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- [Man] I'm gonna lie back
on the center of the bed.
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I'd like for you
to stand over me
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with your feet at my shoulders.
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Hike up your skirt
with your right hand
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then pull your panties...
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Are they white cotton?
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- [Woman] Regulation.
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- [Man] Pull them all the
way over to the left side
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using your left hand.
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Squat forward bending your
knees as far as you can
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while still keeping your
feet flat on the ground
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then urinate on my face.
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- [Woman] Anything else?
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- When you're through
you can leave.
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(eerie music)
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(knocking)
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(eerie music)
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(door clicks)
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(eerie music)
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- Why here?
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- Fond memories?
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Sarah and I spent
more time in this room
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than we did in
our college dorms.
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This is ah our little oasis.
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Of course it seemed
nicer back then.
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- I'm sure.
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I'm going to change.
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- That's ah that's
really not necessary.
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(door thuds)
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(eerie music)
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(door clicks)
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- Oh my God.
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Um this should more than
compensate you for your time.
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- I didn't know I
was getting paid.
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- Why, why would I expect
you to do this for free?
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It's your job right?
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- I just figured
it was an exchange
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for you not telling my parents.
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(camera clicks)
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- Why would I tell them?
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- Wouldn't you wanna
know if you were them?
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- Absolutely not.
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What?
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You'd wanna know if your
mother were turning tricks?
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- My mother wouldn't...
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So I could have said no?
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- You still can.
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You can walk right out.
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You can leave right
now if you like.
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(eerie music)
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Ah well I was ah just going
to fix myself a drink.
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Want anything?
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- I'm fine, thank you.
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(gentle music)
(glass clinking)
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- Hey you wanna go get it?
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Here, go ahead, get it.
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(engine rumbling)
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♪ Go on
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(car door bangs)
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♪ Get out of here
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♪ You've got
everything you came for
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♪ Warm arms
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- Fuck.
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♪ Warm bed to fall into when
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♪ You can't get what you
tell out of your head
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(phone ringing)
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♪ Go on you've
made yourself clear
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♪ You're no good
for no one and now
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♪ You put your selfish hands
and your selfish tongue
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♪ On my body but we both know
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- Hi, this is
Britney, you called?
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- [Man] How does
it usually start?
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- [Britney] With a stranger.
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- That really make a difference?
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- What do you think?
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I'll start it off with
some small talk like
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what do you do for a living?
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What do you like to do for fun?
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- You ever ask them why
they're hiring an escort?
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- Usually it becomes obvious.
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- Then let me ask you.
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Why the hell do ya...
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Why do you do this?
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(eerie music)
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- I like to fuck okay?
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- So get a...
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A boyfriend.
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You know make some other
18 year old feel like
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the luckiest person alive.
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- You've obviously never
been with a high school boy.
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- (sputters) No,
can't say that I have.
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- It isn't pretty, they're like
weed whackers or something.
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And then first
thing Monday morning
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all the kids at school know
every detail and then some.
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It sucks.
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- [Man] And then some?
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- School boys exaggerate.
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- Yeah well, the
exaggerations only get bigger
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as we get older.
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- I doubt any of my clients
brag about what we do.
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- [Man] Well come on, Daphne
who's gonna brag about
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paying for sex?
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- They treat me with respect.
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- [Man] (scoffs)
Give me a break.
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- I'm serious, they treat
me better than any guy
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I've ever dated.
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- [Man] Yeah you've
dated the wrong guys.
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- Take a look at
what's out there.
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- So poor little
Daphne sells her body
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because she can't get a date.
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- I sell a fantasy.
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For five or six hours a week.
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I make more money
than my dad makes and
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he hates his job.
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- What do you do
with all that cash?
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Drugs?
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- I'm saving for a rainy day.
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- Oh yeah.
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- No really I've saved
almost all of it.
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- Well you know, I hate to be
the one to break this to you
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but they're all rainy days.
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- Actually it's
beautiful out today.
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- No one's forcing
you to do this?
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No pimp?
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- [Daphne] No, no.
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Nothing like that at all.
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- You're a willing victim?
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- I don't consider
myself a victim.
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It's exciting, it's a rush,
you know I'm in control.
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- [Man] You could never hurt?
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- There's no emotional
attachment so no.
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I don't know how
I could get hurt.
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(eerie music)
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At least I like my job.
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(eerie music)
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Did Sarah like to fuck?
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I mean you guys came
here all the time right?
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Certainly not for the view.
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- Nope, not for the view.
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- I guess I'll
take that drink now
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if you don't mind, please.
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(eerie music)
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(ice clinking)
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Thank you.
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- [Man] We'd come
here, Sarah and I...
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- To fucking.
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- To um being alone.
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(glasses tinking)
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♪ She said be quiet, be still
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♪ She said I'm not
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(keyboard clicking)
(muttering)
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(snorts)
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- Enter.
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Oh my God.
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Dining at the Y?
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♪ She said I hope you understand
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- [Daphne] Did you
figure them all out?
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- G f e girlfriend
experience right?
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But...
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- It basically just means
I kiss on the mouth.
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- [Man] Hmm, well then wouldn't
k o m make a lot more sense?
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- Some are vague that way but
a few are right on the money
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like b b b j.
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- [Man] Bareback
blowjob means no condom.
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- Very good.
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And dining at the Y?
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- [Man] Yeah that one
at least made sense.
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I mean as much sense
as any of this.
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So will you really do
anything and everything?
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That's your motto right?
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♪ I can see in your eyes
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♪ I see
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- So you were
partially right before
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about not being able to find
a date on a Saturday night.
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I was tired of being alone.
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- No friends?
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- None worth talking about.
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So I'm looking through the
paper for a movie, a band
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like anything to do.
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I'm not about to sit
home and sulk, again.
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And that's when I notice
the escort ads in the back.
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So it was a fantasy.
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- That word again.
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- It's a good word.
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Suddenly I was completely
turned on by the idea
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of fucking some
stranger for money.
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- What about the house, kids,
white picket fence fantasy?
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(clock ticking)
(eerie music)
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- Yeah what about it?
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So I called one of the numbers
and said I was looking for
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work about an hour later I met
the owner at a coffee shop.
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He told me what to charge for
a full service and massage
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and he asked if I knew what
would be expected of me.
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- [Man] Did you?
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- No idea, I've never even
given a massage in my life.
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- [Man] But you could fake
your way through the rest?
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- More than fake my way.
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He gave me a beeper and told
me someone would be in touch,
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it went off before
I finished my latte.
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- So did that first time
live up to your fantasy?
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- No, not at all.
(smacking)
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I returned the beeper
the next morning.
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- Why?
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You felt degraded.
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- No it was to goofy
to be degrading.
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- [Man] Okay then scared.
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- But not scared off.
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I just wanted to
be self employed.
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I did some online research,
I got one of those prepaid
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cell phones and placed my ad.
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I bought this uniform
thought it'd be my gimmick.
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And since you were
getting a real school girl
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I could charge more.
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- (laughs) But if
that first time didn't
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fulfill your fantasy...
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- I wanted to give it
another try I mean,
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most of the time I don't even
know what my fantasy's are
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until they start to
happen and it's like
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oh yeah that reminds me.
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I don't know, perhaps I
fulfilled something else.
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- Do you trust me?
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- You're paying me to trust you.
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♪ Step inside
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♪ Feel my heart beat
fast for you my baby
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- [Man] Now lie back on
the center of the bed.
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♪ Step inside
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♪ Feel me shaking,
trembling for you baby
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(jingling)
- Wait.
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♪ Don't you know it's
you that brings me down
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(shivering)
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♪ Oh step inside me now
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(shivering)
(jingling)
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- [Man] You liked
being blindfolded?
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- Um with Harlan yeah.
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It's fun not knowing
what's gonna happen next.
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- [Man] But what about
being in control?
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- Who said anything about
not being in control?
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- I take it you
see him regularly.
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- Once a week for
about an hour or so.
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- Almost like dating.
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- It's not like we talk on
the phone or eat dinner.
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- You just skip all that and
get right to the good stuff.
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- Most of my clients
are regulars,
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it's only if I'm
feeling adventurous
that I try someone new.
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(chattering)
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- [Man] Her name's Britney.
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- [Man] Where'd you find her?
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- [Man]
Theschoolgirlescorts.com.
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(laughing)
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No wait a minute
it's this site man.
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It's got all these ads from all
these hot 18 year old chicks
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from across the country.
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- [Man] Yeah right
have you even seen her?
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She's probably
older than your mom.
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Hey Bud.
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- Mike.
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- Nah I spent like 500 bucks
just for an hour with her.
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- Whoa no piece is
worth 500 bucks.
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Not when you can
get it for free.
260
00:20:59,891 --> 00:21:00,726
(door bell rings)
261
00:21:00,727 --> 00:21:03,227
♪ I'm on the dance floor
262
00:21:03,228 --> 00:21:05,196
♪ School girls
gonna give me some
263
00:21:05,197 --> 00:21:08,499
♪ Need something sweet
for me to move my feet
264
00:21:08,500 --> 00:21:11,937
♪ I'm on the dance floor
265
00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:14,739
♪ A 20 dollar dream
for a 50 dollar thing
266
00:21:14,740 --> 00:21:17,175
(chattering)
267
00:21:21,046 --> 00:21:22,880
- [Man] Yeah Mike.
268
00:21:22,881 --> 00:21:25,284
(chattering)
269
00:21:26,718 --> 00:21:30,289
- [All] Mike, Mike, Mike,
Mike, Mike, Mike, Mike, Mike
270
00:21:38,730 --> 00:21:41,265
- While these guys are
getting me a drink.
271
00:21:41,266 --> 00:21:44,068
You and I are gonna
play around of snap.
272
00:21:44,069 --> 00:21:45,404
Pick a bracelet.
273
00:21:47,005 --> 00:21:49,040
Pull it really hard.
274
00:21:49,041 --> 00:21:50,041
Orange.
275
00:21:54,513 --> 00:21:56,447
You get a kiss.
276
00:21:56,448 --> 00:21:58,717
(cheering)
277
00:22:03,422 --> 00:22:07,592
- What sort of mood do you
have to be in for that?
278
00:22:09,995 --> 00:22:10,996
- Depressed.
279
00:22:13,165 --> 00:22:15,566
- [Bud] Oh and what being
groped by a dozen guys
280
00:22:15,567 --> 00:22:18,403
at a bachelor party
cheers you up?
281
00:22:19,271 --> 00:22:21,472
- They're harmless.
282
00:22:21,473 --> 00:22:24,575
Besides I only use
my safe bracelets.
283
00:22:24,576 --> 00:22:28,580
- [Bud] They didn't protect
your secret from me.
284
00:22:30,282 --> 00:22:31,450
- It's just...
285
00:22:34,052 --> 00:22:35,153
- [Bud] What?
286
00:22:38,423 --> 00:22:40,592
- This is so embarrassing.
287
00:22:42,994 --> 00:22:47,165
I know what it's like to be
the popular girl for an hour.
288
00:22:48,500 --> 00:22:49,935
- [Bud] Daphne...
289
00:22:54,606 --> 00:22:55,606
- This.
290
00:22:58,610 --> 00:22:59,778
- [Bud] Today?
291
00:23:01,279 --> 00:23:03,215
- All of it every time.
292
00:23:04,683 --> 00:23:07,618
It makes me less invested with
life at school and at home
293
00:23:07,619 --> 00:23:08,619
and it's...
294
00:23:11,423 --> 00:23:13,158
Mine, it's just mine.
295
00:23:18,964 --> 00:23:20,598
And because of it I don't
have to play the game
296
00:23:20,599 --> 00:23:22,700
I don't have to
pretend to be friends
297
00:23:22,701 --> 00:23:25,302
with people that I hate
298
00:23:25,303 --> 00:23:29,474
and I don't need to rely on
anyone not even my parents.
299
00:23:30,575 --> 00:23:33,412
(camera clicking)
300
00:23:35,447 --> 00:23:40,050
It's just a little bit
of a fuck you that helps
301
00:23:40,051 --> 00:23:42,052
get me through the day.
302
00:23:42,053 --> 00:23:44,556
(eerie music)
303
00:23:59,538 --> 00:24:01,807
(sniffling)
304
00:24:12,083 --> 00:24:14,586
(eerie music)
305
00:24:23,195 --> 00:24:25,162
- I'll be right back.
306
00:24:25,163 --> 00:24:25,997
- Okay.
307
00:24:25,998 --> 00:24:28,500
(eerie music)
308
00:24:34,773 --> 00:24:35,740
(door thuds)
309
00:24:35,741 --> 00:24:38,243
(eerie music)
310
00:24:45,917 --> 00:24:47,986
(clicks)
311
00:24:51,122 --> 00:24:52,122
Oh my God.
312
00:24:55,227 --> 00:24:59,397
One, two, three, four, five,
six, seven, eight, nine, ten.
313
00:25:08,306 --> 00:25:10,941
(clicks)
314
00:25:10,942 --> 00:25:13,778
(water splashing)
315
00:25:20,018 --> 00:25:22,120
(clicks)
316
00:25:25,924 --> 00:25:30,194
- You know when I was growing
up it was just me and my mom
317
00:25:30,195 --> 00:25:34,932
and we were really poor so
she would buy things at fire
318
00:25:34,933 --> 00:25:39,637
sales and thrift stores, you
know whatever was cheapest.
319
00:25:39,638 --> 00:25:42,339
One day I come home
from second grade
320
00:25:42,340 --> 00:25:45,342
and there are all these
boxes in our apartment,
321
00:25:45,343 --> 00:25:47,878
it's stacked to the ceiling.
322
00:25:47,879 --> 00:25:52,050
She had bought 20 cases of
hotel soap for five bucks.
323
00:25:54,586 --> 00:25:56,787
I didn't even use a
normal size bar of soap
324
00:25:56,788 --> 00:25:58,723
until I got to college.
325
00:26:00,525 --> 00:26:03,627
- The money in the briefcase.
326
00:26:03,628 --> 00:26:05,797
- I told you it's for you.
327
00:26:06,798 --> 00:26:07,632
- But you just said that...
328
00:26:07,633 --> 00:26:09,567
- I'm so poor anymore.
329
00:26:09,568 --> 00:26:12,070
(eerie music)
330
00:26:21,012 --> 00:26:22,513
Oh geez I'm sorry.
331
00:26:22,514 --> 00:26:23,615
- About what?
332
00:26:25,350 --> 00:26:26,517
I'm just peeing.
333
00:26:26,518 --> 00:26:27,786
- I know but...
334
00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:30,321
- Please I have
one client who pays
335
00:26:30,322 --> 00:26:32,656
to have me pee on his face.
336
00:26:32,657 --> 00:26:34,159
- And that's okay?
337
00:26:35,293 --> 00:26:38,163
- $500 to take a
pee, that's awesome.
338
00:26:43,068 --> 00:26:46,036
(water splashing)
339
00:26:46,037 --> 00:26:48,872
A lot of my guys
don't even want sex
340
00:26:48,873 --> 00:26:51,308
they just talk for
like most of the hour.
341
00:26:51,309 --> 00:26:53,344
They talk really.
342
00:26:53,345 --> 00:26:56,046
It's as if they have
no one else to talk to
343
00:26:56,047 --> 00:27:00,818
or no one in the world who
finds them interesting,
344
00:27:00,819 --> 00:27:03,655
who wants to listen,
I don't know.
345
00:27:07,592 --> 00:27:10,828
Then I give them a blowjob
and send them on their way.
346
00:27:10,829 --> 00:27:14,832
You'd be amazed at how
many wives won't do that.
347
00:27:14,833 --> 00:27:17,067
I understand not wanting to
pee on your husband's face
348
00:27:17,068 --> 00:27:18,869
but come on, a blowjob?
349
00:27:18,870 --> 00:27:23,041
- Wait I thought you just
said they didn't want sex?
350
00:27:24,976 --> 00:27:27,544
- Not sex, a blowjob.
351
00:27:27,545 --> 00:27:29,747
- A blowjob isn't sex?
352
00:27:29,748 --> 00:27:32,984
- No, sex is penis
entering the vagina.
353
00:27:34,519 --> 00:27:35,687
- But if you...
354
00:27:37,088 --> 00:27:39,923
- No, penis vagina
period, get it straight.
355
00:27:39,924 --> 00:27:41,625
- And where'd you
get this definition?
356
00:27:41,626 --> 00:27:43,728
- What do you mean where?
357
00:27:46,698 --> 00:27:49,400
Okay so you have your
first real boyfriend
358
00:27:49,401 --> 00:27:51,402
and the subject finally
comes up with your parents
359
00:27:51,403 --> 00:27:53,805
are you and David having sex?
360
00:27:54,706 --> 00:27:56,840
They never ask questions like
361
00:27:56,841 --> 00:28:00,177
Daphne do you let David
fuck you in the ass?
362
00:28:00,178 --> 00:28:02,212
Does David eat your pussy?
363
00:28:02,213 --> 00:28:03,947
Do you give David blowjobs?
364
00:28:03,948 --> 00:28:05,315
(camera clicking)
365
00:28:05,316 --> 00:28:07,851
It's always are you having sex?
366
00:28:07,852 --> 00:28:11,423
That's the question,
no variations allowed.
367
00:28:12,824 --> 00:28:15,192
It's almost as if they're
reading an instruction manual
368
00:28:15,193 --> 00:28:18,362
and if they don't get it
right they fail as parents.
369
00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:21,632
- And their kids will
grow up to be prostitutes.
370
00:28:21,633 --> 00:28:23,133
- Well at the very least.
371
00:28:23,134 --> 00:28:26,336
- (chuckles) You know for
me it was always pretty much
372
00:28:26,337 --> 00:28:31,008
if you touched someone below
the waist that was sex.
373
00:28:31,009 --> 00:28:33,277
Christ making out was sex.
374
00:28:33,278 --> 00:28:37,449
- Dude things have changed
since you were in school.
375
00:28:38,349 --> 00:28:40,818
- I need another drink.
376
00:28:40,819 --> 00:28:42,252
You?
377
00:28:42,253 --> 00:28:43,021
- You're paying me you
don't have to get me drunk.
378
00:28:43,021 --> 00:28:43,855
(smacks)
379
00:28:43,856 --> 00:28:45,222
- No I'm not...
380
00:28:45,223 --> 00:28:46,391
- I'm kidding.
381
00:28:50,929 --> 00:28:53,531
(ice clinking)
382
00:29:10,448 --> 00:29:13,618
- So what do you
remember about Sarah?
383
00:29:17,188 --> 00:29:21,391
- Um definitely white chocolate
macadamia nut cookies.
384
00:29:21,392 --> 00:29:26,096
- Oh, she used to make
those just for you you know.
385
00:29:26,097 --> 00:29:29,533
- I used to dream
about those cookies.
386
00:29:29,534 --> 00:29:30,834
My first fantasy.
387
00:29:30,835 --> 00:29:32,369
(chuckles)
388
00:29:32,370 --> 00:29:34,304
I'd come home from school and
I just knew she'd been baking
389
00:29:34,305 --> 00:29:37,674
the whole street smelled like
white chocolate cookie dough.
390
00:29:37,675 --> 00:29:38,643
It was so good.
391
00:29:38,644 --> 00:29:41,146
(eerie music)
392
00:29:45,250 --> 00:29:48,352
I guess I was 13
when it happened.
393
00:29:48,353 --> 00:29:50,120
My parents tried to
explain but you know my...
394
00:29:50,121 --> 00:29:54,292
- No I'm not even sure I
understood, not completely.
395
00:29:55,727 --> 00:29:56,727
- I did.
396
00:29:59,297 --> 00:30:01,298
At least one thing.
397
00:30:01,299 --> 00:30:02,633
- What's that?
398
00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:06,137
- I just never wanted
to be as sad as you.
399
00:30:13,344 --> 00:30:16,114
What do you remember
about Sarah?
400
00:30:20,285 --> 00:30:24,488
♪ Did you taste my tear?
401
00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:28,660
♪ You were so near
to me I could not see
402
00:30:33,031 --> 00:30:36,434
♪ You were so dear to me
403
00:30:40,839 --> 00:30:44,275
♪ Did you taste my tear?
404
00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:49,681
♪ Unclear view of
you I could not see
405
00:30:53,117 --> 00:30:56,521
♪ You were so near to me
406
00:30:59,457 --> 00:31:02,092
So you never leave
your house anymore
407
00:31:02,093 --> 00:31:03,862
and it's kinda weird.
408
00:31:05,496 --> 00:31:07,731
- Not completely true.
409
00:31:07,732 --> 00:31:09,900
Every Monday I
still go for pizza
410
00:31:09,901 --> 00:31:12,737
just like I always
did with Sarah.
411
00:31:13,638 --> 00:31:15,873
- Sally's, Pepe's, Modern's?
412
00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:18,408
- Pepe's thank you very much.
413
00:31:18,409 --> 00:31:21,011
I pull into the parking
lot right at four o'clock
414
00:31:21,012 --> 00:31:24,181
as they're about to
open, sit in booth 22
415
00:31:24,182 --> 00:31:26,817
with my back to the door
so I don't see anyone...
416
00:31:26,818 --> 00:31:28,018
- And no one sees you...
417
00:31:28,019 --> 00:31:30,687
- And I order the
same thing every week
418
00:31:30,688 --> 00:31:34,859
a large white clam and garlic
pie with a pitcher of beer.
419
00:31:36,661 --> 00:31:40,832
It was the one ritual I wouldn't
allow myself to give up.
420
00:31:42,433 --> 00:31:44,701
- Unlike work and...
421
00:31:44,702 --> 00:31:46,704
- Work seemed pointless.
422
00:31:51,442 --> 00:31:55,046
There was no one to
return home to anymore.
423
00:31:59,017 --> 00:32:03,121
- I think I'll definitely take
another drink now after all.
424
00:32:04,422 --> 00:32:05,256
Why not right?
425
00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:06,356
- Exactly.
426
00:32:06,357 --> 00:32:08,760
- No I got it, I got it, sit.
427
00:32:11,329 --> 00:32:15,499
♪ I'm cold and I'm cheap
428
00:32:15,500 --> 00:32:20,003
♪ I don't think I could sleep
429
00:32:20,004 --> 00:32:24,175
♪ Had high hopes and
a short little reach
430
00:32:29,147 --> 00:32:32,317
♪ I'm loaded and sure
431
00:32:33,518 --> 00:32:37,188
♪ I don't live here no more
432
00:32:38,623 --> 00:32:42,260
♪ I got all the symptoms,
the medicine but no cure
433
00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:51,302
♪ I'm warm and detached
and a photograph
434
00:32:56,808 --> 00:32:57,808
- Huh.
435
00:33:00,044 --> 00:33:02,580
Max, your breakfast is up here.
436
00:33:03,881 --> 00:33:05,383
Max come here boy.
437
00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:10,487
Max.
438
00:33:15,293 --> 00:33:16,861
Max, come here boy.
439
00:33:40,485 --> 00:33:42,887
(clattering)
440
00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:51,728
- [Daphne] So what
do you do for fun?
441
00:33:51,729 --> 00:33:55,733
- (laughs) Sell things on Ebay.
442
00:33:57,769 --> 00:34:00,237
Sarah's things mostly.
443
00:34:00,238 --> 00:34:01,272
- That's fun.
444
00:34:02,874 --> 00:34:04,776
- It keeps me occupied.
445
00:34:07,645 --> 00:34:10,815
I used to like sitting
out on my deck,
446
00:34:11,716 --> 00:34:13,683
especially at this time of year.
447
00:34:13,684 --> 00:34:17,855
Cold drink in hand, toss a
couple of tennis balls to Max
448
00:34:19,757 --> 00:34:20,757
but...
449
00:34:21,759 --> 00:34:22,759
- Sorry.
450
00:34:26,064 --> 00:34:30,234
- You know I'm okay in the
knowledge that everything
451
00:34:31,669 --> 00:34:35,440
comes to an end, it makes
me feel a little safe even.
452
00:34:38,709 --> 00:34:42,713
Sarah used to do that for
me, make me feel safe.
453
00:34:45,316 --> 00:34:47,818
Just knowing she'd be
there when I walked
454
00:34:47,819 --> 00:34:51,989
through the front door enabled
me to do just about anything.
455
00:34:55,626 --> 00:34:56,894
- It was yours.
456
00:34:59,997 --> 00:35:01,599
- Yeah, it was mine.
457
00:35:10,074 --> 00:35:12,008
What about you?
458
00:35:12,009 --> 00:35:13,343
- Hmm?
459
00:35:13,344 --> 00:35:14,544
- Fun.
460
00:35:14,545 --> 00:35:15,545
- Oh fun.
461
00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:18,949
The crossword puzzle
every morning.
462
00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:21,017
- Now that's excitement.
463
00:35:21,018 --> 00:35:25,189
- It wakes me up, it makes me
feel smart, productive even.
464
00:35:26,657 --> 00:35:30,594
- Getting accepted into Yale
doesn't make you feel smart?
465
00:35:30,595 --> 00:35:32,395
- It just means I
didn't get into Harvard.
466
00:35:32,396 --> 00:35:35,065
(laughs)
467
00:35:35,066 --> 00:35:38,402
- And what about when
you're with Harlan
468
00:35:40,938 --> 00:35:43,773
how does that make you feel?
469
00:35:43,774 --> 00:35:47,945
♪ Oh let me tell you
about pain and sorrow
470
00:35:54,252 --> 00:35:58,422
♪ Cry, cry, cry like
there is no tomorrow
471
00:36:04,562 --> 00:36:08,733
♪ Oh let me tell you
about pain and sorrow
472
00:36:14,772 --> 00:36:19,609
♪ Cry, cry, cry,
cry, cry, cry, cry
473
00:36:19,610 --> 00:36:23,281
♪ Like there is no tomorrow
474
00:36:32,490 --> 00:36:34,224
- The next question.
475
00:36:34,225 --> 00:36:36,560
- [Bud] How old is he?
476
00:36:36,561 --> 00:36:37,795
- He's like 32.
477
00:36:39,830 --> 00:36:42,667
- [Bud] And is
that about average?
478
00:36:44,101 --> 00:36:47,904
- Most of the guys are older
than that like 40's, 50's.
479
00:36:47,905 --> 00:36:52,042
- Doesn't it bother you
that you're fulfilling this
480
00:36:52,043 --> 00:36:53,443
school girl fantasy...
481
00:36:53,444 --> 00:36:54,811
- I told you it was a good word.
482
00:36:54,812 --> 00:36:58,382
- For someone old enough
to be your father?
483
00:36:59,283 --> 00:37:00,952
- Older guys are hot.
484
00:37:02,286 --> 00:37:03,920
And come on is there
anything wrong with fantasy?
485
00:37:03,921 --> 00:37:06,856
I mean doesn't
everybody have one?
486
00:37:06,857 --> 00:37:09,459
Aren't they always just playing
in the backs of our minds
487
00:37:09,460 --> 00:37:12,797
like you're into feet
or tickle torture?
488
00:37:14,966 --> 00:37:17,067
You see somebody
you find attractive
489
00:37:17,068 --> 00:37:19,769
and the next thing you know...
490
00:37:19,770 --> 00:37:22,806
- You're picturing
them in bondage gear.
491
00:37:22,807 --> 00:37:25,442
- If that's what
you're into yeah.
492
00:37:25,443 --> 00:37:26,277
Why not?
493
00:37:26,278 --> 00:37:27,545
- I don't know.
494
00:37:30,248 --> 00:37:33,817
- You know exactly
what I'm talking about.
495
00:37:33,818 --> 00:37:35,285
You saw me at that
bachelor party
496
00:37:35,286 --> 00:37:37,622
and that changed everything.
497
00:37:38,456 --> 00:37:39,890
Got you thinking.
498
00:37:41,325 --> 00:37:43,093
Come on tell me how long
have you been fantasizing
499
00:37:43,094 --> 00:37:46,096
about what we're going to do?
500
00:37:46,097 --> 00:37:48,532
- With you specifically or...
501
00:37:50,701 --> 00:37:54,237
- I would hope so
but with anyone.
502
00:37:54,238 --> 00:37:57,307
- It really never
entered my mind until
503
00:37:57,308 --> 00:38:00,778
until I knew you were
available and then...
504
00:38:04,248 --> 00:38:05,916
- Never before that?
505
00:38:07,084 --> 00:38:10,353
Not even when you'd lie
in bed awake at night?
506
00:38:10,354 --> 00:38:11,354
- No.
507
00:38:15,526 --> 00:38:18,495
- What about when you cum?
508
00:38:18,496 --> 00:38:19,963
- What do you mean?
509
00:38:19,964 --> 00:38:21,164
- I mean when you masturbate
510
00:38:21,165 --> 00:38:24,035
is this what you're
thinking about?
511
00:38:25,636 --> 00:38:26,636
- No.
512
00:38:27,972 --> 00:38:28,972
- Really?
513
00:38:31,275 --> 00:38:34,411
God when I cum I'm like
off on some other planet.
514
00:38:34,412 --> 00:38:37,080
I'm never thinking about
the person that I'm with.
515
00:38:37,081 --> 00:38:38,615
- Well could that be
because you're with some guy
516
00:38:38,616 --> 00:38:39,816
who's spanking you or...
517
00:38:39,817 --> 00:38:40,718
- Shut up.
518
00:38:40,719 --> 00:38:42,252
(laughs)
519
00:38:42,253 --> 00:38:45,522
To be clear on one thing, I
never came that first time.
520
00:38:45,523 --> 00:38:48,192
- Yeah but you know what I mean.
521
00:38:49,593 --> 00:38:52,930
- Nope not even with
people that I like.
522
00:38:54,298 --> 00:38:55,298
- Harlan?
523
00:38:55,966 --> 00:38:56,966
- Nope.
524
00:38:59,403 --> 00:39:01,104
- That bother you?
525
00:39:01,105 --> 00:39:04,140
- It used to but now I
just think it's normal.
526
00:39:04,141 --> 00:39:06,276
I mean one of my regulars
he told me that when he cums
527
00:39:06,277 --> 00:39:11,281
with his wife he pictures me
giving head to someone else.
528
00:39:11,282 --> 00:39:15,652
- [Bud] What does he picture
when he's cumming with you?
529
00:39:15,653 --> 00:39:18,955
- His wife getting
gang banged of course.
530
00:39:18,956 --> 00:39:20,691
- And this is normal?
531
00:39:24,929 --> 00:39:26,830
- I'm afraid it's
more normal than
532
00:39:26,831 --> 00:39:30,066
any of us are willing to admit.
533
00:39:30,067 --> 00:39:33,738
♪ I'm bleeding and laughing
534
00:39:36,907 --> 00:39:39,910
♪ Naked and walking
535
00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:49,720
♪ Favorite drinking buddy
536
00:39:54,725 --> 00:39:57,895
♪ Brother and brother
537
00:39:59,663 --> 00:40:01,899
(scraping)
538
00:40:24,722 --> 00:40:27,958
♪ Neighbors and logons
539
00:40:29,660 --> 00:40:32,496
(water splashing)
540
00:40:41,439 --> 00:40:44,108
♪ And blessings
541
00:40:50,514 --> 00:40:53,584
♪ Brother oh brother
542
00:41:02,059 --> 00:41:05,329
- Do you mind if I
take my clothes off?
543
00:41:08,098 --> 00:41:09,499
- Be my guest.
544
00:41:09,500 --> 00:41:12,570
♪ Please I'm waiting
545
00:42:32,883 --> 00:42:35,119
(clapping)
546
00:42:37,588 --> 00:42:39,155
Impressive.
547
00:42:39,156 --> 00:42:43,459
- That would be part
of Mr. Chang's fantasy.
548
00:42:43,460 --> 00:42:45,695
- [Bud] Another
of your regulars?
549
00:42:45,696 --> 00:42:49,499
- The first and third
Saturday of the month.
550
00:42:49,500 --> 00:42:52,670
- [Bud] What else
does Mr. Chang like?
551
00:42:54,204 --> 00:42:55,773
- To toss my salad.
552
00:42:57,508 --> 00:42:59,610
- God, and you like this?
553
00:43:02,313 --> 00:43:05,949
- If I don't like it
I'm not in control.
554
00:43:05,950 --> 00:43:08,418
- Okay so you talk
yourself into...
555
00:43:08,419 --> 00:43:12,356
- I enjoy the pleasure
he gets out of doing it.
556
00:43:13,724 --> 00:43:17,160
After I undress I'm to
kneel on the edge of the bed
557
00:43:17,161 --> 00:43:20,196
with my knees spread at
least 24 inches apart.
558
00:43:20,197 --> 00:43:21,197
- [Bud] Specific.
559
00:43:21,198 --> 00:43:23,299
- It's all in the details.
560
00:43:23,300 --> 00:43:25,501
I mean you've visualized out
the fantasy so many times
561
00:43:25,502 --> 00:43:29,006
in your head, it's
what you're paying for.
562
00:43:30,674 --> 00:43:33,876
My shoulders have to be
down touching the bed.
563
00:43:33,877 --> 00:43:38,048
I can't speak, I can only
breath heavily or whimper.
564
00:43:39,416 --> 00:43:40,717
- [Bud] Whimper?
565
00:43:40,718 --> 00:43:42,720
- [Daphne] If I have to.
566
00:43:44,588 --> 00:43:45,588
- And he...
567
00:43:46,690 --> 00:43:50,360
- That's it, I mean
that's all he wants.
568
00:43:50,361 --> 00:43:52,595
- Maybe that's enough.
569
00:43:52,596 --> 00:43:55,766
- For him I really
believe that it is.
570
00:43:58,736 --> 00:44:00,703
(laughs)
571
00:44:00,704 --> 00:44:01,505
- What is it?
572
00:44:01,506 --> 00:44:03,306
- [Daphne] Nothing.
573
00:44:03,307 --> 00:44:07,143
- [Bud] Come on what could
possibly be embarrassing now?
574
00:44:07,144 --> 00:44:08,144
- Oh this.
575
00:44:12,383 --> 00:44:13,383
Alright.
576
00:44:14,551 --> 00:44:17,286
After our first time he
told me I tasted like
577
00:44:17,287 --> 00:44:19,455
sweet and sour chicken.
578
00:44:19,456 --> 00:44:22,358
(laughs)
579
00:44:22,359 --> 00:44:24,827
- Tastes just like
chicken (laughs).
580
00:44:24,828 --> 00:44:25,729
- It's not funny.
581
00:44:25,730 --> 00:44:26,730
- I'm sorry.
582
00:44:28,065 --> 00:44:30,734
- I haven't eaten Chinese since.
583
00:44:31,802 --> 00:44:33,536
I used to love Chinese.
584
00:44:33,537 --> 00:44:35,939
(rock music)
585
00:44:58,095 --> 00:45:02,199
♪ A Summer's worth of bottle
rocket battles in one weekend
586
00:45:03,901 --> 00:45:05,368
♪ We've been at
each other's throats
587
00:45:05,369 --> 00:45:09,872
♪ And you leave right on cue
588
00:45:09,873 --> 00:45:14,044
♪ This disappearing act gets
older every time you tweak it
589
00:45:15,279 --> 00:45:17,413
♪ And the only person
you can really change
590
00:45:17,414 --> 00:45:21,217
♪ These days is you
591
00:45:21,218 --> 00:45:24,353
♪ And it was once
before you noticed
592
00:45:24,354 --> 00:45:27,290
♪ And twice before I cared
593
00:45:27,291 --> 00:45:28,225
♪ Three times and
594
00:45:28,226 --> 00:45:30,728
Hi this is Britney, you called?
595
00:45:31,795 --> 00:45:32,795
Really?
596
00:45:34,498 --> 00:45:36,499
(door bell ringing)
597
00:45:36,500 --> 00:45:39,569
♪ And twice before you share
598
00:45:39,570 --> 00:45:43,741
♪ But this time let's get
this over with right here
599
00:45:45,476 --> 00:45:47,677
♪ Now, you don't
really want nobody
600
00:45:47,678 --> 00:45:50,012
♪ Knowing what you're thinking
601
00:45:50,013 --> 00:45:52,182
- I like this room, comfy.
602
00:45:55,652 --> 00:45:57,653
- Wouldn't you ah,
603
00:45:57,654 --> 00:45:59,822
wouldn't you prefer the bedroom?
604
00:45:59,823 --> 00:46:03,292
- You'll have a much
better time in here.
605
00:46:03,293 --> 00:46:04,293
- I will?
606
00:46:07,197 --> 00:46:08,198
- I promise.
607
00:46:10,934 --> 00:46:13,370
- Don't you wanna talk first?
608
00:46:14,805 --> 00:46:15,873
- Talk later.
609
00:46:17,407 --> 00:46:21,477
Right now we're gonna
play around of snap.
610
00:46:21,478 --> 00:46:25,314
You wanna pick a bracelet
and pull it really hard.
611
00:46:25,315 --> 00:46:27,283
- But what if I break it?
612
00:46:27,284 --> 00:46:28,584
- You win.
613
00:46:28,585 --> 00:46:30,286
- What do I win?
614
00:46:30,287 --> 00:46:33,557
- Depends on the
color of the bracelet.
615
00:46:35,526 --> 00:46:37,493
- Blue is my favorite color.
616
00:46:37,494 --> 00:46:38,494
- Mine too.
617
00:46:40,597 --> 00:46:41,998
Hard.
618
00:46:41,999 --> 00:46:44,834
(snaps)
(cries out)
619
00:46:44,835 --> 00:46:48,004
- I've never won
anything before.
620
00:46:48,005 --> 00:46:49,173
What do I get?
621
00:46:50,541 --> 00:46:51,608
- You'll see.
622
00:47:01,285 --> 00:47:02,552
- I like this game.
623
00:47:02,553 --> 00:47:05,555
(ominous music)
624
00:47:05,556 --> 00:47:08,224
- What's, what's brown for?
625
00:47:08,225 --> 00:47:10,526
- That would be Mr.
Chang's favorite.
626
00:47:10,527 --> 00:47:12,562
(laughs)
627
00:47:12,563 --> 00:47:13,564
- Um, green?
628
00:47:14,598 --> 00:47:15,765
- Dining at the Y.
629
00:47:15,766 --> 00:47:16,600
- Ohh.
630
00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:17,434
- Love that one.
631
00:47:17,434 --> 00:47:18,434
- Oh yeah.
632
00:47:19,503 --> 00:47:20,370
Black.
633
00:47:20,371 --> 00:47:21,637
- Sex.
634
00:47:21,638 --> 00:47:22,972
- [Bud] Penis vagina sex.
635
00:47:22,973 --> 00:47:24,106
- We've been through this.
636
00:47:24,107 --> 00:47:24,975
It's the only kind.
637
00:47:24,975 --> 00:47:25,975
- Right.
638
00:47:28,412 --> 00:47:32,149
And please inform me
which are the safe ones?
639
00:47:33,483 --> 00:47:37,753
- Well orange you know,
yellow's hug, red is lap dance.
640
00:47:37,754 --> 00:47:38,754
- Oh okay.
641
00:47:39,957 --> 00:47:43,360
So you never take them
off during a call?
642
00:47:44,795 --> 00:47:48,232
- They're the source
of my secret powers.
643
00:47:51,902 --> 00:47:54,904
Is there anything else you
would like to know Mr. Drake?
644
00:47:54,905 --> 00:47:57,074
- [Bud] Please it's Buddy.
645
00:47:58,609 --> 00:48:00,243
- Is that your real name?
646
00:48:00,244 --> 00:48:01,510
- Why?
647
00:48:01,511 --> 00:48:02,778
- I don't know you just
don't seem like a Buddy.
648
00:48:02,779 --> 00:48:05,314
- Well you don't
seem like a Britney.
649
00:48:05,315 --> 00:48:08,417
- No but it works for the job.
650
00:48:08,418 --> 00:48:11,287
Conjures up the right images.
651
00:48:11,288 --> 00:48:15,459
- Well Britney my real name
is Nicholas Drake Junior.
652
00:48:20,430 --> 00:48:22,099
- That's not so bad.
653
00:48:24,835 --> 00:48:27,837
- I hated being called
Junior as a kid so
654
00:48:27,838 --> 00:48:30,106
told everyone to call me Buddy.
655
00:48:30,107 --> 00:48:32,609
(eerie music)
656
00:48:54,698 --> 00:48:58,869
You know what I think that's
what I miss the most, kissing.
657
00:49:04,641 --> 00:49:07,243
- You haven't kissed anyone?
658
00:49:07,244 --> 00:49:08,745
- Not since Sarah.
659
00:49:09,813 --> 00:49:12,316
- [Daphne] That's a long time.
660
00:49:24,594 --> 00:49:26,596
(snaps)
661
00:49:57,861 --> 00:49:59,028
Enjoy the show?
662
00:49:59,029 --> 00:50:02,265
- I just needed to
know it was really you.
663
00:50:03,900 --> 00:50:05,736
- And now that you do?
664
00:50:11,608 --> 00:50:13,510
(taps)
665
00:50:22,019 --> 00:50:24,187
Do you like looking at me?
666
00:50:25,589 --> 00:50:28,858
- [Nicholas] More
than I want to admit.
667
00:50:28,859 --> 00:50:33,030
- You can admit it all you
want, no one will know.
668
00:50:39,469 --> 00:50:42,271
- [Nicholas] You
have beautiful hands.
669
00:50:42,272 --> 00:50:46,475
- I'm sure that's exactly
what you like looking at.
670
00:50:46,476 --> 00:50:49,146
- [Nicholas] Among other things.
671
00:50:55,585 --> 00:50:58,087
I wish you were a little...
672
00:50:58,088 --> 00:50:59,489
- [Daphne] Older?
673
00:51:00,924 --> 00:51:03,492
- [Nicholas] It sounds like
you've heard that one before.
674
00:51:03,493 --> 00:51:05,761
- [Daphne] Yeah it's
right up there with
675
00:51:05,762 --> 00:51:07,363
if only I weren't married
then things would be
676
00:51:07,364 --> 00:51:09,132
completely different.
677
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:13,936
- [Nicholas] And I wouldn't
like looking at you anymore.
678
00:51:13,937 --> 00:51:16,739
- [Daphne] No you'd probably
still like looking at me
679
00:51:16,740 --> 00:51:18,007
but...
680
00:51:18,008 --> 00:51:21,410
♪ Just watched as
she turned around
681
00:51:21,411 --> 00:51:25,014
♪ But I can't feel down
682
00:51:25,015 --> 00:51:29,186
♪ Cause I'm already
scraping the bottom
683
00:51:33,723 --> 00:51:36,358
♪ And it's lonely down here
684
00:51:36,359 --> 00:51:37,294
(banging)
685
00:51:37,295 --> 00:51:39,695
♪ And I can't stop the fear
686
00:51:39,696 --> 00:51:43,867
♪ Reliving all these
moments one by one
687
00:51:47,137 --> 00:51:51,308
♪ Scene by scene
over and over again
688
00:51:54,311 --> 00:51:57,814
♪ I just want this to end
689
00:52:00,650 --> 00:52:04,387
♪ I can't believe this is me
690
00:52:06,356 --> 00:52:09,526
♪ So I'm walking away
691
00:52:14,264 --> 00:52:18,435
♪ I didn't have
anything left to say
692
00:52:24,474 --> 00:52:28,411
♪ I couldn't tell you if I did
693
00:52:29,312 --> 00:52:32,148
♪ But I can't feel down
694
00:52:32,149 --> 00:52:33,750
I almost quit once.
695
00:52:36,920 --> 00:52:39,288
There's a millionaires boys
club run out of a hotel
696
00:52:39,289 --> 00:52:43,859
in Manchester, the
president of Grove Aircraft
697
00:52:43,860 --> 00:52:46,061
and like everyone
important who works there,
698
00:52:46,062 --> 00:52:48,732
all men, all white, all married,
699
00:52:49,900 --> 00:52:52,936
they meet Saturday
nights to play cards.
700
00:52:54,471 --> 00:52:56,540
- And do they play cards.
701
00:52:58,008 --> 00:53:00,075
- Yeah but they also have
three or four girls waiting
702
00:53:00,076 --> 00:53:01,444
in as many rooms.
703
00:53:03,246 --> 00:53:04,580
Everyone just takes turns
704
00:53:04,581 --> 00:53:07,984
or does whatever
they're in the mood for.
705
00:53:18,562 --> 00:53:22,431
It was the most I
ever made at one time
706
00:53:22,432 --> 00:53:25,401
and they've called
me every week since
707
00:53:25,402 --> 00:53:27,404
but I can't do it again.
708
00:53:28,572 --> 00:53:30,340
- [Nicholas] Why not?
709
00:53:31,775 --> 00:53:35,412
- It was the only time that
I ever felt like a whore.
710
00:53:43,587 --> 00:53:46,622
It was like a frat
party for 50 year olds
711
00:53:46,623 --> 00:53:48,757
not one of them like
women or even sex
712
00:53:48,758 --> 00:53:51,827
it was all about high fiving,
713
00:53:51,828 --> 00:53:55,999
bragging to your friends
about some hot piece of ass.
714
00:53:56,900 --> 00:53:59,868
- But if that's the fantasy.
715
00:53:59,869 --> 00:54:02,639
If that's what
they're paying for.
716
00:54:04,274 --> 00:54:08,278
- I know but it didn't
turn me on, it was gross.
717
00:54:12,115 --> 00:54:16,952
- Well Chang doesn't really
turn you on either does he?
718
00:54:16,953 --> 00:54:20,890
- I like Mr. Chang, he's
gentle and respectful.
719
00:54:22,993 --> 00:54:25,295
His enthusiasm is admirable.
720
00:54:27,998 --> 00:54:32,168
And with Mr. Chang it's not
about bragging it's about, need.
721
00:54:34,271 --> 00:54:35,271
- Need?
722
00:54:36,072 --> 00:54:37,072
- Yeah.
723
00:54:38,842 --> 00:54:41,744
Just like you need to eat
your pizza every Monday night
724
00:54:41,745 --> 00:54:43,412
Mr. Chang needs to eat my ass.
725
00:54:43,413 --> 00:54:45,080
(laughs)
726
00:54:45,081 --> 00:54:46,516
- Simple as that.
727
00:54:48,118 --> 00:54:51,954
- If he could do it to his
wife, I'm sure that he would.
728
00:54:51,955 --> 00:54:54,291
- You honestly believe that?
729
00:54:56,226 --> 00:54:58,161
- I wanna believe that.
730
00:54:59,329 --> 00:55:00,563
- Want or need?
731
00:55:07,671 --> 00:55:09,872
- Do you remember Zack?
732
00:55:09,873 --> 00:55:14,009
- Yeah vaguely, tall, skinny
kid you were hanging out with
733
00:55:14,010 --> 00:55:16,578
last summer, you
introduced me once,
734
00:55:16,579 --> 00:55:17,981
he seemed polite.
735
00:55:22,786 --> 00:55:23,987
- Very polite.
736
00:55:27,691 --> 00:55:30,626
You wanna talk
about getting hurt.
737
00:55:30,627 --> 00:55:32,295
- You don't have to.
738
00:55:33,563 --> 00:55:37,499
- No, I've never told
anyone why we broke up.
739
00:55:37,500 --> 00:55:40,437
- Well your secret
is safe with me.
740
00:55:47,844 --> 00:55:50,279
- So my parents were
away for the weekend
741
00:55:50,280 --> 00:55:53,350
and Zack was going
to stay overnight.
742
00:55:54,818 --> 00:55:58,520
We'd been together for like a
year and a half at that point,
743
00:55:58,521 --> 00:56:00,456
but this would be the first
time we'd get to spend
744
00:56:00,457 --> 00:56:01,991
the night together.
745
00:56:03,426 --> 00:56:07,163
We were fooling around
it was pretty intense,
746
00:56:09,032 --> 00:56:13,335
we'd been having sex for
awhile at this point,
747
00:56:13,336 --> 00:56:17,239
he was my first, my
first everything.
748
00:56:17,240 --> 00:56:19,441
- Your first kiss?
749
00:56:19,442 --> 00:56:22,811
- I think he was the first boy
who ever wanted to kiss me.
750
00:56:22,812 --> 00:56:25,315
- But a high school boy right?
751
00:56:26,249 --> 00:56:28,317
- My first weed whacker.
752
00:56:28,318 --> 00:56:31,421
I didn't know any
better at the time.
753
00:56:33,623 --> 00:56:36,725
Anyways I really wanted this
night to be special you know,
754
00:56:36,726 --> 00:56:40,630
do something wild,
something he'd never forget,
755
00:56:42,999 --> 00:56:45,200
so I turned onto my stomach
756
00:56:45,201 --> 00:56:48,805
and I asked him if he
wanted to experiment.
757
00:56:51,608 --> 00:56:53,443
- Experiment, meaning?
758
00:56:56,913 --> 00:56:59,581
- We'd just seen
Last Tango in Paris.
759
00:56:59,582 --> 00:57:01,751
(chuckles)
760
00:57:05,321 --> 00:57:08,090
And he sat up and he asked why
761
00:57:08,091 --> 00:57:10,994
and he got all like
red in the face
762
00:57:12,429 --> 00:57:16,565
and I don't know it was like
there was something wrong with
763
00:57:16,566 --> 00:57:20,335
me for even thinking about it
or something, I don't know.
764
00:57:20,336 --> 00:57:24,507
- Maybe you're not supposed
to figure out the fantasy?
765
00:57:28,478 --> 00:57:29,478
- Maybe.
766
00:57:31,815 --> 00:57:34,149
He said that only sluts did that
767
00:57:34,150 --> 00:57:36,084
and he wasn't dating a slut.
768
00:57:36,085 --> 00:57:37,754
- Ouf, that's harsh.
769
00:57:40,190 --> 00:57:42,057
- It gets better.
770
00:57:42,058 --> 00:57:44,894
He got up and got
dressed and left
771
00:57:47,797 --> 00:57:51,534
and I don't know he
never talked to me again.
772
00:58:01,344 --> 00:58:04,914
I mean, I just, I don't
get it I don't know
773
00:58:05,949 --> 00:58:08,017
what I did that was so...
774
00:58:11,588 --> 00:58:15,091
- You stripped away
all his secret powers.
775
00:58:20,997 --> 00:58:21,997
- Right.
776
00:58:24,100 --> 00:58:27,302
It's okay to fantasize
about me being a slut
777
00:58:27,303 --> 00:58:30,139
but definitely
can't act like one.
778
00:58:34,143 --> 00:58:37,145
♪ Inside for days
and days and days
779
00:58:37,146 --> 00:58:38,146
Whatever.
780
00:58:39,415 --> 00:58:44,219
♪ You missed the
flowers, all the chain
781
00:58:44,220 --> 00:58:48,891
♪ Now it's gray
and you are still
782
00:58:48,892 --> 00:58:52,928
♪ You know it always passes on
783
00:58:52,929 --> 00:58:56,933
♪ Come on, come on it passes on
784
00:58:58,234 --> 00:59:02,971
♪ The little
sunshine in your hair
785
00:59:02,972 --> 00:59:07,476
♪ Work it out, work
it out out there
786
00:59:07,477 --> 00:59:11,648
♪ Go outside you'll
feel much better
787
00:59:12,849 --> 00:59:16,786
♪ Inside for days
hiding in shelter
788
00:59:18,855 --> 00:59:23,026
♪ Love your bedroom oh
so dark I know it's hard
789
00:59:27,864 --> 00:59:30,767
♪ I know it's hard
790
00:59:37,473 --> 00:59:40,342
Zack used to do
this weird thing.
791
00:59:40,343 --> 00:59:43,579
He'd be at my house we'd
say goodnight, he'd leave
792
00:59:43,580 --> 00:59:46,448
and then like 13 minutes
and some seconds later
793
00:59:46,449 --> 00:59:50,519
he'd call just to let me
know he'd made it home.
794
00:59:50,520 --> 00:59:53,288
He always wanted to let me
know everything was okay
795
00:59:53,289 --> 00:59:55,858
without my asking, I miss that.
796
01:00:02,999 --> 01:00:05,501
- Did Zack like to exaggerate?
797
01:00:22,485 --> 01:00:25,655
First day of my
sophomore year at Yale
798
01:00:29,025 --> 01:00:32,095
my schedule was a
disaster, you know,
799
01:00:33,529 --> 01:00:38,033
I'm thinking that this semester
is gonna be pure torture.
800
01:00:38,034 --> 01:00:42,205
I get back to my dorm room and
I can't find the fucking key,
801
01:00:45,575 --> 01:00:48,510
I don't even remember
my roommate's name,
802
01:00:48,511 --> 01:00:52,080
now I'm locked out with
like a dollar in my wallet
803
01:00:52,081 --> 01:00:55,184
the day cannot
possibly get any worse
804
01:00:56,619 --> 01:01:01,223
and that's when the music
started blaring from this room
805
01:01:01,224 --> 01:01:02,558
across the hall.
806
01:01:03,993 --> 01:01:07,562
So I'm about to go pound
on the door you know like
807
01:01:07,563 --> 01:01:11,567
turn that crap down please,
I'm having a bad day
808
01:01:13,603 --> 01:01:17,807
but I don't know something
in the song that was playing
809
01:01:20,376 --> 01:01:24,447
just caught my attention
so instead I took a seat
810
01:01:29,619 --> 01:01:32,522
out in the hall,
my back to my door
811
01:01:35,425 --> 01:01:39,595
and just started to listen
really listen you know.
812
01:01:49,872 --> 01:01:54,043
11 songs, 33 minutes and I
don't know some 29 seconds later
813
01:01:56,446 --> 01:02:00,550
the albums over and I had
no idea who the band was
814
01:02:04,620 --> 01:02:07,489
or if I'd ever get
a chance to find out
815
01:02:07,490 --> 01:02:10,426
but here I was
sitting on the floor
816
01:02:13,563 --> 01:02:17,734
in my sophomore dorm having
a life changing experience.
817
01:02:23,740 --> 01:02:27,910
So after I don't know 10
minutes of absolute silence
818
01:02:32,081 --> 01:02:34,517
I stood finally and headed...
819
01:02:35,685 --> 01:02:38,954
well I don't know
where I was heading
820
01:02:38,955 --> 01:02:41,958
but the door opened
and this girl...
821
01:02:48,331 --> 01:02:49,832
She was beautiful.
822
01:02:53,636 --> 01:02:55,704
But not just beautiful
there was something else
823
01:02:55,705 --> 01:02:59,876
I felt like you know, I knew
I'd never seen her before
824
01:03:01,144 --> 01:03:03,312
but I felt somehow like...
825
01:03:05,815 --> 01:03:09,518
Like I recognized her, you
know like she'd always been
826
01:03:09,519 --> 01:03:11,954
there in the back of my mind.
827
01:03:17,860 --> 01:03:22,031
Anyway it turns out she's been
watching me the whole time
828
01:03:24,333 --> 01:03:26,102
through the peephole.
829
01:03:31,307 --> 01:03:34,243
She invited me in
and I never left.
830
01:03:50,827 --> 01:03:53,429
- Does it get easier over time?
831
01:03:57,533 --> 01:03:58,533
- What?
832
01:03:59,302 --> 01:04:01,404
- Losing someone you love.
833
01:04:03,306 --> 01:04:04,306
- No.
834
01:04:05,474 --> 01:04:06,474
- Great.
835
01:04:08,878 --> 01:04:12,714
- Well I could lie
and tell you it does
836
01:04:12,715 --> 01:04:15,785
but that hasn't been
the case for me.
837
01:04:21,190 --> 01:04:23,725
- Zack would never talk about
his ex girlfriend even when
838
01:04:23,726 --> 01:04:27,897
I'd ask, he'd just close up
and say it didn't matter.
839
01:04:29,365 --> 01:04:31,800
- They always matter.
840
01:04:31,801 --> 01:04:35,170
- Yeah I found out later
from a friend that his
841
01:04:35,171 --> 01:04:39,342
ex girlfriend partied a lot and
cheated on him all the time.
842
01:04:41,944 --> 01:04:43,678
- Was her name Britney?
843
01:04:43,679 --> 01:04:47,850
- She went to a Catholic school
and had really rich parents.
844
01:04:49,352 --> 01:04:51,921
- Pleasure to meet you Britney.
845
01:04:53,089 --> 01:04:55,791
- I never would've
cheated on him.
846
01:04:57,493 --> 01:04:59,161
- Sure you would've.
847
01:05:03,366 --> 01:05:04,633
- No I don't...
848
01:05:04,634 --> 01:05:07,303
- He was your first, everything.
849
01:05:08,738 --> 01:05:12,842
One day you would've
wondered what it was like to
850
01:05:14,610 --> 01:05:16,545
kiss someone else to...
851
01:05:19,548 --> 01:05:22,985
- Just to like be with
someone different?
852
01:05:24,887 --> 01:05:27,123
Whether it mattered or not.
853
01:05:28,925 --> 01:05:30,760
- Something like that.
854
01:05:34,363 --> 01:05:37,366
- So it wouldn't
have lasted anyway.
855
01:05:40,069 --> 01:05:44,240
- Look men are threatened by
sexually aggressive women.
856
01:05:49,145 --> 01:05:52,213
- But isn't that the
whole porno fantasy?
857
01:05:52,214 --> 01:05:56,851
- Well you know it's one
thing to watch someone else
858
01:05:56,852 --> 01:06:00,957
doing it on video or to think
about the possibilities but...
859
01:06:06,329 --> 01:06:07,329
- But?
860
01:06:09,598 --> 01:06:12,768
- We're frightened
by those fantasies.
861
01:06:13,936 --> 01:06:15,870
- But you would think
that the person you date
862
01:06:15,871 --> 01:06:20,042
or I don't know would be someone
you could experiment with,
863
01:06:21,844 --> 01:06:26,015
have fun with not hide from
them who you really are.
864
01:06:27,149 --> 01:06:30,418
- I'm not so sure our
fantasies honestly
865
01:06:30,419 --> 01:06:32,087
reflect who we really are.
866
01:06:32,088 --> 01:06:33,589
- I think they do.
867
01:06:35,858 --> 01:06:37,993
And anyway that's probably
why they're so scary
868
01:06:37,994 --> 01:06:39,095
to all of us.
869
01:06:45,735 --> 01:06:48,237
What about with you and Sarah?
870
01:06:54,877 --> 01:06:57,646
- In the beginning
it was amazing
871
01:07:03,219 --> 01:07:05,287
but then time stepped in.
872
01:07:11,193 --> 01:07:12,862
- That's depressing.
873
01:07:15,865 --> 01:07:16,932
- It happens.
874
01:07:19,668 --> 01:07:23,839
A little bit of a fuck you that
makes the days seem endless.
875
01:07:27,443 --> 01:07:31,614
♪ No one left here to
love or care for me
876
01:07:37,119 --> 01:07:41,023
♪ They've flown off to the sky
877
01:07:46,362 --> 01:07:50,533
♪ Feelin' lonely
so lonely, so blue
878
01:07:55,504 --> 01:07:58,441
♪ I would leave to
879
01:07:59,341 --> 01:08:02,177
♪ They wouldn't want me to
880
01:08:02,178 --> 01:08:04,680
(eerie music)
881
01:08:12,721 --> 01:08:15,356
Are many of your
clients married?
882
01:08:15,357 --> 01:08:17,359
- Um I'd say about half.
883
01:08:19,728 --> 01:08:22,397
- That bother you at all?
884
01:08:22,398 --> 01:08:23,399
- Should it?
885
01:08:25,034 --> 01:08:27,602
- I honestly don't know.
886
01:08:27,603 --> 01:08:30,039
- I mean I'm not the problem.
887
01:08:31,540 --> 01:08:35,311
- I'm sure, many of the
wives would disagree.
888
01:08:36,812 --> 01:08:38,880
- Only because they don't
wanna take responsibility
889
01:08:38,881 --> 01:08:42,684
for the problems in
their own marriages.
890
01:08:42,685 --> 01:08:46,856
- But if you weren't selling
this school girl fantasy
891
01:08:50,826 --> 01:08:54,162
maybe the husbands would
never have strayed.
892
01:08:54,163 --> 01:08:57,399
- But the husbands
came looking for me.
893
01:08:58,267 --> 01:08:59,701
- So that's what you'd say
894
01:08:59,702 --> 01:09:02,638
if confronted by
one of their wives?
895
01:09:04,907 --> 01:09:09,078
- I'd tell her that for an
hour I made her husband feel
896
01:09:10,746 --> 01:09:12,748
a little bit less alone.
897
01:09:19,622 --> 01:09:23,125
- Would you tell her
how he made you feel?
898
01:09:49,618 --> 01:09:53,789
♪ December 31st, 11:59
I think I'm happy now
899
01:09:57,593 --> 01:10:00,295
♪ At least from time to time
900
01:10:00,296 --> 01:10:02,931
♪ I had to let it go
901
01:10:02,932 --> 01:10:05,633
♪ I had to let it slip
902
01:10:05,634 --> 01:10:08,236
♪ Funny how it all works out
903
01:10:08,237 --> 01:10:10,872
♪ When you've given up on it
904
01:10:10,873 --> 01:10:13,575
♪ Rooftops and stars above
905
01:10:13,576 --> 01:10:16,277
♪ The smell of cold dead leaves
906
01:10:16,278 --> 01:10:18,880
♪ Our skin was all in knots
907
01:10:18,881 --> 01:10:21,549
♪ You were moving under me
908
01:10:21,550 --> 01:10:24,319
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
909
01:10:24,320 --> 01:10:26,854
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
910
01:10:26,855 --> 01:10:29,490
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
911
01:10:29,491 --> 01:10:33,495
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
912
01:10:37,132 --> 01:10:39,568
♪ I want you
913
01:10:46,842 --> 01:10:49,578
♪ Oh, I want you
914
01:10:53,716 --> 01:10:56,986
♪ December 31st, 11:59
915
01:10:58,954 --> 01:11:01,589
♪ Come a little closer girl
916
01:11:01,590 --> 01:11:04,259
♪ It's time to rise and shine
917
01:11:04,260 --> 01:11:06,828
♪ I had to let it go
918
01:11:06,829 --> 01:11:09,597
♪ We had to let it slip
919
01:11:09,598 --> 01:11:12,200
♪ Funny how it all works out
920
01:11:12,201 --> 01:11:14,036
- What would you do if
921
01:11:15,204 --> 01:11:19,040
one of your regulars
fell in love with you?
922
01:11:19,041 --> 01:11:21,043
- I wouldn't wanna know.
923
01:11:22,177 --> 01:11:24,847
- But you admit
that it's possible?
924
01:11:27,349 --> 01:11:28,349
- Perhaps.
925
01:11:34,923 --> 01:11:38,827
- Could you ever fall in
love with one of them?
926
01:11:43,265 --> 01:11:44,265
- Yes.
927
01:11:50,506 --> 01:11:53,175
♪ Oh I want you
928
01:11:57,780 --> 01:12:00,348
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
929
01:12:00,349 --> 01:12:02,984
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
930
01:12:02,985 --> 01:12:05,553
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
931
01:12:05,554 --> 01:12:08,356
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
932
01:12:08,357 --> 01:12:10,925
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
933
01:12:10,926 --> 01:12:13,628
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
934
01:12:13,629 --> 01:12:16,297
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
935
01:12:16,298 --> 01:12:19,000
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
936
01:12:19,001 --> 01:12:21,669
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
937
01:12:21,670 --> 01:12:24,339
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
938
01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:27,008
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
939
01:12:27,009 --> 01:12:29,577
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
940
01:12:29,578 --> 01:12:32,347
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
941
01:12:32,348 --> 01:12:34,916
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
942
01:12:34,917 --> 01:12:37,685
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
943
01:12:37,686 --> 01:12:42,290
♪ Cars and history turn to rust
944
01:12:42,291 --> 01:12:43,791
- I can't do this.
945
01:12:43,792 --> 01:12:45,461
- Of course you can.
946
01:12:47,329 --> 01:12:49,864
- No you don't understand.
947
01:12:49,865 --> 01:12:51,466
I've known you my whole life.
948
01:12:51,467 --> 01:12:52,801
- It'll be okay.
949
01:13:03,278 --> 01:13:05,047
What does clear mean?
950
01:13:06,148 --> 01:13:08,984
(camera clicking)
951
01:13:10,052 --> 01:13:12,554
(eerie music)
952
01:13:45,053 --> 01:13:45,921
(clicks)
953
01:13:45,922 --> 01:13:48,590
(gentle music)
954
01:13:58,467 --> 01:14:00,468
- Clear means I'll do anything.
955
01:14:00,469 --> 01:14:01,636
(phone ringing)
956
01:14:01,637 --> 01:14:03,705
(clicks)
957
01:14:09,378 --> 01:14:10,378
What?
958
01:14:15,350 --> 01:14:17,352
Lie back on the pillows.
959
01:14:18,787 --> 01:14:22,491
- Hello I'd like to make an
appointment with Britney.
960
01:14:34,036 --> 01:14:38,306
- I used to have the
biggest crush on you.
961
01:14:38,307 --> 01:14:39,975
- I never knew that.
962
01:14:41,143 --> 01:14:42,710
- I used to shut off
the lights in my room
963
01:14:42,711 --> 01:14:45,547
and just watch you
for like hours.
964
01:14:48,617 --> 01:14:51,286
You'd just sit there not moving.
965
01:14:54,122 --> 01:14:56,057
- When was this?
966
01:14:56,058 --> 01:14:57,626
- Oh seventh grade.
967
01:15:00,829 --> 01:15:03,764
Somehow I got it in my head that
968
01:15:03,765 --> 01:15:05,433
you never dated
anyone after Sarah
969
01:15:05,434 --> 01:15:08,103
because you were waiting for me.
970
01:15:13,575 --> 01:15:15,010
- I was so angry.
971
01:15:17,613 --> 01:15:19,247
- Because she walked out on you.
972
01:15:19,248 --> 01:15:21,416
(banging)
973
01:15:25,320 --> 01:15:26,989
- I lacked ambition,
974
01:15:32,227 --> 01:15:36,398
I was content in my little
house with my little job
975
01:15:41,103 --> 01:15:44,606
and my little wife, I
thought I was happy.
976
01:15:49,578 --> 01:15:50,578
- Were you?
977
01:15:53,415 --> 01:15:56,351
- It sure felt like
it at the time.
978
01:16:06,061 --> 01:16:07,061
- And now?
979
01:16:12,901 --> 01:16:17,072
- This is my way of dealing
with all that happiness.
980
01:16:19,641 --> 01:16:22,243
- What makes you
think I would do that?
981
01:16:22,244 --> 01:16:25,414
- I need you to do
this for me Daphne.
982
01:16:29,851 --> 01:16:32,688
I need to stop
thinking about her.
983
01:16:34,723 --> 01:16:35,723
- Why?
984
01:16:44,866 --> 01:16:45,866
When?
985
01:16:47,903 --> 01:16:49,738
- Exactly like I said.
986
01:17:03,118 --> 01:17:04,752
- I'm good with the details.
987
01:17:04,753 --> 01:17:07,255
(rock music)
988
01:17:15,897 --> 01:17:19,234
♪ So don't kid yourself
989
01:17:20,202 --> 01:17:22,638
(rock music)
990
01:17:30,112 --> 01:17:32,547
(gun firing)
991
01:18:19,428 --> 01:18:22,264
♪ All by yourself
992
01:18:25,067 --> 01:18:29,071
♪ A pity you must take it alone
993
01:18:30,138 --> 01:18:33,141
♪ With no one there
994
01:18:35,077 --> 01:18:39,247
♪ To help you through
these days and it's true
995
01:18:40,215 --> 01:18:43,218
♪ That no one cares
996
01:18:45,253 --> 01:18:50,191
♪ That there's no
savior coming for you
997
01:18:50,192 --> 01:18:53,462
♪ And you're so scared
998
01:18:55,197 --> 01:18:59,100
♪ That there's no
one to reach you
999
01:18:59,101 --> 01:19:03,205
♪ But maybe someday
soon you could be opened
1000
01:19:08,009 --> 01:19:11,178
♪ To something new
1001
01:19:11,179 --> 01:19:15,183
♪ And someone could comfort you
1002
01:19:16,284 --> 01:19:19,054
♪ But until then
1003
01:19:22,157 --> 01:19:26,328
♪ You're all by yourself
locked in your room
1004
01:19:31,099 --> 01:19:35,270
♪ In from the sun
without a friend
1005
01:19:38,607 --> 01:19:43,577
♪ No one to forgive
you all that you do
1006
01:19:43,578 --> 01:19:46,648
♪ And no one's there
1007
01:19:48,617 --> 01:19:53,521
♪ No ghost to
guide or govern you
1008
01:19:53,522 --> 01:19:56,525
♪ When no one cares
1009
01:19:58,560 --> 01:20:02,563
♪ When no one tries to reach you
1010
01:20:02,564 --> 01:20:06,735
♪ But maybe someday
you will know
1011
01:20:09,571 --> 01:20:13,074
♪ How much you have grown
1012
01:20:14,709 --> 01:20:18,713
♪ And what it means to be whole
1013
01:20:20,215 --> 01:20:22,717
♪ But for now
1014
01:20:29,724 --> 01:20:32,394
♪ You are alone
1015
01:20:42,804 --> 01:20:45,473
♪ You are alone
1016
01:20:53,081 --> 01:20:55,750
♪ You are alone
1017
01:21:02,924 --> 01:21:05,594
♪ You are alone
1018
01:21:13,501 --> 01:21:16,171
♪ You are alone
1019
01:21:23,712 --> 01:21:26,381
♪ You are alone
1020
01:21:32,087 --> 01:21:36,258
♪ The girl you hate
she loves you so
1021
01:21:38,126 --> 01:21:42,297
♪ She'd do anything
for you I know
1022
01:21:44,332 --> 01:21:49,236
♪ She sits and
stares so all alone
1023
01:21:49,237 --> 01:21:53,408
♪ Pulling out hairs
staring at the phone
1024
01:21:56,378 --> 01:22:00,515
♪ Why won't you call her
make her blue go away
1025
01:22:05,420 --> 01:22:08,590
♪ Don't you need her?
1026
01:22:09,524 --> 01:22:13,361
♪ She needs you night and day
1027
01:22:16,331 --> 01:22:20,502
♪ Just tell her if you
want her let her know
1028
01:22:27,375 --> 01:22:31,546
♪ Don't hurt her if
you love her show
1029
01:22:38,053 --> 01:22:42,223
♪ The girl you hate
she's so in love with you
1030
01:22:47,595 --> 01:22:51,766
♪ And this I know I
tell you it is true
1031
01:22:58,606 --> 01:23:02,711
♪ The girl you hate I bet
you love her don't you?
1032
01:23:10,919 --> 01:23:14,189
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