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[Agnes] Previously
on Forgive Me.
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[soft dramatic music]
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[Agnes] Oh, what
commit he sinned.
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What sin is that?
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Becoming pregnant.
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Using in-vitro, using a donor.
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Mmm, those are sins, yeah.
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Why?
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Why are they sins?
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What did Jesus ever say
about in-vitro fertilization?
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Well, nothing.
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I'm runnin' out of time
and I want to be a mother.
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Okay, I just want to be a mother
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and I cannot see
how that's a sin.
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Wanting to be a
mother is not a sin.
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I want you to see a doctor.
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What's the matter with him?
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Nothing.
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It's not just nightmares, it's,
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it's like waking nightmares.
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Waking dreams.
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[ominous music]
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So this is it right
here, this spot.
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What is it?
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It's a spot.
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Is it cancer?
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I have a mass in my head.
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What's it about?
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It's about two millimeters.
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[thumping]
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[ominous music]
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[heartbeat thumping]
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[singing in foreign language]
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[rap music playing background]
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[cage rattling loudly]
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Sorry.
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I've sinned.
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Okay.
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I feel like I know you.
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I feel the same way.
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[Priest] You do?
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When I see you, you know,
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up there doing your...
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You feel like you know me.
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You're staring.
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It's okay.
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There's not really a lot
else to look at in here.
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Duh.
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How long have you
been coming here?
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About three years.
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You haven't confessed before.
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I've been pretty good.
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I'm contemplating divorce.
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Well, um.
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I think that married people do.
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You know, it's, it's
part of deciding
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whether or not to
stay committed.
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But you gotta look at it,
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you gotta think about
what life would be like
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to not be married.
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I just don't want to
spend the rest of my life
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thinking I made a mistake.
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Me, neither.
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What? What?
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You mean you want to
go out and get laid
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by a bunch of different
people or something?
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You think that's
a more exciting,
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happy way to live?
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Yeah. [chuckles]
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I mean, those other things,
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that's not what
God wants for you
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and it's not even
what you think it is.
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It's not a way to be happy.
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Maybe I just haven't
found the right person yet.
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I just don't want to be lonely
for the rest of my life.
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Hey.
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Scares me to sometimes.
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If you don't want to be alone,
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why'd you become a priest?
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[inhaling sharply]
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[birds cawing and flapping]
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[door thudding softly]
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[soft dramatic music]
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[door clicking]
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[eerie whispering]
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He's awake.
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Good afternoon.
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How are you feeling?
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Huh.
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Better.
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You want some coffee?
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Juice?
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Yeah, juice, juice.
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John Dominic, can we
get some juice, please?
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Yes, of course.
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Do you need to change anything?
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When the doctor is here,
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I want you to listen
to her and don't be
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so damn obstinate.
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They can do more for you.
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Why won't you do the radiation?
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It makes everything worse.
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The side effects
are temporary.
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The cure is permanent.
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They make drugs
for side effects.
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There's every
chance you'll recover
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but only if you
do the radiation.
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It just makes it worse.
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[knocking]
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This is the doctor.
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I told her you were too
cranky to leave the house.
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[coughing]
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You still angry with me?
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Yeah.
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Good.
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Punishing me will give
you something to live for.
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Okay, here you go.
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Let's get you up a little bit.
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Nope, get rid of it.
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Fuzzy tongue dried out feeling.
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The doctor's here.
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[Father] Hello, Doctor.
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Call me Agnes.
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Okay, Fathers, let's give
them a little bit of privacy,
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shall we?
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[Father] Thanks for coming.
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My pleasure.
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They tell me you didn't
want to come back in.
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The surgery went well enough.
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We got all there could be got.
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In this situation,
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a good success.
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We'll target what's
left with radiation.
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That's what you're
gonna have to do
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if you want to
get clear of this.
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I'm not sure that's
what I should do.
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Surgery alone
doesn't usually do it.
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Your tumor grew really fast.
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It took me by surprise.
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I'm sorry about that,
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but you know I was just
messing with you when I said
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that your brain
tumor was God's will.
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I can be a real bitch.
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The sooner we start,
the better the results.
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I understand what
you want me to do.
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And I'm praying on it.
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I'll let you know,
but it was really nice
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of you to come here and tell me.
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I only came 'cause
I want to confess.
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Yeah.
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Forgive me Father,
for I have sinned.
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It's been...
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Awhile.
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It's okay.
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Go ahead.
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What's wrong?
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Everything.
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Everything you
said would happen,
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everything I was worried about.
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[sighing]
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I spoke out of turn.
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I didn't know when
you came to confess
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to the in-vitro you
were already pregnant.
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Because I didn't
tell you on purpose.
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I didn't need you
to censor yourself.
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I wanted to hear the
rule of the church,
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argue it.
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Everybody sins.
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The reasons you
do it, the better.
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Sinning out of love,
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wanting to be a mother,
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I don't think it's a
bad motivation to sin.
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Makes it not right, but
it's understandable.
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God doesn't understand.
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I believe he does.
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Are you gonna, I mean,
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I think you'd be a good mom.
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Right?
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Good provider.
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You already showed the
lengths you're willing
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to go to for your child.
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Too far.
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[sighing]
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It's twins.
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But one of them's
not gonna make it.
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Didn't make it.
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It's dead inside me.
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You're right, I was selfish.
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I don't think it's selfish.
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They told me it was
gonna be dangerous
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for someone my age.
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But you couldn't have known.
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Well, you knew.
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No, I didn't.
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Oh, tampering with God's will.
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Sure, okay, yeah, I mean,
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yeah, you did that, right?
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God isn't punishing you.
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Hey.
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He didn't punish you.
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Not on this earth.
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These, these things happen.
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It was risky.
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But the other baby,
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the other baby's okay.
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He's gonna be okay.
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But I'm sure you did
everything you could.
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I'm sure that you
did everything right.
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[Agnes] He is punishing me.
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No.
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No.
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I'm sorry you're hurting
so badly, but no.
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They were always different.
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One strong heartbeat,
one faint heartbeat.
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One big, one small.
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One taking all the nutrients.
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So what's gonna happen now?
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Are they gonna take it out?
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No.
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It's gonna dissolve.
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Be absorbed.
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It'll become nutrients
for the other one.
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I'm sorry.
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I can't even mourn it.
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It's not stillborn,
it's not a miscarriage.
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It's just vanishing.
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A vanishing twin.
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You are mourning it.
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Just stop feeling guilty.
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I'm scared.
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Of what?
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Of my vanishing
twin going to hell.
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It wasn't born, it
didn't need to repent.
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Agnes, Agnes.
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You can put your trust in God.
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He's loving.
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Your baby is with him.
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You baby's at peace,
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so you should feel
peace knowing that.
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Your baby did not go to hell.
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Are you sure?
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[Priest] Yeah.
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I feel like an idiot.
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I feel so prestigious.
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Why wouldn't you worry about
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your baby's eternal soul?
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Why won't you worry
about your own soul?
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Will I even be able
to love this baby
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that killed the other one?
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Yes.
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It's, it wasn't
the child's doing.
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You know that.
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That's not greed.
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It ate all the nutrients.
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He took all the food.
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I am sure that there is a more
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scientific explanation
than greed.
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I don't really give a shit
about science right now.
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It's not doing a
lot for me lately.
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Well, faith isn't gonna
monitor this brain tumor.
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Right now I need science
as much as I need faith.
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I mean, you're a doctor.
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You dedicate your
entire life to science
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and right now you need
faith, that's all.
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We need each other.
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Body and soul.
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10 years of medical school.
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All I could think is
God is punishing me.
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Did you think that
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when I showed you your scans?
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No. [chuckles]
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I thought you were punishing me.
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I was, a little.
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Sorry.
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I forgive you.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry I didn't
listen to you when
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you came to that confession.
279
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It's, ah,
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it's a terrible day.
281
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A bad day, but a
bad string of days.
282
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You know, eventually
you look back
283
00:15:47,808 --> 00:15:51,951
and you know that they changed
your life for the better.
284
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There's that.
285
00:15:58,474 --> 00:16:00,097
That lesson.
286
00:16:00,097 --> 00:16:04,239
I know all this pain that
you're going through,
287
00:16:04,239 --> 00:16:08,346
all this sadness, it's so
you can have that baby.
288
00:16:10,314 --> 00:16:11,798
When you have that kid,
289
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all that pain, it's gonna
hold a different place
290
00:16:13,593 --> 00:16:14,766
in your heart.
291
00:16:14,766 --> 00:16:17,528
What are you talking about?
292
00:16:17,528 --> 00:16:19,495
Are you talking
about your tumor?
293
00:16:19,495 --> 00:16:22,153
No, it's not the tumor.
294
00:16:22,153 --> 00:16:23,948
Anyway, it's, I didn't,
I didn't even know
295
00:16:23,948 --> 00:16:24,880
about that then.
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I had symptoms, but I was,
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it was something else.
298
00:16:31,197 --> 00:16:32,543
This is your confession, Agnes.
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I defied God's law.
300
00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:35,718
Please forgive me.
301
00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:40,240
And you were mean
to me at the hospital.
302
00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:44,417
And I was a little bit
mean to you at the hospital.
303
00:16:45,590 --> 00:16:47,523
Anything else?
304
00:16:47,523 --> 00:16:51,493
I've been a little bit
mean to everybody lately.
305
00:16:51,493 --> 00:16:54,047
My sister was against in-vitro.
306
00:16:55,221 --> 00:16:56,636
I was waitin' for
it and sure enough,
307
00:16:56,636 --> 00:16:59,811
she said, "I told
you so," yesterday.
308
00:17:00,985 --> 00:17:02,952
I called her the C word.
309
00:17:02,952 --> 00:17:05,748
[laughing]
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Good.
311
00:17:08,130 --> 00:17:10,788
I mean, as long as you're sorry.
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[Agnes] I'm a little sorry.
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Fine.
314
00:17:14,550 --> 00:17:17,001
I was just so angry at God.
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Of course.
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00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,284
[Agnes] That's all right?
317
00:17:26,183 --> 00:17:28,357
[sighing]
318
00:17:31,084 --> 00:17:34,708
Don't stay angry
at God for long.
319
00:17:34,708 --> 00:17:36,641
You'll regret it later.
320
00:17:38,022 --> 00:17:41,060
Is he gonna tell
me he's sorry?
321
00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:43,200
If you listen close
he'll say he loves you.
322
00:17:43,200 --> 00:17:46,030
No, Father, I've
heard that before.
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00:17:46,030 --> 00:17:47,687
God does love you.
324
00:17:50,621 --> 00:17:52,830
What was, what was your thing?
325
00:17:52,830 --> 00:17:55,764
The terrible thing that
ended up wonderful?
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00:17:55,764 --> 00:17:58,353
I don't think I should say it.
327
00:17:58,353 --> 00:18:01,563
Well, what terrible
thing ends up wonderful?
328
00:18:01,563 --> 00:18:06,292
The day I kicked you
out of the confessional?
329
00:18:06,292 --> 00:18:08,121
I found out I'm a dad.
330
00:18:10,675 --> 00:18:13,402
Years ago, out of high school.
331
00:18:13,402 --> 00:18:15,991
Became a dad and I didn't know.
332
00:18:18,890 --> 00:18:20,927
I'd just seen her for
the first time that day.
333
00:18:20,927 --> 00:18:22,929
You fuckin' hypocrite.
334
00:18:22,929 --> 00:18:25,483
I thought I'd lose everything.
335
00:18:25,483 --> 00:18:27,002
Job, what I thought I was.
336
00:18:27,002 --> 00:18:30,868
But you have got to
come to realize that
337
00:18:30,868 --> 00:18:32,904
no matter what you
lose in the process,
338
00:18:32,904 --> 00:18:34,734
you will gain a child.
339
00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:38,255
We're not so different.
340
00:18:38,255 --> 00:18:39,428
Yes, we are.
341
00:18:44,399 --> 00:18:46,677
Some day, isn't it?
342
00:18:46,677 --> 00:18:49,231
When I look at my
girlfriends with their babies
343
00:18:49,231 --> 00:18:50,957
and I resent them?
344
00:18:50,957 --> 00:18:51,785
Oh yeah.
345
00:18:53,304 --> 00:18:55,858
Well, I confess that.
346
00:18:55,858 --> 00:18:58,551
Do you want to say a prayer?
347
00:18:58,551 --> 00:19:00,725
For the, the one you lost?
348
00:19:04,419 --> 00:19:06,869
Did you give the baby a name?
349
00:19:16,845 --> 00:19:18,536
Lord God, ever
caring and gentle,
350
00:19:18,536 --> 00:19:21,815
we commit to your
love this little one,
351
00:19:24,128 --> 00:19:27,994
quickened to life
for so short a time.
352
00:19:27,994 --> 00:19:30,755
Enfold this soul
in eternal life.
353
00:19:32,240 --> 00:19:34,034
And we pray for Agnes
354
00:19:36,071 --> 00:19:38,177
who is saddened by
the loss of her child.
355
00:19:38,177 --> 00:19:41,318
Give her strength
and give her courage
356
00:19:41,318 --> 00:19:43,182
in her time of sorrow.
357
00:19:44,321 --> 00:19:46,564
May the two of them
meet again one day
358
00:19:46,564 --> 00:19:48,946
in the joy and the
peace of your kingdom.
359
00:19:48,946 --> 00:19:52,467
We ask this through
Christ our Lord.
360
00:19:52,467 --> 00:19:54,917
Amen.
361
00:19:59,198 --> 00:20:01,786
Do you think it
has a soul, Father?
362
00:20:01,786 --> 00:20:03,685
[Priest] What do
you think it was?
363
00:20:03,685 --> 00:20:07,344
All I know for sure
is it was a heartbeat.
364
00:20:08,310 --> 00:20:10,001
The rest is faith.
365
00:20:12,176 --> 00:20:14,972
Maybe that's
what I'll call her.
366
00:20:14,972 --> 00:20:16,629
Just for myself.
367
00:20:16,629 --> 00:20:17,457
Faith.
368
00:20:23,877 --> 00:20:26,017
[humming]
369
00:20:36,062 --> 00:20:38,237
[moaning]
370
00:20:40,377 --> 00:20:42,344
How's the rumor mill
these days, Sister?
371
00:20:42,344 --> 00:20:44,243
[chuckling]
372
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:48,419
The Lord works in strange
and entertaining ways, Father.
373
00:20:49,903 --> 00:20:53,631
You certainly have made
quite the impression.
374
00:20:55,288 --> 00:20:56,634
I don't need you here.
375
00:20:56,634 --> 00:20:58,464
I know you don't.
376
00:20:58,464 --> 00:20:59,948
But I don't mind.
377
00:21:01,329 --> 00:21:05,850
It's just the kind of service
I find fulfilling, Father.
378
00:21:05,850 --> 00:21:07,680
Carrying for the lame.
379
00:21:09,268 --> 00:21:11,994
It's nice to feel needed.
380
00:21:11,994 --> 00:21:13,064
There you go.
381
00:21:14,169 --> 00:21:15,722
I don't need you.
382
00:21:18,069 --> 00:21:18,898
Well...
383
00:21:20,658 --> 00:21:23,420
I think that you
need an ally now
384
00:21:24,904 --> 00:21:26,146
more than ever.
385
00:21:27,286 --> 00:21:29,633
People are wondering
whether there is
386
00:21:29,633 --> 00:21:32,463
a future for you
in this vocation.
387
00:21:34,085 --> 00:21:38,262
I'm just so pleased they
think I have a future at all.
388
00:21:39,401 --> 00:21:41,265
You're just gonna
have to surprise them
389
00:21:41,265 --> 00:21:42,853
and get yourself
better, now aren't you?
390
00:21:42,853 --> 00:21:43,681
Stop.
391
00:21:46,097 --> 00:21:46,926
I'm fine.
392
00:21:48,479 --> 00:21:49,756
Leave me alone.
393
00:21:59,973 --> 00:22:02,113
[sighing]
394
00:22:05,531 --> 00:22:07,533
Goodnight, John Dominic.
395
00:22:08,775 --> 00:22:10,674
Sweet dreams, Father.
396
00:22:12,883 --> 00:22:15,782
[wind howling]
397
00:22:15,782 --> 00:22:18,509
What is it that's
gotten worse?
398
00:22:21,270 --> 00:22:23,342
It's not the side effects
399
00:22:24,998 --> 00:22:27,346
that has you worried, is it?
400
00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:35,112
Are they your dreams?
401
00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:37,286
Nightmares?
402
00:22:43,465 --> 00:22:45,640
You told your doctor this?
403
00:22:47,780 --> 00:22:50,679
How are they dreams
if I'm not asleep?
404
00:22:50,679 --> 00:22:53,406
Oh, what do you
think they are?
405
00:22:55,132 --> 00:22:56,375
I don't know why
they come to me.
406
00:22:56,375 --> 00:22:58,515
I don't know why
they appear to me.
407
00:22:58,515 --> 00:23:01,276
You think that
these are actual
408
00:23:02,139 --> 00:23:03,727
saints appearing to you?
409
00:23:03,727 --> 00:23:04,555
Angels?
410
00:23:07,696 --> 00:23:10,630
But this, the growth
in your brain,
411
00:23:12,045 --> 00:23:14,531
I mean, that's an explanation.
412
00:23:15,428 --> 00:23:17,603
So it needs to be treated.
413
00:23:23,609 --> 00:23:26,888
If saints are talking to you,
414
00:23:26,888 --> 00:23:29,304
if they were trying
to tell you something,
415
00:23:29,304 --> 00:23:30,823
would you listen to
them or would you
416
00:23:30,823 --> 00:23:32,825
try and get rid of them?
417
00:23:34,309 --> 00:23:37,968
You're afraid that
if you lose this tumor,
418
00:23:39,521 --> 00:23:42,386
you lose your visitations.
419
00:23:42,386 --> 00:23:44,146
That they'll go away.
420
00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:50,325
The surgery didn't
make them go away.
421
00:23:51,878 --> 00:23:53,397
I made them angry.
422
00:23:56,365 --> 00:23:58,954
[wind howling]
423
00:24:07,722 --> 00:24:10,656
[thunder clapping]
424
00:24:16,351 --> 00:24:20,251
[singing in foreign language]
425
00:24:20,301 --> 00:24:24,851
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