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I've always wanted to be an idol since I was a child.

I wanted to be the opposite of my mother.

Even though I gave up my dream and job,

I knew the day would come when I would choose love.

I met you.

Thank you for coming to the live today.

Oh, you're watching a lot. Thank you.

Thank you for always watching, Yoshi-San.

Recently, I can't announce anything other than live performances.

I'll go to see the live performance. Thank you very much. Please come.

Yes, yes, yes. My mother is Sarasa Nishimoto from the big office over there.

I think some of you are watching this, but my mom passed away.

But I'm still doing what my mom wanted me to do.

I want to make my dream come true.

So please support me.

Three years ago, my mom passed away.

I entered the opposite entertainment industry.

They called me the mother of seven lights.

But I became popular because I worked hard.

This girl... was Sarasa's daughter after all.

I met Sarasa 10 years ago.

I was still about the same age as her.

I was a little girl.

I was a fiancee, and I was forced to marry Sarasa.

I was a divorcee, and I was lured by her.

When I found out that I had a child, I was very shocked.

She dropped me off, and I couldn't forgive her for sending a happy life to her child.

But I loved her more than that.

That's right.

Her face and voice are just like her mother.

I'm sure that from now on, there will be no one who loves her more than Sarasa.

Yeah, that's right.

Yeah, the manager quit.

Yeah, she's a new manager from today.

I hope she's not a strict person.

I'm so happy.

Hello.

I decided to approach her as a manager from the feeling

of being unable to stand up to Sarasa and revenge.

Nice to meet you. I'm Ayaka Tomoda.

I've been doing ordinary O.L.s so far.

Ayaka-San, the kind sister.

I could feel her nervous about her first job as an entertainer.

She looked a little cute.

Wow, you are cuter than the photos on SNS.

Really? Thank you.

Oh, is it okay to show your face on SNS?

If you are a woman, everyone will be relieved.

I'm sorry.

I'm fine.

How did I look to you at that time?

You were a kind sister.

The reason I approached you was an impotent.

But you were more like that person than I thought.

I felt my body getting hot.

I tried to hide it with a smile.

I made a new life.

I found out that I have a boyfriend.

I mean, he is like a sephiris.

Idols say that they are forbidden to love.

How many idols in the world are protecting this?

I know how you feel about love, but you are working hard now.

Right? So we have to be careful.

But... I'm in love with someone for the first time.

But there are some people who quit being idols.

They are not that old.

They live like children when they have bad things.

They are just like that person.

It's the same.

It's lovely and really hard to live with.

It's about time to go out.

The shape of her lips is the same as hers.

It was the first time I kissed her.

Are you done?

Ah, yeah. I think it's almost time.

Let's start with the make-up.

Yeah.

Hey, are you tired lately?

Do you want to work less?

No, I'm just trying my best.

I'm fine.

Don't push yourself too hard.

Yeah.

I'll go get the make-up artist.

Am I mistaken?

Today, we have a very popular Meisa Ishimoto here.

Thank you.

Today, Meisa came to this Fuku Shokudo in Sasazuka.

Meisa, do you have any favorite food?

I like Chinese food, but I've been eating Japanese food a lot lately.

That's good.

Let's eat!

Let's eat!

I'll start with miso soup.

It's delicious!

Is it?

I'm really into miso.

It's delicious, isn't it?

Yes, it's very delicious.

Please try other kinds of miso soup.

Meisa-chan is very popular now.

She is on TV a lot lately.

It seems like you are busy.

Yes, I am. I am quite busy recently.

Do you have time for yourself?

I don't have much time for myself.

I just go home and sleep.

But recently, I have a boyfriend.

Excuse me. If you have such a question, could you stop shooting?

May I have your order?

Sorry.

Sorry.

Let's eat.

Ayaka noticed my small things.

It was like she was my big sister.

No, for some reason, I remembered my mother.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you for your hard work.

It's getting late. Let's go home.

Hello?

I understand.

Yes?

I'm still on break.

What?

I understand.

What's wrong?

Excuse me.

The car we were supposed to get ready for the trip was not ready.

We decided to go to a nearby hotel.

Sorry. We can only film one room.

No, it's okay. It's such a big room. I'm glad I'm with Ayaka.

I'm glad we are together.

This is the first time we drink together.

I know.

But you must be tired. Don't push yourself.

You are always kind.

I guess so.

I broke up with him.

I decided to work hard.

I'm sorry.

If I had protected you,

you wouldn't have had to leave.

No, Ayaka-San is not to blame.

I'm just thankful that you told me the truth.

You've changed.

You've become more gentle.

Is that so?

Maybe it's because I'm with you.

By the way, don't you have a boyfriend?

You are busy with work and have no time to make a book.

I guess so.

I don't have a boyfriend for a long time.

What? You are popular. What kind of person are you?

You know, I like girls.

What?

You are good at that. Sorry, I was surprised.

No, no, it's not like that.

It's pretty normal now.

I watch a lot of dramas.

I'm going to read it.

Really? Thank you.

How's your schedule for tomorrow?

I'm already in the office tomorrow. Are you okay?

I'm okay.

Sleep well.

You were busy today.

I was busy today.

I managed to get through it.

What?

I was like that at first.

What do you mean?

When I was first kissed by your mother,

I was separated from you.

What do you mean?

Is this scary?

Do you know that...

my mom... did the same thing to me?

What?

Do you know what she means?

What?

Wait... Wait, stop.

You look just like your mother.

I...

I was in love with your mother.

What are you talking about?

I'm sorry.

You look just like her.

Are you surprised?

No, just a little.

You look just like her.

Ouch!

Let me see.

Beautiful.

I'm surprised that I was made like this.

Don't be afraid.

Beautiful.

The shape of your chest is just like your mother.

You really look alike.

Don't eat me.

Hold on.

Do you want to kiss me?

I'm so happy.

You held my hand.

It's okay.

Stop it.

Look.

It's okay.

It will feel better soon.

No, no.

Beautiful.

You look just like me.

I can't.

Have you ever been licked by me?

No.

Your mother liked to be licked between her toes.

No, no, no.

Does it feel good?

No, no.

Stop it.

I want to lick everything.

Wait...

Wait... Wait...

Wait... It's closed.

It's beautiful.

What did you do?

It's okay. I didn't hide it.

You can do this.

You can do this.

This is the first time I've ever seen your mother do this.

Are you scared?

No, no.

It's okay.

Don't be scared.

Look.

Put your tongue out.

Put your tongue out.

So soft.

I want to kiss your lips.

Stop it.

I won't.

Don't look at me like that.

Don't look at me.

Show me.

You haven't touched your wrist yet.

Why are you moving your hips?

Are you crying?

You look like your mother.

I don't know.

Your mother...

She loved you.

She called you cute.

I couldn't call you that when I first met you.

I was scared.

It's strange to hear you like this.

Please make more sounds.

Don't lick my neck.

No, don't lick my neck.

Let me lick it.

No.

It's beautiful.

Show me your face.

Show me my face.

Like your mother did.

Your voice is really similar.

I'm happy.

I'm sorry.

Your face is getting better.

Don't look at me.

I thought you were going to laugh.

Don't look at me.

Let's sleep in a more embarrassing place.

I'm sorry.

Your mother liked to lick her armpits like this.

Look at me.

Look at me.

Look at me.

Stop it.

Don't wake me up.

How do you feel?

Hey...

This is so strange.

Your mother did the same thing to me.

I don't know.

Your mother did something even more strange.

Look.

Stop it.

Stop it. Don't do that.

I told you the same thing to your mother.

I won't do that.

I won't do that.

Your mother...

did something more cruel to me.

She did.

Hey...

Amazing...

Don't look at me... It's getting harder here...

Did you feel it?

No, I didn't...

I'm sorry...

It's okay. It smells like your mother.

No, don't lick me.

Don't lick me.

Don't lick me.

Don't lick me?

You are touching your waist while saying don't lick me.

Let me see...

Close your eyes...

What's wrong?

Feeling good?

Let me see...

Show me.

Don't hide it.

I know. It's embarrassing.

It's embarrassing.

No, wait.

You are really moving.

It's slippery.

The collar is soft.

Wait.

How do you feel?

No...

Let's stop.

No.

Don't do anything bad.

Don't do anything stupid.

You told me that you did something really embarrassing, didn't you?

I'll do something more embarrassing.

What do you think?

What do you think?

You are beautiful.

You look so kind.

You are so lively.

Stop it.

You are beautiful.

Mom, I didn't do that.

What? Say it again.

Mom, I didn't do that.

Mom...

You did this.

Don't do it, please.

Are you embarrassed?

You are, aren't you?

Don't do this to me.

You didn't expect me to do this, did you?

Don't do this to me.

Don't do this to me.

Ah, bugs...

So pretty.

What are you doing?

Drink some water.

Drink it.

Mom, you drank a lot.

You are late.

Drink it.

Good boy.

Don't touch it.

Don't touch me.

You're more voice is coming out than before.

Do you like being touched?

Let me see.

You're getting hot.

Are you feeling something?

I'm sorry.

Are you crying?

I don't want to cry.

Hey... I don't want to.

Why are you so...

Why are you so happy today?

You're so sleepy.

I don't want to cry.

You don't want to.

You are going to fall asleep.

Does it feel good?

It feels good.

Your body is not moving.

It's moving.

Does it feel good?

What's wrong?

What's wrong?

No, no, no.

I'm sorry.

Let me see.

Let me see.

I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

Are you okay?

I'm sorry.

It's the same as how you do it in the gay relationship.

Wow!

I'm sorry. I won't let you go.

Did you say something?

You did, didn't you?

It's so sticky.

Did you react?

How does the mung bean soup taste?

Is it good?

Hello, hello.

Hi.

Hello...

Come here...

Come here... Come here...

He's breathing so hard...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

What?

But I'm sorry. I didn't do this.

I'm sorry.

It's so funny.

Was it good?

Do you want more?

ㇸㇸㇸㇸㇸㇸㇸ...

ㇸㇸㇸㇸㇸㇸㇸㇸ...

I don't want you to do this to me.

I don't want you to do this to me.

No, no, no, no, no.

No, no, no, no, no.

Come on, come on.

Don't cry.

Stop it.

You are so beautiful.

Show me more.

What?

You are beautiful.

It hurts.

I'm so sad.

I should have shown you more.

I love you.

You are so cute.

You are so cute.

Come here.

Come here.

Let me see.

Like this.

You are being pushed from behind.

I am being pushed by you.

How do you feel?

How do you feel?

Hey, Shiga-chan... How do you feel?

You are so sensitive.

I'm so happy.

You are so kind.

Do you feel it?

Do you feel it?

Ah... Ah...

Hey...

What's this sound?

See?

Did you say something?

Did you say something?

The clitoris is like this.

You are relaxing.

You are relaxing.

Feeling good?

Feeling good, right?

Really?

No, no.

I'm not good at this.

Don't cry.

Don't cry.

Please.

I'm sensitive too.

Your mother has been diagnosed.

Laura, put your hand down.

No.

Put it down.

Put it down.

Good girl.

I feel so good.

Look at me.

Everyone is looking at me.

I feel so good.

I feel so good.

I feel so good.

I feel so good.

Are you in pain?

Oh... Don't cry.

Don't cry.

No... no...

Really?

You look just like your mother.

I suddenly remembered the first day I met her.

I was scared and shocked.

I couldn't move my body.

I was still sick.

I didn't want to react.

I was thinking about my mother.

Good morning. Did you sleep well?

I didn't know what to do with Ayaka, Good morning.

Yes, I avoided her at first.

I was always thinking about that day and I was in control.

For the first time, I touched the lips of a woman.

The woman's lips were surprisingly soft.

Your mother did the same thing to you.

Your mother did the same thing to me.

Ayaka, why did you fall in love with your mother?

I felt like I couldn't go back when I was swallowed up.

I knew this would happen.

Just as I fell for your mother, you will also fall for me.

I'm sorry for making you surprised that day.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for taking the attitude of avoiding you.

I didn't know what kind of face I should make.

I wonder if I had this kind of face at that time.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

But...

Didn't you just kick me away?

Like this?

Are you okay?

Don't be afraid.

I'll teach you everything.

Cute.

Look, try to put it down.

More.

No, Kome-chan.

Squetch.

It's not good to get dirty, so let's take it off.

Are you embarrassed?

I am.

You have a beautiful body.

Are you embarrassed?

You are embarrassed.

You were seen in such a mean way.

Are you embarrassed by your underwear?

Don't hide it.

Show me everything.

Look at her eyes.

So cute.

Hey, have you been alone since then?

No, I haven't.

You imagined me and were alone, right?

Tell me the truth.

I imagined you.

You are cute.

Did you imagine that you were being touched by me?

How did you feel?

How did you feel when you were being touched?

Did you remember that moment?

You felt it, didn't you?

You felt it while you were seducing me, didn't you?

What's going on here?

Tell me what's going on.

I'm getting lonely.

Same here.

What's going on?

My wrist is standing.

So cute.

Why are you standing like this? You didn't touch it.

See? You didn't touch it.

You didn't lick it.

Tell me what you want to do.

Say it.

What do you want me to do?

I want you to lick me.

What?

Say it again.

Say it again.

I want you to lick me.

Where?

I want you to lick my nipples.

Cute.

I'll lick you a lot.

Look at me licking.

Cute.

Show me your face.

Scary.

No, you can't. If you make too much noise, you'll hear it.

Can I ask you? I want to hear that cute voice all by myself.

Can I...

Can I wash it? I want to lick it more.

Let me take off my clothes.

Touch it.

How is it?

It's soft.

Good job.

Your voice is coming out.

You don't have to hold back.

Look at the place where you are.

Try to drop some drool here.

Can you do it?

Oh, my.

I'm so hot.

You look exactly like your mom.

Your mom was so beautiful.

Kaka-ma.

It was so beautiful and so sensitive.

The same goes for the second sentence.

So sleepy...

What do you want to do here?

Let's open our ears.

What's wrong with you?

You can't do it without telling me, can you?

I was told the same thing by my mom.

How is it?

Does it feel good?

Do you want me to stop?

What should I do?

Say it properly.

You have to say what you want to say.

Don't stop.

Don't stop?

Just touch it.

Just touch here.

Touch more.

Your eyes...

What's below?

What's below?

What's below?

Touch the mango.

I want you to touch it.

It's cute.

Let me see.

Something is sticking out.

What is this?

It's a test.

What is this?

Something is sticking out.

I'm glad you felt it.

I'm happy.

Look at the part where you lick.

What's with that face?

Are you being teased?

Are you sleepy?

I want to sleep.

I'm sleepy.

What's this?

I'm pulling a string.

I'm sorry.

I'm glad to see you.

My mom was also looking at me and wetting me a lot.

You are with me.

You are with me.

I'm sorry.

It hurts!

It's unfair to go alone.

You're not going with me?

Will you make me feel better?

Do it the same way.

Try it.

Do it the same way.

Try it.

You are doing well.

This is it?

You don't want to see my boobs?

You are doing great.

How is your wrist?

It's fine.

I'm so tired.

Who made you do this?

Good night.

Ah...

Don't do it...

Try it like I did.

Wow... It's so soft... My tongue... No...

It's so hard...

Why?

Ayaka-San, do you feel good?

I feel good.

Ayaka-San, you are good.

You are good at singing.

Good.

Make yourself feel good.

I am sleepy.

Yes, like that.

And then, you can do it.

Yes, good job.

Like this?

Yes, good job.

My life...

It feels good.

It feels good.

Tomorrow, tomorrow morning...

Do you know how to touch it?

It's okay. I'll teach you.

Touch it.

Like I did.

We got used to it, so we should be used to it.

I'm so happy.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I'm tired.

I'm tired.

I'm tired.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I also learned this from my mom.

You are doing great.

I'm so happy.

Ah, it feels good.

Cute.

So cute.

What?

It's so nostalgic.

Meisou-chan is so cute.

Just the look on her face...

It's so cute.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Will you look at me?

You're sweating a lot.

Don't say it yet.

You know where it feels good, right?

Just like I did.

Please...

Kimochi...

Kimochi... Kimochi... Kimochi... My eyes...

My eyes... Kimochi...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm wet.

I'm wet.

Cute.

I'll wash this dirty thing.

I'm glad you feel better.

I'm happy.

Wait... I pressed it.

And this back part...

It's getting wet.

You're wetter than before.

Did you feel me while attacking me?

Did you feel me?

I'm happy.

I'm happy.

I'm happy.

Show me your face.

You are so cute.

You are pulling the string.

This is the second one.

This is... It's going to go in.

It's going to go in.

Does it hurt?

Here?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

What's this?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Ah, amazing.

I'm so sleepy.

How is it?

How does it taste?

I'm so happy that you feel it.

Are you happy?

Hey,

do something more kind.

Do you want to lick me?

Try to sleep.

Here.

Sleep.

I'm sorry.

Can you lick mine?

It's dirty, isn't it?

I can see it.

It's so squeaky.

A little pause... and we are back.

A little pause... and we are back.

It feels good.

It feels good.

It feels good.

It feels good.

Hey, come here.

It's easier to drink if you do it like this.

I want you to get used to it.

Like this.

I love you.

You are so good.

I love you too.

Wow!

You like this place, don't you?

It feels good.

It feels good.

Hello.

How are you?

How was it?

It feels good?

You can do this too.

My mom taught me this.

This feels good.

I love you.

I love you too.

I'm sorry, I love you too.

I love you too.

I love you too.

This...

Feeling good?

Let's touch each other.

Look at me.

Do you want to cut?

Good job.

Show me.

Show me more.

Good job.

It's getting hot.

I'm so happy.

Feels good?

You can put your finger in like this.

It's okay. It doesn't hurt.

Slowly.

How is it?

It's warm, right?

It's warmer than the other one.

Yeah, yeah.

Ah, good job.

Good job. Feels good.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, feels good.

No, no, no, no, no!

I want to go with you, but I can't.

I want to go with you.

I'm so loud.

You can hear me, right?

You are so good.

You are so good.

I want to do something more pleasant.

Can you rub this part?

Like this.

Rub it.

This side?

Like this?

Like this?

I feel good.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I feel good.

I'm scared.

I'm scared.

When you stare at me, my body doesn't listen to me.

I was scared that I couldn't see anything for the first time.

Do you do this to me because you love me?

I am in my mother's place.

I want to ask, but I am too scared to ask.

The lips that resemble her, and the cute expression you have.

Even if I knew it was no good, I was afraid

that I would be dropped into this ground again.

And then we asked each other for each other's body again and again.

A relationship that no one should know, fragile and fleeting.

But our feelings were certainly connected.

Nishimoto San, it's your turn.

Okay, I'm going.

I feel like I've become a proper person for the first time.

I'm sorry.

Excuse me.

Thank you for your hard work.

I'm with my mom.

Don't say that.

Do you feel bad?

Shut up.

I've always sung about love and affection,

but it wasn't that easy.

Sarasa-San, I'm sorry.

I even loved your daughter.

I'm sorry. It's my fault.

Ayaka-San, it's not your fault.

I said that I'm not allowed to be in a relationship.

But you are the worst manager.

I'm sorry. I couldn't forgive you and your mother.

I became like this and we became happy.

I seem to have loved you.

Please, don't stop. I love you.

I'm sorry.

It's okay. You will grow more and become a great idol.

Ayaka-San, you should throw away everything important and choose your mother.

I should also throw away everything important and choose Ayaka-San.

I gave up everything and decided to do my best.

I chose Ayaka.

We are always alone.

I want to kiss you.

We are back.

How are you?

Are you okay?

Cheers.

I'm tired.

I'm tired.

I'm sorry.

Beautiful.

Touch me more.

Ah...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry.

I love you.

I love you too.

I love you.

I love you too.

I love you too.

Stop it.

Call me Ayaka.

Ayaka.

Call me Ayaka.

Ayaka.

It feels so good.

It feels so good.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I made a mistake.

Ah...

Ah...

I feel so good.

Ah... I feel so good.

Ah... Say something to your eyes.

Say something to your eyes.

To your eyes.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

It's cold.

Look at my eyes.

It feels so good.

It hurts.

Come here.

Look at my butt.

I'm sorry.

This is the first sentence in the book.

This is the last one.

This is the third one.

This is the fifth one.

This is the sixth one.

I'm hungry.

I'm hungry.

I'm hungry.

I'm hungry.

I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

Move.

You are doing great.

What are you doing?

I'm so tired.

cute, cute...

cute, cute...

cute, cute...

cute, cute...

Oh, it hurts!

It hurts!

It hurts!

Hold on a second!

It hurts!

ouch... ouch... ouch...

Good morning.

Good morning.

Good morning.

I can't breathe.

I'm hot.

I'm hot.

Oh, my...

Hey, it's getting hot.

You can go. Go while looking at your eyes.

Go while looking at your eyes.

Go!

That's good.

That's good.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I am sorry.

I love you.

I love you, too.

I love you, too.

I love you, too.

I love you, too.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you too.

I've always wanted to be an idol since I was a child.

Even though I gave up my dream and job, I knew

that the day would come when I would choose love.

I met you.