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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:11,480 --> 00:01:12,800 Oh, my God! 2 00:01:14,640 --> 00:01:17,560 Bobbin! Come here! Yes! 3 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:19,000 I'm... I'm Wendy. 4 00:01:19,080 --> 00:01:20,840 I live in the cottage at the end of... 5 00:01:20,920 --> 00:01:22,000 I don't understand. 6 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:23,280 They said he'd died. 7 00:01:24,240 --> 00:01:26,360 Baby, they said you'd died. 8 00:01:26,440 --> 00:01:28,320 I know, and I didn't think that was right. 9 00:01:28,400 --> 00:01:30,480 - I'm sorry. - Yeah, why would they do that? 10 00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:34,120 I probably shouldn't have come, but he was so unhappy. 11 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:38,160 I missed you too. Oh, baby, I missed you so much. 12 00:01:38,720 --> 00:01:40,920 Jo, come away from the door. 13 00:01:42,000 --> 00:01:45,040 Wendy, you know you're not supposed to be here. 14 00:01:46,240 --> 00:01:47,240 That's not Bobbin. 15 00:01:48,600 --> 00:01:49,680 Of course it's Bobbin. 16 00:01:51,160 --> 00:01:52,400 I know my dog. 17 00:01:52,480 --> 00:01:53,960 Come away from the door. 18 00:01:56,640 --> 00:01:57,840 Oh, no! 19 00:01:58,680 --> 00:01:59,760 No! 20 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:03,960 - Oh, my God! - His insides are coming out! 21 00:02:04,600 --> 00:02:07,720 Oh, my God! Push them back in! Push them in! 22 00:02:07,800 --> 00:02:09,400 Help me! 23 00:02:09,480 --> 00:02:10,280 Jo? 24 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:14,800 Jo? 25 00:02:17,800 --> 00:02:18,600 Are you okay? 26 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:29,920 Bobbin is dead... 27 00:02:31,160 --> 00:02:31,960 isn't he? 28 00:02:32,880 --> 00:02:33,680 Yeah. 29 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:35,800 He is. 30 00:02:36,520 --> 00:02:37,520 Did you kill him? 31 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:41,160 What? 32 00:02:42,000 --> 00:02:42,800 No! 33 00:02:43,720 --> 00:02:45,400 Why would you say something like that? 34 00:02:46,720 --> 00:02:47,680 I'm so sorry. 35 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:51,880 Sorry. 36 00:02:56,920 --> 00:02:57,880 Thank you. 37 00:03:03,360 --> 00:03:04,920 - I really am sorry. - That's okay. 38 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:08,200 I've been having these awful nightmares 39 00:03:08,280 --> 00:03:10,200 and it's hard to make sense of things. 40 00:03:10,280 --> 00:03:12,400 Well... just drink your tea 41 00:03:12,480 --> 00:03:16,080 and take your time and we'll start the day again. 42 00:03:29,480 --> 00:03:32,440 I wanna go to that support group the doctor talked about. 43 00:03:32,520 --> 00:03:34,560 Really? Is it not too soon? 44 00:03:34,640 --> 00:03:38,400 Amnesia, the gift that keeps on giving. 45 00:03:39,120 --> 00:03:40,040 It's been a week. 46 00:03:42,880 --> 00:03:45,680 I've been locked up in here and I'm slowly going demented. 47 00:03:45,760 --> 00:03:47,880 Okay. You normally hate that kind of thing. 48 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:49,280 What kind of thing? 49 00:03:49,360 --> 00:03:52,400 Groups, strangers, 50 00:03:52,480 --> 00:03:55,200 having to wait for the sharing stick before you speak. 51 00:03:56,200 --> 00:03:59,120 Well, I need to talk to someone who's trained. 52 00:03:59,800 --> 00:04:01,320 Nothing's coming back to me. 53 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:03,640 Okay, well, we'll do whatever you need to do. 54 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:07,520 Great. It's at 11:00. I'll get ready. 55 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:08,680 Oh, you mean today? 56 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:18,600 Nick. 57 00:05:32,480 --> 00:05:34,360 I love you! I miss you already! 58 00:05:42,000 --> 00:05:42,800 Fuck! 59 00:06:00,920 --> 00:06:01,800 Ready to rumble? 60 00:06:02,840 --> 00:06:03,640 Yeah. 61 00:06:22,280 --> 00:06:23,720 Why are we going this way? 62 00:06:26,200 --> 00:06:27,680 We've never been this way. 63 00:06:27,760 --> 00:06:29,440 There's road works. It's quicker. 64 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:32,200 It's a weird road. 65 00:06:33,440 --> 00:06:36,960 Listen, I, uh, might have to pop out tomorrow. 66 00:06:37,760 --> 00:06:40,040 Won't be for long. Is that all right? 67 00:06:43,720 --> 00:06:45,720 Jo? Is that okay? 68 00:06:46,480 --> 00:06:47,280 What? 69 00:06:47,840 --> 00:06:50,120 It's just some work stuff. I won't be long. 70 00:06:50,200 --> 00:06:51,000 Okay. 71 00:06:55,680 --> 00:06:56,480 Mum. 72 00:06:57,320 --> 00:06:58,720 I really wanna see Finn. 73 00:07:04,160 --> 00:07:04,960 What? 74 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:08,400 He's got a little bit trickier this last 12 months. 75 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:11,160 - I don't think it's drugs... - Drugs? 76 00:07:11,240 --> 00:07:13,360 It's probably just puberty finally kicking in. 77 00:07:14,080 --> 00:07:16,040 He's 18, Rob. 78 00:07:16,120 --> 00:07:18,280 He's, uh, 19 actually. 79 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:21,440 God, I'm such a shit show. 80 00:07:22,120 --> 00:07:22,960 Hey, Jo. 81 00:07:23,800 --> 00:07:26,240 I can't remember what's gone in the last 12 months. 82 00:07:26,920 --> 00:07:29,680 It doesn't really matter. We need to live in the now. 83 00:07:29,760 --> 00:07:31,880 What are you, a man or a meme? 84 00:07:36,720 --> 00:07:37,600 Jo? 85 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:41,840 Jo? 86 00:07:41,920 --> 00:07:43,800 - Rob, do you see that woman? - Jo? 87 00:07:44,560 --> 00:07:45,800 - What? - Who's that woman? 88 00:07:45,880 --> 00:07:48,080 - She knows me. - What woman? 89 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:51,720 What woman, Jo? 90 00:07:54,240 --> 00:07:55,360 No, nothing. 91 00:08:11,960 --> 00:08:13,640 Well, at least let me carry you in. 92 00:08:14,400 --> 00:08:18,600 It's literally right there, Rob. I need to build my confidence. 93 00:08:18,680 --> 00:08:22,080 I'll wait here in case you hate it. If you fall over, I'll pick you up. 94 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:23,920 Fuck off. 95 00:08:34,840 --> 00:08:36,160 Nice stick, missus. 96 00:08:55,800 --> 00:08:57,320 Oh, miss, you got the time? 97 00:08:57,400 --> 00:08:58,760 - Give me your phone. - What? 98 00:08:58,840 --> 00:09:00,600 Give me your phone and money. 99 00:09:01,880 --> 00:09:03,400 Give me your phone and purse now! 100 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:06,680 Fuck off! You give me your money and your phone! 101 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:08,680 Please, don't fucking piss me off, man! 102 00:09:17,760 --> 00:09:21,400 Shit! Go get a job, you arsehole! 103 00:09:22,400 --> 00:09:24,160 You know what really pisses me off? 104 00:09:24,240 --> 00:09:26,160 You just made me sound like my mother! 105 00:09:28,960 --> 00:09:30,800 I hope somebody's chalked you up one. 106 00:09:32,160 --> 00:09:33,400 Crazy bitch! 107 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:43,840 Shit! 108 00:09:55,120 --> 00:09:57,080 Maybe you were safer in the alley. 109 00:10:03,800 --> 00:10:05,240 - Hiya. - Hi. 110 00:10:05,320 --> 00:10:06,120 You're new. 111 00:10:07,000 --> 00:10:08,640 I'm Sharon. Pleased to meet ya. 112 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:10,200 Hi, Sharon. 113 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:12,160 I used to be the manager of a coffee shop, 114 00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:14,880 but, uh, I can't even tie my own shoelaces these days. 115 00:10:16,040 --> 00:10:18,920 Still, I was getting fed up with the daily grind anyway. 116 00:10:19,000 --> 00:10:21,400 Daily grind... yeah? 117 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:25,800 I'm Jo. 118 00:10:25,880 --> 00:10:28,640 Who in the name of Jesus chooses these biscuits? 119 00:10:28,720 --> 00:10:29,800 And squash? 120 00:10:31,200 --> 00:10:33,200 What next, stickers for being brave? 121 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:36,680 - Hi. - Hi. 122 00:10:36,760 --> 00:10:40,040 I'm Helen. Welcome to the madhouse. 123 00:10:40,120 --> 00:10:41,080 Jo. 124 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:46,120 Are you okay? 125 00:10:47,320 --> 00:10:51,600 I caught your altercation outside and I was gonna come out, 126 00:10:51,680 --> 00:10:54,320 but I wouldn't be surprised if we saw him here next week. 127 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:59,600 It's an unusual but interesting form of recruitment. 128 00:11:01,440 --> 00:11:03,360 I don't know what I... 129 00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:07,320 I should probably go and check on him. 130 00:11:07,400 --> 00:11:08,200 Why? 131 00:11:10,640 --> 00:11:11,800 Okay, shall we start? 132 00:11:12,880 --> 00:11:16,280 Come on, let's go and talk about our thoughts and feelings. 133 00:11:16,840 --> 00:11:17,640 Yay! 134 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:22,240 Thanks, Olivia. 135 00:11:22,320 --> 00:11:23,520 You're coping brilliantly 136 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:26,600 with a really complex mother-daughter relationship. 137 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:28,200 Just keep going. 138 00:11:32,560 --> 00:11:34,480 I don't feel like sharing today, Michelle, 139 00:11:34,560 --> 00:11:35,600 before you ask. 140 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:38,840 I've had a terrible week. 141 00:11:38,920 --> 00:11:40,000 That's fine, Jerry. 142 00:11:40,080 --> 00:11:42,080 We're here for you whenever you want. 143 00:11:46,440 --> 00:11:48,440 Uh, I'd like to. 144 00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:52,320 Please? If that's okay. 145 00:11:52,400 --> 00:11:53,200 Of course. 146 00:11:53,920 --> 00:11:55,640 Um, I'm Jo. 147 00:11:57,680 --> 00:11:58,480 I... 148 00:12:00,400 --> 00:12:01,280 wrote it down. 149 00:12:01,360 --> 00:12:02,600 I need reminding. 150 00:12:03,640 --> 00:12:06,040 I fell down the stairs and I'm... 151 00:12:06,800 --> 00:12:09,440 I landed on my head as you can see. 152 00:12:10,280 --> 00:12:12,240 So I have... 153 00:12:13,240 --> 00:12:14,320 amnesia... 154 00:12:15,560 --> 00:12:16,640 disinhibition... 155 00:12:17,880 --> 00:12:19,000 So they tell me. 156 00:12:19,560 --> 00:12:21,080 So you fell down the stairs? 157 00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:22,920 Yes. 158 00:12:26,800 --> 00:12:32,640 And I have... paranoia and hallucinations. 159 00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:37,400 Basically, it's like I'm... 160 00:12:38,440 --> 00:12:41,840 I'm a stranger in... inside my own head. 161 00:12:42,640 --> 00:12:44,560 A stranger inside your own head. 162 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:47,840 Is there an echo in here? 163 00:12:47,920 --> 00:12:50,000 It's quite, uh, a common feeling. 164 00:12:51,880 --> 00:12:57,200 Well, I feel like I'm being left to piece together 165 00:12:57,280 --> 00:13:00,560 whatever the hell is wrong with me on my own. 166 00:13:00,640 --> 00:13:02,200 That's really shitty, Jo. 167 00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:04,520 They don't care, but you know that. 168 00:13:04,600 --> 00:13:05,960 That's not true, Jerry. 169 00:13:06,040 --> 00:13:09,120 Four years since my accident. Four years. 170 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:11,520 I can't even get them on the phone these days. 171 00:13:11,600 --> 00:13:13,680 They say I'm better, but look at me! 172 00:13:13,760 --> 00:13:15,240 I mean, is this it? 173 00:13:15,320 --> 00:13:17,000 Is this it? 174 00:13:17,080 --> 00:13:19,120 - Come on. - Is this really me now? 175 00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:20,840 - Is this me now? - No, it's fine. 176 00:13:20,920 --> 00:13:22,800 Don't get your hopes up, Jo, just don't, 177 00:13:22,880 --> 00:13:27,320 because in this room we are all fucked. 178 00:13:27,400 --> 00:13:28,200 Jerry! 179 00:13:28,960 --> 00:13:30,120 What? 180 00:13:30,200 --> 00:13:32,920 What? Motherfucker Michelle! 181 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:34,720 You are a fuckface! 182 00:13:35,720 --> 00:13:37,080 Fucknut! 183 00:13:37,160 --> 00:13:38,160 Fuck off! 184 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:43,080 Get out the fucking way! Get... Bitch, fucking twat, fuck... 185 00:13:58,720 --> 00:14:00,160 - Oh, hi. - Hey. 186 00:14:07,720 --> 00:14:11,680 You know, recovery is different for everyone. 187 00:14:13,440 --> 00:14:15,760 God, I hate it when my husband's right. 188 00:14:18,680 --> 00:14:23,920 It's like... trying to piece together a broken vase, isn't it? 189 00:14:24,560 --> 00:14:25,360 In the dark. 190 00:14:26,160 --> 00:14:27,520 On a roller coaster. 191 00:14:30,840 --> 00:14:31,640 Call me... 192 00:14:33,280 --> 00:14:34,880 if you need to talk. 193 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:41,280 Thank you... 194 00:14:42,200 --> 00:14:43,040 Helen. 195 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:45,920 I'm... 196 00:14:49,360 --> 00:14:50,880 I don't know what happened to me. 197 00:14:53,280 --> 00:14:55,040 I was at the top of the stairs... 198 00:14:56,480 --> 00:14:58,120 and then I was at the bottom. 199 00:14:59,720 --> 00:15:00,520 Okay. 200 00:15:01,280 --> 00:15:02,200 I think... 201 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:04,800 I might have... 202 00:15:06,520 --> 00:15:07,320 uh... 203 00:15:08,560 --> 00:15:10,000 I have a history of... 204 00:15:16,800 --> 00:15:19,880 I've done some quite... dark stuff. 205 00:15:20,880 --> 00:15:26,080 And, um... I worry I could have done this to myself. 206 00:15:30,560 --> 00:15:31,360 Hello? 207 00:15:31,920 --> 00:15:34,080 Oh, hiya. Uh, I've got a husband here. 208 00:15:40,400 --> 00:15:43,080 Hi, Jo. Everybody came out and no you. 209 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:43,960 I'm fine. 210 00:15:44,040 --> 00:15:46,480 Okay, and I've just bumped into... 211 00:15:46,560 --> 00:15:48,320 Sharon. Hello. 212 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:50,440 I used to be the manager of a coffee shop 213 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:53,200 but, uh, can't even tie me own shoelaces these days. 214 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:57,000 Still, I was getting fed up of the daily grind anyway. 215 00:15:58,200 --> 00:15:59,360 The daily grind. 216 00:15:59,920 --> 00:16:01,920 Get it? It's cause it's a coffee shop. 217 00:16:02,920 --> 00:16:05,280 Jo. Pleased to meet you, Sharon. 218 00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:11,840 What is it? 219 00:16:11,920 --> 00:16:12,800 Was it that bad? 220 00:16:13,360 --> 00:16:14,360 No. It's just... 221 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:17,160 those poor people. 222 00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:21,840 And that coffee shop woman... 223 00:16:22,760 --> 00:16:25,080 Imagine being stuck inside that shit joke 224 00:16:25,160 --> 00:16:26,360 for the rest of your life. 225 00:16:27,200 --> 00:16:28,160 That's not you. 226 00:16:29,800 --> 00:16:32,720 But what if I'm not who I was? 227 00:16:33,520 --> 00:16:35,080 What if I'm dangerous? 228 00:16:36,440 --> 00:16:37,640 You're not dangerous. 229 00:16:40,080 --> 00:16:42,640 Can we go home the normal way, please? 230 00:16:42,720 --> 00:16:44,000 The one I know. 231 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:45,360 - Yeah. - Thank you. 232 00:17:11,400 --> 00:17:12,560 Look. 233 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,360 Finn has come down to see me! 234 00:17:17,200 --> 00:17:20,400 Listen, he's gonna have a few things to talk to you about, okay? 235 00:17:22,320 --> 00:17:23,160 Darling! 236 00:17:25,360 --> 00:17:27,160 Oh. Here! 237 00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:43,840 Mum. 238 00:17:44,440 --> 00:17:45,520 What the hell is that? 239 00:17:46,080 --> 00:17:49,400 I have no idea. It just came to me when I sat down. 240 00:17:51,120 --> 00:17:51,920 Watch me go. 241 00:18:03,400 --> 00:18:04,520 Come on. 242 00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:31,120 Look, there's... something I want to... 243 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:38,880 I left university. 244 00:18:41,600 --> 00:18:42,400 I quit. 245 00:18:43,680 --> 00:18:45,160 I actually only did one term. 246 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:49,320 You quit? 247 00:18:51,520 --> 00:18:52,600 I told Dad not to... 248 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:56,080 I wanted to tell you myself. 249 00:19:02,120 --> 00:19:04,960 But then why aren't you here, at home? 250 00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:08,240 I don't live here anymore. 251 00:19:08,320 --> 00:19:09,120 I moved out. 252 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:14,880 I'm just gonna check on lunch. 253 00:19:45,080 --> 00:19:46,160 I love you. 254 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:06,400 What if the...? 255 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:08,840 What if the old Mum never comes back? 256 00:20:08,920 --> 00:20:11,760 Hi, Finn. Yeah. Welcome to the situation. 257 00:20:11,840 --> 00:20:13,240 What if that happens? 258 00:20:14,240 --> 00:20:15,120 Any ideas? 259 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:17,560 What are we having? 260 00:20:17,640 --> 00:20:18,560 Lasagne. 261 00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:21,320 Great. What about Mum? What's she having? 262 00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:22,200 Lasagne. 263 00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:24,240 She's started eating meat again? 264 00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:27,840 Oh, come on, it was a fad. She was wavering. 265 00:20:28,360 --> 00:20:29,720 That's so shady. 266 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:31,160 It's familiar. It'll help. 267 00:20:32,560 --> 00:20:34,320 And let's keep things civil, eh? 268 00:20:38,560 --> 00:20:41,080 Are we going to talk about you dropping out of uni? 269 00:20:45,480 --> 00:20:46,280 No. 270 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:50,840 But we probably should talk about... 271 00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:54,240 What? 272 00:20:58,360 --> 00:21:02,800 Mum, you've spent your whole life fussing over me, pushing me. 273 00:21:03,320 --> 00:21:05,120 I didn't even want to go to university, 274 00:21:05,200 --> 00:21:06,480 but you didn't listen. 275 00:21:06,560 --> 00:21:08,640 You just pushed me and pushed me. 276 00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:11,160 You think you're helping, 277 00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:13,680 but you've done it in the most passive aggressive way. 278 00:21:13,760 --> 00:21:15,960 - That's a bit harsh, Finn. - Well, it's true. 279 00:21:24,080 --> 00:21:26,080 No one tells you, when you're pregnant, 280 00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:29,080 that you're going to pour your heart and soul 281 00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:31,560 into helping your little babies 282 00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:37,040 grow into happy, articulate, educated people in their own right. 283 00:21:37,640 --> 00:21:39,040 But then one day 284 00:21:39,120 --> 00:21:41,880 all that love and hard work is gonna... 285 00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:45,400 be thrown right back in your face. 286 00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:55,000 You know, 287 00:21:56,040 --> 00:21:57,200 I have wondered... 288 00:21:58,480 --> 00:22:00,240 what kind of life I'd have if... 289 00:22:01,400 --> 00:22:03,560 if you'd all died in a car crash. 290 00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:06,160 I've thought about like what kind of life 291 00:22:06,240 --> 00:22:08,080 I would have carved out for myself if... 292 00:22:09,600 --> 00:22:12,880 I mean, once the initial grief had passed. 293 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:14,960 That's a terrible thing to say. 294 00:22:16,280 --> 00:22:18,040 This is all part of the disinhibition. 295 00:22:21,240 --> 00:22:22,040 Jo. 296 00:22:23,680 --> 00:22:27,120 You know, on the surface, this family looks so perfect. 297 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:31,720 - But underneath it's... - I have no idea where that came from. 298 00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:34,680 That's so dysfunctional. 299 00:22:34,760 --> 00:22:37,000 There's been a lot of dysfunction lately, Mum. 300 00:22:39,480 --> 00:22:41,560 By the way, I told you I'm gay last year. 301 00:22:41,640 --> 00:22:43,440 That should probably be on your wall. 302 00:22:47,280 --> 00:22:48,480 Oh, Finn. 303 00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:51,560 Oh, baby. 304 00:23:00,080 --> 00:23:03,440 I'd... really appreciate that 305 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:06,720 if you would put that up on the wall. 306 00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:12,600 - You don't remember what you...? - Finn. 307 00:23:18,280 --> 00:23:19,080 Oh, God. 308 00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:25,920 Finn. 309 00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:29,480 What are you doing? 310 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:35,440 You should know this stuff. 311 00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:36,360 What stuff? 312 00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:47,760 Finn? 313 00:24:48,840 --> 00:24:49,800 What did I do? 314 00:24:50,920 --> 00:24:52,160 What did I do? 315 00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:55,800 You've got to tell me. Please, tell me. 316 00:24:55,880 --> 00:24:57,240 What did I do? 317 00:24:57,320 --> 00:25:00,400 - Tell me, please. Tell me. - Tell you what, Jo? 318 00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:06,840 Love, you were sleepwalking. 319 00:25:12,960 --> 00:25:15,080 Okay? You should go to bed. 320 00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:55,800 You make tea just like my mum. 321 00:25:57,440 --> 00:25:58,640 Is that good? 322 00:26:00,120 --> 00:26:00,920 Bad? 323 00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:05,720 Is your mother 324 00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:10,640 pushy, demanding, awful, arsehole like me? 325 00:26:15,280 --> 00:26:16,440 Actually, she's dead. 326 00:26:17,600 --> 00:26:18,400 My mum died. 327 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:23,680 Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. 328 00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:26,080 Fuck. 329 00:26:29,000 --> 00:26:29,960 How'd she die? 330 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:34,760 Do you remember those early sunbeds, the one you lift the lid up on? 331 00:26:34,840 --> 00:26:37,040 - Yeah. - Well, she was laying in one and... 332 00:26:38,040 --> 00:26:39,160 she sneezed. 333 00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:41,720 Being a woman who had four children, 334 00:26:41,800 --> 00:26:44,240 it was only a very little pelvic floor action, 335 00:26:44,320 --> 00:26:47,560 a small amount of urine escaped and that was that. 336 00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:49,040 Lights out, 337 00:26:49,120 --> 00:26:51,200 literally, she fused the entire building. 338 00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:53,280 When we buried her, 339 00:26:53,360 --> 00:26:56,160 it looked like she'd done six months on a Caribbean cruise. 340 00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:00,640 Jesus! 341 00:27:02,160 --> 00:27:03,720 Oh, that's terrible! 342 00:27:04,880 --> 00:27:06,160 She actually had cancer. 343 00:27:07,200 --> 00:27:09,560 But she made me promise that if anyone asked 344 00:27:09,640 --> 00:27:12,920 I'd make up a different ridiculous story every single time, so... 345 00:27:13,000 --> 00:27:14,800 She had a funny sense of humour. 346 00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:16,880 She wanted me to remember that part of her. 347 00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:20,200 Not the chemo. Not the last few months. 348 00:27:23,800 --> 00:27:25,400 My mother died of cancer too. 349 00:27:34,720 --> 00:27:36,600 My dad has dementia... 350 00:27:37,760 --> 00:27:38,560 and... 351 00:27:40,120 --> 00:27:41,600 I'm scared of going to see him. 352 00:27:44,280 --> 00:27:48,080 I'm scared he won't recognise me even if I'm standing right there. 353 00:27:54,760 --> 00:27:56,640 - I'm gonna... - Yeah, see you later. 354 00:27:57,360 --> 00:27:58,320 Thanks for the tea. 355 00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:13,640 Totally would. 356 00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:15,960 Given half the chance. 357 00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:20,000 He could trim my bush any day. 358 00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:22,800 Yep. 359 00:28:22,880 --> 00:28:25,760 He could put his seed in my flower bed. 360 00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:28,960 And then fuck me in a threesome with his twin. 361 00:28:29,040 --> 00:28:30,640 Please! Just stop. 362 00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:32,440 What? 363 00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:33,920 Jesus! 364 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:35,880 Jo, I'm just having a bit of fun. 365 00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:38,680 Please, just... 366 00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:42,320 stop pretending it's business as usual. 367 00:28:43,240 --> 00:28:44,600 It isn't, is it? 368 00:28:46,720 --> 00:28:49,120 We didn't talk for months last year. 369 00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:51,560 Why was that? 370 00:28:53,360 --> 00:28:55,360 - Did I go bonkers again? - No. 371 00:28:56,720 --> 00:28:57,560 No! 372 00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:06,680 Right, you did something that I actually... 373 00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:09,000 thought was quite cruel. 374 00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:11,040 Well, tell me. 375 00:29:11,560 --> 00:29:14,680 Finn got into a relationship with someone and you didn't like it. 376 00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:18,360 He told me he's gay yesterday, but... 377 00:29:21,280 --> 00:29:23,600 - I don't have a problem with that. - Yeah. 378 00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:27,920 But... the person he was involved with was Josh. 379 00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:30,280 Your Josh? 380 00:29:31,040 --> 00:29:32,080 Yeah. 381 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:38,040 But he's almost 30 and he's such a player. 382 00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:40,840 He's actually 26, and that wasn't... 383 00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:41,720 Wait. 384 00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:48,120 Did Finn leave uni to be with Josh? 385 00:29:49,720 --> 00:29:50,520 Yeah. 386 00:29:55,040 --> 00:29:56,480 You tried to split them up. 387 00:29:57,920 --> 00:29:59,400 That's why we weren't talking. 388 00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:02,120 It was really a big deal. 389 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:04,400 You wanted me to tell Josh 390 00:30:04,480 --> 00:30:06,400 to put the brakes on his relationship. 391 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:08,200 Finn he's gonna break your heart. 392 00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:10,360 But I love him! 393 00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:12,680 And then Josh stopped speaking to me, 394 00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:15,200 and then Finn found out 395 00:30:15,800 --> 00:30:18,320 and I don't think he's spoken to you for six months. 396 00:30:21,200 --> 00:30:23,840 Sorry, Cathy. I'm gonna have to steal Jo from you now. 397 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:25,120 Steal away. 398 00:30:27,520 --> 00:30:28,560 I was just leaving. 399 00:30:37,800 --> 00:30:41,480 Okay. Exhibit... D. 400 00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:45,640 A receipt for two very expensive meals 401 00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:47,400 in a swanky French restaurant. 402 00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:50,080 - Really? - And before dinner, 403 00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:53,360 your amazing husband took you to exhibit E, 404 00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:55,440 a very pretentious art exhibition. 405 00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:04,200 - Did we, uh...? - No. 406 00:31:04,760 --> 00:31:07,040 We, uh... I wanted to take you, but, uh... 407 00:31:07,840 --> 00:31:10,840 Right. And what's next? 408 00:31:11,640 --> 00:31:14,560 Uh... theatre stubs. 409 00:31:15,360 --> 00:31:16,640 Eastbourne playhouse. 410 00:31:17,600 --> 00:31:19,480 I'm so glad we just painted this wall. 411 00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:22,720 The Importance of Being Earnest. 412 00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:25,080 We left early for the importance of our sanity. 413 00:31:26,640 --> 00:31:29,480 Last year wasn't all dead dogs and uni dropouts, you know. 414 00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:30,960 We did have some laughs. 415 00:31:32,960 --> 00:31:34,120 Thank you. 416 00:31:42,480 --> 00:31:44,840 ...to split up... 417 00:31:46,520 --> 00:31:50,360 Finn and Josh. 418 00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:55,560 - I'm a terrible mum. - No. 419 00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,000 You were just thinking of his future. 420 00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:04,040 There's something else. 421 00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:09,120 You agreed... to lend me, 422 00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:10,120 the company... 423 00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,480 some money last year. 424 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:14,400 Just to tide us over. 425 00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:16,040 I, uh... 426 00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:18,800 I need some more. 427 00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:22,440 So if you could just... 428 00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:27,400 Okay. 429 00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:30,320 What am I signing? 430 00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:33,200 It's just... a small loan. 431 00:32:35,840 --> 00:32:36,640 Okay. 432 00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:39,560 I am sorry, my head really hurts. 433 00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:43,440 Is it okay to look at this a little bit later? 434 00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:45,080 Yeah. 435 00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:48,760 Drink some water. 436 00:33:35,120 --> 00:33:38,120 Anyway, the husband that was having the party announced, 437 00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:41,280 sometimes we get asked how come you've stayed together 438 00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:43,080 for such a long time, right? 439 00:33:43,160 --> 00:33:44,920 He said something I'll never forget. 440 00:33:46,960 --> 00:33:49,240 Go on Jim. We're all ears. 441 00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:51,360 He said the secret is... 442 00:34:03,640 --> 00:34:08,120 The secret is never fall out of love at the same time. 443 00:34:08,720 --> 00:34:09,560 Very good. 444 00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:27,800 Whoa. 445 00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:34,680 Rob? 446 00:34:38,760 --> 00:34:43,720 Did we have dinner with Cathy and Jim somewhere nice? 447 00:34:45,640 --> 00:34:46,440 Yeah, we... 448 00:34:47,160 --> 00:34:48,320 For their anniversary. 449 00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:53,480 Well, then... I just had my first proper memory. 450 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:57,600 At least the first I can make any sense of. 451 00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:01,040 - Are you gonna tell me what it is? - Yeah. 452 00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:05,600 It was, um, Jim telling some shit story. 453 00:35:05,680 --> 00:35:08,080 We were all sitting around with ridiculous grins 454 00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:12,480 while he was going on about how people stay together. 455 00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:14,920 I can't believe that of all things you could remember 456 00:35:15,000 --> 00:35:17,320 you've remembered one of Jim's boring anecdotes. 457 00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:18,400 I know. 458 00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:21,560 You can't tell him the other things you've remembered, 459 00:35:21,640 --> 00:35:22,440 can you? 460 00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:25,800 Have you taken your pills? 461 00:35:25,880 --> 00:35:26,960 I'm just about to. 462 00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:29,280 Fuck. 463 00:35:30,440 --> 00:35:32,880 Right. Are you sure you're gonna be okay on your own? 464 00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:34,720 You're going to the post office. 465 00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:36,880 I'll call you if I need you. 466 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:06,640 What you up to? 467 00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:10,040 I thought you left. 468 00:38:10,120 --> 00:38:11,280 No, I'm just about to. 469 00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:20,800 Listen, nobody wants you to remember the last year more than I do. 470 00:38:22,120 --> 00:38:22,920 I know that. 471 00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:25,040 But it's a lot of pressure to put on yourself. 472 00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:26,120 Maybe take it easy. 473 00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:29,600 Don't forget your tablets. 474 00:38:30,520 --> 00:38:31,320 All right. 475 00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:36,760 - I just don't want you to... - To what? 476 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:40,800 - You don't want me to what, Rob? - Nothing. 477 00:38:44,400 --> 00:38:46,160 They're pain killers, you know. 478 00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:50,200 - They're not antidepressants. - I know. 479 00:38:50,280 --> 00:38:53,600 - This is completely different. - Yes, it's completely different. 480 00:38:56,360 --> 00:38:58,240 I'm not depressed. 481 00:38:58,320 --> 00:38:59,240 Sorry. 482 00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:02,040 Oh, my God, this is not 15 years ago. 483 00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:05,800 This is not 484 00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:08,800 that which cannot be mentioned. 485 00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:15,320 Okay. 486 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,920 I will take them. Here. No, look. 487 00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:25,160 Happy? 488 00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:26,680 Yeah. Thank you. 489 00:39:28,240 --> 00:39:29,160 I'll see you later. 490 00:39:48,040 --> 00:39:49,760 Definitely the right thing to do. 491 00:39:50,760 --> 00:39:52,320 Way too many side effects. 492 00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:55,680 Better to be in pain than confused, right? 493 00:40:47,480 --> 00:40:48,280 Jo! 494 00:40:53,680 --> 00:40:55,400 Shit, Jo. Are you okay? 495 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:59,280 - Yeah. - Sorry. I should've called first. 496 00:40:59,840 --> 00:41:03,240 Well... actually, I've been calling your mobile constantly. 497 00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:04,120 What's happened? 498 00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:07,200 I lost my phone. 499 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:08,800 Big mystery. 500 00:41:09,640 --> 00:41:10,440 Look. 501 00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:12,080 New one. 502 00:41:15,720 --> 00:41:16,880 I'm sorry, I... 503 00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:20,240 I have no idea who you are. 504 00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:21,240 What? 505 00:41:21,320 --> 00:41:22,440 Who are you? 506 00:41:22,520 --> 00:41:23,880 It's Rose, Jo. 507 00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:26,040 It's Rose. Hello. 508 00:41:34,080 --> 00:41:35,080 You don't remember? 509 00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:37,360 I fell down the stairs. 510 00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:40,840 Right. 511 00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:45,040 I'm sorry, how do I know you again? 512 00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:47,360 We work together, Jo. Well, we're, um... 513 00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:51,240 I'm a translator. I work from home on my own. 514 00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:53,280 No, we've been colleagues for months, Jo. 515 00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:54,160 In town. 516 00:41:55,200 --> 00:41:56,360 We're also friends. 517 00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:04,440 Well, I guess I'd better let you in 518 00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:06,520 so you can tell me what it is that I do. 519 00:42:16,080 --> 00:42:17,360 I love your place. 520 00:42:25,720 --> 00:42:27,240 Please, come on through. 521 00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:44,640 All right, why don't you tell me 522 00:42:44,720 --> 00:42:51,720 about where I work and what I do and, uh, when I started? 523 00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:54,640 Yeah, it's a charity. It's for Syrian refugees. 524 00:42:56,880 --> 00:42:58,040 Oh, right. 525 00:42:58,600 --> 00:42:59,680 Yeah, it's really tiny. 526 00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:04,480 It's basically just you, me, Nick, a few others. 527 00:43:05,840 --> 00:43:07,160 And Nick is...? 528 00:43:07,240 --> 00:43:08,480 He's the founder. 529 00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:11,680 The boss. 530 00:43:15,280 --> 00:43:16,080 There. 531 00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:18,800 Thank you. 532 00:43:22,240 --> 00:43:23,280 You've been amazing. 533 00:43:24,080 --> 00:43:25,440 Everyone thought it. 534 00:43:26,000 --> 00:43:27,640 You turned the whole place around. 535 00:43:27,720 --> 00:43:29,840 Organised that amazing fundraising do. 536 00:43:31,520 --> 00:43:32,320 What? 537 00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:34,240 Yeah, that's why I couldn't figure out 538 00:43:34,320 --> 00:43:35,560 why you stopped coming in. 539 00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:39,840 But Nick said that you just decided that it wasn't for you anymore. 540 00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,760 Hasn't anyone mentioned that you had a new job? 541 00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:46,720 Don't you think that's a bit...? 542 00:43:47,880 --> 00:43:50,240 And you really don't remember anything? 543 00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:53,280 Anything? 544 00:43:55,080 --> 00:43:55,880 I... 545 00:43:57,440 --> 00:44:01,560 I think you should leave now. I feel really tired. 546 00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:03,160 You need to get another dog. 547 00:44:03,240 --> 00:44:05,520 It must be lonely rattling around here on your own. 548 00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:07,040 Please, can you leave now? 549 00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:09,800 And that's when you dyed your hair... You've, uh... 550 00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:11,640 - Please? - Got to put that in. 551 00:44:11,720 --> 00:44:14,520 Please, just get out of my fucking house. 552 00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:16,320 Get out of my fucking house! 553 00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:25,120 I, uh... 554 00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:31,600 Get out of my fucking house! 555 00:44:31,680 --> 00:44:32,480 Whoa. 556 00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:35,600 That is not how you speak to friends. 557 00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:39,640 Out! Go! 558 00:44:39,720 --> 00:44:40,520 Get out! 559 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:49,800 You weren't on our own that night... 560 00:44:51,040 --> 00:44:51,840 were you? 37545

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