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Okay.
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Yeah.
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Okay. Okay.
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After you talk to her, I
will discuss some options.
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Okay. Are you, uh...
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- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Yeah?
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It's my job.
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I'll need a second.
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- Oh, man.
- He can talk.
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- Yeah.
- Hi.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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I'm Amy.
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- Hi. Sorry.
- Hi.
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Well, now that Dr. Pankowitz
has talked to you,
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I'm here to talk to
you about hospice.
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What do you mean a hospice?
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Has Dr. Pankowitz
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Shoot.
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Eh, shoot, shoot. Um...
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You know what? Don't
worry about it.
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I'm gonna come back
later. How about that?
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Hi. There was a
little misunderstanding and,
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I'm not gonna sugarcoat
it, I boned this.
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Oh, Jesus, Amy!
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Molly. Hey.
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I'm so sorry you
found out this way.
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Hi.
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Hi, Molly.
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Dr. P.
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Uh, we got the results
from the lumbar puncture,
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and they showed that
the cancer has spread
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to the lining of your
spinal cord and your brain.
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So you failed?
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You said five years.
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- I didn't.
- He didn't.
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I think we're looking at a
few weeks to a few months.
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But we could still do another
round of chemotherapy.
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We could do We could do
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What the fuck Immunotherapy.
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If that's what you want.
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I ca I can't do that.
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Okay.
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- Okay?
- Yeah.
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I can come back at better time.
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Well, fuck, Amy.
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Now we need you.
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Goodbye, Jerry. Thank you.
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Bye, Molly.
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- Bye, Nikki.
- See you around.
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Yeah.
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Ooh, welcome.
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Let me know if I can
help you with anything.
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You gals like puzzles? Or books?
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I got so many art supplies.
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Hey, you can put anything
on the walls too.
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Just don't drill into 'em.
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Yeah. We didn't
bring a drill to hospice.
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Oh, you'd be surprised.
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You'd be surprised.
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Hey.
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You have the power here.
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You tell Amy what you
wanna feel and when.
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What I want to feel.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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I want a different room.
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I wanna change rooms.
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Hmm. I think they're all
pretty much the same,
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but we can make this good.
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We can decorate.
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Not that painting.
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That painting's screwed on.
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I think it's a masterwork,
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but why don't you tell me what you think
is worst part of this gorgeous painting?
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The fishermen.
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No, it's the boat.
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Hmm.
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Actually, the fish.
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Why are there so many fish?
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Such an in-your-face,
like, obscene amount of fish.
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I think my mom is calling.
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My phone's not ringing.
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Hmm.
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- Is it...
- Oh, my God!
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How did you know that?
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I think I'm starting
to be magic.
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I believe it.
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Mom, hi.
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I'm in hospice.
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Okay. Okay.
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I, uh I'm here if you need me.
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You just tell me when
you need me. I'm nearby.
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Where are you?
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I'm in the lobby.
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Of the hospital?
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- Yes.
- Of this hospital?
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I'm in the lobby. How many
times do I have to say it?
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Where else was I going to be?
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I want you here, Mom.
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- Hi, there. Are you...
- Gail. My name is Gail.
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Mom!
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Mom.
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Oh, baby girl.
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My baby girl.
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Hey.
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That kid over
there was wondering
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if he could play with that
puzzle for a little while.
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No.
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No. Okay. I'll tell him that.
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She wants to stick with it.
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Is she dying?
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No.
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But neither are you.
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Neither am I, so
let's just be cool.
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How about search a word?
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Hi, Gail. I'm just
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I just need to get my bag.
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The nurse is gonna bring a
cot in so I can sleep here.
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Oh, good, Gail.
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Well, I'll just be in the, um
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the waiting room
finishing my puzzle.
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- Nikki.
- Yeah.
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What you've done for her
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Oh
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Uh, who's taking care of
your dogs while you're gone?
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Scotty, my lover.
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Would you Would you like to
finish your puzzle in here?
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This is cheese.
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This is lemon.
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Lemon! No, cheese.
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This is sun.
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We're gonna have to start
another pile for the sun.
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I'll do sun.
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Okay, good. And
can you also do the mouse?
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Oh, I'd love to
do the mouse. Thank you.
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What happened to
your hair? What?
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- Wait, is there something weird about it?
- Yeah.
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Oh, my God! What
did you do to me?
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It wasn't me, man!
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It just seems like you might
be coming down with something.
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- She always wanted pink hair.
- She wouldn't let me.
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It looks dope.
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Thank you.
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So, as you are filling
out those forms,
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who would like to hear about
what happens when you're dying?
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That's good enough for me.
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Death is not a mystery. It
is not a medical disaster.
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It is a bodily process,
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like giving birth,
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or like going to the
bathroom, or coughing,
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having an orgasm.
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'Cause your body
knows what to do.
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Your body knows how to die!
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How cool is that?
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Okay. Here's what to expect.
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In the last month of your life,
you're gonna stop getting out of bed.
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You're gonna to eat and drink a lot
less, and you're gonna sleep a lot more.
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Uh, delirium is common.
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And some people say they
get this feeling like
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time stops being real.
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Is that something that
you've been feeling?
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- Yes!
- Yes.
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Okay. Two to three weeks out,
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you're gonna need help
with all daily activities.
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But my favorite part of
the dying process is...
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Amy!
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I know. I've been talked
to about my enthusiasm.
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I should dial it back. Sorry.
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It doesn't work
for me right now.
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Should I keep going?
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Yeah. But will you hold my hand?
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Your body knows what's coming and
it goes into a state of ketosis,
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which decreases hunger and pain
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and it increases the
sense of euphoria.
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And when you start
active dying...
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What's active dying?
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Oh, active dying
is a sacred time.
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At least it used to be, and it
still is in some parts of the world.
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It's the moment when
you're very close to death,
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and your body starts
shutting down.
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How's everyone doing?
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I'm looking at you, Gail.
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If, uh, Molly wants to hear it,
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I can hear it.
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You guys, come here.
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I'm good. I'm good. I'm good.
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In active dying, you
won't be fully conscious.
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And your jaw muscles will relax.
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Your breathing changes.
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And there might be this gurgling
at the back of your throat,
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caused by something, unfortunately,
called terminal secretions.
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I know.
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And when you are
very close to death,
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your breathing goes into a cycle of
deep slow breaths and long pauses.
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And then eventually,
there's a breath out
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that is not followed
by a breath in.
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And that's it.
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- Hey.
- Yeah, yeah.
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Can you make sure that
my mouth isn't open when I die?
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Okay.
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Just don't bite me.
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Why would I bite you?
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I don't know why I need
you to tell me this,
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but please say that
you won't bite me.
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How long have you had that fear?
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I understand that you would not.
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It's very intense in here.
I It's an irrational fear!
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Okay. And
at a certain time,
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if you're just
feeling too weak or
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you know, too much pain
or you're just done,
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you can talk to me about sedating
you, but then you'll be unconscious.
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I-I wanna feel everything
for as long as I can.
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Okay, good.
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Wait, I forgot to tell
you about the rally!
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God! Jesus!
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The last week of life,
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some people experience
what's called the rally.
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And it's this just surge of
energy and mental clarity.
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So enjoy the rally.
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Just know that you're another
step closer to death, okay?
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I fucking love your vibe, Amy!
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You're nuts, man!
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I didn't know if you
were gonna wanna see me.
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Honestly,
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I just like making you cry.
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Cool.
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You in pain?
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Yeah.
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I had a lot of stuff that I
wanted to tell you in here,
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but I'm blanking on everything.
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Um, Beth is pregnant.
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Oh, that's so good.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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I've been reading a
lot of baby books.
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And did you know for
the first few months
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they think everything they
see is a part of them?
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Isn't that wild?
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Like, they don't know the
difference between themselves
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and the rest of the world.
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Wow. Yeah, I like that.
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Yeah.
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Me too.
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Hey!
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Hey, Johnny!
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The fish are really
biting today, huh?
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Time to get all
these goddamn fish!
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- Molly.
- Molly.
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Molly. Hi.
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Oh.
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Oh, bye, little fella.
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Mom!
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Look at this!
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Wake up.
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Mom, wake up!
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Wake up!
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Molly, I'm here!
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- Molly.
- Mom.
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- Good morning, Molly.
- I've got your morning pills
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- Good morning, Molly.
- Check on your blood pressure.
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- Your left arm.
- Molly, over here!
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♪ Time isn't real ♪
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♪ It's a circle ♪
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♪ You're gonna die pretty soon ♪
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I've been having these visions.
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Like, shit is flying off the walls
and rotating around the room.
266
00:17:10,326 --> 00:17:11,862
Wow!
267
00:17:11,863 --> 00:17:15,302
Like, it felt like I was
unlinking or something.
268
00:17:15,303 --> 00:17:17,373
Like from the world?
269
00:17:18,309 --> 00:17:21,649
Yeah, and also from, like, time?
270
00:17:21,650 --> 00:17:23,118
Hmm.
271
00:17:23,119 --> 00:17:24,254
Like
272
00:17:26,124 --> 00:17:28,094
I think everything
exists at once.
273
00:17:28,095 --> 00:17:30,132
Like, I'm talking to you,
274
00:17:30,534 --> 00:17:33,806
but I'm also talking to every
version of you I've ever known.
275
00:17:33,807 --> 00:17:35,877
And it's all in
the room with me.
276
00:17:35,878 --> 00:17:37,480
Holy shit.
277
00:17:38,115 --> 00:17:41,321
Like the version of me from 2009
when I got the same hairstyle as you?
278
00:17:42,558 --> 00:17:43,593
Yeah.
279
00:17:45,296 --> 00:17:46,565
Is it scary?
280
00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:47,634
No.
281
00:17:48,837 --> 00:17:51,074
I can see how much
pain she's in.
282
00:17:51,843 --> 00:17:53,211
What should I do?
283
00:17:53,813 --> 00:17:54,848
Well, take a breath.
284
00:17:55,349 --> 00:17:59,357
'Cause it is very common
for people to hold on
285
00:17:59,358 --> 00:18:01,528
when they're waiting
for something to resolve
286
00:18:01,529 --> 00:18:05,469
or they're just concerned about
causing their loved one a lot of pain.
287
00:18:06,773 --> 00:18:08,375
You think she's
worried about you?
288
00:18:11,816 --> 00:18:12,851
No.
289
00:18:15,724 --> 00:18:16,826
Not me.
290
00:18:17,193 --> 00:18:19,565
I just wish I
could see into the future.
291
00:18:20,299 --> 00:18:22,804
I wish I could
see you when you're old.
292
00:18:22,805 --> 00:18:26,277
Oh, that? I mean, we're
basically almost there.
293
00:18:26,278 --> 00:18:29,350
That's gonna be exactly whatever
you think it's gonna be.
294
00:18:29,351 --> 00:18:34,661
It's like, "Oh, hello. I take
art classes at the museum,
295
00:18:34,662 --> 00:18:37,868
and I have loose mints that
are rolling around in my purse.
296
00:18:38,570 --> 00:18:41,474
And I My breath
smells like crayons,
297
00:18:41,475 --> 00:18:45,482
and my farts sound like little
marbles being dropped on a floor."
298
00:18:49,959 --> 00:18:51,194
I wish
299
00:18:51,763 --> 00:18:53,866
I wish you could be
there for that too.
300
00:19:04,287 --> 00:19:06,358
Did you call Noah
yet to tell him?
301
00:19:06,959 --> 00:19:08,563
No. I'm
302
00:19:10,299 --> 00:19:11,902
No.
303
00:19:11,903 --> 00:19:13,438
Oh, hey.
304
00:19:14,040 --> 00:19:15,409
I just matched with someone.
305
00:19:15,410 --> 00:19:17,881
Oh. Whew. Just in
the nick of time.
306
00:19:18,783 --> 00:19:20,520
Oh.
307
00:19:20,521 --> 00:19:21,589
Look at that.
308
00:19:21,956 --> 00:19:23,258
"What are you up to?"
309
00:19:24,695 --> 00:19:26,966
Um, funny that you asked.
310
00:19:27,500 --> 00:19:29,303
Where have you been all my life?
311
00:19:40,961 --> 00:19:42,396
Yeah.
312
00:19:45,002 --> 00:19:47,507
This is a corner piece. Yes!
313
00:19:48,308 --> 00:19:49,544
And that's for me.
314
00:19:49,545 --> 00:19:50,647
Hey.
315
00:19:51,549 --> 00:19:52,551
Hi.
316
00:19:53,987 --> 00:19:56,290
What's What are you doing here?
317
00:19:56,291 --> 00:19:57,493
Gail called me.
318
00:19:58,095 --> 00:20:00,432
Molly wanted me to play
percussion for her.
319
00:20:00,433 --> 00:20:02,771
Gail said she's been listening
to a lot of classical music.
320
00:20:04,307 --> 00:20:05,910
- Hey, man.
- Hey.
321
00:20:06,311 --> 00:20:08,549
- I don't want to put this - I
thought it would be a nice surprise.
322
00:20:08,550 --> 00:20:10,787
On you, but it is actually
insane what is going on here.
323
00:20:10,788 --> 00:20:12,422
She broke into my phone.
324
00:20:12,423 --> 00:20:14,728
Guilty. I used her face.
325
00:20:14,729 --> 00:20:16,732
- Mom.
- While I was sleeping, she did that to me.
326
00:20:16,733 --> 00:20:19,704
Is this real, or am I hallucinating
again? I hope it's real.
327
00:20:19,705 --> 00:20:22,309
And her master plan was
to get in touch with Noah
328
00:20:22,310 --> 00:20:24,981
and then she wanted me to
get back together with him,
329
00:20:24,982 --> 00:20:26,417
so that you would be happy.
330
00:20:26,418 --> 00:20:27,821
I'm not I'm not really sure.
331
00:20:27,822 --> 00:20:28,956
Mom.
332
00:20:29,725 --> 00:20:32,329
You said you would be
respectful of boundaries.
333
00:20:32,330 --> 00:20:33,866
With you, not Nikki.
334
00:20:33,867 --> 00:20:35,703
Oh, my God.
335
00:20:35,704 --> 00:20:38,843
She thinks that you're worried
about leaving me alone.
336
00:20:40,881 --> 00:20:44,353
If that's the case, you can
completely not worry about me.
337
00:20:44,354 --> 00:20:48,829
Like, I am gonna be okay,
and I'm cool. Like, I'm good.
338
00:20:48,830 --> 00:20:50,766
Just don't, don't even
keep that in your mind.
339
00:20:50,767 --> 00:20:52,737
I'm not I'm good. I'm okay.
340
00:20:52,738 --> 00:20:54,608
Okay, well, I hope
not that okay.
341
00:20:57,748 --> 00:20:58,850
Noah.
342
00:21:00,787 --> 00:21:02,624
I'm sorry that I asked
her to do this with me
343
00:21:02,625 --> 00:21:04,861
right when you were beginning
to make a life together.
344
00:21:04,862 --> 00:21:06,732
Oh, I'm not sorry.
345
00:21:08,035 --> 00:21:09,035
She loves you.
346
00:21:10,039 --> 00:21:11,709
With everything that she has.
347
00:21:12,644 --> 00:21:13,713
I'm not sorry about that.
348
00:21:15,382 --> 00:21:17,520
I think that you should break
up with your girlfriend.
349
00:21:17,521 --> 00:21:19,456
It's my dying wish.
350
00:21:19,457 --> 00:21:20,993
Whoa. Don't break up with your
girlfriend. That's I don't...
351
00:21:20,994 --> 00:21:22,730
You should break up
with your girlfriend
352
00:21:22,731 --> 00:21:25,001
or I'll haunt the shit
out of you in your dreams.
353
00:21:25,002 --> 00:21:26,638
- Why is everyone being insane?
- We broke up.
354
00:21:26,639 --> 00:21:28,041
Oh, Okay.
355
00:21:28,042 --> 00:21:29,310
Oh.
356
00:21:29,678 --> 00:21:30,913
Yeah.
357
00:21:30,914 --> 00:21:31,949
- When did you break up?
- Gail
358
00:21:31,950 --> 00:21:32,951
When did you break up?
359
00:21:32,952 --> 00:21:35,923
Um, like a week ago. So
360
00:21:35,924 --> 00:21:37,527
Hmm.
361
00:21:37,528 --> 00:21:38,562
- Yeah, I didn't That
doesn't mean - Oh, no.
362
00:21:38,563 --> 00:21:40,098
I know. Of course not.
363
00:21:40,099 --> 00:21:41,902
I didn't come to hospice
today trying to hook up.
364
00:21:41,903 --> 00:21:43,438
That's not No.
365
00:21:45,577 --> 00:21:47,379
You've got a big instrument.
366
00:21:47,380 --> 00:21:49,083
- Oh, God.
- Yeah. Thanks, Gail.
367
00:21:49,084 --> 00:21:51,555
Um You wanna see what
I can do with it?
368
00:21:51,556 --> 00:21:52,690
- No.
- No.
369
00:21:52,691 --> 00:21:53,691
No.
370
00:22:00,974 --> 00:22:02,944
If you gotta go, you
can You don't have to
371
00:22:04,581 --> 00:22:06,518
- Or you can wait. Okay.
- I want to.
372
00:22:14,735 --> 00:22:15,770
I
373
00:22:17,741 --> 00:22:20,345
I didn't think
that I was capable
374
00:22:21,081 --> 00:22:23,051
of loving someone this much.
375
00:22:27,894 --> 00:22:29,798
But I know I can now.
376
00:22:33,005 --> 00:22:34,165
It's nice.
377
00:22:34,808 --> 00:22:36,979
Yeah, that's how I felt
when Winter was born.
378
00:22:38,015 --> 00:22:39,785
- Hmm.
- It's crazy. It's Yeah.
379
00:22:41,054 --> 00:22:42,089
Yeah.
380
00:22:43,492 --> 00:22:47,466
For me, it's like I'm never gonna be
there at the start of someone's life,
381
00:22:47,467 --> 00:22:48,769
like at the beginning.
382
00:22:50,005 --> 00:22:53,713
But I am gonna be
there at the end.
383
00:22:54,114 --> 00:22:59,958
And I'm just gonna love this
person right up until the end.
384
00:23:02,764 --> 00:23:03,833
That's amazing, Nikki.
385
00:23:11,481 --> 00:23:12,984
Probably go ahead
and love you too.
386
00:23:21,836 --> 00:23:23,471
FYI.
387
00:23:27,547 --> 00:23:28,582
Got it.
388
00:23:37,801 --> 00:23:39,905
Oof.
389
00:23:54,133 --> 00:23:55,168
That's him.
390
00:23:57,708 --> 00:23:59,878
I don't wanna go, but I
got a five-star rating,
391
00:23:59,879 --> 00:24:01,159
and I'm not gonna
fuck with that.
392
00:24:01,481 --> 00:24:03,217
- I understand.
- Yeah, I know.
393
00:24:03,218 --> 00:24:04,487
I know you do.
394
00:24:05,824 --> 00:24:06,859
Walk me out?
395
00:24:12,704 --> 00:24:15,108
♪ I wasn't in the running,
I wasn't in the race ♪
396
00:24:15,109 --> 00:24:17,647
♪ You move in a way
That I've known before ♪
397
00:24:17,648 --> 00:24:20,586
♪ Now I want your
love, Heart and soul ♪
398
00:24:20,587 --> 00:24:23,792
- ♪ Tired eyes, Tears that dried
♪ - ♪ Leaving you ain't easy now ♪
399
00:24:23,793 --> 00:24:26,598
♪ Loving you's the harder part ♪
400
00:24:26,599 --> 00:24:28,902
- ♪ Through the door you go - ♪
You never want me For myself ♪
401
00:24:28,903 --> 00:24:31,641
♪ Now I've needed you
right From the very start ♪
402
00:24:31,642 --> 00:24:33,912
♪ Everything you said
was To the point ♪
403
00:24:33,913 --> 00:24:36,918
- ♪ Oh, won't you even try to? ♪
- ♪ Can't you try to? ♪
404
00:24:36,919 --> 00:24:39,691
♪ Give a little bit
Of heart and soul ♪
405
00:24:39,692 --> 00:24:41,928
♪ Give a little bit
Of love to grow ♪
406
00:24:41,929 --> 00:24:44,534
♪ Give a little bit
Of heart and soul ♪
407
00:24:44,535 --> 00:24:47,707
♪ And don't you make
me Beg for more ♪
408
00:24:47,708 --> 00:24:50,112
♪ Give a sign, I need to know ♪
409
00:24:50,747 --> 00:24:53,117
♪ A little bit Of
heart and soul ♪
410
00:24:53,118 --> 00:24:54,754
Whoa.
411
00:24:54,755 --> 00:24:56,525
What is going on here?
412
00:24:57,259 --> 00:24:58,996
It's the rally!
413
00:24:58,997 --> 00:25:00,900
We think it's the rally.
414
00:25:00,901 --> 00:25:03,605
♪ That was the heart
Of the love we shared ♪
415
00:25:03,606 --> 00:25:05,709
- ♪ Do you keep A secret left
untold? ♪ - ♪ Is all that I need ♪
416
00:25:05,710 --> 00:25:08,281
♪ Can't give love,
Heart or soul ♪
417
00:25:08,282 --> 00:25:11,120
♪ I used to have a lover
With a Midas touch ♪
418
00:25:11,121 --> 00:25:13,959
♪ I turned to gold But
he turned to dust ♪
419
00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:16,130
♪ Left me for another,
I turned to stone ♪
420
00:25:16,131 --> 00:25:19,236
♪ Now give me love,
Heart and soul ♪
421
00:25:19,237 --> 00:25:22,577
- ♪ Tired eyes, Tears that dried
♪ - ♪ Living in a fantasy ♪
422
00:25:22,578 --> 00:25:25,281
♪ There's never any
room To breathe ♪
423
00:25:25,282 --> 00:25:27,653
♪ Hoping every waking hour ♪
424
00:25:27,654 --> 00:25:30,024
♪ You'll turn around And
say that we can start ♪
425
00:25:30,025 --> 00:25:32,295
♪ Everything you did
Just said it all ♪
426
00:25:32,296 --> 00:25:35,703
- ♪ Oh, won't you even try to? ♪
- ♪ Can't you try to? ♪
427
00:25:35,704 --> 00:25:38,241
♪ Give a little bit
Of heart and soul ♪
428
00:25:38,242 --> 00:25:40,980
♪ Give a little bit
Of love to grow ♪
429
00:25:58,081 --> 00:25:59,283
How's the water, honey?
430
00:26:01,354 --> 00:26:04,259
It's good.
431
00:26:04,260 --> 00:26:05,696
I'm gonna be outside.
432
00:26:06,297 --> 00:26:08,635
The labor and delivery nurse
told me you have 20 minutes,
433
00:26:08,636 --> 00:26:11,140
and then a rich person's gonna
come have a baby in here.
434
00:26:13,946 --> 00:26:15,015
Yeah.
435
00:26:28,709 --> 00:26:30,646
I thought it would feel good.
436
00:26:32,116 --> 00:26:33,886
But it just hurts.
437
00:26:33,887 --> 00:26:35,222
Oh, honey.
438
00:26:47,146 --> 00:26:48,815
I think I'm ready.
439
00:26:52,056 --> 00:26:54,193
Okay.
440
00:26:55,295 --> 00:26:56,330
Good.
441
00:26:56,865 --> 00:27:01,040
I'll go back to the room
442
00:27:01,041 --> 00:27:02,276
and talk to Amy.
443
00:27:03,078 --> 00:27:05,983
Maybe she'll have
some sedation option.
444
00:27:10,927 --> 00:27:12,095
Mom
445
00:27:22,784 --> 00:27:23,819
I know.
446
00:27:26,057 --> 00:27:27,694
I already know.
447
00:27:31,969 --> 00:27:34,273
Anything you could say to me,
448
00:27:36,311 --> 00:27:37,714
I already know.
449
00:28:17,259 --> 00:28:20,098
My body did a really good job.
450
00:28:20,533 --> 00:28:21,768
Oh
451
00:28:22,937 --> 00:28:24,306
It did so good.
452
00:28:38,536 --> 00:28:42,442
Okay, I have the
first dose here for you.
453
00:28:43,044 --> 00:28:46,551
Gonna ease your pain. It's gonna
make your breathing so much easier.
454
00:28:53,933 --> 00:28:55,502
Know what?
455
00:28:55,503 --> 00:28:57,039
Honestly,
456
00:28:59,978 --> 00:29:02,015
it's not that fucking serious.
457
00:29:05,590 --> 00:29:07,259
Let's get this show on the road.
458
00:29:08,896 --> 00:29:10,065
I'm kind of excited.
459
00:29:12,202 --> 00:29:15,208
You know how many
plans and trips
460
00:29:16,144 --> 00:29:18,949
I've had to cancel because
I wasn't feeling well?
461
00:29:21,588 --> 00:29:27,432
And now it's like I get to go
on a trip that's just for me.
462
00:29:30,005 --> 00:29:31,942
- Yeah.
- Okay.
463
00:30:08,481 --> 00:30:11,521
I am so proud of you.
464
00:30:12,957 --> 00:30:14,326
And I love you.
465
00:30:15,630 --> 00:30:19,203
And I am so grateful for you.
466
00:30:24,280 --> 00:30:29,557
You are my favorite person
in the whole wide world.
467
00:31:43,539 --> 00:31:44,539
I'm here.
468
00:31:45,308 --> 00:31:46,611
I'm here and I got you.
469
00:32:27,727 --> 00:32:28,729
Oh, shit.
470
00:32:53,144 --> 00:32:55,014
Thank
you for not biting me.
471
00:33:12,517 --> 00:33:14,453
Our revels
now are ended.
472
00:33:16,123 --> 00:33:18,528
These are actors,
473
00:33:18,529 --> 00:33:22,368
As I foretold you,
were all spirits
474
00:33:22,369 --> 00:33:25,174
And melted in the
air, into thin air:
475
00:33:25,643 --> 00:33:29,049
And, like the baseless
fabric of this vision,
476
00:33:29,483 --> 00:33:34,126
The cloud-capp'd towers,
the gorgeous palaces,
477
00:33:35,395 --> 00:33:39,069
The solemn temples,
the great globe itself,
478
00:33:39,704 --> 00:33:41,373
Shall dissolve
479
00:33:41,374 --> 00:33:45,381
And, like this
insubstantial pageant faded,
480
00:33:45,382 --> 00:33:47,419
Leave not a rack behind.
481
00:33:48,288 --> 00:33:52,830
We are such stuff as dreams are
made of, and our little life
482
00:33:52,831 --> 00:33:54,667
Is rounded with a sleep.
483
00:34:04,587 --> 00:34:06,323
No!
484
00:34:06,324 --> 00:34:08,160
You're terrible. I can't
485
00:34:08,729 --> 00:34:11,133
Tell me
486
00:34:13,605 --> 00:34:14,840
Hey.
487
00:34:14,841 --> 00:34:16,277
Sorry we're late.
488
00:34:17,847 --> 00:34:20,284
Hi, Winter. How's school?
489
00:34:22,156 --> 00:34:26,865
♪ Well, I woke up This
morning without you ♪
490
00:34:27,701 --> 00:34:31,675
♪ Don't ask me how,
But I got through ♪
491
00:34:32,844 --> 00:34:37,452
♪ The floor of this
room I've been pacing ♪
492
00:34:38,087 --> 00:34:41,728
♪ Trying to drown out The
sound my heart is making ♪
493
00:34:42,262 --> 00:34:45,803
♪ It's calling for you ♪
494
00:34:48,408 --> 00:34:53,552
♪ Well, I woke up This
morning without you ♪
495
00:34:54,353 --> 00:34:58,562
♪ Don't ask me how,
But I got through ♪
496
00:34:59,497 --> 00:35:03,739
♪ The floor of this
room, I was pacing ♪
497
00:35:04,708 --> 00:35:09,182
♪ Trying to drown out The
sound my heart was making ♪
498
00:35:09,183 --> 00:35:13,224
♪ It was calling for you ♪
499
00:35:14,828 --> 00:35:22,828
♪ Calling for you ♪
500
00:35:23,244 --> 00:35:28,387
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
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