All language subtitles for Third Watch s04e12 Castles of Sand

Nieto!

Nieto! Yeah?

You're up.

You have a lawyer? No.

You're at PNY?

Yeah, I'm a paragraph. Well, I'll handle
the arraignment, but your union's going

to have to take over.

Do they know that? Not unless you told
them.

People versus Carlos Nieto, docket
number 0216789.

Sexual abuse under color of authority.

This is a paramedic who fondled a
patient, Your Honor, a minor.

No, I didn't. Don't say anything.

People will be asking for a $50 ,000
bail.

Mr. Nieto is an FDNY paramedic for five
years, Your Honor. He's an upstanding

member of the community with a solid
career and absolutely no previous

He's not a flight risk.

This is a serious offense against a
minor. He grabbed her breasts while he

treating her. No, that's not... I was
putting a sling on her arm. Shut up.

who are you again?

Bail set at $50 ,000.

Next case, please.

Did she say $50 ,000? They'll be back to
explain it to you. I don't have $50

,000.

You paid the bond? How you feeling, man?

Where'd you get $50 ,000?

It was 10%. It was only five.

Okay, where'd you get $5 ,000? I had a
little saved up. My mom gave me some and

pulled the rest off my credit card.

Mom, Mom, what'd you tell her? I just
said I needed some money. Are you all

right, man? Yeah.

I'll pay you back as soon as I can. I
know that you will.

Okay, I thought about this all night.
I'll never fly.

No, of course it's not going to fly.

To my great reputation, my great record.
I was working with a female paramedic

at the time. All I need to do is get my
ducks in a row.

Sounds like you had them in good place.
Oh, yeah.

Between the guys I worked with backing
me up and my record?

Easy, sweetie.

That is unbelievable.

Well, it seemed pretty believable when
the cops were arresting him. He was

arrested?

Yeah, I mean, that's pretty serious. The
girl's a minor.

Why didn't you tell me about this last
night?

You didn't give me much chance to...

Say anything last night.

Is he still in jail?

Davis, Carlos' roommate, he's a cop. He
said he'd take care of him.

Poor Carlos.

What about that girl? I mean, can you
imagine how scary that would be? If it

happened. Yeah, yeah. I mean, he gets
the benefit of the doubt, but... But?

I keep coming back to, why would she
lie?

Maybe she was just trying to get
attention.

Yeah, well, there'll be an
investigation.

Well, it seems you're convinced he did
it. No.

Well, like I said, he gets the benefit.

Yeah, but that only works if there is
doubt.

Well, I've been doing this for 20 years,
and I've never had that kind of

complaint. Never.

I mean, you'd think I'd run into one or
two people looking for attention in 20

years.

I'm really glad you're not my father.

Don't call me that.

Come on. I said I'm glad you aren't.
Look, I told you before. I don't like

Why are you so tight about that?

I realized this morning that you're
closer in age to that minor than you are

me. The one that Carlos went to jail for
touching.

Yeah, but I'm not a minor.

You don't get what I'm saying, do you?

I don't care that you're older than me.
I do.

Okay?

I do.

I had a great time.

So how many burglaries do you handle in
a day?

Burglaries?

Damsels in distress that need your help.

There's no one else like you out there,
if that's what you mean.

So you don't get to sleep with every
crime victim you meet?

Are you mad or something?

My mom would sure be unhappy about last
night.

She thinks of me as a good girl.

Believe me, you were definitely a good
girl.

Please don't turn that into a sex joke.

I wouldn't.

But tonight, I have to go.

So I'll see you.

When do you get off?

11, 11 .30.

So you'll be here by 12?

Would you like me to be here by 12?

I'll wait up.

She seemed pretty scared.

Believable? Yeah, very.

So you think he did it?

You know what? If it was anyone other
than Carlos, I would have a hard time.

with Carlos... Come on, guys.

Let's give him the benefit of the doubt,
all right?

Why? He is lucky that she doesn't have a
brother. Maybe she does.

Jimmy, well, then he better watch his
back.

I wouldn't need my brother to help me
take care of Carlos.

Especially not your brother. Oh, DK.

Be nice.

Come on, I'm just playing. You know
that, right? It's dirty.

Hey!

What? What do you mean?

Is there something I did?

Oh, you sure didn't seem to have a
problem last night.

No, hey, good luck.

Okay.

Mmm.

Women. Don't even. Sorry.

Mmm.

Ooh.

I am feeling good today.

How's life, Sully, my man?

Great. Never better.

Oh, yeah, right.

Sorry, man.

Yeah, me too.

For a winter day, it sure is pretty out
there. I was thinking the same thing.

Really? I might be in Minnesota.

I'll see you inside.

What's the rush?

I don't want to be in there when these
two start singing raindrops on roses.

You said I was sorry.

What are you sorry about?

I don't know.

Sorry I'm late. The train was... Don't
worry about it. Let me grab my stuff.

I'll change the bus. That's all right.

You're not going on the street.

What?

Well, I'm going to need your ID.

I've got to put you on restricted duty
until this mess is straightened out.

Stupid city policy, huh? Yeah.

I've got to go. I need your ID.

You can't wear your uniform either.

Oh, come on.

You'll still get paid. I know that's the
most important thing to you.

So what am I supposed to do?

Stocking, cleaning up, whatever
Lieutenant Johnson needs.

So I'm like the janitor now?

Yeah, we'll talk about it later.

Kim, the police talked to you about that
girl, right?

You know they did.

Then you shot them down.

Well, I told them I didn't see anything.

Wait, what do you mean you didn't see
anything?

Look, we got an assignment. I gotta go.

Kim, how does that help me?

See you later.

Doc, she's my only witness.

Well, um...

Tell that to the union attorney. She
should be here sometime today.

Name's Gail Elliott, union attorney.

All right.

Okay, then I'll just be up here then.

So she goes back to her old boyfriend
but doesn't tell me until the next

morning. And on the phone yet?

She said she was going to tell me in
person, but I left before she woke up.

Which really pissed her off. I'm such a
jerk, I didn't let her sleep in.

So now you were a jerk way before this
morning.

The only thing I know for sure is that
you can never guess what's going to make

a woman happy. I mean, it's always the
opposite of what you think.

Why is that? Huh, Taylor?

What, I'm the spokesperson for now?

I don't know why your Tarte du Jour is
giving you a hassle.

Tarte du Jour? Nice. I like that one.

I'll just wear them off altogether.

No more women.

You ain't sleeping close to me, then.

Don't worry. You're not my type. I like
them a little taller.

Like DK here. Now, he's fine.

I'm no one's Tarte du Jour, baby.

Stop it.

Oh, my God.

What? Look at those anvils.

Stay strong.

What the hell is that? From the neck up,
it's you.

That's not even his neck. Marty, you
better be kidding me. Whoa, you think I

anything to do with this?

DK, go grab one for the house.

Tell me what happened.

I was putting a sling on her arm, and I
was adjusting it, and I guess I

accidentally brushed against her. The
girl says you apologized.

That's bad. If it was innocent, why were
you sorry?

I say sorry if I put an IV in somebody's
arm. Doesn't mean I was wrong to do it.

Touching a 16 -year -old's breast is no
different from inserting an IV line. No,

that's not what I'm saying. Did you tell
your partner, Zambrano, that you

brushed up against the patient?

No. Why not?

Well, because it wasn't that big of a
deal.

Have you ever dated a patient?

More specifically, did you have sex with
a patient under your care and

impregnate her?

We had a consensual kind of
relationship.

When she complained to the department,
did you state that this young woman was

nuttier than a damn fruitcake and that
when she came to at the accident scene

the day you met and subsequently had sex
with her, that she thought you were her

guardian angel sent from heaven?

So this consensual relationship was, by
your own statement, with a mentally

disturbed woman, right?

What does this have to do with anything?

Speak to character. Like, are you the
type of paramedic who looks at female

patients like they're items on a deli
menu?

No. Did you attend a sensitivity
training program ordered by a department

therapist who found you emotionally
bankrupt?

Okay, let me tell you about that
therapist. We had a, um... We had a, um,

what? Whose side are you on, anyway? You
better get used to this sort of thing.

This family wants you removed from
emergency services.

When their attorneys go after you,
you're going to be under a very powerful

microscope. Everything you've ever done
will be parsed and examined.

FDNY did a good job protecting their own
Mr. Nieto. We'll need your help to do

it.

Better have a good explanation for every
embarrassing aspect of your life.

I'll be in touch.

Look, my friends, my co -workers, they
know me. They know I'd never do

like what she's saying.

They know what kind of paramedic I am.
That'll help.

Damn right.

Why does sex have to be so screwed up
with girls?

Come again?

Sex. Why can't it just be fun?

I mean, it's a good time.

It's the best time two people can have
together, right?

Well, all I ever seem to find are women
who spend the entire next day feeling

guilty about doing it.

Well, maybe it's the choice of partner
they feel guilty about.

Come on, I'm serious.

Look, it's complicated, Bosco. You know,
girls are told their whole childhood

that good girls don't do it.

And then we spend the rest of our lives,
you know, fighting the biological urge

to do it.

Unless... You're married. Do I have to
marry someone to convince them they

aren't some kind of slut?

I think they just want to know that
they're special to you, you know, that

they're not another notch on your belt.

I think once they feel that way, sex is
the healthiest thing in the world, you

know?

For instance, Fred and I have been
getting along really well lately.

Oh, that's tough.

Bosco, when it rains, it pours, and it
is raining in the Yoka's boudoir hard.

Why do you have to do that?

What? I just asked you a simple
question. You got to fill my head full

visuals?

And women are tight about the back?

What the hell was that?

The mastiff?

Definitely not one of my favorite
things.

All right, I'm not going to let them get
me down.

This doesn't match anything in my place.

It didn't hit anybody, did it? Just a
police car.

Sorry.

Claire.

Faith Mitchell.

Oh, it's Yoketh now.

So, how you doing? I mean, you know, in
general.

I'm fine. I'm doing fine.

Yet it's raining floor lamps outside
your apartment.

You're a police officer?

Yeah, nine years now. Which is why we
need to come in and make sure everyone's

all right.

Now.

Old friend?

Oh, and you're on your own.

I can't believe you broke her. All
right.

Girl on girl domestic, no more missing,
G -streams and hot oil.

What's going on, Claire?

Oh, this is perfect. Cop one of your
girlfriends?

You jealous?

Of her?

This is rich.

No, Claire and I went to college
together.

Yeah, well, I'm her wife.

We're inextricably linked. You can leave
any time you want.

Hey, hey, hey.

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

You see this?

She is destroying every piece of artwork
she ever... Because I'm finished with

them! You're finished? How can you be
finished with us? All right, you know

what? That's it.

Claire, I need you to step over here so
I can talk with you. You can't talk in

front of me. I get you.

Claire. I'm sorry we got loud.

What's going on?

It's nothing.

Is she getting physical with you? No, we
argue, that's all.

I can't believe this is how I see you
again.

Yeah, well, what are you going to do if
things happen, right?

How long has it been anyway?

Fifteen years.

God.

I spent most of it in Europe.

Yeah? Yeah.

Yeah, I spent all of it in the same
apartment building I grew up in.

You married Freddy.

Yeah, it'll be 14 years next month.

You loved him so much.

I still do.

Ever this stable one?

Yeah, is that what you're calling it?

Because I was leaning more towards dull.

You know, we built your castles out of
stone while the rest of us were using

sand. Oh, you still have that way. You
know, making everything sound better

it actually is.

I didn't throw it. She threw it. Well,
you hit my car. I don't care who threw

it.

Right?

Excuse me.

Mine says nothing physical happened. And
we believe her?

These are two chicks, Faith.

You really think they're going to get
physical?

I don't know.

I never really knew Claire to be the
violent type.

How many times have you said a woman
should be in the White House because

aren't wired the same?

Well, you know, not having one of them
keeps you from having to prove how big

is all the time.

I know you're not talking about me
specifically.

Right.

Claire, is there a place that we can
take you, you know, just for the night

cool off?

Claire?

I think you guys need some alone time,
huh? Just to cool off.

She's going to leave with you?

Oh, my partner here is getting it over
time from her old man. I wouldn't worry

about it if I was you.

Bosco, thank you for sharing.

Hey, Doc.

Carlos making in?

Yeah, he's up stiff.

He had a pretty bad night.

Well, he seems all right now.

Yeah, maybe last night I'll teach him a
lesson about how he talks about women.

He seems okay.

Yeah, I just wanted to... Yeah, all
right.

Hey, wouldn't...

What do you want to make that comment
for? What about him learning a lesson?

Hey, you got to be careful what you say
about him in front of the police.

The police?

That's his roommate.

Look, now is just not the right time to
be tearing him down.

Come on, he brought this on himself,
Doc.

Is that right? Well, what the hell was
he doing in the back of the bus with

girl in the first place?

What? You were senior on the rig, you
have an injured girl, and your decision

to put the male alone in the back with
her? This is all my fault? It was a bad

decision, Kim. Sue me for not knowing
you were going to feel her up, Doc.

Teal her up.

Well, I... I was... We were... Whatever.

Is that what she's telling the cops?

Hey, Carlos.

Carlos.

Carlos.

Carlos. Is that what you've been telling
people?

What? That I felt that girl up? Hey,
listen, you came in in the middle of a

conversation. It still hasn't changed
what she said.

Look, I was just trying to make a point.
I didn't mean that. Is that actually

what you did?

I went to jail, Kim. I spent the night
in jail. Yeah, well, that's not my

It is if that's what you're telling
people, Kim. I'm not telling anyone

anything. Okay, all right, listen, it's
over.

Didn't I tell you?

Everyone who works with her gets screwed
somehow.

What the hell is that supposed to mean?
Look, if this is about us not working

out, I'm sorry.

Let's not pretend that we didn't have a
romantic history. If that's why you're

not backing me up here, then I'm sorry.
You're delusional, Carlos. You can't

even pass a woman without making some
juvenile creepy comment.

I mean, if you accidentally ever touched
any part of my body, I'd want to be

boiled. You objectify and demean women,
and that's why I'm not backing you up.

And why everyone here believes that you
touched that girl.

They do?

Wait.

Wait. But you all actually believe that
I did it?

Oh, no.

No, I'm not going to let some crazy
bitch ruin my life. Are you talking

or that girl? Take your pick.

Carlos.

What's wrong?

They think I did it.

Who? Everyone at the firehouse.

I'm sure you overreacted. They just said
it.

These are the ones that are supposed to
be backing me up.

People I was counting on.

I need to go see her.

What? The girl who's complaining. I need
to talk to her. No. No, that's crazy.

This whole thing is crazy, Ty. If I
don't see her, I could lose everything.

I need your address from the report.

Probably. Ty, please.

Please.

I didn't do it.

To make some extra cash, Jimmy.

Who needs cash that bad?

Usually you.

Well, I don't need to endorse an
impotency claim, that's for sure.

Ask Kim.

Whatever it is, keep me out of it.

She knows.

Well, it's also good for the premature.

Well, then maybe you should try some.

Hey,

maybe this is why the new girl dumped
you.

First off, she didn't leave me. She went
back to her old boyfriend. It's a

little different. It is? Yeah. And they
can't just use me like that, can they?

Legal's gonna get into this.

Oh, you think it's funny, too? How long
is that gonna take?

The rest of your career.

Nice neck.

We met in college.

You went to college?

Just for one year.

Why did you stop?

I married Fred.

Claire was like Julia Roberts. You know,
she had big hair and big smile, big

personality. I guess she found herself
since then, huh?

No, Claire knew who she was for a long
time.

What does that mean?

I mean, Claire was out before anybody
else.

And you were still friends with her?

We were good friends.

10 -4.

How good?

Claire was the most amazing person I'd
ever met.

She's an artist, and she makes avant
-garde paintings and sculpture and

and nobody understands it. And she's
openly gay, openly political, completely

radical, and just up in everybody's
face. I would have hated her. I always

people like that.

Yeah, you would have hated her.

So, come on, how good of friends were
you?

Were you, like, you know, real close?

Real close?

Oh, please, Bosco, grow up.

You know what I'm sitting here thinking?

Being with Hancock really changed you.

Is that right?

You got stupid.

You listening to me? He's in a jam, all
right?

What, and taking him over to confront
the victim is going to get him out of

I don't want to confront her.

Why does him being in a jam have to
affect you? I just want to make her see

it was all a misunderstanding.

Because I know him, that's why. Because
I know him. I was just putting a sling

on her arm. He was going over there
whether I want him to or not. So I think

I'll go with him, make sure it doesn't
look like he's pooping it on the girl,

make sure he doesn't do anything stupid.

Ty, you guys do know that I can hear you
through the screen, right?

You think he'd do something stupid?

Nobody else is helping him, Sully.

What am I supposed to do? Is that what
you're going to tell her parents when

they hit you with a beat for badgering
her daughter?

Not to mention a good -sized lawsuit.

You know, I can drop you off at the
coffee shop someday. You don't have to

involved in this.

Good idea.

I don't want to jeopardize my all -star
career.

You're right. I am different. I'm not
going to sit around with my thumb up my

ass waiting for permission to do things
anymore.

Amen, brother.

That's right.

You two make a hell of a team.

Maybe they'll let you share a cell.

All right, this is it.

I'm locked in.

I'll open the door for you. You know
what? You should wait here. Let me go

it out before you come in. Probably a
good idea.

Probably. None of this is a good idea,
boy.

All right, I'll, uh... I'll give you
some kind of sign, some kind of... Let

know if it's cool. All right.

All right.

You know, you can stay in the car, son.

Oh, I'm not going to miss this.

Hold on, hold on. What's up with you?
Meaning what?

You think I've changed? Have you taken a
look at yourself lately?

Look, you don't think I have anything to
teach you? What is it you say?

You don't need any more big old life
lessons? That's fine with me.

But don't deny me the opportunity to
watch you make an ass of yourself.

The sun's going down, son. What?

You can take those silly glasses off.

Unless the sun isn't the reason you're
wearing them. I don't know.

Ouch. You really got me with that one.
Nothing wrong?

We didn't call the police? Does Nicole
West live here?

What has she done this time?

This time?

She's always in some kind of trouble.

No, she didn't do anything wrong, sir.
We just have a few follow -up questions

we need to ask about the case with the
paramedic yesterday. What's going on,

Anthony? The cops want to ask your
daughter some questions.

We're here because someone got thumped.

She got beat up pretty good. Trauma
three, name's Henley.

Claire Henley?

You know her? Yeah.

Maybe you can convince her to get to a
shelter, then. Dr. Fields says it looks

like she's got a lot of previous battery
injuries and some more healed than

others. Looks like her husband's been
beating her for some time.

Women are a lot different.

Claire?

I told them I don't need the police.

They don't have a choice. Someone comes
in beat up, they call.

I'm not beat up. I fell down the stairs.

Audrey, do that to you. I fell. I told
him that.

Where was she when you fell?

Behind you, maybe? She give you a little
shove?

It was all me. You saw the stairs at the
loft. They're concrete.

I was taking a large piece down to the
trash. Thought you were going to spend

the night someplace else. We're fine.

It's all worked out. I told you, we
almost never fight.

What good is hitting from the other side
of the plate if your lady's going to

tune you up just like a guy? Bosco, my
sexuality is none of your damn business.

You know what? You're right about that.

He has a personal problem with domestic
abuse.

This is an abuse, Faith.

Claire, I cannot help you if you don't
let me.

I wish... What?

What do you wish?

I'm fine, Faith.

Can I take you someplace?

No, I'm getting home.

Claire, listen to me.

This is not going to get any better.

This is only going to get worse.

I've seen it too many times.

And you are too good of a person to ever
let anybody hurt you like this.

You remember we used to say that nothing
happens by accident?

I guess so.

Fifteen years is a long time.

I didn't know how much I missed you
until I saw you standing at my door.

Yeah?

Paramedics are supposed to help people.

Yes, ma 'am. That man needs to do prison
time.

If he's guilty, he will. Look, I happen
to be pretty familiar with this

particular paramedic. He lives with
them.

That's not the point. Now you're here to
take up for it. No, if someone hurts

your daughter, I want to see them pay
the same as you. The police department

you take the report yesterday on your
friend? He's just my roommate. We live

together for financial reasons. That is
all. He's not my friend. Well, whatever

he is to you, no one hurts my baby.

No one. You should leave before we
extend this complaint to you as well.

enough. David, let's get out of here.
Nicole, he said it was an accident.

her alone.

Is that possible that he was putting the
thing on, he accidentally touched it?

This guy should not be a paramedic.
Nicole?

Nicole. Mom!

You know, hold on. I just put a sling on
your arm. You brought it to my house.

We're getting him out of here. I
apologize.

I'm sorry. You know I didn't do anything
wrong. Get back in the car. We're

getting him out of here. Please, Nicole.
Just tell the truth. Please. We're

getting him out of here. Carlos, come
on. Get back in the car. Please. Please,

Nicole. Please. I apologize.

Get back in the car. Come on.

It's okay, baby.

It's okay.

All things considered, I think that went
well.

What am I going to do, Ty?

I don't know, man.

Lock in.

I got it.

Nieto!

There's nothing you can do.

They beat out on the street these jobs
where all of us are completely

vulnerable. Completely.

Somebody's going to file a complaint
against you, the city's going to go

you. Hard.

Simple economics.

It's a hell of a lot cheaper for them to
fire you and pay a small settlement

than it is to fight for you.

I didn't do it.

Like that matters.

One black coffee.

Thanks. You thinking about your friend?

Yeah, I don't know what happened to her.

I mean, the Claire I knew would never
choose to live her life like that.

Well, who knows why anyone develops a
taste for the occasional left hook.

Maybe you could talk to my mother about
it.

She asked me if I remembered how we used
to believe that there's no such thing

as an accident, that everything happens
for a reason.

And I think she was talking about us
running into her today.

What'd it do for her?

With Claire? Who knows?

Artist. You're pretty existential, huh?

Don't make a face.

I do know some big words.

Sorry.

So, are you going to tell me about her?

Her? This girl that felt guilty about
having sex with you.

It's just a girl. Not much to tell.

I took a burglary report from her while
you were out taking care of Fred.

You're dating a burglary victim?

Maybe you should work without me more
often. I think I cramped your style. I

live with it.

So what, you're not going to tell me
about her ass or her rack or how

she is in the sack?

She must be pretty special. No, you know
what? She's kind of weird.

I didn't think that mattered.

I'm going back over there tonight.

That's the spirit.

You know what?

I'm ready to go in if you want.

When you're on, you're on.

I can't tell you how glad I am that you
came in. I can't tell you how stunned I

am about this whole thing. It's been a
tremendously successful campaign.

Whoa. See, I'm not part of your
campaign.

Well, actually, you are a part of it.
The top part.

The bottom's the guy I found at Coney
Island.

Here's the problem. I want my head off
that poster. You're the cornerstone.

You're not listening to me, Chester.
When Eric came in with that picture, I

thought, if anybody would you stay
strong, it would be you. So you really a

fireman?

Yeah. See, that's why you can't use the
photo. It's against policy.

And if you're telling me I just screwed
myself out of 10 grand, you got the

wrong guy. What is wrong with you? It's
a picture of me. I did it to raise money

for charity, so I don't know what... You
paid $10 ,000 for it? Made a check to

the same charity that you took the
photograph for, and it has been worth

penny.

$10 ,000 for a picture of me? And you
should see the number of hits we're

getting on the website.

Hits? Oh, Lord, yes. Come here. Take a
look.

We started putting up the handbills
yesterday afternoon. Since they went up,

there have been almost 3 ,000 hits. Most
women wanting to know who that hunky,

stay -strong man is.

$10 ,000.

Cash.

Okay, okay, what happened? He cut
himself.

I left a knife on the counter. He got it
while I wasn't looking.

Or any of the fire paramedics here.

They're out on a run.

Oh, my God, what am I going to do?

Yeah, this is Paramedic Nieto of the 55
Station House. We have a walk -in

bleeder, approximately six years old,
carried in by his mother.

The rest of my crew's out on a run. I
need a bus here on the run.

Okay, relax. I'll take care of it.

What's his name?

Juan.

Can you hand him to me?

You know what's better yet? Just bring
him over here on the table.

The table? Yeah, just lay him right down
on it.

All right.

It's okay.

Let's take a look here.

All right, everything's going to be
fine, Juan. Don't you worry about a

all right?

Oh.

Oh, it's not bad. It's not bad at all.

Give me five.

Officer Yoka.

Great. Are you happy now?

Did something happen to Claire?

Whatever lies you poisoned her mind
with, Claire left me. She came home and

destroyed the rest of her artwork and
took off.

Good for her.

Good for her.

You show up, you offer some talk show
advice, and then you go on with your

I hope you feel good about yourself, but
did you help? If I got Claire away from

you, then I did a good thing.

We got a chance to see some of your
artwork on her at the hospital.

Did she tell you I did that?

No. She said she fell down a flight of
stairs.

Because if she had told us the truth,
you'd be in jail right now.

I'm almost happy I got the chance to
meet you. Are you?

I've lived with you for a long time.

You're not as special as I thought,
Faith.

I think we're done here.

She wanted me to give you something.

You know what it means?

Yeah, I think it means she's going to
find some place to settle down. She

out of a sandcastle.

Want to stop off for a drink?

No, you go ahead and have something for
me.

You got something you want to say to me?
Yeah, you've been acting like a jerk.

I can't get my head around why you would
tell Carlos there's no way he's going

to win his beef. I told him the truth.

No, it's a jaded, beat -down, woe -is
-me version of the truth. That's what it

is. Tell the truth.

It's getting harder and harder for me to
feel sorry for you. Then don't waste

your time. That's what I've been telling
myself lately.

Don't you think you're a little... Let
me ask you something.

When was the last time you went to bed
sober since Tatiana died?

Little guy's gonna be okay. With seven
stitches.

You did good work on it.

Don't do that.

I put pressure on the cut. Don't paint
too nicely.

Sorry.

I'm going to go change.

Kim. What do I do now?

I'm sorry for what I said.

You are?

It was mean and uncalled for.

I'm sorry, too.

Accept it.

really okay what do you mean the apology
you know yeah

you know what i'm gonna lose this case

you don't know that doc even the people
that are supposed to be my family think

i did it i'm gonna lose and if i get a
conviction for something like that not

only will i never be able to become a
doctor but i'll probably never be able

see my daughter kylie again carlos you
let me just say this i can't take that

chance

No.

I can't take the chance that I'll never
be allowed to visit her.

Maybe if I tell this girl's parents that
I left FDNY, that I'm no longer a

paramedic, maybe they'll drop the whole
thing.

I don't know.

I guess it's just for the best.

It's starting to look like I was going
to be here forever.

So thanks for everything.

If you quit, you're going to look
guilty.

I already look guilty.

That would just make it worse.

Right? Tell me you don't think it's
possible that I could do something like

that.

You wouldn't have been able to pull off
a lie anyway.