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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,103 --> 00:00:02,516 [Narrator] Previously on Forgive me. 2 00:00:02,516 --> 00:00:04,827 Your thoughts are a disorder. 3 00:00:04,827 --> 00:00:09,000 No, my thoughts would be a disorder if I acted on them. 4 00:00:11,103 --> 00:00:13,483 Thinking those thoughts, having them is a sin. 5 00:00:13,483 --> 00:00:15,827 Smith, you can't just walk into a confessional 6 00:00:15,827 --> 00:00:18,103 and tell me that you're a pedophile 7 00:00:18,103 --> 00:00:19,345 and then, oh bada boom, 8 00:00:19,345 --> 00:00:20,861 God's just going to forgive you, okay? 9 00:00:20,861 --> 00:00:23,310 That's not the way that it works. 10 00:00:23,310 --> 00:00:24,792 It does work that way. 11 00:00:24,792 --> 00:00:29,000 Have any of you ever been asked to break the seal 12 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:30,551 of the confessional? 13 00:00:30,551 --> 00:00:32,207 Somebody asked you to do that? 14 00:00:32,207 --> 00:00:34,448 I know the rules and I know that 15 00:00:34,448 --> 00:00:36,345 I'm asking you to break them. 16 00:00:36,345 --> 00:00:38,276 You must be aware that I can't do that. 17 00:00:38,276 --> 00:00:39,792 Did he commit a crime? 18 00:00:39,792 --> 00:00:42,827 Your son thinks of committing a crime. 19 00:00:42,827 --> 00:00:45,241 He thinks of committing a crime? 20 00:00:45,241 --> 00:00:47,551 He thinks about it long enough and hard enough 21 00:00:47,551 --> 00:00:50,414 that he came here to confess to it. 22 00:00:52,448 --> 00:00:56,241 [singing in foreign language] 23 00:01:21,930 --> 00:01:24,585 [door clicking] 24 00:01:32,345 --> 00:01:34,516 [sighing] 25 00:01:37,000 --> 00:01:38,792 Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. 26 00:01:38,792 --> 00:01:42,965 It has been hm, however many weeks since my last confession. 27 00:01:48,310 --> 00:01:51,345 Well, since I was here the last time. 28 00:01:56,585 --> 00:01:58,103 Should I go on, or? 29 00:02:01,482 --> 00:02:03,000 Why not? 30 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:07,034 Well, usually there's a greeting, go on, my son. 31 00:02:10,000 --> 00:02:11,345 Go on, my son. 32 00:02:18,172 --> 00:02:19,585 I was thinking. 33 00:02:27,654 --> 00:02:29,000 I seduced a man. 34 00:02:31,965 --> 00:02:32,792 Why? 35 00:02:35,276 --> 00:02:36,276 Curiosity. 36 00:02:38,069 --> 00:02:39,344 I was young. 37 00:02:39,344 --> 00:02:42,723 I was 14, I think, but I never confessed it. 38 00:02:45,378 --> 00:02:46,207 And him? 39 00:02:47,896 --> 00:02:49,758 He was a teacher, sort of. 40 00:02:49,758 --> 00:02:51,896 [Priest] How old was he? 41 00:02:53,344 --> 00:02:55,069 I don't know. 42 00:02:55,069 --> 00:02:56,000 40 I guess. 43 00:02:58,792 --> 00:02:59,861 Old enough to know better. 44 00:02:59,861 --> 00:03:01,482 And I knew better. 45 00:03:04,138 --> 00:03:08,310 All I thought about was sex, and I thought he loved me. 46 00:03:11,585 --> 00:03:15,344 And I thought those two things went together. 47 00:03:17,654 --> 00:03:20,276 You thought he loved you? 48 00:03:20,276 --> 00:03:23,000 Well, I don't think so anymore. 49 00:03:24,896 --> 00:03:28,034 But I don't know, maybe he did. 50 00:03:28,034 --> 00:03:31,827 But, I mean, he should have known better, right? 51 00:03:31,827 --> 00:03:34,930 His was the [sighs]. 52 00:03:39,241 --> 00:03:42,516 I mean, I'm not supposed to tell you 53 00:03:42,516 --> 00:03:44,309 that it's not your fault. 54 00:03:44,309 --> 00:03:46,758 But I mean, you committed a sin. 55 00:03:46,758 --> 00:03:49,275 You're confessing to it here. 56 00:03:49,275 --> 00:03:52,447 You are responsible for your sin, but. 57 00:03:58,138 --> 00:03:59,723 Hey, you know what? 58 00:04:01,413 --> 00:04:03,172 It wasn't your fault. 59 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:06,792 What, you were a kid. 60 00:04:07,758 --> 00:04:10,275 It was more his fault. 61 00:04:10,275 --> 00:04:12,378 I mean, it was all his fault. 62 00:04:12,378 --> 00:04:16,620 It's a bit of a paradox, isn't it, Father? 63 00:04:16,620 --> 00:04:19,034 When I came here confessing lustful thoughts 64 00:04:19,034 --> 00:04:21,207 about a girl it's all my fault. 65 00:04:21,207 --> 00:04:24,723 And when I was a boy it's partly my fault. 66 00:04:24,723 --> 00:04:25,551 No. 67 00:04:26,447 --> 00:04:28,551 No, it was all his fault. 68 00:04:30,930 --> 00:04:31,758 It was. 69 00:04:33,034 --> 00:04:34,034 I got there. 70 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:37,516 Who was he to you? 71 00:04:39,965 --> 00:04:41,930 He was a man I knew. 72 00:04:41,930 --> 00:04:43,138 So like a sort of teacher, 73 00:04:43,138 --> 00:04:45,861 somebody who had authority over you, or? 74 00:04:45,861 --> 00:04:48,344 Yeah, he did have authority. 75 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:51,827 Not a lot. 76 00:04:53,516 --> 00:04:56,103 He wasn't imposing or anything. 77 00:04:58,378 --> 00:05:01,103 I was taller than him, even then. 78 00:05:02,240 --> 00:05:04,344 Where is he now? 79 00:05:04,344 --> 00:05:06,551 He's dead, probably. 80 00:05:06,551 --> 00:05:10,723 It was kind of a one on one tutor thing at his house. 81 00:05:12,758 --> 00:05:14,447 [Priest] When he hurt you? 82 00:05:14,447 --> 00:05:16,723 When I seduced him. 83 00:05:16,723 --> 00:05:18,654 When he molested you. 84 00:05:22,172 --> 00:05:23,000 Sure. 85 00:05:24,138 --> 00:05:26,965 You need, you need to believe that. 86 00:05:28,827 --> 00:05:31,138 Oh, okay, technically yes. 87 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:34,965 But I was 14 years old. 88 00:05:36,138 --> 00:05:39,000 All I thought about was sex. 89 00:05:39,000 --> 00:05:42,413 I mean, other thoughts would creep in there, 90 00:05:42,413 --> 00:05:46,585 and trying drugs, and seeing the big city, and X-Men. 91 00:05:49,896 --> 00:05:54,034 But mostly 24 hours a day all I thought about was sex, 92 00:05:55,413 --> 00:05:59,000 and it didn't seem like anybody else would, 93 00:06:00,482 --> 00:06:02,171 would've wanted to have sex with me. 94 00:06:02,171 --> 00:06:05,103 So, when I saw my chance I took it. 95 00:06:08,723 --> 00:06:12,413 The bravest thing I ever did maybe. 96 00:06:12,413 --> 00:06:13,344 [Priest] So you had the thoughts 97 00:06:13,344 --> 00:06:15,758 that a teenager has, right? 98 00:06:15,758 --> 00:06:17,240 Yeah. 99 00:06:17,240 --> 00:06:19,344 Like a yearning to grow up, a desire for experience. 100 00:06:19,344 --> 00:06:22,723 But, this teacher took advantage of that. 101 00:06:22,723 --> 00:06:23,689 He did. 102 00:06:23,689 --> 00:06:24,896 He took advantage of that. 103 00:06:24,896 --> 00:06:27,654 He took advantage of you in a calculated way. 104 00:06:27,654 --> 00:06:28,482 Mm. 105 00:06:31,344 --> 00:06:32,861 I think he was just weak. 106 00:06:32,861 --> 00:06:35,069 Just, now that I'm his age. 107 00:06:37,896 --> 00:06:40,585 Was he somebody in the community. 108 00:06:40,585 --> 00:06:42,689 I mean, was he someone you trusted? 109 00:06:42,689 --> 00:06:44,861 Was he somebody other people trusted? 110 00:06:44,861 --> 00:06:45,689 Yeah. 111 00:06:48,551 --> 00:06:51,171 Was he a part of this church? 112 00:06:51,171 --> 00:06:52,000 Why do you ask that? 113 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:52,861 [Priest] Was he? 114 00:06:52,861 --> 00:06:53,689 Why do you ask that? 115 00:06:53,689 --> 00:06:54,585 Why does that matter? 116 00:06:54,585 --> 00:06:56,137 To me it matters. 117 00:06:56,137 --> 00:06:57,930 It wasn't a priest. 118 00:06:57,930 --> 00:06:59,137 I'm not going to sue. 119 00:06:59,137 --> 00:07:01,585 Well, maybe you should sue somebody. 120 00:07:01,585 --> 00:07:05,240 I thought about it over the years. 121 00:07:05,240 --> 00:07:07,069 I always decided I was fooling myself, 122 00:07:07,069 --> 00:07:08,482 trying to put the blame all on him, 123 00:07:08,482 --> 00:07:10,689 trying to connect the dots in my life 124 00:07:10,689 --> 00:07:14,240 to make all the mistakes trace back to him. 125 00:07:15,723 --> 00:07:19,447 I could never convince myself of any of that. 126 00:07:22,689 --> 00:07:25,309 Plus, who does it help? 127 00:07:25,309 --> 00:07:28,000 Suing a charity that's supposed to be helping people, 128 00:07:28,000 --> 00:07:29,000 you take away the help. 129 00:07:29,000 --> 00:07:31,000 You take away the money to help. 130 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:33,137 So that's just selfish. 131 00:07:33,137 --> 00:07:35,792 But you need help, right? 132 00:07:35,792 --> 00:07:37,275 You need help now. 133 00:07:38,654 --> 00:07:40,620 Like, that's a very good-hearted way to think. 134 00:07:40,620 --> 00:07:43,723 But your mental wellbeing should not be sacrificed, 135 00:07:43,723 --> 00:07:47,102 not to mention the people you might hurt. 136 00:07:48,240 --> 00:07:51,240 It holds me back, that's for sure. 137 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:55,827 I don't trust anybody. 138 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:59,413 I thought he loved me and I was wrong, so. 139 00:07:59,413 --> 00:08:02,654 Because a teacher broke your trust. 140 00:08:02,654 --> 00:08:05,000 He wasn't a teacher. 141 00:08:05,000 --> 00:08:06,171 He wasn't a priest. 142 00:08:06,171 --> 00:08:08,723 He just worked here at the diocese. 143 00:08:10,861 --> 00:08:12,965 I didn't have a father around. 144 00:08:12,965 --> 00:08:15,965 My father was a drunk somewhere, and 145 00:08:17,620 --> 00:08:20,275 the man my mother was with was a 146 00:08:23,654 --> 00:08:25,930 mean, mean, son of a bitch. 147 00:08:32,413 --> 00:08:36,827 So, I just wanted a man who I could be close to, 148 00:08:36,827 --> 00:08:37,689 who would like me. 149 00:08:37,689 --> 00:08:38,930 I get that now. 150 00:08:40,344 --> 00:08:43,999 So I started hanging around him, and he did, he liked me. 151 00:08:45,344 --> 00:08:47,413 He hired me to do odd jobs. 152 00:08:47,413 --> 00:08:50,861 And he would watch me raking up his lawn, 153 00:08:52,965 --> 00:08:54,516 working up a sweat. 154 00:08:56,861 --> 00:08:58,930 When it was hot he would, 155 00:09:00,413 --> 00:09:03,792 he told me I could come in to have a shower after. 156 00:09:03,792 --> 00:09:06,964 And we, you know, started watching TV. 157 00:09:08,275 --> 00:09:11,516 And he made me dinner, a glass of wine. 158 00:09:17,102 --> 00:09:19,102 It was really wonderful. 159 00:09:20,620 --> 00:09:21,896 Getting a 14 year old drunk 160 00:09:21,896 --> 00:09:23,482 and then molesting him isn't wonderful. 161 00:09:23,482 --> 00:09:27,654 Yeah, I know that, but at the time it was wonderful. 162 00:09:34,206 --> 00:09:35,620 It was like someone took my hand 163 00:09:35,620 --> 00:09:38,999 and then walked me through being a grown up. 164 00:09:38,999 --> 00:09:43,171 We started watching R-rated videos and X-rated videos, 165 00:09:44,344 --> 00:09:47,033 and then porn after I seduced him. 166 00:09:47,033 --> 00:09:48,896 Listen, listen, stop saying that. 167 00:09:48,896 --> 00:09:50,999 You didn't seduce anyone. 168 00:09:52,999 --> 00:09:53,861 I did. 169 00:09:56,137 --> 00:09:59,896 I sidled up to him, put my hand on his thigh, 170 00:10:01,309 --> 00:10:04,999 watched his face, breathed his breath, inhaled his exhale. 171 00:10:10,895 --> 00:10:12,344 Put my hand on his crotch-- 172 00:10:12,344 --> 00:10:13,999 It doesn't matter. 173 00:10:16,068 --> 00:10:17,482 It would have taken some strength of character 174 00:10:17,482 --> 00:10:20,654 to say no in that situation, don't you think? 175 00:10:20,654 --> 00:10:22,482 No, I really don't think that it would 176 00:10:22,482 --> 00:10:23,654 have taken strength of will. 177 00:10:23,654 --> 00:10:26,309 Maybe a tiny little amount, but. 178 00:10:28,827 --> 00:10:30,171 Listen to me, you're holding onto 179 00:10:30,171 --> 00:10:32,792 a thought for your entire life. 180 00:10:35,827 --> 00:10:39,964 It's a fallacy that makes sense to a boy, right? 181 00:10:39,964 --> 00:10:44,068 A grown man, he doesn't just invite kids over to his house 182 00:10:46,240 --> 00:10:49,551 to, you know, work up a sweat and then take a shower 183 00:10:49,551 --> 00:10:51,068 while he makes them a romantic dinner 184 00:10:51,068 --> 00:10:53,378 and plies them with alcohol. 185 00:10:55,413 --> 00:10:56,723 You were set up. 186 00:10:58,758 --> 00:10:59,723 You were. 187 00:10:59,723 --> 00:11:00,827 I mean, you took the bait. 188 00:11:00,827 --> 00:11:02,309 That's it. 189 00:11:02,309 --> 00:11:04,516 Maybe you were naive, but you did not seduce that man. 190 00:11:04,516 --> 00:11:06,929 He seduced you, methodically. 191 00:11:09,792 --> 00:11:11,860 He manipulated you because he wanted to get you 192 00:11:11,860 --> 00:11:14,344 to a point where you would do, 193 00:11:16,137 --> 00:11:17,999 he wanted to manipulate you to get you to a point 194 00:11:17,999 --> 00:11:21,723 where you would do the things that you ended up doing. 195 00:11:21,723 --> 00:11:23,758 Because he was older, and because he was calculated, 196 00:11:23,758 --> 00:11:27,929 and because you were young, and you were innocent, right? 197 00:11:29,620 --> 00:11:31,482 You gotta see that now as a middle aged man. 198 00:11:31,482 --> 00:11:33,206 You don't invite 14 year olds over, 199 00:11:33,206 --> 00:11:35,137 get them drunk, and show them adult videos. 200 00:11:35,137 --> 00:11:36,413 The porn was after we were having-- 201 00:11:36,413 --> 00:11:37,792 It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter. 202 00:11:37,792 --> 00:11:40,206 Even R-rated videos, come on. 203 00:11:46,275 --> 00:11:48,068 I know you're right. 204 00:11:49,620 --> 00:11:50,758 He hurt you. 205 00:11:53,240 --> 00:11:54,413 He messed with your head. 206 00:11:54,413 --> 00:11:56,654 You're still paying for it. 207 00:12:00,413 --> 00:12:02,206 How long did it go on? 208 00:12:06,551 --> 00:12:11,171 A year and a bit, I don't know, a year and a half. 209 00:12:11,171 --> 00:12:12,516 How'd it stop? 210 00:12:14,240 --> 00:12:16,068 I'm not really sure. 211 00:12:17,102 --> 00:12:19,791 One day he was gone, just moved. 212 00:12:23,309 --> 00:12:25,999 Somebody found out, I know that. 213 00:12:27,206 --> 00:12:30,137 Because he would have said goodbye. 214 00:12:31,689 --> 00:12:34,275 They made me talk to the priest here, my mother did. 215 00:12:34,275 --> 00:12:36,344 She knew somehow I think. 216 00:12:39,378 --> 00:12:41,275 First here to confess. 217 00:12:41,275 --> 00:12:44,275 But I didn't confess it, I wouldn't. 218 00:12:46,929 --> 00:12:50,757 No, I wouldn't make myself do what I couldn't. 219 00:12:53,689 --> 00:12:55,860 So, they made me go this office. 220 00:12:55,860 --> 00:12:57,171 Somebody's office, and it was 221 00:12:57,171 --> 00:12:58,999 the same priest that I confessed to. 222 00:12:58,999 --> 00:13:01,620 And he didn't really ask me any questions. 223 00:13:01,620 --> 00:13:03,999 He just told me what he knew. 224 00:13:06,102 --> 00:13:08,964 And he said that I had done a sin. 225 00:13:15,378 --> 00:13:18,171 And that my friend was moved away, 226 00:13:18,171 --> 00:13:20,929 so that's what's happened to him. 227 00:13:22,929 --> 00:13:25,137 I guess they sent him away. 228 00:13:26,516 --> 00:13:29,137 [Priest] You don't know what the church did? 229 00:13:29,137 --> 00:13:31,551 I stopped coming to church. 230 00:13:34,551 --> 00:13:38,275 I mean, the school I was at had a church, so. 231 00:13:39,309 --> 00:13:41,309 My mother stopped going. 232 00:13:43,551 --> 00:13:45,068 Well, you know what? 233 00:13:45,068 --> 00:13:46,895 That priest, he should have done a lot more to help you. 234 00:13:46,895 --> 00:13:50,171 He should not have made you think that it was your fault. 235 00:13:50,171 --> 00:13:52,275 He was kind of a prick. 236 00:13:54,102 --> 00:13:58,033 I think he was trying to scare me straight. 237 00:13:58,033 --> 00:13:58,999 Well, you know what? 238 00:13:58,999 --> 00:14:00,999 That was then, and this is now. 239 00:14:00,999 --> 00:14:02,964 So I want you to let me help you, okay? 240 00:14:02,964 --> 00:14:07,033 Let me find you somebody that you can talk to, a specialist. 241 00:14:07,033 --> 00:14:08,791 I'm talking to you. 242 00:14:09,964 --> 00:14:13,240 You can talk to me anytime, about faith. 243 00:14:15,206 --> 00:14:16,688 But I'm not qualified to help you. 244 00:14:16,688 --> 00:14:18,033 I mean, I can't, I can't help you 245 00:14:18,033 --> 00:14:20,447 with this abuse, with your head. 246 00:14:20,447 --> 00:14:21,275 You are. 247 00:14:23,275 --> 00:14:24,206 You already are. 248 00:14:24,206 --> 00:14:26,551 You made me think about some, 249 00:14:30,275 --> 00:14:34,102 you make me think about this differently. 250 00:14:34,102 --> 00:14:36,275 About the man that I, who, 251 00:14:41,791 --> 00:14:44,619 the man that took advantage of me. 252 00:14:45,791 --> 00:14:48,860 That priest, that priest that made me 253 00:14:51,275 --> 00:14:53,447 do the chores to punish me. 254 00:14:53,447 --> 00:14:57,344 He punishes you, he protects the person that hurt you. 255 00:14:57,344 --> 00:14:58,585 Think about that. 256 00:14:58,585 --> 00:15:02,171 It would distort your perspective, right? 257 00:15:02,171 --> 00:15:04,102 I don't hate the guy. 258 00:15:06,999 --> 00:15:09,206 The guy who did that to me. 259 00:15:13,206 --> 00:15:16,551 I did, 'cause I thought he didn't fight. 260 00:15:18,619 --> 00:15:21,033 He never got in touch with me. 261 00:15:21,033 --> 00:15:24,584 You don't have to hate anybody. 262 00:15:24,584 --> 00:15:27,068 You just got to love yourself, right? 263 00:15:27,068 --> 00:15:29,826 You got to love yourself enough to get your head right 264 00:15:29,826 --> 00:15:31,413 so that you don't think it's okay 265 00:15:31,413 --> 00:15:35,137 to go and do to some girl what he did to you. 266 00:15:37,688 --> 00:15:41,447 Everything seemed a little fake after that. 267 00:15:45,551 --> 00:15:47,791 I don't believe in anybody. 268 00:15:49,619 --> 00:15:53,791 Adults, they just seemed not the same to me after that. 269 00:15:57,033 --> 00:16:00,309 I didn't see them as authority figures, 270 00:16:00,309 --> 00:16:02,447 priests or teachers, cops. 271 00:16:06,722 --> 00:16:10,791 I saw them as equals, just like me, full of shit. 272 00:16:16,895 --> 00:16:18,309 Fake, just pretending to live 273 00:16:18,309 --> 00:16:20,999 by the rules, enforce the rules. 274 00:16:25,344 --> 00:16:26,378 And all the time they're leading 275 00:16:26,378 --> 00:16:28,619 a double life with secrets. 276 00:16:35,791 --> 00:16:36,619 Yeah. 277 00:16:39,309 --> 00:16:41,137 That's basically true. 278 00:16:42,929 --> 00:16:44,482 Everyone has flaws. 279 00:16:45,895 --> 00:16:49,929 But the way that you learned that, it was too harsh. 280 00:16:51,860 --> 00:16:55,860 And that's not pretense necessarily, right? 281 00:16:55,860 --> 00:16:57,068 I think that a lot of people 282 00:16:57,068 --> 00:16:59,102 they do try to live by what's right. 283 00:16:59,102 --> 00:17:00,653 They just, they make mistakes. 284 00:17:00,653 --> 00:17:02,860 And what's the difference? 285 00:17:02,860 --> 00:17:05,688 The difference is in the trying. 286 00:17:08,860 --> 00:17:11,653 Have you stayed away from your old place, 287 00:17:11,653 --> 00:17:13,550 you avoided temptation? 288 00:17:17,378 --> 00:17:18,619 Yeah, mostly. 289 00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:24,757 I went back to get some clothes and some mail. 290 00:17:24,757 --> 00:17:26,688 Did you see the girl? 291 00:17:34,619 --> 00:17:36,446 You know, you could have gone while she was at school. 292 00:17:36,446 --> 00:17:37,275 I work. 293 00:17:38,515 --> 00:17:39,895 I work when she's at school. 294 00:17:39,895 --> 00:17:41,999 You can't go back there. 295 00:17:41,999 --> 00:17:43,275 You can't. 296 00:17:43,275 --> 00:17:46,999 You just get your mail forwarded, all right? 297 00:17:46,999 --> 00:17:49,171 And on the chance that you do have to go back, 298 00:17:49,171 --> 00:17:50,653 you don't go alone. 299 00:17:50,653 --> 00:17:53,309 You bring somebody with you, bring a friend. 300 00:17:53,309 --> 00:17:54,137 You? 301 00:17:57,344 --> 00:17:58,413 Yeah, okay. 302 00:18:04,826 --> 00:18:05,619 Thank you. 303 00:18:05,619 --> 00:18:07,102 Yeah. 304 00:18:07,102 --> 00:18:09,860 And I can find you somebody to help you, 305 00:18:09,860 --> 00:18:13,446 a doctor, a therapist that you can talk to. 306 00:18:16,619 --> 00:18:17,446 I'm talking to you. 307 00:18:17,446 --> 00:18:18,275 Isn't that enough? 308 00:18:18,275 --> 00:18:19,102 I'm talking to you. 309 00:18:19,102 --> 00:18:20,515 [Priest] It's not. 310 00:18:20,515 --> 00:18:24,826 No, you have, you've pointed out some things today 311 00:18:24,826 --> 00:18:29,826 that are helping me see things, different things-- 312 00:18:29,826 --> 00:18:31,344 I understand that. 313 00:18:31,344 --> 00:18:33,584 But this is bigger right now than just you and I, right? 314 00:18:33,584 --> 00:18:37,757 I mean, really, I just, I have to insist on this one. 315 00:18:40,688 --> 00:18:42,791 I don't think I can go. 316 00:18:43,791 --> 00:18:44,619 You can. 317 00:18:46,033 --> 00:18:49,757 If you can talk to me then you can talk to a therapist. 318 00:18:50,584 --> 00:18:52,102 Please just try it. 319 00:18:52,102 --> 00:18:53,964 Try it once, one time. 320 00:19:00,929 --> 00:19:01,757 Thank you. 321 00:19:04,515 --> 00:19:08,137 Why don't you come back in a week or so, okay? 322 00:19:08,137 --> 00:19:09,584 And I will have somebody that you can talk to 323 00:19:09,584 --> 00:19:13,240 and will have a way that you can pay for it. 324 00:19:16,068 --> 00:19:19,929 In the meantime, you stay away from your old place. 325 00:19:19,929 --> 00:19:21,412 Don't see the little girl. 326 00:19:21,412 --> 00:19:22,481 Jess, Jess. 327 00:19:24,860 --> 00:19:26,240 Don't see Jess. 328 00:19:28,860 --> 00:19:32,206 Okay Smith, I'm going to tell you right now, 329 00:19:32,206 --> 00:19:34,757 if you do something to hurt that kid, 330 00:19:34,757 --> 00:19:36,999 seal or no seal on this confessional booth, 331 00:19:36,999 --> 00:19:40,929 I will bring a world of pain down on you so bad 332 00:19:40,929 --> 00:19:44,343 you will wish that you were just in hell. 333 00:19:51,722 --> 00:19:53,481 It's good you care. 334 00:19:56,343 --> 00:19:57,343 I do care. 335 00:19:58,653 --> 00:19:59,619 And I don't just care about Jess. 336 00:19:59,619 --> 00:20:00,964 I care about you. 337 00:20:00,964 --> 00:20:04,722 Hey, this is about what's good for you. 338 00:20:04,722 --> 00:20:06,722 It's about what's right. 339 00:20:11,999 --> 00:20:12,826 Okay. 340 00:20:14,446 --> 00:20:16,068 I promise. 341 00:20:16,068 --> 00:20:16,929 Good. 342 00:20:21,515 --> 00:20:23,240 What is my penance? 343 00:20:31,653 --> 00:20:32,481 Nothing. 344 00:20:41,308 --> 00:20:43,584 I'm not forgiven. 345 00:20:43,584 --> 00:20:47,446 You told me, I mean, when you came in today, 346 00:20:47,446 --> 00:20:50,688 the only thing you said to me was that someone 347 00:20:50,688 --> 00:20:54,550 took advantage of you when you were a teenager. 348 00:21:03,239 --> 00:21:06,688 It look me a long time to confess that, 349 00:21:09,481 --> 00:21:11,929 to work up that, a long time. 350 00:21:16,999 --> 00:21:21,171 There was no penance because it wasn't your sin. 351 00:21:22,653 --> 00:21:26,239 It was the man's, it was all that man's sin. 352 00:21:26,239 --> 00:21:30,343 It was not yours, Smith, it was not yours at all. 353 00:21:44,619 --> 00:21:45,688 I gotta go. 354 00:21:49,239 --> 00:21:52,377 [footsteps departing] 355 00:21:54,377 --> 00:21:55,757 [slow music] 356 00:21:55,757 --> 00:21:58,481 [door banging] 357 00:21:58,481 --> 00:21:59,860 [Priest] Here she is. 358 00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:00,860 Hi. 359 00:22:00,860 --> 00:22:01,895 [Priest] Oh, thank you. 360 00:22:01,895 --> 00:22:03,239 Hey, it's Ms O'Leary. 361 00:22:03,239 --> 00:22:05,102 Remember Mrs O'Leary? 362 00:22:05,102 --> 00:22:08,446 You knew her when you were kids. 363 00:22:08,446 --> 00:22:11,688 I don't think he's going to remember me. 364 00:22:11,688 --> 00:22:15,343 I used to watch out for you when your grandparents went out. 365 00:22:15,343 --> 00:22:16,964 Hi. 366 00:22:16,964 --> 00:22:19,550 I think it's time I should go. 367 00:22:19,550 --> 00:22:21,550 Oh God, I'm so glad. 368 00:22:21,550 --> 00:22:22,722 Oh. 369 00:22:22,722 --> 00:22:23,929 It was so good. 370 00:22:23,929 --> 00:22:25,929 I never get out anymore. 371 00:22:27,068 --> 00:22:29,377 It's so good to remember. 372 00:22:29,377 --> 00:22:30,205 It is. 373 00:22:31,550 --> 00:22:32,619 I'll get your coat. 374 00:22:32,619 --> 00:22:33,619 Thank you. 375 00:22:36,412 --> 00:22:40,515 So, you have your little secrets as well, do you? 376 00:22:42,999 --> 00:22:44,343 [Novalea] Here you go. 377 00:22:44,343 --> 00:22:46,068 [Mrs. O'Leary] Thank you. 378 00:22:46,068 --> 00:22:48,274 Can you say hi to Johnny for me? 379 00:22:48,274 --> 00:22:49,239 To Johnny. 380 00:22:49,239 --> 00:22:51,136 No, I don't think I will. 381 00:23:00,412 --> 00:23:03,377 I don't think I can do it anymore. 382 00:23:05,033 --> 00:23:06,964 He has to go to a home. 383 00:23:10,239 --> 00:23:13,515 I can't keep him from getting bedsores. 384 00:23:14,999 --> 00:23:17,343 You can ask for more help. 385 00:23:20,895 --> 00:23:23,377 Does he even know he's here? 386 00:23:25,895 --> 00:23:29,308 I think he knew for a really long time. 387 00:23:30,170 --> 00:23:31,999 You made a difference. 388 00:23:35,860 --> 00:23:38,688 Could you turn him over tonight? 389 00:23:41,550 --> 00:23:43,722 I don't think I can do it. 390 00:24:02,688 --> 00:24:05,274 [upbeat music] 391 00:24:20,377 --> 00:24:24,619 ? Rest your bones, your day is done ? 392 00:24:24,619 --> 00:24:29,619 ? A gentle soul on the run 393 00:24:29,619 --> 00:24:34,515 ? Close your eyes, hop, skip, and jump ? 394 00:24:34,515 --> 00:24:39,308 ? On the lam and over hump 395 00:24:39,308 --> 00:24:41,688 ? You're never gonna get that far ? 396 00:24:41,688 --> 00:24:44,343 ? You're never gonna reach part of your heart ? 397 00:24:44,343 --> 00:24:47,860 ? You sweet dream sleeper 398 00:24:49,274 --> 00:24:50,515 [Narrator] Next time on Forgive Me. 399 00:24:50,515 --> 00:24:53,481 You got a call to go do last rites. 400 00:24:54,860 --> 00:24:56,550 They were hoping you could do it this morning. 401 00:24:56,550 --> 00:24:57,999 Well, I've never done last rites before. 402 00:24:57,999 --> 00:24:59,757 Well, they asked for you. 403 00:24:59,757 --> 00:25:02,274 [slow dramatic music] 404 00:25:02,324 --> 00:25:06,874 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 28578

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