All language subtitles for Are You My First (2025) S01E09.en

[♪ "Sun Streaks" by Peter Higher playing]

♪ Shining in the sky ♪

♪ Your love to me ♪

-[Madi] Hey, girl.
-[Jade] Good morning.

-I love your fit. You wanna join us?
-Thank you.

So, how do the new guys feel?

To be honest, just kinda--
get to know everyone a little bit better.

[Layne] Fool 'em, bro, fool 'em.

The goal is to have at least
four women fighting over me, so...

[laughter]

You got the rizz, the rizz book ready?

-Yeah. [laughs]
-[Godwin] Yeah, the rizz book.

[Deya] I gotta keep my options open, too.

So, if any of y'all wanna
talk to me, you can.

-Can we talk later?
-[Deya laughs]

He-- [laughs] Yo, bro is funny, bro.

At least somebody likes me.

♪♪

[Colton Underwood]
Last night, Deya unwrapped herself

from the stale Godwin-Jade-Ty
love burrito...

...by removing myself.

Then you can just focus on
your connection with Jade.

Because if you're not set on it,

then I'm not your girl.

[Kaitlyn Bristowe] Deya only wants
one person in her love burrito,

and just like the burrito
that I had for breakfast,

Godwin's a little salty.

[Godwin]
We really don't have much time here.

And I came here to find my match,

and to lose my virginity to that woman.

But Deya told me last night

that she's gonna remove herself
out of the equation.

So, if she don't feel like
I'm genuine in here, then cool.

The only person I gotta
prove myself to is Jade.

How do you feel about today?

I feel like there's just
like a lot of pressure.

Yeah.

[Godwin] And I know that
Ty's still in the picture,

but Ty is a safe option for Jade.

In a way, like, he's like a doormat.

So, I know for sure that
between me and Ty,

that I'm the one that she's going for.

♪♪

I think may the best man win.

-[♪ sparkling flourish]
-[ocean waves crashing]

[♪ mellow music playing]

[Kaitlyn] Time is running out

for our virgins
to secure their connections

before the final decision must be made

in the ultimate commitment ceremony,

which we are calling The Big Finish,

where our final couples will answer
the long-awaited, burning question:

Are You My First?

-[Jake] How are you doing?
-[Sara] I'm doing better.

-[Jake] Doing better? Okay.
-[Sara] Mm-hm. Yeah.

[Kaitlyn] After last night's roast,

I bet Jake is wishing
he could turn back time

before kissing Sara

and then taking it back.

The last time we spoke,

it seemed like you needed some space.

Correct?

Why, why did you need that space?

Um...

I think I just feel like I have no grasp

-on the physical aspect of our connection.
-Yeah. Sure, sure, sure...

And I don't feel like
it's completely fair.

Yeah, 'cause there's a lot of confusion.

I've created a lot of the confusion.

[Sara chuckles]

[Jake laughs]

I'm not really a fan of PDA,

kissing in front of everybody

-and things like that.
-Okay.

[people clapping]

-[laughter]
-Oh, my God.

I don't know if you feel the same way,

but I still feel a little off
about some things

and I feel like you haven't--

you've apologized to me,
but you haven't had a chance

to show through your actions.

-With that, in that way.
-Yes. Yeah, okay.

With Sara, I don't want her
to feel confused at all.

She's just so loving

and has such a sincereness to her

that is just like one in a million.

Like, you don't find many girls like that.

And so, this sacrifice coming up,

I think it's really important
for me to kinda solidify

more of a connection with Sara.

So, for me to kiss,
there has to be a commitment.

Okay.

I'm ready. I'm ready to take it
to the next level

where, hey, like, we can kiss
whenever you want, you know?

And it's also something to see if...

maybe I'll lose my virginity to Sara.

But, for me, I just,

I have to have that commitment.

So... would you be against us,

like, being boyfriend, girlfriend,
and, and locking things down?

[♪ tense, suspenseful music playing]

I, I wouldn't be against that, but, like,

after the whole kissing situation
confused me, because I've been--

this whole time, I waited until
you were ready to hold my hand.

-Correct.
-And I waited until you were comfortable

with me cuddling with you.

So, I just feel like I don't wanna--

I don't wanna say yes, and then
something else happens, and then...

-For sure.
-You know?

I think a few days ago, I would've
said I was all in with him,

and maybe if things would've gone
differently, it would've went that way.

But I just feel like with the way
he's been handling things,

I don't know if I want to say that yet.

If you could just give me that,

-like, patience.
-Of course.

For sure, yeah.

-Yeah.
-And then we can talk about it again

-when it gets to that point.
-Okay.

-Alright. Awesome.
-Wait, handshake?

[sputtering laugh]

[Kaitlyn] Hot handshake, guys.

It's hard enough for Sara
handling one guy,

but handling two guys at once

has left Jade feeling...

jaded.

Being torn between two men

was by no means
on my bingo card coming in here.

And it's hard

to determine who's the right one.

With Godwin,
although I find him attractive,

I've struggled to have
that emotional connection with.

But then, on the other hand,

Ty is not someone
who I would typically go for.

In New Orleans,

we don't have a lot
of Mormon men walking around.

[laughs] Yeah...

[Jade] We're, like, from
completely different worlds.

But even with those, like, differences,

he is my deepest, like,
emotional connection.

So, yeah, I need some sort of clarity
to walk my way.

-[sparkles]
-[♪ harp music plays]

Oh, Jesus!

♪ This is when the tides will turn ♪

♪ It's a power move ♪

Ah...

[indistinct chatter]

[Brooklyn] Oh, my gosh,
she literally has a V-card in her hand.

-Oh, shit!
-[laughter]

[Rachael gasps]

-[Jade] Hey, guys.
-[Rachael] Wait, what?

[group cheering]

[Jade] I got a--
I got a little somethin'-somethin'.

[Madi] Oh, should we sit down?

[Jade] I've got a V-card here.

And it reads, "Jade,
today you are going to have

"one of the most romantic dates yet.

"Take some time and think about
which man you want

to ride off into the sunset with."

Oh, shit.

You know, I was just askin'
for some clarity, a sign,

and then now I get one,
and I'm like, "Fuck." [laughs]

You know, be careful what you wish for,

because now I have to make
a, a very difficult decision.

Um...

[Ty] I know I told Jade last night

after the roast that I support her
exploring things with Godwin,

but I am hoping that
our emotional connection

does motivate her to ask me on the date

because I haven't given up hope
on our relationship yet.

You're going on a horse, for sure.

[Rachael] Oh, yeah.

So, I'm praying to God, man, like,

damn, I would-- I wish she picked me.

I'm like, yo, I would love
for her to pick me.

We lost a bit of time,
but I believe that this date,

we could be able
to make up for that time lost.

The person who I want to
take out on this date is...

[♪ suspenseful music playing]

...is Godwin.

-Okay.
-[applause]

[♪ "Beyond The Now" by Tom Evans
and Markus Hughes playing]

♪ The here and now ♪

It's definitely a kick in the guts,

seeing Jade and Godwin
go on this romantic date.

I always knew that the door would
be open for her and Godwin.

Me and Ty, like, deserve better than that.

Think about it, that last elimination,

you decided who you wanted.

-Ah. I get what you're saying.
-I decided on Godwin.

-Yeah.
-Godwin decided on me.

She decided on Ty. Ty decided on her.

We made the decision.

[Farha] Deya is definitely
not hiding her feelings

about Jade's picking Godwin.

I think a part of her broke a little bit

because I think she did see,
you know, a bit of a future with him.

Godwin, I defended him.

-I know. I know.
-I was there for him, I supported him.

-I was his "anchor," I stood by him.
-[Rachael] You stood by his side. Yeah.

Jade pooped on him, and he still wants
to go with her? Go with her.

[Deya] You don't deserve me.

Even though I already
removed myself from Godwin,

honestly, I feel so betrayed

because anybody in their right mind
would not choose a girl that pooped on you

versus a girl that stood by you.

She did not choose Godwin,

did not want to be with Godwin.

-Here we go.
-Nah, you're looking beautiful.

Thanks.

[Deya] But if my man
can be swayed so easily,

Godwin has shown me what he's about.

He lacks integrity, he lacks wisdom,

and he lacks self-respect.

It's like, nah, y'all go have each other.

That's disgusting.
I don't want anything to do with it.

[♪ dramatic music plays]

-[birds chirping]
-[ocean waves crashing]

[♪ upbeat pop music playing]

[Kaitlyn] First dates are overwhelming.

Luckily, Godwin brings experience
from his date with Deya.

But I won't mention that.

-Oh, my God!
-[Godwin chuckles]

This is my first ever date

here on the island,

and I did a lot of thinking
on who I should pick.

But after me and Ty
had our last conversation...

That thought or feeling
maybe you have towards Godwin,

like, it should definitely be explored.

Yeah.

Okay.

Ty being willing to, you know,

step aside and allow me
to figure out what I want,

it was that confirmation I needed

for trying to get to know Godwin.

[♪ "Out of Time (Chew Fu Remix)"
by LJUBA playing]

Breathtaking!

♪ Never enough of you ♪

Do you have a big family?
Is your family big?

Yes, cousins, uncles.

I actually, like, come from,
like, a pretty small family,

but I've always wanted to be
a part of, like, a big family

'cause I didn't, like,
have that growing up.

Just hoping from this date

to get more clarity
on my feelings for him.

Ooh.

[Jade] But physically,
I am attracted to Godwin.

So, us holding hands
and being, like, intimate,

this feels very natural and very genuine.

♪ We made it ♪

♪ Where are you now? ♪

-You like this better? Can--
-Yeah.

-Like this? Okay.
-There we go. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

[Godwin] This is cute. This is cute.

I think that's kind of what I feel like

I've been missing with Ty.

And I feel like Godwin
is, like, someone who

I could lose my virginity to.

Woo!

There we go. [chuckles]

[♪ upbeat music playing]

Big strong man!

Alright.

So, the date itself is going really good.

We're havin' a good time horseback riding,

first-time experience for her,
first-time experience for me.

And the vibe, the view is immaculate,

so I am feeling that there's
somethin' really growing here

between me and Jade.

So, we gotta make a toast.

-New experiences.
-New experiences,

and we are hoping for a good tomorrow.

Amen.

And I believe and I feel that me and Jade
are building and growing

where that L-word might really come up.

The "L-word" is L-O-V-E, man,
you know what I'm saying?

[Colton] What are the chances
Godwin pulling out his A-game

leads to him pulling out in other ways?

For all nonsexual pulling,

ask virgin gambling kingpin Farha.

[Farha]
[chuckling] Okay, so let's place bets.

Who is Jade gonna pick?

-[Vivek] Oh, my God.
-[Jake] Wow.

[Farha] So, we have "Team Jy,"

and then we have "Team Jodwin."

Who's gonna bring it home?

-Jade's gonna pick Godwin.
-Of course.

-There's no doubt about it.
-Yeah. I'm sayin'--

-She just picked him for the date.
-I agree.

So I did bets on some
of the coupling here,

without money, of course,
since people are religious.

So, I did a poll
for Team Jy or Team Jodwin,

you know, Jade and Ty,
and, and Jade and Godwin, respectively.

And nobody voted for Jy.

And the fun thing about this poll was that

I did it right in front of Ty
while he was grieving Jade.

So, it was very sadistic.

What do you think about
Jade and everything?

Um... it's cool.

There definitely is a big shift.

Um...

I don't really know how
I'm feeling about it.

-[laughter]
-Have a dance off.

Yeah, having a dance off
would be hilarious.

Yeah, dance off and then...
brutally fight.

[♪ tense music playing]

[Kaitlyn] T y dreams of
seeing Godwin going down...

just not with Jade.

Meanwhile, Godwin tries
winning Jade with a bold move

that just might be crazy enough to work:

actually talking to her.

Yesterday, I was like, "You know,
I really want to let her know how I feel."

Write you a, a quick letter, so I ha--
I brought the letter with me.

-I'll go ahead and read it.
-Not a letter!

I'll go ahead and read it for you.

Okay.

[Godwin] I want to make the best
out of this opportunity.

Ball is in my court now.

Her inviting me to this date

let me know that,
you know, she's interested,

and now it's time for me
to put my best foot forward.

And so, I want to show her

how I feel about her.

It's harder for me to be
vulnerable with people,

but I know for sure that,

if I don't express myself now,

it might be too late.

-You ready?
-I'm ready.

-[Godwin laughs]
-I'm ready!

-[♪ soft music playing]
-Okay, so it's, "Dear Jade,

I want to let you know the things
I really, really, really like about you."

[softly chuckles]

"I really like your big smile,

the contagious one that
shows all your teeth and gum."

-Not the gum. [laughs]
-Yes. [laughs]

"I really like your sense of humor.

"We could be having a serious convo
and here I am smiling and laughing away.

"I don't really have many people
I share deeply things with, but,

"with you, I always feel heard
and understood.

"Coming here, I knew that
I'm here to find my person.

"I just knew that I was always
gravitating towards you.

Maybe I'm avoiding the L-word..."

♪♪

-"LOL" with a smiley face.
-You're hilarious.

And I really meant everything
that I said in there.

That is so sweet.

You're welcome.

♪ Hey, don't be afraid, I'm here to stay ♪

Godwin reading the letter,
I feel so appreciative.

Oh, my goodness.

Yeah.

-Thank you.
-Yeah. You're welcome.

[Jade] I know sharing that,
writing that, probably wasn't easy.

And it-it-it means a lot for him
to say how he feels about me.

-I got you.
-Thank you.

Like, this is exactly
what I was looking for.

-We gotta go get our trusty steeds.
-[Godwin] Let's do it.

And I feel emotionally
connected to him now, for sure.

♪ I'm here to stay ♪

♪ I've been beat down and bruised ♪

[Colton] Godwin appears to be succeeding
and taking the reins with Jade,

while back at the Beach Club,

Deya is still trotting
through the drama of it all.

I think he did show me who he is,

and he is the player
that I didn't think he was.

I think they deserve each other,
is how I feel.

-[Madi] We'll see.
-[Deya] Yeah.

-I think you should talk to Jade.
-[Deya] Okay.

Maybe she can help give you some clarity
on where she was at in the process.

Yeah, yeah, I'm gonna talk to her.

[♪ tense music playing]

See like what changed, what happened.

[Madi] Yeah, I think,
I think that would be best.

Because don't just choose him now
because he's, like, not paired with me

kind of a thing.

Like, why do you want him all of a sudden?

It's not all of a sudden.

Do you think it was the whole time?

I think she was up in the air.

She would go like this.

Ty, Godwin, Ty, Godwin.

Dang.

[chuckling] Dang, that's crazy.

So, you didn't know
any of this was going on?

I didn't know any of this was going on.

Hearing Deya saying, "I didn't have
any idea what was going on,

I had no idea."

That was shocking for, I think,
a lot of us to hear

because we all had
an idea of what was going on

and we kind of thought she knew too.

I mean, did Godwin say he was
all for you at one point?

It was like, "Wait,
why am I in a love rectangle

or love triangle? This makes no sense."

-'Cause he's--
-Oh.

He's like--

I know there's an interest for Jade,

but he's made it clear that
I'm the one he's choosing.

-[Madi] Oh.
-Like, I'm his priority.

[Madi] I don't think that was true.

I do not understand how Deya
has completely missed

the Jade-Godwin connection,

because it is so obvious
to all of us here.

But maybe she was just
in her little love bubble with Godwin

and she heard what she wanted to hear.

You're in the dark about it,
but that's 'cause no one

-was talking to you about it.
-That's sucks,

'cause I really didn't know any of that.

[♪ tense music continues]

Wow.

It feels like I was left out
of the group text.

I thought Jade was happy with Ty.

So when I find out that
that's not the reality

and that this whole time,

like, all these people knew
what was going on but me,

I feel like I was betrayed.

Obviously, you don't wanna be
with someone like that,

-who isn't communicating with you and--
-No, I don't wanna be with a liar, no way.

I didn't realize how deep it went,
his interest for her.

Why are you wasting my time?
That's so messed up.

[crying] I feel like a loser.

'Cause I believed him and I trusted him,

and now I'm like... Ugh!

[♪ somber music playing]

Of course, I feel lied to...

and kind of stupid, maybe, a little bit.

I feel like I was played,

and it doesn't matter
what I've done for him,

how I've been there for him.

I got-- like--

It's like when you do something
really good for someone,

but then they, like, stab you in the back.

[emotional]
It's like, why did I do that for you?

I don't know.

♪ Say goodbye ♪

-[birds chirping]
-[ocean waves crashing]

[Kaitlyn]
With just hours until the sacrifice,

the virgins are diving deep into
important questions with their partners.

Michael opens with
the conversational equivalent

of a face palm emoji.

What's the most painful, physically,
thing you've ever experienced?

Hm. Pap smears.

Those, like, make me cry.

-Is that boob?
-No, that's a mammogram.

Oh, yeah, yeah. Alright.

♪ Oh, I know ♪

[Kaitlyn] Well, Shakespeare famously said,

"The course of true love
never did run smooth."

But, the less famous next line is,

"But it did run smoother
once Colton and Kaitlyn

gave hapless couples
a gentle kick in the right direction."

And with the big finish coming,

it's time to see if these couples
are gonna go all the way

or if they're just faking it.

What is this?

[Kaitlyn] And if anyone
knoweth about faking,

well, these virgins doth.

Okay, I didn't study Shakespeare,
but neither did you.

Oh, my gosh, okay.

I walk into the villa and I see a V-card.

I mean, it would be nice
if it was like, "Hey, surprise,

"there's another man waiting for you,

like, over there on a mountain somewhere."
Like, I would love that.

Hey, guys, look what I got!

What?!

[squealing] Oh, my gosh!

[Sara and Jake] Oh, my gosh!

[Rachael] Two in one day.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

Outta nowhere, Madi comes with a V-card

and I'm just praying like,

"Please be me, please be me,
please be me."

Okay, ready?

♪♪

"Rachael..."

[gasps]

And then it was Rachael,

but it's kind of like me,
so I was excited. [chuckles]

"While your journey
hasn't always been easy,

"today's V-card is going to allow you
to find the beauty in everything.

"Please choose a man
you want to get to know

on a deeper, more intimate level."

What?

[laughter]

Michael, will you go on this date with me?

Of course.

[cheering and applause]

-Finally, we get to go!
-[whooping]

I have no idea what we're doing.

I'm just hoping whatever it is,

it gives me a chance to talk to him

about struggling with the physical part
of being with somebody

in, like, a romantic setting.

Especially the bedroom.

-We're gonna have fun.
-[Michael] Yeah, it'll be a hoot.

And the date is the perfect time
'cause we'll be alone.

I don't wanna keep sitting on this.
I want him to know.

Like, that's the whole point.

He's the one who should know
about this more than anybody.

-It's like my children are going off.
-[Deya] [chuckles] Aw!

Maybe this process does work...

[laughter]

...just not for me.

[Colton] Connection or not,

everyone's threatened
by the looming clowns.

Oh, my mistake, "looming clouds."

There are no clowns.

[Madi] Is that clouds over there?

[Colton] And thanks to my 25 years
at Weatherman College...

[Brooklyn] Ooh, is the rain gonna start?

-[thunder cracks]
-The thunder.

[Colton] ...I'm confident
we're right in the path

of Hurricane Deya.

[sighs]
Ty, I wish I could go back in time.

Yeah.

I would've, like, never gave
Godwin a chance--

the day of light. Like, the--

Not one minute of my time.

[♪ gloomy music playing]

How do you feel, though? Feel good?

-Good. I'm sleepy now.
-[Godwin chuckles]

-Now we gotta go and socialize.
-Right. After this.

♪ Somethin' tells me you ain't been true ♪

[Ty] You see somethin'?

It's them, Godwin and Jade.

Oh!

They came holding hands.

♪ Baby, it's just not fair ♪

[Deya] To see Jade and Godwin
matching, holding hands,

as if, like, nothing ever happened.

Don't be messed up like that.

-[Godwin] Hey.
-Hey.

[Godwin] Can I talk to you?

You can stay right there.

-You said I could stand right here?
-Yeah, you could go away.

-Said I could go away?
-Yes.

-What? Wh--
-Go away.

♪ I won't cry no more for you ♪

♪ Cry no more for you ♪

♪ Baby, now we're through ♪

I need to get to the bottom of this

and I just need to talk woman-to-woman.

Jade, can I talk to you?

-Sure.
-Let's go.

♪ I won't cry no more for you ♪

[Godwin] I don't know what's going on,

but next thing I know,
I see Deya make a whole scene.

But, you removed yourself,

so do you have a problem
with me getting to know her still?

So, that really blindsided me,

with you picking Godwin to go on that date

and I wanna understand what happened.

Wow. Okay, um,

well, honestly, I'm a little taken aback

that that blindsided you.

But, first of all,
I didn't even know it was this deep.

I didn't realize y'all were like,

really, like, a something.

-Well--
-From my point of view,

what he was telling me is that
you weren't anything like that to him.

That you were just an option.

Not like, that there's a love triangle.

I'm blindsided by the fact
that Deya is blindsided,

because, in my head,
I thought she was aware

of the connection that was
going on with me and Godwin.

Shame on me for thinking it,
it was sort of obvious.

I'm confused,

because what's been spoken to me

is not what you're saying.

But then, why wouldn't you tell me that?

-Well, okay--
-That you wanted my man so bad.

-Like, I don't know.
-Wait, hold on, hold on,

-hold on, hold on, hold on...
-Jade, like let's be real.

You weren't about him
and then, all of a sudden,

like what? Like, I don't get it.

You're, you're right. You're right.

And that's what I've been
articulating to him and to Ty.

It was-- I, I wasn't about
him at the beginning.

I was very confused and uncertain.

But when I got this V-card,
I was like, "Okay,

"I know enough about Ty,
I need to make the decision

"because this is a love triangle

"and a, a decision has to be made.

So I need to make the decision
where I want to go."

This is what I didn't want to happen.

-[Deya] Yeah.
-This is what I didn't want to happen

this whole time.

And that's why I've been tiptoeing
around everybody's feelings.

Tiptoeing around Ty, tiptoeing around you,

because I don't know how to navigate this.

[Sara] Whenever y'all left,
Deya told all of us...

-Yes, it was.
-...that she kind of was

blindsided in a way.

-[smacks lips] Bruh.
-[Sara] But we-- I--

Like, we don't know what
the communication between you two are,

-so I'm not-- I'm not accusing you.
-Yes. Let--

Let me explain. Let me explain.

Nobody is-- Nobody's blindsided.

She know fully.

And I told her this is how I really feel.

I'm-- I, I would like
to explore things with Jade.

And she was like,
"Okay, if you wanna do it, cool."

There wasn't any problem with that.

Deya said today that you had never
had conversations with her.

She said, "Godwin said I was the priority,

but he never said like he wanted
to keep pursuing things with Jade."

-[Sara] Yes, exactly.
-[Madi] So, then she felt like...

-Exactly, that's what she said.
-...she was blindsided.

I'm telling her this is what it is,

-and then--
-[Madi] Maybe you should talk with her.

-No, no, let me, let me--
-Okay. Go ahead.

Let me go so that
we could really just like...

-Clear it up.
-...put everything together, yeah.

I'm just frustrated, man.

I told Deya about my connection with Jade

so many different times.

After our date on a picnic...

What if tomorrow there are
other sparks elsewhere?

You know, me, Jade...

[gasps] Oh, dang!

[Godwin] ...at the hammock.

I really, really have
great feelings for you.

-[Deya] Yeah.
-[Godwin] But then, also, like,

I do have some feelings for Jade as well.

You're still the priority, yeah.

I gotta defend myself because

she's probably spreading
that same narrative to Jade,

making Jade feel like I'm a bad person,
I'm a player or whatever.

My intention has always been to be,

to be very respectful of how I move...

-[Deya] Yeah.
-...and how I operate.

It-- That's always been my goal.

-[Deya] Yeah.
-I wanted to keep it so respectful.

-[Deya] Yeah.
-The entire time.

And so, to hear you,

[voice breaking] you know,
say that you're, you're blindsided,

I feel like everything that I was doing--

D-Do you-- Do you mind if--
if I, if I talk?

-Okay--
-No.

[Godwin] You're saying that you were
blindsided, you were not blindsided.

We had a chat in the hammock
and I told you exactly how I feel.

-Yes, that you had interest for Jade.
-Interest. Yes!

-[Deya] That she was an option.
-No! No, no.

I told, I told you this. I told you this.
Yeah, yeah. I told you you're a priority.

I have interest in her, and that's
somebody that I wanna pursue.

I told you that.

-I told you that you're my priority.
-Why are you yelling?

Because you're going around--
I'm sitting there, and they're tell--

they're telling me that you, you were
blindsided, that you never knew

-that I had interest in Jade.
-Godwin, Godwin.

-You don't need to to yell.
-If you want, we could have a chat.

-You don't need to yell, though.
-You're telling people that,

that you were blindsided.

I told you what it was,

-that I have interest in her.
-[Deya] Godwin.

Uh, Godwin, you wanna calm down
and then come talk?

-No! I'm calm, but, but you--
-You're not, you're yelling.

-Okay. I--
-And I will not be disrespected.

-So you can go and calm down...
-Listen. Listen though.

...and then you can come
and have a conversation.

Oh, gosh. Oh, no.

I also feel disrespected because
you're telling people what is not true.

I didn't know it ran
this deep though, Godwin.

-What? Oh, my goodness!
-Godwi--

I don't know why
you're getting frustrated.

Because you knew that,
but you just didn't know it ran deep?

I knew that there was interest,

but I didn't know it was this serious.
Get me?

Like, don't-- Please don't
paint me out to be a bad guy

because I told you that
I had interest in her,

and she's somebody I want to get to know.

-Listen, though.
-You said that she--

if she pursued you,
that you were open to that.

Oh, you-- and we could
rewind the tape back.

You need to relax
'cause you're irritated right now.

[Jade] I don't know who
to believe in this situation.

I think there can be, you know,
three sides to every story,

you know, her side, his side,
and the truth.

Because on one hand, I'm like,

"Well, how could Deya
be blindsided by this

when everybody else knew?"

Or was he really not telling her?

[Deya] You're irritated right now.

-♪ We walked through the fire ♪
-Cool. Alright.

I guess.

♪ The flames gettin' higher ♪

[Jade] The mistake that I made
early on throughout this journey

is that I put Godwin in this
player box that I thought he was.

And after this altercation
with Deya and Godwin,

do I feel like maybe I was right?

I don't know,
I feel like only time will tell.

I'ma start crying, oh, my God.

[sniffles]

♪ We walked through the fire ♪

♪ Ooh ♪

-[thunder crashing]
-♪ The flames gettin' higher ♪

[crying] Not even my dad
talks to me like that.

[sobbing]

[Brooklyn] That was not okay.

♪ The flames gettin' higher ♪

[thunder cracks]

[thunder rumbles]

-[birds chirping]
-[ocean waves crashing]

[♪ "Give U My Love" by LIBERATI playing]

[rain pattering]

♪ We got that laid back, low light ♪

-♪ Everything seems to fit just right ♪
-[Michael] Oh, wow.

[Rachael] Aw!

-That's romantic, isn't it?
-It is romantic!

[Kaitlyn] During Michael and Rachael's

awkward first encounter in the Love Shack,

the only real heat was
coming from the busted AC.

-Ooh, look at this. Ahh.
-Do you have a sweet tooth?

-Wait, hold on, hold on, hold on.
-What?

-Let's get romantic.
-Oh.

[Kaitlyn] Will tonight be the night

Rachael is finally able
to overcome her fears?

♪ I wanna give you my love ♪

I'm feeling excited for my date,

but I'm feeling nervous

'cause I need to tell Michael about
what happened at the Love Shack.

My body felt uncomfortable to me
and awkward, which is so not us.

-Cheers to... first official date. Wait--
-Yeah.

Official, yeah.

I always thought if
I wait for the right person

then it'll feel right.

Well, now I feel like
I'm with the right person

and it still doesn't feel right.

-[Rachael sighs]
-[Michael] You okay?

So, like... [sighs]

♪ It's not always easy ♪

[♪ "Here For You"
by Markus Hughes playing]

Could you tell I was weird the other night
when we were in the Love Shack?

Um, I didn't notice anything specific.

I thought maybe you seemed
like a little tired.

[Rachael] Okay.

♪ But we're all put on here
for something ♪

So...

everything was great.

But then, the bedroom,

I was, like, uncomfortable.

Did I make you uncomfortable?

-Not you.
-Oh, okay.

-Like, this is so not you.
-Okay.

Um, so, I think I've
never been comfortable

in bed with a guy before.

-Yeah.
-Literally, just like

-laying in bed with a guy.
-Right.

I would just, like, run away
or not deal with it.

-Yeah.
-And I feel like you're the first person

I actually, like, feel the need
to, like, take it seriously with.

Like, that's the one thing
I feel really good about is, like,

I don't think I would take this seriously

and, like, wanna fix it
if I was with somebody else.

-Mm-hm.
-You're the perfect guy for me

to, like, work this out through.

Thank you.

-[softly chuckles]
-No, and I'm...

I'm happy to, you know?

I just want,
just want you to be comfortable

telling me anything like that, you know?

Especially if you're uncomfortable.

-Just let me know.
-Okay.

[both chuckling]

Yay, I feel better now.

-Yeah?
-Yeah.

-That was good.
-Yeah.

Yeah, I feel better that
I can talk to you about it.

[Michael] I'm happy you shared it with me.

I feel like this was a big thing
hanging over Rachael's head,

so I'm happy that
she felt comfortable enough

to talk to me about it.

I think it's probably
good for the relationship

because we're both gonna have
to face these fears together

and getting through stuff,

uh, always ends up making you stronger.

I'm excited for the rest of this journey

because I feel like now we're
just gonna, like, progress.

-Yeah.
-And, like,

-focus on us.
-Yeah, no, it's-- I'm excited...

to get to the next

-steps, or...
-See me naked.

See your boobs.

[both laughing]

Yeah, uh-huh.

I just feel on cloud nine,

like, such a weight has been
lifted off my shoulders,

because now I feel really seen and heard

and it was just really validating.

And I just feel like I can definitely
see myself at some point

losing my virginity to Michael.

So, I'm really excited.

We have a little note.

[♪ soft music playing]

"When you're ready,
change into your swimsuits

and head to the studio."

[both] Woo!

Should we put our swimsuits on
together?

-Yeah, can we have fun now?
-[laughs] Yeah.

-Okay.
-[laughs]

-Let's have fun.
-Okay.

[Kaitlyn] To help Michael
and Rachael's fragile love grow,

we dumped them in a room semi-naked

with glow paint and a black light.

♪ What would you do for love? ♪

[Rachael laughing]

"I thought you were a comedian,
why you making porn?"

[Rachael] [laughing] Facts.

[Michael]
Putting paint all over Rachael's body,

it's not something I'm ever
gonna complain about. [laughs]

Uh, being able to touch her. She's hot.

[♪ "What Would You Do For Love"
by Andrew Kingslow playing]

[Rachael gasps]

That's cute! I think you should do mine.

♪♪

[gasps] You naughty boy.

-[Michael laughs]
-So naughty.

Touched boob, touched butt.

Never gonna complain
about touching boob and butt.

-[gasps] Yes, mine.
-[Michael] It's good, right?

[Rachael] That's my little butt.

People don't give me enough credit
for how much tush is back there.

But, uh, pretty much the only thing
I can think about in this moment

is just, like, don't get hard.

[laughs]

Gotta give it to me, baby.

You know there's other body parts
than my chest, right?

-What?
-[Rachael laughs]

Boner-ific.

No, I k-- I k--
I kept the little guy down.

She wasn't ready to meet the beast yet.

-Rachael.
-Yes?

When I first met you, I was like,

-"Who the hell is this bozo?"
-[Rachael] Uh-huh.

"No way I'm gonna be dating her ."

[laughing] Yeah.

But little did I know, I was wrong.

Six fights, a couple black eyes...

-[laughing]
-...and a bruise later [laughs]

and here we are, painting
each other's half-naked bodies.

And I wouldn't want it
to be with anyone else.

[Rachael] I feel like I've done,
like, a 180 for this date.

How I came in and how I'm leaving

is literally complete opposite.

-Michael.
-[Michael] Hm?

-I got nothin'. [laughs]
-You got nothin'?

-Not one thing?
-[laughing]

We've been here for six months,
you don't have one fuckin' thing.

-Michael.
-[Michael] Hey.

We've come so far on our journey for love.

-Mm-hm.
-And now I can call you mine...

-Mm-hm.
-...and nobody else's.

And you're really lucky to have me
'cause I'm super hot. [laughs]

[Michael] I agree.

This date has made me feel so much better
about, like, the Love Shack,

and like being in bed with Michael.

[♪ "BIRDS OF A FEATHER"
by Billie Eilish playing]

[Michael] Should we just really
get into this? Get it all over our bodies?

♪ Cause it was always you ♪

-And then come back this way.
-Okay.

-♪ And if I'm turning blue ♪
-Gonna go over you.

-♪ Please don't save me ♪
-Oh, my God.

-That's so sexy.
-[laughs]

I just knew that if I was vulnerable,

it would pay off in the long run.

I think this is good for us...

-[Michael] Mm-hm.
-...and good for me.

♪ I don't think ♪

♪ I could love you more ♪

[Rachael] It's really scary

to be vulnerable with somebody,

but that's kind of, like, what love is.

You have to be vulnerable,
you have to put yourself out there.

♪ Birds of a feather,
we should stick together ♪

♪ I know I said... ♪

And I think the idea of falling in love,

especially with Michael,
was, like, scary at first.

But now I feel more excited than anything.

♪ I'll love you 'til the day that I die ♪

♪ 'Til the day that I die ♪

[Colton] As Michael and Rachael
dial up the sexual tension...

back at the Beach Club, Brooklyn and Layne
enjoy some pre-sacrifice swinging.

The dancing, not the orgies.

That will happen way
after they lose their virginity.

Like, a few months at least.

-I should spin you. [laughs]
-[Layne] You wanna spin me?

-Yeah.
-Okay.

There's some wild drama going on,
and to be honest,

it's been, like, so nice
to just, like, have, like...

I really have like an assurance, you know?

Like, me and Brooklyn
are doing really good.

Like, I'm just so thankful,
I'm like, "Oh, thank goodness."

Like, it just kind of all
worked out for me real nice.

-[Brooklyn] And then, boom.
-[Layne] And then go like this.

And then kiss.

[♪ gentle music playing]

[Brooklyn] Ah! [giggles]

The last virgin sacrifice was so intense,

and the fact just a few days later

I'm, like, living my fairy tale
moment with Layne!

I'm like, how is this
even happening right now?

This is so awesome and I'm glad
you, like, came in when you did.

Yeah? I think it's just gotten like--

We've gotten better
and better honestly, like...

-Mm-hm.
-...like, slowly, like, worked our way up

better and better.

Really, like, all my boxes,
they're checked off,

so it's pretty good.

You too, for me. Same.

Oh wow, that's nice.

I'm glad you think the same.

-Yeah.
-I'm happy with that answer.

[Brooklyn] It's really amazing.

Almost every time that
I've told a guy I was a virgin,

he definitely didn't wanna be
in a relationship with me

or even wanna continue
going on dates with me

or straight up just,
I guess the word "ghosted" me,

um, just cut me off.

But with Layne,
it definitely feels stronger

than maybe anything I've had in the past

because he's not looking,
like, down upon me

because I'm a virgin or something
because he is, too.

Uh, so it's just like the most,
like, magical feeling ever.

Will you kiss me?

[♪ gentle music continues]

[Colton] It seems
the hashtag Laynlyn-love-story

is blossoming just in time.

[♪ "Don't Play With Fire"
by Jake Warren playing]

♪ Let the games begin ♪

Because little do these virgins know...

♪ Storm is coming in ♪

...that what's about to be revealed

is a game-changing game changer

that will completely change...

♪ The heart is black and blue ♪

...the game.

♪♪

♪ There's a fire
and it's blazing in my heart ♪

There's a sacrifice tonight
and I'm freaking out

'cause I don't have anyone here
that I have a connection with.

I just feel like that makes me vulnerable.

-How are we feeling, ladies?
-Alright, ladies.

♪♪

[Madi] Do we feel nervous?

I have no fuckin' idea
what's gonna happen tonight.

Like, truly, I'm like, I don't know.

But shit changes every
fuckin' hour in this place,

so, like, I'm like, who knows?

Maybe new guys will come in
that maybe I'm interested in,

so I want to stay.

[indistinct chatter]

The boys are coming.

Oh, man.

-[Madi] Hi, boys.
-Hey, girls.

[Ty] Seeing how things went down
between Godwin and Deya,

I'm feeling a lot more confident

knowing that I placed all my bets in Jade.

And so, I'm really hoping

that Jade realizes
that I'm the one for her...

Jade, you look great.

...and that she chooses me
at the sacrifice tonight.

[Madi] How are the new boys feeling?

I don't really know what to expect,
but, at the same time,

I feel like my journey's
not really over here.

[Madi scoffs]

I feel like I'm kind of a little bit
on rocky waters with Farha.

I don't know if we've mutually expressed

the exact type of feelings
we have towards each other.

[♪ "You're No Good" by TIDES playing]

♪ Not going down ♪

♪ Not going down without a fight ♪

-Oh.
-Oh, gosh.

♪ Not going down ♪

Good evening, everyone.

[Godwin] Good evening.

I think it's safe to say,
it's been a tumultuous week.

While some couples have certainly
moved forward and grown...

others have crumbled.

♪ You're no good ♪

But on to tonight.

There are no more late arrivals
coming to this beach.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

Tonight will be your
final virgin sacrifice.

♪♪

Only the most serious couples
will stay on the island.

You have one hour to decide
if you're committed

to exploring the next levels of intimacy

with your current connections.

♪♪

Good luck, and we will see you guys later.

[Colton and Kaitlyn] Bye.

[contestants] Bye.

[♪ "Fighters or Lovers" by Jennifer June
and John Winston playing]

[Deya] I'm feeling
pretty distraught with how

everything turned out with Godwin and I.

♪ Emerge from the shadows
out from the caves ♪

If Godwin and Jade pick
each other at the virgin sacrifice,

that's gonna feel like
such a stab in the back.

There's just no way
I would've stuck by his side

if I thought that this
was gonna be the outcome.

♪♪

[♪ song fades out]

[♪ dramatic music playing]

♪ It's going down ♪

♪ Whether you like it or not ♪

Okay guys, um, I have
a couple of things to say.

♪ Are you ready, ready for me? ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm ready for you ♪

Godwin...

♪ It's going down ♪

...what happened today...

I did not deserve that.

♪♪

Because I've been so supportive,
so caring, so loving,

and so gracious towards you.

[♪ music building]

♪♪

[♪ music stops]

I came here to find the love of my life,

a husband,
someone I can build a legacy with.

But I didn't find that.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

And so...

I will self-sacrifice right now.

[♪ "Come to an End" by Nik Ammar playing]

I love you guys.

♪ The fire is out,
it's just a dying ember ♪

It's obviously sad to be going home,

but I can say, yes,
it hurts not to be chosen.

And, yes, it hurts to be overlooked
or to be betrayed.

Yes, these things hurt, but...

it doesn't take anything away from me.

Thank you, thank you.
And, um, I really-- Look,

I-I wanna hold your hand and say this.

I really want to apologize sincerely,

from the bottom of my heart.

You are a great woman.

I think the world of you.
I think the best of you.

And I know you deserve the world.

I'm sorry.

I accept it, Godwin. I forgive you.

The fact that Godwin couldn't see me

doesn't make him a bad person.

It just means he's not the one for me.

'Cause the person that
sees me will be like,

"This girl, she's a treasure. I'm not--

"I'm not gonna look
in any other direction.

This is the person I want."

And I will wait however long...

[sniffles]

...until I find that kind of love.

-God bless you!
-[overlapping goodbyes]

-[Madi] Miami, mami!
-[contestants] Bye!

[♪ "I'm Sorry" by James Grinder
and Nick Kingsley playing]

♪ Don't be cross with me for my honesty ♪

♪ But I've just gotta let you know ♪

♪ There's no easy way
to find the words to say ♪

♪ When it's time to let go ♪

[Godwin] Really do regret how things
ended between me and Deya.

[sniffles]

♪ I'm sorry ♪

It's like no matter how much
I try to prove people,

no, like, I'm a good guy,

it's like I'm moving two steps back
every time I move one foot forward.

It's never, never enough.

And now, after everything that
had transpired with Deya,

I don't know if that tinted
the way that Jade look at me.

It's like, I don't know if
she feel any different.

So, I really don't know
what is to happen tonight.

♪ Ohh ♪

♪ I'm sorry ♪

-[birds chirping]
-[ocean waves crashing]

[♪ tense, dramatic music playing]

[Kaitlyn] After weeks of making
and breaking connections,

it's time for our final...
[echoing] virgin sacrifice.

Everything's hanging in the balance.

If a virgin's connection is strong enough,

they'll stay.

If not, they'll be sacrificed immediately.

[Sara] My head with this whole
virgin sacrifice elimination

is still a little scrambled.

I'm not all the way secure
with my relationship with Jake.

But seeing Deya
and Godwin with each other,

fighting and a lot of chaos happening

makes me realize that no one is safe.

[♪ "Fight For Love" by Cassandra
Nicol Moritz & Max Leith playing]

♪ Don't give up, find your strength ♪

At this point in time, I do see myself
falling in love with Jade.

I hope that she gives us
the chance to explore that further

because I don't see her
and Godwin working out.

Welcome to your final virgin sacrifice.

♪ Fight for love ♪

We are so sad to see Deya go.

But, looking to tonight's sacrifice,

that means that there are six women

and seven men remaining.

One at a time, the ladies
are gonna step forward

and say the name of the man

they can see themselves
falling in love with.

[Kaitlyn] But, for those who survive,
the journey is far from over.

The final leg of this journey is
gonna be extremely challenging

as couples will explore
even deeper levels of intimacy

through physical and emotional connection

before a final decision must be made

in the ultimate commitment ceremony,

which we are calling...

-[cork pops, champagne gushing]
-...The Big Finish.

-[Godwin] Whoa.
-Okay. I'm very curious.

So, up first, Rachael.

[softly chuckles]

[♪ gentle music playing]

'Kay... Michael.

[Rachael giggles]

[sighs]

Michael, you give me a safe place
to share my emotions,

and you always take away my anxiety,
you make me laugh,

and you bring out this different
version of me that nobody else does.

So, would you like to continue
this romantic relationship with me?

♪♪

-Of course.
-[Rachael] Okay.

[both giggle]

-♪ But I always come back to you ♪
-[applause]

I love to see it. Michael?

Michael, any, any response?

-[Michael] I'm good. Uh...
-[laughter]

No, uh, we went through
our first real, like, step

to building something and, uh,

I don't know, it just makes me excited
to see where this goes.

[Kaitlyn] Amazing.

I love seeing a kiss
on the elimination deck.

I like having a kiss on elimination day.

-[Rachael giggles]
-[Kaitlyn] So cute.

[Colton] Brooklyn, you're up next.

[♪ soft music playing]

Layne.

[chuckling] Alright.

From the moment you came into this villa,

you have positively impacted me.

I think you're smart, handsome,
and a true gentleman.

So, do you want to pursue
a romantic relationship with me?

Brooklyn, when I first walked in,
you were definitely like--

caught my eye.

And then your personality
turned out to be, like,

even better than your looks.

So, I was like,
"Wow, this girl's amazing."

Definitely.

♪♪

[applause]

[Colton] So sweet.

Alright, Sara, you're up next.

[♪ curious music playing]

Jake.

I'm not completely sure
about Jake and I's relationship

because of him saying one thing

and then doing something else
and consistently confusing me.

But maybe he's willing
to progress our relationship

in being intimate with me moving forward.

You have been by my side from day one,

and you've shown me that you care about me

and that you're extremely understanding

throughout our entire journey.

Would you like to continue
a relationship with me?

♪♪

Yes, I would like to.

[♪ joyful music playing]

Knowing that Sara's still interested

with the crazy confusion that I've caused,

it's nice.

It's nice to know that
she still wants to choose me

and also continue
with this amazing journey

that we're about to go on.

Alright, Madi, it's your turn.

[♪ pensive music playing]

[Madi] When I came into this journey,

I honestly thought that
virgin men were losers.

[laughter]

I'm sorry, that's really honest,

but I did-- really didn't expect to meet

some of the funniest,
coolest, kindest guys

I've ever met in my life.

And I kind of got a new
self-confidence in myself

and a new hope for, hopefully,
someone out there for me.

But I am not choosing anyone tonight.

♪♪

It's been a great journey
and I will miss you all.

I know we'll all connect on the outside.

For sure.

Madi, we're so proud of you.
Thank you so much.

-[Kaitlyn] Yeah, thank you.
-Thank you so much.

[applause]

[♪ "Don't Leave Me Unopened"
by Nik Ammar playing]

Farha, you're up.

[Farha] Um...

I've been kind of on the fence,

and I've decided that, honestly,
I'm ready to go home.

♪♪

-[Godwin] Crazy, man.
-[Kaitlyn] Okay.

-[♪ somber music playing]
-[applause]

We respect you, Farha. Thank you.

You feel good?

-I do. Yes.
-[Kaitlyn] Yeah. Okay.

So, last but not least,
that leaves us with you, Jade.

♪ This didn't go how we planned it ♪

Ty.

Yes.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

Ty and Jade are so cute,

and, honestly, I'm hoping
I get a wedding invitation.

Holy crap, this is actually happening.

[Rachael] Did I miss a chapter?
'Cause I'm really confused right now.

She just went on a date with Godwin.

What is going on right now?

♪ Look at the mess you've made ♪

♪ Look at the, look at the... ♪

I honestly feel betrayed.

♪ This is your worst mistake ♪

Because I gave up,
you know, and sacrificed

a great relationship that I had with Deya.

And then, calling Ty
in front of everybody,

how that really make me feel?

It make me feel used.

♪ Did it ever exist between us? ♪

♪ Drifted apart and you
didn't give me a reason ♪

Godwin.

[♪ music fades out]

[♪ dramatic music playing]

[Ty] I'm a little confused.

Like, is she choosing me?

What's going on?

♪ Look at the mess you've made ♪

♪ All the dumb things you did
left me speechless, yeah ♪

This is crazy, man.

What?

♪ What is love? ♪

♪ Did it ever exist ♪

♪ Between us? ♪

Um...

[Colton] On the grand finale of
Are You My First?...

I want a romantic, emotional,
and physical connection.

[Colton] ...Jade makes a tough decision.

[♪ dramatic music playing]

And our final couples...

Welcome to your Love Shack.

-[Colton] ...move in together...
-Alright.

I think that this is the test.

[Colton] ...meet each other's families...

[Layne]
I'm terrified of meeting her parents.

Are you really a virgin?

[Colton]
...and make the ultimate commitment.

This week is gonna get real.

[Rachael] [crying] I'm sorry.

It's like all too much.

I can't do this.

[♪ upbeat music playing]

♪ I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you ♪

♪♪

♪ I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪