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(footsteps)

Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.

When was your last confession?

Grade 6.

Early '90s, Father.

Okay. Go on.

Sorry, Father, but...

- What is the next step– - Your sins.

Confess your sins.

Start with mortal then venial.

Sorry again, Father.

What counts as mortal and

what counts as venial sins?

Just confess your sins. I’ll tell you which is which.

I’ve been cheating on my husband

with a man half my age.

Saudade Performed by: Yuki

(gentle upbeat music)

(music continues)

Why didn’t your phone alarm work, Kim?

It worked but...

I turned if off.

Then I fell asleep again.

I told you to go easy on the wine.

The tour bus is going to leave us!

How about Mae?

Is she still in the shower?

Mae?

She’s not here.

Hey, Mae.

Why aren’t you dressed?

My body hurts.

Did you already take medicine?

It’ll be a while before it takes effect.

But what about your ticket?

You really wanted to see the Pena Palace.

But it involves a lot of walking.

It’s okay. Go ahead. You might miss the tour bus.

Hi, dear. How’s Madrid?

Daddy! I’m in Lisbon.

Oh, right.

I can barely keep up with all your trips.

Read my text messages so you can keep up.

You know well that I’m not a gadget-person.

Are you having fun there?

It's more fun if you were here.

Someday, dear. We’ll find time.

Okay. Soon?

We’ll see.

(lively music)

(waves crashing)

(speaking in foreign language)

Portuguese?

- No. - I’m sorry.

I saw you from over there and I thought you were going to pass out.

You were checking me out?

What?

No!

I mean,

well, not on purpose.

I just accidentally...

So if I didn’t look like I was about to pass out,

you’d just ignore me and gaze at something else?

I’m okay though. Thank you.

It’s Jericho, by the way.

(waves crashing)

Can I help you, Jericho?

I just wanted to ask...

are you Filipino?

How do you know?

I don’t know. Sometimes you just know.

It’s not your appearance, don’t get me wrong.

Filipinos usually give off this certain non-verbal gesture

that give away they’re Filipino.

Oh sorry, also, it’s your English.

- Sorry. - Why are you nervous?

I don't want to disturb other people.

Hey, kid! Relax!

Just relax.

(waves crashing) (wing blowing)

I’m sorry to ask but...

what are you doing here in Portugal?

Touring.

You?

My dad is the Philippine Ambassador here.

Really?

Yeah. We’ve been here for almost one year.

That’s why if you want to visit a specific tourist spot or destination,

I’m your guy.

How much is your fee?

None.

Thanks for the offer but I’m okay though.

Alright. Enjoy, miss.

Wow.

Miss?

Well, I didn’t get your name.

It’s Mae.

Enjoy Portugal, Mae.

Bye, ma'am.

Ma'am?

(gentle music)

I’m here at Torre Beach.

I got bored at home.

Let’s meet later for dinner.

I want to see your pictures.

Okay.

Bye.

Looking for something?

Just checking if I left anything.

Are you really not interested?

In the free guided tour?

You won't do anything bad to me?

Why would I want to go to jail here?

Well, you do have a diplomatic community.

Well, you have a point.

But still, my dad represents the Philippines here.

By extension, so do I.

Of course, I wouldn’t want to give the Motherland a bad name.

Why do you want to take me on a tour?

Because you’re Filipino.

I thought I was your type.

You're like my aunt already.

Asshole!

(both laughing)

Look,

I just want to show you how beautiful Lisbon is.

I promise

I’ll get you back home, safe and sound.

How about that?

I have to be back by dinner.

Then let’s get moving. Let’s go!

Lisbon is one of the oldest cities in the world.

I think older than Rome, London, and Paris.

As in, older by centuries.

I read that on Wikipedia.

What is that?

Arco da Rua Augusta.

It was made to commemorate the city’s reconstruction

after it was destroyed by the Great Lisbon Earthquake.

Why are you laughing?

I was just here the other day with my friends.

I thought you were going to show me something new.

Okay, fine.

Carmo Convent?

Yesterday.

- Santa Justa Lift? - Also yesterday.

How about this?

Museum of Art, Architecture and Technology?

The day before yesterday.

Follow me.

Where?

Beautiful, right?

To be honest, I prefer it here than America.

You grew up in America?

My dad was the ambassador there before Portugal.

Actually, I was supposed to stay behind in Washington to finish my degree

but I got expelled.

- Why? - I kept cutting class.

I couldn't understand AB Political Economy.

Anyway, haven't you and your friends been here to Rossio Square?

We stopped by but didn’t really stay.

My friends prefer shopping malls, palaces...

You, aren't you into palaces?

Well, I’m amazed by them

but I don’t know.

For me,

if there aren’t any tourists, they don't look fun.

I don’t like that.

That’s just my opinion.

I think I know where to take you.

This is Rua Nova Do Carvalho.

But now, they call it Pink Street.

Usually, the paid tours here in Lisbon

take you to museums, castles, and the like.

But if you want to see, or rather experience life.

This is the best place to be.

So why is the street pink?

Okay.

This used to be a red light district.

I think back in 2011 the government decided to rehabilitate the place.

They removed the seedy establishments like brothels

and then colored the road pink.

And look at it now!

Proof that there’s salvation even for the sinful.

(sigh)

Tired already?

What are you, a senior citizen?

Hey, kid. You’re only 15.

That’s why you still have the energy.

You’re too much.

You really think I’m only 15?

Whatever.

No, really?

You know, you’ve been teasing me about my age.

Now that you're the one being teased, you can’t take the joke?

You’re so weird.

You’re the only person I know who gets offended

when mistaken for being younger.

When people see you as a kid,

they think you can't take control.

But you're a kid.

Excuse me,

I’m already 19. And I’m turning 20 in seven months.

You’re just 19.

There are a lot of things a 19-year-old can do.

Like what?

Play Mobile Legends?

That’s it?

Let’s go to your place.

I’ll show you what else I can do.

I’m serious.

How much...

I’m not a rent boy–

...will you be paying me?

Wait!

- Are you a— - Oh my gosh, it’s a joke!

You’re so slow.

Besides, we can’t go to my place. My friends are there.

Well then,

you guys can take turns on me.

I can go all night.

Or we could just check in somewhere we could be alone.

Seventy euros.

One moment, please.

(playful music)

(upbeat romantic music)

I’m sorry.

I promised I would bring you home before dinnertime.

My friends, Kim and Vian, are probably panicking.

Wait, I’ll just message them.

So what’s your excuse?

I'll tell them I met with my friends from elementary school.

Are your friends that gullible?

Just introduce me as some random Filipino you met.

And that we were together the whole night?

Yeah, right.

You’re so sexy.

I know.

How about me?

You’re alright.

Why are you so sensitive?

How hard is it for you to reciprocate a compliment?

Look.

I just had sex with a stranger in a foreign land

at the expense of dinner with my friends.

Take a hint.

You know, you’re just like Febbie.

You both like doing that to my head.

You guys think it’s cute but it’s not. I hate it.

Febbie?

My girlfriend.

Girlfriend.

Why?

So you’re cheating.

Well, technically,

we haven’t seen each other for more than a year.

Yeah, but that doesn’t mean you can just...

Nevermind.

Look,

I’m sorry.

I should've told you I had a girlfriend before all of this happened.

It’s okay.

You’re not the only one in a relationship.

So we’re both cheaters?

Looks like it.

Mae.

No one should know. Please?

- Are you regretting it? - No.

- Well, it sounds like you are. - No. It’s just that...

I just don’t want any trouble.

I don’t want anyone to get hurt.

Relax.

I mean...

this is just a one-time thing, right?

(gentle dramatic music)

We’re going to pay for this.

Let’s eat.

Come on!

I’ll just give them to Kim and Vian.

But fine, maybe just a one.

No wonder you’re sexy.

You know,

the view here is breathtaking at night.

Especially when the house and street lights are on.

You’ll be left speechless.

So what are you implying?

Wait here until nighttime?

Well obviously, having me as company is not enough to convince you to stay here.

So all I’m saying is the view here is breathtaking at night.

So annoying.

No, but really, I can't.

My friends will get mad at me.

So thank you for everything

Or how do you say it?

Thanks.

So are we still seeing each other after this?

My dad’s duty here is almost done

and that means...

I’ll be going back to the Philippines soon.

Look.

We’re going to forget each other after a few days

and we’ll be strangers again in no time.

(wind blowing)

Forget each other?

Are you senile?

Look,

I really have to go.

Let’s go?

You can go ahead.

I’ll stay here and wait until night falls.

That’s still hours from now.

I’m sure you’ve seen it many times.

Some things are too beautiful

to be experienced only once.

I have to go.

Bye.

You know what,

why don’t you try inviting your girlfriend to Lisbon

so you don’t get bored?

She’s busy with school.

How about you? Why don’t you try inviting your boyfriend here...

so it’s not random men you’re...

I what?

Nothing.

Bye.

(gentle music)

Show me the pictures from yesterday.

Wait.

Hey, there. Let’s eat!

I’m good.

What did you do with your elementary classmate?

What took you so long to get back home?

We lost track of time.

That’s why I stayed the night at their guest room.

How was Pena Palace?

Wow! The architecture is beautiful.

But Kim said it just looks like some resort in Bulacan.

It’s true! But I liked the interior.

And the rooftop! Kim and I were there forever taking photos.

The other tourists were already staring at us.

That’s the first time I ever cheated on my husband, Father.

How old was the guy again?

Nineteen.

Wow.

Anyway, it doesn’t matter.

What you are doing is adultery.

And what does Exodus 20:14 say?

Thou shall not...

commit adultery.

What you did is a mortal sin, ma'am.

Father,

why are you calling me “ma'am”?

I’m only 26, ma'am.

This is my first time hearing a confession.

You're my first confessant.

Anyway, always remember that God loves you,

sin and all.

I’m sure the reason you're confessing

is because you regret what you did.

You no longer plan on cheating on your husband again.

(crying)

Are you okay, child...

Auntie...

Sister?

We saw each other again.

- On purpose? - No.

Okay.

That’s the thing, Father.

When you experience a rare coincidence,

you feel as if there are higher cosmic forces

guiding or manipulating your life.

God...

It pushes you to the thing you once avoided.

My goal is...

is to have the sense of responsibility.

It’s so hot in the Philippines!

I think your skin got too used to the weather in Lisbon, Rufi.

But what if your son is a troublemaker?

I can’t fire him since he technically doesn’t work here.

He doesn't need credits for school so...

Scold him if you need to.

Report him to me if he causes trouble.

Honestly, Judy and I no longer know what to do with that kid.

He seems...

he seems dispassionate.

Hey, you rascals!

Get out of here!

Jek!

Jekjek, come over here!

Jek!

Kiss your godmother's hand.

No need! It makes me feel old.

- Jekjek! - Hello, godmother.

You used to be only this tall.

Too bad his sense of responsibility didn't keep up with his growth.

Jekjek, are you ready for your first day here?

You can go ahead, Charlene. We’ll just talk. We’ll follow after.

See you.

Clean up your act, you bastard!

What?

You didn’t shape up in Tokyo.

Not in Washington. Not in Lisbon.

Clean up your act here or else!

Got it?

Yes, Dad.

Warren, bro.

Head tourism operations assistant.

My co-workers. Dorian, Nat, Liz, and of course...

Okay, please teach Jekjek.

Yes, ma’am.

I'd rather be called Jericho, if it's cool with you.

Super cool!

Okay. Have fun!

Yes, ma’am!

Alright.

Okay, so it’s 10:00 AM now. At 3:00 PM, our guests will be stopping by.

As in VIPs.

Friends of the governor.

This railway station is part of the Ferrocaril de Manila-Dagupan.

This is the first railway system here in the Philippines. It was made back in 1892.

A bit historic, right?

Excuse me, where’s the restroom?

Outside.

Thank you.

Excuse me, where’s the restroom?

- Outside, ma'am. - Thank you.

(gentle music)

- Excuse me, where’s the— - Restroom's outside.

Thank you.

At one point in time,

this also became a Philippine National Railway station.

Warren, please?

You’re right, Gov.

This became a stopover for Filipino

and American Prisoners of War during the Bataan Death March in 1942.

Another thing that makes this historic is Dr. Jose Rizal himself

got off this station in 1892

to meet the recruits of the La Liga Filipina.

The next day, he traveled from here to Bacolor.

Apparently, Rizal dropped by Bacolor to visit

or court one of his lovers...

A lady named Rosario Joven.

We can take pictures here, selfies or group photos.

Careful not to break anything...

And if you have questions, you can ask me directly.

You can also ask the tour guides.

- It's nice to see you. - Nice to see you again.

Thank you for seeing me.

Jek!

Miss Cha is calling you. Go to her office.

Why?

I keep sending this email

but it keeps bouncing back, Jekjek.

What do I do?

Maybe the email address is wrong.

No, it’s the right one.

Fine! Let me check.

This energy is the future.

In 50 years, the world will run out of fuel.

In 50 years, we’ll both be dead.

Yes, but what about your children and grandchildren?

Your province has vast lands. You can see it from the expressway.

But can you imagine one big solar farm?

Yeah, but what about our agriculture?

(gentle music)

Looking for something?

Hey.

So you work here?

No, my dad’s just putting me

through some informal internship while there’s no school.

How about you?

I just accompanied Phil. He has business meetings in the area.

So his name’s Phil.

He’s sucking up to the governor so he can score vast lands here.

Wait! You didn’t have that in Lisbon.

Your ring.

I’ve had this for 13 years.

But you weren't wearing...

I was!

Come on, Mae.

I saw and touched every inch of your body that night...

Shut up!

No one should know, right?

Please throw this away.

(footsteps)

If you're married already,

why did you go with me in Lisbon?

I was after the free guided tour.

- But? - Oh my God, Jericho!

Are you that naive?

Things like that happen especially between two unhappy,

attractive people.

Don’t overanalyze it.

Well, you did say in Lisbon that you’re in a relationship.

I just didn’t expect...

You know what? Nevermind.

Do you have a free day this week?

Why? You're going to ask me out?

If you want.

Phil and I have a thing in Manila.

- How about another day— - It’s not happening again.

Whatever you're thinking or fantasizing, just stop.

What happened in Lisbon was a one-time thing.

I just want to make friends.

Yeah, right.

Just like how you wanted to show me the beauty of Lisbon.

- Mae! - Daddy!

- There you are. - Are we leaving?

Yes. I’ve been looking for you.

Can you please throw that away?

Boy, please include these.

- Let's go. - Yeah.

(gentle music)

Mae, we’ll be late for the event.

Get up.

Who will be there, Daddy?

The usual. Plus,

some Mindanao politicians and businessmen.

Is your FMS acting up again?

A bit.

Have a painkiller before you go.

Now get dressed.

After dinner, we'll go straight home

so you can rest.

Who’s that?

Oh, that’s Phil Pimentel.

Of Pimentel Solar Power? Wow!

You know, we can all agree to disagree about politics

but the fact is, Mindanao is now getting international attention.

You know, Mr. Mortiz, I have friends from Taiwan

who are seriously looking at Mindanao

as a place to put up their new businesses.

Didn’t the Marawi crisis scare off foreign investors?

Of course, it did.

I hope something like that doesn’t happen again.

It’s a shame because Mindanao has vast natural resources.

So for those of you from Luzon,

are you okay with the extension of Martial Law there?

Let’s not go there. I mean, let’s try to keep this a fun night.

Yeah.

Why, Mr. Pimentel?

Didn’t you think my question was fun?

I haven’t had the pleasure of being introduced.

You are?

Hilda.

Hilda Sarsuelo.

And who is your husband?

Why don’t you ask me first what my enterprise is?

And it is?

La Ola Canning.

We put into tin cans sardines,

squid, and tuna...

Even the meat of our enemies.

And for the special ones,

we may even wrap it up and put a bow on top.

Hilda once chaired the SOCCSKSARGEN Business Council.

She is the most successful business woman in Mindanao.

Christine…

Thank you.

But to answer your other question,

I don’t have a husband.

I’m actually more interested in making money than harboring men.

(all laughing)

How about you, Mrs. Pimentel?

What do you think?

About what? Sorry.

About the business climate in Southern Philippines?

Or the whole Philippines in general...

young girl?

Well, Mae has actually been suggesting

that we look at Mindanao for our next solar plant.

Wow, that’s a fantastic idea.

If I find leads, I’ll contact Mae.

Do you have a card?

I have a card.

You can contact us both.

Well, I may just have what you want.

(gentle music)

About two decades after the Spanish King Alfonso XII

issued a decree for the establishment of a railroad system in Luzon,

the first railroad in the Philippines was inaugurated in 1892.

It was founded as Ferrocarril de Manila-Dagupan...

Jekjek is a fast-learner.

He’s only been here for a week but he works like a senior tour guide.

These high schoolers!

Instead of listening, they’re too busy thirsting over him.

But he’s so hot!

His girlfriend is so lucky! Damn it, I'm so triggered!

Miss Cha is calling us.

And Jekjek?

He’ll be fine.

Imagine, 797 kilometers of tracks connecting La Union

all the way to Albay in the Bicol region.

But these days, the only functional ones are from Tutuban to Calamba.

Why did the coverage of the PNR get shorter?

Neglect...

mismanagement...

and damage from a lot of calamities.

Do you guys want to know one cool thing about this particular station?

Yes, sir.

It became a stopover for Filipino and American prisoners-of-war

during the Bataan Death March in 1962.

- Excuse me! - Yes?

It’s 1942.

Ah, 1942. Sorry.

Another fun fact!

Jose Rizal himself got off this station in 1892

to meet up with some La Liga Filipina recruits.

Kindly turn around.

Just imagine...

Jose Rizal walking in the same building as you guys are in right now.

(playful music)

The very next day,

Jose Rizal rode from this station to allegedly go to Bacolor,

to meet up with some woman that he was courting.

Can anyone tell me the name of the woman Jose Rizal was courting?

- Yes? - Segunda Katigbak?

No.Yes?

- Josephine Bracken. - No. Yes?

- Leonor Rivera? - No.

Come on, guys. None of you know?

Alright, whoever gets it right will win a prize from me.

Go, look it up. Look it up.

I wonder who.

(gentle music)

Yes, ma’am?

- Rosario Joven? - Correct!

Ma'am, why did you answer...

What’s my prize, handsome?

Sorry?

Coconut juice. Later, outside.

Congratulations!

Take care.

- Bye! - Bye!

Hope you guys enjoyed.

Bye!

- Bye! - Bye, ma’am! Take care.

(birds chirping) (door creaking)

Hey.

Where’s Phil?

Wait.

Can we move to the back? It’s cramped here.

Oh shit!

- What? - Hide!

Ouch.

Why?

They're picking me up.

What’s going on?

I need to get back inside.

Okay, look. I’m staying at Moonlight Condotel in Angeles.

- Oh, yeah? - Room 1108.

Just for a week.

Hi, Warren.

- Hello, ma'am, sir. - Where’s Jekjek?

- Jek? - Yes.

I think he’s inside. Let me check.

I got to go.

So you think he's tired of you?

Not really, Father.

I know he didn't marry me because he loves me.

He married to a beautiful, young wife.

Surely, it must have boosted his confidence back in the day.

You're his trophy wife.

Having sex every night to a beautiful woman

was a big plus for him for sure.

I understood all of that.

But then, Father,

when his business started succeeding,

it seemed he didn’t need me anymore.

Huge profits were enhancing his self-confidence.

His features on TV, in magazines...

being invited as a keynote speaker for graduations...

He started yearning for things beyond the physical.

Have you confided all this in…

...the other guy?

No need.

For me, Father,

it’s enough he had a general idea

that I wasn't happy with my marriage anymore.

What did you say to your parents?

(gentle music)

Well...

I told them I was going to the mall to watch a movie.

What time will your movie end?

I can just say I only caught the last full show.

When we were in Lisbon,

what excuse did you give your parents?

I told them

that I was taking care of an old, aging Portuguese woman.

Look,

if you think I’m ashamed of my age,

you’re messing with the wrong woman.

I know.

Seriously? What was your alibi?

Didn't you wait for nightfall at the miradouro?

Okay, fine. They weren’t in Lisbon that time.

They were in Porto.

So the tiger decided to go to the beach to hunt for a fuck.

- I’m not like that. - Really now?

- I’m not. - Really?

(gentle romantic music)

Ew!

What’s that?

It stinks!

Oh my God! Did you fart?

I didn’t fart.

It stinks!

It’s so gross...

Sorry, okay? We had lentil soup at home. It was so good!

It stinks.

So that’s what I’ve been tasting in your tongue.

Excuse me! I used mouthwash.

Embarrassing.

I can get off here. I’ll just take a wheeler.

Is it safe here?

Of course.

Besides, I can kick ass.

So,

when’s the next?

I’ll call you.

Mae, I kind of have a favor from you.

Don’t call or text me.

I’ll call you.

Wow!

I feel like an applicant for a job.

No, no, no.

It’s just my parents. You see...

they sometimes...

Well, always—go through my phone.

It sucks.

So how do you watch porn?

Oh Jekjek! You’re such a kid.

Don’t call me Jekjek.

And you?

How do you intend to hide us from Phil?

Hide?

He’s not even looking.

Anyway, you run along now.

Bye, Jekjek.

- Ouch! - You’re so annoying.

Take care!

San Fernando City is not only the capital of the Province of Pampanga,

but also the regional center of Central Luzon.

It was named after King Ferdinand VI of Spain…

Patron saint: Ferdinand III.

The Metropolitan Cathedral used to be called

the Cathedral of our Lady of the Assumption.

It’s now the seat of the Archdiocese of San Fernando.

Go ahead. Feel free to take pictures of the facade before we enter.

(lively music)

- Hello? - How are you?

I'm okay. Just resting. And you?

It’s my first guided tour outside the museum.

It’s nerve-racking.

You can do it.

If you don’t know something, just admit it to them.

I’m sure they’ll understand.

Of course, I don't want that to happen.

As their tour guide, I want to know everything about the place.

Then use Google.

I can't. I ran out of data.

Can you search this for me? Parts of a San Fernando lantern.

The San Fernando Giant Lantern has four key elements.

They call this the Tambor.

This star-like shape, Siku-Siku.

This is the Palimbun.

And lastly, we have the Puntetas.

Sir, how does it light up?

Here’s Sir Roly to show us.

This is the rotor.

It's the heart of the lantern.

Watch how it plays.

Beautiful, right?

Drive safely!

(lively music)

Dad.

How was the tour?

Very well. I was able to answer all the questions.

You’re enjoying it, huh?

- Oh my. - I guess.

Jekjek is such a hardworker.

I feel bad he’s not getting paid.

Don’t you worry, my friend!

He needs the experience more than the money.

Right?

Charlene tells me that people find you very charismatic.

Oh, yeah?

You’ll be 21 in a few years.

You can finally run for councilor in San Fernando.

I’m not interested.

But you seem to be a natural.

Not everyone has charismatic power, Jekjek.

At least, if you enter politics,

you won’t have to finish college.

You know what?

My parents are stressing me out.

Politics?

They want me to enter politics? I don’t even know anything!

I have no idea what a councilor does.

They make laws. Policies.

Exactly! What do I know about that?

I literally have zero knowledge.

And just because I’m winnable or charismatic,

it doesn’t mean you can just force me into a world I'm not familiar with.

You know, my dad,

sometimes he doesn’t use his brain.

It’s the same with Mom.

How about you?

Were your parents like this when you were younger?

Let’s not talk about the dead.

Look,

if you really hate the idea so much,

then why don’t you just refuse?

Ever since I was a kid, they were already like that.

And you know what’s so irritating especially about my mom?

Every time we’re in a restaurant, she’d ask me,

“Hey, Jekjek, my son, what do you want to drink? OJ or soda?”

Of course, I’d say, “Mommy, I want soda.”

Then she’d say, “Oh no, Jekjek, soda is bad for you.

Have OJ instead because it’s good for your body.”

Shit!

Why bother asking me what I want

if you’d just insist on your choice in the end?

You know, I just find it irritating

that they’re treating me like a girl.

Hey, don’t be sexist!

Also, wipe yourself. The floor is getting wet.

You know, just put yourself in my situation.

Can you toss me my clothes?

Picture this.

You’re a man. An adult.

With body hair.

Even capable of having a baby. Yet they treat you like a baby.

Piece of shit.

No!

Fuck you.

Fuck all of us.

Stop it!

What are you doing?

Stop! You’re still wet.

How about if I do this?

Stop it!

Stop.

Jek, stop it.

Come here.

Stop.

Stop it.

(both laughing)

- What’s wrong with you? - Quiet!

Let's go.

So, where’s Phil?

He’s in Mindanao, looking for land.

You didn’t join him?

He didn’t take me.

What’s going to happen when he returns?

What do you mean?

What about this?

What about us?

I don't know.

Hey...

Is this the first time you cheated on Phil?

I mean, before me, were there...

others?

What did you answer?

I didn’t.

But what’s the answer?

None.

There were no others.

Just him.

Really?

Really now?

Father, I’m already confessing.

Why would I lie?

Maybe the reason I didn’t tell him back then was...

I didn’t want him to feel that...

That he’s special to me.

Even though in reality, he is?

I wasn’t still sure back then.

Maybe he was just horny.

When did you see each other again?

A week after that, Father.

When my husband wasn't there,

I rented a townhouse close to him.

Mae?

Mae?

Mae?

Mae?

Mae?

Mae! What happened to you?

It's acting up...

My FMS.

Your what?

FMS!

Don’t you mean PMS?

Mae?

Sorry, Jekjek.

I’m such a bother.

Do you have medicine for that?

I already took it but it hasn’t taken effect.

Do I smell? Sorry, I haven’t been able to take a shower.

Hey.

Don’t worry about it.

Just rest.

No, really?

Let me smell you then.

Jekjek.

Jekjek, it hurts.

Jekjek!

You’re such a bully. It hurts.

You smell great!

- Fresh! - Stop.

Just leave me here.

Don’t waste your day off.

Besides,

I'm no fun today.

I can't do it.

Do what?

Mae.

I came here for you.

Not for...

not for anything else.

(playful music)

These.

130 pesos.

130 pesos?

- Four pieces, please. - 400 pesos.

Miss, I’ll just take two pieces. I’m short on cash.

- Here’s your change. - Thank you!

Come back soon.

(playful music)

I’m so sorry. It took a while.

What’s that?

You never had this when you were in Lisbon?

Cozido à portuguesa.

Portuguese stew.

I’m okay. Let me do this.

Are you sure?

I just need to pee.

Okay, but don’t lock the door. If anything happens, I’m just outside.

You’re overreacting!

Fibromyalgia or fibromyalgia syndrome, AKA FMS,

is a long-term condition that causes pain all over the body.

People with FMS may also have increased sensitivity to pain.

- Do you have that? - Yes.

Fatigue or extreme tiredness?

Yes.

Muscle stiffness, headaches and stomach pain?

Yes.

Problems with mental processes?

Oh no, you’re going crazy!

- You douche! - Ouch!

She's going crazy.

Do I look hot doing this?

You look like a good boy.

How about now?

You’re so silly.

Feel good?

I told you, I can’t.

You don’t have to do anything.

You’re like a cat.

She kept asking me,

“Where can I surf around here?”

I probably told her three times...

“Ma’am, this is San Fernando, Pampanga. Not San Fernando, La Union.”

Maybe she’s just trying to get your attention.

Well then, she succeeded

not only in getting my attention, but also in pissing me off.

Shit, I have to go.

Do you really set an alarm for going home?

Can’t get in trouble.

Do you still want this or do I put it in the fridge?

I’m okay.

Do you have work tomorrow?

Yes, but I plan to sneak out during my lunch break.

I can also drop by here before going home.

Your parents don’t fetch you anymore?

Not anymore.

It’s either they now trust me,

or they’ve found something more important to mind.

Want me to bring you upstairs so you can already rest?

Jekjek...

Maybe we should meet up again when I'm already feeling better.

I don’t like treating you like a caregiver.

I feel like a useless, old lady.

But you are old.

Grandma!

(gentle music)

Who’s going to take care of you?

That's when I knew he really cared about me, Father.

He's not just after sex.

What else is he after besides that?

Me.

My whole person.

Right, right.

Question.

If you told your close friends about your FMS attack

that particular week you were staying in that townhouse,

do you think they won’t come to you and take care of you?

I don’t want to bother them.

How about your husband? Do you think he won’t rescue you?

Out of duty or pity probably.

Not out of love...

Maybe you're just testing something?

That’s why you specifically contacted Mr. Loverboy...

I didn’t force Je...

I didn’t force him to visit me and take care of me.

It just so happened he found me in that situation.

It was his choice, Father.

Good afternoon.

Feeling better?

Yup.

When I woke up this morning,

I felt no pain at all.

Thank you for the daily massages.

Maybe you have healing powers.

You look like you just heard bad news.

You don’t need me anymore.

You know,

if you still want to cook for me,

vacuum for me, you’re welcome to do so.

Wait.

If your FMS faded today,

that means your body isn’t as sensitive to pain anymore.

Yes.

Which means...

(gentle music)

we can do it again.

Do what?

We sure can.

What?

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

- What? - Stop it!

- You want to do it, right? - Yes.

No.

No. I haven’t even taken a shower.

I don’t care.

Mae.

I have to tell you something.

Please don’t get mad.

What?

Your parents are telling you to go home?

It’s not that.

Febbie arrived in the Philippines yesterday.

Febbie?

Who is...

Oh, that Febbie.

She’ll be staying in San Fernando starting tomorrow for her thesis.

For how long?

A month.

Mae, we can’t see each other for now.

Are you mad?

I don’t want people to notice us...

I understand!

I understand.

I can't call you frequently...

Yeah, I get it.

I get it.

(dramatic music)

You’re not mad?

Not at all.

You promise?

Yes.

Good thing my FMS isn’t acting up anymore.

You’ll have more time with her.

So...

Is this your first time seeing each other again after a long time?

Yeah.

What did you get her?

Nothing?

What kind of boyfriend are you?

This one!

She loves interior design.

How much is this?

So how much is it?

4,700 pesos.

I’ll look for something else.

No need.

I’ll pay for it.

Okay, I promise I’ll pay you back the next time we see each other.

Whatever. Let’s go.

Jek, when you’re winding it, do it gently so they will see the effects much better.

Like this?

Jekjek! Son!

Mom, Dad, what’s up?

We have a surprise for you.

Jekjek!

Febbie?

I missed you!

Guys! This is my girlfriend, Febbie.

She just came back from the US.

- Hi. - Welcome home.

Mom, Dad, why did you bring her here?

I already told Charlene.

Besides, Febbie is excited to see you.

Apparently, my mom still goes through my stuff.

You can’t blame her.

Not since she found weed on you in DC.

Aww, Jeki! I love it!

Thank you.

Sorry, I didn’t get you anything.

That’s okay.

Come here.

(birds chirping) (gentle music)

What?

Nothing.

Well, you...

Where did you...

We never kissed that way before.

Was it nice?

Yeah!

Yeah.

How’d you learn it?

Do you guys want to take a picture?

Game!

Ready!

(upbeat music)

Do you remember that we used to always come here before?

Here it is!

Hey, Mae!

Are we still drinking?

You’re such an old lady, Vi. Last one, I promise. Come on.

That’s what you said about the previous bottle.

I might vomit. I can’t anymore.

That's because you're not drinking water in between shots.

Here, have a sip.

Either you’re super happy or super sad. Which is it?

Are you and Phil fighting?

How can we fight if we’re barely seeing each other?

Right, Diablita?

That’s her name by the way.

Diablita. Say hi.

Kim and Vian drove you.

You can thank them later.

And your new doll.

Is your FMS acting up?

No.

Good.

We're having dinner with the governor.

Get dressed.

Phil, I was able to talk to a plantation owner in Bacolor.

He has the kind of land you're looking for.

Interesting.

What are you waiting for?

You could've at least acted interested in what Governor Roy was saying.

You knew I had a hangover but you still made me come.

You know you have FMS.

Why do you get wasted and stay out late?

Are you a young lady...

I deserve to have fun.

(awkward silence)

Who is Jekjek?

You kept calling that name while you were asleep.

Your friends even told me

that even in the car ride home, you were calling out that name.

It’s the doll.

The one I won at the amusement center.

Yeah, right.

Who is Jekjek?

It’s too hard.

Phil!

What’s wrong with you?

What are we doing?

Why are we even still together? We obviously don’t love each other.

Why are we enduring this?

That’s how marriages are.

I’m seeing another man.

A younger guy.

Younger than me?

Younger than us both.

So you’re into younger men now.

Well you’re into older women.

Women your age.

I know about Hilda.

I know you flew all the way to Mindanao for her.

She took your breath away the moment you met her.

Well, Hilda is...

Is feisty.

And her business wisdom is impressive.

Yeah,

you like her.

Let’s talk about this...

Jekjek.

Do you only like him?

Or is it something much more?

Something deeper.

Or you feel like you’re in a

trapped marriage? That’s why you're drinking?

(emotional music)

Listen, Mae.

We all know you married me for my money.

But I don’t care

because you also know

that I married you for reasons other than love.

But do you know how we differ even though we’re both cheaters?

I use my money when I do what I do.

That’s why I find it unfair

for you to use the wealth I've been making, even before I met you,

to sustain your relationship with a boy.

So if you want to continue seeing him,

I feel you should surrender everything that is...

technically mine.

My credit cards!

My debit cards!

My passbooks!

And even my car.

I will not fund your betrayal.

So you turned your back on a luxurious, or convenient life,

for a 19-year-old who,

not only is yet to prove himself,

but also happens be in another relationship?

Because I love him.

Just because temptation is in front of you, doesn't mean you should grab it,

whether people see you or not.

Look at what happened to Eve in the Garden of Eden

when she was tempted...

Maybe Eve bit into the fruit

because she wanted to be smart.

To be made Adam's mere assistant...

My God!

Second commandment, ma'am.

You knew it was wrong

but you still continued it.

Look at you now.

What do you know?

Priests aren’t even allowed to be in relationships or to marry.

How could you lecture me about this?

Didn't you come here to receive penance?

Why are you justifying...

I knew it was wrong, Father.

But do I need to regret I loved him?

Miss, can I ask a question?

Where is this?

That’s on the other side.

Other side of?

Other side of the village.

Be careful of showing your phone around here. It’s not safe.

Thank you.

[speaking in dialect language]

My God!

[speaking in dialect language]

Damn! this place is far.

I’ve been walking in circles.

- Now you know. - Thank you.

Let's turn it up to number three.

There we go.

What the hell is this?

That’s Diablita.

Diablita, huh?

She’s cute.

So Febbie is in Bicol?

Yeah, for two weeks.

Did she like the book?

- Which one? - The one we bought.

Oh! Yeah, she loved it.

Mae,

why are some women like that?

Febbie wanted me to go with her to Bicol but...

I told her I didn’t want to go...

because, number one,

she’ll be so busy interviewing people for her thesis.

She’ll have no time for me.

I’ll have nothing to do there.

Number two,

I have work at the museum.

I told her, “Febbie, I don’t want to go with you.”

Then she got angry with me,

saying I’m not excited to be with her.

If it was me, I'd also be mad.

- Really? - Yes.

You could've explained it to her better why you didn't want to go.

Then promise to make it up to her.

Like,

when she comes back from Bicol,

invite her to chill in Baguio or to go hiking in Batangas.

Is that how it is?

Yes. Like that.

Not unless...

What?

Nothing.

Come on.

You were about to say something.

- I wasn't. - Not unless?

I already forgot.

(lighthearted music)

Missed me?

Not so much.

How about these?

Missed them?

Those aren't hard to find.

Well, Diablita is crazy for these.

- Diablita! - Go screw yourselves in the toilet.

So...

That’s how it is.

The toilet. Are you sure?

Sorry you had to come all the way here.

This is where I used to live when I was a working student.

Who was the president then?

Magsaysay?

- Ouch! Not there. - So shameful!

So why are you staying here now?

The rent is cheaper.

You're poor now, aren't you?

I am.

What are you going to do?

You know, I’ve never had the courage to ask you.

What were you before you married Phil?

What do you think?

I don't know.

Make a guess.

A flight attendant?

You're such a bad liar, Jekjek.

Admit it.

- But that was my real guess. - That wasn't what you were thinking.

Why?

What do you think was I thinking?

Whatever.

Let’s just say...

I was indeed thinking that.

Whatever you think that is.

Is it correct?

Does it matter?

Why not, Jekjek?

I really think that you should run!

You’ll have the power to change society,

and then the world!

Oh my God! Aunt Judy and Uncle Rufi will be so proud!

Is she really that perky?

Oh yes!

Especially in front of my parents.

Bitch tries too hard to make a good impression.

Hey! Your language, Jekjek!

Why? It’s true!

She really pisses me off, okay?

My mom, my dad, Febbie...

They all piss me off.

They insist on making me their puppet.

You know, it’s as easy as saying this...

“This is not what I want to do. I’d rather do this.”

Nope, that won’t work on my dad.

He’s going to kick my ass.

Then my mom? She'll make drama out of it.

She’ll bring up everything she provided me since I was a kid.

(upbeat music)

Your turn.

Tell me more about Phil.

Why is he suddenly the topic?

Why not?

We always talk about Febbie.

It’s Phil’s turn.

Come on, tell me.

How did he become fucking rich?

Google him. Phil Pimentel.

Look,

I don’t want to talk about him.

- Want to dance? - We're transferring?

No. Here.

This is not that kind of bar.

Says who?

Come on now.

Don’t be a buzzkill.

- Watch it! - Sorry.

- You guys should be more careful! - Sorry.

(upbeat dance music)

I’m not going home tonight.

What about your parents?

Screw them!

Delikado Performed by: Marion

My breath already stinks.

Mine too.

Wow!

You know what...

Stop it. You’re such a bully.

When you become a councilor, you better not act like that.

Screw that.

I'd rather be a prostitute than become a politician.

What do you really want to do in life?

I want to be like...

Diego Bunuel.

Do you know him?

From the show, “Don’t Tell My Mother”?

No?

Anthony Bourdain?

Not as a chef, but as someone who travels...

Yeah, I know him.

- You know him? - Yes.

(birds chirping)

When do you think is the day

that we can finally be happy?

Just like this but without hiding.

Aren’t you scared

that Phil might find out about us?

Not anymore.

How about you? Do you want to be with me?

Yes.

Always?

Yes.

Why not break up with Febbie?

Mae, you know that I can’t.

Part of my parents' plans is for Febbie and I to get married...

Asshole!

Shit! You pathetic piece of shit!

You hate being treated like a little kid.

Well guess what, Jekjek!

Part of growing up is making decisions on your own

in spite of all the consequences!

And when those consequences come to you, you face them like a real man!

You don’t know what it’s like with them...

Boohoo!

You told me a million times. You’re miserable.

They’re miserable.

Then why don’t you walk away?

I’m not going to be a sanctuary to a troubled boy

like you, Jekjek!

My name is Jericho.

Shit! I fucking hate this.

I’m sick of this.

I want us to go to the mall together,

eat at a restaurant, kiss and make out without giving a damn who sees us!

- Shit! - Mae, we had a deal, okay?

Shit that deal!

I don’t deserve to be kept in the shadows like a vice!

Wow!

High and mighty for someone who married a man for his money!

Who left all that money

for a spineless kid like you.

Mae.

- Mae. - No.

Let go of me.

Mae, no. Please...

Let go!

I don’t know...

(sentimental music)

Just tell me if you want us to stop.

I'll leave you alone.

I won’t bother you anymore.

Didn't you understand a single word I said?

Idiot.

(sentimental music)

You can go home. You don’t have to walk me.

I’ll call you when I get home.

No need.

Your parents might catch you.

I’m not making you feel guilty, okay?

I mean it.

Bye.

Mae.

Everything you said earlier hurt.

But it was all true.

I’m sorry if I made you feel insignificant.

But I promise, I will do my best

to stand my ground next time.

I’m not as brave as you.

I can't leave everything behind in a heartbeat.

Mae, can you wait for me?

One week?

One month? One year?

I’ll see you soon then, Jericho.

Wait.

What’s that?

It’s a symbol of my promise.

Bye.

Wheeler, sir?

No, thanks.

Bro...

Do you have a lighter?

Don’t scream!

Sir, I don’t have money. Just take my phone.

Bring it out.

Stop resisting.

If you need more capital for your online store, Kim and I can help.

What you gave was enough.

Besides, Peter might get mad at you. You’re loaning out his money.

Give me a break.

Peter isn’t like that. How could he get mad?

He knows that you’re my best friend.

What’s up with you and Phil anyway? Is he cheating on you?

Sir, you can go.

Excuse me?

Good afternoon. Yes, ma'am?

Are you still open?

I don't see anyone.

It’s already late in the afternoon.

You've visited here before, right?

Where are your co-workers?

They’re out on duty but they’ll probably head home right after.

All of them?

Are you looking for someone in particular?

When I...

When I first visited here,

there was a tour guide who was explaining the history of this train station.

He was good and good-looking.

So I was wondering if

he would be open for gigs in hosting, weddings, or pageants, or...

I’ll just come back another day.

Jekjek is in the hospital.

He’s been there for a week.

(dramatic music)

He was beaten during his way home.

They took his watch,

cellphone,

and even his shoes.

What did he sustain?

A brain injury.

He was hit in the head with a wooden club,

leaving him comatose.

My God!

Shit, sorry!

Sorry.

And then?

I attempted many times to go to the hospital

just to see him...

to know how he is...

But I didn’t have the courage.

How will I introduce myself to the people taking care of him?

I’d introduce myself as a friend. They won’t suspect a thing.

Just saying. But I get your dilemma.

It’s torture, Father.

Wanting to be next to the person you love as he fights for his life...

But you can’t...

because you’re still not officially allowed to be visible in his life.

Eventually, Warren told me...

that his parents decided to bring him home.

So that they can take care of him.

He was in a meditative state at that time.

So that I could monitor him...

I looked and rented a vacant house near his place.

It was the only way I could get close to him...

without revealing myself.

(crying) (gentle music)

- Hello? - Hello. Is this Ms. Mae?

Yes.

- Is the handbag still available? - Yes.

I'll order three bags. How much is the delivering fee to Lucena?

Sorry, out of stock. Maybe next time.

Mae.

Help me, Phil.

Of course. Here, let me... Get up.

How long do you intend to rent this house?

It’s expensive.

As long as necessary.

I’m tempted to tell you to not pay back anymore,

but remember what I said the last time?

That I won’t finance your...

...your thing... with Jekjek.

Jericho.

His name is Jericho.

And like what I said,

I will pay you back.

Add interest if you want.

I have to go. I have a meeting.

Just call me if there’s a problem.

Was it you?

What are you talking about?

Tell me you weren't the one who had Jericho beaten up...

That you didn't order the three men to mug him so it wouldn’t look like foul play.

What do I get to gain from the death of Jek...

I mean Jericho?

He’s not dead.

Right.

But again, what do I stand to gain?

You tell me.

Shit happens, Mae.

Sometimes, randomly.

He was in the wrong place at the wrong time.

But if you'd like to insist I was involved,

go and try to prove it.

(gentle music)

(gentle music)

I'm sorry, Father.

I only came here because I had no one to talk to about this.

I hope this stays between us.

Father?

Sorry, sorry.

Don’t worry.

We have this thing called the Seal of the Confessional.

We can’t disclose whatever we hear during confession.

I need to go, Father. What do I need to do?

Repeat after me.

I'm sorry for these and the sins of my past life.

I'm sorry for these and the sins of my past life.

What else?

Pray the Lord’s Prayer and

ten Hail Marys.

That’s all?

Yes.

Let’s pray together.

In the name of the Father,

and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.

Amen.

Give thanks to the Lord for He is good.

Respond with,

“For His mercy endures forever.”

For His mercy endures forever.

Like what I said numerous times before,

Jekjek is an obedient son.

It’s true that during his teenage years, he was going through a life crisis.

He was looking for his place in society,

in the world.

Rufi and I guided him

until one day he found his place in public service.

His plan,

when he reaches the right age,

was to enter politics,

starting with becoming a councilor here in the city of San Fernando.

Jekjek is the kind of son

who listens to his parents.

Well...

It's unavoidable having disagreements every now and then.

All families have that.

But what Judy and I loved most about Jekjek is that

he processes the wisdom we impart to him

and eventually sees things our way.

At times, I'd use tough love on him so he would straighten up.

Yet you’d never hear him say anything disrespectful.

Am I right, Charlene?

They say

women mature earlier than men.

I’m not saying that is a constant in this universe,

but our situation was something like that.

You have to admit, Aunt Judy, Uncle Rufi.

Much has been said about our beloved Jekjek.

But I’m here to talk about him as...

Sorry for the cheesy term...

His baby girl.

It is true. We used to argue a lot back in Washington.

I tried to push him to take his academics seriously,

but I failed...

repeatedly.

But as a boyfriend?

He was always there.

Even though he wasn’t attending class, he made it a point to still see me.

And he even granted my wish not to engage in premarital sex.

Yes, Aunt Judy.

We had that agreement.

And you should be very proud

because he never ever violated it.

Still, I was on the verge of breaking up with him,

or at least a cool-off, on account of his delinquency.

But do you know

what stopped me from giving up on him?

(gentle music)

This.

He...

gave me this book when I arrived here.

Oh, Jekjek.

All these years, he still remembers my secret interest.

Anyway,

Jekjek was not one to give gifts.

So when he gave me this book,

I don’t know if I’m just being melodramatic

but I saw a person who can change.

Or is actually in the process of changing...

for the better.

That’s why

it pains me

that his life ended in the middle of his metamorphosis.

Imagine the man Jekjek could have become.

The man...

The man I would have married someday.

Justice for Jekjek.

(all clapping)

Thank you, Febbie, for that bittersweet eulogy.

Alright, this time...

I also have something to say about...

him.

First of all,

stop

calling him

Jekjek.

He hated that name. It made him feel like a helpless kid.

Jericho

is one smart guy.

He had so much potential.

You were right about that.

But did you know what or who was holding him back?

His parents!

He hated the course you made him do in Washington.

I mean, really? AB Political Economy?

Did you even know your son?

Did you really know what he wanted to be?

- He wants to be a senator— - What?

He hated politics, Febbie!

He wanted to be a traveler.

He wanted to see the world, meet people,

document their lives. He wanted to be like

an Anthony Bourdain or a...

Diego...

Shit, I forgot his name!

But you should know these things, Febbie, because you’re his girlfriend!

But how could you?

You basically made yourself his parents' representative.

Anything they want, you enforce!

You amplified!

You never asked him what he wanted to be!

(sorrowful music)

All of you!

All of you wanted to control Jericho’s life.

And he was so sick and tired of all of you. Did you know that?

But he's really kind.

Even though he was so fed up with you,

he didn’t want to disappoint you.

That was his measure of success.

Not disappointing you.

Shit!

And now, Jericho is gone.

Just when he finally decided that he'll take control of his own life...

To follow what’s really in his heart.

Just when he finally decided

to be with...

with whoever he wanted to be with.

(sorrowful music)

Miss?

Miss!

Go ahead and start your eulogy.

We will be sprinkling holy water in a while.

Jek is...

I mean...

I mean Jericho. That was his actual name, right?

I never really got to know him.

But in my few encounters with him at the museum,

I guess, I can say that

he was a very good tour guide.

Look,

I’m sorry.

I’m so sorry. I just...

I guess I just wanted to say this.

I guess I’m just affected and...

Um...

I could also see that he was very nice

and had a lot of potential.

Exactly how

his parents

and his girlfriend mentioned earlier.

Rest in peace, Jericho.

(gentle music)

Miss!

Who are you?

No one.

I’m just a stranger.

Magkaibang Mundo Performed by: Katrina Velarde

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