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Is that your boyfriend?

No, it's not... No, he's not my boyfriend.

Isn't it? - No...

Definitely not.

Do you know what drugs he uses?

Jesus, where do I start?

It means he likes cocaine, he loves heroin...

Earlier, he also took ecstasy...

He has used almost everything from cough medicine to...

painkillers...

And when he was on methadone...

it was a difficult period. - Was it?

Methadone? Yeah...

It was not a good time, for anyone.

a film of

Harry and Bernard SHUMANSKI

with the participation of

FORT RICHARDS

BENJY CHRISTINS

TEO MONTGOMERS

WOMAN DARRYL

PETER PETERSON

BROKEN

Okay, guys. Thank you. Let's get started.

You are new. Hello. What's your name?

I'm Ryan. - Ryan... nice to meet you.

What were you involved in? - This is my first time

I'm personally Kevin.

Monica... - Of course.

So that's it. Sorry for the mess.

We are in a transitional period right now.

I give you fifteen minutes to get in into your image. It's up to you.

Then we will begin.

Straighten like this...

I'm happy...

When you're ready.

I mean...

that death is not something that you're not ready to deal with.

And I had no desire to talk with anyone, so...

I began to write.

It may seem silly, but I used to write letters...

Stupid things, I've done and...

Okay, okay, honey. It's all right. Thank you, dear.

Monica, can't you come out to smoke for a while?

Of course. - Go outside.

See you out there in a second.

You've never been on stage before, have you? - Exactly.

A new beginning. I see a new beginning here.

For the new actors.

Thomas... - I agree completely.

What happened is that a girl that I went to school with...

I talked to her a few weeks ago, and...

We talked to start university or college.

And the next day she died. Unexpectedly.

She had some meningitis in her spinal cord.

And that somehow inspired me, meeting her.

We weren't really friends, when we went to school, but...

we met quite often and yet we were almost strangers,

in some confined space.

And I didn't want to be left with the feeling of contact being over.

Especially when I was taking these pictures of her.

It's more like up to your detached from your surroundings.

And also...

Yeah... It's...

what the city is really like. Basically, we traveled...

without speaking with each other and...

We didn't communicate, or hung out together.

So...

These are the photos that I've taken so far.

Do you see that? - Mhm.

I'll make myself a drink. Do you want anything?

No, thanks. Not now.

Hi, Ryan. I'm Kevin.

I want you to know that Monica and I discussed it and...

Thank you for your contribution and that was good. You were good...

That was really sexy.

Call me as soon as possible.

We'll actually start tomorrow, so...

I'm looking forward to it. See you soon!

Not bad...

That's funny.

Okay, folks...

Okay, let's get started.

In this scene, very important is to have understood the emotional subtext.

I want you all on stage.

We will do a few exercises. I want you to touch.

Feel the heat. Feel the texture of the shirts...

on the hair, on the skin...

Feel the nose, fingers, nails...

And I want you to imagine, what the other is feeling.

Yes... Yes...

Now I want to think about your own crises.

What you go through in your own life. The pain...

Monica? - Yes, dear.

Do you want to take over from here? The exercises?

Okay, folks. Stop touching each other. Stop, stop, stop...

Stop touching each other.

Okay...Line up in an imaginary circle...

Wake up. Get up.

What are you doing?

Come on, let's go in.

Okay?

What made you show up at my door?

I mean, you know... - I missed you.

Did you miss me? - Yes, I did.

Yes, I missed... - I kind of missed you, too.

I missed it and so on. Something like lack...

I guess, it's become a habit.

You've always done that, that felt good.

Yeah, you also drove me make me feel good.

Your way, Daniel. Your way...

I want a talk with you before I go. - Talk?

If it's okay...I want you to let you stay here, but...

Great.

First and foremost, you must get a job.

Good.

And you need money for deodorant.

No... Fuck you. I smell good.

Yeah, okay.

No, I will not spend my money on deodorant.

I disagree with that. - Please just...

buy whatever you need. Get something to eat.

I know he eats, but...

take them.

Okay, but... when I give them to you, no drugs. Is that okay?

In and out of houses. No drugs.

Please. - No drugs.

Is it? I can't stand it, when you come home and...

Should I keep quiet, while you talk?

Keep the house in order and...

be good, buy something to eat. Can you make it today?

I want to do it. And for both our sakes.

Okay, for both our sakes.

I have to go. Don't let me down.

Thank you for your hospitality. - No reason, no reason.

I know everything will go well. - Can I get a kiss on the mouth?

Good. See you soon. - Okay.

Smart. - Have a nice day!

To you too. - Bye.

Do you have an application form?

We are not hiring at the moment. - It doesn't really matter.

Let me fill one out? Thanks.

Short latte...

The devil take it! Three sixes. - Three sixes...

And one is seven hundred points.

Seven... I'm... Okay.

Three sixes... - I know, but...

Okay, you lose everything. - Bastard.

Seven, four1 fifty...

And that's... 5, 50 Let's hope it gets better.

I feel like that really you hurt me...

some time ago, but it's something that...

inside me, still makes me to have feelings for you and to want you...

I won't say, that I want to help you...

because I know you don't want it. - What are you talking about?

I know you don't want help from anyone. You don't want anyone to help you.

I just want you to be...

I just want to...

I want you to want it. No, listen to me.

What are you doing...Look at me, look me in the eye.

I want you to like me.

I like you.

yes that you like, so that you stay long, so we can build something together.

I came here, didn't I? - Yeah, but you said no when you should have...

Leave me here alone again after all you've done to me...

Do you know what I will do for you?

I just know from experience...

I'll be honest and say this, what I want to do with you.

Okay...

No, wait...wait.

Please stop.

Okay, okay. - Sorry.

No matter.

Please stop.

Hi... Is Ryan home?

No, Ryan's not home. Who are you?

My name is Kyle. I'll leave some pictures.

You can give them to me.

No, I'd rather give them to him...

Can I look at them. Why don't you go inside?

I'm not with him. I want to sell something for charity at my school.

For the football team. I have nothing in me, but...

I hate football. You must come again.

So... you're taking naked pictures of my boyfriend?

I... Well, I guess, you can see them, yeah.

Yes... He wanted copies. So...

I'd like to give it to him, if he were here.

Want to check, if he's here?

In the bedroom? - In his room.

Yes, I suppose it should. - Please.

Ryan?

I thought it was here. Do you want to take some pictures?

Rather no. - I thought you'd want to.

How about that?

What? You don't like this book?

Do you like that? Do you like that?

This is probably not a good idea. - Smile.

I... - Get comfortable. Relax a little.

Can I undress you? Could you be more comfortable?

Hey, sucker, come in!

Do you like watching me wash dishes?

I just came to give you the pictures.

Come here, we'll make some more.

I'll be in my room.

Sleepwalker always comes home. This is no fun.

Okay, whatever.

Maybe you want something to drink?

I have to go. - No, no...

We will stay all night.

No...

Did you see? The same old Daniel. It's...

This is...

Today I found a job.

Find a job today? - Yes.

What are you going to do?

I'll tell you later.

What are you going to work on?

Seriously... What are you going to work on?

Waiter in the cafeteria.

Sounds great. - Yeah...

Hey get up!

When should you be at work? - From 9 to 12.

It is now 12:30.

It's your first damn day. - I can start tomorrow.

Fuck you. We talked about this, right?

Get up now, please.

Come on, get up. We have already discussed it. I'm serious. Get up.

This is no joke.

One sip. Go ahead.

Just a small sip. - Thank you.

Thank you.

Okay, folks. Listen...

I'll say it straight.

This scene isn't going anywhere.

I don't know why. Everything else is perfect.

We will do it again from the beginning.

More...

More, just more. - More of everything. Thanks, let's get started.

And... The beginning...

Am I Paul or Christian?

You are Paul.

Shall we begin? - Start. Thank you.

Keep your hands up, kid.

I do it all the time.

From your perspective, maybe, but from mine, they're closer to the floor.

Just do it!

Hit me, Dad! Do it! Nail me to the fucking ground!

You were annoying, annoying, annoying...

I blocked here somewhere.

You must be here in spirit. You have to pull yourself together.

Last time went well, but this time...

What happened? What happened?

Was at a sex club last night and what happened?

Home!

... He and his wife, Charlotte, are having a special dinner at their home.

Film crew from ABC's 20/20 program from the city, will interview him tonight.

Am I the only one who thinks it's pure bozos?

- This is good. - How do I figure out what they do?

How the hell do you understand, what they're doing?

You have no idea what's happening on stage.

He's not on stage. Can't I explain later?

Right, you have no idea, what's happening on stage.

Hey, I'm in room 114 and my dad called.

You really need have an important conversation.

I was wondering if could borrow his phone.

I can pay you. - Yes, of course.

Okay, look, these are... walls, distances, space... and so on.

Listen, you here...

The phone is right here on the desk.

You're on the phone... you get it. Don't worry.

But he is not there. You don't see him, he's on the phone.

Okay... this is serious... we have two days, two days.

Devil take it, pick up your fucking phone.

Imagine you are working in a pet store...

surrounded by exotic birds.

Exotic birds do not respond just to your words...

But also your tension, the movements of the body...

Okay, I don't understand what that means.

Look, just....

Can I ask you something? - Honey...

I know you want to fuck this kid, but he can't read.

Can you at least read the text? - Take a break for a cigarette.

I smoke, fuck him. I'm smoking, I'm smoking right now, motherfucker.

I want you to tell me if the fucking kid, can read his fucking lines.

I don't think he's read them at all. - Honey...

Don't snap my fingers. - They're not actors, I'll talk to him.

I will talk to them. They are actually actors.

Hey, honey, blondie, can I talk to you?

I will tell you a few things. - Okay.

Ryan, I know this means, a lot to you, doesn't it?

I know you have it in you, get the part. Right?

It is yours, you feel it, you feel it. You are good. You are better than them.

You know why I took the fucking drink? Because I need a drink.

Cause I don't think this fucking kid can read fucking English.

You, are professionals. I am impressed by what you do, by your talent...

and your gift that you want to share with the world.

But what the hell is he doing? I mean...

He was good in the beginning, he was trying...

Oh, my God. He started as a rookie. That's all I know about him.

Let's forget all that, shall we? - Okay...

It is better this way. - Don't worry. Give your best.

Is that your boyfriend?

No, he's not my boyfriend.

No? - No, absolutely not.

When did you lose your virginity?

I think I was...fifteen.

Where was it?

In my room.

At your parents' house? - Yes, at my parents' house.

I was a real whore the first summer.

I was trying to relive it this man.

I was trying to to feel good again.

Why is he now back in your life?

I don't know. A part of me always wants to help people.

I just...

I don't know, I just want to help people

And... and...

Did he ask you to do that?

I understand, I understand... I don't mean...

Rather, it affects me, to do it perhaps.

I just wanted him feel better.

There was a time, about two or three months ago when he...

Where the hell were you last night?

I waited for you all night. - I was locked up.

Have you been locked up? I was here. What are you talking about?

I came back, but I didn't have a key.

And your work? You gave me your schedule...

I had the day off. - You had a day off?

- Seriously? - I am serious.

What the hell were you doing last night then? - I slept in a hotel.

You slept in a hotel? - Yes.

Okay. Who the hell is going to give you enough money to stay in a hotel?

I work. - You work.

You know what? You don't care about me at all.

And this is good. You can stay here. That's good.

I'm going to take a shower. - Right...

Are you serious, motherfucker? - I'm taking a shower!

Are you kidding right now, motherfucker?

You know what? Fuck you! Fuck you!

Fuck you.

Just walk away, fuck him Just...

Please, go to hell... - Okay.

Please, just go. I apologize.

Taylor?

Hi.

Do you want to come here?

Can you bring me some "treats"?

Okay...

Bring some is for the two of us.

Okay...

Okay, thanks. Bye.

We start at 7:30 am. Call me if you have any questions.

My number is below on the page.

You guys did so well. Don't worry, keep going

Home.

Sorry, but last night was a little off.

I had fallen asleep at the rehearsal. I am very sorry.

This role means everything to me. You don't even get a break.

I know, I know really.

Give me another chance. This time there is no I'm gonna mess things up. I promise.

I know.

It's just...

There's...there's just...

We...

There are... things...

Just for a moment. Sorry, sorry...

One moment...

I can't. I can't say no to him.

What do you mean... - I can't do it.

Okay, you can't do it and you're gonna screw up your play?

Okay, just go?

Please...please...

Hi, sweetie. How are you?

Look, I'm really sorry. I know I'm really late. I know.

Yeah, I know you're sorry too and I I'm sorry, but we don't need you.

We don't need you. Just go and get on with your life.

Just move on. It's over... Bye.

Have a nice day, kid.

Not a chance... - No, you're out, kid.

Goodbye, dear.

I want to be sure, that with all this...

the problem is gone. You are doing well.

Hey, can I have a cigarette. Can I have a cigarette, please?

Of course.

Thank you. Can I have the lighter, please?

Where is Daniel?

I really don't know.

I think it's in the bathroom taking a shower, maybe.

How do you know, Daniel?

I don't remember exactly how we met.

But I've known him for a while.

And what are you guys going to do today?

Oh, mother...

I have no idea, I guess I'm going to stay here for a while...

while he finished in the bathroom and stuff like that.

We mostly meet in my home or somewhere else and so on...

he never invited me here before...

so we can hang here for a while.

Daniel?

Daniel!

Bastard! Damn it!

Have you seen my wallet?

It is a brown leather wallet

Sure put it on the table.

There are some things in it, pills and stuff...

I can't find it.

Can you just leave? Just go!

I'll call you. I'll call you, if I find...

whatever you're looking for there. Is it?

Just...please...

Get the hell out of here

And I'll call you when I find the wallet or the pills

or whatever it is. Go away, please.

You know what? I love you.

Honey, are you okay?

Haha, can't I tell "I love you" without something being wrong?

Well... are you okay?

Yeah... I feel good. Can we have lunch together tomorrow?

Okay, can you download your pants now?

Six photos, and not one I didn't get everything.

I mean, why can't we take some pictures together?

I don't usually do that. - I mean...

Just you and me. The two of us.

It's just me...

Here you go...

Thank you.

You know, I expect more visits.

Thank you.

No, I don't want more. Stop!.

Stop!

Let's both play!

Echo! Be serious. Damn, echo?.

Listen to me, please! Seriously...

Fuck you! What the fuck?

Everything is fine now.

I'll look after you, won't I? I have something for you.

This is what I think of, you need.

What?

Everything will be fine.

Dear...

Dear...

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