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Hello,
I'm Alec Baldwin. First up tonight, a conversation with Emmy -nominated
Kerry Washington.
The former Scandal star is making her return to Broadway in a gritty new drama
called American Son.
She also continues as an outspoken advocate for arts education.
a real -life role she tackled as an advisor during the Obama administration.
Also tonight, Robert F. Kennedy Jr.
is here. The passionate environmentalist is out with a memoir about his
captivating American life, a life filled with triumph and, of course,
unspeakable tragedy.
We're glad you've joined us. Kerry Washington and Robert F. Kennedy Jr.
up right now.
You went to college at? GW.
For drama? Which you did as well. I went to GW for political science. Ah.
But you went to theater?
Yes, I did. No. I was on a theater scholarship there. And I didn't have to
in theater. So it was like the first time in my life actually that I thought,
oh, I could, like somebody's willing to give me money to do this thing. Like I
might be able to make a living. How did you end up choosing GW to go to school?
Because they gave me the most money.
And I mean, I also, I loved, I went to a very, very tiny school.
school on the Upper East Side, Spence, like very elite, very prestigious. And I
liked the idea of going somewhere where diversity was really in your face. I
mean, it's a very international school. Did you come from an elite, prestigious
school family?
No. No, I grew up in the Bronx.
So, I mean, my mother's a professor of education, retired.
So she, it was important to her that I get the best education possible.
And so I wound up at Spence. Did you enjoy Spence? I did. I mean, it was
I've been thinking about it a lot lately because in the play, An American Son, I
play a mom who has an 18 -year -old son who's biracial. My husband's white.
We're recently separated.
And we can't find our 18 -year -old son who's just had some kind of incident
with the police. And so the whole play is an hour and a half real time in the
lobby of this police precinct trying to find our son.
And so my son in the play is one of those kids who's like one of three black
kids in his...
450 -person school. And he grew up in Coral Gables and has had the best, but
feels like the only.
And he's kind of code -shifting and trying to figure out how to be... Was
you? That was me, in a lot of ways. Really? Yeah, like feeling like you
to two worlds.
And when you went to Spets, you were there for four years?
No, I was there for...
7th, 8th, for six years because I started in junior high school. How would
describe it when you started out and how was it when you finished?
Well, when I was growing up, we were rich in my neighborhood in the Bronx
because we had two cars and we had a microwave and a dishwasher in our
before anybody else did.
And then I got to Spence and I was like, you have a helipad in your house in the
Hamptons? On your yacht?
Yeah, it was like a...
David Geffen's your uncle?
Exactly.
And so it was a totally different world for me.
And it was a culture shock. It was a big culture shock. But I think it also
opened up my world. It taught me that there was...
that there were universes within my world that I hadn't experienced and that
wanted to make sure that my life experiences were not designated by the
I was born into, that I should be able to go anywhere and do anything. It's a
good education. It's a great education.
It's a great, I had a great education. I went to the drama program to take, I
took one class, drama for non -drama major.
At GW? Yeah, it was a total loony bin.
People have no idea. It's nothing like watching actors who have no idea what
they're doing perform and do their exercise.
I'm a piece of bacon sizzling in a pan, whatever their tense memory is. Right,
right, right. And then we did these plays. And I remember everybody in the
was terrible. And that's how I knew I had hope. I just was better than them.
that's great. I just was the best in a class of miserably untalented people.
That's great. And that's what propelled me onward into my career. That is great.
How was the program when you went?
Well, it was...
I think the good thing that I got out of it is because I was there on a theater
scholarship, it was kind of like being on the basketball team. Like I rarely
benched. They wanted to use me all the time. I was required by scholarship to
audition for every single production, whether I wanted to do it or not.
And so I wound up to like my junior or senior year, the head of the department
wrote. an original musical about frogs that were going extinct in Costa Rica.
And I was the lead of that production. And I don't know that I necessarily
have auditioned to play a frog in a musical.
It's okay.
You can be honest. No way in hell you would have chosen this. I mean, I was a
bit of an environmentalist, maybe.
But I mean, I learned so much because I had to. I had to say yes to everything.
And it also taught me like, you know, afterward when you're out there
auditioning, they just say yes.
Just say yes. You don't know.
Just get out there. But obviously, you're somebody who's very famous for a
variety of reasons, the principle of which is the great leading lady on a TV
series you did for the better part of seven years. Yeah. When you did Scandal.
What did you think the show was when you sort of gave a sense of what it was?
And what did it turn out to be?
Oh, it's such a good question.
I thought it was... Thank you.
I thought it was...
An opportunity to do something I didn't know was possible because, you know,
there has been a lot of talk about there hadn't been a black woman as the lead
of a network drama in almost 40 years. And I was 36 or 37.
So in my lifetime, I had never seen a black woman as the lead on a network
drama. So when I read it, I was aware that I was reading something I'd never
seen before and I wasn't sure I knew was possible.
So I knew that was true and I knew I loved the character and I loved the idea
being her.
And I didn't never in my wildest dreams that I think we would go for years.
I don't, I mean.
I remember, no, I remember Sean to think to me in the meeting, like, you know,
if this goes well, we could be like married for a long time. And I was like,
that's not happening.
I always make jokes and I say that all the networks have their own distinctive
kind of DNA.
And my specific take on ABC's DNA, I said an ABC show is where they say it's,
they pick a world, an environment, like law or medicine.
And in your case, the White House. And they'll sit there and they'll say this
drama. It's a new, it's a cutting edge new drama set in the world of medicine.
Yeah. And within three episodes, someone's in a closet and they're all
sex.
ABC shows.
It's true.
Everyone having sex on the show.
It's true. Did you see that coming? I did not see it coming because I wasn't
savvy about any of that stuff. I could have told you. I should have called you.
You should have emailed me. Before Scandal, I was the character actor
Scandal. Nobody even knew that the girl from Save the Last Dance was the same
girl from Last King of Scotland.
Chenille. Yes, in Ray.
I'm very impressed.
Wow. Drop the mic. It's just a gift I have.
And good producers.
Yeah, exactly.
Fanatic cue cards.
So I didn't, I was able to just kind of live in my little indie film world and
I didn't know any of what network did or what CCA was. What do you think she was
hiring you for? Why did she hire you?
That's such another good question.
This is good that you're doing this.
I don't know. I know she was resistant at first. I think she thought I was too
young for the role because the role was written in her 40s and I was in my 30s
at the time. Now I'm in my 40s.
I think maybe it was that I had, I mean, when I started Scandal, I was actually
working for the real White House at the time.
And one of my concerns in my meeting with her, I was on the President's
Committee for the Arts and Humanities for the Obama White House for all eight
years.
And I said to her when I met her, if this president is black on your show, I
can't do it because I'm not going to be part of a show that like.
is the devolving of the black presidency like this black president who's
sleeping around with this other woman like i won't do it um and she said no
he's white and he's republican and i was like i'm in yes yes i'm in we can make
him look bad physically removing me from my home at five in the morning because
they do what i say i don't do what you say why are you helping artie hornbach
and i don't discuss my clients with you you don't discuss anything with me
anymore are you angry that i haven't been taking your phone calls or because
helping artie hornbach i am angry because you're committing treason I am
that you're behaving like a traitor to your country. To my country or to you?
You may not be thinking about politics, but politics is thinking about you.
Today, there are people out there trying to take away rights that our mothers,
our grandmothers, and our great grandmothers fought for. Rights that we
for. Our right to vote.
Our right to choose.
Our right to affordable, quality education, equal pay, access to health
care. And we, the people, cannot let that happen.
When you did this president, what was the president's committee on the arts
humanity? What was that like? What kind of work? So it was an appointed
position. It was a committee that was run by the White House. The first lady
our chair.
And we did a couple of really important kind of supportive initiatives, events
at the White House. But the thing we did that I'm most proud of was in the first
term, we did a sweeping research report on the state of arts education in the
country, the role that arts education plays in. integrative arts education,
art transforms the way that a child learns, not, you know, not conservatory
training, like the making of artists, but how we're making thinking students
using the art.
Everyday students. Yes.
So we did a report on that. And then in the second term, we started a program
called Turnaround Arts, where we actually went into schools. We started
pilot program of five schools, a bunch of artists on the committee.
And we chose really challenged schools all over the country that were in need
turnaround. We did it with the Department of Education.
And we went in and used integrative arts to help transform those schools. And it
went so well that in the second year, it grew to 15 schools and 20. And now we
have...
I mean, we're all over the country now. I'm still working with a school in Los
Angeles, but I've worked with schools in D .C. And we've moved the program out
of the White House a year ago into the Kennedy Center so that it would survive.
Really? Yeah.
You moved it out of the White House? Yeah. An organization that supports arts
education? Huh.
Funny how that works.
But, you know, politics aside, I mean, the specifics of that, obviously you
played Anita Hill in a film.
Listen to me. My grandfather fled Arkansas because he was threatened with
lynching. Real lynching. Not this metaphoric kind that Thomas is talking
He doesn't care about that.
He only acknowledged race because it was about him.
And I wonder if what you're seeing now has had a lot of echoes for you and made
you very thoughtful about that role you played in that project you work on.
Yeah. I mean, I.
It's been interesting to see what's changed and what hasn't, you know, that
some of the same players are actually still in the Senate and saying very
similar things.
But also that I think we as a country, our conversation is different and
mobilization is different and people have a different level of awareness
assault and harassment.
And so it's been hard for you as a woman in this business.
That's such a tricky question to me because I feel like being a working
like making it into the NBA. Like it's so hard. You're so like it's such a
miraculous occurrence to even just be sitting here with you and have a job,
know.
So I know I'm blessed. I know I'm really lucky, like you said.
And I think any woman in this business will tell you that the challenges are
different. Any person of color will tell you the challenges are different.
I mean, if there are fewer roles for people of color, fewer roles for women,
imagine how many roles there are for women of color. Yeah.
And do you feel that's changing?
I'm less aware of it because I'm creating work for myself. I mean, most
work I'm doing now, I'm a producer on. I produce the confirmation, the Anita
Hill film.
I'm one of the producers on the play. I mean,
my production company is doing...
I mean, we have like six films set up at different studios and tons of shows. We
have a web series on Facebook.
So I'm creating work for myself and other people. So I think I'm, again, I'm
sort of in that positive mindset of not focusing on what's hard and focusing on
creating opportunity for myself and other people.
The TV show, when you did Scandal, and when it ended for you, were you
conflicted about that? Was it happy as that?
I did feel like it was time.
I was grateful that Shonda knew that it was time and wasn't going to take us
past the point and that we could end gracefully in the right way.
But I loved those people, like that cast and that crew.
And we still keep in touch, but you can't just take it for granted that
see them on Monday morning in the hair and makeup trailer.
So I miss that. I miss the family.
And I have moments at American Sun, like...
Where I'll be in a scene, you know, and it's rare that you get a job where
you're saying words that give you goosebumps and like working with actors
you're like, oh, God, in this moment, he is making me a better actor.
I had that so much at Scandal that when I have it on another job, I really like
I appreciate it. I hold on to it. I'm so grateful because I know how rare it is.
You have kids. I do. How many? Three. You have three kids. I do. My husband
with one.
Right. And then I have. And you and he have two. Yes.
yeah and when you were doing the show now you had those kids how many of them
the two you had during scandal both both kids were in the show and they were
kind to you in terms of i was like the kids they were fine in there they were
great they were great um yes you know i really i learned a lot from shonda about
what it's like to work in a matriarchy and kind of how to how
awesome it can be as a woman to work in an environment where it's not seen as a
detriment that your womanhood and your motherhood is seen as part of they were
accommodating of your pregnancy yeah that wasn't the problem at all no not at
all and and during the period that you do the show because it's an hour show
were they kind about the schedule and you being able to Yeah, when I got...
Fey had a dressing room next to her dressing room, which was a nursery for
kids. Yeah, I did, I did.
And I actually, Viola Davis and Shonda and I built a playroom on the Sunset
Gower lot for our kids. They did that on our show too, yeah.
What was great was when I got pregnant, the show was at the point where it
needed to start becoming an ensemble show, more of an ensemble show anyway.
It was like this one character...
was the center of the show, but there were all these phenomenal other actors
around me who deserved to have their stories told as well.
And so my pregnancy kind of tipped us into making sure that we were elevating
other actors and actresses on the show to have their own dramatic storylines,
have their own sex and closets and their own murders and all of that. So it was
great. It was great. It was good for me. It was good for the show. It was good
for the actors. You got to see how talented our cast really was.
And I remember honestly being nervous about that. I remember being like, you
know, it was my show and I was the star. And I remember I was pregnant and I was
in San Francisco as my husband was playing in San Francisco at the time.
And I was on a couch. I had just eaten like, you know, a ton of some whatever
takeout I was craving in that pregnancy.
And watching the episode where another actress on the show, brilliant,
incredible, award winning actress, Bellamy Young. And it was like her
It was like the first time it was her episode. And I remember the fear that
started to bubble up in me of like, is this going to be her show now? Like I'm
pregnant and they're going to forget about me and it's going to be her.
Everything's going to be about her. And she's so amazing.
Now they know she's good and she's not going to be difficult and she's not
to have to breastfeed.
really scared.
Yes. And then it's like the years of therapy, there was like another voice
rose up thanks to the years of therapy. That was like, there's room enough for
both of you.
Like there's room enough for both of you and she deserves this. And you will be
a better actress if you make room for this.
and the show will be better, and your life will be better, and, like, just
in how amazing she is. I don't care if this tiny dust -up with Boshron causes
World War III. The only thing I care about right now is making it crystal
that you follow my orders. You have my back. You don't sneak around behind it
and freelance after I give an order.
It's something that you love more than me and them boys.
More than all the women you ever slept with on the road more than all the dope
you ever took your music If you don't stop using that needle
they're gonna take away your music and put you in jail
Is that poison worth losing everything
You're obviously a beautiful leading lady.
Oh, you're very kind.
Everybody thinks you're absolutely stunningly gorgeous and so forth. You
that that, is there a time in your career that that hurt you as much as it
helped you?
Oh, I was... People that you thought didn't want to hire you maybe because
thought you were too perfect?
I was a late bloomer, actually.
You're saying you were ugly at GW?
I'm not saying I was ugly, but early in my career in auditioning, I was really
one of these character actor kind of actors where I remember my manager
me one day and saying, you cannot wear overalls to an audition.
And I was like, what do you mean? No, I didn't know that I had a beauty card to
play. When did that change?
I had an acting teacher who said who was it was like an audition skills class.
And she said, you have got to learn to put makeup on.
And I was like, oh, my God, really?
And I had girlfriends who like helped me to figure out how to do that.
And then there was a part that I really, really wanted in a movie.
And it came down to me and one other girl.
And it was actually a part that like was supposedly mine.
Like people were called, you know how that happens. Like people were calling
agent and saying, oh, congratulations. We hear that's hers. It's in the bag.
And then the director met this other girl and she got the part and it was her
part. Like looking back, everything happens for a reason. That was
her part.
But at the time I felt like she got the part because she was a model.
I felt like she, like she was like going to parties and wearing the dresses and
like in the fashion world. And it is a visual medium. And she got that part
because she's a model. And like what, and I, it was one of those moments where
thought, okay, if I'm an entrepreneur, if I am my own business, like my
marketing department is not operating at a hundred percent. Like I am not
showing up for my marketing department. I'm like really good in the creative
development section and sales, but like. To what you, your career. Yes, in my
career. Now people are saying that about you. No, like.
about you. Kerry Washington only got that job because she's beautiful.
She's not that good. She's just beautiful. By the way, that actress is
talented.
So I was like, I'm going to get an education.
And I called. I'm friends with Tracee Ellis Ross, who obviously, thanks to her
mother and her life, knows everything about fashion. I said, you've got to
me. You have to teach me things. And she set me up with her friend Samira
Nasser, who's now a fancy fashion director at Vanity Fair. But she became
first stylist. And Samira helped me learn how to pronounce Hermes and
me to Giorgio Armani.
And I began to craft this kind of red carpet carry because I wanted to make
that my...
Really, that my own fears about being seen weren't getting in the way of my
opportunities as an artist. Part of the job. Yeah.
Part of the job. No turning back now. Yeah, that's right. No more overalls for
you. No more overalls. No makeup and overalls for you. No, now I'm selling
makeup for Neutrogena. There you go. Yeah.
You have children. Mm -hmm.
And you're political. Mm -hmm. You have your passions about that.
How do you maintain hope?
I don't want to get corny, keep hope alive and all that kind of cliche, but
is hope. How do you maintain, as I have struggled to do from time to time,
there's times I've sat there and said to myself, how the hell are we going to
get out of this?
What are we going to do?
How old is your oldest child?
Twelve. She'll be 13.
How do you keep hope in its proper place for your children?
Yeah.
Lately, I think this is because of the play, actually.
Because the play really centers around parenting a young black man
in this country right now.
The 12 -year -old is a boy or a girl?
She's a girl. But the unique challenges of raising a black teenage son in a
world where that is a dangerous safety. But it's still shooting black teenage
sons.
How does that make you feel?
It's hard to put it into words.
Scared. Yeah.
Concerned. Yeah. Yeah.
It's one of the reasons why I wanted to do the play, because I feel like I get
to say things as Kendra that I struggle to say as Carrie.
But the play makes me also think a lot about how, like, we were all kids. Like,
at some point, all these guys, you know, all this vitriol and hate and, like,
all these guys, at some point, like, somebody was holding this little baby.
And thinking like, I love you more than anything else in the world. And then at
some point, that baby feels unloved and afraid and like they don't matter and
like there's not enough for them. And that turns into fear and hate.
And so I try to think about like ways to, it
sounds so cliche, but like how I can create opportunities for reflection
and... love and human connection because that's the thing like seeing each other
as through what we do yes i have an idea for you tell me you may be the star
especially somebody as beautiful and famous as you can help me sell tickets
let's not kid ourselves i what do you want to do i want to do a gender
production of cuckoo's nest and you play randall mcmurphy you play the nicholson
role
Crazy. You are a woman. You're a female. That's crazy.
All the inmates are women. And Nurse Ratched is a man.
That's such a good idea.
Medication time.
Medication time. We should talk about that.
A gender reversal. That would be so cool.
You playing McMurphy. I've always wanted to see women dig into those kind of
really, really super crazy, nutty roles. Messy.
Messy. Yeah.
I love that idea.
The thing I love most about you as an actress when I see you on the TV show
the other projects you do is that you have, it's going to sound like a weird
word, but I really mean, you have a lot of integrity.
Whether it comes from your upbringing and your parents and your journey
Spence and all these things, the places you...
Put yourself in the things you've done.
Every time you play a part, there's an integrity to you that comes through in
the roles that you play. And you can't buy that. That's a really, really great
gift to have. That means so much to me. Not at all. My pleasure. Thank you.
Thanks for doing this with me. Thank you. Thank you for having me. Thank you.
That was so fun.
You know, I loved your book.
I want to hold up this book so people can see this book.
American Values, Lessons I Learned from My Family.
And the first thing that occurred to me when I started in on this was you see
there's a lot of things you can connect, a lot of pieces you can connect.
You know, one thing you talk about is apologizing to your mom.
You swim out there with your mom, or maybe it was in another interview we saw
where you say all these things. You're sorry to your mom about this and this
this. And yet, when you look back on it now with this perspective of time, you
and your mother have something very profound in common, which is at one
your life, you're both single parents.
Your mom is left with 11 children.
after the assassination of your father and after the death of your wife, your
second wife, you're left with all your children.
Do you realize, do you look and see that that's something profound you had in
common with her?
Yeah, I mean, I had this very tumultuous relationship with my mother from when
I was, from as little as I can remember.
It was like a civil war that I had with her.
And it was aggravated.
After my father's death, when I got into drugs, it was aggravated and
inflamed clearly by that.
So when I got sober, when I was 29 years old, I went through the steps.
And one of those is making amends to people that you've injured.
And so I took her out.
She goes swimming every day in Nantucket Sound, and we went out about a half
mile offshore, and I went through, you know, my men's store. And she didn't say
anything. She didn't say, well, I'm sorry, too, because that's just not her
nature. But after that, my relationship with her really metamorphosized into
something really beautiful. And the book, in many ways, is an homage to her.
my mother had 11 kids, and we showed up at meals on time.
She conducted one conversation at the meal. There was no sidebar discussions.
That was forbidden.
Everybody talked.
On Sunday nights, we recited poetry or we gave a presentation on some biography
or a historical event.
It was almost always well -known or famous people who came, political
cultural leaders, or athletes at our dinners, at our meals.
She included them and made them the centerpiece of the conversation, but all
us were participants, and we showed up with our nails brushed and with our hair
combed and on time.
And we said rosary every night, the morning offering in the morning. On most
days, we went to daily mass.
Before breakfast, she would wake us very early and take us horseback riding
through the CIA compound and out around the hills of McLean.
And I, you know, I had a time to reflect on that
record, you know, after I got sober and had kids myself.
And just, you know, how could she do that? How could she? Did you raise your
kids the same way?
Well, I try, but, you know, they don't pay anything. They regard me as kind of
comical artifact, you know, and ask him to do this kind of stuff.
Do you ever find yourself, you're there with your kids and you're, I don't want
to say disciplining, you're managing, when they were younger, your kids are
grown now, but when they were little kids, did you find yourself saying
and the words that were coming out of your mouth were your mother's words to
kids? I mean, I...
I think my parenting philosophy was... These things, by the way, are
interesting, obviously, because you're such a famous family, and that family
aspect is always so intriguing to me. Yeah.
I think my parenting philosophy was different than my mother's, which we all
kind of a reaction or a reflection of our parents.
But I don't know. I mean, the more...
The older I get, the less I know about what I'm doing. So, you know, all of us
are kind of making it up as we go along.
And the other thing is they all need different things, you know. And my
really understood that, and he kind of tailored his discipline and his
relationship with each of us.
You know, that he was treating us as an individual rather than hard and fast
orthodoxies and theology.
Parenting isn't about theology. It's about really trying to understand your
kids, understanding their worldview, and trying to direct them in the best
direction, knowing that they're going to respond to different stimuli.
Tuesday night was a particularly joyous night. Robert Francis Kennedy was 42
years old and had just won the victory of his political life in the California
presidential primary.
As he made his way out of the crowd into the hotel kitchen, the senator was hit
by two bullets.
Police later identified the alleged assailant as 24 -year -old Sirhan
native Jordanian who came to this country 11 years ago.
You recently visited with Sirhan Sirhan.
Like the book itself, why now, 50 years later, after the assassination of your
father? You went to see him when?
I went to see him in December of last year.
And how did that come about? How was that brokered? Who did you have to talk
You know, I always... Sir hadn't killed my father.
After all, he was there.
He had a gun. He was shooting.
He bled guilty.
But about three years ago, Paul Schrade began.
Paul Schrade, who was there, who was also shot. Paul Schrade was one of my
father's best friends. He was shot that night, too. He was shot in the head. He
survived. And he was walking with my father about three feet, four feet
my father when Sirhan started shooting.
Sirhan was pointing his gun at my father for his first two
shots, and it seems like one of those hit Paul, and then the other
one struck a wall that became embedded in that door jamb behind my father.
Then Sirhan was grabbed, and by Carl Weir, who was that
major who was holding my father's arm.
Sir Han was grabbed and pointed away, and then there was a dog pile that
Greer, and all those other guys ended up on.
The autopsy report, which changed my perspective, was Noguchi's autopsy
That autopsy is known in the scientific literature as the perfect autopsy. And
what he concluded...
was that all the shots that hit my father were fired from behind and that
were, quote, contact shots fired at point -blank range by a gun that was
touching my father at the time the trigger was pulled.
And there was massive powder tattooing on him and metals tattooing on his body,
his skin, and his clothing.
Oh, the gun had to be touching him, and Sarian never got there.
And then not only that, but there were 13 bullets accounted for, and Sirhan's
gun only fired eight shots.
There were bullets in the ceiling, recovered from the ceiling. There were
bullets in the door jams, and there were bullets in people. And when the Los
Angeles City Council commissioned a group of leading forensics, of
experts from around the country,
To compare the recoverable bullets from my father to those from the other
victims, they found that they didn't match, that they came from different
So there's no way Sirhan Sirhan shot my father. He
was shooting, but he didn't shoot my father.
Would you like to see him get paroled?
Yeah, I would. He deserves to get paroled. Yeah, he should be paroled, and
case should be reinvestigated.
And by the way, I think even an investigation, first of all, there's a
tremendous, as I found, there's a tremendous amount of witnesses that are
alive, surprisingly, because it's 50 years later, but it was a young group.
You don't have to say who, but do you know who killed your father?
I have a pretty good idea. Okay.
And you'd like that to come out of an investigation?
Yeah.
Wow.
We learn to share only a common fear, only a common desire to retreat
from each other, only a common impulse to meet disagreement
with force.
For all this, there are no final answers for those of us.
We're American citizens.
Yet we know what we must do, and that is to achieve true justice among
all of our fellow citizens.
So the bulk of this work you've been doing is involving water and water
protection.
How's it going?
Well, there's more pounds of plastic in the ocean today than there are pounds of
fish. And virtually everything you eat,
all the fish that we eat, have embedded microplastics.
The great hope for all the environmental issues is technology.
You know, we have right now...
It costs about a billion dollars a gigawatt to build a solar plant, and it
$5 billion a gigawatt to build a coal plant.
And it's cheaper now to drive an electric car over the life of the car
it is to buy and drive an internal combustion engine over the life of the
So the inflection points have been passed, and you're going to see markets
drive.
These efficient technologies and non -carbon technologies, decarbonization,
the carbon industry is that the incumbents are so powerful that they're
maintain their position through political manipulation, through
democracy, and through huge, huge subsidies that they get. If you show me
polluter, I'll show you a subsidy. I'll show you a fat cat using political
clout.
to escape the discipline of the free market and force the public to pay his
production costs. That's what all pollution is. It's always a subsidy.
It's always a subversion of free market capitalism.
People often say, how would the world be different if Robert Kennedy had lived?
It's a common sentiment.
And the question becomes, how would your life be different if Robert Kennedy had
lived? I think that's almost a more difficult question because I honestly
know. I don't know.
If I would have had, for example, and, you know, this is something that you
been open about struggling with too, whether I would have had that struggle
drugs and alcohol that I, you know, ended up having if my father had been
or whether I would have come into recovery faster or what, I have no idea,
really no clue. I think, you know, my...
attitude about it was always, I guess, which is rooted in faith, was that
life is a kind of a test and that I was privileged to know my father.
You know, I was privileged to have him. My mother said to me after he died, she
said, you know, everybody takes their lick. That's what she said.
And there's kids in Harlem and Watts and Oakland.
lose their fathers every day, and whose father's in jail, who was killed, who
wasn't there, or brothers, and that they don't have the big family structures
and support systems that we have. And I really felt like that was true, that we
had this.
extraordinary support system in our family that gave kind of a soft landing
those things, that we had the rituals of the Catholic faith and death, you know,
and we, you know, we did the wakes, we did the funeral.
We experienced the sadness and the joy through that process, the joy of having
known that person. And, you know, we all kind of picked ourselves up and kept
going and said, you know, we have a job to do.
Once again, I'm reminded of how I was born into the wrong family when I was at
your house in the Cape.
And we have the event. I think you know the story. And we have the event for
your mother and your sister, the center.
And the next day they have breakfast and your mother turns to me and says, would
you like to go to attend mass with us?
And this is like my dream come true. She said, would you like to attend mass
with us? I said, oh, yes.
It would be my great privilege. That's fantastic.
What time should I be here? What time do you guys go get in a car together? What
time does the car leave? And your mother looked at me like I was like an idiot
child. She went, the priest comes to the house, Alec.
The priest comes to the house. There were priests living at the house all the
time. They didn't have to go anywhere. Oh, my God. As you know, basically
there's priests staying there all summer. There's priests on tap there.
Now, if your dad were alive today.
What would he tell you? You got right?
What do you think he'd be proud of you for doing?
There was a time when he was alive that I did very, very poorly in school.
And I think, you know, and I talk about this, I think if he had criticized me at
that point, it would have crushed me, you know. But instead, he encouraged me
the other things and the things that I was doing well at that time in my life.
And he never said anything negative to me. But, you know, my dad, you know, I
think tried to tell me when I was young is that whether you're going to win or
lose, you got to put your shoulder against the stone and keep pushing.
And it doesn't matter if you make it to the top of the hill. You just got to
keep, you know, rolling the stone forward.
Robert Kennedy Jr.'s memoir is called American Values, Lessons I Learned from
Family. Now we leave you, as we do each week, with a story from earlier in the
show as animated by acclaimed illustrator Stephen Brodner.
Thanks for joining us. We'll see you next time.
In the book, obviously, you talk about some of the lighter moments of growing
in your family. One of them is the story about Hoover.
It was in an adjoining building, the FBI.
You could enter through a tunnel.
which we would go through oftentimes.
We would go watch the G -men practicing shooting at a shooting range down there,
and then we would come back up and walk past his office. My brothers and I saw
that he wasn't in one day, and we went into his office. Two of my brothers,
David and Joe, who found a safe behind his chair, so they were standing on his
chair.
Having removed the painting.
And they were trying to... And I was in the front ante room at an aquarium there
that apparently he liked the fish a lot. And I had my little blazer on and had
both hands submerged in it when he came in. And he was angry.
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