All language subtitles for Clink - 01x05 - Episode 5.PLUTONIUM.English.updated.Aic7ed.com

First time, aye?
Locked up and knocked up.

Your parole is denied.

I'm ready to meet her, the mother,
the girl I killed.

I've never seen a dead
person before.

Higher! Lift it higher!

My sister died in there! So, I
need to speak to your governor now!

I'm sorry, Chloe,
but your case has been delayed.

You can't keep us in here.

Look, I know this isn't what
you want to... I'm not having my
Chloe, you've been assessed as being
unsuitable to take

care of a baby at this stage.

No!

Lockdown, lockdown.

OK, there's a situation, we've got
to move you all.

ENGINE REVS

HE BEEPS THE HORN

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Move. The people in that building
are under my care

and if you attempt to hurt them

you're going to have to go
through me.

Listen, don't you...

DARE TALK TO ME ABOUT CARE!

You're angry. You're looking
for someone to blame. I get that.

But, Laura, she took her own life!

And there's got to be some level of
responsibility.

Shut up! Yeah?

SHUT UP!

Sorry, Lee, but that's the truth!
We both know it!

Just give her a moment.
Just let her deal with it.

YOU?!

YOU DON'T KNOW NOTHING!

Listen!

Lee, I know you don't want to
do this.

You've no idea about
what I really want to do!

Laura was really proud of you,
you know?

Cos you managed to do something
with your life!

Let's just turn the engine off
so we can talk.

GET BACK! GET BACK!

And, Lee, I've been where you are.

Feeling like I let my sister down.

I just want us to talk,
just you and me, no-one else.

Away from all this drama,

just two people talking.

Turn the engine off.

Please, Lee.

NO!

Forget about them, this is my gaff,
I'm in charge.

This is about Laura, yeah?

Do you think she'd want this?

Look, we can have a memorial
for her.

Celebrate Laura's life.

It would help them
and help yourself.

Laura's life would mean something.

Laura's life always meant something.

I know.

Look, you haven't hurt anyone.

So far.

There's still time to make this
right.

No, no, no! I know this man!
It's all under control.

It's just a misunderstanding.

There's no need for any more drama.

Let her deal with it.

Exactly. Don't want paperwork,
do you, lad? Eh?

I defo heard a gun.

No, you didn't!
They probably found a bomb.

Could've been big fuck-off tank!

Mad Max come break us oot!
It might be ISIS.

It isn't ISIS!

How do you know?

ISIS don't wait.

I'm trying to decide
whether that was an act

of courage or stupidity.

CAR DRIVES UP AND STOPS

I'll make a request that
you're taken off work detail

for the rest of the week.

Then I'll go to the store and get
you some fresh clothes, yeah?

Get you out of these things.

Do you want me to talk to
the others,

tell them what's happened?

I think it's pretty obvious
what's happened.

There's no baby.

It sounded proper big,
though, didn't it?

Yeah, but we don't know anything.
Could've been anything. Exactly

When do they tell us? I don't know.

Oh! Hey.

Hey! Was it a bomb?

Someone try to spring us?

Clo?

What a welcome.

Should've put his foot down!
Done us all a favour.

Are you OK? She brought this
on herself, you know.

Whatever the fallout from this,
from all of it, it's on her.

Have you found our Steven Spielberg
yet? Slowly, slowly.

That's a "no", then.

I'm heading off down to McEwan.

Still got some time to get some work
out of them. You! With me.

Right, you lot, let's be having
your drama over.

You OK?

Why wouldn't I be?

I don't know, it was just...

I didn't know what "truck" was.

Playing dumb, are you? Crafty sod.

If you can choose your battles,
you ought to.

Big day for you tomorrow, Khan.
Is it?

It can't be easy having to face up
to the mother of the girl

you killed.

Do you mind not discussing
my business in public, please?

I didn't realise it was
a big secret.

Well, it's private.

And, if I wanted to talk about it
with anyone, it wouldn't be you.

Nice attitude, yeah, yeah.

You better sort your head out before
you take that meeting, and all.

Oh, yeah?

From what I hear, it's your head
that needs sorting.

Chloe?

Get out.

Chloe.

I said get out!

I can't do that.

Come on, Chloe, love.

You lied to me.

I didn't lie to you.

I wasn't aware of the emergency
protection order.

Isn't it your job to know?

I've called social services.

They couldn't tell me much,
only that the baby...

Laura.

That Laura has already been placed
with a family.

I'm her family!

She's safe, Chloe.

That's something.

I will never, never forgive you
for this.

Get out!

This job's like 70% PR

and 30% lying through your teeth.

Allison used to say that.

So are we any closer to finding out
who our secret filmer might be?

Brian's making progress.

And we've tried putting the word
out.

How about we put the word out that
we're taking away all privileges

until she's found?

Sweep the place.

All contraband, no matter how
insignificant, will be confiscated

until someone starts talking.

We've got to be careful about this.

Any break with routine,
it'll cause problems.

Might be better to wait until
after the McDermott inquiry.

Your idea of having a memorial
service might just do the trick.

And if it doesn't?

I'd like us to pull together
on this.

Let you and your family know that
Laura meant something to us.

You know, it was the one thing that
I took pride in.

Never do what she did
or go where she went.

Your mum?

Yeah.

Even as a kid I used to say, "Nah,
it's not going to be me." But...

I appreciate what you did.

With the caution that...

If you wouldn't have talked me down,
or talk them down,

then God knows where I'd be now.

Strangeways, probably.

Grief can be a form of madness.

Especially when it's so raw.

She, erm...

asked for my help - Laura.

And I turned my back on her.

Don't torture yourself, Lee.

You, er, you said you knew what
it was like, with your sister.

I really think this memorial
will give people a focus

for their grief.

It'll help, believe me.

Is she going to be there?

Well, as a mother,
she has the right.

Are you OK with that?

No.

Listen, everyone's working
really hard to make

this a special occasion.

So, let's just focus on that, yeah?

Jess...

Hey!

Oi! Is she messing, eh?!

Get off!

You look different.

Thinner.

Yeah.

I just wanted to say thank you
for seeing me.

And my husband, Steven,
he didn't want me to come.

Well, none of the family did,
to be honest.

They just kept saying,
"Well, it's been four years,
"it's ti

Jeez, I forgot how young you were.

Listen...

I didn't answer any of your
previous requests because...

Well, I wasn't ready.

I'm told that you don't get
many visitors.

No, not really.

Your mum?

Sisters or brothers or...?

No.

Yeah, Martha was an only child.

I didn't think I could have kids.

And then...

..this one day...

You know, they call you a geriatric
mother if you're over 35

and you're pregnant. I got
my leg pulled for that one.

I miss her.

And I'm waiting
for it to get easier.

I can't do this, I'm sorry.
No, please just stay, please.

Please, just... Please.

There's this village in
Indonesia where...

where they keep the embalmed
bodies of their loved ones

with them until they feel
ready to say goodbye.

You know, just there on the bed.

Until they feel they can cope
without them.

Can you imagine that?

No.

I can.

I came here today
because I wanted to, erm...

I wanted to show you something.

Because I thought it might help.
I mean, both of us.

I'm sure you must struggle
with what you did.

Every day.

Yeah, that's what I thought.

So...

..this is my girl.

She loved her dances,

she was always in front of the
mirror, like, just jumping about.

I'm sorry.

She, erm...

She hated school
but she was really creative.

You know, she was always making,
erm, like cards

and calendars and drawings.

I can't do this.

No, you...

You don't get to go through your
life without knowing who she was.

That's not how this works.

That's not fair.

She, erm...

She really wanted a cat
but her dad hates them.

She was a cracking little swimmer.

She learnt to swim when she was
five when we were in Mallorca.

She... She was allergic
to penicillin.

There is nothing I can say that's

going to make you feel better. You!

You left her lying in the street!

Was she conscious?

Did she ask for me?

I don't remember.

What about the man you were with?

Would he remember?

What man?

The woman who saw it happen
from over the road,

the one above the bakery.

She saw you with a man.

No, I was on my own.

I go there every week
to put down flowers.

One day she came out with a cup
of tea, we got talking, she told me

that there was two of you.

Then why didn't she tell the police?

Oh, she's not the type to talk to
the police.

He was kneeling down...

..talking to Martha.

No, it was me, it was just me.

I just want to know

if her last moments...

Please, I won't tell anybody.

I want to go back to the dorm.

What did she say?

Did she ask for her mum?

Did she ask for me?

YOU OWE ME THAT!

All right?

How's your mum?

Same as she was six years ago.

Dead. I thought she was in hospital?

No, that's my Auntie Enid.

You up for some scoops tonight,
boss? You what?

I thought me and you could,
you know, bond a bit.

Are you one of those metrosexuals?

Everyone reckons I could learn
a lot from you. That's all.

Well, yeah. Yeah, yeah.
Yeah, you could.

So? Pub tonight?

OK.

Keep still.

There.

Grief can send people to dark
places.

She was probably trying to get into
your head.

Yeah, well, it worked.

You know, I've been trying to go
over everything.

The run-up to the trial was just
so mixed up with family stuff,

you know?

I just wanted to die.

I was happy to agree to anything.

And what about the guy you were with
that night?

Kamal.

What did he say in his statement?

That I was pissed.

That I disappeared and, when he went
to look for me, my car had gone.

And you believe that?

I'd only just met him!

Look, I know I was drunk, OK?
But I always had this survival

instinct, you know?

I never lost my keys,
never lost my phone,

never got separated from my mates.

Weren't you the good Muslim girl?

And I never went home with a guy
I didn't know.

OK.

Including that night.

Or at least that's what I thought.

Look, write down the name of
the streets where it happen.

Why?

I'll ask for a check to see
if there is a bakery there.

See where that takes us.

Just remember to keep them clean,
yeah?

We're creating our own religious
ceremony here.

Can we choose our own religions?

Yeah, keep them in your own head.

I think I'll be a Wiccan.

Amira, you could be a Vulcan.

What do Vulcans do, then?

It's Star Trek.

You must know Star Trek?

I'm from Iran and even I know.

What's that got to do with religion?

It was a joke.

Aren't jokes supposed to be funny?

They're beautiful. Oh!

Sorry.

I can do your manicure.

I'm deaf, not fucking stupid.

Did you hear that?

I was just trying to be nice.

How does "Enjoy the good times
while they last, girl" sound?

She's dead, you dick.

It's for everybody else!

"You're a long time
looking at the weather."

Yeah, put that! That's a good one.

Some people are really starting
to get on my nerves today.

You got a problem there?

Have a bit of respect.

I tell it like it is, I'm not
a hypocrite. No, you're right. 00:20:23,640
You're just a big skank.
You cheeky bitch!

Whoa, whoa, whoa!

Come on!

I think we all need to calm down.

Yeah?

How about...

"She lies with the angels"?

Wouldn't that be
"She flies with the angels"?

How can she fly if she's dead?

Shut up!

Seriously, I'm not in the mood.

Hey, hey, hey, hey! Hold up.

Let me see what you've got.

Aw, are you joking?

Pockets.

Give them a break, Joyce.

Oh, this is very nice, isn't it?

Very spiritual.

They've just been sat there, Joyce,
honestly.

Your tits are leaking.

Dirty bitch.

SHE YELLS

No! Don't!

Get off me, Joyce, get off!

Calm down! Calm down.

Get off.

You've just had a baby.

A baby that got taken away so I
don't really care where I end up.

Stay the fuck away from me,
I'm warning you!

Any time, bitch!

I ain't going nowhere.

You need to get out.

Now! Go!

Breathe. All right.

You need to choose your battles,
young lady.

Yeah, story of my life.

Oh, dear.

Do you wanna climb down off
the cross? Because it's getting
a l

You see that?

That's Laura's hair.

Her actual hair.

But she doesn't exist any more.

It's mad, that, isn't it?

You know my baby's got reddish hair?

Under the lights, anyway.

Tingles just thinking about that.

Full boobs and empty arms.

At least she's safe.

But she'll be crying, she will.

And no-one'll know what to do
because

there's nothing anyone else can do.

Because I'm her mum.

And she needs me.

And I need her.

Yeah, life's shit.

Because you did something stupid.

Because you're in here,
because social services now call

the shots on your baby.

There you go, is that
what you want to hear?

I don't know what to say to you,
love, except that these are

the cards that you've been dealt

and somehow you've got to get
on with it!

All right, come on. Come on.

Legs up, legs up.

There we go.

Now, listen.

Everyone in here feels
an emptiness that only someone

out there can fill.

The stuff that I've missed with
my...

with my boy.

But this is the situation, yeah?

And the sooner you accept that...

..the easier it'll be.

Trust me.

And you're not alone.

I promise.

You're not ever alone.

Close your eyes.

You do realise that this has come
at the worst possible time?

This isn't exactly a great time,
either.

We're under investigation.

Laura McDermott's mother is in
the gutter with the press,

it's a disaster.
Well, that's not on my head.

25 years, Brian?

That's a good crack of the whip
in anyone's book.

Look, give me three months.

I'll get you the best package going.

I'll even throw commendations
at you, get them backdated.

You leave a happy man
with an impeccable record

and my blessing.

Leave now, when I'm in the shit,

and I'll have no option
but to fuck you over.

Elaine McDermott will be
at the memorial tomorrow.

It may be uncomfortable,
but we need a show of unity.

I expect you to be there.

I'm not here for trouble.

Look, I've been thinking.

I've been a bit...

snide on you.

It's this place. It wears you down.

It fucks with your...

humanity.

What I'm trying to say is,

I may have been out of order, OK?

I'm all for disabilities, me.

My cousin's got cerebral palsy.

He's always getting the piss
ripped out of him.

It proper riles me.

I can't stand bullies.

So...

Everything all right?

Yeah, yeah. I've been a dickhead.

I want to get involved in
the memorial. Why?

I just do, OK?

Look, I know I'm shit at
all that arty stuff, but maybe

I could help in some way?

I mean, I could...

clean the hall or something?

Just tell us what you want me to do.

I know it's hard but you've got
to take it a day at a time.

Separation, it...

It never really gets easier.

You've got to keep strong
for the baby.

I need to talk to Paul,
tell him about her.

Oi, hold on.

He doesn't know?

No, my solicitor said he got bail
so...

Yeah, he's out there,
walking around with no idea.

So, why haven't you told him?

Something happened to me.

Yeah, I... I know, love. No.

I mean, something happened to me.

When I saw her for the first time,
I just...

I just knew I didn't want him
anywhere near her.

Laura said to me that she didn't
want me to end up like her.

Well, I don't want my baby to
end up like me.

I need to talk to him.

So, what have you found out?

So there is a bakery

and there is a flat above it.

Someone standing in the window
would be in prime position

to see everything happening
along that road.

But it may not mean what
you want it to mean.

I was talking to this girl
yesterday, in the gym, and she said

that she'd been given GHB by some
guy she met in a club.

Date drug?

You're clutching at straws.

I don't know. Am I?

Come on, ladies.

Should be on now.

I'll keep digging, OK?

What if I'm just making it worse?

PHONE RINGS

Jesus...

PHONE RINGS AGAIN

Oh, sod it!
Sod the bloody lot of yous!

Hello?

Before we see your mum...
I'm sorry, I have to ask.

Did you get our letter about
the fees?

You've already had my house.

I don't know what else
I can give you.

WOMAN SOBS

What's going on?

Hey! Why are you causing
all this fuss?

They won't tell me.

What do you want to know?

Thanks, love.

Come on.

Where is she?

I want to see her.

Why did she leave me?

What? What are you on about?
Look, nobody's left you.

Look at the state of you.

I want to go home.

Don't start that again.

Well, I won't be any trouble.
Please, don't start.

Well, I'll sleep on the floor!
Stop it!

I won't come any more
if you keep going on.

It does my head in.

You've got to stop all this wailing,
it's...

It's not ladylike, Mam.

Look, I've got to go back to work,
so just stop causing trouble.

You'll get their backs up.

I've got enough on my plate
to worry about.

I'll be good, I promise you.

I'll be good.

Look...

Erm, I'll try and get in one day
again next week, OK?

Hm?

Man.

Man?

It's Brian.

I miss my mam.

So do I.

Any sign of Brian yet?

It must be something important.

His phone's switched off, guv.

I don't think he's in a good place
at the moment.

His place is here at this memorial.

Keep trying.

Me and you need to
talk somewhere private.

I need a cup of tea.

That's better.

We are trying to determine
exactly what happened

on the night your daughter died.

But it goes without saying that
my staff did everything they could.

I've been in and out of places
like this most of my life.

I know how things work.

And I know what you must think.

We don't think anything.

Well, you're the only ones
that don't.

The cards were on the table for her
with me as a mum from the start.

I know that.

Do you think I haven't sat
and thought about that since
the mom

She once told me that,
when she was a kid,

she loved it when I was inside.

Thought she was trying to twist
the knife but it was the only time

I managed to get off the gear.

I looked healthy, like a normal mum,
like a mum her mates had.

It stopped her worrying for a bit.

She'd pretend I was in hospital.

It's funny that, isn't it?

But she had terrible night terrors,
our Laura.

Never when I was inside, though.

Slept like a baby, then.

You don't have to explain.

I do.

I'm not looking for sympathy
and I'm not making excuses.

But I want you to know...

..my mam killed me dad.

She hit him over the head
with an ornamental brass shoe.

I watched her do it.

I was nine.

He deserved it.
He was a dirty bastard.

But we grow up and we make decisions
and every one of them led me

to sitting here in front of you,
now.

I'm sorry for your loss,
Mrs McDermott.

And I'm sorry I let her down,

but it's not going to happen again.

Because I intend to find out
exactly what happened

the night my child died.

Any mistakes, you lot
won't know what's hit you.

Hey, what happened last night?
I waited ages.

Boss?

Oh, by the way, the governor is
after your blood.

McDermott's mob arrived ages ago.
You should see them. Big bastards.

My own baby being born.

My baby and I have to find out
from me fucking brief?

I didn't even know you were out
until the solicitor told me.

I wanted a boy.

Her name's Laura Rose.

You didn't even consult me?

She's with foster parents.

Yeah, I know. I've got a mate
finding out where.

What?

No!

I don't think we should be together
any more.

Now, I don't know
who's been filling your head

with that shit but you listen to me.

Or I'm going to get that baby
and take her back to where

she should be. Home with me.

And then we can get on with being
a family, all right?

A nice, normal, family.

All right, Chloe?

Right, Chloe?

Normal family.

Yeah.

Want to sit on the third row for me?

Feet off.

How did it go with the mother?

As well as can be expected.

She's taking action then?

She wants money, not truth.

Will you excuse me a minute?

We had an agreement, you can't
just go AWOL when it suits you.

Give it a rest, Adolf.

Don't yank her chain, not today.

Me yank her chain?
Are you having a laugh

We need to be a team today.

Oh, thank you,
the United bleeding Nations.

Could you get her to do
a bit more digging?

Check if Caroline was
telling the truth?

She's a teacher, not a detective.

I have to work with her.

Well, tell her I think
I've been set up!

Sam, even not knowing
is driving me mad.

Please. Will you ask her?

I'd do it for you.

I know I've done a lot of bad things
but I've always loved you.

I know you hate me right now, but
we can get through this together.

Together?

Are you fucking kidding me?

I can't even look at you.

I'm ashamed to call you my mother.

And, after what you did to Laura,

I will never, ever, forgive you.

After today, we're done, yeah?

Lee? Yeah.

I recognise you from Laura's photos.

I'm Chloe.

Me and Laura, we, erm,
we shared a room together.

You all right, love?

It's weird to actually meet you.

I'm sorry it's like this.

She, er...

She loved you, you know.

She told me that you were
the only one she did love.

I'm really sorry.

No, it's...

No, it's all right.

She, erm...

It's just not saying it.

No, no, I know.

I've just had a baby.

She's, erm...

She's really beautiful.

I called her Laura.

I've, erm...

I've got a bird called Laura,

she's in the car today.

Well, why don't you give her a ring,
tell her to come in?

No, erm, she's a real bird.

A pigeon.

I'm going to let her off afterwards,

you know, like they do with doves.

Oh.

That's really lovely.

Could I, er... Could I write to you?

Would that be OK?

I... You can tell me about Laura.

Your Laura.

My Laura.

Yeah, no, yeah, of course.

Hello, everybody.

Welcome to this memorial for
Laura McDermott.

Firstly, I'd like to offer
our condolences to Laura's family.

It's always painful when a young
life is cut short but, today,

we have a chance to reflect
and to celebrate the life

of a daughter,

a sister,

a friend.

I'm sure you'll all agree
that the hall looks lovely.

You've done her proud, girls.

THE GIRLS CHEER

Pack it in!

Show some respect or deal with me
later, yeah?

Sorry, gov, you carry on.

I know that a few of Laura's friends

want to say a few words, so Chloe,

would you like to start us off?

Erm...

You know when you meet someone,
and it feels

like you've known them forever?

It was like that with me and Laura.

The first time I got here,
she did something for me,

something really important.

I don't want to say what it was,

but certain people
know what I'm on about.

Laura always had my back and,

even though she had her problems
of her own,

she always looked out for me.

She, erm...

She showed me who I was...

..and who I could be.

I'm a mum now, or, at least,
I could be if they give me a chance.

And my daughter is going to know
all about Laura McDermott

because I am going to tell her.

I love you, Laura.

She was a tough girl.

She gave me some shampoo

because the shit that the...

Sorry.

Because the stuff they give you
in here brought me out in a rash.

Nice one, Laura.

Every life matters.

Byddwn yn cofio, Laura.

We will remember.

She gave me her flip-flops to wear

in them skanky showers.

No, she didn't, you nicked them!

Oh, aye! So I did!

Sorry, hen!

Do you mind if I keep them?

Shut up! You can't do that.

I know we're sad that she's gone

but I believe there's something

important to remember.

SHE SPEAKS ARABIC

To Allah we belong

and to him we return.

Look, me and Laura didn't get on,
right?

No use pretending that we did
but that's life.

I don't get on with loads of people

but I never wished her any harm.

Well, hardly ever.

I've got a poem, if that's OK?

Heard it at my nan's funeral.

Hated her guts, but...

I loved the words.

Would you like to come up, Sherri?

A fond kiss

And then we sever

A farewell

And then forever

Deep in heart-rung tears

I'll pledge thee

War and sighs and groans

I'll wage thee

Had we never loved so kindly

Had we never loved so blindly

Never met

Or never parted

We had never been so broken-hearted

Fair thee well,
thou first and fairest

Fair thee well,
thou best and dearest

Fond kiss.

Are you sure
you don't want to do it?

No, no, it's best that you do it.

Go on, Laura.

You find your way home, love.

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