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So your boyfriend?

He's not my boyfriend.

He's not?

No, definitely not.

Can you list me every single drug he has taken?

God, where do I start?

I mean, he likes cocaine.

He likes heroin.

He used to love ecstasy.

He got everything from cough syrup to

painkillers and a little meth.

That was a bad time.

Was it?

The mask, yeah.

Not a good time for anybody.

All right, guys. Thank you.

Get it started.

You're new.

Hi. Hello. Who are you? I'm Ryan.

Ryan.

Very nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

What have you been in?

This would be my first.

Oh.

I, of course, am Kevin.

Monica. Of course.

So that's us. I want to apologize for the mess.

The Mason Family Theater is going through a little bit of a transition.

Okay, well, I'm going to give you guys 15 minutes. Get into character.

Do what you have to do.

And then we're going to start.

Hold that right there.

Good. Yeah, that's good.

You ready?

I mean, you know, it's just that death isn't really something you're set up to

deal with.

And I didn't really feel like I had anyone to talk to, so I just kind of

writing.

It's kind of silly, but I used to write her letters, dumb things, like just

telling her what I was up to.

Okay, okay, baby. Okay, good. Thanks, baby.

Actually, Monica.

Do you want to guess mine for a second?

Desperately. Please, just step out. I'll meet you out there in a second.

You haven't acted before, is that right?

Yes.

New beginnings. I see new beginnings here for new actors.

Thomas? I think he agrees.

What happened was that one of the girls that I went to high school with, I

talked to her, like, a couple of weeks ago.

And, well,

we were talking about, like, going to university and stuff and going to

And she, the next day she died unexpectedly. She got, like, final

So the series is sort of inspired from it, just my encounter with her. Because

we actually weren't really friends when we were in high school. But we've seen

each other and we're just like practically these strangers under this

space. And I wanted to get that sense of disconnection with this when I'm taking

your photos.

Essentially like you're just like really disjointed from your surroundings.

But also...

you know, it's what the city is is basically we're all like traveling and

talking to each other and really Not communicating or not really connected to

each other so But these are the photos that took so far for it

Can you see that? Mm -hmm Well, I am gonna make a drink.

Do you want anything?

Uh, no thanks. Not right now.

Let's get started.

For this scene, it's very important to understand the emotional undertones

I want you to all get on stage, first of all. Get on stage. Get ready.

We're going to do some exercises, some mind exercises.

I want you all to touch each other.

Feel the warmth. Feel the textures of the shirt, of the hair, of the skin.

Feel the nose.

Feel the fingers. Feel the fingernails.

And I want you to imagine what that other person is going through.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes. Yes.

Now, I want you to think about your own crises, what you're going through in

your own life, the pain.

Monica?

Yes, darling?

Do you want to take over here with the exercises?

Okay, guys, stop touching each other.

Stop. Stop.

Stop. Stop.

Stop touching each other.

Okay. I'm just going to stand in more or less a fucking circle.

What are you doing?

What? What's going on?

You alright?

So what made you decide to just show up at my door?

I mean, you know. If I missed you.

You missed me?

Yeah. Mom?

Melissa? You know, I kind of miss you too.

I miss doing this.

I kind of miss the... I guess this was kind of our little routine.

I feel like you... You make me feel good about myself.

You always make me feel pretty good about myself too.

You have a way, Daniel. You have a way.

I just I kind of want to have just to talk before we talk

It's okay. Just I I want to let you stay here, but all

right, okay Well, first of all, I need for you to get to get a job Okay

And you need money to buy do you know?

Fuck you

Well, okay. No, I don't need money for deodorant. I disagree on that.

Just, please, just, you know, just whatever you need. Just, okay, get

to eat. I know you just ate, but just take it.

All right, but no, also, also, while I'm giving you that, no drugs, okay? In or

outside of the house, no drugs. No drugs. Please, please, no drugs, okay?

Okay. I just, I can't handle, like, if you come home and... Just

please, just keep the house nice and, you know, it would just

be nice if you could buy some food and just... You are going to do these things

today. I'm going to do these things today.

For both of us.

Okay, for the both of us. Just... I gotta go, but just please don't

me, okay?

Thank you for this for your lives.

You're welcome.

You're welcome.

I know that you're gonna be great.

Okay.

I'll talk to you later.

Okay. Do good.

Have a good day.

You too.

Bye.

Can you get an amputation I could have?

We're not hiring right now. That doesn't really matter. It happened anyway.

Oh my fuck. Three sixes. Three sixes. And a one. That's 700 points.

And you have to roll this for her.

What? 700?

How does that? Okay. Three sixes. That's 600.

I know, but... Okay, and you lose everything.

Son of a bitch.

Yeah, well... So I'm at 450.

And that is... 550.

I'm gonna keep rolling these in case I get something better.

Um... I feel like you really hurt me.

Um...

A while ago, but there's a piece of me that still feels for you and that wants

to... I don't want to say I want to help you because I know you

don't want... What are you talking about? I know you don't want anyone's

know you don't want anyone's help. I just want you to be... I just

want you to like me.

No, listen, listen, what are you, look at me, look at me, look at me in the

I want you to, I want you to like me, and like me enough

to stick around long enough for us to build something.

You came here, didn't you?

Yeah, you came here, but there's no telling when you're gonna, you know.

leave me here by myself just to cope with whatever you've done to me after,

know. So you say I'm going to do something to you?

I just, from experience, I mean. I'll tell you, I'll tell you the truth about

what I'm going to do to you.

Alright.

No. Wait.

Wait.

Please, just stop.

Okay? Okay.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

Please stop.

Is Ryan home?

No, Ryan's not home.

Who are you?

I'm Kyle.

I'm dropping off some pictures.

Do you want to give them to me?

I'd rather have him.

Let me share. Why don't you just come in?

Who are you? I'm trying to sell some coupons, a fundraiser for my school.

I don't have any with me.

I fucking hate football. Hold on one second. I'll be right back.

So, did you like taking any pictures of my boyfriend?

I guess it just turned out that way, I guess.

Yeah.

Yeah, it sure did.

But you wanted these copies, so... I'd rather give it to him if he's here.

So maybe, uh, did you even look to be here?

In his bedroom.

His room.

At, uh, I guess it should. Yeah, probably.

Ryan?

Shit, I can't see in here.

Want to take some pictures?

I'd rather not.

I'd rather you would.

How about like this?

You don't like this book?

Yeah, you like that?

Like that?

I don't think that's a good idea.

Wow.

Yeah.

I think it looks kind of uncomfortable.

Wow, a little more.

Can I adjust here? I kind of want to get a little more comfortable, maybe.

I just came by to drop off your photos.

Come on in, let's take some more.

I'll be in my room.

Just like a man, always coming home.

No fun.

Eh, whatever.

You want something to drink, maybe?

I think I should go.

The whole night is shooting ahead of us.

No.

Same old Daniel, just...

Guess

you got a job today.

You got a job today?

Yeah.

What are you doing?

I'll tell you all about it later.

What are you doing?

Really, what are you doing?

Going to the coffee shop.

Well, that's great.

Yeah.

Get up.

What time do you have to be at work?

Not until noon.

Well, it's 12 .30 right now.

It's your first day. What the hell?

I can't start tomorrow.

Fuck you. No, we had this talk, all right? Just please get up.

Come on, get up.

We had this talk. I'm serious.

Get up.

No joke.

Just a little one because you're acting.

Thank you. Thank you.

Okay, guys, listen.

I'm going to get down to it.

This thing is kind of a little issue for you guys.

I don't know why.

Everything else is perfect.

So let's try it again from the beginning.

More.

More. Just more. More of everything. Thank you. Let's go.

And scene.

No, I'm Paul or Christian.

You're Paul. I'm Paul.

We going?

Being. Thank you.

Keep your write -up, son. Keep it up.

It's been up. It's been up the whole time.

You can't get it.

From your eyes, maybe, but from mine, I could have knocked you out long ago.

Do it.

Knock me out, Dad. Do it. Knock me on the fucking ground. Do it. No.

No.

Let's start over. Let's start over. Let's start over.

There's a lot of blocking.

Everyone needs to be more present. No one is present.

I feel like last time everyone had it, this time, what?

What happened? What happened?

Was there a cell at Sam's Club? I mean, what happened?

He and his wife Charlotte for a very special dinner tonight at his house.

There's a film crew from ABC's 2020 program in town. They'll be interviewing

tonight.

Can I get some fucking input from you?

Directions are there on the paper.

How do you fucking know what they're doing?

How do you fucking know what they're doing?

You don't have any fucking idea what's going on.

He's not on the fucking page.

Can you talk to him about that later? Because there's something happening on

page, but you don't fucking know about it.

Hey, I'm in room 114, and my dad's on the phone, and I've really got to make a

really important phone call, and I was wondering if I could use the phone.

I could, I could. Hey, you. Sure.

Give me his phone.

What?

Okay, okay, okay. What, here?

Walls, uh, distance, miles, I don't know, whatever.

Listen, you, here?

The phone is right here, on the desk.

You're an operator.

You've got it.

You've got it.

But he's not there. You don't see him. He's on the phone.

So just... Okay.

Okay. Guys, seriously?

Two days. We have two days.

God damn it. Answer your fucking phone.

Imagine if you worked in a pet store and were surrounded by exotic birds.

Exotic birds who not only regurgitated your words, but also regurgitated your

intensity, your deprivation.

Um... Okay, I don't know what that means. Listen, just...

Um... What would you do?

Honey, honey.

I know that you want to fuck this kid, but can he fucking read? Can he fucking

read his fucking lines? Take a smoke break.

I'm fucking smoking. I am smoking.

I'm fucking smoking right now. I want you to tell me if this kid can read a

fucking word that's fucking written on a fucking page. I don't think he can read

a fucking line. Babe?

What? Don't snap at me.

Give these other actors a note or something. I'm going to talk to them.

got some notes for these fucking actual actors.

Hey, baby.

Blondie. Earth, can I speak to you guys outside? I want to give you some notes.

I got notes for you.

Ryan,

I know this means a lot to you, okay?

I know you've got it. You've got the part, okay?

It's yours. You look it, you feel it, you're good. You're the best. You're

better than them.

You guys need a fucking drink because I need a fucking drink because I don't

think that this fucking kid knows how to fucking read English.

You guys are professionals, and I'm really impressed with your ability and

talent and your gift that you're willing to share with the world. But what the

fuck is this shit about? Dude, he started off okay, I thought. Oh, my God.

started off with his shirt on. That's all I know about this.

Listen.

Here we can forget about all that.

Okay. Okay?

So your boyfriend... He's not. He's not my boyfriend.

He's not?

No.

Definitely not.

When did you lose your virginity?

God, I think I was... 15.

Where was it?

In my room.

At your parents' house?

Yeah.

At my parents' house.

I was kind of a big slut for a summer.

Trying to get over this guy, actually.

Trying to make things feel right again.

So why do you have him back in your life now?

I don't know. There's some part of me that wants to help people.

I just... I don't know. I just want to help people.

And, I mean... Did he act for it?

I don't... I don't... I mean, he more or less pressed me

for it, made me do it in a way.

I just want him to be better. I mean... There was a time for about two or three

months when he was just...

Where

the fuck were you last night?

I mean, I waited up all night for you. You were locked out?

You were locked out. I was here.

What are you talking about? When did I get back? Can you give me a key?

What about your job? You gave me a job schedule.

I mean, what?

I had the day off. You had the day off?

Yeah. Are you serious?

I'm serious.

So what the fuck did you do last night?

I stayed at a hotel.

You stayed at a hotel?

Yeah. Okay, who the fuck would give you enough money to stay at a hotel?

I've been working.

You've been working?

Yeah. You know what? You don't give a fuck about me.

And that's fine. That's fine. You don't have to stay here. That's fine.

Are you

fucking

serious?

Are you fucking kidding me right now?

You know what?

the fuck out just please just get the okay just please get the fuck out i'm

sorry just

Hey there.

Hey.

Um, do you want to come over?

Will you bring me some treats?

Okay.

I'll drink some for both of us.

Alright.

Hey, we'll be there by 6 .30. Just call me if you have any questions. My

number's there on the page.

Guys,

you're doing so great.

Continue, please. Please, don't worry about it.

Reverend Gordon wanted me to personally invite you to be a guest, so he and his

wife Charlotte are very special.

There's a three -month ABC 2020 program in Canada. They'll be interviewing him.

He requests your presence because it will be a fabulous opportunity for you

Christian to hear.

Sorry, it was just last night was really crazy, and I just I completely

overslept. I'm really really sorry This part means the world to me. You don't

even know I mean I do know I do know Well

just one more chance the promise I won't mess it up I Know

There's this there's

you know

You know, we're... There's...

Give me a second. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

One second. One second.

I just couldn't tell him.

What do you mean you couldn't tell him? I couldn't tell him.

I can't do it.

Okay. Can you do this? Can you direct your fucking play?

Can you do that? Yeah, I can do that. Just go, please.

Be easy, please.

Hey, sweetheart. How you doing?

Look, I'm really sorry. I know. I know I'm late. I know. I know.

Yeah, I know you're late, too, and I'm really sorry, but you're done here,

You're done here.

You just go ahead and go ahead and go on.

No, you just go ahead and go on.

Go on.

Bye.

Have a good day, sweetheart.

Okay.

There's no... No, you just do this.

You're not a bounce, babe.

Have a good one, sweet.

I just want to make sure everyone's got everything cleared away.

You're doing great.

Hey, can I grab one of these?

Sure.

Can I see that lighter, too, please?

Thank you.

Thanks, Daniel.

I don't really know.

I think he's in the bathroom taking a shower, maybe.

How do you know Daniel?

Gosh, I don't really remember how we met, but I've known him for a while.

So what are you guys doing today?

Shit.

I don't know. I guess I'll just stick around here for a little while until he

gets done with the shower and all that.

We've always just sort of hung out at my place or met somewhere and did stuff,

but he's never invited me over to his place before, so maybe we'll just stick

around here for a little while.

Daniel?

Hey, have you seen my wallet?

It was just a brown leather wallet.

I'm pretty sure I had it just on top of a box and a stash and pills and

all that.

I can't find it. I don't really remember.

Can you just please leave? Just leave?

I'll call you. I'll call you. I'll let you know if I find whatever it is you're

looking for, okay?

Please.

Just get the fuck out, okay? And I will call you. I'll call you or whatever.

I'll get in touch with you if I find your wallet, your pills, whatever. Just

the fuck out, please.

Okay, can you take your pants off now?

It's like someone's slaughtering an Abercrombie bitch catalog.

Why don't you and I just take some pictures together?

I really don't do that. I mean, just you and me. It's

okay.

It's okay.

Here you go.

Hey, uh, you gotta go. I got people coming over.

Thank you.

I don't want anymore.

Stop.

Stop.

That's like two?

There's two guys. Hello?

Are you serious?

Fucking hello?

He's okay right now.

I'm gonna take care of you, alright?

I got something for you.

Be just the thing you need.