All language subtitles for Big Sky s01e34 Searching For You

I need a flight.

Where do you fly to, normally?

Oh, we fly everywhere.

Where do you want to go to?

Um, where are the planes going now,
right now? This morning?

Oh, I'm afraid there won't be another
plane for about another two hours.

At the moment, we've only got a cargo
flight to Brayburg.

Brayburg, that'll do. I'll go there.
I've got a girlfriend there.

Oh, I'm sorry. That's only a cargo
flight.

Listen to me, please.

I need to go now.

He'll already know I'm gone. He'll be
looking for me.

It's not safe for me to be here.

Can you try and understand?

Who's he?

I've got to get out of here.

Look, are you in trouble? Do you want me
to call the police? No, no, look, don't

do that. Look, please.

Can you help me?

Shelley?

Let's... I've got an emergency.

Her name's Shelley. She's really scared.
I think her husband's after her.

Did you call the police? Yeah, I said
that was your freight.

Can you take them with you?

I think she just needs to get away.

Okay. Yeah? All right, sure.

Shirley?

They'll take you.

Are they going now?

Yeah, as soon as they get on board.

You'll be fine.

Thanks.

Hi. Hi. I'm Jimbo.

Welcome aboard.

Did you call your mum?

Not yet, but I'm meeting her this
morning.

I won't be long if you don't mind.

Yeah, no, that's fine. You take as much
time as you need.

Lauren, I really can't stand the thought
of hurting mum, you know?

But I really want to find my real mum if
I can.

What would you do?

Oh, God, I can't imagine.

Yeah, I don't know what I want to do,
but I can't get it out of my head.

Don't worry, just... Give yourself time
to think about what you really want to

do.

G'day.

Mr Parker?

No, I'm not Mr Parker. I'm his
representative, Donny Petruccelli.

That's the cargo?

That's the cargo right there.

You know much about pigs?

Nothing. I've heard they're very
intelligent.

You've heard right there. This one's
smarter than most.

If this pig was human, it'd be a quiz
champion.

Yeah, or a brain surgeon.

What? Oh, it doesn't matter.

Let's get it on board.

I really think Lauren's going back to
the job.

She has. She's taken it. She's going.

Why?

It's who she is. It's what she does.

Art galleries is her real career.

It was only a matter of time before she
went back to it.

Yeah, but she turned Big Sky around, you
know.

I don't know. She's good at it.

You should tell her that.

Yeah.

Hey, Shelley, um...

We're just going to do this Goulburn
drop, and then we'll take you down the

coast to Marimbula, okay?

Hmm.

It's a heavy thing.

Very heavy.

Now, why would Lauren want to give up a
job that offers you experience like

this? It's me.

A big good morning to you.

I see you've got a pig there.

You wouldn't be related to the bloke you
picked her up from, would you? I think

you is.

No, it doesn't matter.

Anyway, there she is, all yours. Hang
on, fellas.

It's like this, guys.

There's been some kind of mix -up. We
don't want the pig.

You're going to have to take her back to
Parker's place.

Yeah, OK. The thing is, Parker, he's
taken his wife on a trip to Europe. So

he did was he left Donnie in charge.

You guys met Donnie?

Oh, yeah, we met Donnie. Oh, well, there
you go. Right. See, I faxed Donnie the

other day and cancelled the order for
the pig.

Let me get this straight.

You're not accepting the pig?

Well, look, it's like this, OK? OK,
don't worry about it.

See, I've got a couple of pigs coming
from Queensland next week. They're

champions, mate.

Hey!

Oh, tell Parker that.

What do you want to go to Europe for
anyway, eh? Our pigs are much better

quality. You ever tasted European bacon?

It's a joke. It's not in the room.

No, look, he just said he wanted to
cancel the whole deal.

Well, I wouldn't have any idea about
that. I'm just the pilot.

Yeah, look, his tiny pets would tell him
that.

All right, OK. Well, look, when he gets
back... Just tell him that Big Sky are

returning the goods. We'll be there in
about an hour, OK?

Thank you.

Are you OK back there?

I'm looking for a woman named Shelley
Martin, and she would have come in here.

Right. Is she a passenger?

I don't know. I don't know. I've just
got to find her, OK? Where is she?

Um, we've no mention of a Mrs. Martin.
In fact, we haven't flown any

Look, don't give me that, OK? Her car is
out in the car park. We haven't seen

her.

Is there something wrong? She is here,
some way.

How's Orson?

I think he's sick and tired of being in
that crate for so long. He doesn't look

too good.

How can you tell?

He looks a bit off.

A bit off what?

Colour.

All right. Well, you and Donnie will
make a great pair.

I think he's got cabin fever. I think
he's probably thirsty.

Don't you worry. You just hang in there,
Orson. We'll get you back in Donnie's

good care in no time, you hear?

That's for sure. I've got to get back
and see Lauren.

You still trying to talk her out of
going? Of course I am.

Imagine her reporting to a board of
directors.

That's just not Lauren.

She's got to work for herself.

Don't you reckon?

I don't know.

You know her better than I do. Two days.

She'd be bored out of her brain.

I'm trying to be unreasonable, Shane.

Finally, it's your decision.

But if you really thought about the
consequences... What's wrong with

find my real mother?

And what might happen?

You might find her.

That's the best of me.

I understand your curiosity. I really
do.

But you don't know what you're going to
find.

You've already got a good life, a loving
family, lots of friends. I know that.

I thought it would change that.

You don't know who she might be.

What is she? What, a prostitute? Yeah, a
drug addict or something?

I didn't say. That's what you meant.

You know, I needed you to help me.

I thought you'd want me to find her.

I'd do if it's what you want.

I just don't want to see you get hurt.

No, no, you just don't want me to see
her at all.

That's not true.

Why, Uncle?

Welcome to Marimbula.

Thanks.

It's a bit chilly.

Thanks.

I've got a sister here. She can come and
pick me up.

Oh, you've got family. Yeah, yeah. She's
been here for years. Thanks for

everything.

Okay.

Shay, a woman called Shelly was on here
earlier, was she? Yes, she was.

She was really distressed. I think her
husband was beating her up or something.

What? Yeah, she came in here, right? She
was all spaced out, and she had this

bruise right here.

Well, where is she now? Well, I'm not
quite sure, but I just put on a flight

with Jimbo and Lexi.

Is that him?

Oh, well, that's her husband.

Yeah, well, that's the one she's scared
of.

Did he say why he didn't want the pig?
Something about he already got one.

A pair.

A breeding pair?

Well, how would we know?

Champions.

Anyway, he doesn't want the pig. Now, I
did call in and let you know. We really

must get back, so if you just sign here,
we'll unload the pig. Mr Parker made

the sale. That pig is sold. That pig
belongs to Johnson.

She can't be here. She has to be there.

Donny, Donny, listen to me.

Let's not complicate things.

Let's not make this harder than it
already is.

Now, in the normal world of commerce, if
the buyer doesn't want the goods, the

goods get returned.

Here's your pig.

Do you know what you can do with that
pig?

I'm not flying all the way back there
with that pork. Not my pig. Not Mr.

Parker's pig.

Jonathan's pig.

Not Donnie's pig.

Clearly not.

So what are we going to do?

We're going to unload the pig.

Why would we do that?

That'll make you like a feral pig.
That's illegal.

I hate the pig.

Well, she just said that it wasn't safe
to be here, that she had to get away

from him.

She said that? She said, I have to get
away from him?

Well, you know, maybe not exactly those
words, but she did say that it wasn't

safe to be here.

It's been building up, you know, but
last week she just suddenly switched

She ignored everything.

You know, I wouldn't do her hair. She
wouldn't speak to her friends. She'd

forget things. The only thing she
concentrated on was the baby.

And then the day before yesterday,
right, I found her in the laundry

nappies.

What's wrong with that?

They were clean. The nappies were clean.
She'd washed them the night before.

Well, it's no huge deal, is it? She was
opening cans of baby food and then

tossing them out.

She'd toss out half a dozen cans of baby
food before she'd find the one that was

just right.

That is weird. I mean, eight months ago.

She's corporate manager at Bradford and
Davis, for God's sake. She practically

ran the show.

Well, why do you think she'd just want
to fly off?

To get away from Gemma.

I spoke to a doctor at the hospital
about it yesterday, and she reckons that

mothers run away because they're afraid
they're going to harm their kids.

Where did she book her flight to?

Well, nowhere. I thought you were
chasing her, so she just got on a cargo

flight. Did she even know where she was
going?

No, I tried to tell her, but she just
wanted to get away.

She said she'd be okay. She said she was
staying at her sister's place. Her

sister? Shelly hasn't got a sister.

She said her sister lived in Marimbula.
As far as I know, Shelly has never been

to Marimbula in her life.

Can you take me there?

Yeah, sure, we can do that.

I guess I should call the police. Yeah,
I think we better.

Okay, yeah, Jimbo, you go take Tango
Whiskey. Okay, well, let's go.

Look, Lauren, I really should go with
them. I know Marimbula really well. We

used to have holidays there.

Oh. Please, I'm the one who messed up
and sent her there in the first place.

Okay, you go.

How can something so sweet and cute make
you so unhappy, huh?

It's just not Shelley, you know.
Shelley... I thought being a mother

easy for her.

Yeah, well, she probably thought that
too.

Yeah, she did.

So, how did you get that bruise?

I still don't know. I got home on
Tuesday night and she wouldn't tell me.

I can't believe I've let things get this
bad.

We're on approach, guys.

The police should be waiting at the
airport.

We've done an initial check of the parks
in the area, and we're doing a search

of the motels. Right. Does your wife
know anyone in town? No, no, I don't

so.

Look, I'm sorry to have to ask this, but
Ms. Allen mentioned postnatal

depression. Is there any chance your
wife could be suicidal?

Shelley! No, no, no way, no. No, you can
rule that out right now.

Okay.

What now?

I don't know. I don't know. This isn't
Shelley. I don't know where she'd go.

Look, there's still the surf beach and
the headland. There's lots of places we

can go.

Maybe we should just split up and keep
on going.

Where is she? What's she doing?

I'm a bit worried about him.

He looks like he's getting all fidgety.

Fidgety? I'm getting a bit worried about
you.

Ow!

Did you see him whoop down chocolate?

What am I going to cook tonight?

I think he's overweight. I don't think
they've been feeding him very well.

It'd be something traditional.

Overweight? He's meant to be overweight.

You ever seen a skinny pig?

You should have seen him whoop that one
down. He didn't even chew.

Just cut it out, will you? I don't want
him spewing everywhere.

Here we go. Oh, thanks.

Can't wait to start. I'm really looking
forward to it. I've been counting the

days.

It's going to be hard leaving this
place, though. I'm really starting to

like part of the furniture, but that's
the way it goes.

Lauren, the board is meeting this
afternoon to decide on the position.

Wow, that was quick.

Yeah, I won't be there, of course.

I'll be stuck in Sydney for the next few
days.

But they know my preferences.

I just thought I should let you know...

There's been a lot of pressure.

A big push for another candidate.

Another candidate?

I thought you were bringing over a
contract. I thought that's why you came

I'm sure it'll be okay.

When I spoke to them all, I mean, I
shouldn't be telling you this, it was

And I don't want to alarm you, but
there's someone that we disregarded at

earlier round.

It seems he's well -connected.

extremely well -connected, and this is,
well, you know, the politics in art.

And the art in politics.

Exactly. Nothing surprises me anymore.

I've... I've made plans. I've organised
things.

I've told people that I'm going to
Perth. Well, it could still go our way.

mean, I wouldn't panic.

I just thought I should let you know.

I'll call you tonight at home.

Um, look, I'm not going to be at home.
I'll be on this number.

Don't worry.

Sanity should reign.

I'm sure it'll be good news.

Thanks.

You okay?

Your husband told me what happened.

What did he know?

I thought you were running away because
he hit you. I didn't say that.

I know.

I'm sorry.

He sent me a photo of Gemma.

She's very beautiful.

This has been the first time in four
months I've been away from her.

Why'd you want to leave her?

I don't know. She did.

No, it's not true.

I had to get away, otherwise I would
have killed her.

Killed my own baby.

That's what kind of mother I am.

No.

It doesn't mean that you're a perfect
mother.

Oh, yeah.

I'm the perfect everything. I'm the
control freak.

Sometimes I wish I could just let it all
go.

I had the perfect pregnancy, the perfect
birth, the perfect baby, and then I

got a home. It was like the harder I
tried, the more horrible it got.

Don't you love her anymore?

I don't know.

It sounds awful, I know, but...

How can you love something that's made
you so unhappy?

What do you think it would take for a
mother to want to abandon a baby?

What do you mean abandon? Like throw it
in a rubbish skip or something?

Put it up for adoption?

I don't know.

Think about that baby every day for the
rest of your life.

Oh baby.

You alright?

You've got this, I can't smoke.

Come on, let's go home.

Shall we go?

Yeah, I'll be with you in a minute.

You all right?

I have this baby, you know.

She can come. She must have had it with
Jimbo.

Oh, you don't know that.

What's happened?

I don't really know anything about
babies, but... I remember when I thought

was a father.

Or when I saw that little boy.

Something changed, didn't it? I know it
did.

I can't tell what's going to happen.

I've just got to have a little bit of
fun.

I'm not going to try to find out.

No.

I can stand the thought, you know, that
she might hate me.

But, you know, I can't just go back into
her life and ruin it again for the

second time.

Charlotte, Tango Delta, do you have
runway in sight?

Charlie Tango Delta Affirm.

Charlie Tango Delta, Sydney Tower.
Please fly.

Hallelujah.

Take care of yourself.

Thank you. Good luck.

Are you sure it's all right? It's making
some really strange noises.

I think I pointed it with chocolate. I
think it's got indigestion.

Does Lauren know he's here yet?

Tommy, it's Levy.

You like him?

His name's Orson.

What is he doing here?

We couldn't get rid of him.

Congratulations on your new job.

I didn't get to congratulate you. It's
great. You deserve it. Thanks, Scotty.

It sounds like a quality job. How could
it be? It hasn't got pigs lying around

on the floor. What is he doing here?
Well, it's a long story.

Scotty will explain that to you
tomorrow.

Oh.

So how did you go? Did you sign the
contract?

No, not yet.

Oh, I thought he was going to bring it
with him.

I can't tell you when I sign it, okay?
You will be the first to know.

Let's not start that again.

I'm going, that's it.

Oh, sorry, Rolly.

You're going to have to wait.

Come on, save him alone.

You're just going to sit here all night.

I don't know.

I don't know what to do, Shell.

I don't even know you anymore.

I've never failed at anything before.

Do you realise everything I've ever
done, I've done better than anyone else?

I know that. Of course I know that.

She's turned me into this kind of person
I've never had time for.

Teary, messy, self -indulgent.

I can't handle it. Well, let's just go
home and work it out there, okay?

I know your mother's going to be sitting
there when we open the door with this

mug look on her face.

Forget her.

Shell, I'm here and I know that we can
work it out. You just have to tell me

what to do.

I'll do anything, but you have to tell
me. I can't tell you.

I can't even work it out for myself.

Then the three of us will work it out
together. You and me and Gemma. I don't

want to hate Gemma.

I just want to be happy again.

Madam would care for a glass of wine, I
take it.

Madam would care for lots of glasses of
wine.

What happened with the pizza? I thought
it was just a straightforward pick -up

-and -deliver -it.

Why don't we make a deal not to talk
about work tonight?

Sure, OK.

This music's full. What is it?

It's, um... It's, uh...

Wait here while I pick the dinner, will
you?

OK, OK, OK, no blanket.

No blanket.

I promise you, from tomorrow on,
there'll be no more junk food. It'll be

strictly veggies only.

Coral, see?

Really hits, huh?

I'm sorry about that.

Good night.

Along with the reasons why you shouldn't
go, why you should stay at Big Sky.

Hang on.

I know I've been going on about it, but
that's just because I didn't want you to

leave.

But what I want to say is I understand
why you have to

go.

I understand what a great opportunity it
is for you.

And I'm very proud of you.

Go.

And good luck.

I don't know what to say.

Here's your going away present.

Thank you.

Hello, Chris Manning?

Yes, it is.

Hello.

Yeah, Grant, hi.

No, no, that's okay.

All the work I did on that submission
after he told me I had the job.

I don't want to cry. I don't want you to
see me cry.

Thank you.

Thanks.

So what happened?

Who did get the job?

Some well -connected guy from the inner
circle.

I think it's a surprise. It's probably
the deputy chair's boyfriend.

It's corruption, isn't it? Isn't that
unfair practice?

Can't you register a complaint?

It's gone a little beyond the complaints
department.

Don't go. Let me fix you a drink. We can
talk about it.

No, I just want to be by myself.

Lauren, you gave it your best shot.
That's all you can do.

Don't patronise me.

I wasn't.

You know that.

Lauren, I'll talk to you later.

Which one?

Our pig, or?

Oh, that's in front.

Check him out.

Beautiful. I mean, you look different.

Well, better than me.

This is her.

She's gorgeous.

It's hard to believe such a tiny little
thing can reduce you to a screaming

wreck.

How are you going?

Learning.

They're fantastic, you.

She looks like you.

You think so?

Oh, yeah, sure.

She's got your eyes and your mouth.

Are you here?

I still have moments where I can't be in
the same room as her.

So, I've decided if there can be only
one control freak

in the house, it can be her.

Who?

What? My mum says you learn to be a
mother when you learn to love baby poo.

Shelley, do you remember when we were on
the cliff and I was asking you about

mothers abandoning their babies?

Or do you mind if I ask you something?

I know how you must be feeling.

You have no idea how I'm feeling.

Well, believe it or not, I have had a
few failures in my life.

Surprise.

Well, when are you going to tell him
you're not going?

When I'm ready.

She abandoned her baby and she was going
to kill herself.

Oh, she... No, she's fine.

And she was really nice.

I've decided to try to find my real
mother.

I think that's wonderful.

It is.

I felt terrible about what I said the
other day.

I wasn't really being honest.

I understand you need to know where you
came from.

What she looks like.

Why she didn't keep you.

Frankly, I was afraid that I might lose
you too.

No, I... Go ahead.

Let me know if I can help.

Thank you.

Are they always here?

Oh, that's awesome, and you?

Darling, are you sure you're happy
working here?

What's up?

What do you mean?

Well, you've got this way of scratching
the back of your head when you've got

something on your mind.

Wouldn't have anything to do with Lauren
not getting that job, would it?

She told me first thing this morning.

Poor kid.

Yeah, I think she's having trouble
telling the troops.

She's a bit embarrassed.

You would be, wouldn't you?

Did you know that a pig can crap twice
its own body weight in one day?

That's so gross.

What are you going to do with them?

Sell them as pets.

They're as smart and loyal as dogs.

They don't need exercise, and they'll
eat anything.

They will not just eat anything. I'll
tell you, there's a lot of myths about

pigs. They're very clean animals.

Right.

Jimbo, can I see you for a tick? We need
to go over to the... Good on you.

I'm so glad you decided to stay.

How could you have worked it out without
playing? Yeah, it turned out great.

Thanks, guys. Maybe we can send one of
Orson's babies to the gallery as a

present. Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Welcome back.

How did you know?

I figured it out. I knew you couldn't
leave.

There are drinks downstairs. I'll be
down in a second.