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Well, we made it.

Can you believe it? Now I miss the old
place.

Better location.

Better view.

Just feels quite dark in it.

Oh well, we're here now.

Let's go to Matt's.

Come on, honey, you know why I wanted to
move.

Much easier that it's fully furnished.

Less stuff to take.

Less unpacking.

Less messing around.

Anyway, the, um...

The suitcases are still in the van with
clothes in. If you want to go and get

them, we can start unpacking.

Much noisier here too.

Let's get used to listening to cars
driving past all day.

What do you fancy for dinner?

It must be something you fancy.

What do you want?

Love.

I know you're mad at me, okay?

I know.

I know you're mad at me.

For dragging you away from...

Everything you knew, your friends, that
girl you was getting close to.

I know you're angry.

You've got to understand though, from my
point of view,

you were heading down a seriously
dangerous path.

You was.

Come on.

Your friends that you had, if you can
even call them that, they were just

leading you astray.

Right?

I know you don't agree with that, but
it's true.

They were.

And that girl was no good for you.

She wasn't.

Mummy's the only person in the whole
world who will love you unconditionally

look after you.

What do you mean?

Oh, don't be silly.

Of course you don't want to move out.

Why do you want to move out?

You don't want to move out.

You don't?

Why do you want to move out?

You have no idea.

Why would you need to?

I cook for you.

I clean for you.

I wash your dirty clothes.

Who else is going to do that like I do?

You certainly need to do it for
yourself.

Where would you be without me?

Okay, okay, I'm sorry.

I just want you to have the best life
possible, myself.

You know, it's, uh, it's difficult
because, you know,

you move out, you get your own place, a
little house or an apartment or

something, and you're gonna have to go
to work, you're gonna have to, well,

let's face it, son.

It'll be minimum wage, whatever you
choose to do, and then all your money

be going on rent.

What money are you going to have for
yourself?

It'll be rent, bills, food, and a
theatre.

I can provide for you.

At least think about it.

For a bit, it makes sense.

I earn more than enough money working
from home to look after the both of us.

You need to move out, not for a few more
years.

You're only going to get 100 % what is
best for you.

Sorry.

If you stay here where it's safe, or I
can look after you.

I know you're not a baby.

But it's just been me and you ever since
your dad walked out of your life. Both

of our lives when you were two.

Piece of shit.

It's been me and you ever since.

Just me and you. I made you my world.

I don't want to see you throw your life
away by moving out too young and fucking

everything up and then coming home
anyway.

It's just because it's new, all right?

You don't know what's going on.

I don't know what's going on.

Christ knows I know what's going on. I
don't know what's going on.

We've only been here five days.

Smile more.

Is this better?

Wipe that look off your face.

Smile and tell me what you want for
dinner.

Still not working?

At the very least when you move into a
property you can expect a working

You can see the problem, surely?

It's going to take ages to get a plumber
out.

You know what it's like.

You'll have to call one then, aren't I,
if you can't do it?

You sure you can't do anything with it?

Just one more look.

I need a shower. I stink. So do you.

So you shouldn't give up.

You can ring the plumber then.

Why do I have to do it?

Right, I'll ring the timer.

I bet it's really simple.

Okay. Well, honey... I don't mean to
make you feel like that.

If I do, then I'm sorry.

Sorry.

I don't mean to make you feel what I
thought.

Or uncomfortable or suffocated in any
way.

And as for...

Feeling like you can't get a girlfriend
because of me.

And wanting to move out and get your own
place.

I make you feel like that and I'm sorry,
but I just want what's best for you.

You know that, right?

I've always wanted what's best for you.

I know you're old enough to leave. You
can leave whenever you want.

I just don't see the need.

Plus, I can look after you better than
any other girl can.

Right?

It's a, um... How do I say it?

It's a societal thing, I think.

You know, it's a societal thing that you
feel the need to move out and have

space and be like everyone else.

The sheep of the world.

You know something?

I'll tell you a secret.

Most men love to be looked after by
their mummies at your age.

Just try and relax and enjoy your new
home.

Like I'm trying to.

I've got you to worry about.

Listen, I'm going shopping tomorrow,
okay?

There's a few things that I need to get.

Can I ever come with me?

Or stay here?

Okay. Well, if you do stay here, then
I'm going to have to lock the door,

Well...

There's only one key, sweetie, and I
need to get a spare cut.

I'll probably do that while I'm out
tomorrow, actually.

And, uh... I mean, I don't... not... I

don't mean to distrust you, but you like
to listen to your music.

And we don't know this area.

You know, we've never lived in the
middle of a city before.

I'm not used to hearing traffic this
time of night.

You know.

You see?

I'm frightened that we're going to be
broken into.

If I leave the door unlocked, then you
might not hear someone trying to break

if you've got your music on.

No, it's not just about you listening to
music. It's just I don't feel safe

leaving the door unlocked, whether
you're here or not.

So I'm going to have to lock the door if
you stay in here, okay?

You could still come with me.

So, uh, you're definitely not coming.

Are you sure?

Well, if you're not coming, then you can
make yourself useful.

Do some cleaning or something.

I don't know.

Maybe hoover?

Or polish?

There's lots of things that you're
doing.

Um, make sure that I get you love some
breakfast.

And lunch.

And, uh... Don't eat too much other
fruit, though.

Um... What else?

Um... Uh...

Well, I'm walking.

Yeah, I have to do the exercise.

Oh, and, um...

See if you can fix that shower, alright?

Well the plumber can't come until next
week and, to be honest, I don't know if

can go another day.

Does the aloe tree can come?

It can't come any sooner, I know it's a
pain but, anyway, I'll see you later,

alright?

See, it didn't clean for me then.

It was actually messier than before I
left.

Oh, son.

This is why you can't have your own
play.

Can't look after it.

I've been in a pigsty.

What have you been doing then?

Hmm?

Son?

Watching TV?

Eating the entire contents of the
fridge?

Did your mum stop?

Anyway, uh, did you manage to fix the
shower?

Please say yes.

Oh, honey!

You were supposed to look at the shower!

At the very least!

It's not an attempt, no. You didn't even
attempt it.

Not even an attempt.

Okay.

Alright.

Oh well.

What?

Nothing.

But you look... Nothing.

I'm sure you're alright.

You don't know how this...

What have you done?

Now I believe you.

Thousands wouldn't.

I'll be right back.

Oh, the plumber called.

He can actually come this afternoon.

I'm going to need you to put something
on that will look smarter than that.

Well, I know it's only the plumber, but
you can't greet anyone wearing a

dressing gown.

It's not right.

Put something on properly.

Proper.

Please.

Looks like you haven't got anything
better to do than laze around all day.

Hey, better that cheek, alright?

You have got better stuff to do than
laze around all day.

I don't know.

Helping out.

Doing something.

Anything.

Well, no, not that.

There's nothing wrong with that. I just
don't want you... I don't want him

seeing you wearing a dressing gown. It
looks like you can't be bothered to get

dressed.

Oh, yeah. I know. I know the place.

Yeah. Yeah, huh?

The one down the road.

Yeah, I went past it the other day.

It's meant to be a good museum.

You thinking of going then?

To the museum?

Hmm.

I'll come with you.

It'll be a nice trip out.

You don't want to be going around a
museum on your own.

Why can't I come with you?

Come on, have a day.

Make a day of it.

Have lunch.

It's a bit of shopping afterwards.

Me and you.

Mmm. Like that.

Settle down.

I'll take you next week.

Mm -hmm.

Have fun.

I think he's kinda alright in there.

Christ.

Maybe we can actually have a shower
tonight.

I don't know, he said it's an easy job.

An easy job? He's been banging around in
there for over an hour.

Go and offer him a cup of tea or coffee.

Because it's polite.

Go on.

You've been here for ages and you
haven't said a word to him.

Go and offer him a drink.

At least you got out that dressing gown.

Go and put the kettle on.

Take him in a drink and make some light
conversation.

Finally, a working shower.

I'll let you get in first.

Because you think.

It's been over a week.

You need to get in first.

I'll get in after you, alright?

Let's get this on.

You can sort the temperature out,
alright? Have a nice shower.

dating site.

Come on. Come on.

Who is this stupid girl

you've been talking to?

Tomorrow. You're not going anywhere.

You know, um, suddenly mummy doesn't
feel so well.

I just come over with a real bad
headache and, uh, I

think I might go for an early night.

Don't worry about me. I'm fine.

It's that shower.

I think, uh, yeah, I'll lie down and...

Some sleep and... Yeah, I'm gonna... I'm
gonna go for a lie

down.

Mommy feels a bit sick.

My head's pounding.

I don't know.

I don't know what it could be.

Maybe it's a shower.

Anyway, I need to...

I need to get out of this towel and sort

myself out.

All my hair's dry because I blow -dried
it, so I'm going to put it up.

I do that before I get dressed.

But yeah, my head is hurting, so I'm
going to go for a lie down.

I'm going to have a jam with them first,
go for a lie down, and hopefully I'll

feel better tomorrow.

That's so sweet of you to check on me
like that.

Oh.

No, I... I feel just the same as I did
last night.

Like crap.

I feel like I'm gonna... Oh, my head.

No, I'll be fine, alright? I'll be fine.
Just need to remember where I put those

headache tablets.

You're so sweet at checking on Mummy
like that.

Thank you.

I'm sure I'll be absolutely fine. I just
need some water, a tablet and maybe

another little sleep.

Don't worry about me.

Promise. I'm positive. I don't need you
to worry.

I'm feeling a bit better, yeah.

Had some biscuits.

Fresh air?

What sort of fresh air? Can't you just
put your head out the window?

What park?

A stroll?

I see.

Nothing. It's just my head.

Well, it's... about six o 'clock.

Plus, you don't know the area. I mean,
it could be dangerous out there, son.

You don't know the area.

Are we getting dark soon?

Are you sure you're telling Mummy the
truth about where you're really going?

Oh, no, it's okay. It's just... The
headache seems to be getting worse, you

know?

Yeah,

I can barely talk through the pain.

I might just have an early night,
although I don't know if I'm going to be

to sleep through this metagony.

You go on, son. I'll be fine.

You go. You go and have your walk,
alright?

Oh, babe. Are you sure?

No. No, actually.

I want you to go. You go.

It's not fair on you to stand there
looking after me.

Go. Just go. It's fine.

No, no, no. You go, alright? Don't stay
here on my account. You were looking

forward to your lovely evening stroll.

What if you're offering to stay and look
after

me? Then maybe you could make me a
drink. I don't think I've drunk much all

I just feel so light -headed.

You know, you're just so lovely, staying
looking after Mummy like this. You're a

true gentleman.

You didn't have to.

It's still hurting a bit.

I don't know where you get it from, son,
not from your father.

He was a prick.

Listen. You are happy, aren't you?

Here with me.

Oh, what's the matter?

A girl?

What girl?

Oh.

You should have told me.

That I helped you pick out something
smart to wear.

Helped you choose flowers and chocolates
and...

She told me you were going on a date.

Oh, babe.

What do you mean now she doesn't want to
see you?

What, because you couldn't make it
tonight?

Tonight?

That's where you were going.

You were going on a date tonight. You
weren't going for a walk in the park.

Oh, son.

Why didn't you say?

Christ, now I feel guilty.

Well, it is my fault.

If I didn't feel unwell and make you
feel guilty you wouldn't have stayed,

you'd be there with her now.

But you did offer to stay here and look
after me.

Maybe she'll change her mind.

Maybe you could rearrange.

Oh, she's blocked you.

You're joking.

Well... Yeah, she probably does think
you're a time waster. Girls can get like

that.

Did you like her?

I'm sorry.

I've been thinking, wondering... Why
didn't you tell me you

were meeting that girl?

I wouldn't have been mad.

What kind of mother do you think I am?

Why did you keep it a big secret and
just pretend you were going out for a

in the park?

I'm sure you can tell me why.

I wouldn't have been mad.

I wouldn't.

I promise.

You really think that of me?

You really think?

I would have been happy for you.

I would.

You really feel that way?

No, no, no. It's a shock to hear that
out of my own son's mouth.

He can't even tell his mum.

Something as simple as he met a girl
online.

You feel you can't tell me that?

My whole attitude is confusing.

Well, I don't mean... I mean, if it
comes across like that... I don't mean

confusing.

I just want to look after you, so... I
don't know.

And I mean, like... Oh.

Oh, I see.

So you're actually actively looking for
an apartment now, hmm?

You're going to move out and live with
me, yeah?

You want to leave so bad?

You're applying for properties behind my
back.

I'm not trying to tell you what to do.
Far from it. I just don't want you to

have to struggle like I did as a young
woman.

Alright?

No. No.

All I'm asking is that you reconsider.

That you reconsider the whole stupid
idea of you moving out before it's too

late.

Well, it looks like you made up your
mind. I can't stop you.

Have you seen any places you like, then?

Wonderful.

Wonderful.

Well, anyway, I'd just like you to know
that I've calmed down now.

Over the whole situation.

I'm proud of you.

You want to move out?

You move out.

You're old enough to make your own
decisions.

Whether they involve me or not anymore.

I'm popping out anyway.

Well, I'm going to get a bottle of
something nice in to celebrate your new

place.

Oh, I know you haven't got it yet, but
you'll get it.

You said you'd applied for one already?

Mm -hmm.

There you go then.

You'll definitely get accepted.

So we must celebrate.

Come in with me?

You want one too?

Okay, I'll... I'll lock up then.

Okay.

Drink up.

Oh, no, no, no.

I feel a little bit of a headache.

You enjoy it.

Mm -hmm.

They're nice.

Thought you might like that.

Drink it a bit quicker than that.

Don't be such a baby over here.

Drink it.

It's nice.

I might have a small one in a little
while.

That's it.

More?

Keep going.

It's nice, isn't it?

Christ.

You've had that whole bottle.

Finish that glass.

Okay.

Steady, steady.

It's fun.

Just finish it off.

I'll get myself a glass in a minute and
I'll join you, I promise.

Look, I know you don't drink that much,
but when you get your own place, you're

going to want to enjoy a few drinks with
your friends and you don't want to be

the only one that can't handle it.

I'll get used to it.

You'll want to be able to handle your
drink in front of your new girlfriend

you get one.

Hey,

can you hear mummy?

Hey, look at me.

Can you hear me?

Did you, did you say you've had enough?

Oh look, you finish that, there's a tiny
bit left in the bottle.

Like a tiny, tiny, tiny bit.

You finish that and then I'll take you
to bed.

There.

It's all gone now.

Finish that little bit up.

That's it.

Drink it all down.

There we go.

Do you remember anything from last
night?

Well, apart from being completely drunk
and embarrassing yourself, though.

Don't remember anything?

Nothing that felt...

Last night, you started

to touch Mummy inappropriately.

You tried to put your hand down my
dress, up here,

and you touched Mummy's leg and you put
your hand in between my

leg.

Between my legs.

In between Mummy's legs.

Do you remember that?

Well, you did.

It wasn't appropriate.

I don't know where that's come from.

Certainly I don't.

It's like... It's like you were seeing
me for the first time and you couldn't

hold your feelings back.

You're so drunk.

So drunk.

So, so drunk.

You had the whole bottle.

I didn't tell you to stop.

You just wouldn't.

I knew it would happen. Something would
happen.

Getting that drunk. That paralytic.

Especially when you know you can't
handle it.

I pushed you back.

And you started getting a little bit too
aggressive towards Mummy.

I did push you away.

But, um... In all the excitement of...

me bringing that alcohol home, and you
moving out, and

exciting times... I, um...

in such a rush. I forgot to put panties
on. I must have forgotten to put them

on.

And you were just so strong last night,
honey.

You pushed your erection inside of me.

You pulled me on top of you and you,
um...

I couldn't stop you.

You had sex with me.

You had sex with your own mother.

Well, I don't need to be blunt, but...

You did.

You did ejaculate inside of me.

Twice.

Twice.

You came without mummy twice.

And you didn't use a condom.

And now, who knows?

You must have been seriously aroused and
seriously built up and seriously

frustrated to do something like that.

With your own mum.

Hey, I'm not making light of the
situation, Annie. Far from it.

Where are you going?

You don't get to walk away.

I know what's happened has happened and
there's no point in dwelling on it. It's

done. What you did is done.

I know there are boys out there, men,
who enjoy the incest fantasy.

I'm a total prude, right? I know. I know
what goes on behind people's doors,

behind closed doors, in their bedrooms,
late at night.

Christ knows.

Please, sweetie, we can talk about this
like civil adults.

Can't we?

Hey!

You shouldn't be getting snarky with me
like that, son.

It was you who violated me last night,
in the way you did.

You don't get snarky with your mother.

Alright, no, no.

No, I'm not...

Did I enjoy it?

What kind of question is that?

I just hope you haven't got me pregnant.

Babe. You've been avoiding me for two
days now.

Do you not think under the circumstances
we should at least talk about it?

I think we should.

I think it needs to be spoken about a
little bit more than what we have done.

We need to try and resolve this somehow.

I don't know how, but we need to try.

I'm your mum, you're my son.

Whatever terrible thing has happened, we
need to try.

No.

How about I cook us a nice meal and we
can... No.

Alright.

Are you still thinking of moving out?

You are.

I thought so.

Can I ask you something?

Do you think you did what you did
because you have underlying

feelings for mummy?

Feelings you maybe couldn't express
before and you could after drinking so

It's only natural that I want to know.

Don't take that tone with me after what
you did. It is only natural that I want

to know.

Is.

Having my own son touch me in those ways
and doing those things with me.

Don't leave again. I need to talk to
you.

Son.

No.

It just makes me wonder if you

love me a little more

than you should love your mother.

It just makes me wonder, that's all.

Hey, don't push me away, sweetheart.

want you to know that I understand,
okay?

I understand.

I understand that you have feelings for
me.

I know you do.

Otherwise you wouldn't have done what
you did.

And it's okay if you don't want to admit
it.

It's embarrassing for you, I know.

Don't you think it's a little late for
that though now?

Oh. I was just about to get in the
shower.

Something you wanted?

Well, what then?

Come on, you're not going to cry, are
you?

Hey!

There's no need to cry.

I know you're not crying, but you look
like you're about to burst out crying.

I mean, it's only natural to be feeling
like that, son.

After what happened.

Oh Christ, how careless of me.

After how you feel as well, I'm so
sorry.

You don't want to be seeing that. I
mean, you should start to cover up more

around here too.

all the time, silly mummy.

I shouldn't tease you like that.

You don't have those feelings for mummy.

I didn't expect you to admit it.

It's sick.

What do you mean it's sick?

What do you mean?

I would disagree.

The sex we had.

Wow.

Look, I need to get in the shower.

You could join me if you like.

No.

I'm going to make yourself useful then.

Go and chop the vegetables for dinner.

Well, you'll be pleased to know that you
didn't get me pregnant.

No.

It's a negative.

It is.

So, uh... Looks like you can put

all this behind you now.

You don't want to worry about me.

You ain't going to worry about yourself
either, becoming a dad at your age.

It's negative.

Not even a hint of a lie.

Aren't you pleased?

Well, you didn't talk to me.

That's what I'm here for.

I mean, Mum, I'm here to listen.

What's confusing you?

Right.

And how does that make you feel?

Well, does it make you feel confused in
a scared way, or...?

I'm scared that you may be developing
feelings for Mummy.

All right, not feelings then.

Well, I don't know, son. I'm not a mind
reader. I don't know unless you tell me.

You've got to tell me.

Tell me what's on your mind and I can
thought it.

Although I think I already know what it
is.

It's what you did to Mummy.

Isn't it?

It's what you did and now you're
confused and scared that you may be

feelings for mummy and you don't know
how to feel about that.

And not only that, this whole moving out
thing, it's got you nervous to leave.

That's not helping, is it?

Why don't you just stay here?

It's making you crazy at the thought of
leaving.

What you did?

It's not a normal thing to do.

It's the whole moving out thing. You
really need to try and put it to the

of your mind.

You don't want to leave.

Yeah.

What do you want?

I think maybe you don't know what you
want.

let me do that.

Now I'm confused.

Is that what you did to me? It's got me
confused now.

Oh, son. Oh, dear.

Oh, um... You need to fold your clothes.

I'll put them on the bed for you.

Look, what we did... All right. You
don't want to talk about it. That's

Although... Where did you get those keys
from?

I said, where did you get those keys
from?

You've been going through my bag?

Give them to me.

Give them here.

Honey, they're mine.

I forgot to get a spare cup, okay?

Give me the keys.

Give them to me.

Now. Please, now.

Give them to me. Give me the keys.

Now.

You don't need to leave. You don't need
to leave, okay?

You belong here with mummy or I can look
after you now. Give me the damn keys.

Put them in my hand.

What on earth do you think you're doing
looking at me like that?

You're the one who's in the wrong here,
son.

You. Not me. You.

Now either give them to me or put them
back in my bag.

Before I lose my temper.

Me? You're the one who's acting mad.

You don't know whether it's Tuesday or
Christmas Day.

You did what you did to me and then you
did it again.

Don't you blame me for that. You wanted
it. You wanted it, alright?

You.

Stop looking at me like that.

You're trying to leave before you're
properly ready.

You're not ready.

I want to look after you.

Why can't you do that?

I'm still up.

Can't sleep.

No,

you didn't hurt me. It's okay.

You don't need to be sorry.

apologising, honey.

I said I'm fine.

Hmm.

You slept in here last night.

Last night... He was in my mouth.

What do you think this will mean?

We had sex?

I liked you in my mouth.

I'm just so confused now.

More confused than ever.

I know you want to move out.

And I know I've got to let you go.

Do you think mummy's good at that?

How much longer can you laugh through
Mummy's mouth without coming?

Come on. I want to taste it, honey.

Look how wet Mummy's getting your cock,
huh?

taste myself funny.

Oh shit.

I'm just gonna get myself a cleanser for
it.

I'm pregnant.

I don't know.

is that I can't do this on my own.

Hey.

Hey. It's all right.

What?

Oh, no.

You did this to Mummy, okay?

You forced my hand into this situation.

You're underlying secret feelings for
me, honey.

I've got me questioning my own feelings
for you.

It's not fair. Just leave me now.

Not like that.

You can't.

You can't.

It's not fair.

You impregnated me.

You should have thought of that before
you fucked me without using a condom.

More than once.

I'm not having an abortion, if that's
what you're about to say.

I'd never do that.

But I can't bring a new life into this
world without help.

When you first entered me that night,
how it felt?

You must have been developing an
attraction for mummy for a long time.

Don't deny it.

Whether you remember it or not, you did.

You wanted to have sex with me that
night, which means, you know, truth

out while you're drunk and all.

Years of built -up desperation for mummy
led you to

fucking me like that.

In the first place, which has led to the
pregnancy test. He's in the bathroom if

you don't believe me. You'll see soon
enough. My belly starts to grow. Unless

you decide to leave me, which you're not
going to leave me, right?

Please say you're not going to leave me.

You did this for me.

It's all you.

I need you, honey.

You can't leave.

Say hi to mummy for a minute, we'll go.

Are you okay?

You sure?

I'm gonna run, Mummy.

Touch my belly.

finish yourself off.

What's funny?

Okay.

Anything for you, you know.

No more anal, okay?

Not while I'm pregnant, anyway.

Just let me do it, okay? Don't, don't,
don't push back.

Don't be...

so much if I...

I know honey.

Pull back a bit.

take away?

Come on.

Let's get Chinese.

I don't know how much longer that
Chinese is going to be.

I didn't normally crave Chinese food.

In fact, I haven't had any cravings for
this pregnancy.

Not like I had for you.

I'm really craving that now, though.

I had all sorts of cravings for you,
son.

Funny how life works, isn't it?

I mean, you know, if I hadn't have done
what I did all those months ago, then

this little one wouldn't have existed,
and then I wouldn't have any cravings at

all.

I don't know what I'm saying, but I'm
pregnant and craving Chinese food, like

said.

I didn't say anything of the sort, did
I?

I think you better sit down.

Look, I never thought that I'd have to
admit this to you.

Not like this anyway.

Okay.

You're not going to get angry at mummy.

I moved house because I was frightened
that you were going to leave.

You were getting all these friends and
you had a girlfriend, sort of, that girl

that you liked.

And I was absolutely terrified that you,
that you were going to leave me

for her.

You're my entire world.

I was jealous because I'm so lonely.

And I've got no one in the world apart
from you.

When your dad left when you was just
little, I promised myself that

I would never let anyone hurt you.

You're my baby.

Then you started getting older and
getting your own mind and things got...

Things got tough for mummy to deal with.

I couldn't bear the thought of losing
you, sweetheart.

So I moved to get you away from that.

And then I didn't realise how much you
must have hated me because then you

wanted to move. You wanted to move out
and leave me.

And then I found back

when the shower was broke and the
plumber was over and he fixed it.

When you were in the shower, I went on
your phone and I found

that dating app.

And I clicked on it and I read the
messages between you and that girl.

You were going to meet up with her the
next night and I just couldn't have it.

So I pretended to be ill.

Remember I said I had a headache? I was
sick?

I knew you were lying when you said you
were going for a walk.

That really made me sad.

And I knew that if you didn't turn up
that night to meet her, then I know what

girls are like. She wouldn't want to see
you again. I knew she'd block you.

She'd think you were a time waster.

But then you still wanted to move out.

You still wanted to find a girlfriend.

So nothing I did worked.

So I went online to

type in ways to get someone to love you.

And then I stumbled upon...

It doesn't matter.

And I pretended to be happy for you that
you were moving out.

I went and bought a bottle of alcohol
and I applied you with as much drink as

could so that you were that drunk that

you wouldn't remember, but not so drunk
that you wouldn't remember all of it.

If that makes sense. I wanted you to
remember the feeling, but not what

happened.

And after you'd had enough, almost the
whole bottle, well, you did drink the

whole bottle, I... I had sex with you.

It wasn't the other way around.

I had sex with you.

I got on top, and, um... I, uh...

I put your erection inside me.

Not the other way round.

It was me. I did it. I did it.

I did this.

I thought that surely if I could
convince you that you had feelings for

you'd want to stay.

And you wouldn't leave me.

I was trying to feel pregnant.

And then when I didn't, that first time.

But then I did fall pregnant.

And I thought it would make you want to
stay.

Please don't shout at me. Please don't
go crazy at me, son.

I can't bear it.

I'm sorry.

Please don't shower me.

You wouldn't hurt me.

I'm your mother.

You have responsibility towards me now.

I might have started this, but you
wanted to have sex with me multiple

since.

And you know it.

You know that.

Get off.

Son.

delivery man bring the food in and we
can sit down tonight and have a nice

and just carry on like we've been
carrying on