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point right now.��������� Start working around the base.��������@ I want to make sure
that my shelter is���C�u��W������ protected from the elements.��T������ Oof! Done it.��l������ I'm just going to
sit here and wait.���C�u��o����� Every day when I wake up,
I'm going to plan that day��Ԡ���� 8 based on my calorie needs.�������� Nice.���C�u@�炆L����� I'm hungry.�������� And it just sucks to know
that I'm at starvation time,��
������� where I just sit around���C�u�炞4����� and I don't have anything
to eat.�������h What do you want from me, universe?��4C�u�炲4����� Perhaps my purpose here
is not to win.��d������ I accept my fate.���C�u���4����� Hello.
This is Baha.�������h I am officially tapping out.��������P Being alone here felt like��C�u���젬��� connecting deeper
with my family.��
d�����
� Sometimes you have to lose
a battle to win the war.���C�u�������� They call this place
the land of great thirst.��������� The Great Karoo Desert,
South Africa.��|C�u@��$��¡�� We are in one of the most
inhospitable places on Earth.�� Ġ����
( Ten participants.��d������ Whoever can stay
the longest wins.���C�u@��;۠���� It's pretty simple.��������� I found the baboons.��L�����
� There's ten of them,
but I only have five arrows.�� �C�u@��Y����� This place is dry, dry, dry.��
������ The sun's beating
down on you every day.��d������ I'm so tired.
And I'm so thirsty.��\C�u@��r������ Oh, man.��Ġ����( I really don't feel safe
drinking this water.��������� This is a place to be,
if not feared,�� LC�u���㠨��� treated with a lot of respect.��
ܠ����@ I changed my mind!��|C�u@�������� Oh.
Look at the size of that thing.��4������ There's a big herd
of wildebeest right there.��ܠ����� Rhino tracks.��������� Meat's back on the menu, boys.���C�u@���K����� They call Cape Buffalo
the Black Death for a reason.�������p It'll just straight up
kill you.��젤���
� We don't control the game.��TC�u@����� Here we go. Flooding.�������� This is nothing
compared to what's coming.��ܠ����` It hurts so much, man.��SC�u@���ڠ���� It's freaking ice.��Ġ����( So the question is,
how strong of a mind�������� do you need to have
to win this?������� Whoo!��<C�u��������� What the
did I get myself into?��|������ A long, cold night.�� LC�u��j����� The last one to tap walks
out of here with 500 grand.�������h This is one
of the hardest things��$C�u��)Z����� that a person can do
in their life.��o�����p Oh, my gosh.��������h It's another great day
in Africa.���C�u��������� We're going to rig up
another line here.��
\C�u���b����� Eat a piece of jerky.���C�u���I����� Good old warthog jerky.��������8 I don't know what I'm going
to do when this is gone.��TC�u���9����� Starve, I guess.
Try to catch more fish.��
�C�u��!����� Nice breakfast.��������� I'll do the dishes.��L�����
� You sit down.
I'll do dishes.���C�u@��$!����� I'm feeling very tired.��̠����0 I can tell I'm getting weaker.��젿���� And I need to make sure
that I can pull my bow back.�� tC�u@��:y����� OK, we're going to get
some water boiled today.��4������ So I'm going to take
a few days off of hunting�� t�����p and not burn too much energy.���C�u��X�� Slow and easy going, guys.��D������ I don't know what to do,
guys, for hunting.��
4C�u��s1����� It's hard.�� Ġ����
( A lot of people thought
it was going to be easy.��C�u@��������� "There's so much game.
It's going to be so easy.��䠧���H We're going to last forever."��
d����� I heard that so many times
from half the contestants.��$C�u���Y����� Yeah, there's game,
but it's challenging.��������X Back home,
I'm a hunting guide.���C�u����� I take clients on elk hunts
and white-tailed deer hunts.�������h And we have liftoff.���C�u@���X����� We're going to put this
right into our water cache.�� L�ġ�� � And then we're going to do
one more to drink for the day.��|C�u@���蠤��� I'm a great hunting guide.��������X I've gotten everybody
tagged out��l�����( that has hunted with me
so far.��C�u�������� I'm super happy.��������` I got a warthog
on day two, guys.��
������ I can say I came
to South Africa���C�u�������� and shot a warthog
with a recurve.�� ������
And I've only been
shooting for eight weeks.��lC�u��1X����� I think everybody
was underestimating...��l������ I think, my shooting.��\C�u@��K������ There are people
that have looked at me,��|������ and they're like,
you're a woman guide?��������8 You're the one going
to take me in the mountains?��4C�u@��b������ It's like, yes, absolutely.��젫���P Let's go.
I'll take you hunting.��<�� I get especially excited when
I get to take a woman hunter��
�C�u���H����� and just let them
be independent��̠����0 without any guys around
and know that they can do it.��C�u@���ࠡ��� That's super rewarding.�� $����� � Last pot of water for the day.�� ������� I want to show
that women are stronger��lC�u@���7����� than they think they are.��d������ You know, we can keep up
in a man's industry.����¡��� We are strong enough mentally,
physically, emotionally.��DC�u��ݯ����� So if I were to win,
I could prove that.��
�����
p I can show that.���C�u�������� We're done with water. Yay.�� ������ Getting kind of chilly.��C�u@��
������ I think we're going
to bundle up and work��d������ on some dreamcatchers.������H Just going to find
some bluebush twigs.���C�u��.O����� The night before I flew out,
my cousin called me.��䠶���
H Him and his wife had
a baby named Eleanora.��
�C�u��F������ And they asked if I wanted
to be her godmother.�������p How cool is that?��,C�u��_������ And I'm going to make her
a dreamcatcher.�� 젲���
P And hopefully,
that'll give her courage��
�C�u��u����� to strive to do
whatever she wants in life.��
�C�u���?����� Hopefully, they can
hang it up in her bedroom.��4������ Let's go make
some dreamcatchers.��,C�u@���n�š�� I was talking to my aunt and
uncle before I came out here,��\������ and my aunt goes,
your grandma would be proud.��DC�u���֠���� My grandma passed away.��ܠ����@ And she was,��,������ like, the ultimate
homesteading hunter-gatherer.���C�u��㎠���� She hunted her own deer, bear.��T������ Just one tough woman,
so tough.���C�u��������� Coyote hunting
well into her old age.��|������ Never gave up.���C�u@����ġ�� She'd be like, you got food,
water, shelter, you're fine.�� L����� � That's what she would say.
And I agree with her.��������� I have food, water,
and shelter, so I'm fine.��
<C�u��6֠���� She'd be proud
that I made it here��l������ and that I'm doing,
so far, as well as can be.���C�u��Uv����� Oh, I can't wait
to give this to Eleanora.��4����� Here we go.
This is for my godchild.��C�u@�t����� You guys,
I super hope she likes it.��
�ǡ��
p And I hope that this represents
that her dreams are endless,��#C�u@���
����� nobody hold her back,��젶���P and she can be a strong,
independent woman.�������� And I hope
that I can inspire her.��
C�u���ՠ���� I want to get hunting today.��@C�u��u����� But I need to eat.���C�u��+������ So I'm just eating...���C�u��P������ What I can.��Р����� I'm losing faith
in the fishing, to be honest.��C�u��q������ So in the absence
of meat protein,��
3�¡��
� I'm trying to have enough food
every day to keep going.��XC�u��������� So I might have to go
really slow today���C�u�������� so I don't crash my energy.��Ԡ���� 8 But I know that
there's an expiration date���C�u���l�¡�� on being on a survival trip
and only eating plant food.��$������ So hopefully,
something will shift.�� �C�u�������� OK.�������� Phew!��,����� I'm off with my bow
to see what's possible today.���C�u��
$�¡�� So this will be interesting,
my hunting strategy today.�������� I'm just going to see
if I can evade���C�u��,d����� being seen
by these amazing animals.��
������` God, they're so cluey.��C�u��C4����� But I'm starting
to be able to really see��
�����
x the waterbuck on the hill.��
dC�u@��Xt����� They've always got
the upper hand��̠����0 because they're
on the hillside.��������P So the focus is sit and wait
and hope that I can get��
�C�u��r۠���� an opportunity to take a shot.��l������ Fingers crossed
the strategy works.��
C�u������ So basically, waterbuck,�� t����� � they come across the mountain
from east to west.��
\C�u@���[����� The wind is coming along
like this.��������� That's good.��<�����
� So I'm just going to sit here
in a little hidey-hole,��TC�u��٫����� see what happens.�� LC�u�� +;����� That's tough, man.��Р����� We're headed home.���C�u�� @�� Come on.
Where are you guys?��4C�u�� �z�š�� There is something going on
with those baboons over there.������� Can you hear them?���C�u��
Z����� Whoa.���C�u��
YA����� There's a bunch of them.
There's, like, at least 20.���C�u��
t������ It's like they're a gang
ready to come beat me up.�������� They better stay on their side.��<C�u��
�i����� "West Side Story."�������� Whoa.�� LC�u@��
�9����� I don't have my bow.��<����� � I have bear spray.
That's all I have.��������8 Holy smokes.
There's even more coming.���C�u��
������� .������
p There's a crap ton.���C�u��
�A����� There's probably,
like, 35, 40 now.��
������` Holy smokes.
They keep coming across.���C�u��
� ����� They're getting ballsy,
and they need to stay away.��C�u�������� Hey! Hey!��\������ Get! Get out of here!�� �C�u��!������ Go!��ܠ����H I don't need 60 of them coming,
bombarding my camp.��
�C�u��A蠗��� No thank you.�� ������0 Calm down.���C�u��\x����� I just need to walk.�������( It's getting warm out.���C�u@���x����� Sitting in the sun
on my lookout rock��䠢���H puts me in a great mood.��|�����( It gives me mental clarity.�� $C�u@���(�¡�� And I just feel so much better
being in the open space,��,������ rather than being
cooped up at my shelter.���C�u���H����� I wonder how everybody else
is doing with the baboons.���C�u���0����� What is that?�� t����� � You guys, look.��C�u�� ����� Rhino. Right there.��
�C�u��@����� So cool.��d������ Wow.���C�u��-����� Oh, my gosh, guys.�� L����� � Look. There's two more.���C�u@��Cߠ���� It looks like a mom and a baby.��\������ Oh, that's amazing.��������� You guys, it's a three rhino
kind of day.��4C�u��bϠ���� Sweet. Super sweet.�� 젯���
P This makes me feel strong,
you know?�� LC�u��vϠ���� Rhino strong.��D������ 'Cause of the rhinos.��<�����
H These rhinos have me
jacked up, guys.�� $C�u���O����� There they go.�� t����� � Bye, rhinos.�� $�����` Come back again.�� �C�u�������� Head back to camp,�������� make sure the baboons are
not messing with our stuff.��tC�u���_����� That would be devastating.��|C�u��灰��� The good news, guys,
I still see my stuff,��D������ so baboons have not came
and taken it.��,C�u��
������ So let's go fishing.���C�u��
'������ So I found this weird beetle.��PC�u��
?F����� And we're going to try
to use him as a topwater bait.���C�u@��
S������ I don't know.������
( It's a whole beetle in there.
We'll find out.��l������ Either it works or it doesn't.���C�u��
uV����� I am a little disappointed
in the fishing.��,������ I can't catch anything.��|C�u��
�Ơ���� It's like the fish have
just stopped biting.��,������ Emotionally,
it's been a roller-coaster.��C�u��
������� And I know I'm hard on myself.�� L����� � I'm very competitive.������� There we go.���C�u��
�ޠ���� I'll judge myself first
over anybody.��\�����( Be a great day
to be horseback riding.��|C�u��
�栵��� Packing the little burro
in the mountains.�������� He'd love it here.���C�u��
�V����� Oh, fish are swirled
right over there.��ܠ����@ He needs to come over here.�������� I remember a time���C�u��
5����� I did the trainer incentive
challenge.�������� Everybody gets a burro,
wild, untouched.��TC�u@��!
����� You have 90 days to train it.��젯���P And then you go
and compete with it.��<�����
� I got a burro, Badger.��䠴���8 I had him doing everything
in three days,��lC�u@��<����� leading, crossing bridges,��������� loading in and out
of trailers,��<�¡��� where everybody else could
barely get a halter on them.��C�u��P����� Fish just swirled right there.��������� Come over here.��L������ Why aren't you guys
swirling here?���C�u��d������ We get to competition day one,
and I bombed.��
\�����
� Badger laid down.
He reared up.��
<C�u@��}����� He refused to get
in the trailer.�������x He refused to do anything.��젨���
� He was just having an off day.�������� And I'm like,
there's no winning it now.���C�u@��������� I thought something would
nail this bug sooner.�������� ` Well, we came back.��젰���� And then we blew it
out of the water.��
C�u��������� We won grand champion,
me and that burro.�������� And I have adopted him,
and he's the best.��$C�u���M����� I'm shocked that nothing's
wanting to come bite this.��
������ But you got to stay strong,
stay positive.���C�u��浠ġ�� And so the lesson is to think
about what's in front of me�������� and not what's behind me.��,C�u��l����� All right.
Well, I think we're done.��������
H You tried, little bug.���C�u��&������ I'm not giving up.��d������ We'll get there.�������� � Remember, rhino strong.�� L������ You got this.���C�u��t����� Oh, gosh.
Baboon tracks.��\C�u���젋��� .�������� Those bloody baboons.��
d������ When I was out hunting,
they were cruising through.��LC�u��������� And my lovely wallaby hat
has gone.��hC�u���<����� Taking things like that,
you get cranky with them.��T������ Little buggers.��LC�u���K����� All right.
I need to go forage.�������� So I'm just going
to shut my shelter up,�� LC�u�������� make sure
that doesn't happen again.�� t�����H Down this comes.���C�u��(k����� Here we go.�� t����� � Locked safe.��<C�u��?c����� Away from those maniac baboons.��
������h Where would they have
taken my hat?���C�u��X������ Back to their lair?�������� God.���C�u��r{����� Anyway, that's as locked up
as it gets right now.��tC�u���S����� Alrighty.��,������ Heading out.��������� Out here, the calories in,
calories out���C�u����� is a very real factor.�� 8������ So even if I'm not
eating protein,��lC�u���[����� I want to eat every day.��̠����0 And so plants are
really critical for me.���C�u��ӂ����� Look, I've got lots
of foraged greens.��dC�u���J����� Wormwood, cabbage, and mint.�� ������� And this is also
where the grass seeds were.��
(C�u��z����� I can process
a little bit of grains.��
������ Plant food,
particularly wild plants,��
dC�u@��(Z����� have a very, very high
nutritional content,��
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� much higher than, say,��t�����x a lettuce that you buy
from the shops.��\C�u��@������ And it just feels good.��̠����0 I've got enough for tonight,
but I'll have a look���C�u��UҠ���� and see if there's
anything else around here.��������
This is a very,
very arid environment��
�C�u��m⠯��� and there's not
a lot of plant food.����� But one of the things I like
to look for in environments��
C�u���Ҡơ�� is all the spaces in between,
things that most people miss.��,C�u���b����� Very weird.��4������ Good, they're in the clay.��<�����8 So I'm using its potential
as much as I can.��
�C�u��������� Come on.
Out you get. God.��k������ There we go.���C�u���9����� Bizarre that they're
growing right there.�� Ġ����
( But I won't reject it.��
dC�u���)����� Oh.
I'm going to make a dinner.��������� Back we go.��TC�u�������� This looks yummy.��
d�����
� This could be a rocking,
rocking veggie thing.��
�C�u��2������ I think when
we're talking about hunger��|������ and the potential
for starvation on the show,��LC�u@��HQ����� we're really
talking about food security.��l�ġ��� I'm fascinated to see what
these little seeds taste like.��C�u��f������ And I've dealt
with the psychology��
�����
x of poor food security
quite a few times,���C�u��}!����� particularly in Arnhem Land,��,������ where Indigenous people
just don't anymore have access���C�u�������� to enough traditional
bush foods because�� Ġ����
( their environment's been
destroyed by feral animals.��
<C�u���ɠ���� And their health is suffering��۠����? because they're eating
Western food.��
<������ Mmm. Yum.��lC�u���x����� Like roasted sesame seeds
or something.��D������ It's a threat to your
whole nervous system��C�u��؈����� and your sense of safety
on country�� ������
when you don't
have enough food.���C�u���p����� And then probably
the best thing to do with it is��̠����0 put water in it,���C�u�� ������ soak overnight,
and eat in the morning��|������ like a mealy porridge.�� tC�u@��P����� And ultimately, I feel like
the real edge on this show����ġ��� is about understanding how
to feed yourself consistently.��DC�u��>������ Oh, that's nice.���C�u���g����� Well, it's early.������ I've been out fishing
for a couple hours already.�� ������ And I had success.��TC�u���/����� First off,��,������ there's this guy.��|C�u��⟠���� It's a lot of meat.��������� That is super exciting
for a hungry person.���C�u������ Love it.��l������ Look at this.��䠬��� I caught that
on a small catfish.��<C�u�������� Still on the hook right there.��D������ Two for one, a little catfish��tC�u��7'����� ate that scorpion,
got on the hook,�� Ġ����
( big catfish came
to eat the little catfish���C�u��N������ and luckily also got
on the hook.�������� With that, I've got
quite a bit of meat.��C�u��og����� Seems like the fishing here
is on again, off again.�������x But I feel like
the momentum's back.�� �C�u@���.����� I've been successful
really early in the mornings��Ԡá�� 8 and then at night, so I feel
like I'm unlocking the code���C�u@���N����� to catching these fish.��Ԡ���� 8 This fish is dead.
That's just the nerves.�� $������ And I thought I couldn't
use catfish meat��
4C�u��Ŧ����� to fish for other catfish.��t������ But apparently, I can.���C�u@���n����� I'm going to go get
this one in the pot�������� and then come back
and finish up.��������` Catching these fish
really makes me feel��
dC�u@��������� optimistic about moving
forward with my shelter.��
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� And hopefully,
I can keep the momentum������� and continue to bring in
those catfish.���C�u������� The game plan right now
is to go eat.��
Ԡ����8 Let's see how this fish
is coming along.��C�u@��<����� When you're not getting food�������x and you're concerned
about getting food,�������
� that weighs on you
pretty significantly.��\C�u@��TƠ���� Full pot of catfish.��������X That's a beautiful sight.��䠻���� And then when you do get food,
it feels so good.��
dC�u@��o.����� And you feel so confident
that you're going to be able��k������ to make this
and it's going to work.��|������ Mmm. Time to eat.�� �C�u@���ݠ���� This is a pattern that
our ancestors lived through��
�����
x on a regular basis,��l�����H the feast and famine mode
of living.��
�C�u���=����� And it's not just physical.��Ԡ���� 8 It's also mental.�������� And I can really see that.���C�u���u����� I can't describe
how delicious it is.�� tC�u���%����� While I'm out here,�������� I think about the writings
of the Stoics all the time,��TC�u��������� which was taught to me
really clearly by my mother.��<������ I need to slow down
a little bit.���C�u�������� That was hot.����¡�� Specifically the concept that
when we face a challenge,��C�u@��M����� rather than focusing on
how terrible that might be,�������� recognising within that
obstacle is a pathway forward.���C�u��A������ That obstacle becomes
the path.��
������ The easiest example
to point to is the catfish.��DC�u@��\]����� They were breaking my lines,
stealing my hooks.�� K����� � It was a big obstacle.��젥���� But it also became the way.���C�u��s������ Those big fish are
my main food source.��젓���P I'm full.���C�u���D����� I got lunch in there still.��h����� In the moment, it doesn't
always seem that way.�� tC�u@�������� But when you look back,
you realise��
d�����
� that those obstacles
in your life��������� brought about
important things for you��
�C�u���$����� and often led to solutions��,������ that had much better outcomes
than if that obstacle���C�u���Ԡ���� wasn't there
in the first place.�� 8C�u��D����� You guys, if you're having
a bad hair day,��,������ I don't want to hear about it.���C�u��AD����� Seriously, stop complaining
about your hair,��
�����
p because look at this mess.���C�u��c������ Oh, my gosh.��
d�����
� Yeah. I know it's a mess.���C�u��wˠ���� Thank you for letting me know.
Geese.�� t����� � The geese think
they're so funny.��
�C�u��������� All right, now I'm going
to put it back in a ponytail.��
�C�u���۠���� OK.��Р����� Hair's done for the day.���C�u@���K����� Let's get ready.
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before there's the day��������X where I can't pull
my bow back.�������
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and pushing.�� Ġ����
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the same way they look at men.�� 젿���
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barriers for female hunters��\����� and female guides.���C�u��H������ I do like I can inspire
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way the eff down there.��
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our last day hunting.��䠲���
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to keep hunting��TC�u��u����� if I can't pull it back.��T�����
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all the way.��������� I get to about, like, here,��������� and I need, like,
another inch or two.��DC�u���x����� It's devastating.��t������ I'm trying not to break down,
but I'm gonna.��C�u���Ƞ���� Because there's
just no way around it.��l������ No sense in holding it in.
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when it gets hard.��3C�u��_����� I'm going to push.��̠����0 So I know that
I gave it everything I had.��C�u��-'����� And there's nothing left
to give.��|�����h I ask myself, do you have food?�� �C�u��Gߠ���� Do you water?
Do you have shelter?�������p Yes. Yes. Yes.��������� Then you're fine.
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( I think those grass seeds��������( really had a bit
of extra oomph in them�� �C�u���Ϡ���� because I don't feel
quite so taxed today.���C�u���>����� Oh, God.���C�u���&����� .���C�u�� ������ It would have been, like,
a 50-yard shot.��,������ There's no way
I could have made it.��|C�u������� But I think I missed
a great opportunity to get--��������� to get a piggy.��TC�u��5M����� But it's a great encouragement.�������� It feels like
it's possible after today.��$C�u��Oݠ���� I just need to trust
it's all going to be OK.���C�u��d����� That this whole thing
is like a life parallel.�������� This adventure
in South Africa, at its core,���C�u���u����� there's a sense
of a spiritual quest.��
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that transformation��Ԡ����� often involves loss,���C�u���場��� losing part of yourself
in order to grow.��|������ And those lessons really
helped me when I gave birth.���C�u�������� That experience
really taught me��
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childbirth is quite something.��4������ It does literally feel
at one point��DC�u��̠���� like you will die.�� $����� � We've got these little sedge--��C�u@��7������ little sedge plant today.�� 젧���
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this little--��TC�u@��N����� it's not much.�������� It's just, like,
a little white bit.�� t������ But I realised what died in me
was my young woman.���C�u��r����� And that death was critical��\������ so that I could become
a mother.�� �C�u@�������� And even though
I've struggled here,��̠����0 the energy of the quest��<������ keeps me on track
with my purpose.���C�u�������� Ooh, yeah.�������x Survival stew.��T�����0 And while I'm experiencing
the loss��|C�u�������� of a long
20-year relationship,��
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of independence as a woman.��,C�u���C����� And so I know to trust
in the challenges, the grief,��TC�u�� ������ the pain
as unlocking your power.��tC�u��Ӡ���� That's been one
of the most profound threads�� t����� � in all of this journey.��C�u��2������ It's crazy.��d������ I don't have enough food,
but I'm all right.���C�u���;����� I'm eating
a big breakfast today.�������� I only have one meal left
after this one,���C�u���J����� and I'll be out of fish again.���C�u������ Oh, that was a good breakfast.�������h I'm full.��
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on the rock shelter.��,������ I've got two fishing lines
out this morning already.��\C�u�� #r����� I can keep an eye
on both of them��젬���P while I'm working
on the shelter.�� �C�u@�� 9������ For now, I'm going
to stick around camp.�� ������
I don't think I'm going
to hunt for a while now,�������� just focus on catching
more fish,��
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this shelter built.��l������ I do want to be able
to stand up in the shelter,���C�u�� u����� so I'm going to go on up
a little higher.��l������ But I'm going to switch
to a different kind of stone.���C�u@�� ������� There is another source
of stone.��
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that's been under��
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but it's flatter,��������X more sheer surfaces,���C�u�� ������ which make it
a little easier to stack.�� �C�u�� �Ѡ���� Today, I'm going to work
on finishing the stone work.��젥���P See if I can get that done.���C�u��!ɠ���� I admit, just from
a calorie perspective,��젲���P this shelter is overkill
for this game.���C�u@��!'I����� But it's something
I want to do.�������� Certainly, getting food
is the priority.��\������ But I think I can do this���C�u��!>i����� without threatening
my length of stay.������x This season might
go really long.���C�u��!U9����� And so to spend energy
to make this shelter�������� I think will pay off
over time.���C�u��!jQ����� I'm going to sleep
really comfortable and warm,�������p so I won't burn calories
as much.���C�u@��!������ If I can continue
to catch fish,��������� I don't see any reason��Ԡ����
why I can't stay here
indefinitely.���C�u��!�0����� .��,C�u��!� ����� .���C�u��!������ .��lC�u��"𠋡�� .���C�u��"3������ Oh, my gosh.���C�u��"V����� Oh, my gosh.��ܠ����
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that's all it took.���C�u��"���� Not good.���C�u��"������� I know exactly where
that weak spot was too.��D������ And I was ignoring it.��4C�u��"������� Paid the price.
I should have--��������� I should have gone back,
back when I saw it starting.��,C�u��"�'����� When I built
that section of that corner,�� $����� � I used stone
that I shouldn't have.���C�u��"�砼��� Little footage of
the devastation from this side.�� �C�u��#"��� Missing that corner,
it's in a very fragile state.��d������ And more of this wall
can easily collapse.���C�u��#Aߠ���� I feel like
I can't recover from this.��
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is it worth it at this point?���C�u��#�ޠ���� Burning a lot of calories.
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on my fishing poles.��
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enough calories,��䠳���H that affects not just
your energy level,���C�u@��#����� but it affects
your mental health��,������ and your mental game.��������x If you're not taking care
of that calorie need,��DC�u��#����� a lot of other issues
are going to come up.��\C�u��$������ So I just checked
my fishing lines,��젝���P and I've got snags.��Р����� Two snagged hooks.���C�u��$$��ǡ�� I can't afford to lose those,
so I'm going to dive for them.��
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through experience�������� that the things
I value the most,��
<������ the times I've had
the most growth,�� �C�u��$^������ are usually connected
to some form of struggle.��
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that our parents gave to us�������� was the opportunity
to do difficult things.��C�u��$�M����� To not rescue us from them.���C�u��$������� Got it.������� Difficult times were seen
as an opportunity for growth��C�u��$������ rather than as
a negative thing.�� $����� � OK.
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with the Boy Scouts��
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on my feet, feeling the pain,���C�u��%5����� but then arriving
at our final destination��䠾���H and having accomplished that
was deeply satisfying.���C�u@��%9���� I don't think
you can be truly happy��\������ and feel the depth
of happiness��������� unless you've also suffered.��C�u��%P䠪��� Those two things,
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it's been a struggle for me.��������� I have deep admiration
for everybody��
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on the "Alone" show.��4�����
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where you're going�������� to burn yourself down,
you know, psychologically��4������ and physically,
and let the whole world��\C�u@��&T����� see you go through
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