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I WANT TO GO CAMPING
ONE DAY.
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I'VE NEVER DONE IT BEFORE.
I WANT TO DO THAT.
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WHOO HOO!
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CAN YOU IMAGINE PLAYING
PAINTBALL UP HERE?
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IT'D BE HARD.
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IF YOU TRIPPED
AND FELL DOWN THIS HILL,
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YOU'RE DONEZO.
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OH, GOD... OH, GOD.
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WHAT THE HELL?
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DID THEY TAKE WITH THE GROUP, GUYS?
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COME ON, A.J., YOU CAN DO IT.
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ALL RIGHT, A.J.'S COMING.
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YES, IT'S GONNA
TAKE ME A MINUTE.
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THIS IS REALLY SHITTY
FOR MY KNEES.
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BACKSTREET BOYS!
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BACKSTREET BOYS! BACKSTREET BOYS!
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BACKSTREET BOYS! BACKSTREET BOYS!
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FROM 1999 TO ABOUT 2002, WE WERE UNSTOPPABLE.
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I MEAN, WE'RE THE BIGGEST BAND IN THE WORLD.
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WE DREAMED, BUT NOBODY THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE
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AS BIG AS IT WAS.
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WE SOLD OVER 130 MILLION ALBUMS WORLDWIDE.
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THEN KINDA OUT OF NOWHERE, IT JUST STOPPED.
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ONCE RADIO AND MTV
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AND THEY THINK THAT YOU'RE OVER,
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I MEAN, THEY'RE GONNA JUST SCRATCH YOU.
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YOU CAN GET SO MUCH CRITICISM BEING IN A BOY BAND.
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THE BEGINNING WAS MANUFACTURED.
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THERE'S NO DOUBT ABOUT IT.
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BUT IT'S LIKE PINOCCHIO. HE WAS MANUFACTURED.
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BUT HE TURNED INTO A REAL BOY.
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THEY ARE THE BEST-SELLING BOY BAND IN HISTORY,
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CELEBRATING 20 YEARSOF MUSIC-- THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
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KEVIN IS COMING BACK!
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WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE A FULL-GROWN MAN
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IN A BOY BAND?
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I DON'T KNOW, LET'S SEE.
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COME ON!
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THANK YOU.
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DON'T GIVE UP!
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DON'T GIVE UP!
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THAT'S IT.
KEEP IT GOING.
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HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY!
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YEAH!
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PASS IT, BRIAN.
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WE NEED YOU, COME ON.
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2006, I QUIT THE GROUP.
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I WANTED TO JUST BE A NORMAL GUY FOR A WHILE.
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I DIDN'T FEEL INSPIRED AS MUCH AS I USED TO.
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I DIDN'T LOVE IT.
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I DIDN'T HAVE THE PASSION
THAT I USED TO HAVE,
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AND THEREFORE I LEFT.
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OH!
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I HAD THIS IDEA TO GO TO LONDON JUST TO GET AWAY,
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JUST THE FIVE OF US, BRING EVERYBODY TOGETHER,
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'CAUSE WE HADN'T SEEN EACH OTHER IN FOREVER.
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AND, YOU KNOW, TO RECORD AN ALBUM.
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NO FAMILIES, NO GIRLFRIENDS,
NO-- JUST US.
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NEVER, EVER PLAYED,
AND NOT TOO BAD,
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NOT TOO SHABBY.
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HOWIE, TWINKLE TOES.
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NOT BAD.
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I LIKE GOLF WAY BETTER.
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YEE!
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- SEE, I REMEMBER THAT.
- HEY, DON'T GET USED TO ME
BRINGING YOU TEA.
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OH, YOU'VE SEEN "DRIVE,"
RIGHT, THE MOVIE "DRIVE?"
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UH-HUH.
- YEAH, BUDDY.
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I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
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OH, MY GOD, YOU'RE SO--
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- NICOLE GOT IT, MADE FOR ME.
- THAT IS HILARIOUS.
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HOW DOPE IS THIS SHIT?
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COME ON, MAN,
YOU KNOW IT'S DOPE.
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GOOD, GIVE ME A LINE. GIVE ME A LINE.
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HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING,
LIKE, THE ENTIRE MOVIE.
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WELL, GIVE ME THE LOOK.
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YOU GOT TO PUT
THE JACKET ON.
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OKAY, WAIT, WAIT, WAIT.
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- MAN, DON'T--
- I CAN'T LOOK AT YOU.
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YOU'RE NOT-- YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE
VERY GOOD AT ACTING
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AT THIS POINT, OKAY, COOL.
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I FEEL THAT.
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THAT WAS THE LOOK?
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YOU DON'T HAVE NO WORDS?
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HE REALLY DIDN'T SAY SHIT
THE WHOLE MOVIE.
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SO WE FINALLY GOT TO
THE TOP OF THE HILL.
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TEN YEARS AGO, EVERYTHING WAS SO FAST-PACED.
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YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO REST.
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YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO THINK.
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YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO EAT.
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CRAZY KID.
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EVERYBODY WAS SICK
OF EACH OTHER,
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AND EVERYBODY WANTED TO DO
THEIR OWN THING.
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WE'RE ALL OLDER NOW. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED.
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WE'VE SEEN THE BEST AND THE WORST OF EACH OTHER
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FOR 20 YEARS.
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MY WHOLE MANTRA COMING
INTO THIS
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IS I JUST WANT TO BE PROUD
OF THE MUSIC THAT WE'RE MAKING,
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AND THE SHOWS THAT WE'RE PUTTING
ON AND HAVE A BLAST.
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ENJOY IT.
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ONE, TWO, THREE--
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WE DON'T HAVE A RECORD DEAL. IT'S AWESOME.
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IT'S LIKE STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN,
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HAVING THE FREEDOM TO CREATE
SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH.
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THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WE FELT LIKE
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WE WANTED TO DO OURSELVES.
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IT'S OUR MONEY.
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SO THIS NEW CHAPTER THAT WE'RE EMBARKING ON
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IS, TO ME, EXCITING,
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AT THE SAME TIME,
CRAZY AND SCARY.
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IT'S A BIG YEAR FOR US,
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KEVIN'S BACK.
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WE HAVE AN ALBUM THAT WE GOT TO RELEASE,
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20TH ANNIVERSARY, BRAND-NEW TOUR.
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IT'S HUGE.
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WE USED TO SHOW UP AND THEY'D SAY,
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"GO IN AND SING THIS,"
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AND YOU'D GO IN AND SING IT.
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THE PRODUCER WOULD MAKE IT SOUND MAGICAL,
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AND THE RECORD EXECUTIVES
PICKED THE SINGLES
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AND THERE WAS NO
DECISION MAKING.
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WHEN WE WERE KIDS, IT WAS DIFFERENT.
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WE WERE TOLD WERE TO GO.
WE WERE TOLD WHAT TO DO.
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WE WERE TOLD WHAT TO SAY.
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AND NOW IT'S LIKE,
YOU KNOW WHAT?
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I DO HAVE A VOICE.
I WANT TO THINK FOR MYSELF.
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I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC
FOR ME.
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YOU KNOW, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC FOR OUR FANS.
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I WANT TO MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY.
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I'VE BEEN IN THIS BAND FOR MORE THAN HALF OF MY LIFE.
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I AM THE FIRST, THE ORIGINAL
OLD SCHOOL BACKSTREET BOY.
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I MET LOU PEARLMAN IN 1992.
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HE WAS PROBABLY ONE OF THE WEALTHIEST MEN
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IN ORLANDO AT THE TIME, AN ENTREPRENEUR.
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YOU KNOW HE WAS JUST
AN ALL AROUND WEALTHY,
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WEALTHY MAN.
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YOU KNOW, LOU HAD SEEN THE SUCCESS OF BOYZ II MEN,
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JODECI, NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK,
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AND I THINK ONCE THAT GOT
IN THE BACK OF HIS HEAD,
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HE WAS LIKE,
"WELL, I CAN DO THIS."
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I CAN PUT TOGETHER A GROUP--
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FIVE PRETTY FACES THAT CAN SING AND DANCE.
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AND THAT'S EXACTLY
WHAT HE DID.
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LOU WAS GIVING US A $75 WEEK CHECK,
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AND I STILL HAVE IT
IN MY MOM'S HOUSE FRAMED.
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IT WAS THE FIRST CHECK
I EVER GOT.
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IT WAS LIKE A PER DIEM,
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AND 75 BUCKS FOR A 14-YEAR-OLD'S
A LOT OF MONEY.
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I'D BEEN WORKING ON A SOLO CAREER
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SINCE I WAS 6 YEARS OLD.
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IT WAS DEFINITELY BETTER THAN WORKING AT UNIVERSAL STUDIOS
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OR DISNEY'S BACK LOT, YOU KNOW,
OR McDONALDS, THAT'S FOR SURE.
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I REALLY HAD THIS CHOICE BETWEEN BEING A MOUSEKETEER,
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$50,000 CONTRACT, OR DOING
THIS THING WITH LOU PEARLMAN
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AND THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
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MY MOTHER GAVE ME THE CHOICE.
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I DON'T KNOW WHY
SHE LEFT THAT DECISION
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UP TO AN 11-YEAR-OLD CHILD,
BUT IT JUST KIND OF HAPPENED.
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I DIDN'T WANT TO GROW UP AND BE A BACKSTREET BOY.
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I TOLD MY MOM WHEN I WAS A LITTLE BOY
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THAT I WAS GONNA GROW UP
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AND PLAY FOR THE UNIVERSITY
OF KENTUCKY BASKETBALL TEAM.
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I WAS WORKING IN ORLANDO, FLORIDA, WALT DISNEY WORLD.
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I WAS A NINJA TURTLE, ALADDIN, PLAYED GOOFY,
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BUT DREAMED OF BEING A RECORDING ARTIST.
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SO THIS WAS A HUGE
OPPORTUNITY FOR ME...
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A SHOT, A CHANCE.
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LOU OWNED SOME WAREHOUSE SPACES OUT HERE
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- IN THIS INDUSTRIAL PARK--
- HE WAS LEASING THEM.
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HE WAS LEASING THEM,
THAT'S RIGHT.
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WHICH WE'RE GONNA TRY TO SEE
IF WE CAN MANAGE TO FIND.
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UM, IT'S BEEN MANY
YEARS AGO.
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- WE'RE GONNA TRY TO FIND THEM.
- ALMOST 20 YEARS AGO.
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THIS ONE.
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I THINK IT WAS ON
MICHIGAN, GUYS.
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- NO, I THINK IT'S--
- I THINK IT'S THIS ONE.
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ALL I KNOW IS I GOT LOST
COMING HERE THE FIRST TIME.
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I ALMOST DIDN'T GET
IN THE GROUP BECAUSE OF THAT.
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SO MAYBE DON'T ASK ME.
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HI, GUYS.
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I REMEMBER THIS AREA, THOUGH.
I REMEMBER THAT CHURCH.
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IT IS DOWN ON THIS ROAD,
I'M TELLING YOU.
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THEN WE TRUST HIS MEMORY
AND NONE OF THE OLD GUYS.
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YEAH, THIS IS IT.
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- HOLY CRAP.
- THIS IS IT.
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IT IS.
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WE'RE HERE NOW.
26/42
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WE WERE BUSTING OUR FUCKING
ASS IN THIS WAREHOUSE HERE,
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DAY IN AND DAY OUT
ALL DAY LONG.
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IT WAS LIKE A WOOD STAGE THAT WE PUT UP.
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WE HAD A BUNCH OF MIRRORS. IT WAS HOT AS HELL.
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IT WAS A CONSTANT WORK IN PROGRESS.
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WE HAD TO BE WORKED ON.
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OH, OH, YEAH!
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WE PUT IN SOME CRAZY HOURS IN THE EARLY DAYS.
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THE BACKSTREET HARMONY, THE BLEND,
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IT WAS ALWAYS A WORK IN PROGRESS.
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YOU KNOW,
IT WAS SOMETHING THAT
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WE HAD TO, KIND OF, FIND.
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I REMEMBER HOWIE IN THE VERY BEGINNING.
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HE WAS PRETTY MUCH THE LEAD SINGER.
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AND THEN BRIAN CAME IN.
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HE HAD A GREAT VOICE.
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WITHOUT HIM, YOU KNOW,THE BLEND WOULDN'T BE THE SAME.
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THE VOICES ARE FIVE.
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THEY CREATE A CHEMISTRY,
A SOUND
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THAT IS UNLIKE ANY OTHER.
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YOU JUST KNEW IT,
LIKE THIS MAKES SENSE.
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THIS WORKS.
OUR VOICES BLEND PERFECTLY.
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I THINK I'M GETTING STRONGER.
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YOU KNOW,
I THINK I'M GETTING BETTER.
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YOU KNOW, I THINK
YOU'VE HELPED ME A LOT
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WHICH HAS BEEN GOOD.
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YOU GET THIS JAW WORKING
A LITTLE BIT.
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AND YOU LET YOUR JAW
HANG DOWN AND BACK.
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THE BLESSING THAT
WE'RE GEARING UP FOR A TOUR,
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AND, YOU KNOW,
THE BACKSTREET BOYS' WORLD
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IS, YOU KNOW,
ABOUT TO EXPLODE AGAIN.
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YOU KNOW, BUT YET
IT'S STILL PRESSURE.
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- YOU KNOW BECAUSE IT'S
THIS ANTICIPATION OF...
- RIGHT.
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YOU KNOW,
BRIAN'S GOT TO BE BRIAN.
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YOU KNOW, I WISH THERE
WAS A MAGIC WAND
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THAT JUST COULD--
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NOT WITH THESE MIND/BODY--
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NOT WITH THESE
MIND/BODY CONNECTIONS
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WHICH IS RIGHT WHERE, YOU KNOW,
RIGHT WHERE THE PROBLEM LIVES
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IS RIGHT IN BETWEEN
THE NERVOUS SYSTEM
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AND THE MIND.
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JUST BREATHE.
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LA LA LA...
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UH-HUH. LET IT GO.
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YOU KNOW MY VOICE IS,
YOU KNOW, IT'S MY LIFE.
232
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YOU KNOW,
WE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED,
233
00:14:59,299 --> 00:15:01,366
- BECAUSE IT'S JUST
SOMETHING THAT'S GIVEN.
- RIGHT.
234
00:15:01,368 --> 00:15:05,470
AND...
AND FOR ME IT'S, UM,
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IT'S NOT A GIVEN RIGHT NOW.
236
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IT COMES AND GOES.
237
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IT'S HARD FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT
TO BE HONEST WITH YOU.
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UM... I TRY TO...
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I TRY REALLY HARD
TO BE OPTIMISTIC ABOUT IT,
240
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UM, BUT I'M FACED
WITH IT EVERY DAY.
241
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UM, THE DOCTOR
MENTIONED
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VOCAL TENSION DYSPHONIA,
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WHICH IS THE TIGHTENING
OF THE MUSCLES
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AROUND THE VOCAL CHORDS
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WHICH 'CAUSES THE VOCAL CHORDS
NOT TO WORK CORRECTLY.
246
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IT'S FRUSTRATING.
IT'S VERY FRUSTRATING.
247
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BECAUSE I WANT TO YOU KNOW,
I JUST WANT TO BE ME.
248
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I WANT IT TO BE EASY.
249
00:16:04,564 --> 00:16:08,499
AND I WANT TO HAVE
THE CAREFREE ATTITUDE,
250
00:16:08,501 --> 00:16:13,071
YOU KNOW, THAT I HAD
YEARS AGO.
251
00:16:13,073 --> 00:16:14,605
HERE WE ARE WITH THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
252
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- HOW OLD ARE YOU ANYWAY?
- I'M 16.
253
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- AND HOW OLD ARE YOU?
- 19.
254
00:16:19,179 --> 00:16:20,445
- AND?
- 20.
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00:16:20,447 --> 00:16:21,612
- 20.
- AND?
256
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- 14.
- OOH!
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LOU PULLED EVERY RESOURCE
HE COULD WITH THIS
258
00:16:29,456 --> 00:16:32,256
AND PULLED AS MANY STRINGS
AS HE COULD
259
00:16:32,258 --> 00:16:35,093
TO GET US TO BE AS BIG
AS WE COULD BE.
260
00:16:35,095 --> 00:16:36,594
HE HAD ALL THESE THINGS
261
00:16:36,596 --> 00:16:40,064
THAT A RICH BILLIONAIRE ENTREPRENEUR SHOULD HAVE.
262
00:16:40,066 --> 00:16:42,033
WE'RE A BUNCH OF YOUNG GUYS THAT'S LIKE,
263
00:16:42,035 --> 00:16:44,035
GOING INTO A FRICKIN',
LIKE DISNEY WORLD.
264
00:16:44,037 --> 00:16:46,771
I MEAN, EVERY TIME WE ALL WOULD
HANG AT LOU'S HOUSE,
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IT WAS A DIFFERENT ADVENTURE.
266
00:16:49,142 --> 00:16:53,277
HE HAD THIS UNBELIEVABLE, LIKE, ARCADE/MOVIE ROOM.
267
00:16:53,279 --> 00:16:55,079
THAT HAD A COOL POOL TABLE,
268
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ONE OF THOSE OLD-FASHIONED
COKE MACHINES.
269
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IT WAS THE BEST DAMN TASTING
COKE YOU'VE EVER HAD LIFE
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IN YOUR LIFE.
271
00:17:01,121 --> 00:17:03,154
IT WAS SO GOOD,
IN THESE GLASS BOTTLES,
272
00:17:03,156 --> 00:17:05,189
BUT IT WAS LIKE,
AN OLD-FASHIONED ONE.
273
00:17:05,191 --> 00:17:08,626
AND THEN HE HAD THIS--
THE ORIGINAL DARTH VADER MASK.
274
00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:11,095
AT THE END OF THE NIGHT, WE'D PULL OUT ONE
275
00:17:11,097 --> 00:17:15,800
OF LOU'S PORNS AND WE ALL
WATCHED THOSE EVERY SO OFTEN.
276
00:17:15,802 --> 00:17:18,136
THE FIRST TIME I'D SEEN TWO
GIRLS EVEN KISSING EACH OTHER
277
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WAS ON ONE
OF LOU'S VIDEOTAPES.
278
00:17:20,206 --> 00:17:21,839
AND I WAS LIKE,
"WHAT IS THIS?"
279
00:17:21,841 --> 00:17:23,374
I'M LIKE,
"MY EYES ARE GONNA BURN."
280
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I CAN'T EVEN TELL MY MOM
ABOUT THIS.
281
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HI, LOU.
- WOW! I'M ON CANDID CAMERA.
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HELLO.
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HI.
284
00:17:32,619 --> 00:17:34,419
LOU WAS BIG PAPA.
285
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HE WAS LIKE ANOTHER FATHER
TO A LOT OF US,
286
00:17:36,589 --> 00:17:38,589
LIKE KEVIN, ESPECIALLY.
287
00:17:38,591 --> 00:17:41,092
YOU KNOW, BECAUSE KEVIN
WAS THE ONLY ONE, AT THAT TIME,
288
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THAT DIDN'T HAVE A FATHER.
289
00:17:42,796 --> 00:17:48,066
HE ALLOWED ME TO QUIT
MY TWO JOBS AND PURSUE MY DREAM,
290
00:17:48,068 --> 00:17:50,068
AND I'M VERY APPRECIATIVE
OF THAT.
291
00:17:59,845 --> 00:18:02,847
WE ALL CLAIM TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT EACH OTHER,
292
00:18:02,849 --> 00:18:06,417
BUT THERE'S STILL SO MUCH LEFT UNSAID,
293
00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:10,221
SO MUCH LEFT UNLEARNED
294
00:18:10,223 --> 00:18:12,490
SO WHILE WE WERE IN LONDON MAKING THE RECORD,
295
00:18:12,492 --> 00:18:15,126
WE TALKED ABOUT DOING THESE LITTLE HOMETOWN TRIPS
296
00:18:15,128 --> 00:18:17,462
TO REALLY KIND OF GO BACK
TO OUR GRASS ROOTS
297
00:18:17,464 --> 00:18:19,530
TO KIND OF SEE WHERE EVERYBODY
REALLY CAME FROM.
298
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SEE THESE PLACES,
EXPERIENCE IT TOGETHER,
299
00:18:25,438 --> 00:18:27,472
AND GET THAT BOND TIGHT AGAIN.
300
00:18:29,374 --> 00:18:32,910
WE GONNA PARTY TONIGHT! COME ON, Y'ALL SHOULD STAY!
301
00:18:32,912 --> 00:18:34,512
THAT'S WHAT THEY SAY.
302
00:18:34,514 --> 00:18:36,180
AND THEY'RE HAULING BUTT IN THAT THING.
303
00:18:40,152 --> 00:18:41,419
I'LL DO IT.
304
00:18:41,421 --> 00:18:44,322
ALL RIGHT,
THIS IS WHERE I GREW UP.
305
00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:49,594
MY FATHER WAS THE MANAGER OF THIS CAMP,
306
00:18:49,596 --> 00:18:52,797
AND WE LIVED ON THE PROPERTY YEAR-ROUND.
307
00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:55,433
I WOULD LOOK OUT
AT THIS GRASS RIGHT HERE
308
00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:58,536
AND UP AT THOSE TREES
AND ENVISION A CROWD,
309
00:18:58,538 --> 00:19:01,439
LIKE AN ARENA,
AND LIKE I WAS A ROCK STAR,
310
00:19:01,441 --> 00:19:03,307
AND I'D HAVE A BROOM
IN MY HAND
311
00:19:03,309 --> 00:19:06,878
AND PLAY AIR GUITAR AND JUST
IMAGINE LIKE THE TREES
312
00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:09,380
AND THE GRASS IS LIKE--
313
00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:13,151
YEA-EA-EA-EA-H, OOH!
314
00:19:23,962 --> 00:19:25,963
I LIVED HERE UNTIL
315
00:19:25,965 --> 00:19:31,169
I LEFT FOR FLORIDA IN 1990.
316
00:19:31,171 --> 00:19:34,438
WE LIVED IN THIS HOUSE
RIGHT OVER HERE.
317
00:19:34,440 --> 00:19:36,474
THIS IS LIKE WHERE MY DAD,
YOU KNOW,
318
00:19:36,476 --> 00:19:39,977
KIND OF SPENT HIS FINAL DAYS.
319
00:19:39,979 --> 00:19:43,181
WHEN I WAS LIVING IN FLORIDA,
320
00:19:43,183 --> 00:19:45,917
MY FATHER HAD HAD A--
WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,
321
00:19:45,919 --> 00:19:47,652
BUT THEY DIDN'T TELL ME
AND THEY SAID
322
00:19:47,654 --> 00:19:49,420
HE JUST HAD A LITTLE SURGERY,
323
00:19:49,422 --> 00:19:50,922
SOMETHING WAS UP WITH HIS STOMACH.
324
00:19:50,924 --> 00:19:52,356
THEY DIDN'T WANT TO WORRY ME.
325
00:19:52,358 --> 00:19:54,258
A COUPLE OF MONTHS AFTER THAT
MY MOM CALLED ME
326
00:19:54,260 --> 00:19:57,662
AND SAID THAT, "YOU KNOW
THAT THING THAT WE TOLD YOU
327
00:19:57,664 --> 00:19:59,564
YOUR DAD HAD A LITTLE PROBLEM
WITH HIS STOMACH?
328
00:19:59,566 --> 00:20:01,465
WELL, WE DIDN'T WANT
TO WORRY YOU,
329
00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:04,802
WE DIDN'T, YOU KNOW,
WANT YOU TO WORRY,
330
00:20:04,804 --> 00:20:07,438
BUT IT WAS CANCER,
AND IT'S COME BACK
331
00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:09,540
AND IT'S NOT DOING VERY--"
332
00:20:16,348 --> 00:20:18,249
I KNOW WHAT YOU
WENT THROUGH, BRO.
333
00:20:25,424 --> 00:20:27,592
SO I CAME BACK HOME
334
00:20:27,594 --> 00:20:30,861
AND MY FATHER HAD BEEN
IN THAT BED FOR,
335
00:20:30,863 --> 00:20:34,031
I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY WEEKS,
AND I PULLED UP...
336
00:20:47,412 --> 00:20:49,313
PULLED UP IN MY CAR
337
00:20:49,315 --> 00:20:51,882
AND HE HADN'T BEEN
OUT OF BED IN WEEKS,
338
00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:54,986
AND HE DIDN'T WANT ME
TO KNOW HOW BAD HE WAS DOING
339
00:20:54,988 --> 00:20:57,888
SO HE MET ME
AT THE FRONT DOOR.
340
00:21:01,460 --> 00:21:04,996
YEAH, SO ANYWAY,
THAT'S JUST MY DAD,
341
00:21:04,998 --> 00:21:07,331
YOU KNOW, HE DIDN'T WANT
ANYBODY TO WORRY ABOUT HIM.
342
00:21:07,333 --> 00:21:09,934
HE WANTED ME TO GO BACK TO FLORIDA
343
00:21:09,936 --> 00:21:11,636
AND DO WHAT I WAS DOING.
344
00:21:11,638 --> 00:21:15,306
HE DIDN'T WANT ME TO STAY
UP HERE TO WATCH HIM DIE.
345
00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:19,010
UH... SO ANYWAY,
I SPENT SOME TIME WITH HIM
346
00:21:19,012 --> 00:21:22,346
WENT BACK HOME, GOT MY STUFF,
MOVED BACK UP HERE
347
00:21:22,348 --> 00:21:23,814
AND SHORTLY AFTER
HE PASSED AWAY,
348
00:21:23,816 --> 00:21:28,352
BUT MY FATHER'S
ALL OVER THIS PLACE.
349
00:21:28,354 --> 00:21:30,988
UH, GREAT MEMORIES
LIVING HERE.
350
00:21:30,990 --> 00:21:32,556
COME ON DOWN THIS WAY.
351
00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:37,495
I USED TO COME IN HERE
AND SING.
352
00:21:40,065 --> 00:21:43,334
WE DIDN'T HAVE A TON
OF DRAMA IN OUR HOUSEHOLD.
353
00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:48,005
MOM AND DAD, THEY SUPPORTED US
IN EVERYTHING THAT WE DID.
354
00:21:48,007 --> 00:21:50,841
SO NOT A WHOLE LOT
OF TURMOIL IN THE HOME,
355
00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:53,477
JUST A LOT OF LOVE.
356
00:21:53,479 --> 00:21:55,479
THIS IS PRETTY ISOLATED,
RIGHT?
357
00:21:55,481 --> 00:21:58,115
SO IT WAS ME AND MY TWO
BROTHERS.
358
00:21:58,117 --> 00:22:02,019
IN THE WINTER, IT CAN GET
A LITTLE DARK AND GRAY UP HERE
359
00:22:02,021 --> 00:22:04,422
AND GET A LITTLE DEPRESSED,
BUT MUSIC, YOU KNOW,
360
00:22:04,424 --> 00:22:06,324
I WOULD HOLE MYSELF
UP IN THE HOUSE,
361
00:22:06,326 --> 00:22:09,026
AND IT'S SO COLD
YOU CAN'T GO OUT
362
00:22:09,028 --> 00:22:13,030
AND PLAY MUSIC AND THAT
WAS MY WINDOW TO THE WORLD,
363
00:22:13,032 --> 00:22:15,466
AND I COULDN'T WAIT TO LEAVE
THIS PLACE.
364
00:22:15,468 --> 00:22:17,501
I WAS LIKE,
GOD, I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE
365
00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:19,837
AND TRAVEL AND SEE
WHAT'S OUT THERE
366
00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:23,040
AND EXPERIENCE OTHER PLACES
AND NOW THAT I'VE DONE THAT,
367
00:22:23,042 --> 00:22:27,378
AND I COME BACK HERE,
AND I SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS
368
00:22:27,380 --> 00:22:30,614
AND I REALIZE WHAT
A SPECIAL PLACE
369
00:22:30,616 --> 00:22:33,551
AND WHAT A SPECIAL,
UNIQUE SITUATION IT WAS FOR ME
370
00:22:33,553 --> 00:22:35,920
TO GROW UP IN
A PLACE LIKE THIS.
371
00:22:45,397 --> 00:22:47,164
A LOT OF IT REALLY CAME INTO PLACE
372
00:22:47,166 --> 00:22:49,467
WHEN LOU BROUGHT IN JOHNNY WRIGHT.
373
00:22:49,469 --> 00:22:51,102
AND JOHNNY WRIGHT WAS A ROAD MANAGER
374
00:22:51,104 --> 00:22:52,837
FOR THE NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK.
375
00:22:52,839 --> 00:22:57,174
SO HERE'S SOMEBODY THAT HAS EXPERIENCE.
376
00:22:57,176 --> 00:22:58,876
AND SAID, "I GOT THIS THING
377
00:22:58,878 --> 00:23:00,010
THAT I WANT YOU GUYS TO GO OUT ON--
378
00:23:00,012 --> 00:23:01,846
ESM HIGH SCHOOL TOURS."
379
00:23:01,848 --> 00:23:04,482
HIGH SCHOOLS AND MIDDLE SCHOOLS ALL ACROSS AMERICA.
380
00:23:04,484 --> 00:23:05,916
WE HOPPED ON A WINNEBAGO
381
00:23:05,918 --> 00:23:08,486
WITH NOBODY KNOWING
WHO THE EFF WE WERE.
382
00:23:08,488 --> 00:23:10,087
I DON'T KNOW IF IT MAKES SENSE
383
00:23:10,089 --> 00:23:12,456
BUT WE'RE GONNA GO OUT THERE
AND GIVE IT A BIG SHOT.
384
00:23:12,458 --> 00:23:14,658
WE WENT ALL OVER THE COUNTRY--
385
00:23:14,660 --> 00:23:19,063
ARIZONA, PENNSYLVANIA, TEXAS, NEBRASKA.
386
00:23:19,065 --> 00:23:22,500
I'LL NEVER FORGET
WE DID A SHOW IN A SCHOOL
387
00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:27,605
THAT WAS 75% BLACK,
20% HISPANIC, 5% WHITE.
388
00:23:27,607 --> 00:23:31,909
IT WAS LIKE A REAL INNER CITY HIGH SCHOOL.
389
00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:36,580
HERE WE COME,
A BUNCH OF CORN FED, LIKE,
390
00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:41,919
MIDDLE AMERICA, STRAIGHT OFF THE FARM BOYS.
391
00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:45,022
AND OUR DAMN P.A. WENT OUT.
392
00:23:45,024 --> 00:23:47,024
MUSIC IS LIKE...
393
00:23:47,026 --> 00:23:50,995
WE HAD NO MUSIC
AND IT GOT OUT OF HAND.
394
00:23:50,997 --> 00:23:53,030
I'LL NEVER FORGET THERE WAS A GROUP OF GUYS
395
00:23:53,032 --> 00:23:54,432
IN THE FAR BACK.
396
00:23:54,434 --> 00:23:56,133
THEY STARTED BOOING US.
397
00:23:56,135 --> 00:23:57,868
"GET OFF THE STAGE,
WHITE BOYS."
398
00:23:57,870 --> 00:24:01,205
YOU KNOW,
THROWING STUFF AT US.
399
00:24:01,207 --> 00:24:03,541
BOO!
400
00:24:03,543 --> 00:24:07,077
UH, NEW KIDS, WANNABES, NEW KID WANNABES.
401
00:24:07,079 --> 00:24:08,846
AND WE'RE UP THERE ON STAGE, LIKE,
402
00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,581
NOW WHAT THE FUCK
DO WE DO?
403
00:24:10,583 --> 00:24:12,516
AND BRIAN WAS LIKE,
"ALL RIGHT, EVERYONE SHUT UP!
404
00:24:12,518 --> 00:24:13,918
SHUT UP, SHUT UP!
405
00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:16,487
AND LET US JUST DO
WHAT WE CAME TO DO,
406
00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:18,122
THAT'S SING FOR YOU."
407
00:24:18,124 --> 00:24:19,957
I TURNED AROUND,
LOOK AT THE GUYS,
408
00:24:19,959 --> 00:24:22,693
AND THEY WERE GIVING ME THAT
LOOK LIKE DEER IN HEADLIGHTS.
409
00:24:22,695 --> 00:24:24,662
LIKE, HOLY-- BOOP!
410
00:24:24,664 --> 00:24:28,899
WE DID EVERY A CAPPELA RENDITION
OF EVERY SONG THAT WE KNEW.
411
00:24:38,878 --> 00:24:40,177
THOSE GUYS SHUT UP.
412
00:24:40,179 --> 00:24:41,545
THE GIRLS WERE KIND
OF GOING CRAZY,
413
00:24:41,547 --> 00:24:43,113
WHICH WAS KIND OF COOL,
I THOUGHT.
414
00:24:43,115 --> 00:24:44,882
I WAS LIKE, "WOW,
THIS IS KIND OF INTERESTING."
415
00:24:44,884 --> 00:24:47,017
AND EVEN A BUNCH OF GUYS
WERE LIKE--
416
00:24:47,019 --> 00:24:49,487
"YO, MAN THAT
WAS A GREAT JOB, MAN.
417
00:24:49,489 --> 00:24:50,955
LOU, MUCH RESPECT."
418
00:24:50,957 --> 00:24:54,024
AND I WAS LIKE,
"WOW!"
419
00:24:54,026 --> 00:24:55,526
YOU KNOW,
WE DID OUR JOB.
420
00:24:55,528 --> 00:24:57,127
WE ARE A VOCAL HARMONY
GROUP.
421
00:24:57,129 --> 00:25:00,664
WE CAN SING WITHOUT MUSIC
AT THE DROP OF A HAT.
422
00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:03,667
WE'RE THE HARLEM GLOBETROTTERS.
423
00:25:03,669 --> 00:25:06,237
HEY, WHERE'S-- DO WE HAVE ANY
PUBLICITY PICTURES?
424
00:25:06,239 --> 00:25:08,038
- YEAH. - GO GET SOME.
425
00:25:09,708 --> 00:25:11,308
I WANT YOU TO
GO SING SOMETHING.
426
00:25:11,310 --> 00:25:13,644
WHAT ARE YOU GONNA SING?
427
00:25:13,646 --> 00:25:15,112
DON'T ASK ME.
428
00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:17,548
FIVE, SIX, TWELVE,
ELEVEN,
429
00:25:44,110 --> 00:25:45,910
WHAT YOU LOOKING AT?
430
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:52,116
BACKSTREET BOYS--
431
00:25:52,118 --> 00:25:55,553
I ATE A MUFFIN
AND I GOT HEARTBURN.
432
00:25:55,555 --> 00:26:00,057
IT WAS AN UNSPOKEN BOND
THAT WAS CREATED
433
00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:01,892
BECAUSE OF LOU.
434
00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:03,260
YOU KNOW, NICK AND BRIAN,
435
00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:04,862
BACK IN THE DAY WERE INSEPARABLE.
436
00:26:04,864 --> 00:26:06,564
I MEAN, THEY WERE LIKE THE BOPSY TWINS
437
00:26:06,566 --> 00:26:09,099
WHEN IT CAME TO, LIKE, HARMONY AND JUST BEING CLOWNS
438
00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:10,601
AND PRANKSTERS.
439
00:26:10,603 --> 00:26:12,269
I FELT LIKE NICK WAS THE LITTLE BROTHER
440
00:26:12,271 --> 00:26:14,638
THAT, YOU KNOW, I NEVER HAD.
441
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,041
WE'D ALWAYS BE ON THE BASKETBALL FLOOR.
442
00:26:17,043 --> 00:26:19,243
WE'D ALWAYS LOSE 'CAUSE WE WERE SHORT,
443
00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:21,045
BUT YOU'D ALWAYS FIND ME AND NICK
444
00:26:21,047 --> 00:26:24,114
ON THE BASKETBALL COURT,
THAT'S JUST WHERE WE WERE.
445
00:26:24,116 --> 00:26:26,884
21 TO 13, THAT'S A BIG GAP THERE.
446
00:26:26,886 --> 00:26:28,319
YOU KNOW,
I WAS ALWAYS THE LITTLE BROTHER
447
00:26:28,321 --> 00:26:32,022
IN MY FAMILY,
AND NOW I HAD FOUR.
448
00:26:32,024 --> 00:26:33,991
IT WAS LIKE A CONTINUOUS SUMMER CAMP.
449
00:26:33,993 --> 00:26:36,393
IT WAS JUST FUN.
IT REALLY WAS FUN.
450
00:26:36,395 --> 00:26:41,265
MAKE SOME NOISE
FOR THE BACKSTREET BO-O-O-YS!
451
00:26:59,218 --> 00:27:01,885
WE THOUGHT
WE WERE SUPERSTARS.
452
00:27:01,887 --> 00:27:04,688
YOU KNOW, THERE WERE PEOPLE
AT OUR SHOWS?
453
00:27:04,690 --> 00:27:06,890
WELL, THEY WEREN'T EVEN PAID SHOWS,
454
00:27:06,892 --> 00:27:09,927
THEY WERE JUST FREE SHOWS.
455
00:27:09,929 --> 00:27:12,062
BUT, AGAIN, WE THOUGHT--
WE THOUGHT WE WERE STARS.
456
00:27:36,921 --> 00:27:38,889
LET'S GO.
457
00:27:38,891 --> 00:27:40,290
YO, LET'S GO.
458
00:27:47,465 --> 00:27:50,234
LET'S GO.
THEY'RE WAITING.
459
00:27:50,236 --> 00:27:51,402
WE'LL CATCH UP.
LET'S GO.
460
00:27:51,404 --> 00:27:53,070
WELCOME TO TATE'S CREEK!
461
00:27:53,072 --> 00:27:56,407
- KEEP IT DOWN, HOWIE.
- OKAY, SORRY.
462
00:27:56,409 --> 00:27:59,943
WELCOME TO KENTUCKY.
463
00:27:59,945 --> 00:28:02,346
WHEN I WAS DOING WRESTLING,
WE'D HAVE PRACTICE RIGHT HERE.
464
00:28:02,348 --> 00:28:04,181
MY TEAMMATE
HE WAS ON MY BACK,
465
00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:07,117
WE HAD TO RUN THESE HILLS HERE,
AND IT SUCKED, MAN.
466
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:09,086
YOU'D GET SICK AND YOU'D VOMIT.
467
00:28:09,088 --> 00:28:11,388
YOU'D BE LIKE...
468
00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:13,924
HOW DO YOU RUN DOWN THE HILL
WITH SOMEBODY ON YOUR BACK
469
00:28:13,926 --> 00:28:15,459
AS STEEP AS IT IS
WITHOUT FALLING FORWARD?
470
00:28:15,461 --> 00:28:17,094
YOU HAVE TO SIT--
YOU HAVE TO SIT--
471
00:28:17,096 --> 00:28:19,063
I COULD SEE GOING THIS WAY,
BUT THAT WAY?
472
00:28:19,065 --> 00:28:22,466
- LET'S TRY.
OH, DEAR, GOD. NOT WITH YOU.
473
00:28:22,468 --> 00:28:24,068
HE ALREADY BLEW IT OUT ONCE.
474
00:28:24,070 --> 00:28:26,036
I'D LIKE TO SEE THAT
RIGHT NOW.
475
00:28:26,038 --> 00:28:28,906
A.J., DUDE, YOU'RE GONNA
BLOW YOUR KNEES OUT.
476
00:28:28,908 --> 00:28:31,742
YEE-HA!
477
00:28:31,744 --> 00:28:34,378
NOW WAIT... AND NOW I'M GONNA
TURN AROUND GO BACK UP.
478
00:28:34,380 --> 00:28:36,180
- MY UNDERWEAR.
- COME ON!
479
00:28:36,182 --> 00:28:38,415
- AND THE BEST PART--
480
00:28:38,417 --> 00:28:40,951
WHAT DO YOU REMEMBER ABOUT PERFORMING HERE, THOUGH?
481
00:28:40,953 --> 00:28:42,352
'CAUSE IT-- REMEMBER OUR SUITS?
482
00:28:42,354 --> 00:28:44,221
I REMEMBER YOU HAD A BURGUNDY SUIT,
483
00:28:44,223 --> 00:28:45,889
GREEN SUIT, BLACK SUIT,
484
00:28:45,891 --> 00:28:48,192
GOLD SUIT, PURPLE SUIT.
485
00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:50,327
AND I HAD A HORRIBLE CAESAR HAIRCUT.
486
00:28:50,329 --> 00:28:52,229
YEP, YOU DID. - Brian: AND CURLS.
487
00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:54,331
- YOU DID. - IT WAS BAD, DUDE.
488
00:28:54,333 --> 00:28:56,734
WE HAD A LOT
OF GOOD MEMORIES HERE.
IT WAS FUN.
489
00:28:59,405 --> 00:29:01,438
I SAY, THAT'S REALLY NICE.
490
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:05,242
OH, OKAY. GOOD SHIRT. HOW MUCH ARE THEY?
491
00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:08,245
- $7
$7. ALL RIGHT.
492
00:29:29,435 --> 00:29:31,101
HOW YOU DOING, SIR?
493
00:29:31,103 --> 00:29:33,170
- I'M GOOD.
- IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU.
494
00:29:33,172 --> 00:29:34,972
- YOU DOIN' ALL RIGHT?
- I'M GOOD, I'M GOOD.
495
00:29:34,974 --> 00:29:37,074
COME... ALL THIS WAS OUTSIDE.
496
00:29:37,076 --> 00:29:38,342
OH, OKAY.
497
00:29:38,344 --> 00:29:41,278
IT WAS SEVENTH GRADE--
THIS WAS THE FIRST DAY,
498
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:44,114
I REMEMBER, THAT YOU AND ME
GOT A CHANCE TO MEET.
499
00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:46,250
IT WAS DAY ONE.
HE HITS A NOTE ON THE PIANO.
500
00:29:46,252 --> 00:29:49,253
HE JUST TELLS EVERYBODY
TO START SINGING SO WE DO THAT,
501
00:29:49,255 --> 00:29:51,455
AND THEN HE SAID, "OKAY,
I WANT Y'ALL TO STOP SINGING.
502
00:29:51,457 --> 00:29:54,124
AND HE JUST KEPT
WHITTLING THROUGH EVERYBODY
503
00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:57,194
UNTIL HE GOT TO MYSELF AND THREE
OR FOUR OTHER YOUNG LADIES,
504
00:29:57,196 --> 00:29:59,930
'CAUSE I WAS SITTING
IN THE SOPRANO OR ALTO--
505
00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:01,498
- ALTO SECTION.
- ALTO SECTION.
506
00:30:01,500 --> 00:30:03,066
SO I WAS--
507
00:30:03,068 --> 00:30:04,568
ME, ME, ME, ME.
508
00:30:04,570 --> 00:30:06,937
AND HE SAYS, "OKAY, LADIES,
I WANT YOU ALL TO BE QUIET."
509
00:30:06,939 --> 00:30:10,908
AND THEN HE SAID,
"YOU, SIR, YOU KNOW, GO!"
510
00:30:10,910 --> 00:30:13,510
AND I SANG IT,
AND I WAS A NERVOUS WRECK,
511
00:30:13,512 --> 00:30:16,146
AND HE LOOKS UP AT ME
AND HE SAID,
512
00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:19,950
"YOU CAN MAKE A LOT OF MONEY
WITH THAT GIFT THAT YOU HAVE."
513
00:30:19,952 --> 00:30:21,952
LIKE EMBRACE IT,
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
514
00:30:21,954 --> 00:30:24,054
'CAUSE YOU DON'T--
AS KIDS YOU DON'T KNOW--
515
00:30:24,056 --> 00:30:26,123
YOU DON'T KNOW THE TALENTS
THAT YOU HAVE
516
00:30:26,125 --> 00:30:27,925
OR HOW YOU CAN TOUCH
PEOPLE'S LIVES
517
00:30:27,927 --> 00:30:29,993
IF YOU DON'T HAVE
INSTRUMENTAL PEOPLE
518
00:30:29,995 --> 00:30:34,331
THAT HELP SHAPE YOUR VISION
OF WHAT YOU WANT FOR YOUR LIFE,
519
00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:37,067
AND YOU DID THAT
AND IN THAT ONE STATEMENT,
520
00:30:37,069 --> 00:30:40,437
AND IT'S BEEN WITH ME
FOR OVER 20 YEARS NOW,
521
00:30:40,439 --> 00:30:42,973
TO BE WHERE I'M AT,
AND I APPRECIATE YOU.
522
00:30:42,975 --> 00:30:46,076
IS THAT RIGHT?
523
00:30:46,078 --> 00:30:50,047
IT WAS JUST A CLEAR,
VERY PURE HEAVENLY SOUND
524
00:30:50,049 --> 00:30:54,084
THAT YOU DON'T HEAR THAT OFTEN
COMING OUT OF A YOUNGSTER,
525
00:30:54,086 --> 00:30:56,086
BUT I KNEW HIS VOICE
WAS GONNA CHANGE,
526
00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:58,555
AND I HAD TO BE EXTREMELY
CAREFUL ABOUT THE DIRECTION
527
00:30:58,557 --> 00:31:01,525
THAT I WAS GONNA TAKE HIM IN,
SO IT WOULDN'T RUIN HIM
528
00:31:01,527 --> 00:31:04,261
'CAUSE YOU CAN ACTUALLY
DESTROY THAT,
529
00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:05,996
YOU KNOW, THAT SOUND.
530
00:31:36,394 --> 00:31:39,162
SOMETIMES IT COMES OUT...
531
00:31:39,164 --> 00:31:40,998
AND SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T.
532
00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:06,556
OUCH!
533
00:32:06,558 --> 00:32:08,558
YOU DRAWERS JUST WENT DOWN.
534
00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:10,360
I CAN'T THROW THAT
THAT FLAT BALL FAR!
535
00:32:10,362 --> 00:32:12,496
WHY NOT?
YEAH, YOU CAN.
536
00:32:16,100 --> 00:32:18,068
- OH, DEAR GOD.
- OH, THAT'S FOR--
537
00:32:18,070 --> 00:32:21,238
YOU GOTTA GO, DUDE!
538
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:23,373
HERE YOU GO, READY?
REPEAT.
539
00:32:53,404 --> 00:32:57,107
WELL, THAT WAS FUN.
540
00:32:57,109 --> 00:32:58,608
OW.
541
00:32:58,610 --> 00:33:01,211
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT YOU GUYS WORK THE STAGE,
542
00:33:01,213 --> 00:33:03,080
CONNECTING WITH THE AUDIENCE,
543
00:33:03,082 --> 00:33:04,314
BECAUSE I THINK IT'S IMPORTANT
544
00:33:04,316 --> 00:33:06,350
FOR YOUR 20TH ANNIVERSARY
TOUR RIGHT?
545
00:33:06,352 --> 00:33:08,151
I'M JUST SAYING, COMMEND YOURSELVES
546
00:33:08,153 --> 00:33:09,786
'CAUSE WE'RE WORKING HARD.
547
00:33:09,788 --> 00:33:13,557
I MEAN, WE FUCKING DID THAT
ROUTINE ALMOST 15 TIMES.
548
00:33:13,559 --> 00:33:16,026
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
549
00:33:16,028 --> 00:33:17,995
WE'RE WORKING IT.
WE'LL KEEP DOING IT.
550
00:33:17,997 --> 00:33:20,263
YOU GOT TO REMEMBER WHEN YOU GET OUT...
551
00:33:20,265 --> 00:33:22,032
NICK FARTED,
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.
552
00:33:22,034 --> 00:33:23,367
IT WAS HIM. IT WAS HIM.
HE DID IT!
553
00:33:23,369 --> 00:33:24,801
THANKS, BRO.
554
00:33:24,803 --> 00:33:26,403
GOD ALMIGHTY.
555
00:33:26,405 --> 00:33:28,238
BRING THE SHOTGUN!
556
00:33:32,444 --> 00:33:34,378
- YOU SEE YOU DON'T--
- YOU'RE ON THE OTHER NOTE.
557
00:33:34,380 --> 00:33:36,546
THIS IS RICKY.
LISTEN TO THIS.
558
00:33:36,548 --> 00:33:38,448
LISTEN TO THIS,
HOLD UP A SECOND,
DO IT AGAIN.
559
00:33:45,090 --> 00:33:47,190
NICK, DON'T, DON'T,
YOU'RE NOT HELPING.
560
00:33:47,192 --> 00:33:48,792
YOU'RE MAKING IT WORSE.
561
00:33:48,794 --> 00:33:51,828
THE MUSIC WE WERE MAKING IN ORLANDO WAS SUB-PAR.
562
00:33:51,830 --> 00:33:53,830
IT WAS NOT GOOD.
563
00:34:04,543 --> 00:34:08,412
SO 1995 WE FINALLY GOT A RECORD DEAL
564
00:34:08,414 --> 00:34:10,414
WITH JIVE RECORDS.
565
00:34:10,416 --> 00:34:14,317
THE VERY FIRST PRODUCERS
THEY SET US UP TO WORK WITH
566
00:34:14,319 --> 00:34:17,320
WERE DENNIZ POP AND MAX MARTIN.
567
00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:19,589
THEY HAD A LOT
OF SUCCESS IN EUROPE.
568
00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:24,061
THEY PRODUCED AND WROTE MOST OF THE ACE OF BASE ALBUM,
569
00:34:24,063 --> 00:34:27,330
AND I HAD THAT PUMPING
IN MY CAR EVERY DAY.
570
00:34:30,468 --> 00:34:34,571
IT WAS OUR FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY EVER.
571
00:34:34,573 --> 00:34:36,339
I WAS ALMOST 18.
572
00:34:36,341 --> 00:34:39,276
SO MY MOM WASN'T WITH ME.
573
00:34:39,278 --> 00:34:42,813
I MEAN, IT WAS JUST THE COOLEST THING.
574
00:34:42,815 --> 00:34:46,283
YOU WALK INTO THE STUDIO
AND YOU LOOK AT THE WALL
575
00:34:46,285 --> 00:34:48,552
AND YOU SEE PLATINUM RECORDS
WITH ACE OF BASE,
576
00:34:48,554 --> 00:34:51,488
AND ROBIN, ABBA
AND ALL THIS STUFF,
577
00:34:51,490 --> 00:34:53,223
AND YOU'RE LIKE,
"OH, SHIT.
578
00:34:53,225 --> 00:34:56,293
THIS IS LIKE THE REAL THING."
579
00:34:56,295 --> 00:34:59,296
LOU ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT IT. JOHNNY TALKED ABOUT IT.
580
00:34:59,298 --> 00:35:01,398
NEVER DID I THINK
THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN,
581
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:02,866
AND THEN IT FUCKING HAPPENED.
582
00:35:02,868 --> 00:35:04,301
HERE WE ARE.
583
00:35:04,303 --> 00:35:06,236
WE'RE IN STOCKHOLM, SWEDEN.
584
00:35:06,238 --> 00:35:10,173
WE'RE ACTUALLY, LIKE-- WE'RE MAKING A RECORD.
585
00:35:10,175 --> 00:35:12,309
FROM THE STUDIO EXPERIENCES IN FLORIDA,
586
00:35:12,311 --> 00:35:13,543
IT WAS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.
587
00:35:13,545 --> 00:35:16,813
BECAUSE MAX AND DENNIZ
HAD THIS SOUND
588
00:35:16,815 --> 00:35:19,483
WHERE IT WAS LIKE,
A EH EH SOUND.
589
00:35:19,485 --> 00:35:23,320
JUST THIS LIKE
EH... EH EH.
590
00:35:23,322 --> 00:35:26,890
HIS DRUMS AND HIS BASELINE,
I MEAN,
591
00:35:26,892 --> 00:35:28,458
THAT SHIT WAS FUNKY.
592
00:35:28,460 --> 00:35:33,230
ALMOST OLD SCHOOL LIKE
PARLIAMENT FUNK TYPE SOUND.
593
00:35:33,232 --> 00:35:36,266
I DUG IT.
I WAS EXCITED.
594
00:35:36,268 --> 00:35:39,169
IT HAD EDGE.
IT HAD BALLS, YOU KNOW.
595
00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:40,804
I WAS LIKE,
"JUST PUT ME ON A SONG.
596
00:35:40,806 --> 00:35:43,340
I JUST WANT TO SING ON SOMETHING
AND I'LL DANCE TO IT."
597
00:35:43,342 --> 00:35:45,308
THAT WAS MY TAKE
ON THINGS.
598
00:35:45,310 --> 00:35:48,411
HE HAD A SOUND
THAT WAS DEFINITELY,
599
00:35:48,413 --> 00:35:52,149
UM, I CAN BE HONEST, NOT EXACTLY
THE HOWIE D SOUND ANYMORE.
600
00:35:52,151 --> 00:35:54,451
NOTHING LIKE ANYTHING
WE HAD EVER DONE BEFORE.
601
00:36:29,321 --> 00:36:30,554
RELEASED "WE GOT IT GOIN' ON"
602
00:36:30,556 --> 00:36:32,389
IN THE U.S.
603
00:36:32,391 --> 00:36:35,192
I THINK IT PEAKED AT LIKE,
I DON'T KNOW, 60-SOMETHING,
604
00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:36,459
BUT IT DIDN'T REALLY
MAKE A DENT.
605
00:36:43,302 --> 00:36:44,935
AHHH!
606
00:36:44,937 --> 00:36:47,370
ALL RIGHT, GIVE IT UP
FOR THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
607
00:36:47,372 --> 00:36:51,308
FIVE YOUNG FLY
F-TO-THE-L-TO-THE-Y GUYS.
608
00:36:51,310 --> 00:36:52,809
THEY'RE FROM FLORIDA. CHECK 'EM OUT.
609
00:36:52,811 --> 00:36:53,977
YOU GUYS ARE DEFINITELY DESTINED
610
00:36:53,979 --> 00:36:55,512
FOR SOME BIG-TIME STARDOM.
611
00:36:55,514 --> 00:36:57,013
THANKS A LOT.
612
00:36:57,015 --> 00:36:59,015
AT THAT TIME,
RADIO WAS PLAYING NIRVANA
613
00:36:59,017 --> 00:37:00,817
AND SNOOP DOGG, AND DRE.
614
00:37:00,819 --> 00:37:04,387
SO THERE WAS NO ROOM
FOR BOYS LIKE US.
615
00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:05,956
JOHNNY WRIGHT SAID,
616
00:37:05,958 --> 00:37:07,457
"I THINK YOU GUYS SHOULD GO TO EUROPE.
617
00:37:07,459 --> 00:37:08,858
THERE'S THIS BOY BAND KIND
OF MOVEMENT
618
00:37:08,860 --> 00:37:10,393
THAT'S GOING OVER THERE."
619
00:37:10,395 --> 00:37:12,662
WE SHOW UP IN USA HOCKEY
JERSEYS LIKE,
620
00:37:12,664 --> 00:37:15,832
"WE'RE FROM AMERICA.
WE CAN SAVE YOU."
621
00:37:15,834 --> 00:37:18,602
AND IT'S LIKE
THIS HUGE ARENA.
622
00:37:18,604 --> 00:37:20,670
THAT'S... PACKED.
623
00:37:24,509 --> 00:37:27,644
OUR TAKE WAS THESE BANDS ARE ALL LIP SYNCHING.
624
00:37:27,646 --> 00:37:29,279
EVERYONE IS LIP SYNCHING.
625
00:37:29,281 --> 00:37:31,982
LET'S GO ON STAGE,
SING FOR REAL,
626
00:37:31,984 --> 00:37:33,883
LET'S SHOW THEM SOMETHING
THEY'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE.
627
00:37:39,858 --> 00:37:44,327
WE HIT THAT STAGE
AND THEY WENT NUTS.
628
00:37:44,329 --> 00:37:48,565
WE WERE LIKE,
"OH, YEAH, HERE WE GO, BOYS."
629
00:37:48,567 --> 00:37:50,000
PUT YOUR HANDS UP
AND SING!
630
00:37:52,871 --> 00:37:55,005
IT WAS JUST A FULL-ON HEAD SPIN.
631
00:37:55,007 --> 00:37:58,508
IT JUST BECAME LIKE
THIS WHIRLWIND.
632
00:37:58,510 --> 00:38:00,644
WE WOULD GET ON A PLANE
GO TO A COUNTRY,
633
00:38:00,646 --> 00:38:03,913
DO A PERFORMANCE, THAT SAME DAY HOP ON A PLANE,
634
00:38:03,915 --> 00:38:07,050
GO BACK TO ANOTHER COUNTRY DO A PERFORMANCE THERE,
635
00:38:07,052 --> 00:38:09,986
GET MAYBE LIKE FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP,
636
00:38:09,988 --> 00:38:11,955
WAKE UP THE NEXT MORNING, DO A MORNING SHOW.
637
00:38:14,893 --> 00:38:17,827
THAT WAS THE SCHEDULE FOR YEARS.
638
00:38:17,829 --> 00:38:19,562
WE'RE NOW IN HAMBURG.
639
00:38:19,564 --> 00:38:21,564
THIS IS MUNICH BY NIGHT.
640
00:38:21,566 --> 00:38:23,867
BERLIN BY NIGHT.
641
00:38:23,869 --> 00:38:26,069
THE FIRST THREE YEARS
WE WERE THERE SO MUCH
642
00:38:26,071 --> 00:38:29,506
THAT AFTER A WHILE, WE ENDED UP
HAVING GERMAN GIRLFRIENDS.
643
00:38:33,011 --> 00:38:35,512
THAT MEANS "IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE YOU."
644
00:38:35,514 --> 00:38:38,648
HOWIE B.
THAT'S ME, THAT'S ME.
645
00:38:38,650 --> 00:38:40,417
IF WE WANTED TO COMMUNICATE
646
00:38:40,419 --> 00:38:42,052
THE INTERNATIONAL
LANGUAGE OF LOVE,
647
00:38:42,054 --> 00:38:44,654
WE HAD TO LEARN SOME WORDS
REALLY FAST.
648
00:38:47,659 --> 00:38:49,592
THAT'S "WILL YOU GIVE ME
A BLOW-JOB?"
649
00:38:53,565 --> 00:38:54,964
WE COULD NOT GO ANYWHERE,
650
00:38:54,966 --> 00:38:57,133
COULD NOT GO OUT BY YOURSELF.
651
00:38:57,135 --> 00:38:59,135
POLICE ESCORTS EVERYWHERE,
652
00:38:59,137 --> 00:39:01,838
EVEN IF YOU JUST WANT TO GO OUT TO DINNER.
653
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:06,443
YES, CAN WE HAVE
A TABLE FOR 400, PLEASE?
654
00:39:06,445 --> 00:39:09,012
I MEAN, IT WAS--
IT WAS CHAOS.
655
00:39:09,014 --> 00:39:10,847
OH NO, SHE'S ON TOP OF THE ROOF.
656
00:39:10,849 --> 00:39:12,916
NO, NO!
657
00:39:12,918 --> 00:39:14,117
MY CAR!
658
00:39:14,119 --> 00:39:15,852
OH, MY GOD!
659
00:39:15,854 --> 00:39:18,621
UH, I GUESS WE'RE TAKING
HER WITH US TO MUNICH.
660
00:39:18,623 --> 00:39:20,590
UH, FIVE HOUR DRIVE.
661
00:39:20,592 --> 00:39:22,359
DON'T DO THAT, MAN.
662
00:39:22,361 --> 00:39:25,528
HEY, THIS IS GONNA
HAPPEN IN THE STATES, TOO.
663
00:39:28,899 --> 00:39:33,169
IN EUROPE, WE SOLD 14 MILLION
ALBUMS OFF OF OUR FIRST CD,
664
00:39:33,171 --> 00:39:34,838
AND IT NEVER CAME OUT
IN AMERICA.
665
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:36,539
YOU KNOW, YOU'RE TELLING
YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY
666
00:39:36,541 --> 00:39:40,377
"YEAH, WE'RE HUGE IN EUROPE."
667
00:39:40,379 --> 00:39:41,644
REALLY?
668
00:39:53,124 --> 00:39:57,093
I MEAN, I'VE BEEN IN THIS BUSINESS FOR OVER 30 YEARS.
669
00:39:57,095 --> 00:39:59,929
I GREW UP DOING MODELING AND ACTING AND STUFF.
670
00:39:59,931 --> 00:40:03,166
I JUST WANTED TO PERFORM ON STAGE FOR PEOPLE,
671
00:40:03,168 --> 00:40:06,970
ANY WAY I COULD.
672
00:40:06,972 --> 00:40:09,839
THIS HAS BEEN A LIFELONG DREAM, AND HERE I AM
673
00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:11,541
STILL MAKING MUSIC WITH THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
674
00:40:11,543 --> 00:40:15,445
YOU KNOW,
EVERYTHING STARTS SOMEWHERE.
675
00:40:15,447 --> 00:40:17,547
I WOULD SAY EVERYTHING FOR ME
STARTED RIGHT HERE.
676
00:40:24,422 --> 00:40:28,057
- HEY!
- OH, HOW ARE YA?
677
00:40:28,059 --> 00:40:29,926
I'M GOOD.
HOW ARE YOU?
678
00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:31,428
I'M GOOD.
679
00:40:31,430 --> 00:40:33,897
MY VERY FIRST ACTING JOB
WHEN I WAS STILL GOING HERE
680
00:40:33,899 --> 00:40:35,231
WAS AT LITTLE PALM.
681
00:40:35,233 --> 00:40:38,134
I DID SNOW WHITE,
BUT THEY PICKED ME TO BE DOPEY,
682
00:40:38,136 --> 00:40:39,903
BECAUSE I HAD TWO
SPEECH IMPEDIMENTS
683
00:40:39,905 --> 00:40:42,605
AND DOPEY'S-- AND DOPEY WAS AN ACTUAL MUTE.
684
00:40:42,607 --> 00:40:44,841
SO I JUST HAD TO LEARN
LIKE LITTLE LIKE RAIN AND COLD,
685
00:40:44,843 --> 00:40:46,843
BUT I COULDN'T TALK,
686
00:40:46,845 --> 00:40:49,512
'CAUSE I HAD A STUTTER
AND I HAD A STUPID LISP,
687
00:40:49,514 --> 00:40:50,914
BUT, YOU KNOW,
I FINALLY GOT RID OF IT.
688
00:40:50,916 --> 00:40:53,116
I STILL HAVE THE STUTTER
EVERY SO OFTEN.
689
00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,618
- WHEN YOU GET NERVOUS?
- NERVOUS OR IF I'M TELLING
A LIE, USUALLY.
690
00:40:55,620 --> 00:40:57,086
OH, YEAH.
691
00:40:59,890 --> 00:41:01,191
BOTH OF YOU.
692
00:41:01,193 --> 00:41:03,626
- MWAH.
- I LOVE YOU.
693
00:41:03,628 --> 00:41:07,263
THESE ARE MY TWO OTHER MOTHERS,
LITERALLY, LITERALLY,
694
00:41:07,265 --> 00:41:08,998
GROWING UP, I MEAN,
YEAH.
695
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,201
YOU STILL REMEMBER
YOUR MONOLOGUES?
696
00:41:11,203 --> 00:41:13,570
- I STILL REMEMBER--
DO ONE FOR US, A.J.
697
00:41:13,572 --> 00:41:15,538
WITH THE ACCENT? OKAY.
698
00:41:15,540 --> 00:41:18,975
"MANY MOONS
AGO IN A FAR OFF PLACE,
699
00:41:18,977 --> 00:41:22,212
LIVED A HANDSOME PRINCE
WITH A GLOOMY FACE,
700
00:41:22,214 --> 00:41:25,081
WE DID NOT HAVE A BRIDE.
701
00:41:25,083 --> 00:41:27,484
OH, HE SIGHED, ALAS,
702
00:41:27,486 --> 00:41:28,985
AND HE PINED, ALAS,
703
00:41:28,987 --> 00:41:30,954
BUT ALAS, THE PRINCE
COULDN'T FIND A LASS
704
00:41:30,956 --> 00:41:33,189
WHO WOULD SUIT
HIS MOTHER'S PRIDE.
705
00:41:33,191 --> 00:41:35,058
FOR A PRINCESS
IS A DELICATE THING,
706
00:41:35,060 --> 00:41:38,094
DELICATE AND DAINTY
AS A DRAGON FLY'S WING.
707
00:41:38,096 --> 00:41:42,198
YOU CAN RECOGNIZE A LADY
BY HER ELEGANT AIR
708
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:46,035
BUT A GENUINE PRINCESS
IS EXCEEDINGLY RARE."
709
00:41:46,037 --> 00:41:47,203
BRAVO, BRAVO!
710
00:41:47,205 --> 00:41:48,671
BRAVO!
711
00:41:48,673 --> 00:41:50,874
I LOOK VERY MUCH FORWARD
TO WORKING WITH YOU
712
00:41:50,876 --> 00:41:52,208
IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
713
00:41:52,210 --> 00:41:54,043
THANK YOU.
714
00:41:54,045 --> 00:41:57,580
I SWEAR, HE IS-- YOU'VE USED
THAT TO HIT ON GIRLS.
715
00:41:57,582 --> 00:42:00,884
YES! I WAS JUST GONNA SAY
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MANY GIRLS...
716
00:42:00,886 --> 00:42:02,151
YOUR WHOLE LIFE!
717
00:42:02,153 --> 00:42:03,953
HOW MANY GIRLS
I'VE USED THAT WITH
718
00:42:03,955 --> 00:42:05,321
I WOULD LITERALLY HANG OUT WITH A BUNCH OF GIRLS
719
00:42:05,323 --> 00:42:06,990
AND I'D BE LIKE,
720
00:42:06,992 --> 00:42:08,525
"HEY, DO YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE SOMETHING?"
721
00:42:08,527 --> 00:42:11,227
AND I WOULD STAND UP
ON THE BED OR ON A CHAIR,
722
00:42:11,229 --> 00:42:12,595
NO WONDER YOU REMEMBER
IT SO GOOD.
723
00:42:12,597 --> 00:42:14,030
YOU'RE BUSTED.
724
00:42:14,032 --> 00:42:15,565
I'M LIKE, NO,
I WAS GONNA CALL MYSELF OUT.
725
00:42:15,567 --> 00:42:18,001
THE DAINTY THING.
I TOTALLY REMEMBERED THAT NOW.
726
00:42:18,003 --> 00:42:19,569
IT'S NEVER GONNA GO
ANYWHERE.
727
00:42:19,571 --> 00:42:22,205
HE STILL SAYS IT
TO THIS DAY.
728
00:42:22,207 --> 00:42:24,340
HOW DO YOU THINK
I GOT MY WIFE?
729
00:42:55,973 --> 00:42:58,141
BY '97, "WE GOT IT GOING ON,"
730
00:42:58,143 --> 00:42:59,676
"QUIT PLAYING GAMES"
731
00:42:59,678 --> 00:43:02,879
ALL BECAME HUGELY SUCCESSFUL IN CANADA.
732
00:43:02,881 --> 00:43:05,615
AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN,
733
00:43:05,617 --> 00:43:08,985
IT JUST KIND OF RAINED
BACKSTREET BOYS ON THE U.S.
734
00:43:11,622 --> 00:43:14,057
FANS CALL IN,
"PLAY BACKSTREET BOYS,
735
00:43:14,059 --> 00:43:15,658
PLAY BACKSTREET BOYS."
736
00:43:15,660 --> 00:43:17,627
IT WENT FROM LIKE ZERO
TO 60,
737
00:43:17,629 --> 00:43:20,897
I WOULDN'T SAY OVERNIGHT,
BUT DAMN NEAR CLOSE.
738
00:43:20,899 --> 00:43:22,398
WE WERE COMING OUT OF THE GULF WAR,
739
00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,233
AMERICA KIND OF
NEEDED SOMETHING
740
00:43:24,235 --> 00:43:26,369
THAT WAS A LITTLE
BIT MORE UPLIFTING.
741
00:43:26,371 --> 00:43:31,274
I THINK PEOPLE JUST
WANTED TO FEEL GOOD AGAIN.
742
00:43:31,276 --> 00:43:34,611
AMERICA, AT THAT TIME,
WAS OPEN TO THE IDEA
743
00:43:34,613 --> 00:43:38,348
OF FRESH-FACED YOUNG BOYS
744
00:43:38,350 --> 00:43:41,050
WHO COULD DANCE AND SING.
745
00:43:41,052 --> 00:43:42,885
THEY WERE OKAY WITH TURNING THE RADIO ON
746
00:43:42,887 --> 00:43:45,221
AND JUST LISTENING TO IT WITHOUT A CARE.
747
00:43:49,928 --> 00:43:53,963
THAT VIDEO, WE LOOKED LIKE A BUNCH OF BEEFCAKES.
748
00:43:56,233 --> 00:43:58,935
WE WERE WET AND HAD OUR SHIRTS OPEN AND EVERYTHING.
749
00:43:58,937 --> 00:44:02,438
I'M LIKE, "I DON'T KNOW-- NOT I DON'T KNOW.
750
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:05,942
I KNOW THAT'S NOT THE FIRST
IMPRESSION I WANT TO MAKE
751
00:44:05,944 --> 00:44:07,677
IN THE U.S.
752
00:44:11,182 --> 00:44:12,382
BUT IT WORKED OUT.
753
00:44:20,225 --> 00:44:22,258
SOME OF US BOUGHT THEIR FIRST HOUSES,
754
00:44:22,260 --> 00:44:26,229
SOME OF US CHANGED CARS FROM HONDA CIVICS TO MERCEDES.
755
00:44:26,231 --> 00:44:29,666
YOU BECAME A ROCK STAR.
756
00:44:29,668 --> 00:44:34,404
YOU WERE LIVING THAT
ROCK STAR LIFESTYLE, YOU KNOW.
757
00:44:34,406 --> 00:44:38,241
I'M STILL A TEENAGER 18, 19,
LIKE LIVING THE DREAM, DUDE.
758
00:44:38,243 --> 00:44:40,910
I'M HAVING A FUCKING BLAST!
759
00:45:55,487 --> 00:45:58,454
DON'T BLOCK THE DOOR, PLEASE.
760
00:45:58,456 --> 00:46:00,256
I WAS GONNA MAKE ME
A CUP OF COFFEE.
761
00:46:00,258 --> 00:46:03,993
WHAT IF YOU-- WHAT IF YOU DID THAT AS A TAG,
762
00:46:03,995 --> 00:46:07,029
LIKE AFTER THE CHORUS?
763
00:46:21,446 --> 00:46:23,012
THAT'S COOL.
764
00:46:23,014 --> 00:46:24,180
PUT THAT DOWN
'CAUSE THAT'S--
765
00:46:24,182 --> 00:46:25,982
THAT'S A BETTER SECOND LINE,
I THINK.
766
00:46:25,984 --> 00:46:28,584
IT NEEDS TO BE, UH,
HEART WRENCHING,
767
00:46:28,586 --> 00:46:30,153
OR IT NEEDS TO BE DARK.
768
00:46:30,155 --> 00:46:32,088
OR IT NEEDS TO BE--
I DON'T KNOW.
769
00:46:32,090 --> 00:46:34,323
BUT THEN THAT CONTRADICTS
IF I'M IN THE SPOTLIGHT
770
00:46:34,325 --> 00:46:38,261
AND THEN YOU'RE WAITING
IN DARKNESS, NO?
771
00:46:38,263 --> 00:46:41,430
NO, BECAUSE THE DARKNESS
ISN'T NECESSARILY THE LIGHT.
772
00:46:41,432 --> 00:46:43,432
THE DARKNESS
IS THE EMOTION.
773
00:46:43,434 --> 00:46:46,035
WAITING IN DARKNESS,
I STOOD WITH SADNESS.
774
00:46:46,037 --> 00:46:48,004
THAT'S HOW-- THAT'S HOW I TAKE IT.
775
00:47:03,020 --> 00:47:06,088
YOU KNOW WHAT? I LIKE THE--
776
00:47:18,203 --> 00:47:20,236
LIKE SING IT MORE LIKE
OFF THE FUCKIN' BEAT.
777
00:47:20,238 --> 00:47:23,372
- YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
- THAT'S A GOOD IDEA.
778
00:47:30,348 --> 00:47:32,181
- SOMETHING LIKE THAT, YEAH.
- UH.
779
00:48:37,247 --> 00:48:39,548
BUT I MEAN, WE'RE NAIVE TO THINK WE COULD COME HERE
780
00:48:39,550 --> 00:48:41,117
IN THREE WEEKS AND CUT AN ALBUM.
781
00:48:41,119 --> 00:48:42,418
YEAH, I KNOW.
782
00:48:42,420 --> 00:48:44,287
I FELT LIKE
WE WE WERE GOING IN CIRCLES.
783
00:48:44,289 --> 00:48:46,322
WE WERE OPTIMISTIC--
- I DON'T THINK WE WERE NAIVE.
784
00:48:46,324 --> 00:48:48,090
I NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS
THOUGHT THAT WAS--
785
00:48:48,092 --> 00:48:49,926
- YOU'RE OPTIMISTIC.
- DON'T GET ME WRONG,
786
00:48:49,928 --> 00:48:53,930
GUYS, WE'RE ONE WEEK IN
AND HOW MANY SONGS DO WE HAVE?
787
00:48:53,932 --> 00:48:55,398
FIVE ALMOST.
788
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:56,933
- THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING.
- IT'S NOT BAD.
789
00:48:56,935 --> 00:48:58,234
- LET'S--
- NO, I KNOW--
790
00:48:58,236 --> 00:49:00,102
IT'S A SHOT.
LET'S JUST KEEP--
791
00:49:00,104 --> 00:49:01,938
I THINK WE'RE GETTING
THE CART BEFORE THE HORSE HERE.
792
00:49:01,940 --> 00:49:04,240
ALL RIGHT, LET'S JOIN HANDS.
WE'RE GONNA HAVE A BLESSING.
793
00:49:04,242 --> 00:49:06,175
COME ON.
THAT'S GOOD.
794
00:49:06,177 --> 00:49:08,244
REALLY, FOR REAL.
COME ON.
795
00:49:08,246 --> 00:49:09,378
GOOD TO BLESS THE FOOD.
796
00:49:09,380 --> 00:49:11,080
OH, DEAR LORD,
THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY.
797
00:49:11,082 --> 00:49:12,949
THANK YOU FOR THE BLESSINGS
THAT YOU BLESSED US WITH.
798
00:49:12,951 --> 00:49:14,116
THANK YOU FOR THIS CIRCLE.
799
00:49:14,118 --> 00:49:15,251
WE ASK THAT YOU BLESS
THIS FOOD
800
00:49:15,253 --> 00:49:16,552
TO THE NOURISHMENT
OF OUR BODIES
801
00:49:16,554 --> 00:49:18,321
AND BLESS THIS RECORD,
HALLELUJAH.
802
00:49:18,323 --> 00:49:19,956
IN CHRIST'S NAME WE PRAY.
AMEN.
803
00:49:19,958 --> 00:49:21,123
- AMEN.
- AMEN.
804
00:49:21,125 --> 00:49:23,592
LET'S TOAST.
HERE'S TO ANOTHER 20.
805
00:49:23,594 --> 00:49:25,494
YEP.
806
00:49:25,496 --> 00:49:31,167
AND THIS IS OURS.
- HOWARD.
807
00:49:44,382 --> 00:49:46,015
WHEN THE GROUP FIRST STARTED,
808
00:49:46,017 --> 00:49:47,416
I WAS DOING A LOT MORE OF THE LEADS.
809
00:49:47,418 --> 00:49:49,418
AND LITTLE BY LITTLE,
WHEN WE GOT WITH MAX MARTIN,
810
00:49:49,420 --> 00:49:51,620
OUR SOUND CHANGED,
SO THROUGHOUT THE YEARS
811
00:49:51,622 --> 00:49:53,789
I REALLY HAD A HARD TIME,
I STRUGGLED WITH THAT.
812
00:49:57,628 --> 00:49:59,362
I RESENTED THE SITUATION.
813
00:49:59,364 --> 00:50:01,263
I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE WHY AM I ALWAYS HAVING
814
00:50:01,265 --> 00:50:03,332
TO BE PUSHED IN THE BACKGROUND?
815
00:50:03,334 --> 00:50:06,335
I WANTED TO HAVE MY VOICEHEARD JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE.
816
00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:13,776
PERFECT.
817
00:50:13,778 --> 00:50:15,411
I GOT A LITTLE TWO
IN MY HEART
818
00:50:15,413 --> 00:50:17,179
ON THAT ONE PART THERE.
819
00:50:17,181 --> 00:50:19,215
WITH THE NEW RECORD
AND THE NEW DYNAMIC
820
00:50:19,217 --> 00:50:20,549
I TOLD THEM, I SAID,
YOU KNOW WHAT?
821
00:50:20,551 --> 00:50:22,051
IN ORDER FOR ME TO FEEL
COMFORTABLE
822
00:50:22,053 --> 00:50:23,419
BEING A PART OF THIS,
823
00:50:23,421 --> 00:50:25,254
I REALLY NEED TO BE ABLE
TO NOT BE IN THE BACK.
824
00:50:25,256 --> 00:50:27,256
I NEED TO BE UP IN THE FRONT
WITH YOU GUYS.
825
00:50:43,306 --> 00:50:45,274
YOU JUST GOTTA IT TWICE AND YOU'RE DONE.
826
00:50:45,276 --> 00:50:47,109
YOU'RE BUTTER.
827
00:50:47,111 --> 00:50:49,645
THAT'S HOW YOU DO. THAT'S HOWIE D.
828
00:50:53,518 --> 00:50:57,186
AT LEAST MY TOES LOOK SOMEWHAT
PRESENTABLE TODAY.
829
00:50:57,188 --> 00:51:01,557
NORMALLY, THEY'RE TOO LONG.
I COULD FUCKING CLIMB A TREE.
830
00:51:01,559 --> 00:51:03,192
IT'S VERY EMBARRASSING.
831
00:51:20,078 --> 00:51:22,845
CRAP! SORRY.
832
00:51:44,302 --> 00:51:46,635
A.J.?!
I'M HOWIE.
833
00:51:46,637 --> 00:51:50,906
I'M SINGING ALL THE LEADS
ON EVERYTHING FOR THIS RECORD.
834
00:51:50,908 --> 00:51:53,542
IT'S GONNA BE A GREAT
RECORD, DON'T WORRY.
835
00:51:53,544 --> 00:51:56,579
IT'S THE BEST EVER.
836
00:52:29,346 --> 00:52:31,147
HELLO THERE, MY FRIEND.
HOW ARE YOU DOING?
837
00:52:31,149 --> 00:52:32,481
GOOD, I'M GOOD.
838
00:52:32,483 --> 00:52:34,416
DO YOU REMEMBER WHO THIS IS?
839
00:52:34,418 --> 00:52:36,185
THIS IS LITTLE HOWIE.
840
00:52:36,187 --> 00:52:38,187
YEAH, HOWARD FROM DOWN THE STREET.
841
00:52:38,189 --> 00:52:41,490
I USED TO HAVE HIS MOM
GOING, "HOWIE, HOWIE."
842
00:52:41,492 --> 00:52:45,394
YEAH, COME IN, COME IN.
843
00:52:45,396 --> 00:52:46,862
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
WELCOME BACK.
844
00:52:48,965 --> 00:52:51,300
WHEN I WAS BORN,
WE HAD NO CENTRAL HEATING HERE.
845
00:52:51,302 --> 00:52:52,968
I SWEATED MY BUTT OFF.
846
00:52:52,970 --> 00:52:55,538
SO THE FIRST THING I DID
WHEN WE MADE A LITTLE MONEY,
847
00:52:55,540 --> 00:52:57,540
I PUT CENTRAL HEAT
AND AIR IN THIS HOUSE.
848
00:52:57,542 --> 00:52:58,807
I WAS TIRED OF SWEATING.
849
00:52:58,809 --> 00:53:00,476
DUDE, LOOK AT THIS.
850
00:53:00,478 --> 00:53:03,212
- DID YOU WRITE THAT?
- I DID. ME AND MY DAD.
851
00:53:03,214 --> 00:53:05,814
- HOKEN HOWARD-- - HOKE D. HOWARD.
852
00:53:05,816 --> 00:53:08,250
HOKE D-- I THINK
I GOT A LITTLE CRAZY.
853
00:53:08,252 --> 00:53:11,420
I DECIDED I WANTED TO DO
MY AUTOGRAPH ON EVERYTHING.
854
00:53:11,422 --> 00:53:14,456
WELL, THAT'S CRAZY, I LIVED
MY WHOLE LIFE IN THIS HOUSE.
855
00:53:14,458 --> 00:53:17,860
IT'S BEEN A PART
OF MY LIFE FOR 39 YEARS.
856
00:53:17,862 --> 00:53:19,662
AND TO ACTUALLY
STAY HERE WITH YOU.
857
00:53:19,664 --> 00:53:21,830
I KNOW YOU HAVE.
YOU HAVE.
858
00:53:21,832 --> 00:53:24,400
DOWN THE STREET, ACTUALLY,
UM, WAS ONE OF MY FIRST KISSES
859
00:53:24,402 --> 00:53:25,901
WAS HIS COUSIN, CHELSEA.
860
00:53:25,903 --> 00:53:28,804
- MY NIECE, MY NIECE.
- YOUR NIECE.
861
00:53:28,806 --> 00:53:30,639
- THANK YOU, SIR.
- THANK YOU, KEVIN.
862
00:53:33,643 --> 00:53:36,378
AS A LITTLE KID
BACK HERE,
863
00:53:36,380 --> 00:53:37,913
I HAD A BUNCH OF RABBITS.
864
00:53:37,915 --> 00:53:39,915
IT STARTED OFF WITH LIKE ONE
865
00:53:39,917 --> 00:53:41,517
AND THEN I THINK WE HAD ANOTHER ONE,
866
00:53:41,519 --> 00:53:43,986
AND THEN LIKE THE NEXT YEAR WE HAD LIKE 45 OF THEM
867
00:53:43,988 --> 00:53:45,521
'CAUSE YOU KNOW
THEY GET BUSY.
868
00:53:45,523 --> 00:53:47,323
MY DAD CALLED ME OUT HERE
AND SAID,
869
00:53:47,325 --> 00:53:49,491
GOT TO FINISH OFF
THE REST OF THE RABBITS.
870
00:53:49,493 --> 00:53:51,594
SO I DIDN'T KNOW
WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.
871
00:53:51,596 --> 00:53:52,962
OH, NO.
872
00:53:52,964 --> 00:53:55,431
SO I GOT MY FIRST TRUE
EXPERIENCE
873
00:53:55,433 --> 00:53:57,833
OF HAVING TO KILL A RABBIT.
874
00:53:57,835 --> 00:53:59,335
OH.
875
00:53:59,337 --> 00:54:01,003
I WENT AFTER THE ONE
THAT WAS THE MEANEST ONE,
876
00:54:01,005 --> 00:54:02,905
THE ONE THAT I HATED
THE MOST.
877
00:54:02,907 --> 00:54:04,406
HE HAD LIKE A SNAGGLE TOOTH
878
00:54:04,408 --> 00:54:06,242
AND I HATED THAT
BLACK RABBIT SO MUCH,
879
00:54:06,244 --> 00:54:08,043
I'M LIKE, IF I'VE GOT TO
KILL ONE OF THESE THINGS,
880
00:54:08,045 --> 00:54:10,045
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S GOING,
SO I'M LIKE TRYING TO HIT HIM
881
00:54:10,047 --> 00:54:11,513
AND HE'S LIKE JUMPING
ALL AROUND.
882
00:54:11,515 --> 00:54:13,582
I'M LIKE-- I'M TRYING
TO HOP ALL AROUND,
883
00:54:13,584 --> 00:54:15,851
AND THIS POOR LITTLE
RABBIT'S-- I COULDN'T DO IT.
884
00:54:15,853 --> 00:54:17,620
MY DAD'S LIKE,
GET IN THE HOUSE, SON.
885
00:54:17,622 --> 00:54:19,922
AND HE'D KNOCK 'EM OUT
AND JUST KILL IT.
886
00:54:19,924 --> 00:54:21,523
DUDE.
887
00:54:21,525 --> 00:54:23,525
- IT WAS-- IT WAS
- SOAK 'EM IN SALT WATER?
888
00:54:23,527 --> 00:54:25,561
- IT WAS BACK-WOODS STYLE, DUDE.
- YOUR MOM FRY 'EM UP?
889
00:54:25,563 --> 00:54:27,363
YEAH, AND I COULDN'T
EAT IT.
890
00:54:27,365 --> 00:54:28,564
I COULDN'T EAT IT
'CAUSE IT WAS JUST LIKE--
891
00:54:28,566 --> 00:54:30,466
IT WAS TOO HARD GOING DOWN.
892
00:54:30,468 --> 00:54:33,335
I WAS 12 YEARS OLD,
AND WE HAD TO, YOU KNOW,
893
00:54:33,337 --> 00:54:35,304
I'M SURE BEING IN THE COUNTRY
894
00:54:35,306 --> 00:54:36,905
YOU PROBABLY KNOW HOW YOU TAKE
CARE OF YOUR OWN ANIMALS
895
00:54:36,907 --> 00:54:38,674
AND STUFF LIKE THAT
AND I'D NEVER EXPERIENCED THAT,
896
00:54:38,676 --> 00:54:40,442
BUT MY DAD WAS FROM GEORGIA,
897
00:54:40,444 --> 00:54:41,877
AND HIM GROWING UP,
THAT'S WHAT YOU DID.
898
00:54:41,879 --> 00:54:43,312
YOU KNOW, THE ANIMALS--
899
00:54:43,314 --> 00:54:44,847
WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?
I LIVE IN GEORGIA.
900
00:54:44,849 --> 00:54:47,016
I AIN'T SKINNED
A RABBIT... YET.
901
00:54:47,018 --> 00:54:48,917
THAT'S CRAZY, THOUGH, MAN.
902
00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:53,956
IN THE BEGINNING,
903
00:54:53,958 --> 00:54:55,824
I WAS HANGING OUT A LOT WITH HOWIE.
904
00:54:55,826 --> 00:54:57,526
I WOULD COME OVER
AND STAY AT HIS HOUSE HERE.
905
00:54:57,528 --> 00:55:00,296
- WHICH IS KIND OF IRONIC--
- 'CAUSE YOU LIKED MY NIECE.
906
00:55:00,298 --> 00:55:02,031
THAT'S BECAUSE
I LIKED YOUR NIECE,
907
00:55:02,033 --> 00:55:06,502
NO, BUT BRIAN AND I, WE USED TO
GO PLAY BASKETBALL A LOT HERE.
908
00:55:06,504 --> 00:55:08,671
UM, THAT'S BACK WHEN
HE HAD THIS TRUCK
909
00:55:08,673 --> 00:55:11,340
THAT WE CALLED
THE BLEEDING BANANA.
910
00:55:11,342 --> 00:55:14,009
ME AND HIM DROVE DOWN FROM KENTUCKY IN THAT THING.
911
00:55:14,011 --> 00:55:16,845
NO SHOCKS,MY KNEES WERE IN THE DASHBOARD.
912
00:55:16,847 --> 00:55:19,882
IT WAS LIKE...
913
00:55:19,884 --> 00:55:21,517
DUDE, I HAD THE SPEAKERS
IN THE BACK.
914
00:55:21,519 --> 00:55:23,519
HE WAS BLOWING IT, MAN.
915
00:55:23,521 --> 00:55:26,488
I WAS A THUG...
916
00:55:26,490 --> 00:55:28,524
THERE WAS ONE TIME THAT
WE LEFT OUT OF LOU'S HOUSE,
917
00:55:28,526 --> 00:55:30,059
AND IT WAS LIKE
A FRIDAY NIGHT,
918
00:55:30,061 --> 00:55:32,027
WE HAD ALL BEEN PLAYING
AND WHATEVER.
919
00:55:32,029 --> 00:55:34,063
I HAD MY GIRLFRIEND,
AND BRIAN HAD HIS GIRLFRIEND,
920
00:55:34,065 --> 00:55:36,999
AND WE HAULED BUTT
OUT OF LOU'S HOUSE.
921
00:55:37,001 --> 00:55:39,134
THE NEXT YOU KNOW,
WE SAW THESE LIGHTS
922
00:55:39,136 --> 00:55:40,836
COME UP BEHIND US
AND WE'RE LIKE,
923
00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:43,372
"OH, MAN,"
AND WE WERE GOING FAST.
924
00:55:43,374 --> 00:55:44,973
IT WAS FAST,
LIKE KIND OF LIKE
925
00:55:44,975 --> 00:55:47,009
YOU WOULD HAVE GONE
TO JAIL FOR FAST-WISE.
926
00:55:47,011 --> 00:55:49,578
ALL WE DID, WE SAID WE WERE
AT LOU PEARLMAN'S HOUSE,
927
00:55:49,580 --> 00:55:51,413
AND WE GOT OFF.
928
00:55:51,415 --> 00:55:53,515
I KNEW AT THAT POINT,
THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED
929
00:55:53,517 --> 00:55:55,150
HOW POWERFUL LOU WAS.
930
00:55:55,152 --> 00:55:56,585
IN THE AREA, YEAH.
931
00:55:56,587 --> 00:55:58,087
HE DOESN'T HAVE THOSE
CONNECTIONS ANYMORE NOW.
932
00:55:58,089 --> 00:56:01,623
UH, NO.
THAT'S FOR SURE.
933
00:56:09,165 --> 00:56:13,602
AROUND 1995, I CAME OFF THE ROAD
934
00:56:13,604 --> 00:56:15,971
AND LOU SAID, "COME HERE
I WANT TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING."
935
00:56:15,973 --> 00:56:20,509
HE SHOWED ME A VHS TAPE
OF THIS GROUP.
936
00:56:20,511 --> 00:56:22,911
THEY DIDN'T HAVE A NAME AT THE TIME,
937
00:56:22,913 --> 00:56:25,414
AND I DIDN'T KNOW BUT IT WAS A SHOWCASE
938
00:56:25,416 --> 00:56:28,050
THAT LOU HAD FINANCED,
939
00:56:28,052 --> 00:56:30,619
AND LOU HAD BEEN WORKING WITH THEM.
940
00:56:30,621 --> 00:56:32,454
IT WAS ALMOST LIKE A BETRAYAL.
941
00:56:36,092 --> 00:56:37,659
YOU KNOW, WHEN WE STARTED OUT
942
00:56:37,661 --> 00:56:39,128
WE'RE LIKE, "YEAH, WE'RE A TEAM,
943
00:56:39,130 --> 00:56:40,963
WE'RE GONNA TAKE OVER THE WORLD.
944
00:56:40,965 --> 00:56:43,699
AND THERE'S, YOU KNOW, THERE'S NOBODY LIKE US."
945
00:56:46,436 --> 00:56:47,903
THEN YOU FIND OUT,
946
00:56:47,905 --> 00:56:50,172
WELL, ACTUALLY,
THERE IS SOMEBODY LIKE YOU.
947
00:56:53,977 --> 00:56:55,978
WE'RE MOLDING THEM IN YOUR IMAGE,
948
00:56:55,980 --> 00:56:57,880
THAT'S WHAT THEY TOLD US.
949
00:56:57,882 --> 00:57:00,516
DAMN, DUDE,
I GUESS ONE WASN'T ENOUGH
950
00:57:00,518 --> 00:57:03,619
SO NOW YOU GOT
TO HAVE 15 BOY GROUPS.
951
00:57:03,621 --> 00:57:06,655
NEXT THING YOU KNOW, IT'S LIKE, IF WE GOT TIRED AND DIDN'T WANT TO TOUR,
952
00:57:06,657 --> 00:57:08,891
DIDN'T WANT TO DO A CERTAIN TV SHOW OR WHATEVER,
953
00:57:08,893 --> 00:57:13,228
BOOM, N-SYNC WAS RIGHT THERE PICKING UP THE PIECES.
954
00:57:13,230 --> 00:57:16,532
THEN, NEXT THING YOU KNOW, JIVE RECORDS SIGNED N-SYNC.
955
00:57:16,534 --> 00:57:19,601
LOU BASICALLY CREATED OUR COMPETITION.
956
00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:31,513
THANK YOU SO MUCH
957
00:57:31,515 --> 00:57:34,950
FOR ALLOWING ME AND THE FELLAS
TO REMAIN AT NUMBER ONE.
958
00:57:54,605 --> 00:57:57,906
BY 1998, WE'D SOLD
MILLIONS OF ALBUMS.
959
00:57:57,908 --> 00:57:59,608
WE'D BEEN TOURING NONSTOP.
960
00:57:59,610 --> 00:58:02,177
WE'D BEEN PLAYING
IN STADIUMS,
961
00:58:02,179 --> 00:58:05,214
YET, OUR BANK ACCOUNTS
DIDN'T...
962
00:58:06,649 --> 00:58:08,484
MAKE SENSE.
963
00:58:08,486 --> 00:58:11,954
LOU'S EXCUSES WERE, "I SPENT A MILLION DOLLARS
964
00:58:11,956 --> 00:58:13,889
TO BREAK YOU GUYS.
965
00:58:13,891 --> 00:58:15,491
I HAVE TO RECOUP THAT."
966
00:58:15,493 --> 00:58:17,059
OKAY.
967
00:58:17,061 --> 00:58:19,862
"I AM YOUR MANAGER.
I GET A MANAGEMENT COMMISSION."
968
00:58:19,864 --> 00:58:21,196
OKAY.
969
00:58:21,198 --> 00:58:24,666
"I'M A ONE-SIXTH MEMBER
OF THE GROUP,
970
00:58:24,668 --> 00:58:27,302
SO I GET ONE-SIXTH OF WHATEVER YOU MAKE."
971
00:58:27,304 --> 00:58:31,173
IT'S ILLEGAL. YOU CAN'T DO IT AS A MANAGER.
972
00:58:31,175 --> 00:58:33,175
THERE WAS A DEFINITE
FOG SCREEN THAT,
973
00:58:33,177 --> 00:58:35,043
ONCE IT LIFTED,
974
00:58:35,045 --> 00:58:37,980
I THINK THAT'S WHEN EVERYBODY
RAISED THE EYEBROW, LIKE,
975
00:58:37,982 --> 00:58:40,115
"WHAT THE HELL'S
BEEN GOING ON?"
976
00:58:45,855 --> 00:58:49,091
THERE'S A LOT OF MEMORIES IN THIS ONE PARTICULAR AREA.
977
00:58:49,093 --> 00:58:50,859
LOU'S HOUSE IS UP HERE.
978
00:58:50,861 --> 00:58:53,061
WE HAD A.J.'S BIRTHDAY PARTY THERE.
979
00:58:53,063 --> 00:58:54,229
MY BIRTHDAY PARTY, TOO,
980
00:58:54,231 --> 00:58:56,965
MY 21ST THERE.
981
00:58:56,967 --> 00:58:59,535
- TO THE RIGHT--
WE'RE GOING TO THE RIGHT.
982
00:58:59,537 --> 00:59:02,004
I WENT TO HIM AFTER
REHEARSALS ONE NIGHT,
983
00:59:02,006 --> 00:59:04,206
AND I-- I MEAN,
I BEGGED HIM,
984
00:59:04,208 --> 00:59:10,012
I BASICALLY BEGGED HIM
TO MAKE IT RIGHT.
985
00:59:10,014 --> 00:59:11,313
WE WERE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF,
986
00:59:11,315 --> 00:59:15,250
AND, YOU KNOW, NOBODY
WAS LOOKING OUT FOR US.
987
00:59:15,252 --> 00:59:17,886
NOTHING WAS THE SAME AFTER THAT MEETING.
988
00:59:17,888 --> 00:59:21,590
FOR ANY OF US.
989
00:59:21,592 --> 00:59:24,026
WE FILED THE LAWSUIT AND THAT WAS THE BEGINNING
990
00:59:24,028 --> 00:59:26,862
OF THE END OF OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH LOU.
991
00:59:33,337 --> 00:59:35,203
IN 2007, LOU WAS ARRESTED
992
00:59:35,205 --> 00:59:39,007
FOR RUNNING A BIG INVESTMENT SCHEME,
993
00:59:39,009 --> 00:59:43,111
ONE OF THE BIGGEST PONZI SCHEMES IN AMERICAN HISTORY.
994
00:59:43,113 --> 00:59:45,681
AND TO FIND OUT HE'S BEEN A CON MAN THIS WHOLE TIME,
995
00:59:45,683 --> 00:59:48,350
MAKES YOU THINK,
WAS ANYTHING EVER TRUE?
996
00:59:48,352 --> 00:59:50,319
ANYTHING YOU EVER SAID
TO US OR DID FOR US
997
00:59:50,321 --> 00:59:52,154
WAS EVER-- WAS IT ALL
REALLY TRUE
998
00:59:52,156 --> 00:59:55,724
OR WAS IT HALF AND HALF
OR WAS IT ALL BULLSHIT?
999
01:00:00,296 --> 01:00:04,199
THIS IS WHERE LOU LIVED
WHEN HE WENT TO PRISON.
1000
01:00:04,201 --> 01:00:05,968
WHEN THE BANK POSSESSED
THE PROPERTY
1001
01:00:05,970 --> 01:00:08,370
THEY SOLD EVERYTHING IN HERE
PROBABLY TO PAY BACK--
1002
01:00:08,372 --> 01:00:11,173
I MEAN, $300 MILLION
I THINK HE OWED,
1003
01:00:11,175 --> 01:00:12,641
HE STOLE OR WAS MISSING.
1004
01:00:12,643 --> 01:00:15,344
SO I'M SURE
THEY TRIED TO SELL
1005
01:00:15,346 --> 01:00:17,879
AND SCRAPE UP ANYTHING
THEY COULD.
1006
01:00:17,881 --> 01:00:19,114
YEAH.
1007
01:00:19,116 --> 01:00:22,050
SO ANYWAY, THIS IS WHERE
THE OLD BASTARD LIVED.
1008
01:00:22,052 --> 01:00:25,020
- YEAH.
- RIGHT BEFORE
HE WENT TO PRISON.
1009
01:00:25,022 --> 01:00:29,391
NOW HE'S IN A WHAT,
4x6 WHATEVER THEY HAVE IN JAIL?
1010
01:00:29,393 --> 01:00:31,059
SO HOW DID THIS ALL GO DOWN?
1011
01:00:31,061 --> 01:00:32,928
DID THE COPS JUST SHOW UP UNANNOUNCED
1012
01:00:32,930 --> 01:00:35,063
AND JUST TAKE HIM STRAIGHT FROM HERE OR WHAT?
1013
01:00:35,065 --> 01:00:36,898
NO, THEY DIDN'T GET HIM FROM HERE.
1014
01:00:36,900 --> 01:00:41,336
THEY FOUND HIM IN FREAKIN' INDONESIA SOMEWHERE.
1015
01:00:41,338 --> 01:00:43,405
I DON'T REALLY
WANT TO GO IN.
1016
01:00:45,975 --> 01:00:48,210
HI, KITTY, KITTY, KITTY.
1017
01:00:48,212 --> 01:00:50,379
HOWIE, GET OUT OF HERE.
1018
01:00:50,381 --> 01:00:53,048
COME ON, BRIAN,
COME ON.
1019
01:00:53,050 --> 01:00:55,984
WANT TO GO UPSTAIRS?
1020
01:00:55,986 --> 01:00:57,319
- WANT TO?
- YEAH.
1021
01:00:57,321 --> 01:00:59,421
WHICH WAY, THIS WAY?
1022
01:00:59,423 --> 01:01:01,390
HEY, LOU, ARE YOU HERE?
1023
01:01:01,392 --> 01:01:04,693
WE'RE HERE, LOU.
WHERE'S OUR MONEY?
1024
01:01:04,695 --> 01:01:06,395
WOW.
1025
01:01:06,397 --> 01:01:08,096
I HATE IT.
I GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE.
1026
01:01:08,098 --> 01:01:09,665
I DON'T LIKE THIS PLACE.
1027
01:01:09,667 --> 01:01:12,467
I KNOW, RIGHT?
1028
01:01:12,469 --> 01:01:15,904
I MEAN, HOW CAN IT HURT
BUT THEN YOU STILL FEEL SORRY
1029
01:01:15,906 --> 01:01:18,740
AT THE SAME TIME,
IT DOESN'T--
1030
01:01:18,742 --> 01:01:20,375
YOU FEEL SORRY
FOR THE GUY,
1031
01:01:20,377 --> 01:01:25,414
BUT HE HAD EVERY OPPORTUNITY
TO MAKE IT RIGHT...
1032
01:01:25,416 --> 01:01:27,249
AND HE DIDN'T, YOU KNOW?
1033
01:01:27,251 --> 01:01:29,051
HE DIDN'T DO THAT.
1034
01:01:29,053 --> 01:01:32,187
THAT'S... THAT'S PROBABLY
WHAT HURTS THE MOST.
1035
01:01:39,062 --> 01:01:40,462
YOU'VE CREATED A CIRCLE
1036
01:01:40,464 --> 01:01:43,965
OF PEOPLE YOU BELIEVE IS GONNA PROTECT YOU
1037
01:01:43,967 --> 01:01:45,967
AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN IT COMES CRASHING DOWN
1038
01:01:45,969 --> 01:01:47,769
AND YOU'RE LIKE, WHO CAN I TRUST?
1039
01:01:53,109 --> 01:01:56,178
THE REALITY'S SAYING DRAW THE LINE.
1040
01:01:56,180 --> 01:01:59,514
PERSONAL BUSINESS, THAT'S WHEN WE LEARNED.
1041
01:01:59,516 --> 01:02:01,349
WE EVENTUALLY BOUGHT HIM OUT.
1042
01:02:05,888 --> 01:02:07,723
IT WAS SOMETHING LIKE 27 MILLION DOLLARS
1043
01:02:07,725 --> 01:02:11,026
THAT WE HAD TO PAY HIM, BUT TO BE RID OF HIM
1044
01:02:11,028 --> 01:02:13,895
AND TO BE ABLE TO HAVE WHAT WE HAVE NOW
1045
01:02:13,897 --> 01:02:18,533
AND THAT FREEDOM AND TO NOT HAVE
POTENTIALLY LOST EVERYTHING,
1046
01:02:18,535 --> 01:02:20,001
WAS IT WORTH IT?
1047
01:02:20,003 --> 01:02:21,403
YES, IT WAS WORTH IT.
1048
01:02:24,507 --> 01:02:26,475
BACKSTREET BOYS RELEASED
1049
01:02:26,477 --> 01:02:28,310
THEIR SECOND ALBUM "MILLENNIUM" TODAY.
1050
01:02:28,312 --> 01:02:31,947
AND, MY, OH MY, THIS IS CRAZY.
1051
01:02:31,949 --> 01:02:33,749
THE DAY THAT WE RELEASED "MILLENNIUM"
1052
01:02:33,751 --> 01:02:36,151
WAS A MIND-BOGGLING DAY FOR US IN HISTORY.
1053
01:02:39,222 --> 01:02:40,756
THEY SHUT DOWN TIMES SQUARE
1054
01:02:40,758 --> 01:02:43,291
5,000, 6,000 KIDS OUT IN FRONT OF "TRL."
1055
01:02:43,293 --> 01:02:44,392
IT WAS NUTS.
1056
01:02:44,394 --> 01:02:47,429
INCREDIBLE. AMAZING.
1057
01:02:47,431 --> 01:02:49,397
THAT ALBUM WAS HUGE FOR US.
1058
01:02:49,399 --> 01:02:51,399
AT THE TIME,
1059
01:02:51,401 --> 01:02:56,171
IT SOLD 24 MILLION COPIES WORLDWIDE. WE WERE ON FIRE.
1060
01:02:56,173 --> 01:02:58,540
RECORD-BREAKING ONE MILLION-PLUS SOLD THE FIRST WEEK OUT.
1061
01:02:58,542 --> 01:03:00,408
THE NORTH AMERICAN LEG OF THE TOUR
1062
01:03:00,410 --> 01:03:02,077
BROKE EVEN MORE RECORDS.
1063
01:03:02,079 --> 01:03:04,146
ALL THE TICKETS WENT ON SALE THE SAME DAY
1064
01:03:04,148 --> 01:03:06,982
AND QUICKLY RAN UP A COOL $30 MILLION.
1065
01:03:14,223 --> 01:03:18,059
ARE YOU READY TO PARTY?
1066
01:03:21,098 --> 01:03:23,064
WHOO, YEAH, BABY!
1067
01:03:32,141 --> 01:03:33,508
IT WAS OFF THE ROCK.
1068
01:03:33,510 --> 01:03:37,078
I MEAN, WE WERE GODS IN A TWISTED WAY.
1069
01:03:41,451 --> 01:03:43,985
AS A 17 YEAR OLD, I WAS JUST LIKE,
1070
01:03:43,987 --> 01:03:46,054
"THIS IS DOPE. THIS IS GREAT."
1071
01:03:46,056 --> 01:03:48,390
I CAN GET ANY GIRL I WANT. THAT'S ALL I CARE ABOUT.
1072
01:03:48,392 --> 01:03:49,524
I CAN GET ANY GIRL I WANT.
1073
01:03:53,397 --> 01:03:55,430
I WAS JUST ENJOYING THIS MOMENTUM.
1074
01:03:55,432 --> 01:03:58,266
I WAS ENJOYING THIS EUPHORIA.
1075
01:03:58,268 --> 01:04:02,437
I MEAN, IT WAS-- IT WAS UNLIKE ANYTHING WE HAD EVER FELT.
1076
01:04:12,082 --> 01:04:13,548
EVERYTHING WAS GOING SO FAST.
1077
01:04:13,550 --> 01:04:15,917
IT WAS KIND OF LIKE A BLUR.
1078
01:04:19,489 --> 01:04:21,923
THE WINNER IS--
- THE BACKSTREET BOYS!
1079
01:04:21,925 --> 01:04:23,458
- THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
- THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
1080
01:04:23,460 --> 01:04:26,127
BACKSTREET BOYS.
1081
01:04:38,175 --> 01:04:41,509
"MILLENNIUM" WAS HIT AFTER HIT AFTER HIT.
1082
01:04:41,511 --> 01:04:43,245
WE WERE UNSTOPPABLE.
1083
01:04:58,562 --> 01:05:02,264
WE JUST BROKE EVERY RECORD IN THE WORLD,
1084
01:05:02,266 --> 01:05:06,134
PRACTICALLY FOR ALBUM SALES AND TOUR SALES
1085
01:05:06,136 --> 01:05:10,338
AND TOURING AND THE RECORD LABEL KNOWS
1086
01:05:10,340 --> 01:05:14,175
THAT A YOUNG TEENAGE FEMALE CAN CHANGE HER MIND PRETTY QUICK.
1087
01:05:14,177 --> 01:05:17,012
THEY WANTED TO STRIKE WHILE THE IRON WAS HOT
1088
01:05:17,014 --> 01:05:20,448
AND, YOU KNOW, SELL ANOTHER
20 SOMETHING MILLION ALBUMS
1089
01:05:20,450 --> 01:05:21,583
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
1090
01:05:31,295 --> 01:05:32,928
WE CAME STRAIGHT OFF THE ROAD
1091
01:05:32,930 --> 01:05:35,030
AND THEN WE WERE RIGHT BACK IN THE STUDIO
1092
01:05:35,032 --> 01:05:36,531
FOR OUR NEXT ALBUM.
1093
01:05:36,533 --> 01:05:38,166
WE SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT.
1094
01:05:41,471 --> 01:05:45,307
WE SHOULD HAVE STEPPED BACK, RECHARGED,
1095
01:05:45,309 --> 01:05:48,009
GOT SOME PERSPECTIVE, GOT SOME INSPIRATION,
1096
01:05:48,011 --> 01:05:49,411
AND THEN GONE INTO THE STUDIO.
1097
01:05:51,948 --> 01:05:53,281
IN OUR RISE TO FAME
1098
01:05:53,283 --> 01:05:56,117
I HAD OPEN HEART SURGERY AT 23 YEARS OLD,
1099
01:05:56,119 --> 01:05:57,452
YOU KNOW, IN 1998.
1100
01:05:57,454 --> 01:06:01,256
WE-- WE DIDN'T EVEN,
LIKE, CANCEL TOURS.
1101
01:06:05,261 --> 01:06:08,463
IT WASN'T ABOUT ME AS A PERSON IN MY HEALTH.
1102
01:06:08,465 --> 01:06:10,198
IT DIDN'T MATTER WHAT I DID.
1103
01:06:10,200 --> 01:06:12,267
IT DIDN'T MATTER WHICH VERSE I SANG.
1104
01:06:12,269 --> 01:06:15,403
NOW WITH YOUR EYES ONLY COME UP TO ME.
1105
01:06:15,405 --> 01:06:17,238
YEAH, CRAWL ON UP...
1106
01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:19,240
WE WERE A BIG STACK OF CASH.
1107
01:06:19,242 --> 01:06:21,343
THAT THEY WERE GONNA HAVE A PIECE OF
1108
01:06:21,345 --> 01:06:24,312
AT THE END OF THE DAY, AND GO DO IT.
1109
01:06:41,365 --> 01:06:44,432
WE'RE GOING ON A PLANE.
THIS IS THE PLANE.
1110
01:06:44,434 --> 01:06:46,234
WE LOVE THE PLANE.
1111
01:06:46,236 --> 01:06:48,069
WE DID THIS AROUND THE WORLD TRIP
1112
01:06:48,071 --> 01:06:50,538
IN 100 HOURS.
1113
01:06:50,540 --> 01:06:52,340
NICK, I LOVE YOU!
1114
01:06:55,277 --> 01:06:58,446
AS A $4 MILLION PROMOTIONAL THING,
1115
01:06:58,448 --> 01:07:01,182
IT WAS BRILLIANT, BUT, YOU KNOW,
1116
01:07:01,184 --> 01:07:04,586
THERE WAS A LOT OF MONEY BEING SPENT.
1117
01:07:11,827 --> 01:07:15,296
I REMEMBER FEELING
A LITTLE OVERWHELMED,
1118
01:07:15,298 --> 01:07:18,099
LIKE, HOW LONG
CAN THIS LAST?
1119
01:07:18,101 --> 01:07:19,267
IS THE BOTTOM GONNA FALL OUT?
1120
01:07:19,269 --> 01:07:24,105
O-O-O-H MY GOD!
1121
01:07:27,510 --> 01:07:29,310
FOR "BLACK AND BLUE,"
1122
01:07:29,312 --> 01:07:31,479
WE GOT AN OFFER,
A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF SHOWS,
1123
01:07:31,481 --> 01:07:33,314
$100 MILLION.
1124
01:07:33,316 --> 01:07:36,384
I MEAN, WE WERE ALL LIKE,
"HOLY SHIT!"
1125
01:07:36,386 --> 01:07:38,053
THAT'S A LOT OF MONEY.
1126
01:07:41,590 --> 01:07:44,826
IT WAS SO EXTRAORDINARY AND SO OVER-THE-TOP
1127
01:07:44,828 --> 01:07:48,797
THAT I DON'T KNOW I COULD REALLY COMPREHEND IT STILL,
1128
01:07:48,799 --> 01:07:50,365
TO THIS DAY.
1129
01:08:12,456 --> 01:08:18,293
FROM LIKE '94TO ABOUT 2002 WAS JUST NONSTOP,
1130
01:08:18,295 --> 01:08:23,098
ALBUM AFTER ALBUM TOUR AFTER TOUR--
1131
01:08:23,100 --> 01:08:24,632
THAT WAS NINE YEARS STRAIGHT OF TOURING.
1132
01:08:24,634 --> 01:08:27,836
WE WERE DONE.
1133
01:08:27,838 --> 01:08:31,106
ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR...
1134
01:08:43,319 --> 01:08:46,321
- OH!
- THANK YOU, THANK YOU,
THANK YOU.
1135
01:08:52,228 --> 01:08:54,262
'99 TO 2000,
THIS WAS MY HAVEN.
1136
01:08:54,264 --> 01:08:55,597
BECAUSE I COULD DO
WHATEVER I WANTED,
1137
01:08:55,599 --> 01:08:57,298
'CAUSE WE PRETTY MUCH
RAN ORLANDO.
1138
01:08:57,300 --> 01:08:59,567
EVERYTHING WAS COMPED,
COMPED EVERYWHERE WE WENT.
1139
01:08:59,569 --> 01:09:02,137
YEAH. I MEAN, FREE LIQUORS,
FREE EVERYTHING.
1140
01:09:02,139 --> 01:09:05,340
- WE'VE BEEN BEST FRIENDS
NOW FOR WHAT, 15 YEARS?
- YEAH, 15.
1141
01:09:05,342 --> 01:09:07,308
THIS HAS GOT A LOT OF HISTORY
FOR ME, GOOD AND BAD...
1142
01:09:07,310 --> 01:09:08,643
- YEAH.
- WITH YOU.
1143
01:09:08,645 --> 01:09:11,246
WE HAD TOPLESS BOWLING. THAT WAS FUN.
1144
01:09:11,248 --> 01:09:13,648
THE GIRLS, REMEMBER THE GIRLS
ON THE BALL RETURNS?
1145
01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:15,450
- AHA, STRADDLING THE--
- JUST BOWLING AND--
1146
01:09:15,452 --> 01:09:17,852
YEP, WE WOULD JUST CALL
THE GIRLS OVER AFTERWARDS
1147
01:09:17,854 --> 01:09:19,487
AND THEY'D COME BY,
AND THEY'D JUST STRIP.
1148
01:09:19,489 --> 01:09:20,922
AND DO A LITTLE BIT OF THAT
1149
01:09:20,924 --> 01:09:22,624
- THEY WOULD DO THAT, BUT--
- PRETTIER.
1150
01:09:22,626 --> 01:09:23,925
PRETTIER
AND WITH GIANT BOOBS.
1151
01:09:23,927 --> 01:09:25,827
WHATEVER!
1152
01:09:25,829 --> 01:09:27,962
YOU DON'T HAVE BIG BOOBS, SO IT DOESN'T WORK.
1153
01:09:27,964 --> 01:09:30,331
WHEE!
THAT'S SUPER FUN.
1154
01:09:30,333 --> 01:09:32,634
YOU KNOW, LIKE THOSE CLAW
VENDING MACHINES,
1155
01:09:32,636 --> 01:09:34,469
WE WON A BRITNEY SPEARS
DOLL OUT OF THERE.
1156
01:09:34,471 --> 01:09:36,204
- WELL, I WON.
- HE WON IT AND THEN--
1157
01:09:36,206 --> 01:09:37,939
YOU PROBABLY SPENT LIKE
$100 ON IT.
1158
01:09:37,941 --> 01:09:39,440
I SPENT A DOLLAR
AND I WON IT.
1159
01:09:39,442 --> 01:09:40,909
AND I WANTED TO BOWL HIM
FOR IT.
1160
01:09:40,911 --> 01:09:42,844
AND I GOT YOU ANNIHILATED
BY THE FIFTH FRAME.
1161
01:09:42,846 --> 01:09:44,846
'CAUSE I CAN'T DRINK AND BOWL.
1162
01:09:44,848 --> 01:09:46,514
- IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S--
- AND I HAD A SHOT
1163
01:09:46,516 --> 01:09:48,383
AND I KIND OF THREW UP
A LITTLE BIT BACK IN THE CUP
1164
01:09:48,385 --> 01:09:51,486
BUT I STILL FINISHED IT
WITH A LITTLE BIT OF PUKE
1165
01:09:51,488 --> 01:09:52,954
AND BECAUSE OF THAT,
1166
01:09:52,956 --> 01:09:54,389
HE COULD NEVER DO SHOTS
EVER AGAIN.
1167
01:09:54,391 --> 01:09:56,357
- I THREW UP.
- YOU THREW UP LATER.
1168
01:09:56,359 --> 01:09:58,493
NO, NO, NO, I THREW UP
IN THE CUP, AND YOU DRANK THAT.
1169
01:09:58,495 --> 01:10:00,295
- OH, IS THAT WHAT IT WAS?
- YES, THAT'S WHAT--
1170
01:10:00,297 --> 01:10:01,963
IF IT WAS JUST YOU PUKED
THEN I COULD THEN-- THAT'S FINE.
1171
01:10:01,965 --> 01:10:03,831
- OH, SORRY.
- I THREW UP IN THE CUP
1172
01:10:03,833 --> 01:10:06,201
- AND THAT WASN'T-- THAT WAS--
- THAT'S A TWIST.
1173
01:10:08,537 --> 01:10:10,672
A.J. WANTED TO BE THIS BAD BOY SO BADLY.
1174
01:10:14,543 --> 01:10:16,511
I THINK IN HIS OWN MIND,
HE THOUGHT HE WAS ROCK AND ROLL
1175
01:10:16,513 --> 01:10:18,012
NOT REALIZING
HE WAS IN A BOY BAND.
1176
01:10:18,014 --> 01:10:22,250
HOW'S EVERYBODY RIGHT DOWN
IN THE FRONT?!
1177
01:10:22,252 --> 01:10:23,818
TO ME THAT WAS THE ONLY TOUR
1178
01:10:23,820 --> 01:10:27,322
I EVER DRANK ON STAGE DURING THE SHOW
1179
01:10:27,324 --> 01:10:28,990
I WAS AT MY WORST
AT THAT POINT.
1180
01:10:32,361 --> 01:10:33,928
YOU IN THE--
1181
01:10:33,930 --> 01:10:36,998
I THINK HE WAS REBELLING
AGAINST THIS FACADE
1182
01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:40,435
THAT PEOPLE THOUGHT WE WERE
AND THOUGHT WE HAD TO BE.
1183
01:10:43,572 --> 01:10:46,474
I LOST SIGHT OF MYSELF, WHICH IS VERY EASY TO DO
1184
01:10:46,476 --> 01:10:48,810
WHEN YOU'RE IN A GROUP.
1185
01:10:48,812 --> 01:10:52,413
YOU LOSE YOURSELF. YOU LOSE YOUR IDENTITY.
1186
01:10:52,415 --> 01:10:54,816
IN BOSTON, IN 2001,
1187
01:10:54,818 --> 01:10:57,652
WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO
THE FIRST PITCH
1188
01:10:57,654 --> 01:11:00,455
AT THIS SOFTBALL GAME,
OR BASEBALL GAME
1189
01:11:00,457 --> 01:11:02,590
UM, AND SING
THE NATIONAL ANTHEM.
1190
01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:05,260
I GET A CALL FROM OUR ROAD MANAGER
1191
01:11:05,262 --> 01:11:08,296
THAT A.J. IS NOT COMING.
1192
01:11:08,298 --> 01:11:10,031
I WAS IN WHAT PEOPLE IN THE DRUG WORLD
1193
01:11:10,033 --> 01:11:12,934
WOULD CALL A COKE COMA,
'CAUSE I'D JUST BEEN UP
1194
01:11:12,936 --> 01:11:15,870
FOR DAYS ON END
AND I JUST NEEDED TO SLEEP.
1195
01:11:15,872 --> 01:11:21,075
KEVIN, IN KEVIN'S KEVIN WAY
DID NOT LIKE THAT VERY MUCH.
1196
01:11:21,077 --> 01:11:24,812
HE WON'T ANSWER HIS PHONE,
HE WON'T ANSWER HIS DOOR.
1197
01:11:24,814 --> 01:11:28,016
SO I BACKED UP AND...
1198
01:11:28,018 --> 01:11:30,351
BUSTED IT OPEN,
I WAS AS MAD AS HELL.
1199
01:11:30,353 --> 01:11:33,054
KEVIN CAME TO THE OTHER DOOR
WHICH WAS DOUBLE BOLTED
1200
01:11:33,056 --> 01:11:34,555
AND I TRIED TO BUST THAT
THING IN
1201
01:11:34,557 --> 01:11:36,858
AND I COULDN'T
GET IN THERE.
1202
01:11:36,860 --> 01:11:39,060
UH, BUT I'M GLAD
THAT I DIDN'T.
1203
01:11:39,062 --> 01:11:40,995
I'M GLAD I DIDN'T
'CAUSE I WAS MAD.
1204
01:11:40,997 --> 01:11:42,930
I WAS ABOUT TO BEAT
THE SHIT OUT OF HIM,
1205
01:11:42,932 --> 01:11:44,832
BUT I WAS MAD.
1206
01:11:44,834 --> 01:11:47,335
TO THIS DAY, I WILL FOREVER
BE GRATEFUL TO KEVIN
1207
01:11:47,337 --> 01:11:49,470
BEING THE REASON WHY
I EVEN WENT INTO REHAB.
1208
01:11:49,472 --> 01:11:51,572
YOU KNOW, HE'S THE ONE
THAT MADE THAT INTERVENTION.
1209
01:11:51,574 --> 01:11:54,509
HE'S THE ONE THAT BROKE DOWN
MY HOTEL ROOM DOOR
1210
01:11:54,511 --> 01:11:57,078
AND EXCHANGED THE WORDS
THAT WE EXCHANGED
1211
01:11:57,080 --> 01:11:59,013
THAT WERE NOT NICE.
1212
01:11:59,015 --> 01:12:00,848
YOU KNOW, I MEAN,
1213
01:12:00,850 --> 01:12:04,819
I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM
SAYING, "YOU ARE DEAD TO ME."
1214
01:12:04,821 --> 01:12:06,054
THAT WAS IT.
1215
01:12:44,427 --> 01:12:45,993
I GOT A.J. OVER HERE
NEXT TO ME
1216
01:12:45,995 --> 01:12:47,829
PULLED UP IN IS HOT ROD.
1217
01:12:47,831 --> 01:12:51,399
HE THINKS HE'S A RAPPER,
I THINK.
1218
01:12:51,401 --> 01:12:52,633
AND...
1219
01:12:52,635 --> 01:12:53,634
STRAIGHT LINE.
1220
01:12:58,908 --> 01:13:01,008
HEY!
1221
01:13:01,010 --> 01:13:02,844
I'LL BE IN THE LINE
BEHIND A.J. RIGHT.
1222
01:13:02,846 --> 01:13:04,846
- TAKE A MENTAL NOTE.
- I'M TRYING TO GET THERE.
1223
01:13:04,848 --> 01:13:06,180
YOU KNOW, NOBODY TELLS YOU WHAT TO DO
1224
01:13:06,182 --> 01:13:07,849
WHEN YOU GET TO THE TOP.
1225
01:13:07,851 --> 01:13:09,951
EVERYBODY IS SO QUICK
TO PUSH, PUSH, PUSH,
1226
01:13:09,953 --> 01:13:11,452
TO GET YOU THERE,
1227
01:13:11,454 --> 01:13:13,187
BUT THEY'RE NOT QUICK
TO HOLD YOU THERE.
1228
01:13:13,189 --> 01:13:15,456
THEY JUST WANNA
YOU KNOW WHAT?
1229
01:13:15,458 --> 01:13:16,624
NEXT.
1230
01:13:23,565 --> 01:13:25,032
YOU KNOW, AFTER WE LOST KEVIN,
1231
01:13:25,034 --> 01:13:26,667
EVERYBODY THOUGHT IT WAS OVER,
1232
01:13:26,669 --> 01:13:28,669
EVEN THOUGH THE FOUR OF US KEPT GOING.
1233
01:13:28,671 --> 01:13:32,640
WE DID TWO ALBUMS. WE DID THREE TOURS.
1234
01:13:32,642 --> 01:13:34,876
BUT FOR ME, PERSONALLY, IT WAS JUST NEVER THE SAME.
1235
01:13:34,878 --> 01:13:36,477
LOOKING DOWN THE LINE ON STAGE,
1236
01:13:36,479 --> 01:13:41,682
YOU SEE JUST THREE OTHER GUYS,
IT WAS JUST NEVER RIGHT.
1237
01:13:41,684 --> 01:13:43,851
YEAH,
GO TO THE RHYTHM.
1238
01:13:43,853 --> 01:13:45,686
OBVIOUSLY, THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE DOUBTS AND FEARS.
1239
01:13:45,688 --> 01:13:47,889
I MEAN, THIS IS NOT JUST A REGULAR TOUR.
1240
01:13:47,891 --> 01:13:50,691
THIS IS A BIG DEAL.
1241
01:13:50,693 --> 01:13:52,894
NOW THAT WASN'T RIGHT.
THAT RIGHT THERE--
1242
01:13:52,896 --> 01:13:55,596
BRINGING BACK SOME OF THE OLD CHOREOGRAPHY
1243
01:13:55,598 --> 01:13:58,032
WE HAVEN'T DONE IN 15-PLUS YEARS.
1244
01:13:58,034 --> 01:14:00,435
YOU KNOW, IT'S NERVE-RACKING.
1245
01:14:00,437 --> 01:14:02,003
I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER
THE BEGINNING FORMATION.
1246
01:14:02,005 --> 01:14:03,171
RIGHT HERE.
- YO, MAN.
1247
01:14:03,173 --> 01:14:04,839
YOU... OUT.
1248
01:14:04,841 --> 01:14:06,441
WE GOT IT.
1249
01:14:06,443 --> 01:14:08,843
DON'T WORRY, I'LL BE SWEET WITH YOU,
1250
01:14:08,845 --> 01:14:11,946
BUT I GOT TO BE HARD
WITH YOUR DADDY, OKAY.
1251
01:14:11,948 --> 01:14:13,848
YOU GUYS, ANY QUESTIONS BEFORE WE MOVE ON?
1252
01:14:13,850 --> 01:14:15,850
YEAH. IT'S JUST LITTLE DETAILS.
1253
01:14:15,852 --> 01:14:18,553
KEVIN HASN'T BEEN ON STAGE WITH US IN OVER SEVEN YEARS.
1254
01:14:18,555 --> 01:14:21,255
I'VE HAD TWO KNEE SURGERIES.
1255
01:14:28,131 --> 01:14:31,532
AND THEN DEALING WITHPROBABLY THE BIGGEST ISSUE NOW,
1256
01:14:31,534 --> 01:14:34,535
WHICH IS BRIAN.
1257
01:14:34,537 --> 01:14:36,904
BUT WE DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT IT.
1258
01:14:36,906 --> 01:14:39,106
AND I DON'T THINK HE LIKES TO TALK ABOUT IT VERY MUCH.
1259
01:14:49,152 --> 01:14:51,018
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT TAKING THIS THING AROUND THE WORLD.
1260
01:14:51,020 --> 01:14:53,287
IT'S NOT JUST 30, 40 SHOWS AND THAT'S IT.
1261
01:14:53,289 --> 01:14:58,559
I MEAN, THIS IS GONNA BE 80
TO 100-SOMETHING SHOWS OVERALL.
1262
01:15:09,873 --> 01:15:11,572
WE'VE DONE TOURS BEFORE IN LESS AMOUNT OF TIME.
1263
01:15:11,574 --> 01:15:13,641
BUT FOR SOME REASON,
I'M A LITTLE SCARED MYSELF
1264
01:15:13,643 --> 01:15:15,543
THAT WE'LL STILL BEHIND
THE 8 BALL.
1265
01:15:15,545 --> 01:15:17,011
TIME-WISE, ARE WE BEHIND RIGHT NOW?
1266
01:15:17,013 --> 01:15:19,213
ARE WE ON PAR THE WAY YOU GUYS ARE?
1267
01:15:19,215 --> 01:15:21,215
I'M NOT GONNA, YOU KNOW,
SUGARCOAT ANYTHING.
1268
01:15:21,217 --> 01:15:22,717
- WE ARE BEHIND.
- OKAY.
1269
01:15:22,719 --> 01:15:24,952
WE ONLY HAVE 14 DAYS
OF REHEARSAL LEFT.
1270
01:15:24,954 --> 01:15:26,554
I'M HERE TO FUCKING REHEARSE
WHATEVER.
1271
01:15:26,556 --> 01:15:27,855
- OKAY.
- ALL RIGHT, BABY?
1272
01:15:27,857 --> 01:15:29,257
- ALL RIGHT.
- I'M HERE.
1273
01:15:29,259 --> 01:15:31,158
JUST MAKING SURE BECAUSE
WE'RE FUCKING LOSING TIME.
1274
01:15:31,160 --> 01:15:32,894
LOOK, I'M HERE, BABY.
I'M HERE.
1275
01:15:32,896 --> 01:15:34,195
WAIT, WAIT, HOLD ON, LISTEN.
1276
01:15:34,197 --> 01:15:36,898
REHEARSING SATURDAYS,
EVERY SATURDAY.
1277
01:15:36,900 --> 01:15:39,033
LIKE, WE WERE GONNA HAVE WEEKENDS OFF,
1278
01:15:39,035 --> 01:15:40,668
NOW WE GOT TO REHEARSE
EVERY SATURDAY.
1279
01:15:40,670 --> 01:15:42,303
I WAS ALREADY PREPARED FOR THAT.
1280
01:15:42,305 --> 01:15:44,605
WE'RE SO FAR BEHIND,
IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY,
1281
01:15:44,607 --> 01:15:46,207
AND IT'S DISAPPOINTING
AND IT'S FRUSTRATING
1282
01:15:46,209 --> 01:15:48,576
AND IT PISSES ME OFF,
AND IT STRESSES ME OUT.
1283
01:15:55,918 --> 01:15:57,552
WE'LL MAKE IT SIMPLE.
1284
01:15:57,554 --> 01:15:59,287
ALL OF THEM, THAT'S A DOUBLE CD.
WE'RE DONE.
1285
01:15:59,289 --> 01:16:02,924
OKAY, NO, LET'S NOT TRY
TO DWELL ON SONGS UNLESS--
1286
01:16:02,926 --> 01:16:04,859
'CAUSE WE COULD BE
ON ONE SONG FOR AN HOUR
1287
01:16:04,861 --> 01:16:06,160
AND WE HAVE LIMITED TIME.
1288
01:16:06,162 --> 01:16:08,029
DEFINE WHAT NOT DWELL MEANS.
1289
01:16:08,031 --> 01:16:10,698
THERE'S NO TIME LIMIT, JUST DON'T DWELL
1290
01:16:10,700 --> 01:16:14,201
ALL RIGHT, PLAY "BE YOUR SOLDIER."
1291
01:16:22,378 --> 01:16:24,211
THE CHORUS JUST DOESN'T
DO IT FOR ME.
1292
01:16:24,213 --> 01:16:26,881
- THE SONG IS GREAT.
- BUT AS A SUBJECT MATTER,
1293
01:16:26,883 --> 01:16:29,350
I LIKE WHAT THE SONG
IS SAYING, LIKE--
1294
01:16:31,621 --> 01:16:33,220
IT DOESN'T DO IT FOR ME.
1295
01:16:33,222 --> 01:16:35,089
I DISAGREE, I THINK THE CHORUS
ACTUALLY IS GOOD.
1296
01:16:35,091 --> 01:16:38,159
I ACTUALLY LIKE THE VERSES.
1297
01:16:38,161 --> 01:16:40,061
I HEAR WHAT YOU'RE SAYING
ON THE CHORUS.
1298
01:16:40,063 --> 01:16:42,663
- JUST THAT ONE LITTLE--
I HEAR YOU, I HEAR YOU.
1299
01:16:42,665 --> 01:16:44,131
THAT'S THE ONLY THING
THAT BOTHERS ME.
1300
01:16:44,133 --> 01:16:46,367
BUT I THINK IT'S A GREAT SONG
FOR THE ALBUM,
1301
01:16:46,369 --> 01:16:48,636
- BECAUSE I LOVE WHAT IT SAYS.
- I THINK IT'S DEFINITELY
A CONTENDER.
1302
01:16:48,638 --> 01:16:49,937
I CAN SING THIS
WITH CONVICTION
1303
01:16:49,939 --> 01:16:51,305
BECAUSE IT MEANS
SOMETHING TO ME.
1304
01:16:51,307 --> 01:16:53,140
I'M NOT COMFORTABLE WITH
CHANGING THE CHORUS
1305
01:16:53,142 --> 01:16:55,076
OF THIS SONG.
1306
01:16:55,078 --> 01:16:57,912
NO, NO, NO, DON'T-- YOU DON'T
HAVE TO LIKE DO THAT TO ME.
1307
01:16:57,914 --> 01:17:00,281
JUST CALM DOWN.
YOU'RE GETTING FLUSHED.
1308
01:17:00,283 --> 01:17:02,350
NICK'S GETTING RED.
1309
01:17:02,352 --> 01:17:04,885
- IT'S GOING UP TO HERE.
- I'M TELLING YOU,
I'M TELLING YOU
1310
01:17:04,887 --> 01:17:06,287
THAT THIS IS A BIG SONG.
1311
01:17:06,289 --> 01:17:08,389
PEOPLE GET-- FUCKING,
IF IT'S NOT ON A RECORD,
1312
01:17:08,391 --> 01:17:09,890
WE COULD BE REGRETTING IT.
1313
01:17:09,892 --> 01:17:11,425
MY POINT IS IS
I STILL DON'T LIKE IT.
1314
01:17:11,427 --> 01:17:13,894
WHETHER YOU CHANGE IT OR NOT,
I STILL DON'T LIKE IT.
1315
01:17:13,896 --> 01:17:16,297
- I'VE HEARD YOUR POINT.
- I KNOW, AND WE
SEE YOUR POINT.
1316
01:17:16,299 --> 01:17:17,999
ALL RIGHT, NEXT SONG IS
1317
01:17:18,001 --> 01:17:19,700
"SHOW ME WHAT YOU'RE MADE OF."
1318
01:17:19,702 --> 01:17:21,969
SHOULD WE TALK ABOUT
THE SONG A LITTLE MORE?
1319
01:17:21,971 --> 01:17:23,638
NO. MOVE ON.
1320
01:17:31,279 --> 01:17:33,381
- LOOK AT YOU. - YOU LOOK THE SAME.
1321
01:17:33,383 --> 01:17:35,349
I LOOK THE SAME.
OH, THANK YOU.
1322
01:17:35,351 --> 01:17:38,386
- HOW YOU DOING?
- YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
1323
01:17:38,388 --> 01:17:40,054
- THANK YOU.
- YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL.
1324
01:17:40,056 --> 01:17:42,890
THANKS, SANDY.
THIS IS THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
1325
01:17:42,892 --> 01:17:45,359
YOU WERE SINGING WITH YOUR LOCAL
SINGING TEACHER
1326
01:17:45,361 --> 01:17:48,229
AND SHE SAID,
"I'VE GOT THIS GREAT KID.
1327
01:17:48,231 --> 01:17:50,898
WE NEED TO GET HIM DANCING
'CAUSE HE'S GOT A GREAT VOICE."
1328
01:17:50,900 --> 01:17:52,233
AND I SAID,
"OKAY, BRING HIM OVER."
1329
01:17:52,235 --> 01:17:56,937
AND I SAID,
"NICK, RIGHT LEG."
1330
01:17:56,939 --> 01:17:58,439
THE LEFT LEG,
I PUT THE LEFT LEG OUT.
1331
01:17:58,441 --> 01:18:01,242
OKAY, NICK, LEFT LEG,
AND THEN HE DID THE RIGHT LEG.
1332
01:18:01,244 --> 01:18:02,910
HE STILL DOES
THE SAME THING.
1333
01:18:02,912 --> 01:18:04,145
COME ON IN AND SAY HI.
1334
01:18:04,147 --> 01:18:05,946
THEY'RE GONNA GO CRAZY.
1335
01:18:05,948 --> 01:18:07,348
- WE'RE GOING IN.
- LET'S DO IT.
1336
01:18:07,350 --> 01:18:09,116
COME ON IN.
1337
01:18:09,118 --> 01:18:11,185
I'VE BEEN DANCING SINCE
I WAS, LIKE, FOUR YEARS OLD,
1338
01:18:11,187 --> 01:18:12,453
- SO I--
- REALLY?
1339
01:18:12,455 --> 01:18:14,055
- BALLET FOR EIGHT YEARS.
- GOOD.
1340
01:18:14,057 --> 01:18:15,990
- JAZZ, TAP.
- WE COULDN'T GET HIM IN BALLET.
1341
01:18:15,992 --> 01:18:17,158
WE TRIED.
1342
01:18:17,160 --> 01:18:18,893
- YOU DID BALLET?
- EIGHT YEARS OF BALLET.
1343
01:18:18,895 --> 01:18:21,162
OKAY, IT WAS THE WEIRDEST THING
I HAD TIGHTS AND EVERYTHING.
1344
01:18:21,164 --> 01:18:22,963
I WAS THE ONLY BOY
IN MY BALLET CLASS.
1345
01:18:22,965 --> 01:18:24,398
SO MY MOM ENDED UP
PUTTING ME INTO TAP
1346
01:18:24,400 --> 01:18:26,300
AFTER EIGHT YEARS OF BALLET
'CAUSE I WAS LIKE,
1347
01:18:26,302 --> 01:18:28,302
"I FEEL A LITTLE WEIRD
IN TIGHTS.
1348
01:18:28,304 --> 01:18:30,705
I'M A LITTLE BOY
AND I'M SKINNY.
1349
01:18:30,707 --> 01:18:32,740
HEY, IT TAKES A MAN
TO DO IT.
1350
01:18:32,742 --> 01:18:34,241
THIS IS OUR SENIOR DANCE COMPANY.
1351
01:18:34,243 --> 01:18:35,943
HI.
1352
01:18:35,945 --> 01:18:38,145
YOU WANT TO BACK UP A LITTLE BIT
SO THEY CAN SEE YOU?
1353
01:18:38,147 --> 01:18:39,480
I DON'T KNOW ABOUT NOW
I MIGHT ACTUALLY
1354
01:18:39,482 --> 01:18:41,148
COME ON, DO IT!
1355
01:18:41,150 --> 01:18:42,383
PERFORM, PLEASE.
1356
01:18:42,385 --> 01:18:44,485
IF I RIP MY PANTS,
I'M BLAMING YOU.
1357
01:18:44,487 --> 01:18:47,722
COME ON.
1358
01:18:47,724 --> 01:18:52,159
OH.
1359
01:18:52,161 --> 01:18:53,527
WHOO.
1360
01:18:53,529 --> 01:18:55,262
YOU'RE GONNA PAY FOR THAT
TOMORROW.
1361
01:18:55,264 --> 01:18:57,064
OH!
1362
01:18:57,066 --> 01:18:58,232
DON'T GET ME STARTED.
1363
01:18:58,234 --> 01:19:00,901
HE NEVER DONE THAT WITH US
IN 20 YEARS!
1364
01:19:00,903 --> 01:19:03,137
- THAT'S INTERESTING.
- YOU GUYS KNOW THE
"BACKSTREET'S BACK" DANCE?
1365
01:19:03,139 --> 01:19:05,106
ANYBODY KNOW THAT?
1366
01:19:05,108 --> 01:19:07,007
- AH, SEE, I KNEW
THEY DIDN'T KNOW THAT.
- TOO YOUNG.
1367
01:19:07,009 --> 01:19:08,175
THEY WEREN'T BORN YET.
1368
01:19:08,177 --> 01:19:10,177
FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, GO!
1369
01:19:28,197 --> 01:19:30,498
THEY GOT IT ALREADY.
1370
01:19:30,500 --> 01:19:31,999
YEAH.
1371
01:19:32,001 --> 01:19:33,968
GOOD JOB, BUDDY.
1372
01:19:33,970 --> 01:19:36,070
- SHUT THE FUCK UP
AND LET ME TALK!
- YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!
1373
01:19:36,072 --> 01:19:37,471
LISTEN--
GUYS!
1374
01:19:37,473 --> 01:19:40,508
YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP.
YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP.
1375
01:19:40,510 --> 01:19:43,344
I SWEAR TO GOD, DON'T FUCKING
TALK TO ME THAT WAY.
1376
01:19:43,346 --> 01:19:45,513
I'LL TALK TO YOU
HOWEVER I WANT TO TALK TO YOU.
1377
01:19:45,515 --> 01:19:47,248
YOU DON'T GET RESPECT
OUT OF ME THAT WAY.
1378
01:19:47,250 --> 01:19:49,483
DON'T BE A FUCKING DICK
LIKE EVERYONE KNOWS YOU ARE.
1379
01:19:49,485 --> 01:19:52,019
- YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT.
- YOU UNDERSTAND
WHAT I'M SAYING?
1380
01:19:52,021 --> 01:19:55,089
DON'T BE A FUCKING DICK.
DON'T BE A DICK!
1381
01:19:55,091 --> 01:19:56,957
TRUST ME, YOU DON'T WANT IT
FROM ME, BABY.
1382
01:19:56,959 --> 01:19:58,359
- TRUST ME.
- LIKE I'M SHAKING.
1383
01:19:58,361 --> 01:19:59,593
I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU
ANYMORE.
1384
01:19:59,595 --> 01:20:01,529
DUDE, WHAT--
YOU WERE AFRAID OF ME?
1385
01:20:01,531 --> 01:20:05,299
NO, I'M-- HE KNOWS WHAT
I'M TALKING ABOUT, DUDE.
1386
01:20:05,301 --> 01:20:06,901
WHAT ABOUT FUCKING
VOCALS ON SONGS?
1387
01:20:06,903 --> 01:20:08,169
ARE WE GONNA TALK
ABOUT THAT?
1388
01:20:08,171 --> 01:20:10,070
ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT
THE FACT THAT
1389
01:20:10,072 --> 01:20:12,306
YOU DON'T NECESSARILY
SOUND AS GOOD AS YOU USED TO?
1390
01:20:12,308 --> 01:20:14,375
- THE DEMO VOICE--
- ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT?
1391
01:20:14,377 --> 01:20:16,110
ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT?
1392
01:20:16,112 --> 01:20:17,578
AND WE'LL TALK ABOUT
WHEN WE GET IN THE STUDIO
1393
01:20:17,580 --> 01:20:19,480
AND PRODUCERS COME TO US
AND TELL US
1394
01:20:19,482 --> 01:20:22,082
THAT THEY GOT PROBLEMS
BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING VOICE.
1395
01:20:22,084 --> 01:20:24,118
YEAH, 'CAUSE I CAN'T DO
YOUR JOB ANYMORE.
1396
01:20:24,120 --> 01:20:27,054
OH, NO, NO, NO, NO!
THIS IS THE TRUTH.
1397
01:20:27,056 --> 01:20:29,390
HOW ABOUT SPEAKING
FROM A PLACE OF LOVE
1398
01:20:29,392 --> 01:20:31,158
AND NOT A PLACE OF ANGER?
1399
01:20:31,160 --> 01:20:32,560
I'M NOT ANGRY.
I'M FUCKING BEING REAL.
1400
01:20:32,562 --> 01:20:34,295
BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE
WANTS TO SUGARCOAT IT.
1401
01:20:34,297 --> 01:20:35,930
EVERYONE WANTS
TO SUGARCOAT IT.
1402
01:20:35,932 --> 01:20:37,364
LET'S FUCKING BRING IT OUT
IN THE OPEN.
1403
01:20:37,366 --> 01:20:39,533
YOU KNOW WHAT?
1404
01:20:39,535 --> 01:20:41,569
WHEN PRODUCERS COME UP TO ME--
STOP!
1405
01:20:41,571 --> 01:20:43,504
WHEN PRODUCERS COME UP TO US
AND ARE SAYING,
1406
01:20:43,506 --> 01:20:45,506
"WHAT'S WRONG
WITH BRIAN'S VOICE?
1407
01:20:45,508 --> 01:20:47,174
WHAT'S HAPPENING
WITH HIS VOICE?"
1408
01:20:47,176 --> 01:20:48,943
AND THEN YOU WANT TO
SING ON THE RECORDS, DAWG,
1409
01:20:48,945 --> 01:20:50,411
AND YOU SOUND GREAT
ON RECORDS,
1410
01:20:50,413 --> 01:20:52,446
'CAUSE YOU CAN DO
A FUCKING LITTLE BIT OF EDITING,
1411
01:20:52,448 --> 01:20:54,315
BUT WHEN GOT TO GO ON STAGE
AND SING THAT SHIT
1412
01:20:54,317 --> 01:20:56,150
AND WE GOT TO GO
DO WORLD TOUR,
1413
01:20:56,152 --> 01:20:58,219
I MEAN, THIS IS THE KIND--
THIS IS ALL I'M TRYING TO SAY.
1414
01:20:58,221 --> 01:21:00,521
BUT YOU TAKE THE GOOD
AND THE BAD, DAWG.
1415
01:21:00,523 --> 01:21:02,923
- NO, BECAUSE--
- YOU TAKE THE GOOD
AND THE BAD.
1416
01:21:02,925 --> 01:21:05,226
- WE'RE A GROUP.
- CAN YOU SIT DOWN
FOR A SEC, NICK?
1417
01:21:05,228 --> 01:21:07,228
- NO, I DON'T WANT TO SIT DOWN.
- WELL, HERE'S WHAT I THINK.
1418
01:21:07,230 --> 01:21:09,296
I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO REALLY
TALK ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK
1419
01:21:09,298 --> 01:21:11,198
- IS REALLY GOING ON!
- BUT TIME OUT.
SIT DOWN FOR A SECOND...
1420
01:21:11,200 --> 01:21:13,067
- NO!
- AND SHOW SOME
FUCKING RESPECT.
1421
01:21:13,069 --> 01:21:14,435
HOW ABOUT RESPECT ME
AND LET ME STAND UP?
1422
01:21:14,437 --> 01:21:16,136
I RESPECT YOU.
STAND UP THEN.
1423
01:21:16,138 --> 01:21:18,239
YOU'RE GETTING TWO
DIFFERENT ARGUMENTS HERE.
1424
01:21:18,241 --> 01:21:21,141
YOU'VE BUSTED YOUR ASS. I APPRECIATE IT.
1425
01:21:21,143 --> 01:21:22,443
WE ALL APPRECIATE IT.
1426
01:21:22,445 --> 01:21:24,511
SOMEHOW IT GOT BLOWN UP
INTO AN ARGUMENT
1427
01:21:24,513 --> 01:21:26,447
BETWEEN YOU AND BRIAN
AND A COMPETITION
1428
01:21:26,449 --> 01:21:27,915
OVER LEAD VOCALS.
1429
01:21:27,917 --> 01:21:29,984
AND THERE'S A LOT
OF BAGGAGE HERE
1430
01:21:29,986 --> 01:21:32,186
FROM THE FUCKING PAST
20 YEARS
1431
01:21:32,188 --> 01:21:34,355
THAT IS COMING OUT NOW, AND, YEAH,
1432
01:21:34,357 --> 01:21:37,124
WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT BRIAN'S VOCAL ISSUES.
1433
01:21:37,126 --> 01:21:38,592
WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THAT.
1434
01:21:38,594 --> 01:21:41,328
WE NEED TO FIND A WAY
TO MAKE IT WORK.
1435
01:21:41,330 --> 01:21:43,497
- AND THAT'S WHAT
WE'RE TRYING TO DO.
- ALL I'M SAYING--
1436
01:21:49,271 --> 01:21:51,071
THEY LOOK NICE WITH THOSE JACKETS ON.
1437
01:23:35,244 --> 01:23:37,077
GREAT.
1438
01:23:37,079 --> 01:23:39,813
I WANT TO BE AS SUPPORTIVE AS I CAN.
1439
01:23:39,815 --> 01:23:41,782
I MEAN, NOT ONLY ARE WE GROUP MEMBERS
1440
01:23:41,784 --> 01:23:45,452
AND BUSINESS PARTNERS,
BUT WE'RE FAMILY.
1441
01:23:45,454 --> 01:23:48,389
AND, UH....
1442
01:23:48,391 --> 01:23:51,492
SO I HAVE YOUR BACK
AND I WANT TO HAVE YOUR BACK
1443
01:23:51,494 --> 01:23:53,160
AND I WANT TO BE SUPPORTIVE.
1444
01:23:53,162 --> 01:23:56,463
I THINK PERSONALLY,
I'M A LITTLE FRUSTRATED.
1445
01:23:56,465 --> 01:24:03,637
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE UM,
I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'RE AT.
1446
01:24:03,639 --> 01:24:07,274
WHAT-- WHAT HAS HAPPENED
LATELY WITH YOUR THERAPY,
1447
01:24:07,276 --> 01:24:09,109
AND I KNOW YOU'RE LIVING IT,
1448
01:24:09,111 --> 01:24:11,445
BUT NOT A DAY GOES BY
THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU.
1449
01:24:11,447 --> 01:24:13,247
AND HERE'S MY THING.
1450
01:24:13,249 --> 01:24:15,082
YOU KNOW, I THINK WE SHOULD PUT THE BRAKES ON.
1451
01:24:15,084 --> 01:24:17,084
BUT I DON'T WANT TO
STOP THE TRAIN.
1452
01:24:17,086 --> 01:24:19,420
THIS IS THE THING.
THIS IS A HUGE YEAR FOR US.
1453
01:24:19,422 --> 01:24:23,257
AND I HAVE TO BE IN
TIP-TOP SHAPE SOMEHOW, SOME WAY.
1454
01:24:23,259 --> 01:24:26,427
THE FRUSTRATING PART IS,
IS I'M THE ONE
1455
01:24:26,429 --> 01:24:28,462
THAT HAS TO LIVE WITH IT,
AND I'M THE ONE
1456
01:24:28,464 --> 01:24:31,098
THAT HAS TO HEAR
IT EACH AND EVERY DAY.
1457
01:24:31,100 --> 01:24:33,834
YOU GUYS, I COULD TALK TO YOU
TILL I'M BLUE IN THE FACE,
1458
01:24:33,836 --> 01:24:35,803
AND YOU'LL NEVER
UNDERSTAND IT.
1459
01:24:35,805 --> 01:24:37,304
I DON'T EXPECT YOU TO
UNDERSTAND IT.
1460
01:24:37,306 --> 01:24:39,173
WE'RE NOT TRYING
TO DO AN INTERVENTION ON YOU.
1461
01:24:39,175 --> 01:24:41,608
BUT IT'S ALMOST LIKE YOU--
LIKE, IN LIKE A PERSON
1462
01:24:41,610 --> 01:24:44,278
WHO'S GOING INTO REHAB
WHERE YOU ALMOST NEED
1463
01:24:44,280 --> 01:24:48,182
TO REALLY LIKE POSSIBLY HAVE--
TAKE THIS REALLY SERIOUS
1464
01:24:48,184 --> 01:24:50,184
AND HAVE SOMEBODY WORKING
WITH YOU, LIKE, EVERY DAY
1465
01:24:50,186 --> 01:24:52,519
LET'S STOP PERFORMING LIVE
UNTIL SOME OF THIS SHIT,
1466
01:24:52,521 --> 01:24:54,188
WE GET IT WORKED OUT.
1467
01:24:54,190 --> 01:24:55,789
LET'S LET YOU DO YOUR THERAPY.
1468
01:24:55,791 --> 01:24:59,326
LET'S LET YOU EXPERIMENT
WITH WHATEVER THE DOCTORS SAY.
1469
01:24:59,328 --> 01:25:00,861
TO BE HONEST WITH YOU,
LET'S FACE IT.
1470
01:25:00,863 --> 01:25:02,463
IT'S THE PRESSURE
THAT I PUT ON MYSELF
1471
01:25:02,465 --> 01:25:06,300
OF WHAT I WAS, WHAT I AM,
AND WHAT I'M GONNA BE.
1472
01:25:06,302 --> 01:25:08,202
BECAUSE THE WAIT FOR ME
AT THE BEGINNING
1473
01:25:08,204 --> 01:25:11,472
WAS I HAD TO FIX IT
FOR YOU AND FOR YOU
1474
01:25:11,474 --> 01:25:14,475
AND FOR YOU AND FOR YOU
AND FOR YOU AND FOR YOU.
1475
01:25:14,477 --> 01:25:16,176
THEN I WOKE UP ONE DAY
AND I THOUGHT,
1476
01:25:16,178 --> 01:25:19,413
"DAMN, YOU KNOW I REALLY
NEED TO JUST FIX THIS FOR ME."
1477
01:25:19,415 --> 01:25:24,384
YEAH.
- BECAUSE YOU CAN'T
FIX ALCOHOL ABUSE FOR ME.
1478
01:25:24,386 --> 01:25:26,286
- RIGHT.
- IT'S FOR YOU.
1479
01:25:26,288 --> 01:25:29,389
I APOLOGIZE THAT IF
MY BAD PERFORMANCE
1480
01:25:29,391 --> 01:25:32,159
TAKES THE STOCK DOWN,
WHICH IS TRUE,
1481
01:25:32,161 --> 01:25:36,797
BUT I CAN ONLY DO WHAT I CAN DO
TO BE BEST FOR ME RIGHT NOW.
1482
01:25:36,799 --> 01:25:38,632
I HAVEN'T HEARD NICK
SAY ANYTHING.
1483
01:25:38,634 --> 01:25:40,434
I'VE HEARD EVERYBODY ELSE
TALK.
1484
01:25:40,436 --> 01:25:41,935
WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR
POINT OF VIEW
1485
01:25:41,937 --> 01:25:45,806
ON FOR YOURSELF,
I COMPLETELY ACCEPT THAT,
1486
01:25:45,808 --> 01:25:49,576
AND I-- THAT IS-- THAT'S YOU
IT'S WHAT YOU GOT TO DO.
1487
01:25:49,578 --> 01:25:53,480
I THINK THAT THERE IS A 50/50
THING HERE, THOUGH, AS WELL.
1488
01:25:53,482 --> 01:25:56,617
I'VE GONE THROUGH THIS BEFORE
IN THIS GROUP, ALL RIGHT?
1489
01:25:56,619 --> 01:26:00,521
WHEN I WAS OVERWEIGHT,
WHEN I WAS DRINKING
1490
01:26:00,523 --> 01:26:03,924
AND DOING DRUGS,
WHEN I WAS BEING A MANIAC,
1491
01:26:03,926 --> 01:26:05,392
IT AFFECTED THE GROUP.
1492
01:26:05,394 --> 01:26:08,495
AND I GOT CONFRONTED BY YOU GUYS.
1493
01:26:08,497 --> 01:26:11,398
EVERYBODY DOCKED THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS
1494
01:26:11,400 --> 01:26:13,333
FOR NOT SHOWING UP ON TIME.
1495
01:26:13,335 --> 01:26:14,902
I HAD TO GET BETTER
FOR YOU.
1496
01:26:14,904 --> 01:26:16,904
A.J. DID, TOO.
- A.J. HAD TO AS WELL.
1497
01:26:16,906 --> 01:26:18,972
WE'VE ALL HAD TO IN DIFFERENT WAYS.
1498
01:26:18,974 --> 01:26:21,375
AND I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT IT
'CAUSE I'M STILL PISSED OFF.
1499
01:26:21,377 --> 01:26:23,443
BUT, NICK, IT STARTS WITH YOU, PERIOD.
1500
01:26:23,445 --> 01:26:24,912
- IT STARTS WITH YOU.
- OF COURSE IT STARTS WITH ME.
1501
01:26:24,914 --> 01:26:28,282
YES, IT'S REFLECTIVE,
BUT IT STARTS WITH ME.
1502
01:26:28,284 --> 01:26:30,250
SO THIS SHIT HAPPENS
TO BE ABOUT ME.
1503
01:26:30,252 --> 01:26:32,252
- SO LET IT START
WITH ME FIRST...
YES.
1504
01:26:32,254 --> 01:26:33,487
AND THEN LET IT FILTER.
1505
01:26:33,489 --> 01:26:35,455
I WANT YOU TO GET BETTER.
I REALLY DO.
1506
01:26:35,457 --> 01:26:37,524
I GENUINELY WANT
YOU TO GET BETTER.
1507
01:26:37,526 --> 01:26:39,493
ALL RIGHT?
I WANT MICHAEL JORDAN BACK.
1508
01:26:39,495 --> 01:26:41,228
I REALLY DO.
1509
01:26:41,230 --> 01:26:43,230
I ALWAYS FELT LIKE IT WAS JORDAN AND PIPPEN
1510
01:26:43,232 --> 01:26:44,431
IN THIS GROUP, AND I REALLY DID,
1511
01:26:44,433 --> 01:26:47,000
AND I THOUGHT YOU WERE
MICHAEL JORDAN.
1512
01:26:47,002 --> 01:26:49,303
AND I MISS THAT VOICE AGAIN.
I MISS IT.
1513
01:26:49,305 --> 01:26:51,505
AND I BELIEVE
YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK.
1514
01:26:51,507 --> 01:26:55,475
I BELIEVE YOU CAN.
I BELIEVE YOU WILL GET IT BACK.
1515
01:26:55,477 --> 01:26:59,213
AND I BELIEVE US AS A TEAM
WE-- THE FIVE STARTERS
1516
01:26:59,215 --> 01:27:01,481
THAT WE CAN DO IT
BUT WE NEED MICHAEL
1517
01:27:01,483 --> 01:27:03,417
AND I KNOW IT'S GONNA HAPPEN.
1518
01:27:30,846 --> 01:27:34,348
I USED TO PLAY IN THIS,
WELL, NOT IN IT,
1519
01:27:34,350 --> 01:27:36,316
BUT I WOULD GO
UNDERNEATH HERE.
1520
01:27:36,318 --> 01:27:38,585
I WOULD GO CRAWL ALL
THE WAY UNDERNEATH THERE
1521
01:27:38,587 --> 01:27:42,055
BACK THERE THERE WAS THIS
ALLIGATOR SITTING ON--
1522
01:27:42,057 --> 01:27:43,991
ON THE SHOULDER OR WHATEVER,
AND HE WAS LIKE HANGING THERE
1523
01:27:43,993 --> 01:27:45,859
SLEEPING, LIKE, SUNBATHING.
1524
01:27:45,861 --> 01:27:47,828
I GRABBED SOME ROCKS AND I
STARTED THROWING THEM AT HIM.
1525
01:27:47,830 --> 01:27:49,663
I HAD THIS OTHER KID WITH ME,
ALLIGATOR GOT PISSED,
1526
01:27:49,665 --> 01:27:52,499
AND HE STARTED CHASING US,
CAME AFTER US.
1527
01:27:52,501 --> 01:27:54,968
I JUMPED UP ON TOP
OF THIS LIKE RETENTION THING
1528
01:27:54,970 --> 01:27:58,272
AND I JUST WENT, OH,
DOWN, FELL IN BETWEEN IT,
1529
01:27:58,274 --> 01:28:01,875
CAME HOME, I WAS CRYING.
MY DAD STITCHED ME UP.
1530
01:28:01,877 --> 01:28:03,577
YOUR DAD STITCHED YOU UP?
1531
01:28:03,579 --> 01:28:05,445
YEAH, HE DIDN'T WANT--
HE DIDN'T BELIEVE SORT OF
1532
01:28:05,447 --> 01:28:07,547
IN LIKE HOSPITALS AND STUFF,
SO HE KIND OF
1533
01:28:07,549 --> 01:28:09,349
JUST BUTTERFLIED
THAT THING ALL UP.
1534
01:28:09,351 --> 01:28:10,951
AND THAT'S WHY
IT'S ALL TORN UP.
1535
01:28:10,953 --> 01:28:13,587
SEE THAT ORANGE
PUMPKIN PLACE?
1536
01:28:13,589 --> 01:28:15,355
THAT'S MY HOUSE.
1537
01:28:15,357 --> 01:28:16,890
- RIGHT HERE?
- THAT ORANGE THING.
1538
01:28:16,892 --> 01:28:19,426
- 216?
- 216.
1539
01:28:19,428 --> 01:28:22,095
IT WAS JUST LIKE-- IT WAS
A HOUSE FULL OF FEAR FOR ME.
1540
01:28:22,097 --> 01:28:24,031
WE WOULD BE LITTLE KIDS
AND WE WOULD HEAR MOM
1541
01:28:24,033 --> 01:28:26,099
AND DAD, LIKE, SCREAMING
AT EACH OTHER
1542
01:28:26,101 --> 01:28:28,001
AND THEY WOULD JUST
CONSTANTLY BE DRINKING
1543
01:28:28,003 --> 01:28:31,305
AND FIGHTING AND WE'D HEAR
GUNS GO OFF THE WINDOW.
1544
01:28:31,307 --> 01:28:32,673
YOU KNOW, OUT THE WINDOW,
SHOOTING,
1545
01:28:32,675 --> 01:28:34,308
AND-- NOT SHOOTING
AT EACH OTHER,
1546
01:28:34,310 --> 01:28:36,977
BUT THEY ALWAYS FOUGHT OVER MONEY.
1547
01:28:36,979 --> 01:28:40,847
AND I WANTED TO BRING MY FAMILY
TO A WHOLE 'NOTHER LEVEL.
1548
01:28:40,849 --> 01:28:42,549
I WANT TO TAKE THEM
OUT OF HERE,
1549
01:28:42,551 --> 01:28:44,985
GIVE THEM BIGGER HOUSES,
BETTER THINGS,
1550
01:28:44,987 --> 01:28:46,586
AND ALL THESE, YOU KNOW...
1551
01:28:46,588 --> 01:28:48,822
I MEAN, HOW MUCH
CAN YOU GIVE?
1552
01:28:48,824 --> 01:28:50,457
ARE YOU LOOKED AT
AS A DOLLAR SIGN NOW?
1553
01:28:50,459 --> 01:28:52,392
ARE YOU LOOKED AT
AS... YOU KNOW,
1554
01:28:52,394 --> 01:28:54,328
WHAT ARE YOU LOOKED AT AS?
1555
01:28:54,330 --> 01:28:55,829
AND THAT'S WHAT SUCKS
BECAUSE BEFORE
1556
01:28:55,831 --> 01:28:57,864
I WAS LOOKED AT
AS A SIBLING IN MY HOUSE.
1557
01:28:57,866 --> 01:29:00,600
I'VE ACTUALLY BEEN ESTRANGED FROM MY MOM AND DAD
1558
01:29:00,602 --> 01:29:02,336
FOR A WHILE.
1559
01:29:02,338 --> 01:29:05,605
I HAVEN'T SEEN THEM
IN MAYBE SEVEN, EIGHT YEARS.
1560
01:29:05,607 --> 01:29:07,841
IT JUST--
YOU SEE WHERE YOU CAME FROM.
1561
01:29:07,843 --> 01:29:11,611
YOU SEE WHERE YOU'VE BEEN,
AND... YOU QUESTION THINGS
1562
01:29:11,613 --> 01:29:13,547
AND YOU WONDER WHERE
YOU'RE GOING...
1563
01:29:13,549 --> 01:29:17,351
AND... I DON'T KNOW, MAN.
1564
01:29:17,353 --> 01:29:19,853
MOST OF THE KIDS THAT
I PLAYED WITH ON THIS BLOCK,
1565
01:29:19,855 --> 01:29:22,889
MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT
I TRIED TO FIT IN WITH,
1566
01:29:22,891 --> 01:29:25,892
NOW ARE EITHER DEAD
1567
01:29:25,894 --> 01:29:29,663
OR SERIOUS DRUG ADDICTS
OR IN PRISON.
1568
01:29:29,665 --> 01:29:31,498
I WOULD HAVE TOTALLY
ENDED UP LIKE A LOT
1569
01:29:31,500 --> 01:29:33,700
OF THESE KIDS OUT HERE.
1570
01:29:40,842 --> 01:29:42,609
I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE IN,
I DON'T KNOW,
1571
01:29:42,611 --> 01:29:44,144
17 YEARS OR SOMETHING.
1572
01:29:44,146 --> 01:29:46,580
I'M, LIKE, NERVOUS.
1573
01:29:46,582 --> 01:29:47,981
OH, MY GOODNESS.
1574
01:29:47,983 --> 01:29:49,516
DO YOU REMEMBER THIS?
1575
01:29:49,518 --> 01:29:53,387
THIS IS CRAZY!
1576
01:29:53,389 --> 01:29:55,489
THEY GOT IT SET UP.
1577
01:29:55,491 --> 01:29:57,457
- OH, JESUS.
- THE FRONT ROW!
1578
01:30:00,595 --> 01:30:02,596
WHO'S THAT BOY?
1579
01:30:02,598 --> 01:30:05,999
THERE IS IS.
YOU SEE HIM?
1580
01:30:18,180 --> 01:30:20,213
I ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE WAS SUPER PRETTY.
1581
01:30:20,215 --> 01:30:22,015
SHE WAS.
1582
01:30:22,017 --> 01:30:24,151
AND THEN I-- I WAS THE BIGGEST NERD IN SCHOOL,
1583
01:30:24,153 --> 01:30:26,686
LIKE THIS WAS THE ONLY WAY
THAT I COULD GET ATTENTION
1584
01:30:26,688 --> 01:30:28,221
- FROM ANYBODY.
- BOY, DID YOU.
1585
01:30:28,223 --> 01:30:33,160
BECAUSE WHEN I WOULD WALK
DOWN THESE HALLS.
1586
01:30:33,162 --> 01:30:35,061
I WOULD GET PICKED ON A LOT,
AND PEOPLE DIDN'T LIKE ME.
1587
01:30:35,063 --> 01:30:36,630
I KNOW.
1588
01:30:36,632 --> 01:30:39,933
I WAS JUST THE WEIRD KID
IN THE SCHOOL, YOU KNOW, BUT...
1589
01:30:42,938 --> 01:30:48,175
I'VE HAD THIS FOR...
22 YEARS.
1590
01:30:48,177 --> 01:30:50,544
AND IT MEANS A LOT TO ME
THAT YOU'VE COME BACK
1591
01:30:50,546 --> 01:30:53,947
AND YOU'VE RECOGNIZED
YOUR TEACHER.
1592
01:30:53,949 --> 01:30:55,515
ABSOLUTELY.
1593
01:30:55,517 --> 01:30:57,984
- YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU.
- I LOVE YOU, TOO.
1594
01:30:57,986 --> 01:31:02,489
SHE HONESTLY WAS ONE OF
THE MOST INFLUENTIAL--
1595
01:31:02,491 --> 01:31:05,759
I MEAN SHE KIND OF
RECOGNIZED ME, SO...
1596
01:31:07,862 --> 01:31:11,932
THANK YOU.
1597
01:31:11,934 --> 01:31:15,936
AND WE PUT IT IN A FORMAT
SO YOU COULD SEE IT NOW.
1598
01:31:15,938 --> 01:31:17,671
MAYBE SOMEDAY
FOR YOUR GRANDCHILDREN?
1599
01:31:17,673 --> 01:31:21,007
- YEAH. THANK YOU AGAIN.
- YOU'RE WELCOME.
1600
01:31:29,183 --> 01:31:34,187
I HAVE NO IDEA
WHY I'M CRYING.
1601
01:31:34,189 --> 01:31:39,860
I THINK IT HAS A LOT
TO DO WITH...
1602
01:31:39,862 --> 01:31:44,197
ALL THE BAD STUFF
THAT I HAD GONE THROUGH.
1603
01:31:44,199 --> 01:31:47,534
AND THERE WAS ONLY LIKE
A COUPLE OF LIGHTS
1604
01:31:47,536 --> 01:31:51,204
AND WHENEVER I'D GET ON STAGE,
1605
01:31:51,206 --> 01:31:54,608
IT WAS A WAY TO GET AWAY.
IT WAS A WAY TO ESCAPE.
1606
01:31:54,610 --> 01:31:56,510
IT WAS A WAY TO GET AWAY
FROM ALL THE STUFF
1607
01:31:56,512 --> 01:31:59,980
THAT I WAS GOING THROUGH.
1608
01:31:59,982 --> 01:32:03,083
AND YOU KNOW, I'M SO...
1609
01:32:03,085 --> 01:32:05,685
I'VE ONLY GOT, LIKE, A COUPLE
OF THINGS TO HOLD ONTO
1610
01:32:05,687 --> 01:32:09,022
OVER THE YEARS,
AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM.
1611
01:32:09,024 --> 01:32:11,892
AND WHEN I SEE--
WHEN I SEE THAT
1612
01:32:11,894 --> 01:32:15,061
AND WHEN I SEE THAT VIDEO...
1613
01:32:15,063 --> 01:32:17,197
IT WAS, LIKE, REMINDS ME
1614
01:32:17,199 --> 01:32:20,200
OF SORT OF, LIKE,
THE GOOD TIMES
1615
01:32:20,202 --> 01:32:22,969
AND THEN...
1616
01:32:22,971 --> 01:32:24,971
I DON'T KNOW,
I TRIED EVERYTHING I CAN
1617
01:32:24,973 --> 01:32:29,109
TO BLOCK OUT THINGS
AND JUST ELIMINATE
1618
01:32:29,111 --> 01:32:32,879
SHE WAS, UH--
SHE WAS MY ESCAPE,
1619
01:32:32,881 --> 01:32:34,614
AND SHE RECOGNIZED ME.
1620
01:32:34,616 --> 01:32:37,350
AND I REALLY...
I'M JUST HAPPY
1621
01:32:37,352 --> 01:32:40,587
I GOT THIS RIGHT HERE,
THAT'S ALL.
1622
01:32:40,589 --> 01:32:42,188
JUST HAPPY I GOT IT.
1623
01:32:46,360 --> 01:32:49,563
READY ON ONE, TWO, THREE...
1624
01:32:49,565 --> 01:32:53,233
WE'RE GONNA LOOK RIGHT
OVER HERE.
1625
01:32:53,235 --> 01:32:56,970
ARE YOU READY?
1626
01:32:56,972 --> 01:32:58,605
THANK YOU.
1627
01:33:09,116 --> 01:33:11,384
IT'S WEIRD.
1628
01:33:11,386 --> 01:33:12,986
THESE DESKS
ARE STILL THE SAME.
1629
01:33:12,988 --> 01:33:14,220
STILL THE SAME.
1630
01:33:14,222 --> 01:33:17,057
- THIS IS MY CLASS.
- YES.
1631
01:33:17,059 --> 01:33:19,693
TOO MUCH EMOTION, GOT TO ROLL.
1632
01:33:19,695 --> 01:33:21,661
- ARE YOU READY? - YEAH, LET'S GO.
1633
01:33:21,663 --> 01:33:23,630
ONE, TWO, THREE...
1634
01:34:55,223 --> 01:34:56,890
KIDS, I TELL YOU.
1635
01:34:56,892 --> 01:34:58,958
YO, LOOK OUT THE WINDOW.
1636
01:36:14,936 --> 01:36:17,070
THERE WAS A LOT OF GROUPS THAT CAME AND WENT
1637
01:36:17,072 --> 01:36:19,472
WHILE WE WERE DOING OUR THING.
1638
01:36:19,474 --> 01:36:23,042
WE NEVER WENT ANYWHERE. WE JUST KEPT ON GOING.
1639
01:36:23,044 --> 01:36:27,480
20 YEARS IS ALONG FUCKING TIME FOR ANYBODY,
1640
01:36:27,482 --> 01:36:32,252
LET ALONE-- FIVE BUNCH OF DORKS
JUMPING AROUND ONSTAGE
1641
01:36:32,254 --> 01:36:34,320
SINGING AND DANCING.
1642
01:36:34,322 --> 01:36:36,990
THIS IS THE FIRST SINGLE OFF OF THE BRAND-NEW ALBUM.
1643
01:36:36,992 --> 01:36:39,425
THIS IS CALLED
"IN A WORLD LIKE THIS."
1644
01:38:50,225 --> 01:38:52,458
A.J., TELL ME HOW YOU'RE FEELING ABOUT THE TRIP
1645
01:38:52,460 --> 01:38:54,294
UP THE HILL?
1646
01:38:54,296 --> 01:38:57,096
THAT'S AS FAR
AS I'M GONNA GO.
1647
01:38:57,098 --> 01:38:58,331
WHATEVER!
1648
01:39:02,170 --> 01:39:05,204
DUDE, DO YOU THINK
WE SHOULD NOT DO THIS MAYBE?
1649
01:39:05,206 --> 01:39:06,406
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
1650
01:39:06,408 --> 01:39:07,941
IT'S PRETTY TOUGH.
1651
01:39:07,943 --> 01:39:09,242
YOU WANT ME TO GO UP FIRST
AND SHOW YOU?
1652
01:39:09,244 --> 01:39:13,012
DID I JUST TELL YOU
HOW SILLY YOU LOOK?
1653
01:39:13,014 --> 01:39:15,415
AND THAT WAS ALMOST MY FACE,
BUT IT'S TOTALLY WORTH IT.
1654
01:39:15,417 --> 01:39:17,150
WE DIDN'T HAVE ROPES
WHEN WE DID IT.
1655
01:39:17,152 --> 01:39:18,952
OH, MY GOD.
1656
01:39:20,288 --> 01:39:24,123
- GOOD JOB, D.
- HOLY CRAP.
1657
01:39:24,125 --> 01:39:26,759
HOO WHOO!
1658
01:39:26,761 --> 01:39:28,461
- GOOD JOB, CAMP.
- GOOD JOB, ROCK.
1659
01:39:28,463 --> 01:39:29,996
GOOD JOB, MAN, HEY,
1660
01:39:29,998 --> 01:39:31,464
- EVERYBODY, GOOD JOB.
- WE DID IT.
1661
01:39:31,466 --> 01:39:34,100
- WHOO!
- WE DID GOOD.
1662
01:39:59,494 --> 01:40:01,027
AND YOU KNOW WHAT, GUYS?
1663
01:40:01,029 --> 01:40:02,462
I THINK WE OWE IT ALL
TO THE FANS OUT THERE
1664
01:40:02,464 --> 01:40:03,529
FOR ALL THESE MEMORIES.
1665
01:40:05,433 --> 01:40:07,200
WE HOPE YOU GUYS
HAVE CREATED MEMORIES, TOO
1666
01:40:07,202 --> 01:40:09,135
ALONG WITH US.
1667
01:40:42,237 --> 01:40:45,371
Y'ALL READY TO PARTY
LIKE IT'S 1999?
1668
01:40:57,151 --> 01:40:58,618
YO, JUMP!
1669
01:40:58,620 --> 01:41:02,155
KEEP WORKIN'!
1670
01:41:09,497 --> 01:41:11,064
GOOD GOD!
1671
01:41:17,639 --> 01:41:20,606
HEY, FELLAS,
HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY.
1672
01:41:21,876 --> 01:41:23,176
THANKS, BRO.
1673
01:41:23,178 --> 01:41:25,778
HAPPY 20TH, GUYS.
1674
01:41:25,780 --> 01:41:29,182
- COME HERE--
- OH, GOD!
1675
01:41:29,184 --> 01:41:32,552
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT 20 YEARS AGO
1676
01:41:32,554 --> 01:41:34,454
WHEN WE BEGAN
THIS JOURNEY TOGETHER
1677
01:41:34,456 --> 01:41:38,124
THAT THIS WOULD BE
A STOP ALONG THE WAY.
1678
01:42:20,135 --> 01:42:22,535
BACKSTREET BOYS!
BACKSTREET BOYS!
1679
01:43:12,820 --> 01:43:14,587
LET'S GO NOW!
1680
01:44:22,557 --> 01:44:24,323
'CAUSE YOU KNOW THAT--
1681
01:44:27,362 --> 01:44:30,429
WAY BACK Y'ALL.
150002
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