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Yeah, she looked beautiful.

I wonder what she'd be like, because, you know, she is different. I tell you

what, I was really shocked by the, um, the name.

I thought at the end.

You doing well?

Yeah, good. Really good.

Hello?

You all right?

Yeah, you? Yeah, good, thanks.

What have you got for dinner?

Pasta.

Nice.

You all right?

Yeah, good.

Yeah,

you seem stressed.

Stressed? Yeah, you seem... What?

Something's bothered you.

No, but Ava and Barry are engaged.

Going to Barcelona for the weekend to celebrate.

Nice. Yeah.

Why has that bothered you?

Huh? Why has it bothered you?

What hasn't bothered me?

You seem upset by it.

I'm not saying how nice.

Yeah, I don't know why it had an effect on you.

Well, she's having a better day than I am, isn't she? She's engaged and she's

going to bloody Barcelona.

So?

It means home.

Why is that affecting you then?

Well, you know, that's all I've heard all day. What have I got to tell her?

What have I done? Where am I going? Nothing.

Nowhere. It's like I don't know what to talk about anymore. You're both busy.

You know how busy I am at work.

We will go away. We're never going to go away again, is it?

Well, it feels like that sometimes, I'll be honest.

I'm not asking for an engagement.

I'm asking for, like, us to just do shit together, just do things, because I

have nothing to talk about. I'm a hairdresser.

All I ask all day is, what are you doing? Are you going anywhere? And then

ask me, and I go, nah, I'm just going to go home, cook, clean, go to Ikea at the

weekend.

Oh, right. I didn't realise.

Our life was so depressing for you. No, I didn't mean it like that. That came

out wrong.

I just can't let these people tell you what's wrong with your life.

There's no need to set the puppy up.

It's been tough, honestly.

Got a good life.

Got our own space.

Two cars.

I know.

It's good.

And we shouldn't be jealous of other people. It's silly.

I'm sorry, are you?

Yeah.

Do you feel OK?

Yeah.

I'm really sorry, though.

That's all right.

Being... me.

But being really difficult this week, I'm just...

I'm sorry.

It's not your fault.

You don't know why I'm taking it out on you.

Thank you.

I was wondering what I'd done wrong.

You haven't.

You haven't done anything wrong.

Just my stupid head.

Hey, come on.

It's very sensitive, that's all it is. I know, I'm sorry.

No, thank you. I won't be anymore.

I just let things bother you too much. I know, I know.

It's me and you, chilling tonight. Come and wait.

Do you want to cook us some food?

I'm out tonight.

Are you? What, at the gym?

No, I'm going for a drink with the girls.

Are you out?

Well, to the pub. It's not out. I'm going to my workplace, but...

Oh, right.

Oh. You texted me? Yeah.

Last week.

Emily's birthday.

Oh, right.

I didn't... I didn't... I don't remember getting that.

I thought we were going to the night together in front of the telly.

Hey, it's your friend's birthday, so... No, it's not a big birthday, and it's

only the pub. I don't have to go.

It's not like a 30th or anything, then? No, it's like 32, 33.

Oh, right.

Um... I don't have to go. I'll cancel it.

I mean... No, I'll cancel it as well.

I'll text her now.

That's the right decision anyway, darling. I think I'm quite tired at the

and I'll make something nice for dinner.

Come back when you're beat up.

I'm sure she'll understand.

You see him all day at work anyway, don't you?

No, I know.

It's good.

See you in a bit. Have a good day, darling.

Wish you a happy birthday from me.

Yeah.

Sorry about that.

We're out of milk, aren't we?

I don't know. I didn't notice.

Yeah, I know.

I can't see much in the fridge, Bab.

Did you do some shopping?

No.

What did you want?

I don't know, I just don't feel that inspired.

I'll write a little list out or something. I'm sure you will, yeah.

I thought you were doing the cooking.

Yeah, I was going to, but you do it so much better, don't you?

No, I know.

What do you fancy?

I'm not sure.

Are you all right? I just want to make sure you're all right. I'm fine.

What do you want for tea? You can tell me anything, you know. I know.

But maybe I'm just hungry.

What do you want for tea?

Er, a bath of bait, maybe.

Well, I've got everything in that you should need for pasta bake.

Perfect.

There we go.

Doing well?

Yeah, I went to the gym.

Oh.

Really?

I just... I thought I was supposed to be making pasta bake.

Um... Oh, it won't be that long.

I'm in the mood, though.

Might as well take it while it's here.

You can come with me if you like.

No, I don't really... I don't really fancy it today.

I'm not... I'm dead happy about the leggings.

What? I just don't feel like... I just don't think it's appropriate.

Appropriate? Yeah.

I'm not wearing hot pants.

I don't. They're leggings.

Yeah. They're completely covered.

You just work out, eh?

Yeah. So who's this for?

What? Who's this for?

This is clothes I've bought.

And you've seen me in before.

Can I go or not?

Oh, look, if I go to the gym and I come back and we've got a massive problem,

I'd rather not go.

Fine. No, I'm not going to go to the gym. No, go to the fucking gym. Because

this.

Just go.

Do what you want.

I don't give a fuck.

Well, no, I give a fuck now because this has happened.

Do what you like.

Oh, God, babe, listen.

Get your gym back.

No, I'm not going.

Adam.

What is this? I just feel like this is for somebody else.

Oh, my God, right, so you think I'm cheating.

Don't put that on me.

I don't necessarily think you're cheating. I just think you probably like

attention of other guys.

I don't talk to them.

I don't.

Why are you being so funny with me? I don't get it.

I just feel weird. I feel like I can sense a weird energy from you, and I'm

just... I don't know.

I'm not being weird. I'm being...

No more.

It just worries me.

I just love you so much.

Yeah, I know.

Good morning.

Thanks.

Do you feel anything?

Yeah, it's fine.

I owe

you

an apology.

And I'm sorry.

I don't feel like I've given you enough recently, and that's on me.

I know my jealousy gets the better of me, and I need to deal with it.

I shouldn't have behaved like that.

You just deserve to be treated better, and I know that I'm...

I'm not being as good as I could be.

I need to be making more time and more effort.

Yeah, I mean, I don't really know what to say.

You don't. I'm not saying this so you have to say anything. This is all me,

I just want you to know that I'm going to change, and I'm going to make a

conscious effort to make sure that we don't get to this place again.

I'm sorry.

I love you.

I love you too.

It'll take you away, just sort of... You don't need to do that, Laura. You don't

solve things by just... No, I know, you're right. It doesn't, and that's

Honestly, that's not why I'm doing it. We deserve some time away.

We deserve some time out of this house, away from this street.

That would be nice. Yeah.

You know, for both of us, we both need it.

I need it as well, and it'll make me be better, you know? I'm at work every

fucking day, and I'm sick of that office, and it's not having...

I don't like myself at the minute.

No, you don't need to say things like that. No, I mean it. I'm not just...

Honestly, I'm not just saying things.

I mean it.

What are you thinking?

Well, I was thinking maybe going to see a show in London.

What? Yeah, I mean... What the fifth?

No, I know you wanted to. You hate those things. Well, I know you do, don't you?

No, I love them, but... Yeah, exactly.

Babe, that's really sweet.

Yeah. Yeah.

I'm excited.

I'm not losing you.

You know, it's not. Look, it's funny.

We just, you know, this is what happens with relationships.

One second.

I thought that was supposed to be Tuesday.

Shit, yes, no, he's right, he's right, yeah, no.

Brilliant.

Thank you, Sally, I hear you.

Yeah, what's happened?

I thought you might have been at work, booking the weekend at

London. Is that why you're late?

No. No?

No, that's not why I'm late.

What, do you forgot?

Yeah, I forgot.

You did.

Cheers, Adam.

Nice one.

It just slipped my mind. No, I'm sure it did. It always does.

You're selfish and... It's like you go.

So that's not happening then? No, it is. No, it will be. Just because I've told

the girls at work.

Well, it is going to happen. Weeks have passed now.

Yeah, I... So, er... No, it's... Just be clear with me, Adam.

I am always... No, no, no, no, no. Just be... You're not.

You feed me bullshit.

And you make out like you're fucking perfect and that you're going to do this

and you're going to do that and it never sees the light of day, does it?

So I'd rather you don't say anything at all and I know exactly where I stand so

I don't look like an absolute twat at work when everyone around me is doing a

million different things and not because they fucking booked it, because their

partners have booked it, because they thought, oh, I know, maybe they want to

something, maybe it's something for her.

So what a wanker am I with?

When I'm at work and they go, no, does Adam not do that for you?

Tells me, fuck, he doesn't do anything.

Because he just talks shit all the time, and then I stupidly go along with it,

thinking, oh, yeah, that's great.

I'll fucking just let you back in again.

Go silent again, playing the victim.

Is that what you're doing?

Yeah. I was waiting for you to finish your paper. Well, I was waiting for you

apologise, but then I'm so sick of hearing you say sorry at the minute.

I don't really want it.

So you might as well just play on your PlayStation and do what you always do,

whatever is good for you, because I'm sure you've probably had a much busier

than I have, because you always have. It's always, I'm busy, work too much.

Never worrying about how my work might have been, how busy I might have been.

I'm on my fucking feet all day. What are you doing, sat down on your arse?

Do you know what?

There's nothing in fatigue, so if you're hungry, you'll have to go out.

No, I'm not going out.

Do you know what?

This isn't fair.

You're not bothered, are you? One time, I fucking stand up for myself and you

stand there doing fuck all.

You don't give a shit, do you?

What can I say? There wasn't a fucking gap anywhere for me to say anything.

I've heard it!

I've heard your fucking shit.

It's been going since I walked through the bastard door.

Don't ever raise your fucking voice at me again. And don't ever point in my

face. If you want to get fucking like that, Adam... You're the one that

with me. You're the one that got aggressive with me as soon as I walked

the door. Not the other way around. I didn't get aggressive. That's just

bollocks. I was telling you how I am because I'm so sick of it.

You know, there's other men out there. There's other guys.

There is men out there. They exist.

Where they look after... people by thinking what they want to do. And they

sure that they fucking see things through instead of just talking

and find one then. Yeah, I might. If you think someone will put up with this

shit, then go and find one then. Are you fucking joking? Adam, I do everything

for you. I do all the cooking, your fucking washing, your ironing, your God

knows what. Yeah, I pay for it all.

All fucking hell right. And I don't work.

I work my bollocks off, Adam. And if this is a competition of money, it's not

going to interest me because I'm not interested in your fucking money.

You're the one that brought money up.

You brought money up. You said you're the one who earned. I'm the one who does

everything. You see, everything in this house, I've made it at home, not you.

You know, you want your tea. Go and get your tea, Adam. I'm sick of being your

fucking mum.

Oh, what are you doing?

Do you want to see if it's all right?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Nice of you to ask halfway through the day.

What's going on?

I don't know, Adam. We haven't spoke all day.

We had a massive argument last night, so I'm guessing we're just being funny

with each other.

I was giving you some space, and then you're literally throwing the pans back

the cupboard.

What's on your mind? Talk to me. Loads of stuff's on my mind.

Go on. OK?

I'm not... I'm not sure what's happening at the minute. I don't know where your

head's at, but... I... I don't know.

This just doesn't seem to be working at the moment.

We're not working, and we haven't been for a while.

On top of all that crap last night, there's your jealousy.

You know, saying what I do, the way I do it.

Maybe what I wear.

I'm not going to lie, alarm bells ring.

It's weird.

I just feel like we might need to, I don't know, I don't know if we need a

or just a massive chat or just... But we need to be on the same page because

something's got to change.

I'm not happy, Adam.

Do you not agree?

No. I don't really see where you're coming from, if I'm honest.

I think... I think I've blown up for you a little bit.

I honestly don't recognise anything you're accusing me of, so... It's not an

accusation, it's... I'm telling you how I feel.

I think it's...

the city ready.

Okay. Come on.

We've got time for it.

All right.

You go home.

That's good. The boys can have a drink. Yeah. It's nice to see the two of them

together. Yeah. I mean, they've never really spoke, have they? Yeah. You're

good. Yeah.

The house is beautiful.

You're engaged. I know. I mean, it's the perfect thing, isn't it?

Do you know, I don't want to be one of those smug fuckers, but it really feels

like that. Yeah.

Yeah. Like, it really feels like that. Yeah.

Oh. No.

Right, being all dust.

Do you want one of these, love?

Yeah, perfect.

Yeah. Are you good?

Yeah, great. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, sure. All good.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Just, um... No, no goths, really.

No goths. No. No goths.

Um... What have we been doing?

No, nothing to report.

Mm.

No.

I mean, I'm a charcoal man, really, but look at the amount of stuff I can get on

here. Yeah, shoot. And, uh...

Just makes sense.

It's just easier as well. It's like having an oven outside and you just turn

on. Yeah.

Yeah. You got one?

Have you got that?

You haven't got an outdoor space, have you?

We've got... Yeah, yeah, yeah, we have. Yeah, we haven't got... It's not...

We've not got it... You haven't got any grass?

No. We've got, like, one of those little charcoal barbecues. Yeah.

No, we're talking about doing it up, actually, at the minute. Oh, yeah? Yeah,

yeah. Oh, wow.

I find the list of rules quite interesting that she's got up for Barry.

I'm surprised Nicky's not got one of those for me.

Help others.

Work hard.

Share. That's just what... Be grateful.

Fucking ridiculous, isn't it?

I was just saying, is that how you keep them in line?

My mum got me that.

Yeah, that's nice.

Hey, babe.

Please don't do this. I don't want that again, yeah. Feels good to have stuff

like that around you, though, doesn't it?

Yeah, exactly.

It's good to have a... I like a good quote.

Some people do, don't they? Don't get that myself.

Good marriage doesn't need rules.

It's just also good vibes in the house.

You know, you want it to be positive energy.

Perfect. Not perfect.

Twisting my words. I'm not saying that.

Do you mind if I have a fag?

No. I'll smoke.

Yeah, fine.

Is that all right? I'll stand up on the grass. Yeah, do you mind? Sorry.

I'm really queasy. It's not... But I can't bear the smell.

Yeah. Oh, really? Yeah, I can't bear it. It makes me feel really ill.

What's up?

Sorry? What's up?

You seem a bit edgy.

No, no, it's fine.

You never smoked anything, Barry, no?

No, I never smoked.

When you were young?

Well, I'd probably knit one of me mum's fags, but that's about it.

Don't need the prop.

Don't need it.

Do you get on with your neighbours?

Yeah, they're lovely.

Are they? Yeah. Well, you'd have to, wouldn't you, cos they're close, aren't

they?

I think this is quite... I think I'd put, like, a trellis up or something.

Yeah, maybe.

With some flowers going across. We've been doing inside first, and we put the

conservatory on, so... Yeah.

Do you do anything, Ava, with the odd earring in?

Not the... Nicky likes to do this thing with a random earring in.

Oi! Don't do something to her like that.

I'm just saying. I didn't know. I'd never seen it before.

Yeah, no, I've got one here.

Oh, you've got one and I've got one.

They're all doing it. Yeah, see?

Matching. Fashionable, aren't you, Bob?

Mm -hm. You are. You look beautiful.

Thank you.

Yeah, she does.

You should tell her a bit more.

Ah.

I tell her enough, actually.

Do you?

I don't really like your tone, mate, if I'm honest.

Oh, Adam, how can you just stop this now?

All I ask when people come into this house is don't bring kind of negativity,

you know? That's what we're trying to build here, aren't we?

Are you saying I'm being negative? Well, yeah.

And this is, you know, we open our home to people who want to be happy, you

know? We're happy. Are you trying to say we're not happy?

It's not like that.

You don't talk like you're happy.

You don't talk to her.

Like she makes you happy. Well, you're telling me how to treat my missus now,

aren't you? No, but I mean, if I was with her... You know what I mean? If you

was with my missus, you'd what?

Obviously not, but if... No, Adam... I'll tell you what I'd do if I was with

your missus. Is that the conversation you want to have?

No, he's not saying that. Well, it sounds like he's having a good time. No,

not. I'm just saying she's a really nice woman. No, I know she is. Well, then

treat her like that.

I don't fucking appreciate your life. No, I don't. He doesn't mean it. He's

something he wants to say.

Say it. Yeah, but he doesn't... You're hiding your fucking barbecue.

No, I'm not hiding the... Listen, just calm down, OK? Just calm down. Calm,

calm. Just maybe... Sorry.

No, it's fine, it's fine. Do you know what, Ava? We need to go and... Yeah,

seem really stressed.

No, no, no, no, not stressed.

Well, he looks stressed and we don't need her around the baby. Don't tell me

I'm fucking stressed or not.

All right, now, I've had enough of this fucking... Calm down, Adam, please.

Please, don't swear. Not in my house.

OK, you can leave.

You can leave if that's how you're going to be.

Yeah, we'll fucking leave. All right.

Cheers for the beer.

Yeah. Do you know what?

It's fine.

We'll do it another time. I'm not feeling very well.

It's just the downer. I'm so sorry.

Don't worry about it. You know what? No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

I'm telling you.

You're not doing that.

No chance. He's fucking laughing at me. No, I'm not. Are you laughing at me?

Please, will you just stop it?

Come on, Adam, come on now.

That's enough for that. Please, I don't need it.

It's a barbecue, Adam.

It's not a pub in stupid start in Nottingham. All right, Barry.

Adam, get in the car. I didn't cause that fucker. I'm not saying you did.

get in the fucking car.

Honestly, Barry, please.

Adam!

I'm so sorry. To the fucking car. No, no, no, no, no.

No, right.

What's he coming up to the car in front of you? Come on. He's not fronting up.

Come on, leave it. Leave it. Come on. Wait, Nick, are you going to be all

I'm absolutely fine. Are you sure?

She'll be fine.

I haven't been called out in about six hours of kids.

What's the matter with him?

What the fuck?

Just fucking drive.

What are you doing?

It's been fucking knots since the moment I got here. No, it hasn't. It's been

perfectly fucking fine.

It's been perfectly fucking perving on you.

It has not been perving. What the fuck is wrong with you?

I don't know.

sorting out.

I get so jealous and I get so angry.

I don't know why. I don't know where it comes from.

It just fucking eats me up, man. My head is spinning and I just see red and I

know it's ridiculous and I know it's irrational.

I just... I don't know what to do.

Everything. It gets to me.

Men talking to you, the clothes you wear.

Everything.

I have to hold so much in.

Even when you just leave the house, I fucking prang out.

What do you want me to do to make this better?

However you think I should deal with the situation, I'll do it.

I don't... I don't enjoy upsetting you, babe, honestly.

I don't mean to do that.

That's never my intention.

Adam, please, will you stop following me around the house?

I just... Just stop following me.

It's weird.

This is fucking weird.

You can see I'm upset.

You're fucking ignoring me. You think that's the best thing to do, is it?

I've nothing to say to you, Adam. I don't feel sad or upset. I just feel

have nothing left to say to you.

Great.

That's it, then, is it?

If that's how you feel, then I might as well be here.

OK.

That's what... That's what you think.

I'd love to do what you think. I just want peace, Adam. I just want some

I just want some time... ..to not have to deal with your shit.

You know, you're not feeling well. It's your problem.

You, you, you, all the time.

So I'm staying out your way.

Are you Karen?

Huh?

What are you doing?

Going away.

For a bit.

I need some space.

Peter, are you leaving me?

No, I'm... I'm going to have to speak to my mum. I'm going to go and stay with

her for a few days,

weeks, whatever this takes to get me... Please.

Please.

Please don't.

I can't not have you here.

I've spoken to my mum, so I don't want it to seem weird. So I'm going to have

go for at least a few days, and I need... I actually need it, Adam. Like,

remember, like, how I feel in this situation.

Please, let's talk it through.

Can't we?

I don't think now is the right time to talk.

Hey,

Whitney.

Please.

I can't. I can't cope.

I won't be able to cope. I can't. You will. You'll be fine. Adam, please, I'm

begging you, don't do this to me. I promise you, I don't... I'm begging you.

don't know. Don't do this. I don't feel right in my head. I don't feel... I

don't... I won't be able to do this.

I can't even think about it.

Please, I just want to sort it. Let me sort it here. I just want to... Let

me just go for one night.

Just one night, Adam. Just be silent. Just think about what you're doing.

about what we're doing. Think about where this is going to end up if this

carries on.

Just let me go for one night, then.

And I'll text you in the morning and we can talk and we can have a proper

conversation.

I don't want to talk to you while you're like this.

I'm not leaving you. I just need some fucking space.

I can't cope without you. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this

anymore.

If I can't have you again, I'm not... I don't... There's no point.

Oh, God, don't do this. There isn't any point. What's the point?

I don't have anybody.

I don't have anybody, do I?

I only have you.

I don't... I'm not... Hey, listen.

Shh. I don't want you talking like that.

OK?

It just scares me.

Please don't go.

Okay. Please. Okay.

I'm really sorry about Sunday, Ava.

I don't know what was going on with Adam.

God knows what's going on in his head.

Yeah. It's okay.

I do love them.

I can tell you do.

I can tell.

Yeah.

I'm lucky.

We're both are.

Aren't we?

Yeah.

Yeah. Really lucky.

It's just so nice to...

Say what you mean to me and what you say. I know that they mean it as well.

Yeah.

And you see people and you look at them and you think, God, that looks hard.

I'm pretty changed, it's not you.

Yeah.

And it makes a difference, doesn't it? Yeah.

Like wherever he is or wherever you are in the room.

No -one's pretending.

Yeah. Trying to put on a show for other people.

I hate that.

Or pretending it's all right when it's not. Yeah.

You know when you feel it and you go, I feel like it's forever?

Yeah. Yeah.

Like I can't see... I can't see my life without him.

I'm so happy for you, babe.

Anyway, it'll be you soon.

Hey, don't say that.

It's all about you now.

I know, but I can hear wedding bells for you.

I can.

It'd be lovely to marry that lady.

Right, see you soon. See you in a bit, babe.

Okay, Tanya.

What?

Do you want me to bring you a bath or anything?

No.

We're okay now, though, right? You don't need to talk about it or anything. No.

I'm all right now.

We're going to be good now. We're going to be better.

It's just... I

can't...

I can't just act like everything's all right, Adam. I just can't keep

doing this.

It's not. It's not all right.

I'm not happy.

You don't make me happy.

And you just think that we're all right now, don't you?

You think you can just carry on as normal. I can't.

As long as you feel like you're all right, we're all right.

If you need me to help you, do anything or... Do what?

I don't know what you need me to... If you'd have helped me, Adam, you'd have

let me go.

But you didn't.

Because you threatened me with guilt that if I leave, you die.

This isn't what love should feel like, Adam.

This isn't it.