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Let me tell you how I died

I

have

a bunch of little kids

I need to go shopping again.

Go get ready for dinner.

Do I have to wear a jacket?

I'll meet you in the restaurant.

It fits perfectly.

Beautiful. Thank you.

Next time I go shopping, I'll bring you with me.

You look nice.

Your options were slim.

Would you be more comfortable in a suit?

Why would I wear a suit?

It was a joke.

Don't worry. You look great.

Don't you think your mom looks great?

Looking good don't mean anything.

I'm just saying.

That feels nice, right?

Are you sure?

Was it a good idea?

The guards are on duty.

We've been trolling this area for weeks.

It's clear.

What do you think?

It looks great.

I can't wait for everybody to see your dress.

Yeah.

You know.

Bye, Tinder.

We'll tap it off.

Yes, sir.

What evening is today?

I almost feel young

here.

Whoa. I'm okay.

That your girl over there?

Why aren't you sitting with her?

Maybe she'd make more of an effort.

What?

No offense, but she can look like shit.

I'm sorry.

Somebody's got to say it. You haven't owned a rat.

Maybe.

I've only been here a couple weeks, but I've seen how it works.

Brooke bends over backwards, making everything nice.

People like you show up looking like drowned possums.

Taking advantage of what's provided.

Am I right?

You know how many people it would kill to be here?

If you don't want to participate, just go back to your room.

I came for Lydia.

Why is she sitting over there?

I need to get some more wine.

See, if you turn the light off...

What?

It's just the dead.

I don't trust that bartender.

Billy? You don't trust anyone.

Lydia just...

Not so subtly reminded me her birthday was coming up. I think she's on to us.

Dee, help me with her party.

She deserves a nice surprise.

I know. I was thinking about resources.

She's the only kid.

It's been over a year, Dee. We've given you more than enough time to adjust.

Children need structure. They need normalcy. Schedules and rules and

celebrations, they're important.

Yeah, I would.

I think you're setting her expectations too high.

I feel sorry for you, Dee.

You're so caught up in all the things that could go wrong that you can't enjoy

the good stuff.

It's having a negative effect on Lydia.

There's a time for caution and a time for joy. That's why I've scheduled it

out so we can carry each other's burdens.

Otherwise, what's the point?

Lydia is a sweet girl.

She deserves more than this.

I was nine when I killed Daddy.

Daddy deserved it.

Things were fine after Daddy, I guess.

I did what I was supposed to.

But women like me are told.

Then the world fell apart.

And I got stuck in a basement with Lydia's dad, Frank.

I'm not sure if I meant to kill him.

I'm glad I did.

That's right with me. Punch those arms.

And one, two, three, four.

All right, everybody, healthy bodies, healthy minds. You know the drill.

Let's go.

All right.

Can you come with me? Todd,

take over for me.

Come on, plug it.

Keep up.

Hey. Hey. Hey, guys.

Look, no one's seen Mr. Langston since last night.

It's not like he'd wander off alone.

He's 63.

Is the lifeboat here? Yeah.

When was the last time you seen?

Midnight.

Final cabin check.

He was gone during rounds this morning.

Dee, did you see Mr. Langston after room checks?

I saw him getting drank at the bar. That's it.

I mean, did anybody hear anything?

I mean, a man doesn't just go missing on a boat.

I heard a splash.

What? When? Why didn't you say anything?

Last night.

The swamp's always making noises.

Frogs, gators, the dead. She's right, Brooke. I mean, it could have been

anything. Except Mr.

Langston is missing now.

Half Billy.

He was serving us.

Billy, how much did Mr. Langton have to drink last night? That old guy?

He wasn't walking too straight toward the end. I had to cut him off.

Me and Margo took him back to his room, though.

You okay?

No, he's missing. He may have fallen over.

What? I swear, we definitely brought him back to his room. I'm sorry, I... It's

not your fault.

Hey, should we take a diggy out?

Get a group to tour the slump? Why?

It's not like we're gonna find him. He's gone, he's gone.

We can't just leave.

We have to.

No one's right.

The plump's not a forgiving place, and the weather's going to turn things.

Brooke, Jenna, I'm sorry to be harsh about this, so we don't want to get

here in the next flood.

Billy and I can pack up later and give you some time.

No.

No. Look, I know this is awful, but we're low on fuel, and the next depot we

have a lead on more than 40 clicks. We need to get going.

We take care of our things.

Our things take care of us.

All right, let's get the anchor up.

I'm on it. Just let me finish up.

Thanks. Jenna, call a meeting. We need to tell people what happened. We'll be

changing protocols.

Yeah.

Folks on the left.

Now it's right.

Brooke says I need another dress.

Something for a garden party.

What's that?

I don't know. But I told her I like fairies, and fairies live in gardens.

So maybe they're... You believe in fairies, baby?

Arrange the forks by size.

Smallest on the end.

Why?

Because Brooke likes to play giant.

What are you doing?

Shh.

Just in case.

Go on, body that.

You can go, Mama.

You want to go, baby?

I meant you.

You'll die without me.

You think I'll die either way, don't you?

I can save you.

See, I won't let it get to you.

I have Brooke.

Now you finish here.

You're here to help me with the anchor?

What was that?

What? It was a frog coming in the water.

Nothing. Did something fall off me?

It was a mirror, wasn't it?

What?

It was out there.

What are you talking about?

Brooke!

Brooke! Hey, what's wrong?

Go get Brooke!

I can help.

Go get Brooke now!

Come on.

I'm here.

Hey, what's going on?

I don't know. It's raising anchor. He just started yelling.

He was signaling someone offshore with a mirror.

He's nuts. I don't have a mirror. You can pat me down if you want. He dropped

in the water when I caught it. You saw him sending a signal?

She's flying.

There's no one even out there. Hey, he's right. The swamp is filled with the

dead. Where's Erica, huh? She was supposed to be helping you.

Huh? Up there.

I was putting the other net away.

I've been with Billy up until two seconds ago. We were working.

Yeah. Well, you were the last person to see Mr. Langston, too.

Oh, are you serious? That's a big accusation, Dee. We don't know him. He's

been here three weeks. What would you have me do with him?

Get rid of him.

What? Get rid of him.

She wants to kill me. She's going to kill me. She's got a knife. Billy. No,

no. She's crazy. She's got a knife. Billy, Billy, Billy, no!

Billy! Billy!

Billy!

Nolan, top deck!

Yeah, I'm on it.

What the hell, Dee?

Threaten him with the knife?

He read it wrong.

So that's why Lydia's afraid of you, hmm?

You lie.

You lie!

Do not talk to me about my daughter. You do not mention my daughter. You just

cost us a worker. You will cover his ship until I find someone else. And if

ever treat anyone on this boat like that again, you are gone.

between the dead, the snakes, and the gators, he's never going to make it out

this one.

Lydia.

Baby!

I went mad in that basement.

Lydia saw.

I tried to repent.

Baby, it's Mama.

You don't understand.

I just want to talk.

Everything's okay.

Mama's okay.

Baby?

I think she needs some space.

Where is she?

Huh?

What sort of terrible thing would frighten a little girl so much that she

from her own mother?

Now, you listen to me.

Lydia is mine.

And everything I do is to protect my child.

And I'm the only one who can keep her alive and make sure she keeps herself

alive.

Now where is she?

For what kind of life?

Tell me where she is, or next time I'll swing this knife over your

head.

It's gone.

Where's Billy?

He's out. We'll need him home.

Is that Billy?

Go to the armory. They're gone.

No, I have to try. These are my people.

Tell me where they are.

Dang it.

On your knees.

Make sure they're all counted for.

Billy.

Come on, you know us.

We're amenable. What are you doing?

Hello to you too, Noel.

Yes, I am okay. Yes, I survived the bayou. Thank you so much for asking.

Okay, what do you want?

Well, a spot became open on the boat today, what with Mr. Langston meeting

such tragedy.

Me and my boys just need to get rid of six more of you, and there'll be room

enough for us all.

You can't be serious.

I know. It's silly. I was hoping to do this in an easier way, but Dee forced my

hand.

Now, I know there's a few more of you who don't deserve to be here. Billy,

on. Don't do this.

We can watch it.

Look at the way they're dressed.

Like they've given up.

Brooke worked so hard to keep this world alive for you.

Keeps the small things important. Keeps your dignity intact.

You don't respect the rules.

You act like the world is over. So for you, it should be. Well, why are you

lumping me in with them?

I mean, I love Brooke. I respect everything that she does. If anyone

kneeling here, it's Dee.

Nah, Dee.

Where is Dee?

Lydia. Did you take Lydia on a run?

Todd.

Nice guy.

But I know the schedule, remember?

Runs her every other week, no exceptions.

Soccer mom.

Little girl. Go find her.

Where's Brooke?

I don't know.

Here. Caught her going for the gun.

He's off. Hey, hey, this is the one I've been telling you about.

Don't hurt her.

Please, don't hurt anyone.

Okay, we can make room for you. Your men look... They look great, don't they?

Come on, smile, boys.

I wouldn't bring you scraps, but you're pretty much perfect.

But you're too nice.

You give people too much credit.

We're going to rebuild. We're going to need the bath. That's why old Mr.

Langston had to go. And I thought Erica was aging out, too.

I'm just saying what you're secretly thinking.

I would never. Admit it.

I know.

I don't want you to change.

I like the package.

That's why you need me.

To allow you to continue to be your sweet self.

I'll take care of the harder things. You can't.

No!

Billy! Bet y 'all wish you had let Dee kill me.

Man, I thought I was pegged for sure.

Billy! Billy! Billy! Look at me! Look at me!

These are good people. You know us. You've been with us.

Look, it's them or me. No, no, it's not.

Because what the hell do you think is going to happen after this? We just live

happily ever after?

That's the plan, isn't it?

I mean, I know I've ruined some niceties today.

Some things will have to change, but you will still certainly be in charge of

Pep.

Pep? Yeah.

And what the hell, maybe he'll even grow to like me.

You realize that...

We'll keep this place safe, though.

Nothing like this ever happens again Jenna

take

Jenna she never volunteers for the heart.

She's always been talking about

D and Lydia don't get on here now. I'm gonna start choosing from the crowd

We'll help you find them, right? We'll help you. Yeah, yeah, no, I saw Adi.

Wait, it doesn't have to happen.

What are you doing? You're talking about a little girl. You sacrificed a little

girl. I'll do it myself.

No!

I ran, told Rapunzel.

You can't run, Fab.

No one's coming to save us.

Close your eyes.

down there.

But you, you promised my daughter the world, and then you took it away.

You did this.

You did this.

I did what I had to do to save her.

I did what a real mother does.

Everyone's dead.

And they would have killed Lydia, too.

No! Move.

Lydia, move.

She took more from you than you'll ever know, baby. Now move!

No!

You hold your bunny.

He said it was right.

Death was too forgiving for you.

Now this is my mark.

And everywhere you go, I'll be there reminding you of how you failed my

girl.

I want to go back to the boat.

Told you, Lydia.

There is no boat.

Just us now.

This is what you wanted, isn't it?

For Brooke to be wrong?

She was wrong, baby.

She was teaching you a lie.

It's time for you to know the truth.

And I love you enough to show you.

I don't want to be with you.

I want to go to my party.

I need you to be strong, Lydia. Come on.

Daddy says it's safer with people.

You have to learn to survive without people.

People hurt each other.

They let each other down.

People are chaos, Lydia. No, they're not.

You are.

Now, I know you don't like me much right now, baby.

But I'm all you've got.

And I will not fail you again.

Where's my daddy?

Don't be like you, okay?

You don't be like him.

Yeah? It's not safe here.

We're going to keep walking.

Okay?

Where's the creek?

There is no creep, baby.

Remember, stay by my side.

Maybe.

Maybe we can have our own party.

Huh, Lydia?

There are people.

Maybe to fill the boat?

No,

baby.

You move behind me.

Move behind me.

Now, Lydia.

Now! It's time.

Time?

It's time to show you how to survive.

And you're gonna watch me.

Watch and learn, okay?

You gotta be strong or you won't survive, baby.

Come on.

Mom, I can't!

Yes, you can. You have to. I don't want to!

Hold the knife, and we're gonna go straight for the head, okay?

I can't! You have to!

Even if it hurts the ones we love.

Don't you ever run away from me again. Do you hear me?

They're here.

Who? I heard them.

Who, baby?

The trees, Mama. They're talking.

The fairies. They want me, Mama. They want to take me away.

Please let me go. Please.

I want to go.

For everything.

I want to go, Mama.

You forget how little Nine is.

I must have been so small.

I've been so sad.

I've been so scared of this world without you.

And I never thought about you in this world.

Lydia was so small.

What kind of father is this?

This ain't no place for a child.

You're so tired.

You know?

You close your eyes.

You hold your breath.

She was so small.

But I would have killed the both of us.

See?

The trees.

Talking.

Who are you?

What do you want?

I'm Harold.

I was

keeping myself from my nature.

But that, that was the end of Dee.

And the beginning of me.

And then I met you.

And you showed me love.

Hey, is someone there?

Love you!

Humans don't belong here. I'm with a group trying to resettle the dead

What the hell is this?

I am studying the homo mortis. Science is how we survive.

Or don't. It's just a little weird that you're stopping some random chomper.

Can't interfere.

Let nature take its course.

Specimen 21. You gotta help me, Jacob.