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Previously on If Loving You Is Wrong How can you be so sure?

I'm sure I'm sorry.

I'm talking about this not being Randall's child.

The dates don't add up. I can't kill no cop.

Then find somebody who can.

Hey! What the hell is going on with you? What are you doing? What are you doing,

Joey? You got something to say, then say it, alright? Don't roll up in my face

like that. Man, you know what I'm talking about. No, I don't know what

talking about. You riding dirty now? What? Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Back up.

are you talking about? Joey, stop it. Stop it.

Tell her.

So easy.

Go get out of here.

No back thread this time.

Okay.

Why? You hit?

You hit?

Let's go.

I got an officer down.

Shot fired.

Missile at the arrow. I need backup now.

It's in handling.

Copy that. We got a unit now.

Calling on you. Officer down.

Shot fired on the horse.

Just wait.

Just wait.

Just wait.

Trust me right here. Put your hand on the wound, all right? Hold it tight.

Hold it.

It's going to be okay, man.

Breathe it. It's going to be okay.

I need a bus. Send an ambulance now.

Officer down.

What's going on? Officer down. Who?

Eddie. What? Yeah.

Where? At Burger Fest.

Oh my God, I better go.

We don't know how he's doing.

Hello? Natalie,

what's going on?

How is he?

Is he okay?

Which one?

Okay, I'm on my way.

Let me know.

Yeah, I... Hey.

Hi.

Bought you lunch?

Oh, gee.

I already ate.

Why are you lying?

I'm not.

No, I know you're right.

What do you want?

I told you, I bought you lunch.

Why don't you give it to your girlfriend?

She's not my girlfriend anymore.

Oh, yeah, that's right. You dropped her the same way you dropped me.

Don't you get down on your knees and beg and plead for her to remain your

friend, too?

She wouldn't.

She won't even talk to me.

Guess that makes two of us.

Well, I didn't love her like I love you, Kelly. Oh, baby, please. You change

with the wind.

I don't.

I always knew how I felt about you. Oh, well, you can fill your belly with that,

because I'm good.

Come on, Kelly.

Oh.

Okay.

Oh, Kelly, baby.

I want to have lunch with you.

Okay, please.

This ain't a maybe.

Maybe.

Then come with me.

He's in surgery.

He's in surgery. Oh, my God. What happened?

Just try to calm down.

No. Oh,

my God. He's such an idiot. He's so stupid.

No. He's so stupid.

He's so dumb.

Do you know that this is on the news and everything?

I know. I know. I know. I got to call. I got to call the school. No, no, no. To

make sure that Mika doesn't see this. I did already. I already talked to her.

Why is she here? I don't want her here.

I am his wife, not her. Now get her out of here. I know they have a child.

Why are you crying?

That is my husband.

Get out of here. Get out.

I have to be here, Captain Mackey, does she?

Esperanza, please.

I'm not leaving.

Esperanza. I'm not. Why can't you be considered for one? Okay, listen. All

right, come on. We're going to take a pee.

Let's just go. I'll drive your car to your house. Okay? Come on. We can't do

anything here anyway.

You can't do nothing, so I'm going to go to her house for a little while. Okay.

You all right? Yeah. You sure?

Yeah. Go ahead. All right, let's go.

I'm glad you're all right.

Come on.

Excuse me.

Excuse me.

Thank you. Thank you. Oh, yeah.

I just want to say I'm proud to have you with us.

No problem.

Thank you. Of course, man. Thank you.

You did good.

Thank you, sir.

Your first kill?

No.

My first was in combat.

I've been there.

Listen, you need to go home. Go home. Take the rest of the day off.

You know, I think I want to stick around. Look, look, look.

Some of these other officers, they've been in your shoes before. I have, too.

You don't need to be here now.

You need to take the time to sit with us, okay?

No, but I'll do it. No, no, listen to me.

Come on.

Go home.

Okay. All right.

You've been wanting to meet with me. What did you want to meet with me about?

Oh. Uh... No, it's not important.

You sure?

Yeah. I'm sure.

It's all that I do. Oh, don't be like that.

You know you remember.

Actually, I don't.

Yes, you do. Don't be like that.

Like what?

You know you wanted to come.

You clearly don't know me as well as you think you do.

No, I don't.

I know you're inside and out.

No, thank you.

No,

thank you.

Why not?

Well, first of all, you made it, which means... Oh,

it's like that, huh? Yeah, it's like that.

Is that a smile?

What? That's a smile. I'm not smiling. Even if I were smiling, Travis, it

doesn't mean anything.

Yes, it does.

Well, please, Shakespeare, enlighten us. What does it mean?

Okay. Well, I think it means you still love me.

Don't you?

I can't trust you.

Have you given any thought to what you've done to me, Travis?

You leave my emotions homeless.

I made a mistake.

Yeah, a bad one.

I'm sorry.

I'm afraid of you.

I know.

I didn't mean to.

Yeah, I know that, too.

I want to make love to you.

Well, that's not going to happen.

Yes, it will.

Damn arrogant.

Confident.

No, you're a young buck, so I guess you deserve to be confident.

Young? Yeah, you are.

That's what we're doing. I'm young. It's clear.

You do know you're not that much older than me, right?

Well, I'm older than you in experience, and clearly that is what you lack.

So why don't you huddle on along and get some experiences?

Some experiences, huh?

I want to experience you.

Tonight.

Well, that's not going to happen.

Be there or not.

It's not going to happen.

We'll see.

Okay.

You know you want to make love to me.

I could do all those tricks you taught me, and give you a favor. Stop.

Remember the first time we made love? I said stop it.

I mean it.

Why?

Why?

Really?

You come all the way here. You make me this beautiful basket of lunch just

because you're horny?

Come on, Travis. Is this really what you want to do right now?

But you're partially right.

I'm horny as hell.

And I have options, you know that.

But I want you.

Yeah, you just really know how to make me feel like a queen, huh?

Who do you think I am, Travis?

Really, you think some kind of whore that you can just call?

At the last minute and decide, oh, I want to be with you, I'm going to come

running when you call.

No, it's not like that. This is not happening.

I don't know.

It's not going to happen.

Okay.

This is not.

I'm sorry. Where are you going? Back to work.

Kelly.

Bye. I'll take you back. No.

No, please. I prefer to walk. I like the fresh air.

I'll see you at nine.

Hello? Marcy.

Hi. Are you busy?

Nope. I have a problem.

What is it?

Travis. Oh, what's wrong?

He just cut under my... Under your skin? Yeah, I know all about it. No, no, no.

Under my dress.

Come in.

Yeah, that's what I want to do.

Come in.

He said he wants to meet me at my house tonight.

Okay. I mean, I'm not just some kind of whore that he can call.

Right? Right.

Right. Stand up for yourself.

I think I'm going to go back to church and become celibate.

That sounds painful.

Not more painful than getting your heart broken.

Yeah. How long has it been?

Long enough.

How long?

Months. Oh, my God.

Well, why are you quiet?

I just... I don't know.

What?

Can you have sex with him?

What kind of question is that?

Can you? I mean, if you wanted to. Could you?

Well, he wants to.

You know, he's younger than me, so he's always horny.

In fact, that's the reason why I was okay with him going out of town, because

figured when he got back, we would make up for it.

Okay, but you didn't answer my question.

What?

Could you make love to him?

I can't have sex with him without getting my heart all crazy.

Okay, well then don't because the heart is something else.

Don't go through what I'm going through.

How are you?

We're talking about you. Don't do it.

Girl, a part of me just wants to bring him over and mess his ass up.

I just want to knock him out for all the hell he put me through and then kick

his ass out.

Yeah, well, that sounds like a plan, too.

I don't know what I'm going to do.

Screw him.

No.

Screw him.

Yes. No.

Oh, I got to go. I got to call on the other line.

Oh, all right.

Bye. Thank you.

Hello?

No, sweetie. Yeah, sure.

Can you come down here? I need help.

Yes, I'm coming right now. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Okay, all right,

right. Okay, I'll be right there. Okay.

Bye. Bye.

There's homework coming.

I can help you with that if you want me to.

It's okay. I'm waiting for Dad to help me.

Okay.

Hi.

Hey, Peter.

I'm glad you're here.

Oh, yeah?

Yes, he, uh, has a project for school, and he wants your help.

Will you help me, Dad?

Of course.

I asked him what it was, and he won't tell me.

He says that it's a man project.

Where's your sister?

She's upstairs, laying down.

She has a stomach thing.

Mom.

Okay, okay.

I will be doing laundry.

What is it, son?

Yeah.

My teacher asked all of us to make a scrapbook for our moms because it's

Mother's Appreciation Day at our school.

And I started, but I need your help.

Sure. Okay.

Wow.

Where did you get all these photos?

Casey helped me print them.

Can you help me tell the story?

Yeah, I'll do my best, yeah.

Okay. I want to write down the time and place of these pictures, okay?

Okay.

This is when you and Mom got married, right?

Did your mom put you up to this?

What?

Did she?

No. Dad, this is for school.

Okay.

And this is mommy when...

When your

sister was in your mommy's belly.

And this is your dad?

Yeah. This is your grandpa.

Where is he?

He's, um... He's in heaven.

I wish I could have met him.

Yeah, I wish he was there, too.

Where's this picture from?

It's when, uh, your mom and I were on vacation.

Dad, where was I?

You were in your mom's belly.

Dad, are you okay?

What do I tell my daughter?

Nothing yet, okay?

What if he dies now? Look, look, you do not know that he will.

He was shot five times, Kelly. He was wearing a vest, okay?

But two of the shots still went through, so he still could die. I don't know

what to say to her.

Nothing. Don't say anything yet, okay?

I know he's not.

I know that.

But when he was good...

It's so good.

I need to go get Mika from school. I need to go get her. I will do that.

you worry about that.

Are you sure?

Of course.

Okay, thank you.

I just want him to be okay, you know?

Because you did have a great time together, you know?

Look, he was good to me. I know you guys don't believe that, but he was. He was

good. And he was kind.

And I don't know who to stand with anymore.

What, Natalie?

I didn't say anything.

Well, it's all over your face. I know that, okay? I know that I'm always into

the bad guy. I know that.

Okay? But he was good.

Sadie.

It's because you still love him.

No.

You do. Yes, you do.

You do.

That's for Ronda, and it's fine.

It's not like we can just turn the switch on and off whenever we want to.

I wish I could.

Don't we all?

But... I... I made a choice.

And I chose me, you know? Yeah.

Honey, that's what we all have to do.

I'm very familiar with that choice.

Hello?

Oh, yeah?

Okay.

Okay.

Okay. Thank you, Stephen. Thank you.

Okay. What happened? What did he say?

The surgery went well. He's stable. Oh, God. Thank you, God. Oh, thank God.

Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you.

Oh, I hope this teaches him a lesson. Yes.

I hope so.

I hope so.

Okay. You okay?

Yeah. You okay?

I'm sorry, guys. Thank you so much for being here for me. I know you guys have

to go pick up the kids. You know what?

Why don't you just let Mika stay with me tonight? Yeah.

No. No, no, no.

Look, actually, maybe all the kids should come stay with me tonight.

All the kids around? Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah, I think that...

It would actually help me, you know, keep my mind off of things.

You know you can have my three.

Alex's two?

Yeah, yeah.

I'm sure they need the space. How are they doing?

Not well.

Not good.

Yeah, and I'm sure she could use some space.

It's going to be all right.

It's going to be fine.

You okay?

Yeah. Are the kids ready?

Yeah.

Haley has a stomach thing.

Oh, no. Is it contagious?

No, but maybe.

Maybe she should just stay here.

Are you sure?

No.

Does this person really want to babysit? Yes.

She feels having the kids around her is going to help her keep her mind off

things.

Well, is she okay?

You don't know what happened?

No, no, no, what?

Oh, my gosh.

Eddie was just in a big shootout.

Yeah, he's okay, but he's in the hospital.

What? I thought you knew. Does Brad know?

No. Oh, my gosh, it's been all over the news today.

You're going to have to tell him.

Sweetie, maybe you should tell him.

I really can't give him any more bad news right now.

Where is he?

Brad?

Brad!

I hate to give you this news, but Eddie was shot today.

What?

He's okay.

He's over at St.

Andrews. Thanks for letting me know.

Sure.

Are you sure you're okay?

Yeah.

Yeah, let me get the kids.

Hey, hey.

Things aren't going well, are they?

No.

And I'm just so tired of trying.

I know, but he loves you.

I know, and that just makes it worse.

I love him so much. I know, I know, I know.

But you cannot put yourself under any stress.

Okay? I'm trying. But this baby is sitting in all of this. I know,

Kelly, I know.

Okay, okay, I'm not trying to come down hard on you.

No, I know, I get it.

I do.

This has been going on now for months.

How am I supposed to make it up to him? What am I supposed to do?

Time. How much more time?

As much time as it takes.

I need time.

Look, let's get the kids, okay? Come on.

Come on, you guys.

Come on down.

Paisley, you too.

Hey, kids.

I missed you.

Okay.

There you go, guys.

Hey, grab your bags, okay?

I love you.

Be good, okay?

Bye.

Know you're in there go home.

I am home Travis open the door

What

open

the door I Said go home

I said I am home.

This is my house.

Yeah, but you bought it for us.

Boy.

Open the door.

No.

Hey, Justice.

He's not here.

Let me in.

I'm acting like you don't want me. I don't.

Travis.

Travis.

You

want me?

Yes.

Do you want me? I want you.

How much?

I want any woman.

Just ever.

Okay.

It's for you.

How do you know?

Because it's the police.

Hi.

Randall?

What's going on?

We just had some questions for you.

About?

One of our officers was shot today.

We'd like to know where you were.

What are you talking about?

One of our officers was gunned down today.

Now, he'll be fine, but we're looking at all of his enemies.

Who would this officer be?

Edward Willis.

Well, I'm definitely one of his enemies.

But I was here all day.

My wife can attest to that.

I can't vouch for you. You probably did it. Marcy. What?

You could have.

Such a creeper.

I'm sorry.

He was sleeping with our neighbor over there. Go upstairs, go upstairs, go

upstairs.

Look.

If there's an employee to get me to drop the lawsuit and get the precinct, it's

not going to happen.

This isn't.

Well, then, unless I'm under arrest, you can go ahead and get your ass off my

property.

Okay, I will.

Off the record, I know you're in this some way.

And when I prove it, Eddie won't be your problem.

I will.

We'll be back.

Not without a warrant.

Oh, I can arrange that.

Hi.

How is he?

He's going to be fine.

Good.

Where are the kids?

They are at Esperanza.

What's all this?

I, uh... I made you dinner.

Candles?

Yeah.

I wanted to do something to show you how sorry I am.

You think buying my favorite white wine from New Zealand and a nice dinner,

that's going to make everything okay?

No.

But I know that you still love me, and I love you, and I'm trying.

Fred, please.

I'm begging you.

Please, just try. I'm freaking... Alex.

Try. Please. Why can't you just try?

Please, just... Just love me again.

You're too dangerous to love.

Brad.

And I have the unfinished business of loving you anyway.

I'm sorry.

And it hurts.

To think that I don't know how to leave you.

And it hurts to think that you damaged all of our memories.

Please, I'm sorry.

Brett, I'm so sorry. Get off your knees.

Please. Get up off your knees. Please, just try.

Just try and forgive me, please.

Get up off your knees, Alice.

Get up. Please. Get up off your knees.

I'm sorry. I know you're sorry.

I know your story, but when you're kneeling down on your knees like that,

can think of is you unzipping your pants.

How do I forgive that?

And when you're kissing me in the morning, I just see your lips on his.

When I'm at work, how am I supposed to know that you're home and you're not

door screwing him?

And when you're on top of me, how do I know that you're not thinking of him and

you're grading me again and giving me another F?

How do I know that you're not lying?

that when you're talking to me that it's the truth.

You violated everything.

You lied to me. You broke my trust.

And you broke my heart right down the middle. I said I'm sorry. I don't care.

No. No.

Why did he call you Pepper? I'm not answering that.

He's killing her. Do you hear that?

Why is he calling Peppa?

I am not going there. It's not necessary. Put it away.

It's done.

Oh, my.

That did not sound good.

You know what?

You should go over there.

You should go check it out. You should see what's going on.

So that Brad can do to you what I do not have the strength to do myself.

That would be? He can beat your ass.

Go on. Go over there.

We have never heard them scream like that.

You should go over there.

Please go over there.

Please. Who are you calling?

Police. No, no, no.

Go protect your bitch. Don't be a bitch. Go on.

Don't be a bitch. Go protect your bitch. Go on, big pimp. She needs you.

Come on now. She needs her big, strong man to protect her from her husband.

Oh, what are you going to do?

Next on If Loving You Is Wrong. I'm not listening to another damn thing that

you're saying. I know. I know.

This is not her fault.

Listen up, neighborhood. My husband was sleeping with Alex in their house, in my

house, probably in your house. Is Eddie a dirty cop?

Kathy, it's a yes or no answer. You're not taking the kids away. You can go.

They stay here.

You're not doing that to me. Did you?

Did I what? Did you have something to do with it? Are you serious?

That would make me just as bad as him.

You're okay.

You're fine.

I'm talking about with you.

I just want you to know I'm going to screw him as much as I can.

She's packed all of our things.

Are you going to get a divorce?

I'm not kissing you to make him jealous.

Are you okay?

Yeah. He's the one that left you sucking his thumb.