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I've been a long, boring day ahead.

Life is so empty since Brian was killed in Vietnam.

It might be better if I could go out and meet some new people, but after two

years of marriage, I don't know how to begin again.

But I shouldn't have any problem. After all, I'm young and attractive, and I do

have needs that, like any other woman, should be satisfied.

My bed gets so cold and empty without a man in it, without the warm, hard touch

of a male body.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

Oh, I don't want to read this book.

That's pretty dead, but... Tell me I had someone to talk to.

Oh, being alone is so hard.

Getting harder all the time.

Oh,

I

wish Brian were here.

Almost to the point where I wish anybody would.

Only a friend would come by. Somebody just to talk to.

I'm getting so lonesome and bored.

I miss a man so much. They're getting to me.

I just can't bear this anymore.

I have to do something about it.

Yes, this is Lila Martin.

Oh, you knew Brian?

Oh, you were in Vietnam together.

Well, how wonderful.

Well, how long did you know each other?

Oh, you must have gotten to be very good friends then.

Yes, he was a wonderful person.

Well, I'd really love to hear about your experiences.

How you and Brian were friends.

Oh, sure.

I'd love you to come over.

Yes.

Well, I live at 23 Pine Street in Pomona.

You know how to get here? Fine.

Fine.

Okay. I'll expect you in a couple hours then.

Okay. Thank you very much.

Bye -bye.

that you were able to come.

What?

Oh,

thank you.

Oh, tell me all about yourself.

When were you discharged?

Oh, just July.

Oh,

really? So it hasn't been very long at all, has it?

No, just a couple of months.

Um, where were you stationed?

Well, most of the time I was stationed in North Carolina, a little bit of time

in San Diego and Camp Pendleton here and there. I did a 13 -month Vietnam, of

course. Oh, yeah, right.

Did you know Brian all that time?

Well, you know, I went to the staging battalion with Brian and everything, and

we got to be pretty good friends there.

And we went over together, and I was with him, you know, when we got here. Uh

-huh. Oh, really?

Yeah. Oh.

You must have gotten to be very good friends.

I'm sure he would have liked you very much.

We were quite close. We talked about you a lot. Oh, really? He did, huh?

Did he like those little Vietnamese girls a lot? I hear they're real cute,

know he must have been lonely over there.

Oh, really, you know, you hear a lot of stories about them, but you really don't

have that much time to mess around over there. Oh, really?

You know, and, well, you know, even when you do, you know, like, you know, you

get kind of lonely over there, you know. You're away from home. Your wife, your

girl's not there.

But nothing really serious wrong with Brian, you know. He's really in love

you.

Well, that's sure nice to hear.

Oh, I bet you didn't have any problem, though.

You're not married, are you? Oh, no, I'm not married.

You must have really had a good time over there then with the little girls.

I had a little bit of fun here and there.

Between all the shooting, huh?

Between the shooting, right.

All right.

I had to watch out for them. They might shoot you, too.

Yeah, I can imagine. It must get dangerous over there.

Was he brave in action, Brian?

Oh, yeah, he was great.

In fact, you know, if he hadn't got it, he would have been platoon commander in

a couple of weeks. Oh, really? He was really good. He really was.

Yeah, I always knew he was.

It's really lonesome, him being gone. I hardly know what to do with myself.

You know, it's odd. You kind of look a little bit like him, even. I could see

why you'd be such good friends. You're a lot alike in many ways.

You know,

having you visit, it's almost like him being back. That's really nice. I'm so

glad you could come.

Tell me about yourself. Where were you born?

Oh, Oklahoma.

Oklahoma? Yeah.

Brian's from around there. He was from Colorado. It's kind of near. Yeah, I

remember him telling me about that.

We had a lot of things in common. Well, let's not all talk about me.

What about you?

Brian talks about you quite frequently. He said he really loved you. I said a

wonderful relationship.

Yes, he was such a wonderful man. We had a beautiful relationship. He was such a

good lover.

Oh, he was just marvelous. What can I say? He was indescribable.

And having you here, it's almost like having him here.

Oh, I miss him so much.

You just never know. I've been missing him so much lately.

Oh, Brian, it's so wonderful having you back.

I'm Chuck. I'm Chuck. I'm not Brian. No, no. Brian.

Come on. Let's go in the bedroom, Brian.

Chuck. All right, I'm going.

Sit down, Brian. Let me take your clothes off.

Oh, it's so wonderful having you back.

Oh,

yes, I've missed you so much.

I've missed you a lot, babe.

Oh, you just can't imagine how it's been with you gone.

Oh, it's so beautiful to have you here.

Oh, yeah, suck it.

Oh,

yeah.

Right there.

Oh, you've got me so turned on.

Oh, beautiful baby.

I'm so glad you think so.

I swear.

Oh, you're great.

That's such a nice mouthful.

feels great.

Oh, boom.

I feel so good. Oh, baby, you're fucking nice.

You're an inspiration to me.

Oh, baby.

I feel so good.

Oh, fuck me, baby.

Oh, yeah. Oh, cut me a heart. Oh, I will.

I'm going to come, baby.

Thank you for putting me through that. I really didn't mean to. It's been such a

long time since we've been here.

It was just back. I couldn't help myself. You're really great.

Well, I'm certainly glad that I met you.

Listen, I think we're really good for each other.

And you'd be welcome to move in and stay for a while if you'd like.

Well, I'd love to.

We can give it a try, everyone.

Yeah, it would really be nice having someone around again.

Great.

Honey? Yeah? I'm going to go shopping for a while, so I should be back in

two hours or so.

Okay, babe.

Maybe I'll go for a drive or something later. Okay. See you later. Okay. Bye

-bye.

Oh. You have a good head, man?

Pretty good.

I'll try it.

Maybe I'll try that later. It may come first, though.

It's really great.

I think you ought to try positions pretty soon.

Yeah, sure.

Yeah, I'm really lucky running into people. I don't need big swings.

I like to watch football on my own.

She's great, man.

Better bring your old lady over.

Try it sometime.

I think my old lady's pretty square, man, you know.

She thinks I'm straight and everything.

Never know.

I'll be able to teach her something.

Sure.

I could probably show her something, too.

You could show her a lot, baby.

Oh, this is kind of all the way down here on end tube.

I'd love to take some cum on my lap.

Big ball, you know.

what you do when you're alone.

You know, I can do watching.

Okay.

Want to help me with that pop -up check?

Oh, sure.

I thought you said it was all right. I'm sorry.

She'll be okay.

It was all right, huh?

Well, that's really great. I love the way you asked me about it. Come here,

Rosie. Let me talk to you for a minute.

I don't want to even hear about it. I just want you to get out.

Just leave.

You didn't know I had a little late in the night.

Come here.

Get your things and go.

Okay, we're going.

Let me talk to you. I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear it. Leave me

alone. It's nothing, baby. Let me talk to you. We'll talk about it later. Calm

down for a minute, please.

We'll talk about it later.

But, you know, nothing I'd really want to go into.

You'll be in town next Saturday?

Well, come on by. I'd love to have you come.

Sure, and you can stay the night, too. You and your husband.

Okay.

Sure, I'll be expecting you.

Bye -bye.

Everything okay?

Yeah, how was your trip from San Diego?

Terrible. Yeah. Oh,

really? Yeah.

Yeah, I can imagine.

You doing all right?

Yeah, I've been doing pretty good. I, uh, found a settle before.

Well, I just kind of had a crazy experience.

But, you know, it's not important.

So tell me what you've been doing lately. How's the business going?

Oh, usual old thing, uh, making money and spending money.

We've only had to stay too long because we'll have to get going back.

You know,

it's a shame about Lila.

I mean, I bet she really misses Brian.

I don't know.

I

wouldn't

have thought so.

Lila.

She seems too innocent.

It's Lila that's worried about us.

Come on, honey.

You

know,

darling, it must be a week again now, huh?

Because it's a week, yeah. Saturday night.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, baby.

Oh, yeah.

Oh.

Oh. Oh.

All right, I got you.

All the way in, baby.

All the way in.

All the way down so I can get out of it.

He's just a biotic.

I thought we'd done everything already.

I'm not sure we've even done it.

My fingers slipped up here the other night, and it felt good after a little

What does that do for you? Tell me.

Oh, the sensation's greater.

Yeah? Yeah.

It seems like you're touching my foot and everything, all the things, huh?

Yeah.

Oh, baby,

try it.

or something?

There's nothing around here, huh? Is there?

Is there an gasoline?

I don't know.

Oh, there.

There's a new.

Oh, you knew it was there.

Did you put it there?

Yeah.

Oh.

I think there must be something.

Oh, come on, baby, now.

Yeah.

Wait a minute, baby. I'm not really ready yet.

Oh,

don't be too long.

You ready to come, honey?

Yeah?

Come on, together.

Oh, stay with me.

Maybe I can feel it. It's coming.

a nice home here, so you must do pretty well in your profession.

Thank you. Yes, well, we suffer by now living with other jobs. Jeanette dances,

and I'm a musician.

So you don't strictly make films.

No. And you have worked on the stage as well.

Yes, sir. That's how we started.

So you consider yourself technically as actors, right? Yes.

And you are married.

Oh, yes. I know, as a team. Good.

Do you have any children?

Yes. You got two.

Two. How old are they?

Five and three.

So you've been married eight years.

It's quite a long time.

And as I say, you're doing well with a nice home like this.

I'm curious, too. Now, the very first film that you did, I don't know what to

call it. As you say, skin flick.

Let's say skin flick. That kind of covers them all, doesn't it? So in your

skin flick, how did you feel?

What was your reaction about, I know you're married and naturally you've had

sexual relations for many, many years, but how did you actually feel about

taking off your clothes and either assimilating or actually

having intercourse in front of a cameraman and script girls and other

running around? I mean, what was your feeling?

We're actually, we're actors and actresses. So you played the role as an

and an actress.

No matter what the role, you put your person into that part.

But you've got to admit, you were a little more, I think, a little

perhaps? Well, not really, because we're both nudists. We belong to a nudist

family.

And we've been, you know, we've been going to nudist camp for years, so it

nothing new to us to strip off. It was just another form of acting we've both

done.

We've both had stage experience, and we're going to an actor's workshop now

further our career.

How long ago was the first input that you did?

About a year. About a year. So you're still fair novices in it, right?

Yes. But you've been in long enough. You've been in a year, and I assume

made more than just one or two, right? Oh, yeah.

Can you give me a general idea how many you've done?

30 and 40. 30 and 40. I should say two minutes, madam. They just get the wrong

impression of us, I think. We're just...

A bunch of strippers, you know.

I guess maybe one or two in the business. That's all they can do.

We pride ourselves in being able to act as well.

I think they're setting the whole idea of pornography on a higher scale.

After 30 films, perhaps, are you getting some sort of a vicarious thrill in

doing this now in front of people?

Perhaps when you're alone, you might not be able to enjoy each other so much

anymore. I don't know.

Has this affected your private life at all?

I think it's enriched it because before we were working separately, and now

we're almost always together.

So do skin flicks, Mr. and Mrs. America, for family unity. That's beautiful.

Have you ever gotten into any trouble by doing what you're doing now?

Yes, we've been arrested twice for doing a stage show.

It was simulated sex, but they're trying to prove that it was hardcore, you

know, the insertion.

And if we win the case and we'll get an injunction, we'll be going back to work

on the stage show.

When they first arrested you, how did they do this? Did they come backstage at

the theater and arrest you? They waited until you were through with your show,

right? Were you dressed at the time or were you naked?

Partially dressed. Partially dressed.

Did they give you a chance to finish pressing?

No, they wouldn't allow me to put my pants back on.

It becomes legal.

Where do we go from here?

Well, from our point of view, the movies are getting too heavy.

They've started using animals, and we're turning flicks down there where they

want my wife to go with other men, insertion on insertion, and myself to go

other women, and we won't do this. So we want to get out.

and get back into regular acting.

So then you do believe there should be some limitations placed on what we

actually do or what can be done on the film?

If that's their thing, some actors want to go all the way with animals and

whatever, it's up to them. But personally, we don't want to go that

And you think it's permissible for an audience to see what they want to see?

Sure. Even if that's their angle?

They know more or less what they're going to see before they go in there.

the box office it says if you're offended by this kind of shit, the whole

We've got no complaints.

Right.

So the whole thing boils down...