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Film star and I'm open and available
sexually.

But there are times in the real world
where I have to pull back in the

world. And I resent it. And I don't like
it. And I feel ripped off by it. And it

upsets me that there are so many people
that are so repressed that they can't be

honest about who they are and what it is
that they want because everyone has

strange, wonderful, bizarre fantasies.

My earliest sexual memories and
fantasies, well, first of all, I started

was pretty young, much younger than I am
now, many years ago.

But they were always about older men. I
really got off on older men. I always

thought there was something really
special and different about them, and

knew so much, and they were so worldly,
of course.

I would start with one and then I would
go to another.

And so I would fantasize about being
with more than one, maybe at some

incredible lounge or flying off
somewhere on a weekend doing something

outrageous.

But I really always liked older men.
That was my first.

The first time I ever had sex, I had,
again, I had just

graduated high school.

And this is actually a great story.

I had been going with this guy for a
really long time, for about four years.

he was also older than I was, but not
much older, but he was older than I was.

And we had set it up to have sex at this
point in time when I was old enough and

felt comfortable in one thing and
another.

And sure enough, the night before I was
supposed to have sex with him for the

very first time, I had met another man
who gave me a surprise party.

And this man was very charming.

I mean, he was into everything. He had
everything going for him, and he gave me

this surprise party, and I ended up
making love to him first.

So I didn't tell the guy that I had been
going with for four years that I had

already made love to someone else, and I
sort of faked it. But it was great, and

it was...

It was something I'll never forget.

And also, it kind of reminds me of this
movie I did with Mike Horner, Sex Lives

of the Rich and Famous, when I sort of
center always on two men. I have one and

another or two together.

And we were having this...

fabulous sex scene.

And the director of that movie couldn't
decide if Randy West should be in that

scene or not. So we brought him in, then
we took him out, then we brought him

in, then we took him out. And it was
about 110 degrees in the house that we

shooting in.

And Mike and I ended up having a very,
very hot scene, even though we had to

start and stop a million times. And for
some reason, those two things really

remind me of each other, having one man
and then another.

I shudder to think what disgusting acts
poor Julie might be going through at

this very moment.

What disgusting acts?

She could even be using her mouth on
Roman's masculine

parts.

Roman's penis?

Exactly.

It's so inconceivable to me that it
stirs strange,

terrible feeling in my...

In my... Mind?

Exactly. In my... Oh, I

conceive of... I just can't

conceive of what that would be like. I
just can't.

Nor can I.

But I'll bet it's a wonderful feeling.

I can only imagine what they're
experiencing now.

Poor Julie's mouth.

Is the door locked? Yes.

Her beautiful mouth.

Almost as beautiful as your mouth. Oh,
Mrs. Gap.

Her lovely mouth.

Like your mouth, Mrs. Gap.

Warmly, sweetly, deeply.

his raging erection or thrusting down
her throat.

But I know.

Lord, you...

Oh,

boy, darling, the girl.

Have you seen her?

Words like, yeah.

Take it deeper and deeper with my balls,
you slut, you.

Oh, my God.

Oh, God.

Oh, God, how she suffers.

Yeah.

He won't give it.

He's gonna make her do more and more.

Making that poor innocent girl nick up
and down the shaft of the gun.

Be sure to do it, Doc.

Look at that.

Yeah.

Oh, God.

Shut up, Amy. Come on.

Come on. Fuck me.

All right. Come on. You're caught.

All right. Come on. You're caught.

Come on.

Come on. Take it.

Take it. Come on. Take it. Take it now.
Oh, my God. Take it. Oh, fuck.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh,
my God. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Love you.

Love you.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Love you.

I don't want to be pregnant.

No. Oh, no.

Don't come on my couch.

I'm going to come.

I'm going to come on your stomach.

Disgusting. The first time I saw erotic
material, I was also pretty young. I

had just graduated high school, and I
had a boyfriend who, of course, was an

older man.

And I think he was about 20 -plus years
older than I was at that time. And we

went down to a theater to see an erotic
film. And I thought it was unequivocally

the best thing that I had ever seen. I
couldn't...

I couldn't believe that people did that,
that that was, it was so bizarre. You

know, it was bizarre and it was hot and
it was different and it was very taboo.

It wasn't until several years after I
saw my first porno film that I started

watching them all the time. And I
realized about seven years ago when I

the business that I could do that.

That, you know, that it wasn't very far
away from who I really was.

And so I imagined myself being in that
space, knowing that I could do that. And

I started to actualize doing that. And,
of course, here I am.

And I had done some nude modeling
before, and I had really enjoyed it in

younger years. All through my years, I
had done some modeling.

I'd always modeled and done other
things.

And then, of course, I did nude modeling
as I got older and really enjoyed that,

too. And, you know, I'm an
exhibitionist.

So to take it to the nth degree was
obviously where I was going. It took me

little longer to get there than some
women, but I knew that I could be one of

the best actresses in adult films, if
not the best, because I knew my ability.

had been an actress before. I had done
lots of other things in straight films,

commercials, television, whatever. And I
knew that...

part i was very confident about i knew
that given the opportunity i could be

best that the industry ever had and so
that's what i was aiming for and that's

what drove me forward and still does
drive me forward my first movie um

was beyond the denver dynasty and um

When I did that movie, I wasn't too sure
if I could really do that.

But I think because I was a little older
than most of the women that come into

the industry off the top right away, it
was expected, it was almost expected of

me to do really well.

I was very nervous.

I mean, the acting part was easy. I was
very nervous about the sexual part. I

know that I'm very sexual and I know
that, and I'm sensual and I have a lot

give in that area, but I really, you
know...

I couldn't believe that I was finally
there doing it. My first scene was with

Tommy Byron. I mean, I've heard it a
million times.

Hundreds of women have had their first
scene with Tommy. And the great thing

about Tommy is that he was really there.

He really wanted to be there with me and
do that scene with me, and it made me

very comfortable. And I was very, very
nervous and didn't think that...

I didn't understand yet how it worked.
It took me a long time to figure out how

sex scenes work in movies and how it
comes off and what it looks like. It

me a long time of watching myself and
trying to relate to that. So I just

to be there as much as I could, and it
was hard. It's hard to be in your body

when you're having sex for the first
time in a movie.

I don't know.

I don't know.

Oh,

God.

They got it. They got this.

Oh,

God. Come

on.

I can't.

Huh?

Woof woof!

Oh yeah!

Cut me?

Oh, yeah.

Oh, my

God.

I do have orgasms when I perform, and I
pride myself on being a real performer.

I do not leave my body. I've tried to
actually separate myself from my

body while I've been having sex, as I do
in acting.

When you can tell that you're really
having a great acting scene is when you

leave your body, stand out over here,
and look back on yourself and watch

yourself. being the person. I've done
that many times. I can't do it in a sex

scene and be there. The minute that I do
that, the guy is instantly not hard, no

matter what. I mean, I can feel his
energy moving away.

So I pride myself on really being there,
being involved, and enjoying

it as much as I possibly can.

Being an adult film star, or an erotic
film star, I'd rather refer to myself

Definitely helped my sex life. It's
opened me up to a lot of new experiences

new things.

I have really grown a lot. I have
matured much more than I ever

think I would have had I not gotten into
the business.

I've learned so much more about other
people. I think the main thing for me is

that I was never able to separate sex
and love, ever.

And I made dozens of wrong decisions
about men that I was with, men that

I probably didn't have to stay with as
long as I did because I couldn't

differentiate between sex and love. And
it wasn't until I got in the sex

business that I realized that I could
just have great sex.

It was okay to have great sex.

And it was okay to be in love. And I
could have great sex in a film and get

an orgasm and do all that stuff. And
then I could go home and be with my

and be in love and have a different kind
of sex.

And in this movie I did, Sex Lives of
the Rich and Famous, I had this scene

Randy West.

And it's interesting because some...

Sometimes you feel a deeper connection
to some of the people that you work with

than others.

Randy's one of those people I feel a
very deep connection with. He's very,

sexy, very sensual. I love his look.

And I felt very connected to him in the
scene that we did, and it was a very

good scene.

I mean, there are only a handful of
people I think that I've ever worked

that I have ever felt connected to that
way.

And that gets a little bit scary because
you don't want to be connected to the

person that you're working with because
one is work and one is play. But I did

feel connected to him, and it shows in
that particular scene.

There's something that I haven't told
you because I was afraid that it would

really hurt your feelings if I did. But
you leave me no choice if you're going

to be friends with the Cox family.

Monty Cox, he... What?

He took me against my will.

He did what?

He... No, no, no.

Don't. No. No, it's okay. I don't want
to touch it. No, no, no. I want to tell

you. I have to tell you. I have to get
it off my chest.

It was right after Roman and Julie, you
know, they were in the garage. You

remember that incident, of course. Well,
Monty came over to talk to me about it.

He wanted to explain to me that their
fornication was all right. And while he

was doing that, he showed me his... His
cock?

He showed you his cock?

It was terrible.

Is it, um... Is it big?

Huge. Oh, no.

Listen, I, uh... I kind of have the idea
that you might like hearing about this.

I... I want you to get it out of your
system, to cleanse yourself, to make

yourself feel at ease.

You're right, I have to do that.

He, uh... Go on.

He undid his pants.

And he fucked his cock.

And he

fucked

his cock. And he fucked his cock.

Show me in black what you did.

Oh yeah, like this.

Like that.

Oh, like that?

Oh,

I shouldn't have let it happen with him
turning me on.

Go ahead.

He nauseated me. I can tell you, I'm
nauseated. I can imagine. So

you beat him up?

You jerked his cock?

You did?

And you licked him all over?

Show me how deep you took him.

Isn't that far?

Yes.

Come on. Come on, Max.

Come on.

Come on. Come on. Come on.

Come on.

Come on. Come on.

Come on.

Help me. Help me.

Help me. Help me.

Oh, baby.

I love you. I love you.

Oh, Jesus Christ.

Yeah, I'm coming now. Oh,

fucking God.

Oh,

please, Jesus.

Oh, please, please.

Help me out, baby.

Help me out, baby.

Help me out, baby.

Come on, fucking.

Come on. That's how you do it. You need
to come like that. Oh,

my God.

I'm coming.

Oh, dear.

Oh, God.

Oh,

God.

Oh,

God, that's so good. Oh, God, that's so
good.

Oh, God!

Oh! Oh!

Oh! Oh! Oh!

Mike.

Jeff.

Mike.

Jeff.

Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Jeff. Jeff.

Jeff. Jeff. Jeff.

The God in it.

Thank you, darling.

Oh, Julia.

You've never been better.

You've never been hotter.

You're such a turn -on.

I'm just so amazed and so pleased.

Darling, I know it was tough, but I'll
stand by you. I knew you would.

I love you.

I love you. My private life is...

It's different and it's not than what it
is on screen. I mean, I'm very

fortunate to be married to a man who's
in this business, who loves wild and

crazy sex and lots of it.

It's different because I'm in love with
him and we have a very deep, intimate

connection.

The difference comes in the fact that we
study spiritual sex.

and we take more time with our sex.

In a movie, you know, we don't take very
much time. We have to do what's

available. Sometimes we only have 15
minutes. You know, you have to... I

a lot that directors like to move
cameras just as you're orgasming. Well,

privacy of my home, I'm not moving a
camera.

So nothing like that is happening. We
have as much time as we want. One thing

that I do miss, however, is that I am an
exhibitionist, and I really get off.

when there are 1, 10, 15, or 20 people
standing around.

So something is taken away a little bit
by being home alone together

as opposed to having 5 or 6 people
standing around. So we swing. We do have

other people because that really turns
me on, and it gives him a chance to

experience other women as well because
it's so easy for me. I mean, I get a

taste of something different all the
time. It's not as easy for him.

because he's in production and directing
and whatever. So we have other women

and other couples, and it's really,
really fun for him, and it's fun for us

and I think that it expands our
relationship further.

One of my most favorite and private sex
fantasies has always been thinking

about what it would be like to have sex
in a gym.

you know, really hot gym. And the gym
that I work out in is really hot. I

all these great looking people and
everybody's sweating. And I've always

imagined myself being with a woman or a
guy, you know, and we're doing bench

presses flat. You just slide up next to
them and pull their pants down.

do something nasty. And I got an
opportunity to do something like that in

Lives of the Rich and Famous Part 1 with
John Martin. It was a nominated sex

scene. It was really a fabulous scene.
Very, very hot. I was bench pressing.

And he came in to taunt me and torment
me.

And we did everything around that
dumbbell. I mean, I was exhausted.

I mean, I kept pressing it. And
eventually I had to stop because he came

do the wild thing with me.

It was good. You'd have to say it to
really appreciate it.

They were naked in the garage.

And your son, Roman, he had his... Oh, I
can't even talk.

His, uh, his cock?

His cock?

Did you, uh, fuck him in the garage?

Huh? Fuck him in the garage?

It's cute, but, uh, you know, I prefer
toilet.

Well, what did you, uh...

With his dick out, huh?

Did he take his dick out?

Mm -hmm. April, June, McKay, huh?

Yes.

He stuffed his big dick.

Yes.

Hey, uh, wait a minute.

He put it in his mouth, huh?

You're not wearing any underwear with
your leather pants.

That's right.

I like the way it nicks my dick.

You want to suck it? Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Yeah? She get it hard? Mm -hmm.

A little hard.

Mm -hmm.

She get it? She lick the head?

Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Lookie where she got it.

Yeah. Talk, talk real good.

Yeah?

Mm -hmm.

Did she lick his ball? Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Okay. She's getting real wet.

Pull her balls out. Lick them. Lick
them.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Did she pull out her tits? Did she?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Squeeze that nipple.

Did she? Oh, yeah.

Yes. Yes.

Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

You're late for the body of this cat.

China.

What's your daughter?

Yeah.

Let's see. Get it wet for her.

Just like she did.

Let her come real wet.

Yeah. You like that, don't you?

It's all right.

It's all right.

Yeah. Yeah.

Too late.

Too late just for the dick.

You've got to take care of the pussy
first.

Looks pretty good.

There,

just really play with it.

Get it fucking wet.

That's it.

Put some fingers in that pussy.

That's it.

You want to tell Terrence?

Terrence?

Terrence wouldn't know what to do with
me.

Obviously he has. Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Yeah.

Yeah. How?

Yeah. How does he do that?

Okay.

I can't hear you. Yeah.

Yeah.

Fuck, man.

Yeah.

I like that I'm turning my ass when I'm
jerking on my dick.

Mm -hmm. Yeah, that's it, dude. Mm -hmm.

It's like sweet little jewelry, exactly.

It respects it like an asshole.

It's supposed to have gotten it from
you. Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

So when you're married to such an
asshole, huh?

Huh? Yeah, stick your tongue right up
there, baby.

Uh -huh.

Yeah. Oh, dirty little thing, you.

You're so deliciously dirty.

Take it in your throat, baby.

He'd be the least.

He'd be a man.

No, he'd be a man.

He'd be a man. He'd be a man.

He'd be a man.

He'd be a man. He'd be a man. He'd be a
man. He'd be a man. He'd be a man. He'd

be a man.

He'd be a man.

Look real good when your leg is spread
like that.

You know that, Regina?

Regina.

It's fucking Regina now.

So to the day you'll never call yourself
Regina.

I'm going to get fucked.

Yeah?

Please watch it. Please.

No.

No.

Please. Please. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah? Yeah.

I'll think about it.

Tell me why I should fuck you.

Good. Yeah?

Because I want you to.

Because you want to.

I'm going to put me on you.

I'm going to put me on you.

It's a Roman fuck, little Julie, huh?

You spread her legs and shove this dick
all the way up her cunt.

You just got close bitches, you know
that?

All you need is a good fuck.

Fuck me, young woman.

You're easy to get along with.

No.

I'm coming.

I'm coming.

I'm coming.

Yeah Oh

my

god

Go ahead.

Get it wet, baby.

Put my dick wetter than the bottom of
your head.

Tell me, baby.

Tell me.

Baby.

How could you, God?

Tell me. Tell me.

No.

I didn't think I should have my son fuck
you.

You're probably going to the

toilet and jerk off.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

I'm coming again.

Yes! Yes!

Yes!

I'm coming again.

Let me see if I can help you now, lady.

Very good.

Hmm.

Get out. I'm sick.

Your whole family's sick.

You're a bunch of perverts.

Get out. Get out of my house.

I may be sick, Regina, but let me tell
you one fucking thing.

I'm going to best lay you over.

Some women eat pussy better than men,
although some men are divine.

You know, I think it depends on the
person. I think that, like I said, for

it has a lot to do with chemistry.

It has a lot to do with how the person
smells.

I have a very strong sense of smell, how
they feel, how their skin feels.

You can guide or I can guide anyone to
do the right thing. Some people take

direction better than others. Some
people have more of a knack for it than

others. Women probably, on the whole,
they may have a little

better feel for it.

But I've met many men who are fantastic.

So I really think it's an individual
thing.

I have to be really honest about this.
Sometimes I prefer...

women and sometimes i prefer men i've
noticed that recently i'll go for like

weeks and i'm on men i mean i just
really gotta have men and then i'll go

three months and i just gotta have women
one of those periods where i just had

to have women um was when i was uh doing
a movie called um our dinner with

andrea and it was a wonderful film with
a movie that i produced and co -directed

with my husband and i had a scene with
one of my all -time favorites, Sharon

Kane. And she and I are very good
friends. And I just love her. I love her

I love her chemistry. I love everything
about her. And we had a wonderful scene

with a crystal cock.

Beautiful, ancient crystal cock that was
given to me by my shaman.

And it was a very wonderful, spiritual
thing to use.

And we had a great time with it. And we
danced, we played, we laughed.

We put a lot of energy into that because
she also comes from that very spiritual

place. And it was good to be with her in
that way. It was really quite

extraordinary.

Thank you.

Can you move it up?

Yeah. Look at how hot it is. Oh, my God,
it is.

Am I ready for this?

Yeah, you're ready.

Holy

cow.

Huge, isn't it?

Big as a cow.

How is it?

Huge.

Okay, thin.

It's great.

It's hot, isn't it? Oh, yeah.

Oh, turn it that way.

Yeah.

Does it feel powerful?

It does.

Do you like it?

Yes.

Oh, yeah, baby.

Oh, yeah.

My

pussy's so

wet.

Oh,

yeah,

come for me.

Oh, yeah, baby. I'm going to come all
over it right now.

My favorite way of getting off

is...

Well, I like to start with some good
kissing and petting, and I love to be

petted and stroked very gently, very
lightly.

And then I like to have some good eating
on me until I

orgasm. I normally orgasm like three
times in a row. It takes me 20 minutes

really get up to my first orgasm.

Then after my first, my second and my
third come right after.

And then I like...

my husband to get on top of me and do it
really hard for a long time, really

long time. And then I flip over and get
on top of him and stay like that for

quite a long time.

That's how I really like it.

When I masturbate, which I do quite
frequently, I fantasize a lot.

I have a very vivid imagination and I
fantasize a lot about seeing other

other things, things outside of myself.

And I did a film called Going Down Slow
for John Leslie. I think it was the

first film I did for him. I've done
others since then, but that, I believe,

the first.

And I had a scene, I believe, where I
was looking out the window and I had a

mask on that I was holding and I was
masturbating. I was watching someone

And it was...

It was a challenge to do. It was
difficult and it was challenging because

really had to use my imagination.

I obviously, while I was doing the
scene, wasn't looking at anyone.

So I had to imagine that I was.

And I imagined that I was watching a man
in a room with a woman he didn't know.

And there was another man sitting in the
corner and he was doing himself.

And actually,

I had a great time.

And I had to do it over and over and
over again. So I didn't allow myself to

orgasm because once I orgasmed, it would
have taken so much more for me to

orgasm a second and third time. So I
just waited until he said, okay, we're

with what we need to do now. You can
orgasm.

That was pretty cool.

Yes, that's it.

That's it.

He's the most attractive man I've ever
seen in my life.

Oh, God, I love him.

I'm so in love with him.

Whoever he is.

Whoever he is.

It should be me.

It should be me.

Oh, God. It's so big. It's so big. It's
so hard.

He's strong. He's really strong.

He warms my pussy all over.

Oh, yeah. I can feel his big, oh,
driving against my thigh.

Oh, I wish.

If he could only see me now, I'd leave
that whore.

I'd leave her.

He'd come to me. He'd love me.

He'd make love to me.

I'd talk dirty to him.

She talks dirty to him all the time.

No.

Oh, I'd let him lick me and suck me. I'd
be his whore.

Yeah, I'd be his whore. He could lick my
nipples and pull on me and suck

them all around.

Then I'd feel his cock.

Run down.

And I'd get his hard knob in my mouth
and I would just roll my tongue all

around it just like that.

I can just feel his tongue licking me.

Oh, yes. Good. And he loves it.

And then he puts his big cock on my
pussy.

Oh, he puts it up there and he just rams
it up my pussy.

Yes.

He just rams that cock up there and puts
it in the finger of my ass.

And I put the finger of my ass and it
would come all over you.

Pull you down.

Rub it all over my tip.

Just rub it all over me.

In between my nipples.

So wet and creamy.

Oh, yeah, you got my juice all over you.

I want you to shoot your cum all over my
pussy.

Oh, yeah. I want you to just drive it in
there.

Oh, yeah, drive it in there.

Yeah.

Oh, make me calm.

Leah, I love you so much.

If you could only see me now.

If you could only see me now.

I want you to fuck me harder.

I think my sexual strong point is giving
head. I think that I do that very well,

as good as, if not better, than anyone
else in the business.

I love it, and I think that that really
shows up when I do it. I really love it.

I love to lick and eat everything that's
available on a man or a woman, but

especially a man. I love giving head to
a man. I want to talk a little bit about

the most unusual thing that I wanted.
do.

I really want to do this. I've been
wanting to do it for a long time.

I've always had this fantasy about
prisons.

And I think that the end of last,

I guess it was like in the fall, I went
up to San Francisco and I visited

Alcatraz.

And I really got off. I mean, I couldn't
believe how turned on I was. I was

turned on from the moment I got on the
boat.

until days after I came home. I mean, I
videotaped the experience.

Every time they, like, took us down
another path or something, all I could

about was having sex in Alcatraz. I
mean, that was it.

That's all I could think about.

And so the wildest thing that I could
imagine doing would be having sex in

I mean, to me, that's...

And that's it. I don't know what it is
about that particular fantasy. I don't

know. You know, I can't tell you. I'd
like to be able to say to you, this is

exactly what it is, and I know that this
particular thing turns me on, but I

think it's the idea of, first of all,
having a prison guard in uniform and

the setup, the whole setup, the way that
it looks, being behind bars, being

controlled, not being able to leave.

All of that stuff is so stimulating to
me. It's so underworld.

It's so sleazy. It's like everything
that you could think of that would be

negative I think is totally positive and
a complete turn on.

So I can't wait to do it.

Wake up.

Time to get up.

What are you looking at?

Nothing.

Nothing.

Seth, what are you looking at? Nothing.
Nothing.

Like that?

You wish you could have it?

Let me touch that. Let me see it, baby.

You want to suck it up, huh?

Do you want to suck it?

Yeah, I want to suck it.

Sure? Yeah.

Get on your knees and come over here and
suck it, baby.

Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah.

You know what I mean, come on.

I can't have it anymore.

You want me to have it again?

Maybe. Okay.

I couldn't thank you so much.

I want to go.

You like to have it in your pussy, don't
you?

I'll catch your pussy for you. Hold on.

Come on, let me see that.

Get it up. Let me see.

I told you to quit begging.

Please.

I know that can't be so long.

Back in a second.

Come here.

Who got those antelopes?

What's in the cart, pal?

Oh, yeah.

Is this when you put your hand in there?

You want any pussy? Tell me. You want
any pussy?

I want it. I want it.

Keep it all in there.

See ya.

See ya.

Whoa.