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I wasn’t expecting much.

I had no reason to live anyway.

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Welcome home.

Bathroom in 10 minutes...

Bathroom in 10 minutes.

If they’re dumb, they gotta follow my directions.

Damn patients bitch and moan, and never listen.

Do you know how tired I was because of them?

Can’t you put more effort into it?

Don’t feel like doing it?

Not at all.

Continue.

Where did you go today?

The department store to meet a high school friend.

I canceled on her too many times,

so I couldn’t decline this time.

I told you not to meet anyone.

I’m sorry, it was wrong.

For what?

- What are you sorry for? - I’m sorry...

Are you thinking about them right now?

You’re

thinking about

them?

The thing that brought me here,

was the scent of perfume 2 years ago on a rainy summer night.

I felt the perfume in an empty elevator.

It was the same perfume I felt from her 9 years ago.

My brother died when he was 20.

He got into an accident on his way to pick me up.

My parents did not call my name afterward.

It was as if I was the one who did not exist, not my brother.

I wished it was me who died,

instead of my brother countless times.

My father resorted to alcoholic and died of liver cancer,

and mom lives with another man.

I was lonely.

That path of loneliness continued on forever.

The rotting house was the embodiment of our family.

Having lost its name, identity and meaning,

it just laid there.

I was the same.

No will, no resistance,

only time passed. I became a first year college student.

That’s where I met her.

I couldn’t see her often.

We went to the same college, but different majors.

She was the most radiant person in my life.

It was an elective French lecture.

You there.

Me?

Yes, you.

After the lecture,

I worked up the courage to talk to her.

“Thank you for earlier, how about a cup of coffee?”

Then she smiled and said to me,

“Kim Ji-hoon,”

“you’re buying.”

After my brother’s death, my name remained as letters,

but when she called my name,

its meaning returned.

She became the reason for me to continue living.

It was easy finding her.

I wanted to see her from afar just once and walk away.

It’d have been over if I just went back

to my meaningless life.

But, the radiant girl I remembered

wasn’t there.

No scent of...

the perfume either.

Best Fish Aquarium

Do you have pirarucu?

No.

2 years ago, I moved here.

And I opened an aquarium

in her neighborhood.

I never had any friends,

and focused on guppy farming.

And these neon guppies

helped us reunite.

Hello there.

Welcome home.

I told you to throw out recyclable trash away from view.

I’m sorry. I’ll pay more attention.

9 years ago,

we drank Mandheling coffee at a café.

I couldn’t say a word.

It felt so unreal

to see her in front of me.

She asked me over coffee,

“What do you like?” “What’s your hobby?”

Hmm...

Guppy.

Neon guppy...

I decided to share some guppies with her.

She was happy about it,

but I never got to.

She said she suddenly couldn’t keep them.

I never had a chance to speak to her afterward.

I’d like to head home for a bit.

My father’s not doing so well,

he needs to be examined.

You still don’t get it?

Pardon?

That’s gaslighting, don’t you get it?

That’s...

He’s essentially asking you to pay the hospital bill.

But that’s...

Do you know,

how many crazies I treated to pay off your family’s debt?

But it’s about my father.

Think carefully,

don’t you get it?

You’re being lied to.

It’s not that!

One day,

just one day!

Yeah?

You still don’t get it?

I’ll tell you.

I’m with her 24 hours a day.

I feel everything she feels.

With my entire body.

Dad, can I eat this?

There's something like this!

Wanna eat this?

Looks delicious, right?

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Hello.

May I take a look around?

Yes.

Of course.

Excuse me.

What’s this fish called?

That’s a neon guppy.

I see, neon guppy.

Are these hard to keep?

No.

Just need to control the temperature

and clean the tank.

How much is the tank

and the fish?

About $100.

Give it a try.

I'll come back later.

Excuse me.

I’ll give it to you for free...

What? Why?

I have a tank that I can’t sell,

because it’s scratched.

If you’re okay with it,

I’ll give you that.

Even so...

In exchange,

promise me to buy fish food from here.

Can I...

really do that?

Guppies live 2-3 years.

Even if the condition’s perfect, some may die early.

I see.

I’ll just install this today,

and when the water settles down in a week,

I’ll bring the fish over.

Sudden changes in water quality could kill them.

Okay, thank you.

I’ll only buy fish food from your shop.

Sure.

Hello.

Hello.

They’re so pretty.

Seeing her so happy,

it felt as though the feeling of happiness

has spread all over my body again.

But why was she shocked by $100 price tag,

when living in a such good house?

I wanted to know.

When I went there to install the tank,

I memorized the keypad code she pressed.

I rigged the entire house

with spy cams and mics.

I even wiretapped her cell phone.

I started spending 24 hours a day with her,

and felt everything she felt.

Be happy!

What can I do?

Aside from this?

The person who knows you the best

is me.

Why? Why did you expect from me?

I can’t be like my brother!

When someone asked if I like her,

I’d say yes.

But...

when asked if I want to make her mine,

I can’t answer that.

A guy like me

don’t have that right.

I do not...

know how to

make someone happy.

He comes by every day

and stares at the fish for a long time and leaves.

He works at a convenience nearby and lives on the 2nd floor of an old apartment.

He’s a regular at my shop,

who bought 3 black arowanas,

2 flower horns, and 4 sturgeons.

Even fully setup tank sets.

3 120cm tanks,

each one weighs 250kg,

Can the old apartment hold such weight?

He said,

“It doesn’t matter.”

Hello.

I came to look around again.

Sure,

feel free to browse.

Do you...

like coffee?

I just brew some.

Sure, why not.

It’s Mandheling.

It smells great.

9 years ago,

we drank the same coffee,

but she doesn’t remember that coffee.

At least

I got to give it to her.

The Mandheling...

Thank you.

Sorry for just browsing.

It’s okay,

come back again.

50 goldfish for food.

How can I revert to my former self,

broken and fragmented?

We may be exploiting one another, seeking retribution onto ourselves.

Like two snakes

devouring their own tails, consuming themselves.

Now I realize

it was a foolish choice.

I must escape

this nightmare through my will.

Hi, mom.

It’s okay if it’s to cover the bill.

Yeah.

Hyung-oh’s quite busy.

Mom, I think someone’s at the door.

I have to go.

I’m sorry, mom.

I’m sorry I couldn’t come...

Why is this...

I Do Not Live There

Who’s there?!

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It smells good,

is it halibut?

Your hair’s long.

I’ll cut it for you tomorrow.

Bathroom in 10 minutes.

I always lie,

because I want to be vague.

He has a strong sense of desire,

and jealousy, so he tries to control me.

Were you always like this?

It was miserable.

Do you like music?

Sorry, sorry.

Tried to control me...

I was under her control!

What’s going on at this hour?

They’re dead.

Who’s dead?

- Black arowanas. - What?

- Did you know it’d die? - How many?

All of them, you knew, didn’t you?

When?

Earlier.

When I woke up, they were all dead.

Water temperature?

- They were cooked. - Cooked?

It might be the thermostat, bring it to the shop later.

Apologize.

- What? - Apologize.

I’m sorry.

I’ll find out why, if you bring it later...

- Forget it, shut up. - Even so...

- And you... - Yes.

Don’t be so smug.

As if you’re some big shot.

What do I do? What do I say?

I have...

something to tell you...

I have something to say.

My father has been admitted, he has lung cancer.

It’s...

terminal cancer.

Lung cancer?

Is that right?

Lung cancer...

He smoked like a chimney, what did you expect?

I need to go.

Go?

Where?

My parents’ home.

Why?

I’m his daughter, it’s my duty.

Don’t be stupid, people all die.

How could you...

I’m begging you!

Go next month.

No.

Tomorrow.

I’ll go for 2 days.

I’m tired, I need to sleep.

Can I help you?

This is the police. We have something to ask you.

Yes?

Do you know a man named Yoo Ji-hoon?

No.

He works at a nearby convenience, someone saw him here last night.

He came by around 4:30 AM.

- Do you know him? - No.

He’s a regular at my shop.

Why did he come here for?

He said his fish died.

Fish died?

He said 3 fish he bought from my shop died.

Is that all?

Yes.

I should’ve endured it!

Mom!

I’m sorry, mom!

I should’ve endured more!

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Christ, what is she doing?

What the hell is she doing?!

Why didn’t you open the door...

What?

Mother, hello.

How is father’s condition?

I told her to go there alone since I’ve been so busy...

Not yet?

Next week?

If something happens, please call me right away.

Yes.

Killer of Convenience Murder Sentenced to Life Imprisonment

Yoo Ji-hoon.

We had the same given name.

Ji-hoon.

He killed the convenience store owner’s wife.

When this story aired, he was all over social media.

He worked part-time at factories like

car factory, bread factory and chemical factory.

He worked 3 months, and didn’t work for 3 months.

He posted child pornography on mom communities,

and photos of brutally killed puppies on pet websites.

That’s how he lived.

He killed her,

because she had forgotten his name.

When attacked, one can defend himself.

When hated on, one can return the hate.

But a forgotten person

can’t do anything.

He became famous overnight.

You’re not someone

who will be forgotten.

Ji-hoon.

She was different than other women from the start.

She provoked me with fear in her eyes.

When I slammed her head on the ground,

she cried loudly and begged for my forgiveness.

When I stepped all over her, she clung onto me.

Dormant masochism inside me brought out violence.

We created us.

So what am I to do alone now?

What’s this?

Hello?

Is someone there?

Someone’s there, right?

Can you hear my voice?

If you can hear me,

if you’re listening...

I’m listening.

I’m listening to you.

Wedding anniversary gift.

Thanks to you, the surprise was a success.

How...

I know you better than anyone.

Kneel.

I’m sorry! I won’t ever do it again!

Please don’t hit me, I’ll do anything you ask! I’ll do anything, please!

Forgive me!

Those who sinned, must be punished.

Forgive me, I’m begging you!

Get up.

It’s not over yet.

Not over...

Why give birth to me?!

Why?

Why did you expect so much from me?!

Why?!

I can’t be like my brother...

Why give birth to me?

Why did you expect so much from me? Why give birth to me?

Why did you expect so much from me?

Why did you expect so much from me?

Why did you expect so much from me?

Why give birth to me and expect so much?

Help me...

Are you listening? Help me...

Please kill...

Who are you?

Who are you?!

I hear my name on the news every morning.

Reporters ask questions endlessly.

Where was I raised, how I was raised.

They want to know everything about me.

They look at me with contempt as if looking down at pest,

everyone’s looking at me.

No one will believe me now.

I’m...

alive.

How did you...

I’m sorry.

How...

You don’t remember me?

9 years ago in college...

During the French lecture,

you helped me.

I bought you coffee to thank you, and we talked about guppies,

and you said you wanted to keep it if it’s so simple.

So...

I tried to give you some,

but you said you didn’t need it, and rejected me.

We came across each other

a few times after that,

but it looked like you had forgotten me.

You were always

surrounded by people,

smiling radiantly,

you were a being who was beautiful

and very distant.

You were shining like a star.

It’s obvious that

you do not remember me.

I’m a terrible woman.

Just a bit.

Would you like some coffee?

Yes.

Did you know it was me right away?

I did not believe it until I heard your voice.

I doubted it at first,

but I was sure it was you

after hearing your voice.

While hearing you,

I guess I wanted you to call my name

once more.

Here.

It’s good.

You’re...

the one who told me about it.

Mandheling.

It’d...

have been good if I remembered you.

Then...

I’d have lived

a different life than now.

Best Fish Aquarium

Have you...

ever thought about it this way?

Another version of me

is in another dimension,

and in another time,

for example...

take a look at this.

It takes 30 steps for you to move to your room

from the living room,

but there’s a time loss between it.

There is another dimension,

and I may meet another version of me in that time.

Maybe I’m walking past it.

I want to meet me.

Me, who is watching from afar.

Me, who believes he’s the real me.

The one I talked to properly.

I want...

to meet that version...

of me.

It means,

you will...

meet the you,

who believes is

the real you.

No,

you will meet her.

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French Speaking Contest

Guppy...

Neon guppy...

Kim Ji-hoon!

Kim Ji-hoon!

Do you hear me?

French Speaking Contest

Get out of the way!

Get out of the way!

Kim Ji-hoon,

Can you hear me?

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