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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:28,294 --> 00:00:30,029 I WANT TO GO CAMPING ONE DAY. 2 00:00:30,031 --> 00:00:32,197 I'VE NEVER DONE IT BEFORE. I WANT TO DO THAT. 3 00:00:38,805 --> 00:00:42,074 WHOO HOO! 4 00:00:42,076 --> 00:00:44,143 CAN YOU IMAGINE PLAYING PAINTBALL UP HERE? 5 00:00:44,145 --> 00:00:45,444 IT'D BE HARD. 6 00:00:45,446 --> 00:00:48,380 IF YOU TRIPPED AND FELL DOWN THIS HILL, 7 00:00:48,382 --> 00:00:50,416 YOU'RE DONEZO. 8 00:00:50,418 --> 00:00:52,184 OH, GOD... OH, GOD. 9 00:00:56,189 --> 00:00:59,324 WHAT THE HELL? 10 00:00:59,326 --> 00:01:01,093 DID THEY TAKE WITH THE GROUP, GUYS? 11 00:01:01,095 --> 00:01:02,528 COME ON, A.J., YOU CAN DO IT. 12 00:01:02,530 --> 00:01:04,063 ALL RIGHT, A.J.'S COMING. 13 00:01:04,065 --> 00:01:06,465 YES, IT'S GONNA TAKE ME A MINUTE. 14 00:01:06,467 --> 00:01:10,803 THIS IS REALLY SHITTY FOR MY KNEES. 15 00:01:10,805 --> 00:01:12,304 BACKSTREET BOYS! 16 00:01:12,306 --> 00:01:15,874 BACKSTREET BOYS! BACKSTREET BOYS! 17 00:01:15,876 --> 00:01:17,609 BACKSTREET BOYS! BACKSTREET BOYS! 18 00:01:32,159 --> 00:01:37,830 FROM 1999 TO ABOUT 2002, WE WERE UNSTOPPABLE. 19 00:01:37,832 --> 00:01:40,466 I MEAN, WE'RE THE BIGGEST BAND IN THE WORLD. 20 00:01:48,909 --> 00:01:50,909 WE DREAMED, BUT NOBODY THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE 21 00:01:50,911 --> 00:01:52,211 AS BIG AS IT WAS. 22 00:02:02,323 --> 00:02:06,825 WE SOLD OVER 130 MILLION ALBUMS WORLDWIDE. 23 00:02:06,827 --> 00:02:12,297 THEN KINDA OUT OF NOWHERE, IT JUST STOPPED. 24 00:02:12,299 --> 00:02:13,799 ONCE RADIO AND MTV 25 00:02:13,801 --> 00:02:15,834 AND THEY THINK THAT YOU'RE OVER, 26 00:02:15,836 --> 00:02:17,469 I MEAN, THEY'RE GONNA JUST SCRATCH YOU. 27 00:02:26,312 --> 00:02:31,183 YOU CAN GET SO MUCH CRITICISM BEING IN A BOY BAND. 28 00:02:31,185 --> 00:02:33,552 THE BEGINNING WAS MANUFACTURED. 29 00:02:33,554 --> 00:02:35,454 THERE'S NO DOUBT ABOUT IT. 30 00:02:35,456 --> 00:02:40,159 BUT IT'S LIKE PINOCCHIO. HE WAS MANUFACTURED. 31 00:02:40,161 --> 00:02:41,827 BUT HE TURNED INTO A REAL BOY. 32 00:02:41,829 --> 00:02:44,296 THEY ARE THE BEST-SELLING BOY BAND IN HISTORY, 33 00:02:44,298 --> 00:02:47,299 CELEBRATING 20 YEARS OF MUSIC-- THE BACKSTREET BOYS. 34 00:02:47,301 --> 00:02:49,468 KEVIN IS COMING BACK! 35 00:02:49,470 --> 00:02:51,537 WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE A FULL-GROWN MAN 36 00:02:51,539 --> 00:02:54,406 IN A BOY BAND? 37 00:02:54,408 --> 00:02:55,974 I DON'T KNOW, LET'S SEE. 38 00:02:55,976 --> 00:02:57,409 COME ON! 39 00:03:12,993 --> 00:03:14,726 THANK YOU. 40 00:03:19,499 --> 00:03:22,868 DON'T GIVE UP! 41 00:03:22,870 --> 00:03:25,571 DON'T GIVE UP! 42 00:03:25,573 --> 00:03:28,207 THAT'S IT. KEEP IT GOING. 43 00:03:28,209 --> 00:03:31,944 HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY! 44 00:03:31,946 --> 00:03:33,879 YEAH! 45 00:03:39,652 --> 00:03:42,254 PASS IT, BRIAN. 46 00:03:42,256 --> 00:03:44,623 WE NEED YOU, COME ON. 47 00:03:44,625 --> 00:03:47,492 2006, I QUIT THE GROUP. 48 00:03:47,494 --> 00:03:50,662 I WANTED TO JUST BE A NORMAL GUY FOR A WHILE. 49 00:03:53,333 --> 00:03:56,001 I DIDN'T FEEL INSPIRED AS MUCH AS I USED TO. 50 00:03:56,003 --> 00:03:57,669 I DIDN'T LOVE IT. 51 00:03:57,671 --> 00:03:59,838 I DIDN'T HAVE THE PASSION THAT I USED TO HAVE, 52 00:03:59,840 --> 00:04:02,507 AND THEREFORE I LEFT. 53 00:04:02,509 --> 00:04:04,243 OH! 54 00:04:06,846 --> 00:04:09,448 I HAD THIS IDEA TO GO TO LONDON JUST TO GET AWAY, 55 00:04:09,450 --> 00:04:12,317 JUST THE FIVE OF US, BRING EVERYBODY TOGETHER, 56 00:04:12,319 --> 00:04:14,253 'CAUSE WE HADN'T SEEN EACH OTHER IN FOREVER. 57 00:04:14,255 --> 00:04:16,321 AND, YOU KNOW, TO RECORD AN ALBUM. 58 00:04:16,323 --> 00:04:20,559 NO FAMILIES, NO GIRLFRIENDS, NO-- JUST US. 59 00:04:22,996 --> 00:04:25,264 NEVER, EVER PLAYED, AND NOT TOO BAD, 60 00:04:25,266 --> 00:04:26,832 NOT TOO SHABBY. 61 00:04:26,834 --> 00:04:29,001 HOWIE, TWINKLE TOES. 62 00:04:29,003 --> 00:04:30,435 NOT BAD. 63 00:04:30,437 --> 00:04:31,937 I LIKE GOLF WAY BETTER. 64 00:04:34,842 --> 00:04:36,308 YEE! 65 00:05:06,406 --> 00:05:09,875 - SEE, I REMEMBER THAT. - HEY, DON'T GET USED TO ME BRINGING YOU TEA. 66 00:05:09,877 --> 00:05:12,010 OH, YOU'VE SEEN "DRIVE," RIGHT, THE MOVIE "DRIVE?" 67 00:05:12,012 --> 00:05:13,879 UH-HUH. - YEAH, BUDDY. 68 00:05:13,881 --> 00:05:15,347 I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. 69 00:05:15,349 --> 00:05:17,015 OH, MY GOD, YOU'RE SO-- 70 00:05:17,017 --> 00:05:19,117 - NICOLE GOT IT, MADE FOR ME. - THAT IS HILARIOUS. 71 00:05:19,119 --> 00:05:20,552 HOW DOPE IS THIS SHIT? 72 00:05:20,554 --> 00:05:22,087 COME ON, MAN, YOU KNOW IT'S DOPE. 73 00:05:22,089 --> 00:05:23,622 GOOD, GIVE ME A LINE. GIVE ME A LINE. 74 00:05:23,624 --> 00:05:25,857 HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING, LIKE, THE ENTIRE MOVIE. 75 00:05:25,859 --> 00:05:27,659 WELL, GIVE ME THE LOOK. 76 00:05:27,661 --> 00:05:28,994 YOU GOT TO PUT THE JACKET ON. 77 00:05:28,996 --> 00:05:30,429 OKAY, WAIT, WAIT, WAIT. 78 00:05:32,665 --> 00:05:34,466 - MAN, DON'T-- - I CAN'T LOOK AT YOU. 79 00:05:34,468 --> 00:05:36,034 YOU'RE NOT-- YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE VERY GOOD AT ACTING 80 00:05:36,036 --> 00:05:38,070 AT THIS POINT, OKAY, COOL. 81 00:05:38,072 --> 00:05:41,006 I FEEL THAT. 82 00:05:41,008 --> 00:05:42,841 THAT WAS THE LOOK? 83 00:05:42,843 --> 00:05:44,109 YOU DON'T HAVE NO WORDS? 84 00:05:44,111 --> 00:05:45,644 HE REALLY DIDN'T SAY SHIT THE WHOLE MOVIE. 85 00:05:47,146 --> 00:05:50,382 SO WE FINALLY GOT TO THE TOP OF THE HILL. 86 00:05:53,354 --> 00:05:56,455 TEN YEARS AGO, EVERYTHING WAS SO FAST-PACED. 87 00:05:56,457 --> 00:05:57,989 YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO REST. 88 00:05:57,991 --> 00:05:59,491 YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO THINK. 89 00:05:59,493 --> 00:06:01,360 YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO EAT. 90 00:06:01,362 --> 00:06:02,594 CRAZY KID. 91 00:06:02,596 --> 00:06:04,396 EVERYBODY WAS SICK OF EACH OTHER, 92 00:06:04,398 --> 00:06:06,465 AND EVERYBODY WANTED TO DO THEIR OWN THING. 93 00:06:10,670 --> 00:06:16,408 WE'RE ALL OLDER NOW. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED. 94 00:06:16,410 --> 00:06:19,578 WE'VE SEEN THE BEST AND THE WORST OF EACH OTHER 95 00:06:19,580 --> 00:06:21,613 FOR 20 YEARS. 96 00:06:23,616 --> 00:06:25,851 MY WHOLE MANTRA COMING INTO THIS 97 00:06:25,853 --> 00:06:29,988 IS I JUST WANT TO BE PROUD OF THE MUSIC THAT WE'RE MAKING, 98 00:06:29,990 --> 00:06:33,392 AND THE SHOWS THAT WE'RE PUTTING ON AND HAVE A BLAST. 99 00:06:33,394 --> 00:06:34,659 ENJOY IT. 100 00:06:34,661 --> 00:06:36,628 ONE, TWO, THREE-- 101 00:07:12,533 --> 00:07:15,033 WE DON'T HAVE A RECORD DEAL. IT'S AWESOME. 102 00:07:15,035 --> 00:07:17,202 IT'S LIKE STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN, 103 00:07:17,204 --> 00:07:21,072 HAVING THE FREEDOM TO CREATE SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH. 104 00:07:24,445 --> 00:07:26,044 THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WE FELT LIKE 105 00:07:26,046 --> 00:07:29,080 WE WANTED TO DO OURSELVES. 106 00:07:29,082 --> 00:07:30,882 IT'S OUR MONEY. 107 00:07:30,884 --> 00:07:32,951 SO THIS NEW CHAPTER THAT WE'RE EMBARKING ON 108 00:07:32,953 --> 00:07:36,455 IS, TO ME, EXCITING, 109 00:07:36,457 --> 00:07:40,725 AT THE SAME TIME, CRAZY AND SCARY. 110 00:07:46,033 --> 00:07:47,199 IT'S A BIG YEAR FOR US, 111 00:07:47,201 --> 00:07:48,867 KEVIN'S BACK. 112 00:07:48,869 --> 00:07:50,502 WE HAVE AN ALBUM THAT WE GOT TO RELEASE, 113 00:07:50,504 --> 00:07:53,104 20TH ANNIVERSARY, BRAND-NEW TOUR. 114 00:07:53,106 --> 00:07:56,575 IT'S HUGE. 115 00:07:56,577 --> 00:07:58,677 WE USED TO SHOW UP AND THEY'D SAY, 116 00:07:58,679 --> 00:08:00,045 "GO IN AND SING THIS," 117 00:08:00,047 --> 00:08:01,947 AND YOU'D GO IN AND SING IT. 118 00:08:01,949 --> 00:08:03,949 THE PRODUCER WOULD MAKE IT SOUND MAGICAL, 119 00:08:03,951 --> 00:08:06,651 AND THE RECORD EXECUTIVES PICKED THE SINGLES 120 00:08:06,653 --> 00:08:10,188 AND THERE WAS NO DECISION MAKING. 121 00:08:10,190 --> 00:08:11,957 WHEN WE WERE KIDS, IT WAS DIFFERENT. 122 00:08:11,959 --> 00:08:14,192 WE WERE TOLD WERE TO GO. WE WERE TOLD WHAT TO DO. 123 00:08:14,194 --> 00:08:15,694 WE WERE TOLD WHAT TO SAY. 124 00:08:15,696 --> 00:08:17,195 AND NOW IT'S LIKE, YOU KNOW WHAT? 125 00:08:17,197 --> 00:08:20,098 I DO HAVE A VOICE. I WANT TO THINK FOR MYSELF. 126 00:08:20,100 --> 00:08:22,000 I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC FOR ME. 127 00:08:22,002 --> 00:08:24,236 YOU KNOW, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC FOR OUR FANS. 128 00:08:24,238 --> 00:08:26,004 I WANT TO MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY. 129 00:08:30,610 --> 00:08:33,879 I'VE BEEN IN THIS BAND FOR MORE THAN HALF OF MY LIFE. 130 00:08:33,881 --> 00:08:39,251 I AM THE FIRST, THE ORIGINAL OLD SCHOOL BACKSTREET BOY. 131 00:08:39,253 --> 00:08:42,220 I MET LOU PEARLMAN IN 1992. 132 00:08:42,222 --> 00:08:44,022 HE WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THE WEALTHIEST MEN 133 00:08:44,024 --> 00:08:47,025 IN ORLANDO AT THE TIME, AN ENTREPRENEUR. 134 00:08:47,027 --> 00:08:49,895 YOU KNOW HE WAS JUST AN ALL AROUND WEALTHY, 135 00:08:49,897 --> 00:08:51,897 WEALTHY MAN. 136 00:08:51,899 --> 00:08:54,332 YOU KNOW, LOU HAD SEEN THE SUCCESS OF BOYZ II MEN, 137 00:08:54,334 --> 00:08:56,568 JODECI, NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK, 138 00:08:56,570 --> 00:08:59,905 AND I THINK ONCE THAT GOT IN THE BACK OF HIS HEAD, 139 00:08:59,907 --> 00:09:01,606 HE WAS LIKE, "WELL, I CAN DO THIS." 140 00:09:01,608 --> 00:09:03,174 I CAN PUT TOGETHER A GROUP-- 141 00:09:03,176 --> 00:09:06,044 FIVE PRETTY FACES THAT CAN SING AND DANCE. 142 00:09:06,046 --> 00:09:07,612 AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT HE DID. 143 00:09:16,689 --> 00:09:20,292 LOU WAS GIVING US A $75 WEEK CHECK, 144 00:09:20,294 --> 00:09:22,694 AND I STILL HAVE IT IN MY MOM'S HOUSE FRAMED. 145 00:09:22,696 --> 00:09:25,363 IT WAS THE FIRST CHECK I EVER GOT. 146 00:09:25,365 --> 00:09:27,032 IT WAS LIKE A PER DIEM, 147 00:09:27,034 --> 00:09:29,267 AND 75 BUCKS FOR A 14-YEAR-OLD'S A LOT OF MONEY. 148 00:09:29,269 --> 00:09:31,236 I'D BEEN WORKING ON A SOLO CAREER 149 00:09:31,238 --> 00:09:33,171 SINCE I WAS 6 YEARS OLD. 150 00:09:33,173 --> 00:09:35,373 IT WAS DEFINITELY BETTER THAN WORKING AT UNIVERSAL STUDIOS 151 00:09:35,375 --> 00:09:39,644 OR DISNEY'S BACK LOT, YOU KNOW, OR McDONALDS, THAT'S FOR SURE. 152 00:09:39,646 --> 00:09:42,581 I REALLY HAD THIS CHOICE BETWEEN BEING A MOUSEKETEER, 153 00:09:42,583 --> 00:09:48,153 $50,000 CONTRACT, OR DOING THIS THING WITH LOU PEARLMAN 154 00:09:48,155 --> 00:09:50,889 AND THE BACKSTREET BOYS. 155 00:09:50,891 --> 00:09:53,224 MY MOTHER GAVE ME THE CHOICE. 156 00:09:53,226 --> 00:09:56,194 I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE LEFT THAT DECISION 157 00:09:56,196 --> 00:10:01,232 UP TO AN 11-YEAR-OLD CHILD, BUT IT JUST KIND OF HAPPENED. 158 00:10:01,234 --> 00:10:03,301 I DIDN'T WANT TO GROW UP AND BE A BACKSTREET BOY. 159 00:10:03,303 --> 00:10:06,237 I TOLD MY MOM WHEN I WAS A LITTLE BOY 160 00:10:06,239 --> 00:10:08,173 THAT I WAS GONNA GROW UP 161 00:10:08,175 --> 00:10:11,876 AND PLAY FOR THE UNIVERSITY OF KENTUCKY BASKETBALL TEAM. 162 00:10:11,878 --> 00:10:15,413 I WAS WORKING IN ORLANDO, FLORIDA, WALT DISNEY WORLD. 163 00:10:15,415 --> 00:10:19,684 I WAS A NINJA TURTLE, ALADDIN, PLAYED GOOFY, 164 00:10:19,686 --> 00:10:22,954 BUT DREAMED OF BEING A RECORDING ARTIST. 165 00:10:22,956 --> 00:10:28,159 SO THIS WAS A HUGE OPPORTUNITY FOR ME... 166 00:10:28,161 --> 00:10:29,961 A SHOT, A CHANCE. 167 00:10:46,879 --> 00:10:49,214 LOU OWNED SOME WAREHOUSE SPACES OUT HERE 168 00:10:49,216 --> 00:10:51,349 - IN THIS INDUSTRIAL PARK-- - HE WAS LEASING THEM. 169 00:10:51,351 --> 00:10:53,184 HE WAS LEASING THEM, THAT'S RIGHT. 170 00:10:53,186 --> 00:10:56,421 WHICH WE'RE GONNA TRY TO SEE IF WE CAN MANAGE TO FIND. 171 00:10:56,423 --> 00:10:58,423 UM, IT'S BEEN MANY YEARS AGO. 172 00:10:58,425 --> 00:11:01,059 - WE'RE GONNA TRY TO FIND THEM. - ALMOST 20 YEARS AGO. 173 00:11:06,098 --> 00:11:07,332 THIS ONE. 174 00:11:07,334 --> 00:11:09,067 I THINK IT WAS ON MICHIGAN, GUYS. 175 00:11:09,069 --> 00:11:12,437 - NO, I THINK IT'S-- - I THINK IT'S THIS ONE. 176 00:11:12,439 --> 00:11:15,440 ALL I KNOW IS I GOT LOST COMING HERE THE FIRST TIME. 177 00:11:15,442 --> 00:11:18,410 I ALMOST DIDN'T GET IN THE GROUP BECAUSE OF THAT. 178 00:11:18,412 --> 00:11:20,178 SO MAYBE DON'T ASK ME. 179 00:11:20,180 --> 00:11:21,946 HI, GUYS. 180 00:11:21,948 --> 00:11:24,049 I REMEMBER THIS AREA, THOUGH. I REMEMBER THAT CHURCH. 181 00:11:24,051 --> 00:11:26,317 IT IS DOWN ON THIS ROAD, I'M TELLING YOU. 182 00:11:26,319 --> 00:11:29,187 THEN WE TRUST HIS MEMORY AND NONE OF THE OLD GUYS. 183 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:30,889 YEAH, THIS IS IT. 184 00:11:30,891 --> 00:11:33,058 - HOLY CRAP. - THIS IS IT. 185 00:11:33,060 --> 00:11:34,292 IT IS. 186 00:11:36,429 --> 00:11:39,364 WE'RE HERE NOW. 26/42 187 00:11:39,366 --> 00:11:42,967 WE WERE BUSTING OUR FUCKING ASS IN THIS WAREHOUSE HERE, 188 00:11:42,969 --> 00:11:45,704 DAY IN AND DAY OUT ALL DAY LONG. 189 00:11:51,310 --> 00:11:54,245 IT WAS LIKE A WOOD STAGE THAT WE PUT UP. 190 00:11:54,247 --> 00:11:57,348 WE HAD A BUNCH OF MIRRORS. IT WAS HOT AS HELL. 191 00:11:57,350 --> 00:11:59,184 IT WAS A CONSTANT WORK IN PROGRESS. 192 00:11:59,186 --> 00:12:00,719 WE HAD TO BE WORKED ON. 193 00:12:00,721 --> 00:12:02,420 OH, OH, YEAH! 194 00:12:02,422 --> 00:12:04,522 WE PUT IN SOME CRAZY HOURS IN THE EARLY DAYS. 195 00:12:14,201 --> 00:12:17,435 THE BACKSTREET HARMONY, THE BLEND, 196 00:12:17,437 --> 00:12:19,070 IT WAS ALWAYS A WORK IN PROGRESS. 197 00:12:19,072 --> 00:12:20,939 YOU KNOW, IT WAS SOMETHING THAT 198 00:12:20,941 --> 00:12:25,910 WE HAD TO, KIND OF, FIND. 199 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:28,079 I REMEMBER HOWIE IN THE VERY BEGINNING. 200 00:12:28,081 --> 00:12:29,948 HE WAS PRETTY MUCH THE LEAD SINGER. 201 00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:35,487 AND THEN BRIAN CAME IN. 202 00:12:35,489 --> 00:12:37,922 HE HAD A GREAT VOICE. 203 00:12:44,097 --> 00:12:47,232 WITHOUT HIM, YOU KNOW, THE BLEND WOULDN'T BE THE SAME. 204 00:12:47,234 --> 00:12:49,200 THE VOICES ARE FIVE. 205 00:12:49,202 --> 00:12:53,972 THEY CREATE A CHEMISTRY, A SOUND 206 00:12:53,974 --> 00:12:56,174 THAT IS UNLIKE ANY OTHER. 207 00:12:56,176 --> 00:12:58,510 YOU JUST KNEW IT, LIKE THIS MAKES SENSE. 208 00:12:58,512 --> 00:13:02,180 THIS WORKS. OUR VOICES BLEND PERFECTLY. 209 00:13:44,123 --> 00:13:45,590 I THINK I'M GETTING STRONGER. 210 00:13:45,592 --> 00:13:48,960 YOU KNOW, I THINK I'M GETTING BETTER. 211 00:13:48,962 --> 00:13:50,595 YOU KNOW, I THINK YOU'VE HELPED ME A LOT 212 00:13:50,597 --> 00:13:52,997 WHICH HAS BEEN GOOD. 213 00:13:52,999 --> 00:13:55,600 YOU GET THIS JAW WORKING A LITTLE BIT. 214 00:13:55,602 --> 00:13:59,571 AND YOU LET YOUR JAW HANG DOWN AND BACK. 215 00:13:59,573 --> 00:14:02,307 THE BLESSING THAT WE'RE GEARING UP FOR A TOUR, 216 00:14:02,309 --> 00:14:04,375 AND, YOU KNOW, THE BACKSTREET BOYS' WORLD 217 00:14:04,377 --> 00:14:06,911 IS, YOU KNOW, ABOUT TO EXPLODE AGAIN. 218 00:14:06,913 --> 00:14:09,347 YOU KNOW, BUT YET IT'S STILL PRESSURE. 219 00:14:09,349 --> 00:14:12,317 - YOU KNOW BECAUSE IT'S THIS ANTICIPATION OF... - RIGHT. 220 00:14:12,319 --> 00:14:14,452 YOU KNOW, BRIAN'S GOT TO BE BRIAN. 221 00:14:17,489 --> 00:14:20,158 YOU KNOW, I WISH THERE WAS A MAGIC WAND 222 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:22,260 THAT JUST COULD-- 223 00:14:22,262 --> 00:14:23,995 NOT WITH THESE MIND/BODY-- 224 00:14:23,997 --> 00:14:27,131 NOT WITH THESE MIND/BODY CONNECTIONS 225 00:14:27,133 --> 00:14:29,601 WHICH IS RIGHT WHERE, YOU KNOW, RIGHT WHERE THE PROBLEM LIVES 226 00:14:29,603 --> 00:14:32,103 IS RIGHT IN BETWEEN THE NERVOUS SYSTEM 227 00:14:32,105 --> 00:14:34,005 AND THE MIND. 228 00:14:43,182 --> 00:14:46,251 JUST BREATHE. 229 00:14:46,253 --> 00:14:51,089 LA LA LA... 230 00:14:51,091 --> 00:14:53,057 UH-HUH. LET IT GO. 231 00:14:53,059 --> 00:14:57,428 YOU KNOW MY VOICE IS, YOU KNOW, IT'S MY LIFE. 232 00:14:57,430 --> 00:14:59,297 YOU KNOW, WE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED, 233 00:14:59,299 --> 00:15:01,366 - BECAUSE IT'S JUST SOMETHING THAT'S GIVEN. - RIGHT. 234 00:15:01,368 --> 00:15:05,470 AND... AND FOR ME IT'S, UM, 235 00:15:05,472 --> 00:15:09,474 IT'S NOT A GIVEN RIGHT NOW. 236 00:15:09,476 --> 00:15:11,142 IT COMES AND GOES. 237 00:15:17,349 --> 00:15:20,285 IT'S HARD FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT TO BE HONEST WITH YOU. 238 00:15:20,287 --> 00:15:25,023 UM... I TRY TO... 239 00:15:25,025 --> 00:15:27,425 I TRY REALLY HARD TO BE OPTIMISTIC ABOUT IT, 240 00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:31,329 UM, BUT I'M FACED WITH IT EVERY DAY. 241 00:15:31,331 --> 00:15:34,933 UM, THE DOCTOR MENTIONED 242 00:15:34,935 --> 00:15:38,136 VOCAL TENSION DYSPHONIA, 243 00:15:38,138 --> 00:15:41,506 WHICH IS THE TIGHTENING OF THE MUSCLES 244 00:15:41,508 --> 00:15:43,508 AROUND THE VOCAL CHORDS 245 00:15:43,510 --> 00:15:48,179 WHICH 'CAUSES THE VOCAL CHORDS NOT TO WORK CORRECTLY. 246 00:15:56,488 --> 00:15:58,456 IT'S FRUSTRATING. IT'S VERY FRUSTRATING. 247 00:15:58,458 --> 00:16:01,392 BECAUSE I WANT TO YOU KNOW, I JUST WANT TO BE ME. 248 00:16:01,394 --> 00:16:04,562 I WANT IT TO BE EASY. 249 00:16:04,564 --> 00:16:08,499 AND I WANT TO HAVE THE CAREFREE ATTITUDE, 250 00:16:08,501 --> 00:16:13,071 YOU KNOW, THAT I HAD YEARS AGO. 251 00:16:13,073 --> 00:16:14,605 HERE WE ARE WITH THE BACKSTREET BOYS. 252 00:16:14,607 --> 00:16:17,342 - HOW OLD ARE YOU ANYWAY? - I'M 16. 253 00:16:17,344 --> 00:16:19,177 - AND HOW OLD ARE YOU? - 19. 254 00:16:19,179 --> 00:16:20,445 - AND? - 20. 255 00:16:20,447 --> 00:16:21,612 - 20. - AND? 256 00:16:21,614 --> 00:16:25,383 - 14. - OOH! 257 00:16:25,385 --> 00:16:29,454 LOU PULLED EVERY RESOURCE HE COULD WITH THIS 258 00:16:29,456 --> 00:16:32,256 AND PULLED AS MANY STRINGS AS HE COULD 259 00:16:32,258 --> 00:16:35,093 TO GET US TO BE AS BIG AS WE COULD BE. 260 00:16:35,095 --> 00:16:36,594 HE HAD ALL THESE THINGS 261 00:16:36,596 --> 00:16:40,064 THAT A RICH BILLIONAIRE ENTREPRENEUR SHOULD HAVE. 262 00:16:40,066 --> 00:16:42,033 WE'RE A BUNCH OF YOUNG GUYS THAT'S LIKE, 263 00:16:42,035 --> 00:16:44,035 GOING INTO A FRICKIN', LIKE DISNEY WORLD. 264 00:16:44,037 --> 00:16:46,771 I MEAN, EVERY TIME WE ALL WOULD HANG AT LOU'S HOUSE, 265 00:16:46,773 --> 00:16:49,140 IT WAS A DIFFERENT ADVENTURE. 266 00:16:49,142 --> 00:16:53,277 HE HAD THIS UNBELIEVABLE, LIKE, ARCADE/MOVIE ROOM. 267 00:16:53,279 --> 00:16:55,079 THAT HAD A COOL POOL TABLE, 268 00:16:55,081 --> 00:16:56,781 ONE OF THOSE OLD-FASHIONED COKE MACHINES. 269 00:16:56,783 --> 00:16:59,217 IT WAS THE BEST DAMN TASTING COKE YOU'VE EVER HAD LIFE 270 00:16:59,219 --> 00:17:01,119 IN YOUR LIFE. 271 00:17:01,121 --> 00:17:03,154 IT WAS SO GOOD, IN THESE GLASS BOTTLES, 272 00:17:03,156 --> 00:17:05,189 BUT IT WAS LIKE, AN OLD-FASHIONED ONE. 273 00:17:05,191 --> 00:17:08,626 AND THEN HE HAD THIS-- THE ORIGINAL DARTH VADER MASK. 274 00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:11,095 AT THE END OF THE NIGHT, WE'D PULL OUT ONE 275 00:17:11,097 --> 00:17:15,800 OF LOU'S PORNS AND WE ALL WATCHED THOSE EVERY SO OFTEN. 276 00:17:15,802 --> 00:17:18,136 THE FIRST TIME I'D SEEN TWO GIRLS EVEN KISSING EACH OTHER 277 00:17:18,138 --> 00:17:20,204 WAS ON ONE OF LOU'S VIDEOTAPES. 278 00:17:20,206 --> 00:17:21,839 AND I WAS LIKE, "WHAT IS THIS?" 279 00:17:21,841 --> 00:17:23,374 I'M LIKE, "MY EYES ARE GONNA BURN." 280 00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:25,543 I CAN'T EVEN TELL MY MOM ABOUT THIS. 281 00:17:25,545 --> 00:17:29,480 HI, LOU. - WOW! I'M ON CANDID CAMERA. 282 00:17:29,482 --> 00:17:31,149 HELLO. 283 00:17:31,151 --> 00:17:32,617 HI. 284 00:17:32,619 --> 00:17:34,419 LOU WAS BIG PAPA. 285 00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:36,587 HE WAS LIKE ANOTHER FATHER TO A LOT OF US, 286 00:17:36,589 --> 00:17:38,589 LIKE KEVIN, ESPECIALLY. 287 00:17:38,591 --> 00:17:41,092 YOU KNOW, BECAUSE KEVIN WAS THE ONLY ONE, AT THAT TIME, 288 00:17:41,094 --> 00:17:42,794 THAT DIDN'T HAVE A FATHER. 289 00:17:42,796 --> 00:17:48,066 HE ALLOWED ME TO QUIT MY TWO JOBS AND PURSUE MY DREAM, 290 00:17:48,068 --> 00:17:50,068 AND I'M VERY APPRECIATIVE OF THAT. 291 00:17:59,845 --> 00:18:02,847 WE ALL CLAIM TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT EACH OTHER, 292 00:18:02,849 --> 00:18:06,417 BUT THERE'S STILL SO MUCH LEFT UNSAID, 293 00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:10,221 SO MUCH LEFT UNLEARNED 294 00:18:10,223 --> 00:18:12,490 SO WHILE WE WERE IN LONDON MAKING THE RECORD, 295 00:18:12,492 --> 00:18:15,126 WE TALKED ABOUT DOING THESE LITTLE HOMETOWN TRIPS 296 00:18:15,128 --> 00:18:17,462 TO REALLY KIND OF GO BACK TO OUR GRASS ROOTS 297 00:18:17,464 --> 00:18:19,530 TO KIND OF SEE WHERE EVERYBODY REALLY CAME FROM. 298 00:18:22,201 --> 00:18:25,436 SEE THESE PLACES, EXPERIENCE IT TOGETHER, 299 00:18:25,438 --> 00:18:27,472 AND GET THAT BOND TIGHT AGAIN. 300 00:18:29,374 --> 00:18:32,910 WE GONNA PARTY TONIGHT! COME ON, Y'ALL SHOULD STAY! 301 00:18:32,912 --> 00:18:34,512 THAT'S WHAT THEY SAY. 302 00:18:34,514 --> 00:18:36,180 AND THEY'RE HAULING BUTT IN THAT THING. 303 00:18:40,152 --> 00:18:41,419 I'LL DO IT. 304 00:18:41,421 --> 00:18:44,322 ALL RIGHT, THIS IS WHERE I GREW UP. 305 00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:49,594 MY FATHER WAS THE MANAGER OF THIS CAMP, 306 00:18:49,596 --> 00:18:52,797 AND WE LIVED ON THE PROPERTY YEAR-ROUND. 307 00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:55,433 I WOULD LOOK OUT AT THIS GRASS RIGHT HERE 308 00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:58,536 AND UP AT THOSE TREES AND ENVISION A CROWD, 309 00:18:58,538 --> 00:19:01,439 LIKE AN ARENA, AND LIKE I WAS A ROCK STAR, 310 00:19:01,441 --> 00:19:03,307 AND I'D HAVE A BROOM IN MY HAND 311 00:19:03,309 --> 00:19:06,878 AND PLAY AIR GUITAR AND JUST IMAGINE LIKE THE TREES 312 00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:09,380 AND THE GRASS IS LIKE-- 313 00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:13,151 YEA-EA-EA-EA-H, OOH! 314 00:19:23,962 --> 00:19:25,963 I LIVED HERE UNTIL 315 00:19:25,965 --> 00:19:31,169 I LEFT FOR FLORIDA IN 1990. 316 00:19:31,171 --> 00:19:34,438 WE LIVED IN THIS HOUSE RIGHT OVER HERE. 317 00:19:34,440 --> 00:19:36,474 THIS IS LIKE WHERE MY DAD, YOU KNOW, 318 00:19:36,476 --> 00:19:39,977 KIND OF SPENT HIS FINAL DAYS. 319 00:19:39,979 --> 00:19:43,181 WHEN I WAS LIVING IN FLORIDA, 320 00:19:43,183 --> 00:19:45,917 MY FATHER HAD HAD A-- WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER, 321 00:19:45,919 --> 00:19:47,652 BUT THEY DIDN'T TELL ME AND THEY SAID 322 00:19:47,654 --> 00:19:49,420 HE JUST HAD A LITTLE SURGERY, 323 00:19:49,422 --> 00:19:50,922 SOMETHING WAS UP WITH HIS STOMACH. 324 00:19:50,924 --> 00:19:52,356 THEY DIDN'T WANT TO WORRY ME. 325 00:19:52,358 --> 00:19:54,258 A COUPLE OF MONTHS AFTER THAT MY MOM CALLED ME 326 00:19:54,260 --> 00:19:57,662 AND SAID THAT, "YOU KNOW THAT THING THAT WE TOLD YOU 327 00:19:57,664 --> 00:19:59,564 YOUR DAD HAD A LITTLE PROBLEM WITH HIS STOMACH? 328 00:19:59,566 --> 00:20:01,465 WELL, WE DIDN'T WANT TO WORRY YOU, 329 00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:04,802 WE DIDN'T, YOU KNOW, WANT YOU TO WORRY, 330 00:20:04,804 --> 00:20:07,438 BUT IT WAS CANCER, AND IT'S COME BACK 331 00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:09,540 AND IT'S NOT DOING VERY--" 332 00:20:16,348 --> 00:20:18,249 I KNOW WHAT YOU WENT THROUGH, BRO. 333 00:20:25,424 --> 00:20:27,592 SO I CAME BACK HOME 334 00:20:27,594 --> 00:20:30,861 AND MY FATHER HAD BEEN IN THAT BED FOR, 335 00:20:30,863 --> 00:20:34,031 I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY WEEKS, AND I PULLED UP... 336 00:20:47,412 --> 00:20:49,313 PULLED UP IN MY CAR 337 00:20:49,315 --> 00:20:51,882 AND HE HADN'T BEEN OUT OF BED IN WEEKS, 338 00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:54,986 AND HE DIDN'T WANT ME TO KNOW HOW BAD HE WAS DOING 339 00:20:54,988 --> 00:20:57,888 SO HE MET ME AT THE FRONT DOOR. 340 00:21:01,460 --> 00:21:04,996 YEAH, SO ANYWAY, THAT'S JUST MY DAD, 341 00:21:04,998 --> 00:21:07,331 YOU KNOW, HE DIDN'T WANT ANYBODY TO WORRY ABOUT HIM. 342 00:21:07,333 --> 00:21:09,934 HE WANTED ME TO GO BACK TO FLORIDA 343 00:21:09,936 --> 00:21:11,636 AND DO WHAT I WAS DOING. 344 00:21:11,638 --> 00:21:15,306 HE DIDN'T WANT ME TO STAY UP HERE TO WATCH HIM DIE. 345 00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:19,010 UH... SO ANYWAY, I SPENT SOME TIME WITH HIM 346 00:21:19,012 --> 00:21:22,346 WENT BACK HOME, GOT MY STUFF, MOVED BACK UP HERE 347 00:21:22,348 --> 00:21:23,814 AND SHORTLY AFTER HE PASSED AWAY, 348 00:21:23,816 --> 00:21:28,352 BUT MY FATHER'S ALL OVER THIS PLACE. 349 00:21:28,354 --> 00:21:30,988 UH, GREAT MEMORIES LIVING HERE. 350 00:21:30,990 --> 00:21:32,556 COME ON DOWN THIS WAY. 351 00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:37,495 I USED TO COME IN HERE AND SING. 352 00:21:40,065 --> 00:21:43,334 WE DIDN'T HAVE A TON OF DRAMA IN OUR HOUSEHOLD. 353 00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:48,005 MOM AND DAD, THEY SUPPORTED US IN EVERYTHING THAT WE DID. 354 00:21:48,007 --> 00:21:50,841 SO NOT A WHOLE LOT OF TURMOIL IN THE HOME, 355 00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:53,477 JUST A LOT OF LOVE. 356 00:21:53,479 --> 00:21:55,479 THIS IS PRETTY ISOLATED, RIGHT? 357 00:21:55,481 --> 00:21:58,115 SO IT WAS ME AND MY TWO BROTHERS. 358 00:21:58,117 --> 00:22:02,019 IN THE WINTER, IT CAN GET A LITTLE DARK AND GRAY UP HERE 359 00:22:02,021 --> 00:22:04,422 AND GET A LITTLE DEPRESSED, BUT MUSIC, YOU KNOW, 360 00:22:04,424 --> 00:22:06,324 I WOULD HOLE MYSELF UP IN THE HOUSE, 361 00:22:06,326 --> 00:22:09,026 AND IT'S SO COLD YOU CAN'T GO OUT 362 00:22:09,028 --> 00:22:13,030 AND PLAY MUSIC AND THAT WAS MY WINDOW TO THE WORLD, 363 00:22:13,032 --> 00:22:15,466 AND I COULDN'T WAIT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE. 364 00:22:15,468 --> 00:22:17,501 I WAS LIKE, GOD, I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE 365 00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:19,837 AND TRAVEL AND SEE WHAT'S OUT THERE 366 00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:23,040 AND EXPERIENCE OTHER PLACES AND NOW THAT I'VE DONE THAT, 367 00:22:23,042 --> 00:22:27,378 AND I COME BACK HERE, AND I SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS 368 00:22:27,380 --> 00:22:30,614 AND I REALIZE WHAT A SPECIAL PLACE 369 00:22:30,616 --> 00:22:33,551 AND WHAT A SPECIAL, UNIQUE SITUATION IT WAS FOR ME 370 00:22:33,553 --> 00:22:35,920 TO GROW UP IN A PLACE LIKE THIS. 371 00:22:45,397 --> 00:22:47,164 A LOT OF IT REALLY CAME INTO PLACE 372 00:22:47,166 --> 00:22:49,467 WHEN LOU BROUGHT IN JOHNNY WRIGHT. 373 00:22:49,469 --> 00:22:51,102 AND JOHNNY WRIGHT WAS A ROAD MANAGER 374 00:22:51,104 --> 00:22:52,837 FOR THE NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK. 375 00:22:52,839 --> 00:22:57,174 SO HERE'S SOMEBODY THAT HAS EXPERIENCE. 376 00:22:57,176 --> 00:22:58,876 AND SAID, "I GOT THIS THING 377 00:22:58,878 --> 00:23:00,010 THAT I WANT YOU GUYS TO GO OUT ON-- 378 00:23:00,012 --> 00:23:01,846 ESM HIGH SCHOOL TOURS." 379 00:23:01,848 --> 00:23:04,482 HIGH SCHOOLS AND MIDDLE SCHOOLS ALL ACROSS AMERICA. 380 00:23:04,484 --> 00:23:05,916 WE HOPPED ON A WINNEBAGO 381 00:23:05,918 --> 00:23:08,486 WITH NOBODY KNOWING WHO THE EFF WE WERE. 382 00:23:08,488 --> 00:23:10,087 I DON'T KNOW IF IT MAKES SENSE 383 00:23:10,089 --> 00:23:12,456 BUT WE'RE GONNA GO OUT THERE AND GIVE IT A BIG SHOT. 384 00:23:12,458 --> 00:23:14,658 WE WENT ALL OVER THE COUNTRY-- 385 00:23:14,660 --> 00:23:19,063 ARIZONA, PENNSYLVANIA, TEXAS, NEBRASKA. 386 00:23:19,065 --> 00:23:22,500 I'LL NEVER FORGET WE DID A SHOW IN A SCHOOL 387 00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:27,605 THAT WAS 75% BLACK, 20% HISPANIC, 5% WHITE. 388 00:23:27,607 --> 00:23:31,909 IT WAS LIKE A REAL INNER CITY HIGH SCHOOL. 389 00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:36,580 HERE WE COME, A BUNCH OF CORN FED, LIKE, 390 00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:41,919 MIDDLE AMERICA, STRAIGHT OFF THE FARM BOYS. 391 00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:45,022 AND OUR DAMN P.A. WENT OUT. 392 00:23:45,024 --> 00:23:47,024 MUSIC IS LIKE... 393 00:23:47,026 --> 00:23:50,995 WE HAD NO MUSIC AND IT GOT OUT OF HAND. 394 00:23:50,997 --> 00:23:53,030 I'LL NEVER FORGET THERE WAS A GROUP OF GUYS 395 00:23:53,032 --> 00:23:54,432 IN THE FAR BACK. 396 00:23:54,434 --> 00:23:56,133 THEY STARTED BOOING US. 397 00:23:56,135 --> 00:23:57,868 "GET OFF THE STAGE, WHITE BOYS." 398 00:23:57,870 --> 00:24:01,205 YOU KNOW, THROWING STUFF AT US. 399 00:24:01,207 --> 00:24:03,541 BOO! 400 00:24:03,543 --> 00:24:07,077 UH, NEW KIDS, WANNABES, NEW KID WANNABES. 401 00:24:07,079 --> 00:24:08,846 AND WE'RE UP THERE ON STAGE, LIKE, 402 00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,581 NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO WE DO? 403 00:24:10,583 --> 00:24:12,516 AND BRIAN WAS LIKE, "ALL RIGHT, EVERYONE SHUT UP! 404 00:24:12,518 --> 00:24:13,918 SHUT UP, SHUT UP! 405 00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:16,487 AND LET US JUST DO WHAT WE CAME TO DO, 406 00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:18,122 THAT'S SING FOR YOU." 407 00:24:18,124 --> 00:24:19,957 I TURNED AROUND, LOOK AT THE GUYS, 408 00:24:19,959 --> 00:24:22,693 AND THEY WERE GIVING ME THAT LOOK LIKE DEER IN HEADLIGHTS. 409 00:24:22,695 --> 00:24:24,662 LIKE, HOLY-- BOOP! 410 00:24:24,664 --> 00:24:28,899 WE DID EVERY A CAPPELA RENDITION OF EVERY SONG THAT WE KNEW. 411 00:24:38,878 --> 00:24:40,177 THOSE GUYS SHUT UP. 412 00:24:40,179 --> 00:24:41,545 THE GIRLS WERE KIND OF GOING CRAZY, 413 00:24:41,547 --> 00:24:43,113 WHICH WAS KIND OF COOL, I THOUGHT. 414 00:24:43,115 --> 00:24:44,882 I WAS LIKE, "WOW, THIS IS KIND OF INTERESTING." 415 00:24:44,884 --> 00:24:47,017 AND EVEN A BUNCH OF GUYS WERE LIKE-- 416 00:24:47,019 --> 00:24:49,487 "YO, MAN THAT WAS A GREAT JOB, MAN. 417 00:24:49,489 --> 00:24:50,955 LOU, MUCH RESPECT." 418 00:24:50,957 --> 00:24:54,024 AND I WAS LIKE, "WOW!" 419 00:24:54,026 --> 00:24:55,526 YOU KNOW, WE DID OUR JOB. 420 00:24:55,528 --> 00:24:57,127 WE ARE A VOCAL HARMONY GROUP. 421 00:24:57,129 --> 00:25:00,664 WE CAN SING WITHOUT MUSIC AT THE DROP OF A HAT. 422 00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:03,667 WE'RE THE HARLEM GLOBETROTTERS. 423 00:25:03,669 --> 00:25:06,237 HEY, WHERE'S-- DO WE HAVE ANY PUBLICITY PICTURES? 424 00:25:06,239 --> 00:25:08,038 - YEAH. - GO GET SOME. 425 00:25:09,708 --> 00:25:11,308 I WANT YOU TO GO SING SOMETHING. 426 00:25:11,310 --> 00:25:13,644 WHAT ARE YOU GONNA SING? 427 00:25:13,646 --> 00:25:15,112 DON'T ASK ME. 428 00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:17,548 FIVE, SIX, TWELVE, ELEVEN, 429 00:25:44,110 --> 00:25:45,910 WHAT YOU LOOKING AT? 430 00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:52,116 BACKSTREET BOYS-- 431 00:25:52,118 --> 00:25:55,553 I ATE A MUFFIN AND I GOT HEARTBURN. 432 00:25:55,555 --> 00:26:00,057 IT WAS AN UNSPOKEN BOND THAT WAS CREATED 433 00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:01,892 BECAUSE OF LOU. 434 00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:03,260 YOU KNOW, NICK AND BRIAN, 435 00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:04,862 BACK IN THE DAY WERE INSEPARABLE. 436 00:26:04,864 --> 00:26:06,564 I MEAN, THEY WERE LIKE THE BOPSY TWINS 437 00:26:06,566 --> 00:26:09,099 WHEN IT CAME TO, LIKE, HARMONY AND JUST BEING CLOWNS 438 00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:10,601 AND PRANKSTERS. 439 00:26:10,603 --> 00:26:12,269 I FELT LIKE NICK WAS THE LITTLE BROTHER 440 00:26:12,271 --> 00:26:14,638 THAT, YOU KNOW, I NEVER HAD. 441 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,041 WE'D ALWAYS BE ON THE BASKETBALL FLOOR. 442 00:26:17,043 --> 00:26:19,243 WE'D ALWAYS LOSE 'CAUSE WE WERE SHORT, 443 00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:21,045 BUT YOU'D ALWAYS FIND ME AND NICK 444 00:26:21,047 --> 00:26:24,114 ON THE BASKETBALL COURT, THAT'S JUST WHERE WE WERE. 445 00:26:24,116 --> 00:26:26,884 21 TO 13, THAT'S A BIG GAP THERE. 446 00:26:26,886 --> 00:26:28,319 YOU KNOW, I WAS ALWAYS THE LITTLE BROTHER 447 00:26:28,321 --> 00:26:32,022 IN MY FAMILY, AND NOW I HAD FOUR. 448 00:26:32,024 --> 00:26:33,991 IT WAS LIKE A CONTINUOUS SUMMER CAMP. 449 00:26:33,993 --> 00:26:36,393 IT WAS JUST FUN. IT REALLY WAS FUN. 450 00:26:36,395 --> 00:26:41,265 MAKE SOME NOISE FOR THE BACKSTREET BO-O-O-YS! 451 00:26:59,218 --> 00:27:01,885 WE THOUGHT WE WERE SUPERSTARS. 452 00:27:01,887 --> 00:27:04,688 YOU KNOW, THERE WERE PEOPLE AT OUR SHOWS? 453 00:27:04,690 --> 00:27:06,890 WELL, THEY WEREN'T EVEN PAID SHOWS, 454 00:27:06,892 --> 00:27:09,927 THEY WERE JUST FREE SHOWS. 455 00:27:09,929 --> 00:27:12,062 BUT, AGAIN, WE THOUGHT-- WE THOUGHT WE WERE STARS. 456 00:27:36,921 --> 00:27:38,889 LET'S GO. 457 00:27:38,891 --> 00:27:40,290 YO, LET'S GO. 458 00:27:47,465 --> 00:27:50,234 LET'S GO. THEY'RE WAITING. 459 00:27:50,236 --> 00:27:51,402 WE'LL CATCH UP. LET'S GO. 460 00:27:51,404 --> 00:27:53,070 WELCOME TO TATE'S CREEK! 461 00:27:53,072 --> 00:27:56,407 - KEEP IT DOWN, HOWIE. - OKAY, SORRY. 462 00:27:56,409 --> 00:27:59,943 WELCOME TO KENTUCKY. 463 00:27:59,945 --> 00:28:02,346 WHEN I WAS DOING WRESTLING, WE'D HAVE PRACTICE RIGHT HERE. 464 00:28:02,348 --> 00:28:04,181 MY TEAMMATE HE WAS ON MY BACK, 465 00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:07,117 WE HAD TO RUN THESE HILLS HERE, AND IT SUCKED, MAN. 466 00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:09,086 YOU'D GET SICK AND YOU'D VOMIT. 467 00:28:09,088 --> 00:28:11,388 YOU'D BE LIKE... 468 00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:13,924 HOW DO YOU RUN DOWN THE HILL WITH SOMEBODY ON YOUR BACK 469 00:28:13,926 --> 00:28:15,459 AS STEEP AS IT IS WITHOUT FALLING FORWARD? 470 00:28:15,461 --> 00:28:17,094 YOU HAVE TO SIT-- YOU HAVE TO SIT-- 471 00:28:17,096 --> 00:28:19,063 I COULD SEE GOING THIS WAY, BUT THAT WAY? 472 00:28:19,065 --> 00:28:22,466 - LET'S TRY. OH, DEAR, GOD. NOT WITH YOU. 473 00:28:22,468 --> 00:28:24,068 HE ALREADY BLEW IT OUT ONCE. 474 00:28:24,070 --> 00:28:26,036 I'D LIKE TO SEE THAT RIGHT NOW. 475 00:28:26,038 --> 00:28:28,906 A.J., DUDE, YOU'RE GONNA BLOW YOUR KNEES OUT. 476 00:28:28,908 --> 00:28:31,742 YEE-HA! 477 00:28:31,744 --> 00:28:34,378 NOW WAIT... AND NOW I'M GONNA TURN AROUND GO BACK UP. 478 00:28:34,380 --> 00:28:36,180 - MY UNDERWEAR. - COME ON! 479 00:28:36,182 --> 00:28:38,415 - AND THE BEST PART-- 480 00:28:38,417 --> 00:28:40,951 WHAT DO YOU REMEMBER ABOUT PERFORMING HERE, THOUGH? 481 00:28:40,953 --> 00:28:42,352 'CAUSE IT-- REMEMBER OUR SUITS? 482 00:28:42,354 --> 00:28:44,221 I REMEMBER YOU HAD A BURGUNDY SUIT, 483 00:28:44,223 --> 00:28:45,889 GREEN SUIT, BLACK SUIT, 484 00:28:45,891 --> 00:28:48,192 GOLD SUIT, PURPLE SUIT. 485 00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:50,327 AND I HAD A HORRIBLE CAESAR HAIRCUT. 486 00:28:50,329 --> 00:28:52,229 YEP, YOU DID. - Brian: AND CURLS. 487 00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:54,331 - YOU DID. - IT WAS BAD, DUDE. 488 00:28:54,333 --> 00:28:56,734 WE HAD A LOT OF GOOD MEMORIES HERE. IT WAS FUN. 489 00:28:59,405 --> 00:29:01,438 I SAY, THAT'S REALLY NICE. 490 00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:05,242 OH, OKAY. GOOD SHIRT. HOW MUCH ARE THEY? 491 00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:08,245 - $7 $7. ALL RIGHT. 492 00:29:29,435 --> 00:29:31,101 HOW YOU DOING, SIR? 493 00:29:31,103 --> 00:29:33,170 - I'M GOOD. - IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU. 494 00:29:33,172 --> 00:29:34,972 - YOU DOIN' ALL RIGHT? - I'M GOOD, I'M GOOD. 495 00:29:34,974 --> 00:29:37,074 COME... ALL THIS WAS OUTSIDE. 496 00:29:37,076 --> 00:29:38,342 OH, OKAY. 497 00:29:38,344 --> 00:29:41,278 IT WAS SEVENTH GRADE-- THIS WAS THE FIRST DAY, 498 00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:44,114 I REMEMBER, THAT YOU AND ME GOT A CHANCE TO MEET. 499 00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:46,250 IT WAS DAY ONE. HE HITS A NOTE ON THE PIANO. 500 00:29:46,252 --> 00:29:49,253 HE JUST TELLS EVERYBODY TO START SINGING SO WE DO THAT, 501 00:29:49,255 --> 00:29:51,455 AND THEN HE SAID, "OKAY, I WANT Y'ALL TO STOP SINGING. 502 00:29:51,457 --> 00:29:54,124 AND HE JUST KEPT WHITTLING THROUGH EVERYBODY 503 00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:57,194 UNTIL HE GOT TO MYSELF AND THREE OR FOUR OTHER YOUNG LADIES, 504 00:29:57,196 --> 00:29:59,930 'CAUSE I WAS SITTING IN THE SOPRANO OR ALTO-- 505 00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:01,498 - ALTO SECTION. - ALTO SECTION. 506 00:30:01,500 --> 00:30:03,066 SO I WAS-- 507 00:30:03,068 --> 00:30:04,568 ME, ME, ME, ME. 508 00:30:04,570 --> 00:30:06,937 AND HE SAYS, "OKAY, LADIES, I WANT YOU ALL TO BE QUIET." 509 00:30:06,939 --> 00:30:10,908 AND THEN HE SAID, "YOU, SIR, YOU KNOW, GO!" 510 00:30:10,910 --> 00:30:13,510 AND I SANG IT, AND I WAS A NERVOUS WRECK, 511 00:30:13,512 --> 00:30:16,146 AND HE LOOKS UP AT ME AND HE SAID, 512 00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:19,950 "YOU CAN MAKE A LOT OF MONEY WITH THAT GIFT THAT YOU HAVE." 513 00:30:19,952 --> 00:30:21,952 LIKE EMBRACE IT, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 514 00:30:21,954 --> 00:30:24,054 'CAUSE YOU DON'T-- AS KIDS YOU DON'T KNOW-- 515 00:30:24,056 --> 00:30:26,123 YOU DON'T KNOW THE TALENTS THAT YOU HAVE 516 00:30:26,125 --> 00:30:27,925 OR HOW YOU CAN TOUCH PEOPLE'S LIVES 517 00:30:27,927 --> 00:30:29,993 IF YOU DON'T HAVE INSTRUMENTAL PEOPLE 518 00:30:29,995 --> 00:30:34,331 THAT HELP SHAPE YOUR VISION OF WHAT YOU WANT FOR YOUR LIFE, 519 00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:37,067 AND YOU DID THAT AND IN THAT ONE STATEMENT, 520 00:30:37,069 --> 00:30:40,437 AND IT'S BEEN WITH ME FOR OVER 20 YEARS NOW, 521 00:30:40,439 --> 00:30:42,973 TO BE WHERE I'M AT, AND I APPRECIATE YOU. 522 00:30:42,975 --> 00:30:46,076 IS THAT RIGHT? 523 00:30:46,078 --> 00:30:50,047 IT WAS JUST A CLEAR, VERY PURE HEAVENLY SOUND 524 00:30:50,049 --> 00:30:54,084 THAT YOU DON'T HEAR THAT OFTEN COMING OUT OF A YOUNGSTER, 525 00:30:54,086 --> 00:30:56,086 BUT I KNEW HIS VOICE WAS GONNA CHANGE, 526 00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:58,555 AND I HAD TO BE EXTREMELY CAREFUL ABOUT THE DIRECTION 527 00:30:58,557 --> 00:31:01,525 THAT I WAS GONNA TAKE HIM IN, SO IT WOULDN'T RUIN HIM 528 00:31:01,527 --> 00:31:04,261 'CAUSE YOU CAN ACTUALLY DESTROY THAT, 529 00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:05,996 YOU KNOW, THAT SOUND. 530 00:31:36,394 --> 00:31:39,162 SOMETIMES IT COMES OUT... 531 00:31:39,164 --> 00:31:40,998 AND SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T. 532 00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:06,556 OUCH! 533 00:32:06,558 --> 00:32:08,558 YOU DRAWERS JUST WENT DOWN. 534 00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:10,360 I CAN'T THROW THAT THAT FLAT BALL FAR! 535 00:32:10,362 --> 00:32:12,496 WHY NOT? YEAH, YOU CAN. 536 00:32:16,100 --> 00:32:18,068 - OH, DEAR GOD. - OH, THAT'S FOR-- 537 00:32:18,070 --> 00:32:21,238 YOU GOTTA GO, DUDE! 538 00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:23,373 HERE YOU GO, READY? REPEAT. 539 00:32:53,404 --> 00:32:57,107 WELL, THAT WAS FUN. 540 00:32:57,109 --> 00:32:58,608 OW. 541 00:32:58,610 --> 00:33:01,211 IT IS VERY IMPORTANT YOU GUYS WORK THE STAGE, 542 00:33:01,213 --> 00:33:03,080 CONNECTING WITH THE AUDIENCE, 543 00:33:03,082 --> 00:33:04,314 BECAUSE I THINK IT'S IMPORTANT 544 00:33:04,316 --> 00:33:06,350 FOR YOUR 20TH ANNIVERSARY TOUR RIGHT? 545 00:33:06,352 --> 00:33:08,151 I'M JUST SAYING, COMMEND YOURSELVES 546 00:33:08,153 --> 00:33:09,786 'CAUSE WE'RE WORKING HARD. 547 00:33:09,788 --> 00:33:13,557 I MEAN, WE FUCKING DID THAT ROUTINE ALMOST 15 TIMES. 548 00:33:13,559 --> 00:33:16,026 YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? 549 00:33:16,028 --> 00:33:17,995 WE'RE WORKING IT. WE'LL KEEP DOING IT. 550 00:33:17,997 --> 00:33:20,263 YOU GOT TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU GET OUT... 551 00:33:20,265 --> 00:33:22,032 NICK FARTED, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. 552 00:33:22,034 --> 00:33:23,367 IT WAS HIM. IT WAS HIM. HE DID IT! 553 00:33:23,369 --> 00:33:24,801 THANKS, BRO. 554 00:33:24,803 --> 00:33:26,403 GOD ALMIGHTY. 555 00:33:26,405 --> 00:33:28,238 BRING THE SHOTGUN! 556 00:33:32,444 --> 00:33:34,378 - YOU SEE YOU DON'T-- - YOU'RE ON THE OTHER NOTE. 557 00:33:34,380 --> 00:33:36,546 THIS IS RICKY. LISTEN TO THIS. 558 00:33:36,548 --> 00:33:38,448 LISTEN TO THIS, HOLD UP A SECOND, DO IT AGAIN. 559 00:33:45,090 --> 00:33:47,190 NICK, DON'T, DON'T, YOU'RE NOT HELPING. 560 00:33:47,192 --> 00:33:48,792 YOU'RE MAKING IT WORSE. 561 00:33:48,794 --> 00:33:51,828 THE MUSIC WE WERE MAKING IN ORLANDO WAS SUB-PAR. 562 00:33:51,830 --> 00:33:53,830 IT WAS NOT GOOD. 563 00:34:04,543 --> 00:34:08,412 SO 1995 WE FINALLY GOT A RECORD DEAL 564 00:34:08,414 --> 00:34:10,414 WITH JIVE RECORDS. 565 00:34:10,416 --> 00:34:14,317 THE VERY FIRST PRODUCERS THEY SET US UP TO WORK WITH 566 00:34:14,319 --> 00:34:17,320 WERE DENNIZ POP AND MAX MARTIN. 567 00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:19,589 THEY HAD A LOT OF SUCCESS IN EUROPE. 568 00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:24,061 THEY PRODUCED AND WROTE MOST OF THE ACE OF BASE ALBUM, 569 00:34:24,063 --> 00:34:27,330 AND I HAD THAT PUMPING IN MY CAR EVERY DAY. 570 00:34:30,468 --> 00:34:34,571 IT WAS OUR FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY EVER. 571 00:34:34,573 --> 00:34:36,339 I WAS ALMOST 18. 572 00:34:36,341 --> 00:34:39,276 SO MY MOM WASN'T WITH ME. 573 00:34:39,278 --> 00:34:42,813 I MEAN, IT WAS JUST THE COOLEST THING. 574 00:34:42,815 --> 00:34:46,283 YOU WALK INTO THE STUDIO AND YOU LOOK AT THE WALL 575 00:34:46,285 --> 00:34:48,552 AND YOU SEE PLATINUM RECORDS WITH ACE OF BASE, 576 00:34:48,554 --> 00:34:51,488 AND ROBIN, ABBA AND ALL THIS STUFF, 577 00:34:51,490 --> 00:34:53,223 AND YOU'RE LIKE, "OH, SHIT. 578 00:34:53,225 --> 00:34:56,293 THIS IS LIKE THE REAL THING." 579 00:34:56,295 --> 00:34:59,296 LOU ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT IT. JOHNNY TALKED ABOUT IT. 580 00:34:59,298 --> 00:35:01,398 NEVER DID I THINK THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN, 581 00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:02,866 AND THEN IT FUCKING HAPPENED. 582 00:35:02,868 --> 00:35:04,301 HERE WE ARE. 583 00:35:04,303 --> 00:35:06,236 WE'RE IN STOCKHOLM, SWEDEN. 584 00:35:06,238 --> 00:35:10,173 WE'RE ACTUALLY, LIKE-- WE'RE MAKING A RECORD. 585 00:35:10,175 --> 00:35:12,309 FROM THE STUDIO EXPERIENCES IN FLORIDA, 586 00:35:12,311 --> 00:35:13,543 IT WAS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. 587 00:35:13,545 --> 00:35:16,813 BECAUSE MAX AND DENNIZ HAD THIS SOUND 588 00:35:16,815 --> 00:35:19,483 WHERE IT WAS LIKE, A EH EH SOUND. 589 00:35:19,485 --> 00:35:23,320 JUST THIS LIKE EH... EH EH. 590 00:35:23,322 --> 00:35:26,890 HIS DRUMS AND HIS BASELINE, I MEAN, 591 00:35:26,892 --> 00:35:28,458 THAT SHIT WAS FUNKY. 592 00:35:28,460 --> 00:35:33,230 ALMOST OLD SCHOOL LIKE PARLIAMENT FUNK TYPE SOUND. 593 00:35:33,232 --> 00:35:36,266 I DUG IT. I WAS EXCITED. 594 00:35:36,268 --> 00:35:39,169 IT HAD EDGE. IT HAD BALLS, YOU KNOW. 595 00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:40,804 I WAS LIKE, "JUST PUT ME ON A SONG. 596 00:35:40,806 --> 00:35:43,340 I JUST WANT TO SING ON SOMETHING AND I'LL DANCE TO IT." 597 00:35:43,342 --> 00:35:45,308 THAT WAS MY TAKE ON THINGS. 598 00:35:45,310 --> 00:35:48,411 HE HAD A SOUND THAT WAS DEFINITELY, 599 00:35:48,413 --> 00:35:52,149 UM, I CAN BE HONEST, NOT EXACTLY THE HOWIE D SOUND ANYMORE. 600 00:35:52,151 --> 00:35:54,451 NOTHING LIKE ANYTHING WE HAD EVER DONE BEFORE. 601 00:36:29,321 --> 00:36:30,554 RELEASED "WE GOT IT GOIN' ON" 602 00:36:30,556 --> 00:36:32,389 IN THE U.S. 603 00:36:32,391 --> 00:36:35,192 I THINK IT PEAKED AT LIKE, I DON'T KNOW, 60-SOMETHING, 604 00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:36,459 BUT IT DIDN'T REALLY MAKE A DENT. 605 00:36:43,302 --> 00:36:44,935 AHHH! 606 00:36:44,937 --> 00:36:47,370 ALL RIGHT, GIVE IT UP FOR THE BACKSTREET BOYS. 607 00:36:47,372 --> 00:36:51,308 FIVE YOUNG FLY F-TO-THE-L-TO-THE-Y GUYS. 608 00:36:51,310 --> 00:36:52,809 THEY'RE FROM FLORIDA. CHECK 'EM OUT. 609 00:36:52,811 --> 00:36:53,977 YOU GUYS ARE DEFINITELY DESTINED 610 00:36:53,979 --> 00:36:55,512 FOR SOME BIG-TIME STARDOM. 611 00:36:55,514 --> 00:36:57,013 THANKS A LOT. 612 00:36:57,015 --> 00:36:59,015 AT THAT TIME, RADIO WAS PLAYING NIRVANA 613 00:36:59,017 --> 00:37:00,817 AND SNOOP DOGG, AND DRE. 614 00:37:00,819 --> 00:37:04,387 SO THERE WAS NO ROOM FOR BOYS LIKE US. 615 00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:05,956 JOHNNY WRIGHT SAID, 616 00:37:05,958 --> 00:37:07,457 "I THINK YOU GUYS SHOULD GO TO EUROPE. 617 00:37:07,459 --> 00:37:08,858 THERE'S THIS BOY BAND KIND OF MOVEMENT 618 00:37:08,860 --> 00:37:10,393 THAT'S GOING OVER THERE." 619 00:37:10,395 --> 00:37:12,662 WE SHOW UP IN USA HOCKEY JERSEYS LIKE, 620 00:37:12,664 --> 00:37:15,832 "WE'RE FROM AMERICA. WE CAN SAVE YOU." 621 00:37:15,834 --> 00:37:18,602 AND IT'S LIKE THIS HUGE ARENA. 622 00:37:18,604 --> 00:37:20,670 THAT'S... PACKED. 623 00:37:24,509 --> 00:37:27,644 OUR TAKE WAS THESE BANDS ARE ALL LIP SYNCHING. 624 00:37:27,646 --> 00:37:29,279 EVERYONE IS LIP SYNCHING. 625 00:37:29,281 --> 00:37:31,982 LET'S GO ON STAGE, SING FOR REAL, 626 00:37:31,984 --> 00:37:33,883 LET'S SHOW THEM SOMETHING THEY'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE. 627 00:37:39,858 --> 00:37:44,327 WE HIT THAT STAGE AND THEY WENT NUTS. 628 00:37:44,329 --> 00:37:48,565 WE WERE LIKE, "OH, YEAH, HERE WE GO, BOYS." 629 00:37:48,567 --> 00:37:50,000 PUT YOUR HANDS UP AND SING! 630 00:37:52,871 --> 00:37:55,005 IT WAS JUST A FULL-ON HEAD SPIN. 631 00:37:55,007 --> 00:37:58,508 IT JUST BECAME LIKE THIS WHIRLWIND. 632 00:37:58,510 --> 00:38:00,644 WE WOULD GET ON A PLANE GO TO A COUNTRY, 633 00:38:00,646 --> 00:38:03,913 DO A PERFORMANCE, THAT SAME DAY HOP ON A PLANE, 634 00:38:03,915 --> 00:38:07,050 GO BACK TO ANOTHER COUNTRY DO A PERFORMANCE THERE, 635 00:38:07,052 --> 00:38:09,986 GET MAYBE LIKE FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP, 636 00:38:09,988 --> 00:38:11,955 WAKE UP THE NEXT MORNING, DO A MORNING SHOW. 637 00:38:14,893 --> 00:38:17,827 THAT WAS THE SCHEDULE FOR YEARS. 638 00:38:17,829 --> 00:38:19,562 WE'RE NOW IN HAMBURG. 639 00:38:19,564 --> 00:38:21,564 THIS IS MUNICH BY NIGHT. 640 00:38:21,566 --> 00:38:23,867 BERLIN BY NIGHT. 641 00:38:23,869 --> 00:38:26,069 THE FIRST THREE YEARS WE WERE THERE SO MUCH 642 00:38:26,071 --> 00:38:29,506 THAT AFTER A WHILE, WE ENDED UP HAVING GERMAN GIRLFRIENDS. 643 00:38:33,011 --> 00:38:35,512 THAT MEANS "IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE YOU." 644 00:38:35,514 --> 00:38:38,648 HOWIE B. THAT'S ME, THAT'S ME. 645 00:38:38,650 --> 00:38:40,417 IF WE WANTED TO COMMUNICATE 646 00:38:40,419 --> 00:38:42,052 THE INTERNATIONAL LANGUAGE OF LOVE, 647 00:38:42,054 --> 00:38:44,654 WE HAD TO LEARN SOME WORDS REALLY FAST. 648 00:38:47,659 --> 00:38:49,592 THAT'S "WILL YOU GIVE ME A BLOW-JOB?" 649 00:38:53,565 --> 00:38:54,964 WE COULD NOT GO ANYWHERE, 650 00:38:54,966 --> 00:38:57,133 COULD NOT GO OUT BY YOURSELF. 651 00:38:57,135 --> 00:38:59,135 POLICE ESCORTS EVERYWHERE, 652 00:38:59,137 --> 00:39:01,838 EVEN IF YOU JUST WANT TO GO OUT TO DINNER. 653 00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:06,443 YES, CAN WE HAVE A TABLE FOR 400, PLEASE? 654 00:39:06,445 --> 00:39:09,012 I MEAN, IT WAS-- IT WAS CHAOS. 655 00:39:09,014 --> 00:39:10,847 OH NO, SHE'S ON TOP OF THE ROOF. 656 00:39:10,849 --> 00:39:12,916 NO, NO! 657 00:39:12,918 --> 00:39:14,117 MY CAR! 658 00:39:14,119 --> 00:39:15,852 OH, MY GOD! 659 00:39:15,854 --> 00:39:18,621 UH, I GUESS WE'RE TAKING HER WITH US TO MUNICH. 660 00:39:18,623 --> 00:39:20,590 UH, FIVE HOUR DRIVE. 661 00:39:20,592 --> 00:39:22,359 DON'T DO THAT, MAN. 662 00:39:22,361 --> 00:39:25,528 HEY, THIS IS GONNA HAPPEN IN THE STATES, TOO. 663 00:39:28,899 --> 00:39:33,169 IN EUROPE, WE SOLD 14 MILLION ALBUMS OFF OF OUR FIRST CD, 664 00:39:33,171 --> 00:39:34,838 AND IT NEVER CAME OUT IN AMERICA. 665 00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:36,539 YOU KNOW, YOU'RE TELLING YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY 666 00:39:36,541 --> 00:39:40,377 "YEAH, WE'RE HUGE IN EUROPE." 667 00:39:40,379 --> 00:39:41,644 REALLY? 668 00:39:53,124 --> 00:39:57,093 I MEAN, I'VE BEEN IN THIS BUSINESS FOR OVER 30 YEARS. 669 00:39:57,095 --> 00:39:59,929 I GREW UP DOING MODELING AND ACTING AND STUFF. 670 00:39:59,931 --> 00:40:03,166 I JUST WANTED TO PERFORM ON STAGE FOR PEOPLE, 671 00:40:03,168 --> 00:40:06,970 ANY WAY I COULD. 672 00:40:06,972 --> 00:40:09,839 THIS HAS BEEN A LIFELONG DREAM, AND HERE I AM 673 00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:11,541 STILL MAKING MUSIC WITH THE BACKSTREET BOYS. 674 00:40:11,543 --> 00:40:15,445 YOU KNOW, EVERYTHING STARTS SOMEWHERE. 675 00:40:15,447 --> 00:40:17,547 I WOULD SAY EVERYTHING FOR ME STARTED RIGHT HERE. 676 00:40:24,422 --> 00:40:28,057 - HEY! - OH, HOW ARE YA? 677 00:40:28,059 --> 00:40:29,926 I'M GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? 678 00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:31,428 I'M GOOD. 679 00:40:31,430 --> 00:40:33,897 MY VERY FIRST ACTING JOB WHEN I WAS STILL GOING HERE 680 00:40:33,899 --> 00:40:35,231 WAS AT LITTLE PALM. 681 00:40:35,233 --> 00:40:38,134 I DID SNOW WHITE, BUT THEY PICKED ME TO BE DOPEY, 682 00:40:38,136 --> 00:40:39,903 BECAUSE I HAD TWO SPEECH IMPEDIMENTS 683 00:40:39,905 --> 00:40:42,605 AND DOPEY'S-- AND DOPEY WAS AN ACTUAL MUTE. 684 00:40:42,607 --> 00:40:44,841 SO I JUST HAD TO LEARN LIKE LITTLE LIKE RAIN AND COLD, 685 00:40:44,843 --> 00:40:46,843 BUT I COULDN'T TALK, 686 00:40:46,845 --> 00:40:49,512 'CAUSE I HAD A STUTTER AND I HAD A STUPID LISP, 687 00:40:49,514 --> 00:40:50,914 BUT, YOU KNOW, I FINALLY GOT RID OF IT. 688 00:40:50,916 --> 00:40:53,116 I STILL HAVE THE STUTTER EVERY SO OFTEN. 689 00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,618 - WHEN YOU GET NERVOUS? - NERVOUS OR IF I'M TELLING A LIE, USUALLY. 690 00:40:55,620 --> 00:40:57,086 OH, YEAH. 691 00:40:59,890 --> 00:41:01,191 BOTH OF YOU. 692 00:41:01,193 --> 00:41:03,626 - MWAH. - I LOVE YOU. 693 00:41:03,628 --> 00:41:07,263 THESE ARE MY TWO OTHER MOTHERS, LITERALLY, LITERALLY, 694 00:41:07,265 --> 00:41:08,998 GROWING UP, I MEAN, YEAH. 695 00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,201 YOU STILL REMEMBER YOUR MONOLOGUES? 696 00:41:11,203 --> 00:41:13,570 - I STILL REMEMBER-- DO ONE FOR US, A.J. 697 00:41:13,572 --> 00:41:15,538 WITH THE ACCENT? OKAY. 698 00:41:15,540 --> 00:41:18,975 "MANY MOONS AGO IN A FAR OFF PLACE, 699 00:41:18,977 --> 00:41:22,212 LIVED A HANDSOME PRINCE WITH A GLOOMY FACE, 700 00:41:22,214 --> 00:41:25,081 WE DID NOT HAVE A BRIDE. 701 00:41:25,083 --> 00:41:27,484 OH, HE SIGHED, ALAS, 702 00:41:27,486 --> 00:41:28,985 AND HE PINED, ALAS, 703 00:41:28,987 --> 00:41:30,954 BUT ALAS, THE PRINCE COULDN'T FIND A LASS 704 00:41:30,956 --> 00:41:33,189 WHO WOULD SUIT HIS MOTHER'S PRIDE. 705 00:41:33,191 --> 00:41:35,058 FOR A PRINCESS IS A DELICATE THING, 706 00:41:35,060 --> 00:41:38,094 DELICATE AND DAINTY AS A DRAGON FLY'S WING. 707 00:41:38,096 --> 00:41:42,198 YOU CAN RECOGNIZE A LADY BY HER ELEGANT AIR 708 00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:46,035 BUT A GENUINE PRINCESS IS EXCEEDINGLY RARE." 709 00:41:46,037 --> 00:41:47,203 BRAVO, BRAVO! 710 00:41:47,205 --> 00:41:48,671 BRAVO! 711 00:41:48,673 --> 00:41:50,874 I LOOK VERY MUCH FORWARD TO WORKING WITH YOU 712 00:41:50,876 --> 00:41:52,208 IN THE NEAR FUTURE. 713 00:41:52,210 --> 00:41:54,043 THANK YOU. 714 00:41:54,045 --> 00:41:57,580 I SWEAR, HE IS-- YOU'VE USED THAT TO HIT ON GIRLS. 715 00:41:57,582 --> 00:42:00,884 YES! I WAS JUST GONNA SAY YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MANY GIRLS... 716 00:42:00,886 --> 00:42:02,151 YOUR WHOLE LIFE! 717 00:42:02,153 --> 00:42:03,953 HOW MANY GIRLS I'VE USED THAT WITH 718 00:42:03,955 --> 00:42:05,321 I WOULD LITERALLY HANG OUT WITH A BUNCH OF GIRLS 719 00:42:05,323 --> 00:42:06,990 AND I'D BE LIKE, 720 00:42:06,992 --> 00:42:08,525 "HEY, DO YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE SOMETHING?" 721 00:42:08,527 --> 00:42:11,227 AND I WOULD STAND UP ON THE BED OR ON A CHAIR, 722 00:42:11,229 --> 00:42:12,595 NO WONDER YOU REMEMBER IT SO GOOD. 723 00:42:12,597 --> 00:42:14,030 YOU'RE BUSTED. 724 00:42:14,032 --> 00:42:15,565 I'M LIKE, NO, I WAS GONNA CALL MYSELF OUT. 725 00:42:15,567 --> 00:42:18,001 THE DAINTY THING. I TOTALLY REMEMBERED THAT NOW. 726 00:42:18,003 --> 00:42:19,569 IT'S NEVER GONNA GO ANYWHERE. 727 00:42:19,571 --> 00:42:22,205 HE STILL SAYS IT TO THIS DAY. 728 00:42:22,207 --> 00:42:24,340 HOW DO YOU THINK I GOT MY WIFE? 729 00:42:55,973 --> 00:42:58,141 BY '97, "WE GOT IT GOING ON," 730 00:42:58,143 --> 00:42:59,676 "QUIT PLAYING GAMES" 731 00:42:59,678 --> 00:43:02,879 ALL BECAME HUGELY SUCCESSFUL IN CANADA. 732 00:43:02,881 --> 00:43:05,615 AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, 733 00:43:05,617 --> 00:43:08,985 IT JUST KIND OF RAINED BACKSTREET BOYS ON THE U.S. 734 00:43:11,622 --> 00:43:14,057 FANS CALL IN, "PLAY BACKSTREET BOYS, 735 00:43:14,059 --> 00:43:15,658 PLAY BACKSTREET BOYS." 736 00:43:15,660 --> 00:43:17,627 IT WENT FROM LIKE ZERO TO 60, 737 00:43:17,629 --> 00:43:20,897 I WOULDN'T SAY OVERNIGHT, BUT DAMN NEAR CLOSE. 738 00:43:20,899 --> 00:43:22,398 WE WERE COMING OUT OF THE GULF WAR, 739 00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,233 AMERICA KIND OF NEEDED SOMETHING 740 00:43:24,235 --> 00:43:26,369 THAT WAS A LITTLE BIT MORE UPLIFTING. 741 00:43:26,371 --> 00:43:31,274 I THINK PEOPLE JUST WANTED TO FEEL GOOD AGAIN. 742 00:43:31,276 --> 00:43:34,611 AMERICA, AT THAT TIME, WAS OPEN TO THE IDEA 743 00:43:34,613 --> 00:43:38,348 OF FRESH-FACED YOUNG BOYS 744 00:43:38,350 --> 00:43:41,050 WHO COULD DANCE AND SING. 745 00:43:41,052 --> 00:43:42,885 THEY WERE OKAY WITH TURNING THE RADIO ON 746 00:43:42,887 --> 00:43:45,221 AND JUST LISTENING TO IT WITHOUT A CARE. 747 00:43:49,928 --> 00:43:53,963 THAT VIDEO, WE LOOKED LIKE A BUNCH OF BEEFCAKES. 748 00:43:56,233 --> 00:43:58,935 WE WERE WET AND HAD OUR SHIRTS OPEN AND EVERYTHING. 749 00:43:58,937 --> 00:44:02,438 I'M LIKE, "I DON'T KNOW-- NOT I DON'T KNOW. 750 00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:05,942 I KNOW THAT'S NOT THE FIRST IMPRESSION I WANT TO MAKE 751 00:44:05,944 --> 00:44:07,677 IN THE U.S. 752 00:44:11,182 --> 00:44:12,382 BUT IT WORKED OUT. 753 00:44:20,225 --> 00:44:22,258 SOME OF US BOUGHT THEIR FIRST HOUSES, 754 00:44:22,260 --> 00:44:26,229 SOME OF US CHANGED CARS FROM HONDA CIVICS TO MERCEDES. 755 00:44:26,231 --> 00:44:29,666 YOU BECAME A ROCK STAR. 756 00:44:29,668 --> 00:44:34,404 YOU WERE LIVING THAT ROCK STAR LIFESTYLE, YOU KNOW. 757 00:44:34,406 --> 00:44:38,241 I'M STILL A TEENAGER 18, 19, LIKE LIVING THE DREAM, DUDE. 758 00:44:38,243 --> 00:44:40,910 I'M HAVING A FUCKING BLAST! 759 00:45:55,487 --> 00:45:58,454 DON'T BLOCK THE DOOR, PLEASE. 760 00:45:58,456 --> 00:46:00,256 I WAS GONNA MAKE ME A CUP OF COFFEE. 761 00:46:00,258 --> 00:46:03,993 WHAT IF YOU-- WHAT IF YOU DID THAT AS A TAG, 762 00:46:03,995 --> 00:46:07,029 LIKE AFTER THE CHORUS? 763 00:46:21,446 --> 00:46:23,012 THAT'S COOL. 764 00:46:23,014 --> 00:46:24,180 PUT THAT DOWN 'CAUSE THAT'S-- 765 00:46:24,182 --> 00:46:25,982 THAT'S A BETTER SECOND LINE, I THINK. 766 00:46:25,984 --> 00:46:28,584 IT NEEDS TO BE, UH, HEART WRENCHING, 767 00:46:28,586 --> 00:46:30,153 OR IT NEEDS TO BE DARK. 768 00:46:30,155 --> 00:46:32,088 OR IT NEEDS TO BE-- I DON'T KNOW. 769 00:46:32,090 --> 00:46:34,323 BUT THEN THAT CONTRADICTS IF I'M IN THE SPOTLIGHT 770 00:46:34,325 --> 00:46:38,261 AND THEN YOU'RE WAITING IN DARKNESS, NO? 771 00:46:38,263 --> 00:46:41,430 NO, BECAUSE THE DARKNESS ISN'T NECESSARILY THE LIGHT. 772 00:46:41,432 --> 00:46:43,432 THE DARKNESS IS THE EMOTION. 773 00:46:43,434 --> 00:46:46,035 WAITING IN DARKNESS, I STOOD WITH SADNESS. 774 00:46:46,037 --> 00:46:48,004 THAT'S HOW-- THAT'S HOW I TAKE IT. 775 00:47:03,020 --> 00:47:06,088 YOU KNOW WHAT? I LIKE THE-- 776 00:47:18,203 --> 00:47:20,236 LIKE SING IT MORE LIKE OFF THE FUCKIN' BEAT. 777 00:47:20,238 --> 00:47:23,372 - YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? - THAT'S A GOOD IDEA. 778 00:47:30,348 --> 00:47:32,181 - SOMETHING LIKE THAT, YEAH. - UH. 779 00:48:37,247 --> 00:48:39,548 BUT I MEAN, WE'RE NAIVE TO THINK WE COULD COME HERE 780 00:48:39,550 --> 00:48:41,117 IN THREE WEEKS AND CUT AN ALBUM. 781 00:48:41,119 --> 00:48:42,418 YEAH, I KNOW. 782 00:48:42,420 --> 00:48:44,287 I FELT LIKE WE WE WERE GOING IN CIRCLES. 783 00:48:44,289 --> 00:48:46,322 WE WERE OPTIMISTIC-- - I DON'T THINK WE WERE NAIVE. 784 00:48:46,324 --> 00:48:48,090 I NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS THOUGHT THAT WAS-- 785 00:48:48,092 --> 00:48:49,926 - YOU'RE OPTIMISTIC. - DON'T GET ME WRONG, 786 00:48:49,928 --> 00:48:53,930 GUYS, WE'RE ONE WEEK IN AND HOW MANY SONGS DO WE HAVE? 787 00:48:53,932 --> 00:48:55,398 FIVE ALMOST. 788 00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:56,933 - THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING. - IT'S NOT BAD. 789 00:48:56,935 --> 00:48:58,234 - LET'S-- - NO, I KNOW-- 790 00:48:58,236 --> 00:49:00,102 IT'S A SHOT. LET'S JUST KEEP-- 791 00:49:00,104 --> 00:49:01,938 I THINK WE'RE GETTING THE CART BEFORE THE HORSE HERE. 792 00:49:01,940 --> 00:49:04,240 ALL RIGHT, LET'S JOIN HANDS. WE'RE GONNA HAVE A BLESSING. 793 00:49:04,242 --> 00:49:06,175 COME ON. THAT'S GOOD. 794 00:49:06,177 --> 00:49:08,244 REALLY, FOR REAL. COME ON. 795 00:49:08,246 --> 00:49:09,378 GOOD TO BLESS THE FOOD. 796 00:49:09,380 --> 00:49:11,080 OH, DEAR LORD, THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY. 797 00:49:11,082 --> 00:49:12,949 THANK YOU FOR THE BLESSINGS THAT YOU BLESSED US WITH. 798 00:49:12,951 --> 00:49:14,116 THANK YOU FOR THIS CIRCLE. 799 00:49:14,118 --> 00:49:15,251 WE ASK THAT YOU BLESS THIS FOOD 800 00:49:15,253 --> 00:49:16,552 TO THE NOURISHMENT OF OUR BODIES 801 00:49:16,554 --> 00:49:18,321 AND BLESS THIS RECORD, HALLELUJAH. 802 00:49:18,323 --> 00:49:19,956 IN CHRIST'S NAME WE PRAY. AMEN. 803 00:49:19,958 --> 00:49:21,123 - AMEN. - AMEN. 804 00:49:21,125 --> 00:49:23,592 LET'S TOAST. HERE'S TO ANOTHER 20. 805 00:49:23,594 --> 00:49:25,494 YEP. 806 00:49:25,496 --> 00:49:31,167 AND THIS IS OURS. - HOWARD. 807 00:49:44,382 --> 00:49:46,015 WHEN THE GROUP FIRST STARTED, 808 00:49:46,017 --> 00:49:47,416 I WAS DOING A LOT MORE OF THE LEADS. 809 00:49:47,418 --> 00:49:49,418 AND LITTLE BY LITTLE, WHEN WE GOT WITH MAX MARTIN, 810 00:49:49,420 --> 00:49:51,620 OUR SOUND CHANGED, SO THROUGHOUT THE YEARS 811 00:49:51,622 --> 00:49:53,789 I REALLY HAD A HARD TIME, I STRUGGLED WITH THAT. 812 00:49:57,628 --> 00:49:59,362 I RESENTED THE SITUATION. 813 00:49:59,364 --> 00:50:01,263 I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE WHY AM I ALWAYS HAVING 814 00:50:01,265 --> 00:50:03,332 TO BE PUSHED IN THE BACKGROUND? 815 00:50:03,334 --> 00:50:06,335 I WANTED TO HAVE MY VOICE HEARD JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. 816 00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:13,776 PERFECT. 817 00:50:13,778 --> 00:50:15,411 I GOT A LITTLE TWO IN MY HEART 818 00:50:15,413 --> 00:50:17,179 ON THAT ONE PART THERE. 819 00:50:17,181 --> 00:50:19,215 WITH THE NEW RECORD AND THE NEW DYNAMIC 820 00:50:19,217 --> 00:50:20,549 I TOLD THEM, I SAID, YOU KNOW WHAT? 821 00:50:20,551 --> 00:50:22,051 IN ORDER FOR ME TO FEEL COMFORTABLE 822 00:50:22,053 --> 00:50:23,419 BEING A PART OF THIS, 823 00:50:23,421 --> 00:50:25,254 I REALLY NEED TO BE ABLE TO NOT BE IN THE BACK. 824 00:50:25,256 --> 00:50:27,256 I NEED TO BE UP IN THE FRONT WITH YOU GUYS. 825 00:50:43,306 --> 00:50:45,274 YOU JUST GOTTA IT TWICE AND YOU'RE DONE. 826 00:50:45,276 --> 00:50:47,109 YOU'RE BUTTER. 827 00:50:47,111 --> 00:50:49,645 THAT'S HOW YOU DO. THAT'S HOWIE D. 828 00:50:53,518 --> 00:50:57,186 AT LEAST MY TOES LOOK SOMEWHAT PRESENTABLE TODAY. 829 00:50:57,188 --> 00:51:01,557 NORMALLY, THEY'RE TOO LONG. I COULD FUCKING CLIMB A TREE. 830 00:51:01,559 --> 00:51:03,192 IT'S VERY EMBARRASSING. 831 00:51:20,078 --> 00:51:22,845 CRAP! SORRY. 832 00:51:44,302 --> 00:51:46,635 A.J.?! I'M HOWIE. 833 00:51:46,637 --> 00:51:50,906 I'M SINGING ALL THE LEADS ON EVERYTHING FOR THIS RECORD. 834 00:51:50,908 --> 00:51:53,542 IT'S GONNA BE A GREAT RECORD, DON'T WORRY. 835 00:51:53,544 --> 00:51:56,579 IT'S THE BEST EVER. 836 00:52:29,346 --> 00:52:31,147 HELLO THERE, MY FRIEND. HOW ARE YOU DOING? 837 00:52:31,149 --> 00:52:32,481 GOOD, I'M GOOD. 838 00:52:32,483 --> 00:52:34,416 DO YOU REMEMBER WHO THIS IS? 839 00:52:34,418 --> 00:52:36,185 THIS IS LITTLE HOWIE. 840 00:52:36,187 --> 00:52:38,187 YEAH, HOWARD FROM DOWN THE STREET. 841 00:52:38,189 --> 00:52:41,490 I USED TO HAVE HIS MOM GOING, "HOWIE, HOWIE." 842 00:52:41,492 --> 00:52:45,394 YEAH, COME IN, COME IN. 843 00:52:45,396 --> 00:52:46,862 TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. WELCOME BACK. 844 00:52:48,965 --> 00:52:51,300 WHEN I WAS BORN, WE HAD NO CENTRAL HEATING HERE. 845 00:52:51,302 --> 00:52:52,968 I SWEATED MY BUTT OFF. 846 00:52:52,970 --> 00:52:55,538 SO THE FIRST THING I DID WHEN WE MADE A LITTLE MONEY, 847 00:52:55,540 --> 00:52:57,540 I PUT CENTRAL HEAT AND AIR IN THIS HOUSE. 848 00:52:57,542 --> 00:52:58,807 I WAS TIRED OF SWEATING. 849 00:52:58,809 --> 00:53:00,476 DUDE, LOOK AT THIS. 850 00:53:00,478 --> 00:53:03,212 - DID YOU WRITE THAT? - I DID. ME AND MY DAD. 851 00:53:03,214 --> 00:53:05,814 - HOKEN HOWARD-- - HOKE D. HOWARD. 852 00:53:05,816 --> 00:53:08,250 HOKE D-- I THINK I GOT A LITTLE CRAZY. 853 00:53:08,252 --> 00:53:11,420 I DECIDED I WANTED TO DO MY AUTOGRAPH ON EVERYTHING. 854 00:53:11,422 --> 00:53:14,456 WELL, THAT'S CRAZY, I LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE IN THIS HOUSE. 855 00:53:14,458 --> 00:53:17,860 IT'S BEEN A PART OF MY LIFE FOR 39 YEARS. 856 00:53:17,862 --> 00:53:19,662 AND TO ACTUALLY STAY HERE WITH YOU. 857 00:53:19,664 --> 00:53:21,830 I KNOW YOU HAVE. YOU HAVE. 858 00:53:21,832 --> 00:53:24,400 DOWN THE STREET, ACTUALLY, UM, WAS ONE OF MY FIRST KISSES 859 00:53:24,402 --> 00:53:25,901 WAS HIS COUSIN, CHELSEA. 860 00:53:25,903 --> 00:53:28,804 - MY NIECE, MY NIECE. - YOUR NIECE. 861 00:53:28,806 --> 00:53:30,639 - THANK YOU, SIR. - THANK YOU, KEVIN. 862 00:53:33,643 --> 00:53:36,378 AS A LITTLE KID BACK HERE, 863 00:53:36,380 --> 00:53:37,913 I HAD A BUNCH OF RABBITS. 864 00:53:37,915 --> 00:53:39,915 IT STARTED OFF WITH LIKE ONE 865 00:53:39,917 --> 00:53:41,517 AND THEN I THINK WE HAD ANOTHER ONE, 866 00:53:41,519 --> 00:53:43,986 AND THEN LIKE THE NEXT YEAR WE HAD LIKE 45 OF THEM 867 00:53:43,988 --> 00:53:45,521 'CAUSE YOU KNOW THEY GET BUSY. 868 00:53:45,523 --> 00:53:47,323 MY DAD CALLED ME OUT HERE AND SAID, 869 00:53:47,325 --> 00:53:49,491 GOT TO FINISH OFF THE REST OF THE RABBITS. 870 00:53:49,493 --> 00:53:51,594 SO I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT. 871 00:53:51,596 --> 00:53:52,962 OH, NO. 872 00:53:52,964 --> 00:53:55,431 SO I GOT MY FIRST TRUE EXPERIENCE 873 00:53:55,433 --> 00:53:57,833 OF HAVING TO KILL A RABBIT. 874 00:53:57,835 --> 00:53:59,335 OH. 875 00:53:59,337 --> 00:54:01,003 I WENT AFTER THE ONE THAT WAS THE MEANEST ONE, 876 00:54:01,005 --> 00:54:02,905 THE ONE THAT I HATED THE MOST. 877 00:54:02,907 --> 00:54:04,406 HE HAD LIKE A SNAGGLE TOOTH 878 00:54:04,408 --> 00:54:06,242 AND I HATED THAT BLACK RABBIT SO MUCH, 879 00:54:06,244 --> 00:54:08,043 I'M LIKE, IF I'VE GOT TO KILL ONE OF THESE THINGS, 880 00:54:08,045 --> 00:54:10,045 YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S GOING, SO I'M LIKE TRYING TO HIT HIM 881 00:54:10,047 --> 00:54:11,513 AND HE'S LIKE JUMPING ALL AROUND. 882 00:54:11,515 --> 00:54:13,582 I'M LIKE-- I'M TRYING TO HOP ALL AROUND, 883 00:54:13,584 --> 00:54:15,851 AND THIS POOR LITTLE RABBIT'S-- I COULDN'T DO IT. 884 00:54:15,853 --> 00:54:17,620 MY DAD'S LIKE, GET IN THE HOUSE, SON. 885 00:54:17,622 --> 00:54:19,922 AND HE'D KNOCK 'EM OUT AND JUST KILL IT. 886 00:54:19,924 --> 00:54:21,523 DUDE. 887 00:54:21,525 --> 00:54:23,525 - IT WAS-- IT WAS - SOAK 'EM IN SALT WATER? 888 00:54:23,527 --> 00:54:25,561 - IT WAS BACK-WOODS STYLE, DUDE. - YOUR MOM FRY 'EM UP? 889 00:54:25,563 --> 00:54:27,363 YEAH, AND I COULDN'T EAT IT. 890 00:54:27,365 --> 00:54:28,564 I COULDN'T EAT IT 'CAUSE IT WAS JUST LIKE-- 891 00:54:28,566 --> 00:54:30,466 IT WAS TOO HARD GOING DOWN. 892 00:54:30,468 --> 00:54:33,335 I WAS 12 YEARS OLD, AND WE HAD TO, YOU KNOW, 893 00:54:33,337 --> 00:54:35,304 I'M SURE BEING IN THE COUNTRY 894 00:54:35,306 --> 00:54:36,905 YOU PROBABLY KNOW HOW YOU TAKE CARE OF YOUR OWN ANIMALS 895 00:54:36,907 --> 00:54:38,674 AND STUFF LIKE THAT AND I'D NEVER EXPERIENCED THAT, 896 00:54:38,676 --> 00:54:40,442 BUT MY DAD WAS FROM GEORGIA, 897 00:54:40,444 --> 00:54:41,877 AND HIM GROWING UP, THAT'S WHAT YOU DID. 898 00:54:41,879 --> 00:54:43,312 YOU KNOW, THE ANIMALS-- 899 00:54:43,314 --> 00:54:44,847 WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? I LIVE IN GEORGIA. 900 00:54:44,849 --> 00:54:47,016 I AIN'T SKINNED A RABBIT... YET. 901 00:54:47,018 --> 00:54:48,917 THAT'S CRAZY, THOUGH, MAN. 902 00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:53,956 IN THE BEGINNING, 903 00:54:53,958 --> 00:54:55,824 I WAS HANGING OUT A LOT WITH HOWIE. 904 00:54:55,826 --> 00:54:57,526 I WOULD COME OVER AND STAY AT HIS HOUSE HERE. 905 00:54:57,528 --> 00:55:00,296 - WHICH IS KIND OF IRONIC-- - 'CAUSE YOU LIKED MY NIECE. 906 00:55:00,298 --> 00:55:02,031 THAT'S BECAUSE I LIKED YOUR NIECE, 907 00:55:02,033 --> 00:55:06,502 NO, BUT BRIAN AND I, WE USED TO GO PLAY BASKETBALL A LOT HERE. 908 00:55:06,504 --> 00:55:08,671 UM, THAT'S BACK WHEN HE HAD THIS TRUCK 909 00:55:08,673 --> 00:55:11,340 THAT WE CALLED THE BLEEDING BANANA. 910 00:55:11,342 --> 00:55:14,009 ME AND HIM DROVE DOWN FROM KENTUCKY IN THAT THING. 911 00:55:14,011 --> 00:55:16,845 NO SHOCKS, MY KNEES WERE IN THE DASHBOARD. 912 00:55:16,847 --> 00:55:19,882 IT WAS LIKE... 913 00:55:19,884 --> 00:55:21,517 DUDE, I HAD THE SPEAKERS IN THE BACK. 914 00:55:21,519 --> 00:55:23,519 HE WAS BLOWING IT, MAN. 915 00:55:23,521 --> 00:55:26,488 I WAS A THUG... 916 00:55:26,490 --> 00:55:28,524 THERE WAS ONE TIME THAT WE LEFT OUT OF LOU'S HOUSE, 917 00:55:28,526 --> 00:55:30,059 AND IT WAS LIKE A FRIDAY NIGHT, 918 00:55:30,061 --> 00:55:32,027 WE HAD ALL BEEN PLAYING AND WHATEVER. 919 00:55:32,029 --> 00:55:34,063 I HAD MY GIRLFRIEND, AND BRIAN HAD HIS GIRLFRIEND, 920 00:55:34,065 --> 00:55:36,999 AND WE HAULED BUTT OUT OF LOU'S HOUSE. 921 00:55:37,001 --> 00:55:39,134 THE NEXT YOU KNOW, WE SAW THESE LIGHTS 922 00:55:39,136 --> 00:55:40,836 COME UP BEHIND US AND WE'RE LIKE, 923 00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:43,372 "OH, MAN," AND WE WERE GOING FAST. 924 00:55:43,374 --> 00:55:44,973 IT WAS FAST, LIKE KIND OF LIKE 925 00:55:44,975 --> 00:55:47,009 YOU WOULD HAVE GONE TO JAIL FOR FAST-WISE. 926 00:55:47,011 --> 00:55:49,578 ALL WE DID, WE SAID WE WERE AT LOU PEARLMAN'S HOUSE, 927 00:55:49,580 --> 00:55:51,413 AND WE GOT OFF. 928 00:55:51,415 --> 00:55:53,515 I KNEW AT THAT POINT, THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED 929 00:55:53,517 --> 00:55:55,150 HOW POWERFUL LOU WAS. 930 00:55:55,152 --> 00:55:56,585 IN THE AREA, YEAH. 931 00:55:56,587 --> 00:55:58,087 HE DOESN'T HAVE THOSE CONNECTIONS ANYMORE NOW. 932 00:55:58,089 --> 00:56:01,623 UH, NO. THAT'S FOR SURE. 933 00:56:09,165 --> 00:56:13,602 AROUND 1995, I CAME OFF THE ROAD 934 00:56:13,604 --> 00:56:15,971 AND LOU SAID, "COME HERE I WANT TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING." 935 00:56:15,973 --> 00:56:20,509 HE SHOWED ME A VHS TAPE OF THIS GROUP. 936 00:56:20,511 --> 00:56:22,911 THEY DIDN'T HAVE A NAME AT THE TIME, 937 00:56:22,913 --> 00:56:25,414 AND I DIDN'T KNOW BUT IT WAS A SHOWCASE 938 00:56:25,416 --> 00:56:28,050 THAT LOU HAD FINANCED, 939 00:56:28,052 --> 00:56:30,619 AND LOU HAD BEEN WORKING WITH THEM. 940 00:56:30,621 --> 00:56:32,454 IT WAS ALMOST LIKE A BETRAYAL. 941 00:56:36,092 --> 00:56:37,659 YOU KNOW, WHEN WE STARTED OUT 942 00:56:37,661 --> 00:56:39,128 WE'RE LIKE, "YEAH, WE'RE A TEAM, 943 00:56:39,130 --> 00:56:40,963 WE'RE GONNA TAKE OVER THE WORLD. 944 00:56:40,965 --> 00:56:43,699 AND THERE'S, YOU KNOW, THERE'S NOBODY LIKE US." 945 00:56:46,436 --> 00:56:47,903 THEN YOU FIND OUT, 946 00:56:47,905 --> 00:56:50,172 WELL, ACTUALLY, THERE IS SOMEBODY LIKE YOU. 947 00:56:53,977 --> 00:56:55,978 WE'RE MOLDING THEM IN YOUR IMAGE, 948 00:56:55,980 --> 00:56:57,880 THAT'S WHAT THEY TOLD US. 949 00:56:57,882 --> 00:57:00,516 DAMN, DUDE, I GUESS ONE WASN'T ENOUGH 950 00:57:00,518 --> 00:57:03,619 SO NOW YOU GOT TO HAVE 15 BOY GROUPS. 951 00:57:03,621 --> 00:57:06,655 NEXT THING YOU KNOW, IT'S LIKE, IF WE GOT TIRED AND DIDN'T WANT TO TOUR, 952 00:57:06,657 --> 00:57:08,891 DIDN'T WANT TO DO A CERTAIN TV SHOW OR WHATEVER, 953 00:57:08,893 --> 00:57:13,228 BOOM, N-SYNC WAS RIGHT THERE PICKING UP THE PIECES. 954 00:57:13,230 --> 00:57:16,532 THEN, NEXT THING YOU KNOW, JIVE RECORDS SIGNED N-SYNC. 955 00:57:16,534 --> 00:57:19,601 LOU BASICALLY CREATED OUR COMPETITION. 956 00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:31,513 THANK YOU SO MUCH 957 00:57:31,515 --> 00:57:34,950 FOR ALLOWING ME AND THE FELLAS TO REMAIN AT NUMBER ONE. 958 00:57:54,605 --> 00:57:57,906 BY 1998, WE'D SOLD MILLIONS OF ALBUMS. 959 00:57:57,908 --> 00:57:59,608 WE'D BEEN TOURING NONSTOP. 960 00:57:59,610 --> 00:58:02,177 WE'D BEEN PLAYING IN STADIUMS, 961 00:58:02,179 --> 00:58:05,214 YET, OUR BANK ACCOUNTS DIDN'T... 962 00:58:06,649 --> 00:58:08,484 MAKE SENSE. 963 00:58:08,486 --> 00:58:11,954 LOU'S EXCUSES WERE, "I SPENT A MILLION DOLLARS 964 00:58:11,956 --> 00:58:13,889 TO BREAK YOU GUYS. 965 00:58:13,891 --> 00:58:15,491 I HAVE TO RECOUP THAT." 966 00:58:15,493 --> 00:58:17,059 OKAY. 967 00:58:17,061 --> 00:58:19,862 "I AM YOUR MANAGER. I GET A MANAGEMENT COMMISSION." 968 00:58:19,864 --> 00:58:21,196 OKAY. 969 00:58:21,198 --> 00:58:24,666 "I'M A ONE-SIXTH MEMBER OF THE GROUP, 970 00:58:24,668 --> 00:58:27,302 SO I GET ONE-SIXTH OF WHATEVER YOU MAKE." 971 00:58:27,304 --> 00:58:31,173 IT'S ILLEGAL. YOU CAN'T DO IT AS A MANAGER. 972 00:58:31,175 --> 00:58:33,175 THERE WAS A DEFINITE FOG SCREEN THAT, 973 00:58:33,177 --> 00:58:35,043 ONCE IT LIFTED, 974 00:58:35,045 --> 00:58:37,980 I THINK THAT'S WHEN EVERYBODY RAISED THE EYEBROW, LIKE, 975 00:58:37,982 --> 00:58:40,115 "WHAT THE HELL'S BEEN GOING ON?" 976 00:58:45,855 --> 00:58:49,091 THERE'S A LOT OF MEMORIES IN THIS ONE PARTICULAR AREA. 977 00:58:49,093 --> 00:58:50,859 LOU'S HOUSE IS UP HERE. 978 00:58:50,861 --> 00:58:53,061 WE HAD A.J.'S BIRTHDAY PARTY THERE. 979 00:58:53,063 --> 00:58:54,229 MY BIRTHDAY PARTY, TOO, 980 00:58:54,231 --> 00:58:56,965 MY 21ST THERE. 981 00:58:56,967 --> 00:58:59,535 - TO THE RIGHT-- WE'RE GOING TO THE RIGHT. 982 00:58:59,537 --> 00:59:02,004 I WENT TO HIM AFTER REHEARSALS ONE NIGHT, 983 00:59:02,006 --> 00:59:04,206 AND I-- I MEAN, I BEGGED HIM, 984 00:59:04,208 --> 00:59:10,012 I BASICALLY BEGGED HIM TO MAKE IT RIGHT. 985 00:59:10,014 --> 00:59:11,313 WE WERE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF, 986 00:59:11,315 --> 00:59:15,250 AND, YOU KNOW, NOBODY WAS LOOKING OUT FOR US. 987 00:59:15,252 --> 00:59:17,886 NOTHING WAS THE SAME AFTER THAT MEETING. 988 00:59:17,888 --> 00:59:21,590 FOR ANY OF US. 989 00:59:21,592 --> 00:59:24,026 WE FILED THE LAWSUIT AND THAT WAS THE BEGINNING 990 00:59:24,028 --> 00:59:26,862 OF THE END OF OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH LOU. 991 00:59:33,337 --> 00:59:35,203 IN 2007, LOU WAS ARRESTED 992 00:59:35,205 --> 00:59:39,007 FOR RUNNING A BIG INVESTMENT SCHEME, 993 00:59:39,009 --> 00:59:43,111 ONE OF THE BIGGEST PONZI SCHEMES IN AMERICAN HISTORY. 994 00:59:43,113 --> 00:59:45,681 AND TO FIND OUT HE'S BEEN A CON MAN THIS WHOLE TIME, 995 00:59:45,683 --> 00:59:48,350 MAKES YOU THINK, WAS ANYTHING EVER TRUE? 996 00:59:48,352 --> 00:59:50,319 ANYTHING YOU EVER SAID TO US OR DID FOR US 997 00:59:50,321 --> 00:59:52,154 WAS EVER-- WAS IT ALL REALLY TRUE 998 00:59:52,156 --> 00:59:55,724 OR WAS IT HALF AND HALF OR WAS IT ALL BULLSHIT? 999 01:00:00,296 --> 01:00:04,199 THIS IS WHERE LOU LIVED WHEN HE WENT TO PRISON. 1000 01:00:04,201 --> 01:00:05,968 WHEN THE BANK POSSESSED THE PROPERTY 1001 01:00:05,970 --> 01:00:08,370 THEY SOLD EVERYTHING IN HERE PROBABLY TO PAY BACK-- 1002 01:00:08,372 --> 01:00:11,173 I MEAN, $300 MILLION I THINK HE OWED, 1003 01:00:11,175 --> 01:00:12,641 HE STOLE OR WAS MISSING. 1004 01:00:12,643 --> 01:00:15,344 SO I'M SURE THEY TRIED TO SELL 1005 01:00:15,346 --> 01:00:17,879 AND SCRAPE UP ANYTHING THEY COULD. 1006 01:00:17,881 --> 01:00:19,114 YEAH. 1007 01:00:19,116 --> 01:00:22,050 SO ANYWAY, THIS IS WHERE THE OLD BASTARD LIVED. 1008 01:00:22,052 --> 01:00:25,020 - YEAH. - RIGHT BEFORE HE WENT TO PRISON. 1009 01:00:25,022 --> 01:00:29,391 NOW HE'S IN A WHAT, 4x6 WHATEVER THEY HAVE IN JAIL? 1010 01:00:29,393 --> 01:00:31,059 SO HOW DID THIS ALL GO DOWN? 1011 01:00:31,061 --> 01:00:32,928 DID THE COPS JUST SHOW UP UNANNOUNCED 1012 01:00:32,930 --> 01:00:35,063 AND JUST TAKE HIM STRAIGHT FROM HERE OR WHAT? 1013 01:00:35,065 --> 01:00:36,898 NO, THEY DIDN'T GET HIM FROM HERE. 1014 01:00:36,900 --> 01:00:41,336 THEY FOUND HIM IN FREAKIN' INDONESIA SOMEWHERE. 1015 01:00:41,338 --> 01:00:43,405 I DON'T REALLY WANT TO GO IN. 1016 01:00:45,975 --> 01:00:48,210 HI, KITTY, KITTY, KITTY. 1017 01:00:48,212 --> 01:00:50,379 HOWIE, GET OUT OF HERE. 1018 01:00:50,381 --> 01:00:53,048 COME ON, BRIAN, COME ON. 1019 01:00:53,050 --> 01:00:55,984 WANT TO GO UPSTAIRS? 1020 01:00:55,986 --> 01:00:57,319 - WANT TO? - YEAH. 1021 01:00:57,321 --> 01:00:59,421 WHICH WAY, THIS WAY? 1022 01:00:59,423 --> 01:01:01,390 HEY, LOU, ARE YOU HERE? 1023 01:01:01,392 --> 01:01:04,693 WE'RE HERE, LOU. WHERE'S OUR MONEY? 1024 01:01:04,695 --> 01:01:06,395 WOW. 1025 01:01:06,397 --> 01:01:08,096 I HATE IT. I GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE. 1026 01:01:08,098 --> 01:01:09,665 I DON'T LIKE THIS PLACE. 1027 01:01:09,667 --> 01:01:12,467 I KNOW, RIGHT? 1028 01:01:12,469 --> 01:01:15,904 I MEAN, HOW CAN IT HURT BUT THEN YOU STILL FEEL SORRY 1029 01:01:15,906 --> 01:01:18,740 AT THE SAME TIME, IT DOESN'T-- 1030 01:01:18,742 --> 01:01:20,375 YOU FEEL SORRY FOR THE GUY, 1031 01:01:20,377 --> 01:01:25,414 BUT HE HAD EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE IT RIGHT... 1032 01:01:25,416 --> 01:01:27,249 AND HE DIDN'T, YOU KNOW? 1033 01:01:27,251 --> 01:01:29,051 HE DIDN'T DO THAT. 1034 01:01:29,053 --> 01:01:32,187 THAT'S... THAT'S PROBABLY WHAT HURTS THE MOST. 1035 01:01:39,062 --> 01:01:40,462 YOU'VE CREATED A CIRCLE 1036 01:01:40,464 --> 01:01:43,965 OF PEOPLE YOU BELIEVE IS GONNA PROTECT YOU 1037 01:01:43,967 --> 01:01:45,967 AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN IT COMES CRASHING DOWN 1038 01:01:45,969 --> 01:01:47,769 AND YOU'RE LIKE, WHO CAN I TRUST? 1039 01:01:53,109 --> 01:01:56,178 THE REALITY'S SAYING DRAW THE LINE. 1040 01:01:56,180 --> 01:01:59,514 PERSONAL BUSINESS, THAT'S WHEN WE LEARNED. 1041 01:01:59,516 --> 01:02:01,349 WE EVENTUALLY BOUGHT HIM OUT. 1042 01:02:05,888 --> 01:02:07,723 IT WAS SOMETHING LIKE 27 MILLION DOLLARS 1043 01:02:07,725 --> 01:02:11,026 THAT WE HAD TO PAY HIM, BUT TO BE RID OF HIM 1044 01:02:11,028 --> 01:02:13,895 AND TO BE ABLE TO HAVE WHAT WE HAVE NOW 1045 01:02:13,897 --> 01:02:18,533 AND THAT FREEDOM AND TO NOT HAVE POTENTIALLY LOST EVERYTHING, 1046 01:02:18,535 --> 01:02:20,001 WAS IT WORTH IT? 1047 01:02:20,003 --> 01:02:21,403 YES, IT WAS WORTH IT. 1048 01:02:24,507 --> 01:02:26,475 BACKSTREET BOYS RELEASED 1049 01:02:26,477 --> 01:02:28,310 THEIR SECOND ALBUM "MILLENNIUM" TODAY. 1050 01:02:28,312 --> 01:02:31,947 AND, MY, OH MY, THIS IS CRAZY. 1051 01:02:31,949 --> 01:02:33,749 THE DAY THAT WE RELEASED "MILLENNIUM" 1052 01:02:33,751 --> 01:02:36,151 WAS A MIND-BOGGLING DAY FOR US IN HISTORY. 1053 01:02:39,222 --> 01:02:40,756 THEY SHUT DOWN TIMES SQUARE 1054 01:02:40,758 --> 01:02:43,291 5,000, 6,000 KIDS OUT IN FRONT OF "TRL." 1055 01:02:43,293 --> 01:02:44,392 IT WAS NUTS. 1056 01:02:44,394 --> 01:02:47,429 INCREDIBLE. AMAZING. 1057 01:02:47,431 --> 01:02:49,397 THAT ALBUM WAS HUGE FOR US. 1058 01:02:49,399 --> 01:02:51,399 AT THE TIME, 1059 01:02:51,401 --> 01:02:56,171 IT SOLD 24 MILLION COPIES WORLDWIDE. WE WERE ON FIRE. 1060 01:02:56,173 --> 01:02:58,540 RECORD-BREAKING ONE MILLION-PLUS SOLD THE FIRST WEEK OUT. 1061 01:02:58,542 --> 01:03:00,408 THE NORTH AMERICAN LEG OF THE TOUR 1062 01:03:00,410 --> 01:03:02,077 BROKE EVEN MORE RECORDS. 1063 01:03:02,079 --> 01:03:04,146 ALL THE TICKETS WENT ON SALE THE SAME DAY 1064 01:03:04,148 --> 01:03:06,982 AND QUICKLY RAN UP A COOL $30 MILLION. 1065 01:03:14,223 --> 01:03:18,059 ARE YOU READY TO PARTY? 1066 01:03:21,098 --> 01:03:23,064 WHOO, YEAH, BABY! 1067 01:03:32,141 --> 01:03:33,508 IT WAS OFF THE ROCK. 1068 01:03:33,510 --> 01:03:37,078 I MEAN, WE WERE GODS IN A TWISTED WAY. 1069 01:03:41,451 --> 01:03:43,985 AS A 17 YEAR OLD, I WAS JUST LIKE, 1070 01:03:43,987 --> 01:03:46,054 "THIS IS DOPE. THIS IS GREAT." 1071 01:03:46,056 --> 01:03:48,390 I CAN GET ANY GIRL I WANT. THAT'S ALL I CARE ABOUT. 1072 01:03:48,392 --> 01:03:49,524 I CAN GET ANY GIRL I WANT. 1073 01:03:53,397 --> 01:03:55,430 I WAS JUST ENJOYING THIS MOMENTUM. 1074 01:03:55,432 --> 01:03:58,266 I WAS ENJOYING THIS EUPHORIA. 1075 01:03:58,268 --> 01:04:02,437 I MEAN, IT WAS-- IT WAS UNLIKE ANYTHING WE HAD EVER FELT. 1076 01:04:12,082 --> 01:04:13,548 EVERYTHING WAS GOING SO FAST. 1077 01:04:13,550 --> 01:04:15,917 IT WAS KIND OF LIKE A BLUR. 1078 01:04:19,489 --> 01:04:21,923 THE WINNER IS-- - THE BACKSTREET BOYS! 1079 01:04:21,925 --> 01:04:23,458 - THE BACKSTREET BOYS. - THE BACKSTREET BOYS. 1080 01:04:23,460 --> 01:04:26,127 BACKSTREET BOYS. 1081 01:04:38,175 --> 01:04:41,509 "MILLENNIUM" WAS HIT AFTER HIT AFTER HIT. 1082 01:04:41,511 --> 01:04:43,245 WE WERE UNSTOPPABLE. 1083 01:04:58,562 --> 01:05:02,264 WE JUST BROKE EVERY RECORD IN THE WORLD, 1084 01:05:02,266 --> 01:05:06,134 PRACTICALLY FOR ALBUM SALES AND TOUR SALES 1085 01:05:06,136 --> 01:05:10,338 AND TOURING AND THE RECORD LABEL KNOWS 1086 01:05:10,340 --> 01:05:14,175 THAT A YOUNG TEENAGE FEMALE CAN CHANGE HER MIND PRETTY QUICK. 1087 01:05:14,177 --> 01:05:17,012 THEY WANTED TO STRIKE WHILE THE IRON WAS HOT 1088 01:05:17,014 --> 01:05:20,448 AND, YOU KNOW, SELL ANOTHER 20 SOMETHING MILLION ALBUMS 1089 01:05:20,450 --> 01:05:21,583 AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. 1090 01:05:31,295 --> 01:05:32,928 WE CAME STRAIGHT OFF THE ROAD 1091 01:05:32,930 --> 01:05:35,030 AND THEN WE WERE RIGHT BACK IN THE STUDIO 1092 01:05:35,032 --> 01:05:36,531 FOR OUR NEXT ALBUM. 1093 01:05:36,533 --> 01:05:38,166 WE SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT. 1094 01:05:41,471 --> 01:05:45,307 WE SHOULD HAVE STEPPED BACK, RECHARGED, 1095 01:05:45,309 --> 01:05:48,009 GOT SOME PERSPECTIVE, GOT SOME INSPIRATION, 1096 01:05:48,011 --> 01:05:49,411 AND THEN GONE INTO THE STUDIO. 1097 01:05:51,948 --> 01:05:53,281 IN OUR RISE TO FAME 1098 01:05:53,283 --> 01:05:56,117 I HAD OPEN HEART SURGERY AT 23 YEARS OLD, 1099 01:05:56,119 --> 01:05:57,452 YOU KNOW, IN 1998. 1100 01:05:57,454 --> 01:06:01,256 WE-- WE DIDN'T EVEN, LIKE, CANCEL TOURS. 1101 01:06:05,261 --> 01:06:08,463 IT WASN'T ABOUT ME AS A PERSON IN MY HEALTH. 1102 01:06:08,465 --> 01:06:10,198 IT DIDN'T MATTER WHAT I DID. 1103 01:06:10,200 --> 01:06:12,267 IT DIDN'T MATTER WHICH VERSE I SANG. 1104 01:06:12,269 --> 01:06:15,403 NOW WITH YOUR EYES ONLY COME UP TO ME. 1105 01:06:15,405 --> 01:06:17,238 YEAH, CRAWL ON UP... 1106 01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:19,240 WE WERE A BIG STACK OF CASH. 1107 01:06:19,242 --> 01:06:21,343 THAT THEY WERE GONNA HAVE A PIECE OF 1108 01:06:21,345 --> 01:06:24,312 AT THE END OF THE DAY, AND GO DO IT. 1109 01:06:41,365 --> 01:06:44,432 WE'RE GOING ON A PLANE. THIS IS THE PLANE. 1110 01:06:44,434 --> 01:06:46,234 WE LOVE THE PLANE. 1111 01:06:46,236 --> 01:06:48,069 WE DID THIS AROUND THE WORLD TRIP 1112 01:06:48,071 --> 01:06:50,538 IN 100 HOURS. 1113 01:06:50,540 --> 01:06:52,340 NICK, I LOVE YOU! 1114 01:06:55,277 --> 01:06:58,446 AS A $4 MILLION PROMOTIONAL THING, 1115 01:06:58,448 --> 01:07:01,182 IT WAS BRILLIANT, BUT, YOU KNOW, 1116 01:07:01,184 --> 01:07:04,586 THERE WAS A LOT OF MONEY BEING SPENT. 1117 01:07:11,827 --> 01:07:15,296 I REMEMBER FEELING A LITTLE OVERWHELMED, 1118 01:07:15,298 --> 01:07:18,099 LIKE, HOW LONG CAN THIS LAST? 1119 01:07:18,101 --> 01:07:19,267 IS THE BOTTOM GONNA FALL OUT? 1120 01:07:19,269 --> 01:07:24,105 O-O-O-H MY GOD! 1121 01:07:27,510 --> 01:07:29,310 FOR "BLACK AND BLUE," 1122 01:07:29,312 --> 01:07:31,479 WE GOT AN OFFER, A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF SHOWS, 1123 01:07:31,481 --> 01:07:33,314 $100 MILLION. 1124 01:07:33,316 --> 01:07:36,384 I MEAN, WE WERE ALL LIKE, "HOLY SHIT!" 1125 01:07:36,386 --> 01:07:38,053 THAT'S A LOT OF MONEY. 1126 01:07:41,590 --> 01:07:44,826 IT WAS SO EXTRAORDINARY AND SO OVER-THE-TOP 1127 01:07:44,828 --> 01:07:48,797 THAT I DON'T KNOW I COULD REALLY COMPREHEND IT STILL, 1128 01:07:48,799 --> 01:07:50,365 TO THIS DAY. 1129 01:08:12,456 --> 01:08:18,293 FROM LIKE '94 TO ABOUT 2002 WAS JUST NONSTOP, 1130 01:08:18,295 --> 01:08:23,098 ALBUM AFTER ALBUM TOUR AFTER TOUR-- 1131 01:08:23,100 --> 01:08:24,632 THAT WAS NINE YEARS STRAIGHT OF TOURING. 1132 01:08:24,634 --> 01:08:27,836 WE WERE DONE. 1133 01:08:27,838 --> 01:08:31,106 ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR... 1134 01:08:43,319 --> 01:08:46,321 - OH! - THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU. 1135 01:08:52,228 --> 01:08:54,262 '99 TO 2000, THIS WAS MY HAVEN. 1136 01:08:54,264 --> 01:08:55,597 BECAUSE I COULD DO WHATEVER I WANTED, 1137 01:08:55,599 --> 01:08:57,298 'CAUSE WE PRETTY MUCH RAN ORLANDO. 1138 01:08:57,300 --> 01:08:59,567 EVERYTHING WAS COMPED, COMPED EVERYWHERE WE WENT. 1139 01:08:59,569 --> 01:09:02,137 YEAH. I MEAN, FREE LIQUORS, FREE EVERYTHING. 1140 01:09:02,139 --> 01:09:05,340 - WE'VE BEEN BEST FRIENDS NOW FOR WHAT, 15 YEARS? - YEAH, 15. 1141 01:09:05,342 --> 01:09:07,308 THIS HAS GOT A LOT OF HISTORY FOR ME, GOOD AND BAD... 1142 01:09:07,310 --> 01:09:08,643 - YEAH. - WITH YOU. 1143 01:09:08,645 --> 01:09:11,246 WE HAD TOPLESS BOWLING. THAT WAS FUN. 1144 01:09:11,248 --> 01:09:13,648 THE GIRLS, REMEMBER THE GIRLS ON THE BALL RETURNS? 1145 01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:15,450 - AHA, STRADDLING THE-- - JUST BOWLING AND-- 1146 01:09:15,452 --> 01:09:17,852 YEP, WE WOULD JUST CALL THE GIRLS OVER AFTERWARDS 1147 01:09:17,854 --> 01:09:19,487 AND THEY'D COME BY, AND THEY'D JUST STRIP. 1148 01:09:19,489 --> 01:09:20,922 AND DO A LITTLE BIT OF THAT 1149 01:09:20,924 --> 01:09:22,624 - THEY WOULD DO THAT, BUT-- - PRETTIER. 1150 01:09:22,626 --> 01:09:23,925 PRETTIER AND WITH GIANT BOOBS. 1151 01:09:23,927 --> 01:09:25,827 WHATEVER! 1152 01:09:25,829 --> 01:09:27,962 YOU DON'T HAVE BIG BOOBS, SO IT DOESN'T WORK. 1153 01:09:27,964 --> 01:09:30,331 WHEE! THAT'S SUPER FUN. 1154 01:09:30,333 --> 01:09:32,634 YOU KNOW, LIKE THOSE CLAW VENDING MACHINES, 1155 01:09:32,636 --> 01:09:34,469 WE WON A BRITNEY SPEARS DOLL OUT OF THERE. 1156 01:09:34,471 --> 01:09:36,204 - WELL, I WON. - HE WON IT AND THEN-- 1157 01:09:36,206 --> 01:09:37,939 YOU PROBABLY SPENT LIKE $100 ON IT. 1158 01:09:37,941 --> 01:09:39,440 I SPENT A DOLLAR AND I WON IT. 1159 01:09:39,442 --> 01:09:40,909 AND I WANTED TO BOWL HIM FOR IT. 1160 01:09:40,911 --> 01:09:42,844 AND I GOT YOU ANNIHILATED BY THE FIFTH FRAME. 1161 01:09:42,846 --> 01:09:44,846 'CAUSE I CAN'T DRINK AND BOWL. 1162 01:09:44,848 --> 01:09:46,514 - IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S-- - AND I HAD A SHOT 1163 01:09:46,516 --> 01:09:48,383 AND I KIND OF THREW UP A LITTLE BIT BACK IN THE CUP 1164 01:09:48,385 --> 01:09:51,486 BUT I STILL FINISHED IT WITH A LITTLE BIT OF PUKE 1165 01:09:51,488 --> 01:09:52,954 AND BECAUSE OF THAT, 1166 01:09:52,956 --> 01:09:54,389 HE COULD NEVER DO SHOTS EVER AGAIN. 1167 01:09:54,391 --> 01:09:56,357 - I THREW UP. - YOU THREW UP LATER. 1168 01:09:56,359 --> 01:09:58,493 NO, NO, NO, I THREW UP IN THE CUP, AND YOU DRANK THAT. 1169 01:09:58,495 --> 01:10:00,295 - OH, IS THAT WHAT IT WAS? - YES, THAT'S WHAT-- 1170 01:10:00,297 --> 01:10:01,963 IF IT WAS JUST YOU PUKED THEN I COULD THEN-- THAT'S FINE. 1171 01:10:01,965 --> 01:10:03,831 - OH, SORRY. - I THREW UP IN THE CUP 1172 01:10:03,833 --> 01:10:06,201 - AND THAT WASN'T-- THAT WAS-- - THAT'S A TWIST. 1173 01:10:08,537 --> 01:10:10,672 A.J. WANTED TO BE THIS BAD BOY SO BADLY. 1174 01:10:14,543 --> 01:10:16,511 I THINK IN HIS OWN MIND, HE THOUGHT HE WAS ROCK AND ROLL 1175 01:10:16,513 --> 01:10:18,012 NOT REALIZING HE WAS IN A BOY BAND. 1176 01:10:18,014 --> 01:10:22,250 HOW'S EVERYBODY RIGHT DOWN IN THE FRONT?! 1177 01:10:22,252 --> 01:10:23,818 TO ME THAT WAS THE ONLY TOUR 1178 01:10:23,820 --> 01:10:27,322 I EVER DRANK ON STAGE DURING THE SHOW 1179 01:10:27,324 --> 01:10:28,990 I WAS AT MY WORST AT THAT POINT. 1180 01:10:32,361 --> 01:10:33,928 YOU IN THE-- 1181 01:10:33,930 --> 01:10:36,998 I THINK HE WAS REBELLING AGAINST THIS FACADE 1182 01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:40,435 THAT PEOPLE THOUGHT WE WERE AND THOUGHT WE HAD TO BE. 1183 01:10:43,572 --> 01:10:46,474 I LOST SIGHT OF MYSELF, WHICH IS VERY EASY TO DO 1184 01:10:46,476 --> 01:10:48,810 WHEN YOU'RE IN A GROUP. 1185 01:10:48,812 --> 01:10:52,413 YOU LOSE YOURSELF. YOU LOSE YOUR IDENTITY. 1186 01:10:52,415 --> 01:10:54,816 IN BOSTON, IN 2001, 1187 01:10:54,818 --> 01:10:57,652 WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO THE FIRST PITCH 1188 01:10:57,654 --> 01:11:00,455 AT THIS SOFTBALL GAME, OR BASEBALL GAME 1189 01:11:00,457 --> 01:11:02,590 UM, AND SING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM. 1190 01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:05,260 I GET A CALL FROM OUR ROAD MANAGER 1191 01:11:05,262 --> 01:11:08,296 THAT A.J. IS NOT COMING. 1192 01:11:08,298 --> 01:11:10,031 I WAS IN WHAT PEOPLE IN THE DRUG WORLD 1193 01:11:10,033 --> 01:11:12,934 WOULD CALL A COKE COMA, 'CAUSE I'D JUST BEEN UP 1194 01:11:12,936 --> 01:11:15,870 FOR DAYS ON END AND I JUST NEEDED TO SLEEP. 1195 01:11:15,872 --> 01:11:21,075 KEVIN, IN KEVIN'S KEVIN WAY DID NOT LIKE THAT VERY MUCH. 1196 01:11:21,077 --> 01:11:24,812 HE WON'T ANSWER HIS PHONE, HE WON'T ANSWER HIS DOOR. 1197 01:11:24,814 --> 01:11:28,016 SO I BACKED UP AND... 1198 01:11:28,018 --> 01:11:30,351 BUSTED IT OPEN, I WAS AS MAD AS HELL. 1199 01:11:30,353 --> 01:11:33,054 KEVIN CAME TO THE OTHER DOOR WHICH WAS DOUBLE BOLTED 1200 01:11:33,056 --> 01:11:34,555 AND I TRIED TO BUST THAT THING IN 1201 01:11:34,557 --> 01:11:36,858 AND I COULDN'T GET IN THERE. 1202 01:11:36,860 --> 01:11:39,060 UH, BUT I'M GLAD THAT I DIDN'T. 1203 01:11:39,062 --> 01:11:40,995 I'M GLAD I DIDN'T 'CAUSE I WAS MAD. 1204 01:11:40,997 --> 01:11:42,930 I WAS ABOUT TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM, 1205 01:11:42,932 --> 01:11:44,832 BUT I WAS MAD. 1206 01:11:44,834 --> 01:11:47,335 TO THIS DAY, I WILL FOREVER BE GRATEFUL TO KEVIN 1207 01:11:47,337 --> 01:11:49,470 BEING THE REASON WHY I EVEN WENT INTO REHAB. 1208 01:11:49,472 --> 01:11:51,572 YOU KNOW, HE'S THE ONE THAT MADE THAT INTERVENTION. 1209 01:11:51,574 --> 01:11:54,509 HE'S THE ONE THAT BROKE DOWN MY HOTEL ROOM DOOR 1210 01:11:54,511 --> 01:11:57,078 AND EXCHANGED THE WORDS THAT WE EXCHANGED 1211 01:11:57,080 --> 01:11:59,013 THAT WERE NOT NICE. 1212 01:11:59,015 --> 01:12:00,848 YOU KNOW, I MEAN, 1213 01:12:00,850 --> 01:12:04,819 I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM SAYING, "YOU ARE DEAD TO ME." 1214 01:12:04,821 --> 01:12:06,054 THAT WAS IT. 1215 01:12:44,427 --> 01:12:45,993 I GOT A.J. OVER HERE NEXT TO ME 1216 01:12:45,995 --> 01:12:47,829 PULLED UP IN IS HOT ROD. 1217 01:12:47,831 --> 01:12:51,399 HE THINKS HE'S A RAPPER, I THINK. 1218 01:12:51,401 --> 01:12:52,633 AND... 1219 01:12:52,635 --> 01:12:53,634 STRAIGHT LINE. 1220 01:12:58,908 --> 01:13:01,008 HEY! 1221 01:13:01,010 --> 01:13:02,844 I'LL BE IN THE LINE BEHIND A.J. RIGHT. 1222 01:13:02,846 --> 01:13:04,846 - TAKE A MENTAL NOTE. - I'M TRYING TO GET THERE. 1223 01:13:04,848 --> 01:13:06,180 YOU KNOW, NOBODY TELLS YOU WHAT TO DO 1224 01:13:06,182 --> 01:13:07,849 WHEN YOU GET TO THE TOP. 1225 01:13:07,851 --> 01:13:09,951 EVERYBODY IS SO QUICK TO PUSH, PUSH, PUSH, 1226 01:13:09,953 --> 01:13:11,452 TO GET YOU THERE, 1227 01:13:11,454 --> 01:13:13,187 BUT THEY'RE NOT QUICK TO HOLD YOU THERE. 1228 01:13:13,189 --> 01:13:15,456 THEY JUST WANNA YOU KNOW WHAT? 1229 01:13:15,458 --> 01:13:16,624 NEXT. 1230 01:13:23,565 --> 01:13:25,032 YOU KNOW, AFTER WE LOST KEVIN, 1231 01:13:25,034 --> 01:13:26,667 EVERYBODY THOUGHT IT WAS OVER, 1232 01:13:26,669 --> 01:13:28,669 EVEN THOUGH THE FOUR OF US KEPT GOING. 1233 01:13:28,671 --> 01:13:32,640 WE DID TWO ALBUMS. WE DID THREE TOURS. 1234 01:13:32,642 --> 01:13:34,876 BUT FOR ME, PERSONALLY, IT WAS JUST NEVER THE SAME. 1235 01:13:34,878 --> 01:13:36,477 LOOKING DOWN THE LINE ON STAGE, 1236 01:13:36,479 --> 01:13:41,682 YOU SEE JUST THREE OTHER GUYS, IT WAS JUST NEVER RIGHT. 1237 01:13:41,684 --> 01:13:43,851 YEAH, GO TO THE RHYTHM. 1238 01:13:43,853 --> 01:13:45,686 OBVIOUSLY, THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE DOUBTS AND FEARS. 1239 01:13:45,688 --> 01:13:47,889 I MEAN, THIS IS NOT JUST A REGULAR TOUR. 1240 01:13:47,891 --> 01:13:50,691 THIS IS A BIG DEAL. 1241 01:13:50,693 --> 01:13:52,894 NOW THAT WASN'T RIGHT. THAT RIGHT THERE-- 1242 01:13:52,896 --> 01:13:55,596 BRINGING BACK SOME OF THE OLD CHOREOGRAPHY 1243 01:13:55,598 --> 01:13:58,032 WE HAVEN'T DONE IN 15-PLUS YEARS. 1244 01:13:58,034 --> 01:14:00,435 YOU KNOW, IT'S NERVE-RACKING. 1245 01:14:00,437 --> 01:14:02,003 I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER THE BEGINNING FORMATION. 1246 01:14:02,005 --> 01:14:03,171 RIGHT HERE. - YO, MAN. 1247 01:14:03,173 --> 01:14:04,839 YOU... OUT. 1248 01:14:04,841 --> 01:14:06,441 WE GOT IT. 1249 01:14:06,443 --> 01:14:08,843 DON'T WORRY, I'LL BE SWEET WITH YOU, 1250 01:14:08,845 --> 01:14:11,946 BUT I GOT TO BE HARD WITH YOUR DADDY, OKAY. 1251 01:14:11,948 --> 01:14:13,848 YOU GUYS, ANY QUESTIONS BEFORE WE MOVE ON? 1252 01:14:13,850 --> 01:14:15,850 YEAH. IT'S JUST LITTLE DETAILS. 1253 01:14:15,852 --> 01:14:18,553 KEVIN HASN'T BEEN ON STAGE WITH US IN OVER SEVEN YEARS. 1254 01:14:18,555 --> 01:14:21,255 I'VE HAD TWO KNEE SURGERIES. 1255 01:14:28,131 --> 01:14:31,532 AND THEN DEALING WITH PROBABLY THE BIGGEST ISSUE NOW, 1256 01:14:31,534 --> 01:14:34,535 WHICH IS BRIAN. 1257 01:14:34,537 --> 01:14:36,904 BUT WE DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT IT. 1258 01:14:36,906 --> 01:14:39,106 AND I DON'T THINK HE LIKES TO TALK ABOUT IT VERY MUCH. 1259 01:14:49,152 --> 01:14:51,018 WE'RE TALKING ABOUT TAKING THIS THING AROUND THE WORLD. 1260 01:14:51,020 --> 01:14:53,287 IT'S NOT JUST 30, 40 SHOWS AND THAT'S IT. 1261 01:14:53,289 --> 01:14:58,559 I MEAN, THIS IS GONNA BE 80 TO 100-SOMETHING SHOWS OVERALL. 1262 01:15:09,873 --> 01:15:11,572 WE'VE DONE TOURS BEFORE IN LESS AMOUNT OF TIME. 1263 01:15:11,574 --> 01:15:13,641 BUT FOR SOME REASON, I'M A LITTLE SCARED MYSELF 1264 01:15:13,643 --> 01:15:15,543 THAT WE'LL STILL BEHIND THE 8 BALL. 1265 01:15:15,545 --> 01:15:17,011 TIME-WISE, ARE WE BEHIND RIGHT NOW? 1266 01:15:17,013 --> 01:15:19,213 ARE WE ON PAR THE WAY YOU GUYS ARE? 1267 01:15:19,215 --> 01:15:21,215 I'M NOT GONNA, YOU KNOW, SUGARCOAT ANYTHING. 1268 01:15:21,217 --> 01:15:22,717 - WE ARE BEHIND. - OKAY. 1269 01:15:22,719 --> 01:15:24,952 WE ONLY HAVE 14 DAYS OF REHEARSAL LEFT. 1270 01:15:24,954 --> 01:15:26,554 I'M HERE TO FUCKING REHEARSE WHATEVER. 1271 01:15:26,556 --> 01:15:27,855 - OKAY. - ALL RIGHT, BABY? 1272 01:15:27,857 --> 01:15:29,257 - ALL RIGHT. - I'M HERE. 1273 01:15:29,259 --> 01:15:31,158 JUST MAKING SURE BECAUSE WE'RE FUCKING LOSING TIME. 1274 01:15:31,160 --> 01:15:32,894 LOOK, I'M HERE, BABY. I'M HERE. 1275 01:15:32,896 --> 01:15:34,195 WAIT, WAIT, HOLD ON, LISTEN. 1276 01:15:34,197 --> 01:15:36,898 REHEARSING SATURDAYS, EVERY SATURDAY. 1277 01:15:36,900 --> 01:15:39,033 LIKE, WE WERE GONNA HAVE WEEKENDS OFF, 1278 01:15:39,035 --> 01:15:40,668 NOW WE GOT TO REHEARSE EVERY SATURDAY. 1279 01:15:40,670 --> 01:15:42,303 I WAS ALREADY PREPARED FOR THAT. 1280 01:15:42,305 --> 01:15:44,605 WE'RE SO FAR BEHIND, IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY, 1281 01:15:44,607 --> 01:15:46,207 AND IT'S DISAPPOINTING AND IT'S FRUSTRATING 1282 01:15:46,209 --> 01:15:48,576 AND IT PISSES ME OFF, AND IT STRESSES ME OUT. 1283 01:15:55,918 --> 01:15:57,552 WE'LL MAKE IT SIMPLE. 1284 01:15:57,554 --> 01:15:59,287 ALL OF THEM, THAT'S A DOUBLE CD. WE'RE DONE. 1285 01:15:59,289 --> 01:16:02,924 OKAY, NO, LET'S NOT TRY TO DWELL ON SONGS UNLESS-- 1286 01:16:02,926 --> 01:16:04,859 'CAUSE WE COULD BE ON ONE SONG FOR AN HOUR 1287 01:16:04,861 --> 01:16:06,160 AND WE HAVE LIMITED TIME. 1288 01:16:06,162 --> 01:16:08,029 DEFINE WHAT NOT DWELL MEANS. 1289 01:16:08,031 --> 01:16:10,698 THERE'S NO TIME LIMIT, JUST DON'T DWELL 1290 01:16:10,700 --> 01:16:14,201 ALL RIGHT, PLAY "BE YOUR SOLDIER." 1291 01:16:22,378 --> 01:16:24,211 THE CHORUS JUST DOESN'T DO IT FOR ME. 1292 01:16:24,213 --> 01:16:26,881 - THE SONG IS GREAT. - BUT AS A SUBJECT MATTER, 1293 01:16:26,883 --> 01:16:29,350 I LIKE WHAT THE SONG IS SAYING, LIKE-- 1294 01:16:31,621 --> 01:16:33,220 IT DOESN'T DO IT FOR ME. 1295 01:16:33,222 --> 01:16:35,089 I DISAGREE, I THINK THE CHORUS ACTUALLY IS GOOD. 1296 01:16:35,091 --> 01:16:38,159 I ACTUALLY LIKE THE VERSES. 1297 01:16:38,161 --> 01:16:40,061 I HEAR WHAT YOU'RE SAYING ON THE CHORUS. 1298 01:16:40,063 --> 01:16:42,663 - JUST THAT ONE LITTLE-- I HEAR YOU, I HEAR YOU. 1299 01:16:42,665 --> 01:16:44,131 THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT BOTHERS ME. 1300 01:16:44,133 --> 01:16:46,367 BUT I THINK IT'S A GREAT SONG FOR THE ALBUM, 1301 01:16:46,369 --> 01:16:48,636 - BECAUSE I LOVE WHAT IT SAYS. - I THINK IT'S DEFINITELY A CONTENDER. 1302 01:16:48,638 --> 01:16:49,937 I CAN SING THIS WITH CONVICTION 1303 01:16:49,939 --> 01:16:51,305 BECAUSE IT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME. 1304 01:16:51,307 --> 01:16:53,140 I'M NOT COMFORTABLE WITH CHANGING THE CHORUS 1305 01:16:53,142 --> 01:16:55,076 OF THIS SONG. 1306 01:16:55,078 --> 01:16:57,912 NO, NO, NO, DON'T-- YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIKE DO THAT TO ME. 1307 01:16:57,914 --> 01:17:00,281 JUST CALM DOWN. YOU'RE GETTING FLUSHED. 1308 01:17:00,283 --> 01:17:02,350 NICK'S GETTING RED. 1309 01:17:02,352 --> 01:17:04,885 - IT'S GOING UP TO HERE. - I'M TELLING YOU, I'M TELLING YOU 1310 01:17:04,887 --> 01:17:06,287 THAT THIS IS A BIG SONG. 1311 01:17:06,289 --> 01:17:08,389 PEOPLE GET-- FUCKING, IF IT'S NOT ON A RECORD, 1312 01:17:08,391 --> 01:17:09,890 WE COULD BE REGRETTING IT. 1313 01:17:09,892 --> 01:17:11,425 MY POINT IS IS I STILL DON'T LIKE IT. 1314 01:17:11,427 --> 01:17:13,894 WHETHER YOU CHANGE IT OR NOT, I STILL DON'T LIKE IT. 1315 01:17:13,896 --> 01:17:16,297 - I'VE HEARD YOUR POINT. - I KNOW, AND WE SEE YOUR POINT. 1316 01:17:16,299 --> 01:17:17,999 ALL RIGHT, NEXT SONG IS 1317 01:17:18,001 --> 01:17:19,700 "SHOW ME WHAT YOU'RE MADE OF." 1318 01:17:19,702 --> 01:17:21,969 SHOULD WE TALK ABOUT THE SONG A LITTLE MORE? 1319 01:17:21,971 --> 01:17:23,638 NO. MOVE ON. 1320 01:17:31,279 --> 01:17:33,381 - LOOK AT YOU. - YOU LOOK THE SAME. 1321 01:17:33,383 --> 01:17:35,349 I LOOK THE SAME. OH, THANK YOU. 1322 01:17:35,351 --> 01:17:38,386 - HOW YOU DOING? - YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS. 1323 01:17:38,388 --> 01:17:40,054 - THANK YOU. - YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL. 1324 01:17:40,056 --> 01:17:42,890 THANKS, SANDY. THIS IS THE BACKSTREET BOYS. 1325 01:17:42,892 --> 01:17:45,359 YOU WERE SINGING WITH YOUR LOCAL SINGING TEACHER 1326 01:17:45,361 --> 01:17:48,229 AND SHE SAID, "I'VE GOT THIS GREAT KID. 1327 01:17:48,231 --> 01:17:50,898 WE NEED TO GET HIM DANCING 'CAUSE HE'S GOT A GREAT VOICE." 1328 01:17:50,900 --> 01:17:52,233 AND I SAID, "OKAY, BRING HIM OVER." 1329 01:17:52,235 --> 01:17:56,937 AND I SAID, "NICK, RIGHT LEG." 1330 01:17:56,939 --> 01:17:58,439 THE LEFT LEG, I PUT THE LEFT LEG OUT. 1331 01:17:58,441 --> 01:18:01,242 OKAY, NICK, LEFT LEG, AND THEN HE DID THE RIGHT LEG. 1332 01:18:01,244 --> 01:18:02,910 HE STILL DOES THE SAME THING. 1333 01:18:02,912 --> 01:18:04,145 COME ON IN AND SAY HI. 1334 01:18:04,147 --> 01:18:05,946 THEY'RE GONNA GO CRAZY. 1335 01:18:05,948 --> 01:18:07,348 - WE'RE GOING IN. - LET'S DO IT. 1336 01:18:07,350 --> 01:18:09,116 COME ON IN. 1337 01:18:09,118 --> 01:18:11,185 I'VE BEEN DANCING SINCE I WAS, LIKE, FOUR YEARS OLD, 1338 01:18:11,187 --> 01:18:12,453 - SO I-- - REALLY? 1339 01:18:12,455 --> 01:18:14,055 - BALLET FOR EIGHT YEARS. - GOOD. 1340 01:18:14,057 --> 01:18:15,990 - JAZZ, TAP. - WE COULDN'T GET HIM IN BALLET. 1341 01:18:15,992 --> 01:18:17,158 WE TRIED. 1342 01:18:17,160 --> 01:18:18,893 - YOU DID BALLET? - EIGHT YEARS OF BALLET. 1343 01:18:18,895 --> 01:18:21,162 OKAY, IT WAS THE WEIRDEST THING I HAD TIGHTS AND EVERYTHING. 1344 01:18:21,164 --> 01:18:22,963 I WAS THE ONLY BOY IN MY BALLET CLASS. 1345 01:18:22,965 --> 01:18:24,398 SO MY MOM ENDED UP PUTTING ME INTO TAP 1346 01:18:24,400 --> 01:18:26,300 AFTER EIGHT YEARS OF BALLET 'CAUSE I WAS LIKE, 1347 01:18:26,302 --> 01:18:28,302 "I FEEL A LITTLE WEIRD IN TIGHTS. 1348 01:18:28,304 --> 01:18:30,705 I'M A LITTLE BOY AND I'M SKINNY. 1349 01:18:30,707 --> 01:18:32,740 HEY, IT TAKES A MAN TO DO IT. 1350 01:18:32,742 --> 01:18:34,241 THIS IS OUR SENIOR DANCE COMPANY. 1351 01:18:34,243 --> 01:18:35,943 HI. 1352 01:18:35,945 --> 01:18:38,145 YOU WANT TO BACK UP A LITTLE BIT SO THEY CAN SEE YOU? 1353 01:18:38,147 --> 01:18:39,480 I DON'T KNOW ABOUT NOW I MIGHT ACTUALLY 1354 01:18:39,482 --> 01:18:41,148 COME ON, DO IT! 1355 01:18:41,150 --> 01:18:42,383 PERFORM, PLEASE. 1356 01:18:42,385 --> 01:18:44,485 IF I RIP MY PANTS, I'M BLAMING YOU. 1357 01:18:44,487 --> 01:18:47,722 COME ON. 1358 01:18:47,724 --> 01:18:52,159 OH. 1359 01:18:52,161 --> 01:18:53,527 WHOO. 1360 01:18:53,529 --> 01:18:55,262 YOU'RE GONNA PAY FOR THAT TOMORROW. 1361 01:18:55,264 --> 01:18:57,064 OH! 1362 01:18:57,066 --> 01:18:58,232 DON'T GET ME STARTED. 1363 01:18:58,234 --> 01:19:00,901 HE NEVER DONE THAT WITH US IN 20 YEARS! 1364 01:19:00,903 --> 01:19:03,137 - THAT'S INTERESTING. - YOU GUYS KNOW THE "BACKSTREET'S BACK" DANCE? 1365 01:19:03,139 --> 01:19:05,106 ANYBODY KNOW THAT? 1366 01:19:05,108 --> 01:19:07,007 - AH, SEE, I KNEW THEY DIDN'T KNOW THAT. - TOO YOUNG. 1367 01:19:07,009 --> 01:19:08,175 THEY WEREN'T BORN YET. 1368 01:19:08,177 --> 01:19:10,177 FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, GO! 1369 01:19:28,197 --> 01:19:30,498 THEY GOT IT ALREADY. 1370 01:19:30,500 --> 01:19:31,999 YEAH. 1371 01:19:32,001 --> 01:19:33,968 GOOD JOB, BUDDY. 1372 01:19:33,970 --> 01:19:36,070 - SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME TALK! - YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP! 1373 01:19:36,072 --> 01:19:37,471 LISTEN-- GUYS! 1374 01:19:37,473 --> 01:19:40,508 YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP. 1375 01:19:40,510 --> 01:19:43,344 I SWEAR TO GOD, DON'T FUCKING TALK TO ME THAT WAY. 1376 01:19:43,346 --> 01:19:45,513 I'LL TALK TO YOU HOWEVER I WANT TO TALK TO YOU. 1377 01:19:45,515 --> 01:19:47,248 YOU DON'T GET RESPECT OUT OF ME THAT WAY. 1378 01:19:47,250 --> 01:19:49,483 DON'T BE A FUCKING DICK LIKE EVERYONE KNOWS YOU ARE. 1379 01:19:49,485 --> 01:19:52,019 - YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT. - YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYING? 1380 01:19:52,021 --> 01:19:55,089 DON'T BE A FUCKING DICK. DON'T BE A DICK! 1381 01:19:55,091 --> 01:19:56,957 TRUST ME, YOU DON'T WANT IT FROM ME, BABY. 1382 01:19:56,959 --> 01:19:58,359 - TRUST ME. - LIKE I'M SHAKING. 1383 01:19:58,361 --> 01:19:59,593 I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU ANYMORE. 1384 01:19:59,595 --> 01:20:01,529 DUDE, WHAT-- YOU WERE AFRAID OF ME? 1385 01:20:01,531 --> 01:20:05,299 NO, I'M-- HE KNOWS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, DUDE. 1386 01:20:05,301 --> 01:20:06,901 WHAT ABOUT FUCKING VOCALS ON SONGS? 1387 01:20:06,903 --> 01:20:08,169 ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT? 1388 01:20:08,171 --> 01:20:10,070 ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT 1389 01:20:10,072 --> 01:20:12,306 YOU DON'T NECESSARILY SOUND AS GOOD AS YOU USED TO? 1390 01:20:12,308 --> 01:20:14,375 - THE DEMO VOICE-- - ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT? 1391 01:20:14,377 --> 01:20:16,110 ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT? 1392 01:20:16,112 --> 01:20:17,578 AND WE'LL TALK ABOUT WHEN WE GET IN THE STUDIO 1393 01:20:17,580 --> 01:20:19,480 AND PRODUCERS COME TO US AND TELL US 1394 01:20:19,482 --> 01:20:22,082 THAT THEY GOT PROBLEMS BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING VOICE. 1395 01:20:22,084 --> 01:20:24,118 YEAH, 'CAUSE I CAN'T DO YOUR JOB ANYMORE. 1396 01:20:24,120 --> 01:20:27,054 OH, NO, NO, NO, NO! THIS IS THE TRUTH. 1397 01:20:27,056 --> 01:20:29,390 HOW ABOUT SPEAKING FROM A PLACE OF LOVE 1398 01:20:29,392 --> 01:20:31,158 AND NOT A PLACE OF ANGER? 1399 01:20:31,160 --> 01:20:32,560 I'M NOT ANGRY. I'M FUCKING BEING REAL. 1400 01:20:32,562 --> 01:20:34,295 BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE WANTS TO SUGARCOAT IT. 1401 01:20:34,297 --> 01:20:35,930 EVERYONE WANTS TO SUGARCOAT IT. 1402 01:20:35,932 --> 01:20:37,364 LET'S FUCKING BRING IT OUT IN THE OPEN. 1403 01:20:37,366 --> 01:20:39,533 YOU KNOW WHAT? 1404 01:20:39,535 --> 01:20:41,569 WHEN PRODUCERS COME UP TO ME-- STOP! 1405 01:20:41,571 --> 01:20:43,504 WHEN PRODUCERS COME UP TO US AND ARE SAYING, 1406 01:20:43,506 --> 01:20:45,506 "WHAT'S WRONG WITH BRIAN'S VOICE? 1407 01:20:45,508 --> 01:20:47,174 WHAT'S HAPPENING WITH HIS VOICE?" 1408 01:20:47,176 --> 01:20:48,943 AND THEN YOU WANT TO SING ON THE RECORDS, DAWG, 1409 01:20:48,945 --> 01:20:50,411 AND YOU SOUND GREAT ON RECORDS, 1410 01:20:50,413 --> 01:20:52,446 'CAUSE YOU CAN DO A FUCKING LITTLE BIT OF EDITING, 1411 01:20:52,448 --> 01:20:54,315 BUT WHEN GOT TO GO ON STAGE AND SING THAT SHIT 1412 01:20:54,317 --> 01:20:56,150 AND WE GOT TO GO DO WORLD TOUR, 1413 01:20:56,152 --> 01:20:58,219 I MEAN, THIS IS THE KIND-- THIS IS ALL I'M TRYING TO SAY. 1414 01:20:58,221 --> 01:21:00,521 BUT YOU TAKE THE GOOD AND THE BAD, DAWG. 1415 01:21:00,523 --> 01:21:02,923 - NO, BECAUSE-- - YOU TAKE THE GOOD AND THE BAD. 1416 01:21:02,925 --> 01:21:05,226 - WE'RE A GROUP. - CAN YOU SIT DOWN FOR A SEC, NICK? 1417 01:21:05,228 --> 01:21:07,228 - NO, I DON'T WANT TO SIT DOWN. - WELL, HERE'S WHAT I THINK. 1418 01:21:07,230 --> 01:21:09,296 I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO REALLY TALK ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK 1419 01:21:09,298 --> 01:21:11,198 - IS REALLY GOING ON! - BUT TIME OUT. SIT DOWN FOR A SECOND... 1420 01:21:11,200 --> 01:21:13,067 - NO! - AND SHOW SOME FUCKING RESPECT. 1421 01:21:13,069 --> 01:21:14,435 HOW ABOUT RESPECT ME AND LET ME STAND UP? 1422 01:21:14,437 --> 01:21:16,136 I RESPECT YOU. STAND UP THEN. 1423 01:21:16,138 --> 01:21:18,239 YOU'RE GETTING TWO DIFFERENT ARGUMENTS HERE. 1424 01:21:18,241 --> 01:21:21,141 YOU'VE BUSTED YOUR ASS. I APPRECIATE IT. 1425 01:21:21,143 --> 01:21:22,443 WE ALL APPRECIATE IT. 1426 01:21:22,445 --> 01:21:24,511 SOMEHOW IT GOT BLOWN UP INTO AN ARGUMENT 1427 01:21:24,513 --> 01:21:26,447 BETWEEN YOU AND BRIAN AND A COMPETITION 1428 01:21:26,449 --> 01:21:27,915 OVER LEAD VOCALS. 1429 01:21:27,917 --> 01:21:29,984 AND THERE'S A LOT OF BAGGAGE HERE 1430 01:21:29,986 --> 01:21:32,186 FROM THE FUCKING PAST 20 YEARS 1431 01:21:32,188 --> 01:21:34,355 THAT IS COMING OUT NOW, AND, YEAH, 1432 01:21:34,357 --> 01:21:37,124 WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT BRIAN'S VOCAL ISSUES. 1433 01:21:37,126 --> 01:21:38,592 WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THAT. 1434 01:21:38,594 --> 01:21:41,328 WE NEED TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT WORK. 1435 01:21:41,330 --> 01:21:43,497 - AND THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TRYING TO DO. - ALL I'M SAYING-- 1436 01:21:49,271 --> 01:21:51,071 THEY LOOK NICE WITH THOSE JACKETS ON. 1437 01:23:35,244 --> 01:23:37,077 GREAT. 1438 01:23:37,079 --> 01:23:39,813 I WANT TO BE AS SUPPORTIVE AS I CAN. 1439 01:23:39,815 --> 01:23:41,782 I MEAN, NOT ONLY ARE WE GROUP MEMBERS 1440 01:23:41,784 --> 01:23:45,452 AND BUSINESS PARTNERS, BUT WE'RE FAMILY. 1441 01:23:45,454 --> 01:23:48,389 AND, UH.... 1442 01:23:48,391 --> 01:23:51,492 SO I HAVE YOUR BACK AND I WANT TO HAVE YOUR BACK 1443 01:23:51,494 --> 01:23:53,160 AND I WANT TO BE SUPPORTIVE. 1444 01:23:53,162 --> 01:23:56,463 I THINK PERSONALLY, I'M A LITTLE FRUSTRATED. 1445 01:23:56,465 --> 01:24:03,637 BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE UM, I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'RE AT. 1446 01:24:03,639 --> 01:24:07,274 WHAT-- WHAT HAS HAPPENED LATELY WITH YOUR THERAPY, 1447 01:24:07,276 --> 01:24:09,109 AND I KNOW YOU'RE LIVING IT, 1448 01:24:09,111 --> 01:24:11,445 BUT NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU. 1449 01:24:11,447 --> 01:24:13,247 AND HERE'S MY THING. 1450 01:24:13,249 --> 01:24:15,082 YOU KNOW, I THINK WE SHOULD PUT THE BRAKES ON. 1451 01:24:15,084 --> 01:24:17,084 BUT I DON'T WANT TO STOP THE TRAIN. 1452 01:24:17,086 --> 01:24:19,420 THIS IS THE THING. THIS IS A HUGE YEAR FOR US. 1453 01:24:19,422 --> 01:24:23,257 AND I HAVE TO BE IN TIP-TOP SHAPE SOMEHOW, SOME WAY. 1454 01:24:23,259 --> 01:24:26,427 THE FRUSTRATING PART IS, IS I'M THE ONE 1455 01:24:26,429 --> 01:24:28,462 THAT HAS TO LIVE WITH IT, AND I'M THE ONE 1456 01:24:28,464 --> 01:24:31,098 THAT HAS TO HEAR IT EACH AND EVERY DAY. 1457 01:24:31,100 --> 01:24:33,834 YOU GUYS, I COULD TALK TO YOU TILL I'M BLUE IN THE FACE, 1458 01:24:33,836 --> 01:24:35,803 AND YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND IT. 1459 01:24:35,805 --> 01:24:37,304 I DON'T EXPECT YOU TO UNDERSTAND IT. 1460 01:24:37,306 --> 01:24:39,173 WE'RE NOT TRYING TO DO AN INTERVENTION ON YOU. 1461 01:24:39,175 --> 01:24:41,608 BUT IT'S ALMOST LIKE YOU-- LIKE, IN LIKE A PERSON 1462 01:24:41,610 --> 01:24:44,278 WHO'S GOING INTO REHAB WHERE YOU ALMOST NEED 1463 01:24:44,280 --> 01:24:48,182 TO REALLY LIKE POSSIBLY HAVE-- TAKE THIS REALLY SERIOUS 1464 01:24:48,184 --> 01:24:50,184 AND HAVE SOMEBODY WORKING WITH YOU, LIKE, EVERY DAY 1465 01:24:50,186 --> 01:24:52,519 LET'S STOP PERFORMING LIVE UNTIL SOME OF THIS SHIT, 1466 01:24:52,521 --> 01:24:54,188 WE GET IT WORKED OUT. 1467 01:24:54,190 --> 01:24:55,789 LET'S LET YOU DO YOUR THERAPY. 1468 01:24:55,791 --> 01:24:59,326 LET'S LET YOU EXPERIMENT WITH WHATEVER THE DOCTORS SAY. 1469 01:24:59,328 --> 01:25:00,861 TO BE HONEST WITH YOU, LET'S FACE IT. 1470 01:25:00,863 --> 01:25:02,463 IT'S THE PRESSURE THAT I PUT ON MYSELF 1471 01:25:02,465 --> 01:25:06,300 OF WHAT I WAS, WHAT I AM, AND WHAT I'M GONNA BE. 1472 01:25:06,302 --> 01:25:08,202 BECAUSE THE WAIT FOR ME AT THE BEGINNING 1473 01:25:08,204 --> 01:25:11,472 WAS I HAD TO FIX IT FOR YOU AND FOR YOU 1474 01:25:11,474 --> 01:25:14,475 AND FOR YOU AND FOR YOU AND FOR YOU AND FOR YOU. 1475 01:25:14,477 --> 01:25:16,176 THEN I WOKE UP ONE DAY AND I THOUGHT, 1476 01:25:16,178 --> 01:25:19,413 "DAMN, YOU KNOW I REALLY NEED TO JUST FIX THIS FOR ME." 1477 01:25:19,415 --> 01:25:24,384 YEAH. - BECAUSE YOU CAN'T FIX ALCOHOL ABUSE FOR ME. 1478 01:25:24,386 --> 01:25:26,286 - RIGHT. - IT'S FOR YOU. 1479 01:25:26,288 --> 01:25:29,389 I APOLOGIZE THAT IF MY BAD PERFORMANCE 1480 01:25:29,391 --> 01:25:32,159 TAKES THE STOCK DOWN, WHICH IS TRUE, 1481 01:25:32,161 --> 01:25:36,797 BUT I CAN ONLY DO WHAT I CAN DO TO BE BEST FOR ME RIGHT NOW. 1482 01:25:36,799 --> 01:25:38,632 I HAVEN'T HEARD NICK SAY ANYTHING. 1483 01:25:38,634 --> 01:25:40,434 I'VE HEARD EVERYBODY ELSE TALK. 1484 01:25:40,436 --> 01:25:41,935 WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR POINT OF VIEW 1485 01:25:41,937 --> 01:25:45,806 ON FOR YOURSELF, I COMPLETELY ACCEPT THAT, 1486 01:25:45,808 --> 01:25:49,576 AND I-- THAT IS-- THAT'S YOU IT'S WHAT YOU GOT TO DO. 1487 01:25:49,578 --> 01:25:53,480 I THINK THAT THERE IS A 50/50 THING HERE, THOUGH, AS WELL. 1488 01:25:53,482 --> 01:25:56,617 I'VE GONE THROUGH THIS BEFORE IN THIS GROUP, ALL RIGHT? 1489 01:25:56,619 --> 01:26:00,521 WHEN I WAS OVERWEIGHT, WHEN I WAS DRINKING 1490 01:26:00,523 --> 01:26:03,924 AND DOING DRUGS, WHEN I WAS BEING A MANIAC, 1491 01:26:03,926 --> 01:26:05,392 IT AFFECTED THE GROUP. 1492 01:26:05,394 --> 01:26:08,495 AND I GOT CONFRONTED BY YOU GUYS. 1493 01:26:08,497 --> 01:26:11,398 EVERYBODY DOCKED THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS 1494 01:26:11,400 --> 01:26:13,333 FOR NOT SHOWING UP ON TIME. 1495 01:26:13,335 --> 01:26:14,902 I HAD TO GET BETTER FOR YOU. 1496 01:26:14,904 --> 01:26:16,904 A.J. DID, TOO. - A.J. HAD TO AS WELL. 1497 01:26:16,906 --> 01:26:18,972 WE'VE ALL HAD TO IN DIFFERENT WAYS. 1498 01:26:18,974 --> 01:26:21,375 AND I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT IT 'CAUSE I'M STILL PISSED OFF. 1499 01:26:21,377 --> 01:26:23,443 BUT, NICK, IT STARTS WITH YOU, PERIOD. 1500 01:26:23,445 --> 01:26:24,912 - IT STARTS WITH YOU. - OF COURSE IT STARTS WITH ME. 1501 01:26:24,914 --> 01:26:28,282 YES, IT'S REFLECTIVE, BUT IT STARTS WITH ME. 1502 01:26:28,284 --> 01:26:30,250 SO THIS SHIT HAPPENS TO BE ABOUT ME. 1503 01:26:30,252 --> 01:26:32,252 - SO LET IT START WITH ME FIRST... YES. 1504 01:26:32,254 --> 01:26:33,487 AND THEN LET IT FILTER. 1505 01:26:33,489 --> 01:26:35,455 I WANT YOU TO GET BETTER. I REALLY DO. 1506 01:26:35,457 --> 01:26:37,524 I GENUINELY WANT YOU TO GET BETTER. 1507 01:26:37,526 --> 01:26:39,493 ALL RIGHT? I WANT MICHAEL JORDAN BACK. 1508 01:26:39,495 --> 01:26:41,228 I REALLY DO. 1509 01:26:41,230 --> 01:26:43,230 I ALWAYS FELT LIKE IT WAS JORDAN AND PIPPEN 1510 01:26:43,232 --> 01:26:44,431 IN THIS GROUP, AND I REALLY DID, 1511 01:26:44,433 --> 01:26:47,000 AND I THOUGHT YOU WERE MICHAEL JORDAN. 1512 01:26:47,002 --> 01:26:49,303 AND I MISS THAT VOICE AGAIN. I MISS IT. 1513 01:26:49,305 --> 01:26:51,505 AND I BELIEVE YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK. 1514 01:26:51,507 --> 01:26:55,475 I BELIEVE YOU CAN. I BELIEVE YOU WILL GET IT BACK. 1515 01:26:55,477 --> 01:26:59,213 AND I BELIEVE US AS A TEAM WE-- THE FIVE STARTERS 1516 01:26:59,215 --> 01:27:01,481 THAT WE CAN DO IT BUT WE NEED MICHAEL 1517 01:27:01,483 --> 01:27:03,417 AND I KNOW IT'S GONNA HAPPEN. 1518 01:27:30,846 --> 01:27:34,348 I USED TO PLAY IN THIS, WELL, NOT IN IT, 1519 01:27:34,350 --> 01:27:36,316 BUT I WOULD GO UNDERNEATH HERE. 1520 01:27:36,318 --> 01:27:38,585 I WOULD GO CRAWL ALL THE WAY UNDERNEATH THERE 1521 01:27:38,587 --> 01:27:42,055 BACK THERE THERE WAS THIS ALLIGATOR SITTING ON-- 1522 01:27:42,057 --> 01:27:43,991 ON THE SHOULDER OR WHATEVER, AND HE WAS LIKE HANGING THERE 1523 01:27:43,993 --> 01:27:45,859 SLEEPING, LIKE, SUNBATHING. 1524 01:27:45,861 --> 01:27:47,828 I GRABBED SOME ROCKS AND I STARTED THROWING THEM AT HIM. 1525 01:27:47,830 --> 01:27:49,663 I HAD THIS OTHER KID WITH ME, ALLIGATOR GOT PISSED, 1526 01:27:49,665 --> 01:27:52,499 AND HE STARTED CHASING US, CAME AFTER US. 1527 01:27:52,501 --> 01:27:54,968 I JUMPED UP ON TOP OF THIS LIKE RETENTION THING 1528 01:27:54,970 --> 01:27:58,272 AND I JUST WENT, OH, DOWN, FELL IN BETWEEN IT, 1529 01:27:58,274 --> 01:28:01,875 CAME HOME, I WAS CRYING. MY DAD STITCHED ME UP. 1530 01:28:01,877 --> 01:28:03,577 YOUR DAD STITCHED YOU UP? 1531 01:28:03,579 --> 01:28:05,445 YEAH, HE DIDN'T WANT-- HE DIDN'T BELIEVE SORT OF 1532 01:28:05,447 --> 01:28:07,547 IN LIKE HOSPITALS AND STUFF, SO HE KIND OF 1533 01:28:07,549 --> 01:28:09,349 JUST BUTTERFLIED THAT THING ALL UP. 1534 01:28:09,351 --> 01:28:10,951 AND THAT'S WHY IT'S ALL TORN UP. 1535 01:28:10,953 --> 01:28:13,587 SEE THAT ORANGE PUMPKIN PLACE? 1536 01:28:13,589 --> 01:28:15,355 THAT'S MY HOUSE. 1537 01:28:15,357 --> 01:28:16,890 - RIGHT HERE? - THAT ORANGE THING. 1538 01:28:16,892 --> 01:28:19,426 - 216? - 216. 1539 01:28:19,428 --> 01:28:22,095 IT WAS JUST LIKE-- IT WAS A HOUSE FULL OF FEAR FOR ME. 1540 01:28:22,097 --> 01:28:24,031 WE WOULD BE LITTLE KIDS AND WE WOULD HEAR MOM 1541 01:28:24,033 --> 01:28:26,099 AND DAD, LIKE, SCREAMING AT EACH OTHER 1542 01:28:26,101 --> 01:28:28,001 AND THEY WOULD JUST CONSTANTLY BE DRINKING 1543 01:28:28,003 --> 01:28:31,305 AND FIGHTING AND WE'D HEAR GUNS GO OFF THE WINDOW. 1544 01:28:31,307 --> 01:28:32,673 YOU KNOW, OUT THE WINDOW, SHOOTING, 1545 01:28:32,675 --> 01:28:34,308 AND-- NOT SHOOTING AT EACH OTHER, 1546 01:28:34,310 --> 01:28:36,977 BUT THEY ALWAYS FOUGHT OVER MONEY. 1547 01:28:36,979 --> 01:28:40,847 AND I WANTED TO BRING MY FAMILY TO A WHOLE 'NOTHER LEVEL. 1548 01:28:40,849 --> 01:28:42,549 I WANT TO TAKE THEM OUT OF HERE, 1549 01:28:42,551 --> 01:28:44,985 GIVE THEM BIGGER HOUSES, BETTER THINGS, 1550 01:28:44,987 --> 01:28:46,586 AND ALL THESE, YOU KNOW... 1551 01:28:46,588 --> 01:28:48,822 I MEAN, HOW MUCH CAN YOU GIVE? 1552 01:28:48,824 --> 01:28:50,457 ARE YOU LOOKED AT AS A DOLLAR SIGN NOW? 1553 01:28:50,459 --> 01:28:52,392 ARE YOU LOOKED AT AS... YOU KNOW, 1554 01:28:52,394 --> 01:28:54,328 WHAT ARE YOU LOOKED AT AS? 1555 01:28:54,330 --> 01:28:55,829 AND THAT'S WHAT SUCKS BECAUSE BEFORE 1556 01:28:55,831 --> 01:28:57,864 I WAS LOOKED AT AS A SIBLING IN MY HOUSE. 1557 01:28:57,866 --> 01:29:00,600 I'VE ACTUALLY BEEN ESTRANGED FROM MY MOM AND DAD 1558 01:29:00,602 --> 01:29:02,336 FOR A WHILE. 1559 01:29:02,338 --> 01:29:05,605 I HAVEN'T SEEN THEM IN MAYBE SEVEN, EIGHT YEARS. 1560 01:29:05,607 --> 01:29:07,841 IT JUST-- YOU SEE WHERE YOU CAME FROM. 1561 01:29:07,843 --> 01:29:11,611 YOU SEE WHERE YOU'VE BEEN, AND... YOU QUESTION THINGS 1562 01:29:11,613 --> 01:29:13,547 AND YOU WONDER WHERE YOU'RE GOING... 1563 01:29:13,549 --> 01:29:17,351 AND... I DON'T KNOW, MAN. 1564 01:29:17,353 --> 01:29:19,853 MOST OF THE KIDS THAT I PLAYED WITH ON THIS BLOCK, 1565 01:29:19,855 --> 01:29:22,889 MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT I TRIED TO FIT IN WITH, 1566 01:29:22,891 --> 01:29:25,892 NOW ARE EITHER DEAD 1567 01:29:25,894 --> 01:29:29,663 OR SERIOUS DRUG ADDICTS OR IN PRISON. 1568 01:29:29,665 --> 01:29:31,498 I WOULD HAVE TOTALLY ENDED UP LIKE A LOT 1569 01:29:31,500 --> 01:29:33,700 OF THESE KIDS OUT HERE. 1570 01:29:40,842 --> 01:29:42,609 I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE IN, I DON'T KNOW, 1571 01:29:42,611 --> 01:29:44,144 17 YEARS OR SOMETHING. 1572 01:29:44,146 --> 01:29:46,580 I'M, LIKE, NERVOUS. 1573 01:29:46,582 --> 01:29:47,981 OH, MY GOODNESS. 1574 01:29:47,983 --> 01:29:49,516 DO YOU REMEMBER THIS? 1575 01:29:49,518 --> 01:29:53,387 THIS IS CRAZY! 1576 01:29:53,389 --> 01:29:55,489 THEY GOT IT SET UP. 1577 01:29:55,491 --> 01:29:57,457 - OH, JESUS. - THE FRONT ROW! 1578 01:30:00,595 --> 01:30:02,596 WHO'S THAT BOY? 1579 01:30:02,598 --> 01:30:05,999 THERE IS IS. YOU SEE HIM? 1580 01:30:18,180 --> 01:30:20,213 I ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE WAS SUPER PRETTY. 1581 01:30:20,215 --> 01:30:22,015 SHE WAS. 1582 01:30:22,017 --> 01:30:24,151 AND THEN I-- I WAS THE BIGGEST NERD IN SCHOOL, 1583 01:30:24,153 --> 01:30:26,686 LIKE THIS WAS THE ONLY WAY THAT I COULD GET ATTENTION 1584 01:30:26,688 --> 01:30:28,221 - FROM ANYBODY. - BOY, DID YOU. 1585 01:30:28,223 --> 01:30:33,160 BECAUSE WHEN I WOULD WALK DOWN THESE HALLS. 1586 01:30:33,162 --> 01:30:35,061 I WOULD GET PICKED ON A LOT, AND PEOPLE DIDN'T LIKE ME. 1587 01:30:35,063 --> 01:30:36,630 I KNOW. 1588 01:30:36,632 --> 01:30:39,933 I WAS JUST THE WEIRD KID IN THE SCHOOL, YOU KNOW, BUT... 1589 01:30:42,938 --> 01:30:48,175 I'VE HAD THIS FOR... 22 YEARS. 1590 01:30:48,177 --> 01:30:50,544 AND IT MEANS A LOT TO ME THAT YOU'VE COME BACK 1591 01:30:50,546 --> 01:30:53,947 AND YOU'VE RECOGNIZED YOUR TEACHER. 1592 01:30:53,949 --> 01:30:55,515 ABSOLUTELY. 1593 01:30:55,517 --> 01:30:57,984 - YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU. - I LOVE YOU, TOO. 1594 01:30:57,986 --> 01:31:02,489 SHE HONESTLY WAS ONE OF THE MOST INFLUENTIAL-- 1595 01:31:02,491 --> 01:31:05,759 I MEAN SHE KIND OF RECOGNIZED ME, SO... 1596 01:31:07,862 --> 01:31:11,932 THANK YOU. 1597 01:31:11,934 --> 01:31:15,936 AND WE PUT IT IN A FORMAT SO YOU COULD SEE IT NOW. 1598 01:31:15,938 --> 01:31:17,671 MAYBE SOMEDAY FOR YOUR GRANDCHILDREN? 1599 01:31:17,673 --> 01:31:21,007 - YEAH. THANK YOU AGAIN. - YOU'RE WELCOME. 1600 01:31:29,183 --> 01:31:34,187 I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I'M CRYING. 1601 01:31:34,189 --> 01:31:39,860 I THINK IT HAS A LOT TO DO WITH... 1602 01:31:39,862 --> 01:31:44,197 ALL THE BAD STUFF THAT I HAD GONE THROUGH. 1603 01:31:44,199 --> 01:31:47,534 AND THERE WAS ONLY LIKE A COUPLE OF LIGHTS 1604 01:31:47,536 --> 01:31:51,204 AND WHENEVER I'D GET ON STAGE, 1605 01:31:51,206 --> 01:31:54,608 IT WAS A WAY TO GET AWAY. IT WAS A WAY TO ESCAPE. 1606 01:31:54,610 --> 01:31:56,510 IT WAS A WAY TO GET AWAY FROM ALL THE STUFF 1607 01:31:56,512 --> 01:31:59,980 THAT I WAS GOING THROUGH. 1608 01:31:59,982 --> 01:32:03,083 AND YOU KNOW, I'M SO... 1609 01:32:03,085 --> 01:32:05,685 I'VE ONLY GOT, LIKE, A COUPLE OF THINGS TO HOLD ONTO 1610 01:32:05,687 --> 01:32:09,022 OVER THE YEARS, AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. 1611 01:32:09,024 --> 01:32:11,892 AND WHEN I SEE-- WHEN I SEE THAT 1612 01:32:11,894 --> 01:32:15,061 AND WHEN I SEE THAT VIDEO... 1613 01:32:15,063 --> 01:32:17,197 IT WAS, LIKE, REMINDS ME 1614 01:32:17,199 --> 01:32:20,200 OF SORT OF, LIKE, THE GOOD TIMES 1615 01:32:20,202 --> 01:32:22,969 AND THEN... 1616 01:32:22,971 --> 01:32:24,971 I DON'T KNOW, I TRIED EVERYTHING I CAN 1617 01:32:24,973 --> 01:32:29,109 TO BLOCK OUT THINGS AND JUST ELIMINATE 1618 01:32:29,111 --> 01:32:32,879 SHE WAS, UH-- SHE WAS MY ESCAPE, 1619 01:32:32,881 --> 01:32:34,614 AND SHE RECOGNIZED ME. 1620 01:32:34,616 --> 01:32:37,350 AND I REALLY... I'M JUST HAPPY 1621 01:32:37,352 --> 01:32:40,587 I GOT THIS RIGHT HERE, THAT'S ALL. 1622 01:32:40,589 --> 01:32:42,188 JUST HAPPY I GOT IT. 1623 01:32:46,360 --> 01:32:49,563 READY ON ONE, TWO, THREE... 1624 01:32:49,565 --> 01:32:53,233 WE'RE GONNA LOOK RIGHT OVER HERE. 1625 01:32:53,235 --> 01:32:56,970 ARE YOU READY? 1626 01:32:56,972 --> 01:32:58,605 THANK YOU. 1627 01:33:09,116 --> 01:33:11,384 IT'S WEIRD. 1628 01:33:11,386 --> 01:33:12,986 THESE DESKS ARE STILL THE SAME. 1629 01:33:12,988 --> 01:33:14,220 STILL THE SAME. 1630 01:33:14,222 --> 01:33:17,057 - THIS IS MY CLASS. - YES. 1631 01:33:17,059 --> 01:33:19,693 TOO MUCH EMOTION, GOT TO ROLL. 1632 01:33:19,695 --> 01:33:21,661 - ARE YOU READY? - YEAH, LET'S GO. 1633 01:33:21,663 --> 01:33:23,630 ONE, TWO, THREE... 1634 01:34:55,223 --> 01:34:56,890 KIDS, I TELL YOU. 1635 01:34:56,892 --> 01:34:58,958 YO, LOOK OUT THE WINDOW. 1636 01:36:14,936 --> 01:36:17,070 THERE WAS A LOT OF GROUPS THAT CAME AND WENT 1637 01:36:17,072 --> 01:36:19,472 WHILE WE WERE DOING OUR THING. 1638 01:36:19,474 --> 01:36:23,042 WE NEVER WENT ANYWHERE. WE JUST KEPT ON GOING. 1639 01:36:23,044 --> 01:36:27,480 20 YEARS IS ALONG FUCKING TIME FOR ANYBODY, 1640 01:36:27,482 --> 01:36:32,252 LET ALONE-- FIVE BUNCH OF DORKS JUMPING AROUND ONSTAGE 1641 01:36:32,254 --> 01:36:34,320 SINGING AND DANCING. 1642 01:36:34,322 --> 01:36:36,990 THIS IS THE FIRST SINGLE OFF OF THE BRAND-NEW ALBUM. 1643 01:36:36,992 --> 01:36:39,425 THIS IS CALLED "IN A WORLD LIKE THIS." 1644 01:38:50,225 --> 01:38:52,458 A.J., TELL ME HOW YOU'RE FEELING ABOUT THE TRIP 1645 01:38:52,460 --> 01:38:54,294 UP THE HILL? 1646 01:38:54,296 --> 01:38:57,096 THAT'S AS FAR AS I'M GONNA GO. 1647 01:38:57,098 --> 01:38:58,331 WHATEVER! 1648 01:39:02,170 --> 01:39:05,204 DUDE, DO YOU THINK WE SHOULD NOT DO THIS MAYBE? 1649 01:39:05,206 --> 01:39:06,406 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 1650 01:39:06,408 --> 01:39:07,941 IT'S PRETTY TOUGH. 1651 01:39:07,943 --> 01:39:09,242 YOU WANT ME TO GO UP FIRST AND SHOW YOU? 1652 01:39:09,244 --> 01:39:13,012 DID I JUST TELL YOU HOW SILLY YOU LOOK? 1653 01:39:13,014 --> 01:39:15,415 AND THAT WAS ALMOST MY FACE, BUT IT'S TOTALLY WORTH IT. 1654 01:39:15,417 --> 01:39:17,150 WE DIDN'T HAVE ROPES WHEN WE DID IT. 1655 01:39:17,152 --> 01:39:18,952 OH, MY GOD. 1656 01:39:20,288 --> 01:39:24,123 - GOOD JOB, D. - HOLY CRAP. 1657 01:39:24,125 --> 01:39:26,759 HOO WHOO! 1658 01:39:26,761 --> 01:39:28,461 - GOOD JOB, CAMP. - GOOD JOB, ROCK. 1659 01:39:28,463 --> 01:39:29,996 GOOD JOB, MAN, HEY, 1660 01:39:29,998 --> 01:39:31,464 - EVERYBODY, GOOD JOB. - WE DID IT. 1661 01:39:31,466 --> 01:39:34,100 - WHOO! - WE DID GOOD. 1662 01:39:59,494 --> 01:40:01,027 AND YOU KNOW WHAT, GUYS? 1663 01:40:01,029 --> 01:40:02,462 I THINK WE OWE IT ALL TO THE FANS OUT THERE 1664 01:40:02,464 --> 01:40:03,529 FOR ALL THESE MEMORIES. 1665 01:40:05,433 --> 01:40:07,200 WE HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE CREATED MEMORIES, TOO 1666 01:40:07,202 --> 01:40:09,135 ALONG WITH US. 1667 01:40:42,237 --> 01:40:45,371 Y'ALL READY TO PARTY LIKE IT'S 1999? 1668 01:40:57,151 --> 01:40:58,618 YO, JUMP! 1669 01:40:58,620 --> 01:41:02,155 KEEP WORKIN'! 1670 01:41:09,497 --> 01:41:11,064 GOOD GOD! 1671 01:41:17,639 --> 01:41:20,606 HEY, FELLAS, HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY. 1672 01:41:21,876 --> 01:41:23,176 THANKS, BRO. 1673 01:41:23,178 --> 01:41:25,778 HAPPY 20TH, GUYS. 1674 01:41:25,780 --> 01:41:29,182 - COME HERE-- - OH, GOD! 1675 01:41:29,184 --> 01:41:32,552 WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT 20 YEARS AGO 1676 01:41:32,554 --> 01:41:34,454 WHEN WE BEGAN THIS JOURNEY TOGETHER 1677 01:41:34,456 --> 01:41:38,124 THAT THIS WOULD BE A STOP ALONG THE WAY. 1678 01:42:20,135 --> 01:42:22,535 BACKSTREET BOYS! BACKSTREET BOYS! 1679 01:43:12,820 --> 01:43:14,587 LET'S GO NOW! 1680 01:44:22,557 --> 01:44:24,323 'CAUSE YOU KNOW THAT-- 1681 01:44:27,362 --> 01:44:30,429 WAY BACK Y'ALL. 150002

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