All language subtitles for If Loving You is Wrong s01e07 After Heartbreak

Previously on If Loving You Is Wrong.
Well, I guess this wouldn't be a good

to ask him about her son working here.
Jackie. I can't. What'd you say to your

mama? I was building a life for us, and
you were all making plans with someone

else. Admit it, Travis!

Just admit it! If you were attracted to
someone else, would you tell your

spouse? Yeah.

Somebody followed me home. I shot up the
whole damn place.

He doesn't want you to call the police
because he's a corrupt cop.

Come on, copper!

Get up!

Get out!

Get your ass out of here.

Are you okay?

I'll leave.

I'm never gone.

You hear me?

I didn't think I had that much to do,
did I?

Well, you did.

She was so mad.

I'm sorry.

You're not mad, are you?

No.

Yes, you are. I can tell.

I was just trying to have a little fun.

Well, you could have handled that
better.

I just felt... It felt good to have you
all over me like that.

Hugging and kissing me.

It felt like old times.

I wasn't trying to make her mad.

I just, I didn't care because it felt
like we did six months ago.

What do you mean six months?

Everything changed with you six months
ago.

How'd you figure that?

I know it's something.

I don't know what it is. You won't tell
me, but... I know it's something.

What are you talking about?

Is it the baby?

Marcy. Please, just tell me.

Why do you always overreact? No, I
promise.

I promise I won't if you just tell me.

There's nothing to tell you, right?

It's not the baby.

Then what is it?

Six months ago, something changed.

Look, I don't want to argue about this,
okay?

No, I... Let me go. To me, never. I said
we're gonna make it one of those

nights. I see.

Right now.

Like we did the other day in the window.

You want to go back there?

You want to go get up in the window?

Does it turn you on to have him
watching?

What?

Alex and Brad.

What are you trying to say?

Maybe you're into voyeurism.

See, this is why I hate when you drink.

You start coming up with all these crazy
-ass delusions in your head.

I'm sleeping down here tonight.

I'm not, but... Showing the hell I can.

You asleep?

Brad, it's too hot.

Sorry.

Are you okay?

Why didn't you tell me they were coming
over here?

I just wanted things to be the way they
were before.

For what?

For her?

I don't know. Did she do something to
you?

Who?

Marcy.

Oh.

Then what's going on?

I don't want to talk about her right
now. I want to go to sleep.

Okay. Good night.

I'm sorry I surprised you with... Don't
surprise me again.

Don't.

I'm sorry.

It's fine.

It's fine.

Stop. Stay still.

I've got to get this money. Stop, Ed.
Stop.

What? How can you say that?

You're going to wake Mika up. I don't
want her to see you like this, okay?

Damn.

Son of a bitch.

Do you see what you do?

I'm sorry?

What I did?

Yeah, this is what you do.

Don't you dare.

Blame this on me, okay? You shot that
man.

Shot that man because you weren't
running off with some little punk.

Mom? Baby, go back to bed, okay?

Is that Dad?

Baby, go back to sleep, okay?

Baby, Daddy's right here.

What happened to you?

My daddy got into a little bit of a
fight.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Are you sure you're okay?

Mika. Come on, Mika.

Let's go to bed, okay? Tell Daddy
goodnight. Okay.

Okay, I love you, Dad.

Mommy and Daddy love you, too.

You're going to have to sleep, okay?

Go back to sleep, okay?

Okay.

Ed. Ed, please just let this go, Ed.

I can't.

You started.

I know I started it.

There's just no way I can let this go.

You won't. You're damn right I won't.

Look what this man did to me.

He shows up at my job, he's screwing
you.

I'm not yours.

Yeah, right.

I'm not.

Okay, go back home to your wife. You
have a wife. Yeah, my wife left me over

this.

Because your boyfriend shot up the house
and you... What's her leaving you have

to do with me? Ed, you started this.

No, you started this.

As soon as you ran off with that book,
you know how much I love you.

Oh.

You love me.

Listen. I know I've made some mistakes.

But what I'm telling you about your
heart is real.

I can't afford both of these places,
babe.

So I don't know what I'm going to do
with you and Mika, but something's got

give.

I am so sick of you.

I am sick of you.

Every time I look at him, I think about
you.

Don't you ever do that.

I love the way you make love to me.

Why is this so good?

Why? Is it because this is happening?

What do you mean? Just go with it. Stop
being mean to each other. Just... Just

do everything we're supposed to be.

Just... Don't force it.

It scares me, too.

What if I start wanting more?

If we start wanting each other more? I
can't want you any more than I already

do.

He told me six months ago that I was
gonna fall in love with you.

I know.

That I've been making this to you. I
know, I know, I know.

Can we talk about this baby?

I don't know.

It's not yours, okay?

It's not. We took your caution.

I know it's not a guarantee.

I've done the math, okay? The dates
don't match up.

There's no way.

It doesn't match. The baby isn't yours.

But you're having another baby with him.

He's my husband. I know.

I know.

And I know we can't be together.

If you're not?

I'm not.

I thought you had that game night.

Don't do that again.

Do what?

The trying to make me jealous thing. I
wasn't trying to. Like hell you weren't.

Staring at him.

And I'm looking at him.

And he tells me a secret.

Like what?

Alex.

No, Rena, like what?

What secret? What, is he having an
affair? No.

He's good.

It was your wife.

Daddy.

Daddy.

Hey, honey.

What's the matter?

There's a monster in my bedroom.

There's no monster, honey.

It lives in my room.

Want to come sleep with Mommy and Daddy?

Where's Mommy?

I'll get you to bed, eh?

You only got a little teddy?

You need a little bunny?

Come on.

I'll go find mummy, okay?

Hey, man.

Randall, what are you doing up so late?

Oh, you know I always come out here to
work when I can't sleep.

What's going on?

I'm looking for Alex.

What do you mean?

She's not in the house.

What?

The car's on the driveway.

Oh.

I haven't seen her.

She's here.

Oh, okay.

Don't worry.

Get to bed, man.

All right, man.

Will do.

Have a good night.

Where were you?

I was in the bathroom.

Upstairs?

Yeah, the kids' bathroom.

I knocked on the door.

I didn't hear you.

Are you okay?

Yeah, I just... I went in there. I
didn't want to wake you.

What are you doing up?

Paisley had nightmares, and she wanted
Mommy.

Sweetheart. Hi.

Thanks for coming right over.

Yeah, sure.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

Are you sure?

Yeah, yeah.

You sounded stressed on the phone.

Oh, no.

No, I'm fine.

Okay. What's going on?

Well,

I have a problem.

What is it?

The house.

You don't like the house? No.

No, it's not that. I love it.

Your fiancé doesn't like the house?

No, well... It's okay. You can tell me.

I'm not going to be able to afford the
payment.

Really? Yeah. So I think I'm just going
to need to go ahead and sell it.

Okay, well, you know, we'll put it back
on the market.

You should have some equity in it, so
you'll be okay. I'm going to hurry up

do it, you know, so that my credit
report isn't shot.

No, it's fine.

Do you want to tell me what's going on?

Well, um, the man I thought was going to
be my fiancé and that I thought wanted

to marry me, he just wanted to ask me if
it was okay for him to marry somebody

else.

What?

Yeah.

I'm so sorry.

Have you ever had your heart broken?

know what this felt like.

I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.

It's okay.

It's okay to have that anger, that hurt.

Stop, stop.

Sorry. Nope, I'm not even trying to go
there.

Please do not tell anyone.

Honey, I will not. It's okay.

Such a cute kid.

Yeah.

I just hate the way that it'll make him
feel, you know?

I mean, I can deal with it for myself,
but for my son?

You know, it just makes it even that
much harder.

What am I even gonna do?

Well, you've got Alex, Esperanza,
Natalie.

Now you've got me.

I can't tell them yet.

I know that you don't know me that well.

I'm a good friend.

Thank you.

And I'm really sorry to even put all of
this on you. All of my crap.

You do not deserve that. I know that you
already have the perfect life and the

perfect husband.

No, it is not perfect.

I guess nobody's life is perfect. Nope.
Right? But, um... That's what she would

have told me.

You know?

That he was having feelings for somebody
else.

Like, warn me or something. Don't just
blindside me.

But you know what?

I think it's my fault.

Because I felt something.

And I just ignored it.

I felt it.

What did it feel like?

Like something was off.

Like certain things were fine, but then
it was just something that was just off.

When we would speak, it was like he was
distant.

You know?

Like he was further away from me than
Miles.

Like when you're making love to another
one in mind?

Marcy.

He's changed over the past few months.

Oh.

Randall? Oh, baby.

Why do you think that is?

I don't know.

I don't know. He's always been a good
communicator.

But lately, he's just been distant.

You know? Unless, um... Unless what?

Unless Brad's around, and then he's just
all over me.

Affectionate, like he wants them to
think we're the perfect couple or

He's there, but he's not, you know? Hmm.

Yeah. Yeah, I know what that is.

And I think, um...

The last time that we made love, I heard
him say someone else's name.

I think he said, um, Peppa or something.

Well, did you confront him about it?

Yeah, well, when I asked him, he said
something stupid like, oh, you're hot

spicy or something. It just, it didn't
sit right with me. I don't bite.

That feeling you were talking about.

You have a right to ask questions.

Okay, I wish I would have asked
questions or else I wouldn't even be in

position. Yeah, I know you're right. I
know I am.

Don't say anything, okay?

I won't. I won't. I promise.

I just, I may be exaggerating. I don't
want it to be a thing. Maybe you're not.

There's only one way to find out, Marcy.

You gotta ask him.

All right, Joey.

And you remember this is the hamburger
station.

Just watch him if you don't know what to
do. You remember the temperature needs

to be set properly for the grill. All
right? That's important.

I got it, Mama. All right?

And you know this is against my better
judgment.

I know, Mama.

Will you stop saying that to him? Yeah,
well, it is.

And don't have your friends up and
through here. This is a place of

Mama, I know.

And don't think about who the people
love. Jane, can you stop telling him

don'ts to do and tell him stuff that you
do?

Why are you in my business? Because
you're so dang right.

All right, listen. When you close up,
make sure you set this alarm.

You got me?

Yes.

That man is crazy about the store, Joey.
This one makes him the most money.

All right, so be sure to check the lock
before you leave.

Okay. If anybody come in here looking
crazy, just don't be scared to go to the

back. Lock the office door.

Call the police. All right? That glass
is bulletproof. Okay?

Okay. All right.

All right, well, I guess it's about the
time. I don't want you to be late. Come

on, come on, come on, come on. Go pick
up your sister from your aunt's and get

your brother from school.

Okay. Okay?

And make sure they eat. Joey, make sure
they eat.

Okay. Some real food now, not no fast
food. All right, Mom, I got it. Okay.

Congratulations. Thank you, Miss Jackie.

It's just Jackie. I told you there ain't
that much difference tonight.

You are going to be so good at this. I'm
so proud of you.

Thanks, Jackie. I get to make $8 an
hour.

It's better than making nothing.

You can still take me to the movies.

All right.

You see what I'm talking about? You see
that attitude?

That's the attitude that bothers me
about him. He wants everything so fast,

know? $8 an hour is enough for somebody
his age. He'll be fine.

Oh, look who's coming in. Elle to the
ocean.

Hello, lady. You look nice.

Thank you.

Where are you coming from?

Looking all prippedastic.

I'm a follow -up job interview.

How'd it go?

I got it.

Really? Yeah.

Congratulations.

Congratulations.

I'm going to make you a smoothie. You
don't even have smoothies. I'm going to

make you one now.

Thank you. Come here.

I want to just share something with you.

And that is, I'll tell you a thing.

What did I do?

Just be impatient with me.

God, you know damn well I have been
impatient with you.

Exactly. That's why I said it, because
you should have been.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. What did you say?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

So, did he say why he called you for the
first time?

Well, basically, he said that...

He wanted me to be his partner and to
watch his back.

Really? Mm -hmm.

Called me a pock.

A pock? What's a pock?

People of color.

He said that? Mm -hmm. I mean, we are
people of color.

What an ass.

Hey, still a job.

All right, well, you be careful with
him. I mean it. No, come on, Matt.

You know I know how to take care of
myself. I know.

But just, you know, I don't trust him.

Hey.

I got this, babe.

Okay.

Hey. Hey.

You ready?

Yeah.

Okay.

Lou, congrats, I heard.

Oh, thank you. You know, I'm over there
in dispatch, so if you ever need

anything, you can come on over there.

Okay.

All right.

Where are you two going?

Girl stuff.

Girl stuff. Girl stuff. Oh, okay.

I'll see you later. Bye.

All right.

Bye.

Hi. All right, so tell me what we're
doing. Come on, I'll tell you. That's

I would like to know.

Well, we haven't seen Kelly in two days.
We haven't talked to her. She was

supposed to get proposed to. None of us
have called her because we've been

caught up in our own little lives.

You're right.

Have you seen her?

No, I've just been busy.

I was going to say really tired.

Have you talked to her?

No. No.

Yeah. You guys, I'm sure she's fine.

Hi.

Hey, Kel.

Hey, what are you guys doing here?

We were in the neighborhood and...
Really?

Yeah.

How are you?

Fine.

Come in.

You really got yourself settled in here?
Oh, it looks great.

Honey, I love the colors. Me too.

Wow.

Stop this.

Honey, what is... Did Marcy tell you?

Tell us what?

Kelly. Kelly. Tell me I could trust her.

Hello. Hey, Marcy. Thanks a lot.

What'd I do?

I have Alex and Esperanza and Natalie
all in my living room right now.

Okay. What are you talking about?

What? Did you tell them? Which one? What
you told Alex? Of course.

Tell me what?

Kelly, I would not do that.

You didn't? No.

spoken to her.

What's going on?

I'm coming over there right now.

No. No, please.

Yeah, come on over. Everyone else did.

We just want to make sure everything's
okay with you. What is going on?

That is what friends do.

That's right.

I am fine.

The hell with that.

Did he propose?

Not only.

What?

We all want to know, right?

Yes, but that's not who you ask.

She's never changing.

Listen, y 'all will ask your way, I will
ask mine.

Clearly you are.

Come on in.

Everybody else did.

Hi.

Look, I swear, I didn't say anything.

No, she didn't. Oh, okay, because I am
not that kind of friend.

I keep secrets.

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

Hi. Hi. I'm really sorry about last
night.

Don't even mention it, okay? It was me.

I'm sorry.

What did we miss?

Okay, you know what? One thing at a
time, please. Kelly, did he propose?

Oh, now who's asking?

Did he?

Yes.

Honey, congratulations.

Not to me.

No.

He proposed with somebody else.

What?

Are you serious?

Kelly, no.

Come on, please. Do not respond like
that. I'm already going through my own

stuff, okay?

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

I remember he was on that missionary
trip.

And his mother sent a girl out there.

He fell in love with her.

And I bought this house.

I'm so sorry.

I'm going to be okay.

Justice. I don't even know how I can
look in his eyes and tell him.

Why didn't he just tell me that he fell
in love with her?

I mean, how does that even happen, you
know?

Like, how can he love me but also love
somebody else?

God, you'd be surprised how your heart
can just get pulled in two different

directions.

That was... What?

How did that happen? Have you ever heard
this?

Ever what?

Love two people and not one.

No, I haven't. I just... I've heard of
it.

I know, it's possible.

It doesn't make it right.

No.

It doesn't.

Thank you all for coming, but I'm okay.

I want you to know I'm going to get
through this, okay?

All right? You don't have to stay here
with me.

We are not leaving you. No, that's
right.

You got some wine in here? Oh, God.

None for me. I had too much last night.

None for you.

Why not?

I just, I don't want any.

Marcy, you okay?

What's going on?

Marcy, Marcy, don't.

No, it's okay.

It's okay, I'm fine.

Her husband's been distant.

Callie.

Marcy, it's okay.

I just, I didn't, I don't want to,
nothing.

They're our sisters, right? We are your
sisters.

And I know you haven't had any before,
but you have some now.

It's okay.

Your secrets are safe here.

We've got your back.

There are people that you can trust that
will not betray you.

Okay? We have your heart, okay?

We love you.

You're one of us now.

Thank you.

Edward is driving me crazy.

But you're not with him.

I know.

Don't do this.

No, wait. Natalie, wait.

There was someone that I knew once that
was sweet, and he was kind, and he was

gentle.

I know you're not thinking about trying
to get back with him.

No, I'm not. I know that.

And I know that I need to get back on my
own two feet and get away from him. I

know that.

Honey, if anybody can do it, it's you.

Honestly, I just... I don't know where
to

begin.

See?

I see.

You are smart.

Okay?

You are smart, and you are beautiful,
and you can do this.

I will.

For Mika.

You know, I want her to look at me and
say, yeah, she did it.

I want her to be proud, you know?

She will be.

Thank you for saying that, because I
know that we haven't really, I

don't know, we haven't connected, and I
don't know why that is, but thank you.

I know that you don't like me and...
That's not true.

That's not true.

This whole thing with Randall, it's been
driving me crazy.

Making me paranoid.

I'm sorry.

And, Alex, you have been putting up with
me.

Acting all crazy.

I really appreciate it.

Don't thank me.

Look at us. I mean, look at us.

We're all just sitting here in and out
of love.

My mother told me one time that you
don't know true

love until you've loved somebody that's
wrong for you.

And it hurts like hell.

Hey.

We a girl.

We got you.

We got you.

We got you.

We got you.

We got you. We got you.

Next,

on If Loving You Is Wrong.

He'll give you his option.

You shot him to scare him.

To intimidate him.

This is the move. My family.

Only we do not shoot to wound, we shoot
to kill.

I did not want your money.

Or should I say, your parents' money.
Yeah, your mommy and daddy. Look, what

don't remember is that I had a man
before you, and sweetheart, I can get a

after you.

Did you hear me? It's over!

Don't call me!

Don't text me! Don't talk to me!