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- Dr. James, welcome back.
- Oh, thank you, Dawn.

How was Mexico?

Oh, it was really nice.
Thank you for asking.

We got a great rate on a beachside
casita with a plunge pool.

Just a few days away, just
what the doctor ordered.

People are still saying such
great things about the symposium.

Well, that is really nice to hear.

Is Birdy Lamb's memorial at 3:00?

Mm-hmm.

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Rosey Canasta,

third- and fourth-degree
burns over 20% of her body.

After four weeks over at the hospital,

her wounds had sufficiently closed
to transfer to us to convalesce.

Fact: Fires and burn rates
are only slightly behind

falls and poisoning as
mortality for the elderly.

Kitchens are a danger zone...

lonely, forgotten burners,
salmonella and listeria

lingering on months-old
food, which they then eat.

And you are?

Natalie, her granddaughter.

Oh, bienvenidos.

She says you can tell her
how long she'll be here.

A... a great while,

I'm afraid, Rosey.

We need wound closure over your grafts

and range-of-motion
exercises.

And that's all done during dressing changes

and wound cleaning.

And my Dawn here is an
expert wound cleaner.

That's not for the faint of heart.

Welcome back.

Who are you?

You gave us quite a scare.

We've been waiting for
you to become fully awake.

We need to get you back on all your meds.

- Do you recognize me?
- Yes.

Okay, you might be feeling very
raw and vulnerable right now, Varla.

We had to take you off all your medications

because of possible adverse
reactions from your anesthesia.

Ideally, she would be in
the psych ward right now,

to titrate up to her needed dosage,

- but the Huntley Center was closed.
- Okay.

Nurse, take out the catheter,

get rid of that chance of infection.

Yep, right away.

Varla, we're gonna do
everything that we can

to make this a safe environment,

protect you from any agitation

till you're better equipped
to cope with stressors.

Oh, and your surgery was a great success.

Varla, I'm gonna go ahead and
remove your Foley catheter,

so you can void on your own.

- Let me have your hand.
- Who are you?

Someone who for six years
has been looking for the woman

to whom I could say,

"Hi, Mom. I'm Marla."

I'm not your fucking mother.

Yes, you are.

Good luck.

I tracked you down here, and,
believe me, it was not easy.

See the certificate of live birth?

"Jane Doe Pounder."

I have your hospital maternity record, see?

"Unknown female Pounder."

I know this must come as quite a shock,

but I've been here with
you for the past week.

I sleep on the floor next to you.

I've really gotten a
chance to get to know you.

You don't fucking know me.

Now I'm gonna sit right here.

I'm gonna give you a
chance to get to know me.

Dawn says you're about her closest friend.

Well, we certainly are close, that's true.

Would you be willing to
serve as her kidney advocate,

to ask others for a kidney on her behalf?

Sure, I guess I can do that.

I mean, I have a lot of
union stuff at the moment.

Management's been pulling some fast ones.

Didi, thank you so much.
This means the world to me.

I need a live kidney.

You know, going on the waiting
list for a cadaver kidney

would mean, like, nine or
10 more years of dialysis.

Even, like, eating healthy
and taking care of myself,

I'd probably die first.

I mean, it's hard just standing here
to ask you to beg for one for me.

We stayed up all night making
these brochures to help you.

"Save Dawn's Life."

And we have tons of ideas
for a social media thing,

like, "at hashtag dawn's new day."

Look, let me take a look at it and see.

I'll get back to you
if I have any questions.

I've missed you the last few days.

- Ron.
- Jenna.

I apologize,

at the symposium,

for taking advantage of you.

Look, I'm so embarrassed, I
can't even look you in the eye.

It was me. I took advantage of you.

No, I was the one who
unzipped your trousers,

and I just made a complete
fool out of myself.

I let you make a fool out of yourself.

I gave you mixed signals.

What are you talking about?

I've been dishonest. I'm in recovery.

Oh, Ron.

I suffer from a hypersexual
intimacy disorder.

I'm trapped in a swirl of
compulsive sexual thoughts and acts.

I'm a sex addict, Jenna.

Pornography,

phone and computer sex, escorts.

Some days a blow job from a
local hooker does the trick.

I objectify others to
avoid real relationships.

It's a distorted need
for dominance and control

and an expression of anger at my father.

I can't measure up.
You were just an object.

Well, I think that I was
more than just an object, Ron.

I took advantage of you.

I took advantage of our shared
passion for medical ethics.

No. I attracted you to me
like thousands of women.

I allowed you to believe that I was
something that you could easily have.

Whew.

I was 83 days into a 90-day
sexual sobriety contract.

I thought this would be a
safe place, but I slipped.

But we never really even did anything.

I had oral sex in your
office right before we hugged.

Didi, Didi.

Hold on one sec. I want
you to look at this.

I found this little
poem Miss Birdy put down

in her spiral notebook, and
I want to make a copy of it

and put it in the programs for her service.

It's called "No Winter in Los Angeles."

"With joy we hail October showers

"that bring us bright and fragrant flowers

When Santa doth appear,
there is no winter here."

Oh, that's really sweet.

Listen, I made a list of potential donors

to do, like, an email blast
to share my personal story.

Mm-hmm.

"My dear friend Dawn was stricken
with terminal kidney disease

which has squelched her kidney function.

There is no known cure.
She has two options:

Spend the remainder of her
shortened life on dialysis,

because, sadly, 90,000 people

are ahead of Dawn on the transplant list,

or seek a live donor

from a caring circle of friends."

Hey, there's some urgency here, Didi.

I mean, the fact is that
Dawn is slowly dying.

Okay, look who's here with fresh meds,

straight from the pharmacy.

Oh, thanks, Dawn. Could
you tell me what they are,

just so I can keep them straight?

Oh, yeah. There's Seroquel,

which is an atypical antipsychotic,

Thorazine for her hallucinations

and thought disorders,

lithium... mood stabilizer,

and then two milligrams of
Xanax just to even things out.

Great, thank you. Could
you get us some apple juice

so she could take it down?

- Sure.
- Thanks.

What are you doing?

Getting rid of this shit. It's poison.

Do you want to get better?

Yes.

What would you do if I told you,

I could cure you of all
your mental problems?

Psychiatry is a criminal enterprise.

I can give you the tools that have
restored millions to mental health

without drugs.

I can help you clear.

Oh, I'm sorry. You know what?

She just took them with water.

She couldn't wait to get them down.

You know, I need to witness the swallow.

Okay, Varla? I need you
to wait for me next time.

- Understood?
- Got you. Yeah.

Any drug they give
you... throw it out, okay?

Let me ask you, how many years

have you been in the
revolving door of psychiatry?

All my life.

- Has it ever helped?
- Not much.

And all the drugs?

Never did me much good either.

What did you say your name was?

Marla.

We're gonna audit you,

free you of reactive mind,

free you from a world
of stimulus-response,

cause-effect.

Okay.

Richard, hi. Long time.

Hello, Dawn. You look good.

Thank you. We're all on tenterhooks here.

Management is having all
these secret meetings.

I'm wondering if we'll stay open or close.

Yeah, I know. Jenna told me.

- Is she in?
- Mm-hmm.

She's been in a funk.

Her mother passed away, you know,

and I'm a little worried about her.

I told her I'd come by
for the memorial service.

I'm dying. I have kidney failure.

You're kidding. Dawn.

But I'm probably gonna get a
transplant, so I think I'll be okay.

But still, I...

Yeah, I know. It's really hard.

Richard, you're early.

Hey, yeah. Surprise. I thought
maybe we'd get a little lunch.

- Yeah, sounds good.
- Dawn just told me her news.

Dawn news? What news?

- Her kidney failure.
- Oh, God, yeah.

So shall we?

Uh, okay.

- Hello.
- Hello.

Hi.

- Who was that?
- I'm not really sure.

Time for a dressing
change and wound cleaning.

The ever able Marguerite
Macaw is here to assist.

Okay, your grafts are wrapped in Xeroform,

impregnated with bacitracin.

I like a nice, moist wound environment.

There we go. Can you hold it?

No?

Marguerite, shears, please.

Okay, great.

We are now going to cut
away the dead tissue.

Cut, cut, cut, cut.

Very nice.

You know, hon, if wound
care is not your cup of tea,

please excuse yourself.

Now we scrub the wound.

Okay, Marguerite, if you
do not scrub the wound,

then all of the topical medications
will build up a pseudo-eschar,

and eschar means more dead yellow tissue.

I've always been drawn to wounds.

I love a good abscess. Oh,
I love watching the doctors

I & D an abscess full
of puss, oh-ho-ho!

What is that?

What does that mean, huh?

Okay, show me the proof

of the nefarious secret meetings.

It's awfully dark. What
the heck is this place?

Storage. This was the old morgue.

Where is the file clerk,
to show your call slip to?

Mm, we don't need one.

Someone in my union knows certain things.

Look at this.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, you're just ransacking.

You're just ransacking, Didi.

This is a public hospital.
These are public records.

Not for us, they're not.
And I gotta get out of here.

I have a bit of claustrophobia.

- What's that?
- It's just the elevator going back up.

Stop being so scary. Look
at this. Look at this.

No, I am not looking, Didi.
I don't want any part of this.

You just said you'd show me some records.

And I really am claustrophobic.

What are you... Now what are you doing?

Just stop, okay? You gotta just stop.

There are probably cameras.

There's no cameras down
here. Stop acting so scary.

Oh, thank you for your opinion, Al Capone.

Stop it.

What's that?

Someone's coming. We're dead meat.

Shit. Come, this way.

In here.

Help me hold this door.

Where are you going? Don't you leave me.

I can't. It's unbelievable.

Son of a bitch!

Get in here, now!

Where's my fucking foot?

- It's gone, Mom.
- Where did it go?

Varla, you had surgery, okay?

You were found unconscious behind
a dumpster near the docks, okay?

Your foot was blackened with
gangrene from your diabetes.

What did you think you
were recovering from?

I never know why I'm fucking here.

It's gone. It was black
and necrotic and awful.

I don't believe a word you say.

Do you want to see a picture
of it? Do you want to see

what it looked like when they found
you behind a dumpster at Pier 17?

Yes, I do.

'Cause I'll go get it.
I'll go get that picture

and I'll show you what the doctors saw

when they finally
unwrapped that fucking foot.

So let me fucking see it.

We are glad you got her away.

She's been under a lot of stress.

Seems like Mexico did her some good though.

Mexico?

Well, since the hospice scandal and
all, it's been tough on everybody.

But did y'all take a lot of pictures?

What hospice scandal?

You know, that...

I want my fucking foot.

Mother, forget about the
foot and just roll over.

We're just gonna put a
diaper and a pad on you.

You leak. You dribble.

What's her name again?

- Marla.
- Darn it, would you stop that?

It's mean and
passive-aggressive, all right?

I think you're upsetting her.

Well, she goes out of her way to hurt me.

I don't give a flying fuck about you.

My name is Marla. It can't
be that hard to remember.

Marla, Varla. And I
think you're full of shit,

full of negative resistance
that we could help and fix

if you would just cooperate
and let me help you.

Do I have to turf this up
to my supervising nurse?

Why don't you ask about
me? What I do for a living?

Am I married? Do I have children?

'Cause I don't fucking care.

I didn't want you in the first place.

Get back.

You leave me alone.

- Are you seeing things?
- There's no one there.

Oh God. Didi, Didi.

Yeah, this is starting
to feel real familiar.

It's amazing how young you can be

and still pick up on the anger and dislike

a person beams at you.

Thank you so much for filling
that gaping hole in my heart.

Oh, fuck you, you ugly faced whore.

Do you even want to see a
picture of your grandchildren?

I don't want to see their grimy faces.

How could you call me that? Do
you think I have no feelings?

Hey, hey, okay, don't listen to her.

She reels you in, then
says horrible things.

You think she's mean,
then you think she's nice,

but you were right the first time.

Excuse me, you need to stop agitating her.

Do you want me to get Dr. James involved?

No, I don't think you do.

Now you need to behave,
because if you don't have

a direct power of attorney,
which I don't think you do,

you can be ejected from this
room as a risk to your mother.

Do we understand?

Good.

What a butt-fucker, if ever there was one.

Yeah.

Mm, aged prime rib,

decent-enough-looking
ragu,

asparagus. What's wrong?

When exactly were we in Mexico?

Oh, Richard.

Did I have a good time? Did
we remember to wear sunblock?

I lied. I... I couldn't come to work.

The symposium went really poorly,

and I needed a few days off.

And Dawn has a big mouth,

and I just said... we went to Mexico.

Yeah, but every day
when you left the house,

you told me you were coming
to work. What were you doing?

I just... I drove around.

I... I just... I just drove around all day.

Thinking about the hospice scandal?

What do you mean?

I heard you were under indictment.

Who told you such a thing?

You certainly didn't.

There was a whistle-blower, alleged fraud.

How could you not tell me
about any of this for months?

I wanted to. Because I
wanted to protect you.

You have been so remote.
You never asked me.

Well, how could I have
asked you if I didn't know?

Dawn, what are you doing?

You're not supposed to
be eating all this stuff.

Marguerite, I'm allowed
to eat whatever I want,

because I'm getting a new kidney.

I know, but still, this is a lot of food.

You know, my doctor said
so, so I would advise you

to mind your own business, pussy.

Go away. You and your union are bad news.

You're all criminals. You
probably whacked James Hoffa.

They are closing Billy Barnes.

They had consultants advise
them on how to skirt the rules.

They did a bogus community impact plan...

no hearing, no comments.

You can't do that. That's a
violation of the open meeting law.

I don't care.

I got four RNs at Billy Barnes

and 228 at the hospital.

Hey, if you think I'm
going down with your ship,

sorry, Charlie. And you can't do a thing,

'cause you got the information illegally,

and they could put you in jail.

There you are, just in time
for your four o'clock meds.

What are you doing?

I'm not taking them anymore.

- Yes, you are.
- No, I'm not.

And why not?

My daughter says I don't have to.

You are intentionally telling your mother

to throw away her medication?

I expressed myself clearly,
but I'm happy to repeat.

In my opinion, psychiatry
is a criminal enterprise.

Turn off that TV and look at me.

Your mother is bipolar one
with schizophrenic episodes.

My mother has been under care for 50 years.

Look at the mess she's made of
her life the choices she's made.

Which you cannot change, no matter
how colorful your particular beliefs.

Oh, actually I can.

I'm helping her, and then I'm
gonna take her home with me.

There's been a lack in my soul all my life.

Well, one never gives up
craving a mother's affection.

But it is misguided, fanciful thinking,

interfering in her mental stabilization.

The right to refuse medication belongs
with the patient, not with the family,

so I'm calling a practice and review board

to order a course of treatment.

Oh, Dawn, it is so great

that you have been proactive,

getting out in front of this,
looking for a new kidney.

Oh, so many people have
come forward to help.

I have support groups and caring people.

Well, that is good, because
you're gonna need it.

I'm sorry?

Your numbers have collapsed, Dawn.

I... I thought you said I was fine.

I mean, basically. You said so.

Your numbers... sodium,
potassium, sugars...

it's not sustainable.

You're facing pulmonary edema,
congestive heart failure,

possible system collapse, really.

What have you done?

Ron, I was thinking about what you said...

that I was just an object.

And I think that's what
you were for me too.

I didn't value your mind,

because you're a bit
slow on several fronts.

I don't think that I admired your soul,

because I have no idea whether
or not you truly possess one.

So I think for the moment I just thought

that you were fuckable.

Richard.

- You had an affair.
- What?

You went to Mexico and you had an affair.

No, I did not go to Mexico. I was here.

Then you had an affair with him here,

while you were driving around,
because clearly you know him.

All right, yes, I do know
him. It's Dr. Ron Rudd.

But, Richard, he's a sex addict.

Oh, good, an affair with a sex addict.

No, it's not an aff... He gets
blow jobs from all the nurses.

How can I believe anything you say?

You lie about knowing him.

You conceal a hospice
scandal, Medicare fraud.

You don't even tell me about Dawn.

She's dying, apparently. You hide all this.

Why wouldn't you have an affair?

Who are you?

You know me.

I...

I kept some things from you

because I didn't want
you to think less of me,

because of some lapses, but I'm still me.

Our friends are worried that
you're getting removed and cold.

Well, maybe they just tell
you what you want to hear...

- Jenna.
- ...because you so frequently

put that out there.

I... I just...

I find it deeply interesting

that everyone that you know
says that, but nobody else does.

Everyone here loves and respects me.

Dawn.

Dawn, a very important piece of information

has come to my attention.

Shut up. I'm dying.

Dr. Rudd has a history
of sexual perversity.

He's a confirmed sex
addict. I knew it all along.

I was the one who said he was a phony.

Has he made a pass at you?

Oh my God, all the time,
Pats. It's so gross.

How about you?

God, yeah. And he knows
I see right through him,

see all his sexual dysfunction,
so he lashes out at me.

Mother, stop it.

Shut up, Satan!

Help!

Help! Help!

Varla, dear God!

Dr. James! Patsy!

They're breaking each other's necks!

This is gonna knock her out.

Let me in. Let me in. Okay.

Idiot, you got in the
way. Go get another needle.

Mother went into a profound
past life regression.

I think she's finally clear.

Didi.

Didi, you need to make a statement
about me during the service.

I don't think that's appropriate.

People are here to grieve
for their loved ones.

Okay, except my life really is on the line.

Now I am not kidding
around. I am on the verge

of a complete system collapse here.

We all only get 30 seconds, so...

But your poem from Miss
Birdy gave me a great idea.

I made my statement like a poem.

And then if you give me
your 30 seconds, plus mine,

and if Dennis gives me
his, I can fit it all in.

No, no, no. I'm gonna say the poem,

I'm gonna pass out an orange,

so everybody has something
to remember Miss Birdy by.

Then we're going outside
for the canary release.

And Leonard Butler... he's driving
all the way up from San Dimas.

And that's that.

This may be the only time this many people

are all together that I
know before my funeral, Didi.

The answer on this one is no.

Welcome to our monthly ecumenical service

for everyone who died in
our hospital during the last,

previous full calendar
month ending on the 15th.

We're gonna start with the
children who passed away

in the neonatal and the NIC unit.

Isn't it interesting that we have the words

"widow" and "widower"
for when we lose a spouse,

but no word for parents who lose a child?

So please come forward, one and all,

and put an ornament on
our Tree of Remembrance.

It was a harmless office flirtation.

Oh, Richard, come on.

His name was Todd.

He was with us three brief days,

but his little being will
live in our hearts forever.

Honey, is this about you,
because he's so much younger?

Our daughter Megan

was a real fighter.

She never cried, except when Doctor...

What I'm afraid of, Jenna,

is I think you've lost
a piece of your soul.

...for their love and dedication.

I am Didi Ortley,

and I would like to begin
the Billy Barnes segment

by passing out these oranges

in remembrance of a very special person.

Birdy Lamb loved oranges.

I would like for you all to
partake in a memorial orange.

I'm sorry. I would like to put an ornament

on the Tree of Remembrance.

I suffered a personal
tragedy. I had a blighted ovum.

And I'd like to say a few words.

That ovum thing was eight months ago.

Um, I was really looking
forward to my baby.

We were going to name him Todd too.

I thought it was a new beginning.

I mean, I guess it was. It
was just not what I expected.

My dominos fell in a
very different direction.

Thank you, Dawn, for sharing.
Our hearts go out to you.

Today I am before you, likely dying

of incurable kidney failure

and hopefully looking for a live donor.

Didi has written a poem for Miss Birdy,

and in that same spirit,

"Dawn comes to work hard every day

"So patients get well quicker.

"She tends to them as best she can,

But the truth is, she's so much sicker."

Okay, I'm going to sing a song now.

It's a song that Miss Birdy
and I sang all the time.

She loved it from when she
was a little girl in Tennessee.

Antoine.

"California, here I come,

Right back where I started from."

You never sang that song with
Miss Birdy, not even once.

Someone we care for has
passed. Knock it off.

Yeah, well, I am here fighting
for my life right now, Didi.

"Where bowers of flowers
bloom in the spring"

If anybody does decide to donate,

you will be covered by my insurance,

and you'll get a free pap
smear and a colonoscopy.

Honey, it's okay. We have time.

Oh, no, we don't.

"Each morning at dawning
birdies sing and everything."

I want to ask everyone a question.

God, Jenna, not here.

No, I'm sorry. I would
like to discuss my soul

with the people who know me best.

- Richard.
- Her husband...

Anybody?

Maybe I did get caught up in all the shit.

Maybe I have fallen and I can't get up.

- Dr. James.
- This is my turn. I am talking now.

I think I don't know who I am anymore.

I am here for a reason.
I have a lot to give.

This is not about the two of you.

- I deserve a kidney.
- This is about Miss Birdy.

I still want a kidney!

God, fine. I will give you a kidney.

Yes, I will unselfishly
give you one of my kidneys.

Are you serious?

Yes, Dawn, of course.

This has been on my mind for days.

Dennis, it's gonna be okay. I
got a kidney. I got a kidney.

So when do we release the fucking bird?

I'm not speaking to the two of you.

I mean, I'm glad something
good came out of this,

but I just wanted to say goodbye to
Miss Birdy. Was that too much to ask?

What is this?

You'll need to get a pass to enter.

No, that's impossible.

We work here. We have patients inside.

I'm sorry. This ward's closed.

All the patients will be
discharged in 48 hours.

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