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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:01,550 --> 00:01:02,550 Yeah, she looked beautiful. 2 00:01:02,790 --> 00:01:06,030 I wonder what she'd be like, because, you know, she is different. I tell you 3 00:01:06,030 --> 00:01:09,190 what, I was really shocked by the, um, the name. 4 00:01:09,490 --> 00:01:10,610 I thought at the end. 5 00:01:12,250 --> 00:01:13,250 You doing well? 6 00:01:13,630 --> 00:01:14,930 Yeah, good. Really good. 7 00:01:18,210 --> 00:01:19,210 Hello? 8 00:01:31,480 --> 00:01:32,480 You all right? 9 00:01:32,700 --> 00:01:34,540 Yeah, you? Yeah, good, thanks. 10 00:01:43,320 --> 00:01:44,340 What have you got for dinner? 11 00:01:45,820 --> 00:01:46,820 Pasta. 12 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:48,360 Nice. 13 00:01:50,320 --> 00:01:51,318 You all right? 14 00:01:51,320 --> 00:01:52,320 Yeah, good. 15 00:01:52,880 --> 00:01:53,880 Yeah, 16 00:01:54,300 --> 00:01:55,300 you seem stressed. 17 00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:57,680 Stressed? Yeah, you seem... What? 18 00:01:58,620 --> 00:01:59,620 Something's bothered you. 19 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:07,280 No, but Ava and Barry are engaged. 20 00:02:08,720 --> 00:02:12,620 Going to Barcelona for the weekend to celebrate. 21 00:02:14,580 --> 00:02:15,940 Nice. Yeah. 22 00:02:20,220 --> 00:02:21,260 Why has that bothered you? 23 00:02:21,700 --> 00:02:23,280 Huh? Why has it bothered you? 24 00:02:23,700 --> 00:02:24,920 What hasn't bothered me? 25 00:02:25,180 --> 00:02:27,280 You seem upset by it. 26 00:02:27,600 --> 00:02:28,920 I'm not saying how nice. 27 00:02:30,529 --> 00:02:32,650 Yeah, I don't know why it had an effect on you. 28 00:02:32,890 --> 00:02:35,930 Well, she's having a better day than I am, isn't she? She's engaged and she's 29 00:02:35,930 --> 00:02:36,930 going to bloody Barcelona. 30 00:02:37,250 --> 00:02:38,250 So? 31 00:02:39,270 --> 00:02:40,270 It means home. 32 00:02:40,710 --> 00:02:42,650 Why is that affecting you then? 33 00:02:43,910 --> 00:02:47,730 Well, you know, that's all I've heard all day. What have I got to tell her? 34 00:02:48,550 --> 00:02:50,310 What have I done? Where am I going? Nothing. 35 00:02:50,690 --> 00:02:53,890 Nowhere. It's like I don't know what to talk about anymore. You're both busy. 36 00:02:54,010 --> 00:02:55,110 You know how busy I am at work. 37 00:02:55,450 --> 00:02:58,650 We will go away. We're never going to go away again, is it? 38 00:02:58,910 --> 00:03:01,090 Well, it feels like that sometimes, I'll be honest. 39 00:03:03,070 --> 00:03:04,350 I'm not asking for an engagement. 40 00:03:05,110 --> 00:03:09,810 I'm asking for, like, us to just do shit together, just do things, because I 41 00:03:09,810 --> 00:03:11,450 have nothing to talk about. I'm a hairdresser. 42 00:03:11,650 --> 00:03:15,390 All I ask all day is, what are you doing? Are you going anywhere? And then 43 00:03:15,390 --> 00:03:22,150 ask me, and I go, nah, I'm just going to go home, cook, clean, go to Ikea at the 44 00:03:22,150 --> 00:03:23,150 weekend. 45 00:03:23,350 --> 00:03:24,610 Oh, right. I didn't realise. 46 00:03:25,230 --> 00:03:28,590 Our life was so depressing for you. No, I didn't mean it like that. That came 47 00:03:28,590 --> 00:03:29,289 out wrong. 48 00:03:29,290 --> 00:03:33,690 I just can't let these people tell you what's wrong with your life. 49 00:03:35,050 --> 00:03:36,370 There's no need to set the puppy up. 50 00:03:37,130 --> 00:03:38,910 It's been tough, honestly. 51 00:03:41,210 --> 00:03:42,210 Got a good life. 52 00:03:44,650 --> 00:03:45,650 Got our own space. 53 00:03:47,830 --> 00:03:48,830 Two cars. 54 00:03:49,170 --> 00:03:50,170 I know. 55 00:03:54,600 --> 00:03:55,539 It's good. 56 00:03:55,540 --> 00:03:58,460 And we shouldn't be jealous of other people. It's silly. 57 00:04:28,170 --> 00:04:29,170 I'm sorry, are you? 58 00:04:29,330 --> 00:04:30,330 Yeah. 59 00:04:36,090 --> 00:04:37,090 Do you feel OK? 60 00:04:39,250 --> 00:04:40,250 Yeah. 61 00:04:40,570 --> 00:04:41,930 I'm really sorry, though. 62 00:04:42,930 --> 00:04:43,930 That's all right. 63 00:04:48,490 --> 00:04:50,970 Being... me. 64 00:04:52,890 --> 00:04:56,050 But being really difficult this week, I'm just... 65 00:04:57,790 --> 00:04:58,790 I'm sorry. 66 00:05:01,090 --> 00:05:02,210 It's not your fault. 67 00:05:02,630 --> 00:05:04,610 You don't know why I'm taking it out on you. 68 00:05:07,130 --> 00:05:08,130 Thank you. 69 00:05:09,670 --> 00:05:11,310 I was wondering what I'd done wrong. 70 00:05:11,610 --> 00:05:12,610 You haven't. 71 00:05:13,630 --> 00:05:15,070 You haven't done anything wrong. 72 00:05:17,730 --> 00:05:19,350 Just my stupid head. 73 00:05:19,690 --> 00:05:20,990 Hey, come on. 74 00:05:21,730 --> 00:05:24,350 It's very sensitive, that's all it is. I know, I'm sorry. 75 00:05:27,020 --> 00:05:29,040 No, thank you. I won't be anymore. 76 00:05:32,200 --> 00:05:36,280 I just let things bother you too much. I know, I know. 77 00:05:39,540 --> 00:05:41,520 It's me and you, chilling tonight. Come and wait. 78 00:05:42,120 --> 00:05:43,260 Do you want to cook us some food? 79 00:05:44,440 --> 00:05:45,440 I'm out tonight. 80 00:05:46,400 --> 00:05:47,440 Are you? What, at the gym? 81 00:05:47,900 --> 00:05:50,500 No, I'm going for a drink with the girls. 82 00:05:50,860 --> 00:05:51,860 Are you out? 83 00:05:52,040 --> 00:05:56,240 Well, to the pub. It's not out. I'm going to my workplace, but... 84 00:05:56,520 --> 00:05:57,520 Oh, right. 85 00:05:57,600 --> 00:05:59,680 Oh. You texted me? Yeah. 86 00:06:00,060 --> 00:06:01,060 Last week. 87 00:06:02,120 --> 00:06:03,120 Emily's birthday. 88 00:06:03,620 --> 00:06:04,620 Oh, right. 89 00:06:05,620 --> 00:06:08,200 I didn't... I didn't... I don't remember getting that. 90 00:06:08,860 --> 00:06:11,300 I thought we were going to the night together in front of the telly. 91 00:06:11,620 --> 00:06:16,120 Hey, it's your friend's birthday, so... No, it's not a big birthday, and it's 92 00:06:16,120 --> 00:06:17,660 only the pub. I don't have to go. 93 00:06:18,540 --> 00:06:22,140 It's not like a 30th or anything, then? No, it's like 32, 33. 94 00:06:22,360 --> 00:06:23,360 Oh, right. 95 00:06:23,660 --> 00:06:25,940 Um... I don't have to go. I'll cancel it. 96 00:06:28,040 --> 00:06:30,160 I mean... No, I'll cancel it as well. 97 00:06:31,820 --> 00:06:32,900 I'll text her now. 98 00:06:34,280 --> 00:06:38,060 That's the right decision anyway, darling. I think I'm quite tired at the 99 00:06:38,060 --> 00:06:40,540 and I'll make something nice for dinner. 100 00:06:42,180 --> 00:06:43,620 Come back when you're beat up. 101 00:06:44,400 --> 00:06:45,460 I'm sure she'll understand. 102 00:06:48,500 --> 00:06:50,380 You see him all day at work anyway, don't you? 103 00:06:50,640 --> 00:06:51,640 No, I know. 104 00:06:51,700 --> 00:06:52,700 It's good. 105 00:06:54,740 --> 00:06:56,200 See you in a bit. Have a good day, darling. 106 00:06:56,940 --> 00:06:58,400 Wish you a happy birthday from me. 107 00:06:58,680 --> 00:06:59,680 Yeah. 108 00:07:11,080 --> 00:07:12,080 Sorry about that. 109 00:07:49,159 --> 00:07:50,640 We're out of milk, aren't we? 110 00:07:52,260 --> 00:07:53,520 I don't know. I didn't notice. 111 00:07:55,300 --> 00:07:56,300 Yeah, I know. 112 00:07:56,760 --> 00:07:58,860 I can't see much in the fridge, Bab. 113 00:08:00,650 --> 00:08:01,770 Did you do some shopping? 114 00:08:03,170 --> 00:08:04,170 No. 115 00:08:07,130 --> 00:08:08,130 What did you want? 116 00:08:09,550 --> 00:08:11,350 I don't know, I just don't feel that inspired. 117 00:08:11,850 --> 00:08:14,650 I'll write a little list out or something. I'm sure you will, yeah. 118 00:08:34,280 --> 00:08:35,460 I thought you were doing the cooking. 119 00:08:36,880 --> 00:08:39,120 Yeah, I was going to, but you do it so much better, don't you? 120 00:08:40,159 --> 00:08:41,159 No, I know. 121 00:08:44,000 --> 00:08:45,000 What do you fancy? 122 00:08:46,800 --> 00:08:47,679 I'm not sure. 123 00:08:47,680 --> 00:08:50,120 Are you all right? I just want to make sure you're all right. I'm fine. 124 00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:53,140 What do you want for tea? You can tell me anything, you know. I know. 125 00:08:53,900 --> 00:08:55,340 But maybe I'm just hungry. 126 00:08:56,660 --> 00:08:57,660 What do you want for tea? 127 00:08:59,140 --> 00:09:01,680 Er, a bath of bait, maybe. 128 00:09:02,320 --> 00:09:05,340 Well, I've got everything in that you should need for pasta bake. 129 00:09:06,380 --> 00:09:07,380 Perfect. 130 00:09:07,640 --> 00:09:08,640 There we go. 131 00:09:19,040 --> 00:09:19,919 Doing well? 132 00:09:19,920 --> 00:09:20,980 Yeah, I went to the gym. 133 00:09:22,140 --> 00:09:23,140 Oh. 134 00:09:23,580 --> 00:09:24,580 Really? 135 00:09:24,820 --> 00:09:27,560 I just... I thought I was supposed to be making pasta bake. 136 00:09:31,300 --> 00:09:33,070 Um... Oh, it won't be that long. 137 00:09:36,450 --> 00:09:39,050 I'm in the mood, though. 138 00:09:40,270 --> 00:09:41,930 Might as well take it while it's here. 139 00:09:42,870 --> 00:09:44,410 You can come with me if you like. 140 00:09:45,970 --> 00:09:48,910 No, I don't really... I don't really fancy it today. 141 00:09:50,090 --> 00:09:52,810 I'm not... I'm dead happy about the leggings. 142 00:09:53,190 --> 00:09:58,130 What? I just don't feel like... I just don't think it's appropriate. 143 00:09:59,450 --> 00:10:00,450 Appropriate? Yeah. 144 00:10:01,100 --> 00:10:02,640 I'm not wearing hot pants. 145 00:10:02,900 --> 00:10:04,280 I don't. They're leggings. 146 00:10:04,640 --> 00:10:05,960 Yeah. They're completely covered. 147 00:10:07,280 --> 00:10:08,860 You just work out, eh? 148 00:10:09,120 --> 00:10:11,380 Yeah. So who's this for? 149 00:10:11,840 --> 00:10:13,940 What? Who's this for? 150 00:10:14,780 --> 00:10:16,520 This is clothes I've bought. 151 00:10:17,160 --> 00:10:18,840 And you've seen me in before. 152 00:10:22,540 --> 00:10:29,040 Can I go or not? 153 00:10:31,310 --> 00:10:34,170 Oh, look, if I go to the gym and I come back and we've got a massive problem, 154 00:10:34,250 --> 00:10:35,250 I'd rather not go. 155 00:10:35,270 --> 00:10:38,790 Fine. No, I'm not going to go to the gym. No, go to the fucking gym. Because 156 00:10:38,790 --> 00:10:39,790 this. 157 00:10:40,030 --> 00:10:40,809 Just go. 158 00:10:40,810 --> 00:10:41,769 Do what you want. 159 00:10:41,770 --> 00:10:42,770 I don't give a fuck. 160 00:10:43,470 --> 00:10:46,250 Well, no, I give a fuck now because this has happened. 161 00:10:46,570 --> 00:10:47,549 Do what you like. 162 00:10:47,550 --> 00:10:48,870 Oh, God, babe, listen. 163 00:10:49,210 --> 00:10:50,189 Get your gym back. 164 00:10:50,190 --> 00:10:51,190 No, I'm not going. 165 00:10:54,250 --> 00:10:55,250 Adam. 166 00:10:56,180 --> 00:10:59,160 What is this? I just feel like this is for somebody else. 167 00:10:59,380 --> 00:11:00,820 Oh, my God, right, so you think I'm cheating. 168 00:11:01,140 --> 00:11:02,140 Don't put that on me. 169 00:11:02,800 --> 00:11:05,560 I don't necessarily think you're cheating. I just think you probably like 170 00:11:05,560 --> 00:11:06,560 attention of other guys. 171 00:11:06,880 --> 00:11:08,020 I don't talk to them. 172 00:11:11,680 --> 00:11:12,680 I don't. 173 00:11:14,800 --> 00:11:16,840 Why are you being so funny with me? I don't get it. 174 00:11:17,880 --> 00:11:21,340 I just feel weird. I feel like I can sense a weird energy from you, and I'm 175 00:11:21,340 --> 00:11:22,340 just... I don't know. 176 00:11:23,280 --> 00:11:25,280 I'm not being weird. I'm being... 177 00:11:27,120 --> 00:11:28,120 No more. 178 00:11:33,760 --> 00:11:37,120 It just worries me. 179 00:11:38,680 --> 00:11:43,440 I just love you so much. 180 00:11:43,660 --> 00:11:44,660 Yeah, I know. 181 00:12:13,770 --> 00:12:14,770 Good morning. 182 00:12:15,190 --> 00:12:16,190 Thanks. 183 00:12:24,030 --> 00:12:25,090 Do you feel anything? 184 00:12:25,510 --> 00:12:26,510 Yeah, it's fine. 185 00:12:26,710 --> 00:12:27,830 I owe 186 00:12:27,830 --> 00:12:37,050 you 187 00:12:37,050 --> 00:12:38,050 an apology. 188 00:12:38,570 --> 00:12:39,570 And I'm sorry. 189 00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:50,220 I don't feel like I've given you enough recently, and that's on me. 190 00:12:50,920 --> 00:12:56,000 I know my jealousy gets the better of me, and I need to deal with it. 191 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:58,600 I shouldn't have behaved like that. 192 00:13:00,420 --> 00:13:05,720 You just deserve to be treated better, and I know that I'm... 193 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:09,980 I'm not being as good as I could be. 194 00:13:10,900 --> 00:13:13,120 I need to be making more time and more effort. 195 00:13:18,490 --> 00:13:21,550 Yeah, I mean, I don't really know what to say. 196 00:13:21,930 --> 00:13:27,790 You don't. I'm not saying this so you have to say anything. This is all me, 197 00:13:27,790 --> 00:13:30,930 I just want you to know that I'm going to change, and I'm going to make a 198 00:13:30,930 --> 00:13:35,710 conscious effort to make sure that we don't get to this place again. 199 00:13:38,410 --> 00:13:39,229 I'm sorry. 200 00:13:39,230 --> 00:13:40,230 I love you. 201 00:13:40,810 --> 00:13:41,810 I love you too. 202 00:13:45,070 --> 00:13:49,090 It'll take you away, just sort of... You don't need to do that, Laura. You don't 203 00:13:49,090 --> 00:13:53,610 solve things by just... No, I know, you're right. It doesn't, and that's 204 00:13:53,610 --> 00:13:57,010 Honestly, that's not why I'm doing it. We deserve some time away. 205 00:13:57,290 --> 00:14:00,930 We deserve some time out of this house, away from this street. 206 00:14:01,250 --> 00:14:02,290 That would be nice. Yeah. 207 00:14:02,910 --> 00:14:05,390 You know, for both of us, we both need it. 208 00:14:05,890 --> 00:14:09,970 I need it as well, and it'll make me be better, you know? I'm at work every 209 00:14:09,970 --> 00:14:13,750 fucking day, and I'm sick of that office, and it's not having... 210 00:14:14,320 --> 00:14:16,100 I don't like myself at the minute. 211 00:14:16,640 --> 00:14:19,560 No, you don't need to say things like that. No, I mean it. I'm not just... 212 00:14:19,560 --> 00:14:20,960 Honestly, I'm not just saying things. 213 00:14:21,180 --> 00:14:22,180 I mean it. 214 00:14:24,300 --> 00:14:25,300 What are you thinking? 215 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:28,720 Well, I was thinking maybe going to see a show in London. 216 00:14:29,160 --> 00:14:31,300 What? Yeah, I mean... What the fifth? 217 00:14:31,580 --> 00:14:34,320 No, I know you wanted to. You hate those things. Well, I know you do, don't you? 218 00:14:34,760 --> 00:14:36,380 No, I love them, but... Yeah, exactly. 219 00:14:38,440 --> 00:14:39,580 Babe, that's really sweet. 220 00:14:39,900 --> 00:14:40,900 Yeah. Yeah. 221 00:14:41,760 --> 00:14:42,760 I'm excited. 222 00:14:48,720 --> 00:14:53,340 I'm not losing you. 223 00:14:53,640 --> 00:14:55,680 You know, it's not. Look, it's funny. 224 00:14:55,920 --> 00:14:58,700 We just, you know, this is what happens with relationships. 225 00:15:11,600 --> 00:15:12,680 One second. 226 00:15:12,880 --> 00:15:14,360 I thought that was supposed to be Tuesday. 227 00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:20,920 Shit, yes, no, he's right, he's right, yeah, no. 228 00:15:22,740 --> 00:15:23,740 Brilliant. 229 00:15:23,900 --> 00:15:25,200 Thank you, Sally, I hear you. 230 00:16:09,930 --> 00:16:10,929 Yeah, what's happened? 231 00:16:10,930 --> 00:16:17,750 I thought you might have been at work, booking the weekend at 232 00:16:17,750 --> 00:16:18,870 London. Is that why you're late? 233 00:16:20,730 --> 00:16:21,810 No. No? 234 00:16:24,750 --> 00:16:26,310 No, that's not why I'm late. 235 00:16:29,730 --> 00:16:30,730 What, do you forgot? 236 00:16:33,430 --> 00:16:34,710 Yeah, I forgot. 237 00:16:35,010 --> 00:16:36,010 You did. 238 00:16:36,600 --> 00:16:37,419 Cheers, Adam. 239 00:16:37,420 --> 00:16:38,259 Nice one. 240 00:16:38,260 --> 00:16:41,520 It just slipped my mind. No, I'm sure it did. It always does. 241 00:16:42,540 --> 00:16:45,960 You're selfish and... It's like you go. 242 00:16:46,780 --> 00:16:50,320 So that's not happening then? No, it is. No, it will be. Just because I've told 243 00:16:50,320 --> 00:16:51,320 the girls at work. 244 00:16:51,480 --> 00:16:53,460 Well, it is going to happen. Weeks have passed now. 245 00:16:53,740 --> 00:16:57,640 Yeah, I... So, er... No, it's... Just be clear with me, Adam. 246 00:16:58,480 --> 00:17:00,880 I am always... No, no, no, no, no. Just be... You're not. 247 00:17:01,100 --> 00:17:02,420 You feed me bullshit. 248 00:17:03,820 --> 00:17:06,980 And you make out like you're fucking perfect and that you're going to do this 249 00:17:06,980 --> 00:17:09,540 and you're going to do that and it never sees the light of day, does it? 250 00:17:09,880 --> 00:17:14,800 So I'd rather you don't say anything at all and I know exactly where I stand so 251 00:17:14,800 --> 00:17:19,500 I don't look like an absolute twat at work when everyone around me is doing a 252 00:17:19,500 --> 00:17:23,619 million different things and not because they fucking booked it, because their 253 00:17:23,619 --> 00:17:27,420 partners have booked it, because they thought, oh, I know, maybe they want to 254 00:17:27,420 --> 00:17:29,040 something, maybe it's something for her. 255 00:17:29,240 --> 00:17:31,760 So what a wanker am I with? 256 00:17:32,620 --> 00:17:35,480 When I'm at work and they go, no, does Adam not do that for you? 257 00:17:35,840 --> 00:17:37,800 Tells me, fuck, he doesn't do anything. 258 00:17:38,240 --> 00:17:42,520 Because he just talks shit all the time, and then I stupidly go along with it, 259 00:17:42,560 --> 00:17:43,860 thinking, oh, yeah, that's great. 260 00:17:44,660 --> 00:17:46,580 I'll fucking just let you back in again. 261 00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:53,200 Go silent again, playing the victim. 262 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:54,719 Is that what you're doing? 263 00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:57,260 Yeah. I was waiting for you to finish your paper. Well, I was waiting for you 264 00:17:57,260 --> 00:17:59,900 apologise, but then I'm so sick of hearing you say sorry at the minute. 265 00:18:00,260 --> 00:18:01,360 I don't really want it. 266 00:18:02,070 --> 00:18:04,830 So you might as well just play on your PlayStation and do what you always do, 267 00:18:04,970 --> 00:18:09,110 whatever is good for you, because I'm sure you've probably had a much busier 268 00:18:09,110 --> 00:18:13,090 than I have, because you always have. It's always, I'm busy, work too much. 269 00:18:13,670 --> 00:18:16,650 Never worrying about how my work might have been, how busy I might have been. 270 00:18:16,670 --> 00:18:19,570 I'm on my fucking feet all day. What are you doing, sat down on your arse? 271 00:18:26,950 --> 00:18:27,950 Do you know what? 272 00:18:28,410 --> 00:18:31,490 There's nothing in fatigue, so if you're hungry, you'll have to go out. 273 00:18:32,000 --> 00:18:33,300 No, I'm not going out. 274 00:18:37,780 --> 00:18:38,780 Do you know what? 275 00:18:40,180 --> 00:18:41,180 This isn't fair. 276 00:18:41,680 --> 00:18:45,560 You're not bothered, are you? One time, I fucking stand up for myself and you 277 00:18:45,560 --> 00:18:47,060 stand there doing fuck all. 278 00:18:47,320 --> 00:18:48,960 You don't give a shit, do you? 279 00:18:49,160 --> 00:18:52,060 What can I say? There wasn't a fucking gap anywhere for me to say anything. 280 00:18:52,300 --> 00:18:53,740 I've heard it! 281 00:18:54,340 --> 00:18:56,300 I've heard your fucking shit. 282 00:18:57,040 --> 00:18:59,360 It's been going since I walked through the bastard door. 283 00:19:00,970 --> 00:19:04,650 Don't ever raise your fucking voice at me again. And don't ever point in my 284 00:19:04,650 --> 00:19:07,990 face. If you want to get fucking like that, Adam... You're the one that 285 00:19:07,990 --> 00:19:10,410 with me. You're the one that got aggressive with me as soon as I walked 286 00:19:10,410 --> 00:19:12,810 the door. Not the other way around. I didn't get aggressive. That's just 287 00:19:12,810 --> 00:19:16,750 bollocks. I was telling you how I am because I'm so sick of it. 288 00:19:17,110 --> 00:19:19,150 You know, there's other men out there. There's other guys. 289 00:19:19,450 --> 00:19:20,810 There is men out there. They exist. 290 00:19:21,130 --> 00:19:24,540 Where they look after... people by thinking what they want to do. And they 291 00:19:24,540 --> 00:19:27,980 sure that they fucking see things through instead of just talking 292 00:19:27,980 --> 00:19:30,600 and find one then. Yeah, I might. If you think someone will put up with this 293 00:19:30,600 --> 00:19:34,080 shit, then go and find one then. Are you fucking joking? Adam, I do everything 294 00:19:34,080 --> 00:19:38,220 for you. I do all the cooking, your fucking washing, your ironing, your God 295 00:19:38,220 --> 00:19:39,740 knows what. Yeah, I pay for it all. 296 00:19:39,940 --> 00:19:41,720 All fucking hell right. And I don't work. 297 00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:45,940 I work my bollocks off, Adam. And if this is a competition of money, it's not 298 00:19:45,940 --> 00:19:48,040 going to interest me because I'm not interested in your fucking money. 299 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:49,740 You're the one that brought money up. 300 00:19:50,250 --> 00:19:53,070 You brought money up. You said you're the one who earned. I'm the one who does 301 00:19:53,070 --> 00:19:56,990 everything. You see, everything in this house, I've made it at home, not you. 302 00:19:57,210 --> 00:20:00,230 You know, you want your tea. Go and get your tea, Adam. I'm sick of being your 303 00:20:00,230 --> 00:20:01,230 fucking mum. 304 00:20:59,469 --> 00:21:00,810 Oh, what are you doing? 305 00:21:02,150 --> 00:21:03,330 Do you want to see if it's all right? 306 00:21:03,530 --> 00:21:04,530 Yeah, I'm fine. 307 00:21:06,990 --> 00:21:08,950 Nice of you to ask halfway through the day. 308 00:21:11,390 --> 00:21:12,590 What's going on? 309 00:21:13,050 --> 00:21:15,270 I don't know, Adam. We haven't spoke all day. 310 00:21:15,750 --> 00:21:19,470 We had a massive argument last night, so I'm guessing we're just being funny 311 00:21:19,470 --> 00:21:20,470 with each other. 312 00:21:20,710 --> 00:21:25,150 I was giving you some space, and then you're literally throwing the pans back 313 00:21:25,150 --> 00:21:26,150 the cupboard. 314 00:21:29,320 --> 00:21:32,180 What's on your mind? Talk to me. Loads of stuff's on my mind. 315 00:21:32,400 --> 00:21:33,400 Go on. OK? 316 00:21:33,980 --> 00:21:37,840 I'm not... I'm not sure what's happening at the minute. I don't know where your 317 00:21:37,840 --> 00:21:42,660 head's at, but... I... I don't know. 318 00:21:43,820 --> 00:21:46,740 This just doesn't seem to be working at the moment. 319 00:21:47,960 --> 00:21:50,840 We're not working, and we haven't been for a while. 320 00:21:51,460 --> 00:21:54,040 On top of all that crap last night, there's your jealousy. 321 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:58,580 You know, saying what I do, the way I do it. 322 00:21:59,100 --> 00:22:00,100 Maybe what I wear. 323 00:22:02,300 --> 00:22:05,160 I'm not going to lie, alarm bells ring. 324 00:22:07,700 --> 00:22:08,700 It's weird. 325 00:22:10,060 --> 00:22:16,980 I just feel like we might need to, I don't know, I don't know if we need a 326 00:22:16,980 --> 00:22:23,800 or just a massive chat or just... But we need to be on the same page because 327 00:22:23,800 --> 00:22:25,080 something's got to change. 328 00:22:26,100 --> 00:22:27,260 I'm not happy, Adam. 329 00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:33,140 Do you not agree? 330 00:22:37,740 --> 00:22:42,760 No. I don't really see where you're coming from, if I'm honest. 331 00:22:43,440 --> 00:22:49,040 I think... I think I've blown up for you a little bit. 332 00:22:49,860 --> 00:22:55,360 I honestly don't recognise anything you're accusing me of, so... It's not an 333 00:22:55,360 --> 00:22:58,420 accusation, it's... I'm telling you how I feel. 334 00:22:58,940 --> 00:23:00,220 I think it's... 335 00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:02,719 the city ready. 336 00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:03,720 Okay. Come on. 337 00:23:03,880 --> 00:23:04,880 We've got time for it. 338 00:23:05,180 --> 00:23:06,180 All right. 339 00:23:07,220 --> 00:23:08,220 You go home. 340 00:25:53,740 --> 00:25:56,420 That's good. The boys can have a drink. Yeah. It's nice to see the two of them 341 00:25:56,420 --> 00:26:01,100 together. Yeah. I mean, they've never really spoke, have they? Yeah. You're 342 00:26:01,100 --> 00:26:02,019 good. Yeah. 343 00:26:02,020 --> 00:26:03,180 The house is beautiful. 344 00:26:04,020 --> 00:26:06,960 You're engaged. I know. I mean, it's the perfect thing, isn't it? 345 00:26:07,340 --> 00:26:10,820 Do you know, I don't want to be one of those smug fuckers, but it really feels 346 00:26:10,820 --> 00:26:11,820 like that. Yeah. 347 00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:13,920 Yeah. Like, it really feels like that. Yeah. 348 00:26:15,380 --> 00:26:16,460 Oh. No. 349 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:19,480 Right, being all dust. 350 00:26:19,900 --> 00:26:20,980 Do you want one of these, love? 351 00:26:21,180 --> 00:26:22,159 Yeah, perfect. 352 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:23,160 Yeah. Are you good? 353 00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:25,080 Yeah, great. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 354 00:26:25,300 --> 00:26:26,300 Yeah, sure. All good. 355 00:26:26,420 --> 00:26:27,420 Yeah. 356 00:26:27,620 --> 00:26:28,620 Yeah. 357 00:26:28,940 --> 00:26:32,140 Just, um... No, no goths, really. 358 00:26:32,380 --> 00:26:34,220 No goths. No. No goths. 359 00:26:35,180 --> 00:26:37,780 Um... What have we been doing? 360 00:26:38,900 --> 00:26:40,260 No, nothing to report. 361 00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:41,339 Mm. 362 00:26:41,340 --> 00:26:42,340 No. 363 00:26:42,860 --> 00:26:46,980 I mean, I'm a charcoal man, really, but look at the amount of stuff I can get on 364 00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:49,100 here. Yeah, shoot. And, uh... 365 00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:50,319 Just makes sense. 366 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:53,000 It's just easier as well. It's like having an oven outside and you just turn 367 00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:54,000 on. Yeah. 368 00:26:54,100 --> 00:26:55,220 Yeah. You got one? 369 00:26:55,820 --> 00:26:56,639 Have you got that? 370 00:26:56,640 --> 00:26:58,100 You haven't got an outdoor space, have you? 371 00:26:58,380 --> 00:27:00,460 We've got... Yeah, yeah, yeah, we have. Yeah, we haven't got... It's not... 372 00:27:00,460 --> 00:27:02,020 We've not got it... You haven't got any grass? 373 00:27:02,220 --> 00:27:05,400 No. We've got, like, one of those little charcoal barbecues. Yeah. 374 00:27:05,680 --> 00:27:08,860 No, we're talking about doing it up, actually, at the minute. Oh, yeah? Yeah, 375 00:27:08,860 --> 00:27:10,080 yeah. Oh, wow. 376 00:27:10,600 --> 00:27:13,900 I find the list of rules quite interesting that she's got up for Barry. 377 00:27:14,280 --> 00:27:16,140 I'm surprised Nicky's not got one of those for me. 378 00:27:17,820 --> 00:27:18,820 Help others. 379 00:27:19,230 --> 00:27:20,230 Work hard. 380 00:27:20,750 --> 00:27:22,950 Share. That's just what... Be grateful. 381 00:27:24,410 --> 00:27:25,790 Fucking ridiculous, isn't it? 382 00:27:26,430 --> 00:27:28,070 I was just saying, is that how you keep them in line? 383 00:27:28,310 --> 00:27:29,229 My mum got me that. 384 00:27:29,230 --> 00:27:30,230 Yeah, that's nice. 385 00:27:30,550 --> 00:27:31,409 Hey, babe. 386 00:27:31,410 --> 00:27:34,070 Please don't do this. I don't want that again, yeah. Feels good to have stuff 387 00:27:34,070 --> 00:27:35,430 like that around you, though, doesn't it? 388 00:27:35,730 --> 00:27:37,150 Yeah, exactly. 389 00:27:37,510 --> 00:27:39,250 It's good to have a... I like a good quote. 390 00:27:40,250 --> 00:27:42,630 Some people do, don't they? Don't get that myself. 391 00:27:43,550 --> 00:27:44,870 Good marriage doesn't need rules. 392 00:27:45,170 --> 00:27:47,170 It's just also good vibes in the house. 393 00:27:47,930 --> 00:27:50,770 You know, you want it to be positive energy. 394 00:27:51,010 --> 00:27:52,550 Perfect. Not perfect. 395 00:27:54,150 --> 00:27:55,750 Twisting my words. I'm not saying that. 396 00:27:56,010 --> 00:27:57,010 Do you mind if I have a fag? 397 00:27:57,270 --> 00:27:58,370 No. I'll smoke. 398 00:27:58,790 --> 00:27:59,669 Yeah, fine. 399 00:27:59,670 --> 00:28:01,630 Is that all right? I'll stand up on the grass. Yeah, do you mind? Sorry. 400 00:28:01,930 --> 00:28:05,670 I'm really queasy. It's not... But I can't bear the smell. 401 00:28:05,950 --> 00:28:08,510 Yeah. Oh, really? Yeah, I can't bear it. It makes me feel really ill. 402 00:28:09,070 --> 00:28:10,070 What's up? 403 00:28:10,350 --> 00:28:11,350 Sorry? What's up? 404 00:28:11,710 --> 00:28:12,750 You seem a bit edgy. 405 00:28:13,370 --> 00:28:14,370 No, no, it's fine. 406 00:28:15,450 --> 00:28:16,610 You never smoked anything, Barry, no? 407 00:28:17,180 --> 00:28:18,180 No, I never smoked. 408 00:28:19,260 --> 00:28:20,260 When you were young? 409 00:28:20,640 --> 00:28:23,020 Well, I'd probably knit one of me mum's fags, but that's about it. 410 00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:24,680 Don't need the prop. 411 00:28:24,920 --> 00:28:25,920 Don't need it. 412 00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:28,240 Do you get on with your neighbours? 413 00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:30,280 Yeah, they're lovely. 414 00:28:30,340 --> 00:28:32,940 Are they? Yeah. Well, you'd have to, wouldn't you, cos they're close, aren't 415 00:28:32,940 --> 00:28:33,940 they? 416 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:38,340 I think this is quite... I think I'd put, like, a trellis up or something. 417 00:28:38,580 --> 00:28:39,419 Yeah, maybe. 418 00:28:39,420 --> 00:28:42,280 With some flowers going across. We've been doing inside first, and we put the 419 00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:44,080 conservatory on, so... Yeah. 420 00:28:44,380 --> 00:28:46,860 Do you do anything, Ava, with the odd earring in? 421 00:28:47,150 --> 00:28:51,490 Not the... Nicky likes to do this thing with a random earring in. 422 00:28:51,690 --> 00:28:53,590 Oi! Don't do something to her like that. 423 00:28:53,870 --> 00:28:56,690 I'm just saying. I didn't know. I'd never seen it before. 424 00:28:57,030 --> 00:28:57,289 Yeah, no, I've got one here. 425 00:28:57,290 --> 00:28:58,430 Oh, you've got one and I've got one. 426 00:28:58,770 --> 00:28:59,950 They're all doing it. Yeah, see? 427 00:29:00,310 --> 00:29:01,870 Matching. Fashionable, aren't you, Bob? 428 00:29:02,090 --> 00:29:04,150 Mm -hm. You are. You look beautiful. 429 00:29:04,470 --> 00:29:05,470 Thank you. 430 00:29:05,930 --> 00:29:06,929 Yeah, she does. 431 00:29:06,930 --> 00:29:08,130 You should tell her a bit more. 432 00:29:09,010 --> 00:29:10,010 Ah. 433 00:29:11,310 --> 00:29:12,470 I tell her enough, actually. 434 00:29:12,750 --> 00:29:13,750 Do you? 435 00:29:14,510 --> 00:29:16,290 I don't really like your tone, mate, if I'm honest. 436 00:29:16,750 --> 00:29:18,910 Oh, Adam, how can you just stop this now? 437 00:29:19,350 --> 00:29:25,470 All I ask when people come into this house is don't bring kind of negativity, 438 00:29:25,850 --> 00:29:28,270 you know? That's what we're trying to build here, aren't we? 439 00:29:28,850 --> 00:29:30,530 Are you saying I'm being negative? Well, yeah. 440 00:29:31,350 --> 00:29:35,550 And this is, you know, we open our home to people who want to be happy, you 441 00:29:35,550 --> 00:29:37,890 know? We're happy. Are you trying to say we're not happy? 442 00:29:38,150 --> 00:29:39,150 It's not like that. 443 00:29:39,290 --> 00:29:40,530 You don't talk like you're happy. 444 00:29:41,370 --> 00:29:42,650 You don't talk to her. 445 00:29:43,660 --> 00:29:46,140 Like she makes you happy. Well, you're telling me how to treat my missus now, 446 00:29:46,140 --> 00:29:49,300 aren't you? No, but I mean, if I was with her... You know what I mean? If you 447 00:29:49,300 --> 00:29:50,600 was with my missus, you'd what? 448 00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:53,800 Obviously not, but if... No, Adam... I'll tell you what I'd do if I was with 449 00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:55,420 your missus. Is that the conversation you want to have? 450 00:29:55,640 --> 00:29:57,740 No, he's not saying that. Well, it sounds like he's having a good time. No, 451 00:29:57,740 --> 00:30:01,680 not. I'm just saying she's a really nice woman. No, I know she is. Well, then 452 00:30:01,680 --> 00:30:02,680 treat her like that. 453 00:30:03,860 --> 00:30:07,800 I don't fucking appreciate your life. No, I don't. He doesn't mean it. He's 454 00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:08,800 something he wants to say. 455 00:30:08,860 --> 00:30:11,160 Say it. Yeah, but he doesn't... You're hiding your fucking barbecue. 456 00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:15,540 No, I'm not hiding the... Listen, just calm down, OK? Just calm down. Calm, 457 00:30:15,620 --> 00:30:17,580 calm. Just maybe... Sorry. 458 00:30:18,180 --> 00:30:21,920 No, it's fine, it's fine. Do you know what, Ava? We need to go and... Yeah, 459 00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:23,500 seem really stressed. 460 00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:24,860 No, no, no, no, not stressed. 461 00:30:25,180 --> 00:30:27,560 Well, he looks stressed and we don't need her around the baby. Don't tell me 462 00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:28,840 I'm fucking stressed or not. 463 00:30:30,000 --> 00:30:32,380 All right, now, I've had enough of this fucking... Calm down, Adam, please. 464 00:30:32,440 --> 00:30:34,100 Please, don't swear. Not in my house. 465 00:30:34,460 --> 00:30:35,460 OK, you can leave. 466 00:30:35,660 --> 00:30:37,400 You can leave if that's how you're going to be. 467 00:30:37,620 --> 00:30:38,700 Yeah, we'll fucking leave. All right. 468 00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:41,880 Cheers for the beer. 469 00:30:41,920 --> 00:30:43,000 Yeah. Do you know what? 470 00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:44,439 It's fine. 471 00:30:44,440 --> 00:30:46,720 We'll do it another time. I'm not feeling very well. 472 00:30:47,280 --> 00:30:48,820 It's just the downer. I'm so sorry. 473 00:30:49,220 --> 00:30:52,700 Don't worry about it. You know what? No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 474 00:30:52,740 --> 00:30:53,840 I'm telling you. 475 00:30:54,140 --> 00:30:55,140 You're not doing that. 476 00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:58,440 No chance. He's fucking laughing at me. No, I'm not. Are you laughing at me? 477 00:30:59,370 --> 00:31:00,670 Please, will you just stop it? 478 00:31:00,910 --> 00:31:01,910 Come on, Adam, come on now. 479 00:31:02,210 --> 00:31:04,190 That's enough for that. Please, I don't need it. 480 00:31:05,310 --> 00:31:06,770 It's a barbecue, Adam. 481 00:31:06,970 --> 00:31:10,950 It's not a pub in stupid start in Nottingham. All right, Barry. 482 00:31:11,490 --> 00:31:14,330 Adam, get in the car. I didn't cause that fucker. I'm not saying you did. 483 00:31:14,330 --> 00:31:15,330 get in the fucking car. 484 00:31:17,630 --> 00:31:18,730 Honestly, Barry, please. 485 00:31:19,350 --> 00:31:20,350 Adam! 486 00:31:21,160 --> 00:31:23,660 I'm so sorry. To the fucking car. No, no, no, no, no. 487 00:31:24,220 --> 00:31:25,220 No, right. 488 00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,740 What's he coming up to the car in front of you? Come on. He's not fronting up. 489 00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,800 Come on, leave it. Leave it. Come on. Wait, Nick, are you going to be all 490 00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:32,980 I'm absolutely fine. Are you sure? 491 00:31:33,220 --> 00:31:34,220 She'll be fine. 492 00:31:34,380 --> 00:31:37,000 I haven't been called out in about six hours of kids. 493 00:31:37,320 --> 00:31:38,320 What's the matter with him? 494 00:31:39,560 --> 00:31:40,560 What the fuck? 495 00:31:40,700 --> 00:31:41,679 Just fucking drive. 496 00:31:41,680 --> 00:31:42,679 What are you doing? 497 00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:45,580 It's been fucking knots since the moment I got here. No, it hasn't. It's been 498 00:31:45,580 --> 00:31:46,680 perfectly fucking fine. 499 00:31:46,980 --> 00:31:48,260 It's been perfectly fucking perving on you. 500 00:31:48,620 --> 00:31:51,020 It has not been perving. What the fuck is wrong with you? 501 00:31:51,300 --> 00:31:52,300 I don't know. 502 00:32:12,910 --> 00:32:13,910 sorting out. 503 00:32:18,530 --> 00:32:21,750 I get so jealous and I get so angry. 504 00:32:23,330 --> 00:32:25,570 I don't know why. I don't know where it comes from. 505 00:32:26,670 --> 00:32:31,850 It just fucking eats me up, man. My head is spinning and I just see red and I 506 00:32:31,850 --> 00:32:35,850 know it's ridiculous and I know it's irrational. 507 00:32:36,310 --> 00:32:38,730 I just... I don't know what to do. 508 00:32:41,030 --> 00:32:42,790 Everything. It gets to me. 509 00:32:44,290 --> 00:32:46,890 Men talking to you, the clothes you wear. 510 00:32:49,030 --> 00:32:50,030 Everything. 511 00:32:52,050 --> 00:32:54,010 I have to hold so much in. 512 00:32:55,650 --> 00:32:58,570 Even when you just leave the house, I fucking prang out. 513 00:33:24,970 --> 00:33:26,010 What do you want me to do to make this better? 514 00:33:27,330 --> 00:33:29,590 However you think I should deal with the situation, I'll do it. 515 00:33:36,970 --> 00:33:39,810 I don't... I don't enjoy upsetting you, babe, honestly. 516 00:33:40,570 --> 00:33:41,830 I don't mean to do that. 517 00:33:43,490 --> 00:33:44,730 That's never my intention. 518 00:34:04,620 --> 00:34:07,320 Adam, please, will you stop following me around the house? 519 00:34:07,600 --> 00:34:10,840 I just... Just stop following me. 520 00:34:11,320 --> 00:34:12,320 It's weird. 521 00:34:12,780 --> 00:34:14,000 This is fucking weird. 522 00:34:14,620 --> 00:34:15,699 You can see I'm upset. 523 00:34:16,679 --> 00:34:19,460 You're fucking ignoring me. You think that's the best thing to do, is it? 524 00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:25,780 I've nothing to say to you, Adam. I don't feel sad or upset. I just feel 525 00:34:25,780 --> 00:34:27,199 have nothing left to say to you. 526 00:34:29,880 --> 00:34:30,880 Great. 527 00:34:31,860 --> 00:34:32,860 That's it, then, is it? 528 00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,420 If that's how you feel, then I might as well be here. 529 00:34:35,840 --> 00:34:36,840 OK. 530 00:34:37,980 --> 00:34:40,360 That's what... That's what you think. 531 00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:45,360 I'd love to do what you think. I just want peace, Adam. I just want some 532 00:34:45,460 --> 00:34:52,100 I just want some time... ..to not have to deal with your shit. 533 00:34:54,820 --> 00:34:58,820 You know, you're not feeling well. It's your problem. 534 00:34:59,240 --> 00:35:01,020 You, you, you, all the time. 535 00:35:03,240 --> 00:35:04,560 So I'm staying out your way. 536 00:35:19,180 --> 00:35:20,180 Are you Karen? 537 00:35:21,140 --> 00:35:22,140 Huh? 538 00:35:23,620 --> 00:35:24,620 What are you doing? 539 00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:26,280 Going away. 540 00:35:26,300 --> 00:35:27,300 For a bit. 541 00:35:27,740 --> 00:35:28,900 I need some space. 542 00:35:38,790 --> 00:35:39,870 Peter, are you leaving me? 543 00:35:40,410 --> 00:35:44,750 No, I'm... I'm going to have to speak to my mum. I'm going to go and stay with 544 00:35:44,750 --> 00:35:45,750 her for a few days, 545 00:35:47,030 --> 00:35:48,950 weeks, whatever this takes to get me... Please. 546 00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:50,190 Please. 547 00:35:50,330 --> 00:35:52,350 Please don't. 548 00:35:55,870 --> 00:35:57,230 I can't not have you here. 549 00:35:57,650 --> 00:36:01,030 I've spoken to my mum, so I don't want it to seem weird. So I'm going to have 550 00:36:01,030 --> 00:36:05,030 go for at least a few days, and I need... I actually need it, Adam. Like, 551 00:36:05,030 --> 00:36:07,350 remember, like, how I feel in this situation. 552 00:36:08,450 --> 00:36:11,770 Please, let's talk it through. 553 00:36:13,270 --> 00:36:14,270 Can't we? 554 00:36:14,630 --> 00:36:16,690 I don't think now is the right time to talk. 555 00:36:20,150 --> 00:36:21,150 Hey, 556 00:36:25,990 --> 00:36:26,990 Whitney. 557 00:36:27,210 --> 00:36:28,210 Please. 558 00:36:29,190 --> 00:36:30,370 I can't. I can't cope. 559 00:36:30,570 --> 00:36:33,590 I won't be able to cope. I can't. You will. You'll be fine. Adam, please, I'm 560 00:36:33,590 --> 00:36:35,810 begging you, don't do this to me. I promise you, I don't... I'm begging you. 561 00:36:35,810 --> 00:36:39,330 don't know. Don't do this. I don't feel right in my head. I don't feel... I 562 00:36:39,330 --> 00:36:41,170 don't... I won't be able to do this. 563 00:36:42,070 --> 00:36:43,930 I can't even think about it. 564 00:36:45,550 --> 00:36:51,330 Please, I just want to sort it. Let me sort it here. I just want to... Let 565 00:36:51,330 --> 00:36:55,050 me just go for one night. 566 00:36:56,230 --> 00:37:00,310 Just one night, Adam. Just be silent. Just think about what you're doing. 567 00:37:00,310 --> 00:37:03,310 about what we're doing. Think about where this is going to end up if this 568 00:37:03,310 --> 00:37:04,310 carries on. 569 00:37:04,770 --> 00:37:06,550 Just let me go for one night, then. 570 00:37:08,030 --> 00:37:11,270 And I'll text you in the morning and we can talk and we can have a proper 571 00:37:11,270 --> 00:37:12,270 conversation. 572 00:37:12,570 --> 00:37:14,530 I don't want to talk to you while you're like this. 573 00:37:14,890 --> 00:37:18,210 I'm not leaving you. I just need some fucking space. 574 00:37:19,490 --> 00:37:22,650 I can't cope without you. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this 575 00:37:22,650 --> 00:37:23,650 anymore. 576 00:37:30,700 --> 00:37:33,960 If I can't have you again, I'm not... I don't... There's no point. 577 00:37:34,820 --> 00:37:38,560 Oh, God, don't do this. There isn't any point. What's the point? 578 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:41,100 I don't have anybody. 579 00:37:41,460 --> 00:37:42,460 I don't have anybody, do I? 580 00:37:44,140 --> 00:37:45,160 I only have you. 581 00:37:47,660 --> 00:37:49,580 I don't... I'm not... Hey, listen. 582 00:37:49,860 --> 00:37:52,040 Shh. I don't want you talking like that. 583 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:53,400 OK? 584 00:37:54,780 --> 00:37:56,060 It just scares me. 585 00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:07,080 Please don't go. 586 00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:09,160 Okay. Please. Okay. 587 00:38:30,090 --> 00:38:31,610 I'm really sorry about Sunday, Ava. 588 00:38:31,990 --> 00:38:33,550 I don't know what was going on with Adam. 589 00:38:33,890 --> 00:38:35,610 God knows what's going on in his head. 590 00:38:36,090 --> 00:38:37,550 Yeah. It's okay. 591 00:38:40,590 --> 00:38:41,590 I do love them. 592 00:38:42,770 --> 00:38:43,810 I can tell you do. 593 00:38:44,350 --> 00:38:45,350 I can tell. 594 00:38:46,610 --> 00:38:47,610 Yeah. 595 00:38:48,090 --> 00:38:49,090 I'm lucky. 596 00:38:49,750 --> 00:38:50,750 We're both are. 597 00:38:52,250 --> 00:38:53,169 Aren't we? 598 00:38:53,170 --> 00:38:54,170 Yeah. 599 00:38:54,830 --> 00:38:56,270 Yeah. Really lucky. 600 00:38:57,070 --> 00:38:58,490 It's just so nice to... 601 00:38:59,140 --> 00:39:02,980 Say what you mean to me and what you say. I know that they mean it as well. 602 00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:04,480 Yeah. 603 00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:09,800 And you see people and you look at them and you think, God, that looks hard. 604 00:39:10,600 --> 00:39:12,080 I'm pretty changed, it's not you. 605 00:39:12,580 --> 00:39:13,580 Yeah. 606 00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:16,200 And it makes a difference, doesn't it? Yeah. 607 00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:19,700 Like wherever he is or wherever you are in the room. 608 00:39:20,260 --> 00:39:22,020 No -one's pretending. 609 00:39:22,380 --> 00:39:24,820 Yeah. Trying to put on a show for other people. 610 00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:26,880 I hate that. 611 00:39:31,280 --> 00:39:33,120 Or pretending it's all right when it's not. Yeah. 612 00:39:35,620 --> 00:39:39,020 You know when you feel it and you go, I feel like it's forever? 613 00:39:39,580 --> 00:39:40,840 Yeah. Yeah. 614 00:39:42,260 --> 00:39:46,720 Like I can't see... I can't see my life without him. 615 00:39:49,240 --> 00:39:50,740 I'm so happy for you, babe. 616 00:39:51,100 --> 00:39:52,260 Anyway, it'll be you soon. 617 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:54,280 Hey, don't say that. 618 00:39:54,600 --> 00:39:55,640 It's all about you now. 619 00:39:55,980 --> 00:39:58,360 I know, but I can hear wedding bells for you. 620 00:39:58,600 --> 00:39:59,468 I can. 621 00:39:59,470 --> 00:40:01,230 It'd be lovely to marry that lady. 622 00:40:02,330 --> 00:40:04,070 Right, see you soon. See you in a bit, babe. 623 00:41:10,480 --> 00:41:11,480 Okay, Tanya. 624 00:41:12,480 --> 00:41:13,480 What? 625 00:41:14,100 --> 00:41:15,320 Do you want me to bring you a bath or anything? 626 00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:17,280 No. 627 00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:23,360 We're okay now, though, right? You don't need to talk about it or anything. No. 628 00:41:39,530 --> 00:41:40,530 I'm all right now. 629 00:41:42,630 --> 00:41:44,290 We're going to be good now. We're going to be better. 630 00:41:47,590 --> 00:41:50,970 It's just... I 631 00:41:50,970 --> 00:41:54,650 can't... 632 00:41:54,650 --> 00:42:01,430 I can't just act like everything's all right, Adam. I just can't keep 633 00:42:01,430 --> 00:42:02,430 doing this. 634 00:42:03,930 --> 00:42:05,690 It's not. It's not all right. 635 00:42:08,170 --> 00:42:09,170 I'm not happy. 636 00:42:14,930 --> 00:42:16,450 You don't make me happy. 637 00:42:22,650 --> 00:42:29,650 And you just think that we're all right now, don't you? 638 00:42:29,850 --> 00:42:33,070 You think you can just carry on as normal. I can't. 639 00:42:33,570 --> 00:42:36,430 As long as you feel like you're all right, we're all right. 640 00:42:37,770 --> 00:42:40,270 If you need me to help you, do anything or... Do what? 641 00:42:41,390 --> 00:42:44,830 I don't know what you need me to... If you'd have helped me, Adam, you'd have 642 00:42:44,830 --> 00:42:45,830 let me go. 643 00:42:47,110 --> 00:42:48,110 But you didn't. 644 00:42:49,370 --> 00:42:54,110 Because you threatened me with guilt that if I leave, you die. 645 00:42:59,170 --> 00:43:02,270 This isn't what love should feel like, Adam. 646 00:43:03,370 --> 00:43:04,370 This isn't it. 46863

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