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I just can't say you won't make

me want you.

have to do on our gas bill again.

I don't have a lot of clients this month.

Kind of hoping you could maybe pull up this plaque.

Start focusing on more reliable income.

My income is more reliable than yours is right now.

You might want to check those numbers again.

It's not my fault people in this town don't get their hair done enough.

Don't hurt yourself.

No,

I'm not.

She was chill.

She got one of those fat pussies, though.

Pretty boy doesn't like it when you talk about pussy.

Did you know that hummingbirds are the only type of bird that can fly forwards

and backwards?

I did not know that.

No. No, I did not drink.

Yeah, you'd be proud of me, right?

Shut up.

You're such a bitch. You hungry?

Mm -hmm.

What you hungry for?

Um, mac and cheese.

Yeah,

I'm hungry.

Egg and cheese coming up.

What do you say?

Thank you. There you go.

Did

you

know that, um...

Hippo can run as fast as a racehorse.

A hippo? Mm -hmm. That's not true.

Mm -hmm. They're so fat. What are you talking about?

All fat, quote -unquote fat, is muscle.

On a racehorse?

On a hippo. Oh, on a hippo? Mm -hmm.

That's cool.

What's he doing?

I don't know, man.

Are you taking a chameleon back?

Yeah, girl. I'm walking out the door right now. I'll meet you there.

I don't know

why he likes me more than you.

Great, baby.

Mom, film it.

It's a fucking fire.

Hey,

is that homework done?

I'll get on that right now. Oh, you'll get on that right now? You said it was

going to be done two hours ago.

Hey, don't be so hard on him.

Probably going to be out real late tonight.

Did you do his eardrops yet?

Shit, I forgot.

Can you just do it?

So it's going to be like a 3 a .m. type of night, or what are we thinking?

Just because your boring ass doesn't have a live dummy, I shouldn't have one,

right?

Right, I'm boring because I don't need a drink to have fun.

Hey, how about giving me a little credit for this last year, huh?

Shit.

Listen, babe, you don't like it here. How about you go stay with your dad?

You can find him.

They'll sometimes eat meat.

Oh, really? What kind of meat?

Mainly, like, rats, mice, small birds.

You okay?

Yeah. What's the matter?

Is everything okay with Mom?

I hope.

Yeah, she's gonna be okay.

But, you know, I'm always here for you. Yeah.

I'm your person, all right?

Yeah. I got you.

Okay. Okay.

Two more of your jobs, then we're done, okay?

Sorry if it hurts.

Okay.

All right.

How are you?

I need a few men to help me in the ranch.

It's a little far, so I can't bring them back.

At the end of the day, they'll need someone to pick them up.

But if they can, it'll be like two weeks of work. Are you sure we can't stay

there?

I can hold a line until tomorrow.

No.

Well, let's go. Do what you can.

What about you?

You get a ride home?

Yeah, sure.

Get in the back.

See you in a bit. Okay.

You

have

gloves?

Uh, no.

These mines, don't lose them.

Okay.

They normally drop them off here and even stacked up over there at the ante

barn.

Can you lift one of these?

Yeah.

We've got three strings, so it's pretty heavy. There it is, ground by the tie.

Good. Good.

All right. Leave that there.

Back these up over there, and I'll come back to help you out, all right?

I want to... Don't break the bells. I need them last.

You don't talk much, huh?

What's your name?

Dylan. Sorry.

I'm Pepe.

How old are you?

I'm 21.

You have construction experience?

Yeah, I've been working here and there last year and a half or so.

All right.

Well, we've got a lot of work these next few weeks, so don't fuck it up, I

guess.

Good boy.

Almost done.

Cash doesn't like boys.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I was just told to give him a ride.

Yeah, no, it's okay.

I can help you.

You're Dylan, right?

Yeah, that's right.

Yeah, Pepe told me all about you.

I think he's got a little bit of a crush.

Oh, well, I don't think Pepe's really my type.

Yeah,

no, I'm just... How long have y 'all had this place for?

It's been in the family for a while now.

Do you like it?

I always dreamed of having a place like this.

Yeah, me too.

Want water?

Yeah, sorry.

Oh, wait, you got a little bit on yourself.

That's funny.

Yeah? Yeah.

Hey!

Don't fuck up my boots.

Fair enough.

Stay away from the boots.

Yeah.

You're trouble, huh?

No, ma 'am.

Ma 'am?

You're sky.

Light the sky.

Yeah.

Yeah, spelled the same in everything.

I'll let you go. Yeah?

We're going quietly.

I just don't understand why it has to be so far out here.

God.

That they were nice?

Yeah.

Some of them were.

He thought they had one of the flat.

He just can't be too careful what people do.

I might need to borrow the truck to mom.

Where the hell are you going now?

I just need to go for a drive, clean my head.

That's okay.

I'm going to work with these guys today.

You don't speak any Spanish, I take it?

No, I mean, I understand some, but... All right.

Just follow their lead, you'll figure it out.

Okay.

Oh, I'm done. Sorry.

How long have you been here?

Just a couple days now.

Are you liking it? Oh, it's beautiful.

It's kind of unique in the best of ways. In the best of ways, yeah.

Get back to work.

We collect a bunch of rainwater and use it

for everything that's in here.

You got to overdo it a little bit. Not too much, though. Oh, my God. That's

four.

I love this because it's like we chop them up and then take all the seeds out

and we collect those, kind of like we collect the chili.

Well, you can grow anything, I think. Yeah, I mean, it just makes it easier

us to have a plethora of things, you know, like a lot of it wouldn't normally

grow at the same time out there.

I don't even need this one.

We should name it. What do you think?

It looks like a tarrant to me. A tarrant?

I like that.

My friend Kerry gave me some of these chilies, but you've got to really pat it

down and make it even, okay?

And then we're going to let them grow. It's going to take a few weeks. A few

weeks? I know.

You've got to work on your patience.

They're going to taste so good.

Who's that?

That's Mom's sponsor.

Hey, boys.

Hi.

Why don't you start on another one right here?

You're doing a great job, man.

Not too much now because you want to dig them back up. There we go.

We're here for toilet paper.

Okay. I don't want to see any dresses or anything in the car, okay?

Okay, we're good.

Hi.

Hi. How's it going?

So...

I love that.

You look like... What did you do?

Barnyard Barbie.

Barnyard Barbie. It's actually... It's very Barnyard Barbie. Hey, watch it.

What?

What?

What the

hell?

Why are you following me?

I'm not following you.

I know. I'm joking.

Oh, my God. Hi, how are you?

I really need to get back, so I'm going to need that back. You're going to have

to come with us now.

Oh.

Come on. Everybody's going to be so happy to see you. Hey, look who I found.

Thanks, Ben.

Thanks.

I think you look better in a wig. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Oh,

my God, I know my cue.

There's another one over here that I think is more your speed.

Ooh, blonde.

I have a feeling you might be a secret glam girl.

No. And we could be sisters.

Okay.

See if that's true.

Look at that.

Look at the angularity. You really do have good bones. Who is she?

Can I have my head back now?

No time for makeup.

Go easy on him.

It's nothing.

You just keep peeking.

I don't mean to.

You're an eye person.

An eye person?

Mm -hmm.

Like an iPhone?

No. Maybe me.

No. There are two types of people.

There are eye people and there are lip people.

And then there's Dolly Parton. She's both.

But you are an eye person.

I'm watching our vehicles.

I guess we can.

Oh, I didn't see that.

Special delivery.

The finest grapes in the area.

No, come on now.

Straight from the teeth. Come on, you can do it.

Would you please?

Okay,

all right. Don't waterboard him, please.

Goodbye.

Okay, I'm almost done.

I mean... I am fucking good. You look fucking

amazing.

You're just saying that. No, no, I'm serious.

Your eyes are like...

Wait.

What's wrong?

Why are you mad?

I'm not mad.

Sorry.

It's just not really my thing, you know.

What are you doing tomorrow?

Just looking for work.

We're all going to a rodeo.

A rodeo? A rodeo, yeah.

You know, I get this feeling that you don't have, like, a ton of friends.

Um, yeah, I just, I don't really have time for that.

I'm usually just working there, watching my little brother.

Parents aren't around?

My mom's around, but she doesn't help out too much.

You know what I mean?

Yeah, I do.

So, what's your plan?

Oh, I don't really know, but I want to get an RV.

Drive all around.

But I have a guilty kind of feeling.

I just don't want to leave.

So I'm going to try to make as much money on my own and have

enough to get out of here, but some leftover for my family.

There's no harm in having a lot of fun.

You gotta come, it's really fun. There's a lot of good people and I'll make sure

nobody corrupts you.

I'll buy you a drink with the money I win.

What if I win?

Be at the ranch at seven or we're leaving without you.

Oh hey, I don't actually have the truck tomorrow.

So I'll just, I'll catch the next one though.

Here.

Give me your address.

We're coming to pick you up.

Alright.

See you tomorrow.

Hey, why do you care about me?

I mean, I'm pretty boring.

I don't think you're boring.

I just think you haven't met your people yet.

I'm going to say our secret, okay? Don't let them know.

Don't let them know.

Want to wash it off?

I like the blue, blue.

Yeah? Yeah.

I thought green was your favorite color.

Greenish blue.

Greenish blue? Yeah.

A turquoise.

Yeah, I like it.

Looks good on you.

I've got the middle now. I just need to get right here.

It's okay. I got time.

Okay, that's my ride. You want to come say hi?

Yeah.

Who do we have here?

Uh, it's my little brother Cassidy.

Oh, got some real -life cowboys on her hands.

Yeah. All right, you head inside and I'll see you tomorrow night, all right?

Okay, I love you.

Get in, bitch.

Girl, look at that.

The trade of the season.

What does that mean?

It means she thinks you're cute.

Um, I have to go get ready for my event.

So, you should go look around and I'll come find you.

Okay.

If you want the galaxies

Never been on a bull?

Not with God, no. But I tell you what, it's the greatest rush of adrenaline.

Like a first kiss.

this happen.

Keep breathing. Keep breathing.

There you go.

Don't tighten up. You got to dance with them.

Whatever happens, that's between you and the universe.

Look

what

I got.

You should be careful with that.

I got you something.

The belt buckle that I won.

Maybe it'll inspire you to win one of your own one day.

Are you serious?

Yeah, I'm serious.

Thank you.

Don't

very, very special treat for you all. I begged, I begged a friend of mine to

come and perform tonight.

Yes, you.

Get your sexy ass up here. Please.

Please give a warm welcome to my friend, Guy.

you'll be

Love me just a little longer.

You're dressed for it.

You should.

Thank you, Mama.

Oh, welcome.

Thank you.

How are you feeling now?

Working so hard? I'm feeling good. My body's a little sore.

Hey.

I'm getting up.

Cheers.

What is it?

It's mushroom tea.

Keep drinking.

It'll get better.

I've never had that before.

I'll be right here the whole time.

Thank you.

Too far from my heart.

Will it be just another memory?

It's another lovely song.

Listen my sweet heart.

Your lips are so tender.

Your heart is feeling sad.

Are you willing to surrender?

But tell me, darling, how will that fill

up the night?

Will you be with me when I'm almost found?

To my old mind.

Will you say those lovely things you said

tonight?

Don't you like that one?

That was beautiful.

Hey, babe.

Hi.

You're wearing the Elvis song.

I loved it.

Yeah, I was just showing it to her.

Yeah.

It was good.

The rest are over there if y 'all want to come.

Yeah, totally.

This...

You're still here.

Yeah.

I'm sorry.

I don't mind, really.

You can stay as long as you want.

Really?

Yeah.

You know, I actually just, like, wandered in here one day, and I never

I'm still looking for an exit.

But also, it's like it's not entirely my place to stay, so...

You have fun with me?

Yeah, you can say that.

Morning, Kara.

Morning.

How you feeling?

Not so bad.

How about you?

Good. I'm good.

Good?

Mm -hmm.

Do you want to take my wig for a walk?

I would love to take you for a walk.

When it comes to threesomes, I have to be the star. I have to be top built.

Above the title.

Carol Channing.

Ethel Merman. Yeah,

you get it.

So how did you get into drag in the first place?

Oh my god, you are really coming for me this morning. I'm sorry, I'm not trying

to. I'm just curious.

It's okay.

Well, uh...

I was raised conservative, obviously.

And I went to a Christian school.

And when I came out, I don't know, I looked around and I suddenly didn't have

family anymore.

For a lot of us, that is the price of being yourself, you know?

Yeah.

But drag.

Drag for me was...

I don't know, it was this way for me to sort of show up for myself and love

myself in a way that at the time nobody else really could.

And just, you know, I always wanted to be the beautiful creature I knew I was

the inside.

What about you?

And have you ever done it before, aside from that night at the door?

No.

I guess I've just never really...

Felt it was a possibility.

I did.

I've just always thought that whatever I am is set in stone.

I think it's set in stone.

I need your help, okay?

Okay. A little foreign.

Exactly. Got it there.

Perfect. Oh, no, no.

This wind is so transphobic. Is that right?

So much hair.

This is something else. Wow.

You look absolutely gorgeous.

I feel absolutely gorgeous.

Oh, my gosh.

Hey.

Look what I got.

Fried green tomatoes tonight.

Whoa. Look who's home.

Can you watch Cassidy tonight?

Going out.

I can't really tonight.

I got a party.

The ranch I got to be at.

A party?

I get it now.

You've got a special person, don't you?

I kept wondering why you seem so happy at this new job.

Well, I don't see you complaining about the money I'm bringing home.

Must be nice to get away from it too, I guess, huh?

It's nice to have a little life for myself, yeah.

Whatever, it's fine.

Go to your party.

I'll go out another night.

Don't forget about us over here, okay?

Thanks.

Oh, my goodness.

Okay, yep, okay, yep.

Okay, it's great.

Yep,

there you go.

No.

You two are amazing out there.

Oh,

that's tasty.

Oh,

that was a hate one.

Hey, is everything okay?

Hey.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

I'm really sorry about everything. I hope I didn't mess anything up. It's

Are we going to get Cassidy?

Uh, yeah.

That's okay.

Yeah. Want me to drive?

Uh, no. It would be better if I fucked up that race track than you.

Fair enough.

We're stopping to get Dylan's little brother. Oh, fun.

There he is.

Hey, Cassidy.

Hey there, kiddo.

Hi. Hey, you remember me?

Yeah. What's my name, then? Harry.

All right, well done.

Are you a boy or a girl? Yeah.

No.

It's okay.

I'm neither.

Cool.

Okay,

everybody in?

If I could be, baby, where

you are.

If I could be, baby, where you

are.

Where is she going?

Don't worry about it.

She's just working through it.

You can borrow it whenever you want.

That looks incredible.

Wait, let me see.

Look at that.

Do you like this?

Yeah? I like it. You know, it's a little sneak preview of what I'm going to be

wearing later.

I think we've got to get it for you. Yeah?

Okay.

That hat looks real good, too. You want to go take it up to the cashier?

You know, like, yeah.

Babies for stress.

Hey,

I am going to take capacity over to the corn maze because I think that would be

a lot of fun.

Is that cool?

Yeah. You want to go get lost?

Should we never be seen ever again?

Yeah. All right. Have fun. I'll see you all later.

Wait, hold on.

Hold on.

I just, uh, I just want to be sure that you know my deal.

What do you mean?

I know you do.

No, I'm not.

Pepe, we're open.

And if we're going to do this, I want you to know what it is.

Who? What is it?

Really? Yeah.

You're gonna knock him dead, kid.

Just a minute. Just because I'm putting you in drag for the first time does not

make me a drag mom. I do have a waiting list, you know.

Well, how could you resist?

You do look hot.

Actually, kind of annoying.

Don't ever come to Brooklyn.

Is that where you're from?

Yeah, girl. Cut the con.

If you ever come to the city, hit me up.

Don't listen to her.

You don't go to the city to be a queen. You go to the city to be a yuppie, okay?

Well, isn't that where they make the big money, though?

And spend it on what, honey? A parking spot?

Yeah. Break a leg tonight.

Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you.

Oh, I'll believe her when she tells her nothing's wrong.

Good for you, Ben.

Dylan, are you okay?

You brought your little friends, huh?

Come on, Cass.

He doesn't need to fucking hide from me.

You need to calm down and go inside, okay? Don't tell me to calm down. You

my son in a fucking dress.

You the reason that my son never comes to... Hey, Dylan.

Mom, where's my RV money?

Mom, where the fuck is my RV money? Did you spend it?

Did you fucking spend it? I didn't take all of it, okay?

Do you understand what you just did?

Do you? Why do you have to make my life so fucking hard? My life is hard, okay?

I'm doing the fucking best I can here.

I could use a little support.

All I do is support you. You take everything.

Do you understand that? And you have to be a fucking adult, okay?

Jesus Christ.

Ooh,

this is cute.

I like this a lot.

Do you want some on you?

I've

never

been more attracted to you.

Can you do some more on me? Yeah, absolutely.

Wow.

That's it.

That's the look here. That's the one.

Hook her up.

Possibilities of an animal is when it comes to makeup.

Carrie has taught you well, hasn't she?

Ooh, this is nice, actually.

You're the new makeup icon around here. I tell you what, this is brilliant.

Want to go play with sheep?

Yeah. Up, cross arms, out, in twice,

whip, bring you around, and then you do the same thing one more time. Where you

cross, go back, back, back, back, in, in, whip, and down,

this, this, then you speed that up, you do that to the side, you put your

right leg forward,

You, one, two, three, four, five, six.

Four, five, six.

He really likes it out here, huh?

Yeah, I mean, who wouldn't?

Can't say forever, though.

Hopefully, she's just embarrassed, you know, and that's all it is.

Hey.

Um, Cassidy's going crazy about the sheep.

It's really funny.

You guys should come out.

I'm not really in the mood.

Sorry.

Yeah, that's okay.

I'm gonna go hang with the sheep.

I didn't know about your mom.

Yeah.

Sorry.

I had, like, a similar thing with my dad.

He kicked me out when I was, like, 15.

Luckily, he let me keep cash.

Or he didn't stop me from taking him.

I didn't realize you had him for such a long time.

Yeah.

Ten years.

When I first got him, he couldn't do anything.

Now he's winning damn near every rodeo we go to.

Are you serious about that RV thing?

Yes, ma 'am.

You're just going to take off all alone.

You don't like being alone too much, do you?

Look, I was alone enough to know that it's just not for me.

Do you want to go for a ride?

That had to be the most beautiful weekend of my life.

Yeah.

When's the next rodeo?

Next month.

Pepe and I are going to be looking at cattle that weekend.

We won't be there, but you should go.

Harry, everyone.

So beautiful.

Yeah, it really is.

Yeah, there are caves over there.

We should check them out.

I think it's gonna rain.

Yeah?

Yeah.

We should probably get back.

No, just ten more minutes.

Pepe doesn't like it when I have cash out after dark.

I'm sure for a little bit later we'll be fine.

Follow Kat. Okay.

What happened? Kat ran off. He got lost in the spawn.

Oh, shit.

Scott's still out there.

Come on.

Come on, come on. Show me where they are.

I saw that you were cold, so I thought I would bring you something.

Is Cass asleep?

Yeah.

Thank you.

Well, thank you.

How's Skye?

Um... She's pretty upset.

Me too.

It wasn't your fault.

I really hope you know that.

No, I don't know about that.

You must really love her.

Being with her was really the first time that I

felt like I was a part of something.

I guess I might not have anywhere to belong anymore.

You belong here.

I just don't think I do.

You do.

You really do. You just think that it's supposed to be bigger.

We're better than it is, but it's not it's me telling you right now

But

I

Don't know if you're waiting on the sky. It's a be the thing that makes you make

sense fun.

It's not gonna work She's gonna hate you for it She

already hates me

She loves you.

She doesn't need you.

She needs Pepe.

They need each other. It's the only way that they work.

Yeah.

I guess it doesn't really work for them to have me around anymore.

So?

I think you need to be more concerned about what works for you.

Okay.

I think you're romantic, though.

You know?

So don't lose that.

I'm so sorry.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Mama's okay, right?

Mama's okay.

You're all right.

We're okay.

Do you believe in reincarnation?

And I thought I saw your soul.

I'm just like Little E, right?

One, two, three.

There you go. Just like that. Oh, that's perfect.

Oh, almost.

That was nice, though. You want to try another one like that?

Hi, I'm Dylan. Hi.

Jimmy. Jimmy, good to meet you. You too.

You've got to promise me you're just not going to park this somewhere.

She's got a lot of good miles left on her.

Yes, sir. I'll see where she takes me. Good.

It's a beautiful country out there.

Good luck to you, son.

Oh, this thing's huge.

How much would it cost to fill her up?

Um... I don't know.

And I don't really care.

What's your plan? You know.

Stick around for a little while. Yeah. I'm going to take this week to kind of

figure out where my first thought might be.

I mean, it's not really too much. It's enough, you know.

But I need some more space in the living room now.

Yeah. You're going to be okay.

Mm -hmm.

Hey.

Hey.

How you doing?

Closer for you, sir.

Better get used to that seat.

It'll be real fun.

I think I'm going to go now.

Would you like me to make you the very first grilled cheese that's ever been

made in this bus?

Yeah.

So now you got the camper, are you going to quit doing construction and all

that? I'm hoping that my construction days are over for a little while.

I reached out to a couple of ranches.

I'm hoping to help out on some in Texas.

So are you going to go look for your dad or something?

I hope you understand that I wasn't in my right mind a lot of the time. It's

okay. You don't have to say stuff like that. I wasn't, and it's okay to say I

wasn't.

You know, I only realized recently that I never really loved him.

And then I started thinking, who have I loved?

You know, like really loved, like the kind of thing you read about.

I'm pretty sure I've never had that.

I met your dad when I was in high school, and after him it was like

anybody who gave me the time of day would do.

Sometimes, no matter how hard you try to make something work,

Well, no, it's just not love.

I guess.

No.

There's still love.

But somehow seeing you being happy, living your life,

makes me feel like maybe things could change.

For all of us.

They will.

What so proudly we hailed at the

twilight's last gleaming?

Whose broad stripes and bright stars through the perilous fight

You too.

Did you get your RV?

Yeah.

That's it.

So great.

Thanks.

It's good to see you.

It's really good to see you too.

Thank you.