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Previously on If Loving Was Wrong.

No, it's not important.

You sure?

Yeah.

You want me? Yes. I just see your lips on his.

When I'm at work, how am I supposed to know that you're home and you're not

door screwing him? You violated everything.

You lied to me. You broke my trust.

And you broke my heart.

He is killing her. We have never heard him scream like that.

Don't be a bitch. Go protect your bitch.

I'm off. I'm off. All right, I'm off.

I'm in the street.

I'm not listening to another damn thing that you're saying. I know. I know.

This is not her fault.

I pursued her the whole time.

I wouldn't back off.

It's my fault. This is not her.

You're scum. And you're still taking up for that whore.

You're still going to hell. No.

No. I want everybody to know my husband lives in...

Yeah.

Thanks.

You okay?

Yeah. Yeah.

I was crazy.

I mean, you know Quan did this, right?

Did he? Yeah. Shall we?

Not now.

No, no, no.

Tell me.

Came into Burger Fast.

He was looking for you.

He was hoping you'd be there.

Told Jackie not to call you, though.

I felt something.

You didn't do anything wrong.

Sorry.

That's why I'm there.

You know I shouldn't have took that money from you. Love, Jerry.

Don't beat yourself up.

You're finally on the right path now.

Don't ever apologize for doing what's right.

You hear me?

Yeah, I hear you.

Joy, let me talk to Lucien.

You all right?

Lucien, you all right?

Yeah, yeah.

Fine.

I'm really sorry that this happened.

I'm sorry, Angie.

I know, but... No,

I'm fine. I want you to quit, Lucien.

Please. Nat, I'm fine.

Please.

Look, I'm fine. They did a drive -by. I know. They were trying to kill you. No,

they weren't after me.

What?

I didn't get hit.

They weren't shooting in my direction.

Wait, what are you... They were going for Eddie.

What?

Did you?

Did I what? Did you have something to do with it?

Are you serious?

That would make me just as bad as him.

I didn't think you would.

Then why the hell would you ask me something like that?

Well, I just thought because... What?

That you don't know me by now? No, I know you. Know you?

I know you.

I knew you wouldn't.

I'm sorry.

You know, when you came on looking for me,

your eyes said you cared about me.

Boy, Steve.

You're not going to bump your head.

No,

you must have bumped your head.

You love me, don't you?

Why are you asking me that?

So you can hold it against me, right?

Use it against me? Yeah, that's right.

Yeah.

If I could use it against that wall, you keep using it to keep me out. I know.

You tripping.

I love you.

I love you.

Maybe this is a good thing.

Maybe this whole thing can help Eddie get his mess together.

I hope so.

God knows that I do.

Hello?

Yes. Yes, sir.

Mm -hmm.

Okay, Captain.

Yeah, yeah.

Back in.

What was that all about?

It's Captain Mackey.

He wants me to come to the station tomorrow.

I thought you were off.

Internal affairs.

Why? It's routine for this kind of thing.

You sure?

Yeah.

I saw his car all night.

He wasn't here all night?

Oh, no. No.

He left like 4 o 'clock in the morning.

Kelly, that is all night.

How was it?

Like he never left.

Oh.

Are you okay?

Yeah. He's the one that left you fucking his son.

Oh.

Oh, my. I told you.

Is that his cologne I smell?

Candles. Here, come.

Oh.

Just a little hobby of mine on my days off.

Oh, they smell great.

Oh, thank you. In fact, I have one for you.

Oh. It's called Peace in the Valley. Oh, I'm going to eat all these.

Thank you. How are things going over there?

It's not good.

It's not good. I'm drinking too much.

Arguing too much.

After months of trying to get him to sign the papers, he still won't.

So I'm going to go look for an apartment today.

Baby,

I'm sure that's what you want to do.

Yes, that man has absolutely no respect for me.

They were arguing last night.

Who? Brad and her.

And Randall went and knocked on their door.

Wait, what?

Yeah.

Wait, so what happened?

He was defending her like she was his wife.

Right in front of me. I was standing right there.

I just, I'm sick of it.

I'm so sorry you're dealing with this.

I really am.

Do you think you'll ever get over it?

I don't think so.

But, you know, you got over what Travis did.

I think that was different.

How so?

I'm not married to Travis.

You are married. You and Randall built a whole world together.

Me?

Your friend's dumbass? I was dragging this man along to a place that he did

want to go. Oh, well, honey, we are all guilty of that. Yeah.

I don't understand what it is about men that they just won't go willingly.

Oh, he went.

He went willingly.

Right to Alex.

I confronted her.

What?

What happened?

It's not worth talking about.

I can't. I don't want to.

But you.

You stepped right in and helped me.

I so appreciate it.

My friend.

I'm so grateful, I know. That's not something I have a lot of.

I understand that.

Is this awkward for you?

I know she's your friend, too.

Well, let's put it this way.

You are both my friends. And she is wrong.

Dead wrong. And she knows it. Does she?

She does.

She does.

She destroyed my marriage and my life, sweetie. She did. No, she didn't. Yes,

she did. She did not.

You can't give her that kind of power.

Okay, you see, this is the reason why I don't tell anybody my days off.

Kelly.

Oh, God, I'm so sorry. I just...

Randall won't stop calling me.

I don't know what to do.

Brad got in a fight last night, and he just came over there, and then Marcy was

screaming in the street, and he won't leave me alone.

And then on top of everything, he told me that Marcy went and told him that he

slept with Brad.

Hi, Beth.

Marty. What?

Don't. Then my husband won't leave you alone, huh?

Yeah. Well, your husband won't leave me alone either.

Okay, you need to stop. No, no, no. You know, I never thought about him sexually

before all this happened.

But, and Kelly, I didn't tell you this, but you know what I did?

I went to his office the other night, and I freaked him.

Really good.

Yeah.

Oh, and you know the trick he does with the, uh... Well, you know the one,

don't you?

It was so good.

I let him do it over and over.

I mean, heck, maybe I'll get pregnant by Brad.

Wouldn't that be crazy?

I just want you to know.

Screw him as much as I can.

There's more speech.

There's more speech. That is enough.

I'm just speaking the truth. Stop it. You're doing too much. Okay? That's too

much.

Bye.

Bye, Ben Allen.

Marcy, you did not have to do that.

Please do not tell me that you're on her side.

I'm not on her side, but the problem is that everything you're doing right now,

none of this is helping.

None of it. What will?

Tell me what will. I don't know what will, but this is not it.

Fine, fine.

Look, I'm not trying to come down hard on you, but I am your friend, and I'm

telling you the truth.

I'm sorry.

But I'm not sorry.

Come on. Do you want to come with me and look at the apartment?

Get some lunch?

Yeah, sure. Why not?

Okay, good.

I'll go grab my purse. All right, I'll get mine, too.

I'll meet you outside in ten? Seven.

You deserve it.

Thanks for coming.

It was just for me.

You want a cup of coffee or something?

No, sir.

How'd you sleep last night?

Not too good.

To be expected.

Look, internal affairs are going to be here in a bit.

I want to talk to you first about the shooting.

Sure.

I got your report, you know.

I see what happened there.

But why didn't you get it?

Excuse me? No, no, no. Not a bad thing.

Looking at the ballistics, it's clear.

They were after Eddie.

There's a file I've been working on.

Eddie's file.

He's got a lot of complaints in here. Everything from harassment to brutality.

Looking at this, it's the one that is...

Then no retaliation sooner.

Lucian, why do you think we hired you?

Your record, it's impeccable.

You're one of the good guys.

Is Eddie a dirty cop?

Captain, it's a yes or no answer.

You have to do this now.

I need to know.

You know, I don't want to be in the middle of this. I understand that.

But I need to know before Internal Affairs gets here.

Is he dirty?

What are you doing?

I'm packing. We're going to go away for a little bit, okay?

Where?

Um, we're going to go visit Grandma for a little bit.

Why?

Yeah, why are her bags packed?

What do you mean, why? Don't you want to go to Grandma's?

Mom, what's going on?

Nothing.

Is Dad coming?

No, guys, Daddy's not coming.

Mom, we're part of this family, and you're not telling us something. You're

We feel it, Mom.

Tell us.

Okay. All right, come here.

Sit.

Come here.

Listen.

Daddy's very upset.

I did something that was really horrible and awful.

What did you do?

Honey, you're a little too young to understand right now.

What was it?

Honey, it really doesn't matter.

Well, why don't you just say sorry to him?

I did.

And why are we leaving?

Honey, Daddy's just really upset right now.

He just needs a little time, okay?

It's not fair.

What?

Dad. Yeah? You told me I had to forgive Jason, and now you're not going to

forgive Mom?

This is a little different, son.

How is it different?

You told me when somebody does something to you, you have to forgive it and move

on.

I know.

Then why can't you do the same with Mom?

Me either.

Who said you were going to Grandma's?

Look, she's packed all of our things.

Mom's taking us away.

Are you going to get a divorce?

Are you?

Can I talk to Mommy for a bit?

Will you tell us?

Yeah, but I need to talk to Mommy.

Why don't you go downstairs and play in the backyard, okay?

Okay. You need to forgive her.

She apologised.

Gap is low.

Now you're turning the kids against me? That's not what I'm doing.

Really?

So then what are you doing then?

What, I hurt you, you hurt me worse, I hurt you again, you hurt me worse. I'm

not doing this anymore.

I never hurt you.

Oh, what, so what, you just slept with her just to get back at me?

Who? Marcy.

What?

I know.

Randall told me and she just told me.

You spoke to Randall?

Yes.

So, yeah, you're talking to him again?

Only so that he could tell me that you were sleeping with her.

I'm not doing this anymore.

I'm not.

I'm not going to let you do this to me.

I'm not going to let you put that knife in and turn it.

Oh, no, he put something in and turned it.

Are we done? Oh, you have no idea how done we are.

Okay, Tom, I'm done.

And you're not taking the kids away.

You can go. They stay here. No, we're not doing this.

You're not doing this to me.

Please.

I love you. Please. I love you.

I love you. I love you and I'm sorry.

Just the person I want to see.

Hi.

Why did you do that?

Do what?

Tell Alex that we slept together.

Because I want them to hurt.

But you know it's not the truth.

Did it make her sad?

Yeah, it did.

Yeah. Did you enjoy it?

Enjoy what?

The look on her face.

No, I didn't enjoy it. I'm not enjoying any of this.

Well, that's why I did it.

The look on his face.

Priceless. Well, I wish you wouldn't have.

Why? Because she is just... No, no, no, no, no, no. What? Do not do that.

Do what?

Make her the victim.

They did this.

They need to pay.

I'm not interested in making Alex pay. She's crying and she's upset and I'm

tired.

You're a good man.

I know. I'm sorry.

I don't want to be involved in your lies, okay? So please don't lie about

get it.

I get it. I'm sorry.

And I'm telling them both the truth.

You just can't do it, can you?

I can't do what?

Hate her.

Love and hate can't occupy the same space, Marcy.

I'm doing it. I don't know what you're doing.

And it's tearing me apart, but I'm doing it.

Maybe it's time to let it all go.

I'm sorry. I can't. I'm not you.

Aren't you tired of all of this? Yes.

So why don't we just forgive them, okay? No. Let it go. I can't.

I can't.

It will consume you.

She is a fool. Look at how good of a man you are.

Marcy, I'm not kissing you. No, come on. He's looking.

Come on. Have you not just listened to a word I've said?

Yes. I heard you. I'm not kissing you to make him jealous.

I'm not thinking about him.

Please. I want you to kiss me. I want to kiss you.

Marcy, stop it, okay?

What are you looking at?

Get in the damn house and sign the papers.

Are you okay in there?

No.

Because this is not healthy.

I know.

I know.

And we both have to stop this.

Well, if you figure out a way, please, let me know.

I will.

Okay? I'll see you later.

Brad, um... Yeah?

You do know that Alex is having Randall's baby.

It's not Randall's baby.

How do you know? How can you be sure?

Because she kept a calendar.

Yes, I know that. Let me see it. No. Please.

No, Marcy.

Didn't you get answers?

Yes. And it helped you. No, it made things worse. It made me angry.

Please, just let me see it.

Marcy. I need to.

Just go in, okay? I'll see you later.

How can you be so sure that that is not Randall's child?

Because my life, my future, and the future of my family, the

life we have as we know it, will be over.

Your wife.

Work it.

You guys have a good day. All right, baby. Have a good day.

Love you.

See you later.

Get a bye.

Hold on.

Oh, my God.

Can I come in?

What are you doing out of the hospital, Ann?

I'm all right.

No, you're not.

Look at you.

Look, I just want to see my daughter.

She's at school, Ann.

Can you go get her? I need to see her. Just come in and sit down, okay? Come

What are you doing outside of the hospital?

I just want to see my daughter. I know. You want to see your daughter, okay?

We'll go get her.

Ed.

You know, I've been shot at before.

Do you guys... I know. I know that.

What am I doing?

I don't know.

You're the guy that I've turned into.

I don't know.

I know that you're a good man.

I know that.

I think I look okay, Bravo.

I need help.

Okay.

I'll get you some help, okay?

I really messed up.

You're okay.

You're fine, okay?

No, I'm talking about with you.

Ed, don't.

I left you.

And all you've ever done is love me.

Ed, stop. Don't do that.

And I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for every horrible thing I've done.

Listen to me.

Look.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's not okay.

Please, let me see Mika.

I can't do it twice.

You're going to see Mika. You'll see her when she comes home from school right

now. Let's just get some rest. Come on. Let me help you put your feet up. No.

I don't want to rest.

Let me see Mika, please.

Ed, you'll see Mika, okay? Let's just relax.

Calm down.

You'll see me, okay?

You'll see her.

Never know how much I love you.

Never know how much I care.

When you put your arms around me, I get a fever that's so hard to bear. You give

me fever.

I light up when you call my name. And you know I'm going to treat you right.

They give you fever.

When you give them fever, if you live, you learn.

What a lovely way to burn.

You're in pain.

Come on. No, leave me alone.

Let me help you. Come on. Stand up.

Okay. No!

Don't touch me!

All right, we got this.

We got this.

Okay, go ahead. No, I don't want you here!

Alex, who's the hospital?

Oh, it's St.

Andrews! Don't touch me. Okay, okay, okay.

Stop it, I don't want you here!

What's your doctor's name? Dr. Watson! Okay, do you have the number?

Yeah, hi, I'm bringing in Alec.

She is in a lot of pain, and she's bleeding.

I don't want you to break me.

Yeah, OK.

Randall, Randall, thank you very much for bringing Alex here. Now you can

No.

Do you understand what Brad will do to you if he sees your face in this

hospital? Look, I am not worried about that. Randall, it is time for you to get

out.

Now, get out.

You must really love her.

Yeah, but that doesn't make it right.

I know that.

I hope the baby's okay. That's all that matters. Oh, this is premature, right?

Well, she's seven and a half months pregnant, so the baby should be fine.

be fine.

Oh, doctor.

Hey, Kelly.

Hi. She's fine.

Good.

I'll see you after the baby.

Great. Boy or girl.

So there weren't any complications?

No, because we had him prematurely. He's completely healthy.

Thank God.

Yes.

Is Brad around?

Oh, we called him. He's on his way. Is everything okay?

Yes.

I should see him before he sees the baby.

Okay. Is there anything wrong with the baby?

No, nothing.

He's beautiful.

Dr. Ralston, are we...

Are we missing something?

It just happens to be me first, okay? As soon as it gets here.

Okay.

No, no, no, no.

Where are the babies? Where are the babies? Where are the babies? Down

Oh, my God.

Oh,

God,

Brad is going to die.

Oh, my God, this baby.

Oh,

Lord, Phyllis, what did you do?

Well, you know what she did.

What the hell is she going to tell Brad?

Tell Brad what?