All language subtitles for If Loving You is Wrong s01e12 Girlfriends

Previously, on If Loving You Is Wrong.
There's a domestic disturbance next

Where is she?

Where's that lying slut?

Alex! She just told me inside.

He's sleeping with her.

Kelly. Esperanza told me that you were
sleeping with Randall. What?

Surprise!

You look beautiful.

Whoa, whoa, whoa. Open your gift. Open
your gift!

Open your gift!

Open it! I hate you! You are evil!

Give it to me!

Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa. No, no, no, no,
no, no. Yeah, yeah, punk.

This ain't over.

Hey, hey, calm down. Calm down. Come on,
man.

Relax. We can't go in there, all right?
Listen to me, man. We can do whatever

the hell we want. Look, we're officers.

No, no, no, no, no.

I'm an officer.

You ain't nothing but a rookie. You
listen to whatever the hell I think.

you need to calm down, all right? You
upset.

Upset?

You think I'm upset?

This is me every day of my life.

All right, this is who I am as a man.

If you want to run with the big dogs,
you've got to step your game way the

up. Now listen to me.

You're my partner.

I need you to go around the back.

I'll take the front.

Click, clack.

It's done.

No.

Well, you know what? I had so much hope
for you.

Not to do the wrong thing you didn't.

So you're on the good side.

We are the good side.

Nah, brother.

That'll all change.

All that's going to change.

First of all, you need to calm your ass
down. You've been drinking.

You don't want to go in there with me,
man? That's fine.

I'll do this myself.

And I'm not going to let you go in
there.

Did you just say you're not going to
what? You're not going to let me? I'm

going to let you.

What are you going to do?

You're going to run down to IA?

You're going to report me?

Huh? What kind of little bitch rookie
you are?

Why you even got to make this about
that, huh?

You've been drinking. You all look it
up.

I'm just saying, let this go for
tonight.

Anyway, why don't you give me your keys,
I'll walk you around the corner to your

car, take you home.

How about that? I ain't giving you a
damn thing.

You just made the biggest mistake of
your life.

What was that all about?

Nothing.

You ready to get out of here?

No, no, you go ahead. I can't leave her
like this.

All right.

Call me when you're ready for me to come
get you.

I'll come back.

Millions tuned in for the record
-breaking premiere.

This can take a few days.

Could betrayal lead to murder?

Sorry.

Last season was simmering. This season,
Tyler Perry's turning it up. That's a

mutt teach you how to be a man.

I call the shots around here.

Watch the back and keep your mouth shut.

You better get your damn hands off me.

No!

No!

Okay, okay, everybody. I'm sorry. Thank
you all.

Thank you all for coming. We gotta get
going. Thank you all for coming. The

party's over.

Okay. You know what? Go ahead,
sweetheart. I'll tell you in a second.

right here. This is not yours.

Thank you. Good night, guys.

Take care.

I'm here to dry your eyes.

I can't believe this.

How long have you been sleeping with
this man, girl?

Nat, not now. Why not now?

She's been through enough today.

And she bought it on herself.

But what I'm saying is that maybe we
could be a little more sensitive.

It's done now, Essie. She needs to come
clean now so we can help her figure this

thing out.

There's no way to fix this.

What were you thinking?

It's always the question. Soon as
everything goes wrong.

You're such a fool.

Did you see the look on his face?

He loves me so much.

Is this Randall's baby?

Is this why you were asking about black
babies at Kelly's house?

No.

It's not his baby.

Then you were using protection, right?

No. Alex!

Then how do you know it's not his?

Because the dates don't add up, okay?

You sure?

Yet, I have gone over that calendar over
and over and over again. And I am sure

that it is not his baby.

Thank God. Thank God.

Kelly, why are you so quiet?

I don't have much to say.

Because she thinks I'm a whore.

And a slut.

Because I got weak.

No, she doesn't think that.

I don't know. I have to look at her.

Kelly.

I don't think that.

Then what is it?

You have to understand, this is hard.

Travis just did something like this to
me. I feel for Marcy.

I feel for her.

This isn't the same.

No, it is the same.

No, it's not the same.

You're not married to Travis.

Does it hurt any less?

I know it doesn't.

Remember?

I've been there.

You dating these crazy thugs and psycho
police officers is not quite the same

thing. Well, what do you think?

Stop. No, no, wait. What?

Stop. I said stop. You can't talk to me
like that, okay? You can't undermine

what I'm feeling.

I'm going.

Don't leave. Listen.

Kelly.

No, you're not leaving.

Natalie, just move. You're not leaving.
Come on. Come on.

Sit down.

Oh, God. We have been through too much
to let this come between us, okay?

Come on. Alex is our girl.

She needs us right now. We need each
other. So y 'all just stop it.

This whole night has been turnt up. Just
don't do that. Just stop, okay?

And y 'all apologize.

Apologize. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Look, I'm not even mad at you, girl.

Okay.

It's just this whole situation.

Why can't we just be faithful to one
another?

You know, why do we have to cheat on
each other? And if you are going to

at least be honest.

Damn. Kelly, don't you think that I wish
that I had never done this?

Oh, it's too late.

I'm to blame.

We don't give a damn.

We are in this together, okay?

We're in this together.

We're here.

We're not going anywhere.

You promise?

Yes.

I'm not going anywhere, girl.

Okay?

And, uh... And I'm sorry.

Why are you sorry?

I did this.

Marcy came over to see me.

You told her? No.

Then what did you do?

I told her that she needed to look a
little more closely for Peppa.

And then she saw the bumper sticker.

The nickname.

Randall had Alice in his phone as Peppa.

Kelly, why would you do that?

She was so hurt.

Kelly. No, listen.

She looked just like I did when I had my
heart broken.

Okay, and I didn't tell her. I just... I
just pointed her in your

direction. Kelly. I know. I know. This
is none of your business. I'm sorry.

It's okay.

I'm not mad.

I did it. I can't be angry with you.

I'm sorry.

What can we do to help you get through
this, girl?

Help me take back the last six months of
my life. If only it were that easy, I

would take years back.

I can take your kids for a few days.

So you and Brad can be alone.

Yeah, we can all do that.

I don't want them involved in this.

Honey, it's... too late for that no no
don't do this

okay you got to hold on okay we'll get
through this together matt it's easier

said than done well she has to
everyone's not as strong as you matt can

let her i'm just saying you just gotta
hold on okay and stay

strong just at least until you see brad

Where do you think Brad went?

I don't know.

You want one of us to stay here with you
tonight?

No.

No, I... You think he's gonna come home
and... Yelling and screaming and...

No. Are you sure?

Yeah. Sure.

Brad's not... Brad's kind and gentle.

Not a yell or a scream.

I'll come home.

And we'll talk.

And then he'll leave me.

Do you think he'll leave you?

I don't know. Just

know that...

I love him so much.

I'm so sorry.

I just don't know what to do to fix
this.

All right, I need to call Lucien. Come
on, I'll take you home. Okay, thank you.

And I'll see you later. I'll be back in
an hour with everyone's kids, okay? Oh,

damn.

This night just keeps getting better.

Okay, let's go. Good night. Take care.
You too.

All right.

Get it.

Get what?

Soda blade, but I saw everything that
happened.

I'm not kidding.

I'm sorry.

Okay.

Good night.

Kelly, I'm with you.

Don't be like this.

Talk to me.

Can I at least come in? No.

Go home to your fiancé.

Call it off.

Okay. Well, then just go home.

Good night.

Don't you want to know why?

I don't give a damn.

Thanks for asking.

But I'll tell you anyway.

At my age, I've made a lot of dumb
decisions.

And Mary and Galitha, I didn't want to
make another.

Look, I've had a long night. I don't
really want to hear this.

Kelly, please.

Talk to me.

I'm lost.

What are you looking for, Travis?

You're searching for something. What is
it?

I don't know. No, you know.

No, don't.

That girl loves you.

I saw it in her eyes when she was over
here, and now you just dump her because

you... You are a piece of work.

Do you understand that women are not
chew toys for you to just cut your teeth

and then when you're finished, just
throw them out of your mouth?

Kelly, that's not what I'm doing. Then
what are you doing?

I'm trying to grow.

I'm trying to be a man.

Not the man my father wants me to be.
Not the man in a church.

I'm just trying to be me.

I'm trying to be Travis.

Who are you, babe?

I don't know.

Boy, please. Please.

What?

Look at me.

I cannot lose you.

I cannot have you out of my life.

You haven't been there for me.

Since day one.

You've always had my back. And you're
the only solid and consistent thing in

life.

I know I messed up.

I know I did. But I'm asking you.

I am begging you.

Can you please find it in your heart to
forgive me?

Can we at least...

My son's dream.

Just be friends.

No.

Kelly.

Just talk to me.

Every time I see you, I want you to make
love to me.

Every time.

Every time I smell your cologne, it
reminds me of our first time.

Every time I see your smile, it reminds
me of how I wake

up to you in the morning in bed.

Every time I see your hairbrush, I think
about the first time just that you took

it.

Everything about you reminds me of what
I don't have anymore.

So until I can see you and not see all
those things,

I can't. I can't afford you.

I can't afford you. I can't afford this
house.

But you know what? I'm going to work
like hell to stay in it because I don't

want to have to go back to my old
apartment with all these memories of

This right here, this is my new start.

This is my new day.

And I'm going to date.

I'm going to have fun.

I'm going to create some new memories
with a new man.

Yeah, a grown -ass man who knows exactly
who he is and exactly what he wants.

And in the meantime, sweetheart, listen.

I want you to go off and tell him.

Find yourself. Figure out all these
things. Do it.

But I love you, Travis.

And I love you enough.

I'll let you go.

And you need to love you enough to know
it's time for you to come.

So I'm going to ask you one last time to
please, please close my number.

Don't come around here anymore.

Carrie, I can't do that.

I won't do that.

You're going to force me.

To be someone that I don't want to be
around you.

There's a bitch that lives in me that I
have to pray for.

Don't make her come out to play.

Kelly.

Kelly. Kelly.

I'll go find you down here.

You know, I can find you if you're
drinking a public.

Man, you okay?

I'll take that as a no.

Look, I know this is hard, man.

And I never would have expected this
from Alex.

I'm so sorry.

I never judged you, Eddie.

I mean, I... I may not agree with the
way you live your life, the decisions

you make, but I've always tried to keep
you on the straight path going forward

so you don't veer off.

You have a... You have a really big
heart because I've seen it.

And I have a really big heart too.

And I just feel like it's been ripped
out of my chest and just thrown onto the

floor.

And run over. And it's like, she's...

She's my light. And that light has just

gone dark.

And I don't know what to do.

I don't know where to go.

So I come here.

I just... I just feel like grabbing her.

I just want to grab their ass by the
back of their head.

Drag him up the staircase.

Just tie him to the bedpost and lace
that whole thing in gasoline and set the

whole house on fire. And just watch him
burn.

I've been there, man.

I've been there.

Well, maybe not that dark.

I'm sorry, man.

She was cheating right into my nose.

Right there.

I mean, just sitting there, drinking
this, and thinking,

putting all the different pieces
together.

Wake up in the middle of the night and
reach for her.

She wouldn't be there.

And I think, maybe she's in the bathroom
or...

Maybe she's just gone to get a glass of
milk.

Or I'd come home from work and...

Her hair would be a little disheveled.

And I would think,

oh, she's taken a nap.

I just feel so angry.

I've had so much hurt. I just want to...

I'm just trying to calm myself, you

know? Just trying to remain.

You seem pretty calm to me, man.

That's always been you.

Calm on the outside.

Yeah.

I'm like a volcano on the inside.

I need you to let me do you a favor on
it.

Let me call my boys.

Oh, man, this guy helped so bad, he
would never even think to look at your

or your family again.

Let me do it my way.

That guy was my friend. He's not your
friend, Brad.

I told you for junk, Brad, that guy was
bad news.

He's a snake.

He's a punk.

Let me take him out.

No.

Brad, how can you say that?

After what this man's done?

Because I won this one.

What are you going to do?

I'm going to go back to the house.

When you get there, what are you going
to do? I'm going to burn it down.

You want some rope?

I need a brain.

Because I should have seen this happen.

I didn't.

And how did it happen to me?

What did I do wrong?

Where did I mess up?

There's lies to my face.

Give me a gun.

I can't give you this one.

I got one for you.

Look, there's no serial number on this.

You finish him, I'll get rid of him.

You got me?

Go ahead of your business.

You should have taken a rope.

Girl, what are you doing in this
neighborhood this late?

I just wanted to check and see how you
were doing.

I'm doing good.

Healing up fine?

You know, it's a small thing to a giant,
though.

A giant.

But you are.

You know my mom's not here, right?

Oh, okay. Well, I was just seeing how
you were.

Hold on one second.

Hey, Frank, I'll be back. I'm just going
to be downstairs with Fawn, all right?

Guys, let's watch some TV.

What's up?

Nothing.

What made you come all the way over here
in the middle of the night then?

I told you, I just wanted to say hi.

Okay.

So does your daddy know you're over
here?

Are you kidding me?

No.

He eats my ass off.

He's just old -fashioned.

Remember that one time your dad called
us kissing?

Oh.

Yeah, got banned from the restaurant.

That was crazy, yeah.

Yeah.

So, are you being anyone?

Nah. No.

What about yourself?

No. Maybe we should go out sometime.

Yeah, maybe.

Why not?

Wait, why'd you say it like that?

Like what?

Mmm, yeah, maybe.

Yeah! Um,

just because I don't want my mom to get
in any more trouble with her dad.

Oh, yeah. Who is this young lady?

What's up, baby? Come on, come on, come
on. What's your name?

I'll walk you to your car. We weren't
done talking. It's okay, don't worry

it.

Oh, you ain't got to go?

Yo, you don't like chocolate? Where you
going, baby?

Come on, you need a roughneck, not this
dude.

I like the curly hair. That's cute.

You got the little gap like I like, too.
That's what's up.

All right.

Tell your mama you got a thug now.

Thug is dude.

Yo, why you don't share, man?

Why you crazy?

What's up, man?

What's up?

You tell me.

Yo, my pocket's a little light from the
other night, so I'm just trying to

figure out, you know, what happened. You
know, I can't let you get it.

Away with that, right?

You shouldn't have took the money then.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You keep talking
about this money I don't know nothing

about, man.

What's up?

What's up?

Joey, what you doing outside?

Nothing. I think it's time for you to go
inside.

I'm good.

Yeah, Joey, listen to the warden. Go
inside.

You know, Joey, our time is coming.

Yeah, I'm looking forward to it. Yeah.

The date.

What's that about, man?

Nothing.

Your mama told me that you took his
money.

Yeah, and?

This gangster crap is not a game, Joey.
In this neighborhood?

Can't.

Can't let nobody.

I get it.

Think I ain't grew up in a place like
this? I understand that.

Sometimes you just have to let things
go.

That's it.

Yeah, I hear you.

He ain't gonna let it go.

Let me handle him.

Listen, man, you and my mama can't
protect her, man.

Yeah.

Well, we can sure as hell try.

Let's go inside.

Brad, please.

Please, just talk to me.

Please, that's the only way we're gonna
fix this. Please, just stop. Put it

down. Please, just stop. Talk to me,
please.

Listen, I'm sorry. Let me explain to
you. Let's just talk to me.

Why won't you say anything?

Look at me!

Look at me and talk to me!

Why, Alex?

Why?

Come on.

I don't have an answer. I don't. Was I
not enough for you?

No, you are.

Did I mistreat you?

No.

I mean, I must have done something with
it. Did I hurt you?

You know, I'm not good enough for you?
No.

Well, there must be a reason. What is
it?

I don't know.

You lied to me. You lied to me so
easily.

To my face.

I know. I'm sorry.

You're sorry.

Prove it.

How?

Tell me how and I'll do it. Yeah.

What are you doing?

It's loaded.

I want you to take this.

I don't want you to go next door.

I don't want you to blow his brains out.

What is wrong with you?

What's wrong with me?

Take it. I can't. No. Why?

Because I can't do that. Why can't you
do it?

Because you love him.

No.

It's sad.

Brad, put the gun down, please.

Please, just put it down.

I'm going to give you an opportunity to
save yourself.

And I'm going to ask you some questions.

And you better answer them the right
way.

Okay.

Okay.

Do you love him?

Do you love him?

No, no, you answered the question.

And the next one.

When Paisley came into our room that
night and she woke me up.

And she had nightmares and she was
looking for mummy.

And you weren't there.

Were you with him?

Where did you two have sex?

Answer me!

In the shed.

In the shed.

How often?

Not often.

That's not an answer, Alice.

How often?

Once or twice a month.

Are you begging me?

Ed, please don't do this.

Yes.

Or no.

Yes.

Did you ever talk about me?

In what sense?

I'm just talking about... How I felt
about...

I'm sorry, about what?

About... How I felt about... What, about
throwing him behind my back?

I want you to say this.

I was having sex with him.

while my husband was faithful.

Say it!

I was having sex with him while my
husband was faithful!

Do you like screwing him more than you
like screwing me?

No.

That's a lie.

I told you not to lie. That's a lie.

Do you like screwing him more than you
like screwing me?

Sometimes.

Sometimes I do.

His use protection.

No.

Is that his job?

No.

How do you know?

I put a calendar together and I counted
the days and it doesn't add up.

What does that mean?

I kept a calendar.

Kept it?

Where is it?

upstairs yeah you should get it i want
to see it no get it no get it i want to

see it i really want to see it we've
come this far i want to see the calendar

What does the triple A stand for?

Can we just talk?

We are talking, honey.

What does the triple A stand for?

When I was having sex with him.

When I was having sex with him.

When I was having sex with you.

So basically, I'm failing.

I'm failing you, right?

No.

It's not. It's just different.

So if Peter and Paisley got these kind
of grades at school, what would you do?

Brad. What would you do?

I would try and teach them to do better.

You wouldn't just, like, swap them out
and get them new kids that were

exceptional, like A -class students,
more experienced.

Okay, I get it.

I get it.

I'm so sorry.

I don't think you do get it.

You know how much I love you. I don't
know how much you love me.

I don't know anything anymore.

I don't even have a home to come home
to.

You betrayed me, Alex.

You betrayed me. I don't know where to
go.

Right in front of all of my friends and
my co -workers.

And you betray me and you embarrass me.

Some kind of sick game. Okay, I get your
point.

No, you don't get my point.

I'll show you my point.

What are you doing?

Brad, no!

No!