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Roseanne Skolnick was pretty.

And she had money.

And she worked hard to be liked.

But that didn't mean that guys like me could talk to her.

Come on, stop it.

I want it.

Later.

Why are you acting so tough?

"Cause I'm made that way."

Cut it out! I'm serious!

Come on, nobody's watching.

Hey? What are you looking at?

I'm talking to you.

Come here!

I'm gonna kick your fucking ass! Get over here!

You were watching us.

You were, weren't you?

You like taking pictures?

Yeah.

Why don't you take one?

Come on, Vincent. That's your name, right?

Take one.

Was it a good one?

Yeah.

Roseanne!

What the fuck? Come on.

Mmm.

Do you want to learn something worth knowing?

Do I have a choice?

When we're having sex and you push into me really hard,

do you think that's what gets me off?

I don't know. The fact is, you could give me an orgasm

without Jimmy Junior ever coming out of your pants.

I don't think Jimmy Junior would like that.

He'd get over it.

Guess what I'm not wearing?

You're so sexy.

Maggie?

What are these nice clothes you got laid out?

Are you getting dressed up for me?

She's trying to impress me. She's going to a rock concert.

It's not a rock concert, I'm just going out with Bella.

Bella's coming. better hide the food.

Will you relent, please, Fred?

How was work today, Dad?

What do you want to know for?

She's just curious, Fred. Why don't you cut the kid a break?

I spent my day chained to my desk,

surrounded by sycophants.

You like it better when you were making your own sales, right, Dad?

Yeah.

Miss the freedom.

Just you and the customer. It's a blood sport.

If you miss the road, Fred, nobody's stopping you.

I'd rather be home with my family.

Tell me something about this concert?

It's not a concert.

It's a piano bar.

The kind of place you met Ted in?

You know who I'm talking about, don't you?

Yes, I know who you're talking about.

The man that's supposed to be your father! Shut up!

It's just a piano bar. It's just me and Bella.

It is not a rock concert!

And I met Ted at a jazz concert.

Sweetie, could you get me another beer, please?

Grab one for yourself while you're out there.

Vincent, you want dinner? - No

Why was I in love with her?

I could make up lots of reasons.

But the truth is it wasn't about reason.

"Por Nada."

"There is no faith."

There is no reason why things happen the way they do.

They just do.

I'm the human operator of Starfighter-88.

I've been sent to get a baby from you.

For the next hour, we will control...

A lot of people say this isn't as good as the original.

I disagree.

You are about to witness the ultimate mystery

which reaches from the deepest inner mind

to The Outer Limits.

There's a lot of couples.

You gotta admit, it beats Outer Limits.

You know what I really wish we had?

Some grass.

Bella, you're not still doing that, are you?

I love it. I've always loved it.

I used to grow it.

I like it better than anything but I will drink.

The first round's on you.

Look. Remember?

We had a dog.

I've seen pictures.

Your mom and I were only dating then.

You were just a baby. I was five when you started dating.

You know what happened the night she died. Fifi, I mean.

I walked your mother to the door to that place she was staying in.

That dump.

That dog was squealing, hemorrhaging its guts out.

There was blood everywhere.

I held that little dog in my arms until it croaked.

That was the first night you ever called me "Daddy".

I took that little dog to the vet that night

because your mother said she couldn't cope.

When I got back in, you know what she said to me?

Kindness is the most important thing.

Kindness is the most important thing.

Why can't your mommy be kind to me now?

Excuse me, I'd like two Bloodhounds, please?

Blood? You mean Greyhounds?

Fine.

Greyhounds, I can do.

Can I start a tab, please? Sure.

You driving? No, my girlfriend is.

Girlfriend? In that case, this one is for you,

and your girlfriend. You having a good time?

Yeah, kind of. Thank you.

I trust you.

But I will need to see some I.D.

Some what? Some I.D.?

Okay.

You're kidding, right?

You're embarrassing me.

Nineteen-eighty?

All right, Maggie Skolnick.

I won't say anything, this time

"cause you seem like a nice girl."

I'm not. I'm a real bitch.

I like bitches.

I must take my drinks to my girlfriend.

So, you must.

What's your name?

Chris.

Chris, I'm Maggie.

Cheers.

Thank you.

Cheers?

That's it.

I can't drink anymore.

I have to go to the ladies' room.

I'll meet you by the car. You got it.

Hey.

She was so pretty.

Her face had so much soul.

I knew she was dying.

When the time came, I would try and rescue her.

Chris, I want to ask you a question.

I expect you to come clean.

Remember, there is no lying to Bella, sweetie.

Is it true

that Maggie's drinks had more alcohol than mine?

Much more. Goddamn it!

That's it, you're cut off. No, you're not having it!

Shit, I am so embarrassed!

Maggie, it's okay.

It's no big deal. I'm so sorry.

What was that, banana with a touch of mocha?

You don't have to do that. It's all right.

I'm married.

I don't care.

Go do it again! My wife can hit harder than that!

You hear me! I'm the bad man! I want you to scare me!

Set! Again!

Again!

Again! Back again!

Set!

What's wrong?

"I pledge allegiance to the flag"

"of the United States of America."

"And to the republic for which it stands."

"One nation, under God, indivisible."

♪ Yeah ♪

What the hell are you doing, Vincent?

I wanted to get a picture of what it looked like.

What "what" looks like? People pledging allegiance.

What's the matter with you?

Why are always giving people a reason to laugh at you?

I'm sorry. Was I not fitting in?

Can I show you something?

There's something really wrong with you, you know that?

I want you to stop following me around and leave me alone.

That's the last thing you want, Roseanne.

Vincent scares me.

What do you want me to do? Kick his ass?

No.

She was lost in this hell.

Getting somebody out of hell takes a lot.

What's going on? Nothing.

Because Roseanne likes you doesn't mean you can jerk me around.

Don't touch me unless you love me.

Are you some kind of fag?

Think about it. If I was, would I admit it to you?

I don't know. Maybe you would. Maybe you wouldn't.

You mean a lot to her.

It's a lot of responsibility.

You gotta give her lots of love and treat her with special care.

Yeah?

Forget it! What?

No, you forget it, punk.

I don't wanna see you talkin' to her,

near her and not even at the goddamn school!

Do you understand what I'm saying? Nod "yes" or "no".

What? What?

There was nothing more that he could do for her.

It was over.

It's open. Come in.

Jimmy, look at you.

Hey, Mr. Skolnick.

You want a beer? No, thanks.

Have a beer with me.

You wanna hear a joke? Sure.

Where's my wife?

Is that the joke?

Yeah, that's the joke.

You play football?

Yes. Sit down.

Come on, they got a chase on TV.

Is Roseanne here?

Have a seat. I want to talk to you.

How old are you? Seventeen?

Eighteen. Oh, 18.

I was 18 once.

But I didn't play football or date the cheerleaders.

I got one later, a used one.

But she's not here right now.

The less said about that, the better.

You got it better than me.

But that doesn't matter. We all end up in the same place.

Jimmy, trust me.

You're gonna love it.

Jimmy? Yeah.

I didn't hear you come in.

I just got here. I'm down here with your dad.

My wife is at her fat friend's house.

You really think she's there?

What? Over at her fat friend's place?

I wouldn't know, sir.

They say we're not supposed to hit 'em.

What's going on?

I'm just talkin' to your friend.

Thanks for the beer.

Give me some of that, slut. Bitch.

Give it to me.

The other day I lost my ability to whistle.

I'm a really bad whistler. Listen.

That's pretty good. You think so?

The other day I went like this.

And I couldn't whistle

Bella, it's Fred!

Hey, Fred! She's not here.

No shit. Come out and open the door, Bella.

She's not here.

Open the goddamn door and let me in.

Fred showed up at the yogurt shop...

and called Maggie a whore.

Violence ensued.

Stop it! Please!

That movie sucked!

It totally sucked!

Check it out. Cops.

Maybe they shot somebody.

Who cares? Hide the booze!

Stop.

Stop. Why?

Stop it! Stop! I can't.

That's my wife! She's married to me!

♪ Baby, baby, gettin' me down

♪ Help me up just spare the same

♪ You'll be sorry ♪

Get in the car!

She's married to me! Maggie!

Do your parents get along?

I guess.

If you have fucked-up parents

there's a good chance you'll wind up fucked up too.

You're not fucked up.

Did you see all those people?

Everyone is gonna know about this.

Jeez, that sucks.

Asshole.

I'm sorry.

Dig it.

You're precious.

The other day was first time I came with somebody.

Really? Yeah.

Who's the champ?

I gotta go.

Why?

Are you gonna be okay?

Yeah.

Aye. All right.

I'm sorry, sweetie.

Your mother's a whore.

I'm supposed to let you off scot free?

Is that it? Huh?

The one good thing I got left in my life is I can make you suffer!

Money may not buy happiness but it can buy pain!

Fred, we'd all be better off if you were dead.

What did you say? VINCENT: The news swept the school.

Roseanne's Mom was dorking some black pimp

and her Dad got his ass kicked when he tried to get her back.

- The rumors escalated. - Scandal whore.

What excited everyone was how much it bothered her.

The vultures were circling

and they smelled blood.

Don't worry. About what?

About you? About my grades? About what?

About the bullshit that people say.

None of it's such a big deal.

We'll all be dead sooner or later.

That's a cheerful thought.

I'm not here to cheer you up.

What is your specialty, Vincent? The truth.

That's the only thing that ever helped anybody.

Didn't I tell you to stay away from me?

You're a freak!

She was going down. It was so obvious.

Mom?

Where are you?

Mom?

Mom, I had the weirdest feeling.

Are you okay?

Roseanne, honey?

You're going to be okay.

What?

I promise.

Mom, you're scaring me.

You know that I can't live with Fred anymore.

What about me?

In two weeks, we're gonna start visiting colleges.

We can make that like road trips if they're far enough away.

That'd be fun, right?

What are you talking about?

I need this to be very clear to you, honey.

This is just temporary. Till then I get Dad all on me.

It's just for a little while, Roseanne.

You have to act like a grown-up for me, okay?

Okay?

Okay.

How's school? I love it.

If they had it at night, I'd never leave.

It's going to be interesting to see what you're like

when you get out of this gloomy stage.

When was the last time we had take-out?

I don't know.

I found the chopsticks. Where's the mustard?

The mustard's right here.

It's hot.

This is fun.

At least it used to be.

We can get through this.

I love Chinese food.

Hello? Hi, honey.

Mom, how are you doing?

I'm good, sweetheart. How are you?

Good, we were just about to sit down for dinner.

I'm gonna go to work tomorrow. I'm excited.

What the hell are you two talking about? It's dinnertime.

I can hear him. Can he hear me?

She wants to know how you're doing?

Tell her to go fuck herself.

Put him on the phone.

So I can go fuck myself, is that it?

I'm sorry. I didn't mean that.

It's me right? I'm a horrible bitch.

Fred, we made a mistake, that's all.

Maybe you, but not me.

I made my life about you and Roseanne,

and us being a family together.

I don't know any other way to function.

You call what we had "functioning"?

Yeah.

I love you, Mags, you love me.

No, I don't.

Why?

Because I don't love you.

You fucking bitch. You horrible fucking bitch.

I hope your soul goes to hell.

I hope your soul rots and goes to hell.

I'm gonna do every thing I can to make you suffer! You're gonna suffer.

One of my specialties is working with people

to find their inner child.

Searching for that traumatized child within.

I have never seen anyone with a penis as small as this.

National Enquirer presents, Love, Marriage and Divorce

Hollywood Style.

Want someone to say, "I will take care of your needs."

In fact, you have a right to that.

Flood's gonna get you. He said, "God's gonna take care of me."

About six hours, he comes back, he's up on the roof,

the water had gone up to his waist. He said, "Get in the boat!"

"The dam's done busted."

He said, "God's gonna take care of me."

A helicopter swooped down and looked at that boy

standing on top of his chimney.

Water was up to his Adam's apple.

The guy took out a bullhorn and said, "Catch a hold of the rope."

"This is your last chance!"

"God's gonna take care of me!"

About that time, the water went over his head

and he drowned and he was dead.

He got to heaven, he told the Lord, "I'm disappointed"

"and embarrassed. I told folks, you were gonna take care of me!"

The Lord said, "You dummy!"

"I sent you two boats and a helicopter!"

I'm a horrible bitch!

I don't love you.

I just really don't.

Are you awake?

I need to talk to you.

I'm kind of busy.

I'm not so goddamn busy!

We're gonna talk, so that you understand a few things.

About what? Life!

It's not about goddamn homework.

You've gotta understand something.

What?

Your mother's a whore.

Okay, let's get you some water.

No. I need you to understand

so that you understand what it's like for me.

Daddy, I hate it when you're like this. You're completely drunk.

She keeps on taking and I get nothing!

Okay, okay. Come on.

You're gonna grow up to be just like her.

What are you talking about?

You know where you'd be without me?

What are you doing?

I tried to help, that's why I married you.

Not for you, for me.

Do you have an employee by the name Margaret Skolnik?

Yes, that's the one.

I want to talk to you about your hiring her.

She's not fit to work.

Frankly, I think she's having a nervous breakdown

and she just might do something.

She won't care for our daughter. It's ruining our family.

Fred. Could you hold on a second?

Sweetie? Are you gonna have breakfast?

After you've finished with one setup,

proceed to the others till you have completed all six:

Calcium. Sodium. Lithium.

Copper. Potassium and barium.

Record the color for each.

Why do we use a nichrome loop? Roseanne?

I don't know.

Why don't you know, Miss Skolnik?

Excuse me, you can't just walk in here like that.

I had a dream last night.

A dream of evil and horrible things.

I'm using this garlic garland in order to ward off the evil spirits

of that dream.

Do you need this?

If you need it, it's yours.

Let me help you.

Wait! Roseanne! Miss Skolnik!

"Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed by Thy name."

"Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

"Give us this day our daily bread.

"Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.

“Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil."

♪ Wind is blowing on me

♪ You're a voice inside ♪

Do you wanna tell me anything?

That's what I'm here for.

I promise you that whatever you tell me will be just between you and me.

What happened? Mrs. Skolnik, nice to see you.

Honey, why are you so wet?

Would you like to talk to Roseanne alone? Yeah, I would.

Is there something you want to tell me? I'm still your mother.

No, it's just this thing with you and Dad.

Is that really it?

Yeah, that's it.

We both have to be strong now.

I know it's scary, but you're gonna have to learn

to take care of yourself just for a little while.

Please say you can do that for me.

Say you can.

I can.

You should've kept your eyes open, you wouldn't have got that hit!

McCullach, good hit! Come on, get up!

History is written by winners, Burrows! Everybody over here!

One knee! Move it.

In the abstract battle field, called a football game, is a war!

Your opponent, these'd be the enemy,

wants your ranch, wants your women,

wants your cattle, wants to degrade you!

Some of you need to work on your attitude!

Yes, Coach!

What a dick.

What's wrong with you?

Do you really love me?

Of course, I do. You know I do.

You still want to go to the pep rally, right?

I'll do whatever you want to do.

I want to get closer to you than ever.

How can we get any closer than we already are?

We're gonna Kill my stepfather.

Wait... What?

We are? Yeah.

Why?

Why? Yeah, why?

I really want to tell you why. You can tell me anything. I mean it.

I can, can't I? Yeah.

Jimmy! Quit chatting with your girlfriend!

Start thinking about the game!

Yeah, Coach. Get your butts around that field!

Move it!

Can't we kill him?

We'll get him later if we have to.

Wait a second. I'm confused

I don't get it...

Jimmy, do you love me or not?

I said "yes", but..

Do you want to help me or do you want me to let me get destroyed?

But I don't... Jimmy,

I don't intend to be a geek who lets things happen to them. Do you?

I'm no geek.

J This monkey is going to heaven

J This monkey is going to heaven

J This monkey is going to heaven

J This monkey is going to heaven

Yeah!

Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn! Burn!

J This monkey is going to heaven

J This monkey is going to heaven

J This monkey is going to heaven

J This monkey is going to heaven J

Later that night, Roseanne's neighbors saw a terrible altercation

between Fred, Maggie and Chris.

I just came to get the rest of my stuff.

Maggie came back for some of her stuff.

She told Fred he would burn in hell for the years she'd suffered

through their marriage.

You're not taking any of this. Goddamn...

Stop. Stop.

Relax. Relax.

I got something for you.

Fred chased them out with an automatic.

He was half-drunk, half-crazy.

And he thought they owed him something.

He was ready to Kill.

J This family's going to heaven

Get in the car.

J This family's going to hell

J This family's going to hell J

Jesus!

What the fuck is wrong with you?

Are you completely out of your mind?

Get in the car.

Call 911! They're robbing me!

I hope you die.

Yeah! Yeah! Jimbo!

The Guidance Counselor's office is ours!

Do a shot, Jimbo! Come on, baby!

Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!

Have a good time!

Think we could get a room? No.

Okay. Wait, wait.

We're really doing this? Yes!

Analysts are predicting this fire may sweep

throughout the entire valley area.

The evacuation has not been proceeding smoothly.

Hey. Area residents are being cautioned they must not panic.

Hey!

Hi, sweetie.

Your mother came by.

Jimmy, look at you.

Hold him. Hold him!

Get him! Get him! Go!

I'm sorry. Are you okay?

Fuck.

The winds are steadily increasing,

sending the flames through the wildlife preserve.

The loss of acreage and number of animals

that have been lost is incalculable.

Fred?

Fred, this is so silly.

Did you make her scream?

Jimmy?

Can I talk to you for a sec?

Where're you going? Be back.

Are you afraid to go in?

No.

If you want me to go in, I'll go with you.

I have to do it by myself.

The point is I couldn't do it by myself.

My God! How'd they find out already?

Holy shit.

Maybe this is better, if I didn't find the body.

Who did then?

You're gonna have to pull up to the driveway.

Holy shit!

Stop it. You have to act normal.

About 9:00. They were yelling at each other.

Just before she left, she told him she wished he was dead.

I'm Roseanne Skolnik. I live here. What's going on?

You're gonna have to wait here. I can't let you go...

It's the daughter, sir.

Lambert, why don't you do your job?

I'm sorry you had to see that.

What happened?

Your mother called 911. She said she found the body.

Where is she? Where's my mother?

She's being booked at the station. You can go see her there.

When the police answered the 911 call, Maggie was still hysterical.

They asked her three questions,

then they read her her rights.

She was bitter.

Pissed at the world for the way it treated her for decades.

She knew she was born to lose.

Grandma's gonna come and take care of you till I can pay the bail.

Mom, they're gonna keep you here!

But you didn't do anything.

I know why you're so scared.

You do?

You think I did it.

No.

No, I don't. It only makes sense.

I must have said it 100 times.

I wished for it. I wanted it.

No, Mom.

You let Grandma take care of you.

I'll be okay.

The police were excited.

It was the first big murder of the season.

They were steadily building a case against Maggie.

Her obvious motive. Her repeated public claim that she would kill him.

The lack of forced entry into the house.

The neighbor's witness to the fight earlier.

Her discovery of the body.

Her fingerprints all over the murder weapon.

Hold it, big smile.

Beautiful.

At the arraignment, bail was set at a million dollars.

She couldn't post bond.

Now, no one talked to Roseanne.

And she almost never spoke.

Before, she'd been embarrassed about the things kids said about her family.

But now it had gone much further.

It was like she was living on the dark side of the moon.

We're all guilty.

You my own priest.

I'm his priest too.

You helped a murderer.

I aided a man whose heart is innocent.

You betrayed your own government!

You've given aid to anarchy and bloodshed!

Hello.

It's Jimmy. Is Roseanne there?

Roseanne, it's Jimmy.

I don't know.

He knows! You're in the presence of your own priest, boy!

You dare not lie!

Hi, it's me.

Why won't you talk to me?

I think about it when I look at you.

I can't help it.

What are you... You asked...

You asked me to do it.

I love you

but I think we need to be apart right now.

Why?

Bye, Jimmy.

Listen... Fuck!

I think this is so fucked.

Do you know where you and your mother would be,

if it wasn't for me?

No.

You'd be out on the street with the...

With the...

With what?

The howling dogs.

The what?

The screaming dogs and the niggers!

S Oh, sinner man Where're you gonna run to

s Oh, sinner man Where're you gonna run to

s Oh, sinner man Where're you gonna run to

s Oh

Need a ride?

No, thanks.

That's not what I meant. Maybe go for a ride?

Where? I don't know.

Outta here, that's for sure.

Come on, please?

Okay.

S Oh, sinner man Where're you gonna run to

s Oh, sinner man Where're you gonna run to

s Oh, sinner man Where're you gonna run to

You want a beer?

You have one? I got two.

It's honey weed.

You're a freak.

Where are you gonna go when the year's over?

Back to New York.

That's where you're from? Yeah.

Wish I was going away.

I know what that's like.

You don't.

Do you wanna know why we left New York?

I robbed this old lady who lived next door to us.

You did? Yeah.

Smashed up a bunch of stuff. Got caught.

They said I was walking the halls like a damaged little fucker.

I think you still are.

Tomorrow they start to pick your mom's jury.

I'll go with you.

You want me to pick you up?

No, that's okay. You have school.

Fuck school! What time should I pick you up?

9:00?

Great. Thanks.

See you.

That 911 call is suspicious.

No forced entry.

Your handprints on the knife.

Do you think they'll convict me?

If you don't talk to anybody

and you do exactly as I say,

then you might have a chance.

All rise!

The trial started.

The court is in session.

The case of the People versus Margaret Skolnik.

Do the People have an opening statement?

The lawyers began their opening statements.

Good morning, ladies and gentlemen.

The People will prove Margaret Skolnik

did stab to death her husband.

The People will prove she had motive.

An unhappy marriage. An insurance policy.

Threats to his life.

All the prosecution had was stuff that Maggie

touched after the body

and a motive.

Maggie's attorney was making short work of that.

Now, the state as you've heard says it has motive.

A bad relationship?

Which one of us has not been in a bad relationship?

Does that make us murderers?

An insurance policy. Which of us does not have an insurance policy?

Mrs. Maggie Skolnik

is innocent. She is innocent.

I can't stop looking at my mom.

She sits there like she's positive they're gonna find her guilty.

She's trying to prove that she's a good person.

Taking the punishment for something she didn't do.

She's imitating Jesus.

Jesus?

You're actually sitting here talking about Jesus.

Yes.

If there is a God or a Jesus,

I think He sucks.

You expect more out of Him than I do.

He sure takes shitty care of people that believe in Him.

Look at you.

What should I believe in? The police?

The courts? School?

L. Ron Hubbard?

This cat is making you look like a chump.

I heard you were hanging out with this fucking asshole.

Jimmy, what are you doing here?

You're the new fuck? Stop it! Let go of him!

How's it feel? Stop it!

Relax! Wait a sec. Wait!

It's "Do what Roseanne says", right?

What do you wanna do? Burn down the school? Stop it!

Maybe we could rob a bank?

Can I talk to you, please? Outside!

Hey, watch him, man.

What are you hanging with that freak for?

Jimmy, please, calm down!

I don't get it! You've gone crazy, Roseanne.

I was just...

You were what? It's not that I'm with him.

I wanna be with you.

Why?

I missed you.

We should wait till the trial's over.

All right.

Bye.

What?

What's it like to be a fag?

I believe with all my heart that God is loving and just.

If Maggie goes to jail and Roseanne is martyred,

there is a reason. For now, it's a mystery.

All I have is my faith.

The prosecution created a compelling saga of Maggie as a sex-mad harlot

who savagely murdered her older husband

to be with her young, virile boyfriend.

For his part, Chris seemed calm,

thoughtful, intelligent. He was good on the stand.

It didn't matter, Maggie wasn't.

Didn't you say you wished your husband was dead?

Yes. And when you found the body?

I was like

what strange God did this?

You have to be able to live with yourself. That's most important.

How?

Like this!

Can't sleep?

Neither can |I. It's just too quiet.

I thought moving to the desert was a good idea.

Dry and nice.

Who's that?

A friend.

What's wrong?

I couldn't sleep.

Nobody can.

Do you want to go do something?

Yeah.

Vincent? Bring your friend inside.

Let's get out of here.

I love you.

You barely know me.

I know you more than you think.

Yeah?

Yeah.

We kept passing motels.

I wondered if she'd go into one of them if I asked her.

But I never did.

I didn't have any money anyway.

Did you ever have a girlfriend?

When I was 14 in New York, I knew this college chick named Naomi.

An older woman. I'm impressed.

We did crazy stuff together.

I wanted something to happen 'cause she was super foxy.

What crazy stuff?

One night, she took me to this place her friend lived in.

Nobody was home.

Steam pipes were leaking, there was a hot haze in the room.

We sat down and smoked crack.

What was that like?

Your mind takes off like a jet plane.

Soon, you've gone through the sound barrier.

And everything goes dead, then you crash.

Then you want to die.

Whatever happened between you and Naomi?

Nothing. She left me.

I never saw her again.

Poor Vincent.

In an hour, the sun comes up.

And then what?

It all starts all over again.

Ladies and gentlemen, we live in confusing times.

The trial was winding down.

Many issues cloud our perception.

The lawyers were starting to make their closing statements.

But the fact remains she wanted him dead.

She hated him and she killed him.

Murder must be punished.

It was clear Maggie was going to jail.

Jimmy! What are you doing here?

I need to talk to you.

About what? I need to talk to you. Come here!

What are you doing here?

I saw you with him. You were kissing him

I had to. As part of your big plan, right?

Bullshit! Jimmy, stop it!

Not here.

We can talk about this later.

Wait a second. You never call me back.

Jimmy, you're being crazy.

What are you... Fucking him?

No. I'm not fucking him.

I'm never going to forget what happened that night.

It's giving me nightmares!

I'm never going to get better.

How can you live with yourself?

You should be In goddamn jail!

Jimmy, please.

I gotta go. Fucking cunt!

Let me go! Wait. Wait!

I loved you.

I used to think if I killed somebody,

I'd wanna go to the cemetery and apologize.

That's not really what guilt is though.

Guilt's a feeling you have towards people who are living.

Every day you're out there, shaking hands, talking.

But you, the guilty person,

you know that it's all unreal.

It's like guilt is the secret

inside of you that destroys the fabric of everything.

Then everything's unreal and you can't even have a life.

But it's not necessary for it to destroy you.

You just have to face it.

Big football star like you,

you gotta graduate to cocktails more befitting your status.

Irish whiskey.

That will be your drink from now on.

I bet you get a lot of pussy.

I used to dream about killing the cop that shot my dad,

I even took the ferry to Staten Island one time.

I hid outside of his house all day long.

Took pictures.

Do you still hate him?

Sometimes.

But it makes me feel like a damaged little fucker.

I'm scared all the time.

Everything will turn out all right.

When?

I don't know.

Give me a beer, Russ.

What's going on, Jimmy?

Don't you have any damn pride?

What about the game? What about the team?

Do my head.

What'd you say?

I said, do my head!

Smartass motherfucker! Don't ever talk to me like that!

You all right?

Yeah, leave me alone.

I don't think you're in any condition to drive, dude.

It's you. Yeah, it's me.

You're such a weirdo.

I don't even know why [ listen to you.

"Cause your heart knows I can see it."

Don't throw up in my car. If you have to throw up,

let me know, I'll pull over.

Don't throw up in here, I'm not bullshitting you.

I didn't do anything.

I want to go home.

First, we find Roseanne and we'll straighten this out.

Then I'll take you anywhere you wanna go.

I'll be right back. Okay.

Will you get my wallet? It's in my bag. Yeah.

Thanks. Yeah.

You knew.

What?

You knew that...

You know that I...

That you murdered your stepfather? Of course, I knew.

You're insane.

I followed you.

I took a lot of pictures that night.

Why didn't you take them to the police?

Why would I take them to the police? I hate the police.

What do you want from me?

I don't want anything from you.

What are you gonna make me do?

I'm not going to make you do anything.

I'm trying to help you. You're not normal.

You're completely fucking insane!

Look at this.

Where are you gonna go? I'm getting out of here!

I'm going to hitch a ride and you're never gonna see me again!

Where are you going to run to?

I'm not going to tell anybody!

You don't have to do this! Fuck off!

Get your asshole up here.

What's going on? What's going on?

I wanna go home. Shut the fuck up!

Your mom is in jail.

What are you gonna do about it?

What are you gonna do about it?

Hang out with this knucklehead?

Learn how to get fucked?

I didn't do that.

I didn't do that.

Get out of here.

I didn't do that.

Go! Go! Call 911.

Jimmy suffered severe internal damage.

He was taken to the Emergency Room unconscious.

Chris took flight and disappeared.

He was reported armed and dangerous.

What are you doing?

Breaking in.

It's harder than it looks.

Are you crazy? Why didn't you knock on the door?

I don't know. I wanted to sneak in.

Why?

Nice boxers.

Thanks.

They're gonna convict my mom tomorrow.

That doesn't matter.

She'll probably get three to four years after they're done with the appeal.

Jimmy is still unconscious.

That's not your fault.

What are you saying? I should feel good?

You can turn everything around anytime you want to.

What if I don't want to? Your heart wants to.

I hate it when you say things like that.

It's true. I couldn't love you if...

You know what I said to myself?

That if he starts talking about love and God, I'd kill him.

I know you can do it.

Help me.

I can't.

Why?

I can't make you.

You have to do it. It has to be your choice.

I don't want to choose. I want it all to go away.

It's not going to go away.

Go to hell.

When I felt the knife in him, I wanted to stop.

But it was too late.

After I stabbed him the first time, he didn't die.

So, I grabbed the electric carving knife.

Jimmy was so scared. He's always scared.

I had to do it, I had to kill him.

We burned our bloody clothes by the Frontage Road.

And afterwards we rode our bikes back to school.

I killed him because I hated him.

When they kept asking me, I told them what he did to me.

My charge was reduced to manslaughter.

I like it in here.

It's like I don't exist.

I wrote a letter to Jimmy but he never wrote back.

I signed an affidavit that said he didn't do anything.

I scared him into not telling.

It was basically true.

He never was formally charged.

Kids talked a lot about me cutting Fred up.

They brought in counselors for people that were freaked out.

I was a monster.

It wasn't very complicated.

The police caught Chris and he got three years

for kidnapping and first degree assault.

He just wanted to protect Mom.

His jury didn't see things that way.

Mom moved away and waited near to where Chris was imprisoned.

She has Chris and some money.

I think she's finally happy.

I don't really talk to her.

Vincent visited me but I couldn't bring myself to speak to him.

There really wasn't much to say.

I killed somebody. I was sorry.

That would change nothing.

Time went by.

The 7-Eleven was robbed. The owner was murdered.

Later in the year, the mayor's son got high on beer and cocaine

and killed a guy with his car.

Almost everyone forgot about me.

At the end of my first year, I caught pneumonia which was good.

I was surprised when I got better.

Vincent didn't come anymore. But I would go out to the yard and sit anyway.

Nobody ever stopped me.

Hey.

You didn't show up.

My mom got sick. I had to take care of her.

Didn't they tell you?

No, they didn't tell me.

You're talking.

I missed you.

Do you think I could...

Do you think that I could

maybe believe in the things that you believe in?

Yeah.

Yeah, I do.

♪ You were a child reaching out brave and true

♪ For big things in the next room

♪ And I

♪ Couldn't step into such open sky

♪ Where on the crest of uncertainty you loom

♪ I'm learning to hunt for you

♪ I'm learning to hunt for you

♪ Say

♪ That you'll never run too far away

♪ Even with all the answers out there

♪ Where it's brighter but no one will care

♪ Half as much as I care about you

♪ I'm learning to hunt for you

♪ I'm learning to hunt for you ♪

What a strange path it took to find my heart.

♪ Eating snow flakes with plastic forks

♪ And a paper plate of course

♪ You think of everything

♪ Short love with a long divorce

♪ And a couple of kids of course

♪ They don't mean anything

♪ Live in trailers with no class

♪ Goddamn I hope I can pass

♪ High school means nothing

♪ Taking heartache with hard work

♪ Goddamn I am such a jerk

♪ I can't do anything

♪ And I shout that you're all fakes

♪ And you should have seen the look on your face

♪ And I guess that's what it takes

♪ When comparing your bellyaches

♪ And it's been a long time

♪ Which agrees with this watch of mine

♪ And I guess that I miss you

♪ And I'm sorry if I dissed you

♪ Eating snow flakes with plastic forks

♪ And a paper plate of course

♪ You think of everything

♪ Short love with a long divorce

♪ And a couple of kids of course

♪ They don't mean anything

♪ Live in trailers with no class

♪ Goddamn I hope I can pass

♪ High school means nothing

♪ Taking heartache with hard work

♪ Goddamn I am such a jerk

♪ I can't do anything

♪ And I shout that you're all fakes

♪ And you should have seen the look on your face

♪ And I guess that's what it takes

♪ When comparing your bellyaches

♪ And it's been a long time

♪ Which agrees with this watch of mine

♪ And I guess that I miss you

♪ And I'm sorry if I dissed you ♪