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and i saw that baby and it's quite clearly not mine then what's going on

there yeah it's been in there a while now what's going on they're singing i

don't know we'll find out how did it go with internal affairs stick to your job

how long does it take to wash off perfume where is my son he is not here

will wait you're not going back there to see her move did you just use your left

hand to take what doesn't belong to you

Alex? Hi, honey.

Hey. Hey, girl.

Congratulations, honey.

She doesn't need to hear that now.

Why? All babies are a blessing.

Yeah. I know that, but she doesn't need to hear that right now.

Okay. I'm sorry, Alex.

How are you?

Is Brad here?

Yes.

Where is he?

Well, he left, honey.

Did he see the baby?

Yes.

Did he say anything?

He said no, he didn't.

Did you see the baby?

Beautiful, honey.

He is.

Alex, have you seen him?

I don't want to see him.

Hey, Alex.

What?

How angry was Brett?

Beyond.

He could use a little time.

Don't lie. Don't lie. That's not going to help. I'm not going to lie.

Sweetheart, he was furious. Natalie, now is not the time. Can you stop?

What? Why are y 'all sugarcoating this?

You don't have to be so damn blunt. Yes, the hell I do.

Look, the doctor already told us not to upset her. I'm just telling the truth.

You've had a baby before. You know what it's like. This is not the time.

Okay, she's done.

Okay, okay.

Fine. Fine. Y 'all do it your way. No.

No.

She's right.

This is my reality. No, no, no, no, no. That is not true.

Okay, I know you feel like all is lost, but love will get better.

No, it won't.

Listen.

Okay, Kelly's right. It will.

How can it?

Time, honey.

Time.

Will time make me want to see that child?

That child.

I couldn't even look at him.

My own child.

And I hate him.

Alex, you don't mean that.

No, I do.

No. I hate him.

Well, sweetie, it's just all the hormonal changes you're going through.

No, I know what I'm saying.

Stop, Alex. You don't know what you're saying. I know what I'm saying. Stop it.

Now, when you let something come out of your mouth, you cannot take it back.

Okay, now, maybe it's not the hormones. Maybe it's postpartum or whatever it is.

You need to stop.

Don't say that again.

You need to stop.

I just... We are not going to let you do this.

We're not.

We're going to be right here with you every step of the way, okay?

My husband isn't... We'll come around.

I don't want that child.

Alex, wait.

Stop trying to stop me from speaking my heart.

Alex, you don't mean that, okay? You don't. Let her speak her truth.

Natalie! No, let her speak it so she can hear herself.

Go on, go on, Alex.

How am I supposed to look at that baby every day?

Look at him reminding me of what I did wrong. How I ruined my marriage.

How much I hurt Brad.

God, what are other people going to say?

God, what is my family going to say?

Your family will come around.

They will.

Do you know my family?

Alex, I know your family, and I'm sure.

I'm positive I can't keep him.

So what are you going to do?

I'll give him up for adoption or something.

Alex, you can't do that.

Why not?

Because he's your child.

He's yours.

But you can't treat him that way because he's black.

I am not treating him that way because he's black.

I'm giving him up because maybe somebody else can love him.

Maybe when some adoptive parent looks at him, they won't see what I see.

They won't see all the pain that I have put all of us through.

I can't. I won't.

Alex, wait a minute. Just at least let's talk about it.

I was wondering why we were getting spikes on this machine at the nurse's

station.

Her blood pressure is dangerously high, ladies. Now, I told you you couldn't see

her, and I need you to leave.

We love you, okay?

Don't make any decisions without talking to us, okay?

We love you.

We're here for you, Alex, okay?

Okay, okay, come on.

Come on.

Randall. Mom?

Hi.

Oh.

Oh. Hi.

Hi.

What are you doing here? I've been calling you.

Oh, sorry. My phone's been dead. Well, you need to charge it. And what happened

to your arm?

I cut it. How?

One of my tools. What are you doing here? I came to see you.

Why? You're my son. You haven't been returning my calls or my emails, son.

is going on?

Nothing. I'm fine.

I don't think so, son.

How did you get here?

I drove.

From Colorado, Mom?

Yes.

And why are you out here on this porch?

Because your wife called me an old bitch.

What? And she put me out here.

She did what?

Yes.

What else did she say? Not much that I could understand.

She'd been drinking early.

Sorry.

What's the matter with her?

There's just been a lot going on.

You know I love you.

I know.

I love you, too.

I'm fine.

Let's go inside and visit for a while, and I'll take you back to a hotel.

If I wanted to go to a hotel, I would have gone to one, Randall.

I'm staying here.

Well, I don't think... Well, nothing.

Open the door.

Mom.

What? What did she do?

She didn't do anything.

You're covering for her.

I know she did something, and I'm staying here until I find out what it

Mom, it's fine.

Randall, open the door. Mom.

Okay.

The house is a mess.

She didn't even try to clean up. Let me grab this.

Oh, no, you don't. She should do it. Mom, it's fine.

You see?

My son is here now.

Forgot to tell you.

Your mother stopped by.

You think this is funny.

Marcy, can we, uh, talk for a few minutes, please?

No, son, don't you do it.

She's always been the one that you gave in to.

Do not do it.

I'm sick of it.

nothing in here to eat.

What have you been eating?

Takeout.

Okay.

And here are the menus with the numbers to call for delivery.

And son, look at your skin.

All this bad food.

Take me to the grocery store. I'm going to fix you a meal.

Mom, I'm fine.

No, you're not. Where's the grocery store?

It's right around the corner. Well, come on. Would you actually mind going,

please, and let me talk to Marcy for a minute, please?

I'll go and get some food and cook dinner for two.

Only two.

I won't be gone long, son. So don't you leave, because you know she is not going

to open the door.

And don't you give inter while I'm gone, either.

If that bitch... Don't you call my mama no bitch.

That's why you're a son of a bitch.

Mercy. You got one hour to get that bitch out of here.

Or all hell is going to break loose around here.

Lucian. Steven.

Jeff.

Go visit Ben in the hospital.

Ben. What happened?

Kid said he got shot by a perp, but we didn't find a perp. No dash cam.

He never called in anything.

Go find out what's going on.

Okay.

Okay.

Lucian.

You ready to get back at it, right?

It's a conversation, but I'm ready for it all.

Okay.

Two days with Internal Affairs, huh, man?

Yeah.

How'd it go?

It went.

Did you give him up?

No.

Just ask him.

I don't have anything to say to you.

I'm on your side, Lucian.

Yeah?

Yeah.

That's good to know.

It's the end of my shift.

You're not taking your meds?

I don't want them.

You have to take them. Your blood pressure is really high, and you're at

having a stroke.

Is that what you want?

Could I die?

Yes.

And I don't want them.

How?

I said I'm not taking them, okay?

Okay. Okay, I can't force you.

I just want to sleep.

Alex, I've known you a long time.

Both kids.

Been to barbecues at your house.

I know you and Brad are having issues.

Can I call you a parent? No.

Alan. No.

No, no, no. Okay, okay. Calm down. I won't. You can't. I promise you.

I will not call them. I am bound by my oath. I will not call them.

Okay? Just calm down.

You know,

another thing that helps mothers calm down is to see their baby. I think you

should see the baby. If you just hold... No, I said no.

I'll call and check on you if you're up at night.

Hi. You just moved here?

Yeah. I'm Jean.

Oh, okay. I'm Kelly.

Well, I live next door.

Oh.

You know, I didn't think anybody lived here. Oh, yeah. I was just visiting my

son. He lives in Utah.

One of three black people who live there. Oh.

Okay.

So how's the house treat you?

Good.

Really good.

Well, if you need anything, I'll be right over here.

Thank you.

Good.

Well, you know the people that used to live here before?

They were really nice people.

Oh, that's good.

Welcome to the neighborhood.

Thank you. I appreciate that.

I saw the painters over there this morning.

Oh, well, good. I'm glad they made it. They did a good job.

Oh, you saw it? Yeah.

I just peeked in the door.

They left my door open.

The fumes, they were so bad.

Oh, well, I apologize for the inconvenience.

No, no inconvenience. But I love the color.

Well, I'm so glad you enjoy it.

You know I'm on the HOA.

Oh, is that a fact?

Mm -hmm.

We have to get the committee to approve the colors.

Oh, is that so? Yes, but I approve those.

Well, good thing.

There's a young man waiting on your porch.

I see him.

Is that your boyfriend?

No. Oh.

Okay.

Okay, well, it was nice meeting you. It was nice meeting you, too. Bye.

Travis, what are you doing here?

Well, how are you doing?

Hi.

I got to return my calls.

Yeah, I've been busy.

I thought I said the other night we were back in business.

What? Yeah.

Oh, then you thought wrong.

I mean... Well, we're not together.

I mean, you put it on me.

And?

And I thought that that meant... Yeah, you thought wrong.

Well, can I come in?

Not for long. Justice is at a sleepover and I'm really tired, so.

What's new in here?

Oh, you noticed the paint.

Oh. Oh, no, no.

You want to make love? Yeah, I don't. Why not?

Oh, it was a mistake, Travis.

Yeah, it was a mistake, and I shouldn't have done it.

Tell me a mistake. It was amazing.

I mean, you enjoyed it.

You want to know the truth?

Enlighten me.

I only did it so you could remember.

But I felt so guilty about it after, you know, I just don't want to do that

again.

So what are you saying?

You took advantage of me?

No. I wanted it.

But I wanted you to want me.

And you did.

So... I don't know. I guess it just wasn't the same for me.

What?

No.

I'm sorry.

So what the hell are you saying to me right now?

I'm saying that I don't want to do that anymore.

But I'm... It's not cool to be friends.

But, yeah, I'm not going to sleep with you anymore.

So what is this? This is you trying to get back at me for me hurting you?

I told you I'm sorry. I made a mistake.

Sweetie, you think this is a get -back game?

No. I'm serious.

What do you mean it wasn't the same?

Something was off.

What?

Please don't say what again.

Okay, fine.

What's that?

Oh, that's the sad face.

Oh, justice makes that face. I know that face well.

Yeah, I'm getting so tired.

I think it's time for you to go home.

Why are you treating me like this?

Oh, go home.

Look at me.

I'm looking.

Lower.

And? Kelly.

Boy, take your horny ass home.

Good night.

So you're just going to leave us like this? Uh -huh. Bye -bye.

I cannot believe you right now. What's not to believe?

Just don't call me when you want it.

Don't worry. I won't.

Bye, boy.

You're really doing this?

Mm -hmm.

Gotcha.

Whoo!

You want to dump me?

You want to dump me for some chick? Yeah, I'll show you.

Well, hi, Paisley.

Hi.

You have grown up.

I have, haven't I? Yes.

Is your dad here?

Yeah. Can you get him, please?

Okay.

He's not in a good mood, though.

Why not?

We don't know.

Okay. How's my mom?

She's okay.

Did she have a baby?

Your dad didn't tell you?

No. He doesn't tell us anything these days.

Well, you should let them tell you.

Hi, Brad.

Here's my dad.

Why are you here?

Well, I was hoping I could speak with you.

Kids, why don't you go outside and play in the backyard?

I know, I know.

They want to talk in private.

Kind of. Always want privacy.

How are you?

What do you want?

Red, I've known the two of you a long time.

And I know this is none of my business.

Yeah, you got that correct. But Alex is very ill, and she won't take her meds.

Her blood pressure is very high.

She's running a fever.

Okay. And I need you to talk to her.

No.

You could get her to take her meds. I'm not interested, Doctor.

Brad, I know you love her.

No, you don't.

And I don't give a damn if she takes her meds or not.

Brad, I know you're angry.

Do you?

Yes. Is there something you can prescribe for that?

Well, I tried to give you the name of a colleague of mine who's a therapist, who

I thought maybe could be... No, she's already been screwed by one therapist.

So you won't help her?

No, there's nothing I can do.

You won't even call her?

I'm not interested, though.

You know, Brad, if she could have a stroke, or worse yet, even die.

I mean, are you prepared to be a single father of three children?

I think we both know that only two of those are mine.

Are you ready for that?

I don't give a damn.

Okay.

Okay, I tried.

I tried to speak with you.

She insists that I not talk to her parents.

Yeah.

I bet she did.

Oh, she hasn't told you?

Well, I mean, aside from being a perist about having an affair.

Oh, no, it's a lot more than that.

My father's a homophobic, racist bigot.

And we haven't taken our children to them for years.

He doesn't like me.

He didn't want me to marry her.

I mean, he thinks that I'm a Russian communist.

I mean, he's such an idiot that he thinks that England and Russia are the

country.

And sleep.

Could you find it somewhere in your heart?

I'm sorry, Doctor. I'm really tired.

And I need to get some sleep.

And the only way that I can do that is to drink myself to sleep.

And before I do that, I need to make sure that my kids, these kids, eat and

do their homework and bathe.

Before they go to bed, so if you wouldn't mind

Please

think

Hello? Hello, uh, Kelly?

Hi, this is Kelly.

Kelly, yes, it's Dr. Rosten.

Oh, Dr.

Rosten, hi. Is Alex okay?

Yeah, um, listen, I am outside of Alex and Brad's house, and I remembered that

you live close by.

Yeah, I live right next door.

Wait.

Is Alex okay? I am bound by laws, and I can't discuss anything about her

condition. Okay, Dr. Reston, I understand all that, but you're here for

reason. I think you should go see her.

Okay.

Now.

Okay, but can you tell me if she's going to be okay? I can't tell you anything.

But I can tell you that I'm very concerned about her health, but I'm

concerned about her mental state.

I know she needs someone. She really does.

So, can you tell me something more than that?

No, I can't.

But I can tell you this.

I once had a patient who wouldn't take her meds.

And things didn't go well.

When she's not taking her meds?

But I've never had a patient who wouldn't see her child.

She won't see him?

I didn't say that.

But go now.

I will.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Hey. Hey.

How was school, sweetie?

It was good, but you said you were going to be here when I got in.

Yeah, I know.

I'm sorry, baby. Daddy had to make a run.

Well, look at this.

What are you working on?

Beth, what's the answer to this? Mika, he's not going to give you the answer,

okay?

17.

Baby, why don't you go finish this in your room so I can talk to Daddy, okay?

Okay. Okay, baby. Thank you.

You got it?

Hey, baby.

36 is the next one. And the last answer is 12.

All right?

All right.

Where have you been?

I just had to step out and check on some things.

Why are you standing like that?

Babe, I'm fine. What are you talking about?

Ed, where have you been? I had to step out and check on some things. That's it.

I love the vagueness of it all.

Are you out looking for whoever put this hit on you?

No.

Ed, are you sure?

Babe, I swear, I promise, I'm not.

Okay, because...

You're not supposed to be out. Okay, you left the hospital on your own without

anyone's permission.

You're supposed to be resting. You got shot.

You worried about me?

You came here and you had your heart in your hands.

That's the guy I'm worried about, okay?

Well, I'm fine.

Let me see you. Let me see your wound.

Come on, let me see it.

Babe, it's fine.

Just let me see it. The doctor said you need to keep it clean. Babe, it's fine.

Have you been smoking?

I smoked a joint on the way home.

Ed. It helps with the pain. I'm tired of taking these meds.

If you're going to get off of drugs, you have to get off of everything. I'm

sorry. That's the way it works. I know.

Look, just let me heal up. You know I'll do anything for you.

Okay.

Come on, let me see it.

Oh, see, I knew it needed to be cleaned.

Come on, take this off.

It's fine, baby.

Take this off.

Maybe you love me.

Ed, I need time.

Look at me.

Just tell me you love me.

I need time.

I know you do.

Listen, as long as I have you, I can be better. I promise.

You don't have any clothes here, so I'm just going to have to wash the ones you

have here.

Maybe I could have some clothes here.

Nope.

You can't.

I don't trust you, so you're not going in.

Does this hurt?

It doesn't hurt as bad as you not saying that you love me or that I can't move

in.

Son of a bitch! What the hell's wrong with you?

My bathroom smells like perfume I don't wear.

Are you coming here with lipstick on you?

What? Get the hell out of my house. Get out!

And I need it. What the hell are you talking about?

There's no lipstick on me anywhere.

Steven, Lucien, hey.

How you doing, kid?

I'm okay.

This is my girlfriend, Cindy.

How are you?

I'm not good.

Do you mind if we talk to Ben alone for a second?

It's okay.

I'll be fine.

What happened, man?

I was chasing a perp down the mar.

And you didn't call for backup?

Well, it happened so fast.

You never stop a perp without radioing or calling dispatch.

You know that?

Yeah, but this was fast, right? And he was running, right?

And I took off after him, and I drew my weapon.

But he shot first, and he hit my hand.

Yeah, looks pretty bad.

Lost most of it.

Wow.

That's awful.

Couldn't save it.

None of this is making sense to us. We went to the scene, or the supposed

There's no blood, no witnesses, nobody saw you chasing anyone.

There's a video camera on the supermarket across the street.

We're gonna get that videotape.

Is there something you want to tell us?

Come clean, kid. I just... I just took off.

You shot yourself, didn't you?

I... I... Happens to the best of them.

Cleaning their gun and bam.

That is what happened, isn't it?

My hand.

It's gone.

You can still work.

Didn't hit your trigger hand, did it?

No.

Okay.

I was playing with my gun, all right, and I just... I shot myself.

I thought so.

What did I tell you, Bush?

Yeah, just like you said.

All right.

Let's get out of here.

Let the captain know.

Don't kill yourself, kid.

Why'd you volunteer that? What? That he shot himself.

I've seen it happen.

The kid is lying. Look, I'm going back in there and I'm going to get the truth.

The kid did tell the truth. The case is closed.

Let's go.

No, it's not. Yeah, it is.

Look, when we get the video from the market, when we press play, we're going

see what really happened. We're not going to get the video. Let it go.

All right? The case is closed.

The kid wasn't lying.

Let's go.

Your call.

Yeah, it is my call.

I'm your boss.

Let's go.

Here. Take it.

I'm not taking it.

Take it. Kelly.

I said take it.

Now. Don't do this.

It's already done.

You are not going to lay here and die.

I'm not going to let you.

Okay? Now, you can feel sorry for yourself for a while, but after that, we

up.

And this is where it starts.

What did I do?

Well, the best and worst part of it is, it's done.

It's out. it's over and now begins the healing

there can be no healing so does that mean you

don't try I don't know how to fix this it starts

right here

No. No.

I mean no.

Kelly, please. Look at me.

Oh, no. No, Kelly, please.

Hold him. Please.

Look at him. Kelly, I can't. I can't. Look

at him. No.

Because your son can be so perfect when he comes from me.

It doesn't matter how he was brought into this world.

There's nothing wrong with him.

There is no saint.

the beauty of who he is, Alex.

Do you see?

Yes. Yes?

Yes.

You're okay.

Next on If Loving You Is Wrong, see how it all started. I'm Marcy. We live just

next door.

Cheers, you guys.

Cheers. Cheers.

It's nice to have good neighbors.

Yeah, it is.

I know I've been feeling like a certain way, and I was wondering if maybe you're

feeling like that too.

I know you've seen us having sex.

Hey, what the hell?

You ain't feels today, boy.

Daddy, please, stop it.

You have some respect for what we've taught you.

Next Temptation Tuesday.

This is my husband, Randall. Hi, I'm Alex. Go back to where it all went

We're going to be great friends. Every time I think I can move on, something

reminds me. Maya, perfect family.

Every time I try to forgive you, somebody else shows up.

What are you doing?

Just tell me I'm wrong.

I just thought maybe you were feeling that too.

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