 00:20:54,550
took advantage of you
when you were a teenager.
345
00:21:03,239 --> 00:21:06,688
It look me a long
time to confess that,
346
00:21:09,481 --> 00:21:11,929
to work up that, a long time.
347
00:21:16,999 --> 00:21:21,171
There was no penance
because it wasn't your sin.
348
00:21:22,653 --> 00:21:26,239
It was the man's, it
was all that man's sin.
349
00:21:26,239 --> 00:21:30,343
It was not yours, Smith,
it was not yours at all.
350
00:21:44,619 --> 00:21:45,688
I gotta go.
351
00:21:58,481 --> 00:21:59,860
Here she is.
352
00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:00,860
Hi.
353
00:22:00,860 --> 00:22:01,895
Oh, thank you.
354
00:22:01,895 --> 00:22:03,239
Hey, it's Ms O'Leary.
355
00:22:03,239 --> 00:22:05,102
Remember Mrs O'Leary?
356
00:22:05,102 --> 00:22:08,446
You knew her when you were kids.
357
00:22:08,446 --> 00:22:11,688
I don't think he's
going to remember me.
358
00:22:11,688 --> 00:22:15,343
I used to watch out for you
when your grandparents went out.
359
00:22:15,343 --> 00:22:16,964
Hi.
360
00:22:16,964 --> 00:22:19,550
I think it's time I should go.
361
00:22:19,550 --> 00:22:21,550
Oh God, I'm so glad.
362
00:22:21,550 --> 00:22:22,722
Oh.
363
00:22:22,722 --> 00:22:23,929
It was so good.
364
00:22:23,929 --> 00:22:25,929
I never get out anymore.
365
00:22:27,068 --> 00:22:29,377
It's so good to remember.
366
00:22:29,377 --> 00:22:30,205
It is.
367
00:22:31,550 --> 00:22:32,619
I'll get your coat.
368
00:22:32,619 --> 00:22:33,619
Thank you.
369
00:22:36,412 --> 00:22:40,515
So, you have your little
secrets as well, do you?
370
00:22:42,999 --> 00:22:44,343
Here you go.
371
00:22:44,343 --> 00:22:46,068
Thank you.
372
00:22:46,068 --> 00:22:48,274
Can you say hi
to Johnny for me?
373
00:22:48,274 --> 00:22:49,239
To Johnny.
374
00:22:49,239 --> 00:22:51,136
No, I don't think I will.
375
00:23:00,412 --> 00:23:03,377
I don't think I
can do it anymore.
376
00:23:05,033 --> 00:23:06,964
He has to go to a home.
377
00:23:10,239 --> 00:23:13,515
I can't keep him from
getting bedsores.
378
00:23:14,999 --> 00:23:17,343
You can ask for more help.
379
00:23:20,895 --> 00:23:23,377
Does he even know he's here?
380
00:23:25,895 --> 00:23:29,308
I think he knew for
a really long time.
381
00:23:30,170 --> 00:23:31,999
You made a difference.
382
00:23:35,860 --> 00:23:38,688
Could you turn
him over tonight?
383
00:23:41,550 --> 00:23:43,722
I don't think I can do it.
384
00:24:20,377 --> 00:24:24,619
♪ Rest your bones,
your day is done ♪
385
00:24:24,619 --> 00:24:29,619
♪ A gentle soul on the run
386
00:24:29,619 --> 00:24:34,515
♪ Close your eyes,
hop, skip, and jump ♪
387
00:24:34,515 --> 00:24:39,308
♪ On the lam and over hump
388
00:24:39,308 --> 00:24:41,688
♪ You're never
gonna get that far ♪
389
00:24:41,688 --> 00:24:44,343
♪ You're never gonna
reach part of your heart ♪
390
00:24:44,343 --> 00:24:47,860
♪ You sweet dream sleeper
391
00:24:49,274 --> 00:24:50,515
Next
time on Forgive Me.
392
00:24:50,515 --> 00:24:53,481
You got a call to
go do last rites.
393
00:24:54,860 --> 00:24:56,550
They were hoping you
could do it this morning.
394
00:24:56,550 --> 00:24:57,999
Well, I've never
done last rites before.
395
00:24:57,999 --> 00:24:59,757
Well, they asked for you.
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