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We get a lot of stuff in the mail.
We have a post office box that’s dedicated just to the museum.
We'll get a dozen packages there a week.
It's a lot of stuff that you might think
is typically haunted.
There's a lot of dolls.
There's a lot of porcelain clowns.
Nine times out of ten, the things that people send us
don't ever do anything strange for us.
That's not to say that I don't believe
someone when they say they think something's haunted.
I think that our interaction with these things is a big part
of why they're haunted.
So when we sever that connection between the person who has the claim,
they just don't do the same thing.
At least not for us.
Nine times out of ten,
we don’t experience anything.
But that last 10% is where things get really interesting,
and occasionally there's 1%
that changes the way that we think
about haunted objects.
A majority of the objects in the museum
have been donated,
and a lot of them come to us
from clients or people that we've worked with
or people who really want to stay anonymous
and they just have something that they want to get rid of
and they feel as if there's something attached to them
that they're frightened of.
I really think that
when we talk about haunted objects,
a lot of the time what we're talking about is maybe someone's trauma,
someone's trauma that they're associating very strongly with an object itself.
And so oftentimes what happens is when we become
caretakers of that object, when it's not in their possession anymore,
it severs that connection, that trauma connection,
they're able to compartmentalize that fear into the object itself.
And the second it's not in their presence,
the second that it's not in their home or they're seeing it every day,
it gives them almost emotional space to start to let go
of whatever it is that is either creating the fear or whatever it is
that’s coming from their-- even if it's just their subconscious mind.
It gives them space to start letting some of that go.
Doing this professionally was not something
that I planned on ever doing, really fell into it.
Everything that I know about ghosts, I learned by accident, trial and error.
My friends and I, we went ghost hunting for fun when we were kids.
I think we formed our first ghost hunting team when we were 12 years old,
and it was really just a way of going into abandoned houses
in the middle of the night, sneaking out, and trying to get scared.
Greg's initial experiences with
the paranormal were really from a place of wanting to have adventures
and wanting to go out and get scared and have fun.
Initially, we ran rival ghost hunting teams
and he and his friends were out investigating creepy
cemeteries and me and my friends were out investigating creepy cemeteries.
And we found each other and we found that we had some synergy
and that we were some of the only people at the time investigating the paranormal
that way.
And it became something that we bonded over, was this sense
that like what we were doing was fun, but also scary, but also interesting.
And we were willing to do the work and we were willing to do the research,
but we also weren't really willing to take ourselves too seriously.
And so that was what initially bonded us together.
I always had a crush on Dana,
even when I was a kid,
but she kind of scared me a little bit
because she was a witch.
I've been a practicing witch since I was 16,
and so a majority of my life has really been as someone
who utilizes energies and works with with different types of magics.
So it feels like it lends itself perfectly to what we do with the museum.
And it's really become an asset to a lot of the things that we do
with these objects, specifically.
I was raised in a very religious household.
I was supposed to be a Baptist minister.
So a 14, 15 year old kid
who has this crush on this dangerous witch...
Yeah, she was a little scary to me, to be honest.
When you're a kid, the idea
of what a witch is very scary, particularly if you're religious.
Most paranormal media, whether it's television, film, books, they typically
depict witches in the paranormal space as a negative thing.
For centuries, there has been a campaign
to make witchcraft seem evil.
There’s ulterior motives to make witchcraft seem
as if it’s an evil thing.
Even in the world that we live in today,
considering that witchcraft is so popular,
And is something that is on the rise as a spiritual practice,
there are still loads of people who
make it their job to
change the way that people think about it,
to see it as something that’s evil,
when it really isn’t.
It’s really a beautiful,
in most cases, private spiritual practice
of magical people who connect with the earth,
and connect with the energies,
connect with their ancestry,
and connect with the magic that is around us all the time.
So because what we’re going to be doing
is drawing this energy towards us,
what I will do is...
I’m going to take a little dab
of my solar oil--
and I’m going to be using my dominant hand...
Dana is also a teacher.
She does workshops on witchcraft all across the country
all year long.
Our receptive hand is the energy that we’re taking into us,
so I’m going to be using my dominant hand.
And if you’re curious about this, we’ve talked about this
in many previous classes
so maybe go back and check the master list.
She also has a digital coven, essentially,
of hundreds of different witches of all proficiency levels.
And Dana teaches them practical magic, hands on magic.
And in that way, a lot of her knowledge filters out
into the paranormal community.
So between her and I, we cover a lot of ground that I think
is often missing in a lot of paranormal cases.
Back in January of 2016,
there was a post to the paranormal subreddit by a user who
used a throwaway account to tell the story of how he and one of his friends
found a strange effigy in the forest
in the Catskill Mountains.
They did what you're never supposed to do, and they took the effigy home with them.
My friend showed up here at like 11:30.
He's out-of-his-mind-scared.
I've never seen him like this before.
Long story short, he's sleeping over because something is in his house.
We found the statue on Sunday, and I told him
not to take it because it gave me bad vibes.
But he took it anyway.
He's been an atheist for as long as I've known him.
So when he told me that something was going on,
I thought he was just fucking with me because he knows
I like to watch paranormal shows and he's always made fun of me for it.
Now he says he can't sleep at night
because banging keeps waking him up.
By Wednesday, he started waking up in the middle of the night
feeling like something or someone was watching him.
This kept happening.
Every time I'd wake up, he would smell a really strong scent like pond water.
He doesn't believe in any of this stuff, so he just ignored it until a few days ago
when the statue moved from his desk into his living room.
He says that every night since Thursday, it's moved into a different room
than where he left it.
He thought it was his dog moving it around because it smelled funny,
but his dog won’t go anywhere near it.
He says that she's actually peed
in the house three nights in a row and she's never done that before.
Then last night,
someone knocked on his door at three in the morning.
When he went to open it
there was no one there.
He said that as he opened up the door to look outside,
he knew that he made a big mistake.
Like he just felt like he shouldn't have opened his door.
At that point,
I didn't have any reason not to believe him
because it had gone way beyond a joke, and he actually sounded really,
really fucking scared on the phone.
He stayed up all night
and then decided to go to the movies to take his mind off it.
When he got home, he said it felt like everything was fine
and he decided to finally go to bed.
This is where it gets super fucked up.
He says that when he woke up, which wasn't until like ten,
it was because his dog was barking like crazy.
And when he went out into his hallway, he saw all these muddy footprints.
Not like shoe prints, but like, barefoot.
Sitting in the living room
was the fucking statue
which had moved again.
And he says that when he started to go near it,
he heard someone breathing that sounded like his grandpa
with a tracheotomy.
He peaced the fuck out
and now he and his dog are sleeping in my guest room.
I've never seen him this scared.
He even started crying.
I have no fucking idea what to do.
I believe him because he has no reason to lie to me about this
because it's gone way too far to be a joke now.
I know that everyone says not to burn it or whatever.
So what the fuck do we do?
They posted to the subreddit
and said, “listen, this is what we did.
We're really freaked out.
We don't want to go back to the place where we found this thing.
We're afraid of meeting who put it there.
What do we do?”
Eventually I got called to the thread because someone that we had just shot
a television show with had listened to Dana and my stories
for like two weeks on the road and told them, You should get in touch
with Greg and Dana. They deal with these types of objects.
They could help you.
I tried to give a really detailed response.
Hey, I get it.
Here's what I would do if I was in your situation.
It's really important for Dana and I to never come across
as the people who will solve your problem for you.
It's very important for us to give
someone the tools to solve their own problems.
That said, sometimes
people just seem like they're incapable of dealing with it.
And in those situations, we're happy.
We're happy to help.
After responding to the initial thread, we private message back and forth
a few times and I gave him some advice on
what I would do in his situation.
Mainly just: take it back, talk to it, just address
that you made a mistake and say you're going to take it back to the cave.
It wasn't too long after that that he messaged saying
that everything had really escalated pretty badly.
Hey, Greg.
Thanks for the advice.
Today we went back to my friend's house to get the statue and return it.
When we got there,
his dog wouldn't even come in the house.
I saw the muddy footprints
and the whole place smelled like a dog that had just rolled around in the dirt.
He went to show me where the statue was when he left last night,
but it was gone.
When he found it, it was in his hallway
and there was a big crack in the wall like it had been thrown there.
He swears that he never touched the thing
and left it in its living room.
We told it that we were sorry about taking it
and that we wanted to take it back to the cave and asked it what we should do.
I don't know if it was the feeling you were talking about,
but we both just felt like we should never go back to that cave again.
He said he felt like we needed to send it to you.
When we were standing in the hallway talking this thing,
his dog started barking like crazy outside.
We both thought we saw a woman in the dark corner of his living room.
She was totally naked,
really old, and dripping water.
And her--
Her eyes sort of glowed in the dark.
We both freaked the fuck out and ran outside.
Whoever it was wasn't there when we went back in.
We grabbed the statue, apologized again,
wrapped it in a pillowcase and put it in a box.
He's just going to send it to you.
Give me your address and
we’ll mail it to you tomorrow.
It was maybe a week or two later.
A box showed up, and in it was this effigy
wrapped in an old pillowcase.
And when we rolled it out, we could see that it was this...
I mean, it was obviously a handmade item
and it had nails nailed into the eyes
and a noose strung around its neck.
And my first instinct when I looked at her
was that it felt obviously, it felt very symbolic.
There were very symbolic and intentional symbolism attached to the object itself.
So the nails in the eyes, my first thought was, is this to blind someone?
Or to cause someone not to see something specifically? The noose around the neck,
my first thought was, is this the silence someone?
Is it to keep someone from speaking?
Is it to actually kill someone?
Is it to control their energy?
And those two things were as far as magic goes,
they were so obviously symbolic.
One of the things that always baffled us about the Crone
is that her hands are to her sides.
And it looks as if the wood has been split away
between her hands.
Like something had been torn away.
And we always wondered what that might have been.
We named it after the crone archetype.
The two hikers had seen
an old woman standing in their home.
And the Crone is an old woman,
sometimes seen as a witch.
So we thought that would be the perfect name
for something that people were seeing.
That sort of archeytpal spirit.
We did with it what we do with every object that arrives.
We sit it down and we take photos of it from every angle.
Then that's really it.
We just sort of go on about our day because like I said,
nine times out of ten, the stuff that people send us never acts up for us.
We just make room for it in the collection and if it does something strange,
that's when we'll start to study it.
Later that night we were in the living room.
We were watching television and we heard a loud bang
in the office.
I didn't think it was anything paranormal.
I thought it was our cats.
So I get up and I walk in, realize the office door is closed.
Cats couldn't be in there.
So I went in the bedroom.
The cats are hiding under our bed, scared out of their minds.
Another thing about having pets is they're typically
a really great early warning sign that something
ghostly is happening.
I walked into the office, didn't see anything out of the ordinary
until I almost stepped on Jesus.
I look up and there's a crucifix hanging on the wall
and Jesus has been cracked
right off of the crucifix.
This crucifix only hung on the wall with a single nail.
So whatever did that had to have held it on
and pulled it off.
Both of the nails were missing off the crucifix,
except for the one that held the hand.
And I looked right beneath it.
And there was the Crone.
That was the first indication that maybe there was
something strange happening.
I mean, finding a desecrated crucifix is definitely
a frightening thing, I think, regardless of whether you're religious or not.
There's obviously an intention there.
Religious iconography of any kind being desecrated
is not really a thing that you want to see at all.
It almost made me feel like I had
to be 100% business with this object.
A lot of people want to
jump to that being a sign of evil,
but I think more importantly, it's a sign of anger.
And for some reason that symbol made it angry.
When we thought that something stranger than usual was happening.
I said to Dana,
“Well, we've got this trail cam we usually use for Bigfoot hunting.
Let's put it in the room.
And if something is moving in there, we'll catch it.”
Nothing happened right away.
But one night between the hours of three and four in the morning,
the trail camera triggered three times.
One of them had something up in the corner.
We could easily write that off as a bug.
There was another one that had a weird globule in it.
We are not orb people. Those things never excite us.
They're typically some kind of a lens artifact.
But when you look closer at the image, whatever this thing is,
is actually giving off some kind of a light source.
You look at one of the frames in the corner of the shots
and you can actually see it lit up only in that image.
So whatever that thing is
that's floating through the frame is actually giving off light.
But my initial response was, I think maybe looking to see where
that light anomaly was moving from,
because if it was a bug or something like that,
we might be able to follow the motion in which it was moving.
When she did that, we noticed something we hadn't noticed before.
If you look down in the corner where the carving is,
it moves ever so slightly.
Nothing else in the frame moves.
There were things that were sitting on the table
that were much lighter than it.
Things that would move much easier than it.
We tried to rationalize how maybe a truck had driven by
or something, but that would have moved everything.
That was big.
That's something that is so rarely captured by paranormal investigators
that we knew this might require
a lot more investigation.
One night, things got really unnerving.
It was very early in the morning.
I'd been asleep.
Dana shakes me awake pretty violently.
And...
I turn and I look at her, and I'm really groggy.
And I can tell that she's really scared.
It takes her a second to actually tell me
what had happened.
The way that it moved, the way that it felt.
It was like a living nightmare.
Like it felt.
I felt like I was literally looking at a living nightmare.
I didn't see it, but I believe her
because I’ve very rarely seen her this scared.
That's when she
really started to believe that there was something
that...
had come into the house.
I'm sitting in the office doing some work,
and Dana calls me and I can already hear that
she sounds very unsure.
She says,
Were you standing on the couch tonight?
I said, No.
She goes, You didn't like get out of the shower
and stand on the couch and change one of the light bulbs or something?
And I just laughed because it just sounded ridiculous.
And she said, Come here right now.
And we both kind of stood there in the living room
staring at these two footprints on the back of the couch, staring at the wall.
And there was nothing leading up to them.
They were just--
it was as if they had just manifested there on the back of the couch.
At this point, there were way too many things to ignore.
So many things were lining up with the story that had been posted on Reddit.
We realized that we needed to take our own advice
and address this thing.
So I went into the office and I grabbed the carving
and I brought it into the living room and I set it down
on the coffee table.
And we had a talk with it.
And we just say, Listen,
we're happy to share our space with you.
This is something that we like to do.
If there's help that you need, we're happy to try and help you get it.
But you need to understand this is a coexistence.
We have to live with each other.
And as we're having this conversation,
we both
hear the sound of rushing water coming from the opposite side
of the house.
The last apartment that we lived in, we'd had a burst pipe.
It's not fun to go through.
I thought, Oh, no, not again.
We get up, we run to the other side of the house,
hoping to stop whatever it is that's happening.
But nothing’s there.
And as we're standing there, confused, trying to figure out what's going on,
we hear a series of loud thumps
in the living room.
We walk back in the living room
and the Crone is gone.
It was sitting right on the coffee table and now has vanished.
We're looking all over for it.
And eventually I see it underneath the television stand.
I get down on my hands and knees and I reach under
the television stand and I hear Dana absolutely shriek
because the television has started to tip down on to my head.
If it wasn't for Dana, it would have smashed right into my head.
This was so upsetting to me that I said something I never like to say.
I said, if this is how it's going to be, I'm going to put you in a box.
I'm going to put a lock on it, and I'm going to stick you on a shelf.
After I'd said this,
we heard three loud bangs on the kitchen wall.
And I just took that as... okay, this is how it's going to be.
So I pulled the box out.
I put it back in the pillowcase, wrapped it up, put it in the box,
slammed the lid shut,
put the lock on it,
and stuck it on a shelf.
And that's where it stayed until we would go out on the road.
The final straw with the Crone
happened at Michigan Paracon.
This is the 8th annual Michigan Paranormal Convention.
It’s being held at the Kewadin Casinos in Sault Ste. Marie this weekend,
and it’s brought some of the biggest names in the industry to the U.P.
There’s also the Traveling Museum of the Paranormal and the Occult.
We travel from coast to coast and bring haunted objects to people.
We let them hold them, touch them, experience them for themselves.
The idea is to just give people a paranormal experience.
Michigan Paracon is an event we always look forward to every year.
It's one of the biggest paranormal conferences in the country.
And at this event specifically, a man had come to the event
and he really, really wanted to see the Crone.
He came back multiple times throughout the day
and asked if he could see her.
And we himmed and hawed about it
And finally we said, okay, we'll pull it out just for a second.
And, seconds...
after I pulled it out of the pillowcase,
all hell broke loose.
The minute that the Crone came out, it was like a force
shot down the aisle.
The presenter that was across from us,
her bottle of soda
just popped and sprayed all over her books.
Just destroyed hundreds of dollars worth of books.
She was screaming.
We then noticed that the lights
that are going down the vendor hall are swinging,
The lights are literally swinging directly over top of everyone.
There's people all the way up,
all the different presenters down the row
are looking all over the place because they know something's going on.
And then all of a sudden I see further down the aisle
on the right hand side, there's a man
who has his head
slunk back in his chair
and I see blood start to drip down his neck.
And he has a really violent seizure.
All of this happened in the matter
of 15, 20 seconds.
I'm taking it all in,
standing there holding this thing.
And the guy who had asked us to see it
basically starts to weep,
and says, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Put it away.
I slammed it back in the box.
And I looked at Dana and I said, We can never do this again.
This cannot come with us anymore.
We need to do something about this.
And it was when the plan first started
and we started talking about the idea of figuring out a way to bring her back
potentially to the place where she came from.
We're a museum.
We are all about preserving these things.
We're living in a time where it's much easier to preserve stuff than ever before.
You can even preserve something by 3D scanning it.
And then the original can cease to exist, but people can still study it.
They can see every detail of it.
We’re going to take a haunted object.
We’re going to 3D scan it.
And then we’re going to 3D print it.
This is a first. This has never been done.
I’ve never heard of this being done.
This is a completely uncharted territory. It’s a new horizon.
And I’m really excited about the possibilities.
Our friend Jason Gowin was our 3D scanning technician.
He had all the equipment that we needed.
He had a powerful enough computer to run the software
and he'd already scanned dozens of our different artifacts.
So he was the perfect person for this project.
My name is Jason Gowin.
I have been a paranormal adventurer slash investigator since
forever? Like 1998
I guess was when I officially started doing all of this.
Jason is one of my oldest friends.
We were on the same ghost hunting team when I was like, 13 years old.
If there’s something here, tell us your name.
If you’d like us to leave, give us some sort of a sign.
He was the wheel man, because he was a little older than us.
You know, I’ll give you credit, Greg.
You were the first... You were the first of us.
When Greg decided to play a prank on one of our friends,
he asked me to go full “Blair Witch”
and hide in a cemetery and scare the living bejesus out of the kid
with as much “Blair-Witchy” stuff as I could possibly muster
and we did it.
Yeah! Because we were trying to terrify you!
Yeah. And you fuckin’ did.
And we had so much fun that we started checking out legends for real.
Get down! Get down!
I happened to notice that Greg had put out a thing
that he was looking for someone with a 3D scanner.
And so he kind of told me a little bit about what he wanted to do
with scanning the objects and making recreations of all of them.
Is it a responsible thing to do? Who knows!
Because I have no idea what’s going to happen.
And I was really interested
I’d been looking for a new paranormal adventure to have and...
I got what I asked for.
They have their own little souls and personalities
and we’re about to make them digital.
And then tangible again.
Obviously,
we have some big news to share, but we'll wait until
we’ve gotten this thing spread out on all the channels.
Before we started our museum membership program,
we used to host pretty regular public live streams
and during these live streams we would talk about different items in the collection.
Sometimes we'd do experiments with them,
but we held a special live stream in 2017
where we were announcing the launch of our museum membership program.
During this live stream, we were discussing the Crone
and Jason is in the comments.
...and we’ve made a lot of breakthroughs with the box
since we last chatted, I think we’re really onto something...
Dana and I saw it
and we were horrified because that's not the kind of joke
that you make to something as scary as the Crone was.
It seems that ghosts don't have a great sense of humor.
They seem to be very literal.
And I continued to watch your live feed.
And all of a sudden I heard this boom-boom-boom-boom-boom
walking around in our upstairs.
And I looked and could see Lyla, our cat, was laying down.
And so I was like, okay, I'm going to have to investigate what that is.
I got up, I started to walk across the kitchen floor and I stepped in wet.
And that's when the light caught one of the shapes.
And I'm like, That's a footprint.
I followed the water to the door.
The door was open.
And we had shut and locked it.
The porch light was on, it shouldn’t have been.
But there were no tracks in the snow.
But then I noticed it went back and
back towards our bedroom.
And then I called you immediately.
And you guys were like,
The Crone!
I know it was Dana that said, Did you go upstairs?
And I hadn't even thought of that because Jace wasn't home.
So I had no reason to even check.
And we followed the footprints,
which then went up our stairs, which are carpeted,
up around the hallway,
and they went right towards his door, which had been shut,
and...
it was open.
So we went in,
turned on the lights,
and the footprint stopped and left a giant puddle
directly in front of his crib.
“Tille Boom”
Fortunately for him,
his baby was at his mother-in-law’s house that night.
But it was enough to freak him out,
and he realized he'd done something
he shouldn't have done.
And he asked Dana,
give me whatever you can to help me with this.
What do I do? What do I do?
So Dana sent him a package full of all kinds of different stuff,
some things that he could burn, some rituals that he could do
in order to seal his house back up.
And from that point on, he was absolutely terrified
of the Crone.
We knew that we were going to take the Crone back
to where it had been taken from.
And so it was important for us to get a 3D scan of her before we did.
So we planned a live stream on Halloween night.
And Jason, of course,
refused to do it at his house.
Happy Halloween, everybody.
We are in a secure location, in a hotel room,
here in Sayre, Pennsylvania.
I don't think any of us could have anticipated that
that would be the night that everything came together with the Crone.
We made every decision about
what we were going to do with her and how we were going to return her
based on what happened during that live stream.
What are you going to be doing tonight? What are you going to be trying?
The Estes Method.
I like to describe the Estes Method
as a form of technologically-assisted mediumship.
It is a really interesting
technique that makes use of an SB-7 spirit box,
a really traditional tool in a Ghost Hunter’s toolkit.
It's really nothing more than
a radio that has a sweep function, so it just scans through
AM or FM radio stations at a fast rate of speed
and a lot of paranormal investigators like to believe
that the ghosts can manipulate that sweep
and then when you hear a word, it means that a ghost has somehow said it.
Can you say the name of somebody that you want to talk to?
- Uh, did it just say my name? - Yeah.
I never liked that very much.
So when I saw what our friends Karl Pfeiffer and Connor Randall came up with,
I was blown away.
What Karl and Connor started to do
is they would use a blindfold and a pair of headphones,
and the headphones would plug directly into the spirit box,
meaning that the only person who could hear the feed was the medium.
That person,
their world was just the audio.
They couldn't see anything,
and the only thing that they could hear were those sweeping radio stations.
So when whoever was acting as the questioner would speak to the ghosts,
occasionally, they would start to get an answer from the medium,
who didn’t see them or hear them.
When I watched Connor become a mouthpiece for something that we couldn't see,
I knew there was something special about the Estes Method.
I was really fascinated with it.
- That was Dana talking - Now that Dana is “in”,
we’ll pull the Crone out.
...since the last live-stream that we did.
There is motion, yes.
We’re going to take you home, we’re going to take you back.
but before we do that, we want to take your picture.
That camera is going to send out little beams of light
that are gonna bounce off the artifact that you inhabit.
It’s not going to hurt you. It’s not going to choke you.
It’s going to bounce--
It’s not going to hurt you, I promise.
It hasn’t hurt any of the other--
It, it-- I promise, it’s not going to.
Oh, it’s getting a really smooth, fast scan.
I keep getting weird, sharp pains in random places.
I’ve got one in my upper thigh.
Dana spent most of the live stream under the Estes Method,
so she was unaware of anything that was going on in the room.
The first scan, there were two moments that Dana complained
about feeling sharp pains at different points in her body.
At both of those moments
we were actually performing one of the scans.
What?
Well, I’m going to.
I have to.
”Don’t make that”.
You don’t want us to print you?
It’s almost done, sweetheart.
There’s like two people talking.
Two voices. - Two?
”More names”. It just said “more names”.
- Oh man, oh man. - There’s two voices.
There’s a very deep, growly, scary-sounding voice
that just keeps trying to scare me.
- Okay. Whoever’s calling names, - But there’s another,
there’s another voice, that’s a woman’s voice underneath.
If you are attached to the Crone, can you tell us what your name is?
She said that as soon as I saved it.
Alright. - This is so weird.
- Oh yes. - It’s flawless.
Oh my god, thank you.
The only thing it didn’t scan, there’s no nails.
- It didn’t even pick them up. - Wow.
Okay. Good - Here, let me save it.
The first scan that we did,
it went very smoothly.
In fact, it still stands as the number one
fastest, smoothest, best scan we ever got.
The only thing that was weird about it is that when we did the scan,
there were no nails in the eyes and there were not even divots
where the nails should have been. And there should have been--
because it scans the surface, it bounces light off an object.
So the light hit those and it should have bounced off the nails, but never did.
and to me that to this day, it's a still very bizarre phenomenon
that should have happened but didn't.
I keep hearing this thing, it’s not a word but I keep hearing it
over and over again, and it says, “Biddum.”
- Biddum. - And it’s a man’s voice.
And he just keeps saying “Biddum” and I don’t like him.
Is it his name?
Are you Biddum?
We’re doing another scan just to be safe.
Well, you’re not the first to call me that.
- If... if... - Ah! Pain in my back now.
If you guys have questions...
Three times throughout that hour and a half long session, I felt physical pain.
And I remember thinking that it was very interesting because I had never felt
anything physical in connection to doing the Estes Method before.
So I felt pain in my thigh, in my upper back and in my throat,
and it felt as if it was happening at random.
And I remember it was strong enough that I felt it was important
to vocalize it, even though I didn't know if it really had anything to do
with what was happening around me at the time.
Is there somebody...
Are you being held prisoner by something else?
That was so sad.
It’s frozen.
There’s two voices!
Who is talking to me right now?
And what’s your name?
Biddum,
You were alive?
What the fuck did I tell you?
I wasn't terribly familiar--
I knew of the Estes Method.
But here I am watching it happen,
you know, in person and happened very intensely and build very quickly.
So I was... to say I was hooked is an understatement
because it was truly mind-blowing what I was watching happen.
Something is...
There’s a woman crying. A crying voice.
Under all of it.
As it goes, duh-duh-duh-duh, I can hear a woman crying.
Male voice number two, are you Biddum?
What does that mean?
Don’t ignore the question.
I’m too loud?
I think that the woman’s being too loud.
And this guy Biddum,
Is telling her to shut up. - He’s telling her to shup up.
So he wasn’t addressing me.
So they’re not talking to us,
they’re talking to eachother?
I think that we’re watching a conversation happening
between two entities.
When you do the Estes Mehod,
one of the things that I don't think is necessarily
as important is the idea of listening for the same sounding voice.
I think because you're listening to random radio stations
and lots of white noise,
it's easy to sort of think that you're hearing the same person
talking to you if it sounds like the same voice.
And that's kind of something that I really don't agree with.
I think it's not really necessarily as important,
but what was really interesting was this night specifically,
I felt as if I was hearing the same two voices distinctly,
a male voice and a female voice.
And that felt important. It felt different.
I had never experienced anything like that before.
I was hearing two people have a conversation.
What I don’t understand is
who did this to this?
Biddum?
Who are... who is in the room with us right now?
That’s how he said it.
Shhh!
I’m trying to figure out who I’m talking to right now.
That was loud.
- Oh, fuck. - I made it.
Brother Biddum?
The nice thing about doing these live streams is there's sometimes 100 people
or more watching them and they're all sitting at their computer.
So plenty of people were Googling this
and they had all kinds of different ideas about what this could mean.
Some of them found translations of the word that related to prayer.
It seemed that whatever it was, the root word of Biddum
had something to do with prayer.
Okay. Where’s the cave?
It’s high. Is it in the mountains?
It’s in the mountains?
What mountains? New York mountains?
The Catskills?
Okay.
Is it in a park?
Something just put like a big...
a sharp pain in my throat.
Between the second and third scanning, there were 40 minutes.
So within that 40 minute time period, I did not experience
another physical sensation
until they literally fired up the the scanner for the third time.
And that's when I experienced the pain again.
I like to think that that night and that Estes Method Session,
that I really did connect with her,
with the energy of her, with what had been happening around her.
I really feel like I tapped into something and I think that it was that
trance state that doing the Estes Method can bring you to,
I think that that was what really allowed me to tap into her.
And I feel very strongly as if there was a connection
that really happened that night.
If you understand this, tell her...
Tell her to not...
Tell her that he has no power...
He does not have power over you. He has no power over you.
We were saying this earlier.
You can leave. You don’t need to stay there.
Whoever is keeping you there, you don’t need to listen.
He has no power over you other than what you percieve.
I know. You need to ignore him.
Ignore him. He can’t do anything.
He can’t do anything.
No.
We are.
You have permission.
She said permission so loud.
You have permission.
You do not need to listen to this person.
Whatever or whoever it is, you are your own person.
You can leave. You can go.
It seemed that the larger picture was coming into view.
Biddum, or Brother Biddum implies some kind of man of religion.
Even the name Biddum seems to relate somehow to religion.
The Crone itself was very obviously an act of witchcraft, of some kind,
and one of our first interactions with whatever entity was attached to
the Crone had to do with the desecration of a Christian symbol.
To me, it seemed like what we were finally realizing was
there was a visceral reaction by this entity to Christian iconography.
And it could be because there was some form of persecution
that had happened to this person or thing
at some point in the past.
We’re going to help.
We are.
You’re in control.
You’re not tethered.
She’s so loud right now.
If it’s him, we will get rid of him.
We’ll get rid of him.
I think in that moment it's very easy to wonder
if we were being manipulated or not.
But if you hear someone screaming down a dark alley for help,
are you going to go help them
or are you going to stand there and go, No, that's a trick.
And I think we felt
very strongly that at that point,
the right thing to do was to help.
A few days after the Halloween livestream,
Jason contacted us with some progress in his 3D scanning.
There was no way to 3D print it with the nails and the noose.
They were too thin.
The nails were definitely too thin, so they had to be digitally removed.
And we thought it would be interesting to put an actual noose on the 3D print.
In order to do that, he had to actually separate the Crone’s head from its body.
I mean, I had manipulated
probably a hundred different things from children's toys
to accessories for, you know, our Amazon equipment.
I had, you know, I had started to build a drone.
I was 3D printing a drone.
I had done post-production on dozens of these objects.
Never,
not before, not after,
did I ever anything happen
like it did with the Crone.
I have no idea what’s going to happen because I’ve never had it just openly,
defiantly change the design of what I’ve built.
When I started editing the file, I was able to get the noose off, no problem.
But I was left with two pieces: a head and a body.
But when I did that,
it looked like these fingers or tendrils
were coming out of the bottom.
They were twisted, they were in the wrong position,
and you could tell what they were because they had fingernails on them.
We would have known if somebody
had scanned their fingers into this thing, we would have seen it on the 3D scan.
We were able to look at both of them
immediately as it scanned.
And I had taken my hand away from
the mouse, so the file was manipulating itself.
At no point did I-- I have no explanation for what I saw.
It just seemed like a really obvious indication
that something was trying to escape from this piece.
It was a visual reminder
of what we were trying to do.
We'd had enough problems with the 3D scanning project at that point.
The Crone was sort of the last straw.
But the preservation of these things was still very, very important to us.
And knowing that our time with the Crone was coming to an end,
it was more important to us than ever to somehow preserve her.
It's very serendipitous that we met Tyler Strand
around the same time.
- There he is! - What’s up!
Hey buddy.
- C’mon in! - We’re like half an hour early...
My name is Tyler Strand.
I am a special makeup and effects artist, so I'm involved in everything from
molding objects, creating custom prosthetics, dental wear, prosthetic eyes,
the whole gamut of works, creating monsters
on top of being a paranormal investigator.
So I live a life of monsters.
He's a really great artist
and he's someone who can help us preserve
objects in the museum at a museum-quality level.
And he felt like someone that was really going to be a big help
when it came to the act of actually preserving the Crone.
I'm passionate about the paranormal because it's a pursuit
of everything that I view as
higher or thought-provoking in our reality.
You're tackling age-old mysteries
that have always been at the forefront of the human experience,
and I can't think of anything else
that invokes that in me or has so much substance to it.
The study of the supernatural, to me,
is the study of the self.
We made a promise to the Crone that we were going to return her.
We were coming up on almost a year since we made that promise,
And we were having a really busy year, and we had one short window
where we could still take her back in that year before it got too cold
and there was just no way we were going to make it up the mountain.
So we made plans and picked up Tyler and drove to Ellenville.
Ellenville is the town at the base of the mountain
that the crown came from.
We get to Ellenville and we start to notice
that there's Ukrainian text on signs,
on businesses, on churches.
What... is... is it. an old...
Church! It was a church.
It says “Ukrainian Native Faith Church.”
What we didn't anticipate
was the massive Ukrainian community that was in this town
and that started to spin our wheels and we wondered,
could there be some kind of Slavic or
Ukrainian connection to this item?
We're on the road so we don't have access
to a lot of research materials except for Google.
What we did is, we texted our friend John Tenney.
John’s a font of knowledge on the paranormal
and he keeps lots of files on all kinds of stuff.
He's a really great resource to have when we’re stumped on something.
John knew what we were doing.
He knew where we were.
He knew that we were out to return the Crone.
So when I texted him, I said, Listen,
can you think of any connection that that might have to this item?
And he texted me back and said,
Well, Baba Yaga.
Baba Yaga is arguably
the most famous witch in Ukrainian folklore.
She has existed,
I mean, basically since the beginning of Ukrainian folklore.
She's sort of that Crone archetype.
She exists in the forest,
in a house with chicken legs.
People are kind of scared of her, but she does good even though
people are scared of her.
And it seemed really interesting.
After Tenney came back with Baba Yaga, I started to do some Googling.
As I'm scrolling through the search results for Baba Yaga,
looking at pictures, I see a carved statue.
I click on it, it takes me to an Etsy shop,
and this is an Etsy shop based out of Russia that creates custom, carved,
altar dolls meant for religious worship.
Traditional Slavic paganism.
The Baba Yaga doll didn't quite look right,
but as I scrolled,
there was another altar doll named MoKosh,
and it looked pretty darn close.
I googled Mokosh,
which led me to the story
of really the only female goddess
in the Slavic pantheon.
The name Mokosh
comes from the root word mokry,
which is the Russian word for wet.
Mokosh was the goddess of moisture
and fate and witchcraft.
My name is Jeanmarie Rouhier-Willoughby
I am a professor of Russian folklore and linguistics
at the University of Kentucky.
We have no actual evidence
about the Slavic pantheon or the Slavic gods.
Well, particularly East Slavic, which is what you're interested in.
Unlike in Greece and Rome, these were not literate people.
There were no ethnographers
who were coming in to write down what these people believed or what they did
or what the rituals look like, or what the practices were.
So everything that has been written on this topic,
well, 95% of it, is based on speculation
and parallels to what they know about other European cultures,
which may or may not be what was there.
So there's almost nothing.
But the Russian specialists
felt that Russia suffered
from not having the same type of heritage documented
that were in other great nations, and so pretty much out of whole cloth
they determined what it was on the basis
of little scraps of very little information.
We know that to some extent,
obviously, there was a belief system
and we know that those gods were worshiped by somebody.
But what the organization was and how they were worshiped
and really what they mean is-- a lot of it is extrapolated.
So that brings us to Neopagans, right?
Because what the Neopagans are arguing is very much like the Soviets:
Christianity is not our faith.
We had an older faith.
And so what they've done is they've seized on these
beautiful pictures of constructed pantheons
written by these 19th century and Soviet era scholars to create
a belief system.
How popular are Neopagan, Slavic beliefs in the United States?
There's very small groups, but they are really small.
So one of the groups that-- there are some in Canada,
there are some in the northeastern U.S.
There's one in New York that's pretty small.
Again, not much going on, and that's about it.
I mean, except maybe emmigrates who've come and brought
their religion with them.
But the image you have, well, that statue does not--
What's weird about that statue to me, that makes it an anachronism...
If it's a Neopagan group, I don't think there'd be any reason
to have a noose or nails.
It would be different
because the model is so powerful for them,
that is this established model
in the literary tradition.
So if you go to their pages, again, all in Russian or Ukrainian, but if you go
and look you see that they keep using these same old images
and when they create contemporary versions, they're models of those.
And that statue does not, to me, look like that.
Is it mostly the nails and the noose that causes...
Yeah.
Plus her hand would almost inevitably
be holding something.
Looking at images of Mokosh,
there are statues that show her
standing with her arms at her side,
holding a bucket of water.
Sometimes she was depicted holding a ball of twine because she was
also the goddess of fate.
For the first time, we realized
what went between the Crone’s arms.
What we found out when we were trying to make that replica,
trying to make it as accurate as possible.
The carving itself seemed fairly old.
The nails and the noose were pretty new.
They were added.
We were able to find-- the closest we could find-- we went to every
hardware store we could find.
We found the nails and the noose material both at Wal-Mart.
Which is the only big store at the base of that mountain.
So it seems like somebody had taken an existing carving,
and potentially had-- you know, who knows the purpose of it--
had done something to it, they’d added those to it.
She is strongly associated
because of this connection with Paraskeva,
with weaving, spinning, obviously fertility,
particularly of cows and women.
People sought her for help, but then she also sometimes scared people.
One of the things that she did was she quite often stole children.
Yes, there is definitely... definitely the potential for...
for conflict
between Neopagan groups and Christian groups,
particularly because the Neopagans are saying that Christianity is false
and not ours or especially orthodoxy.
And the Orthodox groups
have done very well
in the post-Soviet period, you know, the first ten...
the first decade was tricky, getting reestablished,
but they have really established themselves
as powerful social forces
and they do not want
any potential competition.
Yes, definitely the potential
for a great deal of conflict.
Mokosh was considered
a Chthonic deity,
not good and not evil, a complete gray area.
Basically live and let live.
And this entire time we were struggling with whether or not
the Crone was good or bad.
And really the answer is
neither.
The night before we were set to go up the mountain,
we stopped about an hour outside of our destination
and got a hotel so that we could prepare.
One of the most important things to get a replica of the Crone
was to create a box mold.
So that was the first time that Tyler had the opportunity
to actually hold the Crone and see her even just in closer detail.
And it was a big moment for him.
I knew that there was going to be a lot of manhandling of this object
that for a very long time had not even been touched.
And so I was very nervous about the idea of Tyler coming at her
with implements and measuring her and having her out of the box
and really kind of putting her through what felt like a very sterile exploration.
It felt frightening to me because I wasn't sure what was going to happen.
This object had not been handled very much, let alone in the past few months
at that point.
The atmosphere inside of this room significantly changed, rapidly,
almost like there was an electricity in the air.
After a few minutes, Tyler went and he grabbed
his Gauss meter.
This thing’s really sensitive.
Are you serious?
I've never seen anything like that before, especially not with
an inanimate object, seemingly, made out of wood.
I've never experienced those kinds of spikes
that were so apparent in something.
It really set the tone for how whatever it was seemed to be ramping up.
And that put us on edge because you could-- you could hear it.
And it it felt a lot like handling a live grenade.
I feel as if it was tolerated because of the just
her physical proximity to the location that she was going to be returned to.
It felt like there was some sort of an intelligent
energy there that was aware of that
and that's why it was being tolerated.
So we knew that we were going to return the Crone.
We knew we were going to unbind whatever was attached to the Crone,
and we knew we were going to make a mold of it.
This presented a really big problem.
We couldn't make a mold of the Crone until we had removed
the nails and the noose, which were part of the unbinding ritual.
But we couldn't do the unbinding ritual anywhere except
her place of origin.
- Are you ready? - I think so.
It was very, very important,
Dana stressed how important it was, that we did it on the mountain,
which meant we had to do the molding on the mountain
because we were not going to leave that location
with the carving.
This is going to be a hell of a hike.
This is gonna feel fuckin’ horrible.
I honestly think that the ritual to unbind the Crone began
the second that we got to the trailhead.
The second we started that walk, I was very aware of the fact that we were
already moving into that ritual headspace.
One of the oldest stories about Mokosh
is about how she was kidnapped by the God Veles,
who was the God of serpents,
God of the underworld.
And Mokosh's husband, Perun,
had to chase him up a mountain
and cut Veles’ belly open to release her
from his grasp.
Which was pretty much exactly what we were doing,
and we didn't even realize it.
We were taking an item
that seemed to have something trapped in it
to the top of a mountain
to release it.
We're absolutely exhausted.
We finally get to the top of the mountain
and Dana felt like this was the right place.
This was the place that we were supposed to be.
Look at that view...
And then as the sun went down, Dana reiterated how important it was
that we stayed inside the circle no matter what.
Then she cast it.
Do we have everything that we need?
- We have wood. - Yeah.
- We have food. We have water. - Yeah.
- Yeah. - Okay. Let’s start.
Because we’re doing things that are a little bit scary,
it’s just going to protect our space,
so that whatever potentially could be drawn to it can’t enter the space.
And that’s what the black salt is for.
Extra on all our doorways.
I didn't know how we were going to finish everything we had to finish.
We had so much to do.
And as we’re sitting there, our phones start buzzing.
And it was because at that moment,
all of Dana's witches
were doing a ritual at the same exact time and they had just started.
These are magic practitioners, people that I've been teaching for years and years
and we knew they would be able to lend us just as much energy.
So in one of the months we included an optional ritual
that they could do alongside us as we were doing our ritual.
So we had this huge group of people who were able to lend their energy
and lend their magic to us as we were up on this mountain,
exhausted and tired and ready to give up at certain points,
we could feel them pushing us through the final mile of this
exhausting journey that had taken us three... three years to get to.
With twine, nail, and wood times three...
No longer shall her binding be...
- There? - This way.
With twine, nail, and wood times three...
No longer shall her binding be...
With twine, nail, and wood times three...
No longer shall her binding be...
With twine, nail, and wood times three...
No longer shall her binding be...
With twine, nail, and wood times three...
No longer shall her binding be...
Hail and welcome to the earth, air, fire, water.
With twine, nail, and wood times three...
No longer shall her binding be...
We prepared our space
and I started to cleanse and consecrate the mundane tools that we would be using.
So literally pliers, things that would be used to pull the nails out
or a pair of scissors or whatever it was that we were going to need.
We were prepping
that space and I was cleansing them so that we were removing any energy
that potentially was attached to it by people who had touched them previously.
Anyone who had used them without a ritual intention.
You want to clear that energy away.
We consecrate you.
And unbind you.
Dana's job was to consecrate the area and consecrate the tools and the Crone.
My job was to pull the nails out.
That was really the first time that it set in on me
what we were about to do, what was going to happen.
We release the negativity bound to this object,
And we bind them to the nails and we release them.
And we release them.
It really struck a chord with me
because it felt less like something that we were fearing at that point,
and it felt a lot like he was holding somebody down
and he was doing something painful.
...to the nails. And we release them.
It was overwhelming.
Every one of the nails
was so hard to pull out.
With every one,
I reminded whoever or whatever it was
that what we were doing was we were unbinding
any source of negativity from this piece.
What we were doing was to help.
We release any negativity associated with this object.
We bind it to the nails.
And we release it.
And that left Tyler to pull the noose off.
You’re not bound by this anymore.
You don’t have to suffocate anymore.
And it felt like there was just a pop in the air.
And all of a sudden this thing was just a chunk of wood.
Whatever it was was gone.
That felt right.
- Listen, do you hear those coyotes? - Uh-huh.
- Listen, listen! - Listen!
And as soon as that realization set in, we could hear
all the coyotes on the mountain start howling at the same time,
we hadn't heard a single one up until that point.
The mountain literally
lit up with the sounds of coyotes,
coyotes singing this song
as if there was a rejoice of some kind.
And it didn't feel like we had this heavy burden anymore.
It was light.
After the unbinding ritual, we took the Crone into a tent.
And Tyler and I tried our best to make a mold of this item.
We weren’t very confident in how it turned out.
But we’d already done what we were there to do.
And that was good enough.
The next morning, we wake up from what little sleep we got
and we knew we needed to have a burial.
We wrapped the Crone in a black sheet
and we found a nice, quiet, shady spot
where we didn't think anyone would ever find it
and dug a hole
and we buried her. And just kind of had a moment of silence.
We just sat there and thought about what we'd been through
and said a few words.
And then started our descent.
It’s very easy to put your own fears and thoughts onto an item
to kind of force it to fit a narrative.
But to us this thing was just a scary statue.
that was exhibiting scary stuff
and it felt like we have to make it stop.
All these years later, seeing that entire journey, having that perspective,
and going, oh my god, all of these details about Mokosh
line up so perfectly with everything that we and others were experiencing,
with this item,
leads me to believe that there’s objectively something happening
outside of us.
That it wasn’t us haunting this object.
That this object either already was or became
a conduit for something old.
We were engaging with this ancient archetype of the Crone,
of Mokosh.
And we didn’t even know.
This whole time we had no idea that that is what was coming through.
That’s what we were experiencing.
The things that we found out about Mokosh
years after we thought we were done with this story,
are so compelling.
It doesn’t feel like this was just something that we impressed upon it.
It feels like...
something was subtly guiding us to an end.
It’s three years later. We're finishing up all
the last pieces of this documentary,
and the one thing that’s bothering us
is the fact that we can't put a bow on Biddum.
We don't know what Biddum means.
So we're sitting in the living room, we're going through Google.
And while we couldn't find a meaning for the word Biddum,
we found a few things that really startled us.
...actually chilling. Like that is the stuff that--
Like, that’s magic at work.
The problem with Slavic paganism is that
there's only like bits and pieces of it that exist.
So there are lots of different entities that share traits
with Mokosh or sometimes accompany Mokosh.
One of them is an entity called the Kikimora.
There are two different kinds of Kikimora.
The other one comes from the swamp.
It is said that she can be identified by her wet footprints.
When the home builders wanted to harm someone buying a house,
they would bring in Kikimora.
Once she is inside, it's difficult to get her to leave.
Swamp Kikimora was described as small, ugly, hunchbacked,
thin and scruffy old woman with a pointed nose and disheveled hair.
I'm fucking getting goose bumps.
She was said to use moss and grass as her clothes.
It was believed that she frightens people, knocked travelers off the road
and also kidnaps children!
Yeah, that's fucking creepy.
As happens with a lot of pagan religions,
Christianity has a habit
of incorporating pagan gods and turning them into saints.
And they converted Mokos, or Mokosh, to Saint Petka.
Saint Petka has a very specific holiday that is celebrated
the final weekend of October, usually between October 25th
and November 1st, depending on where that weekend falls in the year.
The festival dedicated to this goddess
was celebrated sometime between the 25th of October
and the 1st of November,
depending on which date happened to be a Friday.
Unbelievable.
What day were you guys on the mountain?
We were on the mountain on October 26th,
is when midnight struck,
when we were making the mold for the Crone.
My birthday, October 26th.
It's horrible out here.
What?
Thanks.
27 years old,
sleeping on rocks.
“Historian and religious scholar Max Dashu
informs us that the old goddess of the pagans
was known by many avatars across Europe, and that Friday was observed
as her holy day, beginning with its eve on Thursday night.”
You said it was between, what? The 20...
The 25th of October and the 1st of November.
Whichever day was a Friday?
Yeah.
The 26th of October 2018
was a Friday.
- Haha! Get out of here! - Get out!
What we didn’t realize at the time
is we were actually climbing that mountain
on Thursday, October 25th
and performing that ritual as the clock
turned over to midnight on Friday.
Her feast day is celebrated on Friday, but traditionally
begins on Thursday evening.
That is insane
How’s that... How’s that happen?
How funny is it that we were so adamant we had to do this now?
- Yeah - We had to do this now!
Of all the other days we could have gone,
of all the other windows we could have even had to go there,
things had to line up so specifically for us to be there at that exact time.
It should even exist. It shouldn’t be real!
It’s so specific. It’s so specific.
And it’s that type of strange...
Here’s the thing, we can call it a coincidence if we want,
but there’s too many coincidences in this entire case.
It’s direct. It feels...
I mean, I can’t talk about it without having full-body chills because it feels like
something else was in control.
I am not the same person now than I was before
the Crone’s investigation. And the realization
that we were communicating with or interacting with
a beloved goddess, it’s...
I don't think you can be the same person after having that kind of an experience.
It’s made me change my mind about how we approach a lot of these things.
It’s made me change my mind about what is behind
the activity with a lot of these things.
It feels incredibly narcissistic
to think, oh, we were doing this on behalf of an ancient goddess.
But I do think we brushed up against something
bigger
than a ghost.
If you go back and you look at the stories of most of our ancestors,
a lot of those stories are scary.
And that doesn’t make them evil.
It makes them complex. It makes them
human.
And that’s the irony.
The irony is that it’s that complexity that often gets looked at as evil
when it is something that should actually touch us on such a deep
human level that we recognize that these stories are us.
They are a part of us.
And my hope is that people will walk away
and recognize that sometimes things are scary because they’re real.
and sometimes things are scary because that’s part of the growth process.
And that sometimes things are scary because they have to be scary.
Shit has to be scary sometimes for us to change.
It has to be scary for us to have an initiatory experience.
It has to be scary for us to grow spiritually.
We can’t always sit in this place of love and light,
we have to recognize
that the scary things are just the complexities of us as people.
And the complexities of a spiritual growth process.
...Right up to the base...
Just right there.
- Do you want me to hold this? - Okay, wait, here’s the thing,
I want you to hold this open like this.
Keep it open.
Hold it just like that.
It’s still toasty, but...
I don’t want to rip any more of that silicone...
It’s coming out!
Oh my fucking god.
Oh my god, dude, it’s perfect!
Oh my god.
Holy shit.
- Look at that. - Wow.
Dude, that’s not nearly as bad as you made it out to be.
No...
Sometimes I think about the goddesses
and the gods that have been lost.
And I think about how they are
still here and still alive.
And I feel like the gods and the goddesses are coming back to us
to remind us of who we are.
And that history is-- it's not history.
It's like an organism.
It's like a living, breathing thing.
It's finding its way back into the collective consciousness,
and it's allowing people to reconnect with who
they used to be.
And I think that that's a really beautiful thing
and that it is
a living thing and will continue to be a living thing.
Most of the objects that we encounter
I think are because someone has put so much
intention, emotion, fear, love, happiness, whatever
into a piece,
that that piece begins to exhibit those types of traits.
But I see it all the time that someone is so scared of something
that maybe never was haunted before,
they give it to somebody else,
and that person actually feels that fear.
And sometimes, it moves.
Or they see a strange shadow that they’ve never seen before.
If people can do that with an item,
what happens when there’s millions of people
doing that with the idea of a god?
That’s the type of thing we experience first-hand with haunted objects all the time.
These stories that people have imbued into these objects.
It’s the belief and the telling of the story that gives them power.
And to us, that’s why it’s so important
to tell the right kind of story,
because if it’s told enough times
it becomes real.
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