All language subtitles for Sistas s09e04 One Is The Loneliest Number

Where are my babies?

Previously, all sisters.

You gave birth to a beautiful, healthy
baby girl. The other fetus, she was

stillborn. I need my baby to be with me.

For black women, they don't believe us
until we're dead.

Watch your back for the rest of your
life.

Do you have a name for her?

I have a name.

What the hell, Pam?

Oh, it's you.

Why am I seeing double?

My guess is weed and or vodka. No, why
are there still two of everything?

Duh, girl twin.

No one told you. Okay.

I don't understand.

I don't have time. Can you please just
start moving this stuff over here,

please? Girl, what are you doing?

Pam, something bad happened at the
hospital. Can you please help me start

this shit?

Girl. Are you high? Are you here to
trust me? No, just trust me. Get this

strong. Oh, she is.

Let me see them babies.

Oh.

Oh, no.

He didn't.

Oh.

I don't understand. Is the other baby
still at the hospital?

Yeah, we'll tell her. We'll tell her.
Yeah.

What happened?

The other baby was stillborn.

And Karen almost didn't make it either.

They had to perform an emergency.

But... We still have one who

made it.

This is...

My baby girl, Faith.

Such a cutie.

How's Karen being?

Not good.

She's barely said a word.

Miss Lisa, if you want us to stick
around to help, we can.

Absolutely. Anything that you guys need.

Thank you, lady. I think the best thing
for Karen right now is to get used to

her new normal.

Aaron and I will be here to help her
with Faith.

Okay, well, we will go say goodbye.

Thank you.

Two breath pumps?

She doesn't have udders, Pam.

Let's get you a bed.

Okay. One at a time.

Got a blanket? Yes.

You lift your head up?

No.

Sweetie.

What is it? What is it, baby?

That's not what was in this room.

We know the future.

We know the future.

The power's gone.

You know, things seem dark right now.

But you're going to... We're going to
get there.

Yes. Okay?

And one day, everything will be all
right. I love Sabrina.

You're right. I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

Karen, Karen.

We've got to get you some sleep, okay?
You mean?

You've got to get some sleep. You have
to get rest.

Your mother and Aaron are just outside,
okay? Mm -hmm.

And if you need anything, okay? Anything
at all.

We're just a call away. You call us.

Okay?

I thought maybe we could try
breastfeeding again.

We love you.

We're here.

We love you.

Bye, friend.

Call us.

Morning.

Say good morning.

Is everything okay?

I know, I know. Stop asking me that.

Thank you.

I just... Never mind.

I just say, go ahead.

Zach, I'm just worried about you.

Look, you barely said anything since we
got home from the hospital.

Just working through some stuff.

But I got it.

I got it.

It sure doesn't seem that way.

You've just been moping around for the
last few days.

Fatima, I'm good.

You're good.

Zach, you almost get killed by Hudson.

Your baby passes and you're good?

Look, I just...

I sent you to deal with Hudson and Gary
alone, and you almost got killed.

And then I'm the one that took Karen to
the hospital. Maybe I got in there

faster or just taken her to a different
hospital.

That's not your fault.

I can't help but feel responsible.

And you'll barely even talk to me. Hey,
hey.

Please, stop.

I don't blame you for none of that.

So can you stop trying to make things
better that you had no control over?

Look, aren't you going to be late for
work?

Yeah, um, I know I said I would go back
today, but I was thinking maybe I could

just stay, you know, and you and I could
go to the gym or do something.

No, don't stay on my account.

Seriously, seriously, don't.

Zach, I don't want to leave you here by
yourself all day. Look, I really think

it would be good for us to do something
and get you out of here.

I don't want to do nothing. I appreciate
everything you're trying to do, but...

I just feel like sitting on that couch.

I just can't leave you here.

Yes, you can.

I'm just working through some stuff,
baby.

Look, I'm going to be good.

Okay.

I guess if you're sure.

I'm sure.

I'm sure.

All right.

I guess I'll go then.

I love you.

I love you.

Dad.

You want my dog?

You're not.

Look at this.

Cute baby.

Oh, my God, you are just the cutest
little thing.

Those little cheeks.

Those little puppy cheeks.

You look just like your mommy.

You know what?

My name is Grandma Lisa, but you're
going to call me Lily when you grow up.

Lily loves you. She just loves you. You
are so adorable.

Oh, look at that smile.

Karen, this baby has been smiling at me
all morning long.

You should see her. Oh, my God.

She's so cute.

That would be your milk letting down.

Mm -hmm. Yep.

Because your body is already knowing
what that sound is all about.

See, Karen?

You're already attuned to Faith's needs.

I don't know about that.

Well, why don't you try breastfeeding
again?

You know, I know it's a little tough
getting used to it in the beginning, but

promise, once you get used to it, it'll
be the most natural thing that ever

happened to you.

I really don't want to.

Okay. Well, maybe later.

No, not later.

If you don't breastfeed more often, your
milk is going to dry up. Good. That's

an awfully big decision to make. I just
want it to stop.

Okay.

Come on, Faith.

I see another bottle of formula in your
future.

Andy.

You startled me, Hayden.

Well, I know you find me intimidating,
but overdramatic much?

I hardly find Annette intimidating.

Oh, you in a mood, huh?

What's your burn breakdown on the way
in?

Anyway, I heard you took some personal
days, and I heard about what happened

with Gary.

And I'm sure you were thrilled.

Well, I'm all for scheming, but even I
draw the line at attempted murder.

I am glad to know that you have
standards.

Thank you.

Look, I know we don't always see eye to
eye, so I just wanted to say I'm glad

you're all right.

You are a fellow associate, and not too
many of us around here to begin with.

Let me be clear, Hayden.

There is no us.

There's you, the employee, and me, the
partner.

So? I wouldn't screw with that unless
you want to spend the rest of your

afternoon on Indeed looking for another
law firm to annoy.

You see, I try to be nice, then the
talent come out.

What is it?

Cut the BS.

Fine.

Where is Gary?

And how the hell would I know?

Well, you were engaged to the man.

Yeah, were.

As in no longer.

Right. Right.

You are fickle, huh?

I do know that you get around.

What is that supposed to mean?

Well, there's our fearless leader,
Robin.

Jordan, that poor bastard.

Gary for the umpteenth time. Then Robin
again.

Am I forgetting anybody?

Football team, maybe?

That's good.

Do you have Tamara's list?

Exactly. Go to hell.

Okay. That was a low blow.

I'm sorry.

You forgive me?

What are you doing?

Oh, I was just checking to see if I see
any powder burns in case you shot Gary

and got rid of the body.

You wouldn't know about powder.

The man is nowhere to be found.

Wait.

Did you have Danny do something to him?
Because I'll be honest, that looked like

she knew how to bite.

Oh, I'm sorry. Was there something I
said?

I'll ask HR.

No, I was just playing.

Yeah.

Anybody think good?

Yeah, I'm good.

It's just burning up in here.

Well, you're not getting sick, are you?
Okay, no.

They just need to turn the A .C. off in
here.

I don't really need this.

How are things going with Karen this
morning?

She's gutted.

I don't know how she's going to get
through this one.

Well, she has you, and you have me,
so... Yeah.

Until you hit the Alaska Trail and...

Diabetes, Terry.

Okay. I see you got jokes this morning.

Well, look, I got a couple meetings I
got to go to, so I'll see you later, all

right? All right.

And, babe, don't worry about Karen. She
will be all right.

Promise. Thank you.

Sorry to interrupt your little
inappropriate workplace romance, but how

did you get a payoff for assaulting me?

Well, Leonard, you got a punchable face.

Everybody...

They just want to deck you, you know?

So I just did a public service, you
know? I'm a national treasure.

A national treasure?

You humiliated me.

Well, that's what happens when you
spread rumors about people at work. One

you're going to learn.

Oh, well, it's not a rumor if it's true.

All right, well, snitches get stitches.

No one likes the gossip. Have you not
heard any of these things?

Oh, okay. Well, then I guess you...

Don't want to hear about the juicy
little tidbit I stumbled across in the

room this morning.

Don't worry.

You'll know soon enough.

Well, here's the thing.

I've got coffee again.

This time it's hot.

Oh, that burns a little bit.

Oh, okay.

Stay away from me.

It's fine.

Yeah. Take the last pen I have left. I
don't need it.

Lying trifling.

Need to stop stealing pens and
overdrafting your account.

Bye -bye.

And thank you for being a lawyer member
of Brookhaven Bank and Trust. Thank you.

Thank you so much, sir. I'll be right
back.

Excuse me, ma 'am.

I said excuse me, ma 'am.

Okay, so remember when we said our
friendship would be based on being

when one of us was being rude?

No. I remember that I told you that I
would tell you when you were being rude.

But go on.

Okay, well... Come on. Fine, whatever.

Sounds like someone woke up on the wrong
side of their satin -sheeted bed this

morning. Don't worry about my bed.

Huh? Good morning, everyone.

Good morning.

Girl, that good morning sounded
terrible.

I'll be right back.

Hey.

Everybody bathed this morning?

He's just joking.

You smell lovely.

What is going on?

Hey, Maurice.

Hey, it's my horses.

I've been calling and calling all
morning.

What's happening?

Well, we got Karen back home.

But she's in so much pain. Yeah.

She's in so much pain. I don't even know
what I can do to help her.

Well, you've been there for her, and
that's all you can do.

I just feel like I'm walking on
eggshells. Yeah.

You know?

I never know the right thing to say.

Sidebar.

I got some news from the fertility
clinic.

Okay.

What is it?

I found out the sex of the embryos.

They're all boys.

Four of them? I knew it.

The first time I laid eyes on Dominic, I
knew he had that stand -up -in -it

strong masculine spurn.

He got a hard chin.

So... What?

Never... You know what? Never mind.

Yeah, it just doesn't even feel right to
celebrate with everything going on.

Girl, you better celebrate.

We have to take every sunshine we get.

The words of the late, great Angie
Stone, my sunshine has come.

May she rest.

And speaking of, last time you talked to
Rich.

I have it.

Danny blocked him from my phone.

As she should.

You know what I really did like Richard?

But after he did what he did to you, I
could have bust the windows out of his

car. You know, honestly, Marie, thank
you.

But I do not want to talk about Rich. I
don't want to think about Rich.

Matter of fact, I never want to see him
again. I know that's right, but he's

ugly.

Damn.

Well, I'm sorry to disappoint you.

What's up, man? Come on. Hey, man.

What's this?

Donuts.

You probably would have been better with
some bourbon or communal wine.

I think it's a little early for that.

Yeah. Plus, I'm not Catholic.

And we do grape juice.

You know what I mean?

Church wine be bust.

Well, there's nothing like a quality
donut.

Show me, brother.

What's up?

Ah, well, to be honest, Pam got a lot of
baby stuff.

And no one informed her about, uh,
forever.

And?

Well, I just, I loaded it all up in my
car to donate. But I figured I'd come

through here and offer it to you, you
know, with the, uh, the baby you're

with Fatima.

Right. I can't be in it. It's all good,
bro.

No, it's okay. Look, I figured it could
help.

Right. So I'll just hang on to it.

I can keep it in my garage, and then
maybe if you feel up to it, you just let

know later.

Cool.

Appreciate it.

No problem.

Are you doing all right, man?

I don't even know.

You know, um...

Since my mom died, fighting for custody
of Michael, Gary taking my

money, the whole Gary Hudson thing, and
then losing

forever.

No.

I don't know how I'm supposed to be
okay.

And I'm trying.

I don't think anyone's expecting you to
be.

Trying to separate how I'm supposed to
feel and how I actually feel.

You know?

Yeah, but I mean, these things did
happen.

And I think you're going to feel how
you're going to feel, right?

Right.

I just... Keep asking me. I'll feel all
the annoyances.

No, you don't have to.

All right, the answers will come.

then life's going to throw us the
curveballs no matter what, honestly.

Can you tell life I need a damn break?

Listen, I know we've been through some
things. Right.

And I know I'm not your homie like that.

In fact, I want you to know, man, I'm
here.

I'm here if it's just to talk or if you
want to get out of the house or

anything, man.

And I mean that.

Seriously.

I appreciate you, bro.

Yeah.

Look, I better get back.

Yeah.

You said these donuts was for me, right?

Yeah. Yeah, that's for you, brother.

Wait, did I? Did I get it?

No, no, no, no, no, no. You already said
it was for me, so they're good.

You said you were leaving, right?

I did. Yep, I did.

You enjoy that.

I appreciate you, brother. For sure,
man.

You're taking it easy, brother.

All right?

I know it's rough, man.

You're lucky.

You're lucky, man.

Hold on.

Don't forget that, bro.

Please don't. I won't, brother.

I won't take it for granted.

You take care of yourself, all right?

I'm good.

All right. Hit me up if anything. I mean
it, Zach.

All right?

Okay.

All right.

What the hell are you doing here in my
job?

What the hell was I supposed to do, huh?

Who you cussing at?

Maurice.

It's fine.

Uh -huh.

Bottom drawer, right side.

What? The taser, girl. Bottom drawer,
right side.

Come on, man. All right, Maurice. I got
this.

You sure?

Mm -hmm.

Thank you.

Dry -ass booty.

Okay.

Okay. All right. You finished?

Thank you.

What the hell are you doing here, Rich?

Like I said, I couldn't reach you. Yeah,
because I blocked you.

Oh, damn.

So we blocking numbers now?

Uh, yeah.

That's what I decided to do after I saw
you sliding up into Penelope.

And you know what? I had some time to
think about this, and I can't even

you fell for that.

Fell for what?

Penelope hates Andy.

So she's trying to get back at all of
us. Yo, in spite of what you and all

friends seem to think, not everything is
about Andy.

Okay. Is that why she tried to screw
Robin, too?

Or maybe, maybe, unlike you, she liked
me.

Grow up, Rich.

Grow up.

You know what? Dad, you grow up.

Remember, you broke up with me.

Never mind the fact that you slept with
Damani and Turks and Caicos while we

were still together.

So delusional. You know, nothing
happened between me and Damani. So there

your revenge plot.

That's cute.

Yeah, I've been sniffing after you from
the start.

What was it again?

That went right next to the wall.

You had a couple of drinks on the beach.

I mean, I know that's all it takes these
days.

So what if it was?

Imagine me there.

And my little black dress doing like so
much.

And then I have my arms wrapped around
another man.

Stop it.

That's what I had to see.

Now how about you get the hell out of my
office and don't come back?

Well, shit, I ain't your man no more, so
I can do whatever the hell I want. So

I'm sure right here we're going to have
this.

Well, you can see yourself out.

Now you can quit stalking me.

All right, you'll stop with all that. I
would hardly call this stalking. Let's

be real.

Okay. Well, unlike you, this is my place
of business.

You're the one that likes to do
unsanitary antics in your place of

guess what?

That drama will not live here.

Get out.

Okay.

I'm going to get out.

First, we got some things we got to
discuss first.

Morning. Oh.

Brought you a cappuccino from the coffee
shop.

You are a lifesaver.

Well, you know this coffee's pretty hit
or miss.

I put a word, isn't it?

And I wanted to check on you.

Me?

Yes, you.

How are you?

I should be checking on you.

How's the baby?

Oh, we're good.

We're good.

I'm just honestly worried about Zach.

Yeah.

How is he?

Hell, if I know. He grunts every time I
ask him how he's doing.

Darren there pushed me out the door this
morning to get me to come to work.

Why'd he do that?

I don't know. Maybe I've been a little
pushy.

But talking to him is like pulling
teeth.

Friend, he's grieving.

Just give him some time.

Yeah.

Indeed. Are you sure you're all right?

Fine.

Andy?

Don't do that. Don't do that.

I'm sorry.

I don't know. What are you apologizing
for?

I just feel like I'm on an emotional
roller coaster.

Yeah.

I can imagine.

On one hand, I am so happy that we have
faith and that she's safe and

sound.

But on the other hand, I can't help but
to feel anguish for forever. The baby we

lost.

And if I feel this way, I can only
imagine the desolation that Karen feels.

I'm trying to make sense of it.

And I'm also trying to be strong for
Karen and everybody else.

I get that, Andy, I do.

You have a big heart and you do anything
for the people you love.

But what about you?

You didn't even mention the crazy shit
you went through with Hudson and

Jasmine's crazy ass.

Of course you're going through things.

I can't even sleep at night.

All I hear is gunshots.

It's so loud.

It's deafening.

And I can't think.

I can't breathe.

And when Hudson shot Jasmine in front of
me,

I just knew, I knew he was going to turn
the gun on me.

I thought.

He's going to kill Gary first.

And then he's going to shoot me.

And then my life.

My life flashed before my eyes.

And you know what I thought?

You know what I thought when that
happened?

Is this all I've done?

Is this it? Is this my life?

That's it?

Is this my contribution to society?

You didn't know?

Yes. Gary tried to call you at all?

No. Thank God.

Listen, Andy, what you're going through
is some real shit.

You don't have to put your feelings to
the back burner just because other

are hurting.

Thank you for saying that.

Of course.

Sometimes we just gotta sit in what
we're feeling.

Right? Tears and shaking hands and all.

But if we don't, Andy, those feelings
will come and bite you now.

I know.

Okay.

Thank you, girl.

Love you.

I love you, too.

OK, guys, I'm going to try and get her
to eat and maybe even walk around a

little bit.

When I was in there, she was still
asleep.

Are you sure you want to wake her up?

I'm with Aaron.

That girl is hibernating in there.

Well, the doctor said she has to walk
around. Otherwise, she could get blood

clots, you know?

I'm also hoping that if she eats a
little bit, she'll start to feel better.

If you say so.

Good luck.

Good luck.

You're coming with me. Me?

Mm -hmm.

Come on. Yeah. Yeah, you do that. I'm
going to check on this diaper real

you know.

Pop out.

Good luck.

Knock,

knock.

Hi, baby.

I think you should try to eat a little
bit and then get up and walk a little

bit.

You know, try to build your strength
back up.

The smell of that makes me nauseous.

Karen, you love this soup.

This is your grandmother's get -better
soup.

Sorry to cram, but we do not feel
better.

It's chicken, it's potatoes, it's kale,
it's noodles, it's carrots, it's

turmeric and ginger and garlic. It's all
the things you love.

You know, it's good for the body and
soul.

And it can also ward off vampires.

And it's also really hot.

I also made you some fresh juice.

Come on, baby.

Try it. I'm so tired.

Of course you're tired after all you've
been through.

No, I'm tired of being awake.

What does that mean?

I'm tired of feeling so much.

The time I get this feeling off my chest
is when I'm asleep, so please just...

Let me sleep.

Karen.

Sleep.

Look,

I'll make a deal with you.

Take two bites of the soup, two sips of
the juice, walk out to the kitchen and

back, and I'll let you sleep, okay?

What part of I don't want anything,
don't you understand, Ma?

Look, Karen, I know this is the worst
thing you've ever been through, but you

not talk to me like that.

No, ma 'am. I did not raise my daughter
to be disrespectful to me.

Especially when we're just trying to
help her feel better. No one can help

I'm lost.

Okay? I am lost.

And I don't want to eat and drink and
walk around. I don't want to be around

people who keep telling me I need to
feel better.

Act like my baby's just not gone, okay?
So please, let...

Okay.

Okay, baby.

I'll help, uh... I'll help keep the home
front.

And, uh, Pam will keep an eye on the
shop, okay?

God, yes, babe.

You just feel better.

Don't worry about anything.

Andy, hey, it's Dr. Bond. How you doing?

I'm doing well.

Just one day at a time.

How are you?

Well, I just finished an overnight
shift, so pretty exhausted.

How can I help you?

Yeah, I was trying to get in touch with
Miss Mott to see how she's doing, but I

haven't heard anything back.

I just got a little worried.

She's still adjusting.

Makes sense.

Yeah, most moms' hormones are all over
the place after giving birth.

Yeah, I just don't know when the
hormones end and the grief begins.

Yep, it's tough.

But I think Ms. Mott will make a full
recovery. She's young, resilient.

Sometimes the best cure is time and
great friends supporting her.

You know, I really admired how
passionately you stood up for Ms. Mott.

Thanks.

Thought it was inspiring.

I did what any friend would do.

I don't know. Most patients who come to
the hospital don't have anyone to

advocate for them.

Especially an issue with Dr. Cruz's
patients.

I'm sorry, what does that mean?

This wasn't Dr. Cruz's first time
playing with a patient's life.

He has more complaints?

Look, I probably shouldn't say anything.
And you being a lawyer... Okay, what

about me being a lawyer?

Is there more litigation against him?

I really can't say.

Well, you were quite talkative the other
night.

What... One more secret between friends.

Okay.

Between me and you, there have been
complaints and even a few

lawsuits.

And nothing's been done about it?

Nothing. Hospital just hushed it all up.

This is not what you know, but who you
play golf with.

That's despicable.

Another woman shouldn't have to go
through what I thought Karen go through.

Exactly. A woman shouldn't have to worry
about if she's receiving proper care or

not. And the question haunts me, too.

I don't know how you manage.

Well, I've thought of resigning and
protest a few times, but I mean, then

would be here to protect the patients.

That's very noble of you.

I guess you and me are both out here
trying to save the world.

Maybe.

Maybe I can do more.

Hey, babe.

Hey. Guess what?

You found the perfect igloo on Zillow.

No,

seriously. I figured out a way that you
can save on your commute to work.

How's that?

You can ski in.

You got so many jokes this morning.

Babe, tell me another one.

I don't have any more corny jokes.

All right. Well, look, you just keep
working on your material. They might

a stage for you to perform right here.

Anyway, look, as I was saying, I got
news.

So, look, I thought a lot about you and
I, and... Look, we both know that flying

back and forth is not going to work.

No. Right.

And I know that long distance isn't
really your thing. You made that pretty

clear. Yeah, I mean, besides the kinky
phone sex, I mean, what is there to do?

Exactly. So the conclusion that I came
up with, it's impossible.

So you're saying... I know what this is.

You thought people being around when you
break up with me was going to save you.

Boy, you were dead wrong.

What? No.

Of course that's not... You do know I
love you, right?

Yes. I would never do that.

And besides, there is nothing more
important to me than you and our

relationship. Right? I feel the same
way.

Yeah.

I thought we were going to tell on the
PDA at the J -O -B. Listen to me.

None of that matters anymore.

I thought a lot about what you said and
took your advice.

So you're saying... Yeah.

I quit higher airlines.

Come here.

I almost scared the black off of me. Oh,
well, good news. You are still black as

ever.

Okay, wow. I heard that, and it just
wasn't good.

Anyway, I like to think of myself as a
scoop of old people ice cream, butter

pecan, with a drizzle of salted caramel
on top.

Child, I love a top.

Oh, yeah. Well, I would say that you are
beautifully colored.

Damn it.

I heard that.

Paige. Yes.

Maybe you ought to learn to shut the
fuck up.

Noted, and I'm sorry.

Yes, you are. I don't think that I want
to see anything associated with you.

Oh,

God, what is going on in there?

Well, I believe that at this point in
the argument, Sabrina has returned

everything that he's given her in the
box to the left, but there was a special

trinket that she included in the box.

What? Why would you?

When I broke up with my ex -fiancé, I
pawned that engagement ring.

I know that's right, girl. The last man
I dated, I took his shit back to the

gift shop to get my money, and then I
used those proceeds to buy a

to a dating site to phone someone else.
Oh, my God.

Breakups are pretty tough, though.

Mm -hmm.

And it sound like Hiroshima in there. I
did have a quick little question about

this.

Is this the Trollope in question?

Um, hello, meat mouth ma 'am.

Um, how can we help you today?

I'm here to see Sabrina.

Aren't you the bitch that slept with
Rich?

In the flesh.

Why are you here?

Do you have a death wish or something?

I can take care of myself.

Oh, really?

Yeah. Well, you seem to be dressed for
war, but I got news for you with that

ragged -ass jumpsuit on and that granny
top.

Oh. We will jump you.

Ho -er.

Ho. It's ho. Okay, I do not have time
for this.

Where's Sabrina?

Where's Sabrina?

Oh, no, never mind.

Ma 'am.

Ma 'am! Oh, my God, Maurice should be
called the police. Absolutely not, girl.

This is a black bank. Oh, that's right.

But what you can do is find the nearest
first aid kit.

Because if anybody's getting their ass
beat, it's put out Penelope. Oh, my God.

Let's march.

What woman in her right mind would get
back with a cheating snake?

What happened between me and Penelope
was nothing.

Next on Sisters.

So out of everything I've said in this
relationship, this is what you decide to

listen? Come on, isn't this exciting?

Yeah, the excitement is shut up in my
bones, tell me. She's barely moved out

that room.

She's shutting down.

Yeah. Isn't all this information
confidential?

How are you getting it? I cut some
corners.

Yo, girl!

What's up?

Rock, what are you doing here?