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Stop! You can't.

It's okay.

You said love is just a name.

Like hundreds and thousands of titles in this world.

It's whatever I'd like to call it.

Yeah! My feelings for Cha Seung Jo is disgusting.

But disgusting love is also love.

So from now on.

I'm going to call my feelings for Cha Seung Jo disgusting love.

Since I can call it whatever I want, I'm going to call it that.

It's disgusting. But I will disgustingly love him.

So you give up.

I'm not going to give up on my disgusting love.

I'm not scared anymore.

If you want to stop this, find another way.

So? What will you do now?

You're going to tell him everything? You can't?

You can't tell him.

Try revealing everything to him.

Will you get what you want?

I can tell him if I want to.

But you can't tell him.

I will be out.

You will also be out of this league.

If you tell him everything, you can still get what you want?

I can give that up.

You will leave with nothing. You will be at the bottom.

That was me.

I also know that I shouldn't just sign any contract.

Because that will become my debt. It will lead to a loan.

Then I will just get lost.

I won't make any deals with you.

Yeah.

Where are you?

He's waiting out in cold because you told him to wait.

He's such a fool.

He could wait inside.

Is he normally like that?

Yeah a little bit.

Should I bring him here?

No, he won't listen.

Are you his friend?

Yes, I'm Heo Dong Wook.

He is a doctor.

I'm Choi Ah Jung. Nice to meet you.

Are you his real secretary?

Yes, I'm Moon Jae Hyuk.

You're Se Kyung's sister?

He is a bit strange, isn't he?

Not just a bit. A lot.

Which hospital do you go?

Sedo Hospital.

She's here.

If you tell him everything...

will you get what you want?

You really came.

Will you accept me?

I have something to tell you something about myself.

I have something too.

Answer me first.

You're accepting me right?

You'll accept me?

Yes?

Yes?

They are laughing!

It's good.

It's good.

Let's cover our eyes.

So that they can kiss?

Thank you.

Thank you, Se Kyung.

I thought I was going to freeze to death.

Thank you.

Look at you.

A new couple!

One, two, three!

We have to get get prepared.

Oh the project.

No, don't!

You're not going to do this?

I said no.

Should we go somewhere else?

I said don't do it!

Just go! Go!

Go!

Okay! Okay!

Let's go.

Okay, fine!

Bye, Se Kyung.

Okay!

Bye.

Come here.

You're frozen.

You should have stayed inside.

We're really like couples.

Over here too.

Over here.

Yoon Joo.

Why don't you answer the phone these days?

What?

What do you mean what?

I was wondering how it was going.

Is everything alright?

Yeah.

What will you do about Han Se Kyung?

She is smarter than I thought.

Most girls act like good girls and then like bad girls.

And they ruin everything.

Even disgusting love is love.

She's right.

And she's also right about this.

If I reveal the secret to Cha Seung Jo.

I will be enemies with Cha Seung Jo.

It will be over.

But Han Se Kyung can't tell him either.

If she tells him, it could be over with Cha Seung Jo.

It's not all too bad for me.

Get me Hae Joon.

I need to see how Han Se Kyung is doing.

I said I will take you home.

I wanted to take you home today.

You're so stubborn.

Go. You're going to catch a cold.

Take a warm shower.

Okay.

Go in.

You go first.

Okay.

Se Kyung.

Be careful on your way home.

Bye.

Se Kyung.

What now?

See you tomorrow.

Maybe it's love.

How I feel right now.

Maybe it's love, though it may be lacking.

Even with my eyes closed,

Even with my ears covered,

You are the love I feel inside of me.

It's okay if I can't reach you.

It's okay if I can't touch you.

Now just as you are,

remain there at the place.

Maybe it's love.

How I feel right now.

Maybe it's love, though it may be lacking.

Even with my eyes closed.

Even with my ears covered, you are...

[Where should we go tomorrow?]

[Anywhere is fine.]

Wow, a smiley.

I will go pick you up at ten.

Leave everything up to me tomorrow.

[Okay.]

I'm going to tell him tomorrow.

Sincerely.

With all my heart.

I can do it!

They are?

Yeah!

It was like a movie.

So romantic.

She didn't know what to do.

Se Kyung liked him a lot actually.

- She's back. - Se Jin.

I told you right?

Don't do anything until she tells you first.

Okay.

Hi! Hi!

Hi Se Kyung.

Hi!

Yeah, I'm here.

Hi.

It's cold isn't it? Get in.

It's cold. Let's get going.

Quickly!

Where are we going today?

Paris! Paris la France.

Hold on. We're going to Paris right now?

Yeah!

I'm on vacation. You go on vacation too.

How can we go right now?

I didn't even pack.

I brought the basics.

We can buy the rest.

What about the ticket?

We can buy them.

How? They must be sold out.

They always have first class tickets.

What about the passport? I didn’t' bring mine.

Your passport is in your bag.

What?

Put Se Kyung's passport in her bag, please.

What is he saying?

Han Se Kyung has no passport.

How can you not have a passport?

You wanted to go to Paris so badly.

I was going to make it when I was going.

I thought it was a perfect plan.

We can do something else.

What should we do?

I made reservations in all of the crepe places in Paris.

I made a reservation at Marsailles too.

My boyfriend is this rich...

I couldn't go after seven years of trying.

But you can do whenever you want.

What?

Do I feel different again?

I just wanted to do what you wanted the most.

I know. Thank you.

I should tell him today.

Let's go to Paris together next time.

What? You don't want to go?

Let's go together.

Let's go make a passport right now.

What are you doing? It's for passport.

Is it good?

One, two, three.

Where are we going now?

Drink tea?

I have a place I want to go with you.

I should tell him now.

That's my college senior project.

That painting.

You painted that?

When I had nothing in Paris...

That painting changed my life.

I have something I couldn't tell you.

I told you that I was poor in Paris because I had a discord with my father.

Yes.

That wasn't just because I went to Paris.

Because...

I met a woman in Paris.

Your father opposed?

I told you that he doesn't like anything that I do.

I was feeling stubborn.

I kept insisting.

And he became more forceful.

Eventually I let go of him.

You let go first?

He didn't ask me to stay.

He gave my I.D. and a copy of inheritance forfeiture contract.

And he kicked me out.

I had no money for living or for tuition.

I had to move out.

I only had 150 Euro in my pocket.

I couldn't even come back to Korea.

I knew it then.

This is what it feels like to be hungry and cold.

I could really die like this.

You changed your name back then.

And swore that you will never see your father again?

Yeah.

You don't miss him?

I see him once in a while.

We always fight still.

And?

What happened after you stopped getting his help?

It didn't work out with her.

Living was hell.

Even my spirit was in hell.

I was homeless. I ate bread from the trashcan.

I painted that during then.

Why is that painting here then?

It was sold in auction in 2008.

For 30,000 Euro.

30,000 Euro?

I was surprised too.

When I heard that it was sold for 30,000 Euro.

I thought that it was not mine.

I thought it was a mistake.

But it was mine.

It's strange. I was a nobody.

Someone had paid a lot for it.

After that, people started buying my paintings.

I painted a lot and sold them.

Mostly to the rich people.

One of them was the chairman of Artemis.

Carrie Pak is your savior.

It wasn't Carrie Pak.

Someone had given it to her as a gift.

I still don't know who bought my painting first.

I don't know who it is.

But I'm thankful.

It was thanks to her, I could get here.

I should tell him too.

What?

What?

You're not going to ask why I got a job in Artemis instead of painting?

Why did you?

I had something to do.

Something to do?

It's...

I still can't give it to you.

What is it?

No, you will hate me if you see this.

I won't give it to you. Maybe later.

I have something to tell you too.

I also have something that I couldn't tell you.

What is it?

If I tell you, you will hate me.

What is it?

I...

I...

I actually...

Wait, Se Kyung.

I have to tell you now.

I'm scared.

What if it's nothing?

Then I don't think I can tell you my secret.

That won't happen.

Actually I...

No, I will tell you first.

You listen first. It has to be now.

I said no. In just a bit.

Can't you wait just that much?

I will tell you soon. Just wait until then.

You tell me then Se Kyung.

After seeing mine first.

What are you thinking about?

It's nothing.

By the way...

Yeah?

You told me once. That you get conscious about your father.

You want to show him what you're good at.

You want to hide what you're doing bad.

What does your father say?

After you came back successful.

He was sore.

I should have came back with nothing.

But I didn't.

Probably not.

He probably is bad at expressing it.

My father was also like that.

Whenever I won in art competitions.

He never said that he was proud of me.

But...

I found out later that he kept all of my awards and the newspaper articles.

He's not that kind of a man.

We're not a family like that.

You should go.

Se Kyung.

How was today?

I was scared.

Is it because I wanted to go to Paris all of the sudden?

That was a bit too much.

Dong Wook told me not to do that. He said that I looked like a lunatic.

No...

not that.

It was because I was too happy.

I was too happy. I was having too much fun.

How is that...

how is that scary?

Yeah.

I will make it so that it won't be scary anymore.

Go.

We should see tomorrow.

Yes we should.

Bye then.

See you tomorrow!

Se...

I will tell you soon.

Wait just until then.

Please.

Before it gets any worse.

Hurry.

She still haven't told him.

They just went places.

She was going to tell him at the gallery.

But she couldn't.

But there was a woman.

She watched them in front of Han Se Kyung's place.

A woman? Who?

I'm not sure.

Okay.

Keep watching her.

Sir.

Ms. Shin In Hwa is here.

The collaboration looks promising.

We're going to the market to see with Jean Thierry Cha.

Yes. Take it slow with Jean Thierry Cha.

Don't rush it.

Just leave a good impression.

For him that should suffice.

But for Cha Il Nam, we will need a different approach.

When are you seeing Chairman Cha Il Nam?

At the bazaar held by Mr. Cha this week.

GN Fashion is coming too.

I can't talk to him directly about it.

I think it will be great if you can mention it for me.

You know that Royal and JK had a war to get a contract for outlet?

Yes.

Royal lost.

Yes. Chairman Cha is looking for revenge.

Mr. Cha.

It's almost the time for the meeting with Shin In Hwa.

Also this is...

an invitation from President Shin In Hyuk.

You should try to push it.

Artemis is working on a M&A with Roman.

If M&A is a success, and you have the brand Roman open in your store.

You will have a connection with your son.

You and GN Fashion.

And your son.

Everyone will be on the same boat.

It's a big project.

Will you consider it?

I will think about it.

Since the French Revolution, simple clothes were always popular.

Clothes that show the body line and that are also comfortable.

Yes, silk and skin were popular.

They had a lot of bets back then.

Who would wear the least.

Even in parties...

They even had games where they would weight woman's clothes.

Really?

That ended up being the simplicity style we know today.

It's the style I love the most.

No wonder I felt that your designs had sense of moderation.

- Excuse me. - Yes.

What?

What are you looking at?

When are you done with work?

What?

What?

Ea...

e-ea...

Eat?

You want to eat?

You want to eat?

You and me?

Nevermind then.

Let's eat.

Let's eat.

Let's eat.

Go ahead.

That's my soy sauce.

Oh yeah.

How is work?

Yes.

That... Han Se Kyung? How is it with her?

What does she do?

What do her parents do?

I'm sure you're doing well.

Someone coming in the family.

It's not an ordinary matter.

Look at JK Group.

That big family with history and wealth.

Look what happened to them after a wrong daughter-in-law.

You've seen in the papers.

Chairman Kong Soon Ho.

That iron woman fell.

JK's second son.

He was blinded by love.

He married Kim In Sook. A nobody.

Look what happened.

Wasn't the first son's wife a daughter of Koosung Group?

But they had a divorce.

That was Koosung Group was too...

Sesuk Group's second daughter-in-law.

They got divorced after an arranged marriage.

That's...

Haeseung's daughter also got divorced.

How much did she get for divorce?

Oh yeah!

She even stole the firm's confidential documents.

Stop!

That's what's wrong with you.

When your father is speaking.

You just need to say, 'yes sir.'

That's old fashioned.

Can't you change that?

That's why Royal is not improving in the market.

Just eat.

Hey! Hey!

Why is it so salty!

What about the outlet?

Did Tommy Hong deliver the message?

Yes.

For Cha Il Nam it's business.

But it's a chance for him to see his son often.

He would lean for it.

If that works out

the marriage will also work itself out.

It won't go along with your plan.

Chairman Cha and Cha Seung Jo.

They are changing already.

According to Tommy Hong

they went to eat together.

Really?

Looks like Tommy Hong is doing well.

It must be because of Se Kyung.

How is it with Cha?

Everything good?

Yes. I think we have a lot in common.

You don't know Cha Seung Jo.

Tell Tommy Hong. We should have a meal together.

Sounds good.

Shall we?

It will never.

Never go along with your plan.

You ate with your father?

He hasn't changed one bit.

This is the power of love.

But are you serious?

You never listened to me.

Hey.

Why didn't you send this to Han Se Kyung yet?

I can't.

I'm scared.

You said that you will show everything about yourself to her.

That's how much you love her.

Yes, I love her. I was ready.

Ready?

If Se Kyung's answer is yes.

Yes?

Then I will push through everything.

Wow! Then you should show her sooner.

But what if... when she sees it... she hates me?

Then I will send it.

Hey! Hey!

It will never happen according to your plan.

Se Kyung.

How is it going?

Did you drink?

Yeah.

I drank a bit.

What about you?

How is it going?

I...

I'm going to do it my way now.

Your way?

Face to face.

You're not...

You're not going to tell him are you?

Yeah.

I'm going to tell him everything.

Hey.

You said you wanted to be successful.

You said that you wanted to move in to Cheongdam.

Then you shouldn't tell him.

Don't you know men?

Yoon Joo.

But I...

Have you forgotten.

If you're going to be black.

Be black inside.

You know what I mean right?

Don't tell him the truth.

That way, I can live.

Cha Seung Jo. I have to stop this marriage.

Are you alright?

Honey. What's wrong with you nowadays?

I don't know.

I don't know. What's wrong with me?

Honey.

I'm sorry.

You cannot tell him the truth.

Han Se!

- There was a courier. It's from Cha. - What is it?

Could it be a gift?

Give it to me.

USB?

I sent it using a courier.

Seo Yoon Joo.

It was your fault.

More so than it was mine.

It was you who used me.

I didn't deceive you. You didn't trust me!

It wasn't me who ended us. It was you!

What are you doing?

Is it because of the marriage.

Hey, that's...

You gave up on everything because you loved me?

Shut up.

You wanted to prove it your father.

I'm not like you.

I will live differently.

You wanted to prove it to your father. You wanted to win.

You used me for that.

You abandoned me first.

You came all the way

to have me sign the forfeiture of any inheritance.

Because I didn't study business in America, but studied art in France.

Because I didn't marry the girl you had arranged for me.

Because I was going to marry the girl I loved.

You said that your father told you.

'If someone says that she loves you

that means she wants to use you.'

You never trusted me in the first place.

You said that you loved me enough to give up on everything.

But in fact you were testing me.

To see if I will still love you after you've given up everything.

Right?

Yes, it's called revenge.

You thought that I couldn't do anything?

Yes. And you were not.

When I woke up, you were gone one day.

You left without a trace.

It took me three months to find out that you were staying in Paris.

I checked all the phone lists and school lists.

It took me five months to find where you lived.

And I waited one year just to see you once.

Actually, it wasn't just trying to see you.

I wanted to confirm that you had actually existed.

The girl who said that she loved me the most in this world.

You looked at me with more warmth than my mother had in my childhood.

I don't think you didn't love me at all.

But... to what was the truth. And what was not? That drove me crazy.

Was that real? Was that fake?

I asked what was real and what was fake. I kept asking myself.

I kept questioning.

Yeah, I know.

I know that you searched Paris for a year like a crazy person.

I read all the letters you've sent for a year.

And I also know that you thought of revenge...

was the only thing you could think of.

I drank anything with caffeine.

Because you kept leaving again and again in my sleep.

They call it a nervous breakdown.

Shock, fear, and anger.

But that drove me here.

Revenge got me here.

To show up in front of you as a different man.

Yeah. Revenge was the only thing I could do back then.

I don't know if it was because I hated you and my father to death back then.

Or if I was just trying to survive.

But one thing is clear for sure.

We had never really broken up.

You just disappeared one day. And I kept looking for you.

And that's why we're talking about this now.

Seo Yoon Joo.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I couldn't protect you.

It was my fault that I couldn't trust you.

Please be happy now.

Se Kyung, were you shocked?

I did that.

I wrote scripts for revenge against my father and my ex-girlfriend.

I took the video in secret. I watched it over and over again.

I'm not normal, am I?

But that's not all.

When I was getting kicked out by my father...

[Six years ago, Paris]

Nothing that you have is yours ever since you were born.

Wallet!

I would like to take your clothes before kicking you out. Get out.

Oh yeah! That watch! Leave it here.

I never told anyone this.

When I signed and left... I thought in my mind.

It's alright. I still have the watch.

I can go on a few months with this.

It was a very expensive watch.

But I felt like he had seen my thoughts. It was shameful.

I even wanted to die.

Isn't that just pathetic?

And what I wrote there. That's my screen name.

You're the only one who knows that.

You will see when you search online.

You can read all the comments that I wrote.

What people can't say normally.

What people will never say.

Malicious.

I only spoke in those words.

Sometimes I didn't eat or sleep.

I just wrote hateful comments to people all day.

This is me.

I have something dirty like this within me.

Can you still accept me?

I didn't know if I should tell you this or not.

Because you looked happy just like me.

I didn't want to ruin your happiness.

But no matter how ugly it is inside of me.

Se Kyung. I believe love is something

that can understand everything about each other.

Se Kyung. Let me ask you one more time.

Can you still...

accept me?

Are you home?

I'm taking a cab to your place.

I'm going to tell him everything.

Seo Yoon Joo.

Hey, Seo Yoon Joo!

Seo Yoon Joo! What are you doing here?

What are you doing?

You're not here to tell him, are you?

How did you get here?

I told you not to do it.

You shouldn't tell him.

You tell me first. How did you know this place?

Don't do it! Go back.

You won't tell him, will you?

He showed me everything.

I will show him too.

No. Hey, men are different.

They change their mind after hearing it. You know that.

He's different.

He's the same!

Seo Yoon Joo! What do you know about him?

I'm his ex-girlfriend, stupid.

You said it yourself. Yoon Joo Cha, in France

That was me. Cha Seung Jo's ex-girlfriend.

The man I abandoned doing business was Cha Seung Jo.

What?

Cha Seung Jo almost died back then.

You know PTSD? (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.)

He loved two girls in his life.

But both of them were after his money.

And they are friends.

If you tell him the truth...

He will die.

He really may die.

Tell him?

That's the selfishness of you nice girls.

Conscience and what not.

The person who tells the truth will feel better.

But... what about the person who has to hear it?

Think about it.

Think what will happen to his life because of your confession.

Also... think about your life.

You have to save Cha Seung Jo.

And save me too.

Se Kyung.

What happened? What are you doing here?

We must have missed each other.

You're freezing.

Did you see it?

Is it okay?

Is it okay that I'm that sort of a person?

It's really hard to look at your face.

Will you accept me?

Huh? Huh?

Yes.

Did you just say yes?

Yes.

Really?

Yes.

Really? Is it really okay? You watched the whole thing?

Yes.

What's wrong?

It's nothing.

I know.

You must be worried to tell me your secret.

I was like that too.

Thank you. Thank you Se Kyung.

Then... there is a place you have to go with me.

Do you have time tomorrow?

Yes.

Are you alright?

Are you really okay?

I'm worried.

Are you really coming tomorrow?

Yes.

Let's go home. I will take you.

No, I will see you tomorrow. Bye.

Love came first. I swear.

Because of that love, it all ended.

He gave up on everything because he loved me.

He gave up on his family who was against me. His parents. His parents' wealth.

I drank anything with caffeine.

Because you kept leaving me in my dream.

Revenge got me all the way here.

I wanted to come before you as a different man.

Yoon Joo Cha in France.

That was me. Cha Seung Jo's ex-girlfriend.

Se Kyung. Come to Cheongdam Convention Center at 5.

You have to come.

There is no smiley.

But it's still a yes.

Oh yeah! I heard you're working on the marriage with Royal Group.

Marriage?

We've heard rumors. Shin and Chairman Cha's son.

I heard he is the CEO of Artemis Korea.

You're beautiful.

Here comes Chairman Cha Il Nam.

Yes?

Where are you Se Kyung? Are you here?

I'm here.

Where are you?

You're always so punctual. Come in.

What is this place?

Come with me.

Jean Thierry Cha is coming.

Let me introduce you.

This is my girlfriend, Han Se Kyung.

Se Kyung, say hi. He's my father.

Father. We're... going to get married.

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